Joyner Lucas ft. Jelly Roll - "Best For Me" Official Music Video (Not Now I'm Busy)

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  • čas přidán 17. 03. 2024
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    Director: Joyner Lucas & Trevor Finney
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  • @Yashuop
    @Yashuop Před měsícem +4724

    I will do 1 Pushup for every like i get on this comment 💪🏻

  • @JoynerLucasOfficial
    @JoynerLucasOfficial  Před měsícem +11071

    I love and appreciate every one of yal. Thank you 🙏🏾 hopefully this helps you or your loved ones in some shape or form 💪🏽❤️

    • @wabbwhite
      @wabbwhite Před měsícem +65

      One of the Greatest

    • @UnknownUser-td9pn
      @UnknownUser-td9pn Před měsícem +83

      thank you for the music. it's an escape from a dark place.

    • @ashimlepcha4172
      @ashimlepcha4172 Před měsícem +23

      Really help joyner u said all the fact

    • @JOSH-hq7ey
      @JOSH-hq7ey Před měsícem +16

      Salute 🫡

    • @Truthbtold27
      @Truthbtold27 Před měsícem +36

      boooy u got a gift. All Praises to the Father

  • @iamdownsey
    @iamdownsey Před 24 dny +642

    15 years of addiction 😢
    1 Year 3 Months 19 Days Sober ❤

  • @murf493
    @murf493 Před 22 dny +114

    Coming up on 9 months clean, and I can't even begin to tell you what kind of impact your guys music has had on the recovery community. Please never stop what you do

    • @eprortsk
      @eprortsk Před 17 dny +4

      Keep going my g!! 🎉🎉 were proud of you!! Atleast I am

    • @Havack95
      @Havack95 Před 11 dny +1

      Facts. We are proud! Things can be around that time. Keep your head up. Don't stop working towards a future.

  • @trianajavar2821
    @trianajavar2821 Před měsícem +13459

    I sent this to my son who is a heroin addict and he drove to my house and grabbed and hugged me while he cried like never before. This was yesterday, he spent the night and I took him to rehab. I pray it works this time😢

  • @axelfoley5155
    @axelfoley5155 Před měsícem +3400

    I spent 13 years of my life homeless on heroin in streets of Kensington in Philly. I have 7 years clean now and never thought I would see the day I got my life together. I'm extremely grateful to wake up everyday in the apartment I worked hard for with food in the fridge and not have to get high to feel better. I literally came from the gutter to where I am now. This song cuts deep Joyner and jelly roll did a great job on this one.

    • @corrinleclair6187
      @corrinleclair6187 Před měsícem +50

      God bless you congratulations on getting clean and staying clean!

    • @CoachCharan
      @CoachCharan Před měsícem +24

      great job, hats off. respect

    • @JBizz1775
      @JBizz1775 Před měsícem +53

      I'm from NE Philly. Kensington is no joke. Glad you made it out the bad lands.

    • @CHATANDCHEIF
      @CHATANDCHEIF Před měsícem +20

      💪🏾💯 that’s tuff I seen it out there proud of you 👏🏾 stay focused

    • @DzNutz503
      @DzNutz503 Před měsícem +20

      Congrats on making it out of that hell hole and getting your shit together that's tuff!!!!

  • @BarrettPlumbing
    @BarrettPlumbing Před 12 dny +211

    To all the people struggling trying to get sober. I pray for no more relapses 🙏

    • @porshataylor-ee5ri
      @porshataylor-ee5ri Před 11 dny +1

      Amen

    • @bebemilo666
      @bebemilo666 Před 5 dny +1

      Addy speed and opiate free for 1year feels easy now more easy than active addiction

    • @BiiG_NiiNO
      @BiiG_NiiNO Před 4 dny

      Thank you 🙏🏽

    • @BiiG_NiiNO
      @BiiG_NiiNO Před 4 dny

      ​@@bebemilo666that's awesome, keep going. Life gets better...!

    • @jessebrookshire3535
      @jessebrookshire3535 Před 3 dny

      Praying don't help unfortunately 💔🖤💊💀😞

  • @Lowb55_lov3
    @Lowb55_lov3 Před 10 dny +57

    My boyfriend and I got clean together 2/3/23 at home with a support group of miracle workers. Not easy but so worth it for everyone who said we could NEVER do it together. My dad was an alcoholic and I was so angry at him until I became an addict myself. He’s clean now bc he’s dead lol but I imagine he’d laugh at me saying that and call me an asshole and be super proud I broke free. Less judgment, more love. People just need help. So grateful to my family who loved me when I didn’t love myself. “Are you afraid to die? No. Then why are you so afraid to live?”

  • @kikibanks
    @kikibanks Před měsícem +1007

    This is the anthem of millions of broken homes, millions of kids who needed a parent that was taken by drugs 💔

    • @ItsDxrkk
      @ItsDxrkk Před měsícem +13

      My dad passed away due to drugs when i was 6 and i needed him badly.

    • @chrisg4514
      @chrisg4514 Před měsícem +18

      Also the millions of parents suffering with kids who are struggling with addiction.

    • @timwhite4885
      @timwhite4885 Před měsícem +4

      AMEN. 🙏 ❤️🙏 💯💯💯💯💯

    • @sinfulangelic
      @sinfulangelic Před měsícem +5

      Any addiction, not just drugs.

    • @heathertrichell7254
      @heathertrichell7254 Před měsícem +2

      💗💗💗

  • @crypttherapper
    @crypttherapper Před měsícem +2124

    Truly incredible bro.

    • @kenztalks9420
      @kenztalks9420 Před měsícem +18

      You supposed to react to it bro why are you under here

    • @dozer6751
      @dozer6751 Před měsícem +23

      ​​@@kenztalks9420 and that doesn't ring a bell that he has already filmed his reaction and he's editing it???? 😂😂😂😂

    • @StarWarsExpandedUniverse
      @StarWarsExpandedUniverse Před měsícem +8

      Crypt the GOAT for real!

    • @paradoxr.n.o8688
      @paradoxr.n.o8688 Před měsícem +2

      True

    • @luken7451
      @luken7451 Před měsícem +11

      Next should be Jelly Roll and NF

  • @dennisg5637
    @dennisg5637 Před 13 dny +51

    When this came out I was homeless, on drugs, and then jail. I now have a house, job, and husband. This song and “Clover Cage - In the Moment” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you 💕😊

    • @DosiaChannel
      @DosiaChannel Před 10 dny +3

      Damn one rough month huh 😭🤦🏾‍♂️

    • @ifthesewallscouldtalktheyp7692
      @ifthesewallscouldtalktheyp7692 Před 5 dny +2

      all that in one month? 😭 tf you find a husband, get out of jail, and get a house, all in one month? like good for you, but kinda suspicious😅

  • @AngryPandas-gn9pr
    @AngryPandas-gn9pr Před 11 dny +32

    As a current addict, this is giving me the strength to change because I know how my friends feel, without me around, family is not the same life is not the same, like for the first time I had a voice speaking for me, and my sister listened ❤❤ she never listen to me. It's going to be a hard road for me, but what has killed everything in my life hasn't killed me. 1 day sober a million more to go I'm ready I got this. Thanks to y'all

  • @ktaylor6790
    @ktaylor6790 Před měsícem +1275

    I am 30 days clean after 15 years of drugs and my wife of 12 years is still out there getting high. Broken hearts can mend but takes patience. Please pray for her. As soon as I see her I'm taking her to detox by God's grace. Love you all. God bless and give me the strength Lord. 🙏

    • @SpexMusic
      @SpexMusic Před měsícem +27

      i'M JUST A STRANGER MY DEAR FRIEND, But know that Gods gotchu. Im sending something of good your way man. have a great one. Much Love.

    • @sherrystowers3754
      @sherrystowers3754 Před měsícem +15

      Will be praying for you both

    • @roseannsanchez7881
      @roseannsanchez7881 Před měsícem +10

      Praying for you and your wife and everyone struggling. Please choose your life.. a life to live.
      I lost my brother to it

    • @patrickwilliams408
      @patrickwilliams408 Před měsícem +5

      Everyone has their struggles. Keep pushing is what's most important

    • @connellob
      @connellob Před měsícem +4

      Sending you strength and positive vibes.

  • @keithanderson2148
    @keithanderson2148 Před měsícem +2019

    Joyner rapping two different perspectives is a cheat code. Chills

    • @WayneStcroix-ok8rx
      @WayneStcroix-ok8rx Před měsícem +96

      That’s his thing it seems he’s the best at it

    • @thepsychonaut6395
      @thepsychonaut6395 Před měsícem +40

      He been doing this!!!

    • @keithanderson2148
      @keithanderson2148 Před měsícem +53

      @@thepsychonaut6395 Ross cappiconi put me on to him. It's genius, you get both types of people loving the song.

    • @ru8yna
      @ru8yna Před měsícem +8

      This is a rem8nder for me later on.

    • @lifeoflw84
      @lifeoflw84 Před měsícem +2

      Period..

  • @aprilmayfit
    @aprilmayfit Před 10 dny +25

    Every single one of you commenting about your struggles, your addiction and your recovery are all amazing souls and deserve nothing but the best. One of your comments might just be the thing that helps someone save themselves and that’s a really beautiful thing. Keep going guys, you can do this.

  • @rowantheboat19
    @rowantheboat19 Před 23 dny +25

    Having a dad who is battling addiction still, this song had me sobbing.. this song is so important and I’m so glad y’all made this. Thank you Jelly Roll and Joyner ❤️

  • @jaybartlett2561
    @jaybartlett2561 Před měsícem +1158

    8,284 days (22 years, 8 months and 5 days) clean here!
    There is hope. 🙏🏻

    • @superdude7459
      @superdude7459 Před měsícem +11

      God Bless you too.
      I don't know you but I'm proud of you. 👏🏽
      Be safe.

    • @natashahailey9102
      @natashahailey9102 Před měsícem +11

      I know I don't know you, but I'm proud of you.

    • @trevorgreen953
      @trevorgreen953 Před měsícem

      And counting* I'm so fucking proud of you.. do you want to sponsor me by chance? Please reach out if so

    • @sammiatkins11.11
      @sammiatkins11.11 Před měsícem +3

      Never stop counting ...... It's not the been addicted that's hard it's the been sober an know one understands that

    • @dannypankhurst7359
      @dannypankhurst7359 Před měsícem +2

      Well done brother! ❤

  • @jeffmckenzie5767
    @jeffmckenzie5767 Před měsícem +600

    This is what Hip Hop expression is all about making those uncomfortable songs. To empower communities and the people. Excellent job Joyner Lucas, Being a voice for the voiceless

    • @george9360
      @george9360 Před měsícem +6

      The message that’s hip hop

    • @32HUNTER
      @32HUNTER Před měsícem

      go listen to my music and lmk what you think please

    • @davidivey9257
      @davidivey9257 Před měsícem +6

      An Mr rollyjell

    • @atrmediaofficial
      @atrmediaofficial Před měsícem +2

      Jesus Christ Is Coming Soon Repent & Draw Near To Him ✝️🙏😊

    • @squalley
      @squalley Před měsícem +2

      Well said fam 🫶🏾

  • @nikealeeburr8475
    @nikealeeburr8475 Před 21 dnem +12

    Fuck did I cry, it’s like it was written for me and my brother ….breaks my heart in silence

  • @JamesHart-
    @JamesHart- Před 10 dny +19

    Struggling myself and hearing this song has come at the right time

    • @SmEiF-
      @SmEiF- Před 6 dny +1

      ex junkie here. you got this homie
      its worth the pain

    • @jimmyjimmy1896
      @jimmyjimmy1896 Před 6 dny +2

      There is hope. It may feel hopeless at times but God has something huge planned for you. Your story could be the only other story capable of saving another person's soul. That's person's story could be someone else's etc etc etc...you got this

    • @Th3bestClipz
      @Th3bestClipz Před 6 dny +2

      You got this big bro from someone who lost their brother this year to a fentanyl over dose I praise and pray anyone that is struggle gets the help they need I just know it’s worth the pain to get clean and you got it homie

  • @bshaye27
    @bshaye27 Před měsícem +484

    12 years clean. Lost my little brother to an overdose 5 years ago. I've been on both sides of this, this song literally brought me to tears. Thank yall for speaking so much truth.

    • @fields3miranda
      @fields3miranda Před měsícem +8

      Congratulations on ur sobriety. I’ve got five yrs almost six. I also lost my big brother to this. This song just hits different. I’m crying bc of the guilt I feel for not being able to save him. I’m sorry for ur loss

    • @dj_esteban
      @dj_esteban Před měsícem +2

      Congrats. Tell ur story. You never know who is listening.

    • @ashleyfoster4998
      @ashleyfoster4998 Před měsícem

      Yes please

    • @antimaniak3031
      @antimaniak3031 Před měsícem +3

      Aye man, I couldn’t imagine losing a little brother.. cause we were the ones who were supposed to set the example.. so I feel for you brother.. having someone take after your steps.. and not being able to tell the story just breaks something In you that you can’t fix.. but congrats on being 12 years clean and doing better for yourself and your brother , I’m sure he’s looking down on you right now with tears in his eyes knowing that one of you guys were able to hit that u turn and turn shit around . I hope nothing but the best for you brother.. I love you❤️🙏 feel free to reach out to me at any time .

    • @melissahendren1287
      @melissahendren1287 Před měsícem +2

      I am also a former attic myself and I lost my husband of 16 years to have fentanyl overdose which scared me straight. I am now clean and sober 2 years and 7 months

  • @animationstation1005
    @animationstation1005 Před měsícem +1393

    This is why Joyner is above EVERY other modern day rapper: the intricate storytelling that cuts deep and doesn't spout off repetitive bullshit.

    • @bluckyjones
      @bluckyjones Před měsícem +17

      FACTS

    • @caddyv2327
      @caddyv2327 Před měsícem +37

      The majortiy of his songs are repetitive bullshit tho lmao

    • @princedreadhead88
      @princedreadhead88 Před měsícem +9

      Facts this why he is my favorite rapper

    • @grogu411
      @grogu411 Před měsícem +18

      Shut up. Stop stating your opinion like it’s a fact.

    • @alexcoates8374
      @alexcoates8374 Před měsícem +2

      🍖 meat riding joyner so much u prolly don't even know jelly roll

  • @sabinoduarte5726
    @sabinoduarte5726 Před 4 dny +4

    To every comment that is telling us your story. We are all proud of you and praying that y'all don't relapse. May God be by your side on your journey

  • @AliciaPowell-ft4jz
    @AliciaPowell-ft4jz Před 8 dny +19

    My brother n law is active in addiction I see how it effects my husband I pray he gets clean and for all of yall dealing with a friend or love one in addiction I pray they get clean

    • @jrhelton87
      @jrhelton87 Před 3 dny

      As someone who lost his brother due to addition, it's a hard struggle.

  • @flagfootballfirst
    @flagfootballfirst Před měsícem +1046

    Im not gonna lie this had me tearing up. Very powerful song and visual. Hip hop has been lacking in this department and Joyner definitely filled the void. This should go #1

    • @kylehughes8645
      @kylehughes8645 Před měsícem +7

      Whole facts man 💯

    • @GloomieBeatz
      @GloomieBeatz Před měsícem +14

      WORRRRD bro this shit really deep like that....I Like how he always show both sides of the story equally

    • @ehtown2982
      @ehtown2982 Před měsícem +3

      lotta rappers been hitting this mark lately, not usually as in depth as this but you love to see it regardless

    • @beckieinhorn8875
      @beckieinhorn8875 Před měsícem +2

      Has been in a league of his own since day 1!

    • @Notifications_off69
      @Notifications_off69 Před měsícem

      Stfu girl. You're fishing for likes. Disliked.

  • @michaelangel713
    @michaelangel713 Před měsícem +737

    14 months sober from hard drugs. Lord save my father now. He's still addicted and I need him. 💙🙏🏼

    • @anybodycanart
      @anybodycanart Před měsícem +13

      I'm an atheist, so for me, it's a gift you choose to give yourself once, you get clean and/or sober. But I don't care if you have a faith that works for you do you, just wanted to share that. May 1st I'll have 34 years, put the needle down at 22. You keep fighting for your worth and I'm wishing you both wellness too, I'm 🤞 for your dad. 💓

    • @mosval8985
      @mosval8985 Před měsícem +6

      Stay strong my brother. I believe n u.

    • @delanogrant8629
      @delanogrant8629 Před měsícem +6

      I'll keep you in my prayers my brother🙏🏿

    • @rodneyfields252
      @rodneyfields252 Před měsícem +3

      Positive vibes and thoughts your way 🙏🙏✍

    • @davidmarks4891
      @davidmarks4891 Před měsícem +5

      Yes pray to God he's the only one who can break the chains I pray God delivers all from drug abuse in Jesus name

  • @MzKetchum
    @MzKetchum Před 11 dny +2

    This hits me so hard. Someone whose very close to me just lost someone very close to them over addiction. Not even a week ago.. I'm sure it wasn't easy making a song like that, but it's necessary. Thank you, guys, for using your voices to speak about such a difficult subject.

  • @syrusschumacher5419
    @syrusschumacher5419 Před 8 dny +3

    My mom and dad are or where had drug addiction,s and thus has helped me thru it i appreciate it 🙏 😢

  • @rickypickles2219
    @rickypickles2219 Před měsícem +199

    Im an opiate addict. Clean for about 13 years now. Wife, kids, good job, all that. This shit made me tear up. Man yall are on a different level with music. From my soul, Thank you

    • @cornholio13
      @cornholio13 Před měsícem +2

      How'd you get clean if you don't mind saying?

    • @TheMeTimeTV
      @TheMeTimeTV Před měsícem +6

      @@cornholio13 receive Jesus and understanding that u are not ur addicting desires

    • @zzznddaaae4446
      @zzznddaaae4446 Před měsícem +8

      I respect you for saying you are an addict. Cause once an addict you will always be, but you can stop using, and stop and push on and resist the temptation.

    • @just_ruby_fps
      @just_ruby_fps Před měsícem +1

      Im glad to hear and this songs hits home

    • @bhumibolrushing7830
      @bhumibolrushing7830 Před měsícem +6

      Thats great..I'm currently going through fet withdrawal but i was deteriorating mentally and physically and ruined all my relationships. But I'm done and i pray to god my temptations won't take hold of me

  • @bryinmaine8661
    @bryinmaine8661 Před měsícem +286

    I have 274 days clean from fentanyl today. I’m thankful for each one that I get and I’m grateful I was given the opportunity to get my life back before my addiction killed me.

    • @KristyVibes
      @KristyVibes Před měsícem +2

      Congrats! What a huge accomplishment, I am so happy you’re here with us and so proud of YOU! 🩷

    • @32HUNTER
      @32HUNTER Před měsícem

      go listen to my music and lmk what you think please

    • @Tifflandia
      @Tifflandia Před měsícem

      I’m proud of you stranger!

    • @laceshaainplay487
      @laceshaainplay487 Před měsícem +7

      Now this comment caught my attention because Blues is so hard to kick. I am 7 months clean off Fentanyl and I'm proud to say I don't crave or want the drug no more.

    • @ronhawkins8987
      @ronhawkins8987 Před měsícem +2

      Absolutely proud of anyone and everyone that has won the battle with addiction and to anyone that's still fighting, keep going and keep pushing you can make it through it.

  • @TyeBoogz
    @TyeBoogz Před 17 dny +33

    I will do 5 pushups for every like I get on this comment!! Yall better take it easy

  • @chaoticchaos894
    @chaoticchaos894 Před 20 dny +11

    2 of the artists I been rolling with long before they ever blew up and only had like 100 thousand subscribers. Now they both huge and collaborating 🔥☠️

  • @austindaniel9434
    @austindaniel9434 Před měsícem +227

    So damn powerful! Great message! Me and my wife celebrated 3 years clean March 3rd, we both come from family and parents of addiction. This song brought my wife to tears, it’s a great song with a powerful message.

    • @natashahailey9102
      @natashahailey9102 Před měsícem +3

      If no one has told you, I'm proud of you.

    • @jeffallyear
      @jeffallyear Před měsícem +1

      Proud of yall. 💪🏼👏🏼🙌🏼

    • @M3Niki
      @M3Niki Před měsícem

      Congratulations that's amazing. Idk you but I'm sending love your way. Yall are doing an amazing job❤.
      -Silent Cheerleader

    • @amymantey4643
      @amymantey4643 Před měsícem

      Happy Birthday to both of you! Keep coming back!

    • @arrickdavidson4726
      @arrickdavidson4726 Před měsícem

      May GOD BLESS you and your family sir 💖💯

  • @MaryJoPezzi
    @MaryJoPezzi Před 10 dny +12

    My grandson never gave up on his mom, even when he lived with me and we had not heard from my daughter for 14 months. Then she turned up again... and did not get clean, over and over and over again. At almost 45 years old, things changed. We had all given up. Five years later -- she has just gotten her first paid vacation at work and is living in the same apartment for almost 4 years, and is up for a second promotion, and keeps her car payment paid, cooks, and never goes out at night. phew! Miracles do happen. But it can be way, way down the road if they don't die. So live your life and put yourself FIRST -- You can be there for them, but you can't save them.

    • @BiiG_NiiNO
      @BiiG_NiiNO Před 4 dny

      That's awesome, WE DO RECOVER..!

  • @tiffanysheffield2620
    @tiffanysheffield2620 Před 23 dny +4

    I spent years in addiction... It's a beast. I have almost 6 years clean this June 10th. I now have a beautiful and amazing daughter struggling with the beast... This song literally brought me to tears thinking about her. I've also lost so so many friends to this shit. Spending prayers and love to everyone struggling

  • @on_empty
    @on_empty Před měsícem +184

    I'm literally pouring tears right now! Me and my fiance both got hooked on pain killers about 3 yrs ago! It got bad! I finally decided to to talk to God and ask for change and strength and he gave it to me! I'm 1 month clean and I'm eating healthy and fasting! But I'm literally hurting for my fiance! She can't seem to find it in herself to make that change with me and I see it tearing her apart every day! I'm here to tell anyone out there that's going through this that there is a way out! You have to manifest on it and pray for it and truly believe in yourself and just do it!!! God help all in need! Thank you jelly roll and Joyner Lucas! The world needed this one bad!!!!!!!

    • @nikkimelay5293
      @nikkimelay5293 Před měsícem +4

      Love you, we all do. Don't give up big kid 🙂

    • @madsoundmusic
      @madsoundmusic Před měsícem

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    • @ryanhermecz5772
      @ryanhermecz5772 Před měsícem +3

      Yall got this bro! I'm praying for yall right now!

    • @on_empty
      @on_empty Před měsícem

      @@ryanhermecz5772 thankx homie! Got nuthin but love for ya for that one!

    • @perrytrueblood4846
      @perrytrueblood4846 Před měsícem +8

      Stick with it! I was a full blown junkie for 10 years been clean 5 now. Keep it up!

  • @remarcablemc4992
    @remarcablemc4992 Před měsícem +197

    As a grown man, this song put me tears, if you relate you relate. Joyner you’re one of the best on this planet, out here making real music.

  • @jmac_rips6849
    @jmac_rips6849 Před 14 dny +4

    this song hits home so fkn hard man. thank you for making this song.... there is a lot of people dealing with this world wide and you just impacted their lives in such a positive way. I've been a fan of jelly roll since the 10 minute freestyle was uploaded back when he was going to record in colt's studio down in owensboro, ky and i've been a fan of joyner for a long time as well. I'm just so fkn happy to see people making positive music in such dark times man. Proud of both of you and everyone that was involved in making this. well done everyone.

  • @Clydesbonnie0007
    @Clydesbonnie0007 Před 13 dny +8

    My son is an addict. His addiction caught him 24 years in prison. Grieving the loss of a child who is still alive 💔

  • @janaealexandra
    @janaealexandra Před měsícem +313

    People want to glorify the songs about the drugs and partying, but when real shit like this comes out people don’t really listen. Joyner and Jelly Roll, y’all did a big 1 with this song ❤️ Thank you both.

  • @chinawilson8488
    @chinawilson8488 Před měsícem +179

    My mom has been homeless and struggling with addiction since I was 16. I’m 24 now and still feel like that confused 16 year old girl. She has been coming in and out of my life since and I just pray daily that God gives her another day to see. Just lost my pops so I’m even more confused now but I can’t let what my parents do/did be a reflection of my decisions. I gotta do what’s best for me 🖤

    • @JenniferSampson-xy4hd
      @JenniferSampson-xy4hd Před měsícem +1

    • @cindyfrasheski3910
      @cindyfrasheski3910 Před měsícem +5

      You go girl. Remember you have a father. You ðont have to go to church to visit him either. He is there to listen when ever or whereever you are.

    • @CreampiSenpai
      @CreampiSenpai Před měsícem +2

      My parents are addicts and have been homeless since I was 10 I’m now 28 and they are still addicts but they making progress

    • @rebeccahatcher5730
      @rebeccahatcher5730 Před měsícem +2

      I’m 38 and still confused. It doesn’t ever get easier but you learn new ways to cope with it over the years. Just make sure the ways are healthy. 🤍

    • @HIPHOPTERROR
      @HIPHOPTERROR Před měsícem +1

      This shit just broke me down

  • @MaybeGrizzled
    @MaybeGrizzled Před 2 dny +2

    18 years as an alcoholic. Almost lost my life, my kids, and my wife. Next Thursday is 10 months sober. One day at a time. One moment at a time.

  • @beckercarl
    @beckercarl Před 15 dny +66

    ✨✨ a u t h e n t I c v i e w s ✨ ✨ really propelled Joyner Lucas to the big leagues, and for that, I'll forever be grateful

  • @dylanlindsay3276
    @dylanlindsay3276 Před měsícem +40

    My wife and I were both lost in addiction for so long and now we're directors of a non profit organization helping people out of addiction and developing a relationship with God ❤ this song has so much truth in it and it's a instant classic ❤

    • @tonykoehler7565
      @tonykoehler7565 Před 9 dny +1

      First off congrats. Where are you based out of?

    • @salinapena1431
      @salinapena1431 Před 7 dny +1

      God is so good

    • @JoeRussell-lm5ge
      @JoeRussell-lm5ge Před 7 dny

      Man that is so awesome I am still struggling myself I have kinda lost everyone close to me lost all my life works I have died 5 times since July of 23/- February 24-2024 twice of 1💔 attack then you got pneumonia went septic got put into an induced coma for 7 days and died three times of respiratory failure but I have gave my life back to the Lord and it's slowly getting better 😢

  • @donaldbrown6466
    @donaldbrown6466 Před měsícem +161

    I just celebrating 12 years clean after living 12 years in Kensington Philadelphia PA on heroin. 2 open heart valve transplants, stage 3 COPD, pacemaker and a shock vest, chronic congestive heart failure but I'm still here. I felt so alone and unwanted during my whole addiction.. I didn't lie, cheat or steal for drugs, I worked hard to get high. I came from a huge family, 12 aunts and uncles, 3 kids, 11 grandkids..but I am still ashamed of the time I lost with them and blame myself for all my health issues. Nobody ever said that to me but I just feel it everyday. So this song brought me to tears when I first heard it. Thank you for putting this song out. You have true emotions in-between the lyrics and that's what I feel listening to it. Jelly roll fits in the music well too. He is one of the greatest in my book and I'm now a fan of you also.stay safe, thank you for this song God Bless us ALL.
    🙏💪& ✌️

    • @datruff7263
      @datruff7263 Před měsícem +1

      Proud of u 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽❤💪🏽

    • @jesij.3943
      @jesij.3943 Před měsícem +1

      It's a blessing you're alive!

    • @aroach3904
      @aroach3904 Před měsícem +2

      💕

    • @marcusgarveyson
      @marcusgarveyson Před měsícem

      Keep strong 💪

    • @KristyVibes
      @KristyVibes Před měsícem +1

      WOW 12 years is such a beautiful thing to celebrate and to be able to say! What an accomplishment! I am so proud of you, keep pushing! Life is beautiful on the other end! 🩷

  • @israelaguilar5206
    @israelaguilar5206 Před 2 dny +2

    My girl had a addiction
    She is 2 months clean
    I’m so proud of her.

  • @xXxvNickyvxXx
    @xXxvNickyvxXx Před 14 dny +3

    My older brother was addicted to heroin and meth, living on the streets. I finally brought him to me and he has worked his ass off to stay clean for 3 years now.
    Out of nowhere our younger brother died of an overdose last summer. Broke my heart. 💔
    Our family has been haunted by addiction. I pray for everyone struggling or missing someone. ❤️🙏🏽

  • @Ciaran_M
    @Ciaran_M Před měsícem +430

    "If you don't believe in yourself, then you'll never believe in somebody believing in you" 💯🔥

  • @alexalbright5071
    @alexalbright5071 Před měsícem +268

    I pray for my dad every day. He struggles with a meth addiction and it’s so hard seeing him caught in this trap of addiction. I hope he gets better before it’s to late

    • @anthonyross2428
      @anthonyross2428 Před měsícem +9

      Do you know my oldest is 18 years old? seen your comment just put it into perspective on how my kids must’ve felt all the years I let the devil win. I’m now over a year clean and live with my kids again. Keep praying for your dad bro. I’m gonna pray for him too.

    • @ashleymcintosh1634
      @ashleymcintosh1634 Před měsícem

      There’s an app called boulder care it’s a doctor office that works with addiction all over video calls with u super easy n comfy too

    • @kevinbracey4535
      @kevinbracey4535 Před měsícem +2

      ​@@anthonyross2428amen brother same here

    • @crystalmcmullin1420
      @crystalmcmullin1420 Před měsícem +3

      Pray that God takes his lust for Meth away. Sometimes it's the words we say that matter most in prayers. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

    • @matthww3003
      @matthww3003 Před měsícem +1

      Same.

  • @pugwhisper5753
    @pugwhisper5753 Před 16 dny +6

    🙏🏼🙏🏼🤦‍♂️ the only reason why I’m here is cuz my kids

  • @jennifergrandquist8481
    @jennifergrandquist8481 Před 23 dny +4

    Deep song that hits hard. This is how music saves.❤

  • @tarshalipscomb1448
    @tarshalipscomb1448 Před měsícem +203

    I dont post things but...I got tears streaming right now. My husband battled for 11 yrs. We went through it. He's now sober for 1yr 3months. We are healing now. I realize now that haven't ever really properly grieved all of the pressure and dispare the family went through trying to be understanding and encouraging yet balance trying to still maintain our sanity during those times. Didn't expect this song to hit like it did but the lyrics showing the honest real convo from both sides of the addiction those dealing with it and family really hit hard. I'm happy and celebrate his sobriety still shaking ptsd from some things but so grateful he decided to get help and love himself 1st so he could start to learn how to love us again. Prayers to all out there in it. There is a brighter day ahead.

    • @susanmarroquin226
      @susanmarroquin226 Před měsícem +2

      😮‍💨 this is why I haven’t given up on my boyfriend. This reason right here. It’s tough but when everyone gives up who do they look to? Where can they run? I am in it for the long haul. I know that we do recover.

    • @32HUNTER
      @32HUNTER Před měsícem

      go listen to my music and lmk what you think please

    • @nicholeroberts1114
      @nicholeroberts1114 Před měsícem +1

      Amazing god bless u guys

    • @GiasWorld2019
      @GiasWorld2019 Před měsícem +3

      God bless you! My fiancée left me as soon as she found out. He’s a real lucky man that you stayed by his side. You are one of a kind and I hope you guys go on to live a long happy life.

    • @ryanharris9895
      @ryanharris9895 Před měsícem +1

      Stay the course, prayers

  • @doreakeyes6238
    @doreakeyes6238 Před měsícem +285

    I spent 11 years homeless in sacramento ca on heroin I got 36 days clean today!

    • @Maxx-sq9wq
      @Maxx-sq9wq Před měsícem +5

      Congratulations hopefully you stay clean I know I’m a stranger but what I do know about you is that you were strong enough to say no to the hardest drug to quit from heroin so there for I am proud of you and I am praying for you ❤

    • @thelifeofcrystalrae9623
      @thelifeofcrystalrae9623 Před měsícem

      Congratulations!!!!!🎉🎉🎉

    • @NasroGhernoug
      @NasroGhernoug Před měsícem

      Hi haw are you

    • @user-jd2tr5me5c
      @user-jd2tr5me5c Před měsícem

      🫂🫂

    • @NasroGhernoug
      @NasroGhernoug Před měsícem

      @@user-jd2tr5me5c hello ❤️

  • @XTWDeadShot
    @XTWDeadShot Před 13 dny +15

    Songs like this are what made me a fan of joyner. Storytelling from two different perspectives.

  • @user-qt4bw2zk4x
    @user-qt4bw2zk4x Před 10 dny +2

    Wow 1st time I heard this song… wow is All I can say!! I thank God everyday for this amazing beautiful life I get to live now, even tho Ik I deserve to be dead. God and songs like this keep me going
    3 yrs sober and counting!!❤

  • @kaleytaggart5234
    @kaleytaggart5234 Před měsícem +267

    I’ve been sober for almost 3 years. Your music helped me more than you know. I saw Jelly Roll in concert last year and I kid you not I’ve seen over 200 concerts and yours was the first one I have ever cried at.
    In 2021 I was listening to your music while I was out on a delivery and I came across this young woman who I thought at first was standing on a bridge that goes over a major highway just watching traffic but I soon realized she was on the other side of the guard rail looking for a moment to jump. I’ve never ripped my e-break so quickly in my whole life. I literally left my car in the middle of the road and I ran and put my arms around her and said “it’s not worth it”. I was able to convince her to come back over the railing to safety. If I hadn’t become sober I don’t think I would have even saw her so thank you for helping me become sober and helping me save someone’s life.

    • @margaritalopez3269
      @margaritalopez3269 Před měsícem +12

      That girl saved you she was there for you . I wish I had a clear mind again I hate living this way always on I don't want to be that girl on the other side 😞

    • @RafaelGarcia-ik9le
      @RafaelGarcia-ik9le Před měsícem +6

      You saved each other. GOD bless you both 🙏

    • @manuelcontreras1331
      @manuelcontreras1331 Před 26 dny

      🙌 hallelujah

    • @baconlove25
      @baconlove25 Před 26 dny +1

      This is Joyner Lucas’s page not jelly rolls 😅

    • @tamarafields6649
      @tamarafields6649 Před 25 dny +1

      You go girl sometimes someone to talk to is that we need and we never know if it’s worth it until we have tried it some people suffer their entire lives not knowing what it’s like to be on the other side . Anything but the side they are on will do and if you and the sufferer recognize the suffering it would have been ok to give ‘em a push then it’s not Suicide but good for you
      And yes girl I cried the first time I seen Jelly Roll in flagstaff he played all the old songs great artist and performer !!

  • @SCFireDrone23
    @SCFireDrone23 Před měsícem +88

    From someone who battled with addiction, this hits me so hard. This song gave me chills all down my spine. Thank you Joyner and Jelly, this song was like hearing a angel sing.

  • @JayWoo617
    @JayWoo617 Před 2 dny +1

    To all those who are sober, I’m proud of you. To those who are trying, I believe in you. To those who aren’t trying, I hope you can let go, I want to believe in you❤️

  • @michaelwischoff8347
    @michaelwischoff8347 Před 11 dny +3

    This one hits hard !! I pray that anyone battling any addictions makes it out alive

  • @loselo3864
    @loselo3864 Před měsícem +465

    Man this is feeling like old Joyner. No flexing, no cars and women. It’s Joyner at his best, writing about something real from different perspectives.

    • @josephjones1093
      @josephjones1093 Před měsícem +6

      this.

    • @ericluker5601
      @ericluker5601 Před měsícem +5

      Loved the old Joyner before the fame he would even message you back on Facebook he was very active very real rapper. Amazing rapper. 😊

    • @horemmars
      @horemmars Před měsícem +3

      I don't know how he puts himself in these positions.
      Because this song is painful for me to hear and nothing like this has ever touched my life.

    • @josephjones1093
      @josephjones1093 Před měsícem +4

      @@horemmars Experience, Especially with Jelly roll involved, Jelly roll was speaking to the senate about drug deaths just a couple months ago.

    • @hazeboy8981
      @hazeboy8981 Před měsícem

      F🤬infinite G’s in 20’s let’s do better

  • @The-real-doc-holiday
    @The-real-doc-holiday Před měsícem +80

    Holy shit I’ve never felt a song so much in my soul before I’m a retired drug addict who was addicted to herion and meth for half my life and homeless for 4 years lost everything I had I even lost my right leg but with the help I got from my now wife I pulled myself out of that life and am now 5 years clean own a home now and have two beautiful daughters. If anyone else is struggling and happens to be reading this just stick with it things don’t change overnight but things will change for the better if you stay the course I’ll always be here to listen to anyone else that’s having a hard time getting through a bad time in life!

  • @tonykoehler7565
    @tonykoehler7565 Před 9 dny +1

    I'm battling my demons as we speak. My dad passed back in August and I tried to hold it in then I got laid off 2 weeks before my birthday and that was about it I exploded and I couldn't control life or my life anymore, I feel horribly about all of this because it's done damage to my marriage and my health and I just used the last of what I had and I'm going to try my warrior hardest to stay clean I think hope wish and pray that this is it I've been going hard to numb the pain for 4 straight months now and I'm sick of it. The disappointment alone kills me inside. Thank you for this direction I needed. Joyner and Jelly I appreciate and respect your lyrics more than any other now a days. Keep driving keep inspiring keep you! One love!!!

  • @jessewilliams2949
    @jessewilliams2949 Před 11 dny +3

    Haven't teared up in years. I've been on both sides of addiction and both suck. But watching your hero destroy themselves and their family is worse.

  • @geswinematroos1881
    @geswinematroos1881 Před měsícem +188

    two months clean, just for today. "If you don't believe in yourself, then you'll never believe in somebody believing in you"

    • @matthewmaclaughlin192
      @matthewmaclaughlin192 Před 18 dny +4

      I believe in you....cuz I was you. Stay positive, stay present, stay FREE. You got this

    • @eprortsk
      @eprortsk Před 17 dny +1

      ❤❤❤❤

    • @RyanRiggi-zh1ze
      @RyanRiggi-zh1ze Před 16 dny +3

      I have ten years clean from heroin and I’ve got almost a year from cocaine meth and whatever else I was doing I feel great I’ve been on the sublocade shot for a month now I got 5 more then I’m off all the opioid blockers I wanna be clean from everything but weed that’s it

    • @Pt-yp3st
      @Pt-yp3st Před 16 dny +2

      You got it, bro. Just remember to always give yourself one more day when times get tough.

    • @jainied169
      @jainied169 Před 15 dny +1

      I pray ur still clean ❤

  • @PhillySpecial17
    @PhillySpecial17 Před měsícem +293

    This shit brought me to tears thinking about the last time I said goodbye to my best friend who couldn't stay off of heroin. I had to distance myself, because if I didn't, I would likely go back to doing it myself. I stopped talking to him for two years and I found out he ultimately lost his battle at 25 years old. His face is still the background of my phone to this day.
    Hope Joyner's message reaches more people.

    • @tadowjonez
      @tadowjonez Před měsícem +10

      It's sad. They don't want to act that way. Nobody wants to act like a scumbag. If they don't want the help, they'll never get it. If you're strong enough to survive, you come out on the other side a f*cking BEAST. Spread LOVE no matter what! Thats what addicts need. Don't give up until you have to. For 2 years straight, I tried to save my best friend of 35 years from dying from alcoholism. I found him, dead. Sickening. At least I never gave up. And, for that, I can hold my head up high. Peace n' LOVE. Dow

    • @AprilBoerstler-xi1yw
      @AprilBoerstler-xi1yw Před měsícem +6

      Wow, my eyes welled up with tears, my heart felt like you had opened a locked chest holding the contents of what's left of the last threaded tie between my daughter and myself. I hope others take the time to absorb the words

    • @jow43
      @jow43 Před měsícem +3

      I too lost a close friend of mine to drugs at 19, he's been the background of my phone for the past 12 years.

    • @lum7370
      @lum7370 Před měsícem +5

      yo rip to your friend and all of the friends that we all lost to this shit.

    • @MilehighBoosted
      @MilehighBoosted Před měsícem +3

      This shit hits home for too many of us. Sorry about your friend but I'm also glad you made that choice and are still with us. 🙏🏼

  • @liljohnson5021
    @liljohnson5021 Před 25 dny +2

    This song hit hard.. me dealing with addiction back in the day and than dealing with ppl that I love that are still addicted 😢😢😢😢😢 this song is on repeat..

  • @Casp33
    @Casp33 Před 22 dny +2

    The chorus is rough but I got through it and wish someone pushed through my walls that I set up to help me. I pushed people away and the ones that understood that I only did that to make it easier for myself and didn’t believe me have continued to be my greatest friends to this day.

  • @oking9284
    @oking9284 Před měsícem +56

    I met my wife 10 years ago. She struggle with addiction. I found out in the beginning in our relationship and decided I would stick by this woman. I was at every NA meeting with her and try my hardest to help in every way. 10 years laters/her being 10 years sober to date. We have 5 boys and a home. I’m so proud of here. This song hits home 😢❤

    • @jeanicebernard
      @jeanicebernard Před měsícem +2

      I wish my husband stood by me. Instead he used my addiction as a reason/excuse to mistreat me and abuse me mentally 😕😢

    • @JOJO-gl6tx
      @JOJO-gl6tx Před měsícem +2

      My womans addiction turned into my own addiction and landed me in jail for 8 months. Just got out last week. She has done a lot of work on herself and Im clean too. Shes going to work soon. Im back in school. Sometimes it takes rock bottom in a relationship…

    • @TreeHouseClubTV
      @TreeHouseClubTV Před měsícem +1

      Be proud of her and yourself. I know life from her side, you being there not judging just loving her for her, faults and all, you are what real heroes are made of. Stay positive and being the awesome person you are. Idk you but I truly appreciate who you are!!!

  • @marcelinoloera8130
    @marcelinoloera8130 Před měsícem +284

    bro my name is Airik Lee I've lost everything good that God blessed me with I have 4 beautiful kids and I kept turning to drugs to fulfill a part of me that I thought was going to make me happy but did nothing besides make my life worse I've had a warrant for my arrest for two years now for missing court and not showing up when I was suppose too. After hearing this on replay I'm finally owning up to everything I did wrong. I'm about to turn myself in and pray to God that my kids can see and have a sober father figure that they can look up to thank you Joyner Lucas and Jelly Roll!!

    • @all1j
      @all1j Před měsícem +9

      This is STRENGTH! It takes a real man to do this. It's really hard to face our consequences, but doing so will show your loved ones and yourself that you are all worth it. You will find relief and there's a lot of support out there. I'm proud of you. You got this 💪

    • @jasonbradley2807
      @jasonbradley2807 Před měsícem +8

      I hope you follow through with this. I was a terrible person and father in my early 20s. On meth and just wild activities. It took people dying all around me to move and start fresh. It was hard to face the people I had wronged and accept that they may not forgive me right away. But getting my son back in my life and helping him grow into the man I wasn't has been worth it. He's now married with 2 kids and has an amazing career. It's never too late to start to make things right. You just need to decide to start giving the world more than you take.

    • @hazeboy8981
      @hazeboy8981 Před měsícem

      Pick yourself that up at best my lost friend even hope to learned better

    • @elizabethbarefoot1111
      @elizabethbarefoot1111 Před měsícem +2

      You fucking got this! Jail can provide clarity. Just don’t let the system make you angry bc it will try. You got this man! ❤

    • @dktitan5735
      @dktitan5735 Před měsícem

      God bless you 🙏 I pray that whatever state you are in will have grace on you and you get to be able to enjoy that fatherhood. Peace and prosperity for you and yours 🙏💪

  • @tonydaman
    @tonydaman Před 12 dny +2

    Reminds me of dad died at 52 Rip I miss u so much still watching over mom for u

  • @scottishpatriot5908
    @scottishpatriot5908 Před měsícem +384

    These two artists have saved my Life with there music many of times. Drug addiction is no joke. Thank you Joyner and jelly ♥️

    • @ryanbaer7533
      @ryanbaer7533 Před měsícem +2

      #keepgoing ! Prayers from Pa

    • @lesogardtherider887
      @lesogardtherider887 Před měsícem +2

      stay strong stranger !! you are tough !!

    • @imthewholetrilogy1501
      @imthewholetrilogy1501 Před měsícem +1

      If you just say no to the drug. You wouldn't have been a junkie. Your mind is weak af if an artist saved your life. Be stronger. And stop being a junkie 🐑

    • @scottishpatriot5908
      @scottishpatriot5908 Před měsícem +5

      @@imthewholetrilogy1501 you clearly know nothing about addiction.

    • @Iwouldoritsdangerous
      @Iwouldoritsdangerous Před měsícem

      @@imthewholetrilogy1501addiction is hard. I struggle. We all do. And we all do things we don’t want todo. Because we are tested by other people who constantly pull you down and when your pulled down when your soba and judged constantly then relapse is always there because your being judged for it so some people give in and think why not. Then we regret it.
      It’s hard bro. Everyone should support each other we should all help each other and we can overcome. I just wish I had the support strength and encouragement but we just seem to get hated for nothing.
      How would you feel being hated for nothing ? Name called all the time. Judged for your past ? Everyday has enough problems bro and all we need todo it be there for each other and be kind. Drink and drugs ruin us it’s not good but every weekend the pubs are full. House parties the lot. Why ? May seem fun at the time but it’s not. All the body needs is food and water. Not saying oh stay of juice or pop. But to feel good and healthy it’s all it needs. But also mentally people should leave others alone either help and love one another or just stay away it’s simple. People ruin people bro. 👊🏼 and it’s sad. Hope all on here is well and okay. Stay strong.

  • @Iwokeuphere559
    @Iwokeuphere559 Před měsícem +223

    Joyner. You’ve yet again made a grown man cry on something he wasn’t fully aware of how crippling it is in his life. There ain’t no one else like you man

    • @natashahailey9102
      @natashahailey9102 Před měsícem +4

      You got this.

    • @horriblyawkwardpodcast
      @horriblyawkwardpodcast Před měsícem +1

      Real talk!

    • @Iwokeuphere559
      @Iwokeuphere559 Před měsícem

      @@natashahailey9102I appreciate you

    • @shane3835
      @shane3835 Před měsícem +1

      I’m feel every word in this song I’ve been in and out of 6 rehabs, I’m about to turn 30 with nothing to show for opiates have held me hostage everyday since 17 .

  • @rickyhancock615
    @rickyhancock615 Před 26 dny +2

    you music saved my life after 3 years of drugs im happy where i am now and going on 4 years sober

  • @chrispicard3680
    @chrispicard3680 Před 25 dny +3

    This hits hard ❤️🤟💯 we do recover because there is nothing in this world that is impossible

  • @carissacastricone8955
    @carissacastricone8955 Před měsícem +38

    This song brought me to tears...my belated Sons birthday will celebrated in HEAVEN day tomorrow.😢😢😢 My sweet beautiful Ricky Vince, I love you forever and ever 💕

  • @cheyannesteffens6979
    @cheyannesteffens6979 Před měsícem +210

    Listening to this song for the 1st time on the birthday of my brother who lost his battle with addiction. He got 30 short years. 💔 He should've been 32 today. I'm praying for everyone struggling and proud of everyone who's fighting every day to stay sober.

    • @huskerfanea05
      @huskerfanea05 Před měsícem +4

      I also lost my brother. He battled addiction for years. I only wish that those who struggle with addiction know that those who love them see more of the good in them than the bad. My heart goes out to you and your family.

    • @williejames5080
      @williejames5080 Před měsícem

      Continue working hard, as it will be worth it in the end. You will feel joy and progress towards a beautiful outcome, as you have worked hard towards it.😢 sorry bout bout ur brother... I can't imagine if it was my son's or my brother

    • @higherlearning9386
      @higherlearning9386 Před 14 dny

      Sorry for your loss, I lost so many people that there is nobody left that I grew up with (pill mills where we grew up) 80% of everybody I grew up with got addicted to opiates and most OD’ed when fent came around, should be dead myself.
      I’m still fighting those demons away for the past 4 years

    • @jrhelton87
      @jrhelton87 Před 3 dny

      I lost my brother too. I still don't know if I did anything right for him. But I miss my little brother. Today is a hard day.

  • @tamaracarroll7748
    @tamaracarroll7748 Před 24 dny +2

    I wish you’d come home beanie. I miss you and I pray you’ll see we love you and want you sober.
    Missing since December 28th

  • @makaylaorton7924
    @makaylaorton7924 Před 13 hodinami

    I am 5 years clean and still fighting other addictions... I still have a few demons to fight. But this song means so much to so many people. I woke up one day feel exactly like with several years. I am sober now. Bless the people who have supported me. I wake up happier, my life isn't picture perfect, but nothing like the nightmare I was living. Recovery is possible buts its hard. Life is more enjoyable. It won't be like that everyday, but I hope I can remain in recovery no matter what hard things come my way. Great job on this song.

  • @NotYourAvgNPC
    @NotYourAvgNPC Před měsícem +46

    It’s been a little over a year since I lost my father to a fentanyl overdose. I think about it every day. This song is so strong and resonates so hard with me. Growing up with an addict for a parent, and then becoming an addict myself, I have been on both sides of this fence. Now that I am sober and a father I want nothing more than to stay sober for my kids. Joyner and Jelly, I love you guys. Thanks for all you do for us and thanks for taking the time to write something that can touch us so much. I’ve been stuck listening to this song on repeat since it found me yesterday. I hope one day I can shake your hand, look you in your eyes, and tell you how much I appreciate what you do for us. It’s music like this that makes me want to get back to making music.

    • @proppadon
      @proppadon Před měsícem +2

      I lost mine the same way a few months ago. I'm also sober and a father too. We are in this together! Take care bro!!

    • @supernice_auto
      @supernice_auto Před měsícem +2

      beautiful message- god bless you and your family

    • @32HUNTER
      @32HUNTER Před měsícem

      go listen to my music and lmk what you think please

  • @CrimeTimeRU
    @CrimeTimeRU Před měsícem +177

    *Being human is not a problem!*
    *Being human is a FEAT!* 🕊✌

  • @justinguilbault1085
    @justinguilbault1085 Před 18 dny

    This song literally brought me and my brother back together today. He’s an addict who is trying to get clean, and in September he was involved in a motorcycle accident that caused him to stop breathing. He came back, and wasn’t even scathed otherwise. But I went off on him and didn’t speak to him until today, and I heard this song last week, and it put me right there back into my own active addiction, which I’ve been clean 7 years, and reminded me it’s not the person who is driving the car anymore when ur addicted. So I reached out to him through text messages, and he called me. He sounded good, sounded clean, but most importantly, he sounded like my fuckin brother. So thank you Jelly and Joyner for this deep ass track, and know that it is reaching the addicts. I’ve been clean 7 years, and I became very judgemental at first. Looking down on addicts as if it was their fault. This song reminded me of when I was a passenger in my own body, unable to steer away from the heroin and the needle. I took the wheel and turned my life around, I now have a beautiful wife, 5 amazing step children, one who we lost due to complications from addiction, and my blessing, my life, my grandson, who is going to know that no matter what you do in life, good or bad, you can always change it if you really want it

  • @InspireImpactHQ
    @InspireImpactHQ Před 25 dny +2

    Shoutout to Joyner every album he comes with an message ❤

  • @Da1EyeinHawaiian
    @Da1EyeinHawaiian Před měsícem +64

    This song hits. As a former Crack Addict i was addicted for almost 10 years. To everyone with an addiction find God and go to church. My first day back to church God came to me and said its ok and believe in him. Now ive been 3 months clean and so thankful.#AllGlory2God.

    • @quiethate
      @quiethate Před měsícem

      My mom does crack “occasionally” shit hits me hard bc I never thought I’d have to go through something like this, just like everyone else

    • @Mrs.Jones22
      @Mrs.Jones22 Před měsícem

      Congratulations ❤

    • @Mrs.Jones22
      @Mrs.Jones22 Před měsícem +1

      You can do whatever you want just believe in yourself wake up every day being thankful you don’t have that addiction anymore and your life is in a better place

    • @Ralphthebaker
      @Ralphthebaker Před měsícem

      Proud of you 🙌

    • @richardthetroll6758
      @richardthetroll6758 Před měsícem

      You don't need God just find yourself.. 😊

  • @KellieKellz93
    @KellieKellz93 Před měsícem +99

    This song made me cry. It caught both sides of addiction (the addicted and the loved one(s) praying for their sobriety/recovery that may never come). It’s a battle on both sides, and they both hurt like hell. Thankfully, my now husband has been sober from opiates for 23 months. He’s got a great job. We’re happily married. He’s not running from the police or his demons. Prison saved his life, but he put every bit of work in once released. I’m incredibly proud of him, and I hope one day he shares his story to inspire others. He inspires me and I have never touched drugs. If anyone is reading this and struggling with active addiction, you’ve got it in you. It takes one serious decision and a lifelong dedication. You’re stronger than you think. You are loved and you are worthy. But, as the song says, you have to see that worth in yourself. I’m rooting for you. Those of you that are in recovery, I’m so proud of you and all you’ve accomplished. I can’t speak on it personally, but I watched my husband go through hell multiple times to get sober. It is not easy AT ALL. I’m proud of you for seeing your worth, strength, and the life you deserve to have. Moment of silence for the loved ones we’ve lost to the battle. Never forgotten and always loved. 💜💔

    • @fields3miranda
      @fields3miranda Před měsícem +3

      Congratulations to ur hubby. Prison was the best thing that ever happened to me too. I was able to sit down and really face my demons and I also put in the work. I’m looking into a recovery coach class online, it’s only like $50 and u can charge a $100 a hour and ppl are always hiring recovery coaches, if he’s like me, I think it’ll help him more than the ppl he’s counseling. Proud of y’all’s story and progress. God bless❤

    • @SmackaMane
      @SmackaMane Před měsícem +1

      im struggling right now. thank you for your words.

    • @lifeoflw84
      @lifeoflw84 Před měsícem

      @@SmackaManejust gotta really want it..🤍

    • @KellieKellz93
      @KellieKellz93 Před měsícem

      @@SmackaMane you’re going to make it. Just take one hour at a time. Advance to days when you’re ready. Eventually, you’ll have years. I’m rooting for you. 💜

    • @KellieKellz93
      @KellieKellz93 Před měsícem

      @@fields3miranda I’m SO proud of you!! If you were like my husband, it was either prison or a casket. It sounds crazy to say, but I thank God for prison. I’d rather wait around for a year than be without him forever. I did not know there was an option to become a recovery coach! He may actually really enjoy something like that. He works all the time now, but I’m sure he could find time to help. Even in active addiction, he helped people. I think it’s amazing that you’re looking into it as well. Addiction has became a worldwide issue and there aren’t enough people or resources to help. It takes a village and I think the people that won the battle should really consider aiding those in battle. Because no one knows what it’s like besides the people that went through it personally. I can sit here and encourage/support everyone as much as possible, but I know that I don’t know how hard it truly is. All I know is what I saw and the other side of the battle I also had to fight.

  • @cardo.86
    @cardo.86 Před 15 dny +2

    This shit got me wanting to cry. Story of my life. Still struggling. But im tryna be strong. Much love

  • @user-ef1fx4hw9m
    @user-ef1fx4hw9m Před 15 dny

    It's amazing how music can touch sooo many souls, Lord allow this message to reach many who struggles with their demons, Amen...

  • @patrickboti5385
    @patrickboti5385 Před měsícem +199

    Joyner touching souls he don't even know about. How bro talks in both perspectives is so amazing. One of the best to ever do it👌🏽

    • @tristandenver3920
      @tristandenver3920 Před měsícem +1

      have you listen to much joyner? honest question lol cuz if not i have some great suggestions youd love from Joyner, if you like this one

    • @patrickboti5385
      @patrickboti5385 Před měsícem

      @@tristandenver3920 been listening to Joyner from when he used to do song covers. I appreciate though 👌🏽

  • @torontostrillest1680
    @torontostrillest1680 Před měsícem +185

    This is for my mother (2016 🕊️) my brother (2019 🕊️) and my best friend (2021 🕊️) 💫 see you again

  • @brianshaffer9347
    @brianshaffer9347 Před 13 dny +1

    Song tears me up everytime I listen to it. Everyone atleast know someone with addiction or 1st hand experience. Joyner you are one hell of an artist. How you rap from each perspective is amazing.

  • @scottpalmerino5298
    @scottpalmerino5298 Před 24 dny +1

    My mother was always battling with drugs and addiction throughout her short life. She wasn't really in my life much and our relationship we did have was rocky, but I'll never forget that morning I woke up to the phone call that she had taken one too many pills last night and OD. RIP mom, this song hits home.

  • @GHerbo-mo9cv
    @GHerbo-mo9cv Před měsícem +47

    Sober since 01/17/2023...lost my girlfriend, my job, my home. Left jail yday. Came out homeless but I'm determined to fly amongst the eagles. Not going to fall victim in these streets. I don't know anything but I'm certain that I'm not going to give up. This song is motivating me to keep pressing forward with every ounce of fight in me.

    • @claude2459
      @claude2459 Před měsícem +1

      All the best🎉

    • @brentblackmon1918
      @brentblackmon1918 Před měsícem +1

      This was me in 2021, except I lost my wife of 15 years.....great job, house....now I got 3 years clean off meth and heroin. Keep moving forward bro, don't look back! You can do it, one day at a time🤜🏻🤛🏻

  • @jarrettbartlett9804
    @jarrettbartlett9804 Před měsícem +38

    This is a beautiful song. I love how it’s both sides. I was a heroin addict for many years, I caused a lot of pain and went through plenty as well. Today I’m over four years clean! Thank you for this song. Praying for all who are struggling.

  • @madisonturnbull9513

    Lost my aunt who was my best friend to addiction last month and this song touched my heart and broke it all at the same time, to anyone out there battling addiction please remember you are loved

  • @brycetrim9877
    @brycetrim9877 Před 2 dny

    As someone who was raised in a broken home and used to experience the addiction of others, I pray for all who go through it, and it may be hard, but there is a way u just gotta push through

  • @jessesebis7047
    @jessesebis7047 Před měsícem +49

    Two years clean, heavy alchoholic percocet and meth.
    My first child is due april 26th. Baby girl. I have my own house, cars, a killer support group and am almost off parole. Never thought id make it to seeing my life change for the better. Im on my way to everything ive ever hoped for.

    • @Flick14
      @Flick14 Před měsícem

      That's frikkin awesome! I may be a stranger but I'm proud of you! Stay strong...& congrats on your baby girl, I hope it all goes well

    • @J_JGarage
      @J_JGarage Před měsícem

      Keep thriving!! Don’t let the past ever get to you 💯💯

    • @dlnrlrosemary7777
      @dlnrlrosemary7777 Před 29 dny

      Congratulations on all of that! It’s awesome to hear a success story. 🎊🎈🎉

  • @MultiSmoke11
    @MultiSmoke11 Před měsícem +28

    I lost my brother to his choices on the 31st of Jan and Im fighting with the feeling of knowing I didn't have to preach so much. I could've just chilled with him and enjoyed that moment. Cause he would at least never use in front of me

  • @Ariesangel444
    @Ariesangel444 Před 23 dny +2

    My heart is breaking watching my granddaughter go down the same dark path her Mom did. There has been so much loss this past year, her boy's Dad, her Mom, and her baby, all because of addiction 💔😭

    • @margaritaleyva7712
      @margaritaleyva7712 Před hodinou

      That's so sad, I'm sorry for all that your going through, I have your family in my prayers 🙏 ❤️ hold tight, don't give up. .your a strong person

  • @escanor7045
    @escanor7045 Před 15 dny +2

    People really need to just sit down and listen to the words being said in this song

  • @SusanMullins89
    @SusanMullins89 Před měsícem +57

    INCREDIBLE!!! I’m 5 years sober, lost my freedom for years & lost my whole family due to MY addiction, they had to distance themselves from me. I hope one day, they will see I have truly recovered. I resonate with this so much, it’s truly touching.

  • @robertschwarz8940
    @robertschwarz8940 Před měsícem +37

    This one straight up made a grown man cry 😭 Real and Raw. By the grace of God I have 11 years sober but this right here is so damn relatable. 💯💯💯

    • @KristyVibes
      @KristyVibes Před měsícem

      11 years is 🤩 amazing! I am SO proud of you! Keep going, you are loved. Life is beautiful! 🩷

    • @32HUNTER
      @32HUNTER Před měsícem

      go listen to my music and lmk what you think please