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  • čas přidán 10. 11. 2021
  • Below are the links to some of the full videos, featuring the times that I was so fortunate to have documented with my Dad. Thank you all for giving me the opportunity to share with you over the years! ❤️🙏🕊
    The Home of My Dreams!! • The Home of My Dreams!!
    Surprise Doesn't Go As Planned! • Surprise Doesn't Go As...
    25 Foot Fire!! • 25 Foot Fire!!
    I got in trouble for this.. • I got in trouble for t...
    Spending 24 Hours In PVP House: • Spending 24 Hours In P...
    WE'RE BACK! • WE'RE BACK!
    WORLDS BEST PLAYGROUND! • WORLDS BEST PLAYGROUND!
    PVP PUPPY • PVP PUPPY
    STOLEN BIKE PRANK!! • STOLEN BIKE PRANK!!
    BEACH DAY!!! • BEACH DAY!!!
    ALL YOU CAN EAT CRABS! • ALL YOU CAN EAT CRABS!
    BIG SURPRISE!! • BIG SURPRISE!!
    CHRISTMAS SAAANTA CLAUS • CHRISTMAS SAAANTA CLAUS
    Eating Dog Biscuit Prank - VLOG • Eating Dog Biscuit Pra...
    FATHER'S DAY SURPRISE • FATHER'S DAY SURPRISE
    PRANKING MY DAD!!! • PRANKING MY DAD!!!
    GIRAFFE FACE • GIRAFFE FACE
    NOODLE FIGHT • NOODLE FIGHT
    GRADUATION DAY! • GRADUATION DAY!
    Puppy Love • Puppy Love
    SAD PUPPY :( • SAD PUPPY :(
    JET SKI CHICK • JET SKI CHICK
    MONEY PRANK • MONEY PRANK
    NEW PUPPY!! • NEW PUPPY!!
    OVARIAN CANCER WALK 2011 • OVARIAN CANCER WALK 2011
    OVARIAN CANCER WALK 2014 • OVARIAN CANCER WALK 2014
    SHARK FISHING • SHARK FISHING
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  • @jensmith
    @jensmith  Před 2 lety +1086

    Thank you all for the thoughtful comments. I do see them and as always, I appreciate you guys so much! So much love to you all! 🙏❤️

    • @XxKiwi12
      @XxKiwi12 Před 2 lety +9

      We will always be here for you Jen. You are never alone ❤️❤️❤️

    • @nicasalva
      @nicasalva Před 2 lety +7

      So so sorry for your loss. Your words are very well said and it hits home. You were so blessed to have that relationship with your father.

    • @FrankyFrankk
      @FrankyFrankk Před 2 lety +5

      We love you! ❤️

    • @rashman24
      @rashman24 Před 2 lety +6

      Hi Jen im so sorry for your loss. I grew up watching your vlogs and it was such an awesome part of my life and i miss it. Your dad was such a sweet and lovely person and it was always nice to see him in the vlogs. I hope everything will ok for you and thank you so much for all the memories.

    • @Katelyn-gz8ym
      @Katelyn-gz8ym Před 2 lety +5

      I smiled the whole 2nd part of the video 🥺❤️ my dad passed 2 years ago. I am 19 now and I wish I had memories like this w him

  • @vividxay2939
    @vividxay2939 Před 2 lety +375

    Jen,
    Your father seemed to be the embodiment of a Man. He seems so sweet, open minded and full of joy. He left his will in your hands and your doing a fine job of carrying his legacy as a adventurous kind soul. Your very strong keep your head up, your peeps will be your shoulder to cry on.

    • @gingeracebelle
      @gingeracebelle Před 2 lety +1

      Your comment is so thoughtful - 'embodiment of a Man' - so true. Your comment brought on a resurgence of tears. Healing tears. Thank you. I feel like a lost a family member myself.

    • @vividxay2939
      @vividxay2939 Před 2 lety

      @@gingeracebelle I’m glad you resonated with my thoughts!

    • @niquilnumba2
      @niquilnumba2 Před 2 lety

      So sorry for your loss 💜💜

  • @KidBehindACamera
    @KidBehindACamera Před 2 lety +395

    I lost my father in 2017 and every day is a struggle. The first few months, I felt like you do now. I was sad but not in the way that I thought I would. Around 4 months in, in descended into a downward spiral that I’ve only barely just started pulling myself out from under. Your father is supposed to live forever and when you realize that he isn’t, it feels unfair, as if you’ve been robbed of more time that you wish you could have back. Phone calls you could have answered. You’ll get through this, you’re strong and capable and while it’s going to be the type of loss that you’ll feel for the rest of your life and you’ve certainly got some hard months ahead of you, there’s light at the end of the tunnel and when you find it, you’ll be so much happier. So sorry for your loss and just keep fighting for today because tomorrow is never promised

    • @jamesburton4363
      @jamesburton4363 Před 2 lety +9

      thats very kind mike

    • @moonagaineternal
      @moonagaineternal Před 2 lety +15

      I remember when Angry Grandpa passed and there were so many people who cried with you. My father was already really ill by then so it was felt tenfold. Now that I'm in a position of limbo, I understand the ocean of feelings, all mixed up and all felt at the same time. I hope that anyone reading this (not just my comment) has the chance to change or apologize or just say what's on their mind. Love outweighs everything in the end and you start to realize that some things we got mad over were so meaningless.

    • @madmarious2619
      @madmarious2619 Před 2 lety +5

      Loved grandpa

    • @XxSaLvIaTrIpXx
      @XxSaLvIaTrIpXx Před 2 lety +4

      R.I.P. Angry Grandpa, it's hard it was around the holidays also

    • @t.j.sortino7844
      @t.j.sortino7844 Před 2 lety

      Just lost my big sister April 7th 2021. I feel every word you just said! I don't know how I'm even able to get out of bed. I just feel I'm broken! Anyway, your comment was beautiful and full of truth. Sorry for your loss. May you both be reunited one day.

  • @Daisuka
    @Daisuka Před 2 lety +81

    Your relationship with your dad was one of the most wonderful aspects that I enjoyed watching. This powerful bond between a father and daughter brought me to tears. I never had a dad who cared enough for his family, he walked out on us with zero regrets. But I don't let that get to me, because I know there are great fathers out there - heroes to their children. Much love, Jen.

  • @rp6852
    @rp6852 Před 2 lety +451

    i grew up watching you and seeing your relationship with your father was the one thing that stuck out to me more than anything. may he Rest In Peace 🙏🏼

    • @ksm3145
      @ksm3145 Před 2 lety +1

      Feel the same grow watching them and its very heart breaking

    • @Jay-son.
      @Jay-son. Před 2 lety

      Her dad was such a cool guy

  • @JanelleMel
    @JanelleMel Před 2 lety +208

    i’ve been a peep since i was 10, i’m 21 now. it’s like i grew up with him too. i’ve always admired your relationship with him. one of the proudest daughters to ever talk about her father. sending love, jen! stay strong! 🤍

  • @natemanypenny8317
    @natemanypenny8317 Před 2 lety +28

    Your dad was so warm, loving, kind hearted, and supporting. He was genuinely good man, Im sorry for your loss, Jen!

  • @AuthenTech
    @AuthenTech Před 2 lety +100

    I'm so sorry to hear of your loss, Jen! He looks so smart and kind

  • @annaisnotdum3337
    @annaisnotdum3337 Před 2 lety +150

    1:30 “it feels like no body is left” I resonate with that and that is so valid but if I can (and I know that’s not the same) you have us!

  • @iceJJenny
    @iceJJenny Před 2 lety +269

    Jen, we will all collectively remember and honor your father’s memory. How amazing to hear about him and his story. We love and support you, please take care of yourself ♥️ This video inspires me to love others so much harder… Thanks Jen.

  • @hugh_dancy
    @hugh_dancy Před 2 lety +18

    omg jen im literally in tears watching this. as a PVPeep for literal years watching this montage and seeing all this old footage, so much memories of your dad in the videos. im so so sorry for your loss, condolences to your family and loved ones. sending you so much love, positive and healing energy ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @naylahlane4357
    @naylahlane4357 Před 2 lety +2

    I'm so sorry for the loss of your daddy! Sending all my love to you!

  • @Emeshards
    @Emeshards Před 2 lety +301

    Damn, I'm crying so bad right now outside of class. He's not even my dad and yet it feels like a loss for me too...I think it makes all the PVP's feel that way too. My dad is the closest person to me and I don't know what I'd do without him. I definitely let him know how much I appreciate him though because I am afraid of regretting anything. I let everyone know that I love them. I have a not so good relationship with my mom though. It's always been rocky because of drugs and how she's treated me. We are on and off again. We got into a bad fight a few days ago and I'm having a hard time forgiving her but this video made me reminded me that anything could happen to her at anytime so I think I might just be the bigger person and reach out...My condolences though Jen. I -we love you too ❤️ Thanks for the memories.

    • @OgWoot
      @OgWoot Před 2 lety +4

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      same tears ran down my face 😭😭😭

    • @jensmith
      @jensmith  Před 2 lety +25

      Aww, and all of what you feel is ok. But let her know that it upsets you when she uses because you do care about her so much. Maybe try to get others involved in a conversation to all show your love and support and hope that she is willing and ready to get help. 🙏❤️

    • @Emeshards
      @Emeshards Před 2 lety +5

      Update: her and I are doing okay now. I hope things stay this way for awhile…I come back home to PA in a few days so I’ll be able to see her in person. I think that might make her happy.

    • @edwardcullen3251
      @edwardcullen3251 Před 2 lety +1

      @@jensmith I'm so happy for your loss

    • @JamaicanRain
      @JamaicanRain Před 2 lety

      @@edwardcullen3251 I have never read that in my 15 years on CZcams.

  • @kandeejohnson
    @kandeejohnson Před 2 lety +769

    Oh Jen, my sweet friend…my heart is with you…just watching the end with your dad, I’m just in tears…you can see and feel what a great dad you got to have! You could see his love for you and feel the love between you both. You could see how much fun you had together! What a great dad-daughter relationship! I love you❤️

  • @Sphinxlyke
    @Sphinxlyke Před 2 lety +7

    The clip where your dad was showing you where your mom used to live was honestly so cute and wholesome

  • @ojallen1737
    @ojallen1737 Před 2 lety +7

    I remember every time your dad was on, he was always smiling, laughing and so loving to you and the fam - that to me is everything. I know he's incredibly proud of you and the human being we've grown to know and love. Keep your head up, my heart goes out to y'all.

  • @daniellewhites9233
    @daniellewhites9233 Před 2 lety +193

    I’m not gunna lie, I had a hard time watching this, from the original pvp to all the success and having your dad there constantly cheering you one! I’m so sorry for your loss, from all of your supporters rest easy dad 💙💙💙

  • @Emily-ck9ji
    @Emily-ck9ji Před 2 lety +99

    Oh no. I'm so, so sorry for your loss. It feels like it was just yesterday that he was helping you pack up your apartment in preparation for your move. I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts during this time. Your father was always a bright spot in your vlogs.

  • @msmitsumitsuko
    @msmitsumitsuko Před 2 lety +9

    This is so heartbreaking. Made me cry. He was such a nice dad to you, it was so apparent through the videos the love between you. Dont know what to say here.

  • @JesikaMS
    @JesikaMS Před 2 lety +7

    sending you nothing but love Jen, especially when you’re feeling intense sadness. thank you for sharing this. you are very courageous, not just through this time in your life, but through many other trying times ❤️

  • @yaaasbvtch8843
    @yaaasbvtch8843 Před 2 lety +117

    im actually crying so hard right now. we all loved your dad the way you do, may his beautiful soul rest in peace

    • @sknight8291
      @sknight8291 Před 2 lety +5

      As soon as she said it, I started bawling. Still haven’t stopped. I loved their relationship and I’m glad she’s so strong ❤️

    • @Unveranosinmi
      @Unveranosinmi Před 2 lety +1

      🥺🙏🏼

  • @Joed19
    @Joed19 Před 2 lety +39

    As someone with older parents and not much of an extended family, your advice about not being afraid to express your love means more than I can write. I’m so sorry. ❤️

  • @Sphinxlyke
    @Sphinxlyke Před 2 lety +27

    I’ve been a fan since like back in the BFvsGF days. It was so heartbreaking to watch this, but it was also nice to see you had such a great relationship with your father. Best wishes with everything Jen, I’ll continue to send lots of prayers and love.
    P.S. I was always IN LOVE with your dad’s Firebird haha.

  • @Outd8tddais
    @Outd8tddais Před 2 lety +7

    This was a beautiful video Jen, I can’t imagine the pain it feels to have both your parents gone but you’re already so strong! They’re not gone forever, they live through you! Take all the time you need to heal and keep pushing 💛💛

  • @inela39
    @inela39 Před 2 lety +66

    Jen,
    I’m so sorry for your loss. You’re a rare, gentle and kind soul. Your father is proud of you. 🤍 Sending you much love.

  • @janfg1578
    @janfg1578 Před 2 lety +54

    I`m nearly 30 and my parents are in their mid 60s. I know that I likely already had most of my time with them, but the idea of them not being there always feels surreal. I also still catch myself being rude with them at times despite we have a good releationship, but its really so easy to take things for granted.
    I`m sure your dad was happy all of his life to be your father. This joy is what our parents get back for all the struggles with us :) All the best from Germany!

  • @Wuppetwoman1
    @Wuppetwoman1 Před 2 lety

    What a beautiful tribute to your father... so sorry for your loss ❤

  • @geraldygallardo7618
    @geraldygallardo7618 Před 2 lety +64

    have been watching you guys for years. this was hard to watch and seeing someone you lost..leave love you Jen ❤️

  • @stephaniemin5026
    @stephaniemin5026 Před 2 lety +55

    My heart truly goes out to you Jen. I can’t imagine how you feel right now so I don’t want to act like I do. Just know you have so many people that love you. Even all the peeps! I’m 27 years old now but I’ve been watching you ever since I was a teenager. I’ve never missed a video. Thank you for sharing your life with all of us, you and your dad are beautiful souls and he will forever be in our hearts. Thank you for all of your inspiration 🙏❤️ love you girl

  • @MkE89
    @MkE89 Před 2 lety +318

    sorry for your loss jen, he seemed like a great guy and a great dad, i enjoyed the montage you put together, as your hoodie says, "do more of what excites you" he will want you to be happy, live your best life, don't feel bad or guilty that you don't feel as sad as you think you should be, everyone grieves differently, we can tell you loved him from all the videos you have posted. hope you feel better

  • @AzAg1010
    @AzAg1010 Před 2 lety +1

    We love you Jen you’re not alone. We support you and we’re here for you❤️

  • @2birie4life96
    @2birie4life96 Před 2 lety +2

    So sorry for your loss, I cant imagine!! Stay strong and we are here!!

  • @vanishasworld
    @vanishasworld Před 2 lety +45

    I am sending you a big virtual hug. My condolences to you. ❤️
    That being said I know I’m just a viewer, but I consider you apart of my fam, and I know that a lot of viewers will agree! I’ve been watching you since I was in middle school, and now I’m married myself. You are most definitely not alone!! 🥺

    • @jensmith
      @jensmith  Před 2 lety +27

      We are one big family!

    • @goforitrandy
      @goforitrandy Před 2 lety

      @@jensmith Sorry for you loss, may God bless you. If "they" said it was myocarditis, and you think he was healthy before 2021, Bitchute, has videos about this phenomenon. Doctors and nurses are speaking out over there if you want to know the real reason "why"...

  • @ajaymago2292
    @ajaymago2292 Před 2 lety +23

    I grew up watching bfvsgf, I thank you and your father for all of the hours of entertainment you gave to me. I recently just lost my grandfather and feel your pain, I truly appreciate how brave you are being through these times

  • @gabriellecooper1083
    @gabriellecooper1083 Před 2 lety

    My heart goes out to you, I’m so sorry that you’re going thru this! ♥️ thank you for sharing that beautiful montage of your father with us, he was so full of love and light and that has shined thru you over the years of us watching your videos and will continue too! Sending love and hugs to you and your brother 💕

  • @valerieann6559
    @valerieann6559 Před 2 lety +17

    I’m so sorry Jen😭💔 I immediately started crying I can’t imagine being without my parents! My condolences to you and your family. I love you. ❤️

  • @littlet873
    @littlet873 Před 2 lety +55

    Been a peep for years throughout the journey of your life here on CZcams. Thank you for having the courage to share this with us. I'm so sorry for your loss Jenna! Sending love your way ❤

  • @vannyvalentina8820
    @vannyvalentina8820 Před 2 lety +75

    I cried a lot during this, I still have both of my parents but this made me appreciate every moment I get with them 10x more. I don’t even want them to leave and I can’t imagine the pain you’re feeling right now. I’m really sorry for your loss Jen.

    • @Jessicamarlana1999
      @Jessicamarlana1999 Před 2 lety +1

      Hug them tight, my dad died right before my freshman year of high school almost 10 years ago. It was very sudden and devastating. It’s crazy to see all the things he’s missed physically. My heart truly goes out to Jen I still have my mom but she has a rare autoimmune disease and with Covid it’s been scary!

  • @katytackett1875
    @katytackett1875 Před 2 lety

    So very sorry for your loss, hun❤️ you’re in my prayers!

  • @MrWulfric1
    @MrWulfric1 Před 2 lety +1

    I am so sorry for your loss, Jen. I’ll keep you in my prayers. 🙏

  • @tankrucc3286
    @tankrucc3286 Před 2 lety +79

    This fr had me crying. Haven’t watched since a young kid but when I seen that ig post I remembered from the vids how close y’all were. Much love Jen keep pushing like he’d want

  • @MattnDesVlogs
    @MattnDesVlogs Před 2 lety +100

    We’re here for you Jenna♥️ it’s definitely a life changing moment. But we are all here for you! You have an amazing fan base. And we all wish you the best

  • @WendysEatingShow
    @WendysEatingShow Před 2 lety +12

    Omg no way, I feel terrible for barely watching this video Jen, wished I could of given you my deepest condolences sooner 💐 My favorite videos of yours were with your dad, his smile was contagious. I’m heartbroken, I’ve been with you for a decade now and watching you has been one of the best things in my life. I love you so much Jeana, you’ll forever have a friend in San Diego, I’m here for you ❤️

  • @litsilopez2882
    @litsilopez2882 Před 2 lety

    Thank you Jen for letting us be part of such wonderful memories! Your dad & mom will always be with you ❤️

  • @lindsaycohen2804
    @lindsaycohen2804 Před 2 lety +69

    I lost my dad at 17 and my mom at 19. It is a truly daunting feeling. 10 years later and I still feel alone and empty, you just learn to live with it. Continue staying strong

    • @EricaShady10171972
      @EricaShady10171972 Před 2 lety +4

      Sorry for your loss. That's too young to lose a parent Much less in such short notice.

    • @mirandasummerset
      @mirandasummerset Před 2 lety +3

      so sad, did u have any siblings cuz i cant imagine being an only child to that?

    • @michaelnealis1926
      @michaelnealis1926 Před 2 lety +3

      Sending you love. You are so strong ❤️

    • @lindsaycohen2804
      @lindsaycohen2804 Před 2 lety +2

      @@mirandasummerset I do thankfully. My sister and I helped each other tremendously and still do

    • @lindsaycohen2804
      @lindsaycohen2804 Před 2 lety

      @@michaelnealis1926 thank you ❤️

  • @thegoldensubway4182
    @thegoldensubway4182 Před 2 lety +47

    My condolences, can't even imagine and there's no way to really deal with it than to just keep pushing forward. We're here with you no matter what 💚

  • @SMSDANCEMOM
    @SMSDANCEMOM Před 2 lety +2

    What a beautiful tribute to your father. Wonderful memories will remain forever.
    You are here to carry on his legacy.

  • @mariadelatorre32
    @mariadelatorre32 Před 2 lety +3

    This is such a beautiful video. As a Daddy’s girl, your relationship with your dad was always so cute to me watching as an OG PVP. If Covid has taught me anything it really is to love and just live life and appreciate even the smallest of things. Strength and love to you ❤️

  • @1hunitGRAND
    @1hunitGRAND Před 2 lety +23

    Sending my love and light Jen, I understand how painful this is and, over the years, have seen how much you cherished your dad. Seeing this montage was not only touching, but nostalgic even for me. Thank you for sharing this and allowing for so many strangers to be apart of your journey ❤️

  • @jennj
    @jennj Před 2 lety +61

    I don’t know how you made this because I’m literally crying in the first minute. I am devastated for you. Wish there was an easy way to make you feel immediate comfort during such a difficult time but I will pray for you. Thank you for sharing your life with us, even how hard it may be.

  • @tinamae7931
    @tinamae7931 Před 2 lety

    A beautiful tribute to your father and the wonderful times you had. May he rest in peace and may you heal❤️

  • @sm1tty166
    @sm1tty166 Před 2 lety +13

    Oh my i haven't cried like that in a while and hearing Jesse's voice and the nostalgia along with her and her dad in these videos over the years really makes me miss THE OLD PVP 💙💜💔

  • @LifeOfLauraUK
    @LifeOfLauraUK Před 2 lety +26

    When I lost my niece, I hadn't seen her in a long time, we didn't hang around with the same people, but she had recently gotten married. We knew the time was coming as she had cancer. Because of you and CTFxC, I had recently started making videos and my niece's wedding was one of my first videos. She passed away a few months later. I was so thankful to be inspired by you to film and have her wedding on video to treasure forever. People often wonder why people record their lives this way, but my goodness how good it is (in a bittersweet way) to be able to look back and have so many readily available memories to see. It's often those moments that we would otherwise forget too. It's not the big things that we don't need a camera to remember, it's the small jokes, the hugs for no reason, the small moments that seem so normal in the every day, but once that person is gone those moments are the ones that mean so much to us to look back on. I am so thankful you have all these memories on video, and probably many more so you can feel close to your Dad when you need to. I know it won't take the pain away, but I imagine it's a comfort.
    Your Dad was clearly so amazing, and it was lovely to see the bond you had with him. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss, I hope you have people around you if or when you need them. My heart is with you. Thank you for sharing this beautiful video with us all as a loving tribute to him x

  • @patrickhundley1203
    @patrickhundley1203 Před 2 lety +6

    So sorry for your loss. He seemed like such a wonderful man and you were definitely lucky to have him as a father.

  • @Soy.carolrodriguez
    @Soy.carolrodriguez Před 2 lety +10

    Wow, this is a shock to me. I’ve watched your vids for YEARS! And I can’t believe your father, a man full of life has passed. I’m so sorry for your loss. I will be praying for you ❤️

  • @nicolelandry3921
    @nicolelandry3921 Před 2 lety +3

    I’m so sorry Jenna. I lost my Dad last year and it was devastating. I’m sending you love. I have a bunch of voicemails from my Dad that I had saved along the years but it is such a wonderful thing that you have these videos with your Dad. It’s okay to smile .. and cry. Hold your memories close to your heart. Your Dad was an amazing father and the bond you two had is something very special. May he Rest In Peace. Be well Jenna ❤️

  • @misasue2001
    @misasue2001 Před 2 lety +22

    I felt this and if I did without actually knowing him I can’t imagine how you’re feeling. I’m so sorry for your loss.

  • @JG-sm2uw
    @JG-sm2uw Před 2 lety +8

    He was such a good dad ❤️ the bond that you showed was so true❤️ you’re strong!

  • @scottwachtler3835
    @scottwachtler3835 Před 2 lety +2

    So sorry for your loss, I lost my mom at 17. It doesn’t get easier but we learn to love and live this life off of the love they gave us. You are a role model to so many I know all of the peeps would agree your dad is watching down on you and is smiling knowing you are such a wonderful and bright person with a heart of gold.

  • @dannywang4543
    @dannywang4543 Před 2 lety +5

    Jeana I am so sorry for your loss. He seemed like such a cool and supportive dad. I watched you since the old days and still do. I hope you find comfort in the fact that so many of us give you our support and that you will ok again.

  • @chaosmilez
    @chaosmilez Před 2 lety +10

    So sorry for your loss Jen. I've been a peep for many years and seeing your dad in the vlogs was always so lovely. He radiated a caring loving energy just like you. My condolences to you and your loved ones ❤

  • @nathanm3981
    @nathanm3981 Před 2 lety +19

    I'm sorry for your loss, he is in a better place next to the love of his life. He will be watching over you and your brother.

  • @Beck_K80
    @Beck_K80 Před 2 lety

    Sending all my love to you and your family, what a lovely tribute to your dad.
    Just wanted to say how inspiring you always are, especially when you are going through such a tough time personally ❤️

  • @4leafclover853
    @4leafclover853 Před 2 lety +6

    Condolences Jen, this touched my heart. You are so brave and an idol to all who know you and watch you on youtube. I always enjoy watching your stories as you are so relatable and kind, but was sorry to stumble across this tonight. What an amazing woman you are to have shared your life and your experiences with us over the years. I am grateful for your humble nature and positivity, always! All the best, lovely lady.

  • @nomcookies93
    @nomcookies93 Před 2 lety +28

    Jeana,
    Throughout all the years I’ve watched your content the times your dad would be there and support you in everything. I always admired your relationship and I would think to myself that’s how a dad should be. We as an audience are blessed to have seen him and felt like we had gotten to know him. In turn it felt like we got to know you a whole lot better. I know he’s at peace hearing and watching over you. So much love to you Jen🤍

  • @austdafairy
    @austdafairy Před 2 lety +3

    I’ve been a fan since the beginning Jen, you always would make me laugh when I was going through hard times & you still do, seeing the montage videos of you and your dad warmed my heart at looking how much love you two had towards each other! You’re inspiring so many people right now with this video. Thank you for being so awesome 😇✨

  • @JesusIsTheGoodSheppard

    It is very evident the love you had for one another. I could always sense how close you were. Your dad will always be with you. May he Rest In Peace ❤️

  • @jakesickelyt
    @jakesickelyt Před 2 lety +2

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Your dad was so awesome in the vlogs and I'll always remember what a joy he was to watch whenever he was with you, Jesse, your/his pets, and plotting with you a prank or two on Jesse in the earlier vlogs whenever I rewatch them. He was so lucky to create and raise you and your brother with your mother, and as painful as it is to know that he's no longer here, at least we know that he's in a better place where he has reunited with your mom. Rest In Paradise: Mr. Smith. Take care and peace on the streets.

  • @craigk.235
    @craigk.235 Před 2 lety +8

    Jen, I'm so sorry for your loss! Your dad was a wonderful person, he seemed so nice. The montage that you made was so beautiful. I definitely remember some of those moments.

  • @theislandrobinsons
    @theislandrobinsons Před 2 lety +6

    Also you are always so
    present with your dad…you gave him 100% of you all the time. That is a precious thing to remember too.

  • @SpidyWebs
    @SpidyWebs Před 2 lety +1

    Your dad is such an inspirational role model. Can't imagine how honored he would be by this video and by you spreading his vibes with the world to allow others to be touched by his kindness. Thank you for this. Your video came to me at such an appropriate time in my life. You are an amazing influencer and spread so much positivity. You are so brave, strong, and genuine. I'm sure he would be so proud of you.

  • @taylorchapman9668
    @taylorchapman9668 Před 2 lety +7

    My heart goes out to you. My dad has recently been diagnosed with an aggressive form or cancer. Seeing him drop weight and be in and out of the hospital due to infections has been really hard for me. It’s hard for me as I just moved across the country and am not home to be there with him. Your video is so sweet, and it shows just how much you love each other. Wish you the best!

  • @manibuggout5528
    @manibuggout5528 Před 2 lety +17

    It’s feel like you have no one left because your mom and dad are the foundation in a way , it’s like how will it work without the foundation . Stay strong and i am so sorry for your loss ❤️

  • @karmen1265
    @karmen1265 Před 2 lety +4

    I'm so proud of this video you shared with us! Your dad was a wonderful part of the videos and he always put a smile on my face! I'm so honored to be apart of your family ❤

  • @RockNGloss
    @RockNGloss Před 2 lety

    Much love to you. Your dad was clearly an amazing father and person. Sending you prayers.

  • @Bill.Albert981
    @Bill.Albert981 Před 2 lety

    Amazing video Jen! I’m glad you were able to cherish so many amazing mementoes with your dad! He is a great guy!

  • @robertkirby6562
    @robertkirby6562 Před 2 lety +14

    Remember that your father isn't really gone as long as he's in your heart. My prayers go to you and your family. Stay strong. ❤ ♥️ ❤

  • @ashleyresendiz
    @ashleyresendiz Před 2 lety +6

    im so incredibly sorry for your loss Jen.. i can’t imagine the thought of losing a family member let alone my parents, you are so so strong and your dad was a great person seeing him in the vlogs since i can remember was always so fun to watch ❤️ may he rest in peace 🕊 don’t forget who you are and your parents are your guardian angels.. they live in you and will always be with you spiritually 🙏🏼 sending you lots of strength !

  • @therealkeri2771
    @therealkeri2771 Před 2 lety

    Thank you for such a beautiful video, sending love and prayers and most of all strength! Watching your videos over the years and seeing your dad in a lot of videos and now this montage of older videos made me cry. You are a beautiful reflection of your father! Keep strong Jen ❤️❤️

  • @tommyz4455
    @tommyz4455 Před 2 lety +1

    I’m so incredible sorry Jen. This was a beautiful tribute. I always enjoyed seeing him in the videos. ❤️

  • @zachrussell2810
    @zachrussell2810 Před 2 lety +14

    So sorry for your loss Jen. He seemed like a happy genuine father/person. your CZcams videos with him are a blessing to keep all the memories.

  • @flsm11
    @flsm11 Před 2 lety +7

    Thank you for posting Jen. I'm really sorry about the passing of your father. He was also a joy to see in your videos.

  • @frozengrapes23
    @frozengrapes23 Před 2 lety +2

    Omg stop this video made me cry. Your dad wasn’t only your dad but our dad too! I could feel the love and comfort radiate through the videos he was in. I’m sorry for you loss Jen. ❤️

  • @thomashouse5501
    @thomashouse5501 Před 2 lety

    Prayers and love to help you in anyway, Jen🙏🏼❤️ we, your fans, are always here for you and know we will be keeping you on our prayers and hearts🧡

  • @JohnPDern
    @JohnPDern Před 2 lety +8

    I’m so incredibly sorry to hear this Jen. He always seemed so happy and kind and silly in the videos you posted. He was such a gift to you and your family. Sending you so much love and light during this difficult time. 💕

  • @nidushan1009
    @nidushan1009 Před 2 lety +6

    I'm so sorry to hear this. Your dad's smile and charisma truly shined. I was always laughing or smiling whenever there was a vlog with your dad and the jokes he would say. We are here for you!! ❤️ Thank you for sharing this message on the importance of expressing emotions and gratitude for our loved ones.

  • @user-yl5dh2ii6p
    @user-yl5dh2ii6p Před 2 lety +1

    i’m sorry for your loss Jen 😔 your dad was an amazing father and i’m sure he’s watching you from haven and he’s happy to see you being strong and sharing your story with us and sharing this beautiful message♥️

  • @Rocketdog208
    @Rocketdog208 Před 2 lety

    Sending much love Jen. I loved watching the bond you had with your father over the years. I'm sorry for your loss ❤🕊

  • @torie719
    @torie719 Před 2 lety +9

    I'm sorry for your loss. The relationship we've seen of you and your father was absolutely beautiful. Stay positive and know he is always with you. 💚💙

  • @jessicaharris4212
    @jessicaharris4212 Před 2 lety +3

    Im so so sorry for your loss. Your dad was so full of life. It was always so wonderful to see the amazing relationship you guys had. Stay strong, much love!

  • @kingcobra159
    @kingcobra159 Před 2 lety +1

    So sorry for your loss Jen, I'm so happy rhat you have these memories of your dad to look back on when ever you want to see him. God bless

  • @vanistephanie5425
    @vanistephanie5425 Před 2 lety

    I’m so sorry for your loss Jen! I started watching you when I was just a teenager. I feel your heartache. Sending lots of love 💕

  • @ab9966
    @ab9966 Před 2 lety +5

    Dads are everything. So sorry you feel alone Jen, its a cold world.
    Sending love and comfort to you for the holiday season.

  • @claudiak2016
    @claudiak2016 Před 2 lety +15

    Jen , I am crying right now for you. I am so sorry for the loss of you Dad. He will always be with you in your heart and always in your memories. He was a very good Dad to you , we saw that. He loved you so much , we saw that. Know he is watching you and he wants you to go on and have the best life you can , in peace. Love to you. God bless and give you comfort and ease of pain in your sad heart. Live life to the fullest. Your Dad and Mom wants that for you. Blessings, always.

  • @dontmindmee
    @dontmindmee Před 2 lety +2

    Sending you soo much love Jen! Thank your for everything you do, such an amazing soul 🤍

  • @frmsouthsidechicago100s4
    @frmsouthsidechicago100s4 Před 2 lety +8

    I’ve been arguing with my mom a lot recently. I’ve been wishing she wasn’t in my life and stuff and this video really brought me closer and I will start now to honor my mother and father

  • @alexcv4
    @alexcv4 Před 2 lety +8

    This was so heartbreaking. You’re really lucky to have the relationship you did with him and so many memories memorialized in video. Sending you lots of love and light 🤍🦋🤍🦋

  • @simonelubd2
    @simonelubd2 Před 2 lety +25

    Jen, I’ve lost my dad 11 years ago right around the holidays, and 4 days before my 23rd birthday. What keeps me strong, and I always am grateful for - I’ve had an amazing dad for 23 years of my life, which is more than others get in a lifetime. 💛
    I am who I am today because of my dad.
    Sending you lots of love! It does not get easy, but you learn how to live through the pain.

  • @oliviatecce5792
    @oliviatecce5792 Před 2 lety +1

    So sorry for your loss Jen. We love you

  • @ireneparker5226
    @ireneparker5226 Před 2 lety

    Stay strong as that's exactly what he'd want. Those memories can never be taken away.