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Hi guys, im back and...oops, i lied a little bit đ as always, my life is a series of last minute changes and adjustments, and does not always (if ever) go according to plan. I promise I didn't mean to lie đ I'm pretty pumped to be staying here longer than planned, and excited to get to have some pretty christmas time to share with you all over the holidays â„ïž
00:00 intro
03:37 Wood
06:49 more Wood
12:49 morning
17:01 Wood ideas
20:08 Woods in the house
23:33 excited about Wood
25:54 extra credit
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What kind of van do you have/how much did it cost/how many miles did it have on it when you bought it?
My van is a 2001 Ford Econoline E250 that I found via Craigslist, I bought it with 67k miles on it - it was listed for $3000, but I got them down to $2400.
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hanna always asking us why we're spending 30 minutes watching her cut wood and honestly i have no clue either but its somehow therapeutic
Right? We just love herâ„ïž
Beats the hell outa anything on a tv. She is so funny and fun to watch. One heck of a go getting girl.
She is so REAL, it is great to just watch her live her life!
@@bonniesf6719 she just seems so genuine and sweet. She has a happy vibe around her :)
Yep I agree :)
Hannah you have come into the homes of so many of us. And here I am. A 65 yea old retired nurse. Major health problems starting to kick in. Don't get out or socialize. But I feel more connected and less lonely watching this adorable blond forest sprite staining wood and building and dancing and living her life without restrictions and fears. And now you made me cry a little. I really appreciate you. Thank you for sharing your life with us-with me.
Thank you for your nursing services from my heart. Really and truly. My sister was a Practical Nurse (she got burnt out) and my Mom is a PSW and I truly appreciate health workers and nurses everywhere. One of my fave persons is a retired nurse who kept on working til she turned 80. She started her career at 20 or 21. She retired almost three years ago now. I cried my eyes out when I went in one day and she was no longer there to greet me with her spunky attitude. She is just plain good as they come, you know? Anyway you are truly appreciated. Enough about me! My goodness. I just hope that you're health maintains well and good. It struck a chord in my heart is why I wanted to write a comment to your comment. Hannah is a super duper funny chick. And she has also inspires me too. Like you and thousands others, I like her videos. One more thing -- I may have cried a little too at the end of this one. Actually I did indeed! Cheers Eleivana! May this message find you happy today.
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@@starsackaney4996 Thank You Love. May we all continue to connect through the heart.
@@Eleivana777 Yes! I agree....thank you!
Glad to know Iâm not the only 60 ish woman enthralled by this free-spirit.
You are not alone ma'am we are here with you.
Hannah: why do you guys watch me do random stuff around my cabin?
Me (also named Hannah): Because its become one of my favorite ways to wind down at the end of the day and see someone gracefully and relatably killing it at life and figuring out the whole adult thing.
I never thought a twenty nothing year old girl would inspire me. But you do and I salute you for the way you live and work on your home. You are very special Hanna. :-)
She is more like 36, but who cares people can inspire you at any age
@@MinaFem shes 27
Love your uplifting videos! You said you were born in 84 did you mean 94,? You do not look 37 đ„°
Hear hear x
I thought she said born in 84?
Wood heats you 3 times: once when you cut it, once when you stack it, and once when you burn it. Good job!
My Wife ~ " Hey Honey, what did you do today?"
Me ~ " Well.....I was going to stack wood, but I watched a woman on CZcams stack wood instead."......"And then I took a nap."
New sub. Great stuff. I'm in.
Lol!
Never squat or knell at the base/trunk of any tree when it's falling, even in very small trees without a proper "undercut" in the direction of the fall a tree can do what's called "Barberchair" and the trunk of the tree will split vertically and come back and hit you in the face.
And even trees that small can break jaws, knock out teeth, and in extreme cases you could get killed, just do some research on the term "Barberchair" and falling trees.
Great video đ
Its really nice to watch a youtuber you follow that actually reads the comments and takes the time to tell their subs they appreciate it. Thank you Hannah. God bless you.
For the wood pile: You may want to move it to the shed on the side of the cabin. You want to keep your wood out of the snow and rain, to ensure it stays as dry as possible. If you leave it where it is, I'd put a tarp on the outer sides to protect it, but don't fully cover the pile. You want air flow, and wind is good for it, and fully covering it will trap moisture in and cause mold.
Also for stoves! If you get a new one, you should look into Aga stoves. Theyre a bit pricey, but they can be left running all by themselves 24/7 because they self regulate their heat and fire, so it'd solve your overnight heat problem!
Exactly right 100% right on the woodpile idea same for the idea of the stove
Yes, my suggestion, too, would be to exchange that stove for something more efficient. That thing seems a hell of a wood eater: Might even keep the cabin warm if you feed it real plenty. So those 2 cords will be gone very fast once it's getting cold!
I am no winter person, being from the South and only living in the South, BUT I would think you would have to keep that inside another area or keep it under some kind of porch-like place to keep it dry. Also, I would worry about smaller animals crawling underneath to keep warm. I live on a piece of property that had stacks of wood in the back of it when I moved in. I got rid of it immediately because I thought snakes or mice might nest in it.
I live in Norway. We have winter pretty much from oktober until april. (at least where I live) We store our wood in the barn/shed whatever its called. Its important to protect it from the elements. But thats under the requriement that its dry when you put it in there. We usually store it outside during the summer with something covering the TOP of it, to keep it resonably dry when it rains, and then we mobe it inside the barn/shed/whatever when its dry. So yeah... Keep it protected. Makes it sooo much easier for yourself in the vinter when you are trying to burn it.... And yeah... One last thing. When you think you have enough... Get some more. Its amazing how much wood you burn through. Even more so if you live in an old house, not so well insulated. My house is build in the 1920s. So... Its not perfect. (as a guesstimate I'd say I burn about 15 to 20m3 each year. If you use m3/cubic meter in the States. Its like 1meter x 1meter x 1meter = 1m3.. But I guess you dont use meter, either... So Just Google it. đđđđ
Hannah: "are we all here to just watch me be a bumbling idiot around the woods"
Me watching happily: "yes"
So technically you didnât lie. Things just changed after the fact :)
Hannah: Iâm crying
Me: crying
Crazy to love someone youâve never met, youâre seriously inspiring and such a beautiful woman! You remind me what this world really means to be kind and gentle and the small things are the most important things.
Me: *sees wooden logs* Shes staying in her cabin for the winter huh?
sameee
ya and she should she is happy and I feel she is safer at the cabin than van life...
Yeehaa you go girl. Theres content for ya.đ„°
MN is having a super mild winter this year so it makes sense to stay until real winter and real cold actually hits. So probably January is when sheâll leave bc thatâs when it gets to -25+
I think winter in cabin is so mesmerizing....
(Provided that u r gonna be warm)
"I can't believe anyone is watching me stack wood.. you guys ok??" no Hannah I'm not ok but your videos give me life so thank u for that
i heavily relate bro
Tell you, Hannah: That is gonna happen in real life, too. People will always watch you when stacking firewood.
My neighbour and me have been experiencing this thru many years. Each and every time these 20 qubic metres of wood had been dumped in the driveway, people from across the street would just look, or would have occasional work to do in their yards glimpsing over, come along for a chat, or even with a plate full of bread rolls, hot sausages, or/and a crate of beer in the evening when all was cleared up again... Stacking firewood seems to be a labour somewhat archaic, almost mythic :-)
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Hey Hannah hope you get to smile today.
@@kendrapayne7598 aw thank you!! I hope you have a good day!!
Can we talk about her amazing music choices in each video thođ
"labour intensive" was the phrase you were looking for :)
You didn't "lie", you just weighed the information as it becomes available to you, options and outcomes, and adjusted your decisions (thinking) accordingly. That's not "lying" that's life! Live your life, keep evolving, and making the best decisions for you! đđ
Also, GOOD JOB making sure you have enough provisions! I'm very proud of youđ
YAAAAAA glad someone gets it đ
What he said. Also, lying is something I have heard a lot of, and you didnât set out to deceive anyone. I want you to keep certain things private for your safety! In that case, omission of your GPS coordinates is absolutely fine and necessary. With Love đ
@@hannahleeduggan what he and she said đ Life is full of adjustments and tweaks big and small. Am glad that you're excited for this one.
Love seeing your winter preparations đđđŹđ§
@@hannahleeduggan Hannah invest in an electric chain saw the Makita dual battery is very good
hannahleeduggan making the metaphorical CZcams parents so proud
Hey Hannah, here is a tip to keep you warmer at night using your wood stove. We heat solely with our wood stove also. We live out in the rural countryside in Ontario Canada. We have a regular wood pile with split wood then we have a pile with unsplit logs but cut the size to fit inside the stove. At night we put those large logs into the wood stove. They burn slower and keep the fire burning longer. Thus you have more heat at night when you are sleeping. Also shift your damper to the smallest opening. This will let less air in causing the wood to burn slower .
Yup....here in New Hampshire we call those logs " All-Nighters "
Such a nice tip! Thank you (my future self is gonna live like Hannah does)! đ
Hey Neighbour! I'm in northern Ontario, and just moved into our family cottage to live here full time. I've been winterizing and renovating for a year now. I have the two sizes of wood too, but did not know about closing the damper. So thanks for the tip!!! Stay safe, and take care...đâ€đšđŠ
Omg I wanna live in the woods with my boyfriend so baaad, but here in my country there's no actually places we could do this. Also I have to convince he, because he said we could talk about this in FIFTEEN YEARS???!!! I can't wait so looong đđđ My biggest dream is to live in a place like this and enjoy and be more conected with nature and really feel like I'm in the right place. I hope I can realize my dream soon.
Btw I started watch your channel today and can't stop it, I'm in love with your life, your house and your energy đ
(Sorry for any mistake, english it's not my maternal language)
I live in a remote village in Bali with my family. And I bet you that I have seen people do what Hannah do like cutting woods, dress like the 50ish uncle, etc. But it is still interesting to see her living her live boldly alone. Hannah is so inspiring me....
I died when she typed "I can't believe anybody is watching me stack logs, are you guys ok?" đđđ Idk it's just satisfying
I love watching her videos. I donât care what is going on in them. Hannah is awesome
@@descrazielyfe4446 Same!!
Haha same!!
Hannah, you are keeping us all sane during this strange and horrible time, with your positive attitude and sense of fun.
me: watches first 3 seconds
Me again: "SHES STAYINGGGGGGG FOR THE WINTERRRRRRR"
ME TOO!!!!!!
Lol me too
Yes...same
I excited screamed "yes she's staying!!!!!" As soon as I saw the wood drop đđđ
Yep, same here!
Hanna can we please have a life story video? I really want to know all the fun and chaotic thing you've done in your life
I love you Hanna...from the bottom of my 80 year old heart. Yes, I would like to see a video all about your life and how you got to where you are now. I binge watched your videos when I found you about six months ago. You have SO many talents.
I'm glad you're staying. Van life/travel vlogs are a dime a dozen. Girl living in a cabin in the woods with an outside toilet who has impeccable taste and endless talent is much more interesting IMO.
Never mind a brutal winter.
Agreed
I love watching her live in a van. But her living in the woods in the most aesthetic cabin is just magical.
Hannah: are you guys okay?
Me, a procrastinating stressed out med student feeling calmed by the aesthetic wood pile: no :)
I hope u enjoy this smiley face :)
Iâm very proud of you. Keep going
currently meant to be doing an assignment due tonight but hey video!
Felt that
Me, a procrastinating stressed out bio student reading this comment and feeling very called out: hey! :O
Hannah, you have inspired me, I am 61 and have always wanted to be self sufficient. I raised 4 children, and now their all grown up. I love your bravery, and how easy going you are, especially when confronted with problems. You're rolling with it with such grace. Not having a man around telling you HOW TO DO IT RIGHT...YOURE DOING IT.!! It makes me feel like ICAN2!! THANKS!!
You are a fierce woman. I can only imagine how proud your parents are of you. Congratulations on living your dream. Keep it upđ
Hey, darling.... I'm a 66 yr old widow who was used to my husband doing all the hard physical work. As I also live in the forest, I too make a bumbling idiot out of the tasks I try to accomplish. I guarantee you at your age you look much more graceful at it than I do at 66!!! lol so, you go girl, getting it done is all that matters. Be proud, as you've already accomplished a lot since you purchased your cabin(s) in the woods. đđđđđđ đđđ
OK, everytime I see you walk up your, so called, stairs to your loft bedroom my heart skips a beat. PLEASE, build a railing on the open side. I know your young and agile. However, on a bad morning you might just hit the stair on the wrong angle and go flying off them. I'd hate to see you get hurt.
when i say i SCREAMED at the thought of a little cottage christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Straight up thought you were an alcoholic but I just ignored it because I enjoy your videos lol the water bottle thing makes sense though đ
Iâm so glad you said that about talking to yourself even when the camera isnât on.... any time Iâm working on a project (or anytime really), I talk to myself SO MUCH! And I dance and sing too đ„°
Hannah, referring to new stove fan: "It has such personality." Put googly eyes on it!
theyâd have to be heat proof! that thing is mighty hot i bet.
@@RobbieSchroederComedy Ha, yes. It would probably be a horrific sight if they melted.
Maybe Hannah could paint them on ! đ„°
I have one of these fans, they really work at pushing heat round the room They get really hot, paint and plastic would just melt off. Highly recommend these little fans.
*sees the firewood delivery* YYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I'm gonna go cut some wood...
Hannah! Your channel has been such a blessing. Iâve been battling a depression episode for the past two months and today I came across your CZcams channel. Watching your videos and taking a break from my worries brought me a sense of relief from the stress, anxiety and sadness Iâve been feeling. I love your channel and you are a reminder of how gorgeous all the small things in life are if I just remember to be mindful and open my eyes. Thank you for being you and sharing your life with us!
The way my face lit up when I realized thereâs going to be more cabin videos
I would recommend, to put some tarps over your wood to keep them from the snow/elements. So you don't have to dry your wood out. Either put up a tarp/wall or just drape tarps over the wood. Doing a wonderful job :)
She always does an amazing job. Iâm so glad I found her channel
I was thinking the same thing!
I love how you decide to do something and you just do it. I get majorly overwhelmed with too many options so I freeze and don't do anything. 3 years later I'm still using the paper blinds when I first bought my Tiny because I can't decide on what blinds I want for my big windows. Kill it girl!
I've just been reading the comments. They make me smile. I was really happy to see the wood dumped too. Hannah, you just keep being you. That's all your viewers want.
P.S. Might want to back into your driveway in the winter, and arrange ahead of time, to have the local person who plows driveways to come do yours after a snowfall.
tip: be careful about bringing pests into your house with wood from outside (looking out for you plant babies)
Don't judge us for watching you stack wood đ We're living out our cottagecore dreams vicariously through you.
Im having really hard time right now and I've just found your channel today and I've binged all your recent cabin/land videos and honestly, I feel so happy just watching how happy and free and content you are. It gives me hope and motivation. I just want to say thank you! You made me laugh out loud multiple times and also inspired me. I really needed to find this channel today. Im currently only allowing myself to watch happy, light hearted content, as a detox from toxic channels on YT. Im saving your latest video (the Christmas decorating one) for later on, im going to get up and get a shower and get all cosy and watch it :) thank you, thank you!!
i am freezing looking at her light outfits everytime. i am in a hoodie under my blanket and am way too cold
12 seconds in, I see wood being poured out of a big truck.
Me: "frick yeah we're staying the winter bois"
Lol might be wrong, but still thought it was funny
pretty much what I thought too seeing all that wood being delivered!
âThis turned into a video of Hannah cutting wood and stacking woodâ and I...and I stayed for all of it
I love watch these cabin videos cause it feels like Iâm reading a bookđ Hannah should 100% write a book about her learning how to live in the woods
I love your energy, your creativity, but most of all the emotions you're not afraid to show. You crying brought tears to my eyes. You're about the age of my daughter and as a dad I just wanted to hug and comfort you. You're a special person because you work hard for what you want and you appreciate the little things. Blessings to you. đđđ
"I am an adult, I can eat when I want", next shot, morning light streaming in, waking up cozy in bed with teddy bear. lol.
Adults need psychological security even more than children. What do you think wine & body pillows are all about. *grin*
@@crashk6 So true! I love my body pillow! She is really so cute about it, it made me me giggle.
yeah, she is super self-aware in edit. :)
Is no one gonna talk about how absolute pure and beatufiul that ending was? I loved it!!
Love you and yes you help me for sure! I am a sufferer of depression and your videos motivate me to keep going đ
Is it weird that an old lady gets so much enjoyment from watching your videos? I love your joy for living your life the way you want to and that makes me happy. đ„°
Sheâs living the life I hope I can have when Iâm older. Iâm so jealous
Depending on a few things, it's within most peoples reach. I hope you follow your hopes and get what you want.
Never be jealous, be inspired! Jealously tends to make you miserable.
Just remember not without, enormous strife, challenges, discomfort and pain....nothing comes easy, it just looks that way from her video's. Through pain we build strength. Hannah is a world of inspiration for the entire planet. "Just Do It" belongs to her! I'm just sayin'. Peace, Russ
Hannah went from 0 to LumberJill real quick after she bought these cabins haha
Lumber Jill. đ
I'm old enough to be your mother, but you are inspiring.When I can, I'm going to buy a drill to make and fix stuff.
don't wait for when you 'can.' Go - today - buy that drill...
@@up8yrs True! Buy that drill :D
Hannah. I know I've said it before, but I'll say it again. YOU ARE HILARIOUS! I don't know if you try to be or not, but the things you do and say sometimes, bring genuine laughter. I love it. Plus, your strong will and drive to do these rugged chores says an awful lot about you. I'm sure plenty of others are thinking the same thing.
Brother: What are you watching?
Me: Someone Stacking wood.
Brother: Why?
Me: It is entertaining
Bother: You are crazy.
I absolutely love your content.
Love the accidental âbotherâ at the end, super fitting for brothersđđ€Ł
lol literally everyone knows what she lied about once they see the wood!
Im a 55 year old bloke and you inspire me all the time, everyone can learn from everyone. Love from the UK đŹđ§
Hi Hannah. One of the reasons I started watching your videos was your enthusiasm over the most mundane of projects. Cutting down a tree, stacking up wood, making up your bed - you made them special events in this video. You are an inspiration. Original country girl, glad to have you share a little bit of your lifeâs journey.
Tip: when cutting down a tree, make a wedge shape cut on the side you want the tree to fall on, then cut through from the other side. That way you'll get a clean break when it falls.
And it's less likely to snap up and knock you out!!
Also cut your trunk as close to the ground as possible so you donât trip on a trunk when itâs dark and your running outside to pee.lol.
We all love Hannah ... if you can, consider letting all the ads run to help her get some U Tube income. She's the only one I do that with!
If you have prime you never see ads for anyoneâs videos.
Verily!
@@tjadventures9163 And that sucks. Especially for the Animal Rescue channels that use the money to save wildlife and domestic animals..
I do that for some channels - especially the Animal Rescue ones because I can't donate cash as much as I'd like but watching ads or putting in a few minutes of time I can totally do.
Agreed 100 percent...just do it
I was unbelievably stressed and so I watched you and when I came back downstairs my mom said "your soul seems soothed" youre a magical lady Hannah!
"Hah! Look, it's sunshine!"
You are a precious being Hannah
I'm old and my health isn't too great and it's taken me many years to know and believe in myself the way you do at such a young age. You are so real and honest.. that's what caught my eye. I appreciate the channels that are scripted and artsy but there is a missing trust factor in their authenticity. So you go, sweetie!! I just wish I could go back to my 20's and know then what I know now. I think my life would be similar to yours. All my best to you. :-)
You took the words right out of my mouth !! We are in the same arena ! Older, health issues and wishing we had do overs ! But... I've downsized to a small 2 bedroom cottage and I'm finding joy in simpler things and spending time with family when they are not rushing about. Just 4 of us.
I would be doing a lot more but a 4th back surgery put me in a wheelchair plus covid surely hasn't helped!! But I'm getting more adventurous. As soon as this scourge is history, I want to see what must be conquered in order to camp. Hope remains!! :-)
âïžđđ»đbless you!
that's the most beautiful dinner setting I have ever seen! it's like having a party and expecting fairies to come
*nil se'n la starts playing in the background*
Not only am I watching you stack wood for minutes on end, Iâm enjoying it way more than I thought was possible
Question: Why are hannahâs videos so addictive
Hannah get tarpaulins to cover your stack of wood outside to protect from getting wet from rain and snow. Thanks for sharing your life with us â€ïž
You had that opening shot and I was like âomg sheâs ducking staying.â
Iâm excited for when Hannah starts working on the second cabin on the property!!
Itâs ok to cry too, itâs cleansing and renewing! It means you showed us your soul. Blessings and Peace â€ïžâïž
When She started crying i was like âwhy am i cryingâ đȘ
Same! I started crying not long after she did!
I almost cried too. had it lasted a little bit longer, i would have.
there's just something about seeing someone live the life i dream of and be so transparent about it that makes me feel like life is worth living and it is worth it to dream and have fun and be thankful for every day, thank you for putting yourself out there â€
ouh that was ON POINT. i'm not quite there yet.. meaning, i would not dare to do it myself. but maybe hannah's videos can give me the courage
its so inspiring and fresh to see an introvert in her natural habitat you're inspiring me to share my life and thoughts on youtube as well Thank you
Thatâs my theory in life. Making shit up as I go. đJealous of your life, looks so peaceful and cozy. Congrats on your channel blowing up like crazy!
Literally lolâd when I saw the wood drop! Iâm glad youâre staying! Now to watch the rest of the video!
Iâm so motivated every time I watch her videos
@@jlustar2801 đ€Ł Best news Iâve had all day!
@@descrazielyfe4446 Same! I was actually out in the woods behind my house yesterday looking around and saying to myself, âNow what would Hannah do out here?â đ
when i tell you i screamed when i saw the wood i screamed cause iâm so happy your staying
How much admire this young brave woman !!! Iâm a 57 years old woman and Iâm not even half as courageous as she is , Iâm even scared of spending an entire night by myself in my own house!!
Good for her !
A âdead catâ will muffle out the wind noise. You could DIY a wind muff with cotton balls (small lapel mic) or buy fake fur for larger mic.
You definitely have inspired me to just be happy with myself and being alone.
My fiance passed away of cancer back in 2013.
I literally was planning my own suicide. I still had a daughter to raise though and I have four kids all together.. three were adults and my youngest was only about 10 years old at that time.. so I snapped the hell out of it ,but that doesn't mean I wasn't depressed ,because I still am to this day. I'm just trying not to be selfish in wanting to Snuff my life out as I wanted to back then.
Fast forward to the now.
I reconnected with an old boyfriend from 1995. I think he has a very good Heart but he is a narcissist ,has turned into one... Anyway since the last time I saw him.
I painted a pretty picture of him thinking that he loved me as much as I did him but it's all a lie.
I'm trying to move forward and just try to be happy by myself and you are inspiring me to quit being a jerk and wallowing in self-pity because I'm sick of doing that.
I'm sick of being put on the back burner with this guy I'm with right now. It's ridiculous and I've been even more depressed probably since I've met up with him back in 2016.
So sorry this is so long but I'm trying to get my mojo back as in just being happy again.
This big beautiful planet we live on is something to go explore and I need to quit being so sad all the time because it is eating me up and I feel like it's just being selfish I guess, I don't know...
I walk around the house talking to myself a lot but I do have a huge 120 lb Great Pyrenees dog and three cats that are my buddies right now, lol!
Life is wonderful to have. my fiance that passed away wanted to live so badly, and did not want to leave me and it was the most horrific thing I have ever gone through in my life.
I thought a miracle would happen and he would live. But it didn't.
and yes I am going to get back into my happy place again and watching your videos and your projects has made me so happy and gives me hope.
thank you so very much again Hannah and I'm so sorry this is so long.....â€ïž
Yass girl. You do you. That's why we're here on this planet. Huge hug to you. I know it will get better for you soon!
I hope you can find happiness with yourself and by yourself! Get rid of the toxic baggage! Best wishes to you!
Hello sister friend! I am 57, mom of 3, going through a divorce, and a lifetime of crap. I have recently been in a very similar place as you. Iâve had to work really, really hard to survive. Iâve been surrounded by narcissists all of my life. It gets into your head, into your heart. First, my friend, you must find a therapist- wherever, however- there are community places for free or cheap. You need a helping hand. This is really heavy stuff, and no one can sort their way through it alone! No shame in that! Thatâs just how we are made- to need each other. Seek it out. Please. You deserve to give yourself everything you need to recover, so you can move on. It wonât happen just willing yourself through it, itâs not a matter of selfishness, or self control, or any of that junk. Youâre a human being who is hurting and you need a bit of a lift from another human being. đ And then you can get on with the business of reinventing yourself for the 2nd act! And while it is scary, I am finding that it is so, so fun! There was nothing left to look forward to in my life, but now I am discovering a whole new me. I am finding that I can dare to do things I would never have thought I could! It has been a hard struggle and a scary one. But, you know as well as I do, there is nothing scarier or harder than where we have been. Itâs time to let go of the pain and embrace the future. I believe in you. You can do this! Please talk to a therapist! It really does help! I wish you strength, peace, and happiness!
First of all, serious, life threatening suicide is something you may not be able to "snap out of". I encourage you to call a suicide hotline and they may be able to give you resources for mental health help. There is no shame in that. If you are not doing the best in your mental health, it will be very hard to mother anyone properly, though you will try. The LAST thing you should do is start ANY relationship because you need to grieve and worry about you and your children. It will be very hard to follow this advice because you want comfort at this saddened time of your life. Because of that, you may be susceptible to emotional predators and not realize it. Not to sound preachy, but call the mental health hotline or speak to a pastor, priest, minister, find a good large church that also may have resources for you if you don't have monetary resources to find a good therapist. Be well. Prayers for you.
@@vagabondjane3547 You got this. Your life is just beginning and you have a lot to give.
I'm not crying...you're crying. Okay, now I lied to you. Definitely crying. You have a sweet heart...
She is an adorable young woman. I luv her heart
Many greetings from Germany. I am so impressed by your decision to live alone in the forest. And yes, I like watching you stack wood because it motivates me to hang up my own laundry, for example. :-)
I was vibing just watching you stack the woodđđand then you asked what was wrong with us and if we were okay. Made me laugh so hard!
I am one of the thousands that has been incredibly encouraged by you. I have been paralyzed by the uncertainty of what I want to do next in life and watching someone I can relate to tackle huge projects has been an inspiration to just take steps toward progress and not worry so much about which steps were wrong. I got a little teary at the end and wanted to express my gratitude too :)
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You should install a thick/heavy âdraftâ curtain on your door so that when you open it heat doesnât escape and you can pass through easily!
heavy curtains all around will keep the heat in at night
That is an excellent idea!
Hi Hannah! Iâm a writer and I cannot tell you how many songs Iâve downloaded as a result of watching your videos. Thank you for listing them in the description. The dramatic, heart wrenching, emotional, happy songs allow me to go deep into my soul and create magic so thank you for sharing! You are incredibly inspiring! đ
Any woman who hums the Indiana Jones theme song may just be the coolest EVER!
My therapist recommends watching Hanna Stack a pile of wood. It's very calming to the nerves....
Her stack did pretty lol
Yes it is
Never clicked this fast on a video
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Same âŒïž I love her
Ikr hahaha
Lol same
Hahahahahaaaa yessss ! Am Iâm SO excited !!
You're so funny, lol. Cracked me up with. "would you believe I talk to myself this much when I'm alone" LOL.. lowkey we all do! Also, GOOD JOB TRANSFORMING THE CABINS
Thank you for showing us its not always Easy
But to continue dancing through the Storm
Videos like this are the reason am still here, your videos helped me through the darkest times in my life.đđ
Your videos were literally my healing balm â. you are such a beautiful soul and I can only imagine the time and effort put into the creation of these videos, your talent is unmatchable.đ
You are the my greatest inspiration, your love for the simple calm living has even made me appreciate my rural life more and because of you , I started documenting my journey to self acceptance. I could never thank you enoughđ€đ.You are lightââ
BTW, you were deeply missed, I literally back every other to see if there is a new upload
this is magical, thank you for sharing. healing indeed. You are loved Mayo!
The more videos I see of you the more I can't shake the thought of how underrated your channel is. You deserve millions of followers, although I doubt you care about the count. And you 100% are an inspiration to me to be more open to life and to not to just dream but to do things, just to try, no regrets. I am a bit like that but you're on completely different level :D
She is definitely doing it big and should be at 2million strong. We will get her there
I've only recently started following your channel, and after seeing one or two of your videos, have gone back to watch them all. I see a lot of myself in you. When I was 20 something, I was not afraid of tackling projects and making shit up as soon went. Somewhere along the line, I lost that edge and I've actually started looking for it again. I am inspired by your willingness to jump in with both feet and learn from your mistakes. Life is not always easy and their is no guidebook to get you through. Thanks for helping me open the door to let my old self back in. Now I gotta go move some furniture so I can put up some car siding...
The ending was soooo sweet like we are all so inspired by you and seeing you cry its soo real and raw and nice to see how happy it is to just spread love and creativity! You rock I love all these videos so much and I'm truly inspired by all your spontaneous projects đ
That is not lying, you are trying to be flexible as your situation is in this moment :) I'm really glad, you are staying save in your house and have it warm now! The Corona-Situation in your country (i think) is terrible enough, so at least you have a save place to stay and don't worry about where to stay (park) and so on :-) Have a nice and cozy christmas-time! Lovely Greetings from snowy Austria to your snowy forest!
I love that she loves all types of music... Iâm here for it...
I love me a video of Hannah screaming, and cutting, stacking, drilling and burning WOOD.
I hate hearing bad language and I still watch all your videos and get excited when you post a new one. I love your projects and your fun personality. Thank you for sharing your life with us!