I guess when you're a CZcamsr who has been placed on a high public pedestal, people develop expectations and when the facade starts to crack, people begin to question everything as if they begin to doubt how much that persona was real?
@@The13thRonin No, it's because she did nothing. Pathetic that this counts as "crimes" for the fluoride stare, first world nu-male. You people have no real issues in your lives.
The fact she says her legal team advised her not to say anything, then went ahead and spat in every victims face in song form is absolutely wild to me, the internet is fuckin crazy
she knows she's a young, successful, wealthy white woman and that this will all brush off. her career might suffer for a bit but she's obviously made a lot of money already and will bounce back no doubt. sounds pessimistic i suppose but that's often how things go for certain people. maybe at best she'll make another apology video for more views and revenue and it'll convince a few idiots be sounding ashamed and remorseful but i doubt that too
I used to laugh at Colleen’s response, now it infuriates me. Imagine being a victim. Her just brushing it off like this and calling it a “toxic gossip train” makes me so MAD I can’t even put it into words. Also, her victim-blaming and victimization of herself is so unbelievably stupid.
Yeah watching her be like “it’s important to take accountability and I try to do that- oh you don’t care?” BITCH WE DO CARE. EVERYBODY CARES WE WOULD NOT BE CALLING YOU OUT FOR THIS IF IT WASN’T BACKED BY FACTS
I think that's the point though. When did she say this was an apology video? When and where? She never once claimed that's what she was doing so how can you criticize it for not being one?
@@ozzyc5122 Well she does make a point of saying that she wanted to comment to show that she's "taking accountability." I mean, she's _not_ taking accountability, but she's claiming that she is.. which is often the biggest part of an apology video.
@Crackpot_Astronaut I do want to make it clear that I don't agree with her nor am I defending her. But I see everyone saying "worst apology ever" and I can see her thinking "I wasn't apologizing."
As awful as this whole situation is, i can't get over how her legal team specifically told her to not say something stupid before she went on to fucking sing something stupid
I was thinking about making a "I can't say anything stupid? Guess I'll sing it instead." type joke comment, until the video got to 5:56 where she literally said basically that. There aren't enough facepalms in the universe.
Someone made like a trap remix of the song using clips of Sienna's dance for a visual. I'll link it if I find it. ~~~ I think CZcams might have deleted the link because I don't see it on my side. It's called "Toxic Gossip Train (Colleen Balllinger Remix)" By Glassy B.
Yes colleen, your damn right at 10:38. Your a gaslighting, manipulating, your a narcissist and a rat, i would never make a mistake like that. And no colleen, when did anyone say were perfect. No one is. I've done a lot of things I'm not proud of okay? I never claim to be an angel, but if you compare me with colleen, you'll swear I am an angel
You wanna know what’s worse? She literally put her “apology” on Spotify for people to listen to and even monetized it and is SELLING IT. I can’t make this up bro 100 likes. This is real, holy hell
She comes across as absolutely batshit. Someone might want to sit her down and explain that her legal team told her to keep quiet because the CONTENT of her little message wouldn't be helpful to her cause, not the fucking mode of delivering said message.
Watching a grown woman with 3 kids sing a quirky song about how people have come out with very serious SA accusations against her is the most surreal shit.
@@sweetcheeks5775idk. If nudes were given to her i think its a step above grooming. Idk about SA either but its worse than grooming if she sent her used underwear to a child and got inappropriate pictures from them
@@sweetcheeks5775It would be considered SH which is still illegal. “Just” grooming is literally undermining what that even means. Grooming is also a form of abuse. If you want to get technical with saying she SAed victims, a girl (A MINOR.) by the name of Becky that she brought up on stage during one of her shows, spread her legs open to the crowd without Becky knowing that was her intention and leaving her vulnerable could be considered SA. Becky felt extremely violated and unsafe during and after the fact and that is extremely valid.
alledged 'grooming' legit who cares unless she was physically meeying up with 10 year olds and assaulting them. Cryin over nothin as usual welcome to the internet. Boo hoo i sent a pic of ky bum to someone my life os ruined LOL.
@@chinglesscheddarHe literally says she sent her used underwear to children. We can split hairs all day about what constitutes an adult or a teen, but legally, that's illegal
Her behavior is not only passive aggressive but toxic narcissistic behavior. Blaming victims, invalidating, gaslighting, trying to act like she’s the victim after abusing others.
@@potato6785dont forget the other slice of denial bread in the delusion sandwich: "but I wasn't ever a groomer, and if u say I was you're lying for clout!!"
Imagine being Colleen's lawyer when she goes to court over the whole thing, and they pull up the video. At that point, I'd just walk out of the courtroom, quit my job, and go to work at McDonald's.
Well I now know the 4 villain ukulele chords she played it’s G G7 D D7 repeat that for 10 minutes which is what she did then insult your own Audience and fans and you got a villain song
There is a beating heart in everything, except lawyers, zombies and jellyfish, look inside yourself internet and think, and learn that you're acting childish
Look, we don’t have “perfect” pasts, but most of us sure as hell haven’t solicited inappropriate pictures from children. That is a you problem, Colleen.
“Im an investor💰, so when I accidentally stumbled into a kindergarten 💡I couldn’t help but think of all those future investments😋 on that playground!!‼️🗣️🗣️How silly I was of thinking that 😯😯
If any dude comes out and says they are traumatized by that then the are just fuckin pussies wanting a payout. Every male wants to put his dick in everything, it's our primal nature.
Am i the only one who paid attention to the fact that she keeps playing the SAME EXACT NOTES throughout the song, not to mention going off key and stops playing the ukulele when she just starts flat out talking? She's barely even going off the basis of "I decided to sing it instead" anymore. She's actively disregarding the advice of her lawyers, one way or another.
nah, she's aware. Adam Mctyre made a video of I think it was Trisha's podcast and Trisha said that colleen admitted her crimes to her. ( this does not excuse what colleen did tho. )
@@FlameBunny I do agree with that. If words online hurt you to such a degree that its traumatizing you need to go offline. However its still weird af from her and she should get called out for the messages.
I'll say it again, It's not appropriate to call this an "apology video" because she didn't apologize, it's more like a "idonthavetoapoligizeforshit video".
@@jade3652 no way you think all of the evidence isnt true, colleen is just down bad playing the victim and youre falling for it. If the acusations really werent true, she would come with actual proof and facts to back up her innocence and not this dumb video with her singing and playing a ukulele of some sort. She couldve atleast posted a sincere apology, but she didnt
"Look at me, I'm miserable, and it's your fault for digging up my past. At least you're happy about it but please feel bad for me." - What I got from a few seconds of that song that Charlie showed. LOL She definitely should've listened to her team.
She wrote this, rehearsed it, set up her camera to record, picked up a ukulele, pressed record and the whole time thought “people are totally going to love this and completely forgive me”
No, she humiliated herself on purpose. "As long as you're having fun :/" being the theme of the song is very telling; she's set up an accusation that proves itself. She's using the fact that people know she's a predator to do something that makes them all point and laugh at her, and she's doing it to lure in kids who are being bullied at school to feel bad for her and feel her 'pain'. Everyone who's pointing and laughing at how pathetic her attempts to manipulate them are don't realise they're being manipulated. It's terrifying to watch this play out and for no-one to see it for what it is.
Sometimes, people think they have power over the others. She's earnt so much from her career she honestly does not care... and we have so many examples of people who got "canceled" but they continue to be famous and rich so she thought.... f**k it. I'm doing whatever. The world is f*cked, anyways!
She is actually quite stupid. Her lawyers told her not to say anything for her own protection. Whether you sing it or just say it, you're still putting yourself at risk since you might say (or sing) something incriminating about yourself. In a scenario where she is guilty, this video will be provided as evidence of her lack of remorse, and thus, she will get a harsher sentence. Well done, Colleen!
I'm glad she's so stupid tbh. I know the reason why she hasn't said anything for so long is because of her lawyers. And now that she has, if the court actually does its fucking job for once, she'll be put away for longer.
This is unironically probably helping her lawyers reputation because she opens up saying that they told her not to do this. Nice of you to clear their names off of that dumpster fire for them!
@@jump_the_clouds5624if someone is a fan of someone that has been outed as a degenerate creep, they will try and find every excuse to stay on the creeps side
And there was aaalot 😅! I witnessed it as it was going on. And as all of the bad comments were disappearing there came this flood of generic good comments, so obvious 😁.
And, this was never meant to be an apology in the first place. This is just playing the victim AND downplaying the whole situation... like "look at me, I'm playing a cute ukulele and sing a lil bit for you, I can't be a bad person, but all of YOU can, because how dare you!!!" So manipulative...
Yeah legit I now think anybody that does these chords G G7 D D7 and repeat for 10 minutes I can tell they are not sorry at all and yes I am not joking she legit repeats only 4 chords for 10 minutes
Felt like a family guy moment when her team told her she couldn’t talk about it so she had the grandiose idea of singing it. Truly a spectacle of 2023.
I don’t think even Family Guy would make a joke like this, and I don’t think I’d call this a joke either this is edging on being a lot of other things, none good.
@@scudbucket_ i was comparing the skit scenes and how oddly specific it is (normally pitched as a bad joke or take). I never understood how she could pick up an ukulele due to the gravity of her situation.
She doesn't need to worry, she's a woman. She won't face any consequences for her actions. She could fist a 5-year-old and win $5,000,000 in court because somehow the toddler "manipulated her"
Now I’m just imagining her pulling her ukulele out and tries to sing about the “Toxic Gossip Train”, then someone takes it out of her hand and smashes i, John Belushi in Animal House style. Then the judge asks her to proceed.
At some point, if one normalises their own inappropriate behaviour and obviously doesn't seem to see anything wrong in it, (because this little performance shows it), they pull the victim card. it's delulu...
its the same thing with shane dawson. he sexualized minors, theres evidence of him kissing a minor at one of those meet and greet with the fans. theres evidence of him admitting to sexualizing his own pets. he once claimed in an audio that he "came on them" yea nasty shit. colleen is the same way though with her audience, i swear these two youtubers groomed their audience and refused to own up to their actions. shane makes repetitive apology videos but shows no remorse for them, and now we got this fucking trash brewing in the garbage disposal of colleen grooming minors in the past and then not even owning up to it or bringing forth evidence that says she never did. ngl i wanna throw my keyboard after finding out about this. shes not even sensitive towards the topic, she just made a fucking song about it and you know what, those victims that came forward with evidence against her probably have seen this and are traumatized as balls right now. W H Y why do we allow these youtubers onto the platform, they should be banned, their main accounts should just be banned off the fricken platform. and heck correct me if i'm wrong but a VPN ban is that still a thing? i think it is. keep these predators from marketing off children because all they're doing is sexualizing them, getting away with it, and then turning around and gaining profit off of the minors they've groomed. and then years later these minors grow up, realize what's happened and determinedly come forward only for the youtuber to shit on their evidence with no proof to back it because the grooming youtubers are guilty and they know it yet they still have a channel. it's disgusting, no other words than that.
1:46 "If you've been on CZcams for a long time you've definitely heard that name before" I use CZcams daily since late 2005 and I have absolutely no idea who that is.
@@borutokawaki-cv2flIf you hurt someone, you got to say sorry. No matter what. I’m sure your just trolling people tho since you are in a lot of replies defending this girl.
@@borutokawaki-cv2fl If you're not trolling. Then give evidence to the victims being soft, because all you're saying is I saw all the REAL evidence against her from REAL people who've been hurt by her and i'm saying it's baloney with nothing to back me up.
@@borutokawaki-cv2fl And where is your evidence? You're saying that everyone is soft because they went through a traumatizing moment that you don't care about. However, that doesn't make a person "Soft" The definition of a "Soft" person, is someone who will cry at anything. This isn't soft. What they went through, they kept to themselves for a long time, they only JUST STARTED to act against her hence all the claims. If you think that someone who did something brave in a situation like that WHILE BEING PRESSURED NOT TO is soft. Then get your facts straight, and get out. No one needs someone who doesn't know what he's talking about in a comment section about a serious topic.
this is what happens when your brain is on steven universe, owl house , equality , inclusivity shows. you turn into a sexual predator who can sing away their issues.
Anyone: Hey, Colleen, since you say all these claims are untrue, why don't you gather evidence showing that you're innocent Colleen: TOXIC GOSSIP TRAAAAAAAAIN!
@alyssamay9237 I don't think that's what they meant...I think if you aren't going on trial then there is really no reason to show evidence on how you're not guilty...besides regaining social media support again....idk
the fact that this grown adult does not even try to defend herself or apologise and instead chooses to gaslight and invalidate her UNDERAGE victims through passive aggressive ukulele strumming is insane
Colleen is WORSE than EDP445 for these reasons 1) EDP had a two year reign of talking to minors. Colleen did it for a decade and therefore had far more victims 2) Colleen actually touched kids and had access to kids in real life whereas EDP only texted kids and the cupcake incident was only a decoy (not that it excuses his actions- he intended to rape a child) 3) Colleen had a responsibility to keep kids safe since she was a Nickelodeon star whereas EDP was just a CZcamsr (Not an excuse but Colleen had power over kids who looked up to her whereas EDP had to find kids himself) 4) At least EDP actually says the words "I take responsibility" (although he probably didn't mean it) whereas Colleen spits in her victims' faces with this manipulative and rubbish apology.
And Colleen would have personally known her victims by doing so much to them over the years so she would finally be able to do her true intentions once the kids trusted her and as soon as they were “ friends” Then you know what’s next And the fact that’s she purposely tried to be an icon for children so kids would want to meet her is sick
I used to work in a prison, and just about every convicted felon that has some kind of charge to do with a minor will victimize themselves and downplay the trauma they put these poor kids through. She’s no different, and that ukulele made me sick.
Because they think they’re the main character. Or protagonists, no one likes to admit that they’re a creep or douche. And some people put a wall around themselves.
I used to have a friend whom I later found out to have dated a minor(15 yr old girl) when he was 10 years older than her. Never expected it since he was always vocal about grooming being wrong, but he did tiptoe around her age when I asked how old she was. Perhaps he was playing up the social justice persona out of guilt, or perhaps he’s so narcissistic that he somehow sees his own actions as completely different. I’ll never know.
To quote the immortal Mr. Danny Di Vito as Frank Reynolds: "Okay, we gotta write a song about how we definitely do NOT diddle kids! 'Do not diddle kids, it's no good diddling kids!'"
I can feel the cringe go down my spine like a chill on a January day. This whole thing is weird because it’s like she is actually the character “Miranda sings “ underneath the red make up and the act.
@@Arkstromater research the backstory, HOW she actually came up with this idea of her character. It's sickening, if it's true. Allegedly it's "inspired" by her disabled sibling, according to an ex coworker, who btw also left traumatised after being terrorised, (I believe by her brother or someone, don't exactly remember..) so.. yeaahh
"My legal team advised me against this." Is the most authentic thing she said in the whole video.
“I’m sure you’re disappointed in my shitty little song”
She should have listened, because no matter what the truth is, she now looks guilty as hell.
"There is no quicker way for people to think that you are diddling kids than writing a SONG about it!"
@@lydiajulianprower8356 what a way to find a IASIP reference in the wild.
She didn't say anything, she sang it. She was pretty clear on that
she really hit us with the "sorry for acting inappropriately with children! anyways here's wonderwall"
Honestly in that scenario she actually apologized. And played a much better song
She didn't even say sorry
More like “you all are just toxic haters lol” *provides no context and plays smoke on the water*
hell even wonderwall would be better cuz what the hell is this 💀
Bro this made me fucking wheeze
“Stop playing A Minor, that’s how u got here in the first place!”
that's crazy
R/murderedbywords
You mfing genius.
she isnt in A minor tho (ik you were joking dw it was funny)
Underrated
“I know this video won’t change anyone’s minds about me”
Actually, it did. It changed us from hating her to despising her 🥰
I guess when you're a CZcamsr who has been placed on a high public pedestal, people develop expectations and when the facade starts to crack, people begin to question everything as if they begin to doubt how much that persona was real?
And then she gets off scot free because WAMYN.
Nice work setting up that as a defense for two decades.
@@The13thRonin No, it's because she did nothing. Pathetic that this counts as "crimes" for the fluoride stare, first world nu-male.
You people have no real issues in your lives.
The fact she says her legal team advised her not to say anything, then went ahead and spat in every victims face in song form is absolutely wild to me, the internet is fuckin crazy
Well at least she took the heat off of her legal team. They did warn her not to comment on this.
she knows she's a young, successful, wealthy white woman and that this will all brush off. her career might suffer for a bit but she's obviously made a lot of money already and will bounce back no doubt. sounds pessimistic i suppose but that's often how things go for certain people. maybe at best she'll make another apology video for more views and revenue and it'll convince a few idiots be sounding ashamed and remorseful but i doubt that too
@@kh-ro5surace has absolutely nothing to do with this & you’re just making it relevant because you need an excuse to hate on white people.
She heard "Don't talk/say" or whatever it was and went "Singing isn't talking"
W Kamina pfp
She's gonna be so disappointed when she finds out that she can't bring a ukulele and start singing in court
there's no rule against it, prolly not the best idea but if she wants to speed run everyone hating her in court than hey go for it
💀
I remember a video of this one black guy in court singing and begging to not get a life sentence
🎶 *oooooooo please don't give me a liiiiiiife senteeeeeeeeence* 🎵
@@dakota6050you remember the guy on court cam singing “yeah your honor im sorry sorry sorry” 💀💀💀
I used to laugh at Colleen’s response, now it infuriates me. Imagine being a victim. Her just brushing it off like this and calling it a “toxic gossip train” makes me so MAD I can’t even put it into words. Also, her victim-blaming and victimization of herself is so unbelievably stupid.
Yeah watching her be like “it’s important to take accountability and I try to do that- oh you don’t care?”
BITCH WE DO CARE. EVERYBODY CARES WE WOULD NOT BE CALLING YOU OUT FOR THIS IF IT WASN’T BACKED BY FACTS
Poor nu-male victim. I wonder how he will survive now.
toxic gossip train. heading down the tracks to molestation station...
LMFAO
😂 we need to make this the top comment
Toxic gossip train, heading down the tracks to the police station.
@@lol4737 seeing this made my day, thanks dude!
lmfao!
I don’t think we can even call this the worst CZcamsr apology video because she never apologizes once 💀💀💀
Fr, she’s just like I’m quirky and lonely.
👉👈🥺
I think that's the point though. When did she say this was an apology video? When and where? She never once claimed that's what she was doing so how can you criticize it for not being one?
@@the_kleetus-yeeyee48right like wtf 😭
@@ozzyc5122
Well she does make a point of saying that she wanted to comment to show that she's "taking accountability."
I mean, she's _not_ taking accountability, but she's claiming that she is.. which is often the biggest part of an apology video.
@Crackpot_Astronaut I do want to make it clear that I don't agree with her nor am I defending her. But I see everyone saying "worst apology ever" and I can see her thinking "I wasn't apologizing."
As awful as this whole situation is, i can't get over how her legal team specifically told her to not say something stupid before she went on to fucking sing something stupid
It honestly would have been better if she had at least given some evidence rather than call everyone toxic with their actual receipts
This ukulele toting pedo: What? I never said anything.
I sang it
@@axeltheghost6824came to say this, i know her QUIRKY WEIRD SELF thought a song was a loophole bc she isn’t speaking on it she’s singing on it
It's probably not true, it's just way for her to make everyone believe she's being "genuine", "not scripted", "honest"
I was thinking about making a "I can't say anything stupid? Guess I'll sing it instead." type joke comment, until the video got to 5:56 where she literally said basically that. There aren't enough facepalms in the universe.
I wanna see Sienna Mae's dance with Toxic Gossip Train playing in the background for the ultimate bad apology combo
Say less give me a couple weeks
@@user-zm2nl8sj3oprogress?
Lmk when it's done please @@user-zm2nl8sj3o
@@user-zm2nl8sj3ook
Someone made like a trap remix of the song using clips of Sienna's dance for a visual. I'll link it if I find it.
~~~
I think CZcams might have deleted the link because I don't see it on my side.
It's called "Toxic Gossip Train (Colleen Balllinger Remix)" By Glassy B.
“The facts must’ve been out of town during the filming of this because she does not present them at all.” Holy fuck that was incredible 😂😂😂
It wasn't even an apology, It was literally 10 minutes of her gaslighting everyone.
Yes colleen, your damn right at 10:38. Your a gaslighting, manipulating, your a narcissist and a rat, i would never make a mistake like that. And no colleen, when did anyone say were perfect. No one is. I've done a lot of things I'm not proud of okay? I never claim to be an angel, but if you compare me with colleen, you'll swear I am an angel
...horribly
She only has to fool her fans. They think it was a good apology, so our opinions mean nothing to her.
attempting to gaslight everyone
she is literally gaslighting people into thinking that she isnt gaslighing
Her legal team: “Don’t talk.”
Colleen: 😀🎤🎼🤡
Bro she should've just shut up and listened to her legal team by not talking, but nah she made it worst🤡
@@realyozgood work!
i just scrolled down to see this comment right as this part happened lmao
💀
@@rynxcz🤔
Playing in A Minor is literally how she got here.
Stop stealing comments
@@ardaoguzhan8181this is the original comment, the other one is 1 month old while this one is 4
@@ardaoguzhan8181 Playing in A Minor is literally how she got here.
@@ardaoguzhan8181 Playing in A Minor is literally how she got here.
@@ardaoguzhan8181 Playing in A Minor is literally how she got here.
You wanna know what’s worse? She literally put her “apology” on Spotify for people to listen to and even monetized it and is SELLING IT. I can’t make this up bro
100 likes. This is real, holy hell
4D chess
@@Manuel_Chinaski bruh what
Ngl its a bop
@@Will.cosplay.Solace true
And she accused the ppl for monetizing on her misery 💀💀💀
Colleen: Accused for grooming minors
Also Colleen: *turns her apology into a Spongebob song*
Don’t diss SpongeBob like that
@@cringecafeabsolute blasphemy
The G-R-O-O-M-I-N-G -S-O-N-G Song
edit: ok, Michael Smith
@@some_random_merc slow clap.
In a-minor no less
The fact that her legal team told her NOT to do this and she still wrote, sang recorded and posted this shit is insane
She comes across as absolutely batshit.
Someone might want to sit her down and explain that her legal team told her to keep quiet because the CONTENT of her little message wouldn't be helpful to her cause, not the fucking mode of delivering said message.
LITERALLY
@@iah123 TEXTUALLY
i feel so bad for her legal team because they’re probably pulling their hair rn 💀
I don't know why people get lawyers then ignore EVERYTHING they say.
"not a groomer, just a loser" oh colleen, you can be both queen!
Don’t call her queen
Not only did she embrace the last name of her CZcams persona in this "apology", but she also embraced her crime as well by playing in A Minor.
It's in G Major. That would have made it more ironic
@@shadowyzephyr Well, there goes that joke. If only she actually did that though.
@shadowyzephyr why
@@shadowyzephyrsarcasm flew right over your head
Back in the day, the worst thing you could do in an apology video was not apologise. We all thought it couldn’t get worst than that.
How naive & young we were. It's adorable, honestly. Now here we are.
I exposed Charlie 😂😂 ..
@@yozlolYFGA Good for you little Timmy.
@@yozlolYFGA Nobody cares 😂😂
More like a deflection or self-victimization video
Watching a grown woman with 3 kids sing a quirky song about how people have come out with very serious SA accusations against her is the most surreal shit.
Dalaï Lama getting in on the gaslighting too this year
They say there are lots of proves she that's undeniable
Not SA. Just grooming.
@@sweetcheeks5775idk. If nudes were given to her i think its a step above grooming. Idk about SA either but its worse than grooming if she sent her used underwear to a child and got inappropriate pictures from them
@@sweetcheeks5775It would be considered SH which is still illegal. “Just” grooming is literally undermining what that even means. Grooming is also a form of abuse. If you want to get technical with saying she SAed victims, a girl (A MINOR.) by the name of Becky that she brought up on stage during one of her shows, spread her legs open to the crowd without Becky knowing that was her intention and leaving her vulnerable could be considered SA. Becky felt extremely violated and unsafe during and after the fact and that is extremely valid.
The rumor look like facts, if you don’t mind the gaps.”
she certainly didn’t mind the age gaps
💀💀💀💀
Billy Jean wasn’t her lover, but little billy was.
very accurate to da video
Imagine if she gets to court and she tries to beg for mercy and the victims just brought their own ukelele and sing the shit out of her
Return to Sender
I exposed Charlie 😂😂 .........
BRO ID DIE 😭😭💀💀
To the victim I'm sorry sorry sorry sorry...
@@geometrywarrior4882 outstanding move
I love how she calls grooming kids and criminal behavior a “toxic gossip train”
If that's the case than Jared fogle must be innocent for his behavior creating a toxic train
I will spread ur cheeks lil bro 😭🙏🏾🙏🏾 I betta not catch you in my comments again or it’s finna be OVER for you 👾
@@realyoz noc
alledged 'grooming' legit who cares unless she was physically meeying up with 10 year olds and assaulting them. Cryin over nothin as usual welcome to the internet. Boo hoo i sent a pic of ky bum to someone my life os ruined LOL.
She groomed nobody. End of story.
"All of this is true, because it rhymes"
- Colleen
"Oh, what an inspiring legend that you MADE UP."
-everyone
source: DO NOT TRUST ME, BRO
@@zipperz_tixaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
@@KENNYBIGBOWMAN “the special one”. what a bunch of hippy. dippe. baloney.
"That bleeding in your ears is normal" -pengiunz0 🤣🤣🤣
She doesn't just deny the allegations, she insults and belittles the victims. Truly an evil wicked soul.
I exposed Charlie 😂😂 ...
@@chinglesscheddarcute victim blaming
@@chinglesscheddarHe literally says she sent her used underwear to children. We can split hairs all day about what constitutes an adult or a teen, but legally, that's illegal
@@chinglesscheddaryou are a predator
@@chinglesscheddar Imagine thinking something has to happen offline for it to affect someone
Her behavior is not only passive aggressive but toxic narcissistic behavior. Blaming victims, invalidating, gaslighting, trying to act like she’s the victim after abusing others.
“Yeah I’m a pedo groomer guys, but I changed!”
@@potato6785dont forget the other slice of denial bread in the delusion sandwich: "but I wasn't ever a groomer, and if u say I was you're lying for clout!!"
This isn't an apology video this is guys it was everyone but me narcissist video
I exposed Charlie 😂😂 .....
the only useful thing she has is her physics she's pretty 🔥 otherwise.
1:21 "That bleeding in your ears is normal" took me out! 😂
Imagine being Colleen's lawyer when she goes to court over the whole thing, and they pull up the video.
At that point, I'd just walk out of the courtroom, quit my job, and go to work at McDonald's.
I love how her entire argument can be simplified to "🎵nuh uh🎵"
You are charged for grooming teens
*proceeds to pulls out a ukulele*
nuh nuh uh🎸🎸
_"dafuq you mean 'nuh uh'?!"_
@@borutokawaki-cv2flshe literally made a teen girl spread her legs
@@borutokawaki-cv2fl WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU
This is proof that Colleen is a closet flat Earther
Fun fact! the key she is playing in is supposedly A Minor. Which may be a bit more fitting than she realized
😂😂😂 i was looking for this comment
Goddamn. But I thought it E minor
That’s probably her favorite chord to play!
Nah, it’s not A Minor, unfortunately; would have been fucking crazy
Thanks for making me spit take
"not in a creepy way more like a loser way" nah it was more like a creepy loser way
😭😭
"Let he who has not groomed a minor cast the first stone"
Damn never seen someone actively beg for a landslide before
Social media influencers everywhere: 😩
Imagine being traumatized by this woman and seeing her play the ukulele as she apologizes
Don't translate..
ในเวลาไม่กี่ชั่วโมง หัวใจของคุณจะเริ่มหยุดเต้น วิธีเดียวที่จะป้องกันไม่ให้สิ่งนี้คือสมัครรับข้อมูลจากช่องของฉัน
たひ
@@realyozI don’t care…
@@input00ok
@@realyoz get well soon, sweetie,,, you're a bit delulu 🥺
Imagine the therapy sessions about that
It is actually insane how she thought this was a good idea
genuinely and went through with it
narcissism at its finest
Duh vali
Bro you didn't even watch the video...
She actually tried to make a song for her fans expecting them to immediately forgive her lmao
Her lawyers, watching this video: "Which do you think will ruin our reputation more? Defending her in court or executing her ourselves?"
“Ma’am you’ve been accused for sexually harassing people”
Colleen: “nah”
Colleen: is accused of grooming minors and bullying them
Also Colleen: 🎤🎼🎸💃
she really pulled up with a cocomelon song cover 😭
@@floofysugaruwu1101 She indeed was playing her villain role perfectly.
Well I now know the 4 villain ukulele chords she played it’s G G7 D D7 repeat that for 10 minutes which is what she did then insult your own Audience and fans and you got a villain song
There is a beating heart in everything, except lawyers, zombies and jellyfish, look inside yourself internet and think, and learn that you're acting childish
+ adam's apple and another bulge in another place.........
Omg, a 30+ year old woman wanting to be "besties" with underage people is the most pathetic thing i've ever seen. This woman is a piece of work.
MY EXPOSE IN PENGUINZ IS LIKE NO OTHER
@@SheepManYFGA2 Silence, bot spammer.
@realyoz exposed urself as a bottom feeder
Ok cotton candy honey queen furry
There are so many guys that do the same but with sexual intent, I'd wager it's just as bad, and scaringly common
“Let’s supersize the McDonald’s fries” and this is the sole reason I’m subbed
Cat!!! The doctor said you cant talk!
🎵🎶he didnt sayaaaaaaayyyy🎵 i coudnt siiiiiiiiiiiinnnng🎶🎶
Her legal team: "Don't say anything. It's too risky"
Her: "The risk I'm about to take is calculated, but boy do I suck at math."
😐
Calculated.
“My team told me i shouldn’t speak on it, but they never said i couldn’t sing about it.”
@@nychous the part i hate is that most of it wasn't even her singing, just terrible rhymes.
@@nychous She seems a person unable to grasp the seriousness or feels she is to special to let this happen?
Look, we don’t have “perfect” pasts, but most of us sure as hell haven’t solicited inappropriate pictures from children. That is a you problem, Colleen.
"Everybody makes mistakes" yes but I am not a pedophile
I've been a genuine piece of shit. It's just how it is; but never in my LIFE have I been as disgusting as Colleen is here
"whoospie I accidentally groomed and traumatized tens of emotionally vulnerable children, silly me 😅, any of y'all relate?"
“Im an investor💰, so when I accidentally stumbled into a kindergarten 💡I couldn’t help but think of all those future investments😋 on that playground!!‼️🗣️🗣️How silly I was of thinking that 😯😯
If any dude comes out and says they are traumatized by that then the are just fuckin pussies wanting a payout. Every male wants to put his dick in everything, it's our primal nature.
Am i the only one who paid attention to the fact that she keeps playing the SAME EXACT NOTES throughout the song, not to mention going off key and stops playing the ukulele when she just starts flat out talking? She's barely even going off the basis of "I decided to sing it instead" anymore. She's actively disregarding the advice of her lawyers, one way or another.
her victims: bro we have proof of you grooming us and doing this horrible stuff
Colleen: 🎶the toxic gossip train🎶😔
FRR Like it’s different when people have physical videos and photos of you doing terrible stuff 😭
ALL ABOARD 🚂
@@Ahhahhhsiisis CHOO CHOOOOOOOO
She probably genuinely forgot she did those things
They are only "victims" to get the bag
She's not like other CZcamsr apologists... She's quirky.
Literally what I thought from watching 😂
Not the first time she's played A minor
And she's not like the other girls.
@@ShakyChessLol
apologies beggers hate that one trick!
The legendary “nuh-uh!” defense! Bold strategy, let’s see how it plays out.
top 10 rappers eminem are too scared to diss
She doesn’t even apologize she just wrote a song about how wrong her victims are and how it’s actually fine
Predator mentality for real. If you watch Hanson vs predator you see a common theme and the similarities are striking 🫣
That's not surprising at all tbh 😂
And conveniently takes long enough for her musical number to be monetized
Yep and she even admitted her song she wrote is garbage in the video yet she decided to release it on CZcams
@@Mrnoobestreturns attention seeking at it's finest
Not only did she hurt people mentally, but she had to hurt everyone's ears on her way out too. Shameful.
Hurting our damn eyes too, sheesh
Lmfaoooo
colleen is innocent. Adam knew right from wrong he is the bad guy..
Colleen hurt no one. She didn't prey on any children. A Comedy skit is not predatory behavior. End of story.
@@ville__Charlie Brown adult noises
"Why did you send me nu-"
*Aggressive Ukulele strums.*
Her lack of self awareness is astonishing
nah, she's aware. Adam Mctyre made a video of I think it was Trisha's podcast and Trisha said that colleen admitted her crimes to her. ( this does not excuse what colleen did tho. )
She not only traumatized the victims, she made an entire new audience loathe her.
What a bunch of wusses, that’s all I say. This counts as traumatizing for you people and the victims?? Lol - you all ain’t seen nothing, then.
I wouldn’t be traumatised I’d be happy
@@justaweeb14688same
@@FlameBunnyHuh 💀💀
@@FlameBunny I do agree with that. If words online hurt you to such a degree that its traumatizing you need to go offline. However its still weird af from her and she should get called out for the messages.
I'll say it again, It's not appropriate to call this an "apology video" because she didn't apologize, it's more like a "idonthavetoapoligizeforshit video".
She’s so not sorry, she’s just totally pissed and lashing out
This video wasn't intended for us, it was all for her just to lie to herself.
@@extraz577 Good to know I guess?
Exactly! Just a smug, sneering song to mock her victims.
True
"In all seriousness--" *continues strumming on her silly little ukulele.*
This is giving that vegan teacher song, "eating animals is wrong McDonald's"
This isn’t even an apology, she’s accusing her fans of misinformation and ultimately lying
fr she didnt even attempt to say sorry once she js basically said it was gossip and lies 😭
@@jade3652Colleen alt account ☠️
@@jade3652 no way you think all of the evidence isnt true, colleen is just down bad playing the victim and youre falling for it. If the acusations really werent true, she would come with actual proof and facts to back up her innocence and not this dumb video with her singing and playing a ukulele of some sort. She couldve atleast posted a sincere apology, but she didnt
@@gamerfroger yea but even if she gave you wha u wanted y’all would still be on her dick anyways that’s what she’s saying listen yo
@@gamerfroger with your ears not your fuckin eyes
The fact she waffled for 10 minutes so she can still earn money from it is crazy 💀
That's what's insane to me. 6.7m views right now is basically funding her legal defense.
Oh, it's also monetized, why am I not surprised?
not defending her but I don’t think she really needs the money but yeah still cringe
Once your famous you can get money from anything
@@axiss5840no it’s not.
"Look at me, I'm miserable, and it's your fault for digging up my past. At least you're happy about it but please feel bad for me." - What I got from a few seconds of that song that Charlie showed. LOL She definitely should've listened to her team.
TOXIC GOSSIPPP TRAAAAAIINNNN
This isn't even an apology. This is just her reaction to the controversy.
Let me fix that. This is her reaction to the consequences of her own actions 😮 “The” controversy sounds like it’s not hers! 😂
That's what I was saying!!! I wouldn't even classify it as an apology video because she doesn't even apologize 😭
Does she take it lightly? Or as a joke?
right calling it an apology is very generous
this is basically her asking for an apology from everyone else
“I’m not a groomer, just a loser” don’t worry girl you’re both 🫶
As a loser I can say with confidence.
We may be useless and pieces of shit but we aren’t that far gone.
REAL
Song is lowkey fire tho, and I quote :" the only thing I ever groomed was my two Persian cats..." 🔊🔥😂
Take the "just" and place it after "not". There you go, a true statement!
@@user-lc7mi1zh2m this isn't about you
“Nah she’s giving us a one way ticket to defection station because this is some shit here.” Hardest line ever dropped
She wrote this, rehearsed it, set up her camera to record, picked up a ukulele, pressed record and the whole time thought “people are totally going to love this and completely forgive me”
No, she humiliated herself on purpose. "As long as you're having fun :/" being the theme of the song is very telling; she's set up an accusation that proves itself.
She's using the fact that people know she's a predator to do something that makes them all point and laugh at her, and she's doing it to lure in kids who are being bullied at school to feel bad for her and feel her 'pain'.
Everyone who's pointing and laughing at how pathetic her attempts to manipulate them are don't realise they're being manipulated. It's terrifying to watch this play out and for no-one to see it for what it is.
@@beckyhopkins4306This made my fucking stomach sink because you’re totally right.
Sometimes, people think they have power over the others. She's earnt so much from her career she honestly does not care... and we have so many examples of people who got "canceled" but they continue to be famous and rich so she thought.... f**k it. I'm doing whatever. The world is f*cked, anyways!
sounds based
@@beckyhopkins4306 that's terrifying...and you're most likely absolutely correct
You can't really call this an "Apology Video," since she doesn't actually own up to any of the things she's accused of, or even really apologize.
Yeah. I felt the same
To be fair, that’s true of most CZcams “apologies.”
I exposed Charlie 😂😂 ..
She's actively attacking everyone, if anything, this is a "Declaration of War" video
that's why its such a bad apology video
“I didn’t molest them kids” 🎶
“But I did tho because I’m a loser 🎸 “
Why does her apology remind me of ThatVeganTeacher
“ eating animals is wro-“
She is actually quite stupid. Her lawyers told her not to say anything for her own protection. Whether you sing it or just say it, you're still putting yourself at risk since you might say (or sing) something incriminating about yourself. In a scenario where she is guilty, this video will be provided as evidence of her lack of remorse, and thus, she will get a harsher sentence. Well done, Colleen!
God, I hope so. This song deserves to extend whatever punishment she gets to lifetime.
I'm glad she's so stupid tbh. I know the reason why she hasn't said anything for so long is because of her lawyers. And now that she has, if the court actually does its fucking job for once, she'll be put away for longer.
She is so narcissistic that she couldn't stand to keep her mouth shut when legally advised to do so.
@@Frawtsadly she'll probably get away with it like other youtube groomers
She’s hoping the judge will throw out the case so they don’t have to listen to her song 😂
This is unironically probably helping her lawyers reputation because she opens up saying that they told her not to do this.
Nice of you to clear their names off of that dumpster fire for them!
Okay I hate people who edit their comments to make a joke about how their comment did well but Jesus guys, I’m not **that** funny. 😂
@@spencer1837no one said you're funny. They just liked your comment because they agree with you
You can be the greatest lawyer alive, but if you have a shitty client, there's not much you can do.
@@gemgem-hl7ii ahhh, I see.
@@spencer1837Nicest CZcams comment reply... holy fuck
People: There is proof you groomed minors
Colleen: 🎶Nuh Uh🎶
i love how she could've listened to her legal team and this whole thing would be a lot less known
Why do people call it apology? She didn’t apologise for anything, instead she blamed everyone
All she's doing is gaslighting and making HER seem like the only victim here
because it’s a sugar coated
True
It gets clicks to call it an apology
Ikr
Did Colleen really think everyone would be like, “Wow, she’s SO amazingly talented that it CAN’T possibly be true.” I’m so confused by this apology.
Same - even her die hard fans will struggle to defend this I think.
people are in fact doing just that in her comment section
unfortunately there are people in her comments apologizing, defending her, and saying they're happy she's back....
@@jump_the_clouds5624if someone is a fan of someone that has been outed as a degenerate creep, they will try and find every excuse to stay on the creeps side
Worked with Michael Jackson tho
not to mention she deleted all the bad comments 💀
And there was aaalot 😅! I witnessed it as it was going on. And as all of the bad comments were disappearing there came this flood of generic good comments, so obvious 😁.
The problem is not just her singing, it is her denying everything possible, this isn’t even CLOSE to an apology.
I mean, it's ALSO the singing.
@@Graggle_Simpson Waa waaa
@@SpawnRevenge92 Well yeah. I'll edit it now.
I can’t even consider Colleen’s video an apology considering she never even said she was sorry
If in her eyes she did nothing wrong and believes in her own illusion, why take accountability, right?
And, this was never meant to be an apology in the first place. This is just playing the victim AND downplaying the whole situation... like "look at me, I'm playing a cute ukulele and sing a lil bit for you, I can't be a bad person, but all of YOU can, because how dare you!!!" So manipulative...
Exactly
She did, she apologized that she’s not going to be apologizing 😭
Yeah legit I now think anybody that does these chords G G7 D D7 and repeat for 10 minutes I can tell they are not sorry at all and yes I am not joking she legit repeats only 4 chords for 10 minutes
Felt like a family guy moment when her team told her she couldn’t talk about it so she had the grandiose idea of singing it. Truly a spectacle of 2023.
I don’t think even Family Guy would make a joke like this, and I don’t think I’d call this a joke either this is edging on being a lot of other things, none good.
@@scudbucket_ i was comparing the skit scenes and how oddly specific it is (normally pitched as a bad joke or take). I never understood how she could pick up an ukulele due to the gravity of her situation.
i’d say more like a south park episode ngl
there's a victorious scene of this exact thing lmao
Theres a victorious reference in there too
Look into her eyes, into the abyss. Tell me there's not just pure, unadulterated evil.
I was half expecting her to pull out a sponsorship
she’s not gonna be too happy when the court room doesn’t let her play her ukulele as defence
HELP
She doesn't need to worry, she's a woman. She won't face any consequences for her actions. She could fist a 5-year-old and win $5,000,000 in court because somehow the toddler "manipulated her"
@@stardollizno were not
Now I’m just imagining her pulling her ukulele out and tries to sing about the “Toxic Gossip Train”, then someone takes it out of her hand and smashes i, John Belushi in Animal House style. Then the judge asks her to proceed.
I say let her show it. If anyone in the Jury believes it, then we found more clowns.
She doesn’t even LOOK sorry. No remorse, no guilt or regret. 🤷♀️
At some point, if one normalises their own inappropriate behaviour and obviously doesn't seem to see anything wrong in it, (because this little performance shows it),
they pull the victim card.
it's delulu...
its the same thing with shane dawson. he sexualized minors, theres evidence of him kissing a minor at one of those meet and greet with the fans. theres evidence of him admitting to sexualizing his own pets. he once claimed in an audio that he "came on them" yea nasty shit. colleen is the same way though with her audience, i swear these two youtubers groomed their audience and refused to own up to their actions.
shane makes repetitive apology videos but shows no remorse for them, and now we got this fucking trash brewing in the garbage disposal of colleen grooming minors in the past and then not even owning up to it or bringing forth evidence that says she never did. ngl i wanna throw my keyboard after finding out about this. shes not even sensitive towards the topic, she just made a fucking song about it and you know what, those victims that came forward with evidence against her probably have seen this and are traumatized as balls right now.
W H Y
why do we allow these youtubers onto the platform, they should be banned, their main accounts should just be banned off the fricken platform. and heck correct me if i'm wrong but a VPN ban is that still a thing? i think it is. keep these predators from marketing off children because all they're doing is sexualizing them, getting away with it, and then turning around and gaining profit off of the minors they've groomed. and then years later these minors grow up, realize what's happened and determinedly come forward only for the youtuber to shit on their evidence with no proof to back it because the grooming youtubers are guilty and they know it yet they still have a channel.
it's disgusting, no other words than that.
No remorse, no regret..we dont care what she meant.
The "I'm only human after all" meme come true
She doesn't look sorry, because she isn't. She thinks she did nothing wrong, which only means one thing: she'll do it again 100%
This isn’t the worst apology cause it’s not an apology
1:46 "If you've been on CZcams for a long time you've definitely heard that name before"
I use CZcams daily since late 2005 and I have absolutely no idea who that is.
Lol I thought I was the only one who had no idea who she was.
*Since late 2005* Holy mother.
I love how she sings "I changed my behavior, and took accountability" and then proceeds to deny everything for the next 8 minutes.
@@borutokawaki-cv2flIf you hurt someone, you got to say sorry. No matter what. I’m sure your just trolling people tho since you are in a lot of replies defending this girl.
@@odacova3319Or another "minor attracted person."
Gross either way.
@@borutokawaki-cv2fl If you're not trolling. Then give evidence to the victims being soft, because all you're saying is I saw all the REAL evidence against her from REAL people who've been hurt by her and i'm saying it's baloney with nothing to back me up.
@@borutokawaki-cv2fl And where is your evidence? You're saying that everyone is soft because they went through a traumatizing moment that you don't care about. However, that doesn't make a person "Soft" The definition of a "Soft" person, is someone who will cry at anything. This isn't soft. What they went through, they kept to themselves for a long time, they only JUST STARTED to act against her hence all the claims. If you think that someone who did something brave in a situation like that WHILE BEING PRESSURED NOT TO is soft. Then get your facts straight, and get out. No one needs someone who doesn't know what he's talking about in a comment section about a serious topic.
@@borutokawaki-cv2floh sorry for not being an alpha sigma male 🥺
aint no way she tried to sing her way outta the accusations like a Steven universe episode💀
😂😂
This is the funniest comment I've read
We~ are the grooming gems~
this is what happens when your brain is on steven universe, owl house , equality , inclusivity shows. you turn into a sexual predator who can sing away their issues.
@@alexzander2211based and true
The fact there's people actually protecting her on the comment section
They have a fetish for groomers, I guarantee it
I find it funny how she actually thought this was a good idea. She even put effort into the song. 🤦
Anyone: Hey, Colleen, since you say all these claims are untrue, why don't you gather evidence showing that you're innocent
Colleen: TOXIC GOSSIP TRAAAAAAAAIN!
That's not how the burden of proof works. You don't have to prove you're innocent, they have to prove you are guilty.
@@tylermanning4321 Did you miss the part where they HAVE evidence against Colleen? Including videos and messages?
@@tylermanning4321which they did lol
@@tylermanning4321 brain damage 🗿
@alyssamay9237 I don't think that's what they meant...I think if you aren't going on trial then there is really no reason to show evidence on how you're not guilty...besides regaining social media support again....idk
the fact that this grown adult does not even try to defend herself or apologise and instead chooses to gaslight and invalidate her UNDERAGE victims through passive aggressive ukulele strumming is insane
"passive aggressive ukulele strumming" was not on my bingo card for controversy this year... what a world we live in.
I know man
I exposed Charlie 😂😂 ..........
It's not insane, it's just how you get away with any kind of shit in this age of wonders.
Victims of what? She was weird af, but to try and act like Adam was GROOMED is baffling to me.
Colleen is WORSE than EDP445 for these reasons
1) EDP had a two year reign of talking to minors. Colleen did it for a decade and therefore had far more victims
2) Colleen actually touched kids and had access to kids in real life whereas EDP only texted kids and the cupcake incident was only a decoy (not that it excuses his actions- he intended to rape a child)
3) Colleen had a responsibility to keep kids safe since she was a Nickelodeon star whereas EDP was just a CZcamsr (Not an excuse but Colleen had power over kids who looked up to her whereas EDP had to find kids himself)
4) At least EDP actually says the words "I take responsibility" (although he probably didn't mean it) whereas Colleen spits in her victims' faces with this manipulative and rubbish apology.
And Colleen would have personally known her victims by doing so much to them over the years so she would finally be able to do her true intentions once the kids trusted her and as soon as they were “ friends”
Then you know what’s next
And the fact that’s she purposely tried to be an icon for children so kids would want to meet her is sick
Victims: i have been traumatized by my idol
Miranda sings: *UKULELE INTENSIFIES*
I used to work in a prison, and just about every convicted felon that has some kind of charge to do with a minor will victimize themselves and downplay the trauma they put these poor kids through. She’s no different, and that ukulele made me sick.
Because they think they’re the main character. Or protagonists, no one likes to admit that they’re a creep or douche. And some people put a wall around themselves.
I used to have a friend whom I later found out to have dated a minor(15 yr old girl) when he was 10 years older than her. Never expected it since he was always vocal about grooming being wrong, but he did tiptoe around her age when I asked how old she was.
Perhaps he was playing up the social justice persona out of guilt, or perhaps he’s so narcissistic that he somehow sees his own actions as completely different. I’ll never know.
@@user-vs4qc7yj9s "Main character" is the buzzword of 2023
She's not a convicted felon. Nothing has proven in a court of law.
@@JDoe-gf5oz no shit hes just comparing her to the guilty
She's actually playing 4D chess with this apology. By making it a song she can abuse the DMCA system like she abused her victims.
I exposed Charlie 😂😂 ......
I did not expose anyone 😂😂 ……
This might be the single best CZcams comment I’ve ever read
A double wombo combo
@@garfieldfan925 I didn't either! We have so much in common!
To quote the immortal Mr. Danny Di Vito as Frank Reynolds:
"Okay, we gotta write a song about how we definitely do NOT diddle kids! 'Do not diddle kids, it's no good diddling kids!'"
This girl is the type of person that would get cought in 4k and say, "bro that ain't me".
Us: you literally groomed minors
Colleen: "Toxic gossip traiinnnn!"
I Readed US for a Sec. But the Idea is funny that whole US says that And she still denies it
@@uenico9553 US +194 other countries.
@@borutokawaki-cv2fl 🤡🤡🤡
She use to do their hair?
@@borutokawaki-cv2fl bros nickname is borutokawaki aint no fucking way you are a real person
Cringe and anger are hard emotions to trigger at once. But she managed to pull it off, bravo.
Lol yeah 😂
Yep lol
Yeah those two equals disgust lol
I can feel the cringe go down my spine like a chill on a January day. This whole thing is weird because it’s like she is actually the character “Miranda sings “ underneath the red make up and the act.
@@Arkstromater research the backstory, HOW she actually came up with this idea of her character. It's sickening, if it's true. Allegedly it's "inspired" by her disabled sibling, according to an ex coworker, who btw also left traumatised after being terrorised, (I believe by her brother or someone, don't exactly remember..)
so.. yeaahh