Ethan Is TikTok's New Alpha God, Guessing What Women's Beauty Products Do - After Dark #99

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  • čas přidán 22. 05. 2024
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    Timestamps:
    00:00 Intro & Hila's Outfit
    3:30 Hila feeling more comfortable
    09:50 Gabe Calls in drinking boba
    16:30 Reflecting on the Alpha Male EP
    24:40 Viewer's Mom Shares Heartbreaking but important Story (TW)
    33:00 Taking over alpha male TikTok
    1:16:00 Ethan Workshops the perfect Viral TikTok
    1:26:00 Ethan Guess What Women's Beauty Products Do
    2:25:20 H3 Fan Animation & Ethan hating on short people
    2:36:42 Dad's FAILED diss track
    2:48:10 Ethan's mom cameo deez nuts
    2:49:20 Esfand openes door for thief?
    2:51:26 MSCHF drops new shoe
    3:06:50 Tyson Mistakes Hassbulla for child
    3:13:30 BigNik's Cringe Tweet
    3:18:55 Buccal Fat Removal Trend
    3:40:30 End of the show talk
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  • @kaitlynk8483
    @kaitlynk8483 Před rokem +5095

    Rumor has it Sebastian’s still collecting his thoughts

  • @SuzakuX
    @SuzakuX Před rokem +1796

    Being fat *is* alpha, historically obesity was a sign of wealth and status, while being fit was a result of toiling away at physical labor just to survive. Ethan's built like Henry VIII.

    • @kellangalloway8422
      @kellangalloway8422 Před rokem +162

      @Louis thank you for ruining a joke by trying to sound smart

    • @skodenshkodebiish9300
      @skodenshkodebiish9300 Před rokem +74

      ​@@Louis-lr6pqYou might want to expand where you're getting your information! "White" people were the ones who learned about agriculture late, other cultures were already taking care of the planet in their regular existence :) and Henry was not athletic, he was fat

    • @nireya
      @nireya Před rokem +65

      ​@Louis you wrote a whole essay in response to a joke

    • @angrywillsmith551
      @angrywillsmith551 Před rokem +1

      Except Ethan has type II diabetes and heart disease.

    • @heidibangbang
      @heidibangbang Před rokem

      @@Louis-lr6pq show me your pecs or stfu

  • @skinkwrap
    @skinkwrap Před rokem +406

    absolutely killed by the crew being like "ethan do this later, sorry audio listeners" about him recording a tiktok as if we haven't had 20 minute silent subway/mcdonalds segments

  • @sierrabuzz
    @sierrabuzz Před rokem +1015

    As a young adult woman its inspiring and a great thing to hear when you guys spotlight hila and her growth as a woman. I am not a parent but we can all still relate in learning to trust ourselves and becoming more confident. Its beautiful to see hila blossoming and coming into her own!

    • @aodigital9421
      @aodigital9421 Před rokem +3

      That's about the only thing I can agree with what H3 has become, other than that Ethan is a touch too toxic nowadays. 😭 yes I'm crying about it, but I agree with you 100% nonetheless. 😊

    • @MiszzMiszz
      @MiszzMiszz Před 3 měsíci +1

      Love her! 🎉

  • @SupremeKaioshin
    @SupremeKaioshin Před rokem +4585

    As a member of the 1% male audience this episode has been very informative.

    • @ultraviolettas
      @ultraviolettas Před rokem +126

      thank you for being here 🥲

    • @KingWZRD93
      @KingWZRD93 Před rokem +44

      Yes also enjoyed the video

    • @Cubeforc3
      @Cubeforc3 Před rokem +462

      Shootout to all the blokes who have been here from the laughing at buzzfeed sjw's to laughing at manosphere goofballs. We're in this h3 thing for the long term

    • @blankii333
      @blankii333 Před rokem +153

      @@Cubeforc3 hell yeah! We have grown together into better people

    • @alliedarky
      @alliedarky Před rokem +14

      Always a fun time to learn random shit lol

  • @bayloranderson5479
    @bayloranderson5479 Před rokem +2471

    I really wish the best for the sweet mother that lost her son. I’m glad she finds comfort in this podcast like her son and many of us do. Family💖

    • @ash-__-
      @ash-__- Před rokem +33

      Family

    • @quinadams3181
      @quinadams3181 Před rokem +65

      couldn't help but cry a little when ethan read that, so sad

    • @LexaTerrestrialx
      @LexaTerrestrialx Před rokem +50

      people like Ethan actually showing kindness, empathy & vulnerability is so important in a world that’s so messed up.

    • @5thjonasbrother219
      @5thjonasbrother219 Před rokem +6

      Thanks it was me

    • @jaimecohen7584
      @jaimecohen7584 Před rokem +6

      I cried when he read that

  • @DanRyanCarter
    @DanRyanCarter Před rokem +206

    All the girls covering their mouths when Ethan immediately puts the diva cup on his mouth 😂😂😂

  • @darbywalters12
    @darbywalters12 Před rokem +1759

    Seeing Hila fall in love with her body postpartum has made me so much less nervous about pregnancy. Thank you queen❤

    • @SarahbearJayne
      @SarahbearJayne Před rokem +44

      I’ve had two and my tits are completely lopsided. Saggy. Massive. I am covered in purple stretch mark scars. C section scars. My entire body is 100% different. Just because a super thin woman had babies and stayed thin doesn’t mean you should expect your pregnancy to be that way lol. Sorry but its not realistic

    • @SarahbearJayne
      @SarahbearJayne Před rokem +17

      You have to have good genetics to not get stretch marks/breast problems. And you have to work VERY hard to stay in shape during the pregnancy, women only need apparently 300 more calories a day during pregnancy ONLY in the third trimester, which good luck with that. You have to workout every day and work very hard after the birth as well. And developing the energy or drive to do so while pregnant is extremely difficult.

    • @jaygee5874
      @jaygee5874 Před rokem +1

      Bot catchers

    • @NS-sx4dq
      @NS-sx4dq Před rokem +4

      @@SarahbearJayne it’s not genetics, your just lazy and don’t work out/restrict calories, while Hila does.

    • @stellabella3337
      @stellabella3337 Před rokem

      ​@@NS-sx4dq shut up

  • @cristinaw3122
    @cristinaw3122 Před rokem +766

    Seeing hila go from beanies and cool T-shirt’s to experimenting with more art style fashion is so cool. She rocks both ❤

    • @LaurenElizabethYT
      @LaurenElizabethYT Před rokem +18

      I know right! It’s crazy how amazing she looks in plain casual outfits, but then also comes in with these high fashion outfits 😍 she’d look good wearing anything but I’ve been loving all her different looks

    • @Erakkohemuli
      @Erakkohemuli Před rokem +10

      Like she could wear a potato sack and look amazing

    • @alishac5096
      @alishac5096 Před rokem +7

      Confidence, happiness and kindness are So attractive and she’s got all three. ❤🧡💛

    • @mikkaylamcalister7904
      @mikkaylamcalister7904 Před rokem +4

      Feel like I'm transitioning lined up w hilas outfits and bravery 😂 truly tho seeing her so happy to this degree is amazing and we are like same age and I'm just living for every hola episode this year

  • @codeinedd
    @codeinedd Před rokem +1512

    ethan : i’m alpha we need to put it out there
    also ethan : okay let’s get glammed 💅

    • @kayk6330
      @kayk6330 Před rokem +141

      being comfortable with his sexuality 🥰 king!

    • @ferctk
      @ferctk Před rokem +101

      Alpha confidence.

    • @mrcoolandcutedude
      @mrcoolandcutedude Před rokem

      @@Zack-504 damn the tatertots are here. Insecure child

    • @DrGonzo-ef8ir
      @DrGonzo-ef8ir Před rokem +53

      ​@@Zack-504 found the incel

    • @dmt472
      @dmt472 Před rokem +29

      @@Zack-504 Imagine being so insecure in yourself

  • @shannonhadfield7482
    @shannonhadfield7482 Před rokem +353

    The segment addressing mental health, suicide, and toxic masculinity was so important. Thank you for speaking on this, it could literally save someone’s life!!

    • @joeydiaz5927
      @joeydiaz5927 Před rokem +1

      No one should take advice from Ethan. Very positive thing he preached he does the exact opposite. Also there no such thing as toxic masculinity. Just toxic men.

    • @raverdash92
      @raverdash92 Před rokem +8

      @@joeydiaz5927 ???

    • @stevenaka20
      @stevenaka20 Před rokem

      @@raverdash92 what did you not understand? My little pony pfp mental illness for sure

    • @RobHel
      @RobHel Před rokem +1

      ​@@joeydiaz5927 preach son... 😅
      Holy Shit

  • @deadboi8989
    @deadboi8989 Před rokem +389

    As a male who lifts and does powerlifting, I found comfort in the gym it was my life it cured my depression UNTIL I got injured and I had to stop and I completely gave up on myself. The gym is a crutch to lean on and it helps but leaning on it too much and then having it stripped from you can send you into a downward spiral. I’ve loved this podcast for so long and Ethan speaks so many truths especially about toxic masculinity culture and how damaging it can be
    Edit: all of the comments I’ve gotten have been super supportive y’all are so awesome!

    • @ricciamber
      @ricciamber Před rokem +4

      Depression doesn't work like that. 🙃

    • @deadboi8989
      @deadboi8989 Před rokem +38

      @@ricciamber I’ve been diagnosed since I was in 8th grade, cured isn’t the right term but it was a bandaid fix that worked for a year or so. Just putting my story out so people that feel like their depression is gone, fixed or lessened while they’re working out know that it isn’t permanent and it can cause a major crash.

    • @snewal
      @snewal Před rokem +6

      My cousin is the same way. He says when he is not active he feels depressed and could be because I feel the gym is a nice form of meditation and grounding yourself because you have to focus on the body and in that moment free your mind of any troubling thoughts. But yes, it helps but sometimes you also need counseling or medication to fully confront the depression

    • @theuseriwantedwastaken
      @theuseriwantedwastaken Před rokem +3

      I hope you're doing better bud💓

    • @allisonhogarth2983
      @allisonhogarth2983 Před rokem +5

      you’re absolutely right that it alone is a bandaid! the long term solution is going to be multifaceted. exercise, therapy (or more generally just improving the way you think and your thought processes), diet (eat good, feel good), possibly medications (antidepressants or fixing an issue that can cause depression eg thyroid problems) or supplements (deficiencies can also cause depression), lifestyle changes (work, who you surround yourself with, hobbies) and SO much more.

  • @magdat6194
    @magdat6194 Před rokem +1835

    Ethan and Hilas relationship shows me to never settle🥺Love their support and gratitude and love for each other even after all these years❤

  • @righthandeddashboard
    @righthandeddashboard Před rokem +358

    it’s actually heartwarming watching how supportive ethan is of hila becoming more comfortable with herself😭

    • @righthandeddashboard
      @righthandeddashboard Před rokem +2

      @@lazylion420 tf are u talking about? just because someone is skinny doesn’t mean they are automatically going to be confident… when they first started h3 hila was absolutely terrified of being behind the camera and it’s amazing watching her go from that to this.

  • @blkkatemoss
    @blkkatemoss Před rokem +253

    Ethan: “what’s with people just reacting silently on IG reels?”
    Also Ethan: ** spends 20 minutes silently reacting to a tiktok live on air **

    • @CantTellYou
      @CantTellYou Před rokem +4

      😂 I love when I can’t tell if he’s being ironic or not, I usually just assume yes...but here I can’t tell

  • @Momislitaf
    @Momislitaf Před rokem +139

    The fact that Ethan almost cried made me cry I think you have a big influence on your audience n I’m thankful for you n the crew spreading good info

  • @Galvantez
    @Galvantez Před rokem +710

    Not to belabour the point, but Hila is an inspiration to shy guys as well. I've always identified with her. She also got me to appreciate fashion and helped me understand what being a good partner means.
    Though I miss when Hila was more involved with the show, I now cherish these Friday eps when she joins in ❤

  • @cpretzel2558
    @cpretzel2558 Před rokem +373

    Zach’s “fill that bag up” sound bite during the diva cup bit didn’t get enough attention. Genius.

    • @5alchipapa
      @5alchipapa Před rokem +7

      That made me laugh so hard it gave me a headache

    • @JohnSmith-dh8zx
      @JohnSmith-dh8zx Před rokem +6

      2:17:35 for the clip with some context

  • @littlelianna
    @littlelianna Před rokem +237

    as someone who goes to the gym 6-7 days a week. Exercise can help and be an outlet but therapy and medication has helped my depression and anxiety the most. Just like Hila said without it I couldn’t even get out of bed to make it to the gym in the first place 💕 Ethan is the new Alpha

    • @autumn3327
      @autumn3327 Před rokem +7

      Yupppp I work out almost everyday and I still need my antidepressants

    • @annikadudley
      @annikadudley Před 8 měsíci +1

      100% agree I think a balance of both allows for a strong body and strong mind

    • @brittanylight2629
      @brittanylight2629 Před 5 měsíci

      Thank you for saying this! I was always told to exercise and meditate. But before therapy and meds, being alone, in silence, with only my thoughts was a terrifying endeavor.
      Its like being able to change a lightbulb. I can totally do it, I just need a boost from a step stool.
      Much love to you. Stay strong. ❤️

  • @LARBIFICATION
    @LARBIFICATION Před rokem +543

    Who the hell calls their partner a "dumb fuck" and "pathetic?" that girl dodged a bullet by uncovering this mindset in her partner

    • @LadyAurian
      @LadyAurian Před rokem +27

      I don't think it was real. I don't want to believe there's a person out there who can have their partner speak like that, and then go "Ethan you ruined my relationship". A more appropriate title would be "Thanks Ethan for saving me from a toxic relationship".

    • @Justhppy2behere
      @Justhppy2behere Před rokem +8

      @@LadyAurian you seriously don’t think domestic abuse is real? is that a joke? there are millions of couple just like this… it’s a very real and very serious issue in the world. always has been. just because you don’t like it, doesn’t make it any less real.

    • @LadyAurian
      @LadyAurian Před rokem +12

      @@Justhppy2behere I get the feeling that you did not read my comment.

    • @alexakimov
      @alexakimov Před rokem

      @@LadyAurian well my ex called me many many names like dumb c*unt for example and yet even when I finally broke up with him I was still sad the relationship was over. Kind of like abuse messes with your head….

    • @LadyAurian
      @LadyAurian Před rokem +2

      @Vooknu Sheckler Doesn't seem you read either. When that abusive relationship finally did end, did you go around complaining that it ended and being upset about whatever it was that brought it about?
      Abuse is real. I never said it wasn't. I've been there myself. What I'd prefer to believe was fake, is the viewer blaming Ethan for their toxic relationship ending. I'd prefer to think they were glad to have seen to their partners core early so they can get away.

  • @lilyberkk
    @lilyberkk Před rokem +454

    The biggest alpha move is to admit your weaknesses and your struggles and work through them. Thank you to the pod for always being so open and honest about mental health issues and inspiring us. ✌🏻❤️

    • @acashew4346
      @acashew4346 Před rokem

      Yeah, these guys are acting like Al Capone, which they would take as a compliment, but guess what? Al Capone died of untreated syphilis because it would have "made him appear weak" to seek treatment. Dude lost his mind and then died due to him being so "masculine". I fail to see how that is laudable.

  • @dr.gneissunicorn3853
    @dr.gneissunicorn3853 Před rokem +576

    I love Hila! Her saying with a big smile on her face, "I am having so much fun" is EVERYTHING! We love a queen!!!

    • @Paula-zt9ol
      @Paula-zt9ol Před rokem +7

      I just watched that part as I read your comment and it made me smile so big. It was so freaking cute of her 💕

    • @strawbunny99
      @strawbunny99 Před rokem +21

      I remember when she used to be so shy and barley say anything when she was on camera with Ethan. Her evolution has been so beautiful and amazing

    • @angelvu
      @angelvu Před rokem +2

      @@strawbunny99yeessss and she's so much more open to expressing herself now, truly an inspiration ❤

  • @squirrelbugg99
    @squirrelbugg99 Před rokem +81

    Going on antidepressants was the worst time of my life. It literally made me have awful breakdowns. Like crying, rocking, incoherent for nearly an hour each time I had to take them for the first few days. And the journey to even get to that point was so long, it didn’t seem worth it until it started working. I was fragile for a long time afterwards still, but it gave me the baseline to fix what was wrong inside myself. I’ll probably be on them for the rest of my life and I’ve accepted that. At first, I felt weak for needing something more to function at 50% of what normal people function by themselves, but I realize now that it just gives me the ability to be on a level playing field with people who can just live and make serotonin themselves. I’m at a point now where I feel genuinely happy and like life is worth living. I never thought I’d be here. I didn’t even think I’d live past 18. I’m 24 in 6 months, seven years past my own expiration date, still kickin!!!!

    • @Madness200
      @Madness200 Před rokem +4

      🙏 F A M I L Y 🙏
      🙏 F A M I L Y 🙏
      🙏 F A M I L Y 🙏

    • @emilyrobbins4097
      @emilyrobbins4097 Před rokem +1

      🫶

    • @aoky9179
      @aoky9179 Před rokem +2

      Proud of you. You are brave and strong and it’s awesome that you are working on helping yourself and taking those scary steps. Hope you’re well

    • @archeevay8849
      @archeevay8849 Před 10 měsíci +1

      So so happy for you ❤

  • @gigi-dazzle
    @gigi-dazzle Před rokem +443

    Imagining Ethan saying the worst thing possible and then accidentally hitting the “dump him” button instead of THE button ☠️

    • @CantTellYou
      @CantTellYou Před rokem +9

      bound to happen 😂 “no no no no I meant to dump the AUUUUDIIIOOOO”

    • @ameibabei
      @ameibabei Před rokem +1

      I'm cackling 😂😂

  • @elkebelle8449
    @elkebelle8449 Před rokem +787

    I think it was hilarious on Wednesday how Sebastian kept telling Ethan to lose weight when he already has lost a ton of weight and is still in the process of losing weight and working out. Ethan didn’t even mention it he’s so humble lol

    • @mrstarfishh33
      @mrstarfishh33 Před rokem +23

      I mean to be fair Ethan stopped losing weight. He has mentioned recently he isn't really working out and eating as well lately. Hopefully he gets below 200 again one day. I'm not sure if it's his diet solely or something else, but he has seemed so unhealthy the past few years.

    • @kaweenis
      @kaweenis Před rokem

      @@mrstarfishh33 ur such an obvious troll

    • @Neil-qg9cw
      @Neil-qg9cw Před rokem +33

      ​@@mrstarfishh33 It's definitely solely diet, maintaining a calorie deficit is a constant fight for some people. He's definitely at a much healthier weight than he was.

    • @Neil-qg9cw
      @Neil-qg9cw Před rokem +57

      ​@@666slateran666 You don't speak for everyone lol, not even close. People can be inspirational for lots of different reasons to different people. Ethan is a very successful creator. Your sweeping statement is redundant.

    • @skodenshkodebiish9300
      @skodenshkodebiish9300 Před rokem +45

      ​@@666slateran666If you feel torn down by the things Ethan says, maybe that's a sign you need to reevaluate how you see the world

  • @PunkyVal
    @PunkyVal Před rokem +675

    it's so nice seeing Ethan kissing his caregiver so tenderly. But seriously, you two are so inspiring that any alpha male can't comprehend.

  • @Jojo-pt7uj
    @Jojo-pt7uj Před rokem +366

    I love switching to Olivia and Loves shared camera, to see them both react at the same time has a great vibe

  • @Amelia-zv3jp
    @Amelia-zv3jp Před rokem +42

    hila and ethans relationship truly is so iconic. they just fit each other so well and they have since the beginning i adore them so much

  • @gracesgoodvibes
    @gracesgoodvibes Před rokem +142

    i think what a lot of people don't understand about depression is that yes, it can be helped by changing your lifestyle, but some people are suffering so deeply they need to be medicated in order to even get themselves to a point where changing their lifestyle is a possibility.

    • @skodenshkodebiish9300
      @skodenshkodebiish9300 Před rokem +14

      I'm so grateful for a professional who explained to me there is "having depression" and there is "being depressed" some people can develop a full clinical depression, and others can go Through A depression. They are very similar but not the same, and we're treating as one

    • @calvinlee8103
      @calvinlee8103 Před rokem

      The alpha clowns don't understand that being very sad due to something bad in your life is not depression. Depression is a chemical imbalance in your brain. It can't be fixed by bettering your life. Sadness can, but not depression. A chemical imbalance is fixed by taking medication that balances those chemicals; not by getting a six pack. They simply don't understand what depression is, and think it just means very very sad, because they are very very dumb.

  • @Roaringmoonbeam
    @Roaringmoonbeam Před rokem +162

    Hila's look this episode is by far one of my top 3 outfits she has ever worn, she's just stunning. Ethan blowing into the Diva Cup MADE MY DAY.

  • @josiewilkerson3770
    @josiewilkerson3770 Před rokem +31

    I really loved how supportive and curious Ethan was about women’s products. After seeing men on other platforms try the same type of segment but make fun of the products or not try to learn, this was a breathe of fresh air! Thank you for taking a peak behind the curtain with an open mind. It’s super important to show. Love ya, keep it up!

  • @khajiitofthehiddenleafvill4302

    Olivia and love’s fist bumps melts my heart and Olivia’s little wink, I love them 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🖤🖤🖤

    • @stephanieann8805
      @stephanieann8805 Před rokem +1

      Time stamp? Please

    • @vansdan.
      @vansdan. Před rokem +3

      h3 bachelor??

    • @ms.bigbooty
      @ms.bigbooty Před rokem +4

      I always thought they'd be so cute together 🤭

    • @kkoolj3465
      @kkoolj3465 Před rokem +1

      @@stephanieann8805 2:23:00

    • @cassandra811
      @cassandra811 Před 5 měsíci +2

      @@ms.bigbootylol that’s so random. Brother and sister vibes for sure

  • @Infamousblackbird
    @Infamousblackbird Před rokem +581

    As a male member of the audience I'm taking the Ethan pill.

    • @mrstarfishh33
      @mrstarfishh33 Před rokem +37

      Don't take too many, they got hella calories 😂

    • @cryzzztle90210
      @cryzzztle90210 Před rokem +13

      You’re one of the good ones 🙌

    • @angelo2751
      @angelo2751 Před rokem +15

      male viewers rise up

    • @Zack-504
      @Zack-504 Před rokem +2

      Should be taking the diet pill.

    • @HyperManic1000
      @HyperManic1000 Před rokem

      ​@@Zack-504Brother you need to get a life and touch grass. Sending hate replies on every comment cannot be good for you

  • @grandmawitch
    @grandmawitch Před rokem +510

    Would lovvvve if Hila did temporary pastel hair colors while she has the platinum blonde.
    Lavender would slayyyyy

    • @bybelab.8720
      @bybelab.8720 Před rokem +20

      esp purple bc it fades into silver. a vegan one like manic panic

    • @mrstarfishh33
      @mrstarfishh33 Před rokem +4

      She needs to let her hair heal. She destroyed it with the bleaching.

    • @grantw9635
      @grantw9635 Před rokem +28

      @@mrstarfishh33 with peace and love - how much time do you spend every day posting hate comments on this channel? 🤗

    • @liva5331
      @liva5331 Před rokem +21

      @@mrstarfishh33 semi dyes dont have oxydants in them therefore they just stain and dont harm the hair any further ✌🏻&❤

    • @mrstarfishh33
      @mrstarfishh33 Před rokem +2

      @@grantw9635 I'm just saying she shouldn't mess with her hair for a while. Don't think that's hateful.

  • @lannaa3393
    @lannaa3393 Před rokem +29

    My 4 year old daughters father unalived himself last year. He was a marine veteran, constantly in the gym, had a beautiful family and even had his own non-profit for supporting veterans in their depression. Definitely what these idiots would have seen as “alpha”. He was always super against therapy and I really think it would’ve helped him unfortunately it’s too late. I seriously can’t believe they think depression is just a rut that you can somehow pull yourself out of by going to the gym and posting selfies of their gains… L O L.

    • @madz500
      @madz500 Před 7 měsíci +8

      I really hope you and your daughter are doing okay ❤

  • @saraposkonka1949
    @saraposkonka1949 Před rokem +47

    The fact that nobody told Ethan the sticky bras go by chicken cutlets AFTER he even said it looks like chicken made me so sad lol

  • @emilywires5692
    @emilywires5692 Před rokem +440

    Hila takes my breath away recently with all the different looks she’s been serving. Super slayian form

  • @madelinef17
    @madelinef17 Před rokem +147

    “i’m back. i’m back on boba” at 3:23:20 💀 ethan completely switching sides about boba within the span of 2 minutes is so on brand tbh

  • @woozie3241
    @woozie3241 Před rokem +85

    I just wanna say that im so thankful for this show! 💛 If i hadn't started watching in 2019 when i was 18 I would probably be a different person today like a Tate fan or smthing. Thank you Hila and Ethan and the crew for influencing me during my formative years. My irl friends from high school are all tater fans and i just feel like I would be in the same boat, being toxic and insecure.
    Ethan and this show have genuinely helped me "understand" women, be confident and trust my partner. Hila and Sam are especially SLAYING today. Absolute queens! Peace and love ✌️♥️

  • @iamfallfromgrace
    @iamfallfromgrace Před rokem +83

    The crew are all looking so healthy and snatched! It’s so cool seeing everyone feeling themselves and feeling strong - especially Hila 💪🏼🔥

  • @MenaRed
    @MenaRed Před rokem +141

    sebastian: your brand is dying
    also sebastian: oh there were 43k people watching?

  • @eeviedoodles7568
    @eeviedoodles7568 Před rokem +252

    The Boomer Mom post was so heartbreaking. My brother was very fit, always played sports, he made good money, but that didn't make him happy. He appeared happy but deep down he wasn't. If we knew we would have encouraged him to get the help he needed. These alpha males "advice" that men just need to go to the gym is absolute bull. There is more help out there and no one should feel ashamed seeking it.

    • @amandaohara9524
      @amandaohara9524 Před rokem +5

      I'm so sorry ❤❤❤

    • @calvinlee8103
      @calvinlee8103 Před rokem +3

      My brother passed away in a similarly unexpected way 3 years ago. Nobody knew he was struggling until he was gone. It's been really fucking hard. I'm so sorry that you understand that pain as well.

    • @dangerxbadger2300
      @dangerxbadger2300 Před rokem +2

      ​@@calvinlee8103 so sorry bro. Honestly. ❤

    • @eeviedoodles7568
      @eeviedoodles7568 Před rokem +1

      @@calvinlee8103 I'm sorry to hear that. It is crazy how the most happy looking people are sometimes the most depressed. When I look back I notice the signs, he just hid them very well that to me they weren't there at the time

    • @eeviedoodles7568
      @eeviedoodles7568 Před rokem +1

      @@amandaohara9524 thank you Amanda

  • @brookenoel3346
    @brookenoel3346 Před rokem +33

    Ethan and Hila and their emotional maturity is something to truly look up to as a young person. I’ve been in toxic relationships, and the way they talked about love is exactly what i’ve learned and what I want. I have so much respect for them.

  • @ashes941
    @ashes941 Před rokem +28

    dan describing the diva cup as being “like a linebacker, baby” bc nothing gets past it was one of the funniest things i’ve heard this year

  • @kelseychangesthesubject4281

    Hila is so slay every single day I’m constantly impressed by her style

    • @ba6561
      @ba6561 Před rokem +7

      Kelsey YOU slay quaen! 👸

    • @lexycalvert8481
      @lexycalvert8481 Před rokem +41

      @@btafbm or maybe she’s just having fun?

    • @ccrowley2837
      @ccrowley2837 Před rokem +26

      @@btafbm wearing makeup shows you enjoy presenting yourself in multiple lenses because it’s.. fun? Grow upppp

    • @ccrowley2837
      @ccrowley2837 Před rokem +3

      I love watching how much she’s grown into her own over the past couple years. Slayyyyy mama

    • @sarahmarshall2474
      @sarahmarshall2474 Před rokem +21

      ​​@@btafbm since the dawn of time, makeup has been a form of self expression. From the ancient Egyptians using charcoal around their eyes, to Celtic tribes, Vikings, indigenous cultures from the Americas, Australia, Africa - my point is, that all cultures have used makeup in some way as a form of self expression, for literally thousands of years. It takes confidence to express yourself through style

  • @WickedDEbeats
    @WickedDEbeats Před rokem +904

    Shout out to Hila for having fun with her new looks, it's so great to see her coming out off her shell 🐚 We Stan Ethan for hyping up his Queen ✌️ ❤️

  • @tfjada5603
    @tfjada5603 Před rokem +27

    Not sure how I went the past two years not knowing Lena had curly hair but I LOVE every time it cuts to her and she’s got the curls flowing, Such a stunning crew of women all around! ❤️🤩

  • @pooka994
    @pooka994 Před rokem +27

    I love how Olivia, Sam, Lena, and Hila have brought a female perspective to the show over the last couple years. I always felt like the female perspective was lacking years ago when the crew was predominantly male, so it’s so great seeing their contributions grow the show ❤ love all the guys too, just wanna shout out my girlies!

  • @ninipeach1595
    @ninipeach1595 Před rokem +107

    loves little “to get list” was so cute - as a woman this podcast really makes me feel appreciated and listened too. I think a big reason why men don’t know a lot about women’s products/ inventions is because like the sebastian episode men just literally don’t listen to women or their contributions so why would we try to tell men about the cool stuff we have when they probably aren’t listening anyway

  • @mandybutler4043
    @mandybutler4043 Před rokem +254

    Even though the conversation with Sébastien filled me with a rage I've never known before, I loved that Ethan did not back down and challenged that harmful narrative him and too many others are spewing.

  • @maddynye
    @maddynye Před rokem +68

    tbh I’m struggling with the idea of taking meds myself, so hearing ethan talk so candidly about mental health and medication is something i realllllyyyy appreciate as i try to come to my own terms with my feelings around it.

    • @julieeedrumm
      @julieeedrumm Před rokem +5

      I struggled with starting mine too, but honestly the best choice I ever made! You can always stop these things if they don't work so don't be scared and do what's best for you❤

    • @maddynye
      @maddynye Před rokem +2

      @@julieeedrumm thank you for your kind words of support, much appreciated! ✌️& ❤️

    • @umpinkhi7785
      @umpinkhi7785 Před rokem +1

      honestly it’s just different for everyone. any ssri i try and take has a bad effect on me physically bc i get serotonin syndrome but i think for most people it helps them

    • @CantTellYou
      @CantTellYou Před rokem +2

      It almost never hurts to try & if it doesn’t work, don’t give up! If your doctor wants to try a different type, give it a shot. A lot of the commonly prescribed medications aren’t for everybody but there’s at least one that will help you a lot, or at least some

  • @aoky9179
    @aoky9179 Před rokem +13

    You can tell that Ethan making hila laugh fills his heart up. Making her smile and laugh makes him so happy. He would do anything to make her laugh

  • @annared2000
    @annared2000 Před rokem +315

    We need to remember that fam that unalived themselves, that could have been any of us. We need to support each other so much more. Thank you Ethan for spreading awareness

    • @Iminsideyourwall_
      @Iminsideyourwall_ Před rokem

      Yeah we need to spread awareness but then there are some kids like Sebastian who think mental illness is a joke and can be gone if ignored or by going to the gym or else they will be “weak” if they seek help

    • @jaimecohen7584
      @jaimecohen7584 Před rokem +9

      This was a beautiful statement ❤

    • @ambermitchell4066
      @ambermitchell4066 Před rokem +4

      yes yes and more yes

    • @amandaohara9524
      @amandaohara9524 Před rokem +16

      This could have easily been me, and easily still could. I bawled listening to Ethan read her post. Make fun of me all you want, but at this point in my life, 99.95% of the time, this podcast is the only thing that stops me from ending it all.

    • @ambermitchell4066
      @ambermitchell4066 Před rokem +9

      @@amandaohara9524 know you have the family. you can message me any time ❤️

  • @gillianhaley8066
    @gillianhaley8066 Před rokem +258

    Goodness me, I teared up listening to that post from the mum. It is so so hard to feel weak, it is so hard to ask for help, it is just so hard. Having clinical depression, antidepressants saved me. Thank you Ethan for being the inspiring man we all need, I know you don’t think of yourself as inspiring but you are. Being so open, honest and vulnerable is hard, but it helps people more than you know.

    • @bogw1tch
      @bogw1tch Před rokem +3

      Sending love ❤❤ I'm in the same boat, the decision to take anti depressants was hard and I definitely experience some pretty shit side effects but I'm still here and so are you 💕💕

    • @gillianhaley8066
      @gillianhaley8066 Před rokem +1

      @@bogw1tch you got this ❤️ we’re in this together

    • @shaunsocha421
      @shaunsocha421 Před rokem +2

      Honestly same, made me cry so much, without diverting/adding too much personal context I lost a person at the end of Jan and I know for a fact Ethan/h3 was a massive part of immediately booking therapy & getting medication after that. I'd probably still be a non functional mess at this point without it. Seriously such a massive net positive

    • @gillianhaley8066
      @gillianhaley8066 Před rokem

      @@shaunsocha421 so so sorry for your loss. Proud of you for taking the steps to help yourself, you got this ❤️

    • @EmmaMendez
      @EmmaMendez Před rokem +2

      Me too bc I imagine that if I had been successful in unaliving myself then that post would've been exactly what my mum would feel

  • @LynnieKoko
    @LynnieKoko Před rokem +36

    Ethan’s testimony about depression, as well as that mother’s note about her son, brought me to tears. It’s truly something special to see someone so vulnerable and honest nowadays especially publicly and online. Thank you Ethan and Hila for cultivating such an open space for fans to connect and to hear from you guys when it matters most. Family ❤

  • @ReadyEddielicious
    @ReadyEddielicious Před rokem +24

    I'm glad to be part of the H3 audience, and more cis males should be comfortable to be in other than boy's clubs. Seeing this community grow with more women made me feel confident in my own values, and treat my femininity and masculinity more fairly, not so rigidly. So big thanks to you , H3 family 💙

  • @maisondelabriques6598
    @maisondelabriques6598 Před rokem +398

    From the discussion about mental health, to Ethan learning about beauty products, this was an absolutely amazing episode! ✌&💖

  • @internallyscreaming90
    @internallyscreaming90 Před rokem +160

    The conversation Ethan had regarding men’s mental health is one of the many reasons why I love these guys ❤❤

  • @milliegreenwelljones5494
    @milliegreenwelljones5494 Před rokem +51

    i swear hila just gets more fine with age i am in awe

  • @juliaxandxsean
    @juliaxandxsean Před rokem +16

    licensed skincare specialist here watching the ice globe segment 🥰 i would loveeeee to give ethan & hila + crew skin consultations & facials lol!! warms my heart seeing them talk about skincare lol

  • @mikaela3399
    @mikaela3399 Před rokem +96

    so thankful for Ethan speaking up about depression/mental health and defending medication. I didn’t have the courage to start medication until I hit my rock bottom. it has changed my life. I’ve struggled with mental health for almost a decade, and starting my anti anxiety meds was the best decision I’ve ever made. people like sebastian don’t understand that medication isn’t a cure-all type of deal. medication has to be used in combination with therapy and coping skills to manage your anxiety and depression. it’s hard work, but it’s worth it.

  • @lp.6559
    @lp.6559 Před rokem +86

    Reading that mom's statement and trying not to cry because that could have been my mom since I tried unaliving myself a few years ago. Your guy's content and Ethan openly speaking and bringing to light these subjects is so important! I'm glad I went to therapy and took medication because otherwise I wouldn't be living my best life today! Love you guys ❤

    • @24sar24
      @24sar24 Před rokem +4

      Glad you're still here with us. Family ❤

  • @amandaj6139
    @amandaj6139 Před rokem +14

    It’s so refreshing to hear someone talk so openly about depression. I went through my own struggle and spent an entire year trying to avoid taking medication because of the stigma behind it. Little did I know, it was the medication that allowed me to get up and exercise, allowed me to go for interviews and find a job I am passionate about. Medication isn’t the “easy way out”, it’s the push some people need to get back to a healthy mental state and take back charge of their lives.

  • @sarahhirschensohn3346
    @sarahhirschensohn3346 Před rokem +46

    Every time Ethan and Gabe smile at each other I lose it

  • @jayceebutler1458
    @jayceebutler1458 Před rokem +121

    Hila looks like she could star in the movie clueless and I am LIVING for it !!! Love this look on her.

  • @quinadams3181
    @quinadams3181 Před rokem +35

    for some reason i really love when the h3 crew partakes in "girly" stuff, like the time they all did their makeup together, and i loved today's segment when they reviewed women's beauty products. i find it really cute and i'm not sure how to articulate why, maybe it's the lack of toxic masculinity that i find comforting?? idk

    • @sam-on7ov
      @sam-on7ov Před rokem +2

      maybe because youre a girl or gay guy with that interest/hobby and you find it familiar and comforting

  • @jaketomaszewski2628
    @jaketomaszewski2628 Před rokem +15

    i saw ethans toe jam while eating pasta and to be honest this is why I watch this show. Truly avant garde

  • @LadyAurian
    @LadyAurian Před rokem +21

    I love that Ethan is comfortable enough to play around with what he knows is a menstrual cup, doing things like sucking on it and putting it on his eye. I know so many men who would not even touch it, even though it's brand new and never used. We need more men who are that comfortable around the concept of menstruation and products used for them. That sort of thing does a lot to de-stigmatize periods and people who have them.

  • @vividyellowvelvet3457
    @vividyellowvelvet3457 Před rokem +81

    This is why I watch this podcast bc I’m 23 and I honestly learn a lot from hearing people way older than me talk about issues. Gives me this new perspective on things and sometimes it helps me see how flawed my thinking can be at times and hearing them break it down helps me understand and stay open minded and even guide me to a better way of seeing and understand things.

    • @EmmaMendez
      @EmmaMendez Před rokem +6

      Same here!! Its people like Sebastian that give young people a bad name, he genuinely believes that he knows more with less life experience.

    • @emily-jm8kw
      @emily-jm8kw Před rokem

      family family family

  • @nopeee420
    @nopeee420 Před rokem +134

    Everyone knows that warm feeling when you cuddle up with your pup, some snacks and a slug (or drink) for your favorite show and the fact that I get that now FIVE TIMES A WEEK with the new lore videos truly makes you guys the #1 show for me.
    You’ve surpassed Howard Stern in my book and that’s saying ALOTTT coming from me.
    LOVE THE FAMILY 🫶🏽🥹

    • @alliedarky
      @alliedarky Před rokem +5

      I’m petsitting this weekend so I’m snuggled with dogs and a glass of wine watch h3. It is the best!!

    • @CadgerChristmasLightShow
      @CadgerChristmasLightShow Před rokem

      For podcast members it's 6 times a week! I love almost every day having new h3 content to watch

  • @FlubberGamer
    @FlubberGamer Před rokem +5

    I don’t watch consistently, but I have been a fan for a long time and it has been absolutely amazing seeing Hila’s growth as a person, as a woman, and as a mother. Seeing her go from a somewhat shy person who didn’t seem that comfortable on camera to a badass business owning mother who is constantly experimenting with her look/style has been awe inspiring. As someone who tends to be hyper-aware of my own thoughts which leads to feeling like I’m helplessly immersed in a sea of anxiety, the way Hila has gotten more comfortable in her own skin has really helped me feel better when I have those wonderfully bad days where I feel like all my hard work has been pointless.

  • @TheDudimus
    @TheDudimus Před rokem +8

    1:41:19 Dan throwing shade at Zach's half-baked comments always cracks me up. Super big brother energy.

  • @danielleolivia4545
    @danielleolivia4545 Před rokem +106

    Ethan's curiosity through the whole girlie segment was so wholesome + funny 😂🥲

    • @alishac5096
      @alishac5096 Před rokem +4

      He’s proudly identifying the items, which is honestly so nice to see. ❤

  • @h3animated
    @h3animated Před rokem +42

    Thanks so much for the shoutout!!🤩 it was so cool to see on the pod! this is really the best day ever, i appreciate everyone going to check it out ❤❤

  • @elliem0
    @elliem0 Před rokem +9

    I’m so glad they’re addressing depression and medication. As someone who’s struggled with anxiety and postpartum depression and think I have depression but haven’t ever had the courage to seek help it is an insanely important topic. I so appreciate this. I’ve been in a situation where my coworkers say that going to the gym has “cured” their depression when just like Hila said, it’s a funk they’re just going through. So It feels pretty shitty when people say that because the gym or meditation isn’t the answer to all the problems, talking to a professional is.

  • @cjr21
    @cjr21 Před rokem +143

    I just started watching them in like 21 and I can see Hila’s huge change in confidence. She talks way more too, it’s like being a mother made her whole!

    • @hallybug2692
      @hallybug2692 Před rokem +3

      Yes!!❤❤

    • @sarasmith8037
      @sarasmith8037 Před rokem +33

      I think taking more independent charge with TF and coming into her own with fashion was a positive evolution for her.

    • @sabrooskie
      @sabrooskie Před rokem +3

      I’ve been watching since 2016 and in the last year I’ve been doing my own fashion experiment. I’ve always been into make up but have 2 older sisters so only wore hand-me-downs growing up. It was scary at first but i seeing someone else going through it so successfully has gotten me to take risks and it pays off. I also just bought my first expensive purse and everyone is telling me it looks like a taco hahaha

    • @curri189
      @curri189 Před rokem

      I'm 21. f*ck you.

  • @user-bv6fh7nk8g6x
    @user-bv6fh7nk8g6x Před rokem +124

    Gabe is me when I have to do small talk. The awkwardness is real. 😂

    • @turbocharged6805
      @turbocharged6805 Před rokem +7

      White claw gabe is wholesome af tho

    • @user-bv6fh7nk8g6x
      @user-bv6fh7nk8g6x Před rokem +7

      ​@@turbocharged6805 He is, I just relate to that awkwardness and the silent pauses so much! Love Gabe!

    • @frosty_teacup
      @frosty_teacup Před rokem +2

      Right lmao, although Gabe is better at dodging the awkwardness and finding an appropriate response lmao

    • @turbocharged6805
      @turbocharged6805 Před rokem +2

      I think I speak for all of us when I say we are Gabe’s target audience as awkward beans

  • @isabelleross6309
    @isabelleross6309 Před rokem +11

    The menstrual cup bit killed me😭 and every time they said they’d be scared about it spilling I was dying bc even though I

  • @hateme2202
    @hateme2202 Před rokem +10

    That comment from the fans mom was so important. Counseling and medication saves peoples lives. It’s okay to need help and there are many people that will be happy to help you. Stay safe and love yourself.

  • @anon9203
    @anon9203 Před rokem +58

    As a male watcher i can’t explain how much ethan helps me be okay with myself not being a manly man

    • @aoky9179
      @aoky9179 Před rokem +13

      Being yourself is manly x

  • @Kb-gh2rk
    @Kb-gh2rk Před rokem +70

    Hila has such incredibly deep set and beautiful eyes. Her makeup looks incredible. It really accentuates her natural features. It’s doing exactly what it’s suppose to do! Stunning. I love the blonde as well.

  • @andreaaguirre1891
    @andreaaguirre1891 Před rokem +11

    I just want to say that the women on the podcast are incredible and I love how outspoken and strong and beautiful they are! You all encourage me to stronger and keep pushing everyday to be the best version of myself :) thank you ladies!!!!!❤❤❤

  • @suhbashtion
    @suhbashtion Před rokem +7

    You know you’re in the family when ethan stops himself from saying a button joke and you still know where his train of thought was

  • @whatintheworld7624
    @whatintheworld7624 Před rokem +57

    how do all the ladies on the show keep getting prettier!? sam looked especially gorgeous today

  • @GogglesandTrooper
    @GogglesandTrooper Před rokem +39

    Seeing Hila dress up and appreciate herself is really inspiring as someone who struggles with their appearance. I love this so much. Hila you’ve always been gorgeous but it’s awesome to see you happy! ❤

  • @bangchan0325
    @bangchan0325 Před rokem +6

    the fact that Love knows a lot about women's products is so cute to me

  • @hannahrey97
    @hannahrey97 Před rokem +8

    I wished I could’ve called in when they were talking about the diva cup. I think if someone is able to use it they should. Total game changer!

  • @user-vm6mw5xw7o
    @user-vm6mw5xw7o Před rokem +71

    when I started my period for the first time, the only feminine products I had were a couple of 3 year old pad samples I had gotten in a lil care pack from a girl health lecture they made us attend one day in 5th grade. after I used up those I had nothing but toilet paper. took me bleeding through my clothes a few times for my mom to notice it in the laundry, she just bought me a pack of pads and left it on my bed, literally didn’t say a word about it. I really wish I had someone to ask about things back then

    • @prophecygirl93
      @prophecygirl93 Před rokem +7

      Wow that is so sad 😞 I’m sorry

    • @crumpycat6338
      @crumpycat6338 Před rokem +4

      Ugh that is awful. I'm so sorry 😭 my parents never gave me any kind of sex talk, and it truly would've changed my life if they had.

    • @dangerxbadger2300
      @dangerxbadger2300 Před rokem

      I'm so sorry that was your experience. ❤

    • @brittnay279
      @brittnay279 Před rokem +2

      Wow. My experience was almost the same only it took longer for her to notice bc I had my older sisters pads…they were those thong ones tho! Like wtf, I was in sixth grade and very confused.

    • @puppicorpse9549
      @puppicorpse9549 Před rokem +1

      @@brittnay279 i never in my life knew thong pads exist until reading this

  • @vntgKiss
    @vntgKiss Před rokem +25

    I have been off my meds for a few weeks now and I was almost lying to myself, letting myself think that because I haven't had a severe anxiety attack or gone down a suicidal thought train (yet), that maybe I don't need them. This has inspired me to get off my damn ass and take my fucking meds. Cause I have a son, and a husband, and family and not only do they not deserve to chance my brain fucking me over like that... I deserve to be commited enough to myself to take what keeps me alive, keeps my mind clear, and makes me levelheaded. For ME. Thank you, Ethan.

    • @vntgKiss
      @vntgKiss Před rokem +5

      Not to mention my Lupus meds I have also been avoiding. I fucking deserve to not have organ damage. Anyone who says taking meds is the easy path has no idea how much time, persistance, care, and effort goes in to taking them. ANY medication.

    • @brittnay279
      @brittnay279 Před rokem +1

      @@vntgKiss do what’s best for you and your family, these ignorant people don’t mean shit honestly. They can say what they want but don’t ever let it concern you. They’re literally idiots. You sound like a supportive and caring parent/partner.

  • @ribbit36
    @ribbit36 Před rokem +8

    i was worried the main segment was gunna be like "Wow girl's are strange and so different from us males" but i love how it was just ethan being curious and learning
    v wholesome

  • @cookiekrum19
    @cookiekrum19 Před rokem +7

    YES KING! Women DO love confident men. This has been one of the most powerful episodes to me in awhile. Ethan is spitting nothing but facts about EVERYTHING! ❤

  • @chloexoxo95
    @chloexoxo95 Před rokem +15

    After years of me watching your content alone, I found a guy 5 years ago who has had to over hear you guys, has fallen in love with you guys, and now actively watches you guys with me. He loves having a supportive couple to look up to and having a guy who puts words to his beliefs. So thank you guys for being there for both of us.

    • @chloexoxo95
      @chloexoxo95 Před rokem +2

      Also Dan is his favorite with the dead pan stare as he claps, cracks him up everytime.

  • @peaceloveandbeauty6
    @peaceloveandbeauty6 Před rokem +31

    I just wanted to say that I really appreciate the openness about antidepressants. I was soooo depressed most of my childhood and into my adulthood. When Ethan started talking about antidepressants I began to consider talking to my doctor about it. When I eventually got up the courage to do that it took me an additional two years of eyeing the pills on my shelf before I took one. It has truly changed my life, and I wouldn’t be this happy had I not started taking them.

  • @emj9529
    @emj9529 Před rokem +7

    You should do a deep dive on the tax differences in male and females targeted products. Guess the price kind of game.

  • @Disectionsection
    @Disectionsection Před rokem +12

    As someone who is in the gym 4 times a week atleast, nothing beats confidence. Also taking a shower from time to time couldn't hurt

  • @dollcium4592
    @dollcium4592 Před rokem +25

    Ethan saying airdrop instead of dropship is making me cry lmao

  • @contrapasso
    @contrapasso Před rokem +28

    Olivia and Love’s delayed fist bump was the cutest thing 2:23:00

  • @anarose9689
    @anarose9689 Před rokem +9

    Thank you guys for this podcast. Medication for my depression/anxiety was one of my hardest decisions I’ve had to make. It took me years and my parents telling me they couldn’t deal with it anymore to get me on it, I tried multiple till I found what meditation was right for me. It wasn’t until months later when it started working fully, that I realised what life COULD be like. It wasn’t the easiest way out, death would’ve been that for me, and for many others. Thank you Ethan for talking about the truths of it, and thank you Hila for being the amazing, supportive woman that you are. Family

  • @anikkah6492
    @anikkah6492 Před rokem +29

    thank you ethan and hila for speaking so openly about mental health ❤️❤️

  • @austindensmore924
    @austindensmore924 Před rokem +14

    Just felt like i should mention this, probably about 6 months ago i was so lost in my life with a generalized anxiety disorder and at the time i didn’t know what it was and i could barley talk and form words because of so much bullshit that was going on in my head. I didn’t care about anything that i loved before i fell into it. I was so against and scared of medicine because of my dad and family told me that it was just some scam from the doctors and government to get money from me. I eventually had no other option because i was at the end of trying, so i tried different medicines until i found prozac that really saved my life. I couldn’t do anything so i started taking small steps after my mom pushing me to do better so i started washing the dishes and turning on y’all’s podcast. This podcast means the absolute world to me. I love you guys and i wish i had people like you guys in my real life. Thank you for everything you guys do and y’all truly are my family even if we never get to meet in person❤️ Peace and love, Peace and love 🥲❤️