I'm 35 years old, I quit my job at the office because I felt like dying every day, I fell into depression and had suic1dal thoughts. I'm single and at night I long for a hug to comfort me. I don't have many financial possibilities but I still have lots of dreams, I am trying to do the job I want to do and maybe one day i'll move to the other part of the world. Many people keep telling me that i'm old, but i don't wanna die without trying. It is frustrating, but I am here, one step at a time. Whoever is reading this, you're beautiful, you're not alone and you deserve all the love in the world. May all your dreams come true. I wish I could hug everyone.
Pick one dream, take a deep breath and commit yourself to pursuing it. Hold on to it, be steadfast in your efforts, smile, be kind, and someone will see you, they will get to know you and eventually the will love and comfort you. Never be ashamed to show your tears and always be honest with yourself and others - someone will find you - but remember "trust is earned not given"
I used to think of myself like that many times in the past, watching the sea on a cloudy day. Many people will say that they prefer the beach when it's sunny, but I prefer it when it's cloudy or even better, when it rains a little, I could sit and watch it for hours both in my dreams and in reality
@@stephendavanis7358 Exactly, nothing is better than cloudy/rainy days. But in my country it is quite rare, the weather mostly sunny and I don't like it
you are lucky that you are watching the sea, and I have never seen it, I was born in a small town of Uzbekistan with 200,000 thousand people, and now I live in Russia with more than 1,500,000 people and I am 20, I dream of getting to the USA but before that I see the whole of Europe, I hope my dream will come true
hiii im from uzbekistan too,and that pain is real i always wanted to have memories by the ocean/sea but i don't,i want to know how it feels when light ocean breeze touches your face👤🌊
@@mahfuzafozilova9034 you can fix this if you work without wishing yourself, because if you walk for a long time through an empty dark and cold tunnel, sooner or later light will appear
I want you to know something, Someday I might forget this and even forget the fact that I listened to this music for hours now. The feeling and experience it gave me made me write a poem and maybe I'll lose that too someday haha... But this music made me feel someway that I won't be able to ever forget and as i said i might someday forget the origin of the feeling, But hey you made me feel like I had a friend whom I told all my problems and he made this music for me. So Thank you friend. I'll remember you;)
thank you to all those kind people who wrote me warm and pleasant words, I spent my birthday well, thank you for congratulations, I rarely meet people like you, you are the best thank you all❤
the shore, where the waves has its own language of reflecting your own emotions; sadness, regrets, joy, comfort and all those mixed feelings yet they are so complex which attracted unwanted attention... sigh, wishing that days could move faster to forget these melancholic thoughts and move forward like it never happened, but i am still wishing for those days...
As the ocean met her eyes.. she took a deep breath and finally let go of all her fears. Her stress was taken away by the waves and upon closing her eyes a breeze settled through her lose hair. Her thoughts were only a drift away but yet felt unreachable. She loves him. She fell in love with one of her friends but is to afraid to te tell him. How would you tell something like that? But right here, right now she wasn't that scared anymore. Who would, when to ocean so carelessly could take all your worries away. A wave gently touched her bare feet in encouragement. With a final deep breath she turned around and started walking back to the houses. Having left her secret at sea, right with her courage to confess..
I don't know why, but the songs on this playlist make me extremely nostalgic. Of something that once was, but will never be again. Now it's just a memory that makes me sad because it stopped happening, but at the same time it makes me happy because it happened.🥲
Менің де қызықты еске алар, сәттерім болса екен деймін. Бұл маған байланысты. Сынып/мен бірге менде бірге барғым келеді,бірақ олармен жолыққанда жаман аура кешемін, өзімді жалғыз сезінемін, араларында жүрсемде.
Love and light to all those going through the motions. It's tough but you trying says your tougher. Hang in there ❤ God loves you. Yes Through all of it
I am turkish. And i understand english but i cant speak fluently in English. Right now, iwant to learn Spanish. But i have tried to learn a lot of languages before. German, Persian, Korean, Chinese. I have failed all of them. I studied for 2 or 3 weeks. I dont have discipline. I dont have any success. I've been interested in learning languages since I was kid. And thats the reason that i think i will learn 9 or 10 languages one day. The day will come. And i will speak fluently all of them. Sorry for my English. (this type of music is so calming. I relax when i listen to this type of music. If you read the comment. Thank you for reading and have a good day:)
sometimes I feel so lonely that I can't talk to anyone, I will soon be 21 years old On July 27, I often listen to such melodies as if I find a friend in them or something like that. I'm tired of living like this, the girl I loved left me, the business partner left, friends, family left, everyone left, I'm the only one left.
Advanced happy birthday my friend, I know how you feel and so do others who are like us. I too, will soon be 22 yrs in a few months. Music like this is what brings us people together. I pray you enjoy the day of your celebration. ❤
Kana Kana içiyorum, Kadehimdeki zehiri Tıkanana kadar duman, gözyaşlarım nehir Eskden üşüsem, yakardım koca bir şehri Şimdi düşüşüme yakarırım, bu evde esirim Yanlızlıkta üstüme üşüşen, kötü düşüncelerin tesiri
It's getting worse again .... I've been working day ,night just to cure myself and to forget about the past but ....this past is now the worst part of my life and it's keeps coming after me and destroying me .... I've messed up again, i hope i could do better but instead I'm just getting worse nd worse (I'm a sophomore but my academic performance is getting so bad because of my disturbed mental health) I wasn't an average student from start i was always been a brilliant child of my parents ....a child who can take of herself and her parents weren't worried about her ...but now it's too much to handle for my little heart 🥺🥺💔....😢😢....all the things ....today I cried infront of my cousins I don't know why but I was just fed up with my thoughts struggling with my emotions and mental health..... May everything get better 🥺😭 [U read this much] thanku 🥺♥️
Благодарю тебя создатель этой музыки ❤❤ Благодарю всех кто написал здесь свои истории и мысли это так полезно и нужно для многих и дает возможные решения в той или иной ситуации ❤❤ Дай Боже всем всем всем счастья, взаимной любви и душевного тепла ❤❤
Mind awash ….drifting over the endless sea of what ifs The pain inside doesn’t hurt ….its hollow instead Tied down to this mortal coil….. I continue Set my spirit free……let waves disperse the inner turmoil Freedom from self……and ties that bind Mind awash ….drifting over the endless sea of what ifs I continue
watch the sea, alone watch it, watch it again let yourself turn into ash into, air, into sea, into nothing watch the sea, alone come watch it these waves are weaving a poem these waves are telling a tale This sea, Ahh! This sea.
I can reveal my soul only here in the comments, since no one will read this, I'm sure, probably by the age of 25, I will live the way I dreamed when I was 17
at 17 i too dreamed of many things to become when 25 but now I m 26 and never lived what I dreamt off it crushed me and now all fallen part,i don't blame anyone i accept it's my inability or i was delusional, unrealistic,may be my dreams are just dreams
@@aayirathiloruvan4509 bro, come up with a plan, sit down and write all your dreams on paper, and come up with small goals to achieve them, small steps that will soon accumulate and become large, and gradually in this way you will achieve the goal, in small steps, just do not give up, those who give up live on the street and sleep on the bare ground, do not think and defeat, but be prepared for anything, you can do it if you really want it. Good luck, my friend. ✊
Who would think regret could be so painful. If i could go back to when my panic attacks started and really listen to what my body was trying to tell me i could’ve been someone. Lying in bed riddled with depression/anxiety is disgusting lifestyle thet i don’t intend to persist with. If there is a god he abandoned me a long time ago.
Va a ser un año que me separé. Y hace dos que fuimos al mar por última vez en familia. Miro esta imagen con la música de fondo y me parte el alma. La extraño mucho, y extraño a mi familia. Pero sé que la persona con la que me casé ya no existe más, por eso es realmente es como un duelo porque la natalia que conocía antes murió y se abrió paso otra persona totalmente diferente. Y quedé como esa imagen, ya no está más mi familia conmigo mirando el mar. Y me consuela el duelo y el llanto en esta música. Saludos...
you are lucky that you are watching the sea, and I have never seen it, I was born in a small town of Uzbekistan with 200,000 thousand people, and now I live in Russia with more than 1,500,000 people and I am 20, I dream of getting to the USA but before that I see the whole of Europe, I hope my dream will come true
I dreamed of true love I dreamed of being a published suthor I dreamed of happiness But a lifetime spent on this repugnant and destructive world took all those things away from me
Hayatdan hemen yurumak ne kadar aci çok şeyler yapmak istersin ama elinden bu kadar geliyor keşke bu duşundumuz zorlukler bitse kabim rahatlasa hayat aslinda istedimiz zaman iyi geçmiyor oyle bir aci veriyorki sana en cok etrafindaki insanlar en sevdin arkadaşlarin senin arkandan bir seyler yapmasi nankörlük yapmasi beki segi diye merhamet diye insan ićinde kalmamiş ne kadar da ihanet etmek sevmemek kalbi kirimak rahat olmus umarim herkes gercek sevgi hak eder ama ben inaniyorum yoluma devam ediyorum kendimi seviyorum bu galiba yeter siz de kendinizden pes etmeyin belki bunu okuyan ihtiyaci var bunu soylemek istiyorum seviyorum sizi kimse muhtaç kalmayin ❤ Umarim 25 yaşima gelince dişhekim mezun olurum zor gunler geçiyorum ama aileye için pes etmeyin hayalin peşinde gidin kesinlikle yapabilirsiniz herkes mutlu hayat dilerim sevgililere içimdeki seyler yazdim ağlarken iyi geldi mutlu sağlıklı yaşam diliyorum
Why can't time slow down. Everything is going too fast. There isn't enough time. Not enough time. I don't trust myself. I hate this life. I hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life. I might now finish this project on time. It's my first one in this program I'm in. And it's overdue. I wasn't getting the emails. Now I have hours to finish even though I was alerted two weeks ago because I'm a stupid procastinator. Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid. I will probably be kicked out. I am leaving to a camp so I need to finish tonight. Or tomorrow morning. I'm scared of what I will do if I get kicked out. I'm so scared. I've only been clean for about a month. I've wanted to do bad. I want to kill myself. I am scared that I will if I get kicked out. I'm so scared. When I hurt myself I usually had dissocated. I can't help it. I can't stop myself because I'm not myself at those times. I'm so scared. Someone help me. I'm too scared to tell my therapist how I really feel. I'm too scared to ask anyone for help. I hate this life. I hate it, so, so much. I'm sorry to vent. Thank you for reading. I feel like I could type so much more. I love writing.
I'm 35 years old, I quit my job at the office because I felt like dying every day, I fell into depression and had suic1dal thoughts. I'm single and at night I long for a hug to comfort me. I don't have many financial possibilities but I still have lots of dreams, I am trying to do the job I want to do and maybe one day i'll move to the other part of the world. Many people keep telling me that i'm old, but i don't wanna die without trying. It is frustrating, but I am here, one step at a time.
Whoever is reading this, you're beautiful, you're not alone and you deserve all the love in the world. May all your dreams come true. I wish I could hug everyone.
Pick one dream, take a deep breath and commit yourself to pursuing it. Hold on to it, be steadfast in your efforts, smile, be kind, and someone will see you, they will get to know you and eventually the will love and comfort you. Never be ashamed to show your tears and always be honest with yourself and others - someone will find you - but remember "trust is earned not given"
may all your dreams come true
“Don't give up.Talk to JESUS.”
do it. ur dream
@@X976V3T Go for it bro
I used to think of myself like that many times in the past, watching the sea on a cloudy day. Many people will say that they prefer the beach when it's sunny, but I prefer it when it's cloudy or even better, when it rains a little, I could sit and watch it for hours both in my dreams and in reality
I love coldish, cloudy days…i hate the garish light of day
@@stephendavanis7358 Exactly, nothing is better than cloudy/rainy days. But in my country it is quite rare, the weather mostly sunny and I don't like it
you are lucky that you are watching the sea, and I have never seen it, I was born in a small town of Uzbekistan with 200,000 thousand people, and now I live in Russia with more than 1,500,000 people and I am 20, I dream of getting to the USA but before that I see the whole of Europe, I hope my dream will come true
I live by the sea in MÉXICO, you will see the sea. Greetings
На море и в России съездить можно
hiii im from uzbekistan too,and that pain is real i always wanted to have memories by the ocean/sea but i don't,i want to know how it feels when light ocean breeze touches your face👤🌊
@@mahfuzafozilova9034 you can fix this if you work without wishing yourself, because if you walk for a long time through an empty dark and cold tunnel, sooner or later light will appear
@@user-le7nh9pz4jДалеко ехать нужно, сейчас я проживаю в Екатеринбурге, тут нету море(
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream
I want you to know something, Someday I might forget this and even forget the fact that I listened to this music for hours now.
The feeling and experience it gave me made me write a poem and maybe I'll lose that too someday haha...
But this music made me feel someway that I won't be able to ever forget and as i said i might someday forget the origin of the feeling, But hey you made me feel like I had a friend whom I told all my problems and he made this music for me.
So Thank you friend. I'll remember you;)
wahhh thank you!! this comment truly means a lot to me, i'm so glad you could create such a memory with my music, really grateful you shared this :)
thank you to all those kind people who wrote me warm and pleasant words, I spent my birthday well, thank you for congratulations, I rarely meet people like you, you are the best thank you all❤
We love you bro🤍
Maybe it's too late but, happy b'day , wish you all the best and i hope you strong 😊
When i listen to this wonderful music i write poetry remembering moments of my childhood
This playlist is so deep and emotional. 🌙✨ It makes me think of dreams I never had. 😌💖
Я делаю вам обрести мечту и идти к ней ❤❤
the shore, where the waves has its own language of reflecting your own emotions; sadness, regrets, joy, comfort and all those mixed feelings yet they are so complex which attracted unwanted attention... sigh, wishing that days could move faster to forget these melancholic thoughts and move forward like it never happened, but i am still wishing for those days...
As the ocean met her eyes.. she took a deep breath and finally let go of all her fears. Her stress was taken away by the waves and upon closing her eyes a breeze settled through her lose hair. Her thoughts were only a drift away but yet felt unreachable. She loves him. She fell in love with one of her friends but is to afraid to te tell him. How would you tell something like that? But right here, right now she wasn't that scared anymore. Who would, when to ocean so carelessly could take all your worries away. A wave gently touched her bare feet in encouragement. With a final deep breath she turned around and started walking back to the houses. Having left her secret at sea, right with her courage to confess..
fantastic wiring - i especially love the subtle hope in your story. thank you for leaving this here.
💝
Tu música es hermosa, me inspira mucho para escribir mis novelas ❤ muchas gracias 💕
gracias por este mensaje tan lindo!!
I don't know why, but the songs on this playlist make me extremely nostalgic. Of something that once was, but will never be again. Now it's just a memory that makes me sad because it stopped happening, but at the same time it makes me happy because it happened.🥲
Менің де қызықты еске алар, сәттерім болса екен деймін. Бұл маған байланысты. Сынып/мен бірге менде бірге барғым келеді,бірақ олармен жолыққанда жаман аура кешемін, өзімді жалғыз сезінемін, араларында жүрсемде.
Love and light to all those going through the motions. It's tough but you trying says your tougher. Hang in there ❤ God loves you. Yes Through all of it
This is seriously so peaceful and beautiful
only the sea understands my silence ♥️🌹
Because only the sea can understand the what if moment in our lives
I am turkish. And i understand english but i cant speak fluently in English. Right now, iwant to learn Spanish. But i have tried to learn a lot of languages before. German, Persian, Korean, Chinese. I have failed all of them. I studied for 2 or 3 weeks. I dont have discipline. I dont have any success. I've been interested in learning languages since I was kid. And thats the reason that i think i will learn 9 or 10 languages one day. The day will come. And i will speak fluently all of them. Sorry for my English.
(this type of music is so calming. I relax when i listen to this type of music. If you read the comment. Thank you for reading and have a good day:)
Ты такой не один . Привет из Израиля.
this music helps me so much! it helps me relax. I am going through a lot and music like this brings me back to a calm mind thankyou
it's good to hear my music can bring you some comfort in these difficult times for you! wishing you the best
Your playlist has brought us lost souls together again. Thank you for this. I hope you create more and your channel to prosper.❤
thank you so much for your kind comment! i’m hoping to keep creating too and keep developing as a musician
@@lavinyls 🫶🏻😊💖
I was at the seaside last year and this summer. I am lucky to be at the seaside in Malaysia.
sometimes I feel so lonely that I can't talk to anyone, I will soon be 21 years old On July 27, I often listen to such melodies as if I find a friend in them or something like that. I'm tired of living like this, the girl I loved left me, the business partner left, friends, family left, everyone left, I'm the only one left.
happy birthday
@@mewithyouuJuly 27th
@@mewithyouu But thanks
Advanced happy birthday my friend, I know how you feel and so do others who are like us. I too, will soon be 22 yrs in a few months. Music like this is what brings us people together. I pray you enjoy the day of your celebration. ❤
@@JamieBentallthank you, good friend, and I wish you success and have fun on your birthday😊
Kana Kana içiyorum, Kadehimdeki zehiri
Tıkanana kadar duman, gözyaşlarım nehir
Eskden üşüsem, yakardım koca bir şehri
Şimdi düşüşüme yakarırım, bu evde esirim
Yanlızlıkta üstüme üşüşen, kötü düşüncelerin tesiri
You channel is growing fast. Your artwork and pieces always have that gentle soft feeling 💝
When I was a child I always loved Heroes but now that I’m a adult I understand the Villains!
corny
Когда мы становимся взрослыми мы начинаем понимать и героев и злодеев, но только наш выбор на какой мы стороне и что хотим в конце нашего пути ❤❤
i have Adhd this music makes me calm relaxing love it
i’m glad i could help!
Lovely.
This is what CZcams is all about.
I really loved this music sooo much. It has been a long time since I listened to such touching music. Thank you ❤
i'm so happy to hear that! thanks for leaving the comment
@@lavinyls ❤️❤️🥰
It's getting worse again .... I've been working day ,night just to cure myself and to forget about the past but ....this past is now the worst part of my life and it's keeps coming after me and destroying me .... I've messed up again, i hope i could do better but instead I'm just getting worse nd worse (I'm a sophomore but my academic performance is getting so bad because of my disturbed mental health) I wasn't an average student from start i was always been a brilliant child of my parents ....a child who can take of herself and her parents weren't worried about her ...but now it's too much to handle for my little heart 🥺🥺💔....😢😢....all the things ....today I cried infront of my cousins I don't know why but I was just fed up with my thoughts struggling with my emotions and mental health.....
May everything get better 🥺😭
[U read this much] thanku 🥺♥️
I feel like am on a wave. Flawless. At peace.
Благодарю тебя создатель этой музыки ❤❤ Благодарю всех кто написал здесь свои истории и мысли это так полезно и нужно для многих и дает возможные решения в той или иной ситуации ❤❤ Дай Боже всем всем всем счастья, взаимной любви и душевного тепла ❤❤
this☝️☝️
Mind awash ….drifting over the endless sea of what ifs
The pain inside doesn’t hurt ….its hollow instead
Tied down to this mortal coil….. I continue
Set my spirit free……let waves disperse the inner turmoil
Freedom from self……and ties that bind
Mind awash ….drifting over the endless sea of what ifs I continue
watch the sea, alone
watch it, watch it again
let yourself turn into ash
into, air, into sea, into nothing
watch the sea, alone
come watch it
these waves are weaving a poem
these waves are telling a tale
This sea, Ahh! This sea.
I love this. I think about this a lot.
this a beautiful work, thank you
I absolutely love your channel
appreciate it 🙏🙏
I can reveal my soul only here in the comments, since no one will read this, I'm sure, probably by the age of 25, I will live the way I dreamed when I was 17
I read it
❤❤❤ senin kabin gibi temiz ve sağlıklı hayat dilerim umarum tüm hayalin gerçek olur
I very much hope that you find the beautiful way of life that you desire, my friend
at 17 i too dreamed of many things to become when 25 but now I m 26 and never lived what I dreamt off it crushed me and now all fallen part,i don't blame anyone i accept it's my inability or i was delusional, unrealistic,may be my dreams are just dreams
@@aayirathiloruvan4509 bro, come up with a plan, sit down and write all your dreams on paper, and come up with small goals to achieve them, small steps that will soon accumulate and become large, and gradually in this way you will achieve the goal, in small steps, just do not give up, those who give up live on the street and sleep on the bare ground, do not think and defeat, but be prepared for anything, you can do it if you really want it. Good luck, my friend. ✊
TE AGRADEZCO POR ESTO
Y YO TE AGRADEZCO POR ESTE COMENTARIO!!!
Keep it going...
So calming💙
Keep on keeping on ❤
“Let me tell you something my friend. Hope is a dangerous thing. Hope can drive a man insane…”
Who would think regret could be so painful. If i could go back to when my panic attacks started and really listen to what my body was trying to tell me i could’ve been someone. Lying in bed riddled with depression/anxiety is disgusting lifestyle thet i don’t intend to persist with. If there is a god he abandoned me a long time ago.
Beautiful, picture too ❤️
Va a ser un año que me separé. Y hace dos que fuimos al mar por última vez en familia. Miro esta imagen con la música de fondo y me parte el alma. La extraño mucho, y extraño a mi familia. Pero sé que la persona con la que me casé ya no existe más, por eso es realmente es como un duelo porque la natalia que conocía antes murió y se abrió paso otra persona totalmente diferente. Y quedé como esa imagen, ya no está más mi familia conmigo mirando el mar. Y me consuela el duelo y el llanto en esta música. Saludos...
Questa immagine mi ricorda la splendida infanzia passata al mare.
Peccato siano ricordi, passato. Il presente è il completo opposto di tutto ciò.
you are lucky that you are watching the sea, and I have never seen it, I was born in a small town of Uzbekistan with 200,000 thousand people, and now I live in Russia with more than 1,500,000 people and I am 20, I dream of getting to the USA but before that I see the whole of Europe, I hope my dream will come true
I dreamed of true love
I dreamed of being a published suthor
I dreamed of happiness
But a lifetime spent on this repugnant and destructive world took all those things away from me
thanks for the music
v v pretty 🥲
I am not dream anything anymore.
Love it!!!
You are really addicted to dreams..
Hayatdan hemen yurumak ne kadar aci çok şeyler yapmak istersin ama elinden bu kadar geliyor keşke bu duşundumuz zorlukler bitse kabim rahatlasa hayat aslinda istedimiz zaman iyi geçmiyor oyle bir aci veriyorki sana en cok etrafindaki insanlar en sevdin arkadaşlarin senin arkandan bir seyler yapmasi nankörlük yapmasi beki segi diye merhamet diye insan ićinde kalmamiş ne kadar da ihanet etmek sevmemek kalbi kirimak rahat olmus umarim herkes gercek sevgi hak eder ama ben inaniyorum yoluma devam ediyorum kendimi seviyorum bu galiba yeter siz de kendinizden pes etmeyin belki bunu okuyan ihtiyaci var bunu soylemek istiyorum seviyorum sizi kimse muhtaç kalmayin ❤
Umarim 25 yaşima gelince dişhekim mezun olurum zor gunler geçiyorum ama aileye için pes etmeyin hayalin peşinde gidin kesinlikle yapabilirsiniz herkes mutlu hayat dilerim sevgililere içimdeki seyler yazdim ağlarken iyi geldi mutlu sağlıklı yaşam diliyorum
For real.
Lost at sea
Maybe pastlives
Why can't time slow down. Everything is going too fast. There isn't enough time. Not enough time. I don't trust myself. I hate this life. I hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life i hate this life. I might now finish this project on time. It's my first one in this program I'm in. And it's overdue. I wasn't getting the emails. Now I have hours to finish even though I was alerted two weeks ago because I'm a stupid procastinator. Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid. I will probably be kicked out. I am leaving to a camp so I need to finish tonight. Or tomorrow morning. I'm scared of what I will do if I get kicked out. I'm so scared. I've only been clean for about a month. I've wanted to do bad. I want to kill myself. I am scared that I will if I get kicked out. I'm so scared. When I hurt myself I usually had dissocated. I can't help it. I can't stop myself because I'm not myself at those times. I'm so scared. Someone help me. I'm too scared to tell my therapist how I really feel. I'm too scared to ask anyone for help. I hate this life. I hate it, so, so much. I'm sorry to vent. Thank you for reading. I feel like I could type so much more. I love writing.
how did you do?
Lifes hard, with occasions of sunshines.
❤
Still dream about peaceful life on a seaside again...
❤