i turned 20 today and nobody gratulated me, just to get the picture right i’m a positive and happy person and people seem to like me in school and at work but despite having many connections i can’t find the right friends that care about me no matter what, this makes me feel lonely sometimes and i’ve always pushed through with a positive mindset but being 20 now with no real friends no partner and no real connections it feels really lonely and idk how to deal with that feeling, probably nobody is gonna read this but it feels a little better right my feelings down
Happy birthday 🎉 it's late but I mean it ❤ about friends, I'm 33 and let me tell you, keeping friendships can be tough. Human connections are complicated sometimes but you're young. You'll find your person/people.
It’s 1:05 am. Freshly divorced male here writing this. 26 with twin daughters who are 3. Sometimes I feel like a failure. But when my girls sit on my lap to watch a movie or I hear them play and giggle I’m reminded by how beautiful life is. Give yourself a pat on the back. Get back on that horse and ride cowboy. You ain’t done yet 🤠
Hey you have two human beings who live with you and care about you. Imagine other people same age as you living alone in their apartments (me lol). Lets keep on grinding toward our goals soldier!
My parrot died today... He was squeaking in agony the whole night... I was with him, talking to him, helping when he could not get up, searching for help, but none of the vet clinics had the doctor for birds at night. he died an hour before the doctor arrived. He looked like he was still there... Sitting and looking at me with his empty eye... I think at the end he was smiling a little... I hope he is ok in the place he is now. I miss him so much...
We all have that one experience when we were a child. Can't sleep, deep in the night, mom and dads asleep so ss the siblings but you are still awake. You stand up look around the room and the window catches your attention. You walk up to it and stare outside at the stars, trees, plants, pavement, and many more as you blankly take all of the scenery where once was a bright and lively place is now quiet, dark yet very peaceful.
1:13 AM. 18 year old girl, gonna move to my dorm and start my freshman year of college this week. I wouldn’t say my life has been particularly hard or traumatic but it’s been stressful to the point where I’m almost glad I’m getting out. I hate saying it, it makes me feel bad, I know my mom means well but she’s been the cause of a lot of issues for me whether she means to be or not. She’s been emotional all this week and last week about me moving.. It makes me feel horrible about moving out, but I know I need to. I know I need to get out on my own and I know I’ll feel good to finally be able to be my own individual person without worrying about her looming over my shoulder every second. I’m excited to be out on my own, but nervous. I’m ready to get a job, have my own friends, my own life, hopefully get a boyfriend for the first time, all that good stuff. But it’s stressful. In the minutes prior to me texting my mom, asking if I could move out, I was shaking and about to cry, and felt sick to my stomach because I was so afraid of how she’d react. Similar things like that have happened throughout my life, and that’s plenty evidence for me to know it’s time to leave. As much as I love my family it’s not worth always being around them if they cause me that much emotional and mental stress. Anyways, thanks for listening to a stranger rant on the internet. If there’s anything else I’d want you guys to know, don’t wait as long as I did to be assertive about what you want in life. Growing up as a Christian (I still am) I was always taught to put others before myself. Not that that’s a bad thing, it’s always good to consider others, but don’t be afraid to consider yourself too. Don’t be afraid to stand up for yourself and your boundaries, because if you don’t, you’ll be miserable. I know I’d be. Remember that people love you, remember that people care.. And remember that if they truly do, they’ll respect you, and respect when you put yourself first. If they truly care, they’ll understand. It’s not selfish to put yourself first once in a while. It’s not selfish to watch after yourself, don’t wait 18 years to finally believe that. Stay safe out there. Remember that I, God, and so many other people love you. And remember to love yourself.
I love how you are always so positive and cheerful. I genuinely hope you stay safe and continue to find happiness in everything you do. It’s inspiring to see how you navigate challenges with such grace bestiieeee!!!
thank you for leaving this comment. I hope that you find a fulfilling purpose for yourself in the coming months that makes you feel whole. I'm at a similar stage in my life where there are both endless possibilities and also threads from your "past" life that try to keep you there. I've learned that when you solely focus on others, you end up neglecting yourself and feeling like you're an echo of a person, never really there. I hope that you can overcome this feeling and find a way to truly assert yourself in this tumultuous world we live in. stay safe my friend.
read your story... it hurts me deeply honestly.... but stay safe out there too, lil sis... God loves you and all of us do too... stay healthy and strong
Hello! I'm just a 15 year-old student who is doing homework for Monday. If you really want to change, you'll have to start taking good habits, and that's what I'll do. I spent the whole day playing video games and now I'm I regret the time I wasted, so I won't waste it anymore! Cheer up guys, if you feel like me, we can still change to be happy in a future with the results.
ayy, i'm 15 too... and the chances of me reading this right before almost starting to play a game is crazy. I'm not gonna play anymore lmao, got a workout in instead. btw here's quote: "if you want to change the world, start with making your bed" so make that bed bro😉
I wasted so many times playing videogames that I can't play them rn and I'm 21. If you find the balance there's no problem with videogames or watching a movie. And keep improving yourself, I wish I started at 15 bro.
Thank you so much guys for the comments, this is ironic but im in the same situation like my main comment lol, im saying a lot of times "i will change" and everyday im doing my homework in midnight, dont worry i will change this now for @chibisteve i started to make my bed everyday, i think thats a good beginning 😅 for @ldtig8099 youre right, i can play videogames and be a good student with good healthy if i organize my time, the problem is not the games, is how much time i spend to the games, so i have to change this for @kennethward4605 yeah, its time to change, not tomorrow, NOW Sorry if my english sucks, i tried to type this comment with no translator or something like that, well its time to go, good luck guys!
Guys anyone reading this, it's just bad times not a bad life. You have all life in front of you. Just stay strong when ur low and enjoy when its high. Life is full of ups and downs. Just don't care and you will be closer to the point when u can say ur happy ❤🔥
guys I’m hoping to become a real estate agent in my city soon one day and I just want to make myself proud and make the people around me proud. It’s hard keeping up with life and feeling sad but I hope y’all know there’s always light at the end of of the tunnel. Keep pushing, you are enough and you don’t need anyone. Enjoy your life and love yourself to the fullest extent and never let anyone make you feel less 🙏🏽
Hello, I don’t usually comment on videos, but to anyone reading this, I’m proud of you for making it this far. I know it seems pointless coming from a stranger, but you are so very strong for enduring the hardships in life. I’m 17 years old, turning 18 in less than a few months, and I went essentially my entire life being autistic but not being aware of what was “wrong with me.” because I was not diagnosed at a young age. I have also struggled with major depressive disorder, anxiety & other issues for unfortunately long as I can remember. I have been nearly physically harmed for things out of my control, and felt as if it was a ‘sign that I wasn’t meant to be here’ but I wanted you to know that the universe is not working against you in the way that you believe it it is. It is possible to get better. You are the farthest from hopeless. As corny as it sounds - you will never be alone, despite how desolate depression may make you feel. You are so cherished and appreciated. You were meant to be here. Your creation was not a mistake. You are not a mistake.
Hey I know this a little strange but your almost exactly like me and I want to let you know this so you don’t feel as alone, because I know that reading your comment made me feel like I’m not alone and that I’m not the only one my age like this, so thank you for this, truly.
@@AvalonsImagination cant believe it too, but i also have been diagnosed with it without knowing, im also 17, soon ill be 18 too, and it makes me feel like, life is a paper towel or smth. to be honest, i still cant assimilate how does it change anything, being aware of autism... but when i read something like your comment, i feel different, like some things do make sense now. anyway, thanks, for supporting in a way whoever reads your comment, i hope everything goes well for you, and whoever reads this.
12am. I’m in my thirties. I’m reading through these comments and there’s a lot of you far younger than I, facing struggles I once faced myself. Life is hard. Anyone who says it isn’t just hasn’t met their demons yet. Things will test you. You will lose your way. However, if there’s one thing I’ve learnt, It’s ground yourself. Find your corner of peace and cherish it. Be present. Sometimes when thing’s really get on top of me, it’s because I’ve found myself being absent. Alive, but merely in body. Take that late night drive. Take that walk in the cold air. Look at what’s around you and take it in, breathe it in and re-establish yourself in the here and now. Appreciate the little things. The sights. The sounds. Hold onto the small things that make you, you. Celebrate them. You could be on this Earth 100 years and still not really understand it all. That’s fine, we’re not meant to. Never were. Life is fleeting, but that’s the beauty of it. When it gets too much, get back to basics. Honestly, I’ve no better advice than just be at one with yourself. Be humble. Once you realise we aren’t special and it’s perfectly okay to just exist and be a small part of a living, breathing miraculous ecosystem that is Earth. It takes the edge off. Keep being you.
Thank you brother, I don't know much English but I translated this and your message really helped me a lot. I'm going through a moment in my life where it's hard for me to move on, but as you say, that's life.
I found this exactly at 1:00 am in my recommended videos. Listening to this while trying to forget my problems, my low self-steem, and the feeling of not achieving anything in life no matter how hard I try. I'm just trying to hold on to something, and that something right now is this video, not because it makes me feel better, but at least it doesn't make me feel worse. Tomorrow will be better, I hope...
this is just a piece of advice that someone can tell you, it's take advantage of life, create your life, do what you want to do and not what others want you to become, this is your life not other life, remember you are the best person in this world. Have a great day or night today will be better
I’m 16 year old student of high school in Japan.I like to study while listening to these music.and I always get courage to think that everyone is working hard everyday in their own different places.
As you grow, you'll realize that your feelings are not that important for other people. You have to do your job even though you don't feel like to. You are not the center of the world. There's no bad thing or good thing, it's just your perspective of it. It's not depressing, it's maturing. We learn how this world works.
This fcked up for me, feels like everything is wrong, not how it meant to be. That's disappointing me, I just hope my desire to quit don't overcome my fear of death
That is not what maturing is. Maturing is realizing that you’re responsible for yourself and you have to invest in the nurturing you’ll receive with the right people.
crazy algorithm, saw & clicked this at 00:58. currently studying for a major exam that would essentially determine my future. really stressed out and studying for the last internal school exam of my life before the real deal. i hope everyone is well and cheer up
Listening to the dark, deep, and ethereal music, I read each comment. The commenters might come from different countries, yet they are all listening to the same music and sharing their inner thoughts and feelings. The world is vast, and while everyone seems far apart, they also feel very close. How incredible it is! Various thoughts intertwine, composing a vibrant and complex life. This is the perspective of an ordinary person from China who loves diving into CZcams.
Who I thought was the love of my life broke up with me. I know no one's ever died of love but...he was my first love, I'd never fallen in love before...and he was my first boyfriend, the first person that ever took an interest in me, the first to hold my hand in public, the first to kiss me with pride as I was his first time in all of that too. All the promises we made, all the plans we had...he just gave up on us when times got a little harder. I thought he'd choose me notwithstanding the circumstances, as I would have...but he didn't. He broke up with me and expected me to be his friend and remain in the friend-zone ( it's been two weeks, of course I'm still in love) while he was already meeting someone else two days after we broke up. Now we're in a "0 contact" situation...he was my ideal, my person, my everything...and supposedly I was his...and still he let us die so easily...I miss him with my heart and soul and can't imagine me falling in love again. I fell in love with his soul... I miss him so much that sometimes I can't even breathe...but reading all these experiences from you guys...I know all of us will be okay... it's strange how comforting it can be to "connect" with others, especially on the Internet. I'm glad I found this video! I hope each one of us will get better soon🥺❤️🩹
7:59 PM. I am 14 years of age, im repeating a grade in school, and im stuck on a thin edge where pne wrong move i will fall to my left is what i want, what i want to achieve and to my right, a place with everything but what you want and im not sure on what side should i drop to so i keep my balance cause sometimes what you want is something that might not be there forever that was what i felt like when i learned i had to repeat but thats in the past now, im about to be 4 weeks in at my new school and im missing some stuff but i still keep going but just "keep going" isn't going to take me far and i feel anxious about knowing that and i feel the same way to about my crush and to be honest confeswinf your love to someone is a leap of faith 99.9% of the time just like everything else when i want to do this but not sure if i could do it on time or whatever i try to remember its a leap of fatih (ik that line came from spiderman into the spiderverse but it is sooooo true) Edit: if you you dont understand my comment its fine you can read other peoples comments instead
Typing this at 4AM. Been suffering constant restless nights, strange spells of mania or something similar, and overall deep in thought over many things. I have no friends or social life at all. Im isolated, jobless, and have no form of purpose or anything fulfilling going on. I had hopes that were previously expunged from relentless chronic sickness and pain. Im sitting up right now in my bed, because i physically cannot lay down, wishing all would just fade away into black. Im tired.
1:20am. I just want my brain to stop for once. Stop the overthinking. Stop the ruined moods over a minor inconvenience. Stop the bitterness in my heart. I think I'm healing, and then I realize I've got more to unpack, and it goes deeper than I thought. I just want to turn it off, the pain.
its 1:51 am. 18 year old lad about to start another year of school/collage and my future feels uncertain. I feel like im at a point in my life where im not happy with, My desire of becoming an artist always feels like im being held back whether it be my lack of motivation, my crappy mental state at times or even my mum treating me like I dont know any better due to my autism. It sure dosent help with my bad home life and future responsibilities being a adult now. At points I feel like I should just give up. but dispite that I still have hope, I know im not at the point in life where I want to be, but i'll make it the end. so to whoever somehow reads this, just remember that even if everything seems bleak or just want to give up, you will get to where you want eventually. you still have time, keep going.
it's 1 am on Monday. I'm 24 yo girl, my husband is already sleeping in our bedroom. He has to get up early for work. I stayed up to read a book for a little. It's peaceful. We spent great Sunday cleaning up and doing laundry, talking and reading, drinking tea together. I love my husband and I love my life. But if somebody told 20-year-old me my future would look like that, I wouldn't believe them. i was so lost and depressed. Didn't know what to do with my life. Lonely. So please, don't give up and keep hoping. Maybe you don't believe it now, (like I didn't) but it's gonna get better.
Currently trying to deal with PTSD induced insomnia. A fear of sleep and the unknown future. There's a comfort in here. The music reflects my soul atm. In pain, melancholy but slightly hopeful.
Hey man, I can't relate exactly, but I can somewhat. I have terrible anticipatory anxiety, and I find myself often waking up with my heart racing and in a cold sweat while on the verge of tears about the future. You aren't alone.
1:54 6 minutes till 2:00 am thinking of what have I done, is there a future for me is there hope, I feel down and feel like failure and a disappointment to my mother and father, how bad of a influence have I been to my younger brothers and sisters, why I'm I still around here, money is not lasting for me, its getting tuff these days, but I know I will get thru all these things and so are you can do that too we just need to keep going for something better
I keep finding these channels full of this music that makes me long to be in the dreams I had as a child...I don't know whos making it all but whoever you are, thank you. It brings a deep, sublime kind of calm like nothing else does.
I miss my father so much. I feel the pain crushing me inside. It was back in 2019, before covid hit. But i still feel his loss like it happened yesterday. I dont think i will ever stop missing him. I wish i could go back, in being his baby, and he smiling at me. I miss his smile so much.
I'm so sorry, friend. Your father is looking at you, still loving and waiting. We'll all rest in peace someday, try to do everything you wanted in your life to be happy. That's what your dad would want.
I turned 20 now and i never felt so indecisive like this moment in my life. Cant find someone who i can really tell my problems and dealing with life alone it’s really hard shit ( I can’t even trust my mom, she left me). Only my success can fix me but idk if i will not turn crazy until that day.
It's 19:28 now and I did my daily tasks that I planned and I'm happy. If I had done the same thing 3 months ago, maybe I wouldn't have been so happy. I'm with my family now and I was alone until now. It affects one's mood so that you can spend time with parents and people who are really good. In loneliness, a person gets lost in his own negative thoughts. Bad habits are not strong enough to ruin your future if you know how to deal with them.
I’ve been through some rough times, but I think I’m coming out of the other side now, keep going forward everyone, there is hope out there, I wish the human race could all work together for a common goal instead of fighting each other, I love you all x
I often fall asleep to such videos, but it is to this that I have the most unforgettable dreams, or rather memories from childhood, from now on this is my favorite video with soothing music
1.04am. 27 y/o now struggling to finished my research paper while deadline looming. Currently taking masters degree because i wanna push myself harder. But recently life felt like spiralling, a never ending loop. I love doing routine, but at the same time i hate routine. So now im working on my work time table, my mental health, physical health, and spiritual. You got this.
I feel terrible. It's one o'clock in the morning, and I'm listening to this. The person dear to me found more interesting people, our communication began to decrease, which made me more detached and thereby further spoiled our communication. Every day I hurt myself and I want to end everything.
I'm sorry to hear about that. I kinda understand what you mean. It's a really complicated feeling, how the relationship starts to slip away no matter what you try. Honestly that happened to me a few months ago for the only girl I ever loved and, it was really tough to accept the fact that I couldn't change anything, it hurt me a lot. I know that your situation is killing you too, and making you feel down, but trust me that everyday will be different even when it won't be a lineal process. You will get over it, may be you are not finding people tinge near around you because the weren't meant to be near you, I believe that sometimes the universe/God/destiny traces a path that we should take and we need to try yo figure out how to adapt to it. I know it's very easy to say "wait" or "keep faith", no, I've heard that before, the only think that helps me is suffer but understanding that's the life I had and I had to learn something, hoping that this was meant to happen for a reason that I cannot control, so I'm going through the right way
12am. Doing homework for my masters degree, first year first sem. I am studying the field that I have always been interested in. But when I got here, I thought may be I aimed too high. The courses are not hard. I am just dumb. But I cannot quit. All events in the past decade has been engineered in such a way that I reach this place in this time. I got this opportunity and I cannot let it go.
1:14 am. My emotions are always the strongest when the moon is up, I’ve noticed. It makes me think that our minds or maybe souls are so connected to the earth that we respond this way…I always feel depressed when it’s dark and quiet out. When it rains I feel empty, when the sun shines I feel happy and content. I wish my emotions weren’t so determinable by what was happening around me. I’m 16 years old and my life isn’t really all that difficult. I have a loving family and friends, good financial state and I do well academically. I always tell myself I have no reason to feel upset. But recently I’ve come to understand that all humans have these feelings and it’s normal. I used to never relate to others issues, but recently I’ve come to terms with how incredibly empathic I am and it’s honestly annoying. Reading all these comments has made me sob my eyes out. Remembering how there’s billions of people I’ve never met, and we ALL have problems and our own lives, it’s crazy. I’m so minuscule. I never vent my feelings out to anyone but tonight just feels different. I have so much of life left to live and I just want to figure myself out right now, but it’s impossible. To anyone who might be reading this, I love you. Rest up❤️
1:29am No pienso en nada más, tú tampoco lo hagas, demonos un tiempo para acostarnos y descansar escuchando melodías que hacen que ése estrés, ansiedad, miedo, etc... Se vuelva un poco más liberador.
14 Year old listening to this rn. [Tw mentions of sh and abuse] Im just some random kid, recently ive been facing some extremely hard mental battles, being put under an EEA recently and having my whole family find out about my self pain (ifykyk) addiction. Im barely taking in the days, forgetting things constantly it's like my brain is full of fog constantly, thinking back on things from a few hours ago feels like trying to remember a dream and im hearing talking in my head. And worst of all im being abused by a man in his early 20's with no one to go to for help I'm probably going to be admitted to a mental hospital tomorrow. I just hope it gets better, I hope I get to feel safe and okay like a normal kid eventually I just want a break from the years of struggling. I just want to be okay
i always listen to this everytime im about to sleep. falling asleep to this, without minding any of my life problems and just hoping to successfully "shift" even though i know it wont work is just so peaceful. i know, im dumb to rely my life on a thing called shifting. but that's the only thing that could heal my depression. im hoping for a better life, yet, i cant achieve that. i fell in love with this boy last year, i absolutely have no idea why but its just the "love at first sight" thingy. i never confessed my feelings to him, because i know he would hate me for that. i love june because that's the month when we met, but june this year is just painful to me. he gets a girlfriend.. i know, its his choice and i have no rights to prevent him from having a girlfriend. i know, i know, i really know but it's just so painful. he's the first ever guy that i loved so much, but he fall for anyone else. its really painful.. i dont know why. i just want him to be mine, yet im scared to talk to him and let other girls surpass me. i once made a hate(?) account but its just my thoughts that i cant hide anymore, so i let it all out on that account. my bestfriend shared it to his girlfriend, and then she told him about it. i never meant to say that, it's just.. im tired. does he ever knew that im trying this hard just to be with him? now im just a pathetic loser who only can hate in his eyes.
15 yr old student here, i feel disgusted to be diagnosed w depression and anxiety at an early age but this music makes me rethink life and maybe things will get better. i hope.
Never be disgusted u r a surviver u r ..remember that and been diagnosed never make u less of who u r.its gonna get eventually better this is coming from a surviver herself ..love you take care
I don't know but this scene makes me want to feel like I'm in an apartment in the United States in New York, I've always dreamed of that, calm, with an apartment... I've been in Mexico for 20 years since I was very young.I'm about to buy my car, I already have it in November and I continue to achieve more goals by working hard 🔥🫡I hope one day to have my own apartment
I don’t know where I am right now. I think I’m lost in somewhere, somewhere that I can’t deal with. I don’t wanna feel like this it makes me awkward. Sleeping Studying then Eating just a simple loop I do every day. I’m others hopes and I follow their hopes for what ? I don’t know I know nobody can help me rn but I have tried and always try but it never good enough I just wanna lay my body on the bed and don’t feel anything only peaceful
00:45 a.m. I'm a 21 years old on going degree survival. Next month will be my third semester in the university. It's really hard to keep studying because it's not like I want to but because of my parents. I hope I will survive the entire 4 years and get my degree. Wish me luck if somebody see this comment 😊
its not 1 am but idc. Starting the second semester of my third year of college. Time flies away but it seems like im always the same.The thing that scares me the most is to not be making use of these years as in the way of working on personal relationships and stuff, it scares me to see me with 30 and some years and be the same. my life isnt that bad, but its always this thoughts.
almost 2 am, im a 19 year old boy who i just an addict, i cant let myself down in front of my friends and familly, i need to keep pushing forward, it was never about me, i hate me, i need to love everyone else even above my own, im high right now, and i just know something, it doesnt matter how much of a smart, clean, or how much i go to the gym, or how much of a good friend or even good at videogames, i will never be enough, no matteer how much i can love or resist, i will never be enough.
im not the smartest or wisest person but i think you just need jesus. you might say "i tried that already" or "thats just stupid" but i came here to say its not, im a christian and im not the best. I still fall and make mistakes but i get back up because of the promises he left us, "Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” and i feel like that applys to all things, anyways if ur reading this give it a shot!
Me and my ex just had a big fight and well… I got blocked, all bridges burned. I don’t know how we got to this moment, I was imagining my whole life with her by my side. I’ve never had anything good last in my life.
Feel the music, believe what was could have been, what isn’t will not happen, push forward, it’s your duty to fulfill you, your journey is not over, time is never ending, your time is also ticking, the same way others lives are. There will be a moment whether it the person you want to reconnect with or with a new person when time simply stops. There is your present. Wait for the moment and you will find clarity in your thoughts. Clear your mind and visualize better version of yourself.
i havent seen my ex in years. i still think about her. i wish we could have stayed close friends i actually have so much i want to tell her. its been like 6 years
11:45 pm. I’m 18 and not a day goes by that I don’t get seriously down about how alone I feel. Every night I stay awake for like an hour just imaging what it would be like to have someone that really truly loves me. I cry so often thinking about it that I don’t even feel my tears anymore. I have a loving family for sure, but it’s really not what I need right now. It’s sounds so selfish but there are things I just can’t express that I wish someone could just understand. I’m kinda antisocial and never had a long time relationship, but I’m just scared to get hurt more than I am. I don’t want to be alone anymore.
I draw, I draw alot. I made some decent money drawing but I used to draw late around this videos titles title to be exact and I had very melancholy thoughts and emotions run through my mind when I drew around those times, A window cracked the warm air rushing in through the Los Angeles city streets. Nothing to it but ti keep dreaming and keep working to make yourself better.
its somehow 1am on the dot and this video was on my recommended. nice to cry to, l just feel very heavy and anxious about a lot of things. Honestly just want to sleep I guess. Maybe my mindset will be better after I rest.
10:23pm central time. I come home to an empty apartment with just my things. I have a wife and 3 kids who love me but dont live with me because things got hard in this economy and I couldnt take care of them all by myself. Eventually trauma got the better of me and i lashed out. I feel ashamed of myself that it came to this and i lost the one thing that really mattered to me the most. They were everything to me and now im alone until i figure out how to deal with the cards life has dealt and get past the past. If you made it this far into this comment please! Dont let past trauma dictate your future! I regret alot and can no longer feel joy.
I’m turning 24 by the end the year I don’t know what I’m doing with my life im lost sick and tired When I listen to these kind of music it just relaxes my mind
Hey. Don't worry. Everything will be fine. May you get everything you want. May you always be happy... It's okay to feel this way but always remember we're with you ..
Working hard will pay off it will honestly you didn’t get a job today work harder the next day apply and apply there’s no way that someone else can and you can’t keep working everyday build yourself woke out take care of yourself
These comments that tell stories of a thousand lives, all united in one sound... Music brings us together really. I wish I could meet each and every single one of these people, and just give them a hug, or a pat on the back. I mean, I know how it feels like to be lonely. Struggling maybe, traumatized and whatnot. But to whoever is reading this, here's a hug for you (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃ Just know that you're worth it, and I believe you'll get through it. You may or may not feel it, but just know there's a lot of people out there that truly cares and loves you. Take care, rest well. - from a 14 y.o.
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i turned 20 today and nobody gratulated me, just to get the picture right i’m a positive and happy person and people seem to like me in school and at work but despite having many connections i can’t find the right friends that care about me no matter what, this makes me feel lonely sometimes and i’ve always pushed through with a positive mindset but being 20 now with no real friends no partner and no real connections it feels really lonely and idk how to deal with that feeling, probably nobody is gonna read this but it feels a little better right my feelings down
Happy birthday bro ❤️🎉 you're not alone🫡
It's late, but happy birthday bro! You are not alone 🙌. I hope you can find right people in your life.
This may sound a little old, but you really are never alone, Christ is next to you always. Just ask Him:). Happy birthday for all the ones to come!
Happy birthday 🎉 it's late but I mean it ❤ about friends, I'm 33 and let me tell you, keeping friendships can be tough. Human connections are complicated sometimes but you're young. You'll find your person/people.
Happy bday bro, i can’t say I love you cus no homo, but I’d share by burger witchu
It’s 1:05 am. Freshly divorced male here writing this. 26 with twin daughters who are 3. Sometimes I feel like a failure. But when my girls sit on my lap to watch a movie or I hear them play and giggle I’m reminded by how beautiful life is. Give yourself a pat on the back. Get back on that horse and ride cowboy. You ain’t done yet 🤠
You got this, mate.
hey, you are still young. Might be hard the first couple years but eventually you will get used to it. Keep trying young man.
Hey you have two human beings who live with you and care about you. Imagine other people same age as you living alone in their apartments (me lol). Lets keep on grinding toward our goals soldier!
Hi im korean, 16 years old. Im sorry your story. I want to say you that cheer up! and never give up👊👊
Only can ride if you have somewhere to go... or have anything that matters in life to you
My parrot died today... He was squeaking in agony the whole night... I was with him, talking to him, helping when he could not get up, searching for help, but none of the vet clinics had the doctor for birds at night. he died an hour before the doctor arrived. He looked like he was still there... Sitting and looking at me with his empty eye... I think at the end he was smiling a little... I hope he is ok in the place he is now. I miss him so much...
I'm so sorry, pal. Be strong, be brave. Your birdie is in a better place now. It would like you to be happy.
I know your feeling, but i'm pretty sure he is in a good place, feeling your love with him. You're good, you made what you could, and that's perfect
it's going to be okay ❤
Sorry to hear, rip
We all have that one experience when we were a child. Can't sleep, deep in the night, mom and dads asleep so ss the siblings but you are still awake. You stand up look around the room and the window catches your attention. You walk up to it and stare outside at the stars, trees, plants, pavement, and many more as you blankly take all of the scenery where once was a bright and lively place is now quiet, dark yet very peaceful.
Heaven on earth
1:13 AM. 18 year old girl, gonna move to my dorm and start my freshman year of college this week.
I wouldn’t say my life has been particularly hard or traumatic but it’s been stressful to the point where I’m almost glad I’m getting out. I hate saying it, it makes me feel bad, I know my mom means well but she’s been the cause of a lot of issues for me whether she means to be or not. She’s been emotional all this week and last week about me moving.. It makes me feel horrible about moving out, but I know I need to. I know I need to get out on my own and I know I’ll feel good to finally be able to be my own individual person without worrying about her looming over my shoulder every second.
I’m excited to be out on my own, but nervous. I’m ready to get a job, have my own friends, my own life, hopefully get a boyfriend for the first time, all that good stuff. But it’s stressful. In the minutes prior to me texting my mom, asking if I could move out, I was shaking and about to cry, and felt sick to my stomach because I was so afraid of how she’d react. Similar things like that have happened throughout my life, and that’s plenty evidence for me to know it’s time to leave. As much as I love my family it’s not worth always being around them if they cause me that much emotional and mental stress.
Anyways, thanks for listening to a stranger rant on the internet. If there’s anything else I’d want you guys to know, don’t wait as long as I did to be assertive about what you want in life. Growing up as a Christian (I still am) I was always taught to put others before myself. Not that that’s a bad thing, it’s always good to consider others, but don’t be afraid to consider yourself too. Don’t be afraid to stand up for yourself and your boundaries, because if you don’t, you’ll be miserable. I know I’d be.
Remember that people love you, remember that people care.. And remember that if they truly do, they’ll respect you, and respect when you put yourself first. If they truly care, they’ll understand. It’s not selfish to put yourself first once in a while. It’s not selfish to watch after yourself, don’t wait 18 years to finally believe that.
Stay safe out there. Remember that I, God, and so many other people love you. And remember to love yourself.
I love how you are always so positive and cheerful. I genuinely hope you stay safe and continue to find happiness in everything you do. It’s inspiring to see how you navigate challenges with such grace bestiieeee!!!
thank you for leaving this comment. I hope that you find a fulfilling purpose for yourself in the coming months that makes you feel whole. I'm at a similar stage in my life where there are both endless possibilities and also threads from your "past" life that try to keep you there. I've learned that when you solely focus on others, you end up neglecting yourself and feeling like you're an echo of a person, never really there. I hope that you can overcome this feeling and find a way to truly assert yourself in this tumultuous world we live in. stay safe my friend.
read your story... it hurts me deeply honestly.... but stay safe out there too, lil sis... God loves you and all of us do too... stay healthy and strong
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
God loves you too, more than you could ever know, keep on trusting Him girl, you can do it
Hello! I'm just a 15 year-old student who is doing homework for Monday. If you really want to change, you'll have to start taking good habits, and that's what I'll do. I spent the whole day playing video games and now I'm I regret the time I wasted, so I won't waste it anymore! Cheer up guys, if you feel like me, we can still change to be happy in a future with the results.
ayy, i'm 15 too... and the chances of me reading this right before almost starting to play a game is crazy. I'm not gonna play anymore lmao, got a workout in instead. btw here's quote:
"if you want to change the world, start with making your bed"
so make that bed bro😉
I wasted so many times playing videogames that I can't play them rn and I'm 21. If you find the balance there's no problem with videogames or watching a movie. And keep improving yourself, I wish I started at 15 bro.
Keep improving! And to anyone who reads this, it is never too late to start.
Thank you so much guys for the comments, this is ironic but im in the same situation like my main comment lol, im saying a lot of times "i will change" and everyday im doing my homework in midnight, dont worry i will change this now
for @chibisteve
i started to make my bed everyday, i think thats a good beginning 😅
for @ldtig8099
youre right, i can play videogames and be a good student with good healthy if i organize my time, the problem is not the games, is how much time i spend to the games, so i have to change this
for @kennethward4605
yeah, its time to change, not tomorrow, NOW
Sorry if my english sucks, i tried to type this comment with no translator or something like that, well its time to go, good luck guys!
Guys anyone reading this, it's just bad times not a bad life. You have all life in front of you. Just stay strong when ur low and enjoy when its high. Life is full of ups and downs. Just don't care and you will be closer to the point when u can say ur happy ❤🔥
guys I’m hoping to become a real estate agent in my city soon one day and I just want to make myself proud and make the people around me proud. It’s hard keeping up with life and feeling sad but I hope y’all know there’s always light at the end of of the tunnel. Keep pushing, you are enough and you don’t need anyone. Enjoy your life and love yourself to the fullest extent and never let anyone make you feel less 🙏🏽
Hello, I don’t usually comment on videos, but to anyone reading this, I’m proud of you for making it this far.
I know it seems pointless coming from a stranger, but you are so very strong for enduring the hardships in life.
I’m 17 years old, turning 18 in less than a few months, and I went essentially my entire life being autistic but not being aware of what was “wrong with me.” because I was not diagnosed at a young age.
I have also struggled with major depressive disorder, anxiety & other issues for unfortunately long as I can remember. I have been nearly physically harmed for things out of my control, and felt as if it was a ‘sign that I wasn’t meant to be here’ but I wanted you to know that the universe is not working against you in the way that you believe it it is.
It is possible to get better.
You are the farthest from hopeless. As corny as it sounds - you will never be alone, despite how desolate depression may make you feel. You are so cherished and appreciated. You were meant to be here. Your creation was not a mistake. You are not a mistake.
Where did you copy this comment from? Ah yes, the other million ones, exaclty the same. 🤣
@@donniecatalano Writing eloquently doesn’t mean that I copy comments. Hope this helps.
Hey I know this a little strange but your almost exactly like me and I want to let you know this so you don’t feel as alone, because I know that reading your comment made me feel like I’m not alone and that I’m not the only one my age like this, so thank you for this, truly.
@@AvalonsImagination cant believe it too, but i also have been diagnosed with it without knowing, im also 17, soon ill be 18 too, and it makes me feel like, life is a paper towel or smth.
to be honest, i still cant assimilate how does it change anything, being aware of autism...
but when i read something like your comment, i feel different, like some things do make sense now.
anyway, thanks, for supporting in a way whoever reads your comment, i hope everything goes well for you, and whoever reads this.
Thank you... Thank you. Thank you... Thank you... 🥀....
12am. I’m in my thirties. I’m reading through these comments and there’s a lot of you far younger than I, facing struggles I once faced myself. Life is hard. Anyone who says it isn’t just hasn’t met their demons yet. Things will test you. You will lose your way.
However, if there’s one thing I’ve learnt, It’s ground yourself. Find your corner of peace and cherish it. Be present. Sometimes when thing’s really get on top of me, it’s because I’ve found myself being absent. Alive, but merely in body. Take that late night drive. Take that walk in the cold air. Look at what’s around you and take it in, breathe it in and re-establish yourself in the here and now.
Appreciate the little things. The sights. The sounds. Hold onto the small things that make you, you. Celebrate them.
You could be on this Earth 100 years and still not really understand it all. That’s fine, we’re not meant to. Never were.
Life is fleeting, but that’s the beauty of it. When it gets too much, get back to basics. Honestly, I’ve no better advice than just be at one with yourself. Be humble. Once you realise we aren’t special and it’s perfectly okay to just exist and be a small part of a living, breathing miraculous ecosystem that is Earth. It takes the edge off.
Keep being you.
Thank you brother, I don't know much English but I translated this and your message really helped me a lot. I'm going through a moment in my life where it's hard for me to move on, but as you say, that's life.
Christ is King
Wow ❤
@@Broro1811 whoever and wherever you are..I wish you the best always. This really hit home.
@@lpaaard You got this man.
I found this exactly at 1:00 am in my recommended videos.
Listening to this while trying to forget my problems, my low self-steem, and the feeling of not achieving anything in life no matter how hard I try.
I'm just trying to hold on to something, and that something right now is this video, not because it makes me feel better, but at least it doesn't make me feel worse.
Tomorrow will be better, I hope...
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I feel the same friend. But our opportunity will show up, whe? Idk, but soon. Be patience.
this is just a piece of advice that someone can tell you, it's take advantage of life, create your life, do what you want to do and not what others want you to become, this is your life not other life, remember you are the best person in this world. Have a great day or night today will be better
I’m 16 year old student of high school in Japan.I like to study while listening to these music.and I always get courage to think that everyone is working hard everyday in their own different places.
As you grow, you'll realize that your feelings are not that important for other people. You have to do your job even though you don't feel like to. You are not the center of the world. There's no bad thing or good thing, it's just your perspective of it. It's not depressing, it's maturing. We learn how this world works.
This fcked up for me, feels like everything is wrong, not how it meant to be. That's disappointing me, I just hope my desire to quit don't overcome my fear of death
That is not what maturing is. Maturing is realizing that you’re responsible for yourself and you have to invest in the nurturing you’ll receive with the right people.
i normally click on these videos, not for the music, but for the comments. why is everyone commenting their time😭
I click on it for both!
1:46 am 🤭
I don't know how, but that is these exact time I read your comment, 1:46am.@@melaniemacalister
@@user-eu5hs2vp5m whoa 😮
crazy algorithm, saw & clicked this at 00:58. currently studying for a major exam that would essentially determine my future. really stressed out and studying for the last internal school exam of my life before the real deal. i hope everyone is well and cheer up
How did it go man?
Exploring the cosmos, we find not just stars and planets, but our place in the universe.
We are all lost. We will find an answer. You got this.
I don’t know what Im missing it but I miss it so much. maybe just everything. everything what we had, just every moments of us
Listening to the dark, deep, and ethereal music, I read each comment. The commenters might come from different countries, yet they are all listening to the same music and sharing their inner thoughts and feelings. The world is vast, and while everyone seems far apart, they also feel very close. How incredible it is! Various thoughts intertwine, composing a vibrant and complex life. This is the perspective of an ordinary person from China who loves diving into CZcams.
Who I thought was the love of my life broke up with me. I know no one's ever died of love but...he was my first love, I'd never fallen in love before...and he was my first boyfriend, the first person that ever took an interest in me, the first to hold my hand in public, the first to kiss me with pride as I was his first time in all of that too. All the promises we made, all the plans we had...he just gave up on us when times got a little harder. I thought he'd choose me notwithstanding the circumstances, as I would have...but he didn't. He broke up with me and expected me to be his friend and remain in the friend-zone ( it's been two weeks, of course I'm still in love) while he was already meeting someone else two days after we broke up. Now we're in a "0 contact" situation...he was my ideal, my person, my everything...and supposedly I was his...and still he let us die so easily...I miss him with my heart and soul and can't imagine me falling in love again. I fell in love with his soul... I miss him so much that sometimes I can't even breathe...but reading all these experiences from you guys...I know all of us will be okay... it's strange how comforting it can be to "connect" with others, especially on the Internet. I'm glad I found this video! I hope each one of us will get better soon🥺❤️🩹
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
U will be better❤
7:59 PM. I am 14 years of age, im repeating a grade in school, and im stuck on a thin edge where pne wrong move i will fall to my left is what i want, what i want to achieve and to my right, a place with everything but what you want and im not sure on what side should i drop to so i keep my balance cause sometimes what you want is something that might not be there forever that was what i felt like when i learned i had to repeat but thats in the past now, im about to be 4 weeks in at my new school and im missing some stuff but i still keep going but just "keep going" isn't going to take me far and i feel anxious about knowing that and i feel the same way to about my crush and to be honest confeswinf your love to someone is a leap of faith 99.9% of the time just like everything else when i want to do this but not sure if i could do it on time or whatever i try to remember its a leap of fatih (ik that line came from spiderman into the spiderverse but it is sooooo true)
Edit: if you you dont understand my comment its fine you can read other peoples comments instead
Typing this at 4AM. Been suffering constant restless nights, strange spells of mania or something similar, and overall deep in thought over many things. I have no friends or social life at all. Im isolated, jobless, and have no form of purpose or anything fulfilling going on. I had hopes that were previously expunged from relentless chronic sickness and pain. Im sitting up right now in my bed, because i physically cannot lay down, wishing all would just fade away into black. Im tired.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I am sending hugs and good vibes to you!!
1:20am. I just want my brain to stop for once. Stop the overthinking. Stop the ruined moods over a minor inconvenience. Stop the bitterness in my heart. I think I'm healing, and then I realize I've got more to unpack, and it goes deeper than I thought. I just want to turn it off, the pain.
its 1:51 am. 18 year old lad about to start another year of school/collage and my future feels uncertain.
I feel like im at a point in my life where im not happy with, My desire of becoming an artist always feels like im being held back whether it be my lack of motivation, my crappy mental state at times or even my mum treating me like I dont know any better due to my autism. It sure dosent help with my bad home life and future responsibilities being a adult now. At points I feel like I should just give up. but dispite that I still have hope, I know im not at the point in life where I want to be, but i'll make it the end. so to whoever somehow reads this, just remember that even if everything seems bleak or just want to give up, you will get to where you want eventually. you still have time, keep going.
it's 1 am on Monday. I'm 24 yo girl, my husband is already sleeping in our bedroom. He has to get up early for work. I stayed up to read a book for a little. It's peaceful. We spent great Sunday cleaning up and doing laundry, talking and reading, drinking tea together. I love my husband and I love my life.
But if somebody told 20-year-old me my future would look like that, I wouldn't believe them. i was so lost and depressed. Didn't know what to do with my life. Lonely.
So please, don't give up and keep hoping. Maybe you don't believe it now, (like I didn't) but it's gonna get better.
I hope whoever reading this comment may your all stress go away & god bless you with love, health, happiness ❣
Currently trying to deal with PTSD induced insomnia. A fear of sleep and the unknown future.
There's a comfort in here. The music reflects my soul atm. In pain, melancholy but slightly hopeful.
Hey man, I can't relate exactly, but I can somewhat. I have terrible anticipatory anxiety, and I find myself often waking up with my heart racing and in a cold sweat while on the verge of tears about the future.
You aren't alone.
@tallstar513 Appreciate the kind words friend :)
I am getting better. Just baby steps. We'll make it.
@@MichaelVavor Indeed we will. Life goes on, we got this.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
1:54 6 minutes till 2:00 am thinking of what have I done, is there a future for me is there hope, I feel down and feel like failure and a disappointment to my mother and father, how bad of a influence have I been to my younger brothers and sisters, why I'm I still around here, money is not lasting for me, its getting tuff these days, but I know I will get thru all these things and so are you can do that too we just need to keep going for something better
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I keep finding these channels full of this music that makes me long to be in the dreams I had as a child...I don't know whos making it all but whoever you are, thank you. It brings a deep, sublime kind of calm like nothing else does.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Woke up at 4am made some coffee and a sandwich and went outside to look at the sky, and listened to this song ahh this makes me feel so peaceful❤
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I miss my father so much. I feel the pain crushing me inside. It was back in 2019, before covid hit. But i still feel his loss like it happened yesterday. I dont think i will ever stop missing him. I wish i could go back, in being his baby, and he smiling at me. I miss his smile so much.
I'm so sorry, friend. Your father is looking at you, still loving and waiting. We'll all rest in peace someday, try to do everything you wanted in your life to be happy. That's what your dad would want.
Thank you to everyone opening up. I needed to hear all of this.
It seems like you have a lot of worries, but as long as you're alive, you'll be fine.
I turned 20 now and i never felt so indecisive like this moment in my life. Cant find someone who i can really tell my problems and dealing with life alone it’s really hard shit ( I can’t even trust my mom, she left me). Only my success can fix me but idk if i will not turn crazy until that day.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I want for people to notice me again.............
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
If you live by others acceptance, you'll die from their rejection
It's 19:28 now and I did my daily tasks that I planned and I'm happy. If I had done the same thing 3 months ago, maybe I wouldn't have been so happy. I'm with my family now and I was alone until now. It affects one's mood so that you can spend time with parents and people who are really good. In loneliness, a person gets lost in his own negative thoughts. Bad habits are not strong enough to ruin your future if you know how to deal with them.
Guess what, I'm lestening to it at 1am. Feels nice!
I’ve been through some rough times, but I think I’m coming out of the other side now, keep going forward everyone, there is hope out there, I wish the human race could all work together for a common goal instead of fighting each other, I love you all x
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I often fall asleep to such videos, but it is to this that I have the most unforgettable dreams, or rather memories from childhood, from now on this is my favorite video with soothing music
1.04am. 27 y/o now struggling to finished my research paper while deadline looming. Currently taking masters degree because i wanna push myself harder. But recently life felt like spiralling, a never ending loop. I love doing routine, but at the same time i hate routine. So now im working on my work time table, my mental health, physical health, and spiritual. You got this.
I feel terrible. It's one o'clock in the morning, and I'm listening to this. The person dear to me found more interesting people, our communication began to decrease, which made me more detached and thereby further spoiled our communication. Every day I hurt myself and I want to end everything.
I'm sorry to hear about that. I kinda understand what you mean. It's a really complicated feeling, how the relationship starts to slip away no matter what you try. Honestly that happened to me a few months ago for the only girl I ever loved and, it was really tough to accept the fact that I couldn't change anything, it hurt me a lot. I know that your situation is killing you too, and making you feel down, but trust me that everyday will be different even when it won't be a lineal process. You will get over it, may be you are not finding people tinge near around you because the weren't meant to be near you, I believe that sometimes the universe/God/destiny traces a path that we should take and we need to try yo figure out how to adapt to it. I know it's very easy to say "wait" or "keep faith", no, I've heard that before, the only think that helps me is suffer but understanding that's the life I had and I had to learn something, hoping that this was meant to happen for a reason that I cannot control, so I'm going through the right way
Dont worry 😎
12am. Doing homework for my masters degree, first year first sem.
I am studying the field that I have always been interested in. But when I got here, I thought may be I aimed too high. The courses are not hard. I am just dumb.
But I cannot quit. All events in the past decade has been engineered in such a way that I reach this place in this time. I got this opportunity and I cannot let it go.
I just broke up my with 3 years relationship and youtube recommend me this. Thanks dude, I will just go coding and focus on my startup.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Sorry to hear about that, hope you’re okay!
1:14 am. My emotions are always the strongest when the moon is up, I’ve noticed. It makes me think that our minds or maybe souls are so connected to the earth that we respond this way…I always feel depressed when it’s dark and quiet out. When it rains I feel empty, when the sun shines I feel happy and content. I wish my emotions weren’t so determinable by what was happening around me.
I’m 16 years old and my life isn’t really all that difficult. I have a loving family and friends, good financial state and I do well academically. I always tell myself I have no reason to feel upset. But recently I’ve come to understand that all humans have these feelings and it’s normal. I used to never relate to others issues, but recently I’ve come to terms with how incredibly empathic I am and it’s honestly annoying. Reading all these comments has made me sob my eyes out. Remembering how there’s billions of people I’ve never met, and we ALL have problems and our own lives, it’s crazy. I’m so minuscule.
I never vent my feelings out to anyone but tonight just feels different. I have so much of life left to live and I just want to figure myself out right now, but it’s impossible. To anyone who might be reading this, I love you. Rest up❤️
Its actually 2am but okay..im still feeling it..
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
the best times to write stories and ponder where you've truly been in life
1:29am
No pienso en nada más, tú tampoco lo hagas, demonos un tiempo para acostarnos y descansar escuchando melodías que hacen que ése estrés, ansiedad, miedo, etc... Se vuelva un poco más liberador.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
14 Year old listening to this rn.
[Tw mentions of sh and abuse]
Im just some random kid, recently ive been facing some extremely hard mental battles, being put under an EEA recently and having my whole family find out about my self pain (ifykyk) addiction. Im barely taking in the days, forgetting things constantly it's like my brain is full of fog constantly, thinking back on things from a few hours ago feels like trying to remember a dream and im hearing talking in my head. And worst of all im being abused by a man in his early 20's with no one to go to for help
I'm probably going to be admitted to a mental hospital tomorrow. I just hope it gets better, I hope I get to feel safe and okay like a normal kid eventually I just want a break from the years of struggling. I just want to be okay
I wish you the best.❤
best music for late night gaming
Thanks, this melody help me calm down here in Gaza.
Hope everyone is safe
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i always listen to this everytime im about to sleep. falling asleep to this, without minding any of my life problems and just hoping to successfully "shift" even though i know it wont work is just so peaceful. i know, im dumb to rely my life on a thing called shifting. but that's the only thing that could heal my depression. im hoping for a better life, yet, i cant achieve that. i fell in love with this boy last year, i absolutely have no idea why but its just the "love at first sight" thingy. i never confessed my feelings to him, because i know he would hate me for that. i love june because that's the month when we met, but june this year is just painful to me. he gets a girlfriend.. i know, its his choice and i have no rights to prevent him from having a girlfriend. i know, i know, i really know but it's just so painful. he's the first ever guy that i loved so much, but he fall for anyone else. its really painful.. i dont know why. i just want him to be mine, yet im scared to talk to him and let other girls surpass me. i once made a hate(?) account but its just my thoughts that i cant hide anymore, so i let it all out on that account. my bestfriend shared it to his girlfriend, and then she told him about it. i never meant to say that, it's just.. im tired. does he ever knew that im trying this hard just to be with him? now im just a pathetic loser who only can hate in his eyes.
I can't sleep without this
15 yr old student here, i feel disgusted to be diagnosed w depression and anxiety at an early age but this music makes me rethink life and maybe things will get better. i hope.
Never be disgusted u r a surviver u r ..remember that and been diagnosed never make u less of who u r.its gonna get eventually better this is coming from a surviver herself ..love you take care
@@larazey6761 thank you i love you take care aswell love
The fact that you watched this video means you're trying, and let me tell you that's more than enough, I'm proud of you ❤❤
Im just disappointed in everything, but still trying
@@ander4141 you can do your best!!! I trust you bro ❤
Not trying. Just surviving as long as my body copes
I don't know but this scene makes me want to feel like I'm in an apartment in the United States in New York, I've always dreamed of that, calm, with an apartment... I've been in Mexico for 20 years since I was very young.I'm about to buy my car, I already have it in November and I continue to achieve more goals by working hard 🔥🫡I hope one day to have my own apartment
9:58 pm here , i will listening it 3 hrs later 😇
2:30 AM Life is good, just chillin and playing some games while hearing some nice music
Writing this at 3 :19:am its quiet hot weather,hope u all smiled today too love u try to live ❤
I got an adrenaline rush while listening to this some reason.
I don’t know where I am right now. I think I’m lost in somewhere, somewhere that I can’t deal with. I don’t wanna feel like this it makes me awkward. Sleeping Studying then Eating just a simple loop I do every day. I’m others hopes and I follow their hopes for what ? I don’t know I know nobody can help me rn but I have tried and always try but it never good enough I just wanna lay my body on the bed and don’t feel anything only peaceful
1:09 AM I found this video. I remind myself I am strong. And I truly love her. I wish her happiness from the bottom of my heart.
deciding to take control of my life right now
00:45 a.m. I'm a 21 years old on going degree survival. Next month will be my third semester in the university. It's really hard to keep studying because it's not like I want to but because of my parents. I hope I will survive the entire 4 years and get my degree. Wish me luck if somebody see this comment 😊
Love these.. just lay down and looked for one to play. It's 1 am...so..this one....easy choice
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Sometimes when I m awake in this situation I like to hear this 😢
happened to me too, cant fall asleep
03:02 am. It's hard times, but i felt an sparkle of happy on the end of it.. so.. we all can pass through this, and we will.
The definition of AMAZING is FILLED WITH ASTONISHMENT AND WONDER,that's what the FATHER,the HOLY SPIRIT AND Jesus THINKS ABOUT you 🔥🔥🔥🤯💥
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
A heavenly delight to the ears, I hope to be on your playlists someday.
these images 😇 perfectly suited for this music🥲
Deep calming music... 🎉❤ ...
its not 1 am but idc. Starting the second semester of my third year of college. Time flies away but it seems like im always the same.The thing that scares me the most is to not be making use of these years as in the way of working on personal relationships and stuff, it scares me to see me with 30 and some years and be the same. my life isnt that bad, but its always this thoughts.
almost 2 am, im a 19 year old boy who i just an addict, i cant let myself down in front of my friends and familly, i need to keep pushing forward, it was never about me, i hate me, i need to love everyone else even above my own, im high right now, and i just know something, it doesnt matter how much of a smart, clean, or how much i go to the gym, or how much of a good friend or even good at videogames, i will never be enough, no matteer how much i can love or resist, i will never be enough.
im not the smartest or wisest person but i think you just need jesus. you might say "i tried that already" or "thats just stupid" but i came here to say its not, im a christian and im not the best. I still fall and make mistakes but i get back up because of the promises he left us, "Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” and i feel like that applys to all things, anyways if ur reading this give it a shot!
@@zytizz i already am christian, but thanks
Me and my ex just had a big fight and well… I got blocked, all bridges burned. I don’t know how we got to this moment, I was imagining my whole life with her by my side. I’ve never had anything good last in my life.
Mierda hermano imaginarse uns vida con esa persona es jodido por que era "especial"
Feel the music, believe what was could have been, what isn’t will not happen, push forward, it’s your duty to fulfill you, your journey is not over, time is never ending, your time is also ticking, the same way others lives are. There will be a moment whether it the person you want to reconnect with or with a new person when time simply stops. There is your present. Wait for the moment and you will find clarity in your thoughts. Clear your mind and visualize better version of yourself.
i havent seen my ex in years. i still think about her. i wish we could have stayed close friends i actually have so much i want to tell her. its been like 6 years
@@omarfaruquee1646Beautiful
11:45 pm. I’m 18 and not a day goes by that I don’t get seriously down about how alone I feel. Every night I stay awake for like an hour just imaging what it would be like to have someone that really truly loves me. I cry so often thinking about it that I don’t even feel my tears anymore. I have a loving family for sure, but it’s really not what I need right now. It’s sounds so selfish but there are things I just can’t express that I wish someone could just understand. I’m kinda antisocial and never had a long time relationship, but I’m just scared to get hurt more than I am. I don’t want to be alone anymore.
The visuals and music here are so soothing. I can feel my stress melting away, keep up the fantastic work.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
@@user-nz2jw3wb7i I'll give it a listen
this is so new age cyber punk, so lovecraft
The music and atmosphere it brings keeps me concentrated while I study. Thank you so much.
I don t comment on video's so much but, what i wanna say is that don t waste anytime and go do what u love and want
I draw, I draw alot. I made some decent money drawing but I used to draw late around this videos titles title to be exact and I had very melancholy thoughts and emotions run through my mind when I drew around those times, A window cracked the warm air rushing in through the Los Angeles city streets. Nothing to it but ti keep dreaming and keep working to make yourself better.
im afraid of becomming numb to protect myself. shits been kinda hard and ive gotten less receptive to warmth. i hate this me but i need it right now..
Its been 3 year....Still can't forget herr😔🤥
3:38am 😮💨😞
Excellent for establishing a positive mind
Tomorrow is my exam and I am bursting with anxiety I am not able to be not tenses and not slow
Hoping you did well🤞
Midnight, 19. Im chilling, I just like the music
loosing life slowly 😢
I'm sorry to hear that, I hope things get better for you
please make 1h videos like this titled 0am to 5am plsss😣❤
I really like this 😂❤
its somehow 1am on the dot and this video was on my recommended. nice to cry to, l just feel very heavy and anxious about a lot of things. Honestly just want to sleep I guess. Maybe my mindset will be better after I rest.
1:01 am, february 2 2024. I was crying so hard this night a year ago...I miss old time. I'm not even sure did I change anything after that time.
10:23pm central time. I come home to an empty apartment with just my things. I have a wife and 3 kids who love me but dont live with me because things got hard in this economy and I couldnt take care of them all by myself. Eventually trauma got the better of me and i lashed out. I feel ashamed of myself that it came to this and i lost the one thing that really mattered to me the most. They were everything to me and now im alone until i figure out how to deal with the cards life has dealt and get past the past. If you made it this far into this comment please! Dont let past trauma dictate your future! I regret alot and can no longer feel joy.
Привіт , дуже гарна музика) ❤
Не очікував побачити коментар українською )
Gonna listen to that in 7 hours!
Nice playlist
thanks for your videos
I’m turning 24 by the end the year I don’t know what I’m doing with my life im lost sick and tired
When I listen to these kind of music it just relaxes my mind
Hey. Don't worry. Everything will be fine. May you get everything you want. May you always be happy... It's okay to feel this way but always remember we're with you ..
it is indeed 1 am
Working hard will pay off it will honestly you didn’t get a job today work harder the next day apply and apply there’s no way that someone else can and you can’t keep working everyday build yourself woke out take care of yourself
1:11am ❤
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
These comments that tell stories of a thousand lives, all united in one sound... Music brings us together really.
I wish I could meet each and every single one of these people, and just give them a hug, or a pat on the back.
I mean, I know how it feels like to be lonely. Struggling maybe, traumatized and whatnot. But to whoever is reading this, here's a hug for you (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃
Just know that you're worth it, and I believe you'll get through it. You may or may not feel it, but just know there's a lot of people out there that truly cares and loves you.
Take care, rest well.
- from a 14 y.o.
I need on itunes . Take it money. Take it.