Life Is Beautiful?

Sdílet
Vložit
  • čas přidán 23. 12. 2023
  • I'm not going to do many of these rants anymore. This is my last one and I don't ever want to feel like this again. I promise not to, this coming year things will be better and you guys will see that in the videos coming. Thank you for all your support I love you guys.
    Insta : @mari_7x27

Komentáře • 224

  • @dice44
    @dice44 Před 5 měsíci +65

    That sick fogy emptiness feeling, where you have no one to talk to is one of the worst feelings.

    • @lordoftheONE3
      @lordoftheONE3 Před 4 měsíci +2

      And You Will Continue To Feel That. I'm Gonna Share My Hatred With You. See, I Will Always Take My Hatred With Me. It Grows Me, Shapes Me, And, It Consumes Me In It's Righteous Wrath.

  • @jreedmem77
    @jreedmem77 Před 5 měsíci +22

    Awww man all I wanna do when I watch this is give you a huge hug. I’m sorry for all that you’ve gone through and the suffering you’ve had to endure at such a young age. Don’t let it make you bitter and keep you from opening yourself up to others. By doing so you’ll be shutting out those who would genuinely care about you. You’re right that the circumstances you’ve gone through can make you better. It can definitely help you appreciate those special relationships that you’ll have in life more so than if you haven’t gone through all that you’ve already been through. Keep being the awesome person that you are and don’t let the world get you down. Merry Christmas Mari!

  • @rene7620
    @rene7620 Před 5 měsíci +10

    “I know what I have to do now. I got to keep breathing, because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?” -Chuck Noland

  • @onefortheroad2188
    @onefortheroad2188 Před 5 měsíci +10

    This world needs you!! Find your purpose, keep searching till you find that missing puzzle piece. You're somebody's future husband, future father, and those future children of yours will see you as all children see their father... their super hero.

  • @kelechi_77
    @kelechi_77 Před 5 měsíci +15

    this is character development

  • @Marks2Chill
    @Marks2Chill Před 5 měsíci +6

    You simply being alive and making this video, is a major contribution to the human race. Excellent video.... Even with all the bullshit, life really is beautiful....and worth living.

  • @needmoney666
    @needmoney666 Před 5 měsíci +17

    You have so much to offer the world Mari. Best wishes and hopes to you.

  • @octag8nn
    @octag8nn Před 5 měsíci +22

    MAAARRRRRRRIIIII BROOOOOO IM GLAD YOUR ALIVE! Love you bro! Glad you made another video :)

  • @trineseDMVbeauty
    @trineseDMVbeauty Před 5 měsíci +8

    New Subbie 🙋🏾‍♀️, I've been binge watching your videos this morning, I understand where your coming from I was diagnosed with major depression, anxiety, bipolar 2 and PTSD in 2020, the high & low days are so exhausting and alot of times I just want to give up and rest in peace, but I know god has a purpose for me so I pray & cry out to him daily!! You have a purpose to be on this earth as well, and the strength your showing by posting these videos on youtube about how your feeling has to be vulnerable and hard but your doing it and thats a start. Your days won't always be dark I promise you, please never give up you have a purpose to be here❤

  • @carrieon...9370
    @carrieon...9370 Před 5 měsíci +6

    GOD BLESS YOU! Hang on and turn to God!

  • @onefortheroad2188
    @onefortheroad2188 Před 5 měsíci +9

    Never give up. Life is a lesson to learn and grow. You're amazing and you are a gift!

    • @TheFracturedfuture
      @TheFracturedfuture Před 5 měsíci +2

      The most cliche response ever.
      "Learn and grow"
      Who gives a shit about that when you feel like crap every day.

  • @greganderson2239
    @greganderson2239 Před 5 měsíci +4

    Life is the reality you choose to accept and create… adopting an attitude of gratitude and realizing that everything is a gift to learn from, that’s when you feel at peace and content.

    • @lordoftheONE3
      @lordoftheONE3 Před 4 měsíci

      You Gnostics. Always Placing Other Realities Above Your Own. No Wonder Gnosticism Is In Shambles.

  • @itsjustme8815
    @itsjustme8815 Před 5 měsíci +4

    stay strong brother. diamonds aren't made with gentleness :) i hope you keep this attitude and promise to yourself, its this strength that will pull love and generosity into your life. feelings attract the same feelings like in a mirror, make your reflection who you want to be and slowly that reflection will be you. i can see you've got the strength you need to create this beautiful future

  • @flovv4580
    @flovv4580 Před 5 měsíci +1

    You got it kid. We don't like pain, we try to avoid it, but pain helps us grow....it can helps us change for the better.

  • @bambinodelcaso9757
    @bambinodelcaso9757 Před 5 měsíci +2

    This was something I needed to hear. I can't say that I feel the same way as you, but I have been stuck in a pit of despair for the longest time.
    I've felt alone for so many years and am struggling to find a purpose in life. I have gone in and out of homelessness without asking for help to keep myself from burdening others, but because of that-- I lost contact with people. Hell, I'm going to be homeless again on New Years. For the longest time, I felt nothing but grievance and despair.
    I was so blinded by my misfortunes that I never saw the bigger picture. I was never really alone. I found and built new bonds at work. I made friends who will be there for me, even when I am at my lowest. I never thought I'd meet people like them and it feels like a dream. I'm even taking up classes again at my college, granted that it's only one class for the Spring semester, but we take life step by step.
    I'm not looking forward into sleeping in my car again, but it's as you said. Life is Beautiful. If not for the struggles and pains of my past, I wouldn't be who I am today. It all made me stronger, smarter, and more humble that I can at least be proud of.
    Thank you Mari for your wisdom. You've been inspiring me and I'm sure you have inspired others. Merry Christmas and have a Happy New Year.

  • @Davidm3782
    @Davidm3782 Před 5 měsíci +8

    I felt like you do. It was many years ago when I was your age. I wish I could go back in time and tell myself all I have to look forward to. All of the joy and pain that follows. We are here for a reason. It takes a lifetime to look back and see what that reason was. Merry Christmas!

  • @charliealvarado401
    @charliealvarado401 Před 5 měsíci +6

    Aww Mari. You are beautiful.

  • @user-ff3ti3qo1n
    @user-ff3ti3qo1n Před 5 měsíci +14

    Hard times make us appreciate the better times more.

  • @susangarza3203
    @susangarza3203 Před 5 měsíci +1

    Remember we are stronger than we think! I hope everyone here can motivate each other to keep doing this crazy thing called life. Thank you Mari for bringing us together. Happy New Year ti everyone !!

  • @georgealberto1985
    @georgealberto1985 Před 5 měsíci +1

    Damn! This is so deep! Don't give up Mari and you're right, It's gonna get better "Keep calm and carry on"

  • @Mada_94_
    @Mada_94_ Před 5 měsíci +2

    That was beautiful, rooting for you! I keep replaying your video for motivation. Thank you! 🙏❤️

  • @KaloyanGeorgiev92
    @KaloyanGeorgiev92 Před 5 měsíci +2

    I've had one of my best years to date when I look back at my life. Yet I had half of it depressed and barely able to push myself to shower, eat and barely go to work even. I'm still grateful for everything - good and bad. I'm also lonely af. I'm also kinda jaded ngl. But I'm gonna keep going and putting my best foot forward and give it my all, my 50% or as much as I could at time. We have ups and downs but only when we experience both we can find our center balance. I think we can both relate to that. Happy New Year, brother! For many better ones ahead 👊🏻

  • @Talkingtoyself
    @Talkingtoyself Před 5 měsíci +4

    I believe in you man and I appreciate your videos.

  • @johnb3390
    @johnb3390 Před 5 měsíci +3

    Life is beautiful. Yes. Keep looking for beauty. You've got the right idea. Stay determined.

  • @jlddark
    @jlddark Před 5 měsíci +3

    Hang in there young man. Look at yourself the way God looks at you. There was like a 1 in 400 trillion chance that you would be born. Yet you're here. There's a reason for that.

  • @strangelillas
    @strangelillas Před 5 měsíci +5

    Take it moment by moment. Sometimes, day by day, it feels too long. So minute by minute can help me in the present moment.
    The existence of life is beautiful. It's mysterious and confusing. Yes, there is pain, but there is also beauty. Pain and beauty can happen without our will. But we also have control of some of it.
    We should try to create more beautiful things.
    Like this video. It's beautiful because it's real and human. I relate to your suffering. I'm here with you. We suffer together. But we can also feel happiness together. We just have to work for it more sometimes. ❤🎉😊
    Happy holidays , friend.

  • @modestmouse2889
    @modestmouse2889 Před 3 měsíci +1

    The key to wisdom is to STEP OUTSIDE YOURSELF AND SEE THE BIG PICTURE. IT'S ALL RELATIVE.
    Very little is needed to make a happy life; it is all within yourself, in your way of thinking. The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. You have power over your mind - not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength.
    -MARCUS AURELIUS
    ancient greece

  • @Vetfather
    @Vetfather Před 5 měsíci +2

    You Young Man are Helping alot of souls. Truth these words, because I Know. God Bless from Great Grand pa

  • @XXXXBossXXXX
    @XXXXBossXXXX Před 5 měsíci

    Today ive experienced some serious pain… im supporting you through man.. praying for us all here.

  • @ShibaMcDripNu
    @ShibaMcDripNu Před 5 měsíci +3

    Merry Christmas fam! You can get through your suffering, for that 1 good day. What hits rock bottom, can only goes up. You have a long and great future ahead of you. Fight and win.

  • @SF5SI
    @SF5SI Před 3 měsíci

    First of all, I would like to congratulate you for the bravery you've shown by making these videos and putting your guts out into the world. I think you nailed the problem a lot of us are going through in life and that's why you are getting so much response to your videos. Life is, in essence, suffering and by acknowledging that fact we may be able to rise above it sometimes. Keep up the good work dear friend and keep molding yourself in the fiery furnace of this gut-wrenching odissey we call life. I salute you! Amor fati!

  • @prorok21
    @prorok21 Před 3 měsíci

    Be brave kid, try to process as much of this emotional load as you can. You are already doing it, you are getting 💪.
    As terrible as it sounds, let it ring through your heart like a bell through your body. Don't run away from it, you can't. But you can embrace it to make you stronger ❤

  • @scopein
    @scopein Před 5 měsíci +1

    I believe your mind is on the right path. Yes, you might struggle but you don’t let it take you down and instead you look at the positive aspects in life. I struggle too but I never let it take me down because I know my story is nowhere near finished and neither is yours.

  • @IlwrathAvenger
    @IlwrathAvenger Před 5 měsíci

    Life is fcking scary. That sickening feeling, or anxiety, is for unprocessed feelings and thoughts in the body. Good to hear that you are going through those - it will be painful, but keep doing it. Behind those emotions are the root needs and causes you want to find. Just listen to the bad feelings, too, since they can lead you to them. And trust me - there is no need to be ashamed of those, the feelings or needs, since most of them are just really basic and simple, yet so primal. Like need to be heard, seen, to be met and held, to feel safety and meaning, to feel connection and closeness to others. If you can treat and see these needs within you as the most important things in your life to follow and listen to, you are so much closer of knowing yourself, and meeting those happy days and moments. ❤

  • @leanderbauer6092
    @leanderbauer6092 Před 4 měsíci

    From life is BS to life is beautiful. You're a wonderful person. KEEP FUCKING FIGHTIN. THE GOOD MOMENTS WILL COME!!!

  • @Crimson_Jay8
    @Crimson_Jay8 Před 4 měsíci

    Never ever forget this mentality. No matter how harrowing life gets, life is beautiful. I'm beyond impressed with your fortitude, your wisdom, your perspective, and your honesty. And I say this with the upmost respect, you being 23 years of age and you're already articulating your feelings and thoughts like this is beyond magnificent. No matter how much eveything hurts, never forget the core of who you are and what you are striving for. Take it from a 30 year old who's now 4 years and 4 months sober from alcohol and weed, still single, no kids, who's sufferred through injuries, anxieties, hearing concerns, problems after problems pertaining to arguments and at times physical altercations regarding family and work life, heartbreaks, and every other bullshit that people have thrown at me I remind myself that life is beautiful and it is worth fighting for. That now, after the trials and tribulations at least I have my parents who I adore, my friends who are like my brothers and sisters to me, and even if all else fails, at least I still have myself. I've been at rock bottom many times. I had to learn the hard lessons multiple times throughout my younger years, but through it all, things did get better. I did better. Because I had to fight back. Because I needed to get smarter and stronger to make it to those better times. And I hope you continue to fight back and endure and persevere. I hope you see better days. Horrible shit is on its way, such is life, and I'm not saying it's not scary or that I'm even ready, but you reach a point when you're so fed up with being angry or scared or crying or stressing yourself out that you rather just deal with that shit and move on. Move on towards better. And I hope we all have the strength to fight and carry on. I hope you survive the shit times. I hope you thrive and see better days.

  • @delvaldog2869
    @delvaldog2869 Před 5 měsíci +3

    Don’t forget to have fun

  • @drakewilliams6069
    @drakewilliams6069 Před 5 měsíci +7

    Merry Christmas brother! 🎄

  • @BeGenerousAlways
    @BeGenerousAlways Před 5 měsíci +2

    But there are people. Thousands of people there for you. I’m 16, and truly alone.

  • @argile5
    @argile5 Před 4 měsíci +1

    Just this past month I have been sick with a very painful virus I can't get rid of. Just being able to walk around healthy again is going to be great. I don't have to talk to anybody. Just be free of disease and eat solid food. I can let go of all my family problems. I just want to be free of pain. And I will....

  • @anthonyfonzi2144
    @anthonyfonzi2144 Před 3 měsíci

    It will get better as long as you put the work and effort into. Invest in yourself. Pain makes you stronger. Own it and dont forget it. Become the man you want to be. You got this.

  • @user-xg2or5pz6y
    @user-xg2or5pz6y Před 3 měsíci

    All this guy needed was to be heard, and then supported in the comments.
    I imagine, how many people just need to be heard.

  • @ajbron
    @ajbron Před 5 měsíci +1

    stay strong brother you got this ! life will test you but its for a reason

  • @modestmouse2889
    @modestmouse2889 Před 3 měsíci +5

    “When you arise in the morning think of what a privilege it is to be alive, to think, to enjoy, to love ...”
    ― Marcus Aurelius, Meditations

  • @yourlocalusername392
    @yourlocalusername392 Před 5 měsíci

    It's nice seein u grow as a person💯 wishing u the best

  • @alejandroflores4022
    @alejandroflores4022 Před 4 měsíci

    The most beautiful thing about life is when you look back at your low days and think about how you were strong and intelligent because you were able to overcome all those things. Just think about all those people who have it so much worse than you, you’re at a crossroads where you can excel and learn from all those things, never give up those good days will come. Keep going strong

  • @TheClintb17
    @TheClintb17 Před 5 měsíci

    Hey Mari, some days are good and others are not so, but be certain we all have your back, we understand how it is, keep posting if it helps, we are here for you, things do get better, a big virtual hug , cheers CB 🇦🇺👍💪❤️

  • @bradley-224
    @bradley-224 Před 5 měsíci +1

    You know what's true bro. Diamonds are made under immense pressure.

  • @zackazuki
    @zackazuki Před 4 měsíci +1

    the character development arc is a beautiful sight to see

  • @matthewcarriuolo3855
    @matthewcarriuolo3855 Před 5 měsíci

    I’m not sure what trauma you recently experienced, but I can certainly relate to how you feel. Just recently, I had a meltdown and made a Facebook post where I apologized for being so difficult to be around. Lately it seems like nearly everyone is desperate not to be around me in person, and I just assumed it was because of me. So I took the time to think about all of my character flaws and address them. The thing is, though, I ultimately realized that they are merely imperfections. I’m not terrible-just not perfect. And I think a lot of people demand perfection, so they don’t like being around other people, because people are, by their very nature, imperfect.

  • @gregorylecakes9435
    @gregorylecakes9435 Před 5 měsíci

    I feel you. My life is trash and will never get better. I want you to be well. I am worthy of nothing but you are ❤

  • @adrianajimenez4342
    @adrianajimenez4342 Před 5 měsíci

    I suffer from anxiety and depression and all I can tell you is just take life one day at a time my friend ❤prayers 🙏

  • @gellila4029
    @gellila4029 Před 5 měsíci +1

    I feel ur pain❤❤ hope u get through this shitty world

  • @Velvet-Sunshine.
    @Velvet-Sunshine. Před 5 měsíci +5

    I could have a 10-hour discussion with you and save you a lot of pain. But in a nutshell. Call it the Matrix if you will. The problem with Generation Y & Z which is about where you are. Think of groups of people that could be your friend, but they are in pods and they don't venture out. You are lonely and in your own pot and you don't venture out. Furthermore no one is adventuring out. In fact, I don't believe it's possible. Perhaps because the people you see are not real or it's the Matrix.

  • @Charles-lt4oe
    @Charles-lt4oe Před 5 měsíci

    UR RIGHT IT WILL GET BETTER I WAS U FROM AGE 16 TO 23 IM STILL THE SAME GUY BUT PERCEPTION HAS CHANGED TO BEING EXTREMELY GRATEFUL 4 THE SUCCESS HE HAS BROUGHT ME U GONE MAKE IT BRO

  • @nikkibarrett9171
    @nikkibarrett9171 Před 5 měsíci

    I hear you friend, you are strong and you have this. Look after yourself on the bad days. Xxx

  • @Ponk_80
    @Ponk_80 Před 4 měsíci

    Thank you for sharing, I only wish the best for you, I know that the words of a complete stranger like me, might not mean anything, I wanted to die the other day, but when I hear others that also are tired of living, it really makes me sad, but it makes me reflect as how others would feel If I was no longer here, so I’m thankful that you have the courage to share your feelings with the rest of the world. I sincerely hope that you experience the beauty that life can be, all of my heart goes out to you.

  • @ziggysue
    @ziggysue Před 3 měsíci

    Never give up in life.
    People are wonderful. You havent lived long enough to find this out.
    Find a career helping kids,animals and people.
    You will empathise with the suffering of others & find your vocation in life.
    Fill your heart with the desire to help others. Focus your pain away from yourself and it will transform you.

  • @DK-5
    @DK-5 Před 5 měsíci

    I relate to you man, keep being you!

  • @allyson7515
    @allyson7515 Před 4 měsíci +1

    i hope things get better💕

  • @rowenafortuin7918
    @rowenafortuin7918 Před 4 měsíci

    Life is cruel and so unfair. Just when you think you're finally truly happy, that happiness just hurts you. But there is beauty in life as well. We can live for the small things and find joy in them. Even when it's hard to breathe, I try to hold onto whatever hope I can find. Reality is brutal. You're right. Life isn't a fairytale at all. But there is a purpose. Reasons why you're alive. Keep going. You are always worthy, even when your brain tells you the opposite.

  • @lifelessonspodcastdougspence

    There is a evolution in consciousness that is happening right now in the world. The gap between the awake and the asleep is becoming wider. You are a very deep thinker, you are awake, and present. But your peers are probably asleep, so you feel isolated and alone. Your intuition is telling you from a greater perspective that this pain is all worth it, and it’s true. You are learning the workings of your mind, what thoughts and beliefs cause you pain and which don’t. You are on the path of self discovery and wisdom, like so many others. Keep looking within, you’ll find answers. You are here for a reason, you have already impacted so many people with your videos. On your videos you allow yourself to be authentic, and it’s working for you. It will work offline too. Repelling some and attracting others in the most natural way, let it happen, you’ll find your people.

  • @modestmouse2889
    @modestmouse2889 Před 3 měsíci

    IT'S ALL RELATIVE. FUCK IT. I'm 60. How do you know we haven't been here 1000 times before. COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS.

  • @handlemine
    @handlemine Před 4 měsíci

    You are beautiful. Peace be with us. ❤

  • @thmoney25
    @thmoney25 Před 28 dny

    Thanks for the honesty ❤

  • @theswede5402
    @theswede5402 Před 5 měsíci

    Same here bro, i have been through years of fugging shit and i still do. Disappointments and alot of wrath but somehow i manage to keep that light of optimism alive deep inside because i know life has so much beauty to offer as well. A radical change is in store for me in 2024 though.

    • @sleepy4205
      @sleepy4205 Před 5 měsíci +1

      I hope I can change during 2024 too, lets hope for the best.
      My life is also very empty, I am a disappointment but I know it can change and life would eventually get better.

  • @phanders6236
    @phanders6236 Před 5 měsíci

    you are lucky to feel sad moments. Sad moments make us happy at other times. Happiness needs sadness as a contrast.

  • @r4h4al
    @r4h4al Před 5 měsíci +1

    Merry Christmas Mari.

  • @LovelyPumpkin4
    @LovelyPumpkin4 Před 5 měsíci +3

    Dude you're literally so pretty, you dint deserve this 🥺

    • @yugeno
      @yugeno Před 4 měsíci +1

      what does being 'pretty' have do to with this?

    • @LovelyPumpkin4
      @LovelyPumpkin4 Před 4 měsíci

      ​@@yugenoit has everything to do with thos because if he wasn't pretty I wouldn't have wrote this comment

    • @yugeno
      @yugeno Před 4 měsíci +1

      @@LovelyPumpkin4 lmao so are you saying that if he was average/ugly then he would deserve to feel bad?

    • @LovelyPumpkin4
      @LovelyPumpkin4 Před 4 měsíci

      @@yugeno is that what you want me to say? If so then be disappointed

    • @yugeno
      @yugeno Před 4 měsíci +1

      @@LovelyPumpkin4 that's not what I want you to say but I'm assuming that's what you're thinking because you literally said 'if he wasn't pretty I wouldn't have wrote this comment'. anyway I'm done talking to you because you sound like you're 12 years old.

  • @razopr228
    @razopr228 Před 3 měsíci

    you said what is true, keep going in life

  • @nicholasonearth
    @nicholasonearth Před 5 měsíci

    Yes, life is about experiencing goods and bads. My best friend, whom I have known for 2 years and a half, ditches me for getting a girlfriend after only about a month. But it also has helped me to differentiate between genuine and false friends, I will never give up for improving my life.

  • @sea_ohm11
    @sea_ohm11 Před 3 měsíci

    Stay gold ponyboy!
    In all seriousness, life is beautiful! No such thing as a perfect world. Pain makes joy so much more fulfilling. You're on the right mindset. Now you just gotta move, act, progress, experience, feel, live.
    You seem like a cool cat. Pretty aware of reality. I would be down to hang out.

  • @paulojorge3704
    @paulojorge3704 Před 5 měsíci +3

    Write a book dude. A novel or an autobiography. It might help cope with the BS that is life on this mud ball called Earth.

  • @AndrewSM01
    @AndrewSM01 Před 5 měsíci +1

    Give your life to Jesus, all this pain, depression, saddens will go away through him! Seek him! You might have lost hope sometimes, but have faith, god loves you so much, he will help you through this, just go to him, reach him! Love you brother! Keep pushing!❤🤗🤗

  • @ella5319
    @ella5319 Před 3 měsíci

    You are a very sensitive soul, life is harder for us than others, we take things to heart, we are introverts not comfortable around people, feeling people are judging us. You have very soulful eyes that reflects a good person. Be yourself others will adjust.

  • @izzalrahizam8865
    @izzalrahizam8865 Před 3 měsíci

    thank you,i really need this.

  • @LaChicaconSuerte-1111
    @LaChicaconSuerte-1111 Před 5 měsíci

    Keep going! The thing about life is that you don´t stay the same. You are still you, but you will change in ways that you can´t predict. All of the things that you go through and experience, shape you, in one way or another. You are right. You can feel one way today and completely differently two weeks from now and there´s no way of knowing how you are going to feel. One thing that can help is to be an observer of your own life. Observe your own feelings, emotions, how you are reacting or experiencing life. Imagine yourself as someone sitting outside of yourself, who is just observing. This makes you realizes it´s your choice. It´s your choice, at every single moment, as to how you want to feel about anything or whether you want to feel anything and whether or not to react to anything and how to react. The same goes for thoughts. Thoughts come through and it´s our choice whether to believe those thoughts or not. Whether to pay attention to them or not. They are just thoughts, like clouds passing by. Enjoy being alive and express gratitude, even out loud, for every good thing that comes your way, whether it´s someone who was kind to you, something good that happened, the food you have to eat, something you enjoyed, some kind of beauty that you experienced, whether in nature, or in a person, the realization that you´ve grown, understood something that you didn´t in the past, that you´re evolving, that you´re now able to help others, and do help others whenever you can, as long as you look after yourself first. Help others. This is how to be happy. Serve others, be of service, do your best and look after yourself and appreciate this chance to be alive on this planet right now. Take care x

  • @Djk534
    @Djk534 Před 4 měsíci

    God bless you and you are never alone

  • @Mel-oc7pi
    @Mel-oc7pi Před 3 měsíci

    3:58 "it's a beautiful to be able to try and to fail repeatedly" - mari

  • @wowwhyisthistaken
    @wowwhyisthistaken Před měsícem

    Remember that if you’re ever feeling down and you can ask yourself what are the reasons I’m probably feeling down right now, and the reasons are circumstantial and temporary then you know things will get better. And even if they seem like permanent problems they almost never are.

  • @TheRamblingsofBry
    @TheRamblingsofBry Před 3 měsíci

    Life is good, and good gets better. Meaning we have to look for the good, and add it on to our lives. Life can be whatever you want it to be. If you are down today, the only way is UP from now on.... See a doctor, have a chat, there is help out there... GRAB IT.

  • @pox9127
    @pox9127 Před 5 měsíci +9

    merry christmas man. oh and i wanna share something, have you had those times where you wakr up in the middle of the night and start having the darkest thoughts ever/ exisitential dread? like it comes out naturally and u cant control it. ive had those a number of times now, in those moments i feel hopeless and trapped, i think about the day my parents will die, or if ill grow up and still be super lonely. anyways i just wanna throw this out to see if anyone can relate

    • @AdamOwenBrowning
      @AdamOwenBrowning Před 5 měsíci

      Yep! I think almost everybody has this happen. Reading your comment rocketed me right back to being a young lad, in my bed, terrified that my mum, my dad, my sister would pass away. How it would shatter everything.
      Then, that did eventually happen. I'm still here. You'll be fine, eventually. This dread It feels like it comes naturally and it happens at night for a reason!
      We dream horrible things or daydream horrible experiences because the body subconsciously tries to learn, adapt and survive. Tragedies often kill people.
      So, our brains make us think about a tragedy and how we'd handle it - like "What if my parents died, how would I handle that?" or "What if I have no friends forever? How would I handle that?" It's a stone-age survival reflex that is kinda misplaced and not very useful in the modern world
      regardless of all that shit I hope you're doing good right now my man. If you're young, you have a higher chance of making something more of yourself than we did.

  • @jonathon4938
    @jonathon4938 Před 4 měsíci

    Hello, yesterday I found your page and feel that I can identify in similar ways to many things you describe. You and what you are doing has been on my mind and has given me more inspiration to make the plunge into joining you in the exact same things. I wanna talk to you!!
    YOU HAVE INSPIRED ME,

  • @HenglishShogun
    @HenglishShogun Před 5 měsíci

    Here with you man..

  • @WaterPickle
    @WaterPickle Před 5 měsíci +1

    I feal your soul brother I know that intelligent duality ❤

  • @nateisawesome766
    @nateisawesome766 Před 5 měsíci +1

    I feel attached to your videos. They're so inspiring.

  • @njguy5101
    @njguy5101 Před 5 měsíci +1

    Dude you're a good looking guy a lil awkward is a actually charming! So celebrate it

  • @therealjayseh
    @therealjayseh Před 5 měsíci

    Merry Christmas bro! Stop over analyzing everything! Just go do things you enjoy and make sure you don't hurt anyone or anything else. What's supposed to come your way, will come your way. Chill out bro, smoke and chill bro. Talk to God. He wants to hear you. Laters bro. Be good 👍🏼

  • @DanielBergerHewitt
    @DanielBergerHewitt Před 5 měsíci +1

    Psalms 35:9And my soul shall be joyful in the LORD: it shall rejoice in his salvation.

  • @Jay_Galvez_Young
    @Jay_Galvez_Young Před 4 měsíci

    I wish you peace my friend 🙏🏽👍🏽

  • @joshuaphillips9020
    @joshuaphillips9020 Před 5 měsíci

    Hey brother, I don't know how I stumbled across your video but my heart goes out to you. I was lost and had so many questions and then I read the bible and my life has changed. Jesus died and rose from the grave.. I don't know you but I care about you man. God bless..

  • @sleepy4205
    @sleepy4205 Před 5 měsíci

    No one would probably read this but I am still in high school, I transferred last year from a different school, my social life wasn’t that good back then but I still had a few friends that were pretty close to me (lost contact with all of them), but after I transferred everything changed, I didn’t even choose to be at this school, I made one friend at this new school but no matter how much I try to be a good friend I just can’t feel like this guy is my friend, he just feels like an acquaintance, I know he is a good guy, but he has completely different interests from me and we can’t have a long conversation about our interests. And to make matters even worse, I am targeted to be ridiculed just because I am quiet and shy, the bullies have basically ruined my image and reputation in class, and another thing I dislike about this school is that it is way more stressful as it is a more prestigious school, so I have more burdens, homeworks and projects. And another thing that has been going on with my life is my internet addiction, no matter if it is youtube or corn, it has just became a habit, I don’t get good sleep because of it, I am sleep deprived because of it, I try to be productive but I just can’t, it feels like something is limiting me from doing something meaningful, I can’t even focus in class. A normal routine in my life would be eat, school, and the internet for the rest of the day and then some crappy 5 hour sleep. Even during the holidays my routine is crap, it would be eat, youtube for the whole day and I would always feel like crap after the day ends and when I wake up. My grades are trash and I disappointed my parents, I literally cant even bring myself to study the day before the exam, and after the exam was over I basically failed most of my subjects, considering that my sister is a straight A student, my parents are definitely not happy with my grades and they were pretty disappointed, don’t get me wrong, I am very grateful for them and they are great parents but my relationship with them has just gotten worse because I always do nothing with my life and they keep getting mad at me and keep lecturing me. I have hit rock bottom in life, life just feels empty, I always feel this weird feeling inside of me everyday, I am conscious that I am doing nothing so it feels like some kind of sickness in me that keeps hurting more and more, it is like the feeling of anxiety that will never stop even when I am doing nothing, it hurts me mentally and physically. I dont know how to describe it but I want to do something productive but I cant, glad I can slightly relate with you on the social life part, I am very grateful for live and I think life is beautiful. I pray to god everyday and I hope things get better and I could change🙏🏻

  • @Djk534
    @Djk534 Před 4 měsíci

    I will pray for your well being

  • @PT-TOC
    @PT-TOC Před 3 měsíci

    I love you bro and your vision

  • @applejuice4514
    @applejuice4514 Před 4 měsíci +1

    May God bless you

  • @breatheliveandthrive7404
    @breatheliveandthrive7404 Před 5 měsíci +1

    "In this world there are tribulations but be of good cheer. I have overcome the world!" - Jesus
    He clearly said tribulations meaning pain and sufferings. Strength is all we have so long as we are alive. Do not seek happiness but strength to go through the storms that comes in our way. Betrayal in friendships and romantic relationships, lay off or get fired by jobs, loneliness, illness, war, family issues and all that. Happiness is sporadic and momentary and through this people desire for it more like breadcrumbs. This is where most of us got it wrong and tried so hard to seek for it by dying to hear the advice of billionaires and relationship and life coach fake gurus.

  • @fueledbymusic3
    @fueledbymusic3 Před 5 měsíci +1

    I like your name!
    I had the same complaint like on your main video when I was 22 too! In the year 1992.

  • @terry92104
    @terry92104 Před 5 měsíci +2

    It would be nice if you would share some of the events that set this video in motion.

  • @Consistencyiseverything-zj9dk

    Im going through the same thing
    I have 0 friends in real life and in online
    I feel i dont fit into the society. Each night i go to sleep with anxiety depression and crying idk how to fix this, i also want to live like normal people, i feel insecure i feel inferior i feel different.

  • @pootis388
    @pootis388 Před měsícem

    i often end up having many different days lately things have been rough but life can also be what you make it but sometimes you cant do that