two months on testosterone (ftm transition)
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- čas přidán 6. 07. 2024
- another exciting month of voice drops, body hair and new emotions! if you want to keep updated with my medical transition and also have some (in my opinion) cool trans related content you should subscribe to me :)
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0:00 Intro
3:01 Voice Comp
3:17 Main Changes
20:00 NSFW Changes
22:16 Outro
tatoo: maybe a frog holding a trans flag or something to do with the trans flag, and omg you sound so different! its crazy seeing how youve changed in like the past 2 months!! keep doing what youre doing :)))
that's actually such a cute idea omg
Wow, fast changes Theo! I'm 19 almost 20 and I'm worried that I'll end up starting T really late because I only came out at 18, but I know it's silly to compare to other people, especially since my parents were so ignorant about it before (like I technically came out at 13 and several times after that but they said I'd grow out of it, funny cos I had obvious dysphoria from like 4 lmao). I never even thought about the emotional stuff, before I came out I was so depressed, won't go in to detail bcus trauma dumping but basically I relate to what you said about the dampening of emotions, before I came out I was always either having a complete meltdown or just numb. I haven't felt that bad since I came out, the only emotion even close to that feeling is this weird sense of mourning I have for the possible happy, comfortable childhood I could've had (shouldn't dwell on it but I do sometimes). When I cut my hair, it was so overwhelming with the euphoria, it's like I suddenly felt like a person? That day I'd found out that the author of a series I used to love (HP) was transphobic, which was like a kick to the stomach as her books got me through so much as a kid (can't even enjoy it anymore though), but even that couldn't dampen my euphoria when I looked in the mirror. I actually cried happy tears which is embarrassing lol but it was like finally seeing myself. I still have really bad dysphoria but I'm lucky enough to 'pass' just as a younger guy, like the only people who misgender me occasionally are family members who knew me before. I'm so desperate to start T and get top surgery but the waiting lists are so long, I've already been on the waiting list for a year and a bit. I've done so much research in to it since I was about 13, I still have some worries like acne or my singing voice getting bad or something but other trans guys have said if you can sing before you can sing after so that should be alright.
Sorry for the long comment, I always end up writing whole ass essays
Normally I don't comment but I start T next month and your progress updates have really been getting me through these past few months. I have a similar problem with my dysphoria where I just completely shut down and don't allow myself to feel things as a defense mechanism because my dysphoria is so bad. I've also noticed my voice dysphoria is getting worse? It's like I'm anticipating being on T so I'm even harder on myself right now. Anyways your videos are really great, your vibes are immaculate, and thank you for the updates :D
thank you and i hope your transition gos well!
@@TheosGhost thanks man, here's hoping :)
omg, happy two months!!
Jesus christ your voice is so deep :0
No way I've been thinking a lot lately about what I want my first tatoo to be and it's definitely got to be a studio ghibli one! Even drew some designs for studio ghibli tatoos. I'm going to take a stab and say no face or at least some character from spirited away (haku in dragon form, the soot particles or the frog) is what you're going to get lol
incorrect but my artist talked about wanting to do some soot sprites so i may be getting some in the future
@@TheosGhost They're so nice if you want a small tatoo or an extra beside a bigger tatoo of the same theme especially when they're holding the stars
Omg I sweat on calls too!!! Congrats on 2 months, and I hope you feel better soon. ❤
just found you, ready to follow your entire journey through the upcoming years
your voice changed so much its so deep and cool, also i am early i guess :D
Is the tattoo maybe Totoro or Ponyo?
also your voice sounds awesome happy two months! :)
HAPPY TWO MONTHS!! i just found ur channel like 2 days ago and i’m binge watching ur entire channel. also are you getting a tattoo of calcifer?
YES correct good job
Im so happy for you
my voice drop from first puberty :þ was also super sudden, and it was just a week before the performance of a school theatre production so I had to relearn how to sing in the space of a week. fun :)
Happy two months!!!
Also tatoo:
Maybe haru as a dragon from spirited away
Or totoro
nope but i do want haku in dragon form at some point!
your voice sounds awesome!! for the tattoo, i’m guessing it’s totoro? ^^
UR VOICE IS CHANGING BRO CONGRATS
This is so awesome to see how much I relate to you from your bedroom, style, and the ADHD and RSD. This video was SUPER helpful. I've been thinking about doing gel for a long time but im still very much in my own head. I finally got some services recently and I have my first intake appointment for therapy in a few days so I'm super excited. THANKS FOR THE VIDEO.
Oh also, Question? :D
Since you're a Baritone now can you still hit those high alto notes? I'm wondering cause that is something I'm afraid of losing.. cause like.. singing along to Demi Lovato
I can still *sort of* access my alto range, but it doesn't sound as good and doesn't feel as comfortable with my lower range now, however I haven't been doing much active training so that could also be a contributing factor
So you’ve probably cleared it up by now, but I have RSD and I’m on T and it isn’t triggered as often for me, but when it is, it’s worse than it used to be. It feels more intense and it takes me longer to get over it. I’m also early in my translation, though. Technically, 3 1/2 months but between bloodwork and other stuff my endo said I could up my dose multiple times and I just started my current dose last week. (I’m on compounded T cream so there was some guess work.)
Bro you’re voice changed! Congrats!
Huh. So your RSD got worse on T? Mine has eased a bit since I started E, but I thought that was just from feeling better about myself - I never considered it could be a hormonal thing that would work in reverse to someone on T. Anyway, I hope you feel better; RSD sucks ass.
With the RSD and meds thing, meds helped me but I did end up coming off them due to some reasons, I won't say just in case bcus I don't want to put anyone off it that's the right thing for them
For the tattoo I'm guessing Totoro, Haku (from spirited away) and Ponyo?
Your voice is so much cooler!
Lol, the meatballs! 😂 Happy to see I'm not the only one, I was wondering if I was turning into an insane cook! 😝 3 years in, and boy, am I rolling those meatballs!
Novelty is, it's a physical need like hunger or thirst, no need to first have a trigger or fancying someone like before. Literally as if the little mushroom (picture a Goomba from Super Mario...) pesters you 2-3 times a day whispering " hey... TOUCH MEEE..."
Your voice! You sound like a dude going through regular male puberty. That's so weird when I'm still more used to your previous voice but also a very cool change. I'm glad the testosterone is working. The emotional changes especially the intense negative ones (and maybe the RSD too) are a part of hormonal changes. This is speaking as a biological male from birth though, I of course cannot speak to any trans-related things.
is it a kodama tattoo from princess mononoke?
Off topic but your stunning
oop ive just listened to the rest hahha, id say maybe totoro?
Im just happy to see Theo sharing his experiences with T. Im currently living in a transphobic household and have to wait another 5 years to try and go on T 🍗🤞🤞🤞
A CUTE LITTLE SKULL? LIKE A ADVENTURE TIME TYPE SKULL
catbus from my neighbor totoro as your tatto?
if you don’t mind me asking, when did you start binding?
when i was around 13/14
@@TheosGhost thank you :)
hey it's like very off topic but can we get roomtoor?:)
once i've cleaned it there can probably be a room tour
@@TheosGhost okey^^
Get it king! Ily you doing great man
we must redeem ourselves
Not me wanting to cry because I "make meatballs" several times a day now and.. im very much pre T xD im terrified LOL
oh wow good luck if you go on t
Maybe your tattoo will be of totoro or no face idk
"Its kinda ruinin' my life, just a little bit"
Tatto: Maybe the father of ponyo?
NO BUT I REALLY WANT HIM
hmm maybe you are getting a rat tattoo with a trans flag or something like that?