I wasn't ready to lose you yet; 6 months gone
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- čas přidán 22. 03. 2014
- [it hurts me knowing what I've done, and that pain, that pain is with me all the time..]
Abbi went on the 25.09.2013, 6 months has passed and I miss her more than ever before, there's just no moving on.
I made this audio, and every second, every word means something to me, there's nothing else I can do but ask you not to use it, just out of pure respect.
It hurts me, knowing what I've done and that pain, that pain is with me all the time.
I love her, I've always loved her.
She's dead, gone, everything you're holding on to is in the past.
You said you'd never go, we were going to spend the rest of our lives together and now you can't even look at me.
I made the only choice I could, I'm sorry.
Just because we can't be together doesn't mean I won't love you.
I'm sorry for not waiting longer and I'm sorry I didn't tell you I loved you when I knew I did. But most of all, I'm sorry that I gave up on us and you never did.
I wasn't ready to lose you yet...
![I have to go. [Goodbye]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/RZuUCZuacWs/mqdefault.jpg)
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Honestly sat here in tears, can't believe it's been 6 months already, I'm so sorry, this is beautiful
Me neither 😢 thank you x
This video is amazing! I am so sorry about abbi. she is in a better place and wouldn't want you feeling this pain. I love the gossip girl quotes by the way, i have always wanted to use those. It made for a really great video!
I feel you girl it's hard losing a horse my pony got sold behind my back and I heard she was being sold the day she left 😭 I will never be albe to see her and was never able to say goodbye to her losing an animal is never easy stay strong girl I'm here for you
I love this horse. RIP hunni pie. I lost my horse rocky and blue a last year. Hardest thing ever. I hope our horses have galloped through the fields of heaven and trotted their way over the rainbow bridge. I did not expect my horses to go either. RIP all of our horses and animals rip all and love u all xxxxxxxxxxxx
I'm literally just sat here in floods of tears, she's in a happy place, she really is. I really hope you're okay, and I know we never talk but I'm here for you if you ever need to talk to someone. This is so gorgeous, everything in this is just so perfect how you've put it together, i just wish it wasn't a 6 months gone video:(♥
Thank you so much, yeah I wish it was my 6 month with her video again:'(♥
This is so so incredibly perfect I can't put into words, I can't believe she's gone let alone it's been 6months and it makes me realise having almost had my share for 6months how incredibly lucky I am! I'm so so sorry :'( this is so beautiful though
Thank you
Crying because I can relate so much! I wish you the strength you need!
Just tears and tears from me. Amazing! But she's In a better place. On march 25 it'll be the 1 year anniverserary of my instrcuctors ottbs death. He was only 7 :'( and he was my best friend. Doesn't help that at my new barn the first friend I made there was put down on Thursday. Lenny broke his leg (death on Thursday) and Shiloh fractured his really badly. Stay strong beautiful ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This is a gorgeously edited video, i had tears in my eyes. I'm so sorry for what your going through, life can be so hard sometimes.
Thank you
Oh my gosh. This is just perfect. I know completely what you're going through as I've been through it too. It hurts I know. You two look like you were just perfect. This is too beautiful to put into words. I'm speechless. Thankyou for sharing this, it's made me realise how much I miss my boy
Thank you x
this is beautiful! made me cry:( so sorry for your lose.
Thank you:((
you two looked so perfect, it's clear to see that you guys had something special together. ♥
:( thanks ♥
This is so sad but gorgeous at the same time. You guys were such a great pair
thankyou:(
This literally made my bawl. I feel so bad for you :(.
this is lovely. im so sorry you have to go through this.
thank you:((
this honestly made me baul.. I still can't believe abbi is gone.
you two were such an amazing pair staz..
Oh my god thank you♥
I know the pain you're feeling. You gotta keep your head up and just push through it. You guys looked like an absolutely amazing team.
The one thing I can say is, don't blame yourself. I lived with the guilt of putting my horse down for a year and a half until it almost ate me whole. I'm not saying you are, but just incase.
So sorry again for losing your beautiful horse!
It's so hard not to:( Thank you
**BAWLING* I still miss my boy too:( ik how much it hurts and it feels like its never gonna go away:// hope you get better:)
I am so sorry for your loss it's truly awful to go through 😢x
My gosh, this is so beautiful. And the audio too. I hope you're fine.. I know how you feel.. xx
Thank you, i hope you don't!xx
This is the most beautiful video I've ever seen. You two had such a strong partnership. I'm sorry things had to end like the they did. Hope you're okay x
I am so sorry! You guys look liked you were an amazing couple!
this is so beautiful ♥
thank you♥
I was crying so much this video has so much feeling and I can only imagine what you are going through/have been through, everyone says stay strong but I know it is not possible to do that all the time.. So instead I will only say don't think of the what ifs and only think of what was, because it is much better to remember all the amazing times you had than what you could have had, because what you had is always going to be better and more real
Thank you so much, I do try and be happy with what I had but it's so hard knowing I'll never see her again 😢x
Your welcome :) I can't even bear thinking about how that must feel :( x
I'm just sitting here, speechless and with tears in my eyes. Damn that hit me right in the face. I know exactly how you feel, the audio is so accurate... Stay strong, I hope you're sort of like okay. Eventually (and I say that out of my own experience) the sharpest edges of the pain will fade, even though that sounds stupid. I can just feel your pain :( Gorgeous video, so much emotion...
I can only say I'm sorry that you've had to go through the same:( thank you♥
wow. 4 years. i am so sorry.
I'm so so so sorry ♥ you guys where an amazing team
thank you:((♥
I'm in tears... That bracelet is truly beautiful stay strong:'(💗
I loved that bracelet, I lost it out this weekend literally so gutted :(♥
this is too beautiful Xxx
Thank you!💕
this is so beautiful
Thank you so much 💕
this is so amazing i cried all the way through the video your so amazing you and your horse
this is so touching, it took my breath away. it's so sad she's gone and this video is just so.. I don't know how to explain but it fits so well and it's so perfect & emotional. I hope you are okay, I exactly know how you're feeling right now. stay strong. ♥
thank you so much♥
Jesus this is gorgeous! I can't believe its been 6 months:/ It's so unfair, you two were perfect. I hope that you're okay, pop up on facebook if you need to talk. This video is beautiful, I love your editing so much xxx
Aw thank you xxx
This is good but so sad it is just so touching it is an amazing video xxxxxx
Sat here with watery eyes! :') this is stunning, you've done so well. Stay strong, I can't imagine what it's been like for you
thank you♥
This is beautiful, It's so perfect. It's obvious what you two had was special. I hope you're alright x
Thank you x
This is so beautiful! Have seen this so many times and it always make me cry. Hope you're okay ♥
this Is so beautiful, I'm literally sat here in tears! I would wish her back for you If I could x
I wish I could too :(x
so beautiful sorry for your loss ❤️
Can't believe its been 6 months already:( so hard to believe, you two were amazing together. This is beautiful and stay strong x
I know, I still wake up and think about going to see her, or seeing events and thinking we can go but then I remember :( Thank you♥
Beautiful!!!! You are my new idol♥♥♥I am italian
This is so beautiful. Oh my gosh. ♥
I got really emotional through this! I got goosebumps.
thank you♥
It’s so hard when you have to let go, I had to let go of my boy my best friend I had for ten years, I didn’t or couldn’t have the time anymore or money so I decided to rehome even though it was the hardest thing I ever did and I miss him every day
I feel your pain my mums horse who was the first horse I have ever seen passed away a few months after I got my first pony and my pony was there she saw him be taken away she didn't know and I couldn't tell her cuz she's a horse so I was being strong for her but it still hurts
This breaks my heart😭💔
wow this is perfect
thank you♥
Aww I am very Srry for ur loss
I know the pain
I’m sorry that I’m crying because I’m scared of losing my horse kaz because she’s getting old she’s 26 now
This is breathtaking! I can't imagine how u feel:( stay strong and I'm here if u wanna talk ❤
thank you tegan♥
I’m so sorry
Love it I just lost my 27 year old gelding 😭
too bad lol
@@prml Why do you have to be so rude?
not rude just telling truth
she looks like my horse that past away
good
How did she die