Why Did Donny Go Back to Darrien in the Final of Baby Reindeer?

After Donny publicly confessed about how he was abused and sexually assaulted by Darrien, why did he return to Darrien and even agree to work with him again in Baby Reindeer? What drove Donny back to a man who had abused him?
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as gadd says in the show --- he would do anything for fame - if thats true, most of it is lies obviously