Pushing The Limit | Cocaine Roller Coaster of Insanity
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- čas přidán 9. 12. 2021
- The absolute crazy cycle of doing coke over and over almost having a heart attack each time...
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I would speedball and actually pray that it WOULD be my last time. I did drugs as a means to a slow, enjoyable death. Little did I know that I'd actually make it and that the aftermath would be even worse than what I ever imagined I'd end up like
Damn is that a fact and relatable. I know what you mean. I wanted to die a lot but didn't want to go out that way cause then my family would find me. I can totally relate. Why was the damage so much worse? How are you doing now?
Yep, I been there speedballing. I used Crack and heroine and had to mix vinegar with the Crack to break it back down. I actually used to say that either I was gonna get high or die trying. And if I die I won't have to deal with addiction anymore. Been clean for almost 2 months. I'm on nys parole as and had to do 4 1/2 years to clean my act up. It's a c crazy habit though. I pushed it to the limit and nearly died many times. Thank you for your content
Praying u stay sober bro 🙏
Thank you!
Stay strong Anthony. Good for you man. We have such similar stories. I wonder if we were ever in the same prison? what spots where you at?
@@Soberdogs thank you, I was in Mohawk, Mid state, Cape Vincent, Clinton Anex, Collins, and I've hit every reception from Wende, Almira, Downstate, Water Town, and Alster. I was in from 16 to 2020.
Crazy man. They say, or I've heard it said: " the closer to death the better the high". And that is what we are all searching for. That one ultimate rush that will take us home. Whether we knew it or not at the time. Crazy indeed.
I can tell you have actually been there... amazing, we all think it's our uniqueness that will keep us from ending up addicted...but we are all pretty much the same.
Hit the nail on the head. I was always the one who spoke actively against hard drugs, then became a full blown junky later on
Yea exactly. addiction is such a unique thing like you said we think no one can relate but in the end so many have been there. Thank you so much for the love and support.
Dann shiznit thats crazy but im glad you found out and hopefully got out and are doing well.
I resonate with that. I never did coke or heroin but I have struggled and still struggle with (strange) addictions. I have almost killed myself so many times on diphenhydramine going thru that same roller coaster that soberdogs mentions in this video. A decade ago I was addicted to ecstasy for maybe 7 or 8 weeks but that pales in comparison to some of the scary shit I went thru later in life. PCP bath salts omg I wish I didn't enjoy unpleasant trips so much. Been a new Yorker for a bit but grew up in Seattle pretty well off you would think I knew better....
Thankfully your prayers were always answered in those moments 🌼
Always! Someone of someone's were watching over me Eva. I feel I have to give it back now for getting so many second chances.
@@SoberdogsI am sure that God preserved you.
Great video, i noticed you put a little more work in the intro they really make the viewers get a little more general overview what the video is about in an more entertaining and intense way, its great for those new on the Channel are people who never been in an addiction or known anyone as the explaining is probally more boring to them than me for examble keep up the good work bro youre doing great and happy clean time
Thanks so much for the kind words and for noticing. Yea I'm definitely trying to improve the video quality and retention. It's a long slow journey lol but I feel like the videos are finally getting better.
Wow man 😬😬😬
That’s scary and truly insanity
Yea it is for sure. It truly is nuts what goes through our brains
I love your facial expressions in the thumbnails....or whatever those are called.
They're funny!🙂
Holy shit this was relatable 😮
Let’s go!
Hey Bro thats so true! I never injected but with the OP’s i would eat one after another so when my rush would hit sometimes I knew I was on the edge i’d be drooling all over myself and be doing the nod, as soon as I could stand up I’d go the bathroom and eat another of whatever I had. Sme nights I’d eat 6-7 40mg er’s.
Kyle whats that plant in the background?
Oh and could you give a shout out to my best friend I ever had and lost a couple weeks ago. CEAZAR was truly my sober dog!! With me through everything and never let me down, never judged me and always welcomed me home and love me even when I didn’t love myself!
It’s beeb so hard to stay sober these past weeks!
Cutch so sorry to hear about your friend man that terrible and i wish you the best getting through it. WIll def give a shout out. man drolling all over ourselves omg can i relate to that. Yup you said it.
I usually have the 2 plants one is a money tree, the other is a fake orchid.
The robotic voice at the beginning reminds of the shit you hear when you shoot blow.
Exactly joe. Yup everything has they weird audio distortion. And it’s nothing like snorting it
Can you do a video about HPPD man? Would love to hear your opinion about that subject.
Yea for sure. I don’t know a ton about it. Let me research it. That would be crazy like a long trip that doesn’t end
Fake
Okay you would … but how long have you had sober .
Pateron ? Where’s the link?
It’s in the description of every video Lora. Thanks so much
Omg, good lord
I could not agree with that title any more. Cocaine is the only drug I've done iv
Thank you don't try any other ones IV lol its better but coke IV can be the devil. DO you still do it? Hopefully not but either way stay strong and Thank you.
Yea I’m dropping idea now
WHat you mean Henry?
I don't take drugs but still interesting 🤔 too w8
U R funny.....man...😜🤣
Well thanks lol
Crack felt like sex and not a rollercoaster
Praying to God, Not the last time? Don’t you want it to be the last the time?
sadly that's not how people in active addiction think, they are praying they don't die so that they can do it again even if they just almost died on it