Awww DOLLY FAMILY!!! Thank you sooooo Much!!😭😭😭 All of your comments, encouragement condolences and all your experiences with grief have Really touched my Heart!♥️♥️♥️ Thank you so much for being here and Sharing with me! I love You all! I feel grateful to have people to share this space and time with. It was definitely not my intention to fall apart on the internet today, but I do not regret it, because this is real life. I miss my Love so much!😢😢💔💔 But Life goes on, and You all are Amazing Thank You!! I have So many tears of gratitude right now, reading all of your comments, I feel like I’ve been wrapped in a Great BIG HUG! 🫂 🥲🥲🥲🥲❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤗🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for having the courage to talk about grieving. You say,"Your dolls your way." 😊 It is the same when dealing with the loss of a loved one. It's OK to cry, feel mad, or laugh when you need to. It's "your grief your way", Spring. We love you❤
I'm sorry, Spring! I understand!! This video is so hard for mebto watch because I can feel your pain!!! When loosing a love one the world is just not right if they are not in it with us! It so dark and painful 😢 I loss my mother 4vyrs ago and I didn't wantcto be here anymore and I would prat to God to just let me go and be with my mom!! That didn't happen! I'm still here! The grief started to lift just last year! But I still have my moments! I still cry for my mom! Just not as often! Now by the grace of God I can think of her and smile 😃 like we all do. we love our moms so much! My mom was everything to me! I didn't think life could go on without her! I do get lonesome for her! But I can think of her, and I can move forward! I don't stay in that dark place long... thank you, Jesus!🙌🏾 I really don't think my heart will ever mend! I wish there was something I could say to you to make you feel better! But there is nothing!!! Other than I understand!! ❤ but in due time you will better! I love you spring! Hold on to those beautiful babies! That's what I always do! And you will definitely see your love ones again ❤️ this is only the beginning. we have ever lasting life to look forward to! I will be praying for you! 🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing your beautiful memories of your love for your friend & each other… You’re very blessed to have lived such a beautiful thing. - I’m crying with you my sweet friend. - And, that’s ok because that’s what friends do… when one hurts, the other person hurts too. - I think you’re a beautiful person inside & out… Thank you just for being you. - Take Care 💕
Hello, my dear sister. I understand your pain. I lost my best friend forever in March. Grief comes in waves. I don't think we ever get over it. We learn to live without them, but it’s never the same. I lost my firstborn. It was years before I could celebrate her birthday. I would cry every year during her birth month. A few years ago, I bought a cake and celebrated my sweet angel. Thanks for sharing. Sending lots of love. Numbers 6:24 -26 ❤🙏🏽
I could tell you aren't yourself. It's hard when you lose a true treasure. Honest to goodness friends are so hard to lose because they are so rare to find. Take care of yourself and don't be ashamed of your grief or your tears. I wish you a balm of healing, strength, and solace. Tenderness to you. And blessings to his soul.
Oh honey, I am so sorry. The first year is so hard. I lost my wife on April 22, 2023. Every 22nd of each month was hard. All those special days were hard. It’s so good that you can talk about him. We are here to listen. He sounds so special. There isn’t a timetable for grief, like someone said. It pops up when you hear a song or go somewhere you went together, eats a special food, or like I said on those special days. Sending you love and hugs.
My condolences and prayers for you... Grief has its many stages,Take your time to process all the emotions and feelings. I love ur beautiful spirit. STAY STRONG AND BLESSINGS 🙌🏾 🙏🏾 ❤
There is no right or wrong way to grieve over a loved one. This is your journey through it… Just don’t forget your support system while you’re going through the motions. Allow your family, friends, even your dolly family and friends to be there for you. I am honored that you trusted to share your story of love and pain with us during a very vulnerable time. Letting you know that I am here for you. Yes, even though I am not close to you literally, physically, nor figuratively. Spiritually I am there. Sending you positive energy, love, strength, healing, even virtual hugs! Please KNOW that you ARE LOVED! ❤❤❤❤❤
My fiance died 30 years ago. It was so hard for me. The grief never left me. I still think of him every day and I dream about him. Dreams feels so real. The dreams put a smile on my face when I wake up...I had to move on before I was ready....moving on helped, it gave me alot more things to do and my husband and family to focus on. You learn to live with the grief. It will get easier. ❤❤❤❤
Hello love❤, I am with you right here❤💔❤️. Grief is a gut wrenching feeling. Losing a loved one to death is the worst thing that can happen to you, it is so unexplainable, so unreal, so unrealistic but true, a pain that comes from the core of your soul when the shock leaves...I feel it with you love❤. I do understand it because I spent my life with it. When I was 21 years old I had a terrible pregnancy and almost died. But it so happened that my baby daughter died after 3 hours and then - 2 or 3,4 days later, my husband wrecked fatally on his way to the hospital to pick me up. There is more to this story because I knew this was going to happen and I even warned him about it and begged him to take me home with him the day before. But he did not want to go against doctor's orders. I have not recovered from this nightmare and I am 56 now. I know how sudden these bouts of grief overcome you when you are not even thinking about it. But you are doing the right thing sweetheart . You are talking about it, you are crying, you are looking to do something you love - you are allowing the grieving process to do its thing. And it will get better 💔❤️🤗. Thank you for sharing your pain with us. You are understood❤️. I will be thinking of you today. Sending you lots of hugs and love🤗❤️ Tamara @Heavenslittleblacklambsnursery
Hi I know how you feel I lost my first husband 44years ago and my second 12 years ago and I still go through the same thing. Then I have to think about happy memories. Grieving is a part of life. I miss my mom a lot. God keep me going and I appreciate him much take care beautiful lady 🌹❤️🙂🙏🏽.
I am grieving the loss of my best friend; I understand the pain that you are feeling, try to take it one day at a time, I am glad that you have happy memories of him, it helps me to think of our precious times that we shared as well. Take care of yourself.
It’s ok if you have to grief ,grief takes to heard ,I l lost my uncle earlier this year in Feb , and am still grieving,but it’s healing . I know it’s hard to let go , but if you write to him and put it in your comfort box ,it will help you healed , We are here for you if need anything hugs and love ❤️
What a beautiful beautiful way to honor his memories. Your photos are so gorgeous and the love between you both is visible no, palpable. I can feel it radiate from both yalls eyes in every photo. The song you added is perfect and this whole video has me crying with you. You are such a beautiful person and I'm so grateful to be able to share in some of your life. I'm so happy that you got to experience such happiness (and frustration )😂. Thank you for sharing how you're feeling and your sweet, precious memories. I feel blessed and grateful that you shared. ❤ You are loved and you've impacted lives with your content. You are the whole reason I even have my boo toob (they'll delete if I say yt). I started because you inspired me and gave me courage and made me laugh. When I found you things were just starting to get better and then bam big changes and lots of heartache. I watch your videos and laugh and have a friend in my room with me sharing in my dolls. You helped me be so much less lonely. Rest and do what you want but make sure you keep coming here if you can because you have family here you don't even know. ❤
W O W !!! 👑 I am so so sorry you have to go through this. Don't be surprised when you go to the phone to call him, to tell him something funny, and remember he is no longer there. I believe you are on the right track. Do what is calming to you. Please know it takes a while.
I'm so sorry for your hurt😔 Sometimes it's hard to understand why people we love are suddenly taken away, but God's plans are not always in line with ours. Be strong sis & rest assured that God will in time replace your pain with precious memories and smiles of your time together. May God bless & sustain you, & may your precious friend rest in God's everlasting peace🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Hi my love I understand your loss 💔 I appreciate your video he is so cute my love 💗 your dear friend will it be waiting for you on the other side my loved her a lot and I miss her? My love I always praying I asked the Lord to give me closure 🙏 I pray and ask the Lord to give you strength in this time of your lost thank you so much for sharing the videos and I appreciate you so much?❤
i send my love and prayers. Yes, it's so hard, hang on to your memories. The time you had he will always be with you .i know the pain i am sorry for your loss. Keep talking to about him.
Sending love and prayers...the pain can hit any time any where and it sucks .... remember all the good times and all you shared....your video at the end was beautiful you can see all the love there .,.what was the song you played at the end it was so spot on ....best of wishes and hugs to you.,thank you for being so real .. sending love and 🤗!
Im sorry beautiful! Im praying for you. I know your pain i lost my mom in 2008 and i still have hard days because I miss her so much. All of your babies are beautiful ❤
My son father died the year of 2016 in February and he was only 36 years old at the time so he died when he was really young too. Even though he died physically it still felt he didn't leave me right away because he kept popping up in my dreams as if he was still alive. He died before I even knew I was pregnant with my son but he kept visiting me in my dreams. He died in my bedroom and I couldn't sleep in that room for a long time because it felt really creepy in there. I know he was still in my house because I felt his presence and heard him laughing at me but it sounded so faint that if I had the television going I wouldn't have heard him. My house was very quiet that's why I was able to hear him. He eventually left but it took him awhile. I knew he finally moved on after he stopped popping up in my dreams and I don't feel his presence in my house anymore.
When I saw this video it made me want to cry with you .I am😢 for your loss. Spring you and chocolate were such a beautiful couple. Losing someone that is so close to you that is such a heart ache . I am not getting religious here but if you read your Bible a lot like I do please look up Acts 24:15 and I hope this scripture will bring you some comfort.
I definitely understand the emotional rollercoaster that bereavement causes!! Keep doing what you are doing. I loss a few people these last two years in particular. I pray that I don't get hit like a ton of bricks overtime. Because so far I have been remarkably strong. I am shocked by my own behavior to say the least. I do understand how young people are dying way too soon. I am soo sorry that you loss your special friend. Springflower, was the young man sick? I hope he wasn't killed for senseless reasons. I'm happy that you still have beautiful memories to hold on to in spite of the not so good memories. Love, is what it is. Thats why I cherish everyone that I hold so dear to my heart right now. I don't want to feel that kind of emptiness ever, ever again. Prayers 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 🫂 for you dear sister-friend! This too shall pass. Its ok, but breathe and know when to let all of his good memories go until you can handle it without crying. I believe one day you will be able to revisit all those good times. Just not right now. I hope you understand what I am trying to say. I love you my dolly friend!!💐💐💐💐🫂🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
I’m so Sorry for your Loss🙏🏾💞. Grief is something that is Difficult and Unpredictable. As soon as you think your heart is Healed you will start having a melt down out of no where. My Husband Passed away in 2016 and some days it feels like I have Lost him all over again. What helps Me Cope is just all of the Good Memories I have of My Husband when he was here. The Memories always bring a Smile and give Me Peace🙏🏾. Sending Hugs & Prayers Sis🙏🏾❤️
Grief follows no timetable or timeline and can sometimes be overwhelming. I have experienced much loss in my life my friend and I can truly empathize with you.🙏❤🙏
Awe sweetheart…I’m so sorry! My condolences and many prayers to you. Death is so final and so hard to except. I lost my father when he was only 48 back in 02 and now I’m 48 and I think wow he was too young and yet you lost your mom even younger. I was 24 when he passed. I’m sorry that your pain for your friend feeling hard like your mom’s death can’t be easy. My heart is with you. Take you time and grieve the way you need too. It’s nice to have you channel and all the wonderful dolly friends here to support you. Hugs to you. ❤
Grieve for as long as you need to. It's hard but you'll get through this in time. You're going to have ups and downs but cherish the moments that you had together. I will pray that you find some comfort knowing that you had a beautiful relationship and that you both loved each other. Stay strong. Hugs
I'm so sorry for your loss hun, it doesn't matter how long it's been when you love someone. Grief definitely sucks, I lost my 26 year old son on September 5th about 5 years ago and I can tell you I will never get over it. Your definitely right about grief just hitting you, it hits me the same way. I'll be going about my day and wham I start crying. But that's ok because holding your feelings in isn't good so you do whatever you need to do. Hang in there hun, hugs, love and prayers 🥰
Oh my precious dolly friend, I am crying with you, I wish I could give you the biggest hug. Cry my friend, it is so healing and remember that your friends are here if you need us. ❤️🇨🇦
Oh my gosh I’m so sad watching this. 😢Soring I am so very sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine a loss like that. All losses are different and this one hurts so much because this love is a love only two people so connected to one another’s soul can feel. “A soul mate”. He is always around you and I’m sure you have seen the signs he’s there. What a beautiful memory piece you put together at the end. Had me in tears. I could feel the love you had for him. I know you want him here physically but know when you need to feel him you can connect with him on a spiritual level or like you said touch his things and look at them. I hope you were able to get some pieces of clothing if that is even what you would have wanted. I could be wrong. May He Rest in Peace ❤️🙏
I'm so sorry for the loss of your dear friend. I can see your face lights up when u talk about him. Thank you for sharing your memories of him with us. Prayers & blessings to you
My mom passed away in 2017. My mom was very protective over me and my emotions when she was alive. I realized she was even over protective over me and my feelings in the afterlife as well. After she died I was grieving but she would always pop up in my dreams as if she never died until I became emotionally healed. I still miss her at times but it isn't emotionally hurtful anymore.
Aww sweetie..I know the feeling having that I lost my mother five months ago.. I have good days and my hard time days, knowing I can’t pick up the phone to call..but we pray and all God for strength to carry on.. Bless you love.. keep those baby dolls going they bring so much JOY & HAPPINESS 🥰🥰🙏🏽🙏🏽
There’s no timetable for grief. It can pop up out of nowhere and smack you back down. I was going through cancer treatment when I lost my mom, and things were so out of whack, the grief didn’t hit me until much later. And age is just a number. The heart and soul have no age, and they’re the parts of us that love. Thank you for sharing your story and giving us a little glimpse of the two of you together. He looks like a beautiful person. So sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry for your loss. He sounds like such a wonderful person. Grief comes and goes, and just when you think it's over, there it is again, another layer of heartache. I grieved for my mother, father, stepmother, husband and my son over the years, and I can say that in time, the pain eases up but the person you loved and lost lives on in your heart. Be gentle with yourself as you grieve, because even though it doesn't feel like it, it's a healing process. ❤
Thank you for posting this. I lost my dad on January 7th and the grief is getting worse, not better. I cry every single day. Grief will always be a rollercoaster but you are not alone! Sending so much love! ❤
Oh momma, I’m crying with you. That pain is so fresh and I understand. I lost my mom last July and I still fall to my knees in grieving pain. There’s no time limit. Love and hugs. 🩷
Hi dolly friend grog isn’t easy to go threw it hurts when we lose I loved one Iam with you on it I lost a close friend 3years ago it’s hard.🎀♦️🌹🩷💗I understand how you feel.🎀🌹♦️🩷💗
Awww DOLLY FAMILY!!! Thank you sooooo Much!!😭😭😭 All of your comments, encouragement condolences and all your experiences with grief have Really touched my Heart!♥️♥️♥️ Thank you so much for being here and Sharing with me! I love You all! I feel grateful to have people to share this space and time with. It was definitely not my intention to fall apart on the internet today, but I do not regret it, because this is real life. I miss my Love so much!😢😢💔💔
But Life goes on, and You all are Amazing Thank You!! I have So many tears of gratitude right now, reading all of your comments, I feel like I’ve been wrapped in a Great BIG HUG! 🫂 🥲🥲🥲🥲❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤗🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
It's definitely okay!! We love ya ladybug!💕💞
Thank you for having the courage to talk about grieving. You say,"Your dolls your way." 😊 It is the same when dealing with the loss of a loved one. It's OK to cry, feel mad, or laugh when you need to. It's "your grief your way", Spring. We love you❤
keep praying I just lost my brother
I'm sorry, Spring! I understand!! This video is so hard for mebto watch because I can feel your pain!!! When loosing a love one the world is just not right if they are not in it with us! It so dark and painful 😢 I loss my mother 4vyrs ago and I didn't wantcto be here anymore and I would prat to God to just let me go and be with my mom!! That didn't happen! I'm still here! The grief started to lift just last year! But I still have my moments! I still cry for my mom! Just not as often! Now by the grace of God I can think of her and smile 😃 like we all do. we love our moms so much! My mom was everything to me! I didn't think life could go on without her! I do get lonesome for her! But I can think of her, and I can move forward! I don't stay in that dark place long... thank you, Jesus!🙌🏾 I really don't think my heart will ever mend! I wish there was something I could say to you to make you feel better! But there is nothing!!! Other than I understand!! ❤ but in due time you will better! I love you spring! Hold on to those beautiful babies! That's what I always do! And you will definitely see your love ones again ❤️ this is only the beginning. we have ever lasting life to look forward to! I will be praying for you! 🙏🏽
I pray for you I know it’s hard when you lose somebody
Thank you for sharing your beautiful memories of your love for your friend & each other… You’re very blessed to have lived such a beautiful thing.
- I’m crying with you my sweet friend. - And, that’s ok because that’s what friends do… when one hurts, the other person hurts too.
- I think you’re a beautiful person inside & out… Thank you just for being you.
- Take Care 💕
Hello, my dear sister. I understand your pain. I lost my best friend forever in March. Grief comes in waves. I don't think we ever get over it. We learn to live without them, but it’s never the same. I lost my firstborn. It was years before I could celebrate her birthday. I would cry every year during her birth month. A few years ago, I bought a cake and celebrated my sweet angel. Thanks for sharing. Sending lots of love. Numbers 6:24 -26 ❤🙏🏽
I could tell you aren't yourself. It's hard when you lose a true treasure. Honest to goodness friends are so hard to lose because they are so rare to find. Take care of yourself and don't be ashamed of your grief or your tears. I wish you a balm of healing, strength, and solace. Tenderness to you. And blessings to his soul.
Prayers 🙏
Heartfelt love from Idaho; I'm so sorry for your loss ❤❤❤
Oh honey, I am so sorry. The first year is so hard. I lost my wife on April 22, 2023. Every 22nd of each month was hard. All those special days were hard.
It’s so good that you can talk about him. We are here to listen. He sounds so special. There isn’t a timetable for grief, like someone said. It pops up when you hear a song or go somewhere you went together, eats a special food, or like I said on those special days. Sending you love and hugs.
I am your biggest fan in the whole wide world I love your beautiful dolls
God bless you sweety ❤ I’m going through the same thing. I lost my best friend aug of 2023. Take all the time you need honey. Your in my prayers ❤
My condolences and prayers for you... Grief has its many stages,Take your time to process all the emotions and feelings.
I love ur beautiful spirit. STAY STRONG AND BLESSINGS 🙌🏾 🙏🏾 ❤
There is no right or wrong way to grieve over a loved one. This is your journey through it… Just don’t forget your support system while you’re going through the motions. Allow your family, friends, even your dolly family and friends to be there for you. I am honored that you trusted to share your story of love and pain with us during a very vulnerable time. Letting you know that I am here for you. Yes, even though I am not close to you literally, physically, nor figuratively. Spiritually I am there. Sending you positive energy, love, strength, healing, even virtual hugs! Please KNOW that you ARE LOVED! ❤❤❤❤❤
Trust in Jehovah he gives us the hope for the future , where would we be without it , love and praying for you ❤
I’m so sorry my sweet dolly friend. I’m praying for you ❤I know exactly how you feel.
My fiance died 30 years ago. It was so hard for me. The grief never left me. I still think of him every day and I dream about him. Dreams feels so real. The dreams put a smile on my face when I wake up...I had to move on before I was ready....moving on helped, it gave me alot more things to do and my husband and family to focus on. You learn to live with the grief. It will get easier. ❤❤❤❤
Hello love❤,
I am with you right here❤💔❤️. Grief is a gut wrenching feeling. Losing a loved one to death is the worst thing that can happen to you, it is so unexplainable, so unreal, so unrealistic but true, a pain that comes from the core of your soul when the shock leaves...I feel it with you love❤.
I do understand it because I spent my life with it.
When I was 21 years old I had a terrible pregnancy and almost died. But it so happened that my baby daughter died after 3 hours and then - 2 or 3,4 days later, my husband wrecked fatally on his way to the hospital to pick me up.
There is more to this story because I knew this was going to happen and I even warned him about it and begged him to take me home with him the day before. But he did not want to go against doctor's orders.
I have not recovered from this nightmare and I am 56 now. I know how sudden these bouts of grief overcome you when you are not even thinking about it.
But you are doing the right thing sweetheart . You are talking about it, you are crying, you are looking to do something you love - you are allowing the grieving process to do its thing. And it will get better 💔❤️🤗.
Thank you for sharing your pain with us. You are understood❤️.
I will be thinking of you today.
Sending you lots of hugs and love🤗❤️
Tamara
@Heavenslittleblacklambsnursery
we love you baby girl
I’m so so sorry for your loss I wish I could give you a hug 🤗 but I’m sending you lots and lots of hugs 🤗 🤗🤗🤗🤗💛💛💛💛💛💛💛.
Hi I know how you feel I lost my first husband 44years ago and my second 12 years ago and I still go through the same thing. Then I have to think about happy memories. Grieving is a part of life. I miss my mom a lot. God keep me going and I appreciate him much take care beautiful lady 🌹❤️🙂🙏🏽.
I am grieving the loss of my best friend; I understand the pain that you are feeling, try to take it one day at a time, I am glad that you have happy memories of him, it helps me to think of our precious times that we shared as well. Take care of yourself.
It’s ok if you have to grief ,grief takes to heard ,I l lost my uncle earlier this year in Feb , and am still grieving,but it’s healing .
I know it’s hard to let go , but if you write to him and put it in your comfort box ,it will help you healed ,
We are here for you if need anything hugs and love ❤️
What a beautiful beautiful way to honor his memories. Your photos are so gorgeous and the love between you both is visible no, palpable. I can feel it radiate from both yalls eyes in every photo. The song you added is perfect and this whole video has me crying with you. You are such a beautiful person and I'm so grateful to be able to share in some of your life. I'm so happy that you got to experience such happiness (and frustration )😂. Thank you for sharing how you're feeling and your sweet, precious memories. I feel blessed and grateful that you shared. ❤ You are loved and you've impacted lives with your content. You are the whole reason I even have my boo toob (they'll delete if I say yt). I started because you inspired me and gave me courage and made me laugh. When I found you things were just starting to get better and then bam big changes and lots of heartache. I watch your videos and laugh and have a friend in my room with me sharing in my dolls. You helped me be so much less lonely. Rest and do what you want but make sure you keep coming here if you can because you have family here you don't even know. ❤
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W O W !!! 👑 I am so so sorry you have to go through this. Don't be surprised when you go to the phone to call him, to tell him something funny, and remember he is no longer there.
I believe you are on the right track. Do what is calming to you. Please know it takes a while.
So sorry for your loss, it’s terrible to see you so sad because you are always so cheerful and charming….hope you feel better soon…..
Hey Springflower
I'm so so sorry for your loss . You guys look so good together. You had me crying with you . Take care
Love ya❤
I'm so sorry for your hurt😔 Sometimes it's hard to understand why people we love are suddenly taken away, but God's plans are not always in line with ours. Be strong sis & rest assured that God will in time replace your pain with precious memories and smiles of your time together. May God bless & sustain you, & may your precious friend rest in God's everlasting peace🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
i understand i lost my mom in September
I am so sorry for your loss beautiful friend 💔💔💔🙏🙏🙏 Yes, it will just hit you out of nowhere sometimes. I am praying for you to have peace🩷🩷🩷💜💜💜
Hi my love I understand your loss 💔 I appreciate your video he is so cute my love 💗 your dear friend will it be waiting for you on the other side my loved her a lot and I miss her? My love I always praying I asked the Lord to give me closure 🙏 I pray and ask the Lord to give you strength in this time of your lost thank you so much for sharing the videos and I appreciate you so much?❤
i send my love and prayers. Yes, it's so hard, hang on to your memories. The time you had he will always be with you .i know the pain i am sorry for your loss. Keep talking to about him.
Sending love and prayers...the pain can hit any time any where and it sucks .... remember all the good times and all you shared....your video at the end was beautiful you can see all the love there .,.what was the song you played at the end it was so spot on ....best of wishes and hugs to you.,thank you for being so real .. sending love and 🤗!
❤❤❤ The song is Called Over You by Gabrielle
Best wishes that the good times are always with you. Keep smiling :) Toodles,,^..^,,Melissa
I’m so sorry for your lost. Grief is a terrible thing, that is unpredictable and often comes without warning. Sending love and prayers your way 💕🙏
Im sorry beautiful! Im praying for you. I know your pain i lost my mom in 2008 and i still have hard days because I miss her so much. All of your babies are beautiful ❤
My son father died the year of 2016 in February and he was only 36 years old at the time so he died when he was really young too. Even though he died physically it still felt he didn't leave me right away because he kept popping up in my dreams as if he was still alive. He died before I even knew I was pregnant with my son but he kept visiting me in my dreams. He died in my bedroom and I couldn't sleep in that room for a long time because it felt really creepy in there. I know he was still in my house because I felt his presence and heard him laughing at me but it sounded so faint that if I had the television going I wouldn't have heard him. My house was very quiet that's why I was able to hear him. He eventually left but it took him awhile. I knew he finally moved on after he stopped popping up in my dreams and I don't feel his presence in my house anymore.
When I saw this video it made me want to cry with you .I am😢 for your loss. Spring you and chocolate were such a beautiful couple. Losing someone that is so close to you that is such a heart ache . I am not getting religious here but if you read your Bible a lot like I do please look up Acts 24:15 and I hope this scripture will bring you some comfort.
Yes, this is one of the scriptures that keeps me going 🙏🏾❤️
Oh sis so sorry! It’s not easy, sending you hugs and love! 💗💗🩷🩷
Love to you❤❤❤❤,
Faline in California
Sounds like your taking care of yourself,
Faline in California
Keep smiling beautiful
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I am so sorry for your loss!!
I am so sorry to hear this. My condolences on the passing of your friend. 🙏🙏🙏❤
I definitely understand the emotional rollercoaster that bereavement causes!! Keep doing what you are doing. I loss a few people these last two years in particular. I pray that I don't get hit like a ton of bricks overtime. Because so far I have been remarkably strong. I am shocked by my own behavior to say the least. I do understand how young people are dying way too soon. I am soo sorry that you loss your special friend. Springflower, was the young man sick? I hope he wasn't killed for senseless reasons. I'm happy that you still have beautiful memories to hold on to in spite of the not so good memories. Love, is what it is. Thats why I cherish everyone that I hold so dear to my heart right now. I don't want to feel that kind of emptiness ever, ever again. Prayers 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 🫂 for you dear sister-friend! This too shall pass. Its ok, but breathe and know when to let all of his good memories go until you can handle it without crying. I believe one day you will be able to revisit all those good times. Just not right now. I hope you understand what I am trying to say. I love you my dolly friend!!💐💐💐💐🫂🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
You have my condolences, God is with you ❤️!
So sorry for your loss 🙏🏻
I’m so Sorry for your Loss🙏🏾💞. Grief is something that is Difficult and Unpredictable. As soon as you think your heart is Healed you will start having a melt down out of no where. My Husband Passed away in 2016 and some days it feels like I have Lost him all over again. What helps Me Cope is just all of the Good Memories I have of My Husband when he was here. The Memories always bring a Smile and give Me Peace🙏🏾. Sending Hugs & Prayers Sis🙏🏾❤️
You may have loss him physically. But you haven't loss him he lives within you. Your love for him is always unchanged. Stay strong ❤😊 virtual hugs!
Grief follows no timetable or timeline and can sometimes be overwhelming. I have experienced much loss in my life my friend and I can truly empathize with you.🙏❤🙏
Awe sweetheart…I’m so sorry! My condolences and many prayers to you. Death is so final and so hard to except. I lost my father when he was only 48 back in 02 and now I’m 48 and I think wow he was too young and yet you lost your mom even younger. I was 24 when he passed. I’m sorry that your pain for your friend feeling hard like your mom’s death can’t be easy. My heart is with you. Take you time and grieve the way you need too. It’s nice to have you channel and all the wonderful dolly friends here to support you. Hugs to you. ❤
Grieve for as long as you need to. It's hard but you'll get through this in time. You're going to have ups and downs but cherish the moments that you had together. I will pray that you find some comfort knowing that you had a beautiful relationship and that you both loved each other. Stay strong. Hugs
I'm so sorry for your loss hun, it doesn't matter how long it's been when you love someone. Grief definitely sucks, I lost my 26 year old son on September 5th about 5 years ago and I can tell you I will never get over it. Your definitely right about grief just hitting you, it hits me the same way. I'll be going about my day and wham I start crying. But that's ok because holding your feelings in isn't good so you do whatever you need to do. Hang in there hun, hugs, love and prayers 🥰
I'm so sorry for your loss, hugs ❤️ ❤️❤️
So sorry beautiful 😢❤ he is with you always ❤
Oh my precious dolly friend, I am crying with you, I wish I could give you the biggest hug. Cry my friend, it is so healing and remember that your friends are here if you need us. ❤️🇨🇦
from Portland, Maine; I am so sorry for your loss.
We love you ❤ please take care.
Oh my gosh I’m so sad watching this. 😢Soring I am so very sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine a loss like that. All losses are different and this one hurts so much because this love is a love only two people so connected to one another’s soul can feel. “A soul mate”. He is always around you and I’m sure you have seen the signs he’s there. What a beautiful memory piece you put together at the end. Had me in tears. I could feel the love you had for him. I know you want him here physically but know when you need to feel him you can connect with him on a spiritual level or like you said touch his things and look at them. I hope you were able to get some pieces of clothing if that is even what you would have wanted. I could be wrong. May He Rest in Peace ❤️🙏
He's with you . Keep on keeping on beautiful flower girl ❤
Grieve any way you need to, I'm so sorry, prayers for you sweetie 🥰
Sending you lots of love Springflower. It takes lots of time. All your dolly sisters love you and have your back!❣🙏🏻
I'm so sorry for the loss of your dear friend. I can see your face lights up when u talk about him. Thank you for sharing your memories of him with us. Prayers & blessings to you
My mom passed away in 2017. My mom was very protective over me and my emotions when she was alive. I realized she was even over protective over me and my feelings in the afterlife as well. After she died I was grieving but she would always pop up in my dreams as if she never died until I became emotionally healed. I still miss her at times but it isn't emotionally hurtful anymore.
😢heart-felt... prayers sent up to GOD for His comfort, peace, and strength 🙏🏽🙌🏽👏🏽
I'm late seeing this but here's 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂for you❤❤❤
Awww I'm so very to hear of the loss of your friend...my condolences to you and his family and friends... may God give you peace and comfort.🙏🏾❤
Aww sweetie..I know the feeling having that I lost my mother five months ago.. I have good days and my hard time days, knowing I can’t pick up the phone to call..but we pray and all God for strength to carry on.. Bless you love.. keep those baby dolls going they bring so much JOY & HAPPINESS 🥰🥰🙏🏽🙏🏽
There’s no timetable for grief. It can pop up out of nowhere and smack you back down. I was going through cancer treatment when I lost my mom, and things were so out of whack, the grief didn’t hit me until much later. And age is just a number. The heart and soul have no age, and they’re the parts of us that love. Thank you for sharing your story and giving us a little glimpse of the two of you together. He looks like a beautiful person. So sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry for your loss. He sounds like such a wonderful person. Grief comes and goes, and just when you think it's over, there it is again, another layer of heartache. I grieved for my mother, father, stepmother, husband and my son over the years, and I can say that in time, the pain eases up but the person you loved and lost lives on in your heart. Be gentle with yourself as you grieve, because even though it doesn't feel like it, it's a healing process. ❤
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Thank you for posting this. I lost my dad on January 7th and the grief is getting worse, not better. I cry every single day. Grief will always be a rollercoaster but you are not alone! Sending so much love! ❤
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Oh momma, I’m crying with you. That pain is so fresh and I understand. I lost my mom last July and I still fall to my knees in grieving pain. There’s no time limit. Love and hugs. 🩷
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Hi dolly friend grog isn’t easy to go threw it hurts when we lose I loved one Iam with you on it I lost a close friend 3years ago it’s hard.🎀♦️🌹🩷💗I understand how you feel.🎀🌹♦️🩷💗