My depression….It’s like ur screen and no one can hear u. You almost feel ashamed and no one ever understanding how much it hurts, u feel hopeless but nothing can save u and u don’t want to think anymore and u don’t expect anybody to understand it, people ask what the hell is wrong with u…well too much…..that’s the problem isn’t it? and u can’t do anything about that u can’t change it u can’t fix me and maybe I don’t need to be fixed OK! I’m me even though I’m not doing great in fact I don’t remember the last time I actually smile if I’m not hurting myself I’m hurting everybody around me I’m broken and I needed to stop I need everything to stop people life I’ve had enough I’m done It feels like I’m on the verge of blowing off all the stress all of the pressure all the anxiety. Pls don’t bring me this far if you’re just gonna drop me on the floor…pls stop. ~by Me.
Hey I just want to say that you're absolutely right. No one understands. No one really tries to. And you try everyday to be okay. You try your best to act like you're fine but no one appreciates either. But nothing lasts forever. Everything changes. You're gonna be fine. And in the end, it all comes out to be fine. In the end, you always find yourself. Never give up. I pray that you'll be fine very soon.
The worst thing is when you finally smile and are honestly happy for 10 seconds of the day. Out of nowhere you feel like you don't deserve it or your being ungrateful... and a even greater pain comes along to remind you why you don't belong here and never will. why dose it hurt to be happy? l can't do this anymore.... depression and anxiety is like being scared and lonely at the same time but having no will to fix it or make friends.
I understand how you feel... I feel like I have to put on a fake smile everyday. You should never feel bad for laughing or smiling cause you deserve it all. Just remember that you are amazing and it will all be better one day! :) just stay positive and you’ll get through it! I wish you the best of Luck
I had a conversation with my dad because he found out I was hurting myself again... I wish I didn’t but in the moment but when I did I felt better... Then afterwards I realized that I shouldn’t have ever done that. My dad asked me “Why did you do that to yourself? Why are you depressed there’s nothing in your life that could possibly be that bad.” Honestly I hate when he says that... I proceeded to tell him “I don’t know...” He yelled at me “Your first answer is always I don’t know!” To be honest I really don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just try to exist and get better but it never seems to work because even when I’m just sitting there existing I’m always doing something wrong... I feel like when parents say “We understand what your going through” they don’t actually understand and there just saying that. Because if they really understood they wouldn’t be constantly saying that we have nothing to be depressed about. Like WHAT!? It’s crazy because we all have problems and half the time we can’t pin point why we are upset... I mean I know for a fact I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just wish everything was better so I can be my old self again... I just wanna be able to cry and feel again...
There’s nothing wrong with you. There doesn’t always have to be specific reasons as to why someone is depressed. And yeah my parents don’t understand either… probably never will. Just keep marching on and look for the sun. Ik winter is coming up soon and it can be hard but try to spend as much time outside as you can. It helps. I am really sorry you have to go through this.
there is absolutely nothing wrong with you, you also are never alone. i've had some close loved ones who have had problems like that and it is tough. i can say that your parents deep down love you and god loves you, you were made with love and care, you are unique even with your great traits and your flaws. i had an ex that i fell in love with that had that same problem so i can be empathetic for you on this, i know how much it can hurt a person because i had to be with her in those times afterwards. just remember to never give up and things always get better, i've been close to do it myself but i knew how hard it can be for yourself and loved ones. do not feel bad about these thoughts and actions, pray about it, ask for help, find the root, make it impossible to do, anything that will help. god loves you so so much and is always there for you. whether you believe in him or not, i can say he has helped in my life when i was at my lowest this summer after an awful breakup... hardest thing i've had in my life with many tears, crys, and overall pain and loneliness. it'll get better, keep fighting, you are strong.
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My depression….It’s like ur screen and no one can hear u. You almost feel ashamed and no one ever understanding how much it hurts, u feel hopeless but nothing can save u and u don’t want to think anymore and u don’t expect anybody to understand it, people ask what the hell is wrong with u…well too much…..that’s the problem isn’t it? and u can’t do anything about that u can’t change it u can’t fix me and maybe I don’t need to be fixed OK! I’m me even though I’m not doing great in fact I don’t remember the last time I actually smile if I’m not hurting myself I’m hurting everybody around me I’m broken and I needed to stop I need everything to stop people life I’ve had enough I’m done It feels like I’m on the verge of blowing off all the stress all of the pressure all the anxiety. Pls don’t bring me this far if you’re just gonna drop me on the floor…pls stop.
~by Me.
Hey I just want to say that you're absolutely right. No one understands. No one really tries to. And you try everyday to be okay. You try your best to act like you're fine but no one appreciates either. But nothing lasts forever. Everything changes. You're gonna be fine. And in the end, it all comes out to be fine. In the end, you always find yourself. Never give up. I pray that you'll be fine very soon.
The worst thing is when you finally smile and are honestly happy for 10 seconds of the day. Out of nowhere you feel like you don't deserve it or your being ungrateful... and a even greater pain comes along to remind you why you don't belong here and never will. why dose it hurt to be happy? l can't do this anymore.... depression and anxiety is like being scared and lonely at the same time but having no will to fix it or make friends.
Yeah that's true. I'm drowning
I understand how you feel... I feel like I have to put on a fake smile everyday. You should never feel bad for laughing or smiling cause you deserve it all. Just remember that you are amazing and it will all be better one day! :) just stay positive and you’ll get through it! I wish you the best of Luck
I had a conversation with my dad because he found out I was hurting myself again... I wish I didn’t but in the moment but when I did I felt better... Then afterwards I realized that I shouldn’t have ever done that. My dad asked me “Why did you do that to yourself? Why are you depressed there’s nothing in your life that could possibly be that bad.” Honestly I hate when he says that... I proceeded to tell him “I don’t know...” He yelled at me “Your first answer is always I don’t know!” To be honest I really don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just try to exist and get better but it never seems to work because even when I’m just sitting there existing I’m always doing something wrong... I feel like when parents say “We understand what your going through” they don’t actually understand and there just saying that. Because if they really understood they wouldn’t be constantly saying that we have nothing to be depressed about. Like WHAT!? It’s crazy because we all have problems and half the time we can’t pin point why we are upset... I mean I know for a fact I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just wish everything was better so I can be my old self again... I just wanna be able to cry and feel again...
I understand your pain , the pain don't goes away. We just somehow try to handle and live the best way we can.
Thank you for your text.
There’s nothing wrong with you. There doesn’t always have to be specific reasons as to why someone is depressed. And yeah my parents don’t understand either… probably never will. Just keep marching on and look for the sun. Ik winter is coming up soon and it can be hard but try to spend as much time outside as you can. It helps. I am really sorry you have to go through this.
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there is absolutely nothing wrong with you, you also are never alone. i've had some close loved ones who have had problems like that and it is tough. i can say that your parents deep down love you and god loves you, you were made with love and care, you are unique even with your great traits and your flaws. i had an ex that i fell in love with that had that same problem so i can be empathetic for you on this, i know how much it can hurt a person because i had to be with her in those times afterwards. just remember to never give up and things always get better, i've been close to do it myself but i knew how hard it can be for yourself and loved ones. do not feel bad about these thoughts and actions, pray about it, ask for help, find the root, make it impossible to do, anything that will help. god loves you so so much and is always there for you. whether you believe in him or not, i can say he has helped in my life when i was at my lowest this summer after an awful breakup... hardest thing i've had in my life with many tears, crys, and overall pain and loneliness.
it'll get better, keep fighting, you are strong.
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