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A lot of what I was feeling was from the medications. It’s gone now and I feel back to normal!
Thank you all for all of the support! I don't know what path I'd be on today without it.
If you'd like to support this journey even further, here are some direct links!
From now on (6/20/2024), donations and channel members will be featured in every video.
Just a small thank you and transparency. It's saved me countless times and I can't express how grateful I am for all of you!
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TIMESTAMPS
0:00 Intro/Trip to Texas
1:07 I Tried Antidepressants
2:20 FedEx
2:55 Life Since The Last Video
3:12 What to do? Isolation
3:30 Complete Loner/Taking a Toll
5:34 Goodbye
7:45 Isolation is not what you want.
8:05 Take Care
8:22 Recent Pictures/Videos
Thank You!
I’m alright. Feeling a little better now. But nothing has changed. DoorDash isn’t enough, can’t find a job, sleeping in my car, and that’s my life. Life is weird.
I updated the video description also.
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Glad to get an update! Keep looking for a job because with your Fed Ex experience, I bet you can find a delivery job at some point. It might take some time but don’t give up. Remember how bad it seemed when you were living in the woods? It got better then and will get better this time. ❤️
This economy sucks. I am glad u have a car, tho. and that u are still out there. Yea, life is weird. No truer words spoken. Just looking for a way, and answers, prob like millions of others in same boat. Stay cool. Have yourself a good day. :)
Bro i been thinking about you since.
Ino where that place takes us.
Thnks for updating.
I agree. 🙈 🙉 🙊 !
I am going to be 72 in a few days. I live in my bedroom with NO desire to come out. I have been a loner for all my life. I am only happy when I am alone. Got it from my father who ditched me before I was even born. I have everything delivered to me. I use Amazon to deliver goods and Walmart for my groceries. They just leave everything on my porch and leave without seeing me. I couldn't even tell you who my neighbors are. AND I LOVE IT! So take it from a man who is old enough to be your grandfather. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING A LONER! My world is the happiest when I am totally alone. Don't take the drugs. You don't need them and they will only hurt you. Best of luck. Never think lowly of yourself. We are all special in OUR OWN WAY!
@@superjet2771 Nope!
Rob, some of what you’re feeling could be because you’re coming off the meds. Don’t think that you’ll be this down forever. Give it a little time and see if you feel better. And…there’s no pressure to do CZcams videos. Do it when you feel like talking and forget it the rest of the time. Reach out to people. They may surprise you and reach back. 😊
And it may take a while to find which antidepressant works for you! When I took Celexa, it was truly life changing. It takes about 2 weeks to feel a difference. I’m so sorry Rob that you are feeling this way. I suffer with chronic depression and I have a job and a house so it isn’t just your environment.
@@brendabinau1187SSRI’s have the same exact efficacy of placebos, in most tests. And they’ve been shown to damage serotonin receptors.
Texas...bad idea😢
Your not alone, you have us😢
Anti-depressants are known to make some people suicidal. Just take it easy and wait for that stuff to leave your system. Don't make permanent decisions based on temporary feelings.
Yea. They all make me wanna die.
Please get some help Rob … don’t give up on tomorrow. I care about you.
Been homeless on & off since 2015, and during that time been arrested twice, my mother died while I was in jail. Bounced around Georgia for about 4 years, and then moved to Florida in 2019. It's been hell trying to make it work. I'm 54 years old, and I don't know how much more I can take. I've worked almost the whole time. Tired to get out of being homeless on my own and I still struggle. Like you I'm very depressed & anxious most of the time. Most days I'm so damn miserable. I keep telling myself; "If I could just get a van & a good paying job, I'll be fine." Maybe one day my dream will come true, and everything will be good again. One thing that keep me my not killing myself, is helping others. It gives me a purpose and a reason to keep living. When I'm at my darkest, I make a way to help others. It give me peace, and I hope one day you'll find peace as well. I pray for both of us, and everyone that struggles with life. God Bless My Friend ...
I'm living in Inverness. Hoping to get people here in this area to start working more with people that are struggling with homelessness, mental disorders, and addictions etc
Please don't give up. You are very strong.
You love being outdoors and love nature. You are filming in a vivid green area where you can hear the River. And you pour your heart ♥️ and feelings to an invisible audience. I am so impressed by your bravery. And you are reaching out to us, your invisible audience. And we can only respond through comments. But hopefully this is helpful. There's more than one anti-depressant. Walking lifts your mood. Being in nature helps us cope with stress. I found DoorDash to be difficult with little reward. I struggle with mental illness also and have found that sewing charity quilts with others and going to activities at the senior center has given me friends and a feeling that people care about me. Didn't get that from family. I care about you. ❤😊
Jesus loves you man, believe the gospel aka good news (Death, burial and resurrection alone) and you’ll be filled with His Spirit, be eternally sealed and seated in Heavenly places and become more rich than people who have money, God bless… “Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost; Which he shed on us abundantly through Jesus Christ our Saviour; That being justified by his grace, we should be made heirs according to the hope of eternal life.” (Titus 3:5-7)
Much love, brother
I would say it takes a lot of guts to get in front of a camera and try and explain to the world how you feel. Man, I got mad respect for you right there. Anywho, I am glad that u had enough guts to come forward and let us know how u are doing. I do hope u can find resolve within yourself, and some peace of mind, somehow, someway. somewhere. The hard thing is that, only you know what that looks like. I feel like.. I know what you mean when you say you have no motivation, no purpose and nothing seems to make you happy. I am trying to find myself as well. I know its not easy. One day at a time. Be patient with yourself, be good to yourself. I will be rooting for you.
I'm not well either. Started following you back around Aug 2022; first vid I watched was you in a makeshift shelter up in NY. Lots of snow. There was a sort of comfort, in seeing how you lived. Not something I can explain. At that time my wife had just kicked me out for no reason. Just up and decided she didn't want to be married anymore after 20 years. So I got on Amtrak and came up here. Shortly after, my younger brother passed away. Then my father went in the hospital and then he died. The maelstrom continued. I was living the Book of Job. Last I remember, followed your walk south, ending somewhere in Harper's Ferry. Escapism looked good. Just leave it all behind. I'm too old now to be a nomad. I do really just want to be free somewhere and live in peace. No red tape. No IRS, DMV, State agency bullshit in my life. You have a good eye for things. I pray also. I'll add you in those prayers, for better or worse. Peace.
I am in my mid fifties, a loner living in a small camper on a farm in upstate New York. It's a sanctuary for me. Caring for animals gives me a purpose and focus each and every day. I wish you well, man. The stills and video clips at the end of this video are lovely! I hope you change your mind about CZcams. Hope to see you again.
Oh Rob. You are so special to us. We love you and your content. But even if you never posted anything again, you need to know that you are loved. And not just by your followers, but by the One who made all of the awesome nature that you are so excellent at capturing in your videos. PLEASE don't give up Rob. Please, reach out to God, and take His hand. You are here for a reason. You are such a blessing to all who follow you. I've seen all of your videos, the way you capture nature is breathtakingly beautiful, and the way you share your journey has and is helping people more than you know Rob. You are loved. My heart goes out to you. I'll be praying for you. From one loner to another, please hang in there. God bless you! ❤
Right on! Rob is helping others more than he knows.
☝️☝️☝️ This was perfectly stated! You have touched so many brother. I feel your pain in so many ways. My situation is different but I get it in my own way. God bless you and may he provide you with what you need to be happy.
Rob, been watching your journey for over a year, and I can tell you that you seemed most satisfied/fulfilled/purposeful when you were active. When you were hiking, helping out at one of the jobs at places that helped others, etc. That is PURPOSE. We all need identity, we all need reason. We all need purpose. You've had those in your time on YT, and you can have it again.
I'm 51 and feel the exact same way. I've been battling health problems for over 20 years. I'm hanging on because of my dogs. They're all I have.
Sending good vibes your way
Hey Rob - I was on the same meds as you and it’s really tough when you come off of them. That feeling of nothingness will pass eventually. Just keep going. And as someone who’s hard on myself a lot, I have to consciously try to be empathetic and kind to myself and understand that life puts us in difficult situations, and often we make mistakes. Sometimes we make the same mistakes over and over. But that’s okay, that’s how we grow as people and find our path in life. It takes a very long time sometimes but you will find it. And don’t put pressure on yourself about the CZcams channel, you have no obligation to anyone. Try not to be too judgmental to yourself either. Don’t beat yourself up about what you spend your money on - whether is the “right” or “wrong” thing (according to who, by the way? Nobody!), it doesn’t matter because even if it’s a short-term step back, it will ultimately lead you in the only possible direction - FORWARD! On a personal note, you’ve inspired me to keep pushing on in life no matter what, especially when it’s the hardest to do so. So I’m here to hopefully return the favor - keep on keepin’ on brother!
Rob, I've followed you for a long time now and seen many of your ups and downs. Someone else commented that you might be experiencing antidepressant withdrawal. Please, go to the nearest hospital and ask for some help. The people who follow you do care about you. I know it's a one way window and it might be hard to understand but we do. It worries me to see you so dispondant. I'm praying for you right now. Please find a human and reach out for help ❤
I'm asking God to give you the miracle you are praying for dear Rob. It doesn't matter what we've done there is always grace, mercy, and love. We're never alone.
The Lord Jesus is the GOD of hope❤
I too will pray dear Rob!!!
I am glad I came across your channel sometime in early 2024 You gave me just a minuscule glimpse into your life, and I connected with your hiking the Appalachian Trail, especially in Pennsylvania. Right now at 68 years of age, I am widowed, and my adult children and grandkids really don't talk to me too much and my brothers don't talk to me too much, so I am alone too, in a way, and that the way I need to be right now. I sure hope your life improves so you can live a more comfortable life - your way. You are in my prayers. Peace, young man, peace.
Hey Rob, I would consider looking into being a ranger at a national park perhaps. You have a community through work that you don’t have to see too often, you can meet people on trails and exchange stories, most importantly you’re surrounded by nature though. Food for thought, and I wish you the best on this rollercoaster we call life!
That job is not like that, at all.
@@heyreddin2.0s10 do you speak from experience?
I do and your wrong. How's that ? Lmao @@Shmoffy_
Yeah good idea!
I feel you man, I'm never gonna have a family, or a home. I try to find excitement in adventure. Seeing new things meeting new people, creating new opportunities. As an 44 year old who was orphaned and raised by the state, I've never had family, and when things start getting too depressing, I leave and go on an adventure. Good luck man.
From a mother to a son on this Mother’s Day… you are loved.
I've dealt with severe anxiety and panic disorder for years that impacted every part of my life. I'll be 62 on June 6 and I've somehow managed to get my life on track in spite of the odds. Like you, I don't prefer crowds. But, I'm finally settled on 2 acres of land and building my future after years of bouncing across the country. All I can say to you is that regardless of your current circumstances, change is guaranteed to happen. Take small steps in a direction that you want your life to go and set realistic goals for yourself. I've started over many times throughout my life. So, whatever happens, never throw in the towel and give up on yourself. It may take some time, but you'll eventually get to a place where you can feel good about your life.
Much respect to you I pursing my own 2 acres one day
@Zero-eq7mp Thank you, Michael. It's been quite an adventure for most of my adult life. I was in the military, traveled overseas, failed relationships, bounced from job to job, and state to state. I've been homeless so many times that I lost count. But, I had marketable skills that always helped me get decent paying jobs, and I would temporarily bounce back. But my anxiety issues seemed to always get the best of me. Your attitude towards life is crucial to your success. I retired back in 2022 and didn't save a dime. I'm a homeowner and debt free today. Michael, you'll get there. Set goals for yourself, watch the company you keep, and keep 10% of every dollar you earn. There are no mistakes in life, only lessons to learn from. Good luck to you and follow your gut instincts.
Get involved at church it will help you meet people and have a sense of community. Good luck to you
This is true. It will give you social connections, help. Find a good church. I'm an atheist but admit church got me through some rough times. Good people.
Good luck Rob, I hope you find yourself again buddy.
We may just be people on the internet, but we are here because you remind us of ourselves stay strong
Charlie 🇬🇧
We all need sanctuary, brother. The peace you seek can only be found within yourself.
Namaste, my friend.
Rob i have known of you and followed you from when you lived in that tarp up on the side of that hill by the interstate man you've probably done more in the past three or four years then most people will do in their entire life get Jesus in your life and I promise you you'll never regret it get up out of that dirt dust them birches off and go back to put one foot in front of the other just like you have been doing and everything's going to be alright 🙏
Rob, if you notice it doesnt matter how long it is between uploads we are all still here.
For every down, there is an up.
Thank you for your honesty, we appreciate it.
Take time to read the comments and find solace in the fact that YOU.....have changed people.
What ever you choose to do, thank you for showing me you beautiful country.
Bright blessings from the uk
I agree. I'm not much of a commenter but I'm always here as well. Rob also reminds me of my childhood friend, down to looks and personality exactly.
@@Rebelpatriot387 AGREED. I think this is the second or third time I've commented I think and reading the comments compelled me to respond.
Some sad, some up lifting and some heartbreaking and personal life journey stuff expressed.
I hope you free d from school is doing ok🙏🏾
Very kind of you to let him know.
Hey Rob, watching your channel helped me deal with fear of becoming house less. I started a CZcams channel to tell my unusual life story. I feel like an outsider, with no friends or family. I am now 3 months a nomad with my cat as co-pilot. I go from feeling happy to feeling completely alone most days. It’s something I struggle with, too. It would be a great honor to speak to you. Wishing you all the best!
Rob you are loved. Your channel inspires and entertains people. Try some of your comedy material here on CZcams. Make this channel your window to the world as much as it is our window into yours.
I agree! I need some laughs...
Hang out with me for 24 hours up here in Canada (Ont) and I'll free you from your sadness. You'd be on the ground laughing and begging for more each day. I have faith in you. God speed.
Pervert
Rob... It's ok.. i really hppe you can find a path to happiness..
Please don't give up...
Glad you're dashing, I'm doing spark (Walmart delivery) and absolutely love it,I'm making at a minimum of $450 a week, if im bein lazy and picky. The only people i talk to briefly are the loaders,and every once in a while, a elderly or handicap need the grocery brought in. Check into it,im pretty much making a full time income with 4 or 5 orders a day..
Stay true man,hope to see you around..
Thanks. I tried that spark thing after reading this. The first delivery offer was 9 separate deliveries in one for $30. Turned it down and stopped, but I may try it again.
@@RobTheNomad yes, those are general merchandise orders, I turned down 90% of them I will do the regular grocery orders but when it gets to the general merchandise orders the dollar to mile ratio just isn't good enough
We all 'start over' several times in our lives. Your depression Is getting in your way sir. You, like the rest of us. Must keep pushing forward...u owe it to yourself, man. You came this far!!
Things WILL get better mate, they might be shitty right now but they always get better. I've been through severe mental health issues and while a permanent answer to a temporary problem seems very tempting at times life is a beautiful gift. Hang in there bud 🙏
I'm a nurse. You are going thru a number of changes. Your mental health is not good right now. You are likely having withdrawals from the meds. You need to get to the hospital. You may need to stay for a bit. Please, many people care for you and you do have a future. You just can't see it right now. Only you can do this for yourself. Please go.
When the pain you are experiencing exceeds your fear of the unknown change becomes possible
Keep pushing bro. Smile, even if there’s nothing to smile about. Never lose sight of hope.
Just don't give up on YOU! While you may not see it now, you have everything you need to find that peace you are looking for!
Rob.i live in an isolated part of Cape cod(Dennis,Ma.),but very SAFE!At first i thought it was isolated...then i fell in love here!!!NEVER give up Rob,theres far worse places to live sir.i for one enjoy youre journenies!(hope i spelled that right)As long as you have your HEALTH nothing can hold you back my friend!!!
lived in WestBarnstable for a while.....knew Bill Greer.....enjoyed it....but moved to Georgia....
Howdy neighbor! Vineyarder here, got some peeps in your area. Get ready for summer! :)
@@sagegoodwin1 yeah
Same spot as you a year ago. It changed for me. But I hear what you’re saying man. I have always been a loner..had relationships and friends…but I’m just tired of being alone . But don’t know where to begin
I was the same way.. I found a small church that has amazing groups. Lots of love.
I'm 100% Alone too bro. About the same age as you. I'm down here in NC living alone out in the middle of nowhere in a camper with no transportation. Swing through.
You never know with me anymore. I appreciate it either way.
You’re an interesting guy Rob,but if there is one common denominator among all of us it is that we need to be around people,at least some of the time.We are not designed to be alone.Wish you well
Dont feel like you have to do anything, I’m in the same spot everyday is the same and it’s miserable. Do it for us. Much love ❤️
I really like you dude, I prayed for you, Ill try praying more and more people should pray for you, these feelings wont last so hold on and persist!
Hold on brother things will get better your just in a bad place mentally right now you can break it bro
I been there dude. You are fine. Just do your thing. People are so into their selves it doesn’t matter we all struggle everyday. Forget about it.❤
I feel just like you did just don't give up. Life changes. It's gonna be alright, buddy.At least I hope!!!
I feel for you man. No judgements, no advice, just love from one human being to another. I wish you were in jersey, I'd definitely be your friend, on your terms, no expectations. I hope to hear from you again on CZcams, you're someone worth knowing. I wish I could do more than words on here. If you decide you want a friend in the real world I'm really good at being one/listening/giving space... If you choose to leave, just know you'll be remembered and missed.
At least you got a car and doordash. That helps.
It’s good and bad. DoorDash barely gets through the day. That’s why I left twice. And I have to pay for the car/insurance.
😢 You said it yourself some months back Rob, it’s never over till you give up. Hang in there man. Many people are having a hard time at it. There is something better.
I hope you're still with us and return with more videos someday. Watching them always bring joy to me. ♥️🙏
I love you rRob and never stop praying for you. I can honestly say ive been where you are now. Keep talking to God He is always there even when you dont think He is. Never stop praying He answers prayer. John the baptist was in the wilderness and thought to be a wild man but yet he was called to be the one to baptize Jesus. Praying for peace for you and direction. Never give up He never gave up on us all. Love you Rob dont forget that. Trust God. He already answered prayer for you and He will do it again. Just tell Him how you feel.
You stay with us, Rob. I don't know you, but I can relate. I enjoy watching your videos. You're a strong man loved by many. I didn't do well on antidepressants either. They made me feel the exact same way, but it will pass. Hang in there
Im glad to hear you didn’t fall into the psych med trap. You are in my prayers brother
@frankpetrone
Found the weirdo lunatic
Agree 100%.
Don't be so hard on yourself each of us walks a different path, find yours and be happy :) doesn't matter what you do just find what works for you! ~ Blessings wished for you on your journey ~
Rob, I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do. Volunteering helps with getting to know people and developing friendships. I find that when I am feeling overwhelmed, lost or lonely, it’s helpful for me to help others and in turn it helps me. Anyway, take care of yourself. ✌🏼
Isolation takes a far bigger toll than most realize..even for someone like myself who typically loves being alone…there comes a point.
You’re not at all alone in the sense of being tired..not knowing where to go or what to do though..not even a little bit brother.
Please continue to update 🤙..and you’re right - you DON’T need the meds..but they do suck to come off of, I think that goes for any medication that can alter brain chemistry. Keep your head up and keep looking for what’s next…something’s gotta give eventually..doesn’t it?
I wish you the best, brother. Good luck and stay safe.
Rob, im so very glad to hear from you but saddened at how your feeling, wish i was closer at hand to be a true friend to & for you.
Please dont give up touching base with those of us who care for you on this platform, continue your photography as an outlet in expressing yourself as there's so much more to you than you can see Rob.
Really hope we hear from you again, sooner rather than later.
Sending you so much love, strength & resilience to carry you through the days ahead.
Much love, hugs & hope sent your way Rob - Anna.x.❤
Hey Rob, one of the hardest times of my life was coming off (and getting on!) antidepressants. Put one foot in front of the other and make yourself push through the coming days. The sun will shine again, guaranteed.
Same here. Those drugs almost ruined my life.
Hugs Dude. things will pan out
No matter what you decide about CZcams, I really hope you find what makes you happy. Or at least happier than you are now. Do what's right for you bruh. I'll miss you if you never post again but, I understand and support your choices.
Praying that things change for you and you can find hope, peace and happiness. Please don’t give up. God loves you and I care about you. 🙏🏼
I'm currently homeless again. Been homeless since late November of last year. It's rough. I also deal with depression and anxiety. I'm not very good socially either. I usually keep to myself. The way I deal with my depression and anxiety is by playing video games and watching anime. Things I enjoy.
The one piece of advice I will give you is if you need direction you should talk to a therapist. Not because there's something wrong with you but because you feel lost in life so having someone to talk to can help. There's nothing wrong about asking for help when you need it. From there you can decide what you want to do with your life. It's as easy as taking small steps towards a goal. The goal doesn't have to be anything major. It can be as simple as getting up and doing your laundry. The point is if you break life down into accomplishing those small goals rather than focusing on the big picture all of the time it will help make it so life doesn't feel as overwhelming.
Be a writer , Rob! You can put down your thoughts and also tell about your interesting travels . And writers see life in a unique way , always hungry to see more and jot down what they have observed . And Katherine Hepburn said : "Many Famous People Were Loners" , in case you ever FEEL like such
Hang in there, Brotha...There's a big difference between solitude and loneliness...Somehow when you stop searching, the thing you seek will find you...
I'm so sorry that you're in pain. Sending lovingkindness meditations your way.
Those who call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved... Jesus is Lord and He is waiting for you to cry out to Him and to seek Him with all your heart. He can save you from all this mess like he has for myself and my family. You need never be lonely again. He loves and He is waiting for you.
May the Most High bless you always through these tribulus times in the Holy name of Jesus Christ Amen 💟💖💟
Hey man I've been through nothing like you have but still just wanted to leave a comment wishing you the best, I watched you hike and experience so much and seeing it all brought me some happiness. I hope you can also find some of that, even in the small things.
Your kind of nomadic life is exactly what I want!!!! I want no part of society and how it works and enslaves..BUT, I would NOT want to be alone. You need a buddy. A partner. A woman. Would make all the difference. Someone to be lost and free with. Alone is never good in the end.
It's always the simple things that matter most.
Breathe DEEP Breathe SLOW (through the nose)
Make it the first thing you do when getting into bed at night and again before you leave it in the morning.
Repeat throughout the day.
Make this your routine and focus.
Man your really not alone! Your just by yourself! My name is lightning and i am the square peg for the round hole! I gave up meds for exactly what you described! I have been lost for years and absolutely have no idea what to do! I am completely afraid of everything!! I am exhausted completely from the wondering mind! I hope you read my comment before you stop you tube! We dont know one another but im telling you there are more people with the same thing your talking about! Be cool
This is the first time I've ever seen your show, and ya know what? YOU are maney of us who realized the same thing you said. We left our American dreams. We all fell it within us. But know this, don't you ever give up because I'm sure, like us, we still move on know matter where we end up. Stay in the presence, and you can make it. Stay out of the past, it's over and the future don't happen yet. IT'S the presence that's for ever. Stay in your heart, that's where you will find your power. We all fight the same battle. Good luck buddy.
You migjt try a small sailboat, 30 ft. You seem like the liveaboard lifestyle and the sea might suit you. Check it out with someine who is doing it . There is a brotherhood there😊. Some derelict boats can be had for free if you look around. Just need some tlc which is therapeutic in itself. Can chat about it anytime. Good luck, thanks for sharing.
Rob, great pix and video at the end- beautiful! Hang in there- things will get better when you least expect it. Will keep you in my prayers.
Rob, please reach out to the VA. As a veteran with low income you will qualify for free mental health care. Look up the Vet Center in your area, they also offer free mental health for veterans. They can help you to keep pushing forward, brother. It’s okay that you felt that anger, now you need help processing and understanding the anger. Keep trying to push on and try to avoid making excuses or self sabotage. There is a happy life for you - even alone.
Thanks for sharing what you're going through, Rob. I get the hopelessness, isolation, self-sabotage, rage, and struggle to find meaning. It's something I cope with daily due to "Complex PTSD". Have you heard of it before? Remember to practice self-compassion and, as others have said, give yourself time to re-adjust after changing medications. If you need a place and a meal in Denver, give me a shout.
Sounds good, thanks! Yeah I’ve heard of it. Might be a part of it.
I completely understand, I have been living in what was a shed I made into a pool house for my mother. We are at odds a lot and i have had my dog since i got here. She doesn't like my dog. It will be time for us to go soon but, I don't know where or how. Most places wont allow me to have my dog. I will die before i give up my dog. So I am here trying to learn and figure out what to do.
Well, Rob, only you can deside what direction you'll take 🤔🤗
Myself, quitting my boring job as a cleaner, go into early pension, selling my campervan, paying some bills, say see ya to my kids (soon), planning to take a bus from Sweden to South Europe. This mostly depends on all illness going on in my body.. I wanna see the world before...
Please, Rob, talk Load with Yourself - listen to You Inner voice ❤
Wow I was just thinking about you Rob !
Keep safe brother , big hugs from Newcastle, Australia .
It is absolutely Crazy times . I totally can relate to what your going through. To me it all comes down to will power. Set yourself a goal any goal and work towards it. And don't forget to pray ! God Bless .
Don't give up , life is hard I have experienced it myself and it's disappointing in so many ways , please keep fighting , because I've been fighting for years with depression and anxiety and I'm still fighting now at the age of 47
All my love any concerns
Hope things change for you in the future (change is the only guarantee in life).
We are just people on the internet too, lonely just like you homie. But i totally get how the juxtaposition between being on CZcams and then being alone in person would be rough asf on mental health.
Take a break, feel out where you want to be. Live for you boss 🙌
This is very good and compassionate advice! Thank you. People on here are brutal to him 😢.
Best of luck wherever you go 😊
I really appreciated those pictures at the end. You appreciate the sky too. I relate a lot to you right now, but I'm sure you have it worse. I wish you all the best. This really does suck for people like us.
Thanks!
Thank you!
Hang in there brother, praying for you.
Sending lots of love and support. Stay strong bubby. It always gets better.
I get that people pushing their views and expectations can wear you out, especially as the life you live isn’t an easy one so the extra stress from that must be annoying at times. Just wanted to say thank you, your vids especially a couple of years ago when you were living in that tent under the snow covered tarps were a really good inspiration at a difficult time in my life. How you managed to make the most of a very dire situation and keep finding ways to adjust were really inspiring. And helpful to build some understanding of practical solutions to make the ever present risk of homelessness for a lower income worker seem less scary, hard for sure, but survivable.
I'll pray for you man ❤
Just wishing some good luck for you from the UK.
Im very similar to you. Loner nomad. Keep trucking brother!
Hi from Cape Cod Rob. So happy to see you man. It's been a minute. I truly hope you find your solice and happiness in this thing called life brother. I know exactly what you mean with the whole being a loaner deal. Peace and be well.
I survived a serious suicide attempt in february due to mental illness, and ever since my well being has contiunisly been getting worse. Have developed aghoraphobia, and are now soon to be homeless. I just want you to know that even if it feels like shit right now, once you look death in the eye, you realise that you might as well keep trying. Ur videos has helped me alot in accepting that i might be able to survive my upcoming homelessness. I hope you all the luck Rob, you got this bro! You survived worse, and you gonna come up on top on this one! Most people wouldnt survive half of what you been threw, and you cant let a little bitch as depression win now when you gone so far.
My advice is to keep going on your mission down to FL as you said, start posting continuesly everyday, i can defenty see you building a bigger fan base if you post more and more.
all love from sweden.
Your courage and honesty are inspiring. I just love the images you capture for us and am so grateful you were able to share some in this video. I'm not sure you know how important your videos have become for some of our own mental health. So I have faith that what you need will manifest and you will emerge from the tunnel of loneliness reborn and amazed. I am a witness that there is mercy in this beautiful life.
Maybe you could start a channel for comedy? I watch comedy videos for my mental health. We need comedians!
You’re never alone. God is with you wherever you are even if you don’t perceive it.
No pressure man. You do you. I hope tomorrow will be a bit brighter for you. Just remember though, no rain, no rainbows.
Please hang in there. I know that it seems useless but believe me when i tell you that there are medical professionals out there who can help you. I felt much the same as you do. It was two years ago that depression hit me and at the time I felt lost and could not see anything positive to focus on .But thanks to opening up to my doctor , which was very difficult to do, i found help ..If you can accept that what you are suffering from is a recognized illness ,then it can be treated..
Safe travels Rob. May the road ahead lead to a better situation.
You are wrong, I do understand. I understand, Rob. Try to sleep. That's all, except I am feeling very afraid and unsure myself. You can hope tomorrow is better in your head. I have zero friends and am a seeker, used to never meet a stranger. Boy has that changed...I don't even leave my house, man. 59 next month, aged out female. You have got to have a break from worry.
You are so much like me. I have zero close friends. I know people but no friends. I always thought I was a people person until in 2020 I had pituitary tumor surg and after that I hate to leave the house. I do have to go out but really dislike it and do not go out often. Have to go to Dr, dentist appointment, meds and food. After going out I am so tired I have to take a nap. I have never been very successful with jobs , just never truly fitting in. I am 64.
Thinking about you Rob. Hope you can ride out the dark days of the mind. Be well. Stay here. Those birds sure are singing for you in your video.
You have a lot of love and passion for the world and nature in your heart. I'm also like this, I couldn't live without my wife I'm so lucky to have met her before I got out of highschool and then it still took 15 years of me living off and on with my parents. You might really need someone responsible enough in your life that can do all the technical world stuff for or with you bro I can't do that stuff I have Asperger's, social anxiety, OCD and tourette syndrome and I can't function in the fast moving world. That someone will come for you man don't give up and let people help I hope the best for you bro I really do
Don't give up Rob. I know you struggle with so many things but you can come through this. Don't feel pressured to do youtube. Maybe drop a video when it feels right. Concentrate on yourself and your wellbeing. Good luck from the UK. Don't give up
All the best.