Life in Solitude: My Path of Isolation
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- čas přidán 27. 07. 2024
- I really don’t know how I’ve made it this long without giving in to the multitudes of things people fall to every day. I also don’t know where to go from here. All I do know is I have to keep going, and now I have people with me!
Email
robthenomad582@gmail.com
TIMESTAMPS
0:00 Intro
0:23 Starting from the beginning.
0:27 My life story and what caused me to isolate. From birth to starting CZcams.
6:34 Living in the woods until now.
7:13 Car Life
7:21 Content Plans
8:25 All 2024 Donations/Channel Sponsors
10:05 Sponsor Opportunities
10:09 Missing out/Downfalls of isolation.
10:45 Outro/Thank You/Channel Members/Links in Description
11:13 Pileated Woodpecker. I just stumbled across it while going to record.
12:16 Thanks For Watching!
I just want to say, Thank you all for everything. Watching, liking, commenting, subscribing, sharing, super chats, merch, channel members, donations, patreon (before it randomly disappeared), and emails!
I notice, keep track, and so greatly appreciate it all.
You’ve all helped me get through the toughest years of my life, and without posting a video, then you watching, I’d either be gone or in a very different place right now.
I have constant ups and downs. And I let it out. But I will never give up!
Have a good one!
Rob
I think in terms of the content, there are a lot of channels out there that post nature content tens of thousands to millions, whats unique about your channel is you.
❤ good to see you.
Thats the attitude never give up. I was worryed about you harming your self but I thank you will be ok. just remimber when it gets rilly bad it usuely passes and gets better I want you to check out mega woods walkers youtube vids he made some good camping vidios camping on the AT . He passed away a few years ago I thank the sacred bacon got him. I thank God is useing you to help others hang in ther.
try Landscaping, learn online it´s pretty cool, I do it in my folks farm
Rob, I'm sorry for all the trauma, emotional and probably physical neglect you have been through. It is likely why you isolate. It is your reflex to keep away from any further hurt, even if you may not realize it, that is why you do this.
Loosing your grandparents and great-grandparent like that is so sad. I'm sorry you went through that. You may have been small, but you still understand it as a loss. I see that as a pattern in your life, that loss has been a factor. You are already making a change, right? Look at all the things you have done! I have watched the path you have walked to reach where you are today, and you are still on that journey. Keep going, you will reach your goals. I believe in you. You make things happen.
Since you spoke about bedwetting, it is not something to be ashamed of, even if it is the first natural response. Some people are born with a physiological reason for the bedwetting taking a little longer than they would like to resolve. It can be caused by a smaller bladder than normal which takes a while to reach a normal size through growth and age. Most often it is trauma related. That's not your fault.
Isolating can be caused by trauma. It sounds like your young mother who had been homeless previously, may also have had trauma that made her ground you all those times. There was something going on there, for sure
The fact that you are out and about while working is good. Taking refuge in nature is very soothing. I like your videos very much because they take me out into nature and I get to hear the birdlife of your country, which I adore.
I read someone's comment on here that spoke about the idea that you would probably enjoy owning your own piece of land and build your own place on it. Maybe this community could see what they could do to help you reach your goal. Try to mention it in one of your videos. What do you think? Is this something you would like?
I'm one of many who is very glad you are still around. All the best. 😀
Isolation is all you have ever known, so Ofcourse you feel most comfortable in it. You also suffer from emotional neglect. These things definitely imprint on you as an adult. Thank you for sharing your story. Just know you have a CZcams family. I know it’s not quite the same, but we are here.
I am a nobody. But this nobody would like to thank every single person that has donated to rob. I do not know this man at all but I’m very thankful there are generous people out there willing to help someone they don’t know. I have not sent him any money because of my messed up situation. I wish I could though. Be careful out there rob! I hope you decide to use one of those sponsors and it works out great!
Yeah were all in a much worse situation the last few years with inflation and all the other crap going on. Not to get political but things were my better when Trump was president. Hang in there Rob we're all in the same boat these days.
I think you are a very caring somebody called Larry. It's great that you are here. Have a wonderful day. 😀
@@whaguitarsthe economy was in shambles when Trump left office
@@bentonja668It was 10 times better than under Biden.
@@whaguitars always that one guy that has to bring politics into it 🙄
Self-isolation is a common coping mechanism. It is learned, and there is a reason people turn to this. The world needs to hear from all types of people. ❤
Rob honey take it from an old lady. In my life I've had hard times. When I was young I never fit in, due mostly because of my siblings. But I had a couple teachers in my senior year that stepped up for me. They taught me that no matter who tries to bring you down YOU CAN OVERCOME!!!! I've watched you from your 1st video. I'm sorry I can't support you financially. But I keep you in my Prayers and Thoughts. God Bless you
Youre already supporting him maam. ❤
You are awesome. God bless you.
I really would love to see you get some land. Even just one acre, somewhere to build. Take us along. Campaign for donations. Collect pallets. Live in nature. I'm rooting for you, Rob man. You're a great guy, and you're still young and healthy. It won't be easy, but you've got what it takes.
I agree. He needs a little plot of land to make his own.
Yeah Rob you can buy an Acher of land in Northern FL for $1000.
This is exactly what I've been hoping of for him...
He could even post a video and ask if someone would sell him a acre at the far edge of their property. There are many people who own 50 or 100 acres that would sell him an acre just to have a neighbor to talk to occasionally. He needs to get the word out.
You just said everything that I am living... got two & a half acres back in 2022 then just this April got some pallets ... Im nowbuilding my tiny home, outdoor kitchen & a small 4ft tall 6ft wide x 8foot long small shed.
Now I ran out of pallets & haven't had a running vehicle since 2022...
But thankful for my SOLITUDE living in the middle of nowhere. If it wasn't for the pallets I wouldn't have my new infrastructure. CAN'T BEAT RECLAIMED MATERIALS!
greenhouse is next
Please know you are not alone. Us loners have a lot of company. Sadly, though ; even when we are among ppl , we still feel alone.
Your current path is finding the right path. Whichever best fits you. Thanks for sharing your journey.
Thanks for sharing your origin story. Beards looking good
Never apologize for how you survived, Rob. Hyper-independence is a trauma response as well as a survival strategy. Most people lack the empathy required to be safe friends for someone who has experienced a lot of trauma. I see you. You are not alone. ❤
Thanks for sharing your story, Rob. It's not easy to open up like that. Prayers and hugs.
I've been watching since the beginning and contributing when I have been able. There has always been something very real and raw about you and now the picture is more clear. Thank you so much for sharing. The hard times create special people and you are one of them. Continuing to pray you are guided during the next chapter with miracles, wisdom and peace.
Thank you! Yeah I think I remember your name from another one I did. I really appreciate it!
Im teetering on the edge of homelessness and my heath is keeping me from working
One day at a time, keep going too, like Rob.
Ill pray consistently
Same here brother. Stay strong.
My only option is to keep going. I’ve been beyond homelessness, into the depths of hell, and have always been broke. Most give up before getting close to what I’ve experienced. I should’ve been on drugs and in prison, and eventually end it. My only option is to keep going. That way there’s always a chance.
And there’s everything I’ve learned from it all. Keep shedding the bad parts. Grow.
Things most people would panic over and not be able to handle, don’t even phase me anymore.
It sucks. I know words do nothing. But there’s always a way out, and it doesn’t involve ending your chances completely. That just ruins you, forever. And any chance of happiness is also gone, forever.
@@nonservitium Do you know Jesus?
You have a great voice and good story-telling skills. That makes for very watchable videos. Not everyone can do this. I hope your channel blows up with subscribers so that your financial worries will be a thing of the past. Keep going!
Stay strong bro and it's obvious that people really do love you, I know I do my friend.
We love you Rob. I was a massive introvert until I started my family, without them I would be a caveman.
I had an unfortunate childhood also, and also wet the bed til late childhood 🤷♂️
Life is embarassing and challenging until you either stop caring and detatch or find Jesus.
God bless you brother!
I always thought having a kid/family would change my life. I’ve just never been in a position where I’m comfortable enough to pursue it. I avoid it. Have for decades.
ROB....YOU was given a rough hand...But you are God's chld.
Rob, thanks for sharing your story! I had a similar experience. Finally in my 50’s I gave up my crazy lifestyle and surrendered to the Lord. It has changed my life. Pursue first the kingdom of heaven and all other things shall be added to you is so true. We will all continue to have our trials and tribulations but many blessings along the way. Beautiful Filipino wife, great son, living in the mountains of Idaho. Also doing a homeless and prison ministry. Join His team, change your life.😊🙏
Never give up! We come to your channel for you. Everything around you is an addition.
Thank you!
Now look at ya! You're a CZcamsr with lots of friends! Way to go getting back on the videos! Started watching you back in NY before winter hit! Keep it going!
40k wow! Right?!?
It’s surprising to me how many people I recognize. I know a lot of your names.
My mom died when I was 12. Dad's always been a drug addict. Alot of mental abuse from him, using, manipulating. He turned my brother out to be just like him. Seems like everyone that comes around me are vultures. Finally got away and by myself and started to try and heal.
Keep moving forward Bryan. Let Me tell ya from experience and old age, You will be a much stronger spiritually person for every situation you overcome. I've wanted to curl up in a ball before and give up but, if you have a tiny little spark inside you telling you to push through, hang on to it and force yourself to keep going. You will survive and make it. 👍💪
Sorry you lost your Mom. I know the feeling as well.
We keep moving forward. 🙏💪
It takes a long time, but we do heal. And we can adapt to anything. I just said goodbye to the rest of my family. Siblings.
They’re the only people I know that treat me like garbage. The only people. I said today I’m done with it. I don’t get it.
There’s not only healing, but a lot to learn from it.
@@RobTheNomadSounds like a bunch of people whose families abused them. Mine did too. The truth that many don’t want to admit is that they simply should never have been parents.
@@RobTheNomadthat’s a healing step right there. We have to be scrupulous about who gets access to us, whether they are family or not. And anyway, family is just a word. We make our own family. You have family here who respect you and who build you up. It’s different, but it’s slowly becoming the new normal. I’m also isolated but I need to talk. I’m about to start telling stories on CZcams just as an outlet for my voice. It’s enough. Anyway, I’m sending you all the best today and every day and I thank you for all that you do.
I watched the nature video. Good and calming.
Keep on trucking!
I love your nature footage and wish I had some money to send you. Hopefully eventually someone who owns some undeveloped land will let you camp there for your nature videos and you could maybe watch over their land when they are not there.. You are an amazing, adaptable, all season guy. Thanks for sharing with us. Your resilience is very inspiring.
There are a lot of jobs just like that! I don't know the websites but there are lots of land 'stewardship' type positions out there.
Shout out to Stuart L!!!! I watch all your vids dude, and multiple times. Especially the nature vids. Thank you Rob.
Thanks! Yeah that was crazy!
I lived a typical life here in America. Worked 40 years, paid bills, rent, taxes. At the end you get a monthly income. It's enough to live on, and I do mean "live on", it's not actually living. I would encourage you Rob, to do some planning for the future. You're an innovative, resourceful guy. I don't know if you can keep doing this 10 or 15 yrs from now. Maybe plan for a piece of land somewhere, 5 or 10 acres. Build it out, develop it, live in a tent or an RV or something while you work on it. Just a thought.
Wow, Rob….I really appreciate you telling your childhood story. Only halfway thru the video. You are someone I could listen to and talk with all day!
“Stalker Incident”! Need to find where u talked about this.
It’s in a couple. Can’t go into much detail on here. One of the subscribers videos has it.
My best friend is my camera too. I just don't post the videos. But, when I want to talk, my camera is the best listener.
Thanks man. If you need a woods/travel partner, I’m in. Seriously
Tramatized...I fight PTSD. A life of trauma. I'm ok just tired.😢😮 God loves us...He knows the pain.❤😊
Prayers your way.
God Bless Rob, don't give up God always be with you watching her from Philippines
Nice to see your channel. Take it off. 🎉 stay with it, my Channel keeps going up and down.
Rob....you have been through SO much....that no-one should have gone thru. 🙏
You have turned out very good,considering all you experienced
Stay strong Rob....you have become a good man.praying the very best for you, Sir.
Life doesn't make sense so often.
Take care Rob.....you have come further than many.....with better life histories.
Pulling for you. 💖😘🙏
You’re doing good.!!
You are loved...
On door dash, spark... don't forget to take out the taxes..
Don't wanna see a "the IRS knocked on my window today
Dude... You and me have similar stories--- The rejection and abandonment are really hard to deal with.. And I don't trust anyone.. You can't make friends because of the trust issues as ALL people have betrayed me... People always disappoint me... Knowing that I was the only one in the situation and mindset that I have is extremely depressing----- But.. Knowing there is a person like you that has a similar story is really extremely uplifting for some reason... Thanks a lot for sharing your story... It helps me a lot......
I was walking the streets one night and met a homeless guy named Rob. Realized we were the same person (he was black and 30 years older), and I walked with him the rest of the night, just talking. And I never saw him again.
That was the first time I realized there were others. And where I was headed if I didn’t change something.
Stay in the present man focus on what you love and try to aquire some land so you can become self sufficient and have a home bas for yoursel.
Rob I was born in Cortland, New York. my childhood wasn't perfect ether man parents split at age 12 I moved out on my own at age 27 best thing I ever did.
Yeah it’s best to get away. Or be thrown away 😁
@@RobTheNomad yea man. Do you have a email?
@@MegaAfterschool It’s in the description of all of my videos.
I enjoyed that talk. You're a interesting openly honest good man . I like solitude and have either don't see old friends or have peed off friends enough so they don't want to know me or sabotaged friendships and keep distant from family Sometimes solitude is what's needed to move forward in life. I hope that was okay to say . Another great video Rob 👍 looking forward to your next monologue. Keep them coming 👍👍
God bless you brother. Just an idea for you, go get yourself a class a cdl license and live in a semi truck and save hundreds of thousands of dollars, you could retire in ten years with so many options and who knows what kindof good things would happen along the way. You can go to any county unemployment office and apply for a grant, since youve allready received public assistance in the past your 100% guaranteed to be approved for the grant and theyd probably even pay you a little extra to help w gas and food brother. Best of luck to you.
Thank you! I used to drive tractor trailers. I had to give up my CDL last time I renewed my license. Didn’t have enough for it.
@RobTheNomad it might be slightly different by state, some states you need to be currently receiving public assistance to get that grant, Medicaid counts too. I just got my class a 4 months ago, loving my new career. Google search local truck driving schools in your area and choose one you think looks good and take the cdl permit test at the dmv before you apply for the grant, that'll help speed up the process. You might only need to take a refresher course since youve allready had one before.
Though you are going though a rough time. You are blessed to have your physical health so that you can work to try and get straightened out and you will get there. You have your subscribers to help you out and talk to and that’s a good thing. As always wish you the best🙏🏻❤🙏🏻
We have a similar story Rob I can relate in so many ways please stay safe and always look for the silver lining stay strong man god bless
The journey is the destination Rob. Keep up the learning process and it will bring much needed satisfaction. Never stop learning.
Some people can’t stand being alone for 5 minutes which is fine if you have a bunch of friends. I’m 53 and have one friend who I see about once a month and the rest of the time there is just me . I was homeless most of my adult life like you but I try to think of being able to stand my own company as a super power 🥴.
I really do hope you find what makes you happy and I’m always glad to see you post , keep it up 👍
Thank you for giving us a look into your life rob, its refreshing to hear your thoughts and the path you walk through this strange existence.
Great video, Rob. So good of you to share your experience. We like to hear about your life because we genuinely care about you. We pray for you. We believe in you. I'm sending a gift through PayPal today and lots of love. I really thank you for sharing your life. Perhaps it can be healing for you too. I grew up with a lot of shame and poverty and it took me a very long time to share that with anyone close to me. I was 50 years old before I could share that with my best friend. People truly care about you here and some of us really get you. I hope your channel explodes with subscribers, because it's a really good one. Hang in there. Prayers that others will help you.
I'm so glad you're getting blessed by all of these people. I pray you and all of them go to heaven with all of your families amen.
I have faith that you will find your place and niche in life just keep trying.
My son was a bedwetter - and I felt so badly for him but he eventually got through it. I know that wasn't easy for him or for you, Rob.
Your going to make it , you have overcome . Don’t blame for wanting to be alone but you got a lot of people that enjoy your video.
Much love Rob. Thank you for sharing.
rob stay strong, ther is no shame in your game, your past does not define you............. your efforts and future is what you make it and that defines you you are doing better in every video
You're someone special Rob. Trust in Jesus and he will turn your life around.
People care about and love you man. Be safe in all you do. 🙏🏼🕊️
Pileated Woodpecker, so cool!!!
Wow Rob, what a story. You’ve really been through it😢. But you are SURVIVING, that’s nothing to sneeze at, it’s something to be proud of.
Again, I recommend the CZcams channel Crappy Childhood Fairy. I had a crappy childhood, lots of violence and trauma and that channel has helped me
I also grew up in Syracuse!!!! I’m a south side girl. I went to McKinley Brighton on Newel and Roosevelt jr high school on Midland Ave and Brighton. We moved to Oklahoma before I could go to Corcoran. My family is all buried in Oakwood cemetery. I lived on Warner Ave between Salina st and Midland and I went to St Anthony’s church on Colvin st-but I hear it’s not a church anymore, they’ve converted it to apartments . I moved away when I was 15 . I’m physically out of the hood now but the hood is still inside me . I made and still make a lot of dumbass decisions .
Thank you for sharing. God bless and keep you. I can’t wait to see what else you will share with us❤
I just seen the other videos you made. I'll watch them. I love nature and nature video's
Keep up the good work! Don’t give up!! Praying God will bring you one good friend!
I'm pretty much the same. When no one has ever cared, it seems life unfolds with no one caring. I've made it to 59, unbelievable really. Still completely alone. Tried to make friends, but they turn out to be horrible eventually. I don't know what this is all about, but I try to give people smiles still, I still have manners, I still display compassion. I don't know ....I think part of it is just the way the world is now. Hang in there...
The sounds of the forest. I love that sound. That quiet feeling, down into your soul. Thank you for sharing.
Do what makes you feel good, do the Bushcraft, I'll definitely keep following in support.
So I headed out to the woods and started a CZcams channel and here we are .. Hey man .. alot of us are going through the same thing .. don't go getting hasty on yrself .. again , we're all still here for ya .. yr subscribers, yr viewers and forget the haters .ALL THE BEST TO YA .. KEEP KEEPING ON ...
Speaking of the nature video - It Was really good! And I watched it!
I'm a 30 year old scientist from the UK.
We're all people watching you and rooting for you!
I'm pushing 70 and spent most of my life alone. Even when I'm around people I still feel alone. I admire you because you're so good at surviving, I've been kinda lucky I came close to being on the street but never experienced what it would be like. I'm sure you've already thought about it, but I was wondering if you considered a van
I’ve wanted a van for a few years now.
I very much like seeing you doing you. Talking about how you are getting through and going forwards.
I particularly like the mixture of nature and you talking.
I have great respect fur all you have accomplished in the past and also now. You have not been having it easy but are making a good job of your life.
Please give us a moture of you and nature in each video.
All the very best.
Thanks for sharing..takes alot of balls to do that...i can relate to you alot Rob...love your channel and your passion for the wild
I got nothing but love for you Rob.
Rob - thanks for sharing all that! I appreciate your honesty and openness. I've been hoping for a while that you'd tell us more about you and your roots.
You are an amazing human Rob and ive enjoyed getting to know you.
We all are bit broken in some sense- we all have baggage, quirks, and differences. .. thats what makes us human.
Keep your head up brother.
By the way, sending money via Paypal is more worth as being a channel member. Just in case someone wondered how much money rob will receive. CZcams is not paying the complete member costs to the channel owner.
They do take a lot from everything.
You will eventually find your way .Just keep your videos coming.
Keep well sir.
You have a unique story to tell and you do it very well.
Thank you for sharing.
😎🤝😎 Thank you for your honesty having a hard life gives you survival tools listening to you talk you have a good soul I know about isolation there’s peace and quiet until there isn’t just no I care
Just saying I see it all the time birds of a feather look me up I’m always looking for my broken toys do you know Rudolph the red nose reindeer the Island of misfit I know it well
ROB THE NOMAD
YOU DO BETTER ON YOUR OWN AND YOUR LIFE IS AMAZING. NEVER GIVE UP. ISOLATION IS NOT THAT BAD.
Thanks Rob.
I think it's awesome how far you've come and you're doing it at your own pace. Thanks for your back story. We don't know what people have been through but always quick to give a solution. Not that easy if you really don't know that person on a personal level. Thanks again for the video as well.
Thanks for the update Rob. Anxious to see the survival videos!
Rob is a modern day Buddha
I wasn't given the alert for the nature video? I wonder if it has to do with keywords or how you submit it. I know very little about the algorithm. I am gonna hit it now. We are all struggling man. Unfortunately if you want to make more than door dash you jave to do something different. You may be able to tough it out until our country gets better, but even with the right people in office that could take awhile. Sometimes you just gotta live another day and stay away from the self pity. I will continue to pray for you and your channel. Hopefully it will go in the direction you want and be a boon for your world!
I share a very similar upbringing with you with a sprinkling of physical abuse. I was born in 1969 so a little older than you. Just know as you get older you will put the pieces together and you will find a better understanding. Lean into the friends you have here on social media. They are in your corner and wishing the best for you. Peace.
Learning from it all is a great experience!
I'm living in my car, it's not easy, but it can be fun sometimes. I have a 7 yr old son, he enjoys staying with me some weekends. I work and look after myself. I wanted to share that with everyone. Rob I think I are just genuinely yourself. The world needs more of that. I'll keep watching your videos man. Keep em coming. 👍
I hope you have a good week Rob and you’ll be in our thoughts and prayers. Please share the peaceful nature clips and animals you encounter I enjoy seeing it all👍
im 40 yrs old... i wet the bed until i was 15 years.... went to doctors and everything... just stopped one day... i am a loner too
Mine seemed to stop when I finally left home. Every night anyway. It’s gotta be tied to something in our lives.
Thank you for sharing rob. Stay strong bro. ✌️👍
I watched the nature video, I love the peace and serenity of the nature videos you share Rob. I have strange deafness, multiple sounds render me completely deaf, but I could hear the wood peckers in the last video, that was cool, I could hear the song birds and the wood peckers. Thank you, for sharing some of your history with us too, I can relate to it myself.
Glad to hear, thanks!
I drive a truck and have for many years, it's made me reclusive by my very nature. I long for living in a van out in the woods quite a bit goin down the road. I'm miserable much of the time. I look at places off the road as viable depending on the nature of environment. Prefer the cold to the hot places. I can relate to your plight. Talked you before on here and I'm rooting for you bro. Try to catch your videos when I can.❤ I give my blessings to you very much, hang in there. My phone will be off for half the day tomorrow for yet again but I got a better job. Hopefully things become more prosperous for both of us and all the others out here that are suffering their own personal storms.😊
Cheers Rob. We can always look back on your catalog of nature videos. Give us a chance. You keep going, ok?
Hi Rob
This is Jan from Australia. I have been watching your channel for sometime. Thank-you for sharing your story, it must have been quite difficult for you. I think it's wonderful how you are able to pick yourself up after each setback, and I'm also impressed by the caring that comes from this community.
I've always been very shy, at various times of my life I've pushed myself out there to join in, but now I'm 78 and can't be bothered much, although I always smile at and greet people I meet on the street. I'm fortunate to have a lovely little house, where I spend much of my time and enjoy my various hobbies.
I hope you can find somewhere to live a more settled life, if that is what you want. I'm not sure if it would be appropriate for you, but a dog is a wonderful companion and also an easy way to engage with other people in conversation, dog lovers are often really nice people
Nomad it takes an awesome man to share. So dang proud of you, 👏 Will continue to pray for you. Lots of people are just surviving. Praying for you Rob 🙏 If you making a buck delivering keep it up
And posting also. B Safe buddy
West Virginia Veteran here....
Hope you are enjoying your visit around my state.. there are many very remote locations throughout the state, especially if you travel up the old hollows....
I can relate, hang in there buddy. Looking forward to seeing more of your content.
Thanks for sharing Rob. Love your nature videos I enjoy all the different sound etc stay safe xx
Really liked this video. As some people pointed out, you have a good voice and combined with the sounds of nature, it really makes for some good content. Talking about yourself and your life history is also really interesting, as it lets us viewers know you as a person, which I think is the very most interesting thing about a normal, decent human being. With the regurgitation of influencers we get nowadays, we seriously need people like you to just talk and keep telling their stories to bring balance to the public space
Well you look healthy, that's always a good thing. ❤ I moved to the mountains, now I'll unfortunately quote a great old song, fire on the mountain, lightning in the air. Yeah, we are under threat of wildfire. 3 miles separate us from the threat. Wish us 🤞 luck. Good on you Rob.
Good luck! I have a video of the smoke from the last ones.
You're doing good Rob! Keep it up! May God Bless you always!
You're a good dude.
I hate to say it but most happy people work hard and dont give up which is what i hope you do.dont ever give up!
Just keep doing what makes you happy and gives you peace
Peace to Talk, Way out in the Mountains. Keep it up man!
❤sending love from Lake Macquarie, Newcastle Australia