songs for a girl who forgot I exist: a midwest emo mixtape
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- čas přidán 11. 04. 2020
- This is another re-upload of a mixtape made by Midwest Emotions.
Listen to "i miss your house parties: a midwest/emo revival mixtape" here:
• i miss your house part...
Listen to "fall emotions in the midwest: another midwest emo mixtape" here: • fall emotions in the m...
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0:00 Marietta - cinco de mayo shitshow
4:31 graves. - Midwest Sports
8:01 Olde Pine - For Twinny
11:01 Mosey Jones - Linda Schuyler
14:25 Marietta - god bless eric taylor
19:09 Plainclothes - Burt Reynolds Burnt Candles
21:21 You’ll Live - Maybe You Were Right
24:23 TWIABP - Walnut Street
27:04 Gleemer - Workout
30:03 Empire! Empire! I Was Somewhere Cold, Dark… and Lonely
33:36 Feed Me To The Forest - Survivor’s Guilt
38:17 Daephne - If This Is Living The Dream Then I Want Out
43:01 Caving - Chore
47:46 California Cousins - Soft Earth
50:39 Bike Cruise - My Boyfriend is Pizza
52:39 Bike Path - Saints - Hry
This makes me miss early morning school bus rides where I would just look out the window and watch the houses go by
and the air was crisp
Fr
My life
Cheers man, agreed
Me too man
That picture is the most midwest thing ever, like some forgotten downtown backyard.
and you know damn well past those buildings is miles of corn. there's something special about the midwest honestly
@@Zzz00111
Same could be said about States like Pensilvania, or simmilar rust belt / northwestern States (exclueding NY and other large cities)/ even if the surroundings and landscapes are different it still has that special athmosphere that you dont get in the southern US or the westcoast.
@@userkeepinglock Im in Socal too and my area sucks so much. I have like nobody to hang with but thats fine.
@@Privatepyle69 lived in socal for 2 years and the weather got pretty old real quick :/
Its my backyard actually
*Seeing this recommended to me*
Me: "Is this a personal attack or something?"
yeah wtf???? how did it know? and it just happened to me....
Same wtf, no one knew
Dammit they got us boys
yeah same 😀
sameee
I'm offended at how much both the music and the comments section makes me feel like I'm right where I belong.
The ultimate niche of CZcams. You've arrived, welcome. Smoke?
@@mattasticalypsemattattack2024 i'll take you up on that. cheers
Lol kinda same
If I were nxt to you Id offer u a cigarette hehe
Im 26 now but I feel like im still 19. Im stuck in the summer of 2013, chasing girls and getting fucking wasted. This mixtape sends me there, I can see the faces of so many people I thought would be with me forever....I love and miss them so much. I miss that time. I miss that part of me that died with time. Now I just sit in my room getting high, closing my eyes and remembering what made me who I am. It feels like time forgot about me. Love without remorse, and never stop loving the things and people that make you happy.
Thank you
:/
The summer of ‘13 man that was the shit. I met my first and only love back then. I was 18 and I didn’t even realize I fell head over heels for this girl too bad it didn’t work out and it completely ruined me as a person 😅
@@mattm9689 I can relate to that so hard, man. I graduated in 13 and turned 18 that summer and found my first love. I didn't even know I loved him until he left and I physically hurt in my chest. Someone had to suggest that I loved him, but the one I had from late 2016 to late 2019 was the one that ruined me (recent 🤕). Rough shit, my man, but we're making it. Kind of, anyway.
Damn, you hit hard with this! You're a year older than me, but you made me go back and feel deep with that, and also relate ✌
"I eat cigarettes for dinner and think girls in the service & retail industry are flirting with me when it's literally just their job to be nice to me" the playlist
Sounds like my average Sunday
Definitely
such a spot-on assessment..
Ooooooooofff. I don’t like that you would attack me personally this way.
Ay bro I promise you some of those girls are flirting!!!
If you’re going through a tough time in life. Just remember, there are people going through tough times AND living in the Midwest. Things could be worse.
Factts.
But what if you already live in the Midwest and are going through tough times?
lmao
ThePsychonaut then you get to feel bad about the fact that u live in the midwest
@@GobanShodan
you can feel good that you are inspiring more fortunate folk to keep on trucking
Wife just left me... two kids. All my friends are dead or too drunk to come back. Ive never felt this alone in my life. Please don’t take your time with friends and loved ones for granted... they love you and care about you... I wish I didn’t take love for granted...
Are u okay bro bro
:(
I can help you
lIi am looking into your future and seeing brighter things....Dont"ever fall into the trap of menancholy....Do interesting things
Give us an update bro
i used to listen to this mixtape during my english classes when the teacher would let us listen to music while we worked, seeing that it got taken down sucks but im glad it’s back up for another wave of people to fall in love with midwest emo
Oh, I didn't know it got taken down. Makes sense why it wasn't in any of my playlists then, though it's a miracle I remembered this existed and that it's back up for me to listen to
The OG was one of the best youtube recommendations that I didn't know I needed.
They're all good in their own ways...
I'm tired of begging you to stay?
Oh but i fuckin' needed it
CZcams just recommended me this one so I guess I'm having the same feeling
Contrary opinion: everything on this mixtape is complete horseshit
Make me fell nostalgic about a period of my life that I never enjoyed
Impressive
Yo true
@Xavier Carroll big ouch
Well said
What's wonderful about today is that you can have a whole new period to enjoy.
@@tvviewer4500 absolutely :)
I’m still waiting here if you ever change your mind.
no I'm quitting photography, shut it, camera
Stop waiting, they aren't thinking of you. Grow on your own buddy 💗
I’ll keep you in mind, from time to time...
:-(
@@madeleinep.828 :(
jesus christ college is weird. weird and hurtful. my ex told me she only got with me just to stop being lonely. and i did nothing for her. fuck it hurts. but beyond the hurt and difficulty of college, things are ok i guess. i got on tinder not too long ago, and met someone who i'm really into. she's into the same music, has the same mindset, and i feel like we could just talk for a while. if ur on this mixtape, chances are it's pretty obvious who i am. ur rad as shit, and cute as hell too. anyway enjoy the music, guys. sorry for being gone for so long.
The ex was a bullet you dodged. Good luck with that girl you met.
I'm 100% sure u already broke up... 😓
Hope all is well nick
Hope things are going well with tinder girl
glad to see this re-uploaded. sucks that all the comments are gone now tho
i came here for the comments, it's sad
Indeed, the comments made the whole video more midwest emo
wait what happened to the original?
thats why.
I am also just here for the comments
A tribute to all those no name faces who grew up somewhere in between the coasts of North America. This genre is so warm and cold at the same time.
i love this
Warm like memories of summer in the ice of winter. The recognition that time past is time lost. Only to be remembered as that same summer, a smile, a sunset, and warmth.
I’ve never been to the Midwest but feel every bit of this comment. I’m here in London but I see and feel everything you’re saying. This music is indeed warm and cold at the same time.
I left the midwest almost 4 years ago. Why do I want to go back? I miss walking to school early morning. crunchy leaves on the ground, dewy grass, fresh air, and fog so thick sometimes you could barely see 10 feet in front of you. I wanted to leave so bad, but now I want nothing more than to go back.
Because it’s home. Leaving home doesn’t solve your problems. I left and came back too. It’s worth it, go back home.
@@misterknightowlandco I wish I could, but unfortunately I can't.
@@zb7148 You can make it happen if you really want to
Lol same.. left in 2017. Miss good ol Minnesota.
**video starts with Marietta**
Me: 😔✌️
hello lol
i feel this
I feel this too
Like one second into the playlist I was already feeling the title
Felt
Man, I love that picture. I know it's just an occasional thing to have such a pretty bunch of clouds in such a pretty evening and happen to have a good camera, but wow, some parts of the US offer such simple but beautiful scenes, and this is coming from a guy used to live in the middle of the jungle, surrounded by colorful flora and fauna.
Woah, Ive always wanted to have a house in the jungle
i felt the same way when i visited canada for the first time after living on a small tropical island my whole life. from the huge skyscrapers to the modest suburbs, the scenery was a very different type of beautiful than i was used to. even the sky and clouds had a whole different vibe to them... it's hard to explain.
This one brought me into the midwest emo genre. This special vibe that comes with this mixtape got me through so many days. Everytime I was feeling down I listened to this, it kinda made me more comfortable, because I didn't feel so alone. Especially when I had feelings for this girl and didn't manage to get closer to her, mixtapes like this one always gave me the feeling that someone understands me. The amount of memories this mixtapes delivers is just incredible.
i remember one day this gem popped up in my recommended. i was interested enough and clicked it. i fell in love immediately with the first song. cinco de mayo shitshow about a year later still gives me chills.
there was a mixtape called "cheer up sport" it played on repeat during my hardest times but got taken down for copywrite. would absolutly kill to hear it again.
you should try to remake it yourself. i’d love to hear it and it could probably help other people
If you remember the bands and songs pls write under this comment. I'm wanna hear 'em
Life is weird and then you die. I'm not really opposed to that though. It's almost comforting. Knowing it's all a mess for everyone and deep down we all have more problems than anyone will ever know. It's a good reminder that were all in the same boat, we all got problems, and we all want to be happy. Just knowing that there are other people out there struggling with me... Makes me wanna keep struggling for at least a bit longer.... And sometimes we just need that.... an excuse to keep struggling...
also, don't forget to do the things that you want to experience in life as long as we can. We don't know what will happen if we die, but one thing for sure is that we must cherish every moment that we have, enjoy all the things and always move forward for the better days.
@Brass Heel yes, I can actually feel how you said those words. As of now, I'm trying to enjoy things even though that I am suffering from overworking and being fed up on life. Although I admit that I didnt think about other's situation, Im sorry about that, but what I'm trying to say is that everything will be alright, we still clinging to that hope for us to get there. Even though that we are suffering, there are times that we experienced happiness. Life is a cycle where we suffer everyday but everyday there are things that we are looking forward to. That thing makes us happy, excited and enjoying or feeling something that we try to strive for something like things and etc... because we know that there will be a day where we will achieve our freedom.
@Brass Heel its fine, there are things that we can't expect other people to understand on what we are saying but I guess we've learned about it and others will be able to understand that and I understand you, and also at least we got to talk with each other and shared something with each other, i appreciate these kind of things, cause I know that I'm still learning and will probably in the most part. I learned something valuable in life. I guess it broadened my horizon. Thank you very much for your understanding haha. wish to talk with you if ever it will happen again haha.
@Brass Heel hopefully, but in reality I guess it is impossible for I live in the other part of the world and the same for you but still I hope in the near future that we will meet personally. Its the same for me, I learned a lot. But that ideals are far from the reality, it will never happen but if ever it would happen then world wil be in peace and I guess it will destroys the balance of the world. I think good and evil are the one who balance the world. I agree with you that being able to forgive and accept forgiveness is the key to be able to understand more about. Yes, I will remember that advice of yours.
Holy fuck I’m home
The song at 43:01 is called "chore" by caving if anyone gets confused
Thanks
thanks dude. that's why i can't search on google for the lyrics
To that girl who I saw in a bookstore with a denim jacket she painted on. Hope we meet again one day
Hope u see her soon,
Ever hopeful.
Classic
So she was topless?
@@TheJingles007 Nyuck Nyuck.
such a weird sense of comfort from the comment section while the music plays
0:00 Marietta - cinco de mayo shitshow
4:31 graves. - Midwest Sports
8:01 Olde Pine - For Twinny
11:01 Mosey Jones - Linda Schuyler
14:25 Marietta - god bless eric taylor
19:09 Plainclothes - Burt Reynolds Burnt Candles
21:21 You’ll Live - Maybe You Were Right
24:23 TWIABP - Walnut Street
27:04 Gleemer - Workout
30:03 Empire! Empire! I Was Somewhere Cold, Dark… and Lonely
33:36 Feed Me To The Forest - Survivor’s Guilt
38:17 Daephne - If This Is Living The Dream Then I Want Out
43:01 Caving - Caving
47:46 California Cousins - Soft Earth
50:39 Bike Cruise - My Boyfriend is Pizza
52:39 Bike Path - Saints
A legend
I've been sober for a month and im working towards getting a place so you and the baby can move out of your moms and in with me. "ITS TOO LATE" she says, I reply with "im sorry, im changing to be the man you deserve. I love you so much; i need my family" and her response is "I want someone else" which is a knife to my heart. I'm still changing though, I've come too far to go back... just please don't give up on me and our family
i hope it gets better man :(
just celebrated 3 years sober ! YOU GOT THIS
Year and a half here. Life gets insanely better after you quit and stick with it. In a few months you’ll barely ever even think about it anymore. Good luck.
good luck man
Here for you
This playlist bring out so many emotions.... The feeling when she told me I was what she was looking for in a guy but didnt think she deserved me... that feeling of emptiness after a one night stand... but also the feeling of deep friendship, a sense of belonging almost. Maybe not even belonging to anyone, but the world. We are ALL in this together, all struggling, through good and bad times, but recently mostly bad. But I have faith in us, and the world. Have hope friends :)
It's crazy how the CZcams recommendations know me better than I know myself
jesus christ college is weird
tell me about it
College is weird? Dude I’m almost out of highschool and I still have no idea what I’m doing
Existential MadLad no one does
College is even weirder now :/
College went from weird to fucked up real fast man
Bro just the sound of the first song starting up.. bro tears, love this mixtape, used to be my go to art and homework jams
I don’t know if they’ll ever see this, but this mixtape actually saved me.
I seen it
this is the playlist that got me into midwest emo, when quarantine started i remember sitting on my bed and trying not to fall asleep as this blared from my cheap laptop
I left because of my depression, realised I made a mistake, but by that time you didn’t want me anymore. I miss you Erica.
Okay Nicholas Cage
Pretty good in Lord of War or whatever it was called
At least you still have the declaration of independence to keep you company Nic
@@jimbobur 9 months down the track, and I’m like fuck Erica. Barely passes my mind anymore. I hope she’s well. But fuck it.
@@nicholascage9186Fuckin king shit right here ❤
This mixtape sent me down a downward spiral of emo and indie stuff. I'm infinitely grateful for that. Edit:thanks for reuploading dude
nice galss beach pfp
Hey guys!! Thanks for all the likes and kind comments. I’m glad I was able to re-upload this mixtape and that you all could enjoy it as well :)) I’m always looking for the other mixtapes from the original channel so if you come across them or any others you really like, please send them my way and maybe I can re-upload them here to try and get them collectively together
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Yay you're not dead!
please make a spotify playlist.
You hit hard
throwback to when this only had like 3k views
Cheers for reuploading mate, doing God's work.
How old was the video? I just discovered it but been listening to Midwest emo for a while...
@@pugiguess6548 not actually sure
@@spanner4778 okay, thanks for replying though!
"Midwest emo" its strange but it just makes sense. I know exactly why its the midwest thats being represented here but i couldnt put it into words. The background. Some old buildings, the cloudy skies during the sunrise or sunset, and the incredibly ordinary vibe of mundane life. Never been a fan of the word "emo" from all the misusage of it but in the true meaning of the word I'd say this is accurate.
Yeah most people assume goth and emo are the same thing, at least in my town/country. It stupid af
Moved to California from Kentucky first chance I got. These playlists really hit home for me. I can honestly say I miss it sometimes.
Unbelievable, I saw the cloud moving
You're such a troll
@@rodeofrancisco6130 No, this is my illusion
I see it to
I see it to
The Brave Little Abacus - I See It Too.
It's sad that the original channel no longer exists. However, thank you for the re-upload. Everyone greatly appreciates it!
What happened?
@@kryptonnslaxx6378 Copyright strikes i bet. I dont know for sure though
This is undoubtedly the best Midwest emo mixtape I've ever heard. So glad you re-uploaded this.
The warmth of sitting in a car and driving late into the night, til sunrise, just you and a friend enjoying each other’s company. It’s a special feeling. Bittersweet memories.
Need a friend who will do this
The original got me into mid west emo, this came back to me when I needed it most it still gives me that strange feeling that I love
So it’s that time of year for me. I miss her, man😔
Use it. I'm trying as well!
Saarilla Aliya.. ellam sheriyaavum
honestly this has no right to hit as hard as it does i absolutely love it
This mixtape was my gateway drug into midwest emo. I liked the more mall emo side of things but this one forever changed my music taste and introduced me to so many new bands.
cheers mate
Ooh starting off w a banger, stan Marietta!!
MAYBEITSBEENGETTINGLATEBUTIMNOTTIREDDDD
You're a saint for reuploading this dude, I was about to lose my shit after looking at my custom little YT playlist and seeing this mix missing
what happened to the og?
@@RollingOnFloorLaughing No idea, got taken down or privated for some reason.
@@maddeeps5520 how long ago?
@@pugiguess6548 Well my comment here is from 2 months ago, so it probably got taken down anywhere from 2-4 months ago from today couldn't tell ya the exact date but I can tell you this video here is a 1 for 1 reupload of the original. Same tracklist, same order, even the same background image
@@maddeeps5520 wow okay, thanks!
I literally remember every second watching this and hearing it for the first time. That’s how special Midwest emo rock is
aaaah having a boyfriend that i could mope around with listening to this would solve 80 of my problems
I love you even though you never cared for me at all. If only you knew what id do so see you smile again like you used too. I keep remembering that day we shared our headphones and listened too music in the back of class instead of watching a movie. That made me so happy, thank you for everything.
This makes me sad
@@kryptonnslaxx6378 seriously. "I had an interaction with a girl"
@@MATTMAHONEY__ me too
For Avery wherever she is
Im actually in a good relationship with the girl I like, but this playlist makes me remind of all the shitty things that came before, and I just feel afraid of being weak when it happens again
Thanks for the playlist, I liked it a lot
I'm in a happy relationship of 3 years now but this title alone makes me feel things I hadn't felt in like 6 years, fuck this it's so good
Sometimes I feel as though my life is a comedy. There was a girl I was hanging out with for a while who i really liked. She mentioned that she loved midwest emo so I recomended this playlist to her saying it was my favorite. I even read the title aloud as though it carried all the emotion I felt. That was the last night I saw her. Soon she'll forget i exist............. .............how ironic.
i hope she's ok tho
Thank you for uploading this! :)
this makes me miss a teenage life I didn't have
im so glad this was re-uploaded; thank you so much!
Man it's really almost been in a year since Midwest Emotions left. That went wayyy too fast. Still miss that guy
shit, has it really? that's depressing
The last thing I downloaded for my vacation right before the pandemic began, a personal bookmark when times were simpler. Thank you for re-uploading.
"Why do things always have to change/ Be better off if things just stayed the same"..
This reminded me of how lonely I am....
thankful for this recommendation gr8 driving and crying music
The picture is actually where this mega show took place.
This is the best mix that I never knew I needed to hear. I was listening to it today while I was out in the heat (I live in the Mojave Desert) cutting up and stacking wood by myself. It was a great soundtrack for that moment, and something that you can just get lost in. It reminds me of the emo days of my teenage years haha.
CZcams recommendations keep getting better and better. Neither a midwestern nor an emo but I love this.
Also its quite amazing that the photographer managed to capture a picture of these beautiful clouds .
I've seen them a lot, rising up over mountains after rain. But they dissipate quite quickly and having a shitty phone camera zoom doesn't help
was looking for this again and thought it'd never come back... thank you seriously!!!
I listen to this mixtape back in 2018 right around the time I broke up with my then gf. Thank you for reuploading it man. Takes me fooking back, The past is important because there are golden bits of yourself you need to move forward. To everyone here peace,love and onward. God bless
Goodness gracious. I'm in the kitchen eating my dinner while my gf is sleeping in our bedroom and this comes up in my recommended and the idea of her not in my life immediately entered my mind. I just went to the room to confess my love for her all over again.
Where has this tape been my entire life - oh my god. I know some of these songs and everything too and they flow together so well and some of em are a couple of my straight favorites and aaa it just wARMS my soul ;u;
this mix is legendary, thank you for the reupload.
You always make my day 🖤 thank you.
I'll always love you. I'll always be ready if you come back.. but you'll never be who I fell in love with anymore. Those were some of the best years and the memories fade too fast. To go back for one last day when things were like we always dreamed... Maybe in a dream someday..
Promising video when it starts with one of the best songs ever made
I live in a northeastern suburb but still somehow really connect to midwest emo music. Also that title hits too close to home
bro I didn;t even know it was taken down I have had it downloaded on my phone for a year now thanks for reuploading it
Thank you very much for the re-upload, please don't ever delete this.
ok but for the first time in my life i actually feel proud to be born and raised in the midwest. why don't i ever hear about videos shouting out us corn growing fellows? i need more of this showing up in my recs plz and thank.
this was the video that started my love for midwestern emo and it just showed up in my recommended
"an emo midwest mixtape" is a genre apparently
Loved the original, thank you for uploading this.
Straight bangers. Great mix! Working on some assignments for college, and this is getting me through the night. Cheers.
I've been looking for this mix. Thanks.
I discovered it last year.... damn. Time flies so fast.
I'll leave this comment for the purpose of time machine. ily'all
Can not get enough of this mixed tape. Soooo good.
Reminds me of smoking cigarettes outside of my University's library late at night when most people were at home
Keep coming back here over and over again because this is the warmest place on youtube 😄
Always gets me in my feels
I still remember the first time I heard this. Felt nostalgia and I knew this was the sound of emo i was looking for the longest time.
i move away from my home town in a few months, im so scared, yet excited. a new chapter in my ever changing life.
The original was literally one of my favorite videos on CZcams and I was so upset it got taken down. I'm happy its back tho, and it always hits hard when it starts with Marietta.
omg thank you!! i had no idea it got taken down so when i couldnt find this mix i was almost convinced i dreamed it all
Halo banggg suka musik gini juga ya hehehe
Eh ada orang indo
This is an amazing recommendation. Thank you for making this, really.
okay I love you,, u included olde pine and plainclothes, some of my fav midwest emo bands
This playlist couldn't have been recommended at a better time 😭
Greatest mix
I still remember first listening to the OG about a two years ago and since then I’ve been into Midwest emo
I never really had a home. I always traveled so I often think what it would be like to live in a small town.
great content, i love all of this music
been doing animation for over half of my life, and it's been really fun. im doing what i love, and im probably at the height of my happiness in this very moment.
im turning 24 this year, and i never would've guessed that this life i chose would be so isolating and lonely.
love the picture you picked!
I didn't pick the picture myself, but I'm glad you like it :)
damn, this is one good mixtape