Audio RP | Helping Your Werewolf Boyfriend Shift Again [Reverse-Comfort][Intense][M4A]

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  • čas přidán 16. 05. 2022
  • past the breaking point
    Content Warnings: [emotional][crying][angst][references to traumatic events]
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    Milo's playlist: • Feisty Werewolf [Milo]
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Komentáře • 478

  • @a-loser
    @a-loser Před rokem +538

    AT THE END WHEN HE ACTUALLY SHIFTED AND THE LITTLE WOLF WINES WERE SO CUTE OMG.

    • @skapie6895
      @skapie6895 Před rokem +9

      Ikr!

    • @Luesium
      @Luesium Před 10 měsíci +5

      I read this halfway through the video and spoiled the whole thing for myself >.

  • @Frostylurv
    @Frostylurv Před 2 lety +1991

    "I'm not crazy, I just want help" almost broke me. I'm not gonna lie.

    • @katiestar6022
      @katiestar6022 Před 2 lety +72

      I've delt with experiences like that in the medical field...it's absolutely ridiculous that people get treated like that.

    • @duke_of_rats7416
      @duke_of_rats7416 Před 2 lety +40

      I read this before it happened and just kinda skimmed past it, then it happened and I felt like ever emotion I have ever felt go through me holy shit.

    • @Frostylurv
      @Frostylurv Před 2 lety +9

      @@duke_of_rats7416 RIGHT!!

    • @duke_of_rats7416
      @duke_of_rats7416 Před 2 lety +8

      @@Frostylurv all my trauma Came back and left in an instant

    • @Frostylurv
      @Frostylurv Před 2 lety +5

      @@duke_of_rats7416 same, it was a wild emotional Rollercoaster

  • @Zero..o
    @Zero..o Před 2 lety +818

    The fact that Erik can cry in an accent✨👌

    • @rezixtq1164
      @rezixtq1164 Před 2 lety +55

      I KNOW RIGHT, FUCKING CHEFS KISS 🤌💋

    • @mmochiss
      @mmochiss Před rokem +75

      *cries in New Yorker*

    • @yittycohen2453
      @yittycohen2453 Před rokem +19

      Priorities ig

    • @RampAgentLife
      @RampAgentLife Před rokem +8

      This is now my favourite comment😂😢❤

    • @Zyanne-xc2ps
      @Zyanne-xc2ps Před 27 dny +1

      I'm still amazed at the fact that he's so good at accents in general.

  • @aaliward
    @aaliward Před 2 lety +1835

    Milo crying just became something I truly NEVER want for him again. He’s been through enough, and losing abilities he’s had his whole life was just the lowest blow. Everyone is on your side Milo!!

    • @Beesbumble346
      @Beesbumble346 Před 2 lety +17

      PREACH!

    • @zanyawesome30
      @zanyawesome30 Před 2 lety +17

      Okay but.. I like the way he sounds when he cries, perhaps next time could be happy tears

    • @Beesbumble346
      @Beesbumble346 Před 2 lety +15

      @@zanyawesome30 morbid but we'll intention, you a sadist?

    • @zanyawesome30
      @zanyawesome30 Před 2 lety +11

      @@Beesbumble346 😂fair assessment, and perhaps

    • @colt9836
      @colt9836 Před 2 lety +19

      @@Beesbumble346 I like crying because I know it's healing, it's therapeutic; it feels good. Crying is what separates us from beasts. It's our evolution. And that is so beautiful to me.
      Also because it brings out the more dominant and caring side of me; crying is (mostly) a social indicator that they are not okay and need support and affection.

  • @Hexwood.
    @Hexwood. Před 2 lety +287

    Looks like it's Sweethearts turn for the "something is Wrong" aggro alarm

    • @fcuk.u-m8_
      @fcuk.u-m8_ Před 2 lety +25

      I heard him at the beginning of the video and my gut said “this isn’t okay. He’s not okay. Where is he?” And I actually got up and started checking my house for Milo and Aggro.

    • @CasperTheWorm
      @CasperTheWorm Před 3 měsíci +1

      Ok but the first time I heard Aggro’s name I can not be the only one who heard egg roll-

  • @kalespinch
    @kalespinch Před 2 lety +1326

    you know, if any other ASMR channel was like "do you want to listen to your bf cry for 20 minutes?" I'd say no but here I am

    • @hippiestoner3411
      @hippiestoner3411 Před 2 lety +76

      Bc there is so much world building and things that play a part in it that it's like my heart being ripped and shattered to pieces and is an amazing story to play a part in 😭😭😭😭😭

    • @wolfieisacat13
      @wolfieisacat13 Před 2 lety +46

      call it the redacted charm.

    • @kkiaera2943
      @kkiaera2943 Před 2 lety +12

      One fear

    • @yuzik01
      @yuzik01 Před rokem +23

      Not me mentally holding imaginary characters while they cry but staying as far away from real people as possible

  • @SincerelyWhistler
    @SincerelyWhistler Před 2 lety +1007

    Erik, never would I have thought that I’d compliment someone’s *crying*, but SHEESH here we are- you captured pure grief and unfiltered, relieving release all in one video. Ouch, but WOW👏👏

  • @Cardinal_claw
    @Cardinal_claw Před rokem +215

    Gosh I can just imagine his tail going a mile a minute when he manages to shift 😭

    • @kyliesawyer9330
      @kyliesawyer9330 Před rokem +6

      Wen milo tryd to shift his mate helpt him

    • @localmenacetosociety
      @localmenacetosociety Před rokem +11

      Yesss I also imagine the second time he manages to shift sweetheart just gives him all the pets, hugs, love and kisses

  • @starshapedclouds
    @starshapedclouds Před 2 lety +1018

    My boy aggro is ALWAYS BEING BEST BABY 😭 lord help me, when he started crying I started too 😭😭 this was amazing 👏🏻 ❤

    • @kkiaera2943
      @kkiaera2943 Před 2 lety +54

      Loved that Erik used the exact same sounds from Sweetheart’s comfort video. The exact pattern of meows and pitch indicates your partner is having a rough time. Best boi aggro.

    • @elizabethlewis8436
      @elizabethlewis8436 Před 2 lety +37

      Aggro is just the best little buddy we could have. Like sir that’s my emotional support kitten, please. ✋ 😭

    • @idklol4338
      @idklol4338 Před 2 lety +10

      Right!!! Hearing Agro is so comforting 🤧

    • @AveryyyyyyS
      @AveryyyyyyS Před rokem +6

      @@kkiaera2943 we love Aggro I’m gonna get a cat named Aggro in honor of him

    • @kkiaera2943
      @kkiaera2943 Před rokem

      @@AveryyyyyyS that's a wonderful idea. May your aggro be as supportive and talkative as milo's

  • @shaw_pack_manager6253
    @shaw_pack_manager6253 Před 2 lety +579

    Aggro trying to take care of everyone
    Milo- Sad
    Sweetheart- Painc at the disco without the disco
    Arrgo- I WORK HARD TO MAKE THIS HOUSE A HOME -angry meows-

    • @katyalumi
      @katyalumi Před 2 lety +33

      NOT PANIC AT THE DISCO

    • @Naihury
      @Naihury Před rokem +13

      Oh, well imagine…

    • @yn3006
      @yn3006 Před rokem +8

      ​@@katyalumiPANIC AT THE DISCOO!!!!!!!

    • @lyndseyludwig9149
      @lyndseyludwig9149 Před rokem +24

      Poor Aggro gotta be sipin wine after a hard day of taking care of his owners

    • @Atlas_xcl
      @Atlas_xcl Před rokem +7

      STOP UR TO FUNNY

  • @kilarthmac
    @kilarthmac Před 2 lety +693

    The sobs in the middle almost broke me, but those sobs at the end are what really got me. Words cannot express how relieved and happy I am right now, I'm so glad that Milo finally feels whole again T^T

    • @Kal.946
      @Kal.946 Před 2 lety +16

      Just imagine we died somehow and this is how he reacted..
      But 10x worse😭💔💔

    • @skapie6895
      @skapie6895 Před rokem +1

      ​@@Kal.946LMAO yeah.

  • @sariahcalles4159
    @sariahcalles4159 Před 2 lety +357

    Literally started crying when he started "Spiralling". Honestly can't deal with Erik's talent.

  • @Nightshade1217
    @Nightshade1217 Před 2 lety +350

    I can't imagine how milo must have felt to be that scared about his magic. For shifters magic isn't just an extension of theirselves its a literal part of them everything that they are and to come so close to losing that must have been soul shattering. But just like how milo was there for sweetheart at their lowest, they were their for him. These two deserve each other. I'm glad Milo's gonna be ok, hearing him cry pure joy by getting back what he thought was gone forever was so emotional that I shed a tear of joy as well.

  • @poggocow
    @poggocow Před 2 lety +340

    The wolfy whines, oh mah heart 🥺💛
    I don't know why it didn't hit me beforehand, but the fact that it was Milo who had this specific problem as a result of Inversion was incredible. Considering how insecure he used to be about his wolf form and how he was basically bullied about it, he went from the smallest pack member, to the one who couldn't even shift anymore. No one knew except for David? Those old insecurities suddenly resurfaced. How would his pack react? Would they even want him around anymore? Those kinds of thoughts probably plagued Milo's mind, on top of the anguish he was already feeling.
    Needless to say, I'm a fan of this particular Post-Inversion arc. And Milo definitely deserves the HBS 22 fun.

    • @kkiaera2943
      @kkiaera2943 Před 2 lety +15

      That didn't hit me either....WAIT- I FORGOT HOW HIM BEING THE SMALLEST COULD PLAY A PART IN THIS. Like he needs to be recognized as him, you know? And maybe there was a growing fear of his pack being happier about the fact that he won't be able to shift?? But it doesn't seem like it showed this time. Happens to the best of us :(

  • @ejunkiette
    @ejunkiette Před 2 lety +477

    "If it really is over... then it was worth it. But I don't want it to be over sweetheart. I need this. I shouldn't, but I do."
    ways to BREAK MY HEART

    • @palilious
      @palilious Před 2 lety +9

      YOU ABSOLUTE MAD WOMAN YOU CALLED IT

  • @n0ta13x6
    @n0ta13x6 Před rokem +75

    WHEN HE STARTED CRYING I BAWLED MY EYES OUT WITH HIM 😭 “I just want to feel normal again” and that’s how he became one of my highest kins ☺️

  • @DivineMissEm80
    @DivineMissEm80 Před 2 lety +286

    The idea of a shifter losing their ability to shift is devastating. Milo is more than his magic but as part of a pack and integrated to that dynamic, I would imagine it would change the way he interacted with everyone, even though they were unaware he hadn't been able to shift for months.
    The support and care in the Milo/Sweetheart relationship is one of the top tier ones, bar none. This was rough to listen to, but it's SO beautiful

  • @mimble
    @mimble Před 2 lety +440

    Where do I even begin to start-
    First of all, Jesus, Erik. Your performance in this is fucking phenomenal. You can hear how Milo is holding back emotion in the beginning. It's easy to piece together that he already had been crying but you can actually HEAR it in his voice. Not that portraying emotion is something you don't always do incredibly well, but there's just something very raw about this one.
    That desperation, the panic and bargaining - it was all too real - I damn near needed to take a break.
    I wanna appreciate a few details, as well. I gotta start with Aggro, the Old Yeller of cats. He alerts Milo and Sweetheart when their partner is in distress almost as well as a service dog.
    Hearing Milo crying in his wolf form was a 10/10 detail. I could just picture the way he'd look: ears flat, fidgeting excitedly, tail tucked. And the very accurate difference between sobs of hopelessness and sobs of relief was done perfectly. Hopelessness is tiring. Relief is profound.
    I'm not gonna lie, this may be my favorite of your performances yet.

    • @kkiaera2943
      @kkiaera2943 Před 2 lety +8

      YEA ERIK >:, why you making us cry so much. I swear the only thing I could think of was "NO. WhY'D YOu enD thERe" and we've finally seen- no, *heard* a greer wolf 😭 in the best way possible, happy times

    • @hippiestoner3411
      @hippiestoner3411 Před 2 lety +7

      Calling Argo Ole Yeller of cats took me out😂😂😂 you aren't wrong ab any of this tho like if he wanted to he could be a phenomenal VA 🤌🏻

    • @kyliesawyer9330
      @kyliesawyer9330 Před rokem

      It was ether help milo shift or have him sover I hnow he had to have let his threads rest and get stronger so he can shift again

  • @karen98653
    @karen98653 Před 2 lety +545

    It was such a relief to hear him shift; you could hear how much it hurt him not to be able to access that part of himself, and the thought of Milo never being able to truly be himself again made me want to weep. He kept saying it shouldn't matter- that it was worth it if it saved all those people, and it was such a stark reminder to me that just because you made it through something horrible with your life doesn't mean you don't have a right to grieve the things you lost along the way- it's important to give yourself the space to feel that loss. In this case though, I'm really *really* glad he didn't lose his ability to shift; I hated hearing how much it had broken his spirit.

  • @rubyb7252
    @rubyb7252 Před 2 lety +197

    when I tell you that *sobbing* at 25:08 had me...I felt that in my chest and I almost started sobbing with him and that was a shock to myself. I wanted to cry, laugh at the surprise of realizing I became emotional, and just cry with Milo. The authenticity in your roles is just...true art.

    • @divinebeast599
      @divinebeast599 Před 2 lety +8

      I shouldn't have pressed that I didn't need to go back- but your right his acting is amazing

    • @broski.d13
      @broski.d13 Před 2 lety +3

      STOP, I was just starting the video and when I read your comment I was curious so then I clicked it, WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME.

    • @Kate_Bighaven
      @Kate_Bighaven Před rokem +10

      I can just picture him either crying into Sweetheart’s neck or he is clinging to them when he’s crying.
      Idk why, but I just see it as their comfort position

    • @sleepisthelomlfr
      @sleepisthelomlfr Před rokem

      @@broski.d13 FRRRR

  • @itstobihere
    @itstobihere Před rokem +52

    this is exactly what it feels like to live with chronic illness, that feeling of just wanting to be you again hurts me so deep

    • @Mercury3435
      @Mercury3435 Před 9 dny

      Same with having to change everything about yourself to appease the people in you’re life

  • @icecloudee_2727
    @icecloudee_2727 Před 2 lety +59

    "i'm not crazy, i just want help." my traumatized ass froze at that line jesus christ

  • @Meg.01
    @Meg.01 Před 2 lety +256

    *Spoilers*
    Genuinely sat here with my fingers crossed tight in the build up of Milo trying to shift, I wanted it for him so badly after hearing him so distraught, made me so genuinely happy to hear it. I can't even imagine how you'd comfort someone in this situation, how you could possibly deal with having something so integral to who you are taken away.

    • @GhostSwiss
      @GhostSwiss Před 2 lety +3

      Same! I started squeezing my hands really hard without realising it

  • @technicolordreamer
    @technicolordreamer Před 2 lety +349

    We know when a video opens up to Aggro's upset meows, the mood of the video is gonna be heavy. Will Aggro ever get a comfort video? I feel like between Sweetheart's panic attack video and this one, Aggro has been experiencing alot of stress from his owners lately.

  • @MilfEnthusiast
    @MilfEnthusiast Před 2 lety +46

    Sweetheart and Milo bridging makes me unnaturally happy

    • @tartagliasimp684
      @tartagliasimp684 Před rokem

      What exactly is bridging

    • @MilfEnthusiast
      @MilfEnthusiast Před rokem +4

      @@tartagliasimp684 it's two people connecting their cores (magic in them) and it does some stuff and it's really special. For an actual explanation go to Huxleys second video, it was called meeting up with your himbo earth elemental friend, i think

  • @madsx6438
    @madsx6438 Před 2 lety +73

    That first "no, I'm not fine" has me in TEARS the way he just slowly cracks before crying christ on a cracker I'm DISTRAUGHT.
    I don't know what you do to get in the headspace for the crying in all these audios, but please be careful with yourself 😭💖

  • @eieiojklf712
    @eieiojklf712 Před 2 lety +132

    Him: “I just wanna feel normal again. I just wanna be me again…”
    Me: “And that is okay, but listen: Do you know what makes Milo The Werewolf Milo The Werewolf? Not the ‘werewolf’ part. The ‘Milo’ part. You are you no matter what. ♥️”

  • @malory6312
    @malory6312 Před 2 lety +86

    First Davey crying cuz he was having survivor's guilt. Then Ash due to trauma both physical and mental. Now Milo crying; he didn't want to overwhelm Sweetheart with everything and thought he had lost himself forever. I personally relate to that last bit because I was....... let's say overwhelmed by a guy when I was a teen. So hearing Milo, a comfort character of mine going through the same thing hit a sore spot. But the way you Erik have dealt with this is so beautiful.
    But for the love of all of us STOP MAKING THEM CRY PLEASE!!!!!!!!

  • @ReplayCamera2
    @ReplayCamera2 Před 2 lety +59

    "You are my mate. That is not a word that my kind uses lightly. It doesn't mean boyfriend or girlfriend, it doesn't mean partner, it's a word of power. There's magic in it. There's weight in it. When I say it, um...a tingle goes through me, like a little bolt of lightning. It makes my core light up. Because I mean it and it matters." _Sweet Werewolf Boyfriend Gives You a Pep Talk_, 9:31
    Emotion and connections play a massive role in magic in this world. Magic can manifest unexpectedly with strong emotions like when Sweetheart had their panic attack, Gavin created his Ward in the Inversion, and Avior saved Starlight's life. Magic also manifests during times of extreme emotions like the first manifestation of powers in humanborns and Latents. While not quite on the overt and wholly necessary level it is with D(a)emons, I wonder if there are a small part of Ash's words that are literal here.

  • @0trixiepixie0
    @0trixiepixie0 Před 2 lety +73

    The dog noises when he shifted is everything! 😆

  • @livfreely8853
    @livfreely8853 Před 2 lety +60

    That 30 seconds of silence while Sweetheart was looking for Milo was so powerful. Really set the mood without having to say a word.

  • @technicolordreamer
    @technicolordreamer Před 2 lety +69

    I completely understand where Milo is coming from and can totally relate. Something similar in my life happened when I had to have a surgery to remove a rather large growth in my neck that ended up paralyzing my vocal cord. After the surgery, I had next to no speaking voice, and I wasn't able to sing at all, which I used to do all the time. My doctor said if my vocal cord would work again, we would see that happen in the next year. It's been over a year now, and it's still paralyzed. While I have some of my voice back now, when I try to sing, it's almost like I can feel that the cord knows that it's supposed to move and wants to, but can't. I have been a little worried what it would be like if I tried to sing a solo again; I've been holding off on that because part of me didn't want to find out what would happen. I felt like some of these same phrases I have thought or have come out of my mouth, and I had a similar breakdown at least once or twice during this time. It's hard, but I know I'll have to try it again eventually. Milo has been one of my favorite characters, and this video definitely solidifies that.

  • @kiki_she-her
    @kiki_she-her Před 2 lety +36

    when he said “and i’m not crazy, i just want help” y’all that broke me. gods my heart hurts for milo

  • @ishouldreallychangemyname948

    0:55
    Milo turned on the water before opening the door to pretend he was about to shower omg 😭

    • @sistersamich2075
      @sistersamich2075 Před 8 měsíci +1

      I think SH barged in, from the way he goes “Hey!” It doesn’t seem like he opened it himself.

  • @claracatlady9844
    @claracatlady9844 Před 2 lety +53

    “I didn’t even know if I was going to step out again.”
    *Dying is easy young man. Living is harder!*
    (I’m sorry I had to. If you get the reference, I love you 💖)

    • @aprivera103105
      @aprivera103105 Před 2 lety +1

      But it is the truth.

    • @Cryptid_Robin
      @Cryptid_Robin Před rokem +1

      I get the reference, how dare you, I was crying and then start singing ;-;

    • @chloedevanport
      @chloedevanport Před rokem +3

      How dare you throw a freaking Hamilton reference into this?! As if it didn't already hurt enough. 😢

  • @hollieappleyard5710
    @hollieappleyard5710 Před rokem +82

    I didn't cry at inversion. I didn't cry at Avior's confession. I didn't even cry for any of the other aftershock features.
    But this fucking *hurt.*
    I don't know if it was the relatability of his helplessness or how just so godamn broken he sounded but *ow my fucking heart*

  • @ishouldreallychangemyname948

    21:37
    *Geordi disliked that*

  • @shea7265
    @shea7265 Před 2 lety +39

    the intensity and difference of the cries- like in the beginning it was sheer grief of what he had lost and toward the end it was absolute relief and closure. you could HEAR the emotion literally. 100/10

  • @sxnbu
    @sxnbu Před rokem +18

    "i'm not crazy, i just want help.." i swear on my momma i didn't cry during Inversion or any of the aftershocks but *that* line in particular had me bawling. so so happy that Milo could feel whole again in the end

  • @msvonn87
    @msvonn87 Před 2 lety +62

    I’ve never wanted to hug someone so badly in my life! I guess I’ll hug my cat and cry, this hurt and then it was such a relief I’m still gonna go cry now

  • @sitabeem9308
    @sitabeem9308 Před 2 lety +29

    That 'I just wanna feel normal again' did not have to hit my heart so damn hard

  • @kkiaera2943
    @kkiaera2943 Před 2 lety +38

    The most painful part was hearing his cry of relief...the way he described forgetting how magic felt like another kid growing up and leaving all the good stuff behind, except he knows it’s happening to him. NO you know what?? Scratch that, it's because Milo still has something to prove. His cries of trying to hold on to a very crucial part of himself and practically screaming to everyone "I'm not done yet". Sometimes, I just wish people knew what he did during the Inversion. Stealth and Milo are just too good together. I’ll have to relisten when I’m not half dead and cry for reals. Too realistic, Erik. We’re cutting back on your budget-

  • @AJay-wt4ug
    @AJay-wt4ug Před 2 lety +22

    I am FIGHTING tears rn at work omfg

  • @wren.311
    @wren.311 Před 2 lety +38

    "I am not crazy, I just want help" I have never related to something more.

  • @gazdy
    @gazdy Před 2 lety +62

    I didn't know that Milo's crying will hit me that hard. -It felt so real, too real actually... Erik, I hope you are okay.-
    I mean I liked him, but he wasn't my fav werewolf boy. -Asher always reminds me myself and my realtionship with my bf.-
    I cried like a baby when Gavin cried in the Inversion and this, well this was double worst.
    Especially the second hurt a lot, even though I knew they were tears of joy.
    I have never felt the urge to so desperately wanting to comfort someone who cries with such a heartbreak. -I think you have successfully activated my maternal instincts.-
    And the worst part was that I didn’t know what to embrace. My love language is the _physical touches_ and it hurt physically that I had no one to hug and comfort.
    It was a good damn masterpiece again.

    • @GhostSwiss
      @GhostSwiss Před 2 lety +2

      Bestie same 😭 I wanted to hug him SO bad

  • @tesswisdom6387
    @tesswisdom6387 Před 2 lety +34

    Ah, the pain from Milo's crying... Didn't think it'd hit that hard, but oh boy, I'm in my feels. 😭

  • @Gemmyrose
    @Gemmyrose Před 2 lety +53

    very interested in how this will play out
    ...
    Well thought out performance. Survivors guilt making someone hide their own pain because "at least you're alive" is the automatic response.
    No one wants "at least", folks just wanna feel whole and secure and like themselves. The work and the waiting are soul crushingly painful to have to go through, necessary as it may be.
    Allowing someone to help is a big step; its touching to see that the connection and trust were able to reconnect him to his magic. And a very realistic response to his successful shift, relief and happiness breaking a floodgate. We all cry, after all. well done

  • @remibear5482
    @remibear5482 Před rokem +7

    Him crying
    Yt subtitles: [laughter]
    Me yelling at the subtitles: DOES THAT SOUND LIKE FnCKING CRYING TO YOU

  • @ugh7645
    @ugh7645 Před 2 lety +34

    His magic 😭 echo where are you i know your out there WHAT DO I GOTTA DO ??? Edit: crying uncontrollably in a Costco deli isle

  • @aurorablade4970
    @aurorablade4970 Před 2 lety +26

    There was damage to him, its a miracle of sheer will that Milo survived. But it sounds like he couldnt focus, all those bad thoughts needed to be worked through, acknowledged. And then he needed something to focus on. Focusing on us, our aura, our presence, how we make him feel as a center was a good idea. And just shows how much strength we can give each other.

  • @MilfEnthusiast
    @MilfEnthusiast Před 2 lety +18

    HE SHIFTED WHY DID NONE OF THR COMMENTS SAY SO?!! FOR 25 MINUTES I WAS CRYING
    His last few cry's, they're clearly happy cry's and I can't explain how much I've cried with him today

  • @pandreamonium2739
    @pandreamonium2739 Před rokem +7

    I can image milos wolf form just burying its head in Sweethearts chest when he shifted and flopping down tail wagging lol

  • @harleyquinnigan7808
    @harleyquinnigan7808 Před 2 lety +70

    Someone give this man his Oscar already, damn 🏆

  • @SpaceAntlers
    @SpaceAntlers Před 2 lety +39

    spoilers//
    i might be wrong but are there wolfy licking sounds when he finally shifts??? i thought i could hear it and the image of him in wolf form, sprawled out on the floor with his front legs in sweetheart's hands from when he was human just seconds ago, whimpering and wagging his tail while he licks their face was SO STRONG it was like watching a movie

  • @pinkSPARKL
    @pinkSPARKL Před rokem +12

    Not many reverse comfort audios make me cry, but THIS ONE is *chef's kiss* especially the crying at the end T^T

  • @piratecake
    @piratecake Před 2 lety +85

    The acting and writing is so good. The crying and bridging and the everything, I want to hold Milo so badly. And more treats for Aggro!

  • @isabellegilburd5364
    @isabellegilburd5364 Před 2 lety +16

    My heart actually broke when he started crying,Milo is such a big comfort for me and hearing him this upset over something so important is awful 😭

  • @Kavalier-gd9ne
    @Kavalier-gd9ne Před 2 lety +22

    Thank you for such emotionally investing work! The hole in my stomach when I realized Aggro wasn’t meowing about Sweetheart could only be filled with the triumph of Milo feeling like himself again! The writing parallels and way this audio was done is *chef’s kiss*

  • @muffin2177
    @muffin2177 Před 2 lety +16

    Hearing Milo cry like this truly breaks my damn heart. I never want him to bawl like this again. Hearing him cry made me cry. I can’t imagine the weight he’s feeling right now. I couldn’t bear it. This poor baby.
    This was amazing and a phenomenal performance. You are truly talented

  • @zeldahyrule3127
    @zeldahyrule3127 Před 2 lety +21

    Milo, baby nooo! Ever since aftershock I was so worried, and still am. He‘s been through so much!❤️ When he started to breakdown, I began to cry with him because, he deserves the world.

  • @midori_asmr
    @midori_asmr Před 2 lety +18

    Milo, in my opinion has the most heart, the most character development and over all the best story. I absofuckinlutly fell in love with his story. Very well done bro. 👏

  • @amoxiie
    @amoxiie Před 2 lety +14

    I just want to give him a hug

  • @Versiri-
    @Versiri- Před 2 lety +13

    I never want to hear Milo cry ever again.

  • @lysswicks5339
    @lysswicks5339 Před 2 lety +39

    I have been legit hugging myself, because I desperately need to comfort this man. How the hell is this scripted????

  • @Versiri-
    @Versiri- Před 2 lety +127

    24:12 oh my god the happy wolf noises made the video 10 times more realistic and just gave the video that extra 🤌✨
    And Milo’s crying after- Erik honestly needs an award for voice acting

  • @falinswife
    @falinswife Před 2 lety +15

    Aggro is one of my favorites, he/she knows everything

  • @preciousclay2452
    @preciousclay2452 Před rokem +6

    He cried in my arms…and then I fucking cried like a big baby. Hearing him cry and vent to us was just…overwhelming (in a good way) I loved how He trusted us enough to share his feelings. Because normally he’s sick a carefree nonchalant feisty idiot. But we must never forget that milo also feels pain.

  • @parkeyd
    @parkeyd Před 2 lety +9

    Erik is just fake crying in his closet, making thousands of people sad.

  • @Angel-on4pr
    @Angel-on4pr Před 2 lety +18

    holy shit bro how is ur crying so realistic that hurt im so proud of him

  • @akihiroishii958
    @akihiroishii958 Před 2 lety +11

    I’m amazed I didn’t just sob. I love Milo so much and to know he can finally shift after so long, after so much fear and disappointment... and we got him there.... it makes me so happy.

  • @dean2731
    @dean2731 Před 2 lety +16

    This is… this is pain. This is torture in a-whole-nother level.

  • @icecloudee_2727
    @icecloudee_2727 Před 2 lety +6

    SJSJAJJ THE HAPPY LIL WHINES IM CRYING THAT MADE ME IMAGINE MILO NUZZLING HIS SNOOT AGAINST SWEETHEART'S FACE OR NECK OR SOMETHING OW MY HEART OW OW OW

  • @annagroesbeck9673
    @annagroesbeck9673 Před 2 lety +13

    Loosing a part of yourself regardless of what it is, is soul crushing. I've helped people from various religions with struggles of faith. And, have expired my own. Losing that connection comes with a num sensation unlike any other. Milo's breakdown reminds me of when I was in that dark point of my life.

  • @skyortiz5229
    @skyortiz5229 Před 2 lety +164

    Is it just me or does Milo's voice sound a little bit more different? maybe I'm going crazy but it sounds a little deeper then usual. anyways, gonna go cry

    • @myamya4831
      @myamya4831 Před 2 lety +27

      probably because he’s sad

    • @o..Moon_lover..o
      @o..Moon_lover..o Před 2 lety +16

      Its Cuz he's sad

    • @skyortiz5229
      @skyortiz5229 Před 2 lety +20

      Yeah, it makes sense if his voice is deep becaude he's sad, I just thought it was like a new voice change at first-

  • @evviia
    @evviia Před 2 lety +9

    milo crying makes me want to cry, shattering my heart 🥺
    losing something that’s apart of you is so so horrible to think of. “like someone cut out a part of me”- that hit me DEEP.. just not feeling like yourself and not feeling normal. not feeling like the original you.
    THE TEARS OF RELIEF!! THANK GOODNESS!!! milo bb please i never want to see you in such pain ever again 🥲🥲

  • @snm12333
    @snm12333 Před 2 lety +5

    The parallels to the Sweetheart panic attack video with Aggro meowing to get Sweethearts attention for Milo 😭 Absolutely beautiful Erik, just amazing

  • @kairoikki6981
    @kairoikki6981 Před 2 lety +6

    The mental health parallels are strong with this one

  • @redriot714
    @redriot714 Před 2 lety +14

    I can't believe the ugly crying I did during this audio 😭😭😭😭. For Milo to feel like he lost what makes him Milo and to hear him hit his breaking point, absolutely breaks my heart 🥺❤️ it makes you wish you can comfort him sooooo bad. The point where he finally shifts and has the really happy happy tears.... I fucking broke. I balled my eyes out along with him. I'm so happy!! 🥺😭😭😭❤️

  • @glitter1336
    @glitter1336 Před 2 lety +13

    this is such a fucking relief because i know we dont pull punches on this channel and i honestly didnt know if Milos core was just permanently fried. beacause honestly, narratively it could have gone either way and worked really well and thats hard to pull off from a writing standpoint

  • @TracieWaylingArtistASMR
    @TracieWaylingArtistASMR Před 2 lety +31

    This is beyond Beyond, award winning. I don't know if there are any awards for this stuff, but you've won it either way. How you keep on outdoing yourself is second to none. Brilliant. Absolutely brilliant. 🏆💘🦋x

    • @kkiaera2943
      @kkiaera2943 Před 2 lety

      PLEASE someone give this man credit for what he does- I enjoy his emotional dump more than I enjoy half the things on Netflix!

  • @colourriot3520
    @colourriot3520 Před 2 lety +29

    spent this whole audio crying clinging to my giant squishmallow. My boy 😭😭 and the sobbing at the end. Also Agro supremacy, little kitty always knows what's up

  • @wolfieisacat13
    @wolfieisacat13 Před 2 lety +5

    OW MY HEART
    NOT THE PUPPY WHIMPERING
    NOT LIKE THIS-

  • @CrimsonWrites
    @CrimsonWrites Před 6 měsíci +2

    Not me still coming back to this 😭😭
    But like the beginning i feel like agro leads sweetheart to the bathroom to let them know milo wasnt okay 😭😭😭

  • @claracatlady9844
    @claracatlady9844 Před 2 lety +14

    Wow… you know I thought David’s Trauma audio broke me but that was *nothing* compared to this. What makes it worse is that it feels relatable. When I got chronically sick, everything felt wrong and I didn’t feel in control of my own body but I was told I was fine by 5 different doctors and it took 7 months until I had a diagnosis and in the meantime I started to feel like I was losing my god damn mind and towards the end I also just started to feel numb. I understand what he is saying to a certain degree and it’s not fun.

  • @lottiemaesmith
    @lottiemaesmith Před rokem +8

    WHEN HE STARTED SOBBING I LOST ALL MY COOL. I WAS SOBBING RIGHT WITH HIM

  • @TwilightAngel66
    @TwilightAngel66 Před 2 lety +10

    I feel both heartbroken and relieved two emotions I never thought I'd feel at the same time anyone else

  • @Annah_Bannah
    @Annah_Bannah Před rokem +4

    “I’m not crazy. I just want help.”
    Holy shit I’m crying.

  • @WateverWatever04
    @WateverWatever04 Před rokem +6

    _FUCK_
    As a disabled person with chronic pain and fatigue this hits far too close to home. It took 5 years to get diagnosed and every fucking doctor acted like I was insane and wasting medical resources.
    Goddamn this ripped my heart out and showed it to me, bravo Erik, and once again *_FUCK_*

  • @savagerage52
    @savagerage52 Před 2 lety +10

    *sobbing shaking on the floor throwing up this was excellent*

  • @payton_simps
    @payton_simps Před 2 lety +12

    PAIN ERIK PAIN- but seriously, this was amazing. Catching every ounce of anger and grieving really keeps you hooked on to see what happens. But to hear that it works and how happy he sounds is just so heartwarming but somehow still so painful. Thank you for another great video

  • @technicolordreamer
    @technicolordreamer Před 2 lety +13

    I've always wanted there to be an audio where Milo and Sweetheart bridge, and we finally get to experience that! I was almost holding my breath, waiting on the edge of my seat, to find out if they could bridge. I was so happy when Milo finally shifted at the end!! 😃 So happy and relieved for my feisty werewolf!

  • @RampAgentLife
    @RampAgentLife Před 2 lety +6

    Who else thinks Erik's whole channel should be a Netflix show cause oh my God this is some hella great acting. 👏🏻

  • @littlegayboyfr
    @littlegayboyfr Před rokem +3

    the way my heart SHATTERED when he started crying

  • @Echoisheree
    @Echoisheree Před 2 lety +8

    This audio had me in tears and then I was literally grinning so hard and wanted to scream when Milo did shift! I am so proud of our boy!

  • @lucy-yi8oz
    @lucy-yi8oz Před 2 lety +7

    i have said this a million times but erik, you are such an amazing writer and an even better voice actor, this was beautifully done! personally, i’ve always thought that being able to let yourself be devastatingly vulnerable with your partner shows so much love and trust - and with the bridging and reading body cues, you can tell just how much milo and sweetheart love each other and it makes my heart SOAR

  • @dr_akiipedia
    @dr_akiipedia Před 2 lety +25

    If they ever have Oscars for ASMRtists, this is the one that would definitely win that Oscar! Truly Oscar worthy audio! 🫡🙌🏻

  • @LovelyDeviantAlyssa
    @LovelyDeviantAlyssa Před 2 lety +21

    Oh, my goodness! This was so emotionally intense, in such a raw and genuine way. It was beautiful, from start to finish. I'm truly speechless. I applaud you endlessly. I'm splashing teardrops all over my keyboard as I type right now, and I mean that fully as a compliment, haha. Thank you so much for creating such awe-inspiring, incredible, impactful content, Erik. Every audio is amazing, and I express that with all sincerity, from the bottom of my heart ❤️ As always, this was fantastically written and exquisitely acted. The way you showcased Milo's stress, frustration, worry, and heartbreak over his condition/healing process/corresponding future... It was perfect, and so true-to-life. As someone who has felt that same mix of emotion regarding my own health conditions, this installment really resonated with me, in a deeply personal way. When Milo talked about just wanting to feel like himself again... That desperation, and that fear of losing part of yourself... 💔🥺 I've been there. This audio put a lot of my own feelings into words for me, if that makes sense. So, thank you.
    And from a plotline perspective, it was nothing less than heart-wrenching, hearing Milo reflect on his Inversion experience, and potentially giving up his powers to save everyone. Also, this was such an interesting way to bring back the concept of Magical Bridging. I was on the edge of my seat, begging for it all to work somehow, right alongside Milo. So, when I heard the magical sound cues, the binaural telepathy fade in, followed by the full-body shifting... I about jumped out of my chair in relief/excitement 🥳🥳😭🥳🥳 Oh, I also totally burst out in tears of joy. I'm so relieved!!! From storytelling angle, that whole section had such a great, climactic build up, as well. Whew! I was definitely holding my breath there.
    For as emotionally intense as this audio was (and rightfully so,) it concluded on such a triumphant, hopeful note! Tears may be still actively streaming down my face right now, but it was totally worth it!! 🥲 Again, everything about this with spectacular. I loved it, and I can't wait to see where things go from here! I mean it when I say: Thank you so much for making me feel ALL THE FEELINGS!!! 💖💖💖

  • @jellyrose8479
    @jellyrose8479 Před 2 lety +4

    At first I read it as “helping your werewolf bf shit again” and I Burst into tears with laughter only to cry while watching

  • @ChildOfApollo
    @ChildOfApollo Před rokem +5

    i wonder if during the time he couldnt shift he also couldn't feel his core light up around Sweetheart like it's supposed to when a shifter has a mate

  • @enbykelpie6140
    @enbykelpie6140 Před 2 lety +6

    OW - THERE’S NERVES IN THIS HEART YOU KNOW