A lot of people have been wondering if Jacksepticeye is retiring from youtube. Well I have the answer... cos I'm him Buy MY coffee: topofthemornincoffee.com/ Edited By: / @treyyates
FOR ALL MY ANXIOUS FOLK: He says he's not retiring from CZcams *yet.* He does wish to retire at some point but not at the moment. Jesus Christ Jack my heart just stopped for a few seconds, oh my God... [EDIT TO ADD] Though I put this here so my anxious folk won't have a heart attack, STILL WATCH THE WHOLE VIDEO! IT'S VERY IMPORTANT AND JACK NEEDS ALL OUR LOVE AND SUPPORT!
I dont comment a lot, or much at all, ever. I've been watching you and your growth for years and cannot express how much I personally *and probably many others* watch your channel for YOU not just for the content (which is also great no matter what) but just to see you. I've sort of leaned on your videos new and old to get through rough times or just to put on to listen through again (recently the below zero playthrough). You're missed when you take needed breaks and its always so exciting to see that upload notification when you come back. I know I'm speaking into the comment section abyss but its gotten me through family deaths and a divorce so I cant overstate it. You mean so much to so many people and when you decide to leave CZcams a lot of us will still be here, watching and rewatching because we WANT to not just because your channel is available but we genuinely enjoy you as a person. You take care of yourself and we will always be here to support you. When the time comes that you leave CZcams I hope you have the time and ability to do whatever you dream of, that you're able to get done anything you put your mind to (and healthily) because you deserve it and any great things that come your way❤
thank you for saying this. i am also someone who NEVER comments and im terrible with words so thank you for saying exactly how i also feel. i really hope Sean reads it and finds some comfort in it. my favorite content of all time on the internet is the Raft streams with the lads. i watch it like twice a year and quote it all the time. it is like my comfy place when i need one desparetely. thanks again for finding the right words so i can just pile on haha.
@@katieh8843 it's one of those few people you find that you truly enjoy watching. If it has a million views I'm one of them, if it has one view it's me, if it has no views I'm dead.
When I was a kid, I liked Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, and DanTDM because they were funny and full of energy. This year, I turn 18, and I feel like I've grown alongside people I've never even met, who have inspired me so much. I can't thank you enough, Seán.
Daz please remember you not only make millions of people laugh but you are a amazing example of being proud and honest and humble of who you are I’m looking forward to seeing your next off the hook and ofc primary channel ❤❤❤
Dude I'll be 22 in a couple of weeks and I've been watching you, mark and others that have retired quite a while back, for I don't know how many years. Probably started when I was around 14 and didn't really understand english all that much. As a kind of "grown up" who has a job and lives on his own now, I really haven't been watching you or any others actively for a while, but instead went back to rewatch some older stuff. I don't wanna say I grew out of it, but I kind of did in a good way. And yeah, being able to understand and kinda relate to some of the things you said, it makes sense that you'll retire some day. No hard feelings. Keep it up for as long as you want to do it and don't force it is what I've learned. Even if you'll probably never see this message, I wanna sincerely thank you for the cool time you gave me during my childhood and always putting a smile on my face back then. Cheers. :^)
I remember when I first subscribed to you, you had 4,000 followers. It’s been so amazing growing up with you. You helped me in some of my darkest times. You’re such an important piece of my life, I’m turning 22 this week. I’ve watched nearly every single video you’ve ever put out. Your content is great to watch no matter what the vibe is. I’m so proud of you man, you’re so inspiring. I have my fair share of mental health issues, and it makes me so happy you’ve always been so open about your own personal struggles. I love that you have breaks for yourself and I always support them. I’ll check if you’ve come back, I know for me I miss you. I always hope that you’re doing well. You’ve made such a huge impact on my life in beautiful ways. The amazing thing about you, is that no one else is like you. My whole life I’ve felt so out of place and different, but you made me feel like I wasn’t alone. Being different is your super power, no one can do this shit like you can. You helped me learn to love who I was, because if I could relate to you and the things you enjoy, then I was a pretty fucking cool person. When the day comes and you’re ready to close this chapter and begin your next, I forever support you. Thank you for everything. - Sincerely, a fan crying while typing this
Dude, I m 59, and my daughter is 21. We sit for hours laughing and enjoying your videos and comedy. We appreciate you. Today, we are watching the Hitman series of videos and spending time together. If you ever doubt you make a difference, don't, because you do. Take care of yourself and know that you do impact folks lives
It's so nice that you guys are watching yt videos with your kids. I wish my parents also did that with me. Your kids probably really love you guys for that.
There are a lot of people here just saying " you scared me " or " don't fuck with me " and I understand. We love this man and his journey and will be sad to see him leave. The thing is, if it's better for Jack's health and he has other projects to keep him happy, then we should support and enjoy those as well. I've been watching for 9 years now, and with all the positive emotions this man has given, he deserves more in return.
Is it upsetting to hear? Yes, absolutely. But it is absolutely understandable, and I had sort of a feeling Jack was gonna leave CZcams soon. But no matter what, I'm always gonna be in his corner. Till the end.
I understand that but you know people were shocked (including me) it doesn't have to mean in "bad"way..... I would like to look at it as "People care and love this man so much." . Will it be hard to let go? Yes but, we will be there with him or be happy for him ofc- We all need a chill pill rn.👀👍🏻
I can relate to the severe anxiety, ADHD and depression. I didnt know i would tear up though. Thank you for telling us that because now i know there are other people who also have all of these at once.
Jack Sean thank you so much from the bottom of my heart for all the amazing videos you made thought the years when I was young in 2015 I was watching your videos with a huge smile and inspiration to become a CZcamsr and that happened in 2017 April I decided to upload videos Daily on YT like you did in the past I even got a pin and heart from you in 2019 about Subnautica 5 years ago on Aug 12, 2018 it ment the world to me and even boosted me more to kept on going further and further since April I finally reached the goal and my dream came true I was always watching every single one of your videos I was hesitant to comment under your videos but I wanted to come out today clear and say thank you so so much from the bottom of my heart for being a motivation Jack for a young Lad here here is to the future! my friend
Me, too... Like 90% of my energy on the day-to-day goes into keeping the rolling musical dumpster fire that is my train of thought on any set of rails that isn't purely self-destructive. I could get so much more done, if only I didn't have to fight myself so hard every step of the way towards a goal. Séan, lad, we love ya ta pieces, whatever ya do. Even when there's no new videos we've got years and years of content to watch, and all the dirty bean water in the world to fuel the watching. ❤💚💛🧡💙💜
Same. After going through a toxic family relationship all my life, being clinically depressed, digging deeper into debt, my mother being terminally ill, and getting a eviction notice on top of it all is actually killing me. I sometimes wonder if I'm even going to make it through the rest of the month if not the rest of the year. It's just become a living nightmare.
We’re just glad you were online making content. I will never be able to appreciate you as a full-fledged person, because all I have known is your content, and that is everything I CAN know about you… but in New Year’s week of 2022/2023, you saved my life by making Life is Strange content a long long while ago. Your hobby was the beginning of my whole metamorphosis. You only dilly-dallied around, and somehow it turned my whole world upside down in the most beautiful and bizarre way. I finally found myself having emotions and getting new knowledge and being able to analyze characters again. Max Caulfield (and some of the content I saw about her VA tbh) helped me to unmask my awkward Autistic traits and they eventually saved me because I had suppressed so many mentalities that were useful and altruistic and intelligent and helped people. I learned the same stuff from you for ages beforehand, because you had a little wisdom integrated into your content and reminded me of my own suppressed autistic traits with your way of thinking and expressing yourself. I figured out how sad it was that I hated myself for things that were absolutely lovely when you and Max Caulfield did them. I started to have nothing but pride for traits I used to hate myself for. I couldn’t hate myself for them anymore because that would have made me hate people I grew to love so much. I don’t know where I would have been if you weren’t here. I don’t think I would still have been here, not because of my own actions, but because I literally was not in control of the danger of my situation and I was so deep in my depression/disability that nothing would have been able to motivate me to get out. I would have had no motivator to save my own life if I didn’t come across your content of Life is Strange, because I just started wanting to play the game so much. It’s how I got my apartment. I just wanted to play what JackSepticEye played! I hope you have felt the same way on CZcams, I hope this time has served you a sh8t ton of love and I hope you have had moments where a positive domino impact was made on your life because of people who are just dilly dallying around. If it’s okay, I personally hope you don’t delete your videos once you retire. I can be complacent with it if you decided not to post any more because you’re such an important person and your health means more than your content. But your content was the way my life was saved. And so many other people…. And to be honest, if you wanted to take your videos down, I fully support that, too. It’s your decision, I’m just voicing my own hopes. You deserve the freedom to choose what you think is best. You deserve to focus on your in-person family and friends, Jack. One day, I hope you turn to a life surrounded by people who know you as a whole person, since I assume that you know something of the “loneliness of fame”. Take care of yourself ♥️
Right!!! We did!! We just didn’t wanna put pressure on him because we all understand that he doesn’t have to upload a lot for us and has his own life :)
He knows that logically I'm sure. But no amount of logic can out talk anxiety and depression, it runs alongside intrusive thinking. It's a vicious cycle.
To be honest he’s already a millionaire and has very comfortably established generational wealth so at this point it really is just about wether he enjoys making videos to decide if he retires or not.
Thanks Sean, I appreciate these kind of honest videos from seasoned creators. A lot of younger/new CZcams creators don't understand how hard it is and how long it sometimes takes to be successful, like they expect quick income-sustaining-career-level success but don't understand the difficulties of oversaturation, algorithm, stress/mental health, etc. And they end up absolutely hating what they once loved.
Sean, it's honestly really encouraging to hear you talk honestly about your mental and physical health and about the stuff you're excited about creating in the future! As someone who is also an overthinker and all-or-nothing, it really resonated with me. And no matter what you choose going forward, you are an inspiration to me as I try to be creative in my spare time while also taking care of my mental health. Praying for you and all aspects of your health. Hugs.
I think we’ve just collectively agreed not to bug you when you take breaks because of how open you’ve been about your mental health. I know I check back almost every day, but who am I to make you feel bad about that when you do come back. I look at it more like jumping back into a conversation after a while of being away from it, and it feeling like no time has passed. Be well, and do what makes you happy Sean
This, absolutely. I never bug content creators who haven’t posted in a while because I don’t know what’s going on in their life and I’m sure they don’t need that pressure. When Sean takes a break, I assume he’s either cooking something up or taking care of himself, as he should.
Which is very true, even if Jack did not post for almost a week or month, I'm not bothered like he also have some life behind that screen. So sometimes, I reminisce by watching his old content. That is why Jack, should do what makes him happy, especially now a days, with all so much struggle, content creators is not exempted, we really need a break. Also with Marki, and Pewds, maybe Pewds is best example where he only post things he like. and that is kinda refreshing. I hope Jack will find soon his answer.
You and Sean are two of my favorite content creators on this platform, so much so that I feel that I have grown with the two of you. I know that you and him have most likely read comments just like this one before, but genuinely from the bottom of my heart, I am so happy to have been able to grow up consuming the art that you and him have put out over the years. It's so good to see and know that things like depression and anxiety are things that even the most seemingly invincible people can deal with.
Idk why but it hurts that you consider this “open” whereas most of us consider this normal. (Whether he said anything or not) idk I just don’t find it that deep
Im 21 in 5 months. I've never really watched you until i really started my adult life. But my best friend and i litterally watch you for HOURS on end (totally sober;)). The reason i like you is because you play the games that you're interested in and you enjoy them. I think retiring is entirely your choice no matter what others say, and retiring is something all people will experience at some point. Make videos because you want to, not because of others say you should
Im so grateful for all of the time and effort you have put into CZcams Sean. When you leave we will miss you greatly but im sure wherever you end up we will still look for your creativity in the world. I love how loud and energetic you are. As a fan i hope you feel fulfilled, happy, healthy and loved in whatever you decide to do.
@@LukeyBoyAndTheCatlingsno when 1 person left for reasons everybody else realized they’ve been doing this for years and when others do it it’s easier to do it
@@dumpsterbabies8453 I hate that they all say they're tired. CZcams isn't a job it's a hobby, no one is forcing them to upload. What also annoys me is they are literally getting paid millions of dollers to just sit there and play games. Then there's me who's struggles to find a real job.
@@LukeyBoyAndTheCatlingsthis is a job , this is how they make money to live dude ... Do you think is all fun and games? The videos need to be edited etc
I'm 53, no kids. I found Jack's channel way back when he was in the little wood cabin. I've absolutely loved watching him, and his channel, and his community grow so much over the years. Whatever it is he does, I'll be 100% supportive. Thank you for everything, Seán. Ag cur dea-mhéin chugat!
Bro... I havent watched you in a while, i am still subscribed though! i never knew you were feeling this down! i don't know if you remember me at all but you really helped me have happy thoughts when my life whas at its darkest. I am sad to hear you are now feeling the same way as me. I wish i could give you half the joy that u brought me. all i can say is remember who you are. you are jack fekkin septic eye! You might be in the deep down dark deep dark right now.. it does get better *so they say :,)*
You are a part of my childhood Jack and your old content and the things you love to do are what matter to me and others like me, we just enjoy you brother. I'm 22 now and my childhood is behind me but when I want a taste of that simpler time, the mindless fun, and the joy I look to your videos and Mark's. Thank you for existing and I'm sorry you're struggling but know that you are loved ❤
I was never the biggest fan of your vids but I really respect you. I've been dealing with a lot lately and hearing about your battle with depression, anxiety etc. helps me. I hope you find peace.
Sean, I’ve been diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder and anxiety. The fact you sit here and make these videos despite those struggles is strong. I’ve grown up with you. When you do decide to retire, I’m 100% support. You’re strong. You’re doing things well. Proud of you, man. Thank you for the childhood.
whenever you do retire, thank you for being an inspiration to my and my sister, life wouldent have been the same without ya. im extremely grateful that i found your channel 9 years ago and ive loved every video since. thanks for everything
I think this is normal. What happens is you now have more competitors and new content creators coming in and people start to try out other channels etc. It can also be a case of you simply being burned out or your passion is not as up there anymore. Then there's also age, not only you but those who have been watching you has also been growing older and changing so they cant no longer be the same teenager watching jacksepticeye after school because now they might have a family or other priorities. Ultimately I think that passion is what really drives people even if there are barriers and bad days.
"I am horrifically depressed. I mean, I'm exagerating-" is such an ADHD feeling. Like, I feel depressed but I'm also hyper, so I undermine my own sadness. Also, so many people now are putting ADHD on blast and saying it's fake, you're just lazy, everyone strugles, etc. so we end up acostumed to questioning all of our problems... It sucks. It really sucks. I feel like I should end on a "positive" note but I couldn't really figure one out... "You're not alone" is a powerful message but also... Idk, wish I could say something else, yk? Wish there was a silver lining.
Yeah. Depression is such a hard thing to talk about. We always talk about how we were afterwards. Not during. When we really should have needed it. It's so difficult to talk about depression or sadness. People don't really know how to respond. The US especially fucking sucks at responding to it. But we're here for each other. There's no need to undermine yourself. You're valid.
this is not exclusive to adhd stop using it as a “I’m special for xyz reason/s so i can relate” just say you can understand and feel similarly don’t relate it to your condition
Hi Sean, I’m one of MANY voices here. But I just want you to know WE DO miss you when you take breaks. I just think there’s a different culture where people understand that putting stress on a creator when they need breaks. We WANT you to take your breaks when you need them. Your mental health is FAR MORE important than the fun videos you make for us. As a fellow clinically ill human, I truly feel your struggles in that department. It can be so soul crushing at times it hard to look outside. I have GAD, panic disorder and OCD. Those have been so debilitating I haven’t been able to work. Your videos bring me a bright spot. I wish you all the best, and I thank you for bringing me some joy on dark days. Sending you many hugs. You got this dude. ❤️
When I moved back home Jack and I was struggling to life adjusting feeling like a loser … I would put on your streams and have you in the background like a friend accompanying me as I did the most basic things - chores, selfcare and most importantly - when I was dreading working from home and trying out new things I felt I was too old to get into. You being “noisy” and “loud” kept me at ease … I can’t explain why. I loved your storytelling playthroughs, it really helped me quiet my mind to warching your videos to sleep when my mind was racing at night and I was suffering from chronic insomnia because I was thinking about how to sustain myself, how to take care of the loved ones I had on my back, how to get through to the next day… I hope you see this and realize that there are people like me who find you as a comfort in this world. And whatever you do - I’d probably be into it 😅😅😅 and that someone like you can create such great content while battling all these demons is ever so inspiring for someone who is both clinicalt anxious and depressed.
Genuinely, I would just love to watch your excitement about something you’re doing, playing or making again. It’s such a nice outlook to see someone interested in such different aspects of media I would have never thought to look twice at. You’ve taught me to admire the beauty in the smaller details (even if it was through games), I enjoy listening to your take on whatever game you digested and how you feel it went, or what could’ve been better, etc etc. It’s just a calming experience after whatever happens in the videos. I hope whatever you decide you want to do with your channel is something you’ll love to create. I wish you, Gab, and BB nothing but the best.
Im definitely more of a quiet follower. i dont normally comment on videos, but i feel like i should say something now. We all love you Jack, we care about you and just want to see you happy. If youtube doesnt make you happy anymore, i personally would much rather see you doing other things. I would absolutely LOVE to support you in your other adventures, granted im not a MASSIVE fan of coffee, BUT i do have family that is 😅. Im really glad you spoke out on this and gave us a bit of a headsup on where you are, youve grown so much over the years and Im glad I got to be a part of it. Thank you Jack for everything you've done and given to us, we all love you and want the best for you. And Im sure wherever you go, the support will be there ❤️.
All I can say is thank you for being an influence for so many of us here. I've been here around the channel since Happy Wheels and I know for a fact that you made my childhood great now im 23 and I still love seeing videos from you especially ones that's 7 or 9 years ago and even now . Just know you put smiles on everyone here. And when it comes to videos, do what you believe would give a kid hope or something, but again, I thank you from the bottom of my heart and from everyone else who watch your videos just know we love you Sean. Again, thank you for making my teenage years great. A great big top to the morning to ya. I love the videos. Thank you, and never forget that you changed people for the better, and the ones that were on the last legs ended up getting better from watching your videos. Thank you so much.
I want to level with you: Your perception of our feelings is skewed by internal paranoia. Sean, I want you to know that we miss you consistently when you're gone. I don't want to speak for everyone, but I see so much love in the community you've built and so much support that makes me confident in saying that you are missed dearly when you go. Not only that, but the content you want to upload is beloved by all of us. Yes, I might not finish your Bloodbourne video, but so what? So many people did, and I enjoyed what I saw. But that doesn't matter because YOU were passionate about that, and that MATTERS. Knowing you are happy with your content is all we could ask for. I am SO GLAD you have other outlets that fulfill you in life. I just hope when you upload here, you do it because you want to, not because you feel like you HAVE to. We understand, love, and support you always.
Absolutely this! When Jack isn’t around, it just feels like when a really good friend has moved far away. I don’t get locked on to creators parasocially, but Seán is one of the few who have instilled a real deep caring for his health and safety. I really hope he doesn’t for a while, but when he does retire, the internet will mourn his channel, but we’ll celebrate his massive accomplishments and everything he’s done for us.
@@TheRealWoofer Exactly bro, i was just talking to my friend about this, i feel like so many of his fans (including myself) consider him family. For a lot of people he literally raised/supported us sm, his happiness is all that matters when it comes down to it.
I'm sure he knows that it's not wholly rational to feel unmissed, hince what he said 'feels like'. But at the end of the day I'm sure its hard to truley feel missed by people you've never met in the type of enviorment youtube creates. The seperationof auidence and consumer is good to have to some extent. But when you struggle with anxiety or depression related negative self images and thoughts, stuff like that can be just another thing for it to latch onto, regardless of the reality. Plus with an auidence this huge I can't imagine the edgelord hate comments are easy to brush off, no matter how hard you try sometimes stuff just gets stuck in your brain.
Man, it's so incredibly validating to hear Sean talk about his mental health and how it affects him. Him saying that he gets an idea, but he doesn't have the energy or focus to see that idea out is how I live my everyday life. It's so hard to be creative when you never want to create. Just wanna tell you, Sean, that we're there for you. You've been there for us for over a decade. Thank you for being a voice to feelings so many of us share.
Really well said man. I related to him so much when he mentioned the feelings of self-doubt, and how he both wants to do sth but doesn't have the motivation and energy to do it (for some this may sound contradictory but I gotta say, this is definitely a feeling that plagues many of of these days) I was honestly taken aback by how vulnerable and open he was in this video, and it's not like he wasn't in other videos he posted about his personal life, but this felt a little different. Like he wasn't specific when detailing his struggles but he mentioned so many of them that I honestly had to think about what it's really like for a youtuber to constantly and forcefully have to be conscious of viewers and their views towards oneself, and how that could easily branch out into various kinds of negative thoughts that we would never even imagine that that person would go through. I could tell he was holding back some emotion when explaining some of his mental struggles too Sean, if you're reading this, I've thoroughly enjoyed ur content ever since I was in middle school and I still do. I've always been happy to see your personality shine, and your distinctive interest and attention to detail as you play/review games. If you feel the need to rest and focus on other things in your life, we absolutely support it man. And just know that many others like me have, and will, continue rooting for you and are always happy to see that blue dot appear on your channel icon. Take care champ~!!!
@@andrewkong7676 Very eloquently put. Trying to wrangle my mind enough to do college while also working, doing art to stimulate my mind, staying healthy, and taking breaks for myself is too many spoons. I have like 3 when I need at least 10 in a day.
After seeing so much love, humility and humanity in you and all of your work over the years, helping me through so much of my own mental anguish, abuse and other health issues; it has helped me feel very seen and heard even just watching along in a sea of viewers. Finding quiet time and comfort in watching your videos and streams, especially when im struggling has been something i will be forver grateful for. So thank you for all the sacrifices youve made and energy youve given to everything you do over the years. Youll always be loved appreciated and respected by the people youve connected with for all these years on the channel, you deserve your peace and quiet too when youre ready to step back. Thank you Sean❤
To get this out of the way first, I have always enjoyed your content no matter how long it took to make that content, even if it was a notification to say you WERENT making content. I slowly stopped watching because I went from a kid to an adult and no longer have the time but this video came out and I watched it through my ADHD, and still enjoyed it. I don't think any content you make from here until retirement will get old, genuinely. It also reminds me that I'm a little bummed I may never get the chance to personally meet you since I will never have the chance to save money or travel anywhere. I envy the people that did immensely.
The phasmophobia playing with Mark, Wade and Bob, he seemed so happy and that makes us happy. I think he needs to focus on being happy rather than making us happy cause the happier he is, the happier we are. Also when he says 'that's so cool' it seems like he's enjoying himself doing something, and it's great. We love you and the work you do Sean, that's why we're always here.
Personally, I think most of the response to the notion of Sean quitting comes from a good place but is the wrong way to react. Unnus Annus showed us and told us that this WILL end, it was the whole point of the channel, and MatPat solidified it for me cause I think some of us didn’t really take that message to heart. I started watching when I was end of middle school start of high school and now I’m getting a masters in grad school, it’s been roughly a decade for me with JackSepticEye so of course it’s going to end and end relatively soon most likely. Whether it be a year from now or two. Instead of panicking and praying Sean stays, we should listen and be sympathetic because I doubt anyone here dismisses the fact that CZcams as a career demands a lot and takes quite a toll. Nothing lasts forever, especially in media creation or on the internet in general. At the end of the day, all we can do is support Sean in whatever endeavour he embarks on whether it be continuing JackSepticEye or moving on to new horizons. Don’t be sad it’s over, smile because it happened.
Sorry but to a degree saying "we should just support them no matter what" is the wrong the massage I love Jack but he is a content creator so when the content is done he's out of our lives. Sad af to admit but it's the truth. Similar to mat, it just makes me wish the theory Channels ended with him now they're just a bummer and sad reminder
@rae4166 literally... like I can understand mental health but like it is a job and idk how people in Jack's place that make like 3 vids a month even wanna quit.. properly gonna run out the savings that way too tbh
I really appreciate you being so open about your mental health and how challenging this kind of work can be/ the impact it can have on mental and emotional health (and physical health too). These can be so tough to talk about and it really helps tackle the stigma around these realities. I'm sorry so many of us struggle with feeling insecure, having that imposture syndrome, and being all too familiar with depression and anxiety! Thanks for being you, Seán! I'm so glad you've been finding therapy helpful and have the capacity to honor more of what you want and need these days!
When I was in middle school I struggled a lot to find a place where I belong, but whenever I watched you everyday I got to forget about life and just enjoy myself and watch someone who has an incredible personality. I thank you jacksepticeye for being there for our childhoods and giving us someone to look up to and a place to get away from life ❤
Your slower content is the best content you've ever made. I don't want you overworked. I want comfy, rich, fun-loving Sean. You don't need to worry about algorithmic compliance. Just do you. If there was ever a time where you could afford to be yourself, it's right now.
I love how candid and vulnerable you are. You’ve set such a high standard, not just for the CZcams community and your influence on prioritizing mental health, but also the standard you’ve within viewers that it’s OKAY to feel and be vulnerable. You’re so brave and real every time.
I have grown up with you, Mark and Felix. I turn 24 in two months and I feel so grateful for the great moments you've given me and the personality and humour you had a part in shaping (sorry if my English is bad, not my mother tongue)
Much respect to you Sean. There is absolutely nothing wrong with needing to take a step back, take alook at your life and re-evaluate what you want out of it. Which can be that much harder when dealing with mental health at the same time. It's hard to see what you want and what feels good to you when all you feel is bad most if not all of the time. It takes time to look at the "why" you feel bad? Is it something you can fix? And slowing down to build your self back up takes time. Whatever you decide to do i wish you the best with your future endeavours and that you take good care of yourself going forward 👍
I remember when those comments about your dad happened, it was absolutely vile. The internet can be an awful place to be so I doubt anyone expects you to do this forever, but hopefully you can keep having fun with it while you're still here
I didn't get exposed to that at all and had no idea it was ever a thing, what a horribly vile thing to do, oh my god. I know the internet can be a very disgusting place but hearing him talk about this really shook me.
Broke my heart when he said how he feels like no one misses him when he takes a mental break. Im constantly checking to see how hes doing and if hes back from his break cause I know he needs them. Jack I love you and your amazing. I can't believe I've been watching you for almost 7 years though!
I’ve never really commented on a video on CZcams at all really up until this point but I just wanted to say your content has always warmed my heart and gotten me through some of the toughest times in my life. I was in and out of hospitals for my early part of my life and I was terrified and scared out of my mind of what was going to happen and what came next but like clockwork you’d always figured out a way to make me at ease and ready for what was to come especially with the prophunt videos, or the shadow of colossus series or the fnaf series or really anything you posted. Over the 10+ years I’ve been watching you I’ve beaten cancer got married and working as a nurse in hospitals now funnily enough. I guess I couldn’t quite get enough of them as a kid. But funnily enough I always run into fans of yours at the hospital and you’ve managed to touch so many peoples hearts and souls through being “too loud” and being yourself because you’re such an awesome and genuine person and whatever you decide to pursue later on in life I wish you nothing but the best and to shed all that extra weight you have on your shoulders and have for yourself what you’ve provided for me and many others. A happy love filled life that will bring exciting new opportunities around every corner.
I remember ken saying in one of his uploads, "That's the problem of content creators right now, they get exhausted because they try to appeal with the audience and the algorithm. I stopped caring about it and did the things that I wanted with my channel. I am content with my numbers on every video whether they do well or not. I stopped caring about it and it shows in my videos" I hope you will soon find your peace. I really love watching your videos Jack. Get well soon. ❤
That's the thing I don't get with some of these guys. They have so much money. It's not a concern. They could retire today and live their lives in luxury, never working a day o their lives ever again. If you still wanna create and post videos? Cool. Do it. Post as much or as little and whatever you want. Don't sweat the numbers. Do it for you.
@@emmy4691 Do you have a different account for uploading and viewing? Because I saw no videos on this account. Just curious. Nonetheless, I hope I can be content with it soon. But it's getting to the point where I'm ready to give up. Just on this platform. Cuz I'm getting sick and tired of people gaslighting me saying it's not the algorithm. Meanwhile I upload some bitch you where I do much better where there's no algorithm whatsoever. Just be clear, technically speaking that's not a good thing. Technically speaking the lack of an algorithm should be doing a disservice to my content. Because without an algorithm there's no curation. With no curation it means the only way I can notice by new people is if I have to upload at the right time. And when I say the right time I literally mean the right time of day, let's say 5:00 p.m. in the evening when people are up but at home and relaxing. Videos on that platform's homepage are in order of what's been uploaded that minute to what's been uploaded throughout the day. And somehow I'm doing 10 times better on a platform with no algorithm then I do on CZcams for the 3 years I've been on both platforms. My contact is on this account by the way if you want to check the numbers. Play let it be known that I might just have to subscribers, but viewers and all in all general engagement. So do not be confused by my 120 plus subscribers. Cuz not a goddamn one of those people watch me and I don't even know why the hell they even subscribed., they're probably not even getting any notifications so they think I have it uploaded in months or years. 😑 The more I'm on this platform the more and more subscribers become absolutely pointless. The number of people subscribers completely meaningless. Whatever your engagement rates are at, clearly if you're happy enough to be content with them then that's great man. Good for you.
Yeah this is what i'm saying, they're making it seem like a deliberate 9 to 5 "job" to be a CZcamsr. _They didn't have to have a schedule, They didn't have to have a high production quality, They didn't have to have a "TOS-Riding Personality," And they didn't have to go anywhere to meet the potentially psychopathic parasocial fans._ And yet we're supposed to believe that we're doing this to him? *_I am supposed to believe that I am doing this to him??_* Please. They put these standards into themselves, and while understandable, in the long run. Is it worth it? Ask yourself when you're working in Disney world, is it worth it? Or are you going to call that a _9-5 job_ that you chose?
Even though I’m also a silent fan (too shy to comment, couldn’t always afford merch or attend shows), the impact of your channel and style of content has and will always be felt on CZcams. You were one of the originals, up there alongside Jenna, Mark, Felix, MattPat, and all the rest. Change is terrifying and seeing all the ogs slowly retiring and stepping away from the spotlight is such an indescribable feeling. There’s so much grief because we all grew up together, built a community, and watched you grow as well. But there’s also acceptance because we knew this wouldn’t and couldn’t last forever. Everything comes to an end and we understand completely that you need to move onto the next chapter. It’s so easy to get stuck in a cycle, but it takes so much strength and courage to move forward. We love you and we’ll miss you when the day comes, Sean. Just please stay healthy and be around for a long time. We’ll support you in whatever and wherever you go. ❤❤❤
I have ADHD, anxiety and depression my brain is a mess all the time. It's hard to always compare yourself to everyone else I'm a perfectionist as well so I will get completely paralyzed by fear or doing something wrong.
I've been watching your content for years and you have always been such a fun and inspiring person to watch. Even in my hardest moments, watching your videos always made me feel better. I feel like we are friends even though we've never met and you retiring would definitely be heart breaking. However, I know that you will do amazing in whatever you decide to do because you are such an amazing and kind person and your happiness should always be the most important thing. We love you sean and wish nothing more but your happiness and peace in life!! 💚
I’ve been watching you for years probably since I was like 12. I’m 21 now and your videos still give me joy, I put them on all the time to help my concentrate as background noise. I’ve also really admired how transparent you’ve been about your struggles and as someone who also has adhd, I couldn’t imagine trying to do what you do. Best of luck for the future, I’m keen to see what it brings for you!
Thanks for opening up Sean. You are so appreciated by so many of us, we aren’t always vocal about it but I promise you that we’re here! There’s so many of us who adore you and will enjoy whatever you put out :)
Unus Annus has already taught me not to get too attached to anything because a lot of things don't last. in the end Sean should and likely will move on to the next step in his life, and true fans will be very happy for him
That was the true purpose of Unus Annus. Preparing up for the inevitable-seeing people and creators many of us have known for years leave. These wonderful creators know almost none of us, and yet they feel like trusted friends to their viewers. It sucks because you realize the connection you have with these people is kept up completely by them, and there’s nothing you can do to get them to stay in your life once they decide to leave.
@@IcycleBicycle then I think you missed the point. Obviously the majority of the content was silly nonsense, but from the very start the idea of the channel was founded on its impermanence. It’s going to leave in exactly one year. Just like how our favorite creators will eventually grow tired and leave too. There might not be a clock to mark the end of their channels, but a timer is ticking nonetheless. For a lot of them, it’s gone off now.
I feel some of this a lot, I'm around and following lots of artists, from youtubers to illustrators and writers and it feels like so many people are struggling. It's sad that people write such insensitive/horrible stuff. Tbh I think that says more about themselves than it says about whoever they're following, cause they could simply follow something they like instead. I personally like these more thoughtful videos you do occassionally do, it feels so relatable. It's good to hear you're doing something for yourself and finding ways to deal with everything and improving on things. While I'm probably more of a visitor than a biggest fan I am happy to hear you will be staying still, there's many games I wouldn't even have heard about without your channel and it's nice. So kudos and a good day :)
Love you buddy. Im 23 and my dad passed away from fentanyl 4 years ago, i know how it feels for someone to talk ill on your dad after they passed. Your not alone buddy, I promise you it gets better. Do you bossman and post whatever you want, we are here for YOU.
I think we all do. Hopefully it's more comforting than diminishing to say; it's not as rare as people seem to think. Everything he described going through felt very familiar, and I suspect most of us are more similar than we'd ever thought before he opened up about it.
I can’t count the hours I’ve spent watching your videos. I checked my subscription tab every day to see if you had posted something. Reading the title of this video almost gave me a heart attack not gonna lie. You’re amazing Jack, for everything you do. We appreciate you SO SO SO much! Thank you for existing and making people happy.
I love you man. I just wanna say thank you. You've been an incredible company of mine. In either dark times or good times, you were always there. It hurts to hear what you've been struggling with. When your voice cracks talking about it i crack aswell. I celebrate you have a space in therapy where you can work it out and i really hope you reach a point where you feel the spark again. I've been watching since 2013, I came for the laughs and the games and i stayed because you are one of the most compassionate, generous, smart, sincere and honest human beings out there It's been a joy listening to you and watch you grow over the years. And i always appreciated you being extremely open with your feelings and your mental health. You lead by example and i respect that so much. A lot of times i found myself trying to be more like you, in regards as in how i deal with other people, taking care of myself, being more open and honest, being more generous. A lot of times i failed in doing that but you were always talking about not being too hard on ourselves and to take breaks that it made me feel better every time i felt like i failed. Whenever you decide to retire, just know you made an insane amount of people really happy just by being you, and we love you and wish you the very best, you deserve it. You inspired us and helped us I hope one day you read this. I'd feel better knowing you know how important you were in my life and how much value you have I love you Seán
I've started watching since I was 14 or so over the last 3-4 years I've sort of stopped following your videos like I used to because life got in the way, but I've always loved your videos and content and personality etc. I will definitely start catching up with your videos, every time I see shorts of you or a video on my FYP I reminisce about the good times of being a kid, pre-covid not having to work, sustain yourself, study etc. Anyway man I will always be a fan and I respect all the decisions you've made so far about your health, channel and everything project you made.
Rest assured, we mean “take your time” as in, you do what you need to do for you and your mental health Sean! We still check everyday for an update but we don’t feel the need to pressure you while you’re needing a break. ❤ We love you Sean! I’m glad we still have you a while longer.
Please don't delete any of your videos when you do chose to retire! While you're on break, while you're enjoying an extra day for yourself. I have throughly enjoyed your old videos time and time again. Now a days when i see you post a bee video its like "Oh! Jack made a new video!" I'm the same age as you are! And my sister introduced me to your videos when you had just moved from the cabin! It was wild to think that we"re the same age and to see how you've grown, and how you've changed me as adults! I have your PMA merch! And honestly it would be AMAZING if you pushed out that merch again! I know everyone says "This cured my depression!" But that PMA pin & Tshirt i have, make me smile no matter how bad my days feel!! I always thought you were like Robin Williams, and i was like "i dont understand how this man is so positive & so full of energy all the time!" And wow! It's comforting a bit to hear that you have depression. (Thats so fucked up to say isnt it) Somtimes its nice to just lay in your bed, breath and feel your blankets under you. Just breath & listen to the sounds around you. It really helps when depression starts getting harder to deal with. We're all here for you! Wither you make more content or if you just cruise and enjoy life.❤ We all love you Seán!
I don’t think he would do that. Don’t worry. He knows how much people care about him and he’s made a lot of good memories with the videos, he would want them to stay.
I have never heard of a Creator ever doing this ever. Why would he delete his videos? And no Unas Anus (I don't remember how it's spelled) is not a good example. That's what channel about & that was part of the whole point of the channel. Not everything lasts forever and they were supposed to be deleted to represent that. It was literally part of the project in representing what the channel was about. Otherwise, just wiping somebody's entire Channel after turning it into a career and retiring it's not something really anybody does. The only one who does that is CZcams themselves and that's only if they get too many unfair guideline or copyright strikes.
I was late to the Sean train, I found you through amung us aka sykkuno which got me through lockdowns and I miss greatly, but you quickly became one of my favorite CZcamsrs. You bring so much light and love to the platform and are just all around wonderful. You brighten my days and when you disappear I worry. We check to see if you’ve uploaded so we know you’re okay. You inspire, from new genres of games I didn’t know existed to Thankmas and I applaud you for all you do. If/when you retire you will be missed greatly and I hope the absolute best for all your endeavors! Also I love the idea of you writing a book or seven ❤ 10/10 would buy just like one day I will buy coffee! Stay Golden 💚
The clip of the crowd was literally me 😭😭😭 I was so scared. You and Mark are the only reason I even watch CZcams anymore and I would be so crushed to lose you guys. Regardless of what you guys do, I'll always support it of course! But I don't know if I'm ready yet lol. I would mourn your channel as if I lost a close friend. It's been really rough these past years, but watching you guys flourish and achieve so much has been every reason to keep trying to achieve my goals. Thank you for being you!
I think the good in all of this is, I don't think Mark is CAPABLE of leaving youtube. His personality just wouldn't allow it, he can't LOSE to the youtube, he'd sooner make his own CZcams than stop making videos.
You are SO important to us (well, me at the very least) Jack, take care of yourself and do whatever makes you happy. I have enjoyed your content for a pretty long time already even though I never comment on anything ever (cause I'm badly depressed and anxious too and I think my words are not worth anything), but I LOVE listening you talk about stuff. You're so kind and wise. It might be a depression and anxiety thing but I've noticed some similarities to myself that you seem to want to keep people around you happy, probably cause you know how it is when you're feeling low. I can only imagine what it's been like having people around the world watch your stuff and comment all kinds of things on everything, but I can imagine not many of us would've survived that. I know I wouldn't have. You're so strong and kind and seem like such a good person, I wish you all the best. We LOVE you! ps. just please don't do what Jenna Marbles did and just disappear, I don't think my heart can take another hit like that lol
As a viewer Ive enjoyed the shift the last few years in content coming from you, Mark, Pewds and other early creators. 10+ years ago the high energy levels actually put me off a bit at times but as things chilled out I’ve come to really love and enjoy all yalls channels. Especially with some of the long form stuff lately, it just feels different. Less like someone trying to entertain an audience, more just a neat dude hanging out and enjoying something they are passionate about. Heck, i still fondly remember the souls uploads a few years back of you just casually playing and talking lore and whatever else came to mind. All my favorite channels lean heavily into that vibe I miss from childhood of just sitting watching your friend play a game on the weekend. I’ll keep watching til the end, and when that time comes I’ll support and follow any other projects. You’ve been an absolute pleasure and as a 34 year old myself that struggles with a very similar selection of mental issues, a very validating and helpful person. Your openness showed that everyone has their struggles, it wasn’t just me.
I am 38 years old. There is no one around me in my age range, save for my boyfriend, who shares my interests, video games, raunchy corny amazing jokes. Its very very lonely. Your content is like spending time with a friend. It reminds me that I'm not alone. There are people like me and its okay to enjoy the things I enjoy. Watching you, and Mark, and Arin and Dan, and Rhett and Link, help me to be okay being happy with the nerdy, silly, "childish" humor and content that I like. Liking games and silliness isnt childish and other adults enjoy it too. So thank you for being a core reason that i dont feel so alone. Thank you.
You dont have to make friends in just your age group but I do understanding wanting to have friends close to your age i feel the same way but just know your not alone and there are people out there just like you who like the same things you do or have the same sense of humor as you do and people who like watching CZcams or watching the same kind of things you like to watch and playing similar games like you. I'll be 24 in june but i understand the way you feel and you are seen and also not alone😊🤪🥰
@@skye1038 There are tons of people like you, it's all about finding them! Join groups of people in your area with similar interests (online groups, physical events like cons etc)
Thank you for telling us how you feel. Myself currently living in stationary Therapie, I can understand mental problems like reappearing depression. It is hard to work on your mental stability. I wish for you and all other people out there all the strength you need. You are worth it ❤
I enjoy the youtuber you've grown into being. I love watching your long plays. I love watching you goof with your friends when you do. You're valid in all your feels, my guy. You're honestly doing just lovely.
I'm 38 years old, and you have really helped me explore my mental health. It's folks like you that really have helped normalize men taking control of our mental health on this platform. Thank you for the journey. The world needs more people like you.
I’m a pretty silent enjoyer of your channel, but I just want to say that I always look forward to your videos! Your personality is just right up my alley and I just love seeing you appear on my screen. I’m glad the time for you to go isn’t yet and that I have more time to spend with you and your videos.
your channel has been one that has always made me feel nostalgic and comfortable. when i want to relax and tune out, i watch one of your videos. when you are you, i enjoy your videos!
Sean, you have been an inspiration to me for half of my life. To hear that you struggle in the ways i do i am just so sorry. as a long time fan, i cant wait to see what you have in store for us, whatever that may be and for however long you want it to be. thank you
I’ve been here since you were living in the woods in Ireland. I bought your eye plushy as soon as it came out and gushed when you liked my photo on tumblr. I’ve watched your ups and downs throughout the years, and while I look forward to your content and am constantly watching old playthroughs, if you’re not happy, this is your life, not ours. If you leave, we will miss you terribly, but don’t keep going to the detriment of your happiness. You have THIRTY MILLION SUBSCRIBERS for a reason. You are loved and wanted. Please don’t doubt that. It breaks my heart hearing how hard you are on yourself. You genuinely have one of the best channels on CZcams, and are a wonderful person. Please don’t misread our comments of understanding when you need breaks as us not caring. We care about you a lot, Sean. Ugh god I remember the comments about your dad. Can’t even imagine how that felt. I’m so sorry. ❤️ we will support you in whatever direction you go in.
Yeah, been watching since then as well. And even back then, when I was but a wee lad, I already had the thought that he wouldn't be around forever. I also remember what happened with his dad and I am very disappointed at my fellow people of my generation for doing such things.
@@Jackieb741 I started watching Jack a long time ago but stopped for a few years. I rediscovered this whole side of CZcams in 2020-2021. I wish I had never stopped watching him though!
The last part Sean said of " my minds a mess and I don't really know how to deal with it most of the time" definitely resonates with me. Honestly I've been watching this channel for years now. Always enjoyed how down to earth and open Sean has been, especially about mental health. Life can get draining.
Either way we'll be here for him. It feel weird in a way like we've been friends for the longest time. So I can't blame em if they want to move on but I'll still be here for em.😅
I relate with that a LOT as well. I feel like I'm constantly a mess. It's pretty self-inflicted because of my actions though. I need to work on myself more.
I feel so bad being late to watch this video, family and school overwhelmed me a bit. You are an amazing CZcamsr. Im so sorry that you have been burning out, its never fun. I understand all too well getting in ones own head as well as depression and anxiety. Something i learned in therapy is Dialectical Behavior Therapy, and it works well with me and my issues. I recommend it to a lot of people and its made my life so much different. I do have my moments that I'm not ok and wish to self harm or go even further if I'm a bit too far into that mental state sadly, but some of your videos made me laugh and come out of it. I'm just one person in the whole sea of people but you have made me smile, laugh, and introduced me to diffrent games that i dont think i would ever play (mostly because my brain doesnt understand it.) I love that you play games that brought you nostalgia, cute little games, one of mine is Little Misfortune, Little Hope, and Fran Bow, games you want to share your excitment with us. I love seeing the new games, dlc's, your excitment and some moments of the game suprising you in some way, how you..... I want to say put yourself as if you were actually the charater and the comedy from that. I try so hard not to laugh at night because of something in one of my favorite play through. I love how you go into the lore a bit on your favorite things, supporting smaller game developers. All in all you have done amazing things in your years, and it still suprises me how close we are in age and the accomplishments that you have done. I know it might be hard to accept this thanks to your "bully brain" (when your brain is being mean to you) but i really do mean it from the bottom of my heart, thank you. Dont burn yourself out, do what you want to do. You are successful no matter what you do. Be safe, take your time with your health mentally and physically, cant wait for the next video when you do it. Dont forget to love on your Kitty :3 Also have to say, You're one of two CZcamsrs that my Bearded Dragon will actually watch lol.
Don't worry seán we will miss you and your video's, your quite funny, and your content is really good. We will co-operate with your discussions, and writing a novel world be nice maybe even a comic🤔
Ah dude. A random stranger like me leaving a CZcams comment isn't gonna do anything for you but I've been watching you for so long, almost from the start. I've seen the different styles you do and I like them all. I'll always watch no matter what and when you quit youtube I'll still watch all your vids. Night in the woods is like my special I watch many times a year. I enjoy listening to the podcast too. You do you man, you do you.
I truly think this is part of the reason as wholesome as it is. He loves his community, but as an adhd person its incredibly hard to have the compassion to talk with everyone
I'm so glad you addressed early in the video that you weren't retiring YET. It will be a sad, sad day whenever it happens, but I will continue to look forward to your videos in the meantime. Thanks for everything you do! You are loved ❤
You have been such an integral part of my development as a person. Started watching when I was barely a teenager and im 22 now. Your joy and kindness will be with us always Sean. Love you❤❤❤
I don't know if this helps, but the book "man's search for meaning" really helped me with bouts of depression and feelings of purposelessness, there are times where it has helped me not be as lost. I appreciate the comfort and meaning that you've done with your creative garden here on youtube, all of your projects are great and have inspired me a lot to do things and I really want to start making videos. Your channel always helped me feel alive and ok and connected with the world in times where I feel like things have been pointless. And I feel like no matter what you do-stay with youtube or not, I think you'll be able to move forward to something that you resonate with and find purpose in, whether that's changing how you do youtube or having a life change totally. we are flexible people and there's never a wrong time to decide that you want a change in direction of your life path. Thank you for everything Sean, and I appreciate you and hope you find what's best, of course we will miss you, but we'd be cheering you on and hoping the best for you If you decide to go. EPPICCC THANK YOU MOMENT
When your dad died seeing those memes made me physically ill. You have done nothing but good to the community, you’ve stayed yourself, stayed out of trouble, overall well respected and for them to do you the way they did was absolutely heart wrenching. Karma will get them done the line even tho it’s beyond unfair and disgusting. We always love you Sean thank you for everything.
Amen to that my friend! Those people are definitely going to get a whole bunch of Karma soon, Jack never deserved to have that happen to him!….. He is one heck of an amazing man, and no one should’ve done that to him! We love you Jack/Sean, and we hope that you are going to be alright! Keep staying strong! You amazing Irish man!
hearing about your depression/ anxiety/adhd makes me feel real. knowing that one of my favorite youtubers struggle with things that i do makes me feel like i am not out of the ordinary like that question of "is it just me?" goes away and that comforts me. i'm so sorry that you go through all of these thoughts and feelings but i want you to know you're not alone as you've shown me. i'm not diagnosed with anything bc it's pricey to get that in america and it's difficult with myself trying to not blame myself for things i can't control but also fighting with my brain because i'll never know the truth if i actually have these things or i'm just lazy and am problematic. it's hard not knowing and trying to convince myself whether there's legitimate reasons to why i am who i am or if i'm just "normal" and everything's wrong with me. but it's nice hearing that you struggle with feelings and thoughts that i do because it helps me believe that who i am is ok and maybe i'm not crazy and im not gaslighting myself into thinking i have a diagnosis that i actually don't. so in short, thank you. for being human, it makes me feel more human
Who you are is absolutely ok. You are good enough just the way you are. I'm an older woman with all the official diagnoses but they don't really matter. What I've learned is that what I think about myself, my internal dialog, is the most important thing. I was my own worst abuser. Practice choosing better feeling thoughts little by little. Care about how you feel more than anything. You deserve to be and can be happy ❤
ive learned over the years that there are probably more people like us with MDD, GAD, and ADHD then we think, we are far from alone and that is so relieving
You’re not alone either, you’re not crazy and who you are is absolutely ok!! I just got diagnosed with ADHD last year, right before turning 40, and it made a lot of my life make sense. The great thing is that there are so many creators out here now making videos and TikToks about ways to work with your ADHD more than against it. Even if you don’t have a diagnosis, you can try changing how you do things and if it helps, you’ll feel validated and also have some tools to navigate the world better. FWIW, I was able to get my adhd diagnosis from my regular GP and my medication is generic. If you don’t have insurance it’s still hard to access, but you don’t have to go to an expensive psychiatrist for it.
Yea man, i might have adhd and i wont know bc my mum says i dont, meanwhile, i touch every single toyninnmy friends house that can move😂. I should prob see if ido or not tho ._.
I just watched a similar, slowing down video from call me Kevin. Man, the pressure must really be hitting everybody this time of the year. sending lots of love and prayers for you to figure out a healthy balance for yourself.
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FOR ALL MY ANXIOUS FOLK: He says he's not retiring from CZcams *yet.* He does wish to retire at some point but not at the moment.
Jesus Christ Jack my heart just stopped for a few seconds, oh my God...
[EDIT TO ADD] Though I put this here so my anxious folk won't have a heart attack, STILL WATCH THE WHOLE VIDEO! IT'S VERY IMPORTANT AND JACK NEEDS ALL OUR LOVE AND SUPPORT!
Thank you!!! SO MUCH
Doing the lord's work lol
Let's hope he doesn't upload 10 videos saying the same thing, like matpat. Bro really milked it
Heroes, capes, thank you!
ALSO REALLY IMPORTANT... Watch the entire video! What he says is really important for full context!
“I do intend on retiring at some point”
And whenever that day comes, we’ll be grateful for the many years of joy you have offered us.
Yes! 100% agree!
Yes definitely!
Stopped reading at "we'll be grateful" until I finished reading the comment.
Please don't leave us with Jack Doherty N3on and Andrew Tate.
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If Jacksepticeye did retire, he should make a final video to make a remix of all the way.
Amd it's gotta be at least 168 hours long of good content
@@divinelightning6998no it should be infinite
or "get back up"
I dont comment a lot, or much at all, ever. I've been watching you and your growth for years and cannot express how much I personally *and probably many others* watch your channel for YOU not just for the content (which is also great no matter what) but just to see you.
I've sort of leaned on your videos new and old to get through rough times or just to put on to listen through again (recently the below zero playthrough). You're missed when you take needed breaks and its always so exciting to see that upload notification when you come back. I know I'm speaking into the comment section abyss but its gotten me through family deaths and a divorce so I cant overstate it. You mean so much to so many people and when you decide to leave CZcams a lot of us will still be here, watching and rewatching because we WANT to not just because your channel is available but we genuinely enjoy you as a person.
You take care of yourself and we will always be here to support you. When the time comes that you leave CZcams I hope you have the time and ability to do whatever you dream of, that you're able to get done anything you put your mind to (and healthily) because you deserve it and any great things that come your way❤
thank you for saying this. i am also someone who NEVER comments and im terrible with words so thank you for saying exactly how i also feel. i really hope Sean reads it and finds some comfort in it. my favorite content of all time on the internet is the Raft streams with the lads. i watch it like twice a year and quote it all the time. it is like my comfy place when i need one desparetely. thanks again for finding the right words so i can just pile on haha.
@@katieh8843 it's one of those few people you find that you truly enjoy watching. If it has a million views I'm one of them, if it has one view it's me, if it has no views I'm dead.
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He's already fulfilling his dream: Making people happy. Or at least that's what I think.
When I was a kid, I liked Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, and DanTDM because they were funny and full of energy. This year, I turn 18, and I feel like I've grown alongside people I've never even met, who have inspired me so much. I can't thank you enough, Seán.
Same situation bro it feels so sureal like we have watched them from starting their own buisness ventures to having a family and kids
Like literally matpat dantdm Mark and Sean made my full childhood
I'm also turning 18 this year and I felt this very personally
I’m in the same boat, I’m so glad that these people have raised me
i’m turning 20 this year and this is how i feel 🥹🥹
All These Problems I am Also going through. I think all creators are feeling it now. Always here for you bro
Love watching you Daz. Keep it up man!
I love how all CZcamsrs support eachother ❤️
Hi Daz! You are amazinggg just as sean❤❤❤🥰🥰🥰🥺🥺🥺
You watch him as well
Daz please remember you not only make millions of people laugh but you are a amazing example of being proud and honest and humble of who you are I’m looking forward to seeing your next off the hook and ofc primary channel ❤❤❤
Dude I'll be 22 in a couple of weeks and I've been watching you, mark and others that have retired quite a while back, for I don't know how many years. Probably started when I was around 14 and didn't really understand english all that much.
As a kind of "grown up" who has a job and lives on his own now, I really haven't been watching you or any others actively for a while, but instead went back to rewatch some older stuff.
I don't wanna say I grew out of it, but I kind of did in a good way.
And yeah, being able to understand and kinda relate to some of the things you said, it makes sense that you'll retire some day. No hard feelings. Keep it up for as long as you want to do it and don't force it is what I've learned.
Even if you'll probably never see this message, I wanna sincerely thank you for the cool time you gave me during my childhood and always putting a smile on my face back then. Cheers.
:^)
I remember when I first subscribed to you, you had 4,000 followers. It’s been so amazing growing up with you. You helped me in some of my darkest times. You’re such an important piece of my life, I’m turning 22 this week. I’ve watched nearly every single video you’ve ever put out. Your content is great to watch no matter what the vibe is. I’m so proud of you man, you’re so inspiring. I have my fair share of mental health issues, and it makes me so happy you’ve always been so open about your own personal struggles. I love that you have breaks for yourself and I always support them. I’ll check if you’ve come back, I know for me I miss you. I always hope that you’re doing well. You’ve made such a huge impact on my life in beautiful ways. The amazing thing about you, is that no one else is like you. My whole life I’ve felt so out of place and different, but you made me feel like I wasn’t alone. Being different is your super power, no one can do this shit like you can. You helped me learn to love who I was, because if I could relate to you and the things you enjoy, then I was a pretty fucking cool person. When the day comes and you’re ready to close this chapter and begin your next, I forever support you. Thank you for everything. - Sincerely, a fan crying while typing this
LITERALLY ME, he means so much to me it's insane
Dude, I m 59, and my daughter is 21. We sit for hours laughing and enjoying your videos and comedy. We appreciate you.
Today, we are watching the Hitman series of videos and spending time together. If you ever doubt you make a difference, don't, because you do. Take care of yourself and know that you do impact folks lives
My dad is 55 and I’m 21 and we watch Jack together too!
@@elleryseadust458 very nice
I'm 50, my son is 18, we are the same!
I'm 32, my son is 13, my dad is 64, we all watch Jack on our Smart TV and crack up.
We love ya Jackaboy!
It's so nice that you guys are watching yt videos with your kids. I wish my parents also did that with me. Your kids probably really love you guys for that.
There are a lot of people here just saying " you scared me " or " don't fuck with me " and I understand. We love this man and his journey and will be sad to see him leave. The thing is, if it's better for Jack's health and he has other projects to keep him happy, then we should support and enjoy those as well. I've been watching for 9 years now, and with all the positive emotions this man has given, he deserves more in return.
Agreed, well said
Is it upsetting to hear? Yes, absolutely. But it is absolutely understandable, and I had sort of a feeling Jack was gonna leave CZcams soon. But no matter what, I'm always gonna be in his corner. Till the end.
Well said, my friend!
I understand that but you know people were shocked (including me) it doesn't have to mean in "bad"way..... I would like to look at it as "People care and love this man so much." . Will it be hard to let go? Yes but, we will be there with him or be happy for him ofc- We all need a chill pill rn.👀👍🏻
Exactly, although it is upsetting he will leave soon, it's not about us, it's about his mental health.
I can relate to the severe anxiety, ADHD and depression. I didnt know i would tear up though. Thank you for telling us that because now i know there are other people who also have all of these at once.
Jack Sean thank you so much from the bottom of my heart for all the amazing videos you made thought the years when I was young in 2015 I was watching your videos with a huge smile and inspiration to become a CZcamsr and that happened in 2017 April I decided to upload videos Daily on YT like you did in the past I even got a pin and heart from you in 2019 about Subnautica 5 years ago on Aug 12, 2018 it ment the world to me and even boosted me more to kept on going further and further since April I finally reached the goal and my dream came true I was always watching every single one of your videos I was hesitant to comment under your videos but I wanted to come out today clear and say thank you so so much from the bottom of my heart for being a motivation Jack for a young Lad here here is to the future! my friend
Retiring from CZcams doesn't mean you'd be retiring from being you. We're all here for you, Jack. And we will continue to be. We love you 💚
this!!!
Perfectly said man
You worded it perfectly!!
That's true bro🫶🫶♥️♥️
🤦🏻♂️
-My mind's a mess and I don't know how to deal with it
I feel you Sean. I feel you
This.
100% same ❤
Me, too... Like 90% of my energy on the day-to-day goes into keeping the rolling musical dumpster fire that is my train of thought on any set of rails that isn't purely self-destructive. I could get so much more done, if only I didn't have to fight myself so hard every step of the way towards a goal.
Séan, lad, we love ya ta pieces, whatever ya do. Even when there's no new videos we've got years and years of content to watch, and all the dirty bean water in the world to fuel the watching. ❤💚💛🧡💙💜
Same. After going through a toxic family relationship all my life, being clinically depressed, digging deeper into debt, my mother being terminally ill, and getting a eviction notice on top of it all is actually killing me.
I sometimes wonder if I'm even going to make it through the rest of the month if not the rest of the year. It's just become a living nightmare.
Same
Thank you for making my childhood Sean! The day that you retire will be bittersweet, but we will all celebrate the impact you made on our lives!!
We’re just glad you were online making content. I will never be able to appreciate you as a full-fledged person, because all I have known is your content, and that is everything I CAN know about you… but in New Year’s week of 2022/2023, you saved my life by making Life is Strange content a long long while ago. Your hobby was the beginning of my whole metamorphosis. You only dilly-dallied around, and somehow it turned my whole world upside down in the most beautiful and bizarre way. I finally found myself having emotions and getting new knowledge and being able to analyze characters again. Max Caulfield (and some of the content I saw about her VA tbh) helped me to unmask my awkward Autistic traits and they eventually saved me because I had suppressed so many mentalities that were useful and altruistic and intelligent and helped people. I learned the same stuff from you for ages beforehand, because you had a little wisdom integrated into your content and reminded me of my own suppressed autistic traits with your way of thinking and expressing yourself. I figured out how sad it was that I hated myself for things that were absolutely lovely when you and Max Caulfield did them. I started to have nothing but pride for traits I used to hate myself for. I couldn’t hate myself for them anymore because that would have made me hate people I grew to love so much.
I don’t know where I would have been if you weren’t here. I don’t think I would still have been here, not because of my own actions, but because I literally was not in control of the danger of my situation and I was so deep in my depression/disability that nothing would have been able to motivate me to get out. I would have had no motivator to save my own life if I didn’t come across your content of Life is Strange, because I just started wanting to play the game so much. It’s how I got my apartment. I just wanted to play what JackSepticEye played!
I hope you have felt the same way on CZcams, I hope this time has served you a sh8t ton of love and I hope you have had moments where a positive domino impact was made on your life because of people who are just dilly dallying around.
If it’s okay, I personally hope you don’t delete your videos once you retire. I can be complacent with it if you decided not to post any more because you’re such an important person and your health means more than your content.
But your content was the way my life was saved. And so many other people…. And to be honest, if you wanted to take your videos down, I fully support that, too. It’s your decision, I’m just voicing my own hopes. You deserve the freedom to choose what you think is best.
You deserve to focus on your in-person family and friends, Jack. One day, I hope you turn to a life surrounded by people who know you as a whole person, since I assume that you know something of the “loneliness of fame”.
Take care of yourself ♥️
"when i come back from a break it feels like nobody missed me" STOP NOOO WE DO MISS U
Right!!! We did!! We just didn’t wanna put pressure on him because we all understand that he doesn’t have to upload a lot for us and has his own life :)
I'm actually waiting for a video to laugh and to be happy
He takes breaks so often now it’s hard to be excited every time he’s back
LITERALLY I ALWAYS MISS BRO 😭😭
He knows that logically I'm sure. But no amount of logic can out talk anxiety and depression, it runs alongside intrusive thinking. It's a vicious cycle.
Whatever you choose to do, Jack, we'll be here. Your struggle is valid, and we appreciate that you want to talk about it.
My parents said if I hit 20k they'd buy me a professional camera begging you guys literally begging !!.......
@@Tiger10002 You don't even make content that needs a camera
To be honest he’s already a millionaire and has very comfortably established generational wealth so at this point it really is just about wether he enjoys making videos to decide if he retires or not.
@@arryn786Dude’s rich, he has no reason to continue making videos where he plays games he clearly does not enjoy.
@@_Cetarial Sorry but are you literate?? That’s literally what I just said like💀
Thanks Sean, I appreciate these kind of honest videos from seasoned creators. A lot of younger/new CZcams creators don't understand how hard it is and how long it sometimes takes to be successful, like they expect quick income-sustaining-career-level success but don't understand the difficulties of oversaturation, algorithm, stress/mental health, etc. And they end up absolutely hating what they once loved.
Sean, it's honestly really encouraging to hear you talk honestly about your mental and physical health and about the stuff you're excited about creating in the future! As someone who is also an overthinker and all-or-nothing, it really resonated with me. And no matter what you choose going forward, you are an inspiration to me as I try to be creative in my spare time while also taking care of my mental health.
Praying for you and all aspects of your health. Hugs.
I think we’ve just collectively agreed not to bug you when you take breaks because of how open you’ve been about your mental health. I know I check back almost every day, but who am I to make you feel bad about that when you do come back. I look at it more like jumping back into a conversation after a while of being away from it, and it feeling like no time has passed. Be well, and do what makes you happy Sean
This, absolutely. I never bug content creators who haven’t posted in a while because I don’t know what’s going on in their life and I’m sure they don’t need that pressure. When Sean takes a break, I assume he’s either cooking something up or taking care of himself, as he should.
Absolutely preach
this this this times a million
Exactly!! I thought we were doing the right thing by not bugging him! 😭
Which is very true, even if Jack did not post for almost a week or month, I'm not bothered like he also have some life behind that screen. So sometimes, I reminisce by watching his old content. That is why Jack, should do what makes him happy, especially now a days, with all so much struggle, content creators is not exempted, we really need a break. Also with Marki, and Pewds, maybe Pewds is best example where he only post things he like. and that is kinda refreshing. I hope Jack will find soon his answer.
100% relate. appreciate you with being so open and hope you find your way
You and Sean are two of my favorite content creators on this platform, so much so that I feel that I have grown with the two of you. I know that you and him have most likely read comments just like this one before, but genuinely from the bottom of my heart, I am so happy to have been able to grow up consuming the art that you and him have put out over the years. It's so good to see and know that things like depression and anxiety are things that even the most seemingly invincible people can deal with.
Who tf r u
WE LOVE YOUUUU
Idk why but it hurts that you consider this “open” whereas most of us consider this normal. (Whether he said anything or not) idk I just don’t find it that deep
I recall watching yourself like 7 years ago, appreciate the hit of nostalgia for commenting :D
Im 21 in 5 months. I've never really watched you until i really started my adult life. But my best friend and i litterally watch you for HOURS on end (totally sober;)).
The reason i like you is because you play the games that you're interested in and you enjoy them.
I think retiring is entirely your choice no matter what others say, and retiring is something all people will experience at some point.
Make videos because you want to, not because of others say you should
Im so grateful for all of the time and effort you have put into CZcams Sean. When you leave we will miss you greatly but im sure wherever you end up we will still look for your creativity in the world. I love how loud and energetic you are.
As a fan i hope you feel fulfilled, happy, healthy and loved in whatever you decide to do.
This and Mark’s “I’m tired” vids are like the duo of giving anxiety attacks but shows just how much the world loves their content and them as people
All these youtubers quiting is a publicity stunt.
@@LukeyBoyAndTheCatlingsno when 1 person left for reasons everybody else realized they’ve been doing this for years and when others do it it’s easier to do it
@@dumpsterbabies8453 I hate that they all say they're tired.
CZcams isn't a job it's a hobby, no one is forcing them to upload.
What also annoys me is they are literally getting paid millions of dollers to just sit there and play games.
Then there's me who's struggles to find a real job.
@@LukeyBoyAndTheCatlingsthis is a job , this is how they make money to live dude ... Do you think is all fun and games? The videos need to be edited etc
@@LukeyBoyAndTheCatlings sounds like you’re jealous and before you say it isn’t a job try doing it first
I'm 53, no kids. I found Jack's channel way back when he was in the little wood cabin. I've absolutely loved watching him, and his channel, and his community grow so much over the years. Whatever it is he does, I'll be 100% supportive. Thank you for everything, Seán. Ag cur dea-mhéin chugat!
this right here? this is fuckin fantastic. It'll never cease to amaze me just how diverse and broad jack's fanbase is.
I miss that wood cabin. Those were the days
this warmed my heart so much
Remember his cabin tours it made me smile alot
@CamilaCabelloHavana Yeah sure, beg and try to fool your precious parents. How mature...
Bro... I havent watched you in a while, i am still subscribed though!
i never knew you were feeling this down! i don't know if you remember me at all but you really helped me have happy thoughts when my life whas at its darkest.
I am sad to hear you are now feeling the same way as me. I wish i could give you half the joy that u brought me.
all i can say is remember who you are. you are jack fekkin septic eye!
You might be in the deep down dark deep dark right now.. it does get better *so they say :,)*
Bro. This man, dantdm, stampy, and markiplier were my childhood
same!
This video just came out literally 10 seconds ago and I’m terrified
Ok not scared anymore😁
Same
Same 😭
Yeah I was scared
Same man same I be watching him when I was 5 years old and now I am 17 months don’t what him to go
My heart dude, YOU CAN’T DO ME LIKE THAT!
My parents said if I hit 20k they'd buy me a professional camera begging you guys literally begging !!......
@@Tiger10002 shut up tiger...
@@Tiger10002stop trying to get likes
Banana
@@Tiger10002 I'm sorry but, who are you to suddenly make this about yourself?
You are a part of my childhood Jack and your old content and the things you love to do are what matter to me and others like me, we just enjoy you brother. I'm 22 now and my childhood is behind me but when I want a taste of that simpler time, the mindless fun, and the joy I look to your videos and Mark's. Thank you for existing and I'm sorry you're struggling but know that you are loved ❤
I was never the biggest fan of your vids but I really respect you. I've been dealing with a lot lately and hearing about your battle with depression, anxiety etc. helps me. I hope you find peace.
the way my heart stopped
For real dude
No literally
Literally
Same
Same!
Sean, I’ve been diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder and anxiety. The fact you sit here and make these videos despite those struggles is strong. I’ve grown up with you. When you do decide to retire, I’m 100% support. You’re strong. You’re doing things well. Proud of you, man. Thank you for the childhood.
he sits here making millions thats probably why he still does it
@@znrsa💀💀💀💀 yeah fr lmfao
I hope that you get the love and support that you deserve orangedjuices
@@znrsaMfker dosent understand depression
As someone that also has MDD and anxiety, I couldn't have said it better
whenever you do retire, thank you for being an inspiration to my and my sister, life wouldent have been the same without ya.
im extremely grateful that i found your channel 9 years ago and ive loved every video since. thanks for everything
I think this is normal. What happens is you now have more competitors and new content creators coming in and people start to try out other channels etc. It can also be a case of you simply being burned out or your passion is not as up there anymore. Then there's also age, not only you but those who have been watching you has also been growing older and changing so they cant no longer be the same teenager watching jacksepticeye after school because now they might have a family or other priorities.
Ultimately I think that passion is what really drives people even if there are barriers and bad days.
"I am horrifically depressed. I mean, I'm exagerating-" is such an ADHD feeling. Like, I feel depressed but I'm also hyper, so I undermine my own sadness. Also, so many people now are putting ADHD on blast and saying it's fake, you're just lazy, everyone strugles, etc. so we end up acostumed to questioning all of our problems... It sucks. It really sucks.
I feel like I should end on a "positive" note but I couldn't really figure one out... "You're not alone" is a powerful message but also... Idk, wish I could say something else, yk? Wish there was a silver lining.
True, its like being really hyper and tired at the same time and you just cant do anything because of it
Well said
Yeah. Depression is such a hard thing to talk about. We always talk about how we were afterwards. Not during. When we really should have needed it.
It's so difficult to talk about depression or sadness. People don't really know how to respond. The US especially fucking sucks at responding to it.
But we're here for each other. There's no need to undermine yourself. You're valid.
as someone with adhd, this is exactly how i feel man
this is not exclusive to adhd stop using it as a “I’m special for xyz reason/s so i can relate” just say you can understand and feel similarly don’t relate it to your condition
Hi Sean, I’m one of MANY voices here. But I just want you to know WE DO miss you when you take breaks. I just think there’s a different culture where people understand that putting stress on a creator when they need breaks. We WANT you to take your breaks when you need them. Your mental health is FAR MORE important than the fun videos you make for us.
As a fellow clinically ill human, I truly feel your struggles in that department. It can be so soul crushing at times it hard to look outside. I have GAD, panic disorder and OCD. Those have been so debilitating I haven’t been able to work. Your videos bring me a bright spot.
I wish you all the best, and I thank you for bringing me some joy on dark days. Sending you many hugs. You got this dude. ❤️
This one!!!!
When I moved back home Jack and I was struggling to life adjusting feeling like a loser … I would put on your streams and have you in the background like a friend accompanying me as I did the most basic things - chores, selfcare and most importantly - when I was dreading working from home and trying out new things I felt I was too old to get into.
You being “noisy” and “loud” kept me at ease … I can’t explain why. I loved your storytelling playthroughs, it really helped me quiet my mind to warching your videos to sleep when my mind was racing at night and I was suffering from chronic insomnia because I was thinking about how to sustain myself, how to take care of the loved ones I had on my back, how to get through to the next day…
I hope you see this and realize that there are people like me who find you as a comfort in this world. And whatever you do - I’d probably be into it 😅😅😅 and that someone like you can create such great content while battling all these demons is ever so inspiring for someone who is both clinicalt anxious and depressed.
Genuinely, I would just love to watch your excitement about something you’re doing, playing or making again. It’s such a nice outlook to see someone interested in such different aspects of media I would have never thought to look twice at. You’ve taught me to admire the beauty in the smaller details (even if it was through games), I enjoy listening to your take on whatever game you digested and how you feel it went, or what could’ve been better, etc etc. It’s just a calming experience after whatever happens in the videos.
I hope whatever you decide you want to do with your channel is something you’ll love to create. I wish you, Gab, and BB nothing but the best.
"I do intend on retiring at some point"
Thanks for the heads up Sean, we are so happy you have brought so much joy into our lives
He isn't immortal. He would eventually leave youtube, and even if youtube is immortal, not the creators.
@@pretendtheresaname6144 thats deep....i luv it
ytb is immortal
he is
In death he go to heaven
WHO ASKED + MY CONTENT IS WAY BETTER
Im definitely more of a quiet follower. i dont normally comment on videos, but i feel like i should say something now.
We all love you Jack, we care about you and just want to see you happy. If youtube doesnt make you happy anymore, i personally would much rather see you doing other things.
I would absolutely LOVE to support you in your other adventures, granted im not a MASSIVE fan of coffee, BUT i do have family that is 😅.
Im really glad you spoke out on this and gave us a bit of a headsup on where you are, youve grown so much over the years and Im glad I got to be a part of it.
Thank you Jack for everything you've done and given to us, we all love you and want the best for you. And Im sure wherever you go, the support will be there ❤️.
Yes!
Same here :]
Well said
Completely agree
Thanks for commenting this!
I watch you for over 9 years. I don't have anything to say but good luck. Good job. Keep your mental health straight
All I can say is thank you for being an influence for so many of us here. I've been here around the channel since Happy Wheels and I know for a fact that you made my childhood great now im 23 and I still love seeing videos from you especially ones that's 7 or 9 years ago and even now . Just know you put smiles on everyone here. And when it comes to videos, do what you believe would give a kid hope or something, but again, I thank you from the bottom of my heart and from everyone else who watch your videos just know we love you Sean. Again, thank you for making my teenage years great. A great big top to the morning to ya. I love the videos. Thank you, and never forget that you changed people for the better, and the ones that were on the last legs ended up getting better from watching your videos. Thank you so much.
I want to level with you: Your perception of our feelings is skewed by internal paranoia. Sean, I want you to know that we miss you consistently when you're gone. I don't want to speak for everyone, but I see so much love in the community you've built and so much support that makes me confident in saying that you are missed dearly when you go.
Not only that, but the content you want to upload is beloved by all of us. Yes, I might not finish your Bloodbourne video, but so what? So many people did, and I enjoyed what I saw. But that doesn't matter because YOU were passionate about that, and that MATTERS. Knowing you are happy with your content is all we could ask for.
I am SO GLAD you have other outlets that fulfill you in life. I just hope when you upload here, you do it because you want to, not because you feel like you HAVE to.
We understand, love, and support you always.
Absolutely this! When Jack isn’t around, it just feels like when a really good friend has moved far away. I don’t get locked on to creators parasocially, but Seán is one of the few who have instilled a real deep caring for his health and safety. I really hope he doesn’t for a while, but when he does retire, the internet will mourn his channel, but we’ll celebrate his massive accomplishments and everything he’s done for us.
👏
@@TheRealWoofer Exactly bro, i was just talking to my friend about this, i feel like so many of his fans (including myself) consider him family. For a lot of people he literally raised/supported us sm, his happiness is all that matters when it comes down to it.
Amazing!!
I'm sure he knows that it's not wholly rational to feel unmissed, hince what he said 'feels like'. But at the end of the day I'm sure its hard to truley feel missed by people you've never met in the type of enviorment youtube creates. The seperationof auidence and consumer is good to have to some extent. But when you struggle with anxiety or depression related negative self images and thoughts, stuff like that can be just another thing for it to latch onto, regardless of the reality. Plus with an auidence this huge I can't imagine the edgelord hate comments are easy to brush off, no matter how hard you try sometimes stuff just gets stuck in your brain.
Man, it's so incredibly validating to hear Sean talk about his mental health and how it affects him. Him saying that he gets an idea, but he doesn't have the energy or focus to see that idea out is how I live my everyday life. It's so hard to be creative when you never want to create.
Just wanna tell you, Sean, that we're there for you. You've been there for us for over a decade. Thank you for being a voice to feelings so many of us share.
Really well said man. I related to him so much when he mentioned the feelings of self-doubt, and how he both wants to do sth but doesn't have the motivation and energy to do it (for some this may sound contradictory but I gotta say, this is definitely a feeling that plagues many of of these days) I was honestly taken aback by how vulnerable and open he was in this video, and it's not like he wasn't in other videos he posted about his personal life, but this felt a little different. Like he wasn't specific when detailing his struggles but he mentioned so many of them that I honestly had to think about what it's really like for a youtuber to constantly and forcefully have to be conscious of viewers and their views towards oneself, and how that could easily branch out into various kinds of negative thoughts that we would never even imagine that that person would go through. I could tell he was holding back some emotion when explaining some of his mental struggles too
Sean, if you're reading this, I've thoroughly enjoyed ur content ever since I was in middle school and I still do. I've always been happy to see your personality shine, and your distinctive interest and attention to detail as you play/review games. If you feel the need to rest and focus on other things in your life, we absolutely support it man. And just know that many others like me have, and will, continue rooting for you and are always happy to see that blue dot appear on your channel icon.
Take care champ~!!!
@@andrewkong7676 Very eloquently put. Trying to wrangle my mind enough to do college while also working, doing art to stimulate my mind, staying healthy, and taking breaks for myself is too many spoons. I have like 3 when I need at least 10 in a day.
@@ifandomluver9575 Hashtag relatable indeed. We all have our own similar yet different struggles I guess
After seeing so much love, humility and humanity in you and all of your work over the years, helping me through so much of my own mental anguish, abuse and other health issues; it has helped me feel very seen and heard even just watching along in a sea of viewers. Finding quiet time and comfort in watching your videos and streams, especially when im struggling has been something i will be forver grateful for. So thank you for all the sacrifices youve made and energy youve given to everything you do over the years. Youll always be loved appreciated and respected by the people youve connected with for all these years on the channel, you deserve your peace and quiet too when youre ready to step back. Thank you Sean❤
To get this out of the way first, I have always enjoyed your content no matter how long it took to make that content, even if it was a notification to say you WERENT making content. I slowly stopped watching because I went from a kid to an adult and no longer have the time but this video came out and I watched it through my ADHD, and still enjoyed it. I don't think any content you make from here until retirement will get old, genuinely.
It also reminds me that I'm a little bummed I may never get the chance to personally meet you since I will never have the chance to save money or travel anywhere. I envy the people that did immensely.
Jacksepticeye content I enjoy: Jack having fun (especially if he’s having fun with friends)
“I’m having a good time!” is my favorite line.
it's the best when it's just him and friends messin around
I know! I just want to know he's enjoying the content he's putting out.
Yes, I miss seeing him playing with Mark and Wade 😭
Such fun times ❤
Always the best seeing him have fun.
The phasmophobia playing with Mark, Wade and Bob, he seemed so happy and that makes us happy. I think he needs to focus on being happy rather than making us happy cause the happier he is, the happier we are. Also when he says 'that's so cool' it seems like he's enjoying himself doing something, and it's great. We love you and the work you do Sean, that's why we're always here.
Personally, I think most of the response to the notion of Sean quitting comes from a good place but is the wrong way to react. Unnus Annus showed us and told us that this WILL end, it was the whole point of the channel, and MatPat solidified it for me cause I think some of us didn’t really take that message to heart. I started watching when I was end of middle school start of high school and now I’m getting a masters in grad school, it’s been roughly a decade for me with JackSepticEye so of course it’s going to end and end relatively soon most likely. Whether it be a year from now or two. Instead of panicking and praying Sean stays, we should listen and be sympathetic because I doubt anyone here dismisses the fact that CZcams as a career demands a lot and takes quite a toll. Nothing lasts forever, especially in media creation or on the internet in general. At the end of the day, all we can do is support Sean in whatever endeavour he embarks on whether it be continuing JackSepticEye or moving on to new horizons. Don’t be sad it’s over, smile because it happened.
Preach! 💚
Not much more than any other job that people do till theyre 60s or more lol makes no sense to stop his job just cause its youtube
Well said.
Sorry but to a degree saying "we should just support them no matter what" is the wrong the massage I love Jack but he is a content creator so when the content is done he's out of our lives. Sad af to admit but it's the truth. Similar to mat, it just makes me wish the theory Channels ended with him now they're just a bummer and sad reminder
@rae4166 literally... like I can understand mental health but like it is a job and idk how people in Jack's place that make like 3 vids a month even wanna quit.. properly gonna run out the savings that way too tbh
I really appreciate you being so open about your mental health and how challenging this kind of work can be/ the impact it can have on mental and emotional health (and physical health too). These can be so tough to talk about and it really helps tackle the stigma around these realities. I'm sorry so many of us struggle with feeling insecure, having that imposture syndrome, and being all too familiar with depression and anxiety! Thanks for being you, Seán! I'm so glad you've been finding therapy helpful and have the capacity to honor more of what you want and need these days!
When I was in middle school I struggled a lot to find a place where I belong, but whenever I watched you everyday I got to forget about life and just enjoy myself and watch someone who has an incredible personality. I thank you jacksepticeye for being there for our childhoods and giving us someone to look up to and a place to get away from life ❤
Your slower content is the best content you've ever made. I don't want you overworked. I want comfy, rich, fun-loving Sean.
You don't need to worry about algorithmic compliance. Just do you.
If there was ever a time where you could afford to be yourself, it's right now.
I 100% agree the long play throughs are perfect 👌
I just want to hug him and tell him it's going to be fine!
2014-2017 vids were much better
I love how candid and vulnerable you are. You’ve set such a high standard, not just for the CZcams community and your influence on prioritizing mental health, but also the standard you’ve within viewers that it’s OKAY to feel and be vulnerable. You’re so brave and real every time.
i argge
I have grown up with you, Mark and Felix. I turn 24 in two months and I feel so grateful for the great moments you've given me and the personality and humour you had a part in shaping (sorry if my English is bad, not my mother tongue)
Much respect to you Sean. There is absolutely nothing wrong with needing to take a step back, take alook at your life and re-evaluate what you want out of it. Which can be that much harder when dealing with mental health at the same time. It's hard to see what you want and what feels good to you when all you feel is bad most if not all of the time. It takes time to look at the "why" you feel bad? Is it something you can fix? And slowing down to build your self back up takes time.
Whatever you decide to do i wish you the best with your future endeavours and that you take good care of yourself going forward 👍
I remember when those comments about your dad happened, it was absolutely vile. The internet can be an awful place to be so I doubt anyone expects you to do this forever, but hopefully you can keep having fun with it while you're still here
Happens when every famous guy dies now its disgusting but normal
I didn't get exposed to that at all and had no idea it was ever a thing, what a horribly vile thing to do, oh my god. I know the internet can be a very disgusting place but hearing him talk about this really shook me.
Its really sad that once in awhile I'll see comments to this day. It's super rare but they have worked around the spam somehow.
@@cocacolaowo318That sort may just happen now, but that is in NO WAY *NORMAL* and don’t just shrug it off as such.
Broke my heart when he said how he feels like no one misses him when he takes a mental break. Im constantly checking to see how hes doing and if hes back from his break cause I know he needs them. Jack I love you and your amazing. I can't believe I've been watching you for almost 7 years though!
as sad as it will be to see you leaving, it's wonderful that you think about and take careof your own happiness and mental health
I’ve never really commented on a video on CZcams at all really up until this point but I just wanted to say your content has always warmed my heart and gotten me through some of the toughest times in my life. I was in and out of hospitals for my early part of my life and I was terrified and scared out of my mind of what was going to happen and what came next but like clockwork you’d always figured out a way to make me at ease and ready for what was to come especially with the prophunt videos, or the shadow of colossus series or the fnaf series or really anything you posted. Over the 10+ years I’ve been watching you I’ve beaten cancer got married and working as a nurse in hospitals now funnily enough. I guess I couldn’t quite get enough of them as a kid. But funnily enough I always run into fans of yours at the hospital and you’ve managed to touch so many peoples hearts and souls through being “too loud” and being yourself because you’re such an awesome and genuine person and whatever you decide to pursue later on in life I wish you nothing but the best and to shed all that extra weight you have on your shoulders and have for yourself what you’ve provided for me and many others. A happy love filled life that will bring exciting new opportunities around every corner.
I remember ken saying in one of his uploads, "That's the problem of content creators right now, they get exhausted because they try to appeal with the audience and the algorithm. I stopped caring about it and did the things that I wanted with my channel. I am content with my numbers on every video whether they do well or not. I stopped caring about it and it shows in my videos"
I hope you will soon find your peace. I really love watching your videos Jack. Get well soon. ❤
That's the thing I don't get with some of these guys.
They have so much money. It's not a concern. They could retire today and live their lives in luxury, never working a day o their lives ever again. If you still wanna create and post videos? Cool. Do it. Post as much or as little and whatever you want. Don't sweat the numbers. Do it for you.
what ken? kfc clash?
@@strangecanine537 I think CinnamonToastKen
@@emmy4691 Do you have a different account for uploading and viewing? Because I saw no videos on this account. Just curious.
Nonetheless, I hope I can be content with it soon. But it's getting to the point where I'm ready to give up. Just on this platform. Cuz I'm getting sick and tired of people gaslighting me saying it's not the algorithm. Meanwhile I upload some bitch you where I do much better where there's no algorithm whatsoever.
Just be clear, technically speaking that's not a good thing. Technically speaking the lack of an algorithm should be doing a disservice to my content. Because without an algorithm there's no curation. With no curation it means the only way I can notice by new people is if I have to upload at the right time. And when I say the right time I literally mean the right time of day, let's say 5:00 p.m. in the evening when people are up but at home and relaxing. Videos on that platform's homepage are in order of what's been uploaded that minute to what's been uploaded throughout the day.
And somehow I'm doing 10 times better on a platform with no algorithm then I do on CZcams for the 3 years I've been on both platforms. My contact is on this account by the way if you want to check the numbers.
Play let it be known that I might just have to subscribers, but viewers and all in all general engagement. So do not be confused by my 120 plus subscribers. Cuz not a goddamn one of those people watch me and I don't even know why the hell they even subscribed., they're probably not even getting any notifications so they think I have it uploaded in months or years. 😑 The more I'm on this platform the more and more subscribers become absolutely pointless. The number of people subscribers completely meaningless. Whatever your engagement rates are at, clearly if you're happy enough to be content with them then that's great man. Good for you.
Yeah this is what i'm saying, they're making it seem like a deliberate 9 to 5 "job" to be a CZcamsr.
_They didn't have to have a schedule,
They didn't have to have a high production quality,
They didn't have to have a "TOS-Riding Personality,"
And they didn't have to go anywhere to meet the potentially psychopathic parasocial fans._
And yet we're supposed to believe that we're doing this to him? *_I am supposed to believe that I am doing this to him??_* Please.
They put these standards into themselves, and while understandable, in the long run. Is it worth it?
Ask yourself when you're working in Disney world, is it worth it? Or are you going to call that a _9-5 job_ that you chose?
Even though I’m also a silent fan (too shy to comment, couldn’t always afford merch or attend shows), the impact of your channel and style of content has and will always be felt on CZcams. You were one of the originals, up there alongside Jenna, Mark, Felix, MattPat, and all the rest. Change is terrifying and seeing all the ogs slowly retiring and stepping away from the spotlight is such an indescribable feeling. There’s so much grief because we all grew up together, built a community, and watched you grow as well. But there’s also acceptance because we knew this wouldn’t and couldn’t last forever. Everything comes to an end and we understand completely that you need to move onto the next chapter. It’s so easy to get stuck in a cycle, but it takes so much strength and courage to move forward. We love you and we’ll miss you when the day comes, Sean. Just please stay healthy and be around for a long time. We’ll support you in whatever and wherever you go. ❤❤❤
Never be shy to comment, ignore the people who hate on you and focus on the people who relate and love with you.
I said the same thing :)
This comment❤ yes 👏🏻 much love!
I have ADHD, anxiety and depression my brain is a mess all the time. It's hard to always compare yourself to everyone else I'm a perfectionist as well so I will get completely paralyzed by fear or doing something wrong.
I've been watching your content for years and you have always been such a fun and inspiring person to watch. Even in my hardest moments, watching your videos always made me feel better. I feel like we are friends even though we've never met and you retiring would definitely be heart breaking. However, I know that you will do amazing in whatever you decide to do because you are such an amazing and kind person and your happiness should always be the most important thing. We love you sean and wish nothing more but your happiness and peace in life!! 💚
I’ve been watching you for years probably since I was like 12. I’m 21 now and your videos still give me joy, I put them on all the time to help my concentrate as background noise. I’ve also really admired how transparent you’ve been about your struggles and as someone who also has adhd, I couldn’t imagine trying to do what you do. Best of luck for the future, I’m keen to see what it brings for you!
Thanks for opening up Sean. You are so appreciated by so many of us, we aren’t always vocal about it but I promise you that we’re here! There’s so many of us who adore you and will enjoy whatever you put out :)
My parents said if I hit 20k they'd buy me a professional camera begging you guys literally begging !!!......
@@Tiger10002 go away
@@Tiger10002I think you should start begging for Sean more then yourself, and I also subscribed to you so I'm trying to help in some ways.
@@phoenatronIts a bot lmao don't be so naive
Unus Annus has already taught me not to get too attached to anything because a lot of things don't last.
in the end Sean should and likely will move on to the next step in his life, and true fans will be very happy for him
That was the true purpose of Unus Annus. Preparing up for the inevitable-seeing people and creators many of us have known for years leave. These wonderful creators know almost none of us, and yet they feel like trusted friends to their viewers. It sucks because you realize the connection you have with these people is kept up completely by them, and there’s nothing you can do to get them to stay in your life once they decide to leave.
Momento mori, friend…
Well personally Unus Anus didn't teach me anything but ok 😂😂😂
Cringe
@@IcycleBicycle then I think you missed the point. Obviously the majority of the content was silly nonsense, but from the very start the idea of the channel was founded on its impermanence. It’s going to leave in exactly one year. Just like how our favorite creators will eventually grow tired and leave too. There might not be a clock to mark the end of their channels, but a timer is ticking nonetheless. For a lot of them, it’s gone off now.
I feel some of this a lot, I'm around and following lots of artists, from youtubers to illustrators and writers and it feels like so many people are struggling.
It's sad that people write such insensitive/horrible stuff. Tbh I think that says more about themselves than it says about whoever they're following, cause they could simply follow something they like instead.
I personally like these more thoughtful videos you do occassionally do, it feels so relatable.
It's good to hear you're doing something for yourself and finding ways to deal with everything and improving on things.
While I'm probably more of a visitor than a biggest fan I am happy to hear you will be staying still, there's many games I wouldn't even have heard about without your channel and it's nice.
So kudos and a good day :)
Love you buddy.
Im 23 and my dad passed away from fentanyl 4 years ago, i know how it feels for someone to talk ill on your dad after they passed.
Your not alone buddy, I promise you it gets better.
Do you bossman and post whatever you want, we are here for YOU.
"I just think the personality type that I have and the way my brain works struggles quite a bit with just existing." god, i feel that
I think we all do. Hopefully it's more comforting than diminishing to say; it's not as rare as people seem to think. Everything he described going through felt very familiar, and I suspect most of us are more similar than we'd ever thought before he opened up about it.
I can’t count the hours I’ve spent watching your videos. I checked my subscription tab every day to see if you had posted something. Reading the title of this video almost gave me a heart attack not gonna lie. You’re amazing Jack, for everything you do. We appreciate you SO SO SO much! Thank you for existing and making people happy.
My parents said if I hit 20k they'd buy me a professional camera begging you guys literally begging !!!.... .
I love you man. I just wanna say thank you. You've been an incredible company of mine. In either dark times or good times, you were always there.
It hurts to hear what you've been struggling with. When your voice cracks talking about it i crack aswell. I celebrate you have a space in therapy where you can work it out and i really hope you reach a point where you feel the spark again.
I've been watching since 2013, I came for the laughs and the games and i stayed because you are one of the most compassionate, generous, smart, sincere and honest human beings out there
It's been a joy listening to you and watch you grow over the years. And i always appreciated you being extremely open with your feelings and your mental health. You lead by example and i respect that so much.
A lot of times i found myself trying to be more like you, in regards as in how i deal with other people, taking care of myself, being more open and honest, being more generous. A lot of times i failed in doing that but you were always talking about not being too hard on ourselves and to take breaks that it made me feel better every time i felt like i failed.
Whenever you decide to retire, just know you made an insane amount of people really happy just by being you, and we love you and wish you the very best, you deserve it. You inspired us and helped us
I hope one day you read this. I'd feel better knowing you know how important you were in my life and how much value you have
I love you Seán
I've started watching since I was 14 or so over the last 3-4 years I've sort of stopped following your videos like I used to because life got in the way, but I've always loved your videos and content and personality etc. I will definitely start catching up with your videos, every time I see shorts of you or a video on my FYP I reminisce about the good times of being a kid, pre-covid not having to work, sustain yourself, study etc. Anyway man I will always be a fan and I respect all the decisions you've made so far about your health, channel and everything project you made.
Rest assured, we mean “take your time” as in, you do what you need to do for you and your mental health Sean! We still check everyday for an update but we don’t feel the need to pressure you while you’re needing a break. ❤ We love you Sean! I’m glad we still have you a while longer.
Please don't delete any of your videos when you do chose to retire! While you're on break, while you're enjoying an extra day for yourself. I have throughly enjoyed your old videos time and time again. Now a days when i see you post a bee video its like "Oh! Jack made a new video!"
I'm the same age as you are! And my sister introduced me to your videos when you had just moved from the cabin! It was wild to think that we"re the same age and to see how you've grown, and how you've changed me as adults!
I have your PMA merch!
And honestly it would be AMAZING if you pushed out that merch again!
I know everyone says "This cured my depression!" But that PMA pin & Tshirt i have, make me smile no matter how bad my days feel!!
I always thought you were like Robin Williams, and i was like "i dont understand how this man is so positive & so full of energy all the time!" And wow! It's comforting a bit to hear that you have depression. (Thats so fucked up to say isnt it)
Somtimes its nice to just lay in your bed, breath and feel your blankets under you. Just breath & listen to the sounds around you.
It really helps when depression starts getting harder to deal with.
We're all here for you! Wither you make more content or if you just cruise and enjoy life.❤
We all love you Seán!
yes i was gonna say this! even when jack retires i will continue rewatching old content he released.
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I don’t think he would do that. Don’t worry. He knows how much people care about him and he’s made a lot of good memories with the videos, he would want them to stay.
I have never heard of a Creator ever doing this ever. Why would he delete his videos? And no Unas Anus (I don't remember how it's spelled) is not a good example. That's what channel about & that was part of the whole point of the channel. Not everything lasts forever and they were supposed to be deleted to represent that. It was literally part of the project in representing what the channel was about.
Otherwise, just wiping somebody's entire Channel after turning it into a career and retiring it's not something really anybody does. The only one who does that is CZcams themselves and that's only if they get too many unfair guideline or copyright strikes.
I was late to the Sean train, I found you through amung us aka sykkuno which got me through lockdowns and I miss greatly, but you quickly became one of my favorite CZcamsrs. You bring so much light and love to the platform and are just all around wonderful. You brighten my days and when you disappear I worry. We check to see if you’ve uploaded so we know you’re okay. You inspire, from new genres of games I didn’t know existed to Thankmas and I applaud you for all you do. If/when you retire you will be missed greatly and I hope the absolute best for all your endeavors! Also I love the idea of you writing a book or seven ❤ 10/10 would buy just like one day I will buy coffee! Stay Golden 💚
We're here for YOU Jack, make whatever you feel passionate about. We'll be here for it
I got up, saw the notification, and sat back down
Me too. Haven't even left my bed for morning coffee yet, and nothing comes between me and my coffee....except for this video obviously 🤣
The clip of the crowd was literally me 😭😭😭 I was so scared. You and Mark are the only reason I even watch CZcams anymore and I would be so crushed to lose you guys. Regardless of what you guys do, I'll always support it of course! But I don't know if I'm ready yet lol. I would mourn your channel as if I lost a close friend. It's been really rough these past years, but watching you guys flourish and achieve so much has been every reason to keep trying to achieve my goals. Thank you for being you!
THIS
I think the good in all of this is, I don't think Mark is CAPABLE of leaving youtube. His personality just wouldn't allow it, he can't LOSE to the youtube, he'd sooner make his own CZcams than stop making videos.
Some funny people
Oompaville
PewDiePie
A vtuber who's name I forgot
@@millo7295i love oomps
Become Orthodox 👌☦️🤙 babe 😊
You are SO important to us (well, me at the very least) Jack, take care of yourself and do whatever makes you happy. I have enjoyed your content for a pretty long time already even though I never comment on anything ever (cause I'm badly depressed and anxious too and I think my words are not worth anything), but I LOVE listening you talk about stuff. You're so kind and wise. It might be a depression and anxiety thing but I've noticed some similarities to myself that you seem to want to keep people around you happy, probably cause you know how it is when you're feeling low. I can only imagine what it's been like having people around the world watch your stuff and comment all kinds of things on everything, but I can imagine not many of us would've survived that. I know I wouldn't have. You're so strong and kind and seem like such a good person, I wish you all the best. We LOVE you!
ps. just please don't do what Jenna Marbles did and just disappear, I don't think my heart can take another hit like that lol
As a viewer Ive enjoyed the shift the last few years in content coming from you, Mark, Pewds and other early creators. 10+ years ago the high energy levels actually put me off a bit at times but as things chilled out I’ve come to really love and enjoy all yalls channels. Especially with some of the long form stuff lately, it just feels different. Less like someone trying to entertain an audience, more just a neat dude hanging out and enjoying something they are passionate about. Heck, i still fondly remember the souls uploads a few years back of you just casually playing and talking lore and whatever else came to mind. All my favorite channels lean heavily into that vibe I miss from childhood of just sitting watching your friend play a game on the weekend. I’ll keep watching til the end, and when that time comes I’ll support and follow any other projects.
You’ve been an absolute pleasure and as a 34 year old myself that struggles with a very similar selection of mental issues, a very validating and helpful person. Your openness showed that everyone has their struggles, it wasn’t just me.
I am 38 years old. There is no one around me in my age range, save for my boyfriend, who shares my interests, video games, raunchy corny amazing jokes. Its very very lonely. Your content is like spending time with a friend. It reminds me that I'm not alone. There are people like me and its okay to enjoy the things I enjoy. Watching you, and Mark, and Arin and Dan, and Rhett and Link, help me to be okay being happy with the nerdy, silly, "childish" humor and content that I like. Liking games and silliness isnt childish and other adults enjoy it too. So thank you for being a core reason that i dont feel so alone. Thank you.
There is a million people who are 38 years old just go to a bar you'll find tons of friends
@@S-420 the people hanging out at the bar are never the type of people i want to be friends with. Bars are boring
You dont have to make friends in just your age group but I do understanding wanting to have friends close to your age i feel the same way but just know your not alone and there are people out there just like you who like the same things you do or have the same sense of humor as you do and people who like watching CZcams or watching the same kind of things you like to watch and playing similar games like you. I'll be 24 in june but i understand the way you feel and you are seen and also not alone😊🤪🥰
@@skye1038 There are tons of people like you, it's all about finding them! Join groups of people in your area with similar interests (online groups, physical events like cons etc)
Im 38 and disabled its also very lonely so i totally get where you’re coming from ❤
Jack became more and more relatable the more he talked in this video. Made me cry a little just listening to someone with similar issues.
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Same
Thank you for telling us how you feel. Myself currently living in stationary Therapie, I can understand mental problems like reappearing depression. It is hard to work on your mental stability. I wish for you and all other people out there all the strength you need. You are worth it ❤
I enjoy the youtuber you've grown into being. I love watching your long plays. I love watching you goof with your friends when you do. You're valid in all your feels, my guy. You're honestly doing just lovely.
I'm 38 years old, and you have really helped me explore my mental health. It's folks like you that really have helped normalize men taking control of our mental health on this platform. Thank you for the journey. The world needs more people like you.
Yes!! So good on him for sharing about this. I'm so glad he's helping men feel more comfortable with mental health. That is so important. ❤️
I’m a pretty silent enjoyer of your channel, but I just want to say that I always look forward to your videos! Your personality is just right up my alley and I just love seeing you appear on my screen. I’m glad the time for you to go isn’t yet and that I have more time to spend with you and your videos.
your channel has been one that has always made me feel nostalgic and comfortable. when i want to relax and tune out, i watch one of your videos. when you are you, i enjoy your videos!
Sean, you have been an inspiration to me for half of my life. To hear that you struggle in the ways i do i am just so sorry. as a long time fan, i cant wait to see what you have in store for us, whatever that may be and for however long you want it to be. thank you
I’ve been here since you were living in the woods in Ireland. I bought your eye plushy as soon as it came out and gushed when you liked my photo on tumblr. I’ve watched your ups and downs throughout the years, and while I look forward to your content and am constantly watching old playthroughs, if you’re not happy, this is your life, not ours. If you leave, we will miss you terribly, but don’t keep going to the detriment of your happiness. You have THIRTY MILLION SUBSCRIBERS for a reason. You are loved and wanted. Please don’t doubt that. It breaks my heart hearing how hard you are on yourself. You genuinely have one of the best channels on CZcams, and are a wonderful person. Please don’t misread our comments of understanding when you need breaks as us not caring. We care about you a lot, Sean. Ugh god I remember the comments about your dad. Can’t even imagine how that felt. I’m so sorry. ❤️ we will support you in whatever direction you go in.
That's insane! You definitely get the #1 Fan Award
@@Simon_Reid nah there’s lots of us, but thank you :) 💚
Yeah, been watching since then as well. And even back then, when I was but a wee lad, I already had the thought that he wouldn't be around forever. I also remember what happened with his dad and I am very disappointed at my fellow people of my generation for doing such things.
@@Jackieb741 I started watching Jack a long time ago but stopped for a few years. I rediscovered this whole side of CZcams in 2020-2021. I wish I had never stopped watching him though!
The last part Sean said of " my minds a mess and I don't really know how to deal with it most of the time" definitely resonates with me. Honestly I've been watching this channel for years now. Always enjoyed how down to earth and open Sean has been, especially about mental health. Life can get draining.
Either way we'll be here for him. It feel weird in a way like we've been friends for the longest time. So I can't blame em if they want to move on but I'll still be here for em.😅
I relate with that a LOT as well. I feel like I'm constantly a mess. It's pretty self-inflicted because of my actions though. I need to work on myself more.
I feel so bad being late to watch this video, family and school overwhelmed me a bit. You are an amazing CZcamsr. Im so sorry that you have been burning out, its never fun. I understand all too well getting in ones own head as well as depression and anxiety. Something i learned in therapy is Dialectical Behavior Therapy, and it works well with me and my issues. I recommend it to a lot of people and its made my life so much different. I do have my moments that I'm not ok and wish to self harm or go even further if I'm a bit too far into that mental state sadly, but some of your videos made me laugh and come out of it.
I'm just one person in the whole sea of people but you have made me smile, laugh, and introduced me to diffrent games that i dont think i would ever play (mostly because my brain doesnt understand it.) I love that you play games that brought you nostalgia, cute little games, one of mine is Little Misfortune, Little Hope, and Fran Bow, games you want to share your excitment with us. I love seeing the new games, dlc's, your excitment and some moments of the game suprising you in some way, how you..... I want to say put yourself as if you were actually the charater and the comedy from that. I try so hard not to laugh at night because of something in one of my favorite play through. I love how you go into the lore a bit on your favorite things, supporting smaller game developers. All in all you have done amazing things in your years, and it still suprises me how close we are in age and the accomplishments that you have done.
I know it might be hard to accept this thanks to your "bully brain" (when your brain is being mean to you) but i really do mean it from the bottom of my heart, thank you. Dont burn yourself out, do what you want to do. You are successful no matter what you do.
Be safe, take your time with your health mentally and physically, cant wait for the next video when you do it. Dont forget to love on your Kitty :3
Also have to say, You're one of two CZcamsrs that my Bearded Dragon will actually watch lol.
Don't worry seán we will miss you and your video's, your quite funny, and your content is really good. We will co-operate with your discussions, and writing a novel world be nice maybe even a comic🤔
Ah dude. A random stranger like me leaving a CZcams comment isn't gonna do anything for you but I've been watching you for so long, almost from the start. I've seen the different styles you do and I like them all. I'll always watch no matter what and when you quit youtube I'll still watch all your vids. Night in the woods is like my special I watch many times a year. I enjoy listening to the podcast too. You do you man, you do you.
Jacks play through of NITW was great..
It's comforting to come back too
I truly think this is part of the reason as wholesome as it is. He loves his community, but as an adhd person its incredibly hard to have the compassion to talk with everyone
I'm so glad you addressed early in the video that you weren't retiring YET. It will be a sad, sad day whenever it happens, but I will continue to look forward to your videos in the meantime. Thanks for everything you do! You are loved ❤
You have been such an integral part of my development as a person. Started watching when I was barely a teenager and im 22 now. Your joy and kindness will be with us always Sean. Love you❤❤❤
I don't know if this helps, but the book "man's search for meaning" really helped me with bouts of depression and feelings of purposelessness, there are times where it has helped me not be as lost. I appreciate the comfort and meaning that you've done with your creative garden here on youtube, all of your projects are great and have inspired me a lot to do things and I really want to start making videos. Your channel always helped me feel alive and ok and connected with the world in times where I feel like things have been pointless. And I feel like no matter what you do-stay with youtube or not, I think you'll be able to move forward to something that you resonate with and find purpose in, whether that's changing how you do youtube or having a life change totally. we are flexible people and there's never a wrong time to decide that you want a change in direction of your life path. Thank you for everything Sean, and I appreciate you and hope you find what's best, of course we will miss you, but we'd be cheering you on and hoping the best for you If you decide to go. EPPICCC THANK YOU MOMENT
When your dad died seeing those memes made me physically ill. You have done nothing but good to the community, you’ve stayed yourself, stayed out of trouble, overall well respected and for them to do you the way they did was absolutely heart wrenching. Karma will get them done the line even tho it’s beyond unfair and disgusting. We always love you Sean thank you for everything.
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@@ezraanung6869stfu atleast hes saying something positive
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Amen to that my friend! Those people are definitely going to get a whole bunch of Karma soon, Jack never deserved to have that happen to him!….. He is one heck of an amazing man, and no one should’ve done that to him! We love you Jack/Sean, and we hope that you are going to be alright! Keep staying strong! You amazing Irish man!
@@VersonomNo need to tell someone with good intent to stfu either, stop fighting fire with fire.
hearing about your depression/ anxiety/adhd makes me feel real. knowing that one of my favorite youtubers struggle with things that i do makes me feel like i am not out of the ordinary like that question of "is it just me?" goes away and that comforts me. i'm so sorry that you go through all of these thoughts and feelings but i want you to know you're not alone as you've shown me. i'm not diagnosed with anything bc it's pricey to get that in america and it's difficult with myself trying to not blame myself for things i can't control but also fighting with my brain because i'll never know the truth if i actually have these things or i'm just lazy and am problematic. it's hard not knowing and trying to convince myself whether there's legitimate reasons to why i am who i am or if i'm just "normal" and everything's wrong with me. but it's nice hearing that you struggle with feelings and thoughts that i do because it helps me believe that who i am is ok and maybe i'm not crazy and im not gaslighting myself into thinking i have a diagnosis that i actually don't. so in short, thank you. for being human, it makes me feel more human
Who you are is absolutely ok. You are good enough just the way you are. I'm an older woman with all the official diagnoses but they don't really matter. What I've learned is that what I think about myself, my internal dialog, is the most important thing. I was my own worst abuser. Practice choosing better feeling thoughts little by little. Care about how you feel more than anything. You deserve to be and can be happy ❤
@@createtheworld thank you!❤️❤️❤️
ive learned over the years that there are probably more people like us with MDD, GAD, and ADHD then we think, we are far from alone and that is so relieving
You’re not alone either, you’re not crazy and who you are is absolutely ok!! I just got diagnosed with ADHD last year, right before turning 40, and it made a lot of my life make sense. The great thing is that there are so many creators out here now making videos and TikToks about ways to work with your ADHD more than against it. Even if you don’t have a diagnosis, you can try changing how you do things and if it helps, you’ll feel validated and also have some tools to navigate the world better. FWIW, I was able to get my adhd diagnosis from my regular GP and my medication is generic. If you don’t have insurance it’s still hard to access, but you don’t have to go to an expensive psychiatrist for it.
Yea man, i might have adhd and i wont know bc my mum says i dont, meanwhile, i touch every single toyninnmy friends house that can move😂. I should prob see if ido or not tho ._.
I just watched a similar, slowing down video from call me Kevin. Man, the pressure must really be hitting everybody this time of the year. sending lots of love and prayers for you to figure out a healthy balance for yourself.
I love watching your content. Your stuff doesn't suck, and I also look forward to seeing what you do in future endeavors.