I think it's my mother lol. She is probably borderline narcissistic personality. I never felt safe. She was always out of control, abusive and made poor choices for herself and her family. I also learned at 14 that my father was not my father and I was adopted. That didn't go well lol. I learned that no one could be trusted but me and I had to take control of my life and keep myself ok or no one else would. Then as an adult, I married someone who was not as outwardly abusive, but just as unavailable as my mother. We have two wonderful sons and somehow have been able to keep it together for 22 years. But I again find myself caught on the same dynamic if not being able to trust those around me so I have to take all of the responsibilities upon my own shoulders until it's all just too much and it all eventually comes down on my head. Throw on top of that running a business and normal life stresses and it's just too much. I have made myself responsible, empathetic, and other good qualities but have surrounded myself by people who are takers. May God help me navigate my situation with wisdom
Hi Kris. I’m sorry for my delayed response. There actually isn’t a part 2. Like you, I looked for it in youtube. However here is a playlist for all of my videos on deep recovery. Let me know if this helps! Thank you again Kris for reaching out. I really appreciate it! Rosie czcams.com/play/PLRXmvbHljtBiZJpcgtwBPQxS0Cnt-eSz6.html
I think it's my mother lol. She is probably borderline narcissistic personality. I never felt safe. She was always out of control, abusive and made poor choices for herself and her family. I also learned at 14 that my father was not my father and I was adopted. That didn't go well lol. I learned that no one could be trusted but me and I had to take control of my life and keep myself ok or no one else would.
Then as an adult, I married someone who was not as outwardly abusive, but just as unavailable as my mother. We have two wonderful sons and somehow have been able to keep it together for 22 years. But I again find myself caught on the same dynamic if not being able to trust those around me so I have to take all of the responsibilities upon my own shoulders until it's all just too much and it all eventually comes down on my head. Throw on top of that running a business and normal life stresses and it's just too much. I have made myself responsible, empathetic, and other good qualities but have surrounded myself by people who are takers. May God help me navigate my situation with wisdom
Where is part 2 please?
Hi Kris. I’m sorry for my delayed response. There actually isn’t a part 2. Like you, I looked for it in youtube. However here is a playlist for all of my videos on deep recovery. Let me know if this helps! Thank you again Kris for reaching out. I really appreciate it! Rosie czcams.com/play/PLRXmvbHljtBiZJpcgtwBPQxS0Cnt-eSz6.html