Crack Addict-Todd (follow up)

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  • Soft White Underbelly follow up interview and portrait of Todd, a crack addict who came to Skid Row for a weekend and never left.
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  • @bugsandsnakes
    @bugsandsnakes Před 3 lety +334

    He doesn’t wanna get out, he just wants to make this lifestyle more comfortable for him.

    • @cjr9298
      @cjr9298 Před 3 lety +21

      Sad but true.

    • @sherrycallaway6578
      @sherrycallaway6578 Před 3 lety +1

      @Mark Terry .... Is that you singing Johnny Cash and playing the guitar... love it... Btw, brings back some wonderful memories... my Dad had a band and he would sing that Johnny Cash song too! 😊

    • @Dude-hm4eu
      @Dude-hm4eu Před 3 lety +1

      He's a tool theif. Dude is a piece of shit who will ruin other people's lives for his next fix. Saying this as a heroin addict

    • @elcid8889
      @elcid8889 Před 2 lety

      Yes, it seems like a common thing here....

    • @mslady312
      @mslady312 Před 2 lety

      Bigggg factsss

  • @tw5508
    @tw5508 Před 3 lety +282

    Like to hear his wifes side of the story

    • @TattooedStarr85
      @TattooedStarr85 Před 2 lety +1

      Mm l

    • @bthny7955
      @bthny7955 Před 2 lety +2

      Definitely 🙄

    • @seanstuchbery
      @seanstuchbery Před 2 lety +2

      he said she’s an addict too, so probably much the same

    • @emmaronan6611
      @emmaronan6611 Před 2 lety +3

      I've yet to hear a story where the 2 sides are even vaguely similar😔

    • @seanstuchbery
      @seanstuchbery Před 2 lety +1

      @@emmaronan6611 well this one very well could be it id suggest!

  • @creepysleeping4901
    @creepysleeping4901 Před 3 lety +92

    Crack addict: I'm not going home until I'm clean.
    Crack: You are never going home.

    • @sloanfussell1302
      @sloanfussell1302 Před 2 lety +1

      💀 lolol

    • @deerheart87
      @deerheart87 Před 2 lety +1

      Amen 🙏

    • @creepysleeping4901
      @creepysleeping4901 Před rokem +2

      @Chris M a comment writtem by a person who has not tasted the forbidden fruit?!

    • @sciencenotstigma9534
      @sciencenotstigma9534 Před rokem

      That’s it, exactly. I hope he reaches out to people in recovery. His brain is hijacked, and he’s his own worst enemy, right now. ❤️‍🩹

  • @stevesoultrain2406
    @stevesoultrain2406 Před 3 lety +212

    I'm 21 years clean and sober today thank God good luck 2 all on skid row...

  • @machoboyrandyandsavage3439
    @machoboyrandyandsavage3439 Před 2 lety +38

    He’s not only addicted to Crack he’s addicted to the lifestyle also 😞

  • @valover1750
    @valover1750 Před 3 lety +355

    Todd seems to think he is above others on Skid Row. He is like every addict I have ever known. He is a liar and a manipulator. He is in total denial. He cannot move forward until he owns his addiction.

  • @momredandjonny
    @momredandjonny Před 3 lety +181

    I find this kind of talk exhausting. I give you so much credit for listening to one story after another. This man is a con and is working so hard conning himself about how talented he is, how different his is from other addicts, how easily he could skip away from his habit. Sounds like talking to an alcoholic who wants to talk about each and every drunk and how much they can drink and still be the smartest person in the room.

    • @licksnkicks1166
      @licksnkicks1166 Před 3 lety +5

      I agree with your sentiments.

    • @brianoc7926
      @brianoc7926 Před 3 lety +5

      I agree. After watching this I can see how he was hustling Mark the whole time in his original video.

    • @glenndrexler1677
      @glenndrexler1677 Před 2 lety +2

      THIS Guy doesn't
      Want to stop, bullshiting himself
      Constantly"

    • @richardmilliken8705
      @richardmilliken8705 Před 2 lety +5

      He's the ultimate "Liar & Victim." He's a legend in his own mind. He's not even a good con.

    • @nymike06
      @nymike06 Před 2 lety +2

      He's highly intelligent. Troubled but highly intelligent.

  • @beckerickson8034
    @beckerickson8034 Před 3 lety +182

    He invited his wife up to skid row to visit his tent.
    Fuck yeah she flipped out.
    I can only imagine the horror.

    • @boyleadfoot5369
      @boyleadfoot5369 Před 3 lety +18

      Just invited her casually to dinner at his place, gave her the address

    • @GeppettoProductions
      @GeppettoProductions Před 3 lety +25

      He needs incentive to return to her. He literally prefers to live in Skid Row than live with her. That's fucked up.

    • @queenratv115
      @queenratv115 Před 3 lety +6

      My tent was nice too dude

    • @lynnehuff9659
      @lynnehuff9659 Před rokem +3

      All of the "females" around must have made her feel real comfy.

  • @abd22slami68
    @abd22slami68 Před 3 lety +37

    Like George costanza said “it’s not a lie If you believe it”

  • @debbie2490
    @debbie2490 Před 3 lety +22

    I was a heroin and crack addict for 15 yes been clean 12 yrs I have a good life now all I need and thank his every single day

  • @vblake530530
    @vblake530530 Před 3 lety +51

    He looks like a high school principal, but as you listen to him speak you can see the addict.

  • @robodobo653
    @robodobo653 Před 3 lety +105

    He jumped subjects pretty quick after the mention of how he didt use the money he was given for what it was suppose to be for

    • @royaldavis640
      @royaldavis640 Před 3 lety +15

      Addict talk

    • @robodobo653
      @robodobo653 Před 3 lety +10

      @@royaldavis640 thief talk

    • @erickiyoshiphillips2323
      @erickiyoshiphillips2323 Před rokem +2

      Right like he says I agree mark these addicts take take and take. Like bro you just stole marks money

    • @luciddreamwalking4203
      @luciddreamwalking4203 Před 8 měsíci

      Right... His 'but anyway ', threw me off. At least apologize and thank Mark. Something... I don't get how Mark is able to easily pardon this behavior time and time again. I don't have this type patience or forgiveness. Some peoples entitlement is so over the top.

  • @nigel4776
    @nigel4776 Před 3 lety +66

    One of the more subtle effects of cocaine is the slow advent of low level psychosis, very well demonstrated here. It's often mistaken for denial, but it's really just a false view of reality eg I always do well at everything I do

    • @lynnehuff9659
      @lynnehuff9659 Před rokem +2

      I think you've hit the nail on the head.

    • @Penquin12344
      @Penquin12344 Před rokem

      Yes you are right I was a crack head and thought I was amazing

    • @Cotillion308
      @Cotillion308 Před 9 dny

      Makes sense. Even a little snort of snow makes you feel like a Rockstar. Could imagine the feeling taking over after years of heavy abuse.

  • @donaldtate3372
    @donaldtate3372 Před 3 lety +29

    Audience, at 1:45 he's telling the TRUTH. I've seen in person a homeless man with a well built portable home underneath a drain area under a sewer area. Now it didn't flood out, but you could fish from his front door ONLY if it heavily rained. I'll NEVER forget, there was an environmental court complaint, and I was able to view police check on the complaint. This guy had a portable stove burner, clean dishes, small ice box with cold foods/beverages. This guy had a twin foldable bed, fresh jugs of water, with battery lamps. He was super smart and grid free. I hated he was arrested for just taking care of himself with a good living away from public view. He had clean folded clothes, and his place was clean, with a febreze smell. In court the judge didn't fine him, but advised him just not to rebuild.

  • @laraoneal7284
    @laraoneal7284 Před 3 lety +76

    Can’t believe how he complicates his life and blames everyone but himself. Insanity.

    • @truckerstruckingwithtrucks522
      @truckerstruckingwithtrucks522 Před 2 lety +6

      Crack is a helluva drug ~ Rick James

    • @erickiyoshiphillips2323
      @erickiyoshiphillips2323 Před rokem

      He does get women like crazy they won't stop flacking over him.

    • @nikkidotts3687
      @nikkidotts3687 Před 11 měsíci

      DRUGS R INSANITY!! U SEE WHO HE REALLY CAN B BUT THE DIFFICULTY OF ADDICTION IS A BEAST!!

    • @semiramismunoz8948
      @semiramismunoz8948 Před 11 měsíci +1

      Yes, insanity, she loved him very much that why she put sugar in my gasoline tank, put me to jail. Looks like He enjoys his tragedies

    • @Ggirl730
      @Ggirl730 Před 11 měsíci

      Right...lol
      What a joke

  • @janez7650
    @janez7650 Před 3 lety +139

    Interview the wife.

    • @necromancerpuss8680
      @necromancerpuss8680 Před 3 lety +2

      @Zert Teyyy damn kinda rude

    • @annieseaside
      @annieseaside Před 3 lety +2

      Had I been invited by my Husband to go see where he was staying and it became painfully clear he was spending thousands on Ho’s Sugar in his gas tank would be the least of the consequences. 🙄

    • @GeppettoProductions
      @GeppettoProductions Před 3 lety +2

      What's her addiction? Nagging?

  • @tomlib6794
    @tomlib6794 Před rokem +5

    The depression he gets from not using crack is part of the withdrawal. He needs to get over that period (it'll be months) and then assess whether he has depression or not

  • @Andrew-ib7gs
    @Andrew-ib7gs Před 3 lety +30

    He forgot to mention the heated pool and artificial ski slope. I feel like he's being overly modest.

  • @whitebread940
    @whitebread940 Před 2 lety +10

    This guy is never going to change.

  • @kingdomrecoveryraps9064
    @kingdomrecoveryraps9064 Před 3 lety +31

    Todd has a problem with facing reality. I pray that he realizes that HE is the problem, and gets the help that he needs.🙏🏾

  • @06agnes
    @06agnes Před 3 lety +103

    I've been binge watching these videos non-stop. They are fascinating recollections of the human condition. They not only make me think about the people being interviewed and their actions but also about us, the audience. Why are we so fascinated with these people? What do these videos say about us?

    • @03greedo29
      @03greedo29 Před 2 lety +12

      I watch and see parts of my self in these videos in certain ways. I just don't use drugs as a solution to solve my problems.

    • @Ralleighen
      @Ralleighen Před 2 lety +10

      I think we are so fascinated because we could be like them. Taking hard drugs seems like opening a box that should never be opened. Once you become aware of the immediate reward value presented by drugs, it's probably natural to be extremely tempted by them over investing in the slow, long term rewards of working on yourself. That's what I think anyway.

    • @dellaB22
      @dellaB22 Před 2 lety +5

      I think, But for the Grace of God, go I. I used drugs in the late 60s and 70s and lived it up on sex and rock n roll. Then in a twist of events that left me far from home and desperate, I fell on my knees and prayed, suddenly I left Miami and found myself in church asking God for forgiveness for screwing up my life so bad. He met me there and I've been changed since turning to Him instead of drugs. I see myself and where I would be today had Jesus not rescued me. Theres hope but its not in the next high, we all need a change of heart, will and desires. TYJ

    • @sciencenotstigma9534
      @sciencenotstigma9534 Před rokem +1

      @@03greedo29 Be grateful that you have that ability.

    • @sciencenotstigma9534
      @sciencenotstigma9534 Před rokem +1

      @@dellaB22 Amen to that! ❤️

  • @gamerboys5987
    @gamerboys5987 Před 3 lety +257

    This guy is delusional. He really needs to get himself outta there and back to his construction and wife

    • @lornemalvo3298
      @lornemalvo3298 Před 3 lety +16

      That's the power of substances. They will amplify any irregularity's in the personality.

    • @robertarnold9676
      @robertarnold9676 Před 3 lety +12

      He's spending $4000 on lumber. That's first, last, and security on a single apartment, plus expenses for a month. I know he has a addiction, but if he's spending that kind of money

    • @sunset6010
      @sunset6010 Před 3 lety +10

      @@robertarnold9676 a homeless crack addict would have $4,000 worth of ANYTHING ?

    • @Limerick502
      @Limerick502 Před 3 lety +15

      He is so odd. He really is off in his own world. Where did he get that ego?

    • @ironzude7762
      @ironzude7762 Před 3 lety +15

      Nah....why send him back to hiz wife? think she will be doing just fine if not better without him...... I wish him all the best but I definitely don't wish his family anymore heartache than he's already caused numerous times.. He's been at this for years!

  • @indrarobinson7473
    @indrarobinson7473 Před 3 lety +27

    This man has a story for everything. And not once has he said anything was his fault!

    • @natb9919
      @natb9919 Před 3 lety +3

      Nah he did take responsibility for things, especially in his first interview. He said people robbing him was his own fault and a few other things.

  • @Daughterofsantini
    @Daughterofsantini Před rokem +11

    It's amazing, and sad, to see how he changed so much from his last interview. He justifies everything now and doesn't seem to want help any longer.

  • @deand4246
    @deand4246 Před 3 lety +79

    WE LOVE UPDATES MARK!!!!

    • @suestone6156
      @suestone6156 Před 3 lety +3

      I met someone like this man once. I had no idea he was on drugs because he knew I was against it! When I found out I paid him to get away from me. These people will destroy you!!!

    • @keithmalewicz3487
      @keithmalewicz3487 Před 2 lety +2

      He seems like he has potential that’s in the wrong environment

    • @carlosbent5046
      @carlosbent5046 Před rokem +1

      Me too plz update Todd is outrageous... 7 g a day 👀😲🤯😱🤔 wows

  • @PaKiKiNg908
    @PaKiKiNg908 Před 3 lety +29

    This is a very interesting video because I remember watching the first video with Todd and it’s like crazy to see this video which is a totally different vibe.

  • @SBpunx-el2bw
    @SBpunx-el2bw Před 3 lety +165

    Crack confidence at its finest

    • @deerheart87
      @deerheart87 Před 2 lety

      Be good to see him when he’s down just to see the difference

    • @sciencenotstigma9534
      @sciencenotstigma9534 Před rokem +3

      @@jjackson337 Yep…I’d rather do well for myself too, but I know I can’t do it alone, today. The brain never forgets the high (though scientists are working on it). 🧡

  • @cynthiamontez8891
    @cynthiamontez8891 Před 3 lety +23

    Mark, your such a nice respectful man in your interviews. I don’t know how you have so much patience.

    • @domdicenso1656
      @domdicenso1656 Před rokem

      Wait til Victor pulls a gun on him.... "So do ya have any kids" lolz, dosent miss a beat.

    • @nikkidotts3687
      @nikkidotts3687 Před 11 měsíci

      HE'S ABSOLUTELY AWESOME

  • @hollygold4120
    @hollygold4120 Před 3 lety +16

    Reminds me somewhat of my husband. We have been together 20 years and 4 years ago he went "out" now he's been clean almost 4 years thank God! Now we are the happiest and closest we have ever been. We are starting a new plumbing business and off to a great start. He was using heroin and speed together. Then he decided to get clean with the help of suboxone. Now he's almost off of that but that definitely served its purpose. Listening to this man reminds me of my husband as far as being resourceful when he was out on the streets running around. I wouldn't let him stay here at our home because I'm an x addict and couldn't have that at the house even though I loved him so much. I went to places trying to find him to save him while jeopardizing my sobriety. It was just pure hell for about 3 years then finally he gave it up completely.

    • @timhughes3684
      @timhughes3684 Před 2 lety +2

      Love from Canada Holly! I hope everything’s good!!!

    • @sciencenotstigma9534
      @sciencenotstigma9534 Před rokem

      You did right. People have to see the devastation of addiction to know we need help. I hope you are both doing well, today! I got out of addiction with my man. It’s not impossible, but it takes two to make it happen (and a whole lot of community support, professional help…whatever it takes). Suboxone saved me life. I have a painful physical condition that requires treatment. When people self-treat on the streets, polyaddiction is almost inevitable. Physical dependency on opiates is what kept me in the streets. With that under control, I use exercise and nutrition to keep me “up”. You’re a strong person. Thanks for your inspiring story! ❤️‍🩹

  • @zoebade5740
    @zoebade5740 Před 3 lety +56

    So many negative comments on Todd’s video. He is still a human being! I wish you well Todd, I hope that you take your creative talents elsewhere, make it back to your family, and maintain sobriety!! Sending you and yours all the love !

    • @wedomusic9451
      @wedomusic9451 Před 2 lety +9

      Honestly I agree. Negativity won’t fix anything! Send prayers and love!

    • @Madhukirtan
      @Madhukirtan Před 2 lety +7

      I am so glad to read your comment!! God bless you!

    • @Dobermanmom01
      @Dobermanmom01 Před 2 lety +6

      I'm with you 💯 on this.. Todd is a very likeable guy and I wish him many blessings and of course he is in my prayers for his sobriety

    • @theguythatcould
      @theguythatcould Před 2 lety +4

      People need a reality check. He's delusional and he's been smoking crack everyday. He needs people to be honest with him and direct him in the right direction.

    • @sciencenotstigma9534
      @sciencenotstigma9534 Před rokem +1

      I agree. Much love to Todd, and hope for his struggle. ❤️. There is more out there than AA/NA. He’d do well with Smart Recovery. If not, there are other supports. I hope he googles Groups Recover Together. There are groups that won’t shame you, just help to lift you up. If AA/NA works for you, work it. It’s not one size fits all…do what resonates with you, Todd! 🧡

  • @retrospecative2454
    @retrospecative2454 Před 3 lety +98

    He doesnt want to admit crack is a problem and makes excuses why he uses. First step admit you have a problem.

    • @diastaugh46
      @diastaugh46 Před 3 lety +4

      He admits he’s an addict plenty in his first video.......

    • @MsLinda-nh4fi
      @MsLinda-nh4fi Před 3 lety +3

      @David - my brother 55yrs smoking for almost 30. Has had all the material stuff lost all of it still wont admit he has a problem amazing imagination n creativity up in smoke

    • @hooked16
      @hooked16 Před 3 lety +2

      @@diastaugh46 he looks so much worse in this interview, like for some reason he didnt leave the last time.

    • @diastaugh46
      @diastaugh46 Před 3 lety +2

      @@hooked16 & he admitted that he was deep in a binge? When you’re not a drug addict you won’t understand... I don’t understand why he didn’t go back either but what he said aloud was that he was too deep in a binge... & that’s his reason 🤷🏾‍♀️ so that’s what I took from it ....

  • @sthr2110
    @sthr2110 Před 3 lety +34

    Anyone who is addicted to crack, etc, really shouldn't brag primarily about how good they are at things. Such a person won't get anywhere (good) without an overwhelming sense of humility. This guy needs to stop bragging about how talented he is, stop talking about the people who have screwed him over, focus on the fact that he has screwed himself over and change his life for the better, then report back. I've met people like him...learned I couldn't trust a thing they said.

  • @genoflo4138
    @genoflo4138 Před 3 lety +82

    Agreed , the crack is attacking his life force.... he has so many amazing skills and is quite personable... hope he gets out of the mess

    • @noreent7989
      @noreent7989 Před 3 lety +2

      I'm thinking the same thing too.. he has much potential and talents. If he could get off the drugs and use that energy for good things he could make such a difference..

    • @adrih9908
      @adrih9908 Před 3 lety

      His into that pussy to much..he has issues he's following that high from the beginning and he ain't getting it so know he could talk al he wantsmm all that blah blah blah all he wants but he ain't going to do nothing with this life until he gets clean...
      He likes all that drama

    • @TempoDrift1480
      @TempoDrift1480 Před 3 lety +1

      Yeah... I bet you are well aware of his amazing skills. You gotta be out of your mind.

    • @deerheart87
      @deerheart87 Před 2 lety

      He prob won’t the crack had got a hold

    • @sciencenotstigma9534
      @sciencenotstigma9534 Před rokem +3

      You nailed 🔨 it! He needs to reach out to people in recovery. It doesn’t have to be AA/NA. There are a lot more options now. His brain is hijacked. He needs to ask the survivors how they’re doing it, with all due respect 🫡. He’s a personable and intelligent man…lots of strength there, to build on. ❤️‍🩹

  • @GaminGawdess
    @GaminGawdess Před 3 lety +13

    Todd is a prime example and truthfully stated that anyone can become an addict. Despite his circumstance he still manages to not comprime his soul and has boundaries. Very impressive and has some deep routed inner strength.

  • @mrt9749
    @mrt9749 Před 3 lety +58

    For a guy who drives around stealing tools as a "hustle," he sure likes to whine a lot about his stuff getting stolen!

  • @notkaitlyn5368
    @notkaitlyn5368 Před 3 lety +80

    I get very, very bad vibes from this man. He’s very manipulative. I hope he does get sober though.

    • @neichathomas3539
      @neichathomas3539 Před 3 lety +1

      Me 2

    • @samyoulll1701
      @samyoulll1701 Před 3 lety +12

      No shit he's a skid row crackhead

    • @bradtaylor2723
      @bradtaylor2723 Před 2 lety

      @@samyoulll1701 I often feel for these folks. Definitely wish no ill upon them so long as they're not issuing ill upon others. I'm sure it takes a lot to tell these stories and I'm glad to listen to them. But I do not want them in my home😁 well articulated comment. Love it. The truthes have to flow both ways.

    • @Ichthys42
      @Ichthys42 Před 2 lety +2

      I feel a lot of compassion for him - its clear to me that he's a person who justifies very evil behavior. I can't rightly say what, exactly, he does but there's something deeply disturbing about him. I've been around crack heads in real life, but this is something more. Can you imagine how painful it is, in those quiet moments of recollection, to realize that you're a truly bad person who hurts other people and lies about everything? My life hasn't been easy at every turn, as many of us can say, but I simply can't fathom how painful it would be to exist as this guy, how much he suffers. Mark is a saint for enduring each of these interviews.

    • @richardmilliken8705
      @richardmilliken8705 Před 2 lety

      @@bradtaylor2723 Crack heads & Heroin addicts are all liars & thieves. I wouldn't trust any one of them, to take care of my pet boa constrictor, nevermind invite one of these clowns into your home.

  • @shanemaple4582
    @shanemaple4582 Před 3 lety +33

    “ I think there are better fights to fight “ Best quote of the video. He’s so persistent on getting compensated for his items when there is no way in hell it’ll happen.

    • @truffleandrosalie
      @truffleandrosalie Před 3 lety +5

      Another escape from reality. This guy really thinks he can out-bureaucrat the LAPD. Poor thing.

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 Před 3 lety +5

      It's his mindset. He could have ADHD along with mental illness (& short man complex...ugh!).

  • @luckap79
    @luckap79 Před 3 lety +66

    Dude is a trip

  • @greplink
    @greplink Před 2 lety +8

    It's gross to me how some videos are met with such optimism and hope when others are torn down. Wishing you well Todd.

  • @coltsoso
    @coltsoso Před 3 lety +135

    I can't help but imagine how successful this guy would of been without his addiction

    • @wesleyalan9179
      @wesleyalan9179 Před 3 lety +12

      Yeah,absolutely..i can't help to think that about any of these people that are on here...some are very smart

    • @ccvjd3909
      @ccvjd3909 Před 3 lety +3

      Marginally

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 Před 3 lety +2

      @TexasForever Yes. 💔

    • @Hollywood-up6gq
      @Hollywood-up6gq Před 3 lety +3

      He doesnt look fucked up considering hes crackhead i mean hes skinny ..rare to see a functional crackhead

    • @jdawg3629
      @jdawg3629 Před 3 lety

      @TexasForever Well said. Agreed👍

  • @janez7650
    @janez7650 Před 3 lety +14

    He upsets me so bad. Get clean dude. An addict with a big ego is disgusting.

    • @Kimberly_K_
      @Kimberly_K_ Před 3 lety

      He is !! He’s the most arrogant junkie yet !

    • @deerheart87
      @deerheart87 Před 2 lety

      Maybe the drug makes him insane or the shame or he’s insane

  • @ahtnamas81913
    @ahtnamas81913 Před 11 měsíci +3

    I would love to see a new update on Todd!! I hope he is back in San Diego, kicking ass.

  • @bigbully9431
    @bigbully9431 Před 3 lety +46

    He makes it sound like he loves being on the street the ways he talks about it can't trust guys like this

  • @disturbthesilenc6185
    @disturbthesilenc6185 Před 3 lety +67

    Drugs are hell. Keep you in ground hog day...stuck

  • @martinastrand3156
    @martinastrand3156 Před 3 lety +20

    "am i a workaholic" hasn't worked in a year

  • @jamesd4106
    @jamesd4106 Před 3 lety +56

    Man these homeless people be making more than me

    • @nathanielrossi9659
      @nathanielrossi9659 Před 3 lety

      Yeah for real

    • @nigel4776
      @nigel4776 Před 3 lety +1

      That's because they are much more highly motivated than you

    • @johnw8984
      @johnw8984 Před 3 lety +3

      You can go there anytime you want. IT IS NOT WHAT HE SAYS IT IS. LOOK UP THE WORD DELUSIONAL.

  • @princesjasmyn
    @princesjasmyn Před rokem +2

    His hustle can incriminate him if it’s known, but he’s always saying that he’s been taken advantage of? I’m sure he’s taking advantage of many people too.

  • @deadman390
    @deadman390 Před 3 lety +16

    Thank GOD i got clean... I hope he comes around & gets the help he needs.

    • @deadman390
      @deadman390 Před 3 lety +2

      Opiates mostly. Heroin was my drug of choice.

    • @deadman390
      @deadman390 Před 3 lety

      @Karey Landreneau Thank you! 😊

  • @tanyabarboza4759
    @tanyabarboza4759 Před 3 lety +21

    He straight up pimped his tent.

  • @belindacrump8567
    @belindacrump8567 Před 3 lety +104

    Hey mark, I would love to see a video of you walking us down skid row and telling us about it, would love to see it, sounds so fascinating to me a street full of tents. We don’t have anything like that in Australia m.

    • @danichesney1876
      @danichesney1876 Před 3 lety +11

      2007s skid row is a great documentary about it, though outdated. The problem is 10× worse than it was in 2007. Lost in America is another good doc about homelessness in America. It's a real problem all over but Skid Row is like something out of a movie. It really is unbelievable to see.

    • @teresarn1965
      @teresarn1965 Před 3 lety +2

      We dont either in SE Oklahoma. I would love to see it.

    • @DD-po4ul
      @DD-po4ul Před 3 lety +2

      CZcams has videos of it....

    • @truffleandrosalie
      @truffleandrosalie Před 3 lety +16

      That's how you get punched in the face. Please don't walk skid row filming into people's tents. Those are their homes.

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 Před 3 lety +12

      Mark isn't going to put himself in danger. Walking skid row is Dangerous. Especially with a camera.

  • @lindalovehate4910
    @lindalovehate4910 Před 3 lety +34

    Todd is just a Hustler!!!!! He needs accept hes a crack addict with talent!!!!!!!

    • @Kimberly_K_
      @Kimberly_K_ Před 3 lety +3

      You called it !! most pathetic crack head we’ve seen yet !! The bullshit he spews ~ Ugh

    • @christianmathison1182
      @christianmathison1182 Před 3 lety

      Accept it!? What the fuck is wrong with you?!

    • @johnnyringo0506
      @johnnyringo0506 Před 2 lety +1

      No boss would buy him crack to keep him working.

  • @Libra-ci2um
    @Libra-ci2um Před 3 lety +77

    He’s so into himself it’s sickening.

    • @vidamariaixchel7873
      @vidamariaixchel7873 Před 3 lety +10

      He just had a hit. Crack confidence!

    • @Ty-hu3ko
      @Ty-hu3ko Před 3 lety

      @@vidamariaixchel7873 😂😂😂😂😂😂yeo chill

    • @tinawindham6958
      @tinawindham6958 Před 3 lety +2

      Drug addicts/alcoholics in general. Me me me.

    • @CarrieRay
      @CarrieRay Před 3 lety +5

      Agree-he is self centered and selfish. He said he has a disabled child - evidently doesn’t care enough about the kid to see or support him? He has excuses for everything - time to take responsibility for yourself and your life sir.

    • @deerheart87
      @deerheart87 Před 2 lety +1

      It’s the crack

  • @rockman4699
    @rockman4699 Před 3 lety +6

    I bailed at 51 seconds. Guy is a classic con man and don't need to hear anymore of his shtick. Hope the first person he stops lying to is himself. Wish him well and God bless.

  • @trippin6118
    @trippin6118 Před 3 lety +84

    Why would someone invest that much time and money into a place on skid row?

    • @ManAndMachine23
      @ManAndMachine23 Před 3 lety +35

      Because they like getting high and everything you need to get high is all there,easy access

    • @amandamahony2561
      @amandamahony2561 Před 3 lety +3

      Because people do what they can with what they have

    • @brianna094
      @brianna094 Před 3 lety +12

      Skid Row's full of drug addicts who are choosing to stay addicted and live with the bare minimum, rather than create a better life for themselves.
      California's a democrat shithole state that enables this behavior and that's why it's full of losers.
      Sacrifices have to be made in order to stay clean and they're not willing to give up the drug and make them.

    • @christopherallen9580
      @christopherallen9580 Před 3 lety +1

      Makes no sense.

    • @maplecookies2036
      @maplecookies2036 Před 3 lety +1

      To impress the chics !

  • @neilstanley5120
    @neilstanley5120 Před 2 lety +22

    Would love an update with Todd. I wonder if the weekend turned into 2 years…

    • @lynnehuff9659
      @lynnehuff9659 Před rokem +2

      He'd been there a year at this interview.

    • @lauryngomez3104
      @lauryngomez3104 Před rokem +1

      Just came across Todd’s videos today, and I was wonder the same thing. It’ll be two years since the follow up video was done in October…

  • @LivingOutloudWithAshleyStone

    This lifestyle is so deceiving..it feels so exhilarating, exciting scary and crazy.. it becomes a new addiction in itself. I pray you get sick of this crap and go get well soon!!!we do recover. U can do this brother

  • @CarrieRay
    @CarrieRay Před 3 lety +37

    He’s a con man - he claims he does well-he does well at his hustle..., he does well on a program. Full of excuses and lack of personal responsibility for himself or his wife and family which he claims to love.

    • @marat.8866
      @marat.8866 Před 3 lety +1

      Why do you comment when you don't know anything about addiction.

  • @Mutantcy1992
    @Mutantcy1992 Před 3 lety +11

    I definitely feel for him as far as the way the city handled tearing down his building. Even though Mark is probably right that fighting that fight is pointless, there is something visceral that comes out in some people when the government fucks with your property.

  • @cindyfitzgerald4500
    @cindyfitzgerald4500 Před 3 lety +31

    It’s so insane how we allow ourselves to lose everything Bc of drugs. We truly become slaves to our drugs. Todd no more excuses , time for you to get clean and I wish you all the luck in the world.

    • @loadthebowl
      @loadthebowl Před 3 lety +2

      hes in cali too he could just smoke some good weed

    • @cindyfitzgerald4500
      @cindyfitzgerald4500 Před 3 lety +1

      @@loadthebowl and here in Michigan they have made it legal

  • @freddy4672
    @freddy4672 Před 3 lety +15

    I like this guy. Hope he finds hope and happiness.❤️

    • @michaelscrilla125
      @michaelscrilla125 Před 3 lety

      I don't know about hope and happiness, but I'm sure he'll find crack and despair.. Again.

  • @teresagreenhughes2991
    @teresagreenhughes2991 Před 3 lety +58

    He never explained why he accepted money from Mark to go home and never did!? 🤔😐

    • @lauranthornton8343
      @lauranthornton8343 Před 3 lety +20

      He smoked the 💰

    • @hawkmetzeta3599
      @hawkmetzeta3599 Před 3 lety +8

      Some things don't need an explanation. The answer is in his verbiage and mannerisms. Heartbreaking really. Hope this guy finds clarity and help before it is ultimately too late.

    • @nigel4776
      @nigel4776 Před 3 lety +11

      I wonder if it had anything to do with crack?

    • @sirpsychosexy
      @sirpsychosexy Před 3 lety +7

      Because crack

    • @ebg3624
      @ebg3624 Před 3 lety +4

      He doesn’t really have to explain, he did the interview. He can do with the money what he wants tbh. 🤷‍♀️

  • @leconyarhym3663
    @leconyarhym3663 Před 3 lety +6

    Todd is very talented with skills, I hope that he can be honest with himself, take accountability and responsibility for his decisions and actions. I really want him to be successful in his life, think more of getting better for himself and his family.

  • @JustinRothberg
    @JustinRothberg Před 3 lety +8

    dude looks way fing rough now. he needs a week of sleep and warm meals. wake up Todd! we want you to get better.

  • @tmusa2002
    @tmusa2002 Před 3 lety +61

    If he makes so much money, he should pay back the money Mark loaned to him.

    • @emmiewilliams7546
      @emmiewilliams7546 Před 3 lety +11

      Thats not how it works....with addicts money flows one way.

    • @mikejoey5088
      @mikejoey5088 Před 3 lety +1

      If you make ANY money you should legally change your trash ass name, TERRI

    • @nicksterp2805
      @nicksterp2805 Před 3 lety +2

      exactly. I'm sure he tried to scam some $$ out of mark

    • @hankyboy42594
      @hankyboy42594 Před 3 lety +5

      It’s not a loan. Mark pays people to interview them.

  • @ahill7099
    @ahill7099 Před 3 lety +6

    A guy I was working with here in Cleveland had the same addiction and skill. Finally I worked with him to get him help and now he absolutely 💯 successful. Drugs are nuts. "There are tons of ways to make money here", imagine if these brilliant addicts actually set thir minds to the right path. What a shame and a waste.

  • @llllllllll9577
    @llllllllll9577 Před 3 lety +20

    AS SOON AS I WAKE UP ... I get your video!!!!!

    • @shadcovert1160
      @shadcovert1160 Před 3 lety +1

      Haha. Me too! 4am.

    • @ariessweety8883
      @ariessweety8883 Před 3 lety +2

      Mee too! Im up at 5 a.m. in ks and BOOM! Here welcome to skid row

    • @llllllllll9577
      @llllllllll9577 Před 3 lety +1

      @@ariessweety8883 I’m in nj I just heard there’s some crazy fires in colorado

    • @ariessweety8883
      @ariessweety8883 Před 3 lety +1

      @@llllllllll9577 Oh no, I haven't heard. I'll have to check that out. That's too bad.

    • @drake73
      @drake73 Před 3 lety +2

      Addiction at it’s finest! I’m with ya Glynn. 💜😮💕🤣
      And I’m in nj too!

  • @andrewweaver8189
    @andrewweaver8189 Před 3 lety +30

    "Someone stole my tools"
    "Don't ask me about my hustle..... You need tools?"
    😂

    • @mattberg6816
      @mattberg6816 Před 3 lety +4

      I don’t steal from people individually 🤣🤣 I have a suspicion he likes to visit the truck yards.

    • @patrickdoyle6198
      @patrickdoyle6198 Před 2 lety +1

      Yes, he's breaking into trucks and construction sites and stealing people's tools.
      Stealing from Walmart or the liquor Mart is one thing, but stealing the tools that people need to earn a living is really low.

    • @andrewdarby2729
      @andrewdarby2729 Před 2 lety

      @@patrickdoyle6198 goddamn right is is. We just had 2 Miller bobcats stolen

    • @gnarlytothemax
      @gnarlytothemax Před 2 lety

      @@andrewdarby2729 how does someone manage to steal a bobcat? just roll it away on a trailer?

  • @nicolekeane4895
    @nicolekeane4895 Před 3 lety +6

    Todd you have wonderful humour, love it. You understand what makes you tic, or not. Geez most clean people cant do that. And the only person who gets hurt is yourself, but you roll with it. I personally think this journey is far deep seated , and when you work that out, whatever that may be will finally bring you the peace. Only you needs to find your peace. I wish you well which ever way you go. Xx

  • @michellea.diangelo7511
    @michellea.diangelo7511 Před 3 lety +6

    Hey Todd....Nice to hear you movin and groovin! Get yourself cleaned up and back on track. I would have loved to see your "tent"...I'm sure it was crazy good! My house in Lakewood is falling apart and I need to hire a good contractor. You could be the man! Take care and be safe!

  • @carynmartin6053
    @carynmartin6053 Před 3 lety +30

    He says he has a twin brother but when mark said so there's four boys, he's says no, I have an older brother and a younger brother. Ppl like this who are fast talkers, bullshit themselves more than anyone else, and can easily be caught in their own lies

    • @marioscourten3079
      @marioscourten3079 Před 3 lety

      I didn't catch that!

    • @thekatt...
      @thekatt... Před 3 lety +8

      Maybe his twin was born second, thus making him slightly the younger brother

    • @erikathomas7671
      @erikathomas7671 Před 3 lety +2

      But then he says right after that he himself is the youngest, definitely lying

    • @jand147
      @jand147 Před 3 lety

      That confuses me to about if he has a twin or not. Even the police files don't believe he has a twin because he said both Files come up for him when he is arrested-his and his supposedly twin brother.

    • @andybaldwin168
      @andybaldwin168 Před 3 lety +1

      Thinks he's nickel slick but we all got his penny change

  • @kristycartwright4743
    @kristycartwright4743 Před 3 lety +52

    I so wanted to see pictures of his “Lair “.

    • @bucketstuck7137
      @bucketstuck7137 Před 3 lety +1

      Same. lol

    • @wellz21
      @wellz21 Před 3 lety +1

      Looks like this is his lair in this video czcams.com/video/KBDaHM4WUoA/video.html&ab_channel=NBCLA

    • @kristycartwright4743
      @kristycartwright4743 Před 3 lety

      @@wellz21 just wow! Thanks for sharing

  • @kristabell5107
    @kristabell5107 Před 3 lety +14

    He’s great at everthing he does. What I’m seeing is a taker. He’s taking it all and in the end it will take him.

    • @sciencenotstigma9534
      @sciencenotstigma9534 Před rokem

      Not if he gets good help and support. I’ve seen people recover and be reborn, unrecognizable (in a good way). I’m one of them. ❤️

  • @lakiethakelly1540
    @lakiethakelly1540 Před 3 lety +28

    People just lie to themselves to do wrong. All this justifying and saying his fine is the real tragedy.

  • @desireeholloway3353
    @desireeholloway3353 Před 3 lety +35

    Why would you spend $10,000 on a god#amn tent?!? 🤨 I call major BS.

    • @msfranny4357
      @msfranny4357 Před 3 lety

      😂😂

    • @christopherallen9580
      @christopherallen9580 Před 3 lety

      Absolutely

    • @Bassmasterwitacaster
      @Bassmasterwitacaster Před 3 lety +2

      $10,000 in tools, not 10,000 in materials. Hes lying, but its entirely possible. It would've just been his tools from when he was working construction.

    • @johnmakary4848
      @johnmakary4848 Před 3 lety +2

      @@Bassmasterwitacaster maybe $10k when he bought them new 20 years ago- try selling tools used and the actual market value is probably $500 to a normal person or $50 in his case when he is desperate. This poor man is living in a world of lies. He doesn’t dare face reality.

    • @playingwithkash2134
      @playingwithkash2134 Před 3 lety +1

      He lying

  • @sheisthequeen4439
    @sheisthequeen4439 Před 3 lety +83

    I don’t believe anything he said, and mark please watch out for him, he came to you for money to get back home you gave him it he never went. Now he wants money again. 😩

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 Před 3 lety +17

      I believe Mark has a new reading of Todd.

    • @thesimulation9651
      @thesimulation9651 Před 3 lety +17

      It's like a stray cat, if you feed it once it'll come back everyday bc it's learned where food comes from

    • @joego9519
      @joego9519 Před 3 lety

      it's mutual

    • @mgreen6548
      @mgreen6548 Před 3 lety +6

      I agree.....pure B.S.

    • @ktothec24
      @ktothec24 Před 3 lety +6

      @@thesimulation9651 I’ll gladly feed a cat though

  • @Angel14383
    @Angel14383 Před 3 lety +23

    Majority of these addicts will unfortunately NEVER change. I have family members who are hooked on drugs and alcohol, and they CHOOSE their habits over there own children! This man says himself, that he does drugs to BLOCK EVERYTHING OUT!... If you block everything out, and don't face the future with a strong mind, you're NEVER gonna progress! I wish him, as well as all addicts the very best, take care and stay blessed! 💙,✌,🍕grease!

    • @GUTZ420
      @GUTZ420 Před 3 lety +2

      Amen Angel 🙏

  • @Fedayeen77
    @Fedayeen77 Před 2 lety +3

    "I'm gonna go file a claim with the city and get my stuff back"
    You ain't gonna do shit, bro

  • @user-fd8tq3dd8j
    @user-fd8tq3dd8j Před 3 lety +21

    It’s weird to see him delude himself by bragging he is a good dude, hard worker and that he got all these nice qualities from his mom when his story is quite the contrary. He makes a lot of excuses for his problematic life situation so he can continue to smoke crack and not look in the mirror and recognize how badly he messed up life for himself and those around him. He is somewhat of a narcissist who wants all people to think highly of him and paradoxically wants love from people who are the least likely to give it to him while spurning the love of those who really would so easily care( like his kids and wife). thereafter he complains about how he gets robbed and treated like crap. Well yeah the karma comes around and instead of loving the family who needs him and really would provide sustainable and unlimited love, he tries to nurture and fix people far down the hole....Maybe to atone for the sins of his own dysfunctional parents. Sins which aren’t really his but toxic love is all that he knows and healthy love he spurns because it is alien to him. Then when his family grows to hate him; rather than just man-ing up and making amends he uses it as justification that he should go deeper down the hole and leave them behind. Rather than face reality.

    • @sciencenotstigma9534
      @sciencenotstigma9534 Před rokem +1

      The drugs won’t let him face reality. They’ve taken over his decisions. He needs help.

  • @susanblake9946
    @susanblake9946 Před 2 lety +2

    As a woman myself, I don't appreciate how Todd talks about women in general and his wife specifically. I would imagine that she found marriage to Todd quite a learning experience.

  • @StevenLee-ji8tl
    @StevenLee-ji8tl Před 3 lety +8

    First he said he got 16 bags back from the LAPD and then he said they didn’t give him any of his belongings 💁🏻‍♂️

  • @fionaluve
    @fionaluve Před 2 lety +7

    I genuinely enjoy Todd, love to see more!

  • @whywouldyoucareaboutmyname6610

    Man I hope he makes it out of there. Seems like such a likeable guy.

  • @theratoni
    @theratoni Před rokem +1

    "I let them believe I am naive". The only truthful thing he says in this entire interview.

  • @notrealy180217
    @notrealy180217 Před 3 lety +1

    It seems like skid row is like mecca for homeless people. I never expected the amount of reverence that these people give the place. Some of them absolutely love it.

  • @vlogswithlaurynlove9099
    @vlogswithlaurynlove9099 Před rokem +3

    wow it'll be two years in october since Todd did this follow up video! i wonder if he was ever able to get himself together

  • @tieiatalks
    @tieiatalks Před 3 lety +62

    He said “get back in the red”. That’s in the negative. You want to be in the black.

    • @SoftWhiteUnderbelly
      @SoftWhiteUnderbelly  Před 3 lety +45

      Yes, that was an interesting mistake he made.

    • @tieiatalks
      @tieiatalks Před 3 lety +3

      @@SoftWhiteUnderbelly the universe hears “red”. It’s an interesting interview.

    • @jamalydude
      @jamalydude Před 3 lety +3

      I always thought it was “back in the green” as in stocks and money you want to be in the positive

    • @teresarn1965
      @teresarn1965 Před 3 lety +1

      Yes, I heard that. Lol

    • @BelialsMistress
      @BelialsMistress Před 3 lety +5

      @@SoftWhiteUnderbelly he also said he had a younger brother and older brother then he goes on to say he is the youngest 🧐

  • @josephinecarle4189
    @josephinecarle4189 Před 3 lety +31

    Todd is (unfortunately) back...

  • @jdy89
    @jdy89 Před 3 lety +1

    If he gets clean only to go back to a dysfunctional relationship in San Diego, he's just gonna end up back in this lifestyle. I'm rooting for you Todd, you remind me a little bit of my dad. Lost him to alcohol almost 3 years ago. Hope you can live well for yourself and your kids.

  • @jackiechavez7811
    @jackiechavez7811 Před 3 lety +8

    I don’t believe anything that comes out of his mouth. I hope he gets help before it’s too late.

  • @ericmcdaniel4029
    @ericmcdaniel4029 Před 3 lety +34

    I had a feeling he wasn’t going to stick to his word.

    • @fanbatcher
      @fanbatcher Před 3 lety +9

      Combine intelligence with delusions and he’s what you get.

    • @Kimberly_K_
      @Kimberly_K_ Před 3 lety +1

      He was in LA to visit a son , remember ?! No mention if said son ! likely non existent

  • @Limerick502
    @Limerick502 Před 3 lety +15

    I just decided. He really scares the he.. out of me.

  • @jackierosado1777
    @jackierosado1777 Před 3 lety +5

    Wishing you the best Todd

  • @darleneshriver3270
    @darleneshriver3270 Před 3 lety +10

    How did he have the money for all those things, and the drugs. He sounds so much like my brother! He broke my mother's heart everyday of her life!

    • @christianmathison1182
      @christianmathison1182 Před 3 lety +1

      Didn’t you watch either of his videos? He does construction

    • @UserNamez
      @UserNamez Před 2 lety

      The subtext here is that he steals his supplies. It may have been 4k in lumber, but he didn't use 4k to get it.

  • @BelialsMistress
    @BelialsMistress Před 3 lety +6

    “ i have an older brother and a younger brother” then he goes on to say he’s the youngest.... seems like he’s full of shit... sadly I don’t think he will change

  • @sammartinez2799
    @sammartinez2799 Před 3 lety +16

    He sounds like Chris Hanson lol

  • @bullrot7253
    @bullrot7253 Před 3 lety +3

    I wish there was a picture of his tent or mansion

  • @dlesliejones
    @dlesliejones Před 3 lety +28

    When he said he’s hit bottom I thought there’s still lower to go. It would be good for him to leave... now. Whenever you think “nothing could be worse than this”, is usually when you find out how much worse it can become. Get out while the getting is (relatively) good. You may say yes to the next proposition. For your sake Todd, I hope not. Get yourself into a program, while the choice is still within your reach.

    • @debbie2490
      @debbie2490 Před 3 lety +1

      David Jones I agee he’s been there a year that’s not very long but eventually it will consume him I hope it doesn’t

    • @kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934
      @kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934 Před 3 lety +1

      Excellent advice

    • @wesleyalan9179
      @wesleyalan9179 Před 3 lety +1

      David...great comment, man

  • @mariegiblin1104
    @mariegiblin1104 Před 3 lety +6

    Todd is a crack up...no pun intended. I have a feeling things are going to end bad if he doesn't get himself help. I have a job for him in San Diego if he gets clean but he isn't gonna get it doing crack. I wish him sobriety and peace. !!

  • @Sammysmys
    @Sammysmys Před 3 lety +9

    I don’t understand the negativity towards this man. I don’t think for a second he thinks he’s better than anyone. He says when he does something he does it well even drugs. It’s his gift and also his curse. He’s probably right. He’s talented he’s creative motivated when he chooses to be but he said he’s “stuck” he’s a slave to his drug. I don’t think he sugar coats it. I think he’s been as candid as he wants and when he is, expresses his difficulties. Maybe he’s embarrassed and disappointed in himself so he talks in a way that minimizes what he feels. It’s his choice to portray his life the way he chooses. It gets old feeling like a piece of shit everyday. He couldn’t even speak about his son beyond saying the words “my son” without getting emotional. No two people are the same and that doesn’t change because you’re addicted to a substance. Everyone’s an individual and needs to be treated as such. He may speak in third person but I truly believe he knows he’s speaking for himself and his experiences as well.

  • @Adulthoomanfemale
    @Adulthoomanfemale Před 8 měsíci

    Todd reminds me of my narcissistic uncle. Nothing is his fault, he is always the victim, he only did crack because everyone else was, he is a martyr helping everyone else, he is better than his surroundings, he is great at everything, and no empathy for his wife or children he has hurt with his selfishness. He has so self-reflection to see who he really is.