I'm "okay" but not really okay.

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  • čas přidán 5. 11. 2021
  • I am so grateful and blessed to have very little symptoms after testing positive for Covid-19, but for me the biggest struggle has been my mental health. We all have our highs and our lows, and lately I have been truly having a hard time mentally. This is my real life, a reminder that I'm only human. And as always, just bringing you along on our journey.
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  • @JesssFam
    @JesssFam  Před 2 lety +878

    I am so grateful and blessed to have very little symptoms after testing positive for Covid-19, but for me the biggest struggle has been my mental health. We all have our highs and our lows, and lately I have been truly having a hard time mentally. I'm doing the best that I can. And remember, I'm only human, this is my real life. As always, just bringing you along on our journey.

    • @kimluarks2418
      @kimluarks2418 Před 2 lety +11

      All my love and prayers!!! And air hugs!!!

    • @smilie5472
      @smilie5472 Před 2 lety +13

      We are here if you need anyone to talk to! I literally started crying towards the end! Love your video! FEEL BETTER ❤️‍🩹

    • @jamesr8593
      @jamesr8593 Před 2 lety +7

      I pray for you dont worry love you

    • @ashleighevans7155
      @ashleighevans7155 Před 2 lety +10

      I really hope you get better I hate seeing people upset its a fear of mine 😔 I love your smile and you should NEVER STOP SMILING 😃

    • @DHen-ye2iv
      @DHen-ye2iv Před 2 lety +5

      Hug.

  • @karisdiana
    @karisdiana Před 2 lety +610

    Everyone talks about the sassy side of Addy but in reality she has the sweetest soul✨ not all angels wear wings some have sassy attitudes & pure hearts too🌸

    • @daniellecole9907
      @daniellecole9907 Před 2 lety +14

      With all her brothers she gotta be sassy

    • @miss_lilyanne
      @miss_lilyanne Před 2 lety +9

      Addy has Jessica's spice and Chris's sweetness.

    • @sb5797
      @sb5797 Před 2 lety +6

      addy is the kindest sweetest soul, her little spark & sassiness just shows she wont let anyone take her kindness for weakness!! shes kind but firm on her decisions & what she wants.

    • @Wanderlust_Adventures
      @Wanderlust_Adventures Před 2 lety +1

      So true, she has a huge heart and huge personality 🥰

    • @montyismagic
      @montyismagic Před 2 lety +1

      I'm glad she has a sassy side, bc this world will take advantage of a too sweet soul. Good to have some spice with sugar 🧡

  • @madisonsierras
    @madisonsierras Před 2 lety +280

    Im starting to think that “random Halloween party” you had in September was absolutely meant to be…

  • @brittanyedwards9243
    @brittanyedwards9243 Před 2 lety +273

    Literally lost it when Chris had to pass Addie over. You can just see the heart break in his eyes! Your doing amazing Jess. It’ll be over and you’ll be back as a whole before you know it 💕💕

    • @marissacarr7570
      @marissacarr7570 Před 2 lety +5

      I just balled my eyes out my heart just breaks for all of them

    • @dominiquexo4772
      @dominiquexo4772 Před 2 lety

      Covid is no joke and a mask doesn’t help when some people just don’t take care themselves 😪

  • @brittaneemareekathryn
    @brittaneemareekathryn Před 2 lety +82

    I cried so hard seeing Chris pass Addie to you. You could see the heart break in his eyes. He was gonna miss his sick baby he got to spend that one on one time with. 😭

  • @nmoseley0227
    @nmoseley0227 Před 2 lety +82

    I feel for you so much! Back in August I spent seven days in COVID isolation in the hospital with the delta variant of COVID, bilateral viral pneumonia and sepsis. I was admitted the night before my only child, my 14 year old daughter started her first day of Freshman year. I didn’t see heron person or hug her for over a month! I cried everyday! Prayers and love for you all!!

    • @leighahoisington1415
      @leighahoisington1415 Před 2 lety +2

      Wow that sounds so awful, so glad you and your family are okay now and mom & daughter are together again❤️

    • @kellbell.8579
      @kellbell.8579 Před 2 lety +1

      N Moseley, can I ask if you were vaccinated?

  • @Queenbee845
    @Queenbee845 Před 2 lety +68

    I personally enjoyed my Must need mom free time. I literally took time to sleep, take a bath and watch my shows in peace. I worked at a nursing home during covid and now at a hospital. But I was way over worked that when i got it. I wasn’t sick so I enjoyed my peace.

    • @mamiedition
      @mamiedition Před 2 lety +1

      So sad to hear but glad you made it work and got some time to rest

    • @Queenbee845
      @Queenbee845 Před 2 lety

      @@mamiedition my sons 2 so…🥴 even though I did miss him it was a nice “mommy” time lol. It had to be done so I made the best of it.

    • @mamiedition
      @mamiedition Před 2 lety +2

      I have 3kids .7 , 4&2 .and realized how moms tend to forget taking "time off" even if its an extra 10min in the shower 5min in the car moms need it and if you start now it will get easier as they grow a healthy mom is what kids need

    • @Queenbee845
      @Queenbee845 Před 2 lety

      @@mamiedition Right? Lol I’m all about that kid free mom time. I take it every chance I can get 😅😅😂

  • @katiea2228
    @katiea2228 Před 2 lety +66

    Okay so we all know that Chris is like invincible now…spending days and days in close quarters with not one, but TWO people with Covid and he doesn’t catch it 😂 Jess I want a superhero like yours!

  • @mackenzieallen7751
    @mackenzieallen7751 Před 2 lety +11

    When Addie had a positive Covid test I felt like I was gonna cry and then when the rest of the fam showed up outside with a “we miss you” sign I broke down in tears. I support you guys and watch all of the vids you post. Love you so much

  • @TinyPigy282
    @TinyPigy282 Před 2 lety +54

    I understand you had plans Jess but they can be rearranged.
    Lives are precious and cannot be replaced.
    I hope you begin to feel better

    • @SherriValley
      @SherriValley Před 2 lety +5

      That’s right. Disney isn’t going anywhere.

    • @tragically_disappearing9034
      @tragically_disappearing9034 Před 2 lety

      She literally says this in all the covid videos. She's allowed to be upset she's missing a holiday and a trip she's already paid for and can't get a refund on. She's allowed to have emotions and be upset and still understand that what's she's doing is for the better good

    • @TinyPigy282
      @TinyPigy282 Před 2 lety

      @@tragically_disappearing9034 My comment never stated that Jess couldn't have emotions ❤
      I understand that it's devastating to have plans and not be able to follow through but my point is life is more valuable than a planned holiday

  • @Prettykitty96
    @Prettykitty96 Před 2 lety +18

    This video made me lose it! 😭 literally bawling when all the kids showed up. I wouldn’t have been able to keep myself together to form words. You Mamas held it together better than I ever could!

  • @nicolevelez7919
    @nicolevelez7919 Před 2 lety +14

    It took a toll for me because I know that separation especially when your kids cannot see you. My mom had MRSA and she was in isolation for a week. We stayed at my aunt's house. We cried to my aunt every night. It is okay to cry and being not mentally stable. it is normal as a mom who can't see her kids at all.

  • @miriamwalker2244
    @miriamwalker2244 Před 2 lety +312

    I’m crying with you ! I cannot even imagine how you feel 😭it’s gonna be ok it just sucks as moms to be away from our kids

  • @katihamilton8727
    @katihamilton8727 Před 2 lety +13

    It really does effect your mental health. I sadly was in isolation (all by myself as my family didn't get it too) and covid positive and mourning the loss of my brother and missed Thanksgiving. Was part of the worst time in my life. I totally get how you feel.

  • @nyahjordan660
    @nyahjordan660 Před 2 lety +11

    I don’t think I’ve ever cried so hard on my life! The amount of love you and your family have for each other is incredible! Hope you and Addy get better soon! I love you guys! ❤️🥺

  • @kaylanaomi1548
    @kaylanaomi1548 Před 2 lety +146

    When mimi and the kids showed up with the sign I lost it. The love your family has for each other is so pure! Bless Kaidens little heart for asking what your fave candies were! ❤ Hope you & addie are back to normal in no time!

  • @brandistephens6495
    @brandistephens6495 Před 2 lety +36

    I went through something similar with my mom on her bday I cried for 2 weeks missing her and only being able to see her from a distance . It really puts what’s important in perspective when you go through it
    Hope everyone is well now

  • @kalinagutierrez401
    @kalinagutierrez401 Před 2 lety +24

    I really started crying when they had the “I miss you sign” 😩😭

  • @myrahernandez1048
    @myrahernandez1048 Před 2 lety +1

    I cried through the whole video. Praying for a speedy recovery. Love how much love and how united you all are. Love you guys ♥️

  • @michellerackham6239
    @michellerackham6239 Před 2 lety +4

    I cried for you mama! My kids are older (26, 20, 17 and 13) but I still ache when I’m apart from them! Don’t feel bad for making whatever choices you need to for your family! There’s absolutely no road map or manual that says what to do in this situation and you have to do what is best for you’re family! Stay Strong sister!

  • @whimsical354
    @whimsical354 Před 2 lety +4

    I’m so sorry you guys!!!!! I’m glad you have had minimal symptoms. I was holding my tears in this whole video until I watch Chris bring Addie to the house. Its hard to see as an observer who is looking at it through a screen, I can only imagine how you guys are doing. 😭
    Your a wonderful mom and you did what you could with the information you had. Always remember that. We all love you!

  • @allyw5762
    @allyw5762 Před 2 lety +6

    jess i’m crying with you! when you did air hugs with addie, it made me tear up. if you are reading this, you are doing an AMAZING job protecting others and being an AWESOME mom even tho it doesn’t feel like it! ❤️

  • @natalyagrace9051
    @natalyagrace9051 Před 2 lety +2

    I already knew low 'lucky' I was when I had covid to be when it was because my grandad (who practically raised me was still here) and it was early on in 2020 so other than college i wasn't really missing much and I don't have many new long term issues since then. When my grandad passed away i was terrified to test for covid or leave the house for fear of catching it again and missing the funeral so luckily i had the friends that allowed me to become a shut in for four weeks while i helped plan the funeral and still offered their support so stongly. I can't believe how hard this must have been for you Jessica, hope you are all feeling better now and having fun getting ready for Disney world

  • @stephaniejane306
    @stephaniejane306 Před 2 lety +5

    I'm literally crying. I have been following you since the twins were babies. This is so hard to watch and it must be even harder for you. Prayers for you. We are all here with you and for you

  • @kristenmanners146
    @kristenmanners146 Před 2 lety +3

    Long term watcher, first time commenting. First thing, I have always felt close to your story as I was a mum at 16 and I know how hard it is, I now have six kids that range from 21 years to 9 months old. Jess you are doing a fantastic job with managing everything that is going on right now. Just remember there is no rule book on what needs to be done when in the situation you are in.

  • @Rianna93
    @Rianna93 Před 2 lety +4

    Instant tears when you opened the door and all of the big kids and family were there 😭
    I can see it in your face how much you were hurting. So glad that I watched all of the insta stories because at least I know everything ended up being okay ❤️

  • @karrye1221
    @karrye1221 Před 2 lety +7

    Love you so much Jess!! It's hard in the moment but this was the best case scenario for your family !!! Mimi is a true blessing !! Stay strong 🥰

  • @EscapeTheSky97
    @EscapeTheSky97 Před 2 lety +29

    Love how when ever Jess films in someone else place its a staple for her to vlog with someone's baby in her arms

  • @amandaramsey9002
    @amandaramsey9002 Před 2 lety +12

    Thank you for sharing. My daughter and I have been super sick for about a month. We are constantly in and out of the drs and hospital. I cry everyday. I’m just so sick and tired of being sick and tired!!! Lol. This made me feel less alone. ❤️

    • @caitlinm1634
      @caitlinm1634 Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you for sharing, I hope you get better very soon. Sending the best wishes from Australia!💛

  • @haileyy9363
    @haileyy9363 Před 2 lety +6

    I’m so sorry Jess, I can’t imagine how you feel right now. I’m praying for you 💗😚

  • @chloejohnstone780
    @chloejohnstone780 Před 2 lety +4

    Awwww, this was so emotional I found myself crying along with you! I’m glad you have so much support and Chris has still managed to stay negative. I hope you are all better soon. ❤️ from 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

  • @asthenolith
    @asthenolith Před 2 lety +13

    Jess I know this whole time you've been questioning your decisions but just know that everything you've done up to this point has been the very best you could do. My heart aches for you and I hope everyone gets well soon ♥️

  • @mummysvlog
    @mummysvlog Před 2 lety +3

    this hits me so hard. Day 2 for my 9 year old who is isolated in her room and we only contact by video call. Breaking my heart. I just want to hug her

  • @sagaofsarahrose
    @sagaofsarahrose Před 2 lety +12

    Jess I've been a fan for so long - and I'm so glad you let us in on the days its not 100. Cause that's how life is. I marvel at your strength cause you've been handed sooooooo much this year. But you're still pushing through. Please know I'm hugging you from here in St. Louis. As cheesy as it sounds, we have to have the rain, so the rainbow can shine. And we're here for you.

  • @mammadear0083
    @mammadear0083 Před 2 lety +1

    In Feb 2021 I had a massive heart attack. I was in/ out of hospital 5x in 4 mons. I missed my sons bday and 3rd grade graduation recovering from open heart surgery. My mental health took a major nose dive I missed him so much. I came home in May, am waiting on transplant. Never take time with your kids for granted, you never know when its going to be your last. Tell them you love the so often they get sick of it.

  • @MrsCollins1016
    @MrsCollins1016 Před 2 lety

    This is the most heartbreaking video. When I had Covid last year I was away from my family for 4-6 weeks and I found one of my dogs passing away one morning and my mom couldn’t even come and hug me because I had Covid. My fiancé is a vet tech and I went with him to the vet and my dog ended up passing away in my arms on the way to the hospital which I am grateful for because I couldn’t go in with him to put her to sleep. I feel your pain when it comes to not being able to hug your family and I cried heart wrenching tears while watching this. I hope Chris stays negative and you are reunited with your family soon!!!

  • @amyc6668
    @amyc6668 Před 2 lety +86

    It’s okay to not be okay.
    Thank you for sharing your good (go kaden!), bad (disney trip) and the ugly (missing halloween) with us.

    • @EmmaAppleBerry
      @EmmaAppleBerry Před 2 lety

      Thats a good kdrama btw for anyone interested "its okay to not be okay" or sometimes its translated as its okay pyscho 😂

  • @sngray11
    @sngray11 Před 2 lety +3

    This vlog made me cry so much. Because if I were in your position, I would just be crying nonstop as well having to be separated from my family and loved ones. But thankfully that you are feeling much better. 💗 It sucks that Addie got COVID as well, but at least she will make the pain of being away from the rest of your family a little bit more bearable! 💞

  • @brittanygarza8473
    @brittanygarza8473 Před 2 lety

    I'm so sorry y'all are going through this! I quarantined away from my husband and 3 kids when I got covid and I definitely struggled mentally with being away from them and just being sick in general because if the hype of it all. I had very very few symptoms and felt fine over all but I was always on edge waiting for a decline in my health or for any of my babies to start showing symptoms 😭😭 covid is freaking hard man, keeping your family in my thoughts ❤

  • @Nicole-ej1qx
    @Nicole-ej1qx Před 2 lety +1

    This vlog made me cry. I could see the fear and hurt in your eyes when your little girl tested positive. So sorry your family has to go through this. Sending you guys so much positivity.

  • @Jsunsetsky87
    @Jsunsetsky87 Před 2 lety +25

    You’re lucky. At least you’re in the comfort of a friends house and not in the icu like my husband was a week ago. I wasn’t feeling too bad for the first 5 days and then BAM! It hit me really bad for another week. My son had no choice to be home with us/me and he did get it, although asymptomatic aside from a low fever fit a few days. I’m happy to say that we are all good now. My husband is out of the icu, but is still on oxygen.
    My husband and I have been together for 15 years and never been apart for more than 2 nights. Having him in the hospital and then the icu for 8 days was very hard and very scary! He never gets sick and if he does, he’s over it so quick. So I’m very happy to have him home.
    Hopefully Chris stays isolated, because he will inevitably test positive soon.
    Out of curiosity.. why are you guys wearing masks in a home where everyone has covid?

    • @jayceex9289
      @jayceex9289 Před 2 lety +1

      I’m sorry to hear about your husband. Chris never ended up testing positive

    • @Jsunsetsky87
      @Jsunsetsky87 Před 2 lety +1

      @@jayceex9289 yes, but he can still test positive. My son didn’t test positive when we did, it wasn’t til like a week later. I do hope he doesn’t, but since they were quarantined together, I’d be surprised.
      Thank you. He is thankfully doing well now.

    • @espinoza1987
      @espinoza1987 Před 2 lety +3

      She is definitely lucky! Especially how she travels w/o a mask. It could have been so much worse like many others. My aunt was in a coma for 3 month bc of covid

    • @foreverlibra93
      @foreverlibra93 Před 2 lety

      @@espinoza1987 she doesn’t travel without a mask. Everytime they go somewhere they always have a mask unless they’re outside somewhere that doesn’t require them

  • @pomaivf
    @pomaivf Před 2 lety +4

    Thank you jesss& your family for always being so transparent and showing us not only the good stuff but for also being so vulnerable and showing us also moments like these! I could feel how you was feeling! Praying for you guys 💛🙏

  • @kaxla13
    @kaxla13 Před 2 lety +1

    I’m so glad you guys are feeling better. Man this video brought tears to my eyes. Love you guys ❤️

  • @violetmtali4269
    @violetmtali4269 Před 2 lety

    I pray for God to heal you and restore you back to full health. You are a CHAMPION!! I started watching your channel 3 years ago, Before I became a mom. Now I have a two year old boy and seeing how you raised all your kids gives me strength. I have struggled with my son. He is super energetic, STRONG, fiery and aggressive. We are dealing with the terrible twos. It feels like its too much, but I'm hanging in there. Two weeks ago, me, my son and husband were all sick with bacterial infections....our nanny was away at a funeral at the same time. I was so depressed and felt so alone, but I just held onto my faith and looked after myself and my family. You WILL get through this. 🙏🏿

  • @nicolewaring4697
    @nicolewaring4697 Před 2 lety +4

    This made me so emotional 😭 sending loads of love ❤️

  • @mhetrick81425
    @mhetrick81425 Před 2 lety +4

    Aww that broke my heart seeing y'all air hug and Chris bringing Addie to u much prayers for you and your family hope everyone gets well soon and can be back together again ♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @kishamyers7905
    @kishamyers7905 Před 2 lety

    The beginning of September my fiance, myself and our kiddos got Covid. It hit us so hard - I could barely eat, sleep, even walk! Worst of it all, is my fiance was hit the hardest. He stopped breathing and I had to perform cpr on him while I waited for help to arrive and the. had to half carry have drag him to my sister-in-laws car to be transported to the ER. We almost lost him - something that still ruins me. I am SO THANKFUL that your symptoms are not as severe as what we experience. I'm praying for you and your family Jess! ❤

  • @juicebox4104
    @juicebox4104 Před 2 lety +2

    My brother just tested positive this morning. And ironically we had a Disney trip planned for this Wednesday. I hope no one else in my family or that we’ve seen in the last few days gets it from my brother. And my heart goes out to your fam Jess ❤️❤️

  • @chloemoore9481
    @chloemoore9481 Před 2 lety +5

    sorry you are going through this, stay brave, you got this

  • @olivialamora3767
    @olivialamora3767 Před 2 lety +10

    I hope everything gets better! ❤️❤️

  • @janetsmith7306
    @janetsmith7306 Před 2 lety

    I love you Jesss Fam!! I Bawled when your kids and Mimi showed up. Also brought back memories for me and my family. I too was vaccinated and ended up positive for covid and had to isolate from my 9 year old...hardest thing I ever had to do! I so understand the mental struggle, its HARD!! I love ya girl! hang in there and it will be over soon!! Sending you lots of love and hugs!!

  • @karissaxxstunnnnnna
    @karissaxxstunnnnnna Před 2 lety

    I’m literally sitting here crying watching you cry because I went through this last month. I don’t have kids. It’s just my boyfriend and I. But even tho we both tested positive and he tested a few days after me, positive. They told us we had to quarantine away from each other to prevent either one of us from becoming sicker, longer. Because he has asthma. It was absolutely horrible. I also had little to no symptoms, I felt like I had a sinus infection. And tested “ just because “ and sure enough it came back positive. When it did come back positive it was like my whole world crashed around me. It was like mind over matter, as soon as I knew it was so surreal. I felt like I was actually going to poop my pants. It was terrible. So thankful to have minimal symptoms and both my boyfriend and I, came out safe & doing alright. Even now a month later we are still suggesting some effects. But so thankful to not have had it as bad as most. Glad you guys are doing better now!

  • @MHBW81
    @MHBW81 Před 2 lety +23

    I have been following this on Instagram but when Addie joined the house was heartbreaking! 😭
    Started tearing up when Mimi and the kids visited!

  • @lisajayne
    @lisajayne Před 2 lety +18

    This video breaks my heart. Stay strong Jess you will be home soon with your babies and Chris ❤️

  • @alyssaarredondo8323
    @alyssaarredondo8323 Před 2 lety +1

    Breaks my heart seeing this. But so glad that everyone is doing better now 💗

  • @queenlyon08
    @queenlyon08 Před 2 lety +1

    My heart goes out to you. I almost lost my husband to covid this past week and it’s rough. I am praying for you and your family. Hugs

  • @chloe-tl7eg
    @chloe-tl7eg Před 2 lety +54

    Hi jess, im sorry you feel like this, covid isnt a nice thing especially when your seperated from family. I love your vids keep at it❤️ just remember you are strong!🤍

  • @dailyliving1716
    @dailyliving1716 Před 2 lety +7

    literally sat here crying right along with you. I dont have kids of my own yet, so I cant fully understand what this is like. But I know the bond you have with your babies, and I've been watching you for soooo many years (when you first found out about the boys) that I can sympathize. How is Chris handling being separated from you, Addie, and the others? How are YOU feeling being separated from him? I can only imagine the level of pain youre going through.

  • @kk-hp2jt
    @kk-hp2jt Před 2 lety

    You're last few videos are legit making me bawl, no joke. I'm bawling and haven't been able to stop the entire video. I feel your love for those kids through the screen and it breaks me as a mother to know how you're feeling, praying so hard for you and your family, (talias family as well) ps. I've been watching long before you ever met Talia but I did watch the episode that she tracked you down om vacation! Love your family so much and can't wait untill you are all healthy and back together ❤

  • @kellyedes6318
    @kellyedes6318 Před 2 lety +2

    Jess , my husband and 2 of our sons had covid, know exactly how you are feeling. Its okay yo feel the way u are.. its been 2 months for us. I am the only one that doesnt have alot of smell or taste back yet. About 65% back.

  • @suzique6924
    @suzique6924 Před 2 lety +26

    Put it in perspective some people are losing their children to cancer while we celebrate Halloween. You will be reunited with your wonderful healthy family and that is what matters

    • @suzique6924
      @suzique6924 Před 2 lety

      @@JJ-om1qm my point is to celebrate life. We forget sometimes that other people are suffering devastating losses and when we step outside of ourselves for a moment and put things in perspective we can find it easier to get past disappointments especially in this case where bad news and disappointments are piling up. My comment was of encouragement not blame. Maybe reread it with different eyes

  • @smilie5472
    @smilie5472 Před 2 lety +11

    Omg I am cry rn!!! As soon as I saw everyone with the sign I was bursting out crying! ❤️ feel better ❤️‍🩹 !
    -Jess Fam!

  • @its.SxnnySoul
    @its.SxnnySoul Před 2 lety +1

    Aww Jess hope you feel better. The Jesssfam squad is here for you. We hate you feeling like this.

  • @sophia-ir6mg
    @sophia-ir6mg Před 2 lety +1

    I hope you get better Jess, I’m sorry you feel like this❤️

  • @chelseafrench664
    @chelseafrench664 Před 2 lety +11

    The moment addy tested positive I started sobbing 😭 I can relate so much I have a 3 year old and I’m currently 17 weeks pregnant and my partner tested positive and we live in a tiny 2 bedroom and can’t isolate and I’m so so scared that my 3 year old catches it. I am so so glad that you had the opportunity to get away and keep your family safe I really hope everyone is doing okay sending my love from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

  • @naliblu8788
    @naliblu8788 Před 2 lety +3

    You are an amazing mama. To show the reality of the virus and what it does to our mental health to be away from our babies makes you a very courageous and strong person. Never doubt it Jess....I felt the same. Haven't had covid but being away from my babies for nine years though I yerned for them every second of every day, only to gain my daughter nine years later....no words. Head up high mama, you will hold your babies soon.

  • @madlruth4680
    @madlruth4680 Před 2 lety +1

    I love you guys so much❤️ you’re going to get through this. Good luck❤️

  • @ashleyalba722
    @ashleyalba722 Před 2 lety

    I legit never cry watching CZcams videos and I’m here sitting at my table bawling my eyes out. I feel for you mama.

  • @tammy2462
    @tammy2462 Před 2 lety +5

    I know this sad but as much as you travel be grateful you are the only sick

  • @RoseGolden0
    @RoseGolden0 Před 2 lety +22

    SMH it’s scary. This is why I continue to stay away from people. Still continue to limit interactions with families/people outside your immediate. Well wishes and speedy recovery! Hopefully Chris remains negative! Take care!

    • @miaombak655
      @miaombak655 Před 2 lety +8

      @@Kellylynn_ and everyone reacts differently. Best outcome is no or little symptoms. . Sadly some, even those with no commodities can become extremely ill or worse. Age is not a defining factor. Keeping positive and strong helps the immune system also.
      I'm in Australia and got CoVid in early March last year. It made me ill, but not hospitalised. I still have long haul issues of tiny blood clots and a partially collapsed lower lung lobe with scarring, also fatigue, sleeping and gut issues. Have improved slowly as initially for about 6 months post CoVid, I couldn't walk more than a few feet or stand for longer than a couple of minutes max. Like I said, we all react differently. Best is to be proactive to avoid contracting it with hand hygiene, social distancing where possible, masks in certain situations. whilst still living life. Vaxing is going to help prevent more severe infections in most cases, but not guaranteed.
      With CoVid , there are no differently outcomes with anything to do with it. Hopefully one day our immune systems will collectively build up against it to some degree. Hope so. 🙏

    • @caitlinm1634
      @caitlinm1634 Před 2 lety +1

      @@miaombak655 I am in Australia too, in New South Wales when we had that outbreak with lockdown I still have a bad fear of contracting it. And so many other issues piled in. It's so hard.💛

    • @leighahoisington1415
      @leighahoisington1415 Před 2 lety +2

      @@Kellylynn_ read some of the comments. covid-19 infection is not the same for everyone. understand that!

  • @sandreaandrea
    @sandreaandrea Před 2 lety +1

    Beautiful video. It really put things into perspective for me. We're all going through it in some way or another; this time has been no one's idea of normal. People can be so quick to judge when we really all should just love each other more.

  • @kaylamader9588
    @kaylamader9588 Před 2 lety

    I feel what you are experiencing a lot of people experienced in 2020! you are not alone and I'm sending you love and positive thoughts! ❤

  • @allieyackley9534
    @allieyackley9534 Před 2 lety +4

    I am so sorry for what you are going through right now. I also had to get quarantined because of COVID

  • @marleyliskey4781
    @marleyliskey4781 Před 2 lety +7

    Man, I can’t tell you how much I needed this video today. I have breakthrough Covid as well and even though I don’t have kids I’ve been crying all day. I feel ok but emotionally I feel mad and guilty and sad and lonely. My symptoms haven’t changed all week, so I don’t know when it’s ok for me to go back to life.

    • @caitlinm1634
      @caitlinm1634 Před 2 lety +1

      You can do this, just please stay strong!💛

  • @Jessicasadd114
    @Jessicasadd114 Před 2 lety

    I’ve been watching since addie was just a few months old. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you like this . But girl if anyone can make it through you can. At this moment and so many more, I wish I was the mother you are. You are strong 💪

  • @jerricakutche8572
    @jerricakutche8572 Před 2 lety +1

    Aww, my husband and I had Covid 2 months ago and my 2 boys had very mild symptoms, I couldn’t imagine not being with them for 10 days , praying for you all. 🙏🏻

  • @kimg3640
    @kimg3640 Před 2 lety +22

    When Chris said bye to addie I lost it for the rest of the video😭😭 I feel so bad for you guys. Sending prayers and hugs!🥰🥰

  • @diyagandhi5650
    @diyagandhi5650 Před 2 lety +4

    I love you Jess, your such a strong mother, you can fight through this

  • @wduet65
    @wduet65 Před 2 lety

    I could just imagine what you are going through. You are always there for your family. I could feel what you feel not being able to not to hug your kids. I am crying for you.

  • @angelicaa03310
    @angelicaa03310 Před 2 lety

    I feel you jess when my whole family went through covid. Everything you are feeling was what i felt my mental health was the worst of it all but thankfully we got trough it.

  • @kennedy6516
    @kennedy6516 Před 2 lety +4

    Omg I’m so sorry you have to go through this
    Also when you and Addie where air hugging I literally started crying 😢

  • @maia_loves_IT
    @maia_loves_IT Před 2 lety +5

    I feel like Addie is being so strong not like hugging her mom and like I feel like I’ve been watching the shed over like five years I’d like I know that they are like one of my favorite CZcamsrs even I got sick but I don’t have Covid but like this channel is just amazing

  • @kelsahmedd
    @kelsahmedd Před 2 lety

    I cried this whole video. My heart breaks for you guys. Sending you love and light. ❤️

  • @almosthappy2680
    @almosthappy2680 Před 2 lety

    My heart goes out to you Jesss. I hope you don’t get any serious symptoms and get better soon. The world loves you Jesss take care, Mark from England x

  • @tracyball5041
    @tracyball5041 Před 2 lety +4

    Unfortunately when people return to normal life, going on holidays on trips, visiting friends or family then it’s only going to be a matter of time before one of yous pick the virus up, that being said I hope yall recover well , events can be rearranged, celebrations celebrated at different times, the loss of a life can never be changed

  • @Lily92691
    @Lily92691 Před 2 lety +4

    When the older kids stood outside with the sign I burst into tears. This will all be over before you know it x

  • @wnharms
    @wnharms Před 2 lety +1

    This made me so sad.
    When my family got Covid, we were all together. I couldnt imagine having to split up.

  • @victoriaraines8405
    @victoriaraines8405 Před 2 lety +2

    goodness gracious I started crying when they brought the poster!! also the air hugs! sending lots of love to you all!

  • @diyagandhi5650
    @diyagandhi5650 Před 2 lety +3

    I’m so sorry that you and Addy had to go through this, you two are so brave, you can do this.

  • @dadshomecookinrecipes9491

    Hey jess yeah so I just got over it but I was positive and my mom and dad have it and they are really sick stay strong

  • @countryprincess25
    @countryprincess25 Před 2 lety +1

    Awww Jess I’m so sorry. I love you’re family you’re videos and you’re channel sooo very much. I’ve been watching since Lilia was born. I am praying for the best results for you.

  • @taylorbrenneman8437
    @taylorbrenneman8437 Před 2 lety

    My mental health before Covid was very bad. Once I got Covid, it was at an all time low. Four months later, my son was exposed at his dads so we quarantined for 10 days. On day 9 my son tested positive. Another 10 days without him. Two days later, my other son was exposed at his cousins. He was quarantined from me for 10 days. The day before his quarantine was up, my third son was exposed while at his grandmas and tested positive. I went over a month without them all together. It was the worst days of my life.

  • @jenniferpareja7720
    @jenniferpareja7720 Před 2 lety +12

    It breaks my heart to see Jess so sad. But God has a purpose and is teaching you something. May God grant you the strength and soon to be back with your family. Stay strong 💪 jess love from WA state. Huge hugs Addie baby girl stay strong 💪 you can do it.

  • @Capricornqueen88
    @Capricornqueen88 Před 2 lety +3

    Could the tests have been wrong when they were showing a negative, I mean she ended up coming up positive after the CDC said they can show a positive test.

    • @elleebee2480
      @elleebee2480 Před 2 lety +2

      It is more likely that she didn't catch it from Talia etc. She very likely got it from Jess the night she slept in with her before Jess realised she was positive as that would match up with the timings.

    • @Capricornqueen88
      @Capricornqueen88 Před 2 lety

      @@elleebee2480 that makes sense!

  • @jessieglover4021
    @jessieglover4021 Před 2 lety +1

    Hope you get to see the kids soon it must be so hard to not see them stay strong Jess x

  • @phoenixellis248
    @phoenixellis248 Před 2 lety +2

    So excited for a Jess fam video for my birthday 🎉 hope your doing better!!!

  • @meganreiley1666
    @meganreiley1666 Před 2 lety +5

    Awe when Addy had to leave Chris that broke my heart. She is deff a daddies girl. But at least now you can have one of your babies with you. It's just awful bc it's bc of covid. Good vibes to your family. Much love FAM

  • @turtleloverT3333
    @turtleloverT3333 Před 2 lety +5

    Jess: * has covid* *still has her eyebrows on and mascara and concealer on*

    • @caitlinm1634
      @caitlinm1634 Před 2 lety +2

      I mean other she ain't gonna have no brows or lashes!🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️

  • @organologist
    @organologist Před 2 lety

    You are an amazing human and doing your very best to keep your loved ones safe - can’t do anything better than that. Stay strong x

  • @lillyduracz9366
    @lillyduracz9366 Před 2 lety +2

    Hey jesss I feel so bad for you and hope life gets better you deserve the best