STAYING IN HOSPITAL *thought cancer was going to kill me* EMOTIONAL!!

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  • @tiffanythinks
    @tiffanythinks  Před 2 lety +812

    Hi my loving Tiffanythinks Family. I AM SO SORRY for not updating. This video will explain what’s been going on. I geniuenly thought I was going to die. I love you all SO much. I thought about you all because I know so many of you care about me. I know this video is long so if you need to skip it to the bit I’ve been rushed to hospital you can. I am still here so videos might not be as regular but you know me, you are all my Tiffanythinks family so I’ll find a way to update you (IG? FB?) If you haven’t joined my Tiffanythinks Family, please subscribe and be part of this journey that I am on. IG & FB: tiffanythinks. Lots & lots of love, WE GOT THIS💙

    • @umandadethabrew3511
      @umandadethabrew3511 Před 2 lety +25

      Get well soon Tiffany - praying for you 💙💙💙

    • @CountryGirl8324
      @CountryGirl8324 Před 2 lety +20

      Tiffany you are a amazing woman. I hate the pain and struggle you're going through but i know god has you in his hands and will see you through the healing of your body.😇❤

    • @n2resiliency
      @n2resiliency Před 2 lety +11

      I was wondering 🧐where's Tiffany. Then I prayed for you. ❤️🙏🏾

    • @loretaloreta1041
      @loretaloreta1041 Před 2 lety +22

      I love your all videos short or longer.
      I love You tube its much easier to me.
      And no metter what u video tape it i love it all.

    • @carefree6412
      @carefree6412 Před 2 lety +15

      I love you Tiff ❤ praying hard for you to come back home

  • @moon313
    @moon313 Před 2 lety +663

    Saying this as a nurse, please don't worry about it when you puke or what mess you make. It happens all the time. We deal with a lot and it's nothing a shower and a couple of rags can't clean up. Thinking of you Tiff. ❤️

    • @bayoujd
      @bayoujd Před 2 lety +30

      Such kind words.

    • @kareninoz
      @kareninoz Před 2 lety +22

      Beautiful words 💕

    • @csc1641
      @csc1641 Před 2 lety +52

      Nurses are special and so are you. What a nice thing to write to her.

    • @malarm8038
      @malarm8038 Před 2 lety +26

      some amazing women here

    • @fiestyone
      @fiestyone Před 2 lety +27

      @Simone
      Thank you for saying such nice 😊 words. And if no one told you today I appreciate you.

  • @wanya_telborn
    @wanya_telborn Před 2 lety +439

    I’m gonna speak on behalf of all nurses we have all been thrown up on so many times I can’t count. Never bothers us nurses! That’s what we are there for! Loving you from afar

    • @rkmsrose
      @rkmsrose Před 2 lety +12

      You are so right!

    • @lucbelcher7256
      @lucbelcher7256 Před 2 lety +8

      Love this!

    • @mmmmlllljohn
      @mmmmlllljohn Před 2 lety +25

      Thank, God, for nurses - they are truly God’s angels. ❤️🇨🇦

    • @bogantellectual
      @bogantellectual Před 2 lety +14

      thank you for your service

    • @trinityjns
      @trinityjns Před 2 lety +15

      I was gonna said that too! well written ❤️ As nurse myself I totally agree 100% with you

  • @nancyschaeffer569
    @nancyschaeffer569 Před 2 lety +46

    This video shows everyone there is nothing like a Mother’s love.

  • @saramurtadha4088
    @saramurtadha4088 Před 2 lety +56

    Im a cancer survivor myself and lost many family members to cancer. Watching u in pain made me cry .No one deserves to suffer in such way. I hope u stay healthy ❤️❤️ bless u and all cancer patients

    • @ceciliabeam7150
      @ceciliabeam7150 Před 2 lety +6

      I hope you’re doing well. I’m currently going through treatment for my relapsed cancer and I feel what you describe and I do really wish you well❤

  • @trisharushing2631
    @trisharushing2631 Před 2 lety +208

    Haven’t cried this much in a while! Was telling my daughter and husband that I felt something was wrong since you hadn’t posted. I clicked on this video so fast!!! I’m praying endlessly and believing Jesus for full restoration! I love you very much!!

    • @elizabethtorres6461
      @elizabethtorres6461 Před 2 lety +4

      I too have had Tiffany in my thoughts and prayers. Praying she is feeling better.

  • @HJNx94
    @HJNx94 Před 2 lety +207

    I’m in tears, I hate seeing you in so much pain Tiff. You’re such a beautiful human. Sending you the biggest of love and hugs from Australia ❤️

    • @suzekendall4841
      @suzekendall4841 Před 2 lety +3

      I am in Brisbane, I share my love too 💕💕

    • @HJNx94
      @HJNx94 Před 2 lety +3

      @@suzekendall4841 Dear Suze, I'm also from Brissie! Thank you for sharing the love xx

    • @danilumer5940
      @danilumer5940 Před 2 lety +2

      Love grom Argentina

    • @GB-gn2iw
      @GB-gn2iw Před 2 lety +1

      She is beautiful in every sense of the word. You can't help but love her. I hate seeing her suffer like this. x

  • @Missstrish
    @Missstrish Před 2 lety +44

    Let Matt and your sister update us while you rest. We are all here for you! They do a great job filling us in.

  • @ramonarodrigues5579
    @ramonarodrigues5579 Před 2 lety +2

    How much more can this angel take my sweet Jesus… pls get her out of this pain and bless her with healing and so she can be cancer free and lead a happy life…. As a mother my heart breaks each time I see u tiff but I know we are all in this together and we will all emerge victorious the day ur declared cancer free…. Love n blessings from India. Jesus has got this !

  • @mindy9061
    @mindy9061 Před 2 lety +47

    This lady is so special. Wishing you a speedy recovery beautiful Tiffany ❤️🙏

  • @syltastic8876
    @syltastic8876 Před 2 lety +87

    I’m sorry you’re going through all this. I’m more of a lurker, but I felt the urge to let you know I’m with you through this journey in my own way. I grew to feel worried and even scared at times by watching you for a while now. You’re so sweet, calm and positive, even with all this happening. You’re teaching me that positivity in hard times is possible. You’re amazing and I really, really hope you’ll feel better soon! We’ll be here, think of you and your recovery first, we’re not going anywhere.

  • @colleenrichardson5339
    @colleenrichardson5339 Před 2 lety +21

    Please don’t apologize for keeping us up to date, your health and well-being is what matters to us the most! As Matt said, we’ll always be here waiting for you when you get back. 💖 When I hadn’t seen you post in a while, I knew something was up.. don’t ever feel the pressure to update us every few days, I’m just so thankful YOU’RE OK! We love you and we GOT THIS! You will forever be the strongest person I know, Tiffany 🥺❣️

  • @stephfitman
    @stephfitman Před 2 lety +191

    Never clicked on a video so fast… so relieved you’re ok Tiff… so sorry you’re going through this.. praying for you 💕we got this 😘

    • @rimsha5552
      @rimsha5552 Před 2 lety +3

      Ameen InshAllah

    • @cynthiadavid5282
      @cynthiadavid5282 Před 2 lety +2

      My love and prayers all to u u have a loving supporting family

    • @men8tive268
      @men8tive268 Před 2 lety +2

      OMG I did too. I’m so glad they found out what it was. #wegotthis💙

  • @nivii0630
    @nivii0630 Před 2 lety +145

    You have a whole life ahead of you Tiffany and your strength and positivity will help to get through all this. We have you in our thoughts and prayers♥️🙏🏾

    • @priscilladevi9705
      @priscilladevi9705 Před 2 lety +1

      @@sawdust2556 if you could kindly take off the word 'nonense' I find it to be disrespectful. Thanks

    • @sawdust2556
      @sawdust2556 Před 2 lety

      @@priscilladevi9705 hi, I wasn’t saying nonsense to Nivii06.💕💙We Got This, Tiffany!

    • @sawdust2556
      @sawdust2556 Před 2 lety

      Well said, Nivii06!💕

  • @janp263
    @janp263 Před 2 lety +2

    I have watched a few of your videos. I am an oncology specialist nurse. Patients like you make our lives so rewarding, you are a beautiful young girl with such a positive attitude, you are so caring and compassionate with others while suffering such horrible pain. Stay strong sweetheart, you are loved so much by your family, friends and your nurses, much love and biggest gentle hugs xxxx❤️ So much love to Matt and your Mum too, they are superstars 🌟🌟❤️❤️

  • @susanrapley3223
    @susanrapley3223 Před 2 lety +17

    Tiffany, you are so so sweet to have missed your CZcams friends and worry about updating us. Hope you know that you have all the support out here, even when there are days without communication. You are in our hearts!

  • @sdha5865
    @sdha5865 Před 2 lety +73

    I cried my eyes out watching you Tiff as I’m also going through similar circumstance..
    I pray for you all the time lovely. You are a warrior and we got this beautiful girl!! Lots of love to you all!!💙

    • @shemiibrahim817
      @shemiibrahim817 Před 2 lety +2

      you will make a full recovery by the special grace of Allah. I have made this testament for you.

    • @sdha5865
      @sdha5865 Před 2 lety +2

      @@MsDeoR Thanks so much for your kind words and prayers 🙏🏼❤️

    • @sdha5865
      @sdha5865 Před 2 lety +1

      @@shemiibrahim817 That’s indeed so kind of you, thanks so much🙏🏼❤️

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 Před 2 lety

      czcams.com/video/ZOX2eg1nfAs/video.html

    • @paulachin9130
      @paulachin9130 Před 2 lety +1

      Crying too.🙏🙏🙏

  • @dianebaugher3919
    @dianebaugher3919 Před 2 lety +137

    Matt's right, we will all be here just concentrate on getting better...c-diff is a nasty infection and highly contagious! Much love to you, Matt and Amma.

    • @elizabethconroy7665
      @elizabethconroy7665 Před 2 lety +3

      Had c- diff
      Was a very nasty infection contracted from the Hospital

    • @kcatlady2018
      @kcatlady2018 Před 2 lety +4

      Soap and water is the only infection prevention (not responsive to hand sanitizer). Hope you are feeling better 💜💙💜💙😻

    • @oneseeker2
      @oneseeker2 Před 2 lety +1

      Contagious 6months to a year!

    • @dianebaugher3919
      @dianebaugher3919 Před 2 lety +3

      @@kcatlady2018 My sister was hospitalized with it, and we had to put on masks, gowns and gloves to even go into her room-surprised they are not taking precautions!

    • @DaniValentine84
      @DaniValentine84 Před 2 lety

      Just thought I’d add…I’m a nurse, and really hope they’ve explained to you how contagious C-Difficile is. The contagion can live on an inanimate object(door handle, countertop,etc) for upwards of six weeks. So if a person comes in contact with that germ six weeks from now, they can get sick from it. so I am also surprised to not see more precautions. I hope they’ve educated you and your family on this. You’re a strong woman with an even stronger and lovely support system. All of you are in my prayers. ❤️

  • @rebeccabrown1727
    @rebeccabrown1727 Před 2 lety +31

    Hope you start to feel better and get to rest back home soon!
    Don’t worry about vlogs, we will support you always 💙
    The 50k party was lovely x

    • @ildikoparker920
      @ildikoparker920 Před 2 lety

      It was shocking to see you so ill your skin and eyes were gray I was so scared to open utube. When my mom was crying I just watched her but she gave the biggest smile. I really almost pasted out. We love you and get your surgery NHS take their time.

    • @ildikoparker920
      @ildikoparker920 Před 2 lety

      Please go for your surgery
      Not to worry we will all be outside routing for you. Matt ot Amma will have to come outside to keep us posted

  • @rosemariebenson3720
    @rosemariebenson3720 Před 2 lety +18

    Many prayers, hugs and love your way. Bless Matt and your family.

  • @debbiesmith4880
    @debbiesmith4880 Před 2 lety +18

    Yes you can do this…..cry, scream, rant and rave then brush yourself off and keep going. We are all here for you.

  • @valaquenta220
    @valaquenta220 Před 2 lety +82

    You're not going anywhere Tiffany. You're very young, and you have your life in front of you, keep doing what you're doing and fighting like you're fighting, it's definitely going to make a difference, take care !!!

  • @theantiquemystique
    @theantiquemystique Před 2 lety +2

    LOVELY TIFFANY you are a strength to many people around the world and strength being sent to you is wrapping around you protecting you. You are an angel on earth x.

  • @DaisyTaveras
    @DaisyTaveras Před 2 lety +12

    oh honey at the risk of sounding creepy wish I was there to hug you and your family...you guys are so endearing and make me believe there's still amazing people in this world..you def got this because there's so many people praying for you!!!

  • @dalhousiekid
    @dalhousiekid Před 2 lety +32

    I got infected with sepsis after hysterectomy and was in the hospital for 6 days. The pain in my abdomen was so intense that I was screaming. It was worse than giving birth to my two children without epidural. I too was on multiple antibiotics. I feel your pain, Tiffany. Feel better soon, dear one. 💐

    • @YouAreMySunshine2
      @YouAreMySunshine2 Před 2 lety +4

      it''s scary bc it can be deadly. her body is at least fighting it bc she has a slight fever which means it's trying to get rid of the infection.
      this is the downside of a lower immune system from having cancer and treatment. Hopefully the recovery will be fast and maybe surgery moved up a few weeks? I mean why wait when waiting allows too many other things like this to go wrong.

    • @oneseeker2
      @oneseeker2 Před 2 lety

      Sepsis can be close to death to death.
      Tiff has severe Cancer, she is sick sick sick, now w/C-Diff.

    • @LaTashala1080
      @LaTashala1080 Před 2 lety +1

      🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

    • @msjujuz266
      @msjujuz266 Před 2 lety +1

      I think it's C Diff...I hope she's feeling better now.

  • @JackKirbyFan
    @JackKirbyFan Před 2 lety +48

    Oh my dear Tiffany. We all love you and I am so sorry you're going through this. I would be sobbing by the minute. You have ten times the courage of anyone I've seen. Thank you for bringing a community together and showing such love for everyone. You have an amazing support group and we are rooting for you being cancer free.

  • @juliersawyer7047
    @juliersawyer7047 Před 2 lety +2

    Tiffany I’ve become so attached to you, your personality and strength are unmatched by anyone I know. Your loving family and dear sweet Matt are the finest. 💗💗💗💗💗
    YOU GOT THIS 💖💖💖💖

  • @FaridahHameed
    @FaridahHameed Před 2 lety +28

    Get well soon Tiffany, take all the rest you need - we can wait. Glad they figured out what happened 🙌🏽

  • @sawdust2556
    @sawdust2556 Před 2 lety +63

    My nephews and I just prayed and held hands and said, “We got this for Tiffany.”!💙💙❤️Vancomycin is supposed to be a good antibiotic. I hope it helps without side effects. Day 5 you seem so much better.🙏

  • @kimberlyblough3830
    @kimberlyblough3830 Před 2 lety +32

    Hang in there, Tiffany! My heart physically hurt seeing you in so much pain. I know you’ve been scared. Let the doctors take care of the nasty c-diff and try to manage your pain while in hospital. Your family has not left your side and neither have we. Prayers for healing and comfort sweet girl. 💕

  • @mustwereallydothis
    @mustwereallydothis Před 2 lety +3

    Yesterday, we had to call an ambulance for my three-year-old granddaughter after she hurt her neck, and we couldn't move her. It nearly killed us all to see her in that sort of pain. I felt the same sort of dispair watching you suffer in this video.
    I've had a lot of pain in my life, and it was horrible, but I would happily take on all the pain from both of you if it meant neither of you would have to feel it.
    For me, it's much easier to be the one in pain than to have to see someone I care about feeling it.

  • @kamalafontaine9563
    @kamalafontaine9563 Před 2 lety +5

    Tiffany, just remember that you are going through a little hiccup in your treatment journey and all will be sorted out soon.
    Your Tiffany thinks family knows truly well that this journey is not easy and we are praying for you constantly.Please do not put pressure on yourself, it’s very ok if we don’t hear from you regularly.We want you to put yourself at the top of the pyramid and get through your day to day procedures and manage your pain.Do not worry about anything or anyone, your Amma and Matt love you deeply and are very grateful that they can be around during your medical challenges.We, your Tiffany thinks family, adore you and it really hurts to see you struggling, but we are committed to being with you through the good days and not so good days.Never ever feel like you need to keep up with us, all we ever want is to be with you through this journey of yours.We pray for your complete healing and we ask the Dear Lord to give you the strength and courage to see this through. We absolutely love you my dear, we know that the day will come when all this will be over and you get your beautiful life back.
    Hugs to YOU, Matt and Amma 💕

  • @M_K_9
    @M_K_9 Před 2 lety +32

    Bless you, I felt every emotion through this video. Sending healing vibes 💙
    I had c-diff a few months ago, caught it from the hospital too, it's very scary but you go this! Just a tip every time you leave the hospital don't touch your mouth/ eat anything until you wash your hands with soap and water. Hand sanitiser is ineffective against c-diff 💙💙

  • @Mommyspicee
    @Mommyspicee Před 2 lety +31

    Tiffany you motivate me. I have committed suicide twice I’m a mom of three and I am maybe so ungrateful for my life. You show my love, kindness, comfort, and a hunger to live my life and be present with my babies.
    Thank you for being so vulnerable 💞 it’s changed my life forever. Sending you all of the love and prayers and I can’t wait to see you beat this!

    • @celestenuss8488
      @celestenuss8488 Před 2 lety +15

      Attempted. You can’t commit suicide twice it’s impossible

    • @mysmazz
      @mysmazz Před 2 lety +5

      @@celestenuss8488 I think that was obvious seeing as she wrote the comment 😅

    • @slay2483
      @slay2483 Před 2 lety +2

      That's all you've got to say?!? Criticism? Just wow.

    • @slay2483
      @slay2483 Před 2 lety +1

      Crystal, stay strong! Your babies love and need you.

    • @msjujuz266
      @msjujuz266 Před 2 lety

      Attempted suicide lol.

  • @Gcruzy
    @Gcruzy Před 2 lety +1

    My heart is hurting for you Tiffany. To see you in so much pain. 😢 I had Cdiff before and it was horribly painful. I also have Blood Cancer. A rare form Mantle Cell Lymphoma. There is no cure for it. Only remissions. Someday I pray to get there. You give me so much inspiration. Also Hope. Your truly amazing. Stronger then you think you are. I was so worried about you. Your in my prayers sweetheart. God bless you. We're here for you. Take all the time you need. Your healing comes first. We love you. ❤🙏❤. We got this. 💙

  • @maisha-safari
    @maisha-safari Před 2 lety +13

    I can't even imagine what it feels to be in your shoes. I am so sorry Tiffany. Even in your pain you show so much strength and it is really encouraging. In deed you've got this. I am praying for you, healing is your portion.

  • @reese7299
    @reese7299 Před 2 lety +47

    I kinda thought something was wrong when you hadn’t posted anything, Matt is so so right we all will wait till you’re feeling better. As long as remember we are here for you saying prayers for you and the family that’s all that matters to me!! We Got This Tiffany Sending prayers and hugs 🙏🙏🙏🤗🤗🤗

  • @user-bd5qo9os4b
    @user-bd5qo9os4b Před 2 lety +6

    You don't need to feel bad for throwing up. You're sick. And I promise no one at the hospital is upset with you. It's part of being a nurse. You're so sweet. I'm praying for pain relief for you. I don't think I've ever encountered such a genuinely pure hearted person in my life. Prayers and virtual hugs!

  • @micheleoconnell8749
    @micheleoconnell8749 Před 2 lety +16

    How are you doing Tiffany. I ache for all you are going through and so much want to see you relieved of your pain to enjoy the life you deserve. Prayers and best wishes to you.

  • @lara2934
    @lara2934 Před rokem +1

    I sob with you everytime you sob, Tiff. Sending love and healing prayers!

  • @chrysoulamargeti73
    @chrysoulamargeti73 Před 2 lety +45

    We are all rooting for you Tiffany!!!!!!! WE'VE GOT THIS!!!!!!!

  • @moonireads
    @moonireads Před 2 lety +48

    In so glad you posted. I was worried about you but I'm glad you're okay. You're family was so sweet to throw you a surprise 50k party. We got this. You're going to be just fine.

  • @dawndexter9779
    @dawndexter9779 Před měsícem +2

    You did do this tiff... you went through so much, you were sooo brave, and living to tell the tale. God bless you, andyour family. X x x ❤

  • @thevintageread
    @thevintageread Před 2 lety +4

    Reading all the comments from the nurses I am so moved. So many lovely really kind professionals. I hope by the time I write this you are feeling better and the pain is under control. Big hugs X

  • @msunset5370
    @msunset5370 Před 2 lety +18

    We got this!!! You will be cancer free!! We are all behind you!!! I will continue to pray for you and send you lots of healing vibes!! Love you and your family!!! 💙🌻💙🌻💙🌻💙

  • @monicaekopp
    @monicaekopp Před 2 lety +30

    What a sweet gesture by your incredible family!! My goodness. You truly deserve the best support there is possible, Tiffany. I’m so sorry for your experience getting sick. What a tough and uncomfortable time - that you still somehow managed to handle with grace and patience. Welcome back, Baxter!!! Please do all you can to help our girl! So sorry for all of your pain… I think of you so often and when I saw the title of this video in my notifications, my heart sank. I know if all of us watching this video could take a little bit if your pain away from you, we would do it without hesitation. I’m praying for you, for your comfort, for your family and for your doctors and nurses. This is all just a chapter in your story and a part of your inspiring testimony. Continue to listen to your body, put yourself first, and just stay you, Tiffany. You shine no matter what! WE LOVE YOU! WE GOT THIS!!!!!! 💙💙💙🦋🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @NansGlobalKitchen
    @NansGlobalKitchen Před 2 lety +3

    Oh no so sorry Tiffany! I found your channel because it was recommended to me after watching I realize what you were going through, because my husband just went through this! He had stage 4 cancer! But by the grace of god he made it through and you will too! Don't cry you are making me cry now! You will be okay hun! I am a new subscriber here, sending you lots of love, hugs and prayers for you and your mommy as well!🥰❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @elizabethlavocah8495
    @elizabethlavocah8495 Před 2 lety +1

    Darling Tiffany. U are such a brave girl to talk and tell people your suffring even tho u are in pain I love I do much I just suddenly seen u on u tube and started seeing all your videos I hope to God u could get better and go home and be with Max and mum it is heart breaking to see u like this get better soon will pray for u my dear tiffany

  • @janewilding1345
    @janewilding1345 Před 2 lety +60

    Oh Tiffany, it’s heartbreaking to see what you’re going through. So unfair but good to see you seeming brighter towards the end of your video. It’s already been said but definitely concentrate on yourself, we’ll all be waiting here for your return. Sending love and prayers 😚🙏.

  • @erintheresa2430
    @erintheresa2430 Před 2 lety +26

    Tiffany, you are SO brave. Much braver than I could ever be in that situation. YOU GOT THIS!!! Sending you love and prayers!

  • @jenniferh3332
    @jenniferh3332 Před 2 lety +44

    You and Matt seem like very sweet people, and I’m sorry you’re going through so much pain. Wondered if you’d heard of a study that came out in the past day or so on the drug dostarlimab for colorectal cancer. In the study group of 14 people with locally advanced tumors, the tumors vanished in all participants. No idea when it would be widely available but it looks very promising.

  • @paulettejw
    @paulettejw Před rokem +1

    Dear, sweet, precious Tiffany, I’ve been following you for about a week now, but mostly just come here to pray and pray and pray for you without ceasing, my best friend is dying of cancer right now and I need a new focal point so I would like to follow your journey and pray for you, I am on staff at a church and I put your name on our prayer list, hang in there God’s got you

  • @marymn11
    @marymn11 Před 2 lety +32

    You have let us in on a very scary time. Having been thru the very high fever, massive antibiotics, etc, with our younger daughter, i couldn’t help but well up in tears…especially when you mom braided your hair. I remember braiding so clearly. So, my heart remains with you and your lovely family. Wishing you strength and sending our love. Update when you feel like it, sweetie. Just behave!

  • @janetterocha3609
    @janetterocha3609 Před 2 lety +26

    I’m so sorry you are in pain. I’m praying for you, Matt, and your mom and family. Please concentrate on only getting well. Post what you can and don’t worry about the rest. You got this Tiffany. 💙

  • @HarleyQuinn-lw3ze
    @HarleyQuinn-lw3ze Před 2 lety +3

    Oh dear Tiffany!!this broke my heart to see in so much of pain. May God guide u and gv u all the strength to grace through this..so much love out to u..hugs to Amma ..love u Tiffany..we got this

  • @theresafulton9609
    @theresafulton9609 Před rokem +1

    Beautiful Tiffany you don’t need apologize for throwing up that’s out of your control hospital’s are used to this and totally understand the only thing that matters is YOU and your health sending you love, hugs and prayers always

  • @kimdaugherty5795
    @kimdaugherty5795 Před 2 lety +50

    The fact that you can smile with all this going on is simply amazing. I’m praying for God’s grace and peace over your life. I have a chronic illness, lupus, and I feel really bad most days. I watch what you are going through and it puts life in perspective for me. I’ve been worried about you. I’m glad you put this video out so we would all know what’s going on. I never in my life thought I would be actually have love for someone I’ve never met that lives thousands of miles away, but here I am! You are a special young lady. Stay strong God’s got this!

    • @Nikita-cx6sd
      @Nikita-cx6sd Před 2 lety +2

      My cousin has lupus. It’s so tough. You got this!!!! 💙

  • @SA2302
    @SA2302 Před 2 lety +23

    Dearest Tiffany, you do whatever you need to do so that you can get better because you have faithful friends and followers from all over the world who are praying for you, cheering for you and who will be here waiting when you are ready to reach out to us again. The love your mother shows you is so beautiful...you are so blessed! You are so loved! Stay strong and fight this. You've got this! Love, hugs, and prayers from Canada!!!

  • @velikoda7814
    @velikoda7814 Před 2 lety +2

    Dear Tiffany, you are so very strong. So many people are with you, supporting you and praying for you.

  • @martinherak7464
    @martinherak7464 Před 2 lety +3

    You are such a brave girl and sooo young you dont deserve that i thing knowbody deserve that but you will get thrue this and than you will have plenty kids and happy life ... i will pray for you sweetie 🥰🥰🥰

  • @barkingfromnewmexico9448
    @barkingfromnewmexico9448 Před 2 lety +4

    Please don't worry about editing and posting videos. It is more important that you rest and fight the infection. It is heartbreaking to hear you are in so much pain. Sending prayers your way for a speedy recovery. YOU GOT THIS!

  • @Odichinma
    @Odichinma Před 2 lety +9

    Oh Tiffany please know that even though we have never met I love you so much & I prayed for you today in church. I kept waiting for you to upload. You are always on my mind & in my heart. 🤎🤎🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @susanneneubert9628
    @susanneneubert9628 Před 2 lety +1

    Oh my Lord! This video made me cry!!??? You are by far the bravest person Tiffany, that I have ever experienced!.. So sick and still optimistic and positive about everything! That set of mind Will g’et you through all the challenges on the Road to your recovery

  • @akosuagyasiwah2826
    @akosuagyasiwah2826 Před 2 lety +2

    Can hold my tears 😢 😭 please nature God help our daughter because of her mom 👩 🙏

  • @sarahthompson5066
    @sarahthompson5066 Před 2 lety +48

    Oh Tiffany--I am SO SORRY this has happened to you. It's amazing that you can smile with all that is going on in your life. You have handled this with true grace and dignity and are an inspiration to me and many, many others. Your bravery in this as you face the unknown is truly inspirational. I will continue to lift you and your family up in prayer. I will fervently ask our God to heal your abdominal infection and give the doctors guidance as they prepare to remove the cancer from your body. I also pray for his strength and comfort as you continue this difficult journey. Take care of yourself, know we are here and praying for you (day and night). WE GOT THIS💙💙💙

    • @mariec6056
      @mariec6056 Před 2 lety +1

      She’s beyond the most beautiful soul ever xx

  • @lucbelcher7256
    @lucbelcher7256 Před 2 lety +3

    When you cry, I cry! Please God, takes this pain from her! Amen Amen Amen!!! 💔💔💔💚💚💚

  • @LaTashala1080
    @LaTashala1080 Před 2 lety +1

    Tiffany,
    My heart breaks 💔 for you! You are such an AMAZING PERSON!! I’m praying for your COMPLETE healing ❤️‍🩹! LORD, please heal Tiffany! I know that you are able and in control! Trusting and leaning on your words and promises 🙏🏾🙏🏾 AMEN 🙏🏾💙💙💙😘😘

  • @shirley1364
    @shirley1364 Před 2 lety +1

    Trusting the Lord is healing you and covering your entire family♥️🙏🏼🥰

  • @jaynes77
    @jaynes77 Před 2 lety +31

    Aww sorry you're having a tough time Tiffany. Everyone will still be here when you're up to it, until then rest up. Sending love to you all xx 💙

  • @jennyli7749
    @jennyli7749 Před 2 lety +30

    I’m so sorry to see you in so much pain Tiffany, please know I’m praying for you and thinking of you, I’m sending you lots of love and hugs

  • @jakethedude100
    @jakethedude100 Před 2 lety +1

    You are such a bright shining light in a dark world. You got this!

  • @libranpoet
    @libranpoet Před 2 lety +7

    Congratulations on 50K, you wonderful, glorious girl that brings light to so many lives, including mine. The world needs to know about you, beautiful soul. I adore your family! God, carry you through this terrible pain and bring you back into the light.

  • @jackmedcalf6254
    @jackmedcalf6254 Před 2 lety +18

    My wife and I are sending you all our love and positive energy from Canada. I hope Matt can help post your vids on youtube because we don't have Instagram. We are keeping you guys in our prayers Bless you

  • @lauriegutterson9193
    @lauriegutterson9193 Před 2 lety +27

    Oh Tiffany! Thank you for the update as we all worry about you. But, please know we will always be here waiting for when you feel up to it. Warm squishy hugs to you, Matt and Amma. Your whole family is so heartwarming! Feel better sweet girl. Much love from New Hampshire!!

  • @themazchannel
    @themazchannel Před 2 lety +7

    Oh Tiffany this video has given me such a lump n my throat. I have watched you for several months, initially when my dad was diagnosed with cancer and now i watch every video and like everyone here, care about you very much. You were so brave and thank goodness they found out what it was and treated it. Wishing you well again and every happiness in life. As regards videos or instagram i think you should just do what you feel able to do - the main thing is you get better. Sending lots of love. We got this xx

  • @sithyrafeek3212
    @sithyrafeek3212 Před rokem +1

    Tiffany I’m so glad that you are happy today with the family around you. May god bless you love you❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @lucbelcher7256
    @lucbelcher7256 Před 2 lety +9

    Urgent- I just ordered my We Got This shirt to support Tiffany. It says there is only two hours left to order. Please show support if you can! I went to her link up top and had no problems! My heart is hurting for Tiffany and her loved ones! You Got This!!! 💚💚💚

  • @scoobydoovillainsyndrome
    @scoobydoovillainsyndrome Před 2 lety +14

    Tiff, I hate to see you in so much pain. But I’m glad they’ve figured out what’s happening and are able to start treating it. Please don’t over work yourself. We’ll be here. Sending love from Atlanta, Georgia!!! ❤️

  • @edwardshell1289
    @edwardshell1289 Před rokem +1

    I’m with Wayna, as nurses we’re use to having vomit on us, poop on our shoes, and all sorts of things. Don’t feel bad. God gives us a shield to keep us strong for beautiful patients like you! Yvonne

  • @Missstrish
    @Missstrish Před 2 lety +1

    Awwww you have been so positive thru all of this and your mom so strong I am heartbroken to see you so upset. You’ve got this. Your uncle is so sweet your face lights up when he comes over even thru all the pain.

  • @juliewright2795
    @juliewright2795 Před 2 lety +18

    We’re praying for you, Tiffany! I knew you must be sick. Take care of yourself, we’ll be here when you feel better!! 💕

  • @chriswitmer7001
    @chriswitmer7001 Před 2 lety +6

    I'm so very sorry to hear about the C-Diff, it is life threatening so I'm happy you made it to the hospital in time. I'm surprised it took so long for the docs to find out what was wrong. The chemo you're on I believe is 5FU, a shortened version of fluorouracil. Was on it also but in the States patients get a closed pump with the medication, no bottle. If you are not using lidocaine cream on your port before chemo (saw you wince) ask the doc for a prescription. I rub it on generously and put plastic wrap over it about an hour before chemo...and a bit xtra too. Helps deaden the pain of the chemo needle. I don't feel anything or very little pain. We hate to see you in so much pain. Don't worry about posting till you're better. Take care of you first, Tiffany! Prayers and healing vibes. Love to you, Amma and Matt. 💜🌺

  • @michaelehrenberg8583
    @michaelehrenberg8583 Před 2 lety +2

    I don't know you but I send so much love and healing to you and so glad you have Matt and your wonderful family. Michael Ehrenberg from the US~~~

  • @anchovy9405
    @anchovy9405 Před rokem +1

    💙💙💙💙💙You are surrounded by so much love… May it help you heal and bring you much comfort💙💙💙💙💙

  • @CountryGirl8324
    @CountryGirl8324 Před 2 lety +21

    You and your family are so precious. Good blessed you and Matt and your entire family. Lots of love and blessings and we got this Tiffany!!!!!

  • @jackieschneider2596
    @jackieschneider2596 Před 2 lety +3

    Every time I see your mum I start to cry, it’s so hard for mums to see their children in pain. She is such a beautiful person. I am glad that they discovered the type of infection and can treat it. You looked so much better!

  • @sandyhewitt7935
    @sandyhewitt7935 Před 2 lety +5

    Aw, Tiff, I hope you're improving each day. Thinking of you. Hoping and praying you're feeling better xx

  • @sharidavis4172
    @sharidavis4172 Před 2 lety +15

    Dear beautiful Tiffany, so sad to see you having so much pain, sending so much love & good wishes from Australia xox

  • @patriciamitchell247
    @patriciamitchell247 Před 2 lety +20

    Oh my dear Tiffany, I was in tears watching this. I'm so so so sorry that you've been so unwell and in so much pain. I must admit I was worried at not having heard from you. You are NOT to worry about anything and only take care of yourself and let your family take care of you. Like Matt said, we'll be waiting for you to get back when you can. My dear friend was in hospital last year with CDifficile. It's a terrible infection but you'll get through it. It's just such a shame that you have to go through this, and your family. Poor girl. Lots of hugs and lots of prayers to you all. You got this my girl. Love from Patricia in Toronto.

    • @sukiatwal3762
      @sukiatwal3762 Před 2 lety

      Praying from Canada too!!!!

    • @cmtangella
      @cmtangella Před 2 lety

      Sending you positive vibes from USA! Hope you feel better soon and don't worry about updating us often. Take care of yourself!! 💕

  • @BellaGirasole
    @BellaGirasole Před 2 lety +11

    We send so much love and healing prayers to you. C. Diff is really serious and I'm glad you are getting care for it at the hospital. You have thousands of us followers who care about you!

  • @trishjacobs6363
    @trishjacobs6363 Před 2 lety +2

    We Got This (Gods Got This ) for all things are in his control...Stay strong

  • @MinaMalfoy
    @MinaMalfoy Před 2 lety +1

    🍃🌷🍃Ohh please Tiffany🥺Don`t feel bad, you are sick and everybody understand that. I wish that you soon will get better days🙏🏻I pray for you dear,stay strong🍃🌷🍃

  • @mazinwonderland3077
    @mazinwonderland3077 Před 2 lety +26

    Sending you lots of love sweet Tiffany. I have been thinking about you and hoping that you were ok, we notice your absence. xxx

  • @LeonardoDiCapri-Sun
    @LeonardoDiCapri-Sun Před 2 lety +10

    Good thing is they pinned down what the infection was! Bless you, you’re always worrying about other people, you have such a big heart but it’s also okay to put yourself first sometimes. It makes me happy to see you have such wonderful people around you :)

  • @teena1655
    @teena1655 Před 2 lety +8

    You’re soo brave Tiffany! Just wanted to let you know that I’m rooting for you ❤️

  • @mzmona3223
    @mzmona3223 Před 9 měsíci +3

    I`m binge watching back on videos Tiff, you have come so far, gone through so much. Well done young lady and congratulations on 100K subscribers, well earned and thank you for bringing us all along on youre journey. Lots of love from Norway♥

  • @michellelair3102
    @michellelair3102 Před 2 lety +12

    Ugh, I knew something had to be wrong. I am so glad that you are right where you need to be! Get well lovey, we are all praying for you honey. 💕

  • @marcellebutler4170
    @marcellebutler4170 Před 2 lety +13

    Please feel better quickly Tiffany, it breaks my heart to see you struggle. I could watch your vlogs all day every day, but don’t worry about it. Take care of yourself, take some rest and you can come back when this challenge is behind you. We are all here routing for you and praying for you. Big big hug to you, beautiful Amma, precious Matt and all your family. I love you and may God and his angels remain all around you.

  • @jacquelineenston3966
    @jacquelineenston3966 Před 2 lety +2

    I've just visualised at a party with your family - dancing, laughing, happy and well, sunny angel. With all my might and all the love in me. Said a prayer and sent angel thoughts. Get better beautiful girl. We got this 💙

  • @glendagrant9042
    @glendagrant9042 Před 2 lety +2

    Oh Tiffany. I am so sorry. I have had bowel issues in the past infection, a hemorrhage and a partial blockage. The pain was the worst. Worse than having 2 babies. I feel for you so much. I am 2 weeks past my mastectomy. I am always so afraid of pain thinking it will be on that level of bowel pain. It has not been as bad thanks to God. I pray for people not only for healing but always for them not to suffer. Bless your precious heart.💌🦋🌺