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  • čas přidán 10. 03. 2021
  • Earlier this year, former British Army Sniper Craig Harrison appeared on our originals series, 'Minutes With' ( • How I Broke The World ... ).
    He spoke about dangerous missions throughout his career, as well as his post-army life and struggles with PTSD.
    In this episode of Right To Reply, Craig returns to @LADbible to respond to some of the thousands of comments left on his original film. He answers questions on mental health, speaks openly about his suicidal thoughts, and shuts down internet trolls.
    With thanks to Craig ( cohcraighar...) - and Betsy the dog - for taking part.
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  • @therealmrfishpaste
    @therealmrfishpaste Před 3 lety +5213

    We all know the 'tough guy' comments were written by either 12 year olds or guys in their mid-40s who still live in their mom's basement

    • @lifeshort
      @lifeshort Před 3 lety +41

      This is very true

    • @eliasvaldes82
      @eliasvaldes82 Před 3 lety +144

      Kids this days play a little bit of Call of Duty and they think they can comment on this hero's experiences... Says a lot about our society this days.

    • @mrjohnbaseley
      @mrjohnbaseley Před 3 lety +30

      ...sorry - you actually made me laugh because of the truth of your statement..

    • @DjAether8
      @DjAether8 Před 3 lety +14

      Nah just suppose roughnecks in the good ol' U S of A.

    • @johnwilson5307
      @johnwilson5307 Před 3 lety +5

      Or people that were indirectly the victims of sniper

  • @shagmesilly78
    @shagmesilly78 Před 2 lety +2681

    It's very sad, that a man of his ability/integrity, needs to justify his responses to trolls on the internet. This guy is an awesome fella. I hope he lives a prosperous life.

    • @borntoclimb7116
      @borntoclimb7116 Před 2 lety +11

      True sad a lot of those people mean that seriously and those trolls are the true pussies

    • @lukef2987
      @lukef2987 Před 2 lety +20

      He doesn’t have to justify it. He chooses to do so in order to continue to bring awareness. As much good as he may have done with the first video, I’d image one would go back and do another video on the topic ASAP. Even if just one more person opens to the concept of getting help than it’s worth it.

    • @guitarplayer1495
      @guitarplayer1495 Před 2 lety +10

      @@lukef2987 yeah, from these comments there are a bunch of people who already justified for him. but im glad he still took the time to do such a thing. there are people like that in the world, they play too much CoD and get a kick out of shooting some A.I yet are the same ones who would fail to pull a trigger on someone else in order to save their own life. unfortunate how people are like that.

    • @SgtTurret
      @SgtTurret Před 2 lety +8

      People like these will always have a sad and miserable life. They will never achieve something worthwhile in their lives and therefore they hide behind their online profile. You can't justify anything to them.

    • @gaysquirrels6915
      @gaysquirrels6915 Před 2 lety +3

      @@guitarplayer1495 Yeah thats right mate, as fun as video games are some people just can't differentiate the two! its like they are living in the game itself and that makes them tough somehow! 😂🤦🏼‍♂️

  • @BunsenHoneydew001
    @BunsenHoneydew001 Před rokem +143

    To call a war hero a "p***y" says nothing about the war hero and everything about the pos that said it. This veteran has my unyielding respect. I thank God that his wife and his dog kept him here for us. 🙏❤️

  • @henrywilson5204
    @henrywilson5204 Před rokem +441

    Thank you for your service! I'm a Vietnam Vet, US Marines, 3-tours in Country. I too tried to commit suicide once, came to one morning from a heavy night of drinking with a loaded rifle in my mouth. Safety off, trigger slack take up, thumb on the Trigger. I passed out just before I pulled the trigger. That was over 50-years ago. I'm an old man now seeing life much different than I did then. PTSD is real and it's easy to loose hope. Getting help helped turn my life completely around. I too took several hard hits to the head over there that effect me even today, but I've learned how to adjust to them.
    I'm retired now, a widow living in Arizona with a feral cat I found in the desert. We're best buddies. Her name is Growler, she doesn't know how to meow. When I found her the first thing she did was growl at me. So I named her Growler and she followed me home. When I go for walks she's right by my side just like a dog. My neighbors think that's the coolest thing they have ever seen. And if she doesn't like someone she sees, she growls at 'em.
    God bless Craig!

    • @waxonwaxoff7344
      @waxonwaxoff7344 Před rokem +19

      It seems like things are on the up.
      Slow and steady.
      Take care Henry.

    • @asink5928
      @asink5928 Před rokem +18

      Glad your still alive and with us today, as a Brit can I say that growler means something very different over here

    • @100purecopium2
      @100purecopium2 Před rokem

      Extremely sad that you didn't pull the trigger. Give it another attempt old man

    • @vitalfps5796
      @vitalfps5796 Před rokem +4

      Thank you for your service Henry, im not american but i appreciate you

    • @spicychicken6670
      @spicychicken6670 Před rokem +3

      Wish u and growler all the best mate ❤

  • @6ody6ag
    @6ody6ag Před 3 lety +4229

    Best qoute for this brave lad, "People cry not because they are weak, but because they've been too strong for long"

    • @HuskyTheDog2202
      @HuskyTheDog2202 Před 3 lety +7

      Exactly!

    • @smith2781
      @smith2781 Před 3 lety +47

      That’s true that. You hold in your emotions for so long that it just builds up until you can’t hold it in. My best mate was in the army and done a tour in Afghanistan. I’ve known him all my life and even so he’s only opened up to me about it in drips and drabs over the years. He’s a big f-king unit and the bravest strongest person I know. When he’s told me about the bad stuff he’s seen out there it’s a good job he’s crying to me as he says it. Because if he was smiling and enjoying what he was telling me I would be very very afraid.

    • @LuchadorMasque
      @LuchadorMasque Před 3 lety +5

      "Do strong men not also cry. Do strong men not also cry"
      -Jeffrey Lebowski

    • @LuchadorMasque
      @LuchadorMasque Před 3 lety +10

      @@6ody6ag war is not inevitable. It's the failure of democracy

    • @Mr.Caligos
      @Mr.Caligos Před 3 lety

      he cries because he pretends, he's cold psychopath killing people for aggressor as USA

  • @Karma-qw4lu
    @Karma-qw4lu Před 3 lety +1600

    "Because I cry? Because I've seen sh*t? No, it means I'm human, it means I've got emotion, and it means I'm real." Preach

    • @jaffaman99
      @jaffaman99 Před 2 lety +11

      Amazingly honest statement. Inspirational.

    • @ouch7674
      @ouch7674 Před 2 lety +6

      Mad fax, it shows that you're a real man when you talk about yourself, being a man doesn't mean bottling everything up but rather being human. Hope everyone has a pleasant day.

    • @godSPARDA1995
      @godSPARDA1995 Před 2 lety +2

      Couldn‘t agree more

    • @Mcfc2Rich
      @Mcfc2Rich Před 2 lety +3

      Can't stand those people that think they're some bionic man cause they don't cry. They're the biggest insecure pussies who cant even be honest with themselves

    • @reznovvazileski3193
      @reznovvazileski3193 Před 2 lety +6

      For real though if you think crying is weak maybe you shouldn't have built your masculinity out of sugarglass so it doesn't smelt as easily when a few tears land on it.

  • @Gnuddelunke
    @Gnuddelunke Před 2 lety +223

    As someone with PTSD myself, it was my cat that saved my life in 2016. She turns 17 now. I cried with you. I have all the respect for you and your wife. Thank you, God bless you. Stay strong!

  • @beckyevans889
    @beckyevans889 Před 2 lety +500

    I couldn’t stop crying when Betsy made her appearance. You can feel the love between them, and how thankful he is for her.
    What a difficult job that man has had, and it IS a job, not a hobby. Nobody would choose this career for the fun of it, the sacrifices you have to make, the actions you carry out, the awful things you witness, being away from your family and home, he is selfless and brave for doing it. Fuck anyone who calls this man weak, he is a SURVIVOR.
    Craig, thank you for speaking out about your PTSD, and sharing your life story. You probably don’t realise how many people this will have helped x

  • @bloogi9618
    @bloogi9618 Před 3 lety +2950

    Pisses me off how people are doing this to him. Stop. Being. Like. This. Please.

    • @triciaannenewbury1122
      @triciaannenewbury1122 Před 3 lety +85

      If I would have talked to a man of the military like that when I was young. Or even now as a grown adult. My mother would kick my ass down the street and back.

    • @gurukevy
      @gurukevy Před 3 lety +87

      Welcome to the internet keyboard warrior kids got no respect.

    • @triciaannenewbury1122
      @triciaannenewbury1122 Před 3 lety +10

      @@gurukevy what tf is their to gain out of hiding behind a device or keyboard?🤷🤦

    • @LuchadorMasque
      @LuchadorMasque Před 3 lety +4

      @@gurukevy or commas apparently

    • @triciaannenewbury1122
      @triciaannenewbury1122 Před 3 lety +1

      @@LuchadorMasque 🤣😭 why do I feel called out af

  • @Thumpster59166
    @Thumpster59166 Před 3 lety +3047

    This guy is the definition of a badass. A true hero. It's not just his actions that make him a badass, it's the fact he can talk about the bad stuff that comes with it. Real men do cry.

    • @Motivatorteo
      @Motivatorteo Před 3 lety +21

      Agreed. A true true hero. I see so much strength in this guy. He’s an inspiration.

    • @xdahid22
      @xdahid22 Před 3 lety +6

      So true

    • @combatreality7363
      @combatreality7363 Před 3 lety +11

      Real men do cry!

    • @supercarjude7201
      @supercarjude7201 Před 3 lety +6

      100000000% correct

    • @Mr.Caligos
      @Mr.Caligos Před 3 lety +1

      @@Motivatorteo A true psychopath supporting USA for inciting wars everywhere in the world. WoW!

  • @bfulks2001
    @bfulks2001 Před rokem +60

    Trolls suck. You are incredible human being. Thank you for everything that you have done.

    • @johnmc128
      @johnmc128 Před rokem

      Tolls are just that idiots, they have no idea, brave on a laptop where they are anonymous.

    • @seniorslaphead8336
      @seniorslaphead8336 Před 10 měsíci

      Pretty sure he can handle the random tappings of a few anemic basement dwellers. This guy has seen shit...

  • @MrVarry
    @MrVarry Před 2 lety +214

    This man's honesty is so touching. He's the definition of a though guy. It's not given to many people to be able to face his demons the way he does. I wish Craig and Craigs loved ones much strength and all the best.

    • @trapbandicoot7877
      @trapbandicoot7877 Před 2 lety

      Any thoughts and wishes towards victims of the British army’s imperialism, colonisation, war crimes, and mass murders over the years that this man was; granted a small percentage of, but a percentage of nonetheless - apart of ? I doubt not 😂

  • @itsdoleey
    @itsdoleey Před 3 lety +965

    one of the few people who literally have to clarify when they say "I'll take you out" 😂

    • @kparsa1
      @kparsa1 Před 3 lety +31

      I was thinking the same exact thing.haha

    • @thomasmartin1337
      @thomasmartin1337 Před 2 lety +10

      When you think he was gonna actually take him out with that long range sniper

    • @YourPalKindred
      @YourPalKindred Před 2 lety +30

      "I'll take you out. To dinner, I mean. Not like, with a gun. I mean I could, with a gun that is, from pretty far away but that's not what I'm talking about, I'm talking about going to dinner, with you. No guns"

  • @wybevanbeek3056
    @wybevanbeek3056 Před 3 lety +1535

    This man is amazing. He doesn’t deserve the hate he is getting.

    • @taydencornish
      @taydencornish Před 3 lety +2

      All of this, is a test.
      😊

    • @anthonyortiz4538
      @anthonyortiz4538 Před 3 lety +7

      Agreed he’s a hero

    • @robbanks50
      @robbanks50 Před 3 lety +16

      This chap is a true warrior! Not a keyboard warrior

    • @pesxz3547
      @pesxz3547 Před 3 lety +3

      100%

    • @johnmandragon4830
      @johnmandragon4830 Před 3 lety +17

      It is quite incredible isn't it? When I saw the first video I felt a huge amount of empathy and respect for this chap. The last thing that came in to my mind was "Oh I know, I am going to leave a nasty comment".
      In fact, the first thing that came to my mind was, "what a lovely man, I want other people to see this film".
      Sadly, whenever you put yourself in the public space you are going attract criticism from twats.

  • @SilverSteinDude01
    @SilverSteinDude01 Před rokem +118

    You know why you made such an impact? Because you were genuinely vulnerable. And that touches more people, and in a much deeper way, than being tough and acting like nothing phases you. A lotta people are In pain and if a big guy like you, who has seen true hell, can cry and admit his hardships and pains, then maybe it's ok for them, these men and women, to admit it as well. You are a beautiful soul mate.

    • @dynamo1796
      @dynamo1796 Před rokem +2

      Can you imagine the kind of pathetic weasel that watched the first video and then went and called him a "pussy?" This softly spoken giant of a man with one hell of a life story talking about his struggles with trauma is about the farthest thing from a "pussy" imaginable. I like that he just shut it down too. He didn't just demur or push it aside, he tackled it head on and shut it down. He knows himself and what he's worth - a giant of a man in more ways that one.

    • @winterprism9227
      @winterprism9227 Před rokem

      And then there are those who were so insecure that they projected it onto him for being able to be open, honest and vulnerable about his feelings. Sad, insecure people.

    • @yavz7565
      @yavz7565 Před měsícem

      Facts!

  • @Campfussell
    @Campfussell Před 2 lety +59

    Big hugs to Betsy. I'm 64 and haven't had a pup make it to 16 yet, so she's doing remarkable. Wishing you both many more years.

    • @Hoik_it
      @Hoik_it Před 2 lety

      I like the deer in your channel banner

  • @rohann2564
    @rohann2564 Před 3 lety +844

    Why tf is he getting hate, people are just idiots nowadays man ignore them. This guy put his life on the line and all man do is try to devalue his work.

    • @sobek
      @sobek Před 3 lety +15

      some people are just assholes

    • @stevehislop
      @stevehislop Před 3 lety +29

      @@johnmitchell2269 Agreed. And I always like to quote Mike Tyson:
      "Social media made you all way too comfortable with disrespecting people and not getting punched in the face for it."

    • @Ithurtssobad
      @Ithurtssobad Před 3 lety +1

      I personally don't like the military because there's a lot of men and women who have kids and a lot of family at home and they leave to fight some war in a middle-eastern shit hole and there's a chance they'll die far from home or come back so different that their family won't even recognise them. In my eyes a real man stays home and protects his family where they live. Getting shot or blown up or even worse... becoming a prisoner of war in a foreign land while your loved ones anxiously wonder if they'll see you again is fucked up! I'd much rather work closer to home and be a cop or something. At least the risk would be significantly lower and you can actually help people in your own community more than a solider would thousands of miles away.

    • @slamex
      @slamex Před 3 lety +7

      ​@@Ithurtssobad I mean wouldn't your issue be with conflicts rather then the military?

    • @bigd5899
      @bigd5899 Před 3 lety +2

      @@Ithurtssobad thats absolutely true (as far as i can judge ofc) but in reality there are no people fit for war. Sending a husband might destroy their family but sending someone without family to war is equally destructive. Often after theyve experienced conflict they will stay in the military until worse happens because they get the feeling they fit in better there or maybe nobody is waiting for them at home. If they get home tho there is a even higher chance of them getting ptsd because they lack people whom they see every day or just somebody to talk to. In the most cases where ex soldiers commited suicide it was the people without loved ones or a family to return to because nobody realizes what is happening until its too late. As long as people arent fighting for their own good they cant endure the guilt, at least thats what i think by now.

  • @Im2Old4ThisShite
    @Im2Old4ThisShite Před 2 lety +806

    I'm a 55 year old disabled United States Marine and I cried watching your video. I'm not ashamed to admit that and I find these trolls despicable and contemptible.
    This is positively disgraceful human behavior and is completely uncalled for and unnecessary.
    Craig, thank you for your service and the sacrifices you made for the greater good.
    For every troll who expresses hatred toward you, I'm sure there are 500,000 of us who admire you and your courage and perseverance. You're a good man bruv. Never forget or doubt that. Please. 🙏

    • @zk560
      @zk560 Před 2 lety +22

      Thank you for your service. There are a lot of sad people on this site who have nothing better to do than to put people down.

    • @SilverC3ll
      @SilverC3ll Před 2 lety +10

      My gratitude to you as well, Michael. I wonder if those trolls would dare to speak like they do to Craig's face. We'll see who is the p*ssy then.

    • @rdp8545
      @rdp8545 Před 2 lety +13

      I'm 54 and did the same.... I've seen and done things in my life many have not. I'm an aussie veteran but I've also worked in the Coroners Office and have seen some horrific things I don't wish upon anyone. I was also a bodybuilder so was a big lad in my younger years but since being discharged (October 2020) for medical reasons I've suffered for years with PTSD (something I didn't even realise I had until I sought help) so totally understand where Craig is coming from but in my case stopped training and now unfortunately look like a different person. I too am an emotional guy so I get it and understand what he is going through. Before I joined the military I was top of my game in terms of fitness (I was an elite athlete) having being top 3 in my bodybuilding class, I also did track (velodrome) racing and actually still hold a speed record where I live. I was also about to go and compete at the World Track Championships in London but chose to join the army. I don't regret my choices in life as I did what many others only dreamed or dream about but it finally took it's toll on me too.... Thank you Craig for your service, compassion and for being the man you are. And to you too Michael, thank you for your service. The U.S. took the brunt in the middle east and always seem to take the brunt in every war they've been involved with and always to help other countries. Semper fi brother. My Corps motto was/is "Certa Cito" and the unit I was based with was "Ever Vigilant"...

    • @jayrowe6473
      @jayrowe6473 Před 2 lety +2

      Semper Fi Mike. Is that a 66 GP in your avatar picture?

    • @doubleugly1594
      @doubleugly1594 Před 2 lety +9

      Theres a saying I like very much. "Bees dont waste their time explaining to flies, that honey is better than shit." Men like yourself shouldnt even waste your breath on goofs like that.

  • @WillemS75
    @WillemS75 Před 2 lety +78

    Thank you Craig.
    Last days had been stressful. I’m still in the service. Desk job.
    20 years in the field have taken their toll. Bosnia, Iraq and four tours in Afghanistan. I used to be a JTAC and when shit hit the fan it became my job to clear up the mess. I broke down some ten years ago. Never wanted to be diagnosed with ptsd. Got all the help I needed. But it’s still hard. Every year at certain dates and whenever you get the how many kills question…I totally relate to your story and sometimes need to know there are others out there who publicly open up. We need more stories like this.
    Again thanks for opening up!!
    Willem, NLD Army.
    #notapussy

    • @TheSiddy74
      @TheSiddy74 Před 2 lety +2

      Willem S ... Try and stay strong brother. Most of us civi's could never begin to imagine the horrors you have witnessed. Mental health is not a stigma anymore. It is present in most peoples daily life, but most people don't talk about it.
      My mate went to Bosnia as one person, and came back as someone completely different, from the horrors he had witnessed. Respect to you from London.

    • @themanagingmaestro8205
      @themanagingmaestro8205 Před rokem +3

      keep ya head up lad cant thank u enough for your service stay strong brother.

  • @AudTheGod
    @AudTheGod Před 2 lety +26

    how could someone talk poorly of this man? there is no way to describe the pain this man felt and still feels. he deserves nothing but the best and to make a full recovery, even if its not possible, hopefully he can get close.

  • @JMR120600
    @JMR120600 Před 3 lety +392

    That dog looks very healthy for 16. Can really tell how much she means to Craig

    • @rjnation5042
      @rjnation5042 Před 3 lety +23

      Mate the look on his face when they handed him the dog was just beautiful, made me cry, Rj in Oz

    • @alexharwood4150
      @alexharwood4150 Před 3 lety +14

      @@rjnation5042 a dogs always a mans best friend

    • @gorgifido7688
      @gorgifido7688 Před 3 lety +5

      I'm getting John wick vibes

    • @b34rdy
      @b34rdy Před 3 lety +7

      lost it as soon as betsie came into shot, and folk wonder why people trust dogs over people.

    • @danadomino
      @danadomino Před 2 lety +1

      My dad had a tiny little Yorkie, she lived to be 18 years old! Like Betsie, she was also blind and deaf when she got to a certain age, I think 16.5 years old. My dad even tried to get her eye surgery but the day of the surgery they did one last eye test and found it was too late. I think he still feels guilt about not catching it sooner. Dogs are truly man's best friend.

  • @wietsehm6640
    @wietsehm6640 Před 3 lety +444

    Dear Craig, as a former soldier, veteran and aid worker of veterans in the Dutch army, I recognize your battle. I see your power. And I am impressed by your honest openness. Many who suffer from PTSD feel alone in this world and lonely in their struggle. I will distribute your interviews to Dutch warriors. Because what you do is so brave and honest. I have the greatest respect for that. Thank you.

    • @melle9155
      @melle9155 Před 3 lety +3

      dankjewel voor je dienst en alles wat je doet voor deze vergeten groep

    • @ramonrommers5387
      @ramonrommers5387 Před 3 lety

      Waar heeft U gediend en in welke rang? Ben zelf van plan om bij Defensie te gaan.

    • @janiceduke1205
      @janiceduke1205 Před 2 lety

      Ⓣⓗⓐⓝⓚ Ⓨⓞⓤ for your service.

  • @peruneby
    @peruneby Před 2 lety +35

    As a dog person myself I tear up at the Betsy part. We don't deserve dogs and they deserve to live longer! Take care Craig, you're a good man.

  • @kinshasaharris4758
    @kinshasaharris4758 Před 2 lety +78

    I never ever comment on videos but I love this man. He's so much stronger mentally than he is physically to be able to come here and share. I wish him lots of love, laughter and peace as he continues to live his life.

  • @marrdreg7025
    @marrdreg7025 Před 3 lety +524

    "If I committed suicide, somebody's got to find me. To find me, I've infected somebody" Man, those words struck a real chord in me. It's something that's stopped me from killing myself, and to know that another person has the same train of thought means a lot.

    • @snyperkillz5725
      @snyperkillz5725 Před 3 lety +46

      “Suicide doesn’t end the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of it getting any better” stay strong.

    • @HeavenzAnger
      @HeavenzAnger Před 3 lety +15

      Suicide doesn't end the pain, it just moves it.

    • @AhYes-it3mr
      @AhYes-it3mr Před 3 lety +5

      I think about that a lot too and the effect it will have on the people who love me, can't do that to them...

    • @mkrump9403
      @mkrump9403 Před 3 lety +4

      A taboo of USA half of the kills count by guns are actual suicide by the same gun owner...
      But medias are speaking about ANYTHING ELSE.

    • @viralmedia90
      @viralmedia90 Před 3 lety +5

      "Suicide never solves the pain, all it does is pass the pain onto someone else"

  • @DarthVader-ki4hk
    @DarthVader-ki4hk Před 3 lety +1146

    “Don’t go into war if you can’t handle it.”
    People need to get away from the narrative that PTSD is a purely combat related issue.
    You can get PTSD from almost anything. It’s in the name ‘Traumatic Stress’. You don’t get to decide what your body finds traumatic.
    Women can suffer from PTSD from difficult child births, would you tell them not to do it if they couldn’t handle it? No. Because how could they have possibly known what was going to happen.
    If someone was in a car accident, and suffered from mental health issues due to the incident, would you say to them “Don’t get into a car crash if you can’t handle it. Pussy.”? No. No you wouldn’t.
    Some people can handle stress a lot better than others, but just because it finally got to them, does not make them weak. It does not make them a pussy. It makes them human.
    Respect to you Craig. 👍🏻

    • @kfulton3578
      @kfulton3578 Před 3 lety +37

      Now this comment needs some awareness. Couldn’t have said that any better.

    • @strazburg
      @strazburg Před 3 lety +22

      100% agree. Not putting myself anywhere close to soldiers or anything you mentioned, but i was involved in an armed robbery at my old job. Guy only had a knife, but he scared the shit out of me by jumping over a wall and landing right in front of me. We had a quick tussle while i yelled at the 2 cashiers to book it, before i did myself. And while i didnt think it was that bad, for about 6 months after i was extremely susceptible to sudden noises and quick moments. I was jumping at people moving theirs hands just outside of my vision, people saying "hi" behind me when i didnt know they were there, things like that. I was never like that, and it wasnt until I was explaining this to someone who went through a similar thing, that they said it was probably PTSD. Im not 100% sure if it actually was, but it would explain why i suddenly so jumpy at small things. Going back to what was said in the original comment, i felt mostly fine about the event, no one got hurt, and everyone was calling me a hero (im not) for taking the guy on helping get the 2 female cashiers get out. I even went back to work the very next night, and even though I was a little freaked, it was never a major issue for me and i just got on with things. But maybe because being scarred was linked to an event that could be called traumatic, it just made my brain be super aware of any sudden noises or movements, even though i felt like i was over it. It mostly fixed itself after about half a year, but i still get scarred sometimes by smaller things, and wonder if its something left over from that event.

    • @DarthVader-ki4hk
      @DarthVader-ki4hk Před 3 lety +14

      @@strazburg Obviously I’m not here to diagnose you with anything, but you’re absolutely right. What you went through was traumatic. And without realising, it probably did have an effect on you. Sometimes these symptoms for people are straight away. Sometimes it takes a while to kick in.
      Sometimes it’s only temporary, sometimes it’s permanent.
      That same thing could have happened to someone else, and not bothered them at all. Other people, could have needed years of therapy to get over it.
      Whatever it is that happened, and however it effects you, is all totally valid.
      Trauma isn’t the same for everyone.
      Hope you are good mate. 🤙🏻

    • @slightcurve98
      @slightcurve98 Před 3 lety +5

      Fully I was in a mad car crash two years ago and lucky for me I’m fine and didn’t have any mental health issue from it but for about 8 months after very little bump in the road (there are a lot by the way you think the road is flat but it’s not I could feel everything) I would get a flashback to the car crash wasn’t very nice but it doesn’t happen now but sometimes if it’s a proper big one that I’m not expecting like a pothole I will get it

    • @kfulton3578
      @kfulton3578 Před 3 lety +4

      @@slightcurve98 car crashes are a strange one, my cousin almost died in a car crash, fortunately he survived. His friend who was driving in the car along side him. Unfortunately died. They were on a call together saying goodbye to each other, until my cousin realises the 2 lanes merge into 1. So he slams on the brakes and as his friend tries to overtake infront of him. He swerves out of control down the hill to side of the road. Because they were on a call, my cousin heard everything and then a sudden silence. I don’t think my cousin like a lot of people have PTSD from car crashes as depending on the severity most people just get out and walk away. But from having a friend as close as they were ripped away right infront of him, thats where his PTSD I believe, is from.
      Dont think for a second though that Im saying people dont get PTSD from car crashes because they do, I just don’t think its as common.

  • @greyFCB
    @greyFCB Před rokem +19

    this is what being a "man" truly means. opening yourself up to literally the whole world about your own personal problems and being a beacon of light for those who are fighting their own demons.
    good on you.

  • @katherinehicks5173
    @katherinehicks5173 Před 2 lety +42

    So much respect for this amazing guy.. my dad was a Sniper in the Royal Marines and he's struggled for most of my childhood with anger and suicidal thoughts, he took his anger and put it in to saving lives and is one of the top paramedics I've ever known.. Hey up to Betsy 🥰

  • @MandeepSingh-bv4ie
    @MandeepSingh-bv4ie Před 3 lety +276

    This man will never know the true number of people he has inspired.

  • @Freemusicwoohoo
    @Freemusicwoohoo Před 2 lety +823

    I'm genuinly worried for when that dog eventually dies, he is gonna be absolutely gutted.. hope he keeps his head up when that time comes around.

    • @simonabbott725
      @simonabbott725 Před 2 lety +14

      A very touching story

    • @matthewmarshall2197
      @matthewmarshall2197 Před 2 lety +4

      He’ll get a new one. That’s what “puppies” are for. The happiness and joy 🤩 of a puppy 🐶

    • @zazen69
      @zazen69 Před 2 lety +57

      He should really start adopting and helping shelter dogs. It's obvious he's a great dog owner and taking care of other dogs would help him and them, it's a win win.

    • @strbst2075
      @strbst2075 Před 2 lety +33

      Nah you heard the man she is living forever

    • @malachy328
      @malachy328 Před 2 lety +31

      @@matthewmarshall2197 Not as simple. A dog that you've had for over a decade, and a dog thats pulled you back into the living from the point of having a gun in your mouth with your finger on the trigger, is quite literally irreplaceable. I'm glad he has his wife, I'm hoping that she is something he can hold on to. He's faced death many times before and come out -- I'm sure deep down he knows that at some point it will end. He'll be alright I hope and believe. Much love to Craig and LadBible, you lot are doing good work.

  • @DavidBrown-ch2ep
    @DavidBrown-ch2ep Před rokem +17

    I takes a stronger man to realize he isn't invincible then face and overcome his demons. The tears I shed for Craig are for the pain he faced and is still overcoming.

  • @Batuhanify
    @Batuhanify Před rokem +16

    To Craig: I haven't experienced what you have experienced, I haven't endured the hardships you did and didn't deal with the fallout of those hardships. My experience is different, my problems are quite different. But, as someone who has dealt with suicidal thoughts in the past, I am so grateful that I happened upon your videos. It really helps. If you are reading this, maybe you don't and that's alright, thank you for putting yourself out there and sharing your experience. It makes an impact.. You talking about your gun and how you got rid of it, and how you are considerate about those that'll find you reminds me of me and my knife.. Thank you Craig, for sharing that. We have to stay strong for ourselves and for those who love us. Stay strong.

  • @leesaunders7232
    @leesaunders7232 Před 2 lety +683

    When he talks about how he'd feel if someone found him after he'd commited suicide, and what stops him from going over the edge: "If they found me I'd infect them with my problem."
    Ooooof! 😕
    Massive respect to Craig.

    • @moazhendy9394
      @moazhendy9394 Před 2 lety +3

      I felt that..

    • @KilyanAustin
      @KilyanAustin Před 2 lety +18

      Thats the exact reason why I am still here. Dont want my little sister to go through that.

    • @moazhendy9394
      @moazhendy9394 Před 2 lety +10

      @@KilyanAustin
      You're an awesome human being, I'm so proud of you and you love for your little sister.
      I hope you both have a pretty and happy life.

    • @GreeklishOutdoors
      @GreeklishOutdoors Před 2 lety +8

      I've felt the same many times. It really shook me when he said that. Much love to all of you in mental pain.... We are not alone ✊

    • @Rose.............
      @Rose............. Před 2 lety +3

      @@KilyanAustin same, no matter how sad i feel i could never kill myself

  • @mikemikemikemikemikemeup
    @mikemikemikemikemikemeup Před 3 lety +567

    I’m glad that I can’t find anyone in the comments talking shit. It’s nice to see all the support.

    • @gooboid
      @gooboid Před 2 lety

      For babykilling bootlicking cannon fodder? 🤡

    • @yourmomskitchen3236
      @yourmomskitchen3236 Před 2 lety +5

      @@gooboid you mad cuz you'll never be man enough to do that. get ratio'd.

    • @inspiration.empire
      @inspiration.empire Před 2 lety

      @@gooboid lmao this kids name is Jordan 😂😂😂😂😂

    • @kingaskeladd5052
      @kingaskeladd5052 Před 2 lety

      @@yourmomskitchen3236 man enough to kill babies? Not so manly then

    • @yourmomskitchen3236
      @yourmomskitchen3236 Před 2 lety

      @@kingaskeladd5052 LMAO, of course the anime profile pic talks about something that doesnt happen.
      Get lost, kid. You're out of your element.

  • @Seyorone
    @Seyorone Před rokem +7

    Seeing his love for his dog is so heart warming, dogs a truly mans bestfriend! I dont know where id be without my pets

  • @zyphryx9
    @zyphryx9 Před 2 lety +77

    Daring to still hang onto your humanity after all you’ve experienced is badass as f#@%! You dare to expose yourself to everyone not once but twice? You’re a helluva lot tougher than me. Hang in there. You’re an inspiration to a lot of us

  • @yusuftarajia1731
    @yusuftarajia1731 Před 3 lety +190

    "sorry for the struggle when I'm reading... I was shot in the helmet and also blown up"... Don't worry lad, no need to apologize...

    • @Allison_Chaynes
      @Allison_Chaynes Před 3 lety +10

      I know, right? He's looking good for all of the hell he's been through. Much respect to the man.

  • @BULLITT1
    @BULLITT1 Před 3 lety +121

    Imagine being so empty inside that you write mean comments to this absolute legend. Have fun being miserable in life.

  • @davidgates5380
    @davidgates5380 Před 2 lety +10

    Thank you, Craig for opening up and telling the world about the horror of PTSD. My brother committed suicide two years ago, he too suffered both PTSD and a landmine head injury in an African bush war over 40 years ago.....he bottled his PTSD and lived in denial, but his anger made him unable to keep down a job....he ran out of road so many years later. I live each day in constant turmoil as I question why I did not do more to help him. What you are doing now goes beyond brave and is the true mark of a man. Keep sharing, stay level you help so many of us who live in a dangerous bubble of denial. Your purpose on this earth has probably only just started with your courageous admission first to yourself and then to those of us who need your guidance. Thank you.

  • @redwolfness
    @redwolfness Před rokem +13

    Craig is a freaking awesome human being.

  • @kieranfortune6755
    @kieranfortune6755 Před 3 lety +221

    It’s good to see Craig, I served with him and I always enjoyed his company on operations and socially. There is also another side to the man. He has a “great” sense of humour and fun for life. If ever there is a bloke to have with you in a scrap or hard times I’d have him.every time.
    I hope going forward Craig has peace of mind
    I remind those with negative comments:
    “The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.” Attributed to Edmund Burke

    • @tsweens13
      @tsweens13 Před 3 lety +9

      True words right there. Thanks for YOUR service too mate! You’re clearly both legends. ✌️

    • @markd1328
      @markd1328 Před 3 lety +3

      Your comment's awesome and really wholesome but I feel like the "if there's ever a guy you want on your side in a scrap" was unnecessary. The blokes a fucking tank. I think he's the default I'd want to have my back in a scrap!

    • @janiceduke1205
      @janiceduke1205 Před 2 lety

      Ⓣⓗⓐⓝⓚ Ⓨⓞⓤ for your service

  • @pointless_overthinker
    @pointless_overthinker Před 3 lety +188

    There are lots of toxic people but seeing him handle comments this way is just pure bravery

  • @lady.sunshine6227
    @lady.sunshine6227 Před rokem +5

    People are so wicked. This man is a gem so genuine and gentle
    I feel so sorry that people are so evil towards good people

    • @stealthfur1375
      @stealthfur1375 Před rokem

      i mean literature and history books kinda gives warning about mindset of humanity.

    • @stealthfur1375
      @stealthfur1375 Před rokem

      As matter of fact even anime movie belle foretolds the dangers of connecting and using internet with people.

  • @iamample1132
    @iamample1132 Před 2 lety +22

    As a civilian, I can't fathom how this guy handles the memories in battle. I know it's hard but not as near. Be strong for your family. God bless!❤️

  • @cameronboland6915
    @cameronboland6915 Před 3 lety +88

    It’s fucked up how many people find it funny to torment someone who’s already struggling. This guy fought on the front line, battling physically and mentally with himself for a long time and even now he’s still struggling. It’s sad that some people can’t even spare him the unnecessary bullshit after all that he’s been through. Respect to you for what you’ve done and good luck with the rest of your life - I hope you find the peace and happiness that you undoubtedly deserve.

    • @_MemeVault
      @_MemeVault Před 3 lety +2

      It's people that have achieved nothing, makes them feel better to have a go at someone else to deflect from their utterly meaningless existence

  • @turmoildragon
    @turmoildragon Před 2 lety +154

    Guy should become a speaker, I'd come listen to him.
    Spokesman for men's mental health.

  • @joelomax161
    @joelomax161 Před 2 lety +4

    I love that a dog can just change your mood and they are real a mans best friend dose not matter how big or small god bless to u man

  • @jeffreyleatherman334
    @jeffreyleatherman334 Před rokem +9

    This guy is a hero to me. made me realize the things I did in Iraq and Afghanistan i was not the only person feeling this way. Love you brother you mite have been in the British Army and myself in the American Army but so much the same. Hang in there your healing more of us than you will ever know.

  • @louisallen6828
    @louisallen6828 Před 3 lety +153

    This man makes me proud to be British. True hero talking about his mental health 👏 🇬🇧🇬🇧

    • @danpress3817
      @danpress3817 Před 3 lety +9

      I'm not Britsh, but he makes me proud to have served

    • @jjj-bl8yf
      @jjj-bl8yf Před 3 lety

      America is better 🇺🇸

    • @stevesaunders7472
      @stevesaunders7472 Před 3 lety +5

      @@jjj-bl8yf typical YANK response you tit!!

    • @rooo9855
      @rooo9855 Před 2 lety

      oh boy oh boy that pfp, you clearly have no idea what that flag stands for.

    • @jjj-bl8yf
      @jjj-bl8yf Před 2 lety

      @@stevesaunders7472 you just called me a “tit” nice insult you brit. 🇺🇸

  • @Kreedogger
    @Kreedogger Před 3 lety +109

    I see Craig. I click. I am a simple man.
    We appreciate you doing this Craig. You don't owe a single one of these fools a damned thing.

  • @chadsmith946
    @chadsmith946 Před 2 lety

    Thank you!! For doing this video and the original, for being honest and for being open.

  • @aidendunn2032
    @aidendunn2032 Před rokem +1

    It's really heartwarming to here and really good to here him be open about his feelings honestly I hope he dosnt struggle to much when that inevitable day comes when betsy isn't around

  • @NamesNicco
    @NamesNicco Před 3 lety +882

    So deep and honest, I’ll say a prayer for you 🙏

    • @NxDoyle
      @NxDoyle Před 2 lety +16

      I'll have a drink in his honour. And the result will be the same. Actually, that's not true. I will have had a drink.

    • @c0rbss
      @c0rbss Před 2 lety

      I love your videos man😭

    • @jonasjorgensen8759
      @jonasjorgensen8759 Před 2 lety +5

      That Will surely make a difference 😜

    • @rerooar
      @rerooar Před 2 lety +1

      @@NxDoyle Brilliant, nailed it cheers.

    • @Sher_18
      @Sher_18 Před 2 lety

      @@bigsteve6729 At least they’re doing something rather than whining like a little baby because someone mentioned the word “prayer” how weak are you lot?
      One cannot joke to save their life, The other makes laughable arguments and you whine.
      Now go on darling and cry us all a bloody ocean just because someone mentioned their belief that you don’t agree with.

  • @eSysmanSuperYachts
    @eSysmanSuperYachts Před 2 lety +642

    There’s a lot of people who maybe play with guns but have never been in the military let alone go to war. These are the tough guys commenting on videos. Plus idiot teenagers. Loved the previous video, thanks for your service.

    • @flugplatz21
      @flugplatz21 Před 2 lety +3

      "These are the tough guys commenting on videos."
      No, it's the compensating pansies, most of whom have never faced tests like this man, scared of the fact that they don't have all the answers, and have never been tested and proven. Guys who don't understand that the toughest of people not only survive, but endure. Guys who don't understand that to be brave, you MUST experience fear, you MUST have doubt, you MUST suffer. Without any of that, you're just a psychopath, crazy, not tough or brave.

    • @gamingclips8133
      @gamingclips8133 Před 2 lety +1

      @@flugplatz21 fucking trolls man. Do one would ya

    • @gamingclips8133
      @gamingclips8133 Před 2 lety

      @chris rees I might have read that completely wrong lmao

    • @GoodHunterBL
      @GoodHunterBL Před 2 lety +1

      they played CoD and they think they know what killing a real person mean what being about die mean fuck them mate

    • @oldschooljack3479
      @oldschooljack3479 Před 2 lety +1

      Served in the military. Own a shit load of guns. I'm prepared to do what has to be done to defend my life and way of life... But you'll never hear me speak ill of this man. There's nothing funny or glamorous about killing people.

  • @HerrUnterberg
    @HerrUnterberg Před 2 lety +7

    Weirdly couldn't stop smiling at times watching this. He's gone through so much and still is, but he's doing so well all things considered. Pushing through and being able to admit, that it's not a piece of cake and even going a step further and raise awareness. So inspiring. What a lad! Hope he, his wife and his dog are doing well.

  • @Jared-sb5kx
    @Jared-sb5kx Před 2 lety +7

    Had the same issues when my dad passed, watching him on the field at 16, helpless. felt like I couldn't talk about it... like I was going to ruin peoples days, or upset the mood of a room. So I found ways to talk where I knew it was safe.. but I dwelled so long it got a little too much. Take care man, and give the pooch a snuggle from all of us.

  • @known_to_malfunction5226
    @known_to_malfunction5226 Před 3 lety +220

    This man shared his story to the world. Most Veterans like myself with PTSD and physical injuries, still cant talk about our own journeys with war to family members. He is an inspiration to start the healing processes.

    • @kailashsathia3080
      @kailashsathia3080 Před 3 lety +1

      Im far from England. But where do British soilders get deported to,Can u please tell sir?

    • @janiceduke1205
      @janiceduke1205 Před 2 lety

      Ⓣⓗⓐⓝⓚ Ⓨⓞⓤ for your service

  • @forknuts
    @forknuts Před 3 lety +259

    I had an old husky/rotti who was with me through the worst times of my life. When I thought about ending it all she sat in front of me. I grabbed handfuls of her fur and bawled. This dog was the biggest jerk, but damn did she know me. I could hide how bad it was from anyone else. The dog always knew. The day she died I promised her I would look after my mental health. I have her paw print over my heart as a constant reminder. It's ok to cry, men need to know it's ok to show emotions.

    • @LadyLibertyBella
      @LadyLibertyBella Před 3 lety +6

      Im glad you’re still here. Pets have a way of knowing the feelings we hide and are blessings in so many ways. Thank you for sharing that. I hope you are doing well and finding peace within yourself. Many blessings

    • @theomcg
      @theomcg Před 2 lety +2

      hope you’re alright mate

    • @trogdortheburninator8149
      @trogdortheburninator8149 Před 2 lety +7

      Man, that made me cry. I’m so happy you had such a great dog, that you’re still standing, and wishing you the best in mental health and life generally bud! 💪

    • @josi4251
      @josi4251 Před 2 lety +1

      Our pets are angels on this earth and sent to make the way easier for us. At the darkest time of my life, my dogs rescued me. And yes, real men DO cry, and they don't give a damn who sees.

    • @petergeramin7195
      @petergeramin7195 Před 2 lety

      Good dog. How was the dog a jerk though

  • @ajbarwis
    @ajbarwis Před rokem

    Appreciate the message. Thank for sharing it.

  • @jacobbang5935
    @jacobbang5935 Před rokem

    All the best to you and Betsy! Thanks for sharing your story. Thank you for your service!

  • @t.s
    @t.s Před 3 lety +73

    Someone should definitely make a film about his life. It will totally spread the awareness of PTSD and metal health.

    • @tsweens13
      @tsweens13 Před 3 lety +2

      Amen!

    • @thorsten3087
      @thorsten3087 Před 3 lety +1

      Agreed, total hero, but it would be similar to American Sniper to be fair

    • @sandragustafsson3125
      @sandragustafsson3125 Před 3 lety

      And Tom Hardy would be perfect for the role of Craig! I'd totally watch that!

  • @PrinterjamsMusic
    @PrinterjamsMusic Před 3 lety +113

    The level of respect I have for this man isn't measurable

    • @icesystem7
      @icesystem7 Před 3 lety

      Yeah.. he did a fantastic job killing all those people helping rich assholes steal petrol and sell heroin...

    • @futurtechproductions4838
      @futurtechproductions4838 Před 3 lety +17

      @@icesystem7 First of, He's from the UK. Second, if you cannot recognize this mans pain, please dont comment this type of shit.

    • @sheilamorrison1954
      @sheilamorrison1954 Před 3 lety +2

      @@icesystem7 Wow. Just wow. I hope you get the help you need bro.

    • @icesystem7
      @icesystem7 Před 3 lety

      @@sheilamorrison1954 Yo too, get the red pill, czcams.com/video/qW2YWqVpT4E/video.html

    • @sheilamorrison1954
      @sheilamorrison1954 Před 3 lety

      @@icesystem7 So youre answer is to post something about US troops to a British one. You sir, are a genius. I see why conspiracies are your thing. Its usually the Dunning-Kruger people...

  • @liamjbagnall
    @liamjbagnall Před rokem +1

    This guys brilliant. Great interview from before. Real eye opener. Good luck to him and his family

  • @philbridges2315
    @philbridges2315 Před 2 lety

    I commented on your first video and after seeing this one for the first time and still stand by what I say..your are a true hero in my view and glad you are able to share your thoughts with people who struggle every day. You sir are truly remarkable and tougher than you realize.

  • @drubert1981
    @drubert1981 Před 3 lety +110

    "To find me, I've infected somebody with my problem, and they don't even know me..." That hits different. Brave man. Being honest with oneself and others on this level is something we should all strive towards.

    • @Muis83
      @Muis83 Před 2 lety +3

      Not only the one who finds you but the people you left behind who do know you are more impacted than you realize.

  • @Sebaaa
    @Sebaaa Před 3 lety +131

    that guy who called him a pussy, id like to see whoever is hiding behind that screen who commented that go out on the battlefield & witness first hand everything Craig has been through. Craig is a legend, the fact hes getting hate is just sad. People really need too think before they open their mouths! Craig is the definition of a warrior. So much respect!

    • @davidweeks2521
      @davidweeks2521 Před 3 lety +11

      I dunno why lad bible cover the name if he was brave Enough to say on the comment why not just leave the name on the video

    • @notme1518
      @notme1518 Před 3 lety +2

      People think they're tough but know they're weak, they tell themselves that they can do what he can but they know deep inside that they'll never succeed and it makes them jealous. It makes them jealous that they'll never be strong or brave enough to do what he can

    • @billyashworth7393
      @billyashworth7393 Před 3 lety +4

      @@davidweeks2521 because they probably know that everyone will attack that person and they don't want to fight ignorance with hate, this setting is a great way to deal with hate with information and nuance

    • @davidweeks2521
      @davidweeks2521 Před 3 lety +1

      @@billyashworth7393 yeah tbf this is true maybe it is best they block the name out 👍

    • @CleverWheels
      @CleverWheels Před 3 lety

      Lack of empathy, humanity, and experience of thinking about someone other than themself and then taking all of that online. That’s how those people exist to make comments like calling this man a pussy. They just don’t see the irony in doing it from behind a screen and no one is there to show them the reality of saying the wrong thing to someone.

  • @KarlaRei
    @KarlaRei Před 2 lety +4

    Betsy's such a little cutie! Thank you for your original video and for coming back to make this one. You've helped so many people (me included) and that far outweighs anything negative anyone could ever say.

  • @declangaunt1002
    @declangaunt1002 Před rokem

    Thank you so much for both this video and the first video. Speaking out like you have has helped me and im sure helped alot of other people. Mate your a legend

  • @Jack-cu7rl
    @Jack-cu7rl Před 3 lety +501

    Who TF is stupid enough to bad mouth someone who has done nothing more than try and protect his country

    • @SH-ii6uo
      @SH-ii6uo Před 3 lety +27

      British soldiers haven’t defended their country since WW2. Don’t fall for that stupid fallacy.

    • @user-kr8ce2vd6t
      @user-kr8ce2vd6t Před 3 lety +46

      @@SH-ii6uo shut up kid

    • @SH-ii6uo
      @SH-ii6uo Před 3 lety +11

      @@user-kr8ce2vd6t Right. Nice argument. No counter point, just silencing. I bet you’re the type of person who gets upset about cancel culture and bangs on about freedom of speech too. If not I’d be surprised, that’s very typical of the patriotic and jingoistic right wing mindset.

    • @zepp131
      @zepp131 Před 3 lety +25

      @@user-kr8ce2vd6t yeah because invading country's for their oil is defending their country... listen to the soldiers who were there they know.

    • @SH-ii6uo
      @SH-ii6uo Před 3 lety +6

      @@zepp131 Nice to see another sensible person in this comments section.

  • @N.I.R.A.T.I.A.S.
    @N.I.R.A.T.I.A.S. Před 3 lety +207

    "Don't go into war if you can't handle it."
    As a former soldier, the people who can genuinely handle war are few and far between. If the army only took them they'd struggle to fill a single platoon.

    • @Johnnythefirst
      @Johnnythefirst Před 3 lety +30

      Also like he said, if you're actually enjoying your job as a frontline soldier, there is probably something wrong with you....

    • @Zer0Mood
      @Zer0Mood Před 3 lety +7

      Few people actually LIKE war. Those who do are sociopaths, and i dont mean this in a negative way. Im just saying you're exactly right. Those who enjoy and can actually handle war are far and few between.

    • @ryanpassmore5434
      @ryanpassmore5434 Před 3 lety +4

      Thank you for your service

    • @pistnbroke9236
      @pistnbroke9236 Před 3 lety +1

      Yea I definitely agree, if somebody enjoys waking up in the morning in battlefield treating it like its an average game of call of duty if say there not right in the fucking head mate

    • @TheBucketSkill
      @TheBucketSkill Před 3 lety +1

      @@Johnnythefirst Eh... i'm aware of some dudes who don't necessarily enjoy killing but they thrive and feel like there in there element in a combat zone. Like the type of guys who were exceptional in there service to there countryt, and afterwards realize they fucking hate civilian life and go do PMC work. I do believe there are just people built different.

  • @scottrussell3862
    @scottrussell3862 Před 2 lety

    Respect to you sir for your service and educating with these videos.

  • @johnwyse3249
    @johnwyse3249 Před rokem

    Thank you for your service and thank you for speaking up about mental health 👍

  • @RicoBeasty90
    @RicoBeasty90 Před 3 lety +59

    “To find me, I’ve infected someone with my problem” man that is deep.

  • @thomascossa1583
    @thomascossa1583 Před 3 lety +99

    Mate your a bigger man than all of us combined being able to say what you said on camera whist being calm is truly amazing. The world needs more guys like you.

  • @Geezah1
    @Geezah1 Před 2 lety

    I get choked up listening to you talk about the pain that you experience daily, but you can't give up, as you have so many people rooting for you....and Betsy...Godspeed.

  • @quang4055
    @quang4055 Před 2 lety +1

    There's so much pain in this man, God bless you and your family.

  • @TBsGarage
    @TBsGarage Před 3 lety +155

    He was not even fighting for my country, but my respect for this man could not be higher.

    • @scribtharealvsmc1979
      @scribtharealvsmc1979 Před 3 lety +20

      But technically he did, same war alongside American soldiers.

    • @TBsGarage
      @TBsGarage Před 3 lety +6

      @@scribtharealvsmc1979 that is true

    • @Mixwell1983
      @Mixwell1983 Před 2 lety +6

      The US and UK have been long standing allies for a while. Theyre our cousins across the pond and good countrymen.

    • @lorenzop.8249
      @lorenzop.8249 Před 2 lety +1

      he, too, was a puppet of the military industrial complex

    • @josi4251
      @josi4251 Před 2 lety +2

      Amen! We Yanks love our British cousins (even if they make fun of us), and they are the bravest of soldiers. My grandfather was a Brit, and I'm proud as hell of that.

  • @maiden4meldin69
    @maiden4meldin69 Před 2 lety +205

    I have PTSD from childhood trauma's repeated rapes, violence, drug and alcohol abuses before I was even 12yo. Anyway, I am 54 now. And I still have night terrors, and cry for no reasons sometimes. Stay strong Craig, it won't go away, but it does go into the background so eventually you will be like myself, and have more good days than you have bad days. If you didn't already have a special lady in your life, I would scoop you up in a heartbeat! Love you big guy!!

    • @alexanderoddy4916
      @alexanderoddy4916 Před 2 lety +7

      Right there with you maiden, I’m 31 now went through three years of sexual and physical abuse at birding school, tried everything, drugs, cat, counselling. Nothing took the nightmares away. But at least I can function now

    • @maiden4meldin69
      @maiden4meldin69 Před 2 lety +5

      @@alexanderoddy4916 ya. I’m all good with the night terrors now. We have come to an understanding that most of them are my brains way of testing if I can handle memories or not lol. My brain says not. Lol. So I don’t remember them at all. Which works for me lol

    • @guts6560
      @guts6560 Před 2 lety +10

      @@maiden4meldin69 Hardest part is explaining to my friends they aren't just nightmares, took my girlfriend a bad night with me before she really understood what was going on. I'm only 24 but I hope some day I can through them like you!

    • @maiden4meldin69
      @maiden4meldin69 Před 2 lety +8

      @@guts6560 it actually took me into my late twenties. And it took me to forgive myself and to give myself permission to just not remember those things. And that’s how I got through those scary years. Most of my childhood memories are gone. Good and bad. Mostly Cuzz the good ones got tangled up with the bad ones.
      I also avoid triggers. Like Christmas and my birthday. All the holidays really. Are triggers for me. So I just chose to not celebrate them. Instead. I give gifts wrapped in love whenever I want. And my family knows not to expect more from me on that front

    • @savageguy25
      @savageguy25 Před 2 lety +8

      I’ve had night terrors for years. People have tried to break into my house to “save” me because they thought someone was killing me

  • @timothyosullivan222
    @timothyosullivan222 Před 2 lety +3

    Much respect for this guy. Fair fooks, pal. Keep fighting the good fight!

  • @cinowens1
    @cinowens1 Před rokem +1

    Keep fighting that PTSD. You are a wonderful person with a huge heart. The world is a better place with you in it.

  • @murphy_smurf
    @murphy_smurf Před 3 lety +145

    I dunno if you’ll ever see this, but as someone who’s serving, thank you. Thank you for sharing your experiences. I’m struggling with my own demons, and it’s so inspiring to know that someone else can relate. Again, thank you so very much. I wish you all the best.

    • @LadyLibertyBella
      @LadyLibertyBella Před 3 lety +7

      Thank you for serving and for the sacrifice to do so. Im sorry you’re struggling so much, I hope you seek support. Such battles can’t be fought themselves. I hope you find peace. Remember you mean so much to so many people. You are worth fighting for. Please be well. God Bless

  • @MrsCherryBerry97
    @MrsCherryBerry97 Před 3 lety +144

    damn I started crying when they brought out betsy 😭

    • @bodybalancer
      @bodybalancer Před 3 lety +3

      Me too 😭😂 i feel the same about my cat

    • @scotty8929
      @scotty8929 Před 3 lety +1

      I literally had a big bubble in my throat
      Mad me sad what this man will go threw when his best friend is gone don't even want to think about it

    • @charlieday1818
      @charlieday1818 Před 2 lety

      @@bodybalancer you don’t.

  • @pambuckhave2049
    @pambuckhave2049 Před 2 lety +11

    I appreciate you speaking out, it takes a lot of courage to do what you have done and are still doing. Mental health is so important, but there are still the insecure people that obviously have severe issues and hide behind mean comments like the trolls you experienced after doing your first video. I have worked in mental health and suffered from depression a great deal of my life. You are anything other than what that troll called you, because of the sacrifice you made even the ungrateful people have their freedom including the ability to make cowardess comments on line. Until that person walks in your shoes they have no business judging. Thank you for all you have done and I wish you and your Family nothing but the best.

  • @lahuew
    @lahuew Před 2 lety +1

    All the love in the world for you brother. I’ve lost brothers to PTSD and it’s something you’ll always question what you could have done. I also have PTSD and lost my dog over a month ago and it’s been a terrible time, so I have the most respect for you for being able to speak up… You’re a bigger man than me. #Sappers #OneTeamOneFight

  • @Masada1911
    @Masada1911 Před 3 lety +80

    Craig is the man.

  • @aidandorrian3946
    @aidandorrian3946 Před 3 lety +24

    I found a 24 year old suicide during my rounds of a secure water installation, since that day he has never left me, I grieved for his young family, got angry about his memorial, and wished he could have gotten over his own anguish ... I didn't know him I tried to save him I know him now... thank you for your words Craig, look to the love in the dark

  • @StevenPirotta
    @StevenPirotta Před 4 měsíci +1

    Thanks sooo much Craig, I am an ex vet with a brain injury too not from combat but on top of my PTSD it’s a daily struggle. Seeing your battles gives me strength. I am a big strong guy too and people don’t realize I am broken underneath. I am doing everything to keep my head above water, my dog is my strength too!
    From an ex Australian military working dog handler.
    Sending you healing energy buddy like you are giving me 🙌

  • @dave2239
    @dave2239 Před rokem +3

    I’m 52 and also have ptsd.I would cry in private because I was a man.Thank you Craig for putting yourself on the front line again and making me realise that I’m not just a man but also human.My dog saved me too mate.So thanks again to to you both x

  • @David-ds4mt
    @David-ds4mt Před 3 lety +234

    These sort of people are way braver than keyboard warriors. Kings and queens who have served, don’t take those twats to heart. You’ve done more in years than people have done in their life

    • @Thumpster59166
      @Thumpster59166 Před 3 lety +31

      Social media has made too many people comfortable running their mouths. It's easy to be a "badass" while hiding behind the shield of anonymity.

    • @ahmadtahir9693
      @ahmadtahir9693 Před 3 lety +5

      @@Thumpster59166 this

    • @Thumpster59166
      @Thumpster59166 Před 3 lety +6

      @Eagle it's for that reason I wish dueling came back. There would be far less "tough guys" and "offended" people. Hahahaha

    • @Thumpster59166
      @Thumpster59166 Před 3 lety +3

      @@ahmadtahir9693 I'm glad you agree. It is common sense. Unfortunately, that is in short supply these days.

    • @ahmadtahir9693
      @ahmadtahir9693 Před 3 lety +1

      @@Thumpster59166 thanks bro :)

  • @stevescourou8006
    @stevescourou8006 Před 3 lety +47

    When he read that comment about sympathy his eyes said everything. It was literally like a red rag to a bull, that touched a nerve and quite rightly too. The response was respectful but with bite.

  • @robclaridge6236
    @robclaridge6236 Před 2 lety +1

    A true inspiration!
    Seen the most horrendous things a human can see.
    But saved countless lives.
    Be proud of that.
    Mental health is the toughest battle of them all, and I hope your mind starts to go easier on you over time.
    Sincerest respect to you Craig.

  • @ChriPusch
    @ChriPusch Před rokem +1

    Thank you, just simply thank you for speaking up. You, sir, are a human being others can learn from. It is humbling and it feels good and a little sad (in a good way, i hope you know what I mean) to see you sit there and talk about the issues that you have faced and still are facing, the way you do. You are inspirational. So thank you, and wishing you, your family (that includes Betsy) a prosperous and long life.

  • @viktorlenard
    @viktorlenard Před 3 lety +59

    I remember reading in the news about a British sniper breaking the word record for longest confirmed kill. It sounded like the coolest thing ever, what a badass I thought, a killer with the highest level of precision. Now, much older I get to see the man himself, telling the tale. He is a brave man, a true inspiration. Thank you for sharing your story, your feelings and vulnerabilities. You are an even bigger badass I thought.

  • @PatVu
    @PatVu Před 3 lety +34

    Everyone's a tough guy until that smile when the dog is handed to him. You'll both live forever.

  • @proffesionalpeople2867
    @proffesionalpeople2867 Před 9 měsíci

    Well done mate! You are a brave man. From one vet to another thank you for your service🙏

  • @jacobdad2742
    @jacobdad2742 Před 2 lety +2

    I can't imagine how hard this must be for you. I'm so glad you're still with us and I hope you can find the peace and happiness you deserve.

  • @Ash_P_
    @Ash_P_ Před 2 lety +13

    GOOD ON YOU MATE!
    I’m the father of an Aussie Infantry Vet and am so proud of him.
    I have stage 3 prostate cancer and multiple sclerosis (brain lesions) and suffer terrible depression, so I'm so glad I've followed your story.
    You have helped me more than you realise.

    • @ZedaaaaHD
      @ZedaaaaHD Před 2 lety

      Good luck with the cancer man. Scary times for you and your family. Going through the same right now, stay strong ❤️

  • @jakevogel5689
    @jakevogel5689 Před 3 lety +71

    You don’t have to apologize for making us upset or cry over your story. It brought me to tears only because I see it happening in my life. I see soldiers attempt/commit suicide almost once a week while working on base. It’s sad that the military doesn’t care for its soldiers. But the vets and the active duty cares for you guys. Nothing but love brother 💪🏼

  • @4183dougs
    @4183dougs Před 2 lety +2

    Nothing but absolute respect for this man. anyone who has gone through what he has, and is brave enough to speak openly about it deserves our respect.

  • @MichaelKng-fk5jk
    @MichaelKng-fk5jk Před 2 lety +3

    Craig very glad you are battling the PTSD mate. And; that the boys reached back out to you. Lot of strength there. There's never any shame admitting those feelings, many have difficulties saying as you did. Feelings, tears come in those quiet hours. We all have to fight on to lead a good life. Proud to have a brother like you. Stay safe, stay strong buddy