First Week of College ✏️📘 (Vlog.22)
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- čas přidán 14. 10. 2017
- a recap of my first week of college! i'm....tired......but happy!
the thought of all i have to do is a little daunting at times. it's just so much. all i ever want to do is write music or make videos, but instead i have to read outdated, heteronormative books about social interactions. it just feels like i'm wasting so much time, and i very much do not enjoy it.
with that being said, i don't think any college student breaching their third week of classes is extremely pleased by their workload. so, i guess this is normal. i'm stickin' it out for this quarter, bois!! imma do this!! just gonna b a bit tired....lol.
i am slowly finding my place in this city. i miss texas a lot, and i'm so excited because i'm visiting for the weekend; leaving thursday. can't wait to be home for a sec, reground myself. i have managedd to find my own little world in the city though. i have my favorite coffee shop, favorite places to eat, read, rest, think. favorite songs to blast in order to drown out the sounds of the construction. it's a slow process, but i'm getting it. when i come to my apartment at the end of the day, it's feeling more and more like home. i feel good.
i hope you're finding your ground as well,
with love,
-cone
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Myyyy Man that editing in time with the beat at the start mmmmmmmm That;s my Boy
cavetown MAAHH BOYYYYYYY miss u mans
Miss u too lemme know when u have a free evening I'd love to watch Totoro with u
cavetown can i come too
the cutest friendship the world has ever seen
ITS SO PURE MY HEART CANNOT TAKE THIS i love both of u very much
I wish to be as free-spirited as Conan’s hair + brows
camille.g i agree
omg he noticed u :3
@Harrison Brennan same 🙃
Tight I could never pull it off
Oh my god 😮 you got a love 😍🤩 from Conan'gray...😘
I want someone to upload a lofi beat that includes Conan saying "hello can I just get a caramel latte please. the smallest one.…..thank you"
AAH YESSS
@woahitsnotcara i love you
@woahitsnotcara UGH YESSSSS
Yessss!!! Someone should! ^~^
@@fairyfarms i tried really hard but i couldn't find a way to extract his voice from the music playing in the background:(
WTF billie and conan are friends!! Life = Made
Buttt she didn't acknowledge his birthday post soooooooooo (tbh kinda salty that she forgot about our Lil cone)
raku anty so? She probably was busy or she did but privately not everything have to be public.
@@RA-bc5cs bruh she has like 50 million followers it's very lilkey that she didnt see it in her dms
@@TylerDevineScott lol she did not have 50 million followers 2 years ago
@@lizzie2662 the birthday post that she didnt repost was from this year
you know you've made it when you say "my friend billie"
itsbee ikr!
I was like, billie!, BILLIE EILISH!!!!
itsbee A
IK !!!
ahahah yessss
"My friend billie" fucking goals.
Billie and Conan neeeeeeeeddd to make a song together. That would be ICONIC🤩
yesssssssssss
god i miss this... but i understand how he doesn't want to do this anymore and i am very happy for him
Csilla Kincső Borbáth why he doesn’t want to do videos anymore ? 😨 I just discovered and I’m so in love
@@jorgedenim5835 He said that when he made these videos he was in a dark time in his life and that's why he doesn't want to make them anymore. Also, he doesn't have time for them :/
@@csillaborbath4769 where did he say it?
@@adelyamey9159 in a tweet if i remember correctly
@@csillaborbath4769 thank u ❤
Y'all know he a college boy when he goes from tea n honey to coffee
n coffee icecream? damn
so true haha
we all have been through that lmao
our boy growing up too fast
I just started high school and made the switch
Conan and Billie being friends makes me so happy!!!
jordan is a waffle WaIT WHA?!?!?
OMGGG I KNOW RIGHTTTT
jordan is in space ikr I love her music 😊
"i only slept like 5 hours"... stORY OF MY LIFE SIS
boyelio teaaaaaaaaaaaaa
and very relatable
I'm sORRY BUT....
I TAKE HER HOME
I sometimes sleep 3 hours and then go to school, and to extracurriculars and puff
gms LIAMO
Conan and Billie are ACTUAL FRIENDS
omfg
this makes my heart feel some type of way
Conan, your hair has a life of its own and I LOVE it
Hi my name is Conan Gray, I'm 18, and I'm addicted to buying plants
Platinum Goose and I've got a basketball game tomorrow
... This time on my strange addiction
hi my name is conan gray, i'm 19 years old, and i havent had my first kiss yet
Tbh you and Billie should really make a song together. That would low key be amazing :]
Okies, I came here from his Overdrive video to see Sara .
Me too
if conan and billie collaborated i honestly think i would die on the spot but it would be a gazillion billion per cent worth it
true
OMG ME TOOO
This comment is so brilliant and precious at alot of ways
I'd die a happy death
hey Conan ✨✨ just a tip, if you use plastic straws daily, try and invest in a metal straw so that you don't have to throw them out !! plastic straws are really commonly found in the ocean destroying marine ecosystems and life ✨✨💖 other than that YOURE VIDEOS ARE GREAT AND ALWAYS SO AESTHETICALLY PLEASING & I'm glad you're doing well xxxx
I usually buy the edible straws in different flavors for different drinks, so I can eat the straw afterwords! :D
Rrex that's such a good idea!
+Coffee hol up edible straws exist
yes!!! plastic straws are such a waste and there’s so many fun alternative straws!!!
Ella Markey i was just gonna say that :)
I swear every time ‘The Other Side’ plays at the end I like almost cry.
me too;(
I'm glad you're doing okay, but if you need a break Conan, take one.
ALSO I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE FRIENDS WITH BILLIE.
it gives me so many feels knowing that our soft boy is now in college. it was great being able to watch him grow up through youtube
Jallabee girl ily! your vlogs also give me life
Jalllllabbbbeeeeeeee!💖💖😫😫
JILLLLLLL😩❤️
Does Conan actually read every comment? This is a test.
Brendan Raftery Test passed ✨
conan if it ever gets to be too much and you can't film a video we understand, make sure you're getting enough sleep and do your homework first!!
HELLO TO THE CZcams CONAN STANS WHO WENT FOR THIS VIDEO because of the Overdrive music video. She's the same girl from the mv and she appears at 3:17 ! enjoy.
these videos are so calming and helpful to ease anxiety... conans just a year older than me so seeing him talk about these things is like getting advice from a friend, especially since i'm in the process of applying to colleges... thank you conan!!
alex im in same situation rn, im waiting for responses and its helpful to see that he is actually surviving college! lol
i feel this! esp since ucla is one of my top choices!
Rosi Hristova i hope you get in!
I'm exactly the same he's a year older than me too,it's so soothing to know someone else has had all the same anxieties
Rosi Hristova hope u get in!!!!!! ucla is a great school
*THE AESTHETICNESS OF THIS VIDEO IS GIVING ME MAJOR LIFE*
I suffered from depression my entire life and when I first started watching Conan around a year ago it completely changed the way I see people, everything was different. After a while I stopped watching him and I can't say how down hill I went from there, watching him now I feel like I'm discovering myself again. Thank you, Conan!
same. i come back here after every single hard day.
It appears we all come here for motivation. But I would say don't attach yourself too much, you shouldn't have to cling to something to be happy
Billie singing : " sorry, sorry, sorry... Sike bi--"
Conan: hello
The best collab of all time
Your black and white shoes at 1:52 remind me of Rory Gilmore's Chilton school shoes and I'm living for it
I have the same shoes as him, they are called saddle oxfords and I bought them at Payless they are so hecking cute 😍
@@raesnead3454 oh my goodness how much? Im so into that shoe
@@bossalertobey4954 thats the sucky part they sell then at payless but theyre closing 😭 amazon has some good brands that make some hella cute oxfords you just have to be very careful with the sizing cause a lot of it is european
@@raesnead3454 huhuhuhu😭 but i luv the shoes huhuhu
@@bossalertobey4954 dont worry these are very popular for catholic school shoes you can find them at another store most likely😊
How am I nostalgic of something I haven't experienced yet?? This is beautiful
AnotherSarah Maybe it's because you watched Conan grow up? He used to be such a fetus, now he is an adult and maybe you get a nostalgic feeling from that
literally feel like this all the time
Wholeheartedly obsessed with your channel and music. Feeling blessed that your songs popped up in my suggested this morning and I'm in awe over your talent, knowledge, and determination 💕 Keep up the amazing work!
8:24 im literally freaking out about how cute he is when he is sleepy :")
last week i talked to my crush for the first time and we’re buds now !! yay me !!! im proud on myself for talking to another human !! also i turned 14 yesterday and hung out with some pals and it was nice :’)
my life is a mess, your videos makes me feel that i want to live yours
7april trust me, my life b messy as heck! don’t worry~
conan saying he loves billie just warmed my heart. two of my favorite people in the world
Can't believe im watching this again a year later actually about to go to college myself
If I had Conan and Billie and Aidan and cavetown as my friends I think I might just die from overdose on coolness.
"SHUT UP!"
*nods head* yes
Omg Sara from overdrive featured on this blog
"it's so cold it's like 57 degrees out"
Me, from Wisconsin: honey...
"And y'all from Wisconsin saying it's -3 there 57 is really cold for California"
... I feel attacked
me from chicago-
me, from russia........
Me: from Canada and has literal 6 month winters
"the thought of all i have to do is a little daunting at times. it's just so much. all i ever want to do is write music or make videos, but instead i have to read outdated, heteronormative books about social interactions. it just feels like i'm wasting so much time, and i very much do not enjoy it."
*this was my entire ucla experience in a nutshell, just fyi*
ALSO omg you're in Comm 10! Holy shit ok that class is a lot seriously like study a lot for the exams they are reallyyyy extensive, especially if you have it with Suman
Cameron Phillips fuck.
omg i almost took comm 10 but managed to switch out during second pass bc i heard it's a weeder class 😭
conan voguing in front of the mirror is my new favourite
I keep coming to these bc he is literally the cuttest human being. I'm a big fan of his bubbly personality and his voice, such a great singer. He also is like. Really good lookin and extremely pretty I wish this man the best for the future and to find someone that would fill his heart with joy the way he does to all of us ♡♡
here I am, watching his old videos again. I miss his vlogs, art tea. Ugh I’ll always support my baby tho
conan, conan, conan. aesthetic af, cute af, inspirational af, funny af. UGH
You like cold huh? Come to Sweden. You’ll change ur mind
dont feel pressured to make videos have a week off u shall b missed but ur health is more important than our entertainment
yes yes !!! we love him and he needs his rest❤️
I’ve never seen a more humble person like Conan who vlogs makes music and is aesthetically pleasing 💜💜
Saved this for before my first week of college. Can't believe I will be in my room, sitting on the floor Zooming and Conan went to a Billie Eilish concert his first week. Lowkey jealous, but the vlog still made me feel better.
Wow I'm a genius
Mm
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MmMmMm
😭💀
seeing conan growing up, living his dreams, and making friends in LA makes me SO DANG HAPPY ❤️😭
sameeee, it brings me so much joy! 😭🌟
I don't know if anyone is here in 2021, but I'm so very proud of you, Conan. Your music inspires me, and I stream it everyday. Never give up, and never let anyone bring you down. I've been listening since2018, and I'm so happy I have been listening for that long! Keep up the good work! :')
Damn i just spent the last two weeks in a crisis man, a third of my city burned down from the fires in northern California and I was fucking ready to lose my house, y'know?? But I'm apparently held by angels or SOME shit because my family and I came back from evacuation and DAMN THERE'S MY HOUSE I am so HAPPY holy heck take a LOOK at THAT HOUSE. I'm so fucking lucky. But I'm all confused and anxious and on e d g e now because that was fucking crazy and how do you go back to normal after that shit?? Some of my friends are homeless now. So I'm sad but grateful. Thank you for posting this lovely vid, it was great catching up with you! :y I'm sorry things are so overwhelming for you, but I hope it's also exciting and good. c: I want ya to know that if you can't hold everything at once right now then it's okay to upload less, or not at all for a while. Everyone would understand. :> Remember YOU come first. Hope you're having a lovely day!
MinaChristina I hope you and your friends are okay
Lovely boy.
About a movie Lovely girl.
About a movie the loveliest
If you feel extremely tired all the time I'm sure your viewers would be fine with just a weekly video!! We love you and want the best for you, it would suck for you to start seeing making videos as a chore... Love you and best of luck at college!!!🌟🌟
addie I totally agree. I hope he reads your comment because he shouldn't overworked himself.
as much as i love the videos, would rather let Cone be rested and less stressed
So today I had to teach at the Middle School Girls Bible study and the lesson was about "Words Matter", so when you said that there is a lot of power in words I got really happy. I should start saying "I can do this" to myself, especially because I have not been in a great mindset towards school and myself lately. First time watching this cute, relaxing, aesthetic video! I have started loving your music lately
I just wanna thank you cause you helped me find Billie and get into her music and wanna thank you for introducing me to her. I love your videos!! Your music is amazing and always calms me down when I’ve had a stressful day. So thanks!!
that was the fastest 13 mins of my life. hoping your first week of school was a great one!!!!
well you said you'd read all the comments, I doubt you'll stumble across this because there's nearly like two thousand down here but if you do, here you go.
I'm glad you are doing okay, and I want you to know its really nice and refreshing to watch a person who has cool pals and is living what they worked hard at.
I am a depressed friendless mess who feels like the life that was once bubbling in them has been sucked out and has been cast into a deep dark endless pit where it just keeps sinking into a void. I try and do things I wanna but I just, I can't. and my parents are fighting in court over some serious scary accusations and I don't want any of it to be true, also all of my friends live over the other side of the planet and I'm really emotionally feeling distanced and detached from them.
I'm almost 15 now but I feel and am treated so much older and I hate it, I want to be a kid, a lil kiddo, a wee lil kidlet but whatever. on the up swing of things HALLOWEEN AND CHRISTMAS ARE COMING, and my one year niece makes me smile so much and so does her mum, my sister (I actually have 8 siblings but she gets me the most, she's 20 nearly 21) who I love with all my heart. She actually just got a lil pug named Lilo and she's utterly adorable, Also my sister and her partner have their second child on the way and its so exciting.
if you read this sorry for over sharing and ranting, but thanks for the content you make. It just makes me feel nice.
ALSO CONGRATS ON 500K!!
you are not alone, my love.
I really appreciate this, like a lot. thanks for reading. I'm crying and I'm not certain why maybe just because I feel heard.
Again thank you just for so so much!
Wow reading this felt like re-living a moment in my life. I know saying "it will get better" doesn't help but I hope everything really does. My parents fought in court too, I distanced myself from everything and I was so alone, I had no real friends, nothing, but I'm really happy to see that you have pets and people who make you happy and I hope they continue to do that. People like us mature faster, it's just the facts. I'm 16 and trust me I don't feel like one. But be strong, because I know you are.
hey manny man man, i am 16 and felt like this when i was 11, and again when i was 14, and again last semester. sometimes i feel this way every time i open a physics textbook. but it's going to be okay. and big c said that there was a lot of power in words. you have so much love from me and from everyone else who's going through the same thing and i know i know i know that it feels so shite right now but it gets. better. believe me loveling it does.
there were so many days when i wish i was dead. but if i hadn't lived through those days i wouldn't have had the strength to look at the birds in the branches, the wind in the grass, and the sobering glow of my own reflection.
sometimes i think that living through all these things is just important, if for no other reasons, then because someday i'll be able to help someone else get through it. because we all have a trillion thirty-five trials. we can't help it sometimes they just hit us because they have to. but we come out of them stronger and god it feels so good to look in the mirror now and be able to tell myself that "i lived." that's so fucking crucial. i can make cookies for the pals and feed the fish. i wouldn't be able to do that if i hadn't made it. so all the best to you. x
3:46 came here to see if its sara from the overdrive mv?????
you don’t know how excited i get every time you upload OMG💗
trevi HIYA LOVE I LOVE UR CHANNEL 🖤
I THOUGHT YOU DIED PLEASE COME BACK TO CZcams ILY
I absolutely love your channel
YOU JUST MADE MY HOMEWORK FILLED DAY SO MUCH BETTER! i love you connnnannn
We all came here after overdrive to see Sarah
Anyone here 2020?
2021
When you know all of cone’s background music by memory...
I pisssed my pants when I heard 'my friend Billie' I know I'm hanging with the right CZcams crowd
S B i am so lost but can someone tell me who is billie and link up some of their songs CUZ DAMN
billie eilish! check her songs out on spotify or youtube (or anywhere in general) like 6 feet under, ocean eyes, watch, idontwannabeyouanymore
S B what's that song by Billie where it's like "sorryyy, psych" 11:54
Rin COPYCAT
therapy: expensive
watching cone be a happy organized college boy: free and effective
No so true
I've literally spent all day watching your videos and it made me get up and clean out my room, have an actual lunch and drink enough water. How?
I've watched your videos for a while but I keep coming back and watching them even if I've seen them 10 times. I feel like the world tells us to put our guard up and be tough but that's not who I am. I'm sensitive and you make me remember that that's okay! It's actually great! So thank you Cone!
Dear Cone
Maybe you could consider doing a video once every two weeks or something?? You gotta take care of yourself and I’m sure I speak for all your subscribers when I say we won’t mind having less videos if it means you are getting enough sleep and looking after your health ❤️
Okay well if you read every comment I just want you to know I'm writing a book and you and one of my main characters looks almost exactly alike
“Texan Boiiii”
-Conan😭❤️
I just starting crying member when bby cone was screaming running around the parking lot b/c he got into ucla and now he's being so grown up SO PROUD LOVE U
conan, i am pretty sad person and i always make bad decisions, but you literally brighten up my day and make me want to be a better person. i truly love you. thank you for existing. i hope that you will read this. god bless.
wow rewatching his old vlogs make me sad i miss him
I love how Conan was so sleepy , then when he wakes up he’s a whole new person 😂❤️
you're amazing
I am finishing this semester of college, then dropping out. It is a genuinely scary thing, to feel like a "failure" but that's just society's view! It's taken a lil bit of steeling myself, but I have found our generation is a lot more supportive of others dropping out than I expected. Also, paying money to have panic attacks isn't the greatest idea, so bye college. Hope you are doing well and feeling better as time goes on!
Conan, you hit 500k!! 💛🌈🌸
Now hes at 3.3M he grew so fast 🥺😭
@@michellefreis3139 and now 4.02M. he rly is growing up so fast
when this video ended and heather was recommended at the end it was like a glitch in the simulation
skdshv and now people watching recommended. ugh istg hes growing up so fast
i love how you talk about Red Jacket as if it is a good childhood friend
THE WAY YOU BLEEPE SWEAR WORDS IS ADORABLE OH MY CHEESE
yooooo I miss youtube conan :(
Conan! Congrats on 500K!!! I've only known you and your channel for about a year but I'm so glad you're here to share your experiences with us. Looking at your old videos and watching you grow has been heartwarming. Your advice always helps me pull through and stay strong. I support you in staying strong through your journey at UCLA and into adulthood. Be well. xoxo
Take it from me! I have high school and college at the same time. If you schedule yourself out and try to keep ahead at least a week if really gives you peace of mind if you get sick or something. Plus, remember that it takes time for anything to become routine and for your body to adjust. 😇😇 love you Conan, you'll do GREAT.
Conan I wish you the best of luck in college! I adore you videos love yah! 💕
BILLIE AND CONAN BEING FRIENDS MAKES MY LIFE COMPLETE
you are such an inspiration to me! You being as talented and nice and as humble as you are and getting into your dream school just makes me so inspired and i love it
my baby has grown up and i’m so proud of him 💛🌻
He looks so cute when hes half asleep goodness gracious
He makes me the happiest. His vibe and just the way he is makes me so incredibally happy I love him so much
I can't help but come back to your old videos cuz it does help me very much
CONAN HAPPY ADVANCED CONGRATS FOR HALF A MIL SUBS
ITS SO WEIRD TO THINK THAT I COULD SEE YOU WALKING AROUND AND GETTING CUTESY SHOTS IRL
wow i’ve been watching you for SO long since your old channel and i just wanna say i feel like a proud friend even if idk you personally I’m just so happy for everything that’s happening to u rn, you really deserve it!! I know I’ll never stop watching your videos because you’re such a sweet soul since the beginning, love ya Conan!! 💓💓
I love that Conan and Billie are friends. It makes me so happy cuz I love them both so much
conan!!! i was reading your tweets about how u feel like youre wasting time in college bc of Boring Readings and Boring Classes when you could be writing new music and doing so much stuff and T B H i feel you so much. i wanna be a screenwriter but in my uni u gotta be a communications major for that so i am in lots of mandatory communications classes and they are so fuckin boring and i have to do so much shit and just a couple months ago i was questioning it all thinkin 'oh but like, all these filmmakers started super young, already had a couple of short films n stuff at my age and im just here reading about damn marketing or economics or whatever' and i felt SO bad because i felt like i was wasting my entire life and i had that ticking clock in my head like 'YOURE RUNNING OUT OF TIME' and its horrible but. honestly, we gotta learn all this and get through the boring classes to achieve our goals!! its just our first year, WE OK! WE GOT TIME! WE CAN DO IT! just dont get sucked in all the stress and stop writing or making music. u can make a little time a day to it and u will be focused and fine! wish u the best of luck!!!!
I relate HEAVILY. I want to be a TV/movie editor or a camera op but I'm doing my general education at a CC to save $$$, so I haven't done much for what I want to major in when I transfer to uni.
Abigail Renee yeah exactly!! i have just taken 3 courses about filmmaking out of like the 20 ive taken and its so frustrating!!! but i guess thats just what we gotta do, everybodys path is different! and we’ve got plenty of time so that usually calms me down! :-)
ahhh so relatable! I'm studying film and I feel like so many of the compulsory classes I have to take are such a waste of time! which is hard because i also feel so much pressure to achieve some sort of success at a young age! i've kind of resorted to just getting on with those classes and doing extra film stuff in my spare time so it doesn't feel like i'm wasting as much time! :') good luck to you!!
filmsbymillie yeah exactly!! seeing all those young filmmakers achieve so much at such a young age makes me question everything im doing and pressure myself to do more. but yes its all okay! we are just getting started :-)! thank you! best of luck to you too!!!
hey conan, thanks for being honest about the "making a good first impression in discussion" thing. it's nice to know that even people as confident as you are have their own little anxieties and worries :o
SkyMist227 Good luck and I believe in you!! 💕
Ropa Kanongovere aww thanks so much ;-; 💕
Who's here after Overdrive? ❤️
i keep creeping on old vids but i can't help it?? the vlogs make me feel so at peace and ready, it feels like i can actually manage what i've got going on and honestly this late in the year i need all the motivation i can get cause man i just got 2 weeks left and i cant let a whole year of good hard work slip now!!
This gave me such great vibes☎️, the background music and the clip where you were filming the nature gave me insane flashbacks when I was younger...
Your editing is just amazing, I love it how you add these little things (like taking care of your plants) to the vlog... It gives something to the video that is so realistic, calm. Like a view from a little kid’s eyes.
I felt like I was breathing fresh air (while sitting in my bed and watching your video on a school night). I love your videos, but I just love this one the most for some reason❤️
this is such an accurate description of the way conan's videos make me feel too! 💛💫