Standing Up To Abusive And Controlling Mother (Boyfriend Roleplay/Boyfriend Asmr)
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- čas přidán 7. 01. 2022
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why does this relate :( im not old enough to move out YET. she pressures me and compares me even though she knows that we are different. :(( I WILL MAKE SURE TO NOT ABUSE MY KID. I KNOW HOW IT FEELS AND I DONT WANT TO MAKE THEM FEEL HOW I I FELT.
she will make fun of my social anxiety. forcing me to interact or she will hit me.
at points she will do some things for me. but then she will take advantage of my happiness and make me sad AGAIN. im really sorry to be ranting here but if you are going through this. YOU ARE NOT ALONE IM WITH YOU
I am so very sorry, my dad is kinda the same way but you will make it out and soon you will not have to she her face again or even with that you wouldn’t have to see her face every day I swear you are also not alone and if you need anything I will be here for you even if I don’t know you but you can make this out and you will 🖤
@@aly9131 thank you. I appreciate you
and we are with you (hug)
This Hits Hard when your own parent is somewhat similar in real life. The felling of being compared to other , being unwelcomed at home and always be talked down on are what I never want to talk about.
But In no form or shape do I disregard or disrespect the parent.But this audio some where gives me the strength and hope to fight when the right time comes. Thank you for sharing this amazing pice Yami and being real .❤️💜❤️
As of Rock Paper and ✂️. I got Paper , You won today. ☺️
I am so sorry love
you have summoned me
anime quote of today
“No matter what, I will be number 1. I’ll beat anyone who tries to stop me from achieving that.”
~kaede Rukawa (Slam Dunk)
Hi maya how r u dear?? :D
hope you doing okay
Wow you can really see that Yami is back😂
True
what me?
I'm so sorry Yami, I know how bad it feels to have abusive parents. No matter how hard I try it is never good enough and God forbid I mess something up cause that just leads to me being yelled at or punished in a different way... Being an adult doesn't make any difference, it's always "do as I say cause you live in my house". I really couldn't relate more to 19:17 part I go window shopping after classes when my sisters let me know our dad is angry just to delay coming home. I'm sending all the love to everybody who has gone through the same thing
you all deserve the world
I am completely in awe by your talent Yami.
Your voice acting is marvelous. The way you express emotions is unbelievably good and super convincing. You can tell me that the earth is flat and I'd believe you in a heartbeat.
Your scripts are something I wish I wrote. Like bruh, if i have even a half of your talent I won't be having second thoughts on posting my works.
Okay rant over imma go cry in a corner now cause this is heartbreaking 😭👌🏼
I can't believe you went through that bub. I hope things are better with your family now, or if they aren't, I hope they'll be better soon. We love you too sweetheart #foreverandalways. Keep taking care of yourself 😘
awe thank you so much
(HUG)🥺 Life goal: Protect this precious baby🥺💗
okay this one was deep.. And the outro waa you're right Yami, I wish everyone who's going through this knows they are special and strong, I am proud of all of you too💗💟✨
awe thank you
@@EthernalYami 💗
can we just talk about how gorgeous your voice is. perfection.
Edit: i forgot to say that i think it's really good that you cover these topics, it really opens my eyes as to how I can support other people who are going through horrible situations. love your content!
awe thank you so much
Yami always brings the different topics to us and he really is amazing 💛
awe thank you
I'm only 5 minutes in and honestly this shit hurts. This was me and it was awful , thank you for doing this
Yeah same, I don't wish that to anyone
always we are here for you
Este audio es tan extraordinario y aterrador a la vez. Entender por lo que pasan tantos niños y jóvenes. Saber que están siendo aplastados y consumidos por quienes deberían prepararlos para lanzarlos como flechas audaces para enfrentar las dificultades de esta vida. Me duele mucho pensar que alguien a sufrido tanto. Cuanta Alegría entender que se puede superar algo tan doloroso y que se puede salir al calor del sol y respirar un nuevo aire. Eres valiente y has tomado la increíble decisión de romper con algo tan dañino y utilizar algo tan terriblemente doloroso para levantar el corazón de otros. Eres sencillamente admirable. Gracias por existir
Shit, I have been reading the comments and…..I feel sorry for y’all. Sending virtual hugs.
Remember:
Drink water (if your starting to drink water better 3-4 glasses will be ok)
Have some time to relax
Toxic people aren’t your fault
Don’t let love blind you too much
Eat
Family doesn’t mean they can teat you like shit
Your loved by me 😊😊
SLAYYYYYYYYYY
Audio of the year . Hands down
awe no way.. thank you u
This is so sad 😔
Anyways, outstanding work as always, Yami. I can feel the pain in your voice 🥺
cause this is close to home for me
Damn yami just described me at the end of the audio when he said headphone in all the time I fall asleep with them in...I just don't want to listen to what they say about me... love you yami❤❤
Heyyyy yami! How r you??? 💓✨ make sure to take care of urself drink some water and get some food in you :)) and to whoever is reading this you too
>:( gotta take care of yourself take a shower , read a book or get some work done 💅🏻✨
Feel free to vent in the reply’s bcs I know some ppl don’t feel comfortable doing it to their friend or anyone and also fell free to rant or just tell me some stories!! I love reading them 🧚♀️💓✨
I’ve got one! My best friend confessed to me and now she’s my gf 🥰 anyway~~ I’m going to listen to this while working!! So have a wonderful day and I’m going to answer my gf bcs shes spamming me with memes
thank you for opening up to the community
That part where he said I wake up for you really got me cause I’ve basically no free will in my life and all I know is be useful for others so when I do stuff for myself I’m always slandered as lazy
same I felt that
ssup yami!
school starts tomorrow and I have no motivation-
but, this audio made me forgot about school a lil bit😌💙
awe you got this
Sending my love, warmest hugs, support, comfort and best wishes to everyone currently or have been in the same situation 🥺💕✨. I can only imagine the pain and the suffering you have to go through daily💔. I am so proud of every single thing you've done and you've achieved up to this day. I am so proud of you for being you. No one can define who you truly are so please don't ever think that you deserve to go through awful situations or that you deserve to be treated in a certain way because you only the deserve the best things in life❤. I hope and wish that one day, you'll have immense peace and prosperity🙏. I know you can do this hun, stay strong, let's get through this journey together, ok?🥺. *Please don't give up because I will never give up on you❤*
I'm sorry I'm really bad with words and at expressing my feelings. I just wanted to send a msg to people who might need it. I just wanted to say that you are not alone in this journey and I am here for you, we are all here for you and we love you so much. I just wanted to tell you that you deserve love and you are loved.
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Thank u for this I needed to hear that❤️❤️ and dw u explained and wrote this very well good job🤟🏼❤️
thank you so much you make the world a better
@@EthernalYami awwwee thanks hun 🥺💕, but actually no, *YOU* make the world a better place and provide a safe place for us all and we thank you so much for that🥺💕🙏
thank u so much 💓💗💖💛♥💕💓 💓💓💓
It went different for my step dad after me and my mom said we were moved out, he cried. The most satisfying feeling, watching someone who has controlled me like this for several years cry their eyes out like a baby over people like us who he pretends to love.
Also am i guy? Is this audio adressing me as a girl? That sign wont stop me because i cant read
that's what I am saying even if it's addressed to one sex the message is the same for all
I'm so sorry you dealt/are dealing with it. You deserve the world.
awe thank you
*sips on tea* ” WHERE IS MY DAD" probably still getting that milk 😔
mine went out for cigs you?
your voice acting is always on point, i love it so much! aaa i miss commenting on ur vid ahhahahahha, i've been quite busy so i can't really watch ur stream/comment BUTTT i hope you're doing okayy and don't forget to eat, drink, and get some rest. ily
I love you too
WOWOW I HAVE BEEN NEEDING THIS !! This had been made 3 weeks before I punched my Mom in the face for failing and giving up to be a mother 👍 and not doing her job protecting her children and STILL NOT BELIEVING ME. though I still take care of her and I love her.
awe I love you so much
@@EthernalYami Aww love ya too serotonin man
@@EthernalYami WAIT I REALIZED I SAID "punched my nose" I MEANT "punch my mom" 🥲😭
This really hits me a lot cause I have to deal with this all the time so listening to this made me cry cause I know how it feels.
Hi yami I am so happy you are back 💓💗💖
This is sad, I have a controlive parents and I can't even hate them bc I should respect my parents and I shouldn't be hitting or shouting to my parents, they are really strict and I couldn't do anything how can they stop saying mean things to me or controlling me and forcing me to do a lot of things, they should love me they should treat me better and be happy for what I've done to them, they did more than I said rn. I still love my parents no matter what. Being a minor and having this kinds of problems makes me so sad, I didn't even said to them that I had a depression I didn't even said that I have insecurities, they keep talking to my sibling and have more time for him, I just want love and attention. I can't take this anymore, even I listen to asmr audios they make me comfy and the asmr creators are wholesome and sweet like Yami, I should just love my self and be happy for having parents, and reading peoples problems make me sad :((
awe I love you and I am glad
When he said: "I'm leaving", I was like YASSSS, YOU GO BOYYYYY
awe let's gooooooooooo
I-uhmm i wish i have the courage to stand up for myself.....anyways i really appreciate the effort and emotion u put into this audio it feels so real and heart aching ,great job yami 😁
always and some day you will
Bro why is this is clamming it’s makes me happy lol I love this sm
awe I am glad you enjoyed it
3 minutes in and I'm already in tears , this is hitting too close to home
(hug) I hope you can stand up someday
It’s like 1 in the morning for me and I should be asleep lol
then get some rest
My mom is a narcissist. Everytime I went out (which wasn't often) she would call every 30 minutes. When I got tired of that and didnt see my friends she basically called me lazy and antisocial who doesnt have friends. I'm so used to women yelling that I dont even hear it. I have two older brothers who did basically nothing and it was my job as a girl to help and if the boys didnt do chores I got yelled. She didnt say names but I was often only one at home. Gaslighting about many things. One of my brothers stole alot of money from me that I spent years saving. "Oh are you sure it's gone? You sure you didnt miscalculate? I'm sure it's all there. Maybe you should hide it better." Still today she calls me lazy and fat but not with those words. No no. "You should eat more healthy foods. Leave all the candy from your diet. You should do something with friends." I dont tell her anything what I do since I dont live at home anymore and I don't eat enough so where the fuck should I cut my diet? Also month ago she complained to me about not ever getting grandkids and she has lost all hope for that. I'm not even in a relationship because of the trust issues I got from living with my family. But no one sees this because she is totally different person when people are around. If I didnt have my dad growing up I would not be here. Couple times got close. So yeah I understand this audio to the heart.
Sorry about the rant. 😅 It's the unhealed trauma talking. Sorry.
Also the audio was amazing and if you are going through this now *huge hug*❤
that's okay rant all you need it's a safe space here to let it all out and I am sorry she put you through that
@@EthernalYami thank you ❤
I remember a time when I argued with my parents all day ... then I would lock myself in my room and cry all night. the next day was the same .. in those moments i had horrible thoughts i wanted to take my life .. one of those days i screamed at my parents i wanted to die and they were shocked ... then they called my brothers and sister and they got me comforted, they worried about me and I felt guilty for making them worry .. I hope it won't happen again.
However, I thank you infinitely for the words you said, they made me feel safe ❤️
R u ok?
@@lamarasawyer850 im okay now
Thankyou for this
always love
awww this is so cute
thank you
Your asmr are the highlights of my days ❤️
awe thank you
The "i'm not stuttering i swear 😰"
I- mhm
Too relatable
Hi. You are such a strong person. Please take care of yourself first. We care so much about you being healthy. Hopefully you have a wonderful day!!😊❤❤❤❤❤❤
same to you sweet heart
@@EthernalYami you are too nice
When U said raised my voice I was thinking of a teacher at the same time
oh?
Ow...*hugs* I want to leave my house, but I can't. this is my life. I have to take care of my family. This is my life. It hurts. Really bad. This whole video is just my life.... I need to move out, but I can't. Everything is the same but the physical abuse. I know with most of these videos I say that it applies to me. But they all really do. That just shows how fucked up the world is.
it is (hug) stay strong love
I can't believe that someone on the internet knows me better than my own parents do
(hug) we got you
@@EthernalYami :( thank uu (huf)
thank you!
THANK U FOR THIS
always
@@EthernalYami your amazing and changing lives everyday
You are the best,you touch the best topics
awe thank you
Yami, you are a.m.a.z.i.n.g, we all appreciate you and just here to say that we love you, you are an awesome person :)
This audio hits HARD- my heart broke
I agreed and now my heart is broken bc I feel the same way with my uncle I hate him so much….
@@Sungjinwoo2998 i am so sorry to hear that, but as Yami said, i believe in you and you can do it, and just ignore what he says, you're still an amazing wonderful person
@@idek.me2 i cant be strong it’s so hard when I was in my room I cried soo much I I im so traumatized about what happened in past…….
@@Sungjinwoo2998 You can be strong, everyone can, with the right motivation, i know u can, i believe in you
@@idek.me2 i guess your right thanks for comforting me
What a nice birthday present 👀💧
Happy birthday 🎂
happy birthday!!!
happy late bday love
Early squadd/gangg🙂
How are you guys🙂🤔❤
I feel like I'm really annoying so I'm so sorry😞
(Day 8 we just gotta keep going)
You not annoying that just your personality don't feel a shame buddy 🥺❤️
Please don't think that way , never think you are annoying , or rambling a lot , they are always people that enjoy it , they are there to listen ❤🌹
I see you here everyday calling out the early gang 👊🌸❤ I'm doing fine , revising some stuff before going back to my classes again next week 😔
How about you ?
Helooo im a late gangg but i love seeing ur comment and u're not annoying (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
early gang gang
You are great 🙌🙌
you too
this reminds me very much of my grandparents. i had to stay with them for the quarantine season and i hated every day. they would always nag me about not being the perfect child and always compared me to my cousin. shes the ‘perfect child’ every parent could hope for but thats only her on the outside. she secretly vapes and she hooks up with guys and she still manages to get away with everything. this audio brought me back to this time and it was very comforting considering i had no one to defend me back then. thank you very much yami 🫶
how are you
well i’m better, but i still have some of these family and friends problems going on along with insomnia but its been alright. though i’ve recently started feeling like not being able to eat very often and i end up feeling very weak and unable to do anything so, i try to force myself to eat so i can be productive. listening to these types of audios have helped me feel very comforted and i wished i could have had someone do this for me back then. thank you very much yami, i am so truly grateful for every audio you manage to make and the effort you put into it. i listened to one of your audios once, and it actually neutralized my insomnia! i got so much more sleep that day than i have ever gotten the past month and i will never forget that feeling.
Amazing as always yami!💕
thank you Ak
how you holding ?
@@EthernalYami doing good! You?
LMAO BRO he said “this is…” at the end and I was sitting over here like “THIS IS SPARTA”
i-
my mom takes my kindness for advantge then says things when i am upset or wanting to hurt myself she will say stuff like " i love you " or " your so pretty " but when im not im makeing dinner, im dealing with my dads crap, im the one who took care of a freaking newborn child at 9 years oldcause my sister couldnt, if i die my hair black im emo? and my dad hates everything and nothing is good for his. and she asks why i watch so many comfert auidos, or why i want to go to a diffrent state when i move out.. sorry im kinda ranting hope you take care and eat and drink!
im so good at rock, paper scissors i have only lost 1 time B)
awe soon ima win for
This made me sob cause i realised my mom is exactly like this
I am sorry
Goodness gracious.
You are so good ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I am doing great luna AWWWWWWWWE I LOVE YOUR PFP
@@EthernalYami Thank you Yami ❤️❤️
Have a great day ❤️
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thank you
recently I’ve just been arguing and swearing , hitting and calling names back hasn’t changed a thing all that did was get me into trouble cause i really can’t wait to get my work experience hopefully get a job there and hopefully get into the college that i wanna go to despite the fact I’ve basically fucked up getting my qualifications and I got to grow up and be way more independent and I’m gonna try my best and not let anxiety and stuff take over hope your ok Yami lvy 🥰
you got this I believe in you
@@EthernalYami thank you they won’t listen or even realize it’s abuse so I might be at a dead end
Your soooo amazing yami btw its almost my birthday in March
awe what day in march?
@@EthernalYami 1th
Wouldnt say my mom is controlling but once i opened up about my feelings and she was like
“How can you feel so bad you have everything you need, you have no reason to feel that way”
Ok mom ok-
R u ok, Demi?
@@lamarasawyer850 i am, thankyou
are you okay demi? I know what that feeling
@@EthernalYami Im doing way better now then i did back then, thankyou Yami
I'm close to my mom but she can say things that are upsetting. I still live with her. She tells me I'm childish and I need to grow up because I'm 21 and have plushie and play video games. Well at least I have a job and I cook. She tells me I need to act my age because everyone else my age is out having babies and getting married. I'm not ready for any of that. I don't want to date anyone or have kids right now. But she anyways tell me to get a boyfriend or tries to hook up me with someone. Well the truth is I'm asexual. But I can't tell her that because she won't understand.
She always wants me do something. I'll say wait a minute if I'm already doing something. She'll go do it herself. She doesn't give time for me to do anything.
But the thing that she said that hurt the more was when she said I'm like my dad. That's hurt really bad. My dad is dead. I hated him. He was no father to me. He didn't care about me. He was always gone. He was addicted to drugs. I don't do drugs.
She has also told me I have no reason to look sad all the time because I have everything. Well I wish she wasn't so hard on me or make me feel like I'm useless.
Just to be clear I don't hate my mom.
First of all, r u ok?
Second of all, after everything u just said, u might have to hate ur mother.
Key word: MIGHT.
If u do have a way of loving ur mother but from a distance, then go right ahead and do so. But regardless of blood connection, what she did to u is not okay. It never has been and it's never going to be. It's up to u with what u want to do with all the abuse she has given u. I'm sorry if this sounds a little strong, but that's exactly what it is. It's abuse. I do hope u get to have all the love and care in the world because that's exactly what u deserve.
@@lamarasawyer850 thank you for that. I'm ok but it does upset me a lot and make me depressed feeling like I'm not good enough at times. But I'm still learning to deal with it. I know no matter what I do or if I try it will be good enough for her. But I can't hate her because she was the only parent that was there for everything. But at the same time I wish I was good enough for her. I wish I wasn't a disappointment.
I don't hate my mom either
but I knew if i wanted to love myself I needed space away from my mom
I hope you're doing okay now
I love you
@@EthernalYami thanks. I'm glad some people understand.
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Thank you for this Yami
My parents have a bar and they keep me to work there since i was 12 and i'm so done with it
If i have to be honest, it's hard to get out of bed every morning and they get mad at me
Sometimes they do starve me because i don't go to work, even tho i'm still underage
Thank you so much for giving me something to hold on
I sent ton of love
always it will get better I promise
@@EthernalYami thank you so much ❤
@@EthernalYami sometimes I just can't believe that amazing and caring people like you live in such a disgusting planet
You deserve the best
Jinsoul from loona is a hour late but approves
thank you this means so much
I LOVE THE AUDIO BUT A GOOD QUESTION
are we the mom or his love?
his love
I know right
well mom
@@EthernalYami Oop 👀
this hit home dude 🙁
spoiler : i fucking had a breakdown 😍
are you okay?
It feels weird to listen to this because I can kinda relate on some things but like… idk great audio tho, I appreciate this
thank you I am here for you (hug)
@@EthernalYami hugssss :))
And then again Yami just called me out of some time about my mom...😭😭😭😭😭
aweI am so sorry
Good Morning/day where ever you may be :)
thank you
You're welcome 😊
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Everytime your voice melts my heart❤️.
And every day i always think of you🥰.
would you be mine like a ketchup and mustard🤪.
because I love you the most.😍.
:} Happy me
awe
I HAD TO PAUSE IT WHEN HE SAID WHERE'S MY DAD AT
why?
@@EthernalYami idk
@@crpyst_cs awe well i hope you enjoyed it queen
:/ this one hurts
I am sorry love
Had one I can do this!!! Never mind I can't by the way I am adopted because had this broblem with my mom and dad but ok 😁😁😁😁😁
(hug) are you okay love?
i love be call babygirl
me too
@@EthernalYami awww baby
@@EthernalYami awww
@@EthernalYami awwww
@@EthernalYami aww
@eternal yami 야미 your name in korean
awe thank you so much ima add it to my twitter
i wanna hug you so bad 😩♡︎♡︎
(hug)
Can't leave dislikes? Oh ho ho.
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hey
Hi
hey
i want to hug u so bad rn pls
(hug)
I feel the same way how my mom treats me sometimes . not only is she controlling but a religious bible thumper.
that's even worse
@@EthernalYami it really is but I'm glad I decided to quit
I'm sorry i can't listen to the full thing, its too much
(hug) thank you for respecting your emotions
@@EthernalYami Thank you for understanding
Thank you, thank you, thank you so much for this. I really needed this! You are a wonderful person and the work you do is incredible! You are touching so many lives, mine included. ❤❤❤ Make sure you keep taking care of yourself!🥰🥰❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
heheheh made me happy reading this
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