Abusive Ex Comfort You Are Safe Now I Won't Let Anyone Hurt You (Boyfriend Roleplay/Boyfriend Asmr)
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- čas přidán 18. 01. 2022
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I once almost commit suicide out of my toxic relationship when my ex told me that I annoy them and should never exist, I needed this and I'm still grateful to know this Channel that provides me comfort
Im so sorry bby , u deserve none of that :( u are matter and precious the world is amazing with u in it 💜 i hope u are better now ,sending u my love ❤️
Huggies! 💜
You are so strong! 💗
How r u feeling now? Any better now?
@@lamarasawyer850 i feel better knowing that this community is so caring and sweet
This is a discussion I’ve had to have multiple times. I’m a survivor of an abusive relationship. We were high school sweethearts who got engaged a few months after graduating. What you say about ignoring the signs is so true. At first it was just verbal abusive and he would feel bad. Then it slowly progressed to verbal abuse, mental abuse and eventually anything I did mad him mad and it came to physical and sexual abusive. I kept thinking he was the sweet guy I fell for in high school. He changed it turns out he had some serious mental issues. I ended up just going to a different place mentally when he was physically or sexually abusive. I honestly can’t even remember most of my time with him. It took me two years till i finally found the strength to leave. The strength I found was when I found out I was pregnant but I didn’t leave soon enough. He attacked me one night and I was in such bad shape that I lost my baby at almost 4 months along. I am saying this because it took a special person to make me feel beautiful and loved and worthy of respect again. This all happened almost twelve years ago. That special person who I met right before I left my abusive ex is now my husband. I still have moments and I have triggers but it does get better. It takes work but you can get through it. So if you are struggling please keep fighting because you are worth it. You are special and your story will one day help someone else.
Thank you for this Yami! ❤️
same I try to tell people
This comment made me cry,I am so sorry that you had to go through that,and I’m glad that your new husband is treating you better.You deserve the best.I hope you are doing alright!
you have summoned me
anime quote of today
"Whatever happens, happens."
~ Spike Spiegel (Cowboy Bebop)
Que será será..?
fax
Now I'm actually glad, that i've only been emotionally/verbally abused, because yeah, it was really bad, but i can't imagine going through emotional and physical abuse at the same time. Thank you Yami for this video
lemme save that song and I am sorry you been through that but I am proud you are strong enough to move pass it
@@EthernalYami thank you
I also went through something like this but it was a stepfather..my mom got with this guy when I was little, he was loving and caring but then he'd come home either drunk or tired. I would be almost asleep and he would slam the door shut and him and my mom would star arguing/fighting so I didn't sleep, I stayed up and listened waiting for him to hurt her. One day he did and I yelled at him but regretted that cause he then turned to me and slapped me, he put his anger out on me and my mom that was from his past life. Fast forward 6 years later my mom files a divorce and we have a nice house now, we're far from him but always hear cars pass by that sounds like his..I'm just glad I'm away from him and sage and my mom. Btw ur audios are comforting ❤
My relationships don’t last long enough for me to experience it for long.. but when I do get abused they don’t stay around me long enough for it to continue… and they gaslight me like it’s my fault
This video helped me acknowledge this exact trauma, acknowledge it happened and that I’m still here. It’s a tiny step forward to finally heal, but it’s still a step forward. As much as I want to forget and brush it off, I still have defensive reflexes when someone raises their voice or raises a hand, however existing and healing are two different things and this has made it a bit clearer to me.
Thank you so much for this wake up call to healing
@Mad Catter I went through this for almost 14 years now,on top of seeing it happen to my mother and my dad do it to his first,then second wives even today. I thought I was going to break the cycle of abuse on both sides of my family,but I was wrong back then. Now I have a new husband and a little girl with him. We have been together for a year and a half and she's one now. It feels weird to acknowledge what happened to me,in my first marriage,after all these years of pushing it down and trying to move on with my life away from him. It's all been coming to the surface in the past year and that makes me afraid of what my newest husband will think of me and my staying with my ex for so long. Like you,I have problems with people having mean tones when they speak,much less their body language!!!! It gives me flashbacks of him and is embarrassing in public when it happens to me. On top of that,I am very sensitive to people being irritated or angry anyway. Yami hit the nail on the head for most things my ex did to me and I have only gotten about 10 minutes into it.. He must be psychic about these things,lol,just a joke about that. So far all the audios of his I have listened to are really good for me and stuff in my life. I hope God can help me through it,though. Stay safe and have a good day.
tiny steps little by little I believe in you you will make it through
I hate how much you hit the nail on the head with this audio, when you can't breathe through the fear. But thank you, your voice is very calming.
I love that most of his videos end with "forever and always " :^
awe thank you
I've actually been through this kind of relationship, I'm luckily out of it and will never see him again hopefully, but I was really young so it has definitely affected how I am around others and I am still trying to recover from it. Yami, thank you for caring about all of us and making these videos, we care about you so much and appreciate you ❤️
I'm so sorry to hear this I'm hoping for you that you get through this stay strong ❤️
Happy to hear that you are recovering from this. Lot's of love and hugs to you.❤️💜❤️
always I am so sorry you've had to exp, this type of thing I hope you are safe now and all your relationships from now on are healthy ones
Don't ever say "it will never be me" that's the scary part they start out loving
they always do
im in love with seduce by russ
I haven't been through any abuse like that, though that doesn't stop me from expecting the worst from me getting into a relationship, and hearing positive reactions to negative scenes in my head or real life situations is a good reminder that I can get a happy ending too...and it'll be worth it.
lemme save that for later and
you all derseve the best and maybe it's to much to ask for perfect but it's never to much to ask to be treated right
@@EthernalYami thankyou yami. i know you wont be around forever but I do hope i get to stay and be of help in anyway I can. to give back something for all the things u give ur people would be an honour.
So cute sorry I'm late I'm sure this helped a lot of people
awe no such thing as late here love you are always welcomed
@@EthernalYami Thank youuu
This is exactly how my ex treated me and it hurt me staying in that relationship😓
R u feeling any better now?
@@lamarasawyer850 not really like i think i wanna get back together with him i know it's a mistake but i can't help it.
@@lamarasawyer850 i feel like i will never find the kind of love i want.
how are you holding up?
@@EthernalYami i'm okay i guess better i'm going to therapy though so that's good
the fact that my parents did this (still do) then my now ex joined because one of his "homies" pissed him off '^' and this made me so happy and made me feel safe for once , thank you yami '♡' ^♡^
I remember how my ex used to say I was disgusting and no one would ever look at my face and have the courage to love me... well, even if in asmr, someone had that courage.
Thank you for that 💝💝
if that's you in your pfp you're gorgeous
@@EthernalYami 🥺🥺🥺🥺 love u
ahem.... i didn't have such an ex but i had such a father. i had gone through verbal abuse, mental abuse, physical abuse and sexual actions to 6-11/12 years old me. now I'm 17 and i have been working on this traumas for more than 2 years. so my past is not so painful for me now. thank you for reading this and send you my love💞, byeee)
I'm sure you'll find your soul mate one day and won't be afraid of love anymore 💕
awe thank you
I couldn’t even make it to the half way point before it became too much for me to handle. It was so intense it actually broke me, shattered me, left me completely speechless.
To whoever’s been through this I really feel your pain. I’ve been in lots of abusive relationships myself and always have it my all to make everyone happy. All I ever got in return was more pain every time.
yeah you need to start being a baddie and looking out what's best for you
happiness for you
safety for you
a place you feel safe and belong
love you (hug)
Early I’m sure this helped people that have experienced this personally I have not because I’ve been single my whole life but I’m sure this helped a lot of people that it has unfortunately happened to and yes I also am a bit scared of falling in love with someone it’s gonna take a while for me to trust people anyway but I’m sure it helped a lot of people Yami 🥺🥰
YESSS I agree same but yea we learn we grow and through our personal experiences in and throughout life I will always want to believe that there will be people that will love protect and value us like no other in this world
You and I will find those people someday until then I hope we are considered somewhat friends I think✌🏽🌎👩🏽🤝👨🏾👩🏽🤝👩🏾🧎🏽♀️🧎🏽♂️🏃🏽🏃🏽♀️
same for be but all we can do is try and learn do our best and keep on moving forward
This this is what I basically have to go through half the time I feel just so interested to have a person in my life that I feel this way about an I have but each time I-i got hurt because of my blindness an desire to just have someone to love to love me care about me love is scary to tell you the truth I often find myself questioning it and if I will ever have it but if I don’t then least I can say is I’d rather not then just keep hurting myself in the process thank you I appreciate this audio
I know a lot of people feel that way
wanting- needing to be loved they become blind to thing
we are here for you always
I'm hoping I never go through this and I hope anyone who does go through this stay safe and heals up
me too
the fact that i went through something similar to this when i was 13 (now 15) still hurts me so much. thank you, this really helped❤
How r u feeling? Any better now?
how are you holding up now are youokay?
@@EthernalYami it's better than in the beginning and i'm in a new relationship now but i still have a lot of trouble trusting people and sometimes i still flinch at certain movements or touches, thanks for asking
yami's video justed summoned me
hahah lee go
This video is really true. It helps a lot. Thank you for making this.
It's hard to talk about but I did have an ex that hit me. Things were good at first but it didn't last long. He wants to do bad things and I didn't. He cheated on me with friend and started to hit on me. I couldn't take it anymore. I was still a teenage at the time. I wanted to break up with him but I didn't want to be around him alone. So I ask my ex boyfriend (the one I care about. This was before we dated.) I ask him to come over just in case something happens. So he came over and watched as I break up with that guy. That guy couldn't take no for an answer and he hit me and I hit my head on the wall. He told me I was worthless and no one could love me. He told me that no matter who I'm with it will always be the same. He told me I was making a big mistake it's for the best I stay because no guy wants a girl that doesn't feel his sexual needs. If I stay he can get it somewhere else and I don't have to worry about it. I didn't want that. He hit me again but this time he bursted my lip. I was scared and crying. My ex boyfriend (the good one.) And that guy started fighting. He beat his butt and told him to stay from me.
After that relationship I didn't want to date again. I was scared of love and I didn't want to get hurt again. But my ex boyfriend showed me that sometimes it's not so bad. It was almost 2 years after I get out of that relationship before I even dated my ex boyfriend. I trusted him is why I agreed and that relationship was good. He wasn't perfect but he was caring to me and made me feel loved. We been through a lot together. After we broke up, I haven't dated anyone since because I'm still scared. I'll probably never have anyone that nice to me again. I'm scared that I'll end up with another bad guy like that relationship. So I'm not going to date anyone else. I would rather be alone than be heartbroken or hurt again.
(hug) awe I am so sorry
♡ i won today's rock paper scissors match :)
Yayyy I'm proud of you🙂🙆♀️🥳
i-
luck
I remember being so physically abused i became mentaly ill i got out of that relationship but because of my parents and my ex i felt i didn't deserve to be loved i was in a good relationship with a girl she was so kind but i wasn't stable enough to be in a relationship with anyone i started hurting myself cause it was so much love i felt i needed to even it out because i didn't deserve any love im getting better but still not in a relationship yk
Ahhh this is so meaningful to me and everyone who's been in an abusive relationship. Thank you for thissss
always
I don't know if it's possible or not but somehow if we meet in future i really want to hug you so tight and just want to say a big thank you with tears in my eyes 😭🥺♥️
awe that's cute
Sending and spreading my love, support, hugs and comfort to everyone 🥺💕✨💞. I love you for you and I am proud of you for existing to be you😘💕😘💕
awe you too love you too
Hello Yami!
I’m early today! :))
Thanks for the audio, it’s just what I needed..so thank you it helps me a lot..💕
I’ve been through things similar to these and it’s hard to heal now but I’m trying little by little even if it’s still traumatic deep down..
Don’t forget to take care of yourself and know that you are a beautiful person ✨
I love you 💕
any time
little by little that's all I can ask for
Your voice is soothing like very soothing
awe thank you so much spring
@@EthernalYami 🖤🖤🖤🖤
Hi. Sorry I have missed commenting a couple times but I always listen. Congrats on 20K you deserve it. You have worked so hard and I know you will make it even farther. If you lose faith in yourself know we will still believe in you!! Love ya. Hopefully you have a wonderful day!!!!😊❤❤❤❤❤
awe it's okay I've missed on replying a couple- days now haah
Due to previous times me being emotionally and verbally abused I too am so worried about future relationships it was like I was in a trance and I only lived to make him happy and he made me believe that he loved me 😭I would be isolated from family and friends worst time of my life
working on making you happy without someone else there is important
my ex groomed me and made me change myself to do nothing but be their therapist. they forced me into sending them inappropriate pictures, and made me so uncomfortable but threatened suicide when i spoke up. i had just turned 13 when the relationship started, and was almost 16 when it ended. it was hard to get out of, but worth it. tysm for this audio Yami it means so much. dont forget to take care of yourself
(hug you so tight) you are strong and amazing I am proud and amazed by you
don't forget to take care of yourself as well
@@EthernalYami you're the best omg 😭😭tysm
I listened to this yesterday night and i wanted to thank you so so mich for this❤❤❤ i can feel all the love and empathy you have *biggest hug* i hope you never had to get through something like this yourself❤❤❤ Well...for me...its now ....almost 8 years i left my abusive ex...and like you said, there still scars...and they will be....but we survived❤✨️were all so strong~ please, be such a kind good soul you are. Thank you so so much!!!!
“I need to talk to you about something.”
… oh no.
Thank you for the advice and teaching us about it Yami it means a lot💕
always
Oo I’m early. It’s so great to see these types of audios!
awe thank you I try my best
congrats on 20k yami :)
thank you
"I hate that something out there causes you to have that reaction."
...But have you ever heard of a spider-?
hey yami!! how are you?
I wanted to tell you that i’m so proud of you and i love u so much
awe thank you so much arianna
I couldn't never imagine I'll love someone so much without even knowing or seeing them
Keep up the amazing work
thank you so much I will do my best
If love is rotten it makes people blind to every single wrong thing thats hapening to and araund them. It makes them addicted to drop of eny kind of affection that someone gives you. And to experience that kind of love and to turn around to see what was happening araund you and you didn't realize what was going on. It makes you helpless, terrified and angry on the thought of love. To be scared of love you don't need to go thru it your parents can and it still makes you terrified of it. (i needed to get it out and there's probabli a lot of spelling mistakes. Sorry for that) 😁❤️ Thank you for your videos Yami
thank you so much and you're right
perfect as always. btw i have to listen previous few videos as i fell asleep in the middle of the audio🤣
awe thank you and get some rest
It's concerning how much I loved this vid ❤❤❤❤ 😊
Thank you yami!! I needed this video!!❤😭
awe god I missed seeing you so much heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy how are you doing are you okay?
@@EthernalYami OH MY GO- IM FREACKING OUT RIGHT NOW. Hiiiiiii! I have been so busy I haven't been commenting😭 I'm doing fine Thank you so much!! How are you?❤❤❤ ( Ahhh he spoke to meee😭🥰)
GEICO APPROVES🦎!!…
-Remember fifteen minutes could save your stupid ass 15% or more on car insurance.
-Also please do remember to eat, stay hydrated and that you’re loved
you too thank you hahhah
The fact that I have a mentally abusive ex :^ my mental health was terrible at that time. But good yami I hope you have a great day and dont forget to eat or drink something 💚🥺
are you safe now?
@@EthernalYami I'm better now thank you for asking.💚
Again I am early!!! Well not that early but I know for sure this will be a Masterpiece!!! I love your videos so much keep up the good work ❤️❤️❤️
early gang gang
@@EthernalYami Yass!!!
im in the middle of surgery, thank you yami, im binge watching asmr 💞😭
Gl on the surgery hope your doing OK would have typed when first saw but missed in due to not sleeping for 4 days but hope it went well and ya 😀
awe how are you now did it all work out well?
God bless you for sharing hope within this powerful recording. I am tired and I pray for the courage to leave.
This is going to be great! I know that.
awe I hope you enjoy it take care please
Earlyyy (With school wifi)
*Screams tought the whole school because I missed it🙂😂*
Same tho
awe nnooo don't scream
Bro his voice is so hot that I was about to fall asleep again
awe get some rest
Dang we are broken lol
I love you so much this is such a good video keep it up 😁👍❤
always any time no mattr
if i do not have a bf like this i'm going to lose it 💀✋
murder
Hei Yami, thanks. I feel more better now 🥲 . Thank you for your advice 🙂 Love you (hugs)
always
Idk why BUT THIS JUST MAKES ME CRY THIS IS A MASTERPIECE 😫
awe thank you so much I am proud
@@EthernalYami as you should!☺️
Leave Me Alone -NF
Definitely my favorite song at the moment
it is
Bro!!! I've been listening to you for months and either got a tie or won..finally I lost one lol. Anyway, love your content, couldn't wait for you to beat me so I could follow!
awe hahahahahahha thank you for the follow love
my ex… he acted so sweet and loving. but he was talking behind my back the whole time. he began talking about me. but i was under some spell of love and i kept forgiving him. he called me a bitc* and said that i’m desperate. all of this while i was trying to build our friendship or relationship up again. i left the school and he got with my ex best friend and they both talked sm about me and i was crying every single night knowing someone i thought i loved or trusted would do that. they just broke up a few days ago but they both continue to talk about me. yami.. thank you for the audios because without them i probably wouldn’t be ok. ilysm and keep doing what you love. forever.. always. (he never hit me but he would talk so much about me and if i didn’t agree with him he would talk about k**lling himself because i didnt “love him enough” and after trying to help him he would power off his phone saying goodbye. i would be panicking and then he would finally pick up and say he was just sleeping)
i know it’s a lot i’m sorry
this sounds like a living nightmare I am so sorry you went through this how are you now?
@@EthernalYami i’m so much better now. thank you for asking ❤️
I've got used to throwing in self deprocating things about myself and saying sorry for every little thing because me ex would call me that and i thought that's what i needed to do. He got worse but i didn't have a definition of love or how a relationship should be, the only reason I'm not with him today is because i moved away but my friend is starting to act like him and this time I'm taking action before it goes too far. Thank you for this audio, it was very helpful and sorry for venting i guess
(hug) it will get better soon someday I promise
yami is the best with comfort audios huh.. nahh sorry with everythanggg ❣
thank you sofy
Aw man when i tell you i need this
Yami man I'm crying
No nevermind fuck off no, i cannot listen to this, its way to fucking soon stop. It was only May 2021 when he finally got thrown in jail. I'm not over it yes it hurt like fuck and it was awful but i can't, there was no love at all but there was at first but Yami i can't right now stop.
No Yami i don't deserve love i don't because i stayed when i had the option to leave at first thats why, but i was scared and didn't know any better. No
But i keep going on, it is the gardest thing to do and i really don't know how i keep it all to myself, man i don't even tell my therapist cuz I'm scared, i don't know how but I'm still here
you deserve love
you deserve happiness no matter what you've been through
you are strong you will make it through
you will keep pushing forward
@@EthernalYami Yami please stop, i can't do it, i don't deserve it
I am also scared of love bc I have been in friendships where we would get close the the other person would move and we would lose connetion
I was about to sleep but this pop up on my phone I'll watch it tomorrow I know that this is going to be great nyt nyt
awe get some rest silly
I get so mad when you post and it's during my 1st hour and my headphones are broken so I have to wait 7 HOURS to be able to listen to the audio 😭🥲
awe nooooooooooo
Hi yami 👋 how are you today ☺I hope you are doing good .thank you for the audio and I love you so much ♥💗
always no matter what (hug) take care
Thank you so much 💓
always
I'm so happy I'm single now😂😂
Hey I'm new here but everything you said about love is true. I'm afraid of love too. Because I feel like I'm going to be left or hurt. I did have a mean guy that liked me but we didn't date. He would said dirty stuff to me and he would try to touch me. He was my old best friend. One day he went to far and we fought. I was hit and I don't want to say. After that I didn't want to see them anymore. I never told my family or friends because they'll see me as trash. I'm still scared until this day. I'm scared when I see him out in town. I can't love because I can't live with myself after that. Living with the fear is really hard. No one would love me. So I stop believing in it.
someday one day I proimise it will all make sense
Ahh those kind of men/women can...Agh😠I am so sorry for all the people who have been in this situation a big hug to all of you💗Love is scary, indeed😞THANK YOU for your words as always🥺😭you are too precious for this world, soul mate Yami❤️hard to choose one song but I have been repeating superstar by Taylor Swift since yesterday so ig that one haha🤦♀️
(hug)
@@EthernalYami (HUGG)
Hi again Yami ☺ I am sorry for the inconvenience .but I want to tell that I love all of your audios. can you another of long distance audios please 🙏 and i love you 💗
of course I can let me start working on one
@@EthernalYami thank you so much ♥💖
This is my lifee
But in my life i didn't leave
This audio really helped me alot
you are strong
@@EthernalYami thank you sm
I'm gonna run away today to my parents
I really hope i don't get caught ☹️
I have never been this early🥰
early gang let's goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Yaaayyy yam yams😁 it's been awhile. Why are you describing my mother lol can't cap she been toxic anyway I everyone is doing well and if you're having a hard time you're not alone okay? You are loved.
welcome home love ty
@@EthernalYami what can I saaaayyy except you're welcomeeee for the 🌚 the 🌞 and the skyyy hey it's okayyyy okay you're welcooooooome I'm not an ordinary demi god (you're welcome) you're welcomeeee🎶 it's lovely to be back🤗
hiii
💅looks like someone's here
@@khloe1785 💅💅💅
@@chloe182. 💅💅❤️❤️
Im late but im here hello!!
no such thing as late hun you are always welcomed here
Hey!!!!!
hey there page cute pfp
Earlyyyy squadd/ganggg
(Day 19)
early gang gang let's gooooooo
❤️❤️
Yass the early queen is back🙆♀️
@@minisapxrose3105
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queen huh?
i drew scissors
can I see the scissors? how well was it drawn? haha sorry bad joke
thank you for playing
@@EthernalYami its fine
What’s your favorite song?
TOKYO'S REVENGE - nothinglastsforever
@@EthernalYami Good choice 😌
Early ganggg
gang gang dat you?
@@EthernalYami yessirrr
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