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  • @vanneistat
    @vanneistat  Před 3 lety +187

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    • @captainslam
      @captainslam Před 3 lety +4

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    • @EhPringle
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      Just got mine this morning and I love it! Thank you van!

    • @akhilg6609
      @akhilg6609 Před 3 lety +1

      Hey van can I get a hoodie?

    • @tiziggityom
      @tiziggityom Před 3 lety +3

      Gonna get some merch after this one to show support. Nobody ever regrets the steps. Our job is try it fully and judge the results. No risk, big reward. Anything less is a scary gamble. It's made me unbelievably more spirited since 2002. Thanks for the great vids and work.

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  • @austinmcconnell
    @austinmcconnell Před 3 lety +973

    Thanks, Van. Keep at it.

  • @Volksgeist
    @Volksgeist Před 3 lety +911

    This is one of my favorite channels

  • @WesDaviestravel
    @WesDaviestravel Před 3 lety +167

    Are there CZcams video awards? This video should win one.

    • @XavierPWNED
      @XavierPWNED Před 3 lety +3

      @Alex Cho finally? Hes been sober for over 3,000 days. You realize that?
      Not even worth my time with you stating something like you did but here i am.
      Gross.
      Real gross.

    • @manun7448
      @manun7448 Před 3 lety +2

      You wouldn’t understand unless you at least know one who at least tried.

    • @patrykgizicki5024
      @patrykgizicki5024 Před 2 lety +3

      @Alex Cho what’s so great about being a negative jealous man

  • @randy805508
    @randy805508 Před 2 lety +359

    Thank you Van!
    Today marks 200 consecutive alcohol free days in my life. Stopped drinking because of this video.

    • @philipyeung6054
      @philipyeung6054 Před rokem +1

      Keep going Randy!

    • @xxGravyBabyxx
      @xxGravyBabyxx Před rokem +2

      you got this mate!!

    • @scoon2117
      @scoon2117 Před rokem +3

      Math doesnt add up.

    • @Pr0vost
      @Pr0vost Před rokem +4

      @@scoon2117 It does in fact add up.

    • @lamontcranston3177
      @lamontcranston3177 Před rokem +4

      Great! Whatever works. 200 days is a great start. By now you are beginning to remember some possibilities you had forgotten all about. I quit drinking after 30 years and went back to being an artist. I was miserable. Now I'm happy.

  • @gabrielg842
    @gabrielg842 Před 3 lety +841

    Ive been sober for nearly 9 years, I wept when I saw your post today, l felt joy and gratitude. I wake up every morning and look at my 13 month old son and am grateful for this life. Love your videos

  • @ItsAce44
    @ItsAce44 Před 3 lety +421

    I'm sorry but this is a masterpiece. The music, the old footage, the story telling...to me this is perfect

    • @pramath_bhat
      @pramath_bhat Před 3 lety +7

      Why are you sorry then?

    • @FrankDBoyce
      @FrankDBoyce Před 3 lety +11

      @@pramath_bhat he's not sorry. He's grateful.

    • @brandi5468
      @brandi5468 Před 3 lety

      @@pramath_bhat lol

    • @ItsAce44
      @ItsAce44 Před 2 lety

      @@Pantera1001 fair enough, to each their own

  • @cam-den
    @cam-den Před rokem +84

    Made it 441 days after several years of drinking. Went on a 2 month binge and i'm back. Day 3. I needed this video. Thank you

    • @liamraine1
      @liamraine1 Před rokem +6

      I believe in you mate. You can do it.

    • @riskky3479
      @riskky3479 Před rokem +3

      It may not be easy for you, but it will be appreciated by you.

    • @spooky4359
      @spooky4359 Před rokem

      try to drink soda instead

  • @andy_cooks
    @andy_cooks Před 3 lety +3

    1,539 days - Beautiful video

  • @bhavukchaudhary
    @bhavukchaudhary Před 3 lety +129

    Clicking Van Neistat video is now a reflex action.

  • @mathewemden2068
    @mathewemden2068 Před 3 lety +89

    This spirited man has 4676 days of sobriety. Thanks for sharing. Well done.

  • @erikvanconover
    @erikvanconover Před 3 lety +166

    Wisdom to know the difference, thanks Van

  • @garrettrogers14
    @garrettrogers14 Před 3 lety +146

    I’m an alcoholic. This was beautiful. I’m on day 83. I appreciate the hell out of you Van.

    • @garrettrogers14
      @garrettrogers14 Před rokem +58

      543 days. Never thought I would make it this far. Believe in yourself as I believe in you. If I can do it anyone can too.

    • @rosjasss
      @rosjasss Před rokem +7

      @@garrettrogers14 im proud of you Garrett, i hope your sobriety still continues :)

    • @marcinwrzesinski7941
      @marcinwrzesinski7941 Před rokem +3

      Great job, I hope you’re still going strong

    • @newbutthunt
      @newbutthunt Před rokem +2

      @@garrettrogers14 Good job Garrett!💪keep moving forward.

    • @ashrasmun1
      @ashrasmun1 Před rokem +4

      @@garrettrogers14 Happy New Year Garrett. Stay strong :)

  • @MrSwagDownPat
    @MrSwagDownPat Před 3 lety +207

    I am currently 21 days sober.
    This is the message that I needed today.
    Great stuff, Van. Thank you for sharing your story.

    • @tamekyle
      @tamekyle Před 3 lety +12

      Right on. You got this. One day at a time.

    • @projectzip
      @projectzip Před 3 lety +8

      Good luck with your Journey! You got this.

    • @heyeverybody5616
      @heyeverybody5616 Před 3 lety +3

      Good on you sir.

    • @bzzi
      @bzzi Před 3 lety +5

      You can do it, man.

    • @misterspoof
      @misterspoof Před 3 lety +6

      Nice. Keep at it brother.

  • @dsurajev
    @dsurajev Před 3 lety +933

    Casey was right. He is the best youtuber ever. I haven't missed a single video, by far my most favorite channel out there. This movie and the one called "Men Cry in Private" really made me tear up. Thanks man.

    • @f0t0b0y
      @f0t0b0y Před 3 lety +7

      Same. Powerful stuff.

    • @mattbahe
      @mattbahe Před 3 lety +3

      I'm not sure who inspired who, but they both certainly have a similar style. You know I Neistat when you see one.

    • @Arcbridge25
      @Arcbridge25 Před 3 lety +4

      @@mattbahe Certainly it was Tom Sachs, who inspired them both. Check him out and you will see.

    • @EricLS
      @EricLS Před 3 lety

      Yeah. This is some next level filmmaking.

    • @wms201
      @wms201 Před 2 lety +2

      whose 'Casey'???

  • @CvetAU
    @CvetAU Před rokem +16

    I gave up cigarettes in July 2020, alcohol and substances in December 2020. ~730 days sober.
    I was not at any point of reliance or abuse as others in this comment section, but did feel a grip that each of them had on my life.
    This video touched me in a way I never knew possible. Thank you.

  • @Juiceboxbrian
    @Juiceboxbrian Před rokem +16

    I just turned twenty three today and I'm ten months sober. I can't believe how close I was to cutting my life so short and I am still coming to terms with what it's like to be sober when you're an age famously known for being the partying years. I've spent my teenage and early adult years associating my birthday with substance use so today was hard. This helped

  • @PlayingGamesRN
    @PlayingGamesRN Před 3 lety +328

    I will break my addiction, I'm writing it here so that somebody knows. It's easy to fail when I'm the only one who knew of the goal in the first place. I'll see you all on the other side.

    • @havasuheat99
      @havasuheat99 Před 3 lety +8

      sounds like your on your way. it's well worth it. your worth it. be healthy, wealthy and wise.

    • @bzzi
      @bzzi Před 3 lety +7

      The first and hardest step: you want it.
      You CAN do this. Peace and strength.

    • @danielheiss3299
      @danielheiss3299 Před 3 lety +15

      Im with you. Funny how I only feel comfortable sharing an anonymous comment on youtube to complete strangers. I'm trying

    • @kwakthisway
      @kwakthisway Před 3 lety +12

      @@danielheiss3299 your not alone, so many have gone through the same thing, not wanting anyone else to know, now, chase your sobriety like you have chased your addictions of the past.

    • @leemartin2978
      @leemartin2978 Před 3 lety +3

      Good luck

  • @michellel5940
    @michellel5940 Před 3 lety +144

    I have 588 days of sobriety. I, too, wouldn't be able to experience the joys in my life currently without it. I nearly lost everything including my kids, my family, my friends, my home, my life (narcan on 2 occasions), and I did lose my job of 11 years. I take my sobriety extremely serious and applaud anyone that finds strength to dig themselves out of the darkness of addiction and share their story.

  • @BenGravyy
    @BenGravyy Před 2 lety +36

    Congrats to you Van. This is something to be extremely proud of. Sobriety is the final cheat code to unlock all levels!

  • @nicoeeek.7181
    @nicoeeek.7181 Před 3 lety +2

    Get back to meetings, they have zoom A.A & N.A meetings online now. I need one to shut my head up actually, thanks for the reminder. This is my fave so far ( little o.d guy's blue face and chain around his neck!! ) xo

  • @LautaroLopezVara
    @LautaroLopezVara Před 3 lety +67

    1 year, 9 months and 10 days clean and sober. I too miss the meetings. Thank you for doing this movie

  • @zachforbes8621
    @zachforbes8621 Před 3 lety +114

    The way these videos just grab a hold of you and teleport you somewhere else, only then to teleport you back into your chair. Where you are a little wiser, a little more spirited.

    • @f0t0b0y
      @f0t0b0y Před 3 lety +4

      👏🏼

    • @tim_tim_tim
      @tim_tim_tim Před 3 lety +3

      🤝

    • @dobbsgraphica4988
      @dobbsgraphica4988 Před 3 lety +2

      Well said. I think we all finish watching his videos a little wiser and a little more spirited. How many other people on this platform can enrich you that way.

  • @tylermyers5062
    @tylermyers5062 Před 2 lety +68

    That last sentence hits home SO hard. Its so easy to miss the love and beauty in everything little moment when you’re not sober. You realize how much you gain when you’re actually in the moment

    • @Jamezzcrew
      @Jamezzcrew Před rokem +1

      Touche. That was really well put

  • @wolcenstein
    @wolcenstein Před 3 lety +81

    Sobriety is undervalued, I am currently on day 2375. I appreciate every time someone talks about this, since it happens way to little. Also, stunning video storytelling as always, to me it's fascinating how footage that spans over years finally comes together into finished work for us to see, really inspiring.

    • @JonJosephKuhn
      @JonJosephKuhn Před 2 lety +1

      I'm re-watching this video because I'm putting off writing for my work. I am debating whether I talk about alcohol and quitting again. You saying that you appreciate when someone talks about this was all I needed to read to reassure me of the importance of the topic.

    • @smeaglerG
      @smeaglerG Před 2 lety +2

      I've never been obsessed with sobriety enough to count it for 2,375 days. IF you think about your previous addiction everyday and can't stop counting the days, then you are still an addict in my mind.

    • @JonJosephKuhn
      @JonJosephKuhn Před 2 lety +3

      @@smeaglerG that's the point. You can't cure addiction. You don't ever beat it. You come to terms with it and you choose to no longer consume.

    • @kaio37k
      @kaio37k Před 2 lety +1

      @@smeaglerG Some have different ways of processing it, and that's the point. No man (mankind, not men) is any better or any worse for being born with or without the properties of the brain that enable severe addiction. What makes a person strong knowing they have a predisposition to addiction, and learn to COPE with it, because you cannot defeat it, it's built into your brain.
      I've never had an addiction, despite being surrounded by alcoholics all my life, I'm just lucky I suppose, but I'm always greatly inspired by addicts who turn their life around. I think it's humbling, knowing my own struggles with life, and then seeing others struggling just as bad and worse, but overcoming it, it gives me hope.

    • @polobik4231
      @polobik4231 Před 2 lety

      @@kaio37k Very well said

  • @GarryTan
    @GarryTan Před 3 lety +410

    Thanks for your strength and for sharing your story.

    • @digvijaykadam2244
      @digvijaykadam2244 Před 3 lety +4

      Garry thankyou, I learn a tremendous from you. I am from India where these resources about tech and entrepreneurship aren't easily accessible. You with help of internet have have helped me a lot :)

  • @ErinFlaherty
    @ErinFlaherty Před 3 lety +40

    Thanks, Van...I'm 1374 days currently...so far the best chapter yet.!

  • @chriscoop6852
    @chriscoop6852 Před rokem

    Beautiful man! Thank you for sharing 🙏❤️

  • @AJ-ri7tb
    @AJ-ri7tb Před rokem

    This is a beautiful piece of work. Thank you.

  • @gardenfork
    @gardenfork Před 3 lety +222

    I run into that “Decided To” & “Doesn’t want to do it” every day Van. Glad “Decided To” won out this time for you, because this is amazing. - Eric.

  • @JacobKraemer414
    @JacobKraemer414 Před 3 lety +51

    This has to be the most raw CZcams video I’ve seen

  • @mattlanciasignaturehomes5273

    Thank you for sharing your story. This is incredibly well done!!

  • @jamcbride225
    @jamcbride225 Před 3 lety

    Thanks for sharing, Spirited Man. Keep after it!!!!

  • @BigBeauBrown
    @BigBeauBrown Před 3 lety +169

    brilliant.

  • @ScottKorin
    @ScottKorin Před 3 lety +39

    Congratulations, Van. My mom's been sober for 37 years. I am so proud of her.

  • @shaileshrana7165
    @shaileshrana7165 Před 3 lety +1

    Thank you for sharing, Van.

  • @msaditu
    @msaditu Před 3 lety

    Amazing! I am weeping. You are such an incredibly gifted storyteller.

  • @ltdan4154
    @ltdan4154 Před 3 lety +21

    "I'm either the happiest I've ever been or I'm having a nervous breakdown right now..." I like that one

  • @philippfulg
    @philippfulg Před 3 lety +44

    The ending hit me like a truck, seeing that the child was an outcome of sobriety for you warmed my heart and had tears welling up in my eyes. Thank you for making this video ♥️

    • @stack3r
      @stack3r Před 3 lety +1

      I cried.
      I don't think i've cried from a youtube video before.

  • @carexcell
    @carexcell Před 3 lety

    Thank you for sharing your story. This was amazing!

  • @BandrewScott
    @BandrewScott Před rokem

    Absolutely beautiful video Van. Thank you for sharing.

  • @muuuictor
    @muuuictor Před 3 lety +66

    This is pure storytelling extract, no plugs, no ulterior motives, no agenda, only effin golden stories. Thanks, it is infinitely inspiring for people alike, we, who also wanna tell our own stories

  • @ryantownsley2011
    @ryantownsley2011 Před 3 lety +56

    this is the most pure and raw you've ever been on this channel, and that says a lot. I really appreciate this video

  • @ericlawson2101
    @ericlawson2101 Před 2 lety

    I discovered you on Surf Mastery Podcast, and I’m so happy for it. I’ve shared your channel with my friends, thanks for the amazing videos.

  • @bhaiyablues
    @bhaiyablues Před 3 lety

    Oh Van, this really touched me. Thank you for this channel

  • @AlexErika
    @AlexErika Před 3 lety +65

    This is a fascinating series and a very unique way of telling a story. I honestly don't know if I like it yet but I keep tuning in.

    • @JTMinnesota
      @JTMinnesota Před 3 lety +1

      Same here.

    • @AlaskaPirates
      @AlaskaPirates Před 3 lety

      It’s watchable.

    • @betterthanoriginal
      @betterthanoriginal Před 3 lety +1

      I cant stop watching.

    • @zachforbes8621
      @zachforbes8621 Před 3 lety +3

      Probably means you like it

    • @AlaskaPirates
      @AlaskaPirates Před 3 lety

      @@betterthanoriginal there is so much stuff on CZcams that is much more watchable. I genuinely do not understand why ppl think these videos are masterpieces. They are ok, entertaining enough to watch, but that’s it🤷🏻‍♂️

  • @DubstepEditzz
    @DubstepEditzz Před 3 lety +52

    As a daily smoker, this is truly inspiring. I don't want to depend on smoking anymore.

    • @rafaeldidis1431
      @rafaeldidis1431 Před 3 lety +6

      I stopped smoking 9 months ago!!!!

    • @alsa4real
      @alsa4real Před 3 lety +1

      U can do it

    • @MrSwagDownPat
      @MrSwagDownPat Před 3 lety +3

      "A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step" . You can do it.

    • @jasonfifi
      @jasonfifi Před 3 lety +3

      don't vape, don't dip, just have a really shitty week or 2, and don't smoke anymore.

    • @LautaroLopezVara
      @LautaroLopezVara Před 3 lety +1

      Take it 1 day at a time my friend

  • @Leon-ym2rt
    @Leon-ym2rt Před 3 lety

    thank you van for sharing , beautifully put together

  • @curtlain4934
    @curtlain4934 Před 3 lety

    Just what I needed to watch today. Thank you, thank you.

  • @natedgreat3284
    @natedgreat3284 Před 3 lety +30

    Addiction comes in many forms and is an everyday battle.

  • @paulharrison6926
    @paulharrison6926 Před 3 lety +24

    THANK YOU VAN!! I’m 23 years sober I was choked, been watching you from day one, thanks to Casey, but more thanks to you I’m now knocking the dust from my book long overdue.....

  • @JustinKessler
    @JustinKessler Před 3 lety

    Thanks for pouring your heart out in this one. I’m 13 years sober, and this encouraged me greatly. 🙏🏻

  • @jonathanglen
    @jonathanglen Před 2 lety

    Thank you for sharing your story. I loved this episode

  • @jcsrst
    @jcsrst Před 3 lety +16

    I've been sober for 30 years now. Some days truly suck and some are beyond beautiful. Meetings keep you sober but the steps help you grow. The people we've hurt need to know that WE KNOW that we hurt them. I loved this! Stay sober forever! No matter how much things suck sometimes I don't ever want to drink again!

    • @thisone.
      @thisone. Před 3 lety

      I hope you have confronted the emotional trauma that drive you to addiction In The first place. If not than you will always be a slave to it. I would say I cared by I do t. That is your karma. Deal with it or suffer in the next life even more.

    • @jcsrst
      @jcsrst Před 3 lety

      @@thisone. I had too. I wouldn't have stayed sober without doing this important work! I am fairly certain it was carried through a past life...

    • @thisone.
      @thisone. Před 3 lety

      @@jcsrst Thank you for not being angered by my comment and how I worded it. It shows that you understood my words and indeed confronted and dealt with that trauma. I agree with you, some of my trauma was also carried over from a previous life. I never succumbed to drug/alcohol addiction but it affected my life in other ways. I applaud you for dealing with it so as not to pass it on. May your next life be rewarded for your efforts.

  • @allworknoplay5515
    @allworknoplay5515 Před rokem +3

    This video is so powerful, thank you for sharing it with us!!

  • @jankarlsson8341
    @jankarlsson8341 Před 3 lety

    Masterful editing, very very good.

  • @duncangasiewicz7353
    @duncangasiewicz7353 Před 3 lety +1

    Love this. Congrats on your days! I wish you an eternity of more.

  • @onkardpk
    @onkardpk Před 3 lety +3

    Top notch visuals and storytelling!!❤️

  • @bmfrandomness1565
    @bmfrandomness1565 Před 3 lety +9

    The only downside to this video is that I could only like it once.

  • @dougmac444
    @dougmac444 Před 3 lety

    Thank you for this. Cheers from Vancouver 🇨🇦

  • @soggygrit8398
    @soggygrit8398 Před 3 lety

    Powerful video, Van. Appreciate your outlooks

  • @timstodz
    @timstodz Před 3 lety +20

    Damn. This was incredible. I've been sober since March 4, 2010. When Van said "and then I lose my mind" I knew exactly what he was talking about. This video was really beautiful. One day at a time is all we have. That book saved my life too Van. Thanks for your beautiful work.

  • @jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj3

    4 years as of november. I appreciate this. The format alone is beautiful, your story is so helping

  • @vernkerns1900
    @vernkerns1900 Před 3 lety

    Van, your videos are incredible. Keep it up!

  • @sukkernumseN
    @sukkernumseN Před 3 lety

    This was so beautiful. Thank you.

  • @liamleonard5667
    @liamleonard5667 Před 3 lety +3

    This is such a raw and beautifully told story that I think everyone can relate to on some level. Really powerful.

  • @iiamcoughlin5346
    @iiamcoughlin5346 Před 3 lety +3

    This was really beautiful I haven’t been moved to tears like this in a while. Thank you

  • @krdaniel55
    @krdaniel55 Před 3 lety

    Found you thru your brother of course. Your work is superb and story lines are fascinating. You defiantly have a unique way of presenting your stories. This channel has become a favorite of mine to watch. Am lucky I found your brother a few years back, and am luckier that he introduced me to you.

  • @dblomqu1
    @dblomqu1 Před 3 lety +1

    I needed to see this one... I enjoy all of your videos, but I needed this one. Thank you.

  • @cezzpiotrowski1065
    @cezzpiotrowski1065 Před 3 lety +5

    Having a great day, and then van uploads and it gets that but better

  • @CodyRArcher
    @CodyRArcher Před 3 lety +10

    Thank you for sharing this experience with us my friend. This is a beautiful sign of your healing. By sharing your own healing, you heal others. Much love

  • @rickcolhoun
    @rickcolhoun Před 3 lety

    Thank you for this Van.
    So well done.

  • @holley7095
    @holley7095 Před rokem

    Truly loved this, thank you!

  • @robertholtz
    @robertholtz Před 3 lety +5

    Van, you are an intense soul with a powerful story to tell. Thank you for letting us into your world and offering us a glimpse into your remarkable spirit. It is a rare privilege to receive what you are sending. Please continue. You have our attention and our gratitude.

  • @chickenfriedfishin
    @chickenfriedfishin Před 3 lety +6

    Congratulations my Brother! I'm coming up on 16 years on the same path. Love your work and spirit, Thank You.

  • @Dudepont
    @Dudepont Před 3 lety

    Your videos are truly a journey, a lost art of storytelling. I appreciate them.

  • @jaredbeltz307
    @jaredbeltz307 Před 3 lety +2

    Inspirational. I'm so grateful for the life lessons through stories that you and Casey share, especially now being able to hear more of yours. Keep it up

  • @burneraccount5153
    @burneraccount5153 Před 3 lety +6

    Your channel is a breathe of fresh air to this platform and an inspiration for all of us to do better in everything.

  • @tommynikon2283
    @tommynikon2283 Před 3 lety +19

    Wow. Awed here.....the confessional, the edits, the COURAGE it took to tell your story...... You're not a CZcamsr, you're a FILMMAKER. On a higher plane. #Genuis

  • @0to60in1day
    @0to60in1day Před rokem

    Amazing video. Glad it showed up in my algorithm today.

  • @dadsteader
    @dadsteader Před 3 lety

    Such a great video, as someone who is making those choices day by day I appreciate you putting this out in this way.

  • @Sami-se8bw
    @Sami-se8bw Před 3 lety +5

    I had to give this a like when I saw the stop motion of the heroin incident. Too good!

  • @MrDjjustice24
    @MrDjjustice24 Před 3 lety +7

    So amazing thank you and congrats! My sister was just locked up for the millionth time because of drug use hopefully she can find a path similar to yours and recover. Addiction is a strong force in my whole family and I constantly battle against falling victim to any substance !

  • @BarryMaskell
    @BarryMaskell Před 3 lety +1

    Lovely story of hope, friendship and encouragement - Thank you for sharing your very personal journey

  • @evaniveson
    @evaniveson Před 3 lety

    Heavy. Thanks for sharing Van. You're an inspiration.

  • @careyford2566
    @careyford2566 Před 10 měsíci +3

    this video helped me come to terms with my need to get sober. this is day 105 completely clean. thanks for all you do van ❤

  • @emeraldg3094
    @emeraldg3094 Před 3 lety +3

    Well done Van. By making this video you are in service to others. I hope people will recognize you now for sharing your vulnerability and honesty, and that maybe you can change one or two peoples addictive behavior. They'll thank you for it. I thank you for it.

  • @jackdolan3056
    @jackdolan3056 Před 3 lety +1

    Very powerful! Thanks van! Congratulations!

  • @biryaniboy7587
    @biryaniboy7587 Před 3 lety

    Great video as always Van! You truly are an inspiration!!! Thank you!

  • @ElliotReeves22
    @ElliotReeves22 Před 3 lety +6

    Very wholesome and emotional. I love this channel.
    A request for a vid on Grey Gersten - the music is powerful in a subtle way. Beautiful.

  • @shubhamt
    @shubhamt Před 3 lety +5

    You always leave me mesmerized with your story telling & creativity. It hits home everytime because it's coming from the heart. Raw emotions. I guess Scorsese was right when he said that 'The most personal is the most creative.'

  • @juanmanuelmaldonadoplancar7448

    The Greatest Video I have ever seen on this platform. Thank You¡¡¡

  • @jefflynch526
    @jefflynch526 Před 3 lety

    So good. Thank you for being transparent. Thank you for the visuals from the ugly seasons and now for the beauty of sober living.

  • @ThatGuyPoly
    @ThatGuyPoly Před 3 lety +3

    This spirited man has been sober for roughly 4380 days. Thank you for the video and glad you found your way. Happy to have stumbled into your videos.

  • @MuckNBrassTV
    @MuckNBrassTV Před 3 lety +22

    Every episode is like poetry. this series is such a blessing for CZcams ❤️

    • @AlaskaPirates
      @AlaskaPirates Před 3 lety

      🤦🏻‍♂️

    • @MuckNBrassTV
      @MuckNBrassTV Před 3 lety +1

      @@AlaskaPirates what?

    • @f0t0b0y
      @f0t0b0y Před 3 lety +1

      @@MuckNBrassTV Don’t mind that person. They’ve already said they don’t get the message on previous post. This channel just connects with some and some it won’t.

  • @nigelstanley3674
    @nigelstanley3674 Před 3 lety

    Powerful. Thanks for sharing Van

  • @lukestevens2964
    @lukestevens2964 Před rokem

    Absolutely beautiful! Thank you.

  • @papichefitup
    @papichefitup Před 3 lety +7

    "He is grateful for his soberity and he protects it with all his might."

    • @papichefitup
      @papichefitup Před rokem

      I have 2 years now fro when I wrote this post

  • @thndrlngs
    @thndrlngs Před 3 lety +20

    Lost my sobriety a couple years ago. It's been thus far unproblematic on this go 'round, but the book is still an arms length away... everyday. Just in case. Thanks for this video Van. You're brilliant.

    • @Zanthorr
      @Zanthorr Před 2 lety +1

      Everything in moderation, hope you're still living the good life!

  • @joshuarwhitehead
    @joshuarwhitehead Před 3 lety

    I love this channel, seriously. It is so refreshing, your videos are such treats.