songs ; 00:00 heart to heart by Mac DeMarco 3:26 chamber of reflection by Mac DeMarco 7:19 my kind of woman by Mac DeMarco 10:35 jealous by eyedress 12:38 space song by beach house 17:53 HOUSE OF CARDS by eyedress 20:53 from the subway train by vansire 21:51 star shopping by lil peep
But you're American, aren't you? I wanted to be in a first world country. There are so many things that are considered basic for an American that are seen as luxury in Brazil. Not that Brazil is a horrible country, it is excellent in many aspects, but precarious in many issues, such as education and the infrastructure of institutions. Studying in an American school is the dream of thousands of Brazilian students who receive a bad education...
@@yehul5375 Being in America has nothing to do with this , this person is talking about their life struggles and feelings of living in an endless loop. Even if someone is fortunate enough to live in America, not all are fortunate enough to live lavishly like you assume every American does. Everyone struggles, dosent matter where you are from, or where you came from.
@@yehul5375Not every American is living luxury. This person is talking about what they feel, they’re expressing themselves. I don’t know why you’d bring up how other countries are struggling more than America and basically how they shouldn’t be sad, but everyone has feelings. Anyone has the right to feel feelings, whether they’re good or bad.
i promise you buddy, everyone is hurting. not one person in the world doesn’t struggle with mental pain. that is apart of the human condition, is hurting and letting others feel your hurt. you are not alone 💚
its crazy fr.. i live in boarding school and my roommates has normal life and normal family.. they seems always have their things together, im so jealous..
@@evantarson well the question should be if you feel alright with it? I think that loneliness isn’t that bad, yeah it does hurts like hell but you get the chance to know yourself in a better way
I know it seems kinda hopeless right now, but there's something better tomorrow. Stop whatever you're doing and look at your hands and the sunlight. Maybe the moon? I can't guarantee an immediate solution to your problems but there's a light at the end of your tunnel. Sleep well, friend. I hope to see you again.
i struggle with anxiety so much now. every morning ive been putting on this song and it calms me down. it feels like it grounds me to the earth in a comforting way. like a weighted blanket telling me its going to be ok. thank you for this and for not putting ads in (lol) bless anyone who reads this, hope you're well.
When I am asleep and dreaming, it's the only opportunity I get to escape from this world. Sometimes I feel so restricted by being human, its suffocating.
I have no motivation for anything, Im tired, sleepy, and just want to get done with school. Life’s exhausting- even though its supposed to be like this, I just want to sleep and live in a dream forever. The exhaustion always ends, it always does, but I just don’t have the patience anymore. Im done.
it feels kind of comforting knowing that im not alone with this feeling, situation. i hope you all will feel better someday, sending good things towards you, greetings from switzerland
Don’t worry, this pain you’re feeling is temporary. Close your eyes and remember that tomorrow is a new day, a fresh start. Take deep breaths, you’re gonna be alright, I promise ❤
Sometimes I just feel like crying out loud. For no reason. This minute I'm smiling over something I like and then the next minute I'm crying reading people's struggles while listening to deep music. Life is just.. too short. And it keeps reminding me of what I didn't do. And will never be able to do again in this life. Once an age goes by, you won't ever have the mentality or means to enjoy like you would at that age
Sleeping is so nice, so peaceful, you get to genuinely believe you’re a part of another world where there’s no limit on the possibilities. That’s why I want to learn how to Lucid dream, why I hope that reality shifting is a real thing. I want to be able to just.. get away for a bit before. I have to go back.
Currently 12.02 am rn. Laying on my listening to this watching the fan spin. Idk man, I feel like something’s missing in my life. Idk what it is yet, but I hope I do.
When I was 18, I moved to a new city to start university and for the first few days, I was doing great, I was feeling myself. Things at home weren't good. Throughout the summer my brother was suffering from bouts of full-blown psychosis. So, understandably, I was hopeful and elated and estatic I escaped. I escaped, and now only the sky was the limit. However, slowly, that horrible, horrible sensation that I can only assimilate to hovering over the edge of a cliff found its way back to me. I couldn't afford a therapist and the next best option was sleeping through the pain and the mental torture and the agonizing memories. I would sleep for fourteen to fifteen hours and I would wake up so tired and disorientated. The fog would clear up and I could think properly, again. I didn't dream. I didn't have nightmares. Sleep land was peaceful and neutral and undisturbed. It was exactly what I needed. P.S: I failed the first semester, but I succeeded in preserving my sanity and that's what matters.
I know it's silly to rant on a CZcams comment section but this really helped me forget all the dumb shit that's happening in my life and it was really nice to listen to this playlist.
Stay honest , there’s people out there for you , just be honest with them, when you don’t know what else to say. They’ll come and go, I know you don’t want that, one will for sure stay, and make sure you want to stay with them too. Don’t be around someone cause you’re alone. If you do, just honestly let them know, just be honest with what you want and look for with people. Is my advice, sorry I just didn’t want to read your rant, move on and not say anything, at least. I hope this comment helps you. Ciao :3 sweet dreams
Life is too absurd to care about whether u have friends or not i cry myself to sleep and I'm cool with it cause I don't care about the worlds opinions to much. I recommend checking out the philosopher "Albert Camus" if u really want to not give a fuck about life and to just really see how absurd life is. I understand u want to be comforted by others but I've waited to long for people to comfort me it never happened so who gives a flying fuck ya feel me? .Or don't feel thats cool.
I sometimes get so sad I get physically sick ,like today my raging headache is hurting but sleeping makes it go away at least for some time I wish I didn’t feel so compressed mentally,emotionally, and physically.
Recently I can't get heart to heart off my mind. The way each lyrics is written makes it look like its meant to talk and reminisce about the good times you had with a friend,and how they eventually parted ways. And it makes me want to cry,I can no longer meet my dearest friend and I'd do everything just to meet them once again. Unlike the song,though,we will not part ways.
there was a time last year, when i completely dropped being myself. i wasnt the same person somehow, didnt feel the same. school, come home, eat sleep wake up study sleep wake up school repeat. sometimes i skipped meals, i didnt know why. it was like i lsot interest in even eating. im glad i got out of that somehow. Anyone going thru a difficult part of your life, i can say by experience it doesnt stay long. So stay Strong !
I usually DONT finish playlists because the songs be so random and kinda bad but I love this playlist sm it has many of my favorite songs in it thank you for making this
I'm laying under my bed, its tight and crowded with boxes, dust and spiders. But i feel a sort of calm, a sort of calm I can only reciprocate when walking alone in the middel of the night or sitting at the beach on a cold day. Its a sort of unsetting feeling of peace. I wonder if death feels the same. I wonder a lot of things when i'm laying under my bed. U know the ussual stuff.., will anyone miss me if I would never come out from under the bed, why am i failing school even though i study so hard, are my friends really friends. Im sure that if u decided to read this long paragraph of nothing really, u might just feel the same. And i encourage you to do the same, write a stupid comment telling the internet: hey i exist, i am HERE, i contributed to the algorythm... i exist. When my tears scare away the spiders, soak the boxes and mix with the dust. I feel a sort of calm i can only reciprocate by killing myself. But i wont, if i want to feel calm. Ill will just ask the spiders to move and allow me to soak the floor again. I have no idea why im writing this, or why my fingers havent decided to stop yet. But i feel calm. And that is everything i want in life. Greetings from the teen under the bed
i read your comment, not killing yourself means you must be strong, your existence is a great thing that happened i hope you will find happiness in the future with you having the the best moments
sleeping too little, sleeping too much eating too little, eating too much studying too little, studying too much thinking too little, thinking too much crying too little, crying too much does it ever balance?
I always remember the fact the we are all alive and carrying the past on our shoulders and how we don’t collapse because of everything we’ve ever experienced. This playlist is nice
Loneliness is like a weed, it grows and grows, it takes over everything, every moment of my day, regardless of whether I'm accompanied, its roots are getting stronger and harder to cut until they run out of space and begin to crack your heart one day you can no longer get rid of them and they break your heart into thousands of pieces, loneliness is not being without another living being it is a feeling that consumes you.
Sigh* Sometimes I just wanna sleep forever Sleep is an escape from reality If I could go in a deep sleep I would do it with happiness The pain, the stress the feeling of failure I want it all to vanish Sleep oh my love how I want to sleep for eternity
I've had this crush for 6 years who is my childhood friend and this playlist is kinda the feeling I have of him because, I don't know how to love someone and if he ever thinks of me since he's at a different location and has a different life then mine, I have a crush on the little funny kid he was but he changed and I hope he's doing well but I'm never ganno tell him how I feel because I don't know how to share love or how to love someone because of my own struggles...
when i had her i finally had peaceful sleep. now without her, i can't seem to fall asleep. not without her voice assuring me that everything will be alright and that she loves me like i love her.
It’s not the sleep that’s the best part to me. Simply lying in my warm bed makes me forget the world outside. Getting out of it is a painful experience in the mornings.
I just graduated today. I didn't really feel that happy nor that accomplished as I thought. Everything feels like a dream, its one of those moments where I really cant process it and Ill never really yk accept that it happened. I am excited for the next school year since its a new school, but at the same time I am scared. I am used to being alone, but its been awhile where Im alone in an unfamiliar place. I will probably get used to it tho. Today was really tiring, alot happened, and alot to process. I grow each day, tho only by small bits. I am happy to share and be happy with other people. But I never know why there are days like this. It just feels so empty, and boring, and incomplete, I really feel like something is missing. I try and distract myself but I get so bored easily and try to find something else, my mind never seems to focus when Im like this. My head hurts and everything tastes weird and bitter in my tongue. A good hug might fix things, or a nice cup of something warm or hot while I lay down somewhere windy and quiet. But today just feels stuffy, its so idk. Confusing yet at the same time I know that Im feeling stuffy and frustrated. Im tired after today but sleep seems to be something I find hard to get now. Sleeps always feels like a bother. My bed doesn't feel as comfortable as it used to. Nor does any other bed. Nothing seems to make me want sleep anymore, this scares me as I experienced this long ago and I don't know how I overcame it. Thats all ig, hopefully I feel better tomorrow. I had to write it here as it idk maybe its nice to share stuff
im scare to graduating 10th grade and im scared to meet new people coz it feels like they gon judge me and i feel like im not graduating 10th grade coz im doing bad at schools i hope i get better and so do you
@@Randomly376 well surely you've already heard this countless times but you will definitely live through the new school year. Don't worry too much about it and just focus on improving yourself, you will definitely feel pressured since everything around you will be different now. But believe in me when I tell you that you'll definitely get through it just like how you have been doing ever since, that's exactly how you got here today, you deserve every achievement you've done
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you ❤
@@zdrkpr6995 hahaha yeah im empty i Miss my gf she was the best think in my Life and im still alone and taht stuff i got no Friends yeah haha have a great day
Didn't ask for this. I didn't even have a chance to prepare for it. I don't even want it now, but I'm forced to live it, and it's crushing me. I don't think I'd be able to continue without music.
actually i'm avoiding sleep. idk why but it makes me feel better to stay up and cry lol. especially on school nights when i'm not ready to face the next day
i really hope me and this guy lasts, me and him always call before bed. Me and him go meanless hours without talking to eachother and js do our own things while being in eachothers peace.
songs ;
00:00 heart to heart by Mac DeMarco
3:26 chamber of reflection by Mac DeMarco
7:19 my kind of woman by Mac DeMarco
10:35 jealous by eyedress
12:38 space song by beach house
17:53 HOUSE OF CARDS by eyedress
20:53 from the subway train by vansire
21:51 star shopping by lil peep
life saver 🔥🔥
❤️ thankss
I love eyedress 💗💗
Thanks
AAAAAAAA VANSIRE !!! thank you for this, by the way 💛
i eat. i go to school. i sleep. i wake up. i go to school. i come home and sleep. sleeping is easier than facing a life i have not prepared for.
This🥲
I did nothing to prepare the life ahead of me, this life of me just staying still just eat and sleep
But you're American, aren't you? I wanted to be in a first world country. There are so many things that are considered basic for an American that are seen as luxury in Brazil. Not that Brazil is a horrible country, it is excellent in many aspects, but precarious in many issues, such as education and the infrastructure of institutions. Studying in an American school is the dream of thousands of Brazilian students who receive a bad education...
@@yehul5375 Being in America has nothing to do with this , this person is talking about their life struggles and feelings of living in an endless loop. Even if someone is fortunate enough to live in America, not all are fortunate enough to live lavishly like you assume every American does. Everyone struggles, dosent matter where you are from, or where you came from.
@@yehul5375Not every American is living luxury. This person is talking about what they feel, they’re expressing themselves. I don’t know why you’d bring up how other countries are struggling more than America and basically how they shouldn’t be sad, but everyone has feelings. Anyone has the right to feel feelings, whether they’re good or bad.
crazy that there are people who aren't depressed out there, who just get on with life
I get the feeling. I hope you'll be just as happy as those people one day, the future can be really surprising
@@mytmuuu thanks bro, i hope so too :')
i promise you buddy, everyone is hurting. not one person in the world doesn’t struggle with mental pain. that is apart of the human condition, is hurting and letting others feel your hurt. you are not alone 💚
Ikr I DONT GET IT??? Like are they living on another planet or something?? I envy those people
its crazy fr.. i live in boarding school and my roommates has normal life and normal family.. they seems always have their things together, im so jealous..
i wanna sleep forever, closin my eyes forever, livin in my best dream possible, takin off the stress, takin off the pressure, be whoever i want.
same, same and same, you r right
shark boy and lava gril plot 🤨?
Omg am so sorry i read " I wanna sleep with my cousin " ☠️☠️☠️
@@laura3306 even better tho 😏😏
que lindo😔
Loneliness is as terrible as a heartbreak. But eventually grows on you
I dont feel lonely anymore, but I have no friends anymore and no one talks to me, is this bc I've come to terms with loneliness
@@evantarson well the question should be if you feel alright with it? I think that loneliness isn’t that bad, yeah it does hurts like hell but you get the chance to know yourself in a better way
ive felt lonely since i was 5, now 15
@@PlutoBoyBeatzfrrrr same
If you're depressed, this is the right one
and after you wake up, you remember, and you start feeling heavy and hopeless again.
fr it be like that
I know it seems kinda hopeless right now, but there's something better tomorrow. Stop whatever you're doing and look at your hands and the sunlight. Maybe the moon? I can't guarantee an immediate solution to your problems but there's a light at the end of your tunnel. Sleep well, friend. I hope to see you again.
My depression was never severe like this time but this playlist has helped me a lot
i struggle with anxiety so much now. every morning ive been putting on this song and it calms me down. it feels like it grounds me to the earth in a comforting way. like a weighted blanket telling me its going to be ok. thank you for this and for not putting ads in (lol)
bless anyone who reads this, hope you're well.
Man i fell bad for You. You are So lonely. But pls Be positify And find people that love And will Not Forget you when you are gone.
@@soldierflamigo4996 im already forgotten
@@lil-shvdow you okay?
i feel you!!
hope you're doing okay
When I am asleep and dreaming, it's the only opportunity I get to escape from this world. Sometimes I feel so restricted by being human, its suffocating.
this playlist makes me feel peace and sadness at the same time..like it
Yess i love to play it in the shower
Same
I have no motivation for anything, Im tired, sleepy, and just want to get done with school. Life’s exhausting- even though its supposed to be like this, I just want to sleep and live in a dream forever. The exhaustion always ends, it always does, but I just don’t have the patience anymore. Im done.
We are in the same boat
same u literally described my whole life
couldnt describe it better
it feels kind of comforting knowing that im not alone with this feeling, situation. i hope you all will feel better someday, sending good things towards you, greetings from switzerland
Don’t worry, this pain you’re feeling is temporary. Close your eyes and remember that tomorrow is a new day, a fresh start. Take deep breaths, you’re gonna be alright, I promise ❤
But the new days are what I’m always so afraid of
@@epabeba same
@@epabeba afraid.. anxious.. anticipatory.. will I be the same tm, or better? is it so difficult to find out who you really are?
i really am trying to believe this lie
6 hours of school a day, followed almost instantly by 7 hours of work, I get home sit in bed, and really contemplate everything.
God speed.
Sometimes I just feel like crying out loud. For no reason. This minute I'm smiling over something I like and then the next minute I'm crying reading people's struggles while listening to deep music. Life is just.. too short. And it keeps reminding me of what I didn't do. And will never be able to do again in this life. Once an age goes by, you won't ever have the mentality or means to enjoy like you would at that age
Sleeping is so nice, so peaceful, you get to genuinely believe you’re a part of another world where there’s no limit on the possibilities. That’s why I want to learn how to Lucid dream, why I hope that reality shifting is a real thing. I want to be able to just.. get away for a bit before. I have to go back.
i attempted to listen to this while sleeping, but instead started crying. This playlist is so good in both ways
The pain of existence is hard, it is painful forced to fight a war we never asked for, but i hope one day we can find somewhere safe
i hope
Currently 12.02 am rn. Laying on my listening to this watching the fan spin. Idk man, I feel like something’s missing in my life. Idk what it is yet, but I hope I do.
Loneliness can be a great thing. Once you master it. You can master anything, especially being alone.
When I was 18, I moved to a new city to start university and for the first few days, I was doing great, I was feeling myself. Things at home weren't good. Throughout the summer my brother was suffering from bouts of full-blown psychosis. So, understandably, I was hopeful and elated and estatic I escaped. I escaped, and now only the sky was the limit. However, slowly, that horrible, horrible sensation that I can only assimilate to hovering over the edge of a cliff found its way back to me. I couldn't afford a therapist and the next best option was sleeping through the pain and the mental torture and the agonizing memories. I would sleep for fourteen to fifteen hours and I would wake up so tired and disorientated. The fog would clear up and I could think properly, again. I didn't dream. I didn't have nightmares. Sleep land was peaceful and neutral and undisturbed. It was exactly what I needed.
P.S: I failed the first semester, but I succeeded in preserving my sanity and that's what matters.
If this we're my last day i hope this song still plays in my head when im about to go
don't say that💗
same
Ambatugo
I know it's silly to rant on a CZcams comment section but this really helped me forget all the dumb shit that's happening in my life and it was really nice to listen to this playlist.
I can raletae
Stay honest , there’s people out there for you , just be honest with them, when you don’t know what else to say. They’ll come and go, I know you don’t want that, one will for sure stay, and make sure you want to stay with them too. Don’t be around someone cause you’re alone. If you do, just honestly let them know, just be honest with what you want and look for with people. Is my advice, sorry I just didn’t want to read your rant, move on and not say anything, at least. I hope this comment helps you. Ciao :3 sweet dreams
@@user-ex3jz3pi4q i'm amazed at how you managed to misspell 'relate' that bad
I aint readin all of that 😢
Life is too absurd to care about whether u have friends or not i cry myself to sleep and I'm cool with it cause I don't care about the worlds opinions to much. I recommend checking out the philosopher "Albert Camus" if u really want to not give a fuck about life and to just really see how absurd life is. I understand u want to be comforted by others but I've waited to long for people to comfort me it never happened so who gives a flying fuck ya feel me? .Or don't feel thats cool.
This video and the comment section is one of my favourite things in this world
I sometimes get so sad I get physically sick ,like today my raging headache is hurting but sleeping makes it go away at least for some time I wish I didn’t feel so compressed mentally,emotionally, and physically.
everything sucks even more when you cant even fall asleep at night
Alcohol helps me 😅
@@Wolfsta yes or weed
@@cici1717 yep or a cigar
@@Wolfsta yea or drugs
ong especially at night thas when all the thoughts start coming
ive never slept so peacefully
I'm honored
Recently I can't get heart to heart off my mind.
The way each lyrics is written makes it look like its meant to talk and reminisce about the good times you had with a friend,and how they eventually parted ways.
And it makes me want to cry,I can no longer meet my dearest friend and I'd do everything just to meet them once again. Unlike the song,though,we will not part ways.
Classic songg 🙏
Heart to heart is about mac miller, so yep, you get the intention of this song.
And i feel the same way too, currently crying about it :’(
Pls don’t lose hope i know you will meet someone who love You for who You are
listening to this while laying back watching my room was a nice and chill experience, thank you for this playlist
you're welcome 💗
there was a time last year, when i completely dropped being myself. i wasnt the same person somehow, didnt feel the same. school, come home, eat sleep wake up study sleep wake up school repeat. sometimes i skipped meals, i didnt know why. it was like i lsot interest in even eating. im glad i got out of that somehow. Anyone going thru a difficult part of your life, i can say by experience it doesnt stay long. So stay Strong !
I usually DONT finish playlists because the songs be so random and kinda bad but I love this playlist sm it has many of my favorite songs in it thank you for making this
I'm laying under my bed, its tight and crowded with boxes, dust and spiders. But i feel a sort of calm, a sort of calm I can only reciprocate when walking alone in the middel of the night or sitting at the beach on a cold day. Its a sort of unsetting feeling of peace. I wonder if death feels the same. I wonder a lot of things when i'm laying under my bed. U know the ussual stuff.., will anyone miss me if I would never come out from under the bed, why am i failing school even though i study so hard, are my friends really friends.
Im sure that if u decided to read this long paragraph of nothing really, u might just feel the same.
And i encourage you to do the same, write a stupid comment telling the internet: hey i exist, i am HERE, i contributed to the algorythm... i exist.
When my tears scare away the spiders, soak the boxes and mix with the dust. I feel a sort of calm i can only reciprocate by killing myself.
But i wont, if i want to feel calm. Ill will just ask the spiders to move and allow me to soak the floor again.
I have no idea why im writing this, or why my fingers havent decided to stop yet. But i feel calm.
And that is everything i want in life.
Greetings from the teen under the bed
i read your comment, not killing yourself means you must be strong, your existence is a great thing that happened
i hope you will find happiness in the future with you having the the best moments
maybe this loneliness can be sometimes even soothing. nobody bothers you. you can cry your emotions out.
sleeping too little, sleeping too much
eating too little, eating too much
studying too little, studying too much
thinking too little, thinking too much
crying too little, crying too much
does it ever balance?
The first three songs being Mac Demarco it great I love it
This playlist fills my void of loneliness.
I always remember the fact the we are all alive and carrying the past on our shoulders and how we don’t collapse because of everything we’ve ever experienced. This playlist is nice
Everytime I look in the mirror, I start to understand why he never liked me.
stay strong, if you can accept such harsh things then you will have heart strong as many countless people
i hope you will heal from it
I feel you.
I’m not sad nor am I depressed.
I just like this song
finally the comment I was waiting for opened my heart😚💗
this is so hurtful but i can’t stop listen
Estuve 4 horas llorando. Buena playlist👍❤️
Loneliness is like a weed, it grows and grows, it takes over everything, every moment of my day, regardless of whether I'm accompanied, its roots are getting stronger and harder to cut until they run out of space and begin to crack your heart one day you can no longer get rid of them and they break your heart into thousands of pieces, loneliness is not being without another living being it is a feeling that consumes you.
as soon as heart to heart start playing i already knew it would be great playlist 😌 thank u sm
these songs combined a lot. My fav playlist .
The name of this video exactly fits my thoughts when my heart aches and i wanna get rid of the pain
Sigh*
Sometimes I just wanna sleep forever
Sleep is an escape from reality
If I could go in a deep sleep I would do it with happiness
The pain, the stress the feeling of failure I want it all to vanish
Sleep oh my love how I want to sleep for eternity
there is one solution
I've had this crush for 6 years who is my childhood friend and this playlist is kinda the feeling I have of him because, I don't know how to love someone and if he ever thinks of me since he's at a different location and has a different life then mine, I have a crush on the little funny kid he was but he changed and I hope he's doing well but I'm never ganno tell him how I feel because I don't know how to share love or how to love someone because of my own struggles...
This actually makes me feel happy :) like I feel like I'm getting better and actually healing the wounds inside my heart
man, living is extremely extremely difficult it seems. why do the simplest of things seem so hard to complete..
that is why you should never forget about the little things, those matters the most
i hope you will heal from hardships that you are going through
@@kudaranai0572
when i had her i finally had peaceful sleep. now without her, i can't seem to fall asleep. not without her voice assuring me that everything will be alright and that she loves me like i love her.
It’s not the sleep that’s the best part to me. Simply lying in my warm bed makes me forget the world outside. Getting out of it is a painful experience in the mornings.
I'm so exhausted with life honestly, everything seem so dull and numb. I don't feel anything, it's like I'm just redoing everything.
whole world seems so black and grey but some things might change
i hope someone will light your darkness and never let go
Counting the beats of my heart, wondering when it will stop.
FEELING the same right now, wondering the same thing. :)
@@FaithWasntTaken sending virtual hug buddy :'>
@@missingmylover Thanks mate 😸hope you feel better soon.
Escapism is really a popular problem now, affect the way people react to this world, after all, we all miss the past we didn't had
I love this playlist 😍 I need more😩😩
I just graduated today. I didn't really feel that happy nor that accomplished as I thought. Everything feels like a dream, its one of those moments where I really cant process it and Ill never really yk accept that it happened. I am excited for the next school year since its a new school, but at the same time I am scared. I am used to being alone, but its been awhile where Im alone in an unfamiliar place. I will probably get used to it tho. Today was really tiring, alot happened, and alot to process. I grow each day, tho only by small bits. I am happy to share and be happy with other people. But I never know why there are days like this. It just feels so empty, and boring, and incomplete, I really feel like something is missing. I try and distract myself but I get so bored easily and try to find something else, my mind never seems to focus when Im like this. My head hurts and everything tastes weird and bitter in my tongue. A good hug might fix things, or a nice cup of something warm or hot while I lay down somewhere windy and quiet. But today just feels stuffy, its so idk. Confusing yet at the same time I know that Im feeling stuffy and frustrated. Im tired after today but sleep seems to be something I find hard to get now. Sleeps always feels like a bother. My bed doesn't feel as comfortable as it used to. Nor does any other bed. Nothing seems to make me want sleep anymore, this scares me as I experienced this long ago and I don't know how I overcame it. Thats all ig, hopefully I feel better tomorrow. I had to write it here as it idk maybe its nice to share stuff
im scare to graduating 10th grade and im scared to meet new people coz it feels like they gon judge me and i feel like im not graduating 10th grade coz im doing bad at schools i hope i get better and so do you
@@Randomly376 well surely you've already heard this countless times but you will definitely live through the new school year. Don't worry too much about it and just focus on improving yourself, you will definitely feel pressured since everything around you will be different now. But believe in me when I tell you that you'll definitely get through it just like how you have been doing ever since, that's exactly how you got here today, you deserve every achievement you've done
I've been crying at this for a while. I feel very calm now, this is beautiful i love this playlist
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you ❤
Thanks
thank u so much
empty words from empty strangers
@@zdrkpr6995 hahaha yeah im empty i Miss my gf she was the best think in my Life and im still alone and taht stuff i got no Friends yeah haha have a great day
thank you for writing this 🥹
songs, with which it is worth crying ☄️
exactly
Didn't ask for this. I didn't even have a chance to prepare for it. I don't even want it now, but I'm forced to live it, and it's crushing me. I don't think I'd be able to continue without music.
bad mood again
Wanna be alone but at the same time scared to be alone.
My kind of woman is becoming a comfort song, my bf sent the song to me and said it must be about me 😭
the moment it began with Heart to Heart, I immediately knew this was the playlist for me
crying made me feel better❤️
actually i'm avoiding sleep. idk why but it makes me feel better to stay up and cry lol. especially on school nights when i'm not ready to face the next day
Thank you azra♡
Oh man, this playlist is dangerous :(
Kolay kolay yorum atan biri değilim ama bu playlist cidden beni uykuya daldırıyor. Çok teşekkürler 🖤
When you want her to be happy but you can't make you're self happy and just pretend to.
as long as she is happy
Pain is temporary, Glory is forever
-me
Never give up no matter the situation
One of the best playlists I’ve listened to in a while. You are amazing.
Your music taste is amazing also
thank you man @@lizzygrant5546
this hits different at 4 am on a friday after pulling an all nighter cramming a project you forgot to do
Literally me
As long as i have a distraction
I'll be fine
For me gym and reading
I feel appreciated
i loaf this playlist sm.
feels like an ad for sleep
Me ahorraste el trabajo de tener que realizar una playlist. Me gustan todas estas canciones, muchas gracias.
The problem is before I know it I'll be awake again
very strange isnt it? need more time on sleeping
Yoo this playlist 🔥🔥🔥 make me wanna 😴😴😴honk shooo honk shooo😴😴 frfr🙏🏼🙏🏼
i will always like this video for it's ending.
i always cry when i hear the first song 😔
Dont be sad ppl. U got this. Things will be okay
I hope💗
Will it actually though?
@@insaneschizo not for me i guess
@@trippedcanova1681 same
Hey,All of you! Its all gonna be fine. Life is out there and it is waiting for you to live it in the most beautiful way 💗🐇
everything will be ok
keep having that mindset, stay strong
love it
Buena lista ❤ exactamente mis favoritas
weed and this playlist go together like bread and butter
Going from hating being alone to feel most comfortable while being alone😄
This playlist… most of the songs in here were ones he dedicated to me.
The first part of the title is my life.
mac demarco is always there for my feelings
perfect
never knew highschool life would be this shitty. i open my eyes everyday. go to school. skip dinner. sleep. who wanna die with me ;(
This movie portrayed loneliness very well
Life is great
IM 2 YOUNG FOR THIS BS THAT B HAPPENING 2 ME BUT THIS IS MAKING ME CALM DOWN
i really hope me and this guy lasts, me and him always call before bed. Me and him go meanless hours without talking to eachother and js do our own things while being in eachothers peace.
teşekkür ederim.
i listen to this playlist every night before i sleep lol