For anyone who needs to hear this: I love your hair or lack of I love your forehead I love your eyebrows or lack of I love your eyelashes or lack of I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your laugh I love your teeth or lack of I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I love you when you forget me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it) I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you TRYING to eat breakfast. I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything Im so proud of you I love you.
I am grateful for that comment.. no-one told me anything good about my scars.. thank you💚 I just want to tell you that you made me smile💚 Hope you're doing good 💚💚 Thank you
Well, now you have the chance to try and enjoy this one. Don't stress it, don't think about how much you're not enjoying it.. just go with the flow, take it easy. Even if you didn't do some amazing, fantastic thing that you're super proud of, it can still be worthwhile.
ugh, same thing happens here often, i cant handle this anymore ist so frustrating, well what i want to tell you is that i understand how do you feel, and i hope the things get better soon for you
im a 10 year old girl, Yes. Im still young, and i already know what adults prevent theyre kids from knowing. ive been struggling with depression for the past 3 years now, and ive been experiencing physical abuse from my older brother. stay strong and keep away from things that let u down.
I believe in you y'know.. I'm young too.. 11-14, I don't know if it's depression or something else but it's been hard but just know, that I'm proud of you. Ps: love the jirachi pfp
I’m sorry for you dear, but tell your parents about your brother or anyone? And for a 10 year old you seem mature. Take it as a compliment, many kids at this age are not really mature. But still, you’re not alone🫶🏼, many people suffer from depression, but I feel bad for you because you’re dealing with it at such young age. Especially starting at 7 is a big hit, please never give up and face the light. Please talk to some one about your brother ❤️
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! - Not mine, but pass it around guys
I dont usually vent like this, but alot of shit has been going on. She left me and ive been sad, she made me so happy. But now all i do is hide my sadness and act like im fine.
It’s ok to be vulnerable find someone you can be vulnerable with wether it’s family a friend or even a pet could even be a stranger and just come to terms with your feelings so you can move on. Ik it will take time it’s rough when someone leaves you but hang in there keep your head up high and you’ve got this
tired of being sad. tired of being unhappy all the time. tired of not feeling good enough. tired of feeling like i dont try hard enough. tired of feeling trapped. tired of always annoying people. tired of making my family mad and upset. tired of struggling to sleep. tired of being alone. tired of not socialising. I feel empty and exhausted
" I dont want to hate you. " *They say as they stare into the mirror* " But I dont have a choice " *Tears fall down while still staring* " You are a Monster, I hate you " *As time passes by they hear footsteps* " Sweetie? Are you in there " *The voice is blurred due to a door* *They dry their tears and respond back* " Yeah mom! Im just changing clothes " *As they respond back their words stutter* " Oh, Okay! get ready for school " *They stand there in exhaustion, They think* " School right.. I hope I can get through the day without crying " The end of Chapter 1
I feel weird. It feels like i should be happy but I'm.. Not? Everything's going relatively well. I have my qpp, i have my friends, my friends are in happy relationships, I'm doing well in school, and i might score a good summer internship. But it all just feels like a matter of time before it's gone. I used to live almost on a schedule: live in one place for 2½-3 years, move, rinse repeat. Now that my father's retired and we've settled in one place so i can finish high school uninterrupted it's.. Weird. Really weird. I hit the 2½ year mark recently of living here. It doesn't sit with me right. I have ichy feet all the time, and feel like I'm just going to leave, i feel like I'm going through the motions of mentally preparing to ditch everything here, when i know logically I'm not going to. But.. Then it dawns on me that i *will* be here, and i almost hate it. It feels fake; temporary. I'm just waiting for it to be ripped away from me at this rate.
I’m 18 in 2 weeks… I already know I’ll be back here, listening to these songs as an escape, if only for a moment, from the pain. The pain that I have no real friends The pain that I have no idea what the f”ck do do after school The pain of sleepless nights studying while the thoughts of ending it all go through my head on repeat What is the point really? I don’t even remember the last time I was happy, gave a genuine smile or told someone I was “doing good” and actually meant it. It’s so much easier to fake a smile than explain the pain you’re really in. I’ve just spent 10 hours studying today, now my mum is creating drama for no reason, can she not see I’m struggling here??? An hour ago after she went to bed I stared at a wall for an hour, felt like I couldn’t breathe, while my eyes are dry because there are no tears left, the thoughts going through my head on how I’m a failure, how it’s not worth it to try anymore. I don’t think I can hang on much longer. It’s endless, the pain, the struggle. Why would I continue this if all that will happen is go to university, work 9-5 until I’m old, and get what 5 years of retirement? And that’s meant to be the ideal way to live. Why would I want that? I really think there is only one way to end this pain, and it’s not living that prescribed life I mentioned.
you are amazing and gorgeous. I am so proud of you. Even if you dont believe in God he is looking at you with so much love and pride, you have a purpose on this earth and God has a plan for you.
Your amazing become rich and live the life of your childhood dream like That Lamborghini poster you had as a kid buy it. Travel the world have the fun and create the reality that you dream of. You have to put yourself out there and you will make friends
I’m sorry for you, I hope you’re doing well now since you’ve wrote this 2 months ago. But still, you might be still suffering right now which I hope you’re not, other than that. Just never give up, think of how many others a struggling right now. So you’re not alone, maybe physically but not mentally. Now, maybe talk to your mother about things, about how you’re actually trying. Having no real friends is a dull feeling, but just know soon enough you might find the right ones. 🫶🏼
The thing I hate is I can’t miss my mom or dad because for as long as I remember they’ve been abusive in there words and my dad has started yelling and getting physical and I don’t know what to do cause I have no evidence
@@cats_are_life_ It is hard to live with such an instability. Wherever you are I hope you can at some point ride those waves that rn force you under even if you can't see what kind of wave is coming next.
@@Depressionwave2338 ty for such kind words so sad that I felt like I could Tell someone I don't even know but can't tell people I "trust" I hope you are doing even a little better since ur comment was 5 months ago much love
I'm too fucked up to deserve him. He deserves a girl who hasn't done the things i have. He has more trauma that is worse, yet he is so much stronger than me. He makes me too happy, i feel like he's just trying to use me, but I can't get enough of him. He's so nerdy and I love it. I miss him every second we aren't texting.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
It’s insane. It’s fucking disappointing that at such a young age I wanted to commit scuicide. That at such a young age a young girl was watching her mother get verbally abused my her father. That at such a young age a teenager was ignored and pretty much disowned because he was trans. Why couldn’t she accept me? I accepted her when father divorced her. I accepted her when she got a new boyfriend. I accepted her… with all the changes she made to my life. But she can’t accept me this one time? I shouldn’t be getting into arguments literally everyday with her because ‘someone stole her Pepsi’ or ‘you told a sibling to shut up when they were screaming in your ear’. It’s fucking disappointing. What did I do? What did I do to deserve this shitty life. And yet while all of this is happening…she says I have no other reason to be upset other than I just ‘want to be’. And it’s not only with her. It happened with my best friend once. Basically this one day in school she asked me to be her girlfriend I said yes. I was happy. I thought someone actually fucking loved me. I thought she loved me the way I loved her. But no. Not even a week later she broke up with me because she fell out of love. It was halfway through the school day and I just felt like crying. But I couldn’t. I was in public and I was known as the girl who always talked shit and backed it up. And yeah, I was. But that also meant I could show any weakness or I’d lose everything. No, I wasn’t popular because I was rich, or I was attractive, or even because I was just good at becoming friends with people. No! It was because I was bullied into being the one bitch who will beat a bitch ass. There was nothing else I could be. It was either that, or the one kid everyone makes fun of. And because of that I started doing sh during the summer of going into 5th grade and during 5th grade… it was just earlier this summer that I managed to stop and now look…I wanna do it all over again. TL;DR it’s such a shame that at such a young age I was scuicidal and watching my mother being verbally abused. I accepted her for everything she went through, but once it came to me being trans he pretty much disowned me. And it’s not even just with her. It happened with my best friend. One day she asked me to be her girlfriend and I accepted. I finally felt like I was loved but not even a week later she broke up with me. I was heartbroken. I wanted to cry but I couldn’t in school because I was known as ‘that one girl who would beat a bitch ass’. And I was bullied into that position. And because of that I started doing sh in the 4th grade and only stopped earlier this summer but now I feel like starting again. Love y’all😘 Hope y’all get over y’all struggles
I useally try to make a cheery message to attempt to make others smile. Not feeling it today. I feel like I'm not loved by anyone. Im always the one who puts in effort in conversations. I know some others wish i was never born. Sometimes i wish i was never born too.
On behalf of all the people you've made smile with your messages. I want to say thank you. You don't have to be cheery. Everyone has their struggles, including you I'm sure. It's okay to be no okay. Things will get better. And you don't have to put in effort for anyone who doesn't give you that same effort. Love comes to those that cherish their time amd energy. Good people will come. Love will come. Especially to someone who goes out of their way to make someone else smile. In the meantime, don't worry about what anyone else says or thinks. You're going to be okay. Just stay strong and keep your head held high.
To anyone and everyone whos reading this No matter what people think of you No matter how many times you cried yourself to sleep No matter how many scars you have on your body, your still as beautiful as ever❤. feel free to vent
I don't usually vent often but it's been hard acting like I'm "fine"... It's hard to breath, eat, sleep, talk I just can't do it I try over and over and over but it's the same result. I can't do anything right or the way it should be.
It’s weird venting to a comment section but after all the things i have been going through, it just makes me feel..tired? Or just mentally unwell. I always keep a smile, and im one of the joyful kids in my classroom. But despite this, after going home, all that energy is just poof! Gone. And today is no exception, i have never cried from getting yelled at. But i do after they yell at me and im in my safe place. I have a fear that my childhood bestfriend will leave me, i always have that constant fear. If i did make her feel something to hate me, i will carefully choose my words. And make an apology just to keep our friendship intact. I read some of the comments and, im happy that some people still motivate people with depression or just not feeling themselves. To whoever reads this, i hope tomorrow will be a bright day. Keep trying, all of us will still be with you till the end.
To whoever needs to hear this because I know I didn't hear it but I really needed it I know you're upset, and I don't know why. But I wanna say that its gonna be okay, and I know it may not seem like it but really it is gonna be okay. I'm so so proud of you for pushing through each day even though you don't feel like it.. I'm always here to listen to you or just to be with you if you don't wanna talk. I love you. Keep going.
I may not know who you are but I just need you to know that I love you With my whole heart.. Your looks, personality, Face, Weight, Skin color, Your Eyes, Your hair, Even your interests means a whole lot to me. These bad days aren’t going to last forever even if they seem like they keep going on and on forever like a loop it will get better…whether that be your way or the universe’s way the universe is weird and has strange ways of working. I deeply and strongly care for you. if it seems like no one does..just remember I do. Cutting yourself isn’t worth it Killing yourself isn’t worth it Degrading yourself isn’t worth it Hold you head up, take some deep breaths, wipe your tears you’ll be just fine…I promise You’ve got dreams don’t you? Well you got some good ones. You’ve gotta be around to get those dreams! And when you do I’ll be cheering you on and congratulating you…I may not be there physically but I’m still here…I strongly care.. I love you…I hope you have a Good night/Day/Evening… And again, I love you, dear
To whoever is reading this, I want you to know that you’re incredible, seriously you are. If you’re going through anything right now I’ll be by your side the whole way even if we haven’t met in real life because I care about you. You can’t go through shit on your own love, it slowly kills you and I don’t want to lose such a talented, beautiful, kind, and amazing person. I don’t want you to lose yourself because of a few words that someone has said to you because I’ve been there and you feel absolutely hopeless but love, try your hardest to escape this darkness and look for the light. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be upset but it’s never okay to suffer in silence. Talk to someone love, talk to me, I’m right here. Ending things is not worth it babes I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and how you’ve stayed so strong through everything that’s happened to you. You deserve to feel loved and cared for. This is a safe place angel, I love you more than words can describe. You honestly deserve the world gorgeous you’re more than enough I promise. Don’t beat yourself up over your regrets and past mistakes because everyday is a new day. Don’t let your intrusive thoughts get to you, you are worthy, you are NOT useless, you are NOT ugly, you are NOT fat or too skinny, you are NOT unwanted, you are NOT a problem, you are NOT annoying, you are NOT dumb, I’m so glad that YOU exist and that you are here on the faces of this earth. Don’t give up on life just because you think it is for the best, it’s not trust me. Don’t spend your life wishing you were someone else because YOU, YES YOU are one in a million, you are worth more than any type of currency in this world. I need you to keep going in life and don’t give up, for me, please promise me :). I wish I could hug you right now and tell you that it is going to be okay, I would much rather have you ranting to me for hours than losing you, you’re the most precious person in the world, I need you to believe me. Your feelings, opinions, and thoughts are all valid my angel. Don’t be afraid to use your voice and stand up for yourself. You know you have some great music taste, right? Music helps you get through anything, am I right? You relate to those lyrics, don’t you? That’s okay beautiful, you will always be worth it. Your smile brightens my day instantly love, I hope you know that. You are not a burden, I love you forever. I’m so sorry that no one has noticed that you cry yourself to sleep each night, I’m so sorry that no one hears you, I’m so sorry that you’ve lost yourself because of everyone around you. I hate to see you so hurt and broken, I wish I could take that pain away from you. Take a deep breath, you're doing so well. Drink some water and eat my angel, take care of yourself and your mental health. I want you to know: I love your smile I love your laugh I love your hair I love your eyes I love your nose I love your lips I love your flaws I love your insecurities I love your body the way it is I love your kind heart I love how beautiful you are I love you on your sad days I love you on your happy days I love your scars I love how you care about others so much I love your style I love your voice I love you when you cry I love you when you feel like no one does I love your facial features I love how unique you are I love your music taste I love your personality I love how you’ve kept on fighting I love how brave and strong you are I love how perfect you are I love your humour I love you when you dance I love you when you sing I love you when you feel hopeless I love you when you feel depressed I love you when you like like the whole weight of the world is on your shoulders I love you when you feel happy I love you when you feel sad I love you when you feel like no one cares about you I love your failures I love your accomplishments I love your gratitude I love you when you overthink I love you when you try new things I love you when you feel like your a burden I love you when you feel worthless I love you when you feel alone I love you when you have anxiety I love you when you feel like to can’t talk to anyone about your feelings I love everything you do I love you when life becomes too much for you I love you everyday I love you forever I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you. If you’ve read this whole message I hope you have an amazing rest of your day/night. You deserve everything in this whole entire world, now wipe away those tears and smile for me babes. I love you, please hold on for me and don’t leave this world. You are more than enough love. You can read this message anytime. I genuinely mean every single word in this message. You're amazing. Sending you virtual hugs
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when your crying i love you when you feel tired i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped) Show less
I've been going through a lot lately, my girlfriend broke up with me, my grandma died yesterday morning and I just found out that my friend died in a car accident this morning. I feel my heart hurt more every second, my eyes hurt from crying so much, I just want to disappear.
For me its weakness ive grew up on it for the last 8 yrs of my life and im only 14 i remeber every time I would cry my step dad and mom wouldn't want anything to do with me my mom always told me if you cry im gonna give you a real reason to cry so every time I cry i remeber that phrase and now its so hard to cry bc my brain replays that in my head 24/7..........
I cried myself to sleep with this, I really am done with this pity that I'm a good kid and human being. Thank you for this, helped with the weight on my chest when I felt left out on my own cousins birthday party sleepover.
The start of the first song made me remember the feeling of watching my friend slowly start to leave me, and knowing the fact that now both of us are just strangers with memories.
To anyone who needs to hear this I am proud of you I am proud you got out of bed I am proud you woke up I am proud you are here I am proud you got out today I am proud you stayed home today I am proud you are trying I am proud of you I love your I love your smile I love your thoughts I love your creativity I love your face I love your face shape I love your body I love your heart I love your hobbies I love your hair I love your eyes I love how you express yourself I love your bravery I love your voice I love you I hope I hope you get what you need I hope you find love I hope you are safe I hope you have a good day I hope you have a good night I hope you make friends I hope you have a safe spot I hope you have someone to trust in I hope you find what you are looking for I hope you get the help you need I hope you feel better today or soon I hope you get better I hope you realize you matter I hope you realize you care I hope you find all of those It doesn't matter It doesn't matter your face shape It doesn't matter your weight It doesn't matter your body type It doesn't matter your height It doesn't matter where you come from It doesn't matter that you have a birthmark It doesn't matter you are sick It doesn't matter you feel alone It doesn't matter if you have acne It doesn't matter if you don't have bravery It doesn't matter if you have family issues It doesn't matter if you are "different" It doesn't matter, you deserve love,respect, happiness,kindness,peace,help. I know i Maybe a person on the Internet that you don't know. But i care and love you. And if i could help you when you fall or help you when you need it i would. And if you wish that you wanted to be the "perfect" body then guess what. There is no "perfect" body. All bodies are ment to be different. It what makes you special and unique. It what makes you you. No mater anything. You deserve happiness,love, respect, kindness and basic human respect. You matter and will always matter. I hope you get the help you need and i hope you feel better soon. I love you forever and ever.
Whatever you're thinking about, don't suicide. It's never the answer, I don't normally open up but this summer, I have made an attempt. I made letters for me loved ones but at the very last second, my parents found out. I regretted what I tried to do, I got the help I needed, spent more time with friends and family went outside more, focused more on my personal life. That's how I got better, visit a psychiatrist, they really do help.
Wer auch immer das liest ich bin stolz auf dich nicht weil du lebst sondern weil du es bis jetzt geschafft hast zu überleben es ist dir jetzt zwar noch nicht klar aber da draußen ist ein mensch der dich akzeptieren wird wie du bist ❤
Whoever reads this, I'm proud of you not because you're alive, but because you've managed to survive so far. It may not be clear to you yet, but there's a person out there who(is for you or for you) is basically the transition of this one here.
To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon! If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen! Bad times always pass eventually, even when it seems they will never go away, it will get better. Life has ups and downs, maybe right now feels like a forever down but it i will go back up again, just keep on living and you'll go back up eventually, it'll be okay :) You are so strong and I know you can get through this! I believe in you, I believe in you even when you don't believe in yourself, _you_ are so strong and resilient, you have withstood so much, I'm so proud of you! Keep going! You are so special and unique and beautiful, don't forget that
i just want one time. once where i dont have to open my heart and then be betrayed. everyone leaves. my mom says she wishes she never adopted me. yells at me for crying. why can’t i just have a mother that cares without lashing out on me for trying to hug her? so now hugging her is “harassment”. im sorry i never knew you perceived my love like this. yeah she’s said it before but this time it hurt like a knife being struck in my stomach. a gun being shot by the person you trusted. your own mother. my dad was being so mean to her so i yelled at him. i ruined relationships and everything for her. the family ignores us. i did it for her. i love my mom. but to be a disappointment hurts. it hurts. shes so lucky she didnt find her daughter dead yesterday. shes so lucky it didnt work. i just want one time where someone doesn’t leave. ive been betrayed so many times. my biological mother keeps leaving. no one takes my feelings into account. instead im supposed to have their same opinion. i was doing so good. i dont know how im supposed to recover. maybe when i finally run away. all i want is a mother who cares. all i want is to not be lied to. its hard to trust anyone. even my friends. it fucking hurts. because i dont want to be weak by breaking down. but this fucking hurts. all of it. sorry for trauma dumping. good playlist. maybe in another life can i be happy without being hurt.
Crying will never, ever, ever render you weak. You are unbelievably strong for getting through this. I can't even voice just how proud I am of you. I can't promise better days. I can't fix anything for you. But I do want you to know that you are a beautiful person worth protecting. It's not your fault that your parents fail to see that: that which is so blatantly obvious. As someone who also felt the yearning of death and almost achieved it on multiple accounts, I understand, but I'll never truly know what you feel. Just be aware that you aren't alone; never ever. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. You're amazing, unique, and worth it. I know it's hard, but please keep pushing on. I believe in a happy life belonging to you; your future.
There's nothing wrong with your eyes. There's nothing wrong with your nose There's nothing wrong with your height There's nothing wrong with your skin There's nothing wrong with your mouth There's nothing wrong with your hair There's nothing wrong with your face There's nothing wrong with your body There's nothing wrong with your hands There's nothing wrong with your fingers There's nothing wrong with your teeth There's nothing wrong with YOU you are perfect. I am so proud of you:) You made it this far. You are amazing:) Don't give up. NEVER GIVE UP you're pretty You're precious Don't need to be insecure abt your face. You are so beautiful
if you understand this im so sorry they yell, they smoke, they say they will get help but they dont, they make you take care of your younger siblings, you were the mom/father, you never felt loved, you were neglected, you were around smoke, you became some one deferent, you became over protective of your siblings, you are scared to trust people, you are scared to lose people, you overthink, you stress over small things, you stay up late, you became depressed, you loses yourself. dear reader i was not trying to call some one out other thin myself🤕i came from a broken home i had my mother leave me and my half brother when we were young i became the mom at 7 i moved out and in with my aunt i would stress over small things thats when i started over thinking i would have nightmares about my step father coming and taking me and my brother away i keep my mouth shut about them i started cutting bc of all of the things i stooped but i still have the ureg to do it to this day. im still healing🤕 to this day im trying to get help but time to time i get worry about my lil brother i was under protected and now im over portative.
i needed this playlist so bad…i don’t typically vent but i’m really upset atm because i’ve been hardcore crushing on this guy for like forever and i’ve always been too nervous to confess or ask him out, and hoco is this week and i have no date..but the guy i like switched to online so i’ll probably never see him again.. update: i confessed to him but he has a gf so :/ another update: i moved on and have been with the sweetest boy for 2 months now. it was a rough start but everything’s better now :)
Its really sad how many people are going through depression right now as im typing this.....peoples family members are dying...breakups...life...parent issues, loneliness, insecurity, suicides, breakdowns, broken hearts, bullying, and more. Whoever is reading this, i hope u have an amazing day/life and don't klll u self its not worth it because who knows how many people need u if not now in the future, u are an amazing person Forget what other people say, the only reason people say that is because they have problems at home aswell.. If someone passed away don't be sad they will always be there in ur heart... I bet they are proud of you snd hate to see u cry. And for the people who have been broken up with.. theres other fish in the sea I know it hurts but it gets better eventually and u will find someone who actually loves u later on. I love you. I hope you get better... ❤
vent/// (sorry for bad grammar i was crying lol) i wasted all year loving him finding out he loved finally believe him when he said he would never leave me just for him to leave. just like everyone else in my life. it just that HIM leave hurt a lot more, why of all people him. hes the only one i want, the only one i need. i have no reason too keep going now. and god i feel so bad saying that bc its not his fult im like this. he didn’t ask for me to relay on him so much. but i cant help it. i love him, to pluto and back. i will, always and forever.
Anytime I try to get support/help Im shut down with "everybody's struggling" or theres "nothing" that can be done, then when my problems spiral I still get blamed.
i feel so drained, i don’t wanna get up, i don’t have the energy to do anything all i wanna do is lay down, i just wanna sleep all day but when i get up i still feel tired.
Since 7th grade summer school I met a girl and we soon become friends then eventually started dating her in secret out of fear my parents would get mad and force me to ghost her like what you had to do with that boy. 2 years and 2 months later I finally tell my mom and she was actually supportive which I found funny but just another 2 months later my now ex left me. Its been 3 weeks since she left now and I feel so devastated and sad. I'm halfway through my sophomore year now and my mom wants to meet her and I have no idea how to tell that we already broke up. Every time a friend or parent ask how is me and her I always say "We're doing fine". Sorry for rambling to you I just find it somewhat close to my story. I hope you feel better and while I don't know you I love you and Its gonna be okay.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
I never tried to vent before but I feel like I should. . . . Vent: School had just started back up again from Thanksgiving break. It was the first day back and the day was going as normal. Right before 3rd period, I have gotten told by one of my friends that my other friend had off'd himself (committed suicide) over the break. (For anyone who's curious of how, he sh0t himself) I thought it wasn't true, til I got to class, and when the teacher was doing attendance, me and the table I was sitting at noticed the teacher didn't call his name. That told us that he really was gone.. And we weren't gonna see him ever again..
In some days we are more sensitive, is alright, don't worry, just breathe and remember I, like everyone in this chat and the people close to you, care about you!
I just found out what a "toxic but loving household". I bursted into tears. I feel as though Ive never had a person that really just wants to be there for me. Not my friends or my family has made me feel like Im okay to be real, rude, nice, funny, gross. I hate it. I just want to be. If I hear that Im selfish one more time, Im going to scream. So what if I am? Why cant I be selfish? Why does everyone around me get to be but I cant? Im constantly apologizing, being polite, being appreciative, being the leftover perfect daughter that I was for so long that I just want to spend all the money I have to conpletely change everything about me. I cant stand the sight of my face. It reminds me of so many people. So many that have hurt me and never gave a care to look at me in the eyes and say "tough shit" besides my parents. My parents didnt even say thank you to me until I asked. They just expected me to be the house maid, the babysitter, the achiever, the future matriarch of the family, the future head. I cant take this pressure anymore. I just cant. Im glad I didnt take my meds so I could feel these emotions. I feel so relieved. I couldnt let anyone know about this. Even though I know they would listen, they wouldnt truly understand, sympathize, empathize with me. Everything was handed to me but, I feel as though I have debt to repay for all the things given to me. To ahow that Im not ungrateful. To show that Im not selfish. To show that I am capable of loving again. I am kind. I am a good person. I just dont know if I let myself get hurt or if all this pain was inevitable. I love them all, but I resent them for what they made me into. Im thankful to have them in my life, but I just wonder what would happen if none of them were there. Would I be crying here? Or would I be somewhere else? Ive calmed down a bit now. Man, that felt good. I dont usually vent so it all just came pouring out of me. I wish I could do that to my friends. I just dont know if I can or if Im allowed. Anyway, if you read all the way to the end, thanks. Sorry for all the gramatical errors. Have good day/night/evening/morning!
you can vent to me :) love your face because it's a combination of thousands of people who have fallen in love over the generations. your situation is temporary and you WILL escape, theres a whole world out there and a place in it for you
i just feel like every friendship, or relationship I get into, I ruin the other person. Lately I have been struggling with sh and ever since I lost my bestfriend, I've felt so fucking empty. I'm in a relationship and I love him so fucking much and last night was probably the worst night of my life, I found out something devastating. This year was supposed to be a fresh start for me. No sh, no drinking, no nothing. Last year I suffered a lot of bullying and I had so many attempts that I lost track. When I listened to this playlist I broke down sobbing, it just filled me with so many memories of my times with my bestfriend and my bf. These songs just brought so much comfort yet so so much regret. I just feel like a terrible person :(
Well ig im here- Since i expressed to my mom how i felt and she just ranted about herself and my grades without being at least a little sympathetic she just smiled and so did my dad. They enjoy getting there frustrations out on me.
"I'm done." is exactly the way iv'e been feeling lately, i feel tired all of the time, i constantly get bullied by my younger sister because i'm shorter than her even tho i'm older. shes also stronger than me because shes been going to a martial arts class (i chose to do violin instead) shes always hitting me really hard, and when i tell her it hurts then she just says that i'm being weak and that she didn't even hit me that hard. one time she even bruised my arm when she punched me on purpose and when i told her she didn't even care...and my mom barely does anything about it. as for my older sister she's always like out to get me, there was this one time when i said to one of my other little sisters (i have 7 sisters and 2 brothers btw) "duh" literally that's all i said to her and my big sister just blew up about and we had a whole fight about it. then she started saying stuff like "oh i don't want to hear people talking rude to my sisters. and if someone talked rude to you i would get angry at them too." but that is totally not true because when ever my little sister is bullying me all she does is laugh. and one time she said that my laugh was "spiteful" and that i shouldn't laugh like that when thats literally just the way i laugh, so she was basically telling me i just shouldn't laugh anymore...she said this infront of my mom and she didn't even say anything. sometimes i think of just running away, and sometimes i even think of just killing myself. i hate myself and my body, and the worst part about it is that they still act like were friends. they're like toxic friends that i have to live with, iv'e also been homeschooled my whole life so i literally can't escape from them (plus i have to share a room with my older sister) i have had depression for a long time aswell as social anxiety yet my mom keeps forcing me to talk to people even when i tell her that i have that. and sometimes when i'm at partys that my mom makes me go to i sometimes feel like throwing up because of being surrounded by so much people, it makes me sick and insecure to be around so many people so i try to avoid as many social things as possible. i also have claustrophobia...often i would cry because of my siblings and my mom. i also have anger issues so whenever my sisters are being rude to me i yell at them, but then they say stuff like "why are you always so hostile?" or "chill it was just a joke" and then i feel guilty for even getting angry in the first place despite the fact that when they say these things i get even more angry. and since i'm homeschooled and have social anxiety then i don't have any friends except the ones that my mom forces me to be friends with so i don't even have anyone to vent to.... well to anyone who read this, thank you. sometimes it feels like the only place i can ever exspress myself is here, where i can relate to people with similar issues. so good luck to anyone who has similar or worse lives than me and great job for holding on this long, you are so strong and i'm so proud of you! i love you so much and i hope for you to have a better life in the future. good bye!
you can vent to me :) i know homeschooling can feel so draining, but i promise you everything is temporary. things will get better and you will escape everything that's weighing you down, if it's toxic family or social anxiety. there's a whole world out there and a place for you in it
It kills me how I have to act like everything is okay. One of my best friends are talking to my ex and I have to act like it's okay. She knows I miss him but continues to talk to him. It breaks me even more knowing that no matter what happens, I'm going to end up hurt one way or another. No really knows what I feel, and to be honest I don't know what I feel either. I try to make the best happen but I just can't shake the odd feeling that I have. Its like I force myself to feel okay but after being alone, I realize how sad I am. Its weird...
days go by and i wonder where the time went. seems like just yesterday i was climbing trees and riding bikes with my many friends. Now, i sit working myself to the bone for school, clinging to people who couldn’t care less about me. I’m tired, i believe they know i am, but they don’t say anything.
For a while I thought I felt sad, now I don’t know how to feel. Things aren’t bad, nor are they great. I’m just here, in my room, listening to songs, playing games, wasting time. I want to grow up to be more free, but want to be a kid again to get those feeling I never feel anymore. I know I’m not alone, but sometimes I want to be. I have friends, but our relationship with each other is complicated. I feel so bored. The same loop over and over. Wake up, go to school, have a bit of fun, go home, waste time, go to bed, and repeat. I know when I get old the loop will be the same but with work. The only way I look at it, is school give me knowledge, but a job gets me money to fuel my interests. I can buy cars. Travel wherever I want to. But in the end of the day, I think the only thing I really want is “her”. I’m not sure who “she” is, but I just want someone to care for. Someone to call mine. Someone to protect. I stay up late thinking about all of this, knowing that I’ll need to work hard, I’ll need to really try. I need to be successful to have a family. Anyone who ends up standing in my path, I’ll have to ignore, or push to the side. I’ll use my gut, and my brain. But in the end, I’m just young. My brain is corrupted by the horrible internet, and the new generation of life. You get ideas and thoughts programmed into your brain. When all I want is to have “her”, and only “her”. That’s all I need. Everything in between is just the journey to get “her”. I know this is a lot to read for a CZcams comment, but thank you if you read this. These are the feelings no one knows about me.
@@Silentghost123 Hey, I totally understand what you're going through. Sometimes, things just don't work out between two people, and that can be tough. But here's the thing, if it's meant to be, it will happen naturally. Also I'm really sorry to hear about your girlfriend. I don't know what happened between you two, but I believe you deserve someone who makes you happy and appreciates you for who you are. It's okay to feel broken, and it's okay to cry because it can cleanse your heart :) Take your time to heal. Sending you virtual hugs 💕
---Vent--- TW: problably violence (not rly sure), bad english. Well, recently, me, my mom and my siblings got through something rough, atleast to me. My "father" was realy abusive, he used to punch my mom and my older brother, while me and my brother (middle sibling) only listened to it. my whole family desenvoleped trauma in this time (it all started when i was like 6, maybe 9 years ago, not sure.). My mom was strong enough to call the police, even tho my dad ins't in jail, he can't go near us so it's okay ig, now we are okay, but this was dificult to stand. i'm usually very confortable to venting online, cuz yk, strangers.. but i hope you've read this all, and if your going through the same, fell free to vent, we are all here to listen, bye..
I feel you fr although my dad was never a part of my life my mom hit me and my older brothers and used to get drunk alot so i hope you recover from your experiences
I'm sorry y'all went through that.. my father would sometimes hit my mom when he was frustrated or angry. I saw it with my own two eyes when I was 7. At the time, I didn't understand what was happening but now that I'm older, that memory sticks with me all the time. But my dad was the only parent who really gave me the best memories. My mom was there for me, sure but, my dad was mainly there too. But I feel guilty all the time for loving him. I feel guilty that I didn't help my mom that day. I feel as if it was my fault.
im a 12 year old who tried to oof themselves over 10 times in the past few months. my friends are fake, my parent is always shoving things onto me forcing me to be the eldest, when my 18 year old sister sleeps all day. i get up at 4 everymorning, I'm basically the parent. (yes, there is more)
You can do this, I believe in you. You are very brave, you are not alone, no matter how much you think you are. Even though we probably have never met in real life, I will be by your side along the way. I will be cheering you on, one day you will look back and realize how far you’ve come. Don’t give up just yet
Stupid vent. (confirmation; I'm 13 and entering the 8th grade this year.) I'm very stressed. I want to go to an acting school and become an actor but I do not have any acting training of any kind. The school for the theatre classes requires so much including experience and I have nothing to give, I try my best when I'm alone thinking it's good but I know if I ever did this with a real acting company they would never pick me. I've been watching videos and tutorials for months now trying to get myself in this view but I simply cannot manage. The school also allows creative writing which I'm good at but I don't want to become a writer. I feel selfish knowing I have the talent to write stories that’ll pique people's interest but that isn't what I want for myself. I want to be a famous actor and be in all sorts of movies from romance to murder mysteries. I've been crying about the situation for days as I don't know what to do, I hate having to struggle with the option of picking and It will hurt so much worse when I don't get accepted into my desired high school. I'm starting the 8th grade in 5 days and I only have a week until we will be applying. I'm tired and stressed.
It’ll be okay..I promise..just don’t stress..if you don’t get it then there will be more chances! I promise you’ll get that dream! You’ll do great…you’ve got a good goal/dream, I believe you can reach that goal
It's going to be okay, I so understand how you feel! I've changed my career path so many times now and I'm a junior in college. At first, I was deadset that I was going to be an artist after thinking about it for a while. However, I've backed out of the idea once I realized how competitive the art world is; I wanted to be able to provide for myself and continue doing art as hobby, just doing simple commissions and having fun with it. For you, you may really want to become an actor but maybe you have to start somewhere else first and work your way up. There are many different opportunities for you in this career field! You could totally be an actor, but you could also be the person who writes the storyline/script for a movie or short film or even be a director for a film that you wrote entirely yourself- plus also be one of the actors in the film that you write! I know I'm mainly just listing writing jobs rn since you've mentioned it, but try and research about the different types of career paths in the acting world (entertainment field? not exactly sure what category it is). It's stressful, but you'll figure it out. You have time to figure it out! You got this
There are lots of actors who never went to school. Lots of famous actors, who only learnt acting way later in life. If this is something you really want to do, if it's something you're willing to commit to, then give it your absolute all. What's their to lose? If you don't get in then you can try again. Or find a different ways. Your dreams amd goals don't have to follow one straight path. If this is what you want, then find a way. Find opportunities. Learn, grow, experience, research, ask, talk, etc etc. With or without the school. Don't give up. I hope you achieve your dream.
To all the people watching this video who can't cry anymore/cry to this. Just remember, i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you’re excited i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions Now you can cry.
So, looks like it's time to vent. I'm nearly 19yo, I'm a girl and I absolutely hate myself. I have suicidal thoughts and my addiction to self harm just came back. I feel ugly, because I have acne, I feel powerless. I want to meet love of my life because now, I feel like my life has absolutely no point. I have anxiety, anorexia and depression. I'm scared that nothing good in life is waiting for me
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. I know its stupid and you've probably seen this more times than you can count, but please, listen to it. good things are going to come into your life, whether people, animals or experiences. you've just got to keep going. life is like a really, really hard video game. if you ever feel like quitting, just think about how you’ll feel once you've finished it. to think back on the accomplishments and memories once you've grown up. I hope this reaches you in someway
I’m you but way younger. I feel your pain. Let me just tell you however, the pain won’t just stop. You don’t need the love of your life to magically appear. You need to find self love, and that’s definitely hard while you self harm, but try ways to quit. When your in this situation you really need to just try your hardest. Some tipspspsps: NEVER EVER vent to someone you know and don’t trust. It WILL make it worse. When you feel the need to self harm, put ice in your hand or glue in where you usually do it or tape. It makes ur brain focus on that instead of self harm. For suicidal thoughts, every time you get one (constantly I know,) remind yourself that your 19! There’s still so much to live for and you’re barely an adult. Anorexia tip tip tip. This one’s hard. After everytime you eat, do something good for yourself! (Something you enjoy that’s not bad) like hanging out with friends etc. it’s your way of being proud of YOURSELF. Also, lock that scale up! Never EVER weigh yourself unless it’s for medical reasons. And everytime you feel guilty for eating something, tell yourself YOU deserve it :) I also have acne and feel ugly. I can’t pump you up on this one because I really don’t know how to help. I’m really REALLY stuck at this one. For anxiety, all I’m gonna say is when you feel anxious DONT CUT!! It only gives you more stress which resolves to MORE CUTTING!!! For feeling empty and scared of the future, all I’m gonna say is that, when you feel this way go out and do something! Go bowling, arcades, friends or even meet some new ones! Also a tip for all of these, GET A DOG 🦭🦭🦭 They always help
To everyone reading this remember please ❤ - your not alone I swear - drink water and eat - find things that make you happy and do them! - always find someone to talk to it will make you feel so so much better ❤ Remember I love you and there are so many other people who do too so live , breathe , and enjoy life while you can 💕🫶🏻 Have an amazing day I hope this helps ❤😊
Sometimes i feel like it might be better to just end it all now. Maybe i would stop being such a bother to others. I dont want to be alive. not anymore. I want to know what it feels like to be dead. What it feels like to finally do good for once. But theres only way way to know, right?
I know exactly how you feel, but I urge you to ponder: have we truly lived yet? Sure, our hearts may circulate blood and our lungs convert oxygen to carbon dioxide, but there's so much more to experience. So much more to strive for. Nobody truly knows how long we have. And, hey, I'm proud of you. For living. For trying. I know it's exhausting, exasperating, scary, and the like, but you've made it this far. You're so strong. You deserve all of the joy and comfort you can get. But it's a fight. One worth fighting. I believe in you. Take baby steps. The bare minimum is a wonderful accomplishment. Please take good care of yourself, because you're an amazing person. You're loved, valued, and unique. And you're responsible for you. The little kid you once were still lives on within you. We've all got to take care of little us, too. If not for you, do it for them. And everyone else around you who holds you dear. You're not alone. Live what life you have to the fullest. It's never too late.
I feel so guilty for my dearest friend forced to delete contacts with me and my other friend because of "cruel and violence" content I draw (I have my own AU). I know, I shouldn't feel guilty, it's not my fault. And I think I should just shut up my bad thoughts and accept that my friend maybe can't chatting with us no more. But she was so joyful and funny...
I hope your reading this because I love you. I don’t even know who you are but I love you a lot…These bad days won’t last forever…They never do even if they seem like they go on and on and on and on…I love you a lot. If you think no one loves you I do(and many others). Although it may not seem like anyone does We do love you..I Hope you are reading this.. I love you
I think its to late however if ur still alive suicide is not the right answer, things will get better and help is always avaliable. Please dont try suicide.
This playlist just hits hard making it feel like your heart is dropping and tbh it makes me feel better but also sad but its okay to be sad you might loose people but you will always get more people in life yes maybe they will leave to but if you think about them were they there for you in the sad times and the happy times or just happy...to who ever sees this i hope you are okay i know its hard but make sure to look after yourself you are loved if you feel like you arent here is my love for you ❤❤❤
its just a situationship but it leaves me wrecked mentally, its so hard to manage to eat regularly nowadays. i dont want to guess if they like me or not. i want to be me again and stop overthinking everything. it hurts so much because i know if i were born a boy they would treat me differently.
To anyone who feels like a failure or is scared, i just wanted to say: Everyone succeeds and fails. We all fail sometimes, sure, but that's normal; everyone makes mistakes. And that's ok. You're not a failure for trying, and even if you fail, you should not be afraid to try again. Failure doesn't determine the future. Don't listen to toxic people who hate you for no reason. You are special to a lot of other people. You have so much potential. And to every dark night, a brighter morning comes after. I know things are really hard sometimes, but you can make it because you are a real warrior.It's ok to cry. It's ok to be scared sometimes. Everyone is scared of something. And it's normal to be nervous about failing. If nobody cared about you, I wouldn't be here. It's ok to take some time and rest at some time. You're a great friend, and nobody hates you.I'm here for you. Everyone needs kindness sometimes. And even if you don't think anyone cares about you, I do! And I bet many others do. You are a great person! And if you ever need someone to talk to, I'll be here for you :) I believe in you, and many others do. Don't forget that. I hope you have a great day or night, and just know that you're not a failure. You're truly amazing. No matter what. Remember: You are unique and deserve to be loved, and if you need someone to vent to, I'll be here. I love you
To whoever's reading, I understand. I may not understand what you're feeling, what you've felt, who you've lost, or who you are, but I know what it's like to hurt. To hurt yourself. To wish for the end. I get it. Ending it isn't worth it; Even trying to isn't worth it. We're all hurting. Why make yourself hurt more? You don't deserve it. You deserve love. Peace. Happiness. How can you get that if you give up? I don't care what you've done. You're still: -Loved -Unique -Strong (You may not think so. But you made it this far, didn't you? I'm proud of you.) -Worth it -Valued -A friend You And you are amazing Never forget that. Even if you're convinced that nobody loves or values you, you're wrong. I love you. I'm proud of you. You're so strong. You've come so far. Just keep pushing. Eat something if you can. Try to drink some water. Get a nap if you need it. Take all the breaks you need. You're more than the work you exude. Your life is YOURS. Please keep living it. Show the world that you're better than the shit you've been thrown in. Earn that joy you truly deserve. Try your hardest. Just keep pushing. Vent in replies if you need to. I'm here to listen to, reply to, and support you. You got this! Own the day ahead of you! I love you, Kai he/him/his
@@nickyashh Everything is crumbling, love, I know it. But we're still here, aren't we? Please keep it that way. You have no idea how important you are. Not for serving others, fulfilling some sort of destiny, or anything like that; but for you to live. I may not know you, but I know you're unlike any other. I just want you to know that I'm so happy you're alive. Please keep fighting. You aren't alone.
im just so tired of everything, these last few months have been the worst months ive ever been through, the universe wont let me have any kind of break, beatdown after beatdown on my soul and mind, i keep thinking about suicide constantly, a final release from the slow burning fire that has been set on me, but if i kill myself i only give others my pain, my little brother would also probably be the first to find my dead body, that would scar him and ruin his life, so im fighting off the idea of suicide best i can, but im all alone, no one is around to truly vent to, the girl i love dosnt love me, it sucks but i do truly wish her the best, but it wont stop me from hurting, my pain just isnt stopping, my friends are the only thing that are really keeping me from just giving up, im just so damn tired though
I'm tired. I've been working hard until now, but I'm about to give up. People will not allow this. So I decided to put an end to these hard days on my own. Summer is almost over. Enjoying the last summer, I stop working hard. I am a 16 year old Japanese student. I send ale everyone who continues to live in this painful world. Good luck. Good bye.
No, don't go. You have so many things to do with your life. Who cares about people anyway? It'll get better. You deserve to live. You may think that this is absurd coming from someone you don't know, but take it as a sign that you shouldn't leave. Whoever you are, I'm trying my best too and I think that together, we can get better. I promise there will be people who love you and people who care. I care. Feel free to reply, ok?
Have you ever experienced the feeling that you live surrounded by people who always hurt you, but you can't do anything because they are your "family"?
Btw Ik it’s hard, just know there are others who feel the same as u and support u. Ik you haven’t found the right person (friend, lover, etc) but stay positive there’s always a kind person out there that will help or listen to you and just you when you’re upset or need help.
There is so much pain. The only option is to keep moving forward. Going through the pain yourself hurts. Seeing someone go through the same thing, just breaks you.
~°• Timestamps! + Lyrics! •°~ 0:01 - Apocalypse · Cigarettes After Sex Lyrics ----- You leapt from crumbling bridges Watching cityscapes turn to dust Filming helicopters crashing In the ocean from way above Got the music in you, baby Tell me why Got the music in you, baby Tell me why You've been locked in here forever And you just can't say goodbye Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers Wrapped in your arms You've been hiding them in hollowed out pianos Left in the dark Got the music in you, baby Tell me why Got the music in you, baby Tell me why You've been locked in here forever And you just can't say goodbye Your lips, my lips Apocalypse Your lips, my lips Apocalypse Go and sneak us through the rivers Flood is rising up on your knees Oh, please Come out and haunt me I know you want me Come out and haunt me Sharing all your secrets with each other Since you were kids Sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you Clutched in your fist Got the music in you, baby Tell me why Got the music in you, baby Tell me why You've been locked in here forever And you just can't say goodbye You've been locked in here forever And you just can't say goodbye Ooh, oh When you're all alone I'll reach for you When you're feelin' low I'll be there too 5:32 - Young · Vacations Lyrics ----- Another day goes by And where was I? Didn't think I'd still be here Just to make things clear What's the use? I'm not talking sense Call it a ruse On myself I wanted to go I wanted to say All things come to pass With time But I want everything now To be all mine You think it's all over Get up and try again You've got to act your age, darling Before you fall back in What's the use? I'm not talking sense Call it a ruse On myself I wanted to go I wanted to say All things come to pass With time But I want everything now To be all mine 9:42 - Tired · Beabadoobee Lyrics ----- You haven't been good for long Is it the sound of your own thoughts That always keeps you up at night? Maybe it's time to say goodbye 'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired You haven't felt right for days Is it the fact you never say What comes in your mind that day? Maybe it's time to shut away 'Cause I've never really felt okay 'Cause I've been eating less all day To give my brain some extra space to think 'Bout all the things to do to help Distract me from the rude of heart 13:26 - Ylang Ylang · FKJ (Has no lyrics) 17:44 - The Beach · The Neighborhood Lyrics ----- If I told you that I loved you Tell me, what would you say? If I told you that I hated you Would you go away? Now I need your help with everything that I do I don't want to lie, I've been relying on you Fallin' again, I need a pick-me-up I've been callin' you friend, I might need to give it up I'm sick and I'm tired too I can admit, I am not fireproof I feel it burning me I feel it burning you I hope I don't murder me I hope I don't burden you If I do, I do If I meet you in the middle maybe we could agree You make me feel little how you're looking at me And you can throw me shade, all it does is just cool me off First it just threw me off, now I'm just moving on Fallin' again, I need a pick-me-up I've been callin' you friend, I might need to give it up I'm sick and I'm tired too I can admit, I am not fireproof I feel it burning me I feel it burning you I hope I don't murder me I hope I don't burden you Swim with me I think I could see the beach I know what's underneath I need you here with me But we're out in the open Swim with me I think I could see the beach Just don't look underneath us I need you here with me but we're out in the open I'm sick and I'm tired too I can admit, I am not fireproof I feel it burning me I feel it burning you I hope I don't murder me I hope I don't burden you If I do, I do 22:00 - Bubble Gum · Clairo Lyrics ----- Sorry I didn't kiss you But it's obvious I wanted to Bubble gum down my throat and it's a curse But my luck couldn't get any worse 'Cause I swallowed the bubble gum Oh, and these seven years will be pretty dumb Pink flowers grow from my skin Pepto Bismol veins and I grin You look so nice in your shirt It's sad because it just hurts I'd do anything for you But would you do that for me, too? 'Cause I swallowed the bubble gum Oh, and these seven years will be pretty dumb Oh, pink flowers grow from my skin Oh, Pepto Bismol veins and I grin Oh Oh Oh 25:40 - Pastlives - Slushii & Sapientdream Lyrics ----- Past lives couldn't ever hold me down Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found I've got the strangest feeling This isn't our first time around Past lives couldn't ever come between us Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up Don't wake me I'm not dreaming Don't wake me I'm not dreaming Past lives couldn't ever hold me down Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found I've got the strangest feeling This isn't our first time around Past lives couldn't ever come between us Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up Don't wake me I'm not dreaming Don't wake me I'm not dreaming Past lives couldn't ever hold me down Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found I've got the strangest feeling This isn't our first time around Past lives couldn't ever come between us Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up Don't wake me I'm not dreaming Don't wake me I'm not dreaming 28:40 - Freaks · Surf Curse Lyrics ----- Don't kill me Just help me run away from everyone I need a place to stay Where I can cover up my face Don't cry I am just a freak! I am just a freak! I am just a freak! I am just a freak! My head is filled with parasites Black holes cover up my eyes I dream of you almost every night Hopefully, I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time! I won't wake up this time! I won't wake up this time! 31:36 - No Surprises · Radiohead Lyrics ----- A heart that's full up like a landfill A job that slowly kills you Bruises that won't heal You look so tired, unhappy Bring down the government They don't, they don't speak for us I'll take a quiet life A handshake of carbon monoxide And no alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises Silent, silent This is my final fit My final bellyache with No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises, please Such a pretty house And such a pretty garden No alarms and no surprises (get me out of here) No alarms and no surprises (get me out of here) No alarms and no surprises, please (get me out of here)
I really want this to end. I'm failing everything. It's not me anymore. Every night before sleeping i pray to God to never wake up but when i do, it feels hell. I can't do this anymore. I should be studying to get into college but i can't do literally anything.
The fact strangers care more about us then the people we know just hurts
Exactly
wym this video is litrly designed for people that relate to it.
@@ScarletSheldon-pr3iq exactly.
i hate that it's true🥲🥲
people here hella dumb smh@@JB2Rulz
For anyone who needs to hear this:
I love your hair or lack of
I love your forehead
I love your eyebrows or lack of
I love your eyelashes or lack of
I love your eyes
I love your ears
I love your nose
I love your cheeks
I love your mouth
I love your laugh
I love your teeth or lack of
I love your chin
I love your neck
I love your shoulders
I love your chest
I love your arms
I love your hands
I love your tummy
I love your hips
I love your thighs
I love your knees
I love your shins
I love your feet (not in that way.)
I love your moles/marks
I love your scars
I love your voice
I love what you do
I love your personality
I love you on your good days
I love you on your bad days
I love you when you when you wear makeup
I love you when you don’t wear makeup.
I love your skin
I love you when you’re sad
I love you when you’re mad
I love you when you’re happy
I love you when you hate me
I love you when you love me
I love you when you forget me
I’m proud of you for getting some sleep
I’m proud of you for trying to sleep
I’m proud of you for waking up
I’m proud of you for getting up
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth
I proud of you for tending toward your braces
I’m proud of you for doing your hair
I’m proud of you for washing your face
I’m proud of you for doing skin care
I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it)
I’m proud of you that you got out of your room
I’m proud of you for getting dressed
I’m proud of you TRYING to eat breakfast.
I’m proud of you for being clean
I’m proud of you for trying to be clean
I’m proud of you for being alive
I’m proud of you for being a good friend
I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend
I won’t judge you for your looks
I won’t judge you from your race
I won’t judge you for your life
I won’t judge you for your family
I won’t judge you for your past/childhood
I won’t judge you for your body
I won’t judge you for your tears
I wont judge you for your age
I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation
I wont judge you for your gender
I wont judge you for your money
I won’t judge you for where you come from
I won’t judge you for your language
You aren’t ugly
You aren’t too fat
You aren’t too skinny
You aren’t annoying
You aren’t mean
You aren’t evil
You aren’t crazy
You aren’t weird
You aren’t worthless
You aren’t scary
You aren’t selfish
You aren’t too feminine
You aren’t too masculine
You aren’t too young
You aren’t too old
You aren’t disgusting
You aren’t a doormat
You aren’t a toy
You aren’t a monster
You are beautiful
You are pretty
You are handsome
You are kind
You are cool
You are everything you want to be
You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes
I wont judge you for anything
Im so proud of you
I love you.
I am grateful for that comment.. no-one told me anything good about my scars.. thank you💚
I just want to tell you that you made me smile💚
Hope you're doing good 💚💚
Thank you
I'm grateful for your comment thank u❤️🩹
Hope you are doing well and enjoying your day
I wanna copy this so bad
genuinely, thank you... really needed someone to say this right now... :(
a wasted summer.
:)
Fr
Next summer I'm going to try to enjoy it better, discovered these nice songs to play during it too.
Fr
Well, now you have the chance to try and enjoy this one. Don't stress it, don't think about how much you're not enjoying it.. just go with the flow, take it easy. Even if you didn't do some amazing, fantastic thing that you're super proud of, it can still be worthwhile.
My parents arguing in the background make this even more special
Ah same happens here often, I hope you are doing well🫶
Awesome, I'm glad mine aren't right now tho. :/
ugh, same thing happens here often, i cant handle this anymore ist so frustrating, well what i want to tell you is that i understand how do you feel, and i hope the things get better soon for you
After awhile you will get used to it
Are you okay?
im a 10 year old girl, Yes. Im still young, and i already know what adults prevent theyre kids from knowing. ive been struggling with depression for the past 3 years now, and ive been experiencing physical abuse from my older brother. stay strong and keep away from things that let u down.
I believe in you y'know.. I'm young too.. 11-14, I don't know if it's depression or something else but it's been hard but just know, that I'm proud of you. Ps: love the jirachi pfp
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hope your doing better im 12-13 but if i say i get banned.
life sucks
i relasped recently from sh.
I’m sorry for you dear, but tell your parents about your brother or anyone? And for a 10 year old you seem mature. Take it as a compliment, many kids at this age are not really mature.
But still, you’re not alone🫶🏼, many people suffer from depression, but I feel bad for you because you’re dealing with it at such young age. Especially starting at 7 is a big hit, please never give up and face the light. Please talk to some one about your brother ❤️
I am an 11-12 yo girl and I have autism ADHD and have frequent meltdowns as well as depression. I feel ur pain
got me in my feels bruh
Frl
Fr man
Like all of us.
fr
real 😭 sleeping wit this on 🥱
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts.
When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
- Not mine, but pass it around guys
thx
I dont usually vent like this, but alot of shit has been going on. She left me and ive been sad, she made me so happy. But now all i do is hide my sadness and act like im fine.
You don't have to pretend. It's okay to not be okay. And it's okay to vent too. Hang in there
real.
puttign you in a slideshow
@@silenthills209
I'm a month late but *putting
Also what slideshow 🤨
It’s ok to be vulnerable find someone you can be vulnerable with wether it’s family a friend or even a pet could even be a stranger and just come to terms with your feelings so you can move on. Ik it will take time it’s rough when someone leaves you but hang in there keep your head up high and you’ve got this
tired of being sad. tired of being unhappy all the time. tired of not feeling good enough. tired of feeling like i dont try hard enough. tired of feeling trapped. tired of always annoying people. tired of making my family mad and upset. tired of struggling to sleep. tired of being alone. tired of not socialising. I feel empty and exhausted
I feel ya
" I dont want to hate you. "
*They say as they stare into the mirror*
" But I dont have a choice "
*Tears fall down while still staring*
" You are a Monster, I hate you "
*As time passes by they hear footsteps*
" Sweetie? Are you in there "
*The voice is blurred due to a door*
*They dry their tears and respond back*
" Yeah mom! Im just changing clothes "
*As they respond back their words stutter*
" Oh, Okay! get ready for school "
*They stand there in exhaustion, They think*
" School right.. I hope I can get through the day without crying "
The end of Chapter 1
Dawg
@@user-hk3br3wm8m im sorry for laughing at this
Dang what happened to you
Relatable hope your ok tho
@@nathanafton3494same
I feel weird.
It feels like i should be happy but I'm.. Not? Everything's going relatively well. I have my qpp, i have my friends, my friends are in happy relationships, I'm doing well in school, and i might score a good summer internship.
But it all just feels like a matter of time before it's gone.
I used to live almost on a schedule: live in one place for 2½-3 years, move, rinse repeat. Now that my father's retired and we've settled in one place so i can finish high school uninterrupted it's.. Weird. Really weird. I hit the 2½ year mark recently of living here. It doesn't sit with me right. I have ichy feet all the time, and feel like I'm just going to leave, i feel like I'm going through the motions of mentally preparing to ditch everything here, when i know logically I'm not going to. But.. Then it dawns on me that i *will* be here, and i almost hate it. It feels fake; temporary.
I'm just waiting for it to be ripped away from me at this rate.
I’m 18 in 2 weeks… I already know I’ll be back here, listening to these songs as an escape, if only for a moment, from the pain.
The pain that I have no real friends
The pain that I have no idea what the f”ck do do after school
The pain of sleepless nights studying while the thoughts of ending it all go through my head on repeat
What is the point really? I don’t even remember the last time I was happy, gave a genuine smile or told someone I was “doing good” and actually meant it. It’s so much easier to fake a smile than explain the pain you’re really in.
I’ve just spent 10 hours studying today, now my mum is creating drama for no reason, can she not see I’m struggling here???
An hour ago after she went to bed I stared at a wall for an hour, felt like I couldn’t breathe, while my eyes are dry because there are no tears left, the thoughts going through my head on how I’m a failure, how it’s not worth it to try anymore. I don’t think I can hang on much longer. It’s endless, the pain, the struggle.
Why would I continue this if all that will happen is go to university, work 9-5 until I’m old, and get what 5 years of retirement? And that’s meant to be the ideal way to live. Why would I want that?
I really think there is only one way to end this pain, and it’s not living that prescribed life I mentioned.
Happy birthday man, it should be around now right? I hope it's a good one and I'm sorry, even though that doesn't help you much
you are amazing and gorgeous. I am so proud of you. Even if you dont believe in God he is looking at you with so much love and pride, you have a purpose on this earth and God has a plan for you.
Your amazing become rich and live the life of your childhood dream like That Lamborghini poster you had as a kid buy it. Travel the world have the fun and create the reality that you dream of. You have to put yourself out there and you will make friends
Hi brother, I agree with you. Il like to keep my age private but ya... I agree...
I’m sorry for you, I hope you’re doing well now since you’ve wrote this 2 months ago. But still, you might be still suffering right now which I hope you’re not, other than that. Just never give up, think of how many others a struggling right now. So you’re not alone, maybe physically but not mentally. Now, maybe talk to your mother about things, about how you’re actually trying. Having no real friends is a dull feeling, but just know soon enough you might find the right ones. 🫶🏼
i miss my mom
go see her tell her you love her if shes with you in spirit that doesnt stop you from seeing her
she’s halfway across the world, plane trips are expensive and covid is making it harder
plus she isn’t the best person
@@shveta273aww I'm sorry if you need someone to talk to I'm here I understand family problems take some time to heal you got this I'm praying for you
The thing I hate is I can’t miss my mom or dad because for as long as I remember they’ve been abusive in there words and my dad has started yelling and getting physical and I don’t know what to do cause I have no evidence
I don't know how much energy and time is left before I disappear.
Real ong I think about it way to much lately I'm at my lowest rn and no one knows
@@cats_are_life_ It is hard to live with such an instability. Wherever you are I hope you can at some point ride those waves that rn force you under even if you can't see what kind of wave is coming next.
@@Depressionwave2338 ty for such kind words so sad that I felt like I could Tell someone I don't even know but can't tell people I "trust" I hope you are doing even a little better since ur comment was 5 months ago much love
☆Timestamps☆
0:00 - Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex
5:32 - Young - Vacations
9:42 - Tired - beabadoobee
13:26 - Ylang Ylang - FKJ
17:44 - The Beach - The Neighborhood
22:00 - Bubble Gum - Clairo
25:40 - Pastlives - Sapientdream
28:40 - Freaks - Surf Curse
31:36 - No Surprises - Radiohead
i’m pretty sure 1st one is cry by Cigs after sex no?
@@shveta273 It's not, I'm also searching the lyrics on Spotify and it's 100% Apocalypse
@@shveta273 its apocalypse :)
@@SleepyEstera and btw the song at 25:40 is called Pastlives by Sapientdream !
@@Quent-ir8kqthanks, I actually had a big problem with this one😭
I'm too fucked up to deserve him. He deserves a girl who hasn't done the things i have. He has more trauma that is worse, yet he is so much stronger than me. He makes me too happy, i feel like he's just trying to use me, but I can't get enough of him. He's so nerdy and I love it. I miss him every second we aren't texting.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
You're not alone on this. I understand your feeling
It’s insane. It’s fucking disappointing that at such a young age I wanted to commit scuicide. That at such a young age a young girl was watching her mother get verbally abused my her father. That at such a young age a teenager was ignored and pretty much disowned because he was trans. Why couldn’t she accept me? I accepted her when father divorced her. I accepted her when she got a new boyfriend. I accepted her… with all the changes she made to my life. But she can’t accept me this one time? I shouldn’t be getting into arguments literally everyday with her because ‘someone stole her Pepsi’ or ‘you told a sibling to shut up when they were screaming in your ear’. It’s fucking disappointing. What did I do? What did I do to deserve this shitty life. And yet while all of this is happening…she says I have no other reason to be upset other than I just ‘want to be’. And it’s not only with her. It happened with my best friend once.
Basically this one day in school she asked me to be her girlfriend I said yes. I was happy. I thought someone actually fucking loved me. I thought she loved me the way I loved her. But no. Not even a week later she broke up with me because she fell out of love. It was halfway through the school day and I just felt like crying. But I couldn’t. I was in public and I was known as the girl who always talked shit and backed it up. And yeah, I was. But that also meant I could show any weakness or I’d lose everything. No, I wasn’t popular because I was rich, or I was attractive, or even because I was just good at becoming friends with people. No! It was because I was bullied into being the one bitch who will beat a bitch ass. There was nothing else I could be. It was either that, or the one kid everyone makes fun of. And because of that I started doing sh during the summer of going into 5th grade and during 5th grade… it was just earlier this summer that I managed to stop and now look…I wanna do it all over again.
TL;DR
it’s such a shame that at such a young age I was scuicidal and watching my mother being verbally abused. I accepted her for everything she went through, but once it came to me being trans he pretty much disowned me. And it’s not even just with her. It happened with my best friend.
One day she asked me to be her girlfriend and I accepted. I finally felt like I was loved but not even a week later she broke up with me. I was heartbroken. I wanted to cry but I couldn’t in school because I was known as ‘that one girl who would beat a bitch ass’. And I was bullied into that position. And because of that I started doing sh in the 4th grade and only stopped earlier this summer but now I feel like starting again.
Love y’all😘
Hope y’all get over y’all struggles
NO ONE READING THAT MANDEM
@@rae_bae333 I made a tl;dr
Nobody accepts me for my gender. My "bff's" bully me. My parents are in a complicated situation.. I have 3 ppl that actually understand.
@@memes_galorekitty7252 if it makes you feel better now you can say you have 4
HELP "the girl who fights bitches" YOU'RE A JOKE
It hurts when u have to keep it all inside for your entire life untill one day u just cry your eyes out, but it hurts worse when u can't cry anymore.
I love that everyone in the comments are so ready to help each other. I hate how sad and tired everyone sounds.
I useally try to make a cheery message to attempt to make others smile. Not feeling it today. I feel like I'm not loved by anyone. Im always the one who puts in effort in conversations. I know some others wish i was never born. Sometimes i wish i was never born too.
On behalf of all the people you've made smile with your messages. I want to say thank you. You don't have to be cheery. Everyone has their struggles, including you I'm sure. It's okay to be no okay. Things will get better. And you don't have to put in effort for anyone who doesn't give you that same effort. Love comes to those that cherish their time amd energy. Good people will come. Love will come. Especially to someone who goes out of their way to make someone else smile. In the meantime, don't worry about what anyone else says or thinks. You're going to be okay. Just stay strong and keep your head held high.
God bless.
your gonna do fine think about the people you might be helping with your messages that most people wont really do
Do not ever think like that.
to anyone who reads this, i love you and wish you the happiest of new years ♡
Every time I listen to a playlist like this I get the strange question “what am I?”
Damn.
To anyone and everyone whos reading this
No matter what people think of you
No matter how many times you cried yourself to sleep
No matter how many scars you have on your body, your still as beautiful as ever❤. feel free to vent
*crying my eyes out*
I don't usually vent often but it's been hard acting like I'm "fine"... It's hard to breath, eat, sleep, talk I just can't do it I try over and over and over but it's the same result. I can't do anything right or the way it should be.
The fact that strangers care about more than anyone else i know, it just hurts.
It’s weird venting to a comment section but after all the things i have been going through, it just makes me feel..tired? Or just mentally unwell. I always keep a smile, and im one of the joyful kids in my classroom. But despite this, after going home, all that energy is just poof! Gone. And today is no exception, i have never cried from getting yelled at. But i do after they yell at me and im in my safe place. I have a fear that my childhood bestfriend will leave me, i always have that constant fear. If i did make her feel something to hate me, i will carefully choose my words. And make an apology just to keep our friendship intact. I read some of the comments and, im happy that some people still motivate people with depression or just not feeling themselves.
To whoever reads this, i hope tomorrow will be a bright day. Keep trying, all of us will still be with you till the end.
Dude, you explain my life easier then my family knows anything about me.
This comment reminds me of myself..
i have the same story.
Only difference is.
my childhood friend, my only friend already left me
@@xYukiL im feel so sorry for you. But i hope you find your true friend in the near future! We’ll be here to support you :DD
To whoever needs to hear this because I know I didn't hear it but I really needed it
I know you're upset, and I don't know why. But I wanna say that its gonna be okay, and I know it may not seem like it but really it is gonna be okay. I'm so so proud of you for pushing through each day even though you don't feel like it.. I'm always here to listen to you or just to be with you if you don't wanna talk. I love you. Keep going.
thank you
I may not know who you are but I just need you to know that I love you With my whole heart..
Your looks, personality, Face, Weight, Skin color, Your Eyes, Your hair, Even your interests means a whole lot to me.
These bad days aren’t going to last forever even if they seem like they keep going on and on forever like a loop it will get better…whether that be your way or the universe’s way the universe is weird and has strange ways of working.
I deeply and strongly care for you. if it seems like no one does..just remember I do.
Cutting yourself isn’t worth it
Killing yourself isn’t worth it
Degrading yourself isn’t worth it
Hold you head up, take some deep breaths, wipe your tears you’ll be just fine…I promise
You’ve got dreams don’t you? Well you got some good ones. You’ve gotta be around to get those dreams! And when you do I’ll be cheering you on and congratulating you…I may not be there physically but I’m still here…I strongly care..
I love you…I hope you have a Good night/Day/Evening…
And again, I love you, dear
I’m listening to this before therapy 😊
Seeing me back to those kind of playlists make me even sadder
I was f/cking for months bc of kpop, and now I'm back here
To whoever is reading this, I want you to know that you’re incredible, seriously you are. If you’re going through anything right now I’ll be by your side the whole way even if we haven’t met in real life because I care about you. You can’t go through shit on your own love, it slowly kills you and I don’t want to lose such a talented, beautiful, kind, and amazing person. I don’t want you to lose yourself because of a few words that someone has said to you because I’ve been there and you feel absolutely hopeless but love, try your hardest to escape this darkness and look for the light. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be upset but it’s never okay to suffer in silence. Talk to someone love, talk to me, I’m right here. Ending things is not worth it babes I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and how you’ve stayed so strong through everything that’s happened to you. You deserve to feel loved and cared for. This is a safe place angel, I love you more than words can describe. You honestly deserve the world gorgeous you’re more than enough I promise. Don’t beat yourself up over your regrets and past mistakes because everyday is a new day. Don’t let your intrusive thoughts get to you, you are worthy, you are NOT useless, you are NOT ugly, you are NOT fat or too skinny, you are NOT unwanted, you are NOT a problem, you are NOT annoying, you are NOT dumb, I’m so glad that YOU exist and that you are here on the faces of this earth. Don’t give up on life just because you think it is for the best, it’s not trust me. Don’t spend your life wishing you were someone else because YOU, YES YOU are one in a million, you are worth more than any type of currency in this world. I need you to keep going in life and don’t give up, for me, please promise me :). I wish I could hug you right now and tell you that it is going to be okay, I would much rather have you ranting to me for hours than losing you, you’re the most precious person in the world, I need you to believe me. Your feelings, opinions, and thoughts are all valid my angel. Don’t be afraid to use your voice and stand up for yourself. You know you have some great music taste, right? Music helps you get through anything, am I right? You relate to those lyrics, don’t you? That’s okay beautiful, you will always be worth it. Your smile brightens my day instantly love, I hope you know that. You are not a burden, I love you forever. I’m so sorry that no one has noticed that you cry yourself to sleep each night, I’m so sorry that no one hears you, I’m so sorry that you’ve lost yourself because of everyone around you. I hate to see you so hurt and broken, I wish I could take that pain away from you. Take a deep breath, you're doing so well. Drink some water and eat my angel, take care of yourself and your mental health. I want you to know:
I love your smile
I love your laugh
I love your hair
I love your eyes
I love your nose
I love your lips
I love your flaws
I love your insecurities
I love your body the way it is
I love your kind heart
I love how beautiful you are
I love you on your sad days
I love you on your happy days
I love your scars
I love how you care about others so much
I love your style
I love your voice
I love you when you cry
I love you when you feel like no one does
I love your facial features
I love how unique you are
I love your music taste
I love your personality
I love how you’ve kept on fighting
I love how brave and strong you are
I love how perfect you are
I love your humour
I love you when you dance
I love you when you sing
I love you when you feel hopeless
I love you when you feel depressed
I love you when you like like the whole weight of the world is on your shoulders
I love you when you feel happy
I love you when you feel sad
I love you when you feel like no one cares about you
I love your failures
I love your accomplishments
I love your gratitude
I love you when you overthink
I love you when you try new things
I love you when you feel like your a burden
I love you when you feel worthless
I love you when you feel alone
I love you when you have anxiety
I love you when you feel like to can’t talk to anyone about your feelings
I love everything you do
I love you when life becomes too much for you
I love you everyday
I love you forever
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If you’ve read this whole message I hope you have an amazing rest of your day/night. You deserve everything in this whole entire world, now wipe away those tears and smile for me babes. I love you, please hold on for me and don’t leave this world. You are more than enough love. You can read this message anytime. I genuinely mean every single word in this message. You're amazing. Sending you virtual hugs
You're amazing
thank you, been goin for a rough couple of days and really needed to hear this
this made me tear up and cry. I really needed to hear this. thank you so much.
i love that random strangers in the comment section shows more care for me than my friends do. ❤
thank you so much I really needed this
You are amazing person bless you
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when your crying
i love you when you feel tired
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped)
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Thanks man, I really needed this.
Thank you so much, I feel better now.
Ty…. I needed this.
I've been crying the past hour and I really needed to see this, even if it's from someone I don't even know.
Thank you❤
Thank you dude, you made my day
I've been going through a lot lately, my girlfriend broke up with me, my grandma died yesterday morning and I just found out that my friend died in a car accident this morning. I feel my heart hurt more every second, my eyes hurt from crying so much, I just want to disappear.
It'll get better your grandma and friend are still watching you from above and there still in your heart trying to heal it
For people like me out there
Crying isnt a sign of weakness its a sign that You've been strong for to long
For me its weakness ive grew up on it for the last 8 yrs of my life and im only 14 i remeber every time I would cry my step dad and mom wouldn't want anything to do with me my mom always told me if you cry im gonna give you a real reason to cry so every time I cry i remeber that phrase and now its so hard to cry bc my brain replays that in my head 24/7..........
I cried myself to sleep with this, I really am done with this pity that I'm a good kid and human being. Thank you for this, helped with the weight on my chest when I felt left out on my own cousins birthday party sleepover.
The start of the first song made me remember the feeling of watching my friend slowly start to leave me, and knowing the fact that now both of us are just strangers with memories.
To anyone who needs to hear this
I am proud of you
I am proud you got out of bed
I am proud you woke up
I am proud you are here
I am proud you got out today
I am proud you stayed home today
I am proud you are trying
I am proud of you
I love your
I love your smile
I love your thoughts
I love your creativity
I love your face
I love your face shape
I love your body
I love your heart
I love your hobbies
I love your hair
I love your eyes
I love how you express yourself
I love your bravery
I love your voice
I love you
I hope
I hope you get what you need
I hope you find love
I hope you are safe
I hope you have a good day
I hope you have a good night
I hope you make friends
I hope you have a safe spot
I hope you have someone to trust in
I hope you find what you are looking for
I hope you get the help you need
I hope you feel better today or soon
I hope you get better
I hope you realize you matter
I hope you realize you care
I hope you find all of those
It doesn't matter
It doesn't matter your face shape
It doesn't matter your weight
It doesn't matter your body type
It doesn't matter your height
It doesn't matter where you come from
It doesn't matter that you have a birthmark
It doesn't matter you are sick
It doesn't matter you feel alone
It doesn't matter if you have acne
It doesn't matter if you don't have bravery
It doesn't matter if you have family issues
It doesn't matter if you are "different"
It doesn't matter, you deserve love,respect, happiness,kindness,peace,help.
I know i Maybe a person on the Internet that you don't know. But i care and love you. And if i could help you when you fall or help you when you need it i would. And if you wish that you wanted to be the "perfect" body then guess what. There is no "perfect" body. All bodies are ment to be different. It what makes you special and unique. It what makes you you. No mater anything. You deserve happiness,love, respect, kindness and basic human respect. You matter and will always matter. I hope you get the help you need and i hope you feel better soon. I love you forever and ever.
If i have the chance, someday, i will
Whatever you're thinking about, don't suicide. It's never the answer, I don't normally open up but this summer, I have made an attempt. I made letters for me loved ones but at the very last second, my parents found out. I regretted what I tried to do, I got the help I needed, spent more time with friends and family went outside more, focused more on my personal life. That's how I got better, visit a psychiatrist, they really do help.
Today's the day 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Wer auch immer das liest ich bin stolz auf dich nicht weil du lebst sondern weil du es bis jetzt geschafft hast zu überleben es ist dir jetzt zwar noch nicht klar aber da draußen ist ein mensch der dich akzeptieren wird wie du bist ❤
Whoever reads this, I'm proud of you not because you're alive, but because you've managed to survive so far. It may not be clear to you yet, but there's a person out there who(is for you or for you) is basically the transition of this one here.
Danke!!
danke...
Reading it in my mother tong hits way different than all the other English comments
Dake dir
To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon!
If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen!
Bad times always pass eventually, even when it seems they will never go away, it will get better.
Life has ups and downs, maybe right now feels like a forever down but it i will go back up again, just keep on living and you'll go back up eventually, it'll be okay :)
You are so strong and I know you can get through this! I believe in you, I believe in you even when you don't believe in yourself, _you_ are so strong and resilient, you have withstood so much, I'm so proud of you! Keep going! You are so special and unique and beautiful, don't forget that
Yes I'm done too..btw good playlist
*hugs*
i would hug u so tightly if i could, but since i cant: 🫂❤
@@todayisharted aww ty
Internet hugs 🖤🩵🩷
I have never vented to anyone but literally my whole life is full of problems that I wouldn’t even know where to start…
please vent if you need to, im always open and here
i just want one time. once where i dont have to open my heart and then be betrayed. everyone leaves. my mom says she wishes she never adopted me. yells at me for crying. why can’t i just have a mother that cares without lashing out on me for trying to hug her? so now hugging her is “harassment”. im sorry i never knew you perceived my love like this. yeah she’s said it before but this time it hurt like a knife being struck in my stomach. a gun being shot by the person you trusted. your own mother. my dad was being so mean to her so i yelled at him. i ruined relationships and everything for her. the family ignores us. i did it for her. i love my mom. but to be a disappointment hurts. it hurts. shes so lucky she didnt find her daughter dead yesterday. shes so lucky it didnt work. i just want one time where someone doesn’t leave. ive been betrayed so many times. my biological mother keeps leaving. no one takes my feelings into account. instead im supposed to have their same opinion. i was doing so good. i dont know how im supposed to recover. maybe when i finally run away. all i want is a mother who cares. all i want is to not be lied to. its hard to trust anyone. even my friends. it fucking hurts. because i dont want to be weak by breaking down. but this fucking hurts. all of it. sorry for trauma dumping. good playlist. maybe in another life can i be happy without being hurt.
Crying will never, ever, ever render you weak. You are unbelievably strong for getting through this. I can't even voice just how proud I am of you. I can't promise better days. I can't fix anything for you. But I do want you to know that you are a beautiful person worth protecting. It's not your fault that your parents fail to see that: that which is so blatantly obvious. As someone who also felt the yearning of death and almost achieved it on multiple accounts, I understand, but I'll never truly know what you feel. Just be aware that you aren't alone; never ever. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. You're amazing, unique, and worth it. I know it's hard, but please keep pushing on. I believe in a happy life belonging to you; your future.
I'm so proud of you
The rare type of playlist I listened to entirely, but god do i love coming back to this over and over again
There's nothing wrong with your eyes.
There's nothing wrong with your nose
There's nothing wrong with your height
There's nothing wrong with your skin
There's nothing wrong with your mouth
There's nothing wrong with your hair
There's nothing wrong with your face
There's nothing wrong with your body
There's nothing wrong with your hands
There's nothing wrong with your fingers
There's nothing wrong with your teeth
There's nothing wrong with YOU
you are perfect.
I am so proud of you:)
You made it this far.
You are amazing:)
Don't give up.
NEVER GIVE UP
you're pretty
You're precious
Don't need to be insecure abt your face.
You are so beautiful
Thank u sweetheart ❤
if you understand this im so sorry
they yell, they smoke, they say they will get help but they dont, they make you take care of your younger siblings, you were the mom/father, you never felt loved, you were neglected, you were around smoke, you became some one deferent, you became over protective of your siblings, you are scared to trust people, you are scared to lose people, you overthink, you stress over small things, you stay up late, you became depressed, you loses yourself.
dear reader i was not trying to call some one out other thin myself🤕i came from a broken home i had my mother leave me and my half brother when we were young i became the mom at 7 i moved out and in with my aunt i would stress over small things thats when i started over thinking i would have nightmares about my step father coming and taking me and my brother away i keep my mouth shut about them i started cutting bc of all of the things i stooped but i still have the ureg to do it to this day. im still healing🤕 to this day im trying to get help but time to time i get worry about my lil brother i was under protected and now im over portative.
i needed this playlist so bad…i don’t typically vent but i’m really upset atm because i’ve been hardcore crushing on this guy for like forever and i’ve always been too nervous to confess or ask him out, and hoco is this week and i have no date..but the guy i like switched to online so i’ll probably never see him again..
update: i confessed to him but he has a gf so :/
another update: i moved on and have been with the sweetest boy for 2 months now. it was a rough start but everything’s better now :)
Its really sad how many people are going through depression right now as im typing this.....peoples family members are dying...breakups...life...parent issues, loneliness, insecurity, suicides, breakdowns, broken hearts, bullying, and more.
Whoever is reading this, i hope u have an amazing day/life and don't klll u self its not worth it because who knows how many people need u if not now in the future, u are an amazing person
Forget what other people say, the only reason people say that is because they have problems at home aswell.. If someone passed away don't be sad they will always be there in ur heart...
I bet they are proud of you snd hate to see u cry. And for the people who have been broken up with.. theres other fish in the sea
I know it hurts but it gets better eventually and u will find someone who actually loves u later on. I love you. I hope you get better... ❤
vent/// (sorry for bad grammar i was crying lol) i wasted all year loving him finding out he loved finally believe him when he said he would never leave me just for him to leave. just like everyone else in my life. it just that HIM leave hurt a lot more, why of all people him. hes the only one i want, the only one i need. i have no reason too keep going now. and god i feel so bad saying that bc its not his fult im like this. he didn’t ask for me to relay on him so much. but i cant help it. i love him, to pluto and back. i will, always and forever.
Anytime I try to get support/help Im shut down with "everybody's struggling" or theres "nothing" that can be done, then when my problems spiral I still get blamed.
i feel so drained, i don’t wanna get up, i don’t have the energy to do anything all i wanna do is lay down, i just wanna sleep all day but when i get up i still feel tired.
Well ig its my turn to vent
Since 7th grade summer school I met a girl and we soon become friends then eventually started dating her in secret out of fear my parents would get mad and force me to ghost her like what you had to do with that boy. 2 years and 2 months later I finally tell my mom and she was actually supportive which I found funny but just another 2 months later my now ex left me. Its been 3 weeks since she left now and I feel so devastated and sad. I'm halfway through my sophomore year now and my mom wants to meet her and I have no idea how to tell that we already broke up. Every time a friend or parent ask how is me and her I always say "We're doing fine". Sorry for rambling to you I just find it somewhat close to my story. I hope you feel better and while I don't know you I love you and Its gonna be okay.
I can't do this anymore, i feel so done.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
@@supravietuitoriblog547 thank you so so much :)
Yeahh...same
I never tried to vent before but I feel like I should.
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Vent:
School had just started back up again from Thanksgiving break. It was the first day back and the day was going as normal.
Right before 3rd period, I have gotten told by one of my friends that my other friend had off'd himself (committed suicide) over the break.
(For anyone who's curious of how, he sh0t himself)
I thought it wasn't true, til I got to class, and when the teacher was doing attendance, me and the table I was sitting at noticed the teacher didn't call his name.
That told us that he really was gone..
And we weren't gonna see him ever again..
IM SO SORRY, i hope you're doing okay now
idk why but i am having a sudden flood of emotion and it hurts
In some days we are more sensitive, is alright, don't worry, just breathe and remember I, like everyone in this chat and the people close to you, care about you!
Same idk why I've been crying for 2 hours now and my face is all swollen
I just found out what a "toxic but loving household". I bursted into tears. I feel as though Ive never had a person that really just wants to be there for me. Not my friends or my family has made me feel like Im okay to be real, rude, nice, funny, gross. I hate it. I just want to be. If I hear that Im selfish one more time, Im going to scream. So what if I am? Why cant I be selfish? Why does everyone around me get to be but I cant? Im constantly apologizing, being polite, being appreciative, being the leftover perfect daughter that I was for so long that I just want to spend all the money I have to conpletely change everything about me. I cant stand the sight of my face. It reminds me of so many people. So many that have hurt me and never gave a care to look at me in the eyes and say "tough shit" besides my parents. My parents didnt even say thank you to me until I asked. They just expected me to be the house maid, the babysitter, the achiever, the future matriarch of the family, the future head. I cant take this pressure anymore. I just cant. Im glad I didnt take my meds so I could feel these emotions. I feel so relieved. I couldnt let anyone know about this. Even though I know they would listen, they wouldnt truly understand, sympathize, empathize with me. Everything was handed to me but, I feel as though I have debt to repay for all the things given to me. To ahow that Im not ungrateful. To show that Im not selfish. To show that I am capable of loving again. I am kind. I am a good person. I just dont know if I let myself get hurt or if all this pain was inevitable. I love them all, but I resent them for what they made me into. Im thankful to have them in my life, but I just wonder what would happen if none of them were there. Would I be crying here? Or would I be somewhere else? Ive calmed down a bit now. Man, that felt good. I dont usually vent so it all just came pouring out of me. I wish I could do that to my friends. I just dont know if I can or if Im allowed. Anyway, if you read all the way to the end, thanks. Sorry for all the gramatical errors. Have good day/night/evening/morning!
you can vent to me :) love your face because it's a combination of thousands of people who have fallen in love over the generations. your situation is temporary and you WILL escape, theres a whole world out there and a place in it for you
I just wish my mom would care about me too and not make me feel this way 🤗.
i just feel like every friendship, or relationship I get into, I ruin the other person. Lately I have been struggling with sh and ever since I lost my bestfriend, I've felt so fucking empty. I'm in a relationship and I love him so fucking much and last night was probably the worst night of my life, I found out something devastating. This year was supposed to be a fresh start for me. No sh, no drinking, no nothing. Last year I suffered a lot of bullying and I had so many attempts that I lost track. When I listened to this playlist I broke down sobbing, it just filled me with so many memories of my times with my bestfriend and my bf. These songs just brought so much comfort yet so so much regret. I just feel like a terrible person :(
You are a good person, do not be sad, your friends love you 🙂
Well ig im here- Since i expressed to my mom how i felt and she just ranted about herself and my grades without being at least a little sympathetic she just smiled and so did my dad.
They enjoy getting there frustrations out on me.
"I'm done." is exactly the way iv'e been feeling lately, i feel tired all of the time, i constantly get bullied by my younger sister because i'm shorter than her even tho i'm older. shes also stronger than me because shes been going to a martial arts class
(i chose to do violin instead) shes always hitting me really hard, and when i tell her it hurts then she just says that i'm being weak and that she didn't even hit me that hard. one time she even bruised my arm when she punched me on purpose and when i told her she didn't even care...and my mom barely does anything about it. as for my older sister she's always like out to get me, there was this one time when i said to one of my other little sisters (i have 7 sisters and 2 brothers btw) "duh" literally that's all i said to her and my big sister just blew up about and we had a whole fight about it. then she started saying stuff like "oh i don't want to hear people talking rude to my sisters. and if someone talked rude to you i would get angry at them too." but that is totally not true because when ever my little sister is bullying me all she does is laugh. and one time she said that my laugh was "spiteful" and that i shouldn't laugh like that when thats literally just the way i laugh, so she was basically telling me i just shouldn't laugh anymore...she said this infront of my mom and she didn't even say anything. sometimes i think of just running away, and sometimes i even think of just killing myself. i hate myself and my body, and the worst part about it is that they still act like were friends. they're like toxic friends that i have to live with, iv'e also been homeschooled my whole life so i literally can't escape from them (plus i have to share a room with my older sister) i have had depression for a long time aswell as social anxiety yet my mom keeps forcing me to talk to people even when i tell her that i have that. and sometimes when i'm at partys that my mom makes me go to i sometimes feel like throwing up because of being surrounded by so much people, it makes me sick and insecure to be around so many people so i try to avoid as many social things as possible. i also have claustrophobia...often i would cry because of my siblings and my mom. i also have anger issues so whenever my sisters are being rude to me i yell at them, but then they say stuff like "why are you always so hostile?" or "chill it was just a joke" and then i feel guilty for even getting angry in the first place despite the fact that when they say these things i get even more angry. and since i'm homeschooled and have social anxiety then i don't have any friends except the ones that my mom forces me to be friends with so i don't even have anyone to vent to....
well to anyone who read this, thank you. sometimes it feels like the only place i can ever exspress myself is here, where i can relate to people with similar issues. so good luck to anyone who has similar or worse lives than me and great job for holding on this long, you are so strong and i'm so proud of you! i love you so much and i hope for you to have a better life in the future. good bye!
you can vent to me :) i know homeschooling can feel so draining, but i promise you everything is temporary. things will get better and you will escape everything that's weighing you down, if it's toxic family or social anxiety. there's a whole world out there and a place for you in it
It kills me how I have to act like everything is okay. One of my best friends are talking to my ex and I have to act like it's okay. She knows I miss him but continues to talk to him. It breaks me even more knowing that no matter what happens, I'm going to end up hurt one way or another. No really knows what I feel, and to be honest I don't know what I feel either. I try to make the best happen but I just can't shake the odd feeling that I have. Its like I force myself to feel okay but after being alone, I realize how sad I am. Its weird...
i just want to block out the arguments i dont need to hear them, im glad this muffled them out slightly.
days go by and i wonder where the time went. seems like just yesterday i was climbing trees and riding bikes with my many friends. Now, i sit working myself to the bone for school, clinging to people who couldn’t care less about me. I’m tired, i believe they know i am, but they don’t say anything.
For a while I thought I felt sad, now I don’t know how to feel. Things aren’t bad, nor are they great. I’m just here, in my room, listening to songs, playing games, wasting time. I want to grow up to be more free, but want to be a kid again to get those feeling I never feel anymore. I know I’m not alone, but sometimes I want to be. I have friends, but our relationship with each other is complicated. I feel so bored. The same loop over and over. Wake up, go to school, have a bit of fun, go home, waste time, go to bed, and repeat. I know when I get old the loop will be the same but with work. The only way I look at it, is school give me knowledge, but a job gets me money to fuel my interests. I can buy cars. Travel wherever I want to. But in the end of the day, I think the only thing I really want is “her”. I’m not sure who “she” is, but I just want someone to care for. Someone to call mine. Someone to protect. I stay up late thinking about all of this, knowing that I’ll need to work hard, I’ll need to really try. I need to be successful to have a family. Anyone who ends up standing in my path, I’ll have to ignore, or push to the side. I’ll use my gut, and my brain. But in the end, I’m just young. My brain is corrupted by the horrible internet, and the new generation of life. You get ideas and thoughts programmed into your brain. When all I want is to have “her”, and only “her”. That’s all I need. Everything in between is just the journey to get “her”. I know this is a lot to read for a CZcams comment, but thank you if you read this. These are the feelings no one knows about me.
that's so beautiful omg, and i can tell you're going to go far and get everything you wish for :) you deserve it bro
YOU ALL ARE AMAZING AS HELL AND I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
Hey luv
my girlfriend left me 3 weeks ago and just reading the words "I love you" broke me into tears. Thank you for the message and I love you too.
@@Silentghost123 Hey, I totally understand what you're going through. Sometimes, things just don't work out between two people, and that can be tough. But here's the thing, if it's meant to be, it will happen naturally. Also I'm really sorry to hear about your girlfriend. I don't know what happened between you two, but I believe you deserve someone who makes you happy and appreciates you for who you are. It's okay to feel broken, and it's okay to cry because it can cleanse your heart :) Take your time to heal. Sending you virtual hugs 💕
---Vent---
TW: problably violence (not rly sure), bad english.
Well, recently, me, my mom and my siblings got through something rough, atleast to me. My "father" was realy abusive, he used to punch my mom and my older brother, while me and my brother (middle sibling) only listened to it. my whole family desenvoleped trauma in this time (it all started when i was like 6, maybe 9 years ago, not sure.). My mom was strong enough to call the police, even tho my dad ins't in jail, he can't go near us so it's okay ig, now we are okay, but this was dificult to stand. i'm usually very confortable to venting online, cuz yk, strangers.. but i hope you've read this all, and if your going through the same, fell free to vent, we are all here to listen, bye..
I feel you fr although my dad was never a part of my life my mom hit me and my older brothers and used to get drunk alot so i hope you recover from your experiences
I'm sorry y'all went through that.. my father would sometimes hit my mom when he was frustrated or angry. I saw it with my own two eyes when I was 7. At the time, I didn't understand what was happening but now that I'm older, that memory sticks with me all the time. But my dad was the only parent who really gave me the best memories. My mom was there for me, sure but, my dad was mainly there too. But I feel guilty all the time for loving him.
I feel guilty that I didn't help my mom that day.
I feel as if it was my fault.
im a 12 year old who tried to oof themselves over 10 times in the past few months. my friends are fake, my parent is always shoving things onto me forcing me to be the eldest, when my 18 year old sister sleeps all day. i get up at 4 everymorning, I'm basically the parent. (yes, there is more)
These playlists always help me sleep, thanks.
"But you didn't" poems are the best when listening to this..
You can do this, I believe in you. You are very brave, you are not alone, no matter how much you think you are. Even though we probably have never met in real life, I will be by your side along the way. I will be cheering you on, one day you will look back and realize how far you’ve come. Don’t give up just yet
i like this its calming...
Stupid vent. (confirmation; I'm 13 and entering the 8th grade this year.)
I'm very stressed. I want to go to an acting school and become an actor but I do not have any acting training of any kind. The school for the theatre classes requires so much including experience and I have nothing to give, I try my best when I'm alone thinking it's good but I know if I ever did this with a real acting company they would never pick me. I've been watching videos and tutorials for months now trying to get myself in this view but I simply cannot manage. The school also allows creative writing which I'm good at but I don't want to become a writer. I feel selfish knowing I have the talent to write stories that’ll pique people's interest but that isn't what I want for myself. I want to be a famous actor and be in all sorts of movies from romance to murder mysteries. I've been crying about the situation for days as I don't know what to do, I hate having to struggle with the option of picking and It will hurt so much worse when I don't get accepted into my desired high school. I'm starting the 8th grade in 5 days and I only have a week until we will be applying. I'm tired and stressed.
It’ll be okay..I promise..just don’t stress..if you don’t get it then there will be more chances! I promise you’ll get that dream! You’ll do great…you’ve got a good goal/dream, I believe you can reach that goal
It's going to be okay, I so understand how you feel! I've changed my career path so many times now and I'm a junior in college. At first, I was deadset that I was going to be an artist after thinking about it for a while. However, I've backed out of the idea once I realized how competitive the art world is; I wanted to be able to provide for myself and continue doing art as hobby, just doing simple commissions and having fun with it.
For you, you may really want to become an actor but maybe you have to start somewhere else first and work your way up. There are many different opportunities for you in this career field! You could totally be an actor, but you could also be the person who writes the storyline/script for a movie or short film or even be a director for a film that you wrote entirely yourself- plus also be one of the actors in the film that you write! I know I'm mainly just listing writing jobs rn since you've mentioned it, but try and research about the different types of career paths in the acting world (entertainment field? not exactly sure what category it is).
It's stressful, but you'll figure it out. You have time to figure it out! You got this
There are lots of actors who never went to school. Lots of famous actors, who only learnt acting way later in life. If this is something you really want to do, if it's something you're willing to commit to, then give it your absolute all. What's their to lose? If you don't get in then you can try again. Or find a different ways. Your dreams amd goals don't have to follow one straight path. If this is what you want, then find a way. Find opportunities. Learn, grow, experience, research, ask, talk, etc etc. With or without the school. Don't give up. I hope you achieve your dream.
To all the people watching this video who can't cry anymore/cry to this.
Just remember,
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you’re excited
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
Now you can cry.
Thanks, needed that.
So, looks like it's time to vent. I'm nearly 19yo, I'm a girl and I absolutely hate myself. I have suicidal thoughts and my addiction to self harm just came back. I feel ugly, because I have acne, I feel powerless. I want to meet love of my life because now, I feel like my life has absolutely no point. I have anxiety, anorexia and depression. I'm scared that nothing good in life is waiting for me
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
I know its stupid and you've probably seen this more times than you can count, but please, listen to it. good things are going to come into your life, whether people, animals or experiences. you've just got to keep going. life is like a really, really hard video game. if you ever feel like quitting, just think about how you’ll feel once you've finished it. to think back on the accomplishments and memories once you've grown up. I hope this reaches you in someway
and acne is not ugly :)
@@yourlocaltofu thank you so much for your messages. I needed to hear that. And please remember, you're incredible. I can feel it
I’m you but way younger. I feel your pain. Let me just tell you however, the pain won’t just stop. You don’t need the love of your life to magically appear. You need to find self love, and that’s definitely hard while you self harm, but try ways to quit. When your in this situation you really need to just try your hardest.
Some tipspspsps:
NEVER EVER vent to someone you know and don’t trust. It WILL make it worse.
When you feel the need to self harm, put ice in your hand or glue in where you usually do it or tape. It makes ur brain focus on that instead of self harm.
For suicidal thoughts, every time you get one (constantly I know,) remind yourself that your 19! There’s still so much to live for and you’re barely an adult.
Anorexia tip tip tip. This one’s hard. After everytime you eat, do something good for yourself! (Something you enjoy that’s not bad) like hanging out with friends etc. it’s your way of being proud of YOURSELF. Also, lock that scale up! Never EVER weigh yourself unless it’s for medical reasons. And everytime you feel guilty for eating something, tell yourself YOU deserve it :)
I also have acne and feel ugly. I can’t pump you up on this one because I really don’t know how to help. I’m really REALLY stuck at this one.
For anxiety, all I’m gonna say is when you feel anxious DONT CUT!! It only gives you more stress which resolves to MORE CUTTING!!!
For feeling empty and scared of the future, all I’m gonna say is that, when you feel this way go out and do something! Go bowling, arcades, friends or even meet some new ones!
Also a tip for all of these, GET A DOG 🦭🦭🦭
They always help
remember to keep going and keep being strong theres always a light at the end of the tunnel please stay strong , I love you and im proud of you
I hide my sadness as the demons come inside me so hard i try not to cry in pain
To everyone reading this remember please ❤
- your not alone I swear
- drink water and eat
- find things that make you happy and do them!
- always find someone to talk to it will make you feel so so much better ❤
Remember I love you and there are so many other people who do too so live , breathe , and enjoy life while you can 💕🫶🏻
Have an amazing day I hope this helps ❤😊
Sometimes i feel like it might be better to just end it all now. Maybe i would stop being such a bother to others. I dont want to be alive. not anymore. I want to know what it feels like to be dead. What it feels like to finally do good for once.
But theres only way way to know, right?
I know exactly how you feel, but I urge you to ponder: have we truly lived yet? Sure, our hearts may circulate blood and our lungs convert oxygen to carbon dioxide, but there's so much more to experience. So much more to strive for. Nobody truly knows how long we have. And, hey, I'm proud of you. For living. For trying. I know it's exhausting, exasperating, scary, and the like, but you've made it this far. You're so strong. You deserve all of the joy and comfort you can get. But it's a fight. One worth fighting. I believe in you. Take baby steps. The bare minimum is a wonderful accomplishment. Please take good care of yourself, because you're an amazing person. You're loved, valued, and unique. And you're responsible for you. The little kid you once were still lives on within you. We've all got to take care of little us, too. If not for you, do it for them. And everyone else around you who holds you dear. You're not alone. Live what life you have to the fullest. It's never too late.
I feel so guilty for my dearest friend forced to delete contacts with me and my other friend because of "cruel and violence" content I draw (I have my own AU). I know, I shouldn't feel guilty, it's not my fault. And I think I should just shut up my bad thoughts and accept that my friend maybe can't chatting with us no more. But she was so joyful and funny...
I am done. In like idk 2 or 3 days ima do it. Ima go. I hope there is no more pain after i die. Bye
I want to die too, and there is nothing i can do to stop you... but... i'll be praying for you... and i hope you get better
I’m not sure if it’s too late but please don’t. There are people out there who care, i care. Please don’t go
I hope your reading this because I love you. I don’t even know who you are but I love you a lot…These bad days won’t last forever…They never do even if they seem like they go on and on and on and on…I love you a lot.
If you think no one loves you I do(and many others). Although it may not seem like anyone does We do love you..I Hope you are reading this..
I love you
Please don’t talk to me first please I want to at least try please I hope I’m not to late
I think its to late however if ur still alive suicide is not the right answer, things will get better and help is always avaliable. Please dont try suicide.
This playlist just hits hard making it feel like your heart is dropping and tbh it makes me feel better but also sad but its okay to be sad you might loose people but you will always get more people in life yes maybe they will leave to but if you think about them were they there for you in the sad times and the happy times or just happy...to who ever sees this i hope you are okay i know its hard but make sure to look after yourself you are loved if you feel like you arent here is my love for you ❤❤❤
its just a situationship but it leaves me wrecked mentally, its so hard to manage to eat regularly nowadays. i dont want to guess if they like me or not. i want to be me again and stop overthinking everything. it hurts so much because i know if i were born a boy they would treat me differently.
U've got this.. keep fighting for your happiness.
he left me 1 year ago on december, i hope he'll back too in deceber, the same day that that he left me. thx for this playlist btw....
To anyone who feels like a failure or is scared, i just wanted to say:
Everyone succeeds and fails. We all fail sometimes, sure, but that's normal; everyone makes mistakes. And that's ok. You're not a failure for trying, and even if you fail, you should not be afraid to try again. Failure doesn't determine the future. Don't listen to toxic people who hate you for no reason. You are special to a lot of other people. You have so much potential. And to every dark night, a brighter morning comes after. I know things are really hard sometimes, but you can make it because you are a real warrior.It's ok to cry. It's ok to be scared sometimes. Everyone is scared of something. And it's normal to be nervous about failing. If nobody cared about you, I wouldn't be here. It's ok to take some time and rest at some time. You're a great friend, and nobody hates you.I'm here for you. Everyone needs kindness sometimes. And even if you don't think anyone cares about you, I do! And I bet many others do. You are a great person! And if you ever need someone to talk to, I'll be here for you :) I believe in you, and many others do. Don't forget that. I hope you have a great day or night, and just know that you're not a failure. You're truly amazing. No matter what. Remember: You are unique and deserve to be loved, and if you need someone to vent to, I'll be here. I love you
To whoever's reading,
I understand.
I may not understand what you're feeling,
what you've felt,
who you've lost,
or who you are,
but
I know what it's like to hurt.
To hurt yourself.
To wish for the end.
I get it.
Ending it isn't worth it;
Even trying to isn't worth it.
We're all hurting.
Why make yourself hurt more?
You don't deserve it.
You deserve love. Peace. Happiness.
How can you get that if you give up?
I don't care what you've done. You're still:
-Loved
-Unique
-Strong (You may not think so. But you made it this far, didn't you? I'm proud of you.)
-Worth it
-Valued
-A friend
You
And you
are amazing
Never forget that.
Even if you're convinced that nobody loves or values you, you're wrong. I love you. I'm proud of you. You're so strong. You've come so far. Just keep pushing. Eat something if you can. Try to drink some water. Get a nap if you need it. Take all the breaks you need. You're more than the work you exude. Your life is YOURS. Please keep living it. Show the world that you're better than the shit you've been thrown in. Earn that joy you truly deserve. Try your hardest.
Just keep pushing. Vent in replies if you need to. I'm here to listen to, reply to, and support you. You got this! Own the day ahead of you!
I love you,
Kai
he/him/his
thank u im honestly crying reading this ilysm
thank you love
Everything is crumbling. And its going to crumble me too. Im gonna do it again. And it will work this time.
@@nickyashh Everything is crumbling, love, I know it. But we're still here, aren't we? Please keep it that way. You have no idea how important you are. Not for serving others, fulfilling some sort of destiny, or anything like that; but for you to live. I may not know you, but I know you're unlike any other. I just want you to know that I'm so happy you're alive. Please keep fighting. You aren't alone.
@@mcr4life I'm glad I could spur some good tears. I'm here if you need to talk. I love you too, stranger.
It’s like no matter how hard I try it’s never enough or it jus goes unnoticed buh anything I do wrong shines even brighter than my rights
im just so tired of everything, these last few months have been the worst months ive ever been through, the universe wont let me have any kind of break, beatdown after beatdown on my soul and mind, i keep thinking about suicide constantly, a final release from the slow burning fire that has been set on me, but if i kill myself i only give others my pain, my little brother would also probably be the first to find my dead body, that would scar him and ruin his life, so im fighting off the idea of suicide best i can, but im all alone, no one is around to truly vent to, the girl i love dosnt love me, it sucks but i do truly wish her the best, but it wont stop me from hurting, my pain just isnt stopping, my friends are the only thing that are really keeping me from just giving up, im just so damn tired though
Just stick around buddy.
Fight the suicidal thoughts.
I know you're tired but you're strong so just keep on fighting.
I'm here if you want to vent❤
Everyone can throw a rock into the ocean but no one knows how deep that rock can actually go...
I'm tired.
I've been working hard until now, but I'm about to give up. People will not allow this. So I decided to put an end to these hard days on my own.
Summer is almost over. Enjoying the last summer, I stop working hard. I am a 16 year old Japanese student.
I send ale everyone who continues to live in this painful world. Good luck.
Good bye.
No, don't go. You have so many things to do with your life. Who cares about people anyway? It'll get better. You deserve to live. You may think that this is absurd coming from someone you don't know, but take it as a sign that you shouldn't leave. Whoever you are, I'm trying my best too and I think that together, we can get better. I promise there will be people who love you and people who care. I care. Feel free to reply, ok?
Are you there? I'm not giving up, tushe. (そこにいる？諦めないよ、トゥシェ。)
Please say you are... I'll miss you.
please dont go. theres still many ppl who love u. i wish ur alive rn, every1 is missing u.
Please don’t go:(
BRO THERES NO GIVE UP GET YOUR ASS UP AND CONTINUE
Have you ever experienced the feeling that you live surrounded by people who always hurt you, but you can't do anything because they are your "family"?
I LOVE YOU AII SO MUCH😙
Lol I was just crying, good playlist to listen when you just finished and can’t sleep 😊
Btw Ik it’s hard, just know there are others who feel the same as u and support u. Ik you haven’t found the right person (friend, lover, etc) but stay positive there’s always a kind person out there that will help or listen to you and just you when you’re upset or need help.
love the songs
There is so much pain. The only option is to keep moving forward. Going through the pain yourself hurts. Seeing someone go through the same thing, just breaks you.
... It does? Are you okay? ❤
i'm done... i'm tired of putting a mask on and pretending i'm fine...
~°• Timestamps! + Lyrics! •°~
0:01 - Apocalypse · Cigarettes After Sex
Lyrics
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You leapt from crumbling bridges
Watching cityscapes turn to dust
Filming helicopters crashing
In the ocean from way above
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
You've been locked in here forever
And you just can't say goodbye
Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers
Wrapped in your arms
You've been hiding them in hollowed out pianos
Left in the dark
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
You've been locked in here forever
And you just can't say goodbye
Your lips, my lips
Apocalypse
Your lips, my lips
Apocalypse
Go and sneak us through the rivers
Flood is rising up on your knees
Oh, please
Come out and haunt me
I know you want me
Come out and haunt me
Sharing all your secrets with each other
Since you were kids
Sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you
Clutched in your fist
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
You've been locked in here forever
And you just can't say goodbye
You've been locked in here forever
And you just can't say goodbye
Ooh, oh
When you're all alone
I'll reach for you
When you're feelin' low
I'll be there too
5:32 - Young · Vacations
Lyrics
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Another day goes by
And where was I?
Didn't think I'd still be here
Just to make things clear
What's the use?
I'm not talking sense
Call it a ruse
On myself
I wanted to go
I wanted to say
All things come to pass
With time
But I want everything now
To be all mine
You think it's all over
Get up and try again
You've got to act your age, darling
Before you fall back in
What's the use?
I'm not talking sense
Call it a ruse
On myself
I wanted to go
I wanted to say
All things come to pass
With time
But I want everything now
To be all mine
9:42 - Tired · Beabadoobee
Lyrics
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You haven't been good for long
Is it the sound of your own thoughts
That always keeps you up at night?
Maybe it's time to say goodbye
'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired
You haven't felt right for days
Is it the fact you never say
What comes in your mind that day?
Maybe it's time to shut away
'Cause I've never really felt okay
'Cause I've been eating less all day
To give my brain some extra space to think
'Bout all the things to do to help
Distract me from the rude of heart
13:26 - Ylang Ylang · FKJ
(Has no lyrics)
17:44 - The Beach · The Neighborhood
Lyrics
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If I told you that I loved you
Tell me, what would you say?
If I told you that I hated you
Would you go away?
Now I need your help with everything that I do
I don't want to lie, I've been relying on you
Fallin' again, I need a pick-me-up
I've been callin' you friend, I might need to give it up
I'm sick and I'm tired too
I can admit, I am not fireproof
I feel it burning me
I feel it burning you
I hope I don't murder me
I hope I don't burden you
If I do, I do
If I meet you in the middle maybe we could agree
You make me feel little how you're looking at me
And you can throw me shade, all it does is just cool me off
First it just threw me off, now I'm just moving on
Fallin' again, I need a pick-me-up
I've been callin' you friend, I might need to give it up
I'm sick and I'm tired too
I can admit, I am not fireproof
I feel it burning me
I feel it burning you
I hope I don't murder me
I hope I don't burden you
Swim with me
I think I could see the beach
I know what's underneath
I need you here with me
But we're out in the open
Swim with me
I think I could see the beach
Just don't look underneath us
I need you here with me but we're out in the open
I'm sick and I'm tired too
I can admit, I am not fireproof
I feel it burning me
I feel it burning you
I hope I don't murder me
I hope I don't burden you
If I do, I do
22:00 - Bubble Gum · Clairo
Lyrics
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Sorry I didn't kiss you
But it's obvious I wanted to
Bubble gum down my throat and it's a curse
But my luck couldn't get any worse
'Cause I swallowed the bubble gum
Oh, and these seven years will be pretty dumb
Pink flowers grow from my skin
Pepto Bismol veins and I grin
You look so nice in your shirt
It's sad because it just hurts
I'd do anything for you
But would you do that for me, too?
'Cause I swallowed the bubble gum
Oh, and these seven years will be pretty dumb
Oh, pink flowers grow from my skin
Oh, Pepto Bismol veins and I grin
Oh
Oh
Oh
25:40 - Pastlives - Slushii & Sapientdream
Lyrics
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Past lives couldn't ever hold me down
Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found
I've got the strangest feeling
This isn't our first time around
Past lives couldn't ever come between us
Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up
Don't wake me I'm not dreaming
Don't wake me I'm not dreaming
Past lives couldn't ever hold me down
Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found
I've got the strangest feeling
This isn't our first time around
Past lives couldn't ever come between us
Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up
Don't wake me I'm not dreaming
Don't wake me I'm not dreaming
Past lives couldn't ever hold me down
Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found
I've got the strangest feeling
This isn't our first time around
Past lives couldn't ever come between us
Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up
Don't wake me I'm not dreaming
Don't wake me I'm not dreaming
28:40 - Freaks · Surf Curse
Lyrics
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Don't kill me
Just help me run away from everyone
I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully, I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time!
I won't wake up this time!
I won't wake up this time!
31:36 - No Surprises · Radiohead
Lyrics
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A heart that's full up like a landfill
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won't heal
You look so tired, unhappy
Bring down the government
They don't, they don't speak for us
I'll take a quiet life
A handshake of carbon monoxide
And no alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
Silent, silent
This is my final fit
My final bellyache with
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises, please
Such a pretty house
And such a pretty garden
No alarms and no surprises (get me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises (get me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises, please (get me out of here)
YOU NEED MORE LIKES
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beat comment, someone did the time stamps but didn’t do the lyrics.
100% underrated. This should, without a doubt, be pinned.
@@peppermintcoffee522RIGHTTT
It's incredible!! (First btw... Hehehe yes I hate those people but nvm) nice playlist tho!!!
I really want this to end. I'm failing everything. It's not me anymore. Every night before sleeping i pray to God to never wake up but when i do, it feels hell. I can't do this anymore. I should be studying to get into college but i can't do literally anything.
I'm missing school. I hate myself. I used to be the smart kid but look at me now.
Amazing i listen to it and it makes me feel nothing so it helps me 👍🏿