It's Okay to Not Be Okay
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You guys have been so kind. Thank you for being here with me. For those
wondering, here is an update video: czcams.com/video/sqiOSDM91aA/video.html
I'm new , And feel *this* pain you speak of : ( . please Don't feel disabling sorrow please be with us . I feel darkness daily, but I believe in other's to help with me able 2 smile : ) . HUGS .
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Sending lots of hugs your way. Thank you for sharing. Depression is so real. My partner is fighting through it and it's so hard to see him this way. Hang in there friend! 🙏 💖💖💖
I'm watching this video now, 6 months after you posted this. I hope you're feeling better now. I'm so sorry. Please know I'm reaching out to you and wish you well. I have family members who are chronically depressed, so I understand what it must be like for you. I have moments of severe depression but they, thankfully, do not last. Music is also a savor to me. Without music, I don't know where I would be in this world. Music is so powerful. Anyways, I hope you are seeing the light and waking up to happier days. ~ Nick
I am overwhelmed with your responses and support. I am a sobbing mess, but in a good way. :) Thank you for listening and being here with me.
AngelaMinjiKim fighting!! Do you have any pets? Maybe looking after a 4-legged pet friend will make things easier.
Thinking of you Angela. 🌺🌞🌻🍃
Hope youre hanging in there💗
AngelaMinjiKim I hope your doing well. We miss you!
I also have depression. I love watching your vids...esp the mukbang with cooking! Hope you are feeling better. Wishing you the best in life and hoping you find the most happiness possible! Also, keep in mind, if you are never sad then happiness will not be as good...so don't start feeling bad for sometimes feeling bad!
This is probably one of the most difficult video I've ever had to make.. but I hope that talking about this can help you out if you're feeling the same way. Let's make this comment section a way to help each other out. xoxo
AngelaMinjiKim thank you for sharing and being so honest and vulnerable. I don't know how I can be but I'm here for you always. Your videos always brighten my day and I hope you can feel the joy you bring to others' lives through your videos and genuinely awesome personality. Sending love from Philly ❤️
AngelaMinjiKim Angela thank you so much for uploading this video. Recently i've been trying to come to terms with my depression and i find it very inspiring that you shared your struggle. This has really helped me a lot and i think i'm finally ready to talk about it with my parents. Thank you
AngelaMinjiKim Hi! For so many years I and my husband are trying to have a baby. Unfortunately we are not able to because of my husbands infertility. I totally understand your feelings, but remember: we all are humans, we all have the same feelings, the same issues. Angela you are not alone - please, always remember the world is full of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🐥❤️❤️❤️
AngelaMinjiKim I've been feeling this exact same way. And funny that you mentioned how you couldn't stop thinking about Chester. I couldn't stop thinking about Chris Cornell. But what others feel always brings out how you feel---to yourself and like you chose to do, share with others. We all go through this, think these thoughts. Cruelty in the world seems so much more prevalent these days and it is so uncomfortable to see and hear. It makes life just a bit unbearable. So I get wanting to escape, to leave, to have "those" thoughts.... people need to care about other people and not jump on bandwagons of hate, prejudice, and judgment. We all need to observe and learn from each other. Everyone is just trying to survive.... and, if they can, live. Stay strong, Angela. ❤️🤘🏼 I'm here too, and you're not alone. ✌🏼
AngelaMinjiKim fighting! 👍 Don't give up; your purpose in life is to be you! Don't let the bad voices get you down, those voices are trying to sabotage our lives. This world is your playing field, live it the way you like and be proud. You're a queen! Now get out there and smash it! Or if hermitting is your jam take that daily vitamin d. Not getting outside and not enough sun exposure can worsen depression. Just talk to a doc first tho!
I alwayz felt you had a certain sadness in you even in your happier videos i still felt it. Im really proud of you for making this video. The line "pursuit of happiness " is very meaningful. Happiness is not a given thing in life, we have to find it for ourselves. I pray you find yours. I dont have depression but i do know you are very worthy of being in this world. You say you felt like u were just taking up space in this world. Please know that even though you and me and millions may not leave a public legacy like Oprah or Bill Gates your legacy will be of how you made others feel and how you affected their lives. I can tell you right now you affected so many with this brave video. I hope you find your way. I know you will find your way. That thing you see beyond the fog is happiness, i just know it. Keep fighting.
"When I'm alone...those thoughts consume me" I've never related to something so deeply on YT. Thank you for shedding your wonderful light on this! Sending positive energy your way!
My boyfriend showed me this video, you seem like an awesome and strong person to still be here after dealing with your pain all these years. Keep it up girl
Your not alone Angela. And just know that your a beautiful funny woman and yes its OK not to be OK. We all are going thru something. Hope to see you back on your channel soon 😘❤ much love
Where are you? Please be ok ☹️❤️
Omg I was scrolling through CZcams and thinking why hasn't Angela uploaded. I was going to snap u and figured I would wait until the next day!!! Your an amazing person Angela and u have no idea how much we relate. I've struggled with depression for almost 15 years and it sucks but finally a couple years back I have been able to cope with my life and what it has brought and still bringing. Thank u for sharing this. U will feel better keep pushing. Love ya girl!!
I know exactly how you're feeling. My sister and I would always listen to Linkin Park. Considering their music is all about fighting against these issues its really disappointing Chester did this. But we only can fight our own battles right. What I would suggest you do is continue making your videos and don't stop. You have followers who want to watch your videos try to think of them and not disappointing them when you feel like not doing the video you planned. I struggle with this everyday.... My boyfriend and I broke up last week and its because I wouldn't get out of bad, i would continue to get mad at him for nothing and i was spiralling down. we got back together because i made a commitment to not just me but to him i wouldn't let this relationship fail because i refuse to put up a fight against my depression. my depression effects me more when i don't push myself to the gym... theres something about releasing all that pent up energy ... really helps with my depression! You're one of the mukbang-ers i really love. you have such a soft sweet voice, you're so pretty and you seem so intelligent... don't allow these problems to continue getting the best of you... we aren't here for long... our family members aren't here for long... if you can't do it for yourself do it for them... thats how i get through my days
Veronica Wang girl shut up
No one knows exactly how someone feels, even if you go through a similar situation because you are not her and you don't have her experiences. Your entire statement also takes the focus away from her pain and makes it about you.
Girl I get it I've been struggling from depression on and off for years! Seriously depression is a sickness! Just recently I had struggled with postpartum depression and that was when I was at my worse! I just took it day by day. Some days are better than other days ! My sister always told me that I am the only one that can pull myself out of depression whether it was doing things for myself to make me feel better or getting help! Sending so much love from Minnesota! You can do it :)! I've been watching you since the beginning! Love you I always will!
You are not worthless! I may never meet you in real life but you have touched my life. When I want to distract myself from bad thoughts or feelings i watch your videos and it helps me forget or distract myself from them. I know how it feels to be in a vortex of negative self thoughts.
This whole "what's my purpose" question gets me once in a while and it consumes me but i really push hard to focus on other things in life i will not let depression take over my life anymore....and your purpose in life is to be you...don't let depression consume you! You are worth so much!!! 🤗🤗🤗🤗 keep pushing never give up!!!
Wishing you love and light!! You are so loved and so valuable
So thankful you are here.
I am glad you made this video for us. I think lots of people can't understand why people commit suicide. What depression is. They might ask why those people didn't seek for help before they take the final action. And this is the reason why we need to discuss more on this topic. We need to spend more time and effort to discover this issue to help those people who still alive but suffering.
please, be safe my precious! & thank you for this honest update. love you
Sweetheart, you are NOT alone! Don't let the negative thoughts change your life! I really know how you feel, because I suffered from depression for almost 2 years and still it's there BUT I try to win this battle thanks to the little things that are in my life. I have 2 hobbies: books and music. Thanks to these things my life became a little bit better. Try to find happiness in everything: going out, making photos, get excited that next week on tv it will be your favourite movie or every little thing that brings you a piece of happiness. Your life is more important than a piece of negativity which is very stubborn and is making you crying over and over. Slap that negativity on her face and smile again! You are a wonderful person! DON'T FORGET THAT!
You are not alone!! I have suffered with Depression for 30 years. I have been thinking of you often. I hope you find an outlet for your emotions
Please keep fighting!!
Thank you for making this video. I know how you feel. Stay strong! You are beautiful person.
Good luck Angela!! Stay strong!!💕
Angela, thank you for your honesty and courage in sharing. I wish you strength to get through this day and the days after.
Thank you Angela... you are a rock star for this!!
Glad you are still here. Missed your videos and you.
I'm sending you love, Angela!! I really understand how you feel!
thank you for making this video, im going through the same thing and this made me feel not alone
First time watching your videos. Thank you for sharing. Sending my prayers to you!
thank you for posting this, and sharing. i love your videos and channel, and find myself looking for posts form you. i would be devastated to hear that you were no longer on youtube. it is definitely okay to not be okay. i hope you can find others you can also share this with in person and have someone you can go to. please keep being you and sharing your life! sending love from NC~
I missed you! Lots of love!! Pls come back with more videos
I love you for your vulnerability and openess. Thank you for the courage to share your story, you're not alone
I support with you and love you, Don't lost hope.
We're here for you Angela!!❤ I'll keep you in my prayers!
love you, angela, thanks so much for sharing such a difficult topic with us. glad hope is shining through in your life. *thank you.
You are such an angel ❤️ Stay strong baby girl!!
i love this!! thank you so much for making it x
Heyyy youre not alone!! Everyone has their own struggles and youre amazing for being able to keep fighting ❤️
Thank you for sharing this with us. You're totally right, it's okay to not be okay and to ask for help. I hope you continue to fight those thoughts and see the value in yourself that so many others can clearly see. Even though I know we all miss you like crazy, take all the time you need! Sending you virtual hugs and good thoughts
Thanks for sharing Angela, stay strong, we support you! Big hugs, you can do it.
I definitely understand where you're coming from. I hope you're feeling the tiniest bit better ❤
Thank you for sharing this very personal part of you...it just makes me love you more for being so honest....yes it's ok to not be okay....❤
glad to know that you have a follow up video. and youre alright. but if you ever feel "not ok again" im sure youll get through it and you get stronger each time. ganbei!
Thank you for sharing your story. That was very brave of you to open up to us. I wish you all the best towards recovery. Don’t give up!!! 💛💛💛
Thank you, Angela. I admire you so much for your strength in making this video and beginning to make small changes in your life. Thank you for this video and all your others. Thank you for you. We love you
You will get through this ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Please seek help and don't give up. We are here for you.
so glad you are speaking about this! depression is so serious & more prevalent than you may think. I love your channel! stay strong and keep talking about it with people you trust! you can get through this.
hello first I thank you for having the strength to put this video, talk about mental health is not an easy thing, I understand how you feel I have ocd and it is a nightmare, but we have to be strong and have a lot of faith seek help and never give up I wish you the best and you have inspired me a lot thanks❤️
I love you SO much and i also missed you alot!! Be safe you"re amazing!!! YOU are my fav youtube in entire youtube❤️❤️you're special and one of a kind ☺️i'm happy that you opened up to us!!!
It's always good to let this stuff out! I appreciate you for this, If only you knew how much you mean to someone, Be blessed!💟💗💞💝💖
Thank you for this... You are a beautiful person and I wish you even more happiness success strength and love. It's a long battle but we'll always be rooting for you to never give up.
Angela, hearing your story, it makes me so happy that you are taking small steps towards feeling better. I really believe that you can fight this, even though it is tough. Sending love and support!!
I have never related to a video more than this one. I have struggled with this almost all of my 28 years of life. You are so brave for opening up about this. Sending you lots of love! ❤️❤️
My dear sister I'm praying for you and your family. Stay strong and I'm sending much love to you.
Thank you for sharing. You are a courageous woman. Peace to you.
I've watched and have been subscribed FOREVER and I just want you to know that..... YOU'RE AMAZING and I LOVE YOU! Wishing you all the best and praying for your mental health.
This is a very important message i think more people should hear
I feel you! You’re not alone! Really!❤️❤️❤️
Hang in there and keep your head up doll! I am so proud of you for opening up, and sharing such a personal aspect of your life. Please take care of yourself. My thoughts and prayers are with you! 💕
This made me so emotional because I have something similar to you my beautiful, honestly it touched my heart knowing that negativity has always strike your life however god has something planned for you! Thank you for being an open person, we all love you so much we have so much support going out to you. If you need anything we are just a call away!! God bless and take care!! 💕💕
Thank you for opening your struggles. I, myself been keeping it to myself for a very long time. Im only here because of my family, without them.. yes my light will turn off. You have such a wonderful family by watching how your videos. Stay strong and one day you will overcome this.
very sorry for your troubles. lots of hugs and uplifting thought to you hun! they also have apps for your phone for when you are struggling and you're alone. hope things get easier hun! love watching you! 💞
Hi Angela. I hope you are getting the help you need to go over this hurdle. You are not alone!! You are an amazing person and your videos always bring a smile to my face! I will keep you in my prayers and only wish good things will come your way! xxx
Sending prayers for strength and comfort to you.
Angela you're a strong and amazing woman! We love your videos and the work you do. Make sure you make time for yourself too. I'm still learning how important self care is. Remember that we are all here to support you!
So so so much respect for you for making this. Know that your audience is here to listen whenever you need. You're very loved in the community. x
I just want to go up to you and hug you. I feel the same like you. It's going to be okay. You have a whole life ahead of you and you are an amazing person. You CAN do this we are here for you!!!
I’ve felt this way too and did the same thing back then. Something even more bizarre happened to me too. But, you are amazing and I like you just the way you are Kim!
Angela, you are such a good, kind person. Thank you for making this video. Stay strong. Every day is a new day. You are a lovely person and you deserve happiness and fulfillment.
you are awesome angela. its ok to not be ok!
You are brave and you are not alone.
You are so brave and strong for making this video. This is so incredibly important to talk about but for some reason I feel like it makes so many of us feel weak or even more inferior for having these thoughts and feelings. I can't even express into words how much I relate to everything you said. I, too, have dealt with depression since my teens and back then, I honestly couldn't see myself a few years in the future let alone making it years later to the age I am now. I was so happy to discover your channel back when I did and even more so now. I love you and your presence. You were missed!!
I hate how many of us are so desperate to assure others who feel as we do that they're so important and we all deserve both the world and happiness but we can't assure ourselves even when we deserve the same. You are so important and deserve everything good in this world as does everyone else who reads this!! And as hard as it is for me to say and believe, I do too. All these realizations and positive changes we make, no matter how tiny or big, matter and are victories. We don't have to hide, we need each other. Thank you for the reminder that it's perfectly okay to not be okay. Sending you love and good vibes always❤️❤️❤️
It's very brave of you. It's indeed okay to be not okay. I hope you feel a bit better now.
Its been awhile, hoping you are doing ok and having more good than bad days. I think of you often and are sending you positive vibes that you find your lifes’ destiny
I really want to give you a big hug after I watched this. I know what you are going through. I also have really bad depression, but like you said I am still here too. We can do this. Let's fight together! x
you are so loved angela! i am so very sorry you've been battling this for so long :( there's always light at the end of the tunnel, don't lose hope please. 💛 thank you for being brave enough to share your story with us and i wish you the best of luck with all you do.
Hi! Hope your September is starting out great!! Miss seeing your videos. Just wanted you to know we who suffer depression are all in this together. I pray you have more good days then bad. Know that you are special❤️😘
You are worth it Angela! You are enough! There is hope! Things will be get better! Hang in there! Hope things are going good for you! Sending much love!
Angela I have been subscribed to you for a long time and I love your videos!!! At one point I was unsubscribing to channels that people don't update when I came to your channel and it has been a few months something in my mind kept telling me to stay subscribed to you and I, us your subscribers are here for you! I am glad you made this video, I am pretty sure everyone goes through this at one point in there life... I know I did when I was young. I am happy now, my life is better now and I hope for more in my future and I hope for your future too! ❤️👍🏼
I only found your channel a few weeks ago but I love watching your videos. You are so soothing to watch and I love your voice and calm personality. I've also tried lots of new foods thanks to you. I hope you're doing well.
Im thinking of you and praying for you. I admire your courage and strength.
Wow, you are so authentic! That is a quality that is sorely lacking on the Internet and in the world today. Thank you for your real words. I know what it is like to be where you are at. It is hard. I get it. You are such an amazing woman! I truly hope you continue to make CZcams content. Your vulnerability is inspiring!
I'm not sure if u were ever told this but your voice is very soothing and calming, listening to your video brings me peace!! Thxx:p
stay strong...you're strong by sharing these feeling with us. you are not alone. you have us
Thank you!!!
WE are not alone! 😢 Hard to speak, hard to tell someone! I know! 😘
Hey Angela, your video hit me so hard, I really know what you feel and i hope you are doing good. I had post partum depression and it was not assy at all' to speak up to get help. Thank you for Talking about this
Good luck Angela. Thanks for sharing. You help us more than you think. Please don't forget us.
Angela you are so inspiring and I was so drawn to you because of your genuine videos with your grandparents. Thank you so much for sharing your story.. it had me in tears. Love you Angela ❤️ you are so special
I pray that u soon realize how important u are n that those feelings go away n let u live your beautiful life 💛
Thank you for bringing light to this very difficult subject. You are not alone in this battle and I too am suffering of depression. I have been diagnosed with a incurable disorder and trying to find relief.
You are beautiful human being and worth every breathe and every molecule. We are in this together sister. Don't give up. I'll be praying for you. God bless you.
We love you Angela ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ , we’ll always remember you in our prayers 🙏🏼.
I'm glad you made this video Angela 💖💖 lots of love from me to you 💕💕💕💕
I love your videos and your channel and you!! Please know that you have a support system through the majority of your viewers! I'm so happy you're still here and you're talking about your problems instead of keeping them inside. I knew something was up when you didn't upload for a few months. I didn't expect it to be this. and this breaks my heart. keeping talking about it Angela. not just to bring awareness to it, but so you can know that we will help you carry what's weighing you down. I can't speak for everyone, but know that I will gladly lend an ear and whatever else I can to make you feel better. having also gone through this a lot this year, worse than it's been since 2014, I can sympathise. I know how it is to want and need so badly to talk to somebody but not know who to talk to or not wanting to bother other people with your problems when they have their own. just know that with us you don't have to worry about that. or at least with me. I just hope you're safe and want you to feel better soon. 💗 take your time.
Hello Angela you are such a great person always remember that always tell that to yourself. The fact that you reach out to us through your channel and light up moments of our days is great and we greatly appreciate it. Take care💟
Angela! You are such a strong woman. Those hard works, you did an incredibly amazing job for fighting those thought for 16 years. I can't explain how much I relate to this video. But please please continue fighting those thoughts. Don't let them beat you, because you are the queen of your own mind; you are what rules you. Take care xoxo
You are a very beautiful person inside & out. 😘 I think more people need to talk about this subject like you were brave enough to do. Thank you for this. 😘Keep your chin up chicky! 😍 *Big hugs*
Angela, your message resonates with what is going on inside of my mind day in and day out. As I am watching this, I cannot help but think how brave it is for you to share your thoughts, the bad thoughts with a complete stranger. It really hits me hard. Thank you. I wish you the best. To you and to me.
I know exactly what you are going through. I myself are going through it. Even recently I tried to take my own life. No one seem to understand what I am going through.
Thanks for this video ❤️
Thank you for this video Angela, I am now the same age you almost took your life and I too struggle with things. Not as bad as yours, but it still really ruins the quality of my life.
Thank you Angela, I hope you're okay.
dont worry, i know how u feel, i have to live through depression every day of my life, me to i tried to take my own life but know this that there are people who love u and need you and your an amazing person.
Sending all the love over boo...im going through the same thing, my thoughts are driving me nuts everyday, I constantly think about the past and future and the present, family and people constantly tell me things to bring me to a stop and crumble i too, also still think about why i exist and constantly think of what i am going to do with my life if i continue to breathe in this world or how i am going to achieve what i want to achieve. Im currently 18 , gay and black african american, and I got so many things pulling me every each way. All I want to do is wear makeup but i can't cause of my family they are very against homosexuality but some how I still manage to still keep pushing. I've been embarrassed, ashame, discriminated, and etc i can go on, but for some reason in my head i constantly think about things that probably wont happen or will, I drive myself insane to the point where i can make my own self stress. Sometimes i feel like putting a gun to my head and just ending what is left. People won't understand or take the time to understand what your going through. Im not and your not the only one with problems and its okay to not be okay. Everything has a expiration date. I honestly think that pursuing youtube is something i can do cause i can express and show you guys my creativity. I would love to become a beauty guru like all the other famous gurus like mannymua, jeffreestar, lauralee, patrickstarrr, and etc cause I believe that youtube can bring me out of what im going through and also help me become who i am trying to avhieve and become. Yes i have plans and a dream. Yes I am a human with little bit of resources to avhieve this goal. Yes im trying everything that i can possibly can to achieve it and i will not give up until i avhieve what i want to avhieve and that means if going to hell and back is something i must go through to get to where i want to be. Than so be it. All i have to say is that if you made it this far you can make it even further than words can describe! So wipe away the tears and chin up before that crowns slips boo 💖 you got this your not alone.