I Don't Belong Here || Spoken Word
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- čas přidán 10. 09. 2024
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Always thank u for being real
Love you too Clayton!❤
Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for this. The ending "God didn't hurt us. People did." As I cried all the way home from work.....this is the message I needed to hear 💜
I want to thank you for every beautiful word you have ever said and I want you to know that I respect you and love you, your spoken words have helped me go through a lot. THANK YOU.
I will pray for you my dude you have helped me with so many of my problems. Thank you. You don't know who I am but I see the pain you hold in your soul. My thoughts and prayers are with you my friend. I hope you heal from the motor cycle accident. Keep on keeping on.
"I would have already killed myself if I wasn't afraid of burning."
felt that one...I'm here right now
Dreams of Kaia sameeeee. 😭
Same.
🤦🏻🤧💔Same🔫💊💯💭
same
Same. Ive even gone to lengths of trying to act as if i dont believe in god or at least believe in other things but the truth is hes the only thing i can bring myself to believe in. Its scary but I hope he can forgive me if I'm not strong enough
"Why God, are you still loving me?" That hit hard...
ana grace sure did😢
why does GOD still love me
Because He chose to give up His own son to die for our sins. That's why. He'll always be waiting with open arms to say, "come back my child." And ALWAYS know you're not alone! :)
You didn't listen hard enough....otherwise you'd realize what he really said...sorry but people don't listen good enough.
I started cryin at that point 😪
“ Christians shoot their own wounded”. “God didn’t hurt us, people did”
straight up hit home.
A buddy said something like that .
He said the Christian Army is the only army that shoots its wounded .
Definitely sad .
😢❤
"I would've already killed myself if I wasn't afraid of burning." I'm speechless.
Same
:(
Same
"God didn't hurt us, people did"
This one statement has such a huge meaning. I believe this is going to be my new quote!!💚💚
Haileigh S is this why kids get cancer?
I can't answer why kids get cancer I ask the same thing.
Haileigh S it’s apart of Gods plan
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i love bipolar remission it took quite some time for me BAD MOM of 1 #
"I showed you my sin, you showed me your son" at that point i started crying. Excellent work man.
"i would've already killed myself if i wasn't afraid of burning."
i felt that. God's the only reason im still alive
“I can’t remember the last time I had fun” so true
So how you doing now
I've never struggled with anxiety and depression as much as I have the last couple of years. I can relate and absolutely LOVE your words... always. Thank you 🖤
"You're going to Live, God didn't hurt us, People did."
This is my new found Christian motto. You give me life Clayton. Please don't ever give up. God bless you and your family
"God didn't hurt us. People did."😭🖤🖤🖤
Kleo Rayts But why’d god allow it if he coulda stopped it ?):
"Someday I'll be knock, knock, knocking on those pearly gates"
"Your going to get through this. You are going to live. God didnt hurt us. People did." ♡♡
Bro I was listening to “The Beautiful Let Down” by switch foot when you uploaded this and the lyrics were saying “I don’t belong here” as I read the notification... trippy
It was meant to be! God loves you so much he sent his son to die for you. You do belong here to praise and serve the Lord Jesus! Love you bro :)
Ooh. Great song!!
“I don’t wanna be here anymore” I was literally saying that while crying shortly before playing this video. And yeah I am afraid of burning. But my heart is so broken that I don’t know if I’ll make it through this. Seeing the one you love just up and move on so quickly after things end, is shattering. I don’t know why it has happened to me, I have all I had to the relationship, realest I ever had...And I still have my fam that loves me and needs me, but I’m so hurt that idk if I can pull through. Fuck :(
Louis G92 i usually never reply to comments but you know what...i know what your going through. I been there. Its the worst feeling anyone can feel. You dont know pain until your beggeing god to heal your heart. Your going to get through this i promise. It doesnt make sense now but eventually it will. Closed chapters always bring better ones. Its been 2 years and im still healing❤️ peace and love brother🙏🏽
Hello stranger 5 months ago, I hope you are still alive !! I care about you
I'm telling my friend his life is worth living I told him to think about his family and friends like we would cry if we lost him like I already lost people to suicide it hurts really bad
I hope you are still here and I hope you have given it all to God. Jesus is the way the truth and the life. Cling to Him always. He is the lover of your soul.
I hear you... I see you.. please pull through. Love you.
Perfect, I love this so much. Stay brave Clayton
"I would have already killed myself if i was not afraid of burning" 😭 so deep so raw so real, I've been there. Thank you for sharing. 😍
I'm telling you my friend...you are gifted. These words are so moving!!! I pray the Lord continues to bless you and yours!
Oh my!!!!! Your songs/lyrics makes me cry!!! I felt so related to it. Thank you brother. God be with you today, tomorrow and always. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
This really got me I stopped going to church because of people shaming and judging me in a place I thought I could be open
I was feeling down today then this come thx for making my day
You have a rare gift of speaking God's word through poetry 😇I too write poems and I have no shame of speaking out loud while words pierce otherd ears. You are a blessing from up above Much love 😇
It would be amazing to be in heaven
No over thinking, depression, anxiety, paranoia, anger,
Just complete happiness and peacful.
I just want to go fast
Same
@@lightyagami2509 I hope you’re still with us I’m going through soul crushing heartbreak because she never understood my anxiety and depression. I still love her and she just doesn’t even care anymore. Stay strong brother I am battling life along with you 💪🏻❤️
This is amazing....saying everything we're usually to afraid to say out aloud.... God bless you...thank you for this.
Powerful!! Thank God for your grace and mercy. For giving our brothers and sisters your voice to bring us near. “We’re going to get through this, we’re going to live…. God didn’t hurt us, people did” ❤
I love you Clayton. God is great! God bless you and your family💜
Do u know how he is? like the bike accident?
David Søndberg-Madsen nah idk
AMEN! Praise You Lord Jesus Christ And God Almighty!✝️❤️
"I don't belong here." that's me every single second I'm awake. I don't belong here, I've never been able to "fit in" "I would've already killed myself if I wasn't afraid of burning. " I am sick and tired of life, tired of hurting, tired of being alone, tired of not fitting in, tired of breathing, tired of EVERYTHING, I'm just tired. Wish I'd never even been born
Everyday when I can’t do it .. I play this .. I quote this when my anxiety gets high.. I play this over and over in my head when I can’t calm myself down. Thank you Clayton from all of us 🥺you speak to our hearts. I’ll always be here to support you 🖤
you done so well should be proud of yourself
You are a blessing to the people,a voice for the voiceless, your words just flow from pain to glory you tell your story ,you fight your demons ,you are not alone, you connect and we reflect, God Bless and we will be tested but we will find rest in Jesus
It's like he's spying on my life and writing poetry about it...
Deep. Hope ya doing alright.
@@JoeHenkel Doing loads better now thank you man. Clayton, God, some friends and a goal got me through a really hard time in my life. I'm not there anymore, but I think about those dark nights every day so I can remember how far I've come. Stronger on the other side. Much love brother :).
@@andrewwerner2164 man, that's good to hear. Stay faithful and keep looking to Jesus!
I dont belong in this world, today was a really bad day but with this upload I feel kinda better but sometimes I feel like I should leave and not exist anymore
i feel the same way man but we're gonna get through this ok we're not alone man also ur pfp is great
@@cyrnn8484 thanks, and yeah hopefully we can all get through this and not let out hard days be our last days.
Wow, thank you so much for sharing things that most are too afraid to say.
Praying for you.... you are the voice that says what we can think! I love my church because they let me be me... with all of our flaws! Grateful for a safe place to praise the Lord!
Amen🙌🏻 Clayton ❣️. Your words spoke right to my 💗. What people don’t understand is you look great on the outside most of the time & your slowly dying on the inside! Your words are like an answered prayer! God will continue to give you the words to speak & you will move so many to him🙏💗
I I mean Jennings never ceases to amaze me the Lord is using him in such a powerful mighty way that listening to his poetry I can literally feel the spirit of God moving through my being absolutely glorious amazing and the truth does set as free and how beautiful it is to be free as a sinner
“God, I don’t want to be here” wow.....that hit hard.... I started crying. I can relate so hard!
"I know I don't belong here"
Omg that hit on a whole other level.
You are loved and highly valued. You can overcome anything in your life. You are here for a reason.
Ur spoken words always give me chills
"I should you my sin and you showed me your son" Felt that.❤️
I'm so happy to have this community of belivers going trhough the same struggles.
Man this is the most realist I have herd anyone be on CZcams so far. Thank you my brother in Christ Jesus. Thank you God for all my brothers and sister in Jesus Christ.
Recently I haven't felt impacted by your poetry, but this one is different. It hits different, it's amazing.
Thank you.
Thank you for raising up the topics every Christian is so afraid to raise! God bless you!!
"I would have already killed myself if I wasn't afraid of burning" - that one hit hard
I don’t wanna be here anymore , I don’t belong here ! Ufffff that one I felt 😭
My inspiration.....
Why I started spoken word poetry.
I am so thankful to have found you, whenever i listen to your spoken word it hits me completely. You make me cry of relief, like your taking everything that’s been built inside me out through you. Gives me a feeling of much relief. Thank you for existing and being in my life Clayton, everyone here appreciates you. Hopefully I get to meet you someday.
I feel like every video I watch of yours, it’s exactly what I need to hear in that moment. Thank you. I wish I could say more. Just thank you.
Thank you for finally softening my heart. " Create in me a clean heart, Oh God"
This actually made me tear up thank you so much for restoring my faith in God and thank you for helping me ❤
I don’t know if anyone has spoke to me like he does. I’ve fought with myself and the demons inside me for a long time and sometimes honestly don’t know if I will survive but Clayton you give me the strength and hope to push through because even tho it’s hard today it might be easier tomorrow. Anxiety is a hard thing to deal with and even harder to understand and sometimes you feel lost and it’s amazing someone puts it into words that you can’t. You give me hope and that’s something that I could never get to repay in this life or the next. Thank you for everything thing you say and everyday you help me be the man I’m suppose to be not just for my family but for myself. You show people that even tho life is hard it’s the small moments of hope that push you thro and make it all worth fighting and much more suffering for. If I touch just one person in my life the way you have touched me then it gives me hope for not just my future but for the future of humanity. The subjects you touch are hard to talk about but you give me and everyone that listens the strength to push thro because we know there is someone like you beside us fighting for with us everyday and sometimes that’s all people need to know is that they are not alone. I have fought for a long time mentally and at the points and times I feel my lowest I put on your videos and remember I’m not alone......honestly I’m scared everyday and sometimes it makes me feel weak and like I’m not good enough or strong enough but long story short thank you! Thank you for just being you and showing people that no matter wat you face in this world that somewhere there is someone who is not only facing the same struggles and problems but that you even if you don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel it is there and as long as you keep pushing forward eventually you will see the that light and no matter how far away or hopeless it seems it is possible to reach it. So many in this world face these problems but so many feel alone and videos like these push us thro to that light and I will spend the rest of my life trying to touch someone the way you have touched me. No matter wat you have in this world plz just love each other and know that the smallest things like words can make all the difference. Life is hard and if the only thing I do is show someone a better path like you have shown me by your words of honesty and integrity then when I leave this earth it will be with a smile. Plz know you have helped so many people and it’s your words and I will strive to continue thos words and your action because you saved my life and I consider it an honor to hear them and let them influences my life to make this world hopefully a better one for the next that follow. Thank you and everyone that reads this because you have me the strength to put my feelings into words and that I something I could never repay but I will spend the rest of my life trying that I promise!
Thank you Clayton 🤗My favorite poetry on the album ❤️JESUS JESUS Till Day I Die!!!!!!!!
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Stay strong Clayton ❤ we love you. Be yourself. God will always love you no matter what the outcome of your life is!
Woah! God knew i needed this i literally just had the same battle falling and tripping and this is literally how i was feeling. woah is all i can say.
Thank you for picking me up a thousand times! Many times saved my life I feel every line.
Beautiful! GOD hears you! Don't give up no matter what! Amen!
“God didn’t hurt us, people did” I felt that man
your amazing❤when I saw the title I don't belong here I knew that I should listen to this because that is how I feel. you make the best spoken poetry ❤
Wow this tears me up, being a poet as well, I have always loved the rawness, transparency and honesty.
I feel like you wrote this for me.
You have a gift, keep writing, keep Trusting, keep blessing us with your poems.
Feeling down today..... then get notification... thank you🖤
Keep your head up and God bless you 🙏🏾
Aaron Henry thank you!!! Means a lot
God loves you ..life is full of challenges..things we do before seeking God will make us go through more than we need to do ..people will always hurt us ..but God is always there to pick up our pieces if we allow him and not keep blocking Him by our choices and not in His will
Amazing spoken word poetry 💜💓💜💓 first like and comment Notifications are on
Every single on of your songs help me. I’m in a really dark space right now, you don’t know me but you’ve helped me so much. Your absolutely amazing. Thank you so damn much... for everything ❤️🙏 thank you
Love you. Praying. Your words help heal others - I hope it’s helping you heal some too.
Clayton thank you so much for this. You're the most inspiring person there is, you're one of the reasons that I'm still here in one peace today. Thank you so much for that
Thank you so much for sharing💜💜💜This was truly amazing🙏🏻🙏🏻💜💜
God's grace is sufficient enough to keep you. Keep writing. I know some of your struggle, I've been there. Sometimes I still feel there. But God said to me one day in my healing season when mind games were coming at me still, "There is a difference between mental illness and mental attacks." The devil will tell you it will never be over. But he is and always will be a lying fool. It ends, it may not feel like it. We will face mind attacks, it's the devils playground. But we are given healing. It's God's promise and ability. I hope you see my messages to you on these platforms. I want to send you my book when I am done writing it. You inspire me. I love you brother. Keep on keeping the faith.
Thank you clayton. Your wisdom is helping me get through a lot.
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Dang I am on the verge of tears. This is how I feel every single day. I have never said exactly how I feel out loud before. But this poem is me…..
God bless you clay you are a good messenger of god 🙏, we all need to focus on jesus and trust him, he is in charge ❤
"I can't remember the last time I had fun"
That hit me
You are so inspirational keep it up jesus till the day I die. Much love my brother 😀
Thank you Clayton! I appreciate your words! They make me realize I'm not alone. Like these swirling thoughts aren't mine alone.
I remember my grandmother leaving the church. Her words to my ears, The lord will hear me,even if I'm in my closet.
Thank you for ministering to people, we need it these days.
This made me cry so much and I’ve been dealing with why does Jesus loves me and stuff. Thank you for making your videos
OMG, this is INSANELY good and DEEP.
I don’t believe in a hell. I only believe there is a heaven. How could a god create such imperfect beings and expect them to be perfect. To follow rules that she/he never truly tells you to follow. I think we are all damaged but no one deserves to burn. Just keep going and be kind to one another.
Unfortunately Hell is a real place, it is a place that was prepared for the devil and his demons. And unfortunately people do go there, but it isnt because God sends them there, its because they reject the Savior. See God gives us free Will, to choose life and death. We are imperfect beings but its His Holy Spirit that perfect us day by day. When God looks at us He sees His Son Jesus. Thats why its important to surrender your life to Jesus and Allow His Holy Spirit to dwell in you. To escape the pollutions of the world and in the end Hell. So much evil and wickedness in this world that eventually has to go somewhere, and since God is a Holy God, Light and Darkness can never mix. God doesnt want anyone to go to hell, this is exactly why the Plan of Salvation was to send His Only Son to die a Painful and Gruesome death so we can live. So we can be with him in heaven. The Bible warns us about hell, and the pleasures and desires that can lead you there on this earth. Submit to God, resist the devil and he shall flee from you. Love you man and i hope i was able to share some wisdom with you 🙏🏽💙
This is what I struggle with when it comes to scripture. We’re damaged because we were thrown into a world to help create that damage. Although I do believe in acceptance and accountability….that takes time to master.
Free will but hey hell is being reincarnated here😂😢😊
I can't express into words how much I relate to this video.. every single word
I feel worthless. I know that I will never be the same again knowing My life. I don't think God will ever forgive me for the things I did. I'm so worthless.
@jasminbowser3021 sry i never saw ur msg i hope u r ok...god forgives all believe me have faith
I feel exactly the same!’
You must know your spoken words are impacting on us...on me.
You must know I am praying for you. Even when I forget, God will remain me so please don't stop.
The feel's...(keep it up). 👍
Thank you Clayton personally I have been through stuff and the people around me don't understand but I am glad that you are in this world because you get thank you God for blessings is with Clayton
*"God didn't hurt us, people did." 🤕😪*
Before I played the whole video I knew this was going to be something real special, and it is. I feel you bro, I know it feels tiring to keep going, trust me I know. Losing the most precious people in my life left and right, and at the end I'm always reminded to keep trusting in God because he's proven his existence to me, and that already shows me that he knows what he's doing.
I love u Clayton! Thank you for everything u do..❤❤
This hit so deep...... I wish I had the strength you do 2 keep going.....I feel myself slipping a little more each time I fight this battle in my head. I just don’t wanna feel like this anymore.
“We normally just prop things up we expect to fall”
Clayton. God loves u. He is using u to reach so many! I'm sorry for the struggles you face. I understand all too well but remember no suffering is more than what our Savior faced for us! We walk no where that He hasn't walked before. Hang in there brother. God's got you and you're loved!!!! Keep reaching out to others!
Hi Clayton. I want to say thank you for you suicide prevention video and your anxiety video. Thanks👋
I love the power of words and how when we lissen to every word we feel like were not alone in this fight with life. I lissen to these vidios because it gives me strength and it gives me a reason to carry on living. Xx
You’re so inspirational ‼️
Clayton, thankyou for being such an inspiration for me. I’m 14 and have always wanted to be a motivational speaker. I take inspiration from you. I listen to your spoken words everyday and they keep me going. You helped me out of my depression and was contemplating suicide just because of the way my life was going and the way people treated me I felt absolutely worthless. But your words really helped me I have never been happier in my life I am forever thankful and really hope to meet you❤️
God Bless You and your wife and daughter!!!!!PRAYING FOR PEACE and HEALING OF SPIRIT MIND BODY and SOUL IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME AMEN!!!!FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT!!!! KEEP PRESSING ON!!!!
"the voices of anxiety just kept mumbling." I feel that one
God blessing to you and Jamie and your daughter and family in JESUS Name. We've love you all
God is love.
Imagine finding a world that you can’t live in without god, but getting told my the church that god won’t love you. Who are we if not ourselves?
"What about your daughter?" That hit the heart hard. I'm a father to a Angel. She passed away last year in February. Always ask God why I'm still here living in hell and ask why He took my one and only away from me and ask if He even loves me... Daddy misses you and will always love you Ember Lou. We will be together again when my day comes.
Shit hurts man just keep at it bro one day st a time
@@justinschannel8546 day by day my friend. Gotta make her proud of me still. 💙
As much as we can do
She would be proud of you dude you were a good dad to her
Hate to hear about that. I’m gonna pray right now.
As always Clayton, it's so good and so right;
You've been uplifting to me and my family,
I pray for you and your FAMILY!
May God bless you all!