the masculine urge to push a giant boulder up a hill, only to get no where, the endless plight symbolizing the human struggle against the absurdity of life.
THIS SHIT GOES HARD 🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 (I seriously don't think I'm ok anymore, I'm going nowhere in life, and I want to go somewhere rather than disappointment, I can't get out of bed. I'm failing school, and I'm a liar. if you see this, please pray for me. I don't know what I'm gonna do anymore besides feel pain..) edit: my life has gotten alot better ☺️
1: Try joining religion. Not only does it give your life a higher purpose, you will find people in your community who can support you. 2: There are plenty of jobs that don't require a formal education. A job like a mechanic can pay a solid amount if you know what you're doing. 3: Ask for help. Most people are generous enough to understand your situation and will give you what you need to rebound from your situation. Don't beg for any more than you need, though. 4: Get therapy (this doesn't even require a therapist!) Just talk to someone, anyone, and get your feelings out. Say what you want to say, and feel free to cry. All this has been shown to relieve stress and help you move back towards a stable mental state. 5: Get the hell off of your electronics. besides calling (and maybe e-mailing people) your mental state is not going to be helped by social media. It'll just take up your time, all the while you slip deeper into this episode of yours. 6: Some smaller things: Try to eat better, get more sleep, and keep yourself clean (as in showering and such, but if you are addicted to any drugs, tobacco, alcohol, or even social media or pornography, you should probably rid yourself of that as well). this all will make you feel more fit to get stuff done. 7: Finally, and I cannot stress this enough, you have to WANT to change in order to actually change. I know it sounds ridiculous, but it's true. Self-motivation is hard, and the process will be slow, but if you believe in yourself, it will happen. I plan on praying for you, and may God's grace give you the strength to get out of bed and make some changes in your life. Good luck, soldier. Suicide is never the answer.
First mistake is to expect others to fix your life, no one else is gonna do it for you, and no prayers will save you. Get out of your bed and clean your room
Please stay alive, you have a purpose. Focus on things that make you happy, treat yourself nice, and remember that everything will work out. There's so much life ahead of you, so many good things that will happen in the future, don't take the future away from yourself. I don't know you, but I love you, and I hope you're healing
not everything works out it takes time theirs trauma people theirs a lot things that will try put you down why you got to smile through the sadness and not let everything get you life aint always gonna how you want it its always gonna be ups and downs you got to enjoy those sad and big moments no matter what it is even those around you cause world aint a game you aint gonna respawn over and over you die once and never come back and you got to make something out life and not throw it way fr fr
I love this song with my whole heart!! (I love my life, before you stop reading i just wanna say it does get better if you care enough, while reading some comments ive remembered that people have it harder than me, i know a couple people who have miserable lifes but keep going, you should too. I myself had two panic attacks in my life, lost really important friends a couple times, lost contact with my favorite cousin, suffered through a month of being burnt out, but im still here better than ever, awaken your will power and lets get to Valhalla together my brothers) Seriously tho i hope you are still reading this, hop on self improvement, one hell of a drug. I hope you are having the best day of your life.
I really feel that "lost contact to my favorite cousin" that actually happened to me, and I really miss the feeling of having that one trustworthy and close friend besides you.
this song brings me so much comfort (i think im going through a midlife crisis at a young age for the third time in my life, i dont know who i am or what i want/need, i push everyone away and dont let anyone in but i want love and close relationships, but my brain has put up a wall because of how everyone has treated my in the past, im extremely happy and laughing then 37 minutes later i feel like i fell into a hole and can’t get out but then 183 minutes later i find myself at a peak happy again. my brain does what it wants when it wants despite how i should actually and want to feel. but im gonna put on a mask and go to sleep and wake up and go to school and wear that mask until i have the chance to be alone again.)
"If you can make it through the night there's a brighter day" - Tupac I know things suck right now, but there's so much ahead of you - you're future --- all the people you're gonna meet, all the great things you will accomplish, and all the great memories you will make. Don't take your future away.
cool song fr (no seriously,i REALLY love this song,embraces the struggle of having a perfect life,although life was already perfect from the start itself and thus you don't really have to search for it.)
to anyone having a harsh time rn and having those kind of thoughts, dont do it, its not worth it trust me. life is really hard i know,but you are gonna get through whatever problem ur going through rn,not everything in life is bad,there will be so many good moments, theres people who care about you, you have a lot to live for,a job,a soulmate and maybe even a familiy. i hope ur doing much better now,stay strong theres always a light at the end of every journey dont ever hurt yourself, it wont help you at all,dont end it all,theres a lot waiting for you. take care of yourself,i love you
Bro that guitar is so dope (at this point i have to write that my life is bad and shi but i will not because if i do it i will always be stuck at the start so i keep living and keeping my thoughs and feelings to myself and always try to find something that makes me happy because that's what we need something that keep us entertained)
man i love this song (i'm feeling so worn out from trying. It's like no matter how hard I push myself, everything keeps slipping away. My boyfriend, my friends... it feels like I'm losing everyone who matters to me. And on top of that, dealing with constant bullying is just crushing. No matter how much effort I put into my classes, I still end up failing. It's like there's this constant weight on my shoulders, this feeling that no matter what I do, it's never going to be good enough. It's getting harder and harder to face the fact that I'll never be enough in this world)
I love this song! (actually im quite happy with my life, even if sometimes i get frustrated and lose my meaning with all the shit the universe throws at me, even if i dont have true friends to talk to everyday, even if i have yet to find a purpose, even if i got rejected many times and never got a girlfriend, even if im weird and cant fit properly in society. Thats so little compared to what other people had been through. I cant give up. You shouldn't give up either.)
I love this song sm!!! (It’s getting worse day by day, manifesting my own body and mind. I can’t even stop it from happening. It gets better, and then it all falls apart again. It will never be as good as it originally was, nor as normal as I was when I first started. All I can do is sit and wait for my mind to stop, and all I feel during this is sadness. It’s like I can’t even feel any other emotion, I’m stuck with this for the rest of my life. I’m drowning in sadness and it gets worse day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute. I can’t do anything. All I know is sadness. All I know is this worthless excuse of a body, and hell of a life. No one will ever listen if I try and make them. Nothing that happens to me is ever good, and I’m a pathetic excuse of a person. I’m not even a person at this point. All I do is sit in my room and bask in the mess of life that I myself have created. I am to blame for all that’s happened to me. No one will ever know this except me. No one will ever know what I go through everyday and continue on like it never happened. I hate it on this stupid excuse of hell on this world. I know no one that I hate more than myself. I’m growing more and more distant from my personality that I’m not even sure I have one. I will never be a first choice, even if I am “loved.” I wish it would end already. This is pathetic and I’m only a dumb excuse.)
This song’s amazing! (What's actually wrong with me. I was born incorrect and I don't know what to do about it. l've tried to change so much I just don't know what I'm doing to make other people hate everything about me. Why can't I be normal. Why couldn't I have been born right. No matter what I do I cannot be happy with myself. I'm so confused. Everyone would be happier if I was gone. But I'm to scared to disappear. What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? It feels so selfish. It feels so wrong to think like this. Everyday it's the same thing. When will it change. When will I change. When will I be good enough. I'm just so tired. Tired of everything. Talking to my friends, Talking to my family, hearing my voice, seeing my face, looking at my body, speaking, thinking, crying, everything takes such an enormous amount of effort. so what's the point of even trying anymore? The only thing that makes me happy now is sitting in my bed and doing nothing. I just want out. I just want to give up.)
The strong ones are the ones that can and do end life not the ones that keep trying I'm close but still to scared one day I'll have the courage to do so
This song is so great!!! 😁 (I'm starting to regret, I'm not sure of what, but I am regretting. I don't know how to explain it but I feel empty inside with a burning sensation. I'm not sure how long I can hold this false persona that I use to avoid certain people saying that "there's no reason for it" or "you're too young for this" or even "stop it, it's embarrassing". I hide my true feelings and self to make others happy but at the cost of my own happiness. I was open once, just to either be laughed at or made fun of. Sometimes they still bring it up making me feel guilty of ever saying anything. I feel like I can't even trust anyone, even myself. My thoughts mess with my choices by making me think of every terrible scenario that could happen. I just bring ruin and despair to all near me.)
i love this song so much (im so tired of trying. i lost everyone. my boyfriend. my friends. my cat. my family. im constantly getting bullied. i fail all my classes no matter how much i try. i cant face the fact that i will never be enough. im so close to taking my own life)
Real. (i feel like everything around me is crumbling. All the people I love is gone, my dad is gone, my mom keeps venting and i am at the verge of hanging my self in the room. I go to school everyday just to put on a mask to make every other people happy rather than myself because i know i am not worthy enough of the treatment they gave me)
i have lung cancer, i only have 3 months and im really scared, my family, my friends, i wonder what theyre gonna do after im gone. i just wish them the best man, especially one of my best friends called arson, hes the BEST, i dont wanna leave him
Out there is probably a star made up of the same stuff which eventually lead to the creation of you. That star out there is rooting for you no matter what
Your life is everything. You serve all purpose. You should treat yourself now. And give yourself a piece of that oxygen, in ozone layer, that’s covered up so that we can breathe inside this blue trapped bubble. Because what am I here for? To worship you! Love yourself! I mean that with a hundred percent with a thousand percent.
people be writing essasys about random shit man, i know your life may be hard but you can get though it either fucking way. dont kill yourself over a girl or a guy man just keep going and live your life.
My life is amazing. 😂‼️🔥 (i feel nothing, every day i feel as if im on autopilot. I never get anything right, ill always be a failiure. I try and convince my parents to stop fighting but all they do everyday is yell yell yell, nothing else. Its almost as if they dont even love eachother. Im really trying my best but clearly its not enough. I feel like im stuck in a loop. Same thing happens everyday. Wake up, school, clean the entire house, and then im SUPPOSED to go to bed after that, but i dont i cant sleep. I stay up everynight. I barely get sleep anymore. I stayed up till 5-6 am for the past few days. I really cant take this anymore but i dont want to commit because i know, i still have that little thread of hope that ONE day one day everything will get better. Ive been holding onto that same hope for 2 years. Im not sure if i should keep trying.)
*One must imagine Sisyphus happy.* (My letter to the reader: Time is an asset. You waste it by rumating on irreversible past mistakes. Should’ve, could’ve, would’ve, but you didn’t… But honestly, who the hell cares?! We have all done despicable, dumb, irredeemable shit! Things we would never dare tell another living soul! But you know what makes those people stand out from the crowd? They forgived theirselves for their terrible actions. Forgive yourself for what you did wrong. Forgive yourself for what went wrong. You’ve faced the consequences. Now it’s time to let go. It’s time to end this cycle of needless suffering you’re inflicting upon yourself. The mental and physical self harm will only hinder your progress. Be your protector. Be your healer. Be your lover. Be your light.)
absolutely amazing intro rift!! (my life is like a facade of what really goes on in my head, i feel a mix between sociopathy and psychosis and a water bottle sized amount of emotions that could burst at any minute on a person if they ask the wrong question, im hoping one day i just don’t wake up and just completely disappear, school takes my heart away and the amount of girls i would talk to would be so high if i just had a little confidence in how i look, feel and think about myself, im constantly reminded of how little my life evaluates to every second of my life, every conversion i have with a person that gets me motivated will fade away as soon as i get home knowing damn well i can’t amount to what i idolize. i know damn well nobody will read this through but if anybody really does read through this, just know i still won’t amount to a single celebrity or millionaire ever, if my life goes down the drain, then grandpa i’m sorry for letting you down, i just couldn’t do it.)
i know damn well this comment will float here in endless stream of comments here. just a side note, this isn’t a suicide note at all, i came to simply express how i feel in my life
I love this song! (I love this song. It is really good and I’m trying to learn it on guitar, I also toss bricks at homeless people, it brings me great joy)
This is fire 🔥🔥🔥 ( i dont know how to continue anymore, no matter how hard i try my grades can't get any better, they still expect me to get through this hell )
Damn thats crazy yall I just rilled this bolder up a hill and it straight up fell down again dude! (I know the task I am trying to complete is unending and meaningless so I have decided to instead assign my meaning to the unending task I am completing, giving my life worth from what seems to be nothing.)
today i went for a walk up a mountain and found a small rock on the floor and put it in the palm of my hand, i then proceeded to walk up the mountain that was very steep, when i got to the top i held the rock in both hands and looked around me at the beautiful view and played this song while i sat at the top of the mountain i felt so much accomplishment just by carrying that small rock up the mountain
Real (I am inches away from taking my own life, for the misery has become too much to bear. I can’t take it anymore and I am going to have a mental breakdown. I just want to be at peace.)
i don't even need love or compassion. i can't accept them anyway. why can't i ever be happy with the way i am? i know i need to be better but is it not enough, it is never enough. i need to hurt myself.
Life is hard, and there are ups and downs. There's always gonna be obstacles, but there's always going to be good times too. There are so many great best friends you're gonna meet, there are so many great memories you're going to make, there are so many goals you're gonna accomplish. Try your best and just power through it, tell yourself positive things, think about the good in the world. Don't ever forget that you're loved.
This song is so fire 🔥🔥 (I absolutely hate myself and i have literally no friends because they all left me and my girlfriend broke up with me, mote than half of the family i actually spent time around growing up is dead. I cant do anything right. I hate my stupid fucking blocky red face and my shitty buzzcut hair. Fuck everything honestly. Everything just takes so much energy. I cant even think about how my life used to be before everything happened. “Before what happened?” You might ask, well pretty much my dad died, my grandpa died, all my pets died, ALL my friends got rid of me one by one and my girlfriend left shortly after, i got severe anxiety and depression to the point where i couldnt sleep more than 3 hours a night and started hurting myself to numb the pain in the mind. And I dont mean to self diagnose here, but somethings wrong. I cant do anything right and I dont know what im doing to make everybody hate me so much. It seems like no matter how much I try I just cant so anything right. Sure i have DECENT body but the only reason i have that body is because i started working out to not fucking kill myself and to have some what of something to be proud of. But guess what? After all those seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years of working out with the encouragement of how much of a fucking failure and loser I am, nothing changed. My mind is still as fucked as its been since 2018. I wanna go back to when life was just so easy. When i would be running to my parents picking me up from elementary school. I wasnt insecure, I didnt fucking hate myself and my life and everything about it. I cant do this shit anymore. Im so tired. I just want the suffering to stop so I can stop putting on a fake personality in public.)
This song good fr (i thought i would find happiness in them, in school, but once again im faced by the reality that this is life, this is what it means to endure, to suffer, to perish, once again i feel betrayed, once again i lose trust in them, all of them, it hurts, they be like: "wya bro imma need dat notes bruh" at my limit, im at my limit. Call me Goku because im always on my limit, its just that i dont break them, im limited by my ownself, im limited by my weaknesses and my problems, i am the problem, i am the weakness, when will it end? Im running out of "It is what it is" in me, sometimes i contemplate on if it really is what it is, my hopes get high as i expect freedom, and i only find more bars in this prison, at this point i dont want to expect that i can leave, i just want to leave, i just want to be free.)
lol imagine 🤪 (im the shittiest son to ever exist. always gotta do something that affects the others, people I love. I'm so sorry for my mom, I know I'm a failure and won't actually end up being aleast some fucking garbage man or something, I tried psychology, it's all useless. I want a glock.8 and kill myself in the painful way ever imagineable. I want to suffer for what I have done including making my mother cry, getting bad grades, I just want to feel the pain and sorrow because just so you know, at the end of the day I would just listen to this bullshit ass song and then wonder why am I typing so much and why am I in this mood, I am completely just a disgrace that never made his parents proud. if only once I make my mom smile I would be the happiest fucking cunt to ever exist on this accursed world. the moment I was born I realised that the only thing that truly, and by this I mean TRULY is just simple suffering. why do we keep going? well I know why. cause there a happy fucking cunts that actually enjoy life and make their parents proud EVERY SINGLE MINUTE OF THE DAY. at the end of the day I just need someone to talk to and you know what? NO FUCKING BODY WILL TALK TO ME, they all think m a failure and laugh at me for doing every single normal shit, for example, FUCKING WALKING, I want to kill every being in this world so that they know what I feel like. I need them to find out that fucking rainbow unicorns don't actually exist, they are a tale made up by a fucking lunatic that probably had a perfect life, and money, a loving wife, and what am I gonna do? hm? what am I going to fucking do, im in a shitty condition, I just want to go on the 10th roof and land on my fucking stupid brain. please kill me, WHY ME OUT OF EVERY LIVING FUCK N THIS WORLD, I TRIED, I REALLY TRIED BUT I KUST CANT PASS THIS FUCKING GRADE, IM SO EMBARASSED EVERYTIME THE TEACHER CALLS ME OUT I JUST WALK OUT OF MY SEAT AND STARE AT THE FUCKING SHIT OR WHATEVER, I AM NOT ACTUALLY SANE, I WANT TO SHOOT EVERYONE IN THIS FUCKING SCHOOL AND END IT BY KILLING MYSELF AFTERWARDS. I FUCKING HATE YOU AND PEOPLE WHO THINK LIKE FUCKING MURRAY FROM THE JOKER 2019, I HATE EVERY HUMAN BEING, OR SHOULD I SAY FUCKING ANIMAL THAT CROSSES THIS EARTH. please help, I might do things.
This song is so calming!!(i wish i was dead rn,i’m a failure and a dissapointment,a useless kid who messed up something everyday,i wish i could end it all now and just disapear😂)
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the masculine urge to push a giant boulder up a hill, only to get no where, the endless plight symbolizing the human struggle against the absurdity of life.
This song kinda makes me want to push a boulder up a mountain for all eternity ngl
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One must imagine sisyphus happy
THIS SHIT GOES HARD 🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 (I seriously don't think I'm ok anymore, I'm going nowhere in life, and I want to go somewhere rather than disappointment, I can't get out of bed. I'm failing school, and I'm a liar. if you see this, please pray for me. I don't know what I'm gonna do anymore besides feel pain..)
edit: my life has gotten alot better ☺️
1: Try joining religion. Not only does it give your life a higher purpose, you will find people in your community who can support you.
2: There are plenty of jobs that don't require a formal education. A job like a mechanic can pay a solid amount if you know what you're doing.
3: Ask for help. Most people are generous enough to understand your situation and will give you what you need to rebound from your situation. Don't beg for any more than you need, though.
4: Get therapy (this doesn't even require a therapist!) Just talk to someone, anyone, and get your feelings out. Say what you want to say, and feel free to cry. All this has been shown to relieve stress and help you move back towards a stable mental state.
5: Get the hell off of your electronics. besides calling (and maybe e-mailing people) your mental state is not going to be helped by social media. It'll just take up your time, all the while you slip deeper into this episode of yours.
6: Some smaller things: Try to eat better, get more sleep, and keep yourself clean (as in showering and such, but if you are addicted to any drugs, tobacco, alcohol, or even social media or pornography, you should probably rid yourself of that as well). this all will make you feel more fit to get stuff done.
7: Finally, and I cannot stress this enough, you have to WANT to change in order to actually change. I know it sounds ridiculous, but it's true. Self-motivation is hard, and the process will be slow, but if you believe in yourself, it will happen. I plan on praying for you, and may God's grace give you the strength to get out of bed and make some changes in your life. Good luck, soldier. Suicide is never the answer.
shoot, was this a joke? Why is everyone else basically doing the same thing as this?
I'm doing the exact thing you said. It's just sad now.
the universe is just testing you
be strong and grow strong
light will appear at the end of this tunnel.
First mistake is to expect others to fix your life, no one else is gonna do it for you, and no prayers will save you.
Get out of your bed and clean your room
real. (im in constant pain 24/7)
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this song is so good!!! (i am on the verge of ending my own life)
Please stay alive, you have a purpose. Focus on things that make you happy, treat yourself nice, and remember that everything will work out. There's so much life ahead of you, so many good things that will happen in the future, don't take the future away from yourself. I don't know you, but I love you, and I hope you're healing
not everything works out it takes time theirs trauma people theirs a lot things that will try put you down why you got to smile through the sadness and not let everything get you life aint always gonna how you want it its always gonna be ups and downs you got to enjoy those sad and big moments no matter what it is even those around you cause world aint a game you aint gonna respawn over and over you die once and never come back and you got to make something out life and not throw it way fr fr
@@222day. cap 😂🤣🤣🤣😂😂
Im going To end It on my 21st bday. Friday.
real
I love this song with my whole heart!! (I love my life, before you stop reading i just wanna say it does get better if you care enough, while reading some comments ive remembered that people have it harder than me, i know a couple people who have miserable lifes but keep going, you should too. I myself had two panic attacks in my life, lost really important friends a couple times, lost contact with my favorite cousin, suffered through a month of being burnt out, but im still here better than ever, awaken your will power and lets get to Valhalla together my brothers)
Seriously tho i hope you are still reading this, hop on self improvement, one hell of a drug. I hope you are having the best day of your life.
I hope you're doing fine too, we've all been through some rough stuffs
@@northspring2985 Thank you very much, hope youre having an awesome day
I really feel that "lost contact to my favorite cousin" that actually happened to me, and I really miss the feeling of having that one trustworthy and close friend besides you.
@@dipster5307 im glad you can find comfort in relating to someone, hope youre having a great day brother or sister
it's too late, give up
I love this song!(no, I genuinely do love this song)
this song brings me so much comfort (i think im going through a midlife crisis at a young age for the third time in my life, i dont know who i am or what i want/need, i push everyone away and dont let anyone in but i want love and close relationships, but my brain has put up a wall because of how everyone has treated my in the past, im extremely happy and laughing then 37 minutes later i feel like i fell into a hole and can’t get out but then 183 minutes later i find myself at a peak happy again. my brain does what it wants when it wants despite how i should actually and want to feel. but im gonna put on a mask and go to sleep and wake up and go to school and wear that mask until i have the chance to be alone again.)
Virtual hug?
Real 😁😁😁👍👍👍👍😆😆😆😆
I love you man. It's going to be okay hopefully.
Hi i'm gonna put a mask on, I'm stupid ice fairy
Oh boy I should renovate my walls with a little bit of red(I want everyone to be happy except me I don't deserve good thing's)
I love this song so much! (I'm okay, i just really like this song, it's pretty peaceful and calming)
it gets worse
"If you can make it through the night there's a brighter day" - Tupac
I know things suck right now, but there's so much ahead of you - you're future --- all the people you're gonna meet, all the great things you will accomplish, and all the great memories you will make. Don't take your future away.
@@222day. w
@@222day.this is totally and completely untrue
@@weeblesjeeblez i agree. its even worse
Real
Rollin' up the boulder to the mountains🔥🔥🔥
Such a banger (I haven’t felt anything resembling joy or happiness since she left. God I miss her)
Same here I want her back
Sadness is a state of mind boys it will pass if you are ready to go foward
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I just peed myself
I just commed myself
cool song fr (no seriously,i REALLY love this song,embraces the struggle of having a perfect life,although life was already perfect from the start itself and thus you don't really have to search for it.)
Honestly, fuck the edginess
I will be one who imagines Sisyphus happy
FUCK ALL THE COMMENTS WANTING TO END THEIRSELVES.
YOU MUST IMAGINE SISSYPHUS HAPPY.
to anyone having a harsh time rn and having those kind of thoughts, dont do it, its not worth it trust me.
life is really hard i know,but you are gonna get through whatever problem ur going through rn,not everything in life is bad,there will be so many good moments, theres people who care about you, you have a lot to live for,a job,a soulmate and maybe even a familiy.
i hope ur doing much better now,stay strong theres always a light at the end of every journey
dont ever hurt yourself, it wont help you at all,dont end it all,theres a lot waiting for you.
take care of yourself,i love you
WE PUSHING THAT BOULDER UP A MOUNTAIN WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🔥
Real real 🔥🔥🔥
How's the game called?
@@Sebi_007 what do mean
@@nonhides The meme image is not from a game?
@@Sebi_007no,its from an ancient myth « Sisyphus » while the gods in greece
One must imagine Sisyphus happy.
this song is awesome! (i love duster so much)
It gets better from here
Bro that guitar is so dope (at this point i have to write that my life is bad and shi but i will not because if i do it i will always be stuck at the start so i keep living and keeping my thoughs and feelings to myself and always try to find something that makes me happy because that's what we need something that keep us entertained)
one must imagine sisyphus happy, for one is empty without the struggle, the struggle alone is enough to fill a man's heart.
man i love this song (i'm feeling so worn out from trying. It's like no matter how hard I push myself, everything keeps slipping away. My boyfriend, my friends... it feels like I'm losing everyone who matters to me. And on top of that, dealing with constant bullying is just crushing. No matter how much effort I put into my classes, I still end up failing. It's like there's this constant weight on my shoulders, this feeling that no matter what I do, it's never going to be good enough. It's getting harder and harder to face the fact that I'll never be enough in this world)
guys it gets better
Happy me and u
no
I love this song! (actually im quite happy with my life, even if sometimes i get frustrated and lose my meaning with all the shit the universe throws at me, even if i dont have true friends to talk to everyday, even if i have yet to find a purpose, even if i got rejected many times and never got a girlfriend, even if im weird and cant fit properly in society. Thats so little compared to what other people had been through. I cant give up. You shouldn't give up either.)
Real real 👍
i listen this when im sad (average 24/7 listener i must say)
I love this song sm!!!
(It’s getting worse day by day, manifesting my own body and mind. I can’t even stop it from happening. It gets better, and then it all falls apart again. It will never be as good as it originally was, nor as normal as I was when I first started. All I can do is sit and wait for my mind to stop, and all I feel during this is sadness. It’s like I can’t even feel any other emotion, I’m stuck with this for the rest of my life. I’m drowning in sadness and it gets worse day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute. I can’t do anything. All I know is sadness. All I know is this worthless excuse of a body, and hell of a life. No one will ever listen if I try and make them. Nothing that happens to me is ever good, and I’m a pathetic excuse of a person. I’m not even a person at this point. All I do is sit in my room and bask in the mess of life that I myself have created. I am to blame for all that’s happened to me. No one will ever know this except me. No one will ever know what I go through everyday and continue on like it never happened. I hate it on this stupid excuse of hell on this world. I know no one that I hate more than myself. I’m growing more and more distant from my personality that I’m not even sure I have one. I will never be a first choice, even if I am “loved.” I wish it would end already. This is pathetic and I’m only a dumb excuse.)
Real 😁😁😁😁😁👍👍👍👍👍👍😆😆😆😆👍👍👍👍
real ‼️
real (I hope your okay and u get better soon but real)
Hope you get better man.
This song’s amazing! (What's actually wrong with me. I was born incorrect and I don't know what to do about it. l've tried to change so much I just don't know what I'm doing to make other people hate everything about me. Why can't I be normal. Why couldn't I have been born right. No matter what I do I cannot be happy with myself. I'm so confused. Everyone would be happier if I was gone. But I'm to scared to disappear. What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? It feels so selfish. It feels so wrong to think like this. Everyday it's the same thing. When will it change. When will I change. When will I be good enough. I'm just so tired. Tired of everything. Talking to my friends, Talking to my family, hearing my voice, seeing my face, looking at my body, speaking, thinking, crying, everything takes such an enormous amount of effort. so what's the point of even trying anymore? The only thing that makes me happy now is sitting in my bed and doing nothing. I just want out. I just want to give up.)
i feel u
true
Real 😁😁😁😁👍👍👍😆😆😆😆
Real
The strong ones are the ones that can and do end life not the ones that keep trying I'm close but still to scared one day I'll have the courage to do so
another day of being alive ( wish i was gone already ) 😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂
This song is so great!!! 😁
(I'm starting to regret, I'm not sure of what, but I am regretting. I don't know how to explain it but I feel empty inside with a burning sensation. I'm not sure how long I can hold this false persona that I use to avoid certain people saying that "there's no reason for it" or "you're too young for this" or even "stop it, it's embarrassing". I hide my true feelings and self to make others happy but at the cost of my own happiness. I was open once, just to either be laughed at or made fun of. Sometimes they still bring it up making me feel guilty of ever saying anything. I feel like I can't even trust anyone, even myself. My thoughts mess with my choices by making me think of every terrible scenario that could happen. I just bring ruin and despair to all near me.)
i love this song so much (i really love it)
i wasnt really in a very good mental state a while ago, im happy now, but i used to listen to this stuff and it just really makes you sadder
this song makes me so happy #summervibes 🎉😎🌞 (i just want love)
this song is pretty good (its pretty good)
nice i was following these for like 5 minutes
i love this song so much (im so tired of trying. i lost everyone. my boyfriend. my friends. my cat. my family. im constantly getting bullied. i fail all my classes no matter how much i try. i cant face the fact that i will never be enough. im so close to taking my own life)
Facts
Keep going Vinny, it's better to keep going bc giving up hurts more. I'm truly sorry about what's happening to u. The good always replaces the bad
skill issue
Real 😆😁😁😁😆😆😆👍👍👍👍👍
I can relate
rise and grind, oh ye sufferers, rise and greet the same old dawn
Real. (i feel like everything around me is crumbling. All the people I love is gone, my dad is gone, my mom keeps venting and i am at the verge of hanging my self in the room. I go to school everyday just to put on a mask to make every other people happy rather than myself because i know i am not worthy enough of the treatment they gave me)
i have lung cancer, i only have 3 months and im really scared, my family, my friends, i wonder what theyre gonna do after im gone. i just wish them the best man, especially one of my best friends called arson, hes the BEST, i dont wanna leave him
arson?
I’m so sorry bro
bro im so sorry bro
@@kexzki5956 dont be sorry
@@iandariel8165 bro are toy being serious
I can not see the difference of irony and pain anymore.
I still can, I can keep on going until it kills me, it's worth it
one must imagine sisyphus happy
one..must imagine sisyphus happy
Out there is probably a star made up of the same stuff which eventually lead to the creation of you. That star out there is rooting for you no matter what
Your life is everything. You serve all purpose. You should treat yourself now. And give yourself a piece of that oxygen, in ozone layer, that’s covered up so that we can breathe inside this blue trapped bubble. Because what am I here for? To worship you! Love yourself! I mean that with a hundred percent with a thousand percent.
i love this song (love this song)
i love this song (this song is great)
people be writing essasys about random shit man, i know your life may be hard but you can get though it either fucking way. dont kill yourself over a girl or a guy man just keep going and live your life.
Ong (I can't stop getting the urge to just end it all)
I didn't think it could get much worse but it did
Jokes aside, its haunting to imagine that one of these comments weren't a joke
someone probably killed themselves listening to this
Most of the comments here arent jokes tho.
My life is amazing. 😂‼️🔥 (i feel nothing, every day i feel as if im on autopilot. I never get anything right, ill always be a failiure. I try and convince my parents to stop fighting but all they do everyday is yell yell yell, nothing else. Its almost as if they dont even love eachother. Im really trying my best but clearly its not enough. I feel like im stuck in a loop. Same thing happens everyday. Wake up, school, clean the entire house, and then im SUPPOSED to go to bed after that, but i dont i cant sleep. I stay up everynight. I barely get sleep anymore. I stayed up till 5-6 am for the past few days. I really cant take this anymore but i dont want to commit because i know, i still have that little thread of hope that ONE day one day everything will get better. Ive been holding onto that same hope for 2 years. Im not sure if i should keep trying.)
*One must imagine Sisyphus happy.* (My letter to the reader: Time is an asset. You waste it by rumating on irreversible past mistakes. Should’ve, could’ve, would’ve, but you didn’t… But honestly, who the hell cares?! We have all done despicable, dumb, irredeemable shit! Things we would never dare tell another living soul! But you know what makes those people stand out from the crowd? They forgived theirselves for their terrible actions. Forgive yourself for what you did wrong. Forgive yourself for what went wrong.
You’ve faced the consequences. Now it’s time to let go. It’s time to end this cycle of needless suffering you’re inflicting upon yourself. The mental and physical self harm will only hinder your progress. Be your protector. Be your healer. Be your lover. Be your light.)
I love this song (i cant pretend anymore)
this goes hard (im having a panic attack every ticking second)
absolutely amazing intro rift!! (my life is like a facade of what really goes on in my head, i feel a mix between sociopathy and psychosis and a water bottle sized amount of emotions that could burst at any minute on a person if they ask the wrong question, im hoping one day i just don’t wake up and just completely disappear, school takes my heart away and the amount of girls i would talk to would be so high if i just had a little confidence in how i look, feel and think about myself, im constantly reminded of how little my life evaluates to every second of my life, every conversion i have with a person that gets me motivated will fade away as soon as i get home knowing damn well i can’t amount to what i idolize. i know damn well nobody will read this through but if anybody really does read through this, just know i still won’t amount to a single celebrity or millionaire ever, if my life goes down the drain, then grandpa i’m sorry for letting you down, i just couldn’t do it.)
i know damn well this comment will float here in endless stream of comments here. just a side note, this isn’t a suicide note at all, i came to simply express how i feel in my life
do it for grandpa
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im so sorry for the people in here
how do i remove viruses from my computer🤣🤣🤣
i have no idea bro😭
Microsoft anti-virus weak asf so don’t bother using it
clean insides with water
Get a virus cleaner USB that installs an anti virus on insertion ;)
I love this song! (I love this song. It is really good and I’m trying to learn it on guitar, I also toss bricks at homeless people, it brings me great joy)
Once I tossed a brick at a homeless person and when it hit their head a number 100 flashed then went away and I heard a sound effect like a video game
Damn, now no one can imagine sisyphus happy
This is fire 🔥🔥🔥 ( i dont know how to continue anymore, no matter how hard i try my grades can't get any better, they still expect me to get through this hell )
thug it out until high school finishes
Damn thats crazy yall I just rilled this bolder up a hill and it straight up fell down again dude! (I know the task I am trying to complete is unending and meaningless so I have decided to instead assign my meaning to the unending task I am completing, giving my life worth from what seems to be nothing.)
today i went for a walk up a mountain and found a small rock on the floor and put it in the palm of my hand, i then proceeded to walk up the mountain that was very steep, when i got to the top i held the rock in both hands and looked around me at the beautiful view and played this song while i sat at the top of the mountain i felt so much accomplishment just by carrying that small rock up the mountain
the way my finger almost slipped on the trigger 😂🤣
😂😂😂
😂😂
The way the fucking screwdriver didn’t go trough my stomach 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@@namenlosspamsr3245 fr
@@moncherfremi 2 times 🤣🤣🤣🤣
" i give up " 9 year ago
fighting life but life fight back
Im letting my thoughts win
i love this song so much (i just had my pet catapillar named franklin smoke a cigar)
im in undeniable pain 😂😂
One must imagine Sonic happy.......😭
Real (I am inches away from taking my own life, for the misery has become too much to bear. I can’t take it anymore and I am going to have a mental breakdown. I just want to be at peace.)
i just cant.
Real. (Please let me see my dog again.)
Wow, sorry for your loss.
One must imagine Sisyphus happy :(
i don't even need love or compassion. i can't accept them anyway. why can't i ever be happy with the way i am? i know i need to be better but is it not enough, it is never enough. i need to hurt myself.
I want to be happy 💯🔥
damn this hits hard (life is pretty good rn)
The way I repeatedly stapled my chest😂🤣😂😹😹
this song is cool (I have a perfectly fine life)
real (i want to explode my brains all over my room)
Life is hard, and there are ups and downs. There's always gonna be obstacles, but there's always going to be good times too. There are so many great best friends you're gonna meet, there are so many great memories you're going to make, there are so many goals you're gonna accomplish. Try your best and just power through it, tell yourself positive things, think about the good in the world. Don't ever forget that you're loved.
Real (no matter how happy I will forever feel self hatred. I hate my life why am I here? I’m wasting everyone’s time UGH)
When even viewer retention is pushing up
This song is so fire 🔥🔥 (I absolutely hate myself and i have literally no friends because they all left me and my girlfriend broke up with me, mote than half of the family i actually spent time around growing up is dead. I cant do anything right. I hate my stupid fucking blocky red face and my shitty buzzcut hair. Fuck everything honestly. Everything just takes so much energy. I cant even think about how my life used to be before everything happened. “Before what happened?” You might ask, well pretty much my dad died, my grandpa died, all my pets died, ALL my friends got rid of me one by one and my girlfriend left shortly after, i got severe anxiety and depression to the point where i couldnt sleep more than 3 hours a night and started hurting myself to numb the pain in the mind. And I dont mean to self diagnose here, but somethings wrong. I cant do anything right and I dont know what im doing to make everybody hate me so much. It seems like no matter how much I try I just cant so anything right. Sure i have DECENT body but the only reason i have that body is because i started working out to not fucking kill myself and to have some what of something to be proud of. But guess what? After all those seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years of working out with the encouragement of how much of a fucking failure and loser I am, nothing changed. My mind is still as fucked as its been since 2018. I wanna go back to when life was just so easy. When i would be running to my parents picking me up from elementary school. I wasnt insecure, I didnt fucking hate myself and my life and everything about it. I cant do this shit anymore. Im so tired. I just want the suffering to stop so I can stop putting on a fake personality in public.)
Sorry to hear that mate.. Hope it all gets better..
real
This song good fr (i thought i would find happiness in them, in school, but once again im faced by the reality that this is life, this is what it means to endure, to suffer, to perish, once again i feel betrayed, once again i lose trust in them, all of them, it hurts, they be like: "wya bro imma need dat notes bruh" at my limit, im at my limit.
Call me Goku because im always on my limit, its just that i dont break them, im limited by my ownself, im limited by my weaknesses and my problems, i am the problem, i am the weakness, when will it end? Im running out of "It is what it is" in me, sometimes i contemplate on if it really is what it is, my hopes get high as i expect freedom, and i only find more bars in this prison, at this point i dont want to expect that i can leave, i just want to leave, i just want to be free.)
real
lol imagine 🤪 (im the shittiest son to ever exist. always gotta do something that affects the others, people I love. I'm so sorry for my mom, I know I'm a failure and won't actually end up being aleast some fucking garbage man or something, I tried psychology, it's all useless. I want a glock.8 and kill myself in the painful way ever imagineable. I want to suffer for what I have done including making my mother cry, getting bad grades, I just want to feel the pain and sorrow because just so you know, at the end of the day I would just listen to this bullshit ass song and then wonder why am I typing so much and why am I in this mood, I am completely just a disgrace that never made his parents proud. if only once I make my mom smile I would be the happiest fucking cunt to ever exist on this accursed world. the moment I was born I realised that the only thing that truly, and by this I mean TRULY is just simple suffering. why do we keep going? well I know why. cause there a happy fucking cunts that actually enjoy life and make their parents proud EVERY SINGLE MINUTE OF THE DAY. at the end of the day I just need someone to talk to and you know what? NO FUCKING BODY WILL TALK TO ME, they all think m a failure and laugh at me for doing every single normal shit, for example, FUCKING WALKING, I want to kill every being in this world so that they know what I feel like. I need them to find out that fucking rainbow unicorns don't actually exist, they are a tale made up by a fucking lunatic that probably had a perfect life, and money, a loving wife, and what am I gonna do? hm? what am I going to fucking do, im in a shitty condition, I just want to go on the 10th roof and land on my fucking stupid brain. please kill me, WHY ME OUT OF EVERY LIVING FUCK N THIS WORLD, I TRIED, I REALLY TRIED BUT I KUST CANT PASS THIS FUCKING GRADE, IM SO EMBARASSED EVERYTIME THE TEACHER CALLS ME OUT I JUST WALK OUT OF MY SEAT AND STARE AT THE FUCKING SHIT OR WHATEVER, I AM NOT ACTUALLY SANE, I WANT TO SHOOT EVERYONE IN THIS FUCKING SCHOOL AND END IT BY KILLING MYSELF AFTERWARDS. I FUCKING HATE YOU AND PEOPLE WHO THINK LIKE FUCKING MURRAY FROM THE JOKER 2019, I HATE EVERY HUMAN BEING, OR SHOULD I SAY FUCKING ANIMAL THAT CROSSES THIS EARTH. please help, I might do things.
relatable
skill issue
get into poetry bro
This song is so calming!!(i wish i was dead rn,i’m a failure and a dissapointment,a useless kid who messed up something everyday,i wish i could end it all now and just disapear😂)
Real 😁😁😁😁👍👍👍👍😆😆😆😆😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@@nutzisquidward629 very real😂
amazing song ( i really can't take it anymore)
The song didn't make cry but i can relate to this image or screenshot (i used to be was grounded 3 times but now i wasn't)
reading all these comments while listening to the video, realizing how much i relate to them
Y'all this beat on top (I love myself)
Ive hit rock bottom and I plan on digging deeper 😉👌
i love this song so much 😃😁 (find my body at Texas America near White River at November 4 2022 at 3AM - 4AM )
Dont do it bro, it aint worth it, you will get better one day.
@@yudhanurfauzan2484that one day is november 4th 2022 😁
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@@okay8514 does bro think hes edgy? go hit the gym
real ( everything feels unreal I cant take it anymore )
real real (another day more pain)
Real. (I do not deserve the oxygen I am constantly intaking. I want this breath that I'm holding right now to be my last one.)
you deserve the world. everyone does.
@@edgyyjaden9949 you deserve the word too.
Aye hey y’all
it only goes down from here. 😹‼️
Real. (One must image Sisyphus happy)
It’s the wait of the world
We have truly slept Long enough.
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The songs that play when you fail a mission