This mother went from being a drug dealer to disappearing for years and totally rebuilt her life|LNN
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- čas přidán 1. 05. 2023
- When Edel left the verything behind and went to live in a secret place in the coast region , she had had enough
She just wanted a clean slate. On today’s episode of LNS, she will walk us through her life in the hands of evil relatives , her drug dealing business, mistakes and lessons learnt to finally finding love in a man who has seen her through it all
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Happy New month team LNN,
What is your take home from todays episode and what message do you have for Edel?
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Inspiration story I like how open she is part of healing 😢
We have to call it what it is. Why all these Uncles from hell😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
What draws people together does not always keep them together ❤🙏🏽
Happy new month too team LNN,I just feel like I would like to meet Edel in the near future
Hi Lynn, can you kindly assist me on how I can reach this wonderful lady? Am drowning
I Can relate 😢😢. That's why I don't trust anyone around my kids...and it's always the people that are close to you. My elder cousins and uncles defiled me from when I was 7 till 10 ,I innocently reported and I was whipped and told to shut up. Gladly my grandparents rescued me from those monsters.
Over the years (love life) I couldn't keep any relationships. Everytime I had to be intimate I had flashbacks of those horrible moments. I had to be open to my husband from the word go, accepted me, took his time, helped me through therapy, healing and loving my inner child. He's so patient with our sex life and he's truly an angel.
I remember taking a girl out here in London. We were together for two years but she never wanted me to touch her sexually. People were surprised that we couldn't advance our relationship. Then she told me one day how she was abused when a child. We were still friends for years until I found my current wife. Don't know how to help her but she is still my friend and a very responsible and brilliant lady. I am so happy you have a reasonable husband.
Hugs.
Bravo to Yr hubby
Hugs to you sis. So sorry for what you've been through & for the additional trauma of being beaten for telling the truth.
I've been there & I'm grateful to have a husband who understood me and took me for therapy.
Oh no. Bless that got out of that well. Please, don't stop keeping close eyes on your children. I understand you clearly. God bless, mother to your children.💐
As a high school teacher I pray God help me handle kids well to motivate them and love them always...
Listening to Edel talking about what relatives did to her and it resonates deeply. I finally spoke up & told my mother when I was 22. She blamed me for letting them do what they did, yet I had been told that if I spoke up my parents would die and it would be my fault.
This is why I never have people sleeping over at my home. For the sake of my children. I have made it clear to relatives & friends that I don't host overnight guests. Neither do I let my children sleep over at other people's houses. Especially relatives' homes. I can't & I won't. Not even for one night. I will not put my children in a position where they can't resist because of fear.
Even female friends?
Pole sana. Though I didn't go through this, I share your sentiments, if I get a family I won't allow sleep overs. At all!
I share your sentiments. It never happened to me but I don't take chances. The world has become another place and statistics show that 90% of children who are defiled/raped, it's done so by people known to them. And sometimes its not just defilement, your children can be introduced to pornography. So let's protect our children. My motto "shuku kila mtu".
@@liznyaga3918 true me too I can never trust anyone with my kids...only God
@Colletah Auko yes, even those. Pedophilia doesnt discriminate. I think a female predator is harder to discover than a male one.
When you hear a woman confess that her man loves her,,he really does.
One thing I have realized is that people with very great destinies meant to bless people go through the worst abuse and terrible experiences. But God always have a way of pulling them through and fulfilling His purpose for humanity through them. Their end is always glorious. Weeping may last for the night, but joy comes in the morning
. Kudos my sister and all those loved ones supporting. Thanks a trillion times Lynn and team.
I was Edel in Primary and highschool, its interesting i am watching this when i am also unpacking and resetting. My take home is always to be kind, you never know what people are going through. Thanks Edel, im so proud of you, you have no idea what this episode has done to me at this moment. Thank you....Thank You
She reminds me somehow of my childhood, I felt and still fight feeling unwanted and not worthy enough, and because my mum was very strict, I couldn't be close to her and open up about my feelings, so I ended up being rebellious as a defence mechanism but inside me I was the biggest coward. I had to do that to shield me from bullies at school and home, and it really worked for me. I am now all grown, very conservative and try so much not to be out there for reasons well known to me, when I see successful stories of people out there, all I do is say a silent prayer to God for Him to remember me aswell. I am honestly not very well mentally, I feel tired because all my life, I have lived to fight one thing after another.
Am sorry dear. May the Lord hear your cry dear
Pole I can understand you .❤️❤️❤️❤️
God will continue blessing you.
Sending love and light to you dear
Emily, I'm so sorry for what you've been through.
Who else smiles akiona a notification from Lynn Ngugi😊
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Here I am
We are many
I also smile seeing Lynn update
Beautiful story. Beautiful girl . Well done ! However , what happens when her rock (husband) is not there ? Then what ? God is the only true anchor. Alafu she is so beautiful, eloquent and classy .
Finally someone has been bold enough to tell Lyn to ‘slow down and DE-COMPRESS. Vicarious trauma is real and most journalists (I was once a journalist) push it away. Lynn dear, take a break and work on self care ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This is the only bold woman Kenyan who i’ll give much respect. She doesn’t buy to this nonsense of religion bigup to you young lady.
The voice of a woman who has thoroughly done the work needed. Shutting off the noise and confronting the demons requires an amount of intention that most people won't get to. Just because you were in my past, doesn't mean we have to move into the future together. Wish me well, I wish you well. Whoa! Truth! How refreshing to be so raw and so honest. I'm so proud of you Edel. You radiate joy and peace and you're so centered. I could listen to you all day. I'll look out for that book when it comes out.
I remember Edel from high school. She was in a lower grade and i remember she was branded negatively.
I am glad that she was able to find healing. This is such an inspiring story
"The devil thrives in secrecy" it's important to speak up and show up in and for your life.
I feel like I've been hiding all my life after watching and listening to her. Sometimes I feel like I've failed the people I love the most, especially my parents. I used to be at the top of my class, but life is teaching me something different. Many people who knew me back then think that I became a doctor, a societal expectation that at one point drained me emotionally. At the university, I changed courses several times and ended up pursuing a degree course that never helped bring a coin into my pockets. Today, I eat and sleep math and art. Life is a journey with many paths. We choose some and find ourselves on other unexpected paths, good or bad. But we have to keep pushing.
True... just be honest and real to yourself...helps alot to know more about yourself
this resonates with my life story... its like same life in different bodies, i am still on that journey of finding my clan
I understand this. From being a top student to just surviving through life. Healing is a journey
Keep up¡!!
Story of my life😢💔💔💔
Been typing and deleting but I believe Edel needs to know that her story is so many people’s stories. She just got the voice to share and we are so proud of her. I can tell a spiritually awakened sister a mile away. It’s not easy being an outlier but guess what? Life needs a couple of those for balance. You chose a path only the strong could so that you would help the less courageous. We have learnt lots from you and hope you keep sharing your stories to help those stuck in their own paths.
The power of owning your truth, it makes no room for regret whatsoever.
Someone who matches Lynn Ngugis' energy ❤
Childhood trauma can cause so much damage to an individual. I only wish teachers knew how much damage they cause by saying negative things to small children, not knowing what they are already dealing with. I am so glad that this lady is alive to retell a different story about herself. Thanks for sharing your story❤
Apart from the show being inspiring,,it teaches us that never judge anyone basing on temporary situation,,one time saul was a killer but he changed,,keep going madam Lynn
Thank you🙏🙏
@@LynnNgugi welcome Lynn,,you're inspiration and hope to us
Exactly never judge somebody due to a temporal situation .. because tough times never last but tough pple do last
God qualifies the uncalled. She is a great mouthpiece to unlock so many lives. Thank you for sharing, I love her safe haven.
Beautiful enlightened lady. She has so eloquently expressed everything I learnt during my sight loss journey that I wish I could convey to others. That true acceptance of self, meeting the new you, letting go of the past... Absolute perfection. Thank you Edel and Lynn ❤
Good story telling skills,she has a good command in the queens language. She has come a long way. Admirable intelligent quotient. She understands her patterned consciousness over changing circumstances and mental transportation.
She recalls her life's ordeals like it was yesterday. I like the positivity she radiates. Her energy should be very contagious when around her.
Lynn duh!!! Am speechless ukisikia malaika anatumwa kwako kukuvusha basi mimi huyu dada ndio malaika wangu. Thank you very Much Edel .❤
This was deep. Thank you Edel for being so vulnerable and opening yourself up to all of us! And you have such a beautiful home 💞
I can absolutely relate with this! It's so sad that those we tell our struggles takes us for granted.
These men that take advantage of their little relatives, do they think these girls will remain little forever?
What would the world be without intelligent and brave women like LN?
Wow! She's such a good storyteller.she's gone through alot but she still managed to collect herself to something meaningful. We're happy to have her here.thank you Lynn.
Listening to this story has just made me remember how I was treated from my primary level I was always tortured emotionally my own parents used to look down on me however I did so well in primary and passed joined secondary and it became worse everyone used to call me names until I eventually lost interest in books and said I think this is what the world wants out of me so let me give them and I regret everything now if only I had supportive parents all would be well that's why I vowed to be part of my children's life until God takes me back home
Aki the devil is a liar! I just love this gem of a woman! No wonder the devil threw so much at her to extinguish her light and those evil programmers of destiny. Edel, thank you for your courage, honesty and willingness to share your story. You have no idea how much impact and transformation your story is and will make. Aki Asante sana . Lynn, thanks for going to Malindi for us. ❤
When life offers a second chance,use it wisely..
Oh My I Love Her! I have to sit down again with a pen and a book. So much wisdom oozing out to take home❤ Edel truly is a gem the world needed to hear from. Wisdom, strength...name it all!
This beauty got some wisdom you will never be taught in any school! We have been conditioned to live and do life a certain way; but the moment you uncover who you truly are, the tables turn!..life begins to make more sense, you get a higher meaning, fulfilment tastes like honey,,,happines begin to flow from within! And of course you define success differently and compete only with self.... But you got to do the work, inner job!!!... Thanku for your story!!! Thanku Lynn!
When life offers a second chance, use it wisely.. Edel is such a gem.
Happy new month too, team LNN, my life is indeed impacted by this episode. Thanks Lynn
Edel is such a gem. Full restoration loading. Good job Lynn Ngugi
I love the power she portrays.Can listen to her over and over again. So, raw and authentic.
Dear parents be very careful with those relatives and even the workers. I know too well about sexual abuse from relatives and also our shamba boy exposed my siblings to pornography. These stories are now very common. Never trust anyone with your kids, its so sad that even some fathers molest their daughters and get them pregnant. The damage and trauma on children is almost irreversible 😢 it requires the mighty hand of Yahweh.
It's the things we are told and believe that make u feel worthless, find your voice that was silenced, and use it. such an inspiring story
Edel, you have no idea how much you have inspired me. Listening to you is like a breath of fresh air...I wish you nothing but the best in your healing journey. You would make such a great motivational speaker someday - when you're completely healed.
She was my neighbor. A sweet girl who had lovely kids, and she was very smart... With a loving mom who was a member of Parliament.
I've just started this interview and this young lady is do intelligent first thing I got is "don't internalise negative words" and that was her survival kit wow strong beautiful woman so let me continue listening
Everytime I hear or see such testimonies I thank God for having good relatives, for the care and protection my maternal family gave me. May God keep blessing and keeping them
The best interview so far! Healthset, mindset, soulset, heartset, all in check. I go quite on people I am nolonger in the same frequency with, but then, stories begin to fly around. I am a playwright, allow me pick a lot of words and lessons from you Bahati. You have my love.
The energy, I can listen to this all day, I really need to find my self and place, waiting for the audio Lynn.
One thing I've emerged to be from this platform, is being strong inside out. My life is gradually changing to a positive direction....... Am spiritually,mentally and physically nourished. More grace to you Lynn and your team
Being a fan of LNN, this has been my absolute show she kept speaking to me. God bless you Lynn for taking the time to find us instrumental human beings.
Edel, I applaud your courage👏🏼....I pray your journey going forward will always be light and full of joy. You deserve it❤
Of all the interviews I have watched, this is the most Powerful of them all. Ah! Let me forward this to someone I know would love to watch this. Thank you beautiful lady for telling your story. Bingo 🙌🏿
This is a great lesson to most of us mothers
Thanks Lynn for another one of your educational interviews
By far the most enlightening episode ever.
No words enough to express my gratitude 🙏 ✨️
A great open hearted woman! I look forward to reading your book.
She is an excellent story teller, her story is also powerful and has full potential. At her age, you can imagine how much she has gone through in a such a short period. She reminds of the story of Aida Muturia: Death by instalments
This Lady is so beautiful and well spoken.
This lady is soo Brilliant gosh! And very articulate Indeed! Please invite her again.. She can start her whole show to help so many others who are on that journey of self healing. This was excellent Lynn👋🏿👋🏿👋🏿
This is the best interview I’ve seen in a long time. To healing, making peace with our demons, forgiving ourselves, doing the shadow work, taking your power back to knowing at the end of the day, love is the greatest gift of all.
POWERFUL.
As someone who just did the shadow work last year, I thoroughly enjoyed this
How does one do shadow works?
Enjoyed ? 😢
@@Kobi_house_of_uniquel also need to know aki.
@@Kobi_house_of_unique shadow work is Working with your unconscious mind to uncover the parts of yourself that you repress and hide from yourself. Mostly stemming from childhood trauma. Or parts of you that you’re ashamed of.
It starts by recognizing them. You can do it on your own but it’s a very brutal and painful journey.
I personally had a therapist and a spiritual teacher to help me through.
It’s also about letting go and forgiving the person who requires it the most. You.
Ave been doing it since 2018...took me longer but am totally content with myself
Am struggling with quitting, I needed this 💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾
Wow this is so rejuvenating to listen to! Her story resonates so well with my mental health journey. The sexual abuse from relatives as a child, twelve years of depression and how the healing process was so brutal! God bless you Lynn for what you are doing!
Now I understand why everyone around me keep saying I am no longer the person they used to know. I actually died and resurrected, still trying to understand and cope with my new self. I have never been happier and fulfilled in life!
Hugs
❤❤ cyber hugs 🫂
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@@martharinebiseko1457 thank you
I love your boldness and your journey of finding who you are. As teachers we need to dig deep into the lives of our students and take time to understand who they are and be slow to judge and call them names.
I just love her personality, despite of what she went through being abused by people who she thought they could protect her,living in the streets,selling drugs she can now find a reason to smile
Much love to my sister Edel. Thanks for sharing your life with us. You are such a beautiful soul.
What she doesn't realize is the impact of her mum's prayers in her life.
One day, she'll be the praying mum.
Reminds me of the song "Talking to Jesus" by Maverick City.
I love that song!❤
Oh my good God! This has to be the best conversation in the history of LNN. It has spoken to my soul. I'm now so inspired to tap into my alpha and eventually my utmost Delta self!!! THANK YOU EDEL! THANK YOU LYNN!! ❤❤❤
Thank you Lns for bringing people who motativate some of us to move and love ourselves. Trauma and withdrawal eat us seriously.
Wow!,this interview it's really addictive,i can even listen and watch it over and over again coz it's soo educative, thanks Lyn for this
Thanks Lynn this is a beautiful bright girl thanks for her healing, most people with potential are the ones who are caught up in such social problems that their potential is not realized thanks to God
I love the lady's story, pure from her soul & not attached to spiritual and religious gimmicks. Where there is will there is way - know thyself and live... the rest is hypnotized drama.
Edel,
You are amazing! Your story is an inspiration to millions of us out here. You are a 🌟
Gm team LNN ❤
Another day, another episode worth creating time for..
We reaaaady to listen❤
Wow...I really love this we learn differently everyday 😊❤❤Thank you Lynn and the team ,much love for Edel😊
ukiona Lynn amefika hadi Malindi this episode is worth listening to😊
💯how are you jeddy
@@irenemutie36 niko fine,you?
Wow her energy is something to embrace. She's my hero wow just wow. People go through stuff and parents are just clueless about what happens to their children when they are not around. WUEH relatives can destroy you.. ❤
Taking notes from this show..am healing everyday and am happy knowing myself
That part of abuse by teachers hits so hard! I can relate😭😭. Primary school male teachers are a No!!!! Life of a girl out in the wild alone is tough. Worse when no one believes it can be true!
Imagine..and they go through general psychology as a unit and never put that to practice..they could have helped but instead cemented the negative vibration..pthO!
@@florawuoketch7618 True! They can't let kids have peace.
Honestly this interview is so uplifting. She's my tribe, your energy is so calming and ao affirming. I love you 😚💖😚💖. Thank you Lynn Ngugi for such inspiring interview
Great story ! Childhood trauma is a bondage unfortunately, that’s the societal norm. We need freedom! The power is within self.
Wee this is deep. Thank you Adele for being vulnerable and sharing your life with us.
Childhood trauma can lead one to a path never envisaged 😢
Aaah Edel was in the same high school as me. She just disappeared from the face of the earth but here she is gathering herself. Good to see you Baha.
Lynn 😢😢😢 this episode just spoke to me its a confirmation of today for what i spent a whole night doing unpacking me. God speaks in Very mysterious ways im still in shock that i am journernig and today I see this. Thank you lynn
For once I must admit I met someone with the same mindset as mine.
Am still on that journey of finding myself and finding the happiness within 🙏🏽. I know am on the right track
I can hear this lady on repeat 😂. She has alot of EQ and wisdom.
I remember Edel from Highschool. She was really as naughty as she said though I didn't know her well but her reputation as a trouble maker then was known. Sad to think that I personally had written her off as being "spoilt" yet she was going through (and had gone through) a lot. On behalf of my Quabbz sisters nasema pole. Baraka mama
I know... She was crazy back then.. weirdly I loved her😭
The lady is so intelligent and beautiful .. God is so grateful 🙏 and her life is a testimony.
Awwww Edel, thank you so much for sharing your story. So sorry to hear all that you went to through. Grateful for the work you’ve done and are continuing to do- and for choosing to live!!! Sending you love and hugs. 🤗🙏
GOOD JOB!👍
Wow, my take home, be intentional, like in everything you want to become, everything you want to change in life be intentional. Thank you Lynn for being intentional to bring us this life changing stories, episodes, really listening to your show has made me think differently from how I used to view things. God bless you and your team
My every day medicines thanks Lynn for the good interviews
Good morning team LNN,lets tune in and listen to this amazing story
Lynn umeskia chenye umeambiwa wewe.....take some time for you..thawa thawa?💪💪💪💪
Halafu happy 37th Edel Bahati...🥛🥛to long life
By the way how can we surprise Lyn for a good job she is doing ❤
we really need to surprise Lynn, she deserves something good
She needs her flowers, count me in
We're over 600Ksubscribers,if we gave a minimum of 20 bob,we could buy her a car......
My thoughts
lets do it
True
Wow can't wait for your book Edel. I'm so touched by your story. May God heal you and restore all you've lost.
This story has really changed my.mindset
Should I say every message I need in life I only find it here. Lynn you are such an angel. To Bahati I just love your spirit and you got a message that millions need to hear ❤❤
I hope one day I'll tell my story once I heal ... Thank you Edel for you inspiring story .. what kill pple is accepting the reality of their past life... Lyn thank you too
May God give you the healing you deserve
She is super brave ❤❤ I salute her 🙌
Wow! Waiting for the book. Love this.
We missed some steps... moving from the streets to Europe...
Streets…mums house…film school…drugs…europe keep up
This lady has done the healing shadow work and she's vibrating on another level , I am so happy to see that a new tribe of people who know how to identify themselves is coming up ..."Know thy self " people sometimes think that people who choose to go through the journey are mad and lonely but we live in best life possible . So proud for her , align with those that align with you period .
Truly, A powerful conversation. May you continue in the journey of self realisation and bring along many with you. Your Man/husband has given you back, many times more what others shamefully stole from you.
This is another best show, I loved this lady, I loved her honesty. I really want to buy her book. Please tell us when it comes out. I love you Lynn Ngugi.❤❤❤
Thankyou lynn for all your eduacating shows,i do love them all n they have made me become a different person day by day,blessings❤
Sexual abuse brings permanent scars . People should actually stip doing this to peoples children 🤦♀️