Colicchie " Drug Addiction Part 2 " ( Prod By Big Jerm )

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  • @meganchristine8846
    @meganchristine8846 Před 4 lety +553

    I relapsed last october overdosed in November got clean January 5th and now I have 4 months clean. I am so thankful I made it out alive next time i know i won't so my only choice is to he clean for life. My life is finally improving got in school got good people in my life...

    • @paulmilner5330
      @paulmilner5330 Před 2 lety +12

      Well done Chaz I’m so so proud of ya bro keep believing in yourself don’t give up ey keep lookin forward and pushing forward keep you little girl the under lighing force of everything you ever do stay strong they said god gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriors…… be a warrior leading a army of gods warriors…… I myself had a 26 year addiction using intravenously aswell all my veins collapsed startied smokin it attempted suicide 7 times came back every time I have 2 girls myself I’m still trying to get. Clean I’m 6 months away from giving up.completely get my kids back. My family.Back your song I play ion replay over and over it’s infectious much love and much respect to u

    • @LAustinSauce
      @LAustinSauce Před 2 lety +14

      Can we get a One year update?

    • @Samantha.Maloney
      @Samantha.Maloney Před 2 lety +9

      its hard to stay away from drugs there everywhere

    • @Bolex_15
      @Bolex_15 Před 2 lety +4

      Year update?

    • @themexican8779
      @themexican8779 Před 2 lety +12

      I love you man, I got almost 10 years off that shit, I pray that you’re doing just fine man

  • @iamHelloKaren
    @iamHelloKaren Před 4 lety +631

    The pain of being an addict is unlike any thing I've ever felt. 20 years of my life just flew by, friends and loved ones are dead, I sit here, Narcan in my purse, hoping this time I can do it. June 2020 will be 1 year this go around. Please God let this be my last. I wanna win. 🙏
    To anyone else struggling, you can do it. I believe in you 💯🙏❤️
    My name is Karen Morris and I refuse to be anonymous

    • @loudonkin07
      @loudonkin07 Před 4 lety +13

      @Karen Gamel-Morris .. well done for your 1yr clean x

    • @scottsoto5238
      @scottsoto5238 Před 4 lety +8

      Good job keep it up

    • @skellishzombie9793
      @skellishzombie9793 Před 4 lety +9

      Hope you doing well . I'm glad to hear your recovering and staying clean. Keep it up ❤

    • @amandabechard4830
      @amandabechard4830 Před 4 lety +7

      Me too. Sm people do not even know what narcan is around here 😿

    • @amandabechard4830
      @amandabechard4830 Před 4 lety +3

      Awesome Karen

  • @GandervilleYT
    @GandervilleYT Před 8 měsíci +66

    My older brother fought addiction for most of his life. When he came back home 4 months ago, we would share music with each other and this was the last one he showed me. He explained everything you talked about in more detail and shared experiences about his struggles, and told me about how much these songs meant to him. We just lost him 2 days ago to a heroin OD. Our family did everything we could for him throughout the years, but there's only so much to do. I just wanted to let you know that, even though he passed, this song was responsible for him holding on just that bit longer. Tell someone you love 'em today, never know when it'll be the last time.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 8 měsíci +10

      My condolences 💔 sincerely. Prayers for you family. Hopefully you guys found solace since you commented this

    • @wadedevereux9207
      @wadedevereux9207 Před 7 měsíci +1

      He's no longer suffering.. sorry

    • @CodyHvids
      @CodyHvids Před 7 měsíci +2

      ive some how by the grace of god so far beating this addiction my heart goes out to you and your family for your loss

    • @Gotien718
      @Gotien718 Před 6 měsíci +2

      ugh sorry for your loss!

    • @donkelleher9726
      @donkelleher9726 Před 5 měsíci +1

      Sorry for your loss

  • @yogamamac.6903
    @yogamamac.6903 Před rokem +44

    I am a substance abuse counselor who works with clients who are on felony probation. I’m playing this and part 1 in my next group with them. Thank you. ❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +12

      Thank you so much, I sincerely appreciate the support 🙏🏽

    • @Grumpy-jt4sw
      @Grumpy-jt4sw Před rokem +1

      My P.O. tried to help but he kept telling me I was a productive person. 5 dirty UA's right behind each other and I still walked out free.😅

    • @hooter8505
      @hooter8505 Před 9 měsíci +1

      U laugh at that?

    • @user-ns9xe6ny1y
      @user-ns9xe6ny1y Před 8 měsíci +1

      That's awesome he's so good at his rap stories !! Their lucky to hear some real good shit like this !!!

    • @garyblack8442
      @garyblack8442 Před 6 měsíci

      Do u talk to people over the phone???

  • @samuelboehm2050
    @samuelboehm2050 Před 3 lety +434

    Literally crying, Took me 10 years to get clean, hardest thing ive ever experienced in my whole life. 51 days off Heroin an Fentanyl today

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +24

      Truly amazing 🙌🏼🙏🏽

    • @AnCapCat
      @AnCapCat Před 3 lety +11

      Day 1 for me. Keep it up yo. Them glassine bags almost killed me more than once.

    • @kaseycarbone177
      @kaseycarbone177 Před 3 lety +10

      I don't know u ! Just wanted to say im proud of u! Keep on keeping on!!

    • @AnCapCat
      @AnCapCat Před 3 lety +19

      Day 4 no opioids. Or day 5? Idfk anymore. Insomnia got me fuuuucked upp

    • @nicosbodysculptingjourneyw8918
      @nicosbodysculptingjourneyw8918 Před 3 lety +7

      Well done its all a mind set not easy I'm on and of drugs all the time go months thtn go week's doing stupped stuff his music dose help me and saved meny lives anyway keep it up respect

  • @RynossGamingmusic
    @RynossGamingmusic Před 6 lety +171

    "NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES MY GOAL IS DIE CLEAN"

  • @Brooke-dn9ps
    @Brooke-dn9ps Před rokem +75

    I have 13 months clean of meth and heroin. I remember listening to your songs throughout using just crying praying I could get clean. God is good. Thank you for your music, you’re truly helping addicts all over the world. ❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +7

      Much love, I appreciate it and we must stay strong ❤️🙏🏽

    • @SquareBodyMudTrucks805
      @SquareBodyMudTrucks805 Před 8 měsíci +5

      @Brooke-dn9ps Congrats on being clean. I was on heroin and meth and hit the path of using fentanyl. I've got 6 months clean. This dude is truly a miracle song writer. You and I share a story. I as well used to listen to @colicchie during active drug use and would cry and beg for help. 10 overdoses later I am still alive with 6 months clean. You are so amazing Chaz I really appreciate you and your story. It's saved my life. With the grace of God and your music I'm a man with a story that has lived through the disease of addiction. I went from 135 pounds and facing 15 years in prison to beating my case and getting clean and now I'm 210 pounds and have my own handyman business. Thank you 🎉❤

    • @user-ns9xe6ny1y
      @user-ns9xe6ny1y Před 8 měsíci +3

      Yes im not there yet but soon !! Prayers to everyone!!

    • @Melissa-kh8sn
      @Melissa-kh8sn Před 6 měsíci +3

      How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢

    • @Melissa-kh8sn
      @Melissa-kh8sn Před 6 měsíci +1

      ​@@ColicchieHow did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢

  • @TheJennVegas
    @TheJennVegas Před rokem +115

    I swear I feel like my husband who sadly lost his battle with addiction 9/10/22 wrote these! Rest In Peace my love and if you’re struggling with addiction know that you CAN get better take it from this widow get clean it’s ok we love you you can do this!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +13

      My condolences Kristine, much love ❤️

    • @TheJennVegas
      @TheJennVegas Před rokem +3

      @@Colicchie thankyou hon it’s a pain I can’t even put into words

    • @jero-gjaredtheentertainer2662
      @jero-gjaredtheentertainer2662 Před rokem +2

      @@TheJennVegas He is in the happiest place❤. God's presence. He would love to have those earthly pleasures. - believe me... God has a plan for you. Your man loves you !! Keep him in your mind with whatever you do🙂. Trust me. Your gentleman is keeping so much bad and wrong away from you. I can tell the love you have for him. So I know that he'd rather sacrifice himself and protect you and watch you 24/7 everyday. Kristine 😌. Idk... - remember that near death experience you encountered recently 👀 ? Your man was fighting for you that time ! Thank God for every suffering : ). He will show you the plans for your future ✌🏼😁🌴

    • @jero-gjaredtheentertainer2662
      @jero-gjaredtheentertainer2662 Před rokem +2

      @@Colicchie My brother !! I am dealing with every lyric you speak bro😭. Each and every song😱 !! My kid is turning 4 years old next year (a boy❤). My baby momma is dating one of my oldest closest friend🤧. So I can relate to your love for your ex... Bro🙆🏽‍♂️ respect to how strong you are !! I checked out your transitions with the music over these past few years 💯. You're the only person I ever look up to as a Role Model. I'm walking in your shoes. - oh yeah... I'm currently still battling cocaine addiction 😔 (its 7 years now). I'm at a point where I want to make my mom and sister proud aswell. My sister was the same with me abusing the drugs. She became clean... and it hurts her to see me still battle these demons. Bro !! I don't normally comment on any post in social media. You mean so much in my life bro. I draw aswell (literally illustrating my life too buddy). And I'm a rapper that is tryna make it. - I want to ask you so many things bro. Let me know if we could chat ? You're one the realest person I've came across my brother🤧😭❤. You motivated me to get down on my knees EVERYDAY. Will power and rehab and shit helps. When it's comes to God... I'll just add this... #John 3:1-2 !! (This is a scripture dedicated to you Colicchie🙌). Most highest respect for you. Wish I could meet you in the flesh😎. Thanks for helping US, help YOU, help US. We're all put on earth to motivate and drive one another. Not judge and disgrace one another. One love G

    • @jamesturner7557
      @jamesturner7557 Před rokem +2

      I'm so sorry for your loss

  • @sashakubek7542
    @sashakubek7542 Před 6 lety +261

    Colicche..."drug and addiction1 and 2" should be played on repeat in between the News every time we hear about the war on drugs,specifically the opiate epidemic

    • @christopherlent3550
      @christopherlent3550 Před 4 lety +4

      The biggest epidemic that everyone fails to realize is not opiate... its speed... its Meth and that's leading to them using coke as well... I know cuz that my drug of choice

    • @fernandagarcia877
      @fernandagarcia877 Před 4 lety +6

      @@christopherlent3550 I definitely feel like meth is not talked about enough. Every time I've gone to rehab I've been the ONLY heroin addict. Everyone else is there for meth or alcohol. I have to look for a good h plug but literally on every corner someone is selling meth. Yet no one talks about it smh

    • @scottsoto5238
      @scottsoto5238 Před 4 lety

      I agree

    • @brentbolen4387
      @brentbolen4387 Před 4 lety

      @@fernandagarcia877 it's so true when I was in jail 80-90%of ppl in are on methadone but theres nothing for the ones who are suffering from coming off meth its torture for them seeing us get to go for our drinks and have some relief and it just makes them jones and struggle that much more there needs to be something done forsure and I dont even use meth.

    • @carinafleming
      @carinafleming Před 4 lety +1

      listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

  • @musicallyinked2699
    @musicallyinked2699 Před 3 lety +292

    "Why you hitting me with Narcan, interrupting my slumber" damn that's chilling... Colicchie is too real

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +27

      Much respect 🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @lastmanstanding-xp3ub
      @lastmanstanding-xp3ub Před 3 lety +8

      They hit me with it after I banged 2 dilaudid 8's and 2 morphine 30's (I think thats the dose, can't remember it was a long time ago and i try to be a different person now), the girl I was with hit me with the narcan I gave to her in case I went overboard, it was fucking wild it was like being jerked into a different reality, nothingness to everythingness in a split second lol, and I was pissed at first because I didn't think I was OD'ing but when she said my lips started to change colors and I stopped breathing she had to hit me with it, im glad she did too, because after I sobered up a bit I realized i had never nodded completely out like that that fast, usually I could get the needle out and cap it so it was safe and then just lay back and drift in and out, this time it was as soon as the plunger was down I was completely nodded out and I was definitely a dead man if she hadn't been there and done it, I quit not long after that, I never shot H but plenty of dilaudid and morphine and opana, but yeah thats a good line and it gave me a bit of a chuckle just because I understand what he means when it first happens, later on though you're grateful or at least you should be

    • @jakecherry1677
      @jakecherry1677 Před 3 lety +4

      @@Colicchie 🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @chriscote100
      @chriscote100 Před 3 lety +7

      had to hit me 4 times with narcain no greatful just wanna b done sober the horrable memorys haunt me high ive lost most everything gotta b more to life but ill never reach it

    • @jakecherry1677
      @jakecherry1677 Před 3 lety +2

      @@chriscote100 Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim?
      No matter what you say
      It don't take away the pain
      That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies
      Don't nobody know why
      It's the blind leading the blind
      I guess that's the way that the story goes
      Will it ever make sense
      Somebody's got to know
      There's got to be more to life than this
      There's got to be more to everything
      I thought exists

  • @ResilientRhymer92
    @ResilientRhymer92 Před 2 lety +57

    Colicchie is the best at story telling and turning his past into his triumph! Top 3 rappers!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +9

      Thank you so much..!!! My next single “ Suicide Prevention “ June 15th is a detailed story 🙏🏽💪🏽

    • @xshotpointblankx
      @xshotpointblankx Před rokem +1

      Who are the other 2?

    • @sadhurt-hb4ml
      @sadhurt-hb4ml Před rokem +1

      I relapsed a year ago I'm finally doing something about it I'm going to put my self in detox a month ago my mom had a bad heart attack and she died 1 min and 54 seconds she fell into a cardiac arrest I'm so fuck up over this most fuck up thing about this I was on fentanyl and spank two hits LSD I know it's time for me to do scariest thing about all this I never ran out my family is wealthy I always have it I never I never wrote under 3 grams on me I always re-up never run out I have to do this for me Harris teeter for corrections parole courts for my ex it didn't workout for me cuz I wasn't going to stop something a big slap across face realize 120 lb used to weigh 275 I'm 6/3 less in a month I was in the worst toxic relationship for 4 years that's the only thing we did is fight this bike that blah blah fight fight she was never there when my mom is in the hospital she still is in the hospital she is so week she can't walk she is only 52 she does no drugs it was too big blood clots smoking cigarettes hormones menopause she had me when she was younger she was 16

    • @fazundyned6996
      @fazundyned6996 Před rokem

      Amen brother, that's what a good song is in my opinion, telling the story behind its words

    • @user-rl2ip8ij1h
      @user-rl2ip8ij1h Před rokem

      ​@@xshotpointblankx 😊

  • @dustiiadams2117
    @dustiiadams2117 Před 2 lety +22

    This.. damn. I've been clean off H and Fent for 2.5 years now. Ive listened to you since in active addiction and Im just so happy to be alive and be here for my son ❤️ You helped me get there no doubt 🙏🏻

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +2

      Truly amazing. Much love, how are you today?

    • @JasonCunningham-lw2vx
      @JasonCunningham-lw2vx Před rokem +1

      Thank you coliccio and Dustin. You inspire. One day a time. I'm tired of my friends dying. My wife passed away 3 years ago . We will make it

    • @JasonCunningham-lw2vx
      @JasonCunningham-lw2vx Před rokem +1

      @@Colicchie thank you i for your rhymes. I'll never quit trying. If nobody told you this today. I love you. Not a gay thing but human to human. Your brave and talented.

  • @devincumming231
    @devincumming231 Před 2 lety +21

    They will never blow this man up because he is a survivor and speaker on something they don’t want to loose it’s sad because he reaches so many people who need it and I personally want to thank you brother for your talent and your words

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +6

      Thank you so much Devin..!!! Honestly, I appreciate you.

  • @lsd358
    @lsd358 Před 6 lety +123

    This guy so speaks the truth about addiction respect

  • @tysonholt6757
    @tysonholt6757 Před 2 lety +56

    Addict for 8 years ..4 months clean now. This song and " part 1" are on point describing drug addiction for all those who've never personally lived it.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +5

      ❤️🙏🏽💪🏽

    • @jasonhaste1804
      @jasonhaste1804 Před rokem +1

      Been an addict since 1990 went to prison in Michigan for bank robbery to feed my habit went away for 8years and 9 months got out in 2007 and relapsed in April of this year

    • @tan4uk69
      @tan4uk69 Před rokem

      Congrats! I have 3 years clean from meth and fentanyl in June. Still battling alcoholism, but I'm never giving up

    • @DestroyingTheInternet
      @DestroyingTheInternet Před rokem

      @@jasonhaste1804 Stay strong brotha, sounds like we both lapsed around the same time. I have been in this boat for 7 years though, so not as long. I am hoping this will be my last year though and hopefully not from checking out but from finding the courage and the strength to turn things around and head into a new direction.. I wish you all the best and pray that you find your way out of this struggle again. If you are going to be using, don't let anyone corner you into a financial hardship. May as well take a chunk of cash now and invest in bulk so you're not dwindling down to nothing day by day. That's just something I advise people who just start into a lapse, mainly because a lot of people take on the mantality of, "Shit, I ain't gonna be doin this long. Just 1 more, just 1 more.." Before they know it they are thousands of dollars into their daily habit again and just couting the minutes before they are right back to being broke and hurting. May as well have the security of it being there, costing less, and still know that you retain the ability to quit and find help to climb out of this struggle instead of sitting in the same boat but just much more financial hardship and stress.

    • @frankcalabrese7074
      @frankcalabrese7074 Před rokem +1

      ​@@jasonhaste1804I Was arrested and given 25 years for a home invasion on a drug dealer while selling quarter keys of cocaine every 4 hours on the weekends,
      But a lot of times I would re up Via robbery. So from 1994 to 2016,
      After after doing 21 years on 25, I had a career as a Union Iron worker and thought I could be a weekend warrior and after a terrible break up of the first girl I fell in love with after my bit, I dealt with it through getting high all the time ...all day and all night...For the first time in my life. I've recently had 9 months Clean and while on a blind detox of my methadone, I felt a little Withdrawal because the dose was probably less than the day before. I dealt with it by relapsing and blowing 9 months. Because of shooting, cocaine and heroin I had an Absess On my Tricuspid valve And I had to have A Quadruple bypass heart surgery...I was given a new one from a pig. I started my 9 months while in the hospital. Now I have a month and I'm so embarrassed. Hold your head up brother. Big love from Baltimore. Frankie

  • @BrittanyCole-og2si
    @BrittanyCole-og2si Před 9 měsíci +20

    This man is amazing , he speaks from the heart. When i relapsed he was the guy i listen too just to get by to the next day.❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 9 měsíci +4

      Thank you Brittany, I appreciate it and you ❤️🙏🏽

    • @lauraannroberts3826
      @lauraannroberts3826 Před 8 měsíci

      ​@@Colicchieyou have ❤ from all over this hard 🌎.. this love is from NORTH WALES UK WELSH ❤BUT LOVE U SOOOO MUCH every day every way..he proud 💗💯 US FANS r

    • @lukestopford9522
      @lukestopford9522 Před 8 měsíci

      Amazing this has helped me make it over a week without coke now little steps eh !!

    • @user-wv9wq2hj8f
      @user-wv9wq2hj8f Před 8 měsíci

      Wher are you from Brittany and are you managing to get clean, avril england

    • @JoelVice-wy3hx
      @JoelVice-wy3hx Před 3 měsíci

      I'm here getting high again and listening to this n it's crazy how real it is but u won't hear this on the radio but you will hear the bullshit

  • @alissamoore8017
    @alissamoore8017 Před 5 lety +345

    57 days clean today from IV herion and meth.. feels so good being sober and not waking up sick

  • @danielcosta1488
    @danielcosta1488 Před 5 lety +77

    This is the realest shit I've ever heard . I'm finally clean after 20 years of misery man it's nice to hear someone rap about were addiction takes you.

    • @michaelnunns6577
      @michaelnunns6577 Před 4 lety +2

      Isn't it amazing I shot dope for 24 years .IT FEELS AMAZING TO BE FREE. honestly I never thought it was possible.

    • @carinafleming
      @carinafleming Před 4 lety +1

      listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

    • @beckystopford7352
      @beckystopford7352 Před 3 lety +1

      Yessss bro 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻❤️❤️

    • @brianrandall4769
      @brianrandall4769 Před 3 lety +1

      Omg you stay strong I lost to many Fri the fight

    • @samuellomgkumer8066
      @samuellomgkumer8066 Před 3 lety +2

      Sober till life.. let's go man...

  • @crystalhorne5685
    @crystalhorne5685 Před 2 lety +73

    I listened to drug addiction part 1 and 2 all the time during my addiction thinking I would die with a needle in my arm. Never thought I would get out of it. Now 4 years later I've finally made it. I still love listening to this just reminds me of how far I've came and there's no looking back for me!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +3

      Truly amazing Crystal, honestly. How are you this morning?

    • @crystalhorne5685
      @crystalhorne5685 Před rokem +3

      @@Colicchie I'm doing very well just at work at my full time job continuing to do better each and every single day. Your music has gotten me through so much not even just my addiction but through love, betrayal, heartbreak. I think besides drug addiction part 1&2 my other favorite song is drug of choice I could listen to it on repeat over and over again!

    • @jasonstribling6288
      @jasonstribling6288 Před rokem +1

      @@crystalhorne5685 I know I'm late but congrats 🎉

    • @GodsFistFighter
      @GodsFistFighter Před rokem +2

      Oww I feel your energy. 🙅🧑‍🚒🧑‍🚒

    • @GodsFistFighter
      @GodsFistFighter Před rokem +4

      @@crystalhorne5685 you can say that agin. I 2 am Horne hope you make it to the big time aka heaven.

  • @michaeldalby6552
    @michaeldalby6552 Před 2 lety +18

    All I can say is thank you I listen to every morning and I gives me the strength 💪 I need to get myself through my battle 🙏 💯

  • @kissmycons9541
    @kissmycons9541 Před 4 lety +110

    I'm struggling with the Smack. In Jersey and Philly but I'm trying to stay clean just for today. I pray for all 🙏 in this vicious cycle

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 4 lety +11

      I’ve been there, message me on Facebook 🙏🏽

    • @jamesonc.hippieshaman3158
      @jamesonc.hippieshaman3158 Před 3 lety +3

      Fast kratom helps fatigue and pain benedryll to sleep and keep from sneezing and lots of sugar water and electrolytes flush flush flush i was on methadone black meth xanax you name it i was on it 10 years of hard core and another 10 just fuckin around but it took me 10 months to kick it was horrible but when i found kratom and water i started getting well fast got to eat drink dont starve and dont cheat you ween down stick with a program once your down to 1 time a day try skipping a day and just keep at it .its very hard to survive kicking take it slow and steady .ps fast kratom white vein really helped soo much but you got to find which strain works well .happy hippo herbals .com .try thunder hippo a spoon in morning and at lunch youll be good .much love i hope u make it

    • @zacharydewing6344
      @zacharydewing6344 Před 3 lety +7

      @@jamesonc.hippieshaman3158 shit actually helps a lot....I remember the nights of fighting, one minute I'm on my way to the hospital, the next I'm hitting up my dealer, ten minutes later im curled up in a ball dieing....then somehow I got some kratom, and an edible, definitely helped a lot.
      Decided to get clean
      No longer a fiend
      Imma be my best me
      Hold on, y'all will see
      Died 8 times
      A cat with nine lives
      I find solace in the lines
      If this is your life I pray
      Sobriety will come one day.
      Sty strong y'all, it's worth it.

    • @mikeal237
      @mikeal237 Před 3 lety +3

      Got 13 yrs I'm in jersey meßsage me I'm here man

    • @jillianmay5028
      @jillianmay5028 Před 3 lety +5

      Seconds turn into minutes minutes turn into hours hours turn to day then weeks you for this tell yourself make it happen

  • @rachaelowen6447
    @rachaelowen6447 Před 2 lety +43

    No1 knows what this life is like unless you’ve lived it!!! Love this guy YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you so much Rachel, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽

    • @amandacarruthers5803
      @amandacarruthers5803 Před 10 měsíci

      Everyone thinks it is so easy to just quit.. they say i you wanted to quit you would... Not understanding the physical sickness that comes with the withdrawal NO it isn't that easy!!!

  • @ThatUtubeGuy
    @ThatUtubeGuy Před 11 měsíci +8

    Come back to listen to these songs every once in a while just so i dont forget about where i came from. Thankfully three years almost four sober halfway around the world and finally have my life back. It is possible❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 10 měsíci +2

      Truly amazing Anthony, let’s keep it going, both of us 🙏🏽 I appreciate it

  • @alyssarullis9907
    @alyssarullis9907 Před rokem +8

    Coming up on 2 years on Sept 21st. I finally am learning what it is like to live a life beyond my wildest dreams. It's been a rough road but I'm finally happy with who I am, and I have my family back, life is good and my prayers are with everyone who has to live in the misery of addiction. Their is hope, I promise keep your head up and remember your loved always...

  • @trevorharris1600
    @trevorharris1600 Před 6 lety +148

    Your flow, syllable counts, rhyme scheme, and ability to tell a story at the same time is what rap is all about...amazing!

  • @abigailnorris720
    @abigailnorris720 Před 4 lety +63

    I'm currently getting clean for like the 10th time and his music gets me through so many hard times..using, being homeless, locked up etc. So grateful there are people like this to make us feel less alone

    • @rochellematson
      @rochellematson Před 2 lety +4

      How are you a year later? Hope your doing well ❤️ if not forgive yourself and try again 💯 sending you love and light

    • @dr.pknowledgewisdomandunde8985
      @dr.pknowledgewisdomandunde8985 Před 2 lety +1

      I felt alone, also. I'm Preston and I'm an addict. Pray for me! My 1st relapse on the road to recovery. I will not be anonymous 🙂

  • @jamieemerson9469
    @jamieemerson9469 Před 11 měsíci +12

    I’m truly trying to climb out of this dark hole this music is touching my soul

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 10 měsíci +2

      Much love Jamie ❤️🙏🏽 seriously, hope your week is going well.

    • @garyblack8442
      @garyblack8442 Před 6 měsíci +1

      I want to climb out but I don't know where to start. When I'm high is the only time I feel free from all the bullshit that life brings fr...

  • @eternalroots2226
    @eternalroots2226 Před měsícem +1

    Wonder how many ppl that have commented over the years are still here. I'm right here inspired by this man and he's straight talking heart.
    My brother passed 16th September 15th 2023. Aged 45, forever young.
    Shout out all still here please

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před měsícem +1

      I’ve honestly thought about that too 💔 sincerely.. and my condolences

    • @eternalroots2226
      @eternalroots2226 Před měsícem

      @@Colicchie love ya bro

  • @jaynash2645
    @jaynash2645 Před 2 lety +73

    Added before but got locked out of account, bro you wrong about one thing, you are gifted.... You spit the truth to the point that some guys would avoid. You a a true lyricist, you flip lines and use words that most dont have a clue about. Glad i found your channel. To whom it may concern is something i listen to daily. I can feel your words bc i lived it.. the battle is real and people say addiction isnt a disease, fuck them, addictive personality is real, i have it..im older so i listen to mostly to the old school rap that was late 80s then 90s. Eminem came along and i felt his family dysfunction. Hes a goat no doubt and he may be honest but he never once dropped the truth as you have.. keep em coming, you the truth

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +12

      Thank you so much Jay, I genuinely appreciate it .. seriously

    • @deltonmosley1960
      @deltonmosley1960 Před 2 lety +2

      Touche... no matter what it takes you goal is to die clean.. I maybe where I am because I was a victim, but I ain't going out like one was my motto....love it feel it

    • @rheamickens6349
      @rheamickens6349 Před 2 lety +1

      Critics would say he's glamorizing drugs...making their judgments after a few lines...most of them wont even stick around to hear the end. Only those of us who share in the suffering can hear the shame and agony behind these lyrics...its not at all glamorization. Its reflection after the blinders have come off. I often tell what they call "war stories" but when thats been my everything more than half my life theres not much else to talk about. But even with the shame and regret of the horror we lived day to day, there is an element of pride. Why wouldn't someone be proud to have walked through hell on Earth and lived to tell of it be proud? When so many didnt make it ? It takes a special kind of bad ass to overcome this.

    • @GodsSon-wu9zo
      @GodsSon-wu9zo Před rokem

      Thanks bro I ain't on heroin or fentanyl anymore I messed up smoked a lil meth but They let me out of jail knowing I was homeless and knew I wld fuck up they set me up for failure I just want my woman out here and go to a home and sleep for a week I have No blankets they all got wet now and No shelter won't go to homeless shelter they are horrible In Indianapolis and No family they are all hipocrits that have done dope there selfs most of em but I fuck up at age 42 never really been in trouble and I am nothing to. Em after helping em all I use to make DAM good money had vehicles homes money was happy they watched my life spiraling for 4 yrs didn't offer help but now It's I made my bed now sleep in it I made one bad choice that turned into a disease

  • @KhaosKati
    @KhaosKati Před 6 lety +164

    I've been clean for 4 1/2 months now. Not long but life changing

    • @irishoutlaww1336
      @irishoutlaww1336 Před 6 lety +3

      Kati Grindstaff no way girl that's awesome!! Every day that goes by and your clean is an eternity when you're dope sick, you already know. Keep it up I would love to see you say 9 months clean 4 and half months from now!

    • @KhaosKati
      @KhaosKati Před 6 lety +2

      Edmund Flynn thanks man! It's been a journey for sure but not being controlled by that shit any longer is amazingly freeing

    • @clittle1559
      @clittle1559 Před 6 lety +2

    • @ZackNBaileesMom
      @ZackNBaileesMom Před 6 lety +2

      4 and a half months IS a long time considering just ONE DAY is a miracle! I can't even get that! I had 14 months clean but 2 years ago, 4 overdoses later, every single day I wish I'd never made such a stupid decision! I want my life back...my kids need their mom and I just can't seem to do it! You ARE a miracle! Stay strong and don't go back to what broke you!

    • @KhaosKati
      @KhaosKati Před 6 lety +1

      Claire Valenoti you CAN do it. This is the longest I've gone and I'm 43. I believe in you 💖💖💖

  • @marliannaminer8303
    @marliannaminer8303 Před rokem +5

    4 years sober.
    This song has been with me for 4 years. Thank you for sharing with the world!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +1

      Amazing, stay strong 🙏🏽

  • @incomplete_cough_42
    @incomplete_cough_42 Před rokem +14

    Every time, every time I listened to this and part 1 . . . I just can't explain how this song hits me like a atomic bomb . . . The tears just keep coming. These 2 songs saved me during the darkest time of my life, thinking on a permanent solution for a temporary problem. But nonetheless, thank you colicchie

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +2

      Much love and respect Steven, I appreciate it. How are you tonight?

    • @incomplete_cough_42
      @incomplete_cough_42 Před rokem

      ​@@Colicchie I apologize try not to send this sooner as I did not get no notification saying that you responded to me. I'm doing really well, February 2nd of this year I celebrated a year sober. I moved from the City of Buffalo New York to a small village in the mountains of Central New York, exactly the type of life I never knew that I needed and I'm glad that I finally found. Hope you're doing well yourself. I want you to know that your songs have always been and always will be an so much more than just an inspiration to me, thank you.

  • @tommyhervert9852
    @tommyhervert9852 Před 6 lety +85

    God bless all the addicts out there you can make a better life if your willing to try

  • @michaelhickmansr8471
    @michaelhickmansr8471 Před 5 lety +52

    I been clean 5 yrs from herion Xanax and alcohol and hookers thanks Lord and coolichie love ya

  • @stellinaskylar2604
    @stellinaskylar2604 Před 5 měsíci +1

    I've been clean for 6months, remembering crying curled in a ball dope sick on the bathroom floor listening to this song just dreaming and hoping one day I'd break this addiction. Recovery is Possible and each day does get better. take one day at a time as we only have the power and ability to live in the present. Stay Blessed and be Blessed!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 5 měsíci

      Truly amazing, that’s what I love to hear.!!! Proud of you ❤️🙏🏽

  • @John-zt8fd
    @John-zt8fd Před 2 lety +5

    People who have never used will never understand! Ur words are to real. Been clean off heroin 5yrs. I'm 38 now. Started when I was 13. Done it all. Love ur music mate. Respect from Australia
    Salute

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +2

      ❤️🙏🏽💪🏽💪🏽

    • @Cloud9az
      @Cloud9az Před 2 lety

      Well done brother. Respect from Gold Coast, Australia. ♥️

  • @laylajaybutler8767
    @laylajaybutler8767 Před 4 lety +27

    You saved me life aye. You gave me hope to get clean.. I’m now 6 months clean out of rehab from meth..pure talent x

    • @tonyhewlett4869
      @tonyhewlett4869 Před 4 lety +2

      well done keep up the good work,,you have the hardest battle of ya life ahead of you but it can be done,,Do you realy want to be a crack head it well take everything from you an fuck you in the ass afterwards,,It did to me lost the lot,,
      10yrs methadone,,4,5yrs clean....
      7yrs METH,,,,,16mths clean......
      this music has saved my ass so many times....

  • @Whateveryouwannacallme
    @Whateveryouwannacallme Před 4 lety +134

    Drug addiction part 1 is the first song I heard from this guy. Before today I’ve never heard anything from him. But damn I’m glad I heard it. He is a great lyricist and you can tell he’s been through the struggles of drug addiction. It’s awesome to hear someone explain it so perfect.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 4 lety +19

      Thank you so much 🙏🏽

    • @andrewpifher5759
      @andrewpifher5759 Před 3 lety +5

      Couldn't have said it better. Same for me on addiction part 1. Having it explained so eloquently and accurate description of myself in the past really helps Colliche. Thank you

    • @moarroz
      @moarroz Před 2 lety +4

      @@Colicchie seriously I shared it yesterday with my brother who is struggling too. He said "holy fuck this is fuckin amazing! I need more from him" you don't know how much it meant to share something and bring my bro and I closer. We are already so close but we deal with mental illness, trauma, and being hooked. I'll be playing this and buying your merch wearing your shirts proudly

    • @bdude310
      @bdude310 Před 2 lety +2

      Same man I was hooked on him after that song struck a nerve

    • @randallbaker929
      @randallbaker929 Před 2 lety

      Iex9jd9q0r10r.jqm2

  • @DimeszTV
    @DimeszTV Před 2 lety +38

    when i was first trying to get clean 5-6 years ago i used to listen to your music EVERYDAY it gave me hope that one day i would pull it off... glad to say on the 25th ill be 4 years sober. grateful for the hope your songs gave me.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +3

      Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. Much love and respect. How are you today?

    • @cristiweiland525
      @cristiweiland525 Před 2 lety

      I'm really happy for you. Praying u are still well. I just celebrated a year clean. Colliche sent me to rehab w these songs. I always come back when Im tempted

    • @danross5060
      @danross5060 Před rokem

      And like he said in part 1 fuck all those who think we're just junkies there's no throw away lives. People who haven't lived it don't comment on it. Shit is part of me part of my journey in life and proof shit is possible. To all those out there who have battled this shit stay up stay strong

    • @danross5060
      @danross5060 Před rokem

      @@Colicchie those of us have been there u paint the lyrical picture. Big ups

    • @Chris-uq3gs
      @Chris-uq3gs Před rokem

      @@Colicchie I got 5months clean bro. I like listening to your music as a reminder of my painful past. Keep it up bro.
      "CHRIS GUTIERREZ"

  • @Gotien718
    @Gotien718 Před 6 měsíci +2

    few years clean and it still feels like it was yesterday, the struggle is real.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 6 měsíci

      Much love and congrats ..!!

    • @Danielle-yd6ru
      @Danielle-yd6ru Před 16 dny

      8 years clean i fugged up in 2022 in the struggle in 2024 its not even heroin anymore

  • @cottagedave
    @cottagedave Před 2 lety +14

    The most honest , straight from the heart song I have ever heard.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +2

      Thank you David, much respect 🙏🏽

  • @BrezzZzzy
    @BrezzZzzy Před 2 lety +14

    Thank you for doing you. 3 1/2 years sober from H. I literally laid in bed sick for a week having your music on repeat. Keep on keepin' on!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +2

      Thank you Brianna, stay strong. Merry Christmas

  • @WeeNoddy78
    @WeeNoddy78 Před 9 měsíci +4

    Mate your spitting my life in a nutshell,lost far too many friends and wasted far too many years on drugs,your lyrics are motivational and very deep,respect ❤ from 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 9 měsíci +2

      Much love and respect. I appreciate you.. that’s means a lot to me. Let’s stay strong, both of us 🙏🏽🙌🏼💪🏽💪🏽

  • @EricFranklin-nl3em
    @EricFranklin-nl3em Před 9 měsíci +3

    I'm in recovery right now and this is the first time I've ever heard about this dude both part one and two as addicts or addicts in recovery we hear certain things when we need them most

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 9 měsíci

      I appreciate it Eric, much love and respect. Stick with it, we can do this 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼 thank you

  • @chasespence4376
    @chasespence4376 Před 6 lety +121

    Bro I'm in recovery and I let everybody I know hear you and tell them about you. Your music helps me in my recovery thanks man keep up the good work and good music

    • @PerfectlyImperfect1114
      @PerfectlyImperfect1114 Před 6 lety +1

      I feel the same way! He gets me through. I listen over and over.

    • @chasespence4376
      @chasespence4376 Před 6 lety +4

      Contessa Patereau I do to he is a beast

    • @twinkling2u2u
      @twinkling2u2u Před 6 lety +3

      He is one of my favorite artists. I'm in recovery myself. I just got back from a relapse almost 7 months ago. I play his music for all my friends too. Keep up the good work for your recovery!!

    • @chasespence4376
      @chasespence4376 Před 6 lety +5

      Cheri Browne it happens but as long as you come back that's all that matters and he would be one hell of a sponsor

    • @PerfectlyImperfect1114
      @PerfectlyImperfect1114 Před 6 lety +3

      He already is through his music. This song and part 1 really hits home for me. When I am having a bad day I play these songs and I am reminded I do not want to go back.

  • @haley-louiserolph6243
    @haley-louiserolph6243 Před 4 lety +63

    The pain of addiction masked the pain of my childhood trauma, the pain of addiction then uncovered the pain hidden of the childhood trauma! Until the day I decided to recover! Listening to these tracks helped me through and I got stronger and continue to everyday! Now a peer mentor for others who suffer the disease of addiction! Together we fight this! Keep fighting my dear people! We got this!!

  • @courtneysutherlin6130
    @courtneysutherlin6130 Před 6 měsíci +3

    I’m 2 weeks clean today which doesn’t seem like much but for someone who has been a 10 year heroine and fenny, one drug overdose, loosing my best friend, baby daddy and loosing my job because of drugs I got clean so I can be there for my baby. This song and part 1 hits home HARD. I really needed this song today

    • @kristataylor2130
      @kristataylor2130 Před 5 měsíci +1

      Open the Bible, 😭 walk into a Christian Church ask for help. There is a family in the church that you don't even know is there. I've done it and still find it hard but I'm grateful for my church. They don't judge me. Stay strong you are worth it.

    • @courtneysutherlin6130
      @courtneysutherlin6130 Před 5 měsíci

      @@kristataylor2130 I am in NA and AA, just hit 34 days clean and I have a sponsor, doing outpatient treatment for recovery and everything is turning around for me. I do have a church home now but I appreciate the suggestion. Much love

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 5 měsíci +1

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @tcswed
      @tcswed Před 4 měsíci +1

      Congrats.. I hope you're still doing well ❤

    • @courtneysutherlin6130
      @courtneysutherlin6130 Před 4 měsíci

      Thank you! I’m at 71 days right now and still clean going strong! My life has changed so drastically for the better!

  • @masondryer23
    @masondryer23 Před 2 lety +40

    I just want to say buddy you laid out there exactly how it needs to be I listen to your songs every morning I've been clean and sober off of heroin for 5 years now there's not a day that goes past I don't think about using and that's when I listen to your songs and it hits home so much you don't even know I appreciate what you do and you've been through it and your songs touch home so much you don't even know brother keep it up

  • @rachelh3691
    @rachelh3691 Před 6 lety +20

    I love colicchie!!! His music brings us all together.

  • @stefanistephen9688
    @stefanistephen9688 Před 6 lety +64

    Instant tears. This dude speaks BIG FACTS. I didn't think he could make me cry from hearing the truth a second time. Amazing.
    #Hopedealer

    • @howardjohnson3027
      @howardjohnson3027 Před 4 lety +1

      Dude is unreal talented. It connects so many of us addicts

    • @scottseutz6020
      @scottseutz6020 Před 2 lety

      Exactly like you said !!!
      BIG FUCKING FACTS

  • @taragonterman8390
    @taragonterman8390 Před rokem +1

    Almost 5 years sober. And out of a toxic relationship because of you. Thanks for you life experience. Helps more ppl then you know

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem

      Truly
      Incredible. Proud of you..!! That’s a huge milestone 🙏🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼

    • @NicoleMason-sy6ez
      @NicoleMason-sy6ez Před 10 měsíci

      You can only get better

  • @leilani9616
    @leilani9616 Před rokem +1

    2 years in a week. Everytime i miss it I listen to you. I cant let my son ever see me like that.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +1

      Amazing, much love; stay strong 🙏🏽

  • @AshD21084
    @AshD21084 Před 6 lety +27

    "No matter what it takes,
    My goal is to die clean"
    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
    YOUR AWESOME! Sending mad props & much LOVE your way, from Tennessee(Nashville)

    • @raymondpfarrradermacher3380
      @raymondpfarrradermacher3380 Před 4 lety

      I was asked by a CD counselor yesterday what would be the number one goal in life and I said "to die clean " lol before I heard that song I was gonna OD. Crazy how quickly things can go from wanting to end my life by overdose to the opposite. 💯

  • @wikidklownsparkz
    @wikidklownsparkz Před 5 lety +84

    I'm 1 week clean. Moved out of cali to make a new life. Your music hits home and has helped me remember I have shit I need to stand and start fighting for. This week of detox had been the easiest I've every pushed through and the happiest I've been in over a decade. Thank you for sharing.

    • @danaghrist7902
      @danaghrist7902 Před 4 lety +5

      Today makes 97 days clean for me, after 10 straight years of addiction, that was at its very worst in the past 2 years. I ended up with sepsis, and almost died this past July! I found out I was septic, and still wasn't ready, so I signed myself out ama, went and bought myself a brick, some syringes, went home shot up, and fell asleep, only to wake up with a temperature of 104.7, and thank god for some reason my fiance stopped to check on me called 911 and saved my life! That was definitely my rock bottom. I was hospitalized for a few weeks went home and thanks to my fiancee, who never even smoked a joint, and for two years had no idea I was even ever on drugs, I am 97 days clean today!!! Keep making your wonderful inspiring songs. They really really helped me, and continue to help me stay clean!! Merry Christmas everybody!!! Recovery is possible, thank god!!!!

    • @raymanny7418
      @raymanny7418 Před 4 lety +2

      U still sober?

    • @carinafleming
      @carinafleming Před 4 lety

      listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

    • @leyamarie6860
      @leyamarie6860 Před 3 lety

      How do you do it personally? Like off ANYTHING?? 🙏

    • @tonyshetter7545
      @tonyshetter7545 Před 3 lety

      I left Pennsylvania to get away people places and things

  • @terrifortune9044
    @terrifortune9044 Před 10 měsíci +2

    Omg this touched me so much ...every word is was me thank God every day ❤❤❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 10 měsíci +1

      Thank you so much ❤️🙏🏽

  • @missfleetfeet1084
    @missfleetfeet1084 Před 2 lety +3

    This makes me cry thinking of how i treated those who loved me, and i just did myself and everyone dirty. Both these songs WERE my life. I heard your first song, and i was FLOORED by how true it all was. THIS IS JUST EVERYTHING else that happened that wasnt said in the first. Im now 44, 12 years clean and I still feel this pain about how i killed my identity, my mind , my body and teh love that people had for me. THANK YOU. I NEEDED THIS SONG SO BAD so ppl could know what they didnt see me doing.

  • @BbyTree
    @BbyTree Před 5 lety +293

    Just found out I'm pregnant with my second kiddo. Today is day 1. I can do this. Thank you for your music.

    • @jimmiehogeland4813
      @jimmiehogeland4813 Před 4 lety +2

      I love. You jimmy

    • @netolara1682
      @netolara1682 Před 4 lety +1

      Hi bbytree

    • @netolara1682
      @netolara1682 Před 4 lety +1

      Hi bbytree

    • @roryvictory1805
      @roryvictory1805 Před 4 lety +1

      BbyTree hows that baby doing?

    • @BbyTree
      @BbyTree Před 4 lety +62

      @@roryvictory1805 unfortunately I had a miscarriage. I got pregnant again a few months later with twins so I believe I got my baby back I lost plus one :) due in July. Still clean and sober!

  • @JustMyYOUTUBEchannel633
    @JustMyYOUTUBEchannel633 Před 6 lety +16

    20 days sober today. Struggle everyday not to pick the bottle back up. Some people go one day at a time right now im just taking it one moment at a time. Hearing you rap has helped me get past some of those moments! Thank you

    • @eaklejr
      @eaklejr Před 6 lety

      Stay around positive people and positive vibes

    • @eva9092
      @eva9092 Před 6 lety

      Stay strong, you've got this and you CAN do it!

    • @Tdubbz44
      @Tdubbz44 Před 5 lety

      Keep being a soldier my brother 👊💯

  • @natewhitehead7130
    @natewhitehead7130 Před rokem +2

    Man... Ive struggled with addiction for what seems like an eternity. I got clean from H in 05, and thought the battle was over only to fall to alcohol. I realized i was never really clean, i still wanted that magic pill. My daily life is a struggle every day to maintain sobriety and gain some kind of clarity. Ill never befree from that struggle but every day I gain strength to put more days between my last use. This dude speaks the truth and sacrifices his rep to inform the un informed. thank you again Chad Smith for your unfiltered confession. There will always be those who judge us. You inspire by spilling your soul out in your words on a social platform. Thank you for making me feel like im not so alone in this fucked up world that is my head.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +1

      Much love and respect Nate, Alcohol brought me to my knees, worse than crack and heroin never did. How are you holding up tonight?

    • @GarySterr-kg7vs
      @GarySterr-kg7vs Před rokem

      I just found your music. Strong shit. I celebrate 3 years June 8

  • @NaterBater
    @NaterBater Před 6 měsíci +1

    Thanks for these songs man, I feel them in my soul. I ruined my life more than once, but I’m still here and climbing my way back up. I’ve been free from the demon of fentanyl since May 27, 2020. Hasn’t been easy, but I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t get clean.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 6 měsíci +1

      Truly amazing, congrats..!! We can do this, and thank you Part 3 coming soon.!

  • @kimberlymason8292
    @kimberlymason8292 Před 4 lety +295

    *Colicchie Is So Underrated And Unappreciated* *But Colicchie Just Know Ur Changin' Lives And U Will Always Have A Fan 4 Life* *Ur Music Saved, And Helped Me More Than Anyone Would Ever Know* **Salute,To The Gr8 Colicchie** 💯☑️🔥

    • @eddielewis6444
      @eddielewis6444 Před 4 lety +7

      I hope this helps with my addiction 31 years ago u would think enough is enough most of the people i know are died RIP me amigos see u soon.

    • @carinafleming
      @carinafleming Před 4 lety +7

      listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

    • @honkywages9807
      @honkywages9807 Před 3 lety +3

      The first MN was just so true .He didn't hold back the l e t you know exactlywhat happens if dealing makes me think

    • @michaelbearse4733
      @michaelbearse4733 Před 3 lety +7

      Yea he is. And keep up the good work. But I just told someone else too. If you need to talk. Just need someone to listen. I got you. I've lost my brother and allot of fam and close friends. That where important to me. And would want to see any other family go through what we went through with all the death's. In my fam. So heres my email. And if you want I'll give you my number through there. But God Bless and i know that you know you got this!🙏🙏🙏🙏 stay up. Keep your head up and just know people care. And fuck anyone that doesn't! Do you and stay positive!!🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @michaelbearse4733
      @michaelbearse4733 Před 3 lety +5

      @@carinafleming whats his podcast? I would love to listen I love this dude. And the truth and honesty he brings to the world.

  • @DAGOLOVE
    @DAGOLOVE Před 4 lety +30

    Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for Colicchie thank you Jesus for this man and his music Lord his music is changing my life ,’ and with you heavenly father in it it feels good to hear his music I don’t feel alone Lord thank you so much from the bottom of my heart from the deepest depths of my soul this man is an incredible human being.

  • @kevoge8774
    @kevoge8774 Před měsícem

    Been sober since January 12th 2019. Shits been rough but after hearing this I’m blessed to know I’m not in this alone. My parents are also still in their drug addiction. They’ve been doing Heroin since I was 14 years old and I’m 24 now. I haven’t spoke to them or really interacted with them since I was 16. I’ve been on my own all my life and had to go through many obstacles to accomplish what I have. You cannot judge someone unless you been there, and everybody story different. This touched me and I have to say this was the best thing I heard in a long time. I pray everyday I stay clean and keep on this path god us put me on. Thank you for putting inspirational music out there like this. And to everyone and anyone struggling with addiction know your not alone and can do this. There’s more to life than the drugs and party.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 27 dny

      Sounds like you’ve been through so much, stay strong, I know the feeling .. how are you holding up today?

  • @masondryer23
    @masondryer23 Před 2 lety +1

    And when you say you don't want your daughter to see you high that's exactly how I feel my daughter is 4 years old I missed one year of her life because I was spun out and when you say that I get goosebumps I don't want my daughter to ever see me high love you brother keep it up

  • @dakotafarley7675
    @dakotafarley7675 Před 2 lety +13

    Brother you should be toppin the charts!!! These Tracks are Truthfully Real!!!They call it a Battle, I call it a losing War!! This is why Christ Will Rectify All of This!! God Bless Brother!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +2

      Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it ..!!

    • @dakotafarley7675
      @dakotafarley7675 Před 2 lety

      Hey I love the fact that you read these. Righteous Brother. I thoroughly enjoy your music.some of the brothers that come to Celebrate Recovery that struggle and love Music,I turn em on to you. Thanks Again. Hope all is Well. Enjoy your Family and this lovely Weather

    • @jeffreygoodin188
      @jeffreygoodin188 Před rokem +1

      Murder on his breath Jesus says he past the test I pray for this man it’s part of Gods plan ex addict myself but I don’t flex I just wanna rest
      Tried hanging the other day but God said HELL no
      His music keeps me going as a addict I need a constant reminder it ain’t fun
      Fuck the devil he ain’t won

  • @tylera9104
    @tylera9104 Před 5 lety +123

    "I love my daughter but she won't keep me clean"
    I wish people would understand that you can live and care about them more than anything, and when we put those pills in our mouth, that needle in out arm, we KNOW it's going to hurt them. And yeah it fucking hurts. But somehow we still don't have control and we're trying to do it for it for those we love and that love us but some lose their battle with all the support in the world...
    Its terrifying

    • @kind-red7776
      @kind-red7776 Před 4 lety +7

      Tyler A I totally get that I had 24yr on methadone and heroin just 2wk clean Tomorrow but lives hard we just need another way to deal with the shit and Trauma...my sons never wanted for anything but hes still had a shit life he cried to me the wkend b4 I went to detox and 2 days b4 his dad came home from detox but all though hurt me to core I'm now more determined to make the whole of his almost 24yr life bk up to him now clean xx

    • @SuperLaurajo
      @SuperLaurajo Před 4 lety +2

      That resonated with me too. I don’t have kids but nieces x

    • @RynossGamingmusic
      @RynossGamingmusic Před 4 lety +1

      Yeah very true unfortunately I too can relate

    • @stephaniethrift4602
      @stephaniethrift4602 Před 4 lety

      To

    • @The0men710
      @The0men710 Před 2 lety

      Sobs

  • @memphistennessee7361
    @memphistennessee7361 Před 2 lety +3

    My wife abandoned me and our children to go do drugs Three years ago.
    I relapsed and heard this man's story
    His music helped bring me back to reality real fast.
    So thanks Collicchie your music is changing lives
    Love you brother

  • @papadragon1110
    @papadragon1110 Před rokem +1

    I've been thinking of these songs a lot lately. Jan 3 2023 we lost a family member. It wasn't an overdose but the drugs were a major factor. After battling for years off and on being clean, he killed himself when he felt like life was never going to get any better. Respect to all of you that have found your way out and hope that you never find yourself in its grip again. Stay strong and keep marching forward

  • @dwaneallain7673
    @dwaneallain7673 Před 3 lety +16

    I have 3 months clean this man actually took Time out of his day to hit me back thanks colliche you really saved my life at that Time in my life not to brag about the amount but I worked just to support my addiction.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +2

      Amazing Dwayne, and thank you my friend.. I try my hardest, how are you today?

  • @duanwest2288
    @duanwest2288 Před 6 lety +141

    So proud of everybody that got clean. Stay sober and stay strong I promise you it will be better days

    • @armentasanchez8130
      @armentasanchez8130 Před 4 lety +1

      m9

    • @raymundomayen4673
      @raymundomayen4673 Před 4 lety +4

      just for today only the begining 14 days clean after 3 years snifing every single day thanks God

    • @HanSolo42
      @HanSolo42 Před 4 lety +2

      @@raymundomayen4673 it gets better 🙂

    • @DAGOLOVE
      @DAGOLOVE Před 4 lety +2

      God Bless you , we are PROUD of US and you too. Way to raise the vibrations. Fuck those low vibrations. I want to thank my friend Eric for turning me onto Colicchie Colicchie is a godsend.

    • @DAGOLOVE
      @DAGOLOVE Před 4 lety

      Duan West God Bless BROTHER. Thank you for the positive encouragement.

  • @StevenBird-lp8yf
    @StevenBird-lp8yf Před 5 měsíci

    everytime i hear this song or "drug addiction part 1" i cant help but tear up, EVERY SINGLE TIME!. ive dabbled myself but this always reminds me of the hardcore life my brother has lived/ is living. Everything you say is spot on ive watched it day in day out from my own eyes every word you say , the lying cheating , stealing, using guilt to buy you another 40 piece or always in a constant state of danger and you need the money or else your going to get punched out/locked up/robbed/left. your family members are always in a constant panic because they love you trying to solve your endless unsolvable problems, the sickness and the anxiety and fear that comes with that, the loneliness , shame and lostness you feel when embedded in the heroin/Fetty life. the constant sadness, bro the best horror movies of all time couldn't capture true terror like the realization you cant get anything and that dope sickness is around the corner. that's why your songs hit chords, strike veins and influence, you have no idea until you have been there or watched someone you love tumble down the rabbit hole and end up lost , love you man keep it real

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 4 měsíci

      I appreciate it and you Stephen .. seriously. Much love, we can do this. Stay strong

  • @user-wc5or2cq4m
    @user-wc5or2cq4m Před 8 měsíci +1

    You're music gave me hope when I was more hopeless than id ever been before. Going to detox today followed by inpatient. I'm addicted to Meth and fentynal. No matter what I have to do I'm doing it. I'm gonna build my own happiness this time even if it hurts. My mom deserves it

    • @pejay514
      @pejay514 Před 7 měsíci

      @user- wc5 way to go!!! Don't take no for an answer, sending u prayers 🙏 through Jesus Christ he will Never let u 🙏 let u down

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 7 měsíci

      Means the world to me, truly. Stay strong. Part 3 coming soon, how are you holding up?

  • @felipemartimez9563
    @felipemartimez9563 Před 6 lety +32

    Church homie church keep preaching and I'll keep listening to ur gospel homie

    • @andrew3912
      @andrew3912 Před 6 lety

      Felipe Martimez do as I say, not as I do. What’s mine is mine and what’s yours is mine lol nah question everything and start with humanity and nature.

  • @kelsiebrubaker9892
    @kelsiebrubaker9892 Před 6 lety +16

    Nothing but goosebumps.. Holy shit. Respect Collichie

  • @shawnmckinney8352
    @shawnmckinney8352 Před 5 měsíci

    Im so proud of you Sir. I just got out of the hospital for Xanax withdrawal and my best friend sent me your music and it made me start crying because of how much I can relate.
    It took my mom, other best friend (childhood), little brother (Tyler), and my cousin. This shit is a disease and does not discriminate. I used to judge people but never again. We never know what some people are going through.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 5 měsíci

      Much love and respect, stay strong.!! Thank you so much 🙏🏽❤️ how are you holding up?

  • @sammccabe7338
    @sammccabe7338 Před rokem +3

    I listen to your music over and over. Its helping me delay my use and it makes me feel like fighting. Im thankful to my mate who introduced me to your music. Its all I need at the moment Cheers Brus.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem

      Thank you so much Sam ❤️ I truly appreciate it 🙏🏽

    • @Tom-ew3vp
      @Tom-ew3vp Před rokem +1

      Well done btw, but is it weird me and my brother love listening to him and having a pipe at the same time?

  • @kerrijane339
    @kerrijane339 Před 5 lety +355

    Unless you have gone through it u can’t understand, Thank u Colicchie for spitting TRUTH! Much love

    • @daleedwards1987
      @daleedwards1987 Před 5 lety +6

      Very true!!!

    • @bmoni3663
      @bmoni3663 Před 5 lety +16

      TRUE. U really want to understand? Go out and become an addict. I'm sick of people thinking they know when they don't know shit

    • @waynebennett2016
      @waynebennett2016 Před 5 lety +1

      Fact 👍

    • @christinawetherby3991
      @christinawetherby3991 Před 4 lety +9

      Kerri Jane It’s something only we know! Someone can b educated about this but it doesn’t mean shit to me. This boy. He knows.

    • @danaghrist7902
      @danaghrist7902 Před 4 lety +2

      I totally agree

  • @robh100178
    @robh100178 Před 3 lety +6

    Found Colicchie 6 months ago when a friend was banging it in my car,and i had to pull over to let the words sink in "even though i been clean 18 years" because when i hear someone putting their life out there in hopes of changing lifes that are on the same path of destruction you gotta respect it,but as weeks went by and the more i listened to Colicchies music/lyrics and learned more about his life and what he been through,but to see where he is today should be shared daily in the NA and AA rooms around the 🌎!! This dude is a gift from the man above,as the man above gave him a gift with his beautiful family! Today i stand here 18 years clean and Oct. 1st will be 19,but everyday i try to pass on nothing but positively especially to the soldiers fighting this war,that has added a new weapon called fentanyl to its arsenal,and i pass the name Colicchie on to them because if you want honesty and hope its all in that 1 name "COLICCHIE"!!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +2

      Thank you for the kind words Robert. Seriously, I truly appreciate it. Much more music to come.

  • @fahhcue850
    @fahhcue850 Před 2 lety +40

    You know when someone’s bars give you goosebumps that they strictly speaking facts!!!

  • @user-wc9jg6iv5t
    @user-wc9jg6iv5t Před 7 měsíci +1

    I've listened to these songs dozens of times over the last few days of withdrawl. Thank you so much for telling people how it is. I'm so happy you got out of it. Seven days clean right now.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 6 měsíci

      I appreciate you, sincerely. How are you holding up?

    • @user-wc9jg6iv5t
      @user-wc9jg6iv5t Před 6 měsíci

      @@Colicchie Still clean and feeling better every single day. Sleep is getting better but the cravings are still strong. I think it says a lot about you that you check in on us here, it's appreciated more than you know my friend.

  • @angelobonanno5665
    @angelobonanno5665 Před 6 lety +50

    You are what the rap game needs!!!! I only hope this track hits even more people than the last one 🙏❤️😀.

  • @toker928
    @toker928 Před 5 lety +335

    Rip to the homies that didn't make it out alive.

    • @JohnWilliams-sb3kl
      @JohnWilliams-sb3kl Před 4 lety +2

      For sure. 💪💪💪

    • @timothyfrankenbergerii7724
      @timothyfrankenbergerii7724 Před 3 lety +1

      Real shit brother!

    • @stuartholmes355
      @stuartholmes355 Před 3 lety +1

      Rip keep n little matty you’ll never be forgotten ❤️

    • @zsaz4453
      @zsaz4453 Před 3 lety +1

      hm.all my friends died already.feels alone here

    • @elizabethmann58
      @elizabethmann58 Před 3 lety +2

      @@zsaz4453 You aren't though. Life after is possible. If no one else is around - you don't know me - but I am. Buried my guy of 10 years and many other friends. You aren't alone. Addiction just wants you to feel that way.

  • @BabyGirl-gy5eq
    @BabyGirl-gy5eq Před rokem +1

    Hey your songs about addiction hit me deep and give me chills and make me cry. Will u make some more some like these please. I love how much it touches me. Please!!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem

      Thank you so much, means the world to me. Truly

  • @bigsyn811
    @bigsyn811 Před 5 lety +29

    Every word from this man hits home part one really crushed my soul made me see things clearer than ever before I have been clean now for 16 months n I really want to acknowledge this man's pain, I was there n in recovery I still look to his music to help threw hard times because no matter how long we are sober some day's are just too much to cope with I've lost 23 friends in 26 months too H it hurts to see my ppl dying all around me but some people never make it out n I still never put myself above the many still suffering today,all we can do is pray n hope something can open their eyes before it's too late for them...so many tears over the years n fears will nevertheless turn into tears.god bless n good luck...

  • @hippy5865
    @hippy5865 Před 6 lety +278

    Going to get screened for rehab tomorrow.

    • @felipemartimez9563
      @felipemartimez9563 Před 6 lety +7

      Good for u homie stay strong pray u can get threw don't give up u got ppl praying for u that's been there done that

    • @lisajordan1590
      @lisajordan1590 Před 6 lety +8

      That's right...I did it...you can do it.

    • @seanmulligan7187
      @seanmulligan7187 Před 6 lety +9

      Jayedin Elijah your doing the right thing. Stay strong. Good luck

    • @wendyshoemaker8146
      @wendyshoemaker8146 Před 6 lety +11

      Jayedin Elijah...You go. Trade in your misery for serenity..33 days clean. Keeps getting better.

    • @headspace3296
      @headspace3296 Před 6 lety +7

      Jayedin Elijah never give up! NO MATTER WHAT!

  • @SteveMercer-kj3dq
    @SteveMercer-kj3dq Před rokem +1

    This song and part one have had a serious impact on my life. Makes me cry every time I listen. Collichi you are my biggest hero...I'm so happy you got sober. All of my favorite artists are sober now actually. You top that list. Good for you...I love you

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem

      Much love and respect Steve, I appreciate it and you.! How are you today?

  • @mattclay9476
    @mattclay9476 Před 5 měsíci +1

    Always, always in the fight. As long as we still have breath left in our lungs, we carry the message. We carry our brothers and sisters. Never ever leave a fallen soilder behind.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 5 měsíci

      Absolutely..!! Much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽

  • @cvvj8451
    @cvvj8451 Před 3 lety +10

    Three months clean from alcohol and my suicide attempt, thank you so much for your music it helps me through these tough times!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +1

      Thank you so much, and stay strong..!!!

    • @KennedyKharbudon-dd9me
      @KennedyKharbudon-dd9me Před 10 měsíci

      Bottle almost kill me brother I'm trying my best you know it's hard please pray for me 😞

  • @sierrajean7430
    @sierrajean7430 Před 3 lety +13

    Truly amazing!!! No one knows the pain unless they’ve lived through it! Not an easy road, an u make that known! ❤️ thank u for sharing ur story! Congratulations on getting sober 🙏

  • @michellecroucher7564
    @michellecroucher7564 Před rokem

    Omg the truest song about addiction I've ever heard and love u putting the message out to so many that feel like there's no way out ..keep coming back xxx

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem

      Thank you so much michelle, I genuinely appreciate it, how are you today?

  • @StevenSimpson420
    @StevenSimpson420 Před 6 měsíci +2

    Both song hit home if it was not for recovery point bluefield wv and my higher power I would never be 11 months clean I would still be out there thanks u for ur music it makes me remember how I was and make me not won’t to go back down that path

    • @NaterBater
      @NaterBater Před 6 měsíci

      Hey bro, keep it up. Every day sober is an accomplishment.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 6 měsíci

      ❤️❤️❤️

  • @nathanholland4615
    @nathanholland4615 Před 5 lety +14

    I've kicked it twice now and been to some of the darkest places in my life thru drugs now I feel even stronger listing to these rifs .much respect my brother

  • @landerathb8661
    @landerathb8661 Před 6 lety +27

    Great song!! Keep em coming. U help more than u can know!! Almost 3 months off MD, and 7 yrs off H!! Praying 4all who still struggle! ☮️thx u C!! Stay strong my man

    • @lisajordan1590
      @lisajordan1590 Před 6 lety +1

      Hell yes...5 & a half months off heroin and meth...longest in my life.

    • @smiffymango5977
      @smiffymango5977 Před 6 lety +1

      Land Erathb
      Great news! I struggle with temptation. Today is going to be hard as it's my pay day. I will not drink or smoke whites and bees. Please pray for me

    • @andrew3912
      @andrew3912 Před 6 lety +1

      Land Erathb ayahuasca fixes heroin addiction I hear 👍

    • @bobbiaverill2361
      @bobbiaverill2361 Před 6 lety +1

      Land Erathb i have 6yrs off H and 6 weeks off methadone. It feels great. Great job on your soberity. Keep it up

  • @luistorresjr4629
    @luistorresjr4629 Před rokem

    I love your music it means the world to ppl who are in addiction or trying or get clean and ppl who have lost ppl from addiction today is my 28th birthday and I want nothing more for my father to be here to see how much I've grown and meet his granddaughter who I miraculously had in 2019 after multiple miscarriages and being told by doctors that I would never have children but unfortunately I lost him to addiction February 13 2017 rest in peace my heart I love and miss you ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙌🙌🙌🙏🙏🙏🙏 all those fighting addiction always remember you all have ppl who love and need you here and even if you feel all alone there is a god who loves and adores you who wants and needs you to live a better live for yourself and others god bless everyone and bro never stop writing your songs they are needed messages for a lot of ppl much luv

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem

      Much love and respect. Happy belated Birthday, we can do this. How are you this week?

    • @luistorresjr4629
      @luistorresjr4629 Před rokem

      I am good thank you and your self btw your daughter is soooo adorable your whole family is beautiful together keep up the good work

    • @luistorresjr4629
      @luistorresjr4629 Před rokem

      And thank you for saying happy birthday half my family or none of my " best friends" even said that so I really appreciate that

  • @saphire9934
    @saphire9934 Před 8 měsíci +3

    Update you are so underated you will be famous enough respect to you for keeping me on the straight and narrow ❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 8 měsíci +2

      Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it and you..!!

  • @christopherwilson9682
    @christopherwilson9682 Před 6 lety +55

    This dude has done things through his music that i feel no one else comes close to touching. i have lived everything you explain in your music. i play your songs on repeat and the combo of your music and GOD ive seen the light and im fighting every day to get into treatment, i have a 3 year old little girl and when i hear you killin those beats with all the raw emotion, it pushes me daily to keep my head up and NEVER GIVE UP! To everyone in the struggle, you can do it just dig deep and pull that shit out of you because the real you is still in there and ive been going hard for a decade and theres nothing else in that lifestyle i want to experience. Colicchie Big Thanks for the inspiration Keep it up Homie Your saving LIVES Everyday

    • @anitalynnneville5231
      @anitalynnneville5231 Před 5 lety

      Are you from brunswick county

    • @christinawetherby3991
      @christinawetherby3991 Před 4 lety

      Christopher Wilson Chris I hope u are still listening to these beats and hopefully staying clean. Look at ur daughters face every morning and every night. Keep her face in ur head. Imagine her face every time u use. We have a great community of people here that want or have this life. We are all the same person

    • @christinawetherby3991
      @christinawetherby3991 Před 4 lety

      Christopher Wilson I know it’s almost as if he’s psychic or something! My life was exactly like that. When I felt alone no never realized that really I was t. That millions of others were in my same shoes.

    • @kimberlymason8292
      @kimberlymason8292 Před 4 lety

      @@anitalynnneville5231 **Are U Talkin' Bout New Jersey?**

  • @jasonsmolinsky6354
    @jasonsmolinsky6354 Před 6 lety +11

    Dude speaks the truth he just spoke my whole life but I’ve change but the struggle is real

  • @sophielazu6120
    @sophielazu6120 Před rokem +20

    Damn, another great song.....awareness is key. Blessings to anyone who has been touched by this "life style"

  • @user-ii1jn4rr6o
    @user-ii1jn4rr6o Před 6 měsíci +1

    You the only one to speak the truth brother, i listen to your words and you tellling my story...... love you bro

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 6 měsíci

      Much love, means the world to me. Thank you so much..!!

  • @KTWAR22
    @KTWAR22 Před 4 lety +15

    My name is KATIE and I refuse to be anonymous... 2years 2months & 8days clean and serene today!!! 💜