Colicchie " Drug Addiction " ( prod by Big Jerm )

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  • @Emily-uw8ci
    @Emily-uw8ci Před 3 lety +4503

    as of right this second, i’m on my floor listening to this song crying, broken, & beaten down yet again. i’m only 23 & i’m suffering from the tight grip of addiction. right now i make it a vow to myself to start my journey to my second attempt at getting clean. the first time lasted just a few days shy of 2 years. as of this second i vow to get clean & take it one day at a time. i’m sick & tired of being sick & tired. i know i can do it. i didn’t spend 9 months in a rehab facility back in 2018 for nothing. time to use what i learned again. thank you for your music man. send good vibes my way guys. ❤️

    • @AfallinAngel
      @AfallinAngel Před 3 lety +269

      You got this!!!! I went to rehab 5 times almost died twice only thing that made me wake up was see my dad dying in the hospital I made a promise to him I would get clean and stay clean. 6 years sober now. Everyday is a struggle but I look back and think damn today's a little bit easier. You are young im 37 with two kids. If I can do it you can! Just think of the amazing life you are going to have. 💙💛❤💚💜

    • @joshhensley1460
      @joshhensley1460 Před 3 lety +82

      You got this keep your head up I was addicted to coke for 2 years

    • @kevincaswell8085
      @kevincaswell8085 Před 3 lety +138

      Don’t listen to the chad idiot. You got this keep working through it. I used herion an coke for 8 years 5 of those years where Iv use. Set yourself a big goal an a few little goals on the way to the big one! Keep on keeping on

    • @AfallinAngel
      @AfallinAngel Před 3 lety +93

      @@chad4823 Are you stupid or something? Oh no im sure your just one of them snobs that think your perfect. Good luck with that. 👍

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +447

      Stay strong Emily 💔 how are you today? You can always message me on Facebook.

  • @FernandoMartinez-uo2hw
    @FernandoMartinez-uo2hw Před měsícem +25

    "If you never lived it trust me you'll never get it" real shit 💯 true life story God Bless you all i got clean year 19 1st time I heard this song was when I was homeless 😅

  • @Bmxthegardennj
    @Bmxthegardennj Před 2 měsíci +9

    The fact I’m crying right now from this song I think it means it’s time to get sober

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 měsíci +3

      ❤️🙏🏽 you can do this .!!

  • @beastywrld798
    @beastywrld798 Před 21 dnem +12

    I am the son of a recovering heroin addict and I can truly say this song had helped me understand what he was going through better. You made this song with the purpose of reaching addicts but as a family member I now know every word. All I can say is thank you

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 6 dny

      Much love and respect .. sincerely . And thank you, I appreciate it 🙏🏽

  • @shellybabyification
    @shellybabyification Před 7 měsíci +124

    Only an addict can truly understand this song this journey.. I’m 5 years clean and will never look back ❤.. I’ve lost my brother and multiple friends to heroin if that can’t change my mindset nothing can. I still struggle daily with the devil voice in my head but I can and will beat the devil 👿 Lots of love and positivity to those who need it most you got this, Love and light ✨ from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 ❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 6 měsíci +5

      My condolences Shelly, and thank you so much ❤️💔🙏🏽 much love

    • @user-kh4kc9uy9l
      @user-kh4kc9uy9l Před 4 měsíci +2

      i totally agree those who feels it, knows ir........not a bachelor's degree reading text books and taking tests and passing. now they a casac smdh

    • @jellybean7196
      @jellybean7196 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Cant say more my friend.. clean for nearly 4 1/2 years. Ive finally found my soul mate & i seem to take ALL my demons out on the one most beautiful person ive ever met. Why do we do that? Try destroy what love wer shown? X❤

    • @user-je1xd9tc1i
      @user-je1xd9tc1i Před 2 měsíci +3

      RIP to all the homies some ppl go to young

    • @Paul-ic4vn
      @Paul-ic4vn Před měsícem

      ❤yes l no to alwys

  • @johnrodriguez5141
    @johnrodriguez5141 Před 8 měsíci +123

    Been clean for 8 years now, this song speaks to me. Everyday I fight the temptation but I’m stronger than that and so is everyone else fighting addiction! You can all do it!

  • @thomasdurham6189
    @thomasdurham6189 Před 29 dny +7

    I love this! Addiction had its claws in me for 15 years, but after 5 rehabs, finally, truly hitting rock bottom and being fed up, i am 136 days happily clean and sober and am currently a staff member at a men's inpatient rehab, helping other men achieve sobriety!!! Only by the grace of God am i able to be where i am now and not dead!!!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 24 dny

      How amazing Thomas, that’s what I love to hear. Let’s keep it going, both of us ..!! 🫡❤️🙏🏽🙌🏽

  • @iamdownsey
    @iamdownsey Před 5 měsíci +28

    15 years of addiction and this song has helped get me through. Today I am 1 year sober from hard drugs, I never thought I could do it like most of us. But don’t lose hope we can recover ❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 5 měsíci +3

      Truly amazing, proud of you, how are you holding up?

    • @zoosher_ukswiftbold9020
      @zoosher_ukswiftbold9020 Před měsícem

      wen u lose everything 10 times over it finally clicked... 16 years using. clean from using last July.. it wasnt easy as u know.

    • @sarahmiles2137
      @sarahmiles2137 Před 15 dny

      26years using every word is so true 2yrs clean now

  • @lianaoh4130
    @lianaoh4130 Před 2 lety +204

    This song makes me cry every time. Lord watch over me and my brothers and sisters who struggle with addiction.

  • @rachelmartin2562
    @rachelmartin2562 Před 7 měsíci +246

    "if you've never lived it then trust me you'll never get it." Gave me chills

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 7 měsíci +9

      ❤️🙏🏽 much love

    • @brianstephens933
      @brianstephens933 Před 6 měsíci

      @@Colicchieiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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    • @amya4656
      @amya4656 Před 5 měsíci +4

      Facts!! Sending hugs to you & anyone else out there who truly understands this🤗

    • @DanielleLeeds-xi3bu
      @DanielleLeeds-xi3bu Před 5 měsíci

      Im doing what it takes so my daughter would never see me hi is something I regret every single day of my life. Now here i am again homeless and my kids in a different state cuz I knew that was best for them still it kills me everyday I can't be with them until I get my head right and find a place to live for us to live together as a family❤ i dont usually even write on these comment thing cuz who really reads them but in case anyone does and would like to help even 1 dollar would help. $dleeds329 and please don't think im just out here on these types of songs and stuff commenting and asking for help cuz this is the 1st time and last time but ty for this song it's really amazing.

    • @angelastearman5478
      @angelastearman5478 Před 4 měsíci

      🤍Igetit!!

  • @d.tim1989
    @d.tim1989 Před měsícem +7

    39million views.
    This track has blown up, I swear it was on 1million last time I looked.
    I don’t think we should have an anthem but this should be the go to song for every recovering addict.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 24 dny

      Thank you, I genuinely appreciate it. Much respect.

  • @joshuacollings5464
    @joshuacollings5464 Před 6 měsíci +50

    Almost ten years clean and I still tear up and get chills when I play this shit… I PROMISE WE ALL CAN RECOVER!!!!

  • @user-km5lm8bb2r
    @user-km5lm8bb2r Před 9 měsíci +127

    Only those of us who been there can truly understand the meaning behind the lyrics. The messages are clear. Theres only 2 ways out and thats get clean or die. Much love my brothers and sisters. Im 108 days clean today.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 9 měsíci +7

      Sincerely, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽

    • @jocoward5700
      @jocoward5700 Před 6 měsíci +1

      ❤❤❤

    • @jocoward5700
      @jocoward5700 Před 6 měsíci +1

      u no it

    • @pampom5331
      @pampom5331 Před 4 měsíci +1

      God love you sweetie. I'll always love everyone of you.

    • @PreacherAnamacha
      @PreacherAnamacha Před 4 měsíci

      Congratulations 🎉 I'm only 21... And well I have been in this Fentanyl addiction for almost 4 years now. Sadly I lost my Son's father, I was only 16 and he was only 19... He got murdered up the street from his own place.... And I was with him the night he passed away...
      Our birthdays were coming up in May, Him and I would always celebrate our bdays together since they were 2 weeks apart exactly. He was soon to be my fiance since he planned out asking me for our 3rd year anniversary 😢 Sadly someone took his life before he could get the chance to ask, he got murdered in 2019 the 15th of March... Just 2 months before our birthdays in May and 4 months before it would've been our 3 years.... Been dealing with the Fentanyl, Crystal Meth, & Crack addiction for quite some time now, I've finally gotten the courage to call a treatment place to get clean!!! I've already had 2 overdoses and both were just last year in October... I came to the conclusion that I NEED/WANT this in order to get my son back and be able to do the things I use to love doing and be able to do them with my son.

  • @ShaneSchoeman
    @ShaneSchoeman Před 7 měsíci +570

    After 10 years of addiction, overdosing over 17 times on fentanyl, and being clinically dead 4 times. I am proud to say i am 210 days sober. Thank you colichee for sharing your story with us, courage, perseverance and humility 🙏

    • @dalehartnell6199
      @dalehartnell6199 Před 7 měsíci +25

      Keep up the good work. Just wanted to share mine as I feel like there is hope in staying clean. 21 years of herion. 6 year of meth and 4 year cocain

    • @ShaneSchoeman
      @ShaneSchoeman Před 7 měsíci

      @@dalehartnell6199 amazing Dale 🙏🙏🙏

    • @kristinefarrell3803
      @kristinefarrell3803 Před 7 měsíci

      ​@@dalehartnell6199😢

    • @bridgetteterry3636
      @bridgetteterry3636 Před 7 měsíci +14

      Only God above is why you still here hun.

    • @brendamck7169
      @brendamck7169 Před 7 měsíci +11

      God bless you..I feel you.. believe it.

  • @suziemartin1841
    @suziemartin1841 Před 5 měsíci +24

    It's crazy how it hits. No matter how long it has been, you can feel everything.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 5 měsíci +2

      I appreciate it. Sincerely. Stay strong

  • @shanecarroll4752
    @shanecarroll4752 Před 5 měsíci +25

    I’m laying in a detox centre in the uk detoxing of methodone. I’m so sick right now! I’m tearing up writing this! I’m struggling bad! I’m at the point of getting worse feeling less sick is a way of yet! I want my life back. Must heard this a 100 times, but the lyrics are hitting me like a brick right now! Love brother. U hit the seriousness of this hard! I need to be hearing this more than u will ever no right now! Thank you❤

    • @christinemayes5304
      @christinemayes5304 Před 5 měsíci

      I had been on 120 mg methadone for 5 years and I got sick and tired of the clinic keeping a rope around my neck and I quit going and even though it bought killed me,I came off it and never looked back, it's hard but take it 1 day at a time and then when you hit a week, take it a week at a time and then a month and then you will shock yourself at how far you have come.

    • @jstephens630
      @jstephens630 Před 5 měsíci

      You (CAN and WILL) Do it!
      Using a friend's phone !
      Suboxone. But I'm 12 years clean. MUCH Love.
      Remember Demand greatness.
      your worth it!
      Kristy Rubin 2023
      Ps. Best song Ever! #1

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 5 měsíci +1

      What’s going on Shane, I really pray since you’ve written this comment that your life has improved so much, I know how difficult it is in the beginning, but it’s worth it..!! Stay strong.

    • @andrewwarnick2735
      @andrewwarnick2735 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Keep going brother! Life will be so much better when you’re clean!

    • @flawed.81
      @flawed.81 Před 3 měsíci

      Been on the shit for 10yrs now,I'm 42 an feel 50..Don't feel like I'll ever have the strength to kick it.Peolpe say its months of withdraw...That's a scary thought,it's all a fckn trick

  • @anthonynieto-ut6ex
    @anthonynieto-ut6ex Před 10 měsíci +44

    Addiction is real , I spent 6 years sticking needles in myself , my addiction costed 2 people their life's and 5 years of mine in a box , glad to be sober today, never again

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 10 měsíci +4

      Stay strong Anthony, we got this ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @nickadoo62
      @nickadoo62 Před 6 měsíci +2

      what changed for you what can I do to help my family member who is addicted he has hit rock bottom and says he just can't stop still how can some stop and he can't

    • @paulkalec7652
      @paulkalec7652 Před 6 měsíci +2

      Never say never

    • @yoshishrooms9086
      @yoshishrooms9086 Před měsícem

      I’m glad I out it down, I was on H for 5 - 6 years put it down and built a life for myself.. made a little too much money and celebrated with coke.. next thing I know we are doing fent and my fiancé is being taken in an ambulance..
      This shit is no joke and for those who have yet to try.. my best advice is, dont

    • @slickric1027
      @slickric1027 Před 21 hodinou

      ​@@nickadoo62he's just not ready yet, one day he'll wake up and say I'm tired of this shit. The chasing drugs just to be able to function and everything that comes with that life style. I was an addict for 25 yrs and tried to get sober and failed multiple times. Then 2 yrs ago I said I'm done with this shit. I've been sober for 2 yrs now.

  • @bryanpatrick7402
    @bryanpatrick7402 Před 3 lety +551

    Was shooting meth homeless living in a tent next to the river, literally lost everything, but 3 years ago I decided that something had to change so I got clean my clean date is 8-18-17 been clean every since got married had a son and have a daughter on the way. Thanks bro your truly a inspiration.

    • @tyronekelly5641
      @tyronekelly5641 Před 3 lety +7

      Fair play to you man

    • @bryanpatrick7402
      @bryanpatrick7402 Před 3 lety +6

      Appreciate it brother

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +19

      Truly amazing. Keep it up. Merry Christmas. How are you?

    • @bryanpatrick7402
      @bryanpatrick7402 Před 3 lety +13

      Merry Christmas to you bro, you played a huge part in me getting clean you gave me hope that I could change my life and be a good father forever grateful 🙏❤ life is good. You doing good?

    • @stevenroof6502
      @stevenroof6502 Před 3 lety +5

      Keep staying strong I'll pray for you

  • @beccaargyle1027
    @beccaargyle1027 Před 3 měsíci +10

    Wow, im beyond taken back. This is beautifully painful. Raw and something some people will never understand. Definitely mad respect for you, stay strong brother, the devil aint got the grip no more🙏🏼

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 měsíci

      Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it. Truly

  • @Weber4202
    @Weber4202 Před 5 měsíci +12

    Us addicts know this hits home.

  • @suzannerouze2640
    @suzannerouze2640 Před 5 lety +175

    Wow! I have 28 years clean and reading all these comments really hits home. Prayers for each and everyone of you struggling, hang in there I never thought I would see 57 years old but here I am a grandma and everything!

    • @AlexN-Astro
      @AlexN-Astro Před 5 lety +1

      Congratulations to you Suzanne... Im 7 years clean now and already years older than I'd thought id get...

    • @jessicafischer8423
      @jessicafischer8423 Před 5 lety

      suzanne rouze amazing

    • @mrpete218
      @mrpete218 Před 5 lety

      That’s awesome!!!

    • @jodiekingshott5289
      @jodiekingshott5289 Před 5 lety +1

      God love ya!! U done it, I’m surgling, but I’m gona get there, I’m not repeating genurasion!! Bless x

    • @daveosborne743
      @daveosborne743 Před 5 lety

      Congrats

  • @johnbell4551
    @johnbell4551 Před 10 měsíci +22

    31 days clean today after 19 month relapse. Listening to this feeling so grateful 🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 10 měsíci +4

      Truly amazing, keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼

  • @melissariebe6652
    @melissariebe6652 Před 3 měsíci +3

    I've spent most of my life in addiction. The last 10 years I was addicted to heroin fentanyl. This song really spoke to me. It described my last 3 years of addiction. I am so grateful that I ha e 3 years as of March 3rd 2024. I listen to this all of the time. It reminds me tlwhy I got sober.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 měsíci

      Truly amazing Melissa, much love

  • @user-hf3ke2mr7s
    @user-hf3ke2mr7s Před 4 dny

    I commented on this song 4 years ago. This song saved me. Im back to just remind myself to stay humble. Thanks colicchie. Ill continue to do what ot takes so my daughter never sees me high. 4 years off the Fent. Dont give up peeps. Love you all 💯

  • @stephaniesampson8441
    @stephaniesampson8441 Před 2 lety +216

    I shot heroin, coke and meth I've gone to prison 13 times. I was a prostitute and I use to lance my own absesses. I always said I was I gonna change when I got hemmed up (arrested). I lived/stayed in flop houses that had needles pushed stems and dirty unbathed people in them. But I surrendered I have 8 years clean but this song takes me back to those days and I can't help but cry

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +17

      8 years is incredible. Truly.. stay strong Stephanie ❤️🙏🏽

    • @natashahinse193
      @natashahinse193 Před 2 lety +6

      First of all, please respect your people no matter where they are on this journey

    • @angelachavez2478
      @angelachavez2478 Před 2 lety +7

      You're inspiring, I was clean again after 30 or so tries, fell again, while talking about all the drug related deaths in my city, I'm getting back up again. Thanks

    • @psych0juggal0420
      @psych0juggal0420 Před 2 lety +12

      Wow I have 65 days clean

    • @therealcommenter2790
      @therealcommenter2790 Před 2 lety +2

      Great song, I came across this in my feed. Because I was listening to a new artist about drugs also. Similar song. Type in “Cold Reality” “My Drugs”. Deep song for real.

  • @grumpyfaceedducks9805
    @grumpyfaceedducks9805 Před rokem +61

    I shown this to my brother, who has been smoking crack cocain for over 10 years. Now he’s just passed his navy training and is on phase 2 set to become a submariner, this song gave me strength and gave me hope for him, your never to far gone. Your just to far away to ask for help. Change before you can’t.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 11 měsíci +3

      Truly amazing..!!

    • @michaelatkin9649
      @michaelatkin9649 Před 8 měsíci +2

      So he lied on the military application? Lol dont let anyone know about that shit. He can get kicked out for lying about his past

    • @xbriggs25x
      @xbriggs25x Před 8 měsíci

      How did he get into the navy? After 10 years of using, pretty sure there’s a age cap on top of his history of choices

    • @jaysonwatson.5602
      @jaysonwatson.5602 Před 8 měsíci

      Facts nice bro

    • @TheHornsfan37
      @TheHornsfan37 Před 8 měsíci +4

      Some of our most authentic and dedicated Servicemen have stories like these! It’s because of their past that they are so dedicated to the future! I welcome a rebirth and am here to serve alongside!

  • @mldrafts560
    @mldrafts560 Před 5 měsíci +6

    Got a whole new set of feels listening to this song, while reading the comments. Thank you family. Your comments are everything. We do recover and we're fighting for our lives. You're my heros. Love u

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 4 měsíci +1

      Much love, thank you so much..!! Sincerely

    • @user-kh4kc9uy9l
      @user-kh4kc9uy9l Před 4 měsíci +1

      im still in the fight however i always listening for ways out, spmetimes its a song that lets me kno theres someone out there like me and did it. and there music is talking aloud to me as if i wrote it. hats off to Colicchie

    • @mldrafts560
      @mldrafts560 Před 4 měsíci

      @@Colicchie no thank you. It's so real raw and beautiful. Thank u for putting yourself out there like tha

  • @Redwoodbeauty93
    @Redwoodbeauty93 Před 5 měsíci +3

    Your music is so important to me and my community. I'm from Humboldt County California...behind a beautiful Redwood curtain ..plauged by pain, isolation and drug addiction. This place is too beautiful to see this much pain.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 5 měsíci +1

      Thank you so much, truly

  • @dawnmcabrera6277
    @dawnmcabrera6277 Před rokem +160

    My daughter sent me this song to let me know what she was going through I didn't understand the painful things said the threats to hurt me but listening to this helped me to understand and I am so proud of the strength she found to be clean over a year now and I want to say how proud I am of her and anyone who over came this Praying for you all God Bless

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +11

      Truly amazing, and thank you Dawn, much love

    • @williamcereoli6038
      @williamcereoli6038 Před rokem +6

      thanks its not easy 7 years off heroin

    • @wadewarriner139
      @wadewarriner139 Před rokem +5

      Your support and trying to understand is awesome. Prayers for your daughter. Its possible!!

    • @These-nutz
      @These-nutz Před rokem +2

      🙏

    • @orphamariecolwell
      @orphamariecolwell Před rokem +1

      for one my name was never mary colwell she was post to live hear be for carrol baker chris

  • @tonyparker-el3rw
    @tonyparker-el3rw Před 11 měsíci +42

    4 years clean still a battle everyday always come back to this song to remind me off were i was and how far i have come . One life no second chance be who your meant to be.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 10 měsíci +6

      Much respect Tony, we can do this 🙏🏽❤️

  • @AmandaIsenhower
    @AmandaIsenhower Před 3 měsíci +3

    When I faced my demons, I listened to you rap nonstop. I'm proud to say that I'm coming up on my 6th year clean. Thank you for being there for me when I needed it the most.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 měsíci

      Much love Amanda, truly. How are you holding up this weekend?

  • @KellyStaats-Turner-sd9or
    @KellyStaats-Turner-sd9or Před 4 měsíci +3

    There will never be a song that hit me like this one did . I heard it in rehab in may of 2020 . I heard it right at my straight rock bottom. I never thought I’d be what drugs made of me. I’m still working hard at my program. Thank you Colliche I play this song all the time bc it reminds me of my story from beginning to end. All my friends that I’ve lost the psychosis all of it. Still have a long ways to go. Plz keep me in your prayers. As I will keep every addict in mine. And Congratulations on how far anyone has made it! 1,339 days for me today. One day at a time. And to anyone that struggling try never to get complacent just when you think you’ve made it over the mountain there’s another mountain on the other side. Keep your heads up and stay positive.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 4 měsíci

      Congratulations, that’s so incredible. Proud of you..!! ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @krisrota7619
    @krisrota7619 Před 5 lety +652

    8 months clean off heroin and meth. This song helped me through it. Thank you Colicchi

    • @vh8765
      @vh8765 Před 5 lety +4

      Kris Davis,
      Still going??

    • @krisrota7619
      @krisrota7619 Před 5 lety +24

      Still sober

    • @vh8765
      @vh8765 Před 5 lety +8

      Kris Davis,
      Hell yeah!!
      I’m so proud to hear that…

    • @krisrota7619
      @krisrota7619 Před 5 lety +12

      Thank you. I appreciate that. 10 months on the 22nd

    • @vh8765
      @vh8765 Před 5 lety +6

      Kris Davis,
      Keep going!! You should be very proud of yourself. Do you do meetings? Church??
      I quit smoking cigarettes January 5.
      Not even a puff!

  • @breannameegan6788
    @breannameegan6788 Před 8 měsíci +51

    Was addicted to fentanyl for almost 4 years Been clean off of it a whole year since last September now this song hit home for me 💯❤️ hope everyone gets clean it took everything I had my house belongings kids smh but doing better now! Lost so many people to it my bf my bestfriend this song opened my eyes!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 8 měsíci +1

      Amazing Breanna, much love and respect. Congrats ❤️🙏🏽

    • @Melissa-kh8sn
      @Melissa-kh8sn Před 4 měsíci +2

      How did you get clean I've been u using fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick of it wanna get clean but scared of the detox

    • @AnnoyedKelpie-hx1wu
      @AnnoyedKelpie-hx1wu Před 4 měsíci

      You pussy😂I'm clean for 2 weeks@Melissa-kh8sn

    • @tonylowks3239
      @tonylowks3239 Před 2 měsíci

      Im sitting on the couch and on fentanyl withdrawaling bad ... And I'm proud u sober now .. I am here but mentally lost ...

    • @travislagerwerf4174
      @travislagerwerf4174 Před 2 měsíci

      @@Melissa-kh8snsublicade

  • @paulanthony6763
    @paulanthony6763 Před 5 měsíci +7

    we all need a rapper like you to believe there will still be a future. I believe in you homie, best of luck to you and your wonderful family.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 5 měsíci +1

      Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it ..!!

  • @leoraann1140
    @leoraann1140 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I'm 12 year's sober .. I've lost my big sis, 2 nieces, 2 nephews and sister in law and lot's friends . Still have family using God I pray they could get sober. 🙏 Not easy but u can do it ❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 měsíci

      Amazing, stay strong ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽 congrats

  • @user-vn9hp7uw4n
    @user-vn9hp7uw4n Před 10 měsíci +22

    I have 4 months clean...Im tired of being fuckin hungry....my shit being stolen .... The things I had to do to get my next high. It's truly a blessing now to wake up not to have that burden on my mind . I lost to many fuckin friends from Drugs and I refuse to die with a needle in my arm . I pray every night for all addicts and hope one day they can see the beauty in recovery. I'm pushing everyday Your music is touching and has helped me so much. Keep touching lives man and keep pushing...you got a beautiful family 💕💕💕💕

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 10 měsíci +5

      We can do this ❤️🙏🏽 hold on, stay strong

  • @braylee8420
    @braylee8420 Před 3 lety +680

    As a recovering addict myself , I just wanna say I’m proud of everyone who is trying to get clean and stay clean !!!! 💯💯🤍🤍

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +18

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @leoamundson7877
      @leoamundson7877 Před 3 lety +12

      Clean and free Seattle 2021

    • @jeremycasper5181
      @jeremycasper5181 Před 3 lety +3

      Thank you

    • @joewatson7874
      @joewatson7874 Před 3 lety +10

      This song deserves all the views but god damn its scary how many people this resonated with. Myself being one of them this shit is a problem

    • @lyonzee0079
      @lyonzee0079 Před 3 lety +3

      God bless ya ..all i am saying is i am fucked up but if i can stop just one kid going the way i went ,10 2 15 of my pals are dead .not nice..

  • @jessicasales8927
    @jessicasales8927 Před měsícem +3

    This song saved me! I listened to it on repeat from 4am-6am 07/07/2022. I knew if I left and got more shit then I wouldn’t check myself into treatment so I played this song over and over. I’ve been clean since!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 23 dny

      I genuinely appreciate it and you.!! Honestly. Thank you so much

  • @MamaDfray
    @MamaDfray Před 6 měsíci +4

    Colicchie. I got 5 Years Clean yesterday. I'm doing what it takes so my daughter's will never see me high. I first heard your song when I was deep in it on the streets. I connected so deeply, I knew then I wasn't alone in it. Someone out there understood on a level no one else could ever comprehend. It gave me solace and touched me as if you were speaking for me, at the time I was lost, I had no voice. But your words reverberated through me, you gave me hope, you shined a light. So much gratitude 🙏🏻 thank you so much, keep it up man! We're all in this together. One day at a time ❤️

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 6 měsíci +1

      So amazing..!! Congratulations ❤️💪🏽💪🏽 I just released my new video “ Brielle Jane “ please check it out when you get a chance ❤️🙏🏽

    • @MamaDfray
      @MamaDfray Před 6 měsíci

      @@Colicchie That's my daughter's name. 🥰 She is the reason. I'll check it out. Congrats and keep inspiring, the community thanks you. 👏🏻

  • @V4mpirella
    @V4mpirella Před 2 lety +119

    wow, this is the type of rap that gives you goosebumps if you can relate.

  • @savannahwilcox
    @savannahwilcox Před 8 měsíci +41

    Im 3 years clean myself im a single mom of a beautiful little girl. I left abusive relationships as well im doing so much better now this song also helps me remember i have over come my heroin and meth demons. If i can do it so can yall! I love you fellow ppl in recovery stay strong!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 7 měsíci

      Much love Savanna, glad you made it out. We can do this ❤️🙏🏽

    • @stevenworthing2278
      @stevenworthing2278 Před 5 měsíci

      😅😅😮😅 ok😅😅😅 of😅😅😅😅😮​@@Colicchie

    • @Melissa-kh8sn
      @Melissa-kh8sn Před 4 měsíci

      How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do??????

    • @bstrong17861
      @bstrong17861 Před 20 dny

      much love stay clean for your daughter, your strong, it has been done. Why not you too.

  • @philosopher1130
    @philosopher1130 Před měsícem +1

    Hearing this for the first time.. it hits hard. Going thru what I’m going thru, and what so many others are going thru.
    It hurts. I’ve lost my sons because of it and my daughters had to see me high. Something I swore I’d never do as a parent.
    But promised myself I’d get clean for my children. They’re the only thing pushing me

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před měsícem

      Much love and respect .!! We can do this, I can totally relate. Stay strong ❤️🙏🏽

  • @hannahnoll433
    @hannahnoll433 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Man.... this hit me so hard. The first time I heard this song my husband played it for me in the car on the way to work, we had been clean for a while and things were good and we were like wow this is amazing and threw it into regular rotation. About 6 months to a year later we were using again and both OD'd.. his was fatal.. that was 3 years ago (been clean since) and I think about this song A LOT and that day in the car and I just happened to finally stumble across it again (I never paid attention to the name of it) and it just really felt like my late husband almost speaking to me and reminding me to keep doing this shit for both of us...

    • @kellschapman1501
      @kellschapman1501 Před 2 měsíci

      Got tears in my eyes reading this, your a miracle 💜 keep pushing, we got this.. 45 days For me today and I remember listening to this with my ex, he's now in prison again for drugs and I had to surrender.. hardest thing I've ever done but I'm so greatful we have been saved x

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 měsíci

      My condolences Hannah, honestly. Prayers, hope you’re safe. I know the feeling and the torture that comes with addiction and all the damage it does 💔🙏🏽

  • @travishamilton1659
    @travishamilton1659 Před 5 lety +488

    No matter how many times I listen to the song I still get chills ... it takes me back to a place I never want to be again

    • @MrTreewizard
      @MrTreewizard Před 5 lety +7

      Absolutely

    • @tylergibson7214
      @tylergibson7214 Před 5 lety +16

      We got this all of us

    • @rebeccamiller2837
      @rebeccamiller2837 Před 5 lety +4

      Feel ya' just don't forget that place ya' heard!

    • @stephenbobbett8689
      @stephenbobbett8689 Před 4 lety +10

      Man I got 2 years clean , 4 months and a few days took me 10 years looking everything to get here , still don't feel , as I did. Glad I'm off but man takes years to get straight just hold on.

    • @kaitlynkeenom1055
      @kaitlynkeenom1055 Před 4 lety

      Hey

  • @one_day_at_a_time9915
    @one_day_at_a_time9915 Před 2 lety +151

    Dude , straight up needle fiend for 12 years running dope , veins shot , life on track ,,, been clean 15 years , no slippin , none.... this song made me cry . Your lyrics fn burn

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +5

      Truly amazing..!!! Stay strong 💪🏽 we got this..!!

    • @glynnmortimer4013
      @glynnmortimer4013 Před rokem +2

      Well done, life is for living. Just go forwards with your life.

    • @glynnmortimer4013
      @glynnmortimer4013 Před rokem +3

      Me too, been to the bottom. Now I have a amazing woman in my life who understands and is so supporting. Now I'm living life not letting it pass me by. Stay strong my friend.

    • @glynnmortimer4013
      @glynnmortimer4013 Před rokem +3

      You will nevet move forward, if your constantly looking back

    • @markwatson8016
      @markwatson8016 Před rokem +2

      @@Colicchie hello colicchie man, it’s been so long since I’ve spoken to you, been lost a bit relapsing on weed and Valium but im back at NA just recently and I’m listening to your old tracks here now and it’s just fired my spirit up again, one thing you said is you always had faith and that’s the reason I’m still fighting with God carrying me when I’m weak. Anyway man I hope your well I’ve been seeing your posts of you and your family, A child is a gift, i have two girls. There the reason I never quit! God bless you all brother….#respect

  • @sandyrobinson2401
    @sandyrobinson2401 Před 5 měsíci +10

    This track Cutts me
    deep.what does not kill us makes us stronger.👊🏼

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 5 měsíci

      Much love and respect ..!! Sincerely

    • @Lisa-tg2yx
      @Lisa-tg2yx Před 4 měsíci

      Wicked mate. Love this..❤

  • @Heathennation1976
    @Heathennation1976 Před 16 dny +1

    Thank you for this,7yrs Sober here, glad that there's an artist out there willing to say it

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 8 dny +1

      Amazing Heathe, much love. We can do this

  • @gamewithdj3123
    @gamewithdj3123 Před 3 lety +28

    I remember being strung out listening to this song summer of 2018 wishing I was clean and sober. Got arrested 3 weeks later and been clean ever since. Now I have my son back and I sing this song and smile towards the end. I made it out, thank you for making this song and helping me out of a dark time in my life.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +1

      Truly amazing, let’s keep it up..!!! How are you today?

  • @bathmulangwarjri2816
    @bathmulangwarjri2816 Před 3 lety +85

    Being clean is easy, staying clean is a hell of a task!! Remember me in your prayers guys..🙏🏿🙏🏿.. gbu all...

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +2

      Absolutely ❤️🙏🏽

    • @jent2265
      @jent2265 Před 3 lety +7

      I know I'm late to your post but I really hope you're still clean. I just lost my son Cody to an overdose and I know you're struggle is so hard. Just know I truly am praying for you bc you matter your life matters and I DONT ever want your parents or loved ones to feel this heartbreak that I'm feeling right now! Please stay strong and know that even though I don't know u I love you and you matter and my prayers are with you!! ❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏

    • @stevenroof6502
      @stevenroof6502 Před 3 lety +3

      I pray for you to stay clean god watch over you........🙏

    • @lucydale518
      @lucydale518 Před 3 lety +2

      Totally agree. It's so hard when I still live in a small town, small town mentality does NOT help🤔😥

    • @8.21productions9
      @8.21productions9 Před 3 lety +3

      staying clean is definitely the hardest part. i’ve been “sober” since 2013. and i’m one bad day away from throwing everything away and going back on the run. I think about getting thrashed every day. sure, it’s easier to stay sober the more time I get under my belt. but I still don’t feel “normal” and I don’t even know if I can even legitimately be happy. but hey, at least i’m taking care of the shit I need to, eh?

  • @Steffyrhodes-tl9zy
    @Steffyrhodes-tl9zy Před 3 měsíci +1

    This month I am going to be 5 years sober from meth and last month I decided to give my life to Jesus. Today I found this song and I feel so blessed to be sober!!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 měsíci +1

      Truly amazing..!! Stay strong

  • @KellyStaats-Turner-sd9or
    @KellyStaats-Turner-sd9or Před 4 měsíci +1

    Today I’m sending prayers to anyone stuck in addiction you’re not alone and it’s okay to ask for help. Thank you Collicchi for showing your support through music.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 měsíci

      Much love, thank you so much 🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️

  • @marliannaminer8303
    @marliannaminer8303 Před rokem +28

    4 years sober. I have been listening to this song for 4 years. Thank you for your music. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for being an example. Without God we can not do this life!
    Your music is powerful- especially this song.
    4 years SOBER and in those 4 years I had a baby, and got married. Happiness, joy, love, hope, peace!
    We all have our daily adversity! Pray! Never give up! ❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +2

      Truly incredible, keep it going ..!! We can do this 💪🏽🙏🏽

    • @1janeyjewel
      @1janeyjewel Před rokem +1

      @Marlianna Miner kudos on 4 years clean and sober! Nobody will ever understand except another addict just how much willpower you have to put into not using and getting clean/sober and then how hard you have to work at at it to keeping it going 💪❤️

    • @marliannaminer8303
      @marliannaminer8303 Před rokem +1

      @@1janeyjewel omg thank you for your kind words. Thank you for reading what I commented. This means so much to me. God bless you! 💚

    • @1janeyjewel
      @1janeyjewel Před 11 měsíci

      @@marliannaminer8303 you're welcome. I'm 10 years clean from heroin and crack. Well I had a 2 month blip about 4 years back when some bad sh*t happened and I just couldn't cope at the time. Got my head together again and jumped back on the wagon. Done great again ever since. On some meds still but hey I'm clean. Anyway take care and carry on the good work xx

  • @christinebyrne3489
    @christinebyrne3489 Před 2 lety +245

    I'm 48 years old , been struggling for over 30 years. Been to too many rehabs, jails, I'll ask wtf is wrong with me. I'm so tired of this misery but this obsession is real. It's been 2 days going through this withdrawal from whatever they putting in this heroin but this is my time and your music keeps me going to do this I am so lost right now as tears are running down my face. I just need some hope and I keep praying for strength. 🙏💕

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +13

      ❤️❤️❤️ stay strong Christine

    • @jeffreyhuddleston1102
      @jeffreyhuddleston1102 Před 2 lety +10

      You can do this mam you gotta want it. After 30 years of using I just got out of rehab I have 32 days clean today. I feel awesome better than I have in years. Fight man hit me back brother

    • @drewpearce7773
      @drewpearce7773 Před 2 lety +7

      You can do this .I keep failing but keep trying one time will work. Hope your ok and doing well

    • @chrissilliker8633
      @chrissilliker8633 Před 2 lety +6

      You got it stay strong

    • @katrinabentley9035
      @katrinabentley9035 Před rokem +8

      Keep going Christine💯👍🏽
      I've been clean of H since 2007, clean off methadone since 2019. Yea, it's dam hard, but if u want to get clean, keep going forward & have faith. There is light at the end of the tunnel. 👏🏽

  • @tannergill8367
    @tannergill8367 Před dnem +1

    Been fucking up since January, had 297 days clean and sober. Been thinking of the "forever box" all day. I told my best friend, and my roommate... He's gonna take me to the hospital. Idk what the hell I'm gonna tell my mom, she thinks I'm "fine"
    But I know shed rather hear I'm struggling in treatment, than found with a 9mm copper device in my brain.
    If you're struggling, you are stronger than you ever could imagine. People love you, and you can get through this. I've done it, I screwed up, but I can do it again. You're so much stronger than you think.

  • @joshbrown9456
    @joshbrown9456 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Hope who ever is reading this has found their peace in life without addiction... i pray for each and everyone you daily as im on my own journey of sobriety... to the good times ahead of all of us... love each and everyone of you.. keep fighting we got this!

  • @reshellwalton4583
    @reshellwalton4583 Před 2 lety +400

    I was a crack addict for 14 yrs lost EVERYTHING!!!!! This April 20th I will be celebrating my 8th yr of sobriety!!! This song is definitely heartfelt!! Nice work continue be an inspiration to others including myself!!! 💪❣️💯

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +21

      Truly amazing ❤️🙏🏽

    • @Mr93santana
      @Mr93santana Před 2 lety +14

      Day 5 bro and honestly would rather feel better day by day then how those pills used to make me feel.

    • @sharonfaulkner3335
      @sharonfaulkner3335 Před 2 lety +4

      Fabulous going!!!! 🤗

    • @gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935
      @gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935 Před 2 lety +13

      Respect friend! 6 yrs myself from phetynal...

    • @Mr93santana
      @Mr93santana Před 2 lety +12

      @@gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935 It’s almost a month for me now, clean from fentanyl brotha. You are truly a blessing for me to know I am not alone in this man.

  • @ariellebarrow
    @ariellebarrow Před 3 lety +56

    Been clean for 6 years now and this song still gives me chills and the motivation to keep going! Thanks bro

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +2

      Amazing, honestly. How are you today?

    • @mikeschools75
      @mikeschools75 Před 3 lety

      czcams.com/video/13xgKqSjhxw/video.html
      Motivation for u my good dude. Hope u get something out of it . Congrats on 6 months

    • @stevenroof6502
      @stevenroof6502 Před 3 lety

      Wow rite on how are you today

  • @mamikolas2597
    @mamikolas2597 Před 5 měsíci +2

    first time ever for the temptation is gone as of right now.... thank u my Lord for helping me in my addiction only u lord can keep me strong and keep me from falling for i want to be with u in heaven ..

  • @jeremyrichardson3513
    @jeremyrichardson3513 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Just over 2 months clean and never knew life could be this good

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 měsíci

      So amazing.! Congrats, let’s keep it going 🙏🏽❤️

  • @biancamillar6212
    @biancamillar6212 Před 3 lety +246

    4 years sober from heroin and crack addiction. This song speaks so much damn truth 🙏🏼❤️

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +17

      Truly amazing, keep it up.. how are you tonight?

    • @ericholliman2911
      @ericholliman2911 Před 3 lety +7

      How did you get off the h

    • @mannnomanstan5698
      @mannnomanstan5698 Před 3 lety +6

      @Warren Johnson if you quit alcohol you can quit anything. Your not alone Warren hang in there man.

    • @Itsjustdrdrew
      @Itsjustdrdrew Před 3 lety +4

      @Warren Johnson yo I’m right there with you except i still have to drink, you’ve got some special will power or something I can’t get out of the hole again either I know it sounds corny but you’re not alone bro, I’m headin for rock bottom again I hope everything works out for you. I’m tryin really hard this time cuz I just found out I have another child on the way and my four year old son has had to bring me back from the brink of death

    • @antonylister6867
      @antonylister6867 Před 3 lety +2

      @Warren Johnson I honestly know the feeling brova. But we never know what life's gonna throw at us buddy. .Please just hang in thare pal. Things are gonna get Better mate.

  • @daz81kmdc05
    @daz81kmdc05 Před 5 lety +30

    One year sober for today. Government had me trapped on the deathadone. Been and seen hell. Colliche, Kerser and 360 saved my life. Respect to all that have made it. 1 in 1000. Im one of them.

  • @user-jb2fg7rv1q
    @user-jb2fg7rv1q Před 6 měsíci +1

    Please help me with my son. Please! Your song is amazingly beautifully revealing. So brave my friend. So REAL! We are living it. I’ve spent hours searching for words or songs of encouragement to send him in jail awaiting to be sent to rehab and I found you. Please!!! Your songs, your heart hit it 100%. Idk you but so proud of you. I’m a nurse and yet I can’t save my son.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 6 měsíci

      Have him message me if he can ..!!

  • @lisa-mariemertineit295
    @lisa-mariemertineit295 Před 2 měsíci +2

    This is Jordan McEachern, still a great song. Also it was an amazing experience for some of my friends that you came down to the soup kitchen and gave us a great performance to remember. My sister bee was ecstatic to meet you, as well as my friends. You showing up like that was a day a lot of my peers will never forget. Thanks again for you dropping by Kitchener Ontario, at St.Johns soup kitchen

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 měsíci

      I genuinely appreciate it and you.!! I’ll be in Timmins, Ontario next month ❤️🙏🏽 thank you

  • @laurenester2099
    @laurenester2099 Před rokem +50

    "that's someones mother, someones uncle, someone's daughter, that's someones aunt, somesones son, and someone's father."
    Most the lyrics I feel..but these words though... ❤️ ❤️ I am a 92 days clean addict.. I am also a teacher and a therapist.. people think it is only others.. but that's what I thought.. till I went down a rabbit hole and ended on my butt. Anyone can get there.. I wish that was more recognized by society....

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +1

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @cherlynpeake1579
      @cherlynpeake1579 Před rokem +2

      Started doing opiates at 25 cleaned up to get my kids back but then my mother nearly died ..told my kids were her only money source so after 5 years clean I went down another course smoked crCk every day and selling on the streets.. first my ass and then Crack and the opiates...complete me... learned to live as a functional drug addiction work two jobs and did three hours In the gym,but still society judged me for the mess that I was in Always saw my kids let them know the truth about me loved with all my heart but they still had to live without me ..for the most part any way but my daughter had a baby just the other day she's a month old ànd I haven't seen her yetbutmy na.ed her after me and said I finally get it .the drugs aren't who u are their just something that u did ..u taught me not judge and love with no conditions I couldn't have a better mother than I do and now my baby grandaughter has my name too

    • @CoriAlexis93
      @CoriAlexis93 Před rokem +2

      That’s one of my favorite lines of the song! Aunts, uncles, mothers, fathers, hell even grandmothers and grandfathers suffer from this disease. Addiction does not discriminate.

    • @crey3361
      @crey3361 Před rokem +1

      Exactly, people need to stop judging

  • @hollykuchling3992
    @hollykuchling3992 Před 11 měsíci +35

    Been sober for a year and 4 months ❤ i am praying for all of you out there struggling. I hope you get sober. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I promise.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 10 měsíci +1

      ❤️❤️

    • @Garry-vd1dg
      @Garry-vd1dg Před 10 měsíci +1

      It's takes one day at a time. Each year it will get better after a while you won't think about it no more. Later I have been dreaming about going down to the Bronx and coping heroin. But what happens in my dream when get down there is no real heroin it's all fentanyl and I end up going back home still drug free.

    • @xbriggs25x
      @xbriggs25x Před 8 měsíci

      Keep it up I’m proud of you

    • @rogerprice735
      @rogerprice735 Před 8 měsíci

      Struggling trying I make it through the days it's night time trying to sleep so hard been going 20 years now off and on but more on

  • @genewatson5387
    @genewatson5387 Před 35 minutami

    Been clean from dope since 2015. I Literally get goose bumps every time I here this song because it's so spot on. Literally boosting Mach 3's, cases of water and then some. But the part that makes me Tear up every time is " I'm doing what it takes so my daughter will never see me high." Her mother and I divorced many years ago because she didn't understand it is a disease and she use to always say you made the choice and it's not a disease that's just what us dope heads say to make us feel better about being an addict. 😢. Thanks for the song every time I hear it I text it to her lol

  • @tylerpotter3615
    @tylerpotter3615 Před 6 měsíci +1

    I'm celebrating my 1 year anniversary of getting clean off meth and coke on Thanksgiving and this song has helped me through some tough times over the last year. Just know that recovery is possible if you want it. And if you're having trouble staying clean then just keep coming back because it works if you work it. Much love to everyone in recovery and to those struggling getting clean

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 5 měsíci

      Amazing Tyler, how are you holding up?

  • @coltaylor7015
    @coltaylor7015 Před 7 měsíci +30

    1 month clean tomorrow after 30 years of madness, this tune has reinforced that it is possible, to everyone struggling give yourself a break you are worth it, one day at a time 🙏

    • @delorisjohnson4251
      @delorisjohnson4251 Před 7 měsíci +1

      Good job!! You got this! Keep up the amazing work on your sobriety!🎉

    • @coltaylor7015
      @coltaylor7015 Před 7 měsíci

      @@delorisjohnson4251 Thank you, 💙🙏

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 7 měsíci +2

      🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @RyanGeers
      @RyanGeers Před 6 měsíci

      hope you're still doing alright man! keep it up. it's worth it! i'm now 15 months clean, and things are starting to look up!

  • @brookebixler1040
    @brookebixler1040 Před 2 lety +69

    Listening to this makes me so incredibly grateful that I have 7+ years of sobriety and am no longer a slave to addiction! *#soberAF* *#onedayatatime*

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +3

      Truly amazing.. let’s keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽

    • @jsears5558
      @jsears5558 Před 2 lety

      @@Colicchie the words are so real. #Baltimore

    • @Alessastarz
      @Alessastarz Před 2 lety

      Congratulations hun 7 years is so impressive, I love hearing about people with so much clean time as it inspires me to keep it up! I'm gunna hit 5 years clean this christmas and I am so stoked!

    • @Jack-yq3tg
      @Jack-yq3tg Před 2 lety

      Your doing amazing. Keep it up

    • @kishorenaib
      @kishorenaib Před 2 lety

      Congratz. Please keep it that way. I love this tune too, the party drugs got me. No more.

  • @JOAT_AMOS
    @JOAT_AMOS Před 2 měsíci +1

    That Feeling When Your Little Brother Introduces Colicchie To You & Within 3 Months He Dies Of A Drug Overdose. Rest In Peace Joe & #Colicchie Thank You.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před měsícem +1

      I’m so sorry to hear that, my condolences 💔💔

  • @biggmar89
    @biggmar89 Před 3 měsíci +1

    Just got home. Been fighting addiction since I was 15. I just turned 35 in rehab 2 days ago. Heroin, meth, fentanyl, bath salt, coke/crack, Xanax, Alcohol. Sobriety is hard. Every time I OD I come back. I have no choice but to get clean. I'm sick of suffering. To anyone feeling hopeless like I do. I love you. Keep your head up and hold on. Trust God🙏Peace.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 měsíci

      Stay strong, I know the feeling and how hard it can get. Hold on 🙏🏽❤️💪🏽💪🏽

  • @samuley123
    @samuley123 Před rokem +135

    I was on crack and meth for years since I was 16 and I'm almost 23 and as of December 14th 2022 I'll officially be a year clean. Never thought I'd see the day that I could finally say I did it, but I finally can and am so proud of myself. This song helped me through the really rough times, thank you so much Colicchie 💗

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +18

      Amazing Jade, proud of you ❤️ we can do this, regardless of how difficult it gets..!!!

    • @trustnoone8972
      @trustnoone8972 Před rokem +4

      Love this song. I've been a meth addict for 25 years been clean for one year. It's a every day battle but your song's help

    • @toddfrancis7482
      @toddfrancis7482 Před rokem +2

      It's hard but as soon you believe in yourself it's not hard so much

    • @befkoning3336
      @befkoning3336 Před rokem +1

      Respect 😘

    • @trustnoone8972
      @trustnoone8972 Před rokem +1

      Congratulations

  • @susanclampet8760
    @susanclampet8760 Před 3 lety +42

    Been a addict for 21 years. Now i got 33 days clean & loving it

    • @GELast
      @GELast Před 3 lety +1

      Good shit man, keep at it. It ain’t easy, but it’s worth it.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +1

      Incredible Susan, keep it up.. how are you doing today?

    • @susanclampet8760
      @susanclampet8760 Před 3 lety

      I am doing great. Feeling wonderful. 36 days clean now

    • @susanclampet8760
      @susanclampet8760 Před 3 lety

      @@Colicchie I loved those recovery songs.

    • @clarestardust2618
      @clarestardust2618 Před 3 lety +1

      Well done. I hope I can follow you to the clean world. I dont know u but I'm extremely proud. I know how difficult it is from experience. Keep it up. X

  • @zandrashammos2308
    @zandrashammos2308 Před 4 měsíci +1

    My mother and i are both addicts. Im currently almost 6 years sober. My mom is coming up on 5 years sober. Your music has inspired us more than you know ❤😊

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 4 měsíci

      That is awesome! Proud of you guys, sincerely

  • @lesleyrodriguez-wf8ew
    @lesleyrodriguez-wf8ew Před 16 dny

    I was on fentanyl 4 years ago when I first listened to this song. I remember it gave me hope. I am now 3 years fully clean, no relapses. This song gives me chills cause I can relate so much. God is real and he saved me. I wish recovery to all those who are struggling with addiction. ❤️

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 7 dny

      So amazing Lesley ❤️❤️ that’s what I love to hear

  • @michaelmurray8668
    @michaelmurray8668 Před rokem +52

    This song is a reminder of why I don't go back to using a rig. I've been off it for just over 2 years now. I refused to do a drug if I couldn't shoot it. I spent 15 years out of my 32 living like that. But I'm still dealing with the effects of it. It's a miracle any of us are still here. I hear about another friend dying to often. I hope you never stop spreading this message.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +4

      Much love my friend, we can do this..!! Stay strong

    • @marliannaminer8303
      @marliannaminer8303 Před 11 měsíci +2

      💚💚💚💚💚💚

    • @xbriggs25x
      @xbriggs25x Před 8 měsíci +1

      Keep it up man

    • @michaelmurray8668
      @michaelmurray8668 Před 8 měsíci +1

      This has been the hardest year of my life. I'm coming out of a suicidal mind frame. But I'm still here. Good luck to all of yall. God bless

    • @BRUMIE732
      @BRUMIE732 Před 8 měsíci

      Stay 💪 strong

  • @Bxxxxxx
    @Bxxxxxx Před 5 lety +1854

    *HEROIN GAVE ME BEAUTIFUL WINGS,,,,*
    *BUT TOOK AWAY MY SKY....* 😢
    *6 years clean 🙏 ♥

    • @ItsCinny1
      @ItsCinny1 Před 5 lety +26

      Bexxybex i love this

    • @Bxxxxxx
      @Bxxxxxx Před 5 lety +59

      @@ItsCinny1 thank uuuu 😊. The irony, and the haunting image it creates has always really resonated with me. And I'm sure anyone that's struggled with addiction would feel it also ♥

    • @kevingibbs2983
      @kevingibbs2983 Před 5 lety +23

      I like how you put that. Very philosophical.

    • @Bxxxxxx
      @Bxxxxxx Před 5 lety +10

      @alexandra xx ♥♥ you're welcome ♥♥

    • @taylormarie4461
      @taylormarie4461 Před 5 lety +14

      Wow for real 💯

  • @timothywynn856
    @timothywynn856 Před 16 dny +1

    I listen to this song so many times this song help me when i was getting clean. ive been clean two years now and counting thank you..

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 7 dny

      Thank you so much Timothy, I genuinely appreciate it and glad you’re doing well. Honestly

  • @tylerbarkley8202
    @tylerbarkley8202 Před měsícem +1

    "Always taught you don't gotta defend the truth"..... real 💯

  • @lettakayenorman6361
    @lettakayenorman6361 Před 3 lety +74

    This is the song that my friend turned on while we were getting high and it caught my attention. I listened intently all the way through to the end. I was in complete tears breaking down. That's when I made the decision to turn myself into rehab the next day . I now have 18 days of clean time. My drug of choice was meth. I've been battling addiction since I was 13 years old and I just turned 49. I was dry once for 10 years and I was clean another time for almost 13 years. Don't get complacent in your recovery, you can lose it. We will never be recovered, we will always be in recovery, hopefully. We will never be cured. There is no cure. We will have to work on our recovery for the rest of our lives, because we are addicts. But always remember that you're worth it, and that nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy. Stay strong. Love you all!
    ***And a huge thanks to Colicchie and your music!*** 💙💙💙

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +7

      Truly amazing, keep it up ❤️ how are you today?

    • @richardcoble9498
      @richardcoble9498 Před 3 lety +3

      Heroi n recoved me from alcohol ism. Have no desire none..however that needle still haunts me im sure it always will..sick sick shit we do to ourselves..u stay on top and clean..me too..everyone else who is recovering..Give thanks to God weather or not u asked for His help. If ur clean then somewhere God has provided a clean path for you..so dont get cocky or proud..YOU WILL FALL.!!!! no i want clean ppl to remain clean..and addicted ppl. To find a way to get clean..lots of pain .dedication. Courage. The ability to know where u came from is not whete to want to ever return to. My bros & sis' ..peace & love to all

    • @Itsjustdrdrew
      @Itsjustdrdrew Před 3 lety +3

      good shit man thats something to be proud of unfortunately im still stuck in the addiction i need help but music like this and my son is the only reason im alive i got no one at all except my son and i dont want to die but this disease will kill , yall that are clean stay up please dont relapse i fucking hate my life you all know this life sucks stay clean STAY CLEAN STAY CLEAN GET CLEAN STAY FUCKING CLEAN cuz some people cant

    • @lettakayenorman6361
      @lettakayenorman6361 Před 3 lety +2

      @@Colicchie I am fantastic! Truly blessed to be clean! Working on repairing the relationships in my family. Breaks my heart how I alienated them. 💔 They are what has inspired me to stay strong, but now a couple of my kids that don't understand addiction I guess they are doing the tough love thing. All I can do is work on me and pray for them! Thanks for asking. Keep the tunes rolling! ❤❤

    • @lettakayenorman6361
      @lettakayenorman6361 Před 3 lety +1

      @@richardcoble9498 I am still haunted at times myself. I had a using dream the other night. Scared the shit outta me! I caught a meeting early that morning. One thing I am truly grateful for right now are these zoom meetings. I can find a meeting at anytime of day or night! The people in the rooms of NA will always be there for you! It amazes me to see the support I get from my friends in recovery when I post something on Facebook! Stay strong! Don't let Satan win the battle! ❤

  • @barbararichards7498
    @barbararichards7498 Před 2 lety +119

    I just found this song last night. July 1st, 2021 I celebrated my 4 years clean from opiates and hairon and using needles. This song hit me so hard I cried for 2 hours. Because of my drug addiction the house I was living in got raded by the cops. My Mom has custody of my 2 daughters. Thank you so much for this song. Much love to everyone.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +13

      Amazing Barbara, and stay strong. I know how difficult life can get 🙏🏽

    • @paultait6653
      @paultait6653 Před 2 lety +2

      Son is safe, and is well cared for.

    • @paultait6653
      @paultait6653 Před 2 lety +6

      Congratulations to you 4 getting clean. Drug's destroyed my life and I lost my precious youngest son to the damned government. But I am so glad to know that he's been in foster care with 2 Brilliant people. Both ambulance paramedics!!! My son is VERY LUCKY

    • @tomdickenson9025
      @tomdickenson9025 Před 2 lety

      We watched on the same day hope u keep it up

    • @lauriemontalvo207
      @lauriemontalvo207 Před 2 lety

      @@paultait6653 try methadone clinic it helps some people if you need to talk I've been on shit for 17 years

  • @DavidPack-sx6nj
    @DavidPack-sx6nj Před 2 měsíci +1

    I had my daughter the year this was released..i had been shooting heroin for close to 10 years..we blared this at the sober house i was in..my daughter hasn't seen me high thank god..i work in a treatment center helping other addicts today..thank you for telling my story when i couldnt.

    • @OvERdOS-ou6hl
      @OvERdOS-ou6hl Před 2 měsíci

      Amen brother 🙌🙏💯💪

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 měsíci

      How incredible, seriously.!!! Glad you’re doing well. That genuinely just made me smile

    • @DavidPack-sx6nj
      @DavidPack-sx6nj Před 2 měsíci +1

      @Colicchie we love you here in the land..there is a group of us that got and stayed sober around that time..we all listen to you..all of us just respect the journey of recovery you are on..thanks for the reply

    • @OvERdOS-ou6hl
      @OvERdOS-ou6hl Před 2 měsíci

      💯💯💯🙌🙏🌇

  • @user-sm2xg4yp6o
    @user-sm2xg4yp6o Před 2 měsíci +1

    Guy literally poured his heart out in 7 minutes. Deserves recognition. 3 years clean and sober

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před měsícem

      Much love and respect, truly. Thank you so much

  • @jenniferdelprete8868
    @jenniferdelprete8868 Před rokem +113

    I am married to an addict who still hasn't found their way to a better life. Please keep inspiring others that addiction can be something you survive. Congrats on turning your life around, making better choices and now loving yourself. I'm honored to have heard this song! May your life keep bringing you joy and strength.❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +13

      Much love Jennifer, I know the feeling, they can always reach out to me on Facebook

    • @makka1550
      @makka1550 Před rokem +1

      My dad's a addict it's not nice seeing him like it but I try to help I'm off it he's 50 now I'm 32 I got him listening to you now he's realising things

    • @jent2265
      @jent2265 Před rokem +2

      I'm sending you my love and support. I know the life you're living watching the one you love slip away is so hard. But please don't give up on them. They can't win this war alone

    • @williamcereoli6038
      @williamcereoli6038 Před rokem

      i hope your spouse is doing better

    • @haidengeary8277
      @haidengeary8277 Před rokem

      @@makka1550 just being there may not be enough, let's be honest here. But you are there, that *does* matter. So many go without even a kind word. You know this feeling, and your experiences have helped shape you. Well done, please keep it going. When it gets tough, that is when you push harder.

  • @emileelewis6398
    @emileelewis6398 Před 3 lety +34

    I’m 16 years old and I overdosed 7 months ago... and this shit is so inspirational... I hope you know how grateful people really are for these videos❤️

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +2

      Stay strong ❤️❤️❤️

    • @stevenroof6502
      @stevenroof6502 Před 3 lety +1

      U can do it stay safe and away from the bad drugs ......I'll pray for you 🙏 I will ur Soo Young.....stay away from the people that do bad drugs.

    • @alishaparker315
      @alishaparker315 Před 3 lety +2

      @Emilee Lewis idk yr story but if it’s like mine I hope you’re safe💛 Know there’s ppl like me tht went through more than anybody ik at 16 so I understand how heavy sh*t can make all kinds of things an”outlet” but try&talk to someone🙏🏽🤞Not everyone is a poc some care&understand too🙌🙏🏽♥️
      (if it was a one time thing I’m sorry tht happened🙏🏽)

    • @stevenroof6502
      @stevenroof6502 Před 3 lety

      @@alishaparker315 thanks i would actually love to talk to you and get to know u better it seem u could understand better than anyone I talked to so far ?

  • @nathanbailey6438
    @nathanbailey6438 Před 5 měsíci +1

    I'm proud for all y'all that have decided to go sober it's worth it in the long run and just remember that temptation is out there everywhere and just keep strong yall

  • @gamingwithpurplerhino2363
    @gamingwithpurplerhino2363 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Once a junkie not always a junkie. Relapse is part of addiction. You'll always be an addict. As myself. I'm struggling today. I stopped fighting my demons. I let myself slip again. About 3 months ago..
    Addiction will always be apart of who I am. Addiction is 100% a disease. The best we can do is keep pushing one day at a time. Keeping the strength. Look for the good in life and push for that. Staying sober is so hard. Especially when the world around you crumbles.
    This song is deep bro. Keep doing whatever it takes. That beautiful daughter of yours deserve the very best. That you are 100% giving her bro. ❤🔥

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před měsícem +1

      Much love and respect, and you’re right. Thank you.!! We can do this ❤️🙏🏽

    • @gamingwithpurplerhino2363
      @gamingwithpurplerhino2363 Před měsícem

      @Colicchie I hope you tour in Canada (Toronto to be specific) I'd love to see you live! ❤️

  • @derekmorello8797
    @derekmorello8797 Před 3 lety +102

    The closest song I've ever heard that really describes this kind of life real shit

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +3

      🙏🏽🙏🏽🙌🏼

    • @evagaboriault1812
      @evagaboriault1812 Před 3 lety +1

      Every single word designates with me in one way or another. It's crazy to me to hear someone sing about this and be so spot on about addiction

    • @lyonzee0079
      @lyonzee0079 Před 3 lety

      every word is true if ya been down are path .brings out in goose pimples what ya mans on about..thank God 1 of my kids is back in my life... LIFE saver for me any way..God bless all we are not bad people just fucked up..

    • @Alessastarz
      @Alessastarz Před 2 lety

      Right?! Ain't no song on this planet that describes what addiction is really like. It's so amazing how he articulates it. a true artist.

  • @ah6037
    @ah6037 Před rokem +97

    4 years off heroin! This song gave me chills it’s amazing! There is hope as long as ur breathing

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před rokem +5

      Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. How are you today?

    • @littlebigboy811
      @littlebigboy811 Před rokem +3

      I listen to this song at least once a week ☺️ sometimes every day because I can't forget we're this drug took me too.

    • @joshgallego5532
      @joshgallego5532 Před rokem

      Nice I'm sober for 17 years. cold turkeyed it at 23ish. Never looked back. Worst 7 day detox of hell ever!

    • @JosiahPhilibert
      @JosiahPhilibert Před rokem

      I hope you're good 💯

    • @JosiahPhilibert
      @JosiahPhilibert Před rokem

      I hope you're good 💯

  • @ashleyritchie7286
    @ashleyritchie7286 Před 25 dny +1

    First time hearing this song and I’m in tears. I lost my mother when I was only 15 to a drug OD.
    I work as a firefighter/paramedic now and have helped save those who have overdosed, but also sadly seen many pass.
    Reading these comments here has my heart full of many emotions.
    I just want to do all I can to help those I see on and off duty. To bring compassion and empathy to those who need it, including myself.
    And those who are in recovery I admire you so much. It is so brave to share your stories and my eyes welled up just reading them here.
    God bless. You matter and we are not alone.!!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 6 dny

      We all appreciate you. We really do ❤️❤️

  • @shannanliz2036
    @shannanliz2036 Před 3 měsíci +1

    I've been sober for years now and my life is amazing but this song will always hit home

  • @rob-eyeazel1837
    @rob-eyeazel1837 Před 3 lety +47

    This song literally saved my life , 8 months clean from a 25 year heroin addiction....

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +5

      Truly amazing, how are you today?

    • @dylandarren1801
      @dylandarren1801 Před 3 lety +2

      U good ? Still?

    • @michaeljohnston6290
      @michaeljohnston6290 Před 3 lety +1

      Congrats! That's a hell of an accomplishment!! 25 years..That's inspirational to me. I've been on methadone for 18 years. I'm 39 years old and became addicted to pain pills when I was 13 years old and went into methadone maintenance when I was a kid. You think there's hope for someone like me? Someone that's been on opiates for more of their life than they've been sober?? It seems impossible when I have tried to detox. It seems like the depression will never end...

    • @jayzayproductions5454
      @jayzayproductions5454 Před 3 lety +3

      @@michaeljohnston6290 I am much younger than you and have a lot less wisdom and understanding about drug addiction, however I am in rehab right now at 20 years old after a 2 year addiction to fentanyl pressed pills and I can tell you there is hope for ANYONE who has enough will power to leave it in the past. I’ve met people here at rehab who are in their 60’s and higher who are just now coming off of opiates after a life long addiction and you just have to want it enough. As for the depression, I understand how hard that makes it when quitting. All I can say is that it will get better the longer you’ve been clean. Stop isolating, engage in your community or with other people who understand what you are going through. Let yourself be vulnerable to others and tell them how you are really feeling. Get it off your chest and try to understand the root cause of your problems. Best of luck to you, I love you.

    • @michaeljohnston6290
      @michaeljohnston6290 Před 3 lety +1

      @@jayzayproductions5454 Thank you so much for taking the time to type that. This comment made my day! I Love You too, My Friend! :-) And congrats to you on your recovery!! It think you are very smart, strong willed, and you have a good heart. I see good things in your future! Go get em!!

  • @pamelascott9296
    @pamelascott9296 Před 2 lety +149

    Im 55 and ive been struggling for 30 years. This song is the truth and we all need to keep trying. There is hope.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 lety +4

      Stay strong Pamela ❤️🙏🏽

    • @EPICFOSTERDMP
      @EPICFOSTERDMP Před 2 lety

      You will do it bro there’s a light at evy tunnel keep listen to this song and his other one go get help and that’s you starting ther that’s your first steps hope your good bro

    • @seanpatrickgrenier2716
      @seanpatrickgrenier2716 Před 2 lety +1

      Glad you can finally admit that

    • @texxbeertroft7120
      @texxbeertroft7120 Před 2 lety

      My soul was demolished . Then ran into the wrong homie. It was the perfect storm. I tried to only do 10cents a day to kill the pain. In 2 months I was up to 150 a day again. This last run sucked ever single day. The shame guilt and pain really messed me up. My wife n I have been best friends since elementary. She's one of those very religious chics grew up in church. So I never tried to date her cause she was that one person I could call that I felt safe being what I thought was me. Ya know. I've always used drugs since as long as I remember. I lost a wife to cancer and lost first to heroin od. I don't get what she sees in my but I think feel and believe God blessed me with her to save my life. I never saw it like that. I do know. I have a new outlook on life and I hope n pray I can make this the last time I have to fight that shit. I'm in serious struggle don't get me wrong. But after all I've live through I feel I have a better purpose than just being an outlaw and a junkie. I used to be pissed I was still alive. Truly every bday I was really pissed. I never had plans to make past 18 21 and definitely not 30 40 and now 50. All I have to say is as long as I fall 100 times and get back up 101 time I feel I can do this . Sorry so long. This song jacked me up

    • @texxbeertroft7120
      @texxbeertroft7120 Před 2 lety +1

      I know I'm late to the party but I stumbled on this song. I'm 50 and been at fukin war with heroin for years. I have a beautiful family 3 daughter 3 boys 1 grandude 1 grangirly. My wife n kids gave me one of those interventions like that freakin show. That was 1 year and a half ago. I stayed clean for a year . Then the worst happened to one of my daughters that a father or a mother could ever imagine. I could not do shit about it. I couldn't go blow that piece of shits head off and do the world a favor. Only because he's in the millitary. After getting this news I couldn't think straight I didn't sleep for like 3 to 4 days at a time. I did not reach out to talk or use tools I learned In treatment. Then after 3 weeks of this my brain my heart

  • @JasonMoore-ix8er
    @JasonMoore-ix8er Před 5 dny

    This song helps me through the times when I miss my brothers the most! It's a struggle,never give up!!..don't leave your loved ones with the heartache please!!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 dny

      Much love and respect Jason, stay strong.!! We can do this 🙏🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

    • @JasonMoore-ix8er
      @JasonMoore-ix8er Před 4 hodinami

      @Colicchie I have my days,I loved them unconditionally no matter what, thank you it means a lot and for thos who know the struggle on both ends my heart goes out to you,thank you for this song

  • @jennifermatchura8041
    @jennifermatchura8041 Před 17 dny

    Thanks for your songs i faught a crack addiction from the time i was 20 until i was 43 i am proud to say i have been clean for 6 years now. It is still hard but i am doing it one second at a time. Almost relapsed Oct of 2023 when i lost my momma it's not easy but i am doing it. You are such a blessing for me

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 4 dny

      Truly
      Amazing..!!!
      Congrats, much love

  • @tamaraaakre8547
    @tamaraaakre8547 Před 3 lety +82

    My daughter sent this to me. To help explain her feeling's. My heart breaks for her. And any who walk this painful journey. Thank you, for putting words to what so many are going through. You are making a difference.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 3 lety +4

      Thank you so much ❤️

    • @tylernelson9066
      @tylernelson9066 Před 2 lety +2

      @@Colicchie ive been starting to follow/learn your story as i wish to finally break free from these chains and come out on top as well. Your truly an inspiration and give me hope that i can finally do this and be able to look in my daughters eyes and not feel so much guilt along with many other things. Im so close to making that jump so maybe you will be the little nudge that i need to begin the journey finally and stop making excuses. Damn i hope so, ive never wanted it more than i do now. Thank you, thank you very much.

    • @jamessimon9453
      @jamessimon9453 Před 2 lety +1

      MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS

    • @beyoutiful3203
      @beyoutiful3203 Před 2 lety +1

      I sent this to my family to explain my feelings too this song is spot on. 👌

    • @beyoutiful3203
      @beyoutiful3203 Před 2 lety

      @@Colicchie Your song is saving my life

  • @kendrabingham9828
    @kendrabingham9828 Před 4 lety +196

    Almost 9 years sober and every time I play this song it’s like reliving the entire 6 years of active use in 7 minutes and 25 seconds because it’s so spot on. I think about everyone still struggling everyday...you are beautiful, you are strong, and you are worth so much more!!! Never lose hope! ❤️

    • @kdspeece6802
      @kdspeece6802 Před 4 lety +1

      7 years here and I go thru the same. Instant chills but im reminded of what i dont want anymore. I believe as addicts, no matter how many years clean, we'll always have cravings and see triggers that we've gotta fight. Everyday. Whether it be our addiction, or words from people belittling us for something we have no control over at the time. But that's what makes addicts strong. Like he said, god is our judge. And that's who makes the ultimate decision in the end. Congrats on your sobriety!!!

    • @kendrabingham9828
      @kendrabingham9828 Před 4 lety

      Kd Speece Thank you so much and congratulations on your sobriety as well! Addiction is a horrible disease and unfortunately so many people think addicts are the lowest people but I’ve seen many addicts be better and more caring to others than others that aren’t addicted. I wish people would become more educated on addiction so that maybe their loved ones that are struggling would be more willing to get help if they had the proper support! Thank you again for commenting and I wish you nothing but the best as you continue with your sobriety!❤️❤️

    • @kdspeece6802
      @kdspeece6802 Před 4 lety +1

      Itll never be completely understood by those who haven't lived it. I had a group I had to attend that was lead by two (lesbian) overeaters..( Haha stg no pun intended 🤣) and I km now addiction comes in many forms, but I personally didn't feel like they should of been even kinda comparing our withdrawals as heroin addicts, or anything, to craving fucking bacon and a fry milkshake. That, and i never got used to letting strangers hear about my embarrassing ins and outs of drugs for them to tell the rest the of the city. Lol
      Stay blessed. Stay fresh. Stay 6 ft away from me :D

    • @demonindustrygaming2314
      @demonindustrygaming2314 Před 4 lety +1

      Very true

    • @kendrabingham9828
      @kendrabingham9828 Před 4 lety

      Kd Speece haha intentional or not, that pun was amazing 🤣! Yes I completely hear you with the comparison being non comparable!! I understand that addiction affects the same part of the brain no matter what you’re addicted to but DRUG addiction affects every aspect of a person’s life in the worst way possible and comes with physical withdrawal! It’s funny that you don’t feel comfortable sharing your story with strangers because I’m the opposite..I can talk about my addiction to strangers all day long but if someone that knows me were to ask me about it then forget it cause I’m not telling them shit! I’d much rather be judged by someone that doesn’t actually know me than be judged by someone that knows who I really am!

  • @manmayes5479
    @manmayes5479 Před 3 měsíci +1

    I'm going through this with my older sons , please keep telling this young adults the truth.GOD BLESS u fam ..

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Před 2 měsíci

      I’m trying 💔💔🙏🏽

  • @justinlipsey9541
    @justinlipsey9541 Před 5 měsíci

    10 years clean.thank you for leaving this for me to find along my way