bro she's grieving and pouring your heart out and all you can think about is her ed? what you said is true but she's a real person... it's sad that even on a video like this she can't escape people commenting on her disorder
@noellebarnes6826 because she is talking about death and that's what the Ed is going to do to her soon. It sucks that her grandmother died but Eugenia is still here and people want her to live.
@@bumblebatz I never said that wasn't true but how is she going to recover if she can't even breathe without being reminded that she has a disorder. Comments like this just add to the disorder they aren't helping
@@alialshehhri2978 Says you, as Eugenia is pouring her heart out. She tries to put more positivity than negativity out into the world, but it's weird that you'd interpret that as her being a narcissist, and it doesn't mean she's not hurting. Are you really that blind and deaf to her pain? Are YOU ok? Did someone hurt you? You know if you stop being mean and reach out to people instead, you'll find support and love? Maybe give it a go?
Sure she does. But, it’s unconditional SELF Love she needs the most . She’s a negative and potentially tragic influence on her followers. CZcams should disable her account.
Her brain can't. She thrives off both positive and negative attention online. It satisfies her desperate need for attention. I wish she had friends and mentors...
I pray this is a turning point for you personally - this seems far more honest then anything you've posted since hospital. We want to see this aspect of yoou Eugenia.
Absolute same. I dont give her a single view or bit of attention unless shes being honest with herself and others which is extremely rare. I hope this is a wake up call, bc her health couldnt possibly get any worse. Death is the next stop for her... i pray seeing death up close opens her eyes. And i hope she realizes its ALWAYS okay to talk about her struggles.
Oh quit enabling her. Quit kissing her bony non ass. This is so sick she has fans. She is famous for starving herself. What the hell is wrong with society.
I love to see her genuine emotions. You’re such a sweet person Eugenia and the world needs that in it whether you are on social media or not. You bring kindness to the world.
I appreciate you being raw and vulnerable with us. Happy you’re finding a space to share, and talk. Whether with us or not, don’t apologize for feeling and acknowledging what you are.
Raw and vulnerable? Lol ok. She’s the same as she always is. Just detached and awkward. And no break from social media has occurred. She’s been posting her same vapid content without a break. She’s fine.
It's people like you that keep her in this awful headspace. She needs encouragement and HELP to get better, not people excusing her self damaging behavior. If you truly want her to get better, stop forgiving this behavior and start telling her what she really needs to hear. That she NEEDS THERAPY.
@@scheezy How I see it, the ship has sailed for her getting better. And we all get to decide what and how we want to contribute to someone’s life. Eugenia in the video said she feels bad bringing negativity to peoples lives, but felt she needed to open up some on her emotional state. The last thing any one should do, regardless of scenario, is then bash them. That’s like training your dog to sit, and then when it does sit by command, you beat it. Leave the comments you want. I felt compelled to leave a positive one addressing ONLY what Eugenia wants to talk about.
@@BeckBeckGo You don’t get to decide who is or isn’t fine, though. Unfortunately, social media and the internet in general has become a coping mechanism and crutch for almost everyone. I don’t believe in kicking someone while their down, and I’m not going to start now, despite the glaring problems there are with her.
@@scheezy You talk like you're a professional victim. To encourage people with ED especially anorexia you need to NOT talk about the ED more you say she needs help, more she'll be sick. You're not her friend you don't personally know her. Only close people can talk to her about her ED
girl it's your channel, vent all you need, its good to have an outlet to talk. thank you for sharing your stories about your grandma, sorry for your loss.
@@_west33...in what respect is this sociopathic? Either you lack the knowledge base to make such an educated comment or you’re projecting. This is yet another example of your unhealthy preoccupation with Trolling this girl. I’m sorry your life is so sad.😢
Never apologize for expressing your feelings and taking some time for yourself, you're allowed to do that and after what has happened, it's perfectly understandable to do so. I'm very sorry for your loss, it was very nice to hear you talk about some of your memories with your grandma. My heart goes out for you and your family, take your time. ❤️
Death and grieving is never easy, you should take some time off of social media to spend time remembering her and honoring her memory. Take care of yourself and your mental health during this time period please, she would want you to ❤
It was kinda strange that she didn't know exactly what her grandma had though. She obviously had dementia. At least the mother cant neglect her now or get angry with her
if anything should motivate her on getting healthier and happier for her own sake idk what will. but i do wish her nothing but happiness and good better health :)
@@sandywhat2429 she opened up about her personal life, you know instead of just showing us the clothes and the makeup, no costumes or prancing about her room, she just sat down and spoke to us
Now you know how people feel about you, but you are still with us and are blessed to still be able to get back on that recovery horse and heal yourself. Praying for you Eugenia. 🙏
Remember you don’t have to be positive for anyone if it’s not your truth. Be yourself and when you’re feeling down or dark or empty remember there are so many people out there who genuinely care and would be happy to hear you, support you and help you through those times. I truly hope that you find the peace you need in all aspects of your life and can continue living a long happy healthy life. You deserve that more than you know. Wishing you the best, truly.
I lost both grandmas this year. One still had her memory but was suffering so put herself on hospice. The other pretty much helped raise me but the last few years got dementia and passed away suddenly. We'll both get through this
I lost my gpa, my uncle and my soul mate dog all in 5 months this year. Really makes you realize how short life Is. Death is the worse ever and the hardest. Esp when it's . your fav people, pets. Sorry for your loss.... ❤
Im so sorry for your loss ! This year i lost 3 of my grand parents, 2 of them were super healthy, they were taking a walk and got hit by a drunk driver ! One thing we will always have is memories !
You don’t have to be happy for people. You can be sad. You can also go out on your own. Drive to a park. Go for a walk. You can go by yourself and just get away from it all. You don’t owe your family every moment. Take time away for yourself so you can recharge and then have the energy to be there for them.
I don’t think she ever goes any where alone , I think the thought of it scares her cause the last time she went somewhere without her mom there people plotted behind her back to have her institutionalized and it scared her so bad that she has ptsd of going anywhere without her mom which is sad
I genuinely hope she finds peace and knows she can take as much time as possible to mourn but she should not be driving or walking in the heat by herself. I hope she’s not carrying the weight of everyone else’s grief by herself and she’s able to get the support she needs too.
@@stressmess3469I understand Eugiene in that sense because st 34 I only go out with my family & son, to my son's school event's and other then that I stay at home all day every day. I am afraid to socialize & venture on my own because I have zero trust towards people after what I went through end of 2015-mid 2017 where I had a mental break down and lost myself to drug's. Yes I went out a lot but my son was always my top priority always made sure he was well taken care of but when I had that mental break down lost myself to drug's and live on the street's of Hollywood/Los Angeles so many I thought I could trust n' called friend's turned on. These suppose friend's would trash talk about me to my mom, no one was by my side other then my mom and honestly 1female friend and when I sobered up straighten out my life these so called friend's try to act sweet to my face try to act like they were so concerned but I was straight up with them told them my mom told me everything they had said about which so many tried denying that they never spoke ill about me but at that point trust was lost and only my mom's words are true she wouldn't lie to me so I am thankful she told me the truth because I was able to cut these no good friends off, isolate myself becoming a hermit of sorta and was given that reinsurance of never trusting folks again...
@@mercedesvelasquez8781when you change your surroundings your life will change. Those “friends” were around when you weren’t sober. You can find positive people to be around but you have to be willing to leave the house to do so. Only you can make that change.
It was really nice to hear you talk about the specific memories you have of time with your grandma. Super sweet. I'm sorry you lost her. You could tell how much she loved you in any video she was in.
@@TheeEnglishKnight By now people should know she doesn't talk about it & that's her right to her privacy. How people keep reading the titles & making it about what they want is their own problem.
Nice to hear you reminisce about your grandma Eugenia - it’s hard when we lose ppl we love & who’ve always been in our lives. Condolences to you & your family ❤️❤️❤️
Rip to your grandma. Im so sorry. I lost mine to cancer in 2020 and everything reminds me of her. Keep talking to us whenever you want to. We are here for you ❤
My grandmother did too I miss her we were close it’s difficult when stuff like this happens… but I want to least tell everyone if we become our grandparents or anything similar to be a inspiration to the next generations especially with all that’s happening
I really think it's incredible the amount of authenticity in this video. Eugenia I'm so sorry for your loss, thank you for sharing all of this with us. I think we would all love to see more videos like this where you talk about your thoughts and feelings in such a real way. Sending you love girl.
Never feel bad for taking a break from social media to cope with her death. You’re a lovely person and you deserve to be happy. I’m really sorry for your loss
Yes! And therapy is always good. It helps a lot. Sending strength to you Eugenia and hoping you take care of yourself. Also to anyone going through a loss of a loved one. ❤️🙏
so sorry for your loss Eugenia, it was very sweet to hear such loving stories/memories you've had with her. wish you and your family the best in healing/keeping her memory alive
Eugenia I hope you read this...Your a very selfish person you should be ashamed of yourself..Your grandmother just recently passed away & your on Tik-Tok flaunting yourself around half-naked!....Your a filthy baka...I think your grandmother deserves better than that your grandmother is looking down at you from heaven...HOLY SHEETS...Thats quite an embarrassment on your behalf and your family...🤬😡
I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. Losing a grandparent is an awful thing to experience, and even though everyone will experience it at some point that doesn't make it any easier to see or deal with. Do whatever you need to to get through it as best you can, sending love
Sorry to hear about your grandmother. Losing a loved one is difficult. Everyone grieves differently…the pain never really goes away, we just learn to cope with it gradually with time.
You don't have to apologize for being real. You don't have to be anything for viewers. This is real and incredibly hard. I wish you all the time and love you need during this period of grief.
She needs to apologize for narcissistically promoting anorexia. And yes she is promoting it. She clearly thinks she looks good otherwise she wouldn't fucking show her bones off. She enjoys seeing how thin she looks because she wants to look like those dumb nightmare before 🎄 cartoon characters because she is crazy.
Everyone thinks she is innocent, I don't see that at all. I see a narcissistic CZcams personality who happens to love being bony and loves making videos of how bony she is because in her mind those Nightmare characters are attractive. It's revolting. In her mind she looks good and she enjoys showing it off. Like I keep saying she only has a few years left. She won't make it to 35. And millions sat there and watched her kill herself and clicked like for ten years.
dementia is terrifying and heartbreaking honestly for both sides.. i'm so sorry for your lost sweetheart and thank you for feeling safe enough to open up with us. my heart is out for you as well your family. please try to take care of yourself and stay strong.
I sincerely hope she herself gets well, too. Knowing dementia runs in her family has me way more concerned for EC’s own cognitive impairments than I already was 😔 (And I don’t mean that as a joke or to be cruel; I myself have experienced the cognitive impairments that happen when your brain isn’t getting proper nutrition :/)
I lost my dad a week ago, loss is so hard and i totally relate to just not knowing what to do. In the last year my mam has lost her aunt, her sister, her husband and her brother isnt expected to last till xmas. I don't even know what to say to her half the time. Its a hopeless situaltion! Hope you feel better soon! Apparently it gets easier 🙃😭 xxx
You should be able to say what you want and not worry about if you are making anyone sad or uncomfortable. You just lost someone very important to you. You need to be able to grieve it is healthy. I'm so sorry for your loss. Know that she is out of pain and at peace. Keep your head up, take care of yourself. You are a sweet girl.
Definitely, I wish she made more videos talking about herself like how she used to, she only seems to ever do try on videos anymore:(she’s such a great story teller
@@TheKnobGoblins do you really need to be an ass here now? Have some compassion. This is a real human going through real things. I hope no one ever treats you like this during a hard time.
we are here for you. loss is so complex and confusing. i lost my daddy in november. he's my best friend on earth. it's obvious you had a strong connection with your grandma that did not seem forced. this will always be hard but posting this video was a step in the right direction toward healing. you are not alone ❤
I would feel more sympathy towards Eugenia if I hadn't seen the tik tok live with Rich Lux where she faked her own death after posting this on you tube. For maybe a minute she was laying slumped back on the couch, mouth agape, looking like a mummified corpse. It was horrifying and in very poor taste.
Stop saying RIP. You DO NOT get into heaven by being a "good" person, going to church, reading the bible, loving God, praying, helping the poor etc... a lot have this misconception of everyone going to heaven. The majority of the world will go to hell Jesus said it. Wide is the way to destruction (hell) and narrow is the way of life (heaven) We are all evil in the sight of the Lord we have all stolen, lied, got mad at others, hurt others and chose satan many times, masturbated and much more sins. None of us deserve heaven but because of how merciful God is He gave us His one and only begotten Son that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish (go to hell forever) but have eternal life (eternal joy and peace in heaven). Once you BELIEVE you shall be saved and have the Holy Spirit come live inside you and teach you to live like Jesus. If you believed and are still living in sin without wanting to let go of it there is no more sacrifice for you and YOU walked away from Gods eternal gift of heaven and chose eternal hell. Get to know Jesus before you meet Him, once He comes back He will not be merciful anymore He is coming for revenge on all who rejected Jesus.
Stop saying RIP. You DO NOT get into heaven by being a "good" person, going to church, reading the bible, loving God, praying, helping the poor etc... We are all evil in the sight of the Lord we have all stolen, lied, got mad at others, hurt others and chose satan many times, masturbated and much more sins. None of us deserve heaven but because of how merciful God is He gave us His one and only begotten Son that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish (go to hell forever) but have eternal life (eternal joy and peace in heaven). Once you BELIEVE you shall be saved and have the Holy Spirit come live inside you and teach you to live like Jesus. If you believed and are still living in sin without wanting to let go of it there is no more sacrifice for you and YOU walked away from Gods eternal gift of heaven and chose eternal hell. Get to know Jesus before you meet Him, once He comes back He will not be merciful anymore He is coming for revenge on all who rejected Jesus.
@@CATSWITHKYLA yes but it leads people away from the truth, people need to understand not everyone goes to heaven. It's horrible and heartbreaking but instead there's different ways to say things like for example if someone keeps it at "I'm sorry for your loss I pray you heal in Jesus name". Sadly the dead either were with God or not, only God knows where they went it's not for us to think about. You know what I mean?
Eugenia, I am sorry to hear about the loss of your grandmother, and I am thinking of you and your family at this time. Remember, theres nothing wrong with talking to someone if you need to reach out- take care. ❤
How can you and others ignore the elephant in the room. This girl needs intervention, screw the grandma, Eugenia is not gonna be alive if she doesn't get help now. Shes a walking skeleton . Sick to see.
Did you y'all see how she was on TikTok live with Rich Lux and was pretending she collapsed and un-alived? All in the same week her Grandma passed....how disgusting. She doesn't care about her Grandma, she only cares about herself. Did anyone see the video where her Mom and her were "making Grandma a cake"? They practically ignored Grandma through the whole video, when she was asking for some help. Or one where Deb was yelling at Gramdma, at the top of her lungs, to go to sleep?? How about the old videos of Eugenia, dissing her Grandparents for getting her ugly sweaters as Christmas presents? What an ungrateful, spoiled and selfish human being.
And... yet this is how you're spending your time. You seem like you're in a great positive place and should definitely be levying criticism against someone who's clearly suffering in a lot of ways.
@@5h4d0w5l1f3 Honey, everyone is suffering in some way or another (including myself), that's no excuse to act the way she does. I've been very private about my issues, because there's no need for the attention. She's doing it for the attention... She always has. How she dresses or flashes isn't enough, she has to also be physically ill for attention...with no intention of admitting she's ill and needs help, nor any plans of receiving it. There's a time and a place for everything, taking it public like that, is why she's getting hate. If she reached out for help, people would accept her with open arms but she's doing all of it for the views.
I lost my grandma at the beginning of the year and the feelings that came along with that were so odd...I was really sad, like of course I wanted to have her with me as long as I could, but at the same time there was this feeling of relief because I knew she wasn't struggling anymore. And then I felt guilty for feeling relieved. Taking care of people towards the end of their life is really difficult and becomes a full time job (unless you have a lot of help) and so then there's also the feeling of relief that it's over. But then again the sadness that they're gone. The whole mixture of feelings is very strange, but all totally normal. Grief is a weird process, it still hits me at really weird times. You're allowed to express your feelings, don't feel bad about that. Pushing them down just to be all positive all the time isn't healthy, and you don't have to do that for us. I'm wishing peace to you and your family, just focus on the part that she doesn't have to struggle and be confused anymore, she gets to be at peace now. 💜💜
This is a difficult thing to go through. Losing my Grandparents, they helped my mom raise us kids so it was and to be honest still is rough. I miss them dearly a few years later. I am sorry for your loss Eugenia. ❤️
I can tell in your voice this is really tough for you, I’m so sorry for your loss 😢❤️ Thank you for telling us about memories with her, we all really liked your grandma too, what a sweetheart honestly ❤️
Gosh, I'm so sorry Eugenia. I lost my grandma last year & I know it's going to take a lot of time to put yourself back together. Please just take care.❤
If her thumbnail isn't insulting enough (doing her "model face" trying to be sexy)...using her grandmother's death as clickbait is absolutely horrendous. She KNOWS people are clicking on this expecting her to come clean about her issues. She deserves ALL the hate she gets
it's okay to talk about grief and loss. I'm very sorry for your loss. I'm dreading the day my grandma passes. I've watched you since 2013, and I hope one day you build up the courage to get some help. ❤
❤ vulnerability is ok Eugenia, I'm sorry for your loss thank you for feeling comfortable to share your lovely grandmother's memory. Sending my love your way 🙌
grief is complicated! I hope making this video helped you, I know talking about it to the void can be really helpful for some people to process everything. Take your time and be kind to yourself. I'm glad you have so many happy memories of her to look back on. She sounds like she was really good to you and that's wonderful.
@@MetalLover7 agreed the video title speaks Identical to what she's saying. Things are really bad right now. Because FYI her grandma just passed away. So things are really bad right now.
I'm going through this right now too. I'm also going through body image stuff. I don't know if that could be relatable to you. Maybe not. I was really close to mamaw. Time feels heavy and less real, yknow?
To all the fools that think Grandma Sullivan's passing profoundly affected Eugenia, you should know that she pretended to die on her couch on TikTok live tonight. It comes across as mocking her grandma's death.
Eugenia, what will your mom think when she sees your pretend corpse so soon after burying HER mother? You are callous at worst and thoughtless at best. Don't pretend to care about the emotional state of your family.
@@sarahburton1983I saw the clip that was posted (not by eugenia) but it's since been removed. Give it time copies will pop up. She was wearing a skimpy yellow outfit sprawled back on the couch looking like a mummified corpse for maybe a minute. It really was disgusting, very poor taste.
Eugenia, I'm terribly sorry for your loss. Please make more videos like this, with your normal beautiful voice and sincere thoughts on things. Right people won't judge.
She was on tiktok doing fetish stuff and "pretending to die" for views a few days after her grandmother died. czcams.com/users/shortseoWuQ_VIGz8 When are ya'll going to see she DOESN'T care and is not such a good person? She is mocking everyone. All she cares about is herself, a classic narcissist.
@@SamanthaCrazy-gh8dzI call the bullshit card on your comment! If you CARED, you help her get help by having someone GET her into a hospital! She disgusts me. I am reporting her!
@@hauntedtoof if you watch the video when she came back after treatment you will hear a difference and also go back to videos before she looked like skelotor. Or Google it, facts 😉
I'm so sorry for your loss! Please take good care of yourself first, grief is so weird. And please know that this is YOUR channel and you can talk about whatever you want and make or not make content. Its ok to be sad. Take your time to heal. Sending lots of love your way !!!
My sympathy for your loss. It’s brave and strong of you to share your thoughts and feelings in this difficult time. I’m sure this helps others going through this kind of thing. Thank you 🙏, and take care.
I lost my grandfather earlier this year and he was like my father. He, by all accounts, was the man who raised me. I understand what you're going through and I hope things get better for you.
I lost my mom to a 22 battle with Parkinson’s Disease and Dementia. Dementia is absolutely horrible. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
I’m sorry for your loss; we are going through this with my grandma now. Dementia is horrible. This is also the most real, honest video from you in a really long time.
You seem much more 'real' and yourself in this video than in many others. I hope you feel it too and it helps you to cope. I send you hugs and strenght ❤️❤️
It's understandable given how some youtubeur and people in the comments react to any of her actions and gestures each time she speak freely and they use it against her even now some people are so shameless that they allow themselves even in this context to say some abominations...Idk how she can stand it she's so strong
@@_west33...obviously she's sick, but some people's response to seeing a sick person for some reason is to cruelly dissect every facet of their life to use it to insult her. There's a difference between concern for and just bullying a mentally ill person
i lost my grandma today. i just want to let you know everything is gonna be okay and i hope you take good care of yourself and while its hard, i want you to keep trying to find joy in life. you can get through this. ❤
Sorry 😢 I lost my Grandma in 2021 and my Grandpa in 2017. I’m not gonna lie, it’s hard still. I feel like my mom and I can just go to their house and hang out with them like we always did. And they had the same number from the early 70’s so I honestly get tempted to call it, though I don’t for obvious reasons. Just know that she is always with you. *hugs*
She is in a better place heaven if she lived like a good person. Trust me you will never want to leave when you go there. Delafe testimonies on youtube recomand all
So sorry for your loss. She sounds like she was an amazing woman and a beautiful influence in your life. I pray you and your family find comfort during this time. Thanks for making the video and sharing this with us. You are a wonderful person and I’m sure she loved you very much.🥰
@@awanfarrell2880I’m so sorry. I hope you’re coping healthily. it is always gonna hurt but don’t become toxic to your body and pls be kind to yourself. with years of grief I wish I was kinder to my body. someone out there cares about you I promise and you will get through. my condolences ❤
Thank you for sharing this video for your grandma. She was such a sweet and beautiful person inside and out. And it was so nice seeing her in your videos. I'm so sorry for your loss. That is really hard. I understand how you are feeling. My grandmother is 95 too and has dementia. It is not easy seeing someone suffer with that especially while knowing how they used to be when they were healthier and happier. My mom is a full-time caretaker, and had to move to another state to take care of my grandmother, but also has a lot of help from nurses too. But she really does it all by herself, because our other family has not been very kind or helpful over the years and that makes it harder on my mom and upsets my grandmother that side of the family is so uncaring. But that is too long of a story to share all here. I am just really grateful that my mom is there with her and is willing to sacrifice for her. She is a blessing to have. I always try to help as much as I can. It is the little things that really make my grandma so happy. I know your grandma is in a better place now and is watching over you and your family. The people things say online (especially in your case) are ridiculous. They don’t think before they speak half of the time. I wish people had more sympathy and empathy and try to help others in a positive way. Sometimes the best healing is taking a break from social media. There is a lot of unnecessary negativity and toxicity and you don't need any of that. And always remember that Self-Care is also productive and so essential in balance and living a better life. And taking a break from toxic social media accounts or just taking a break from social media all together is really so important, especially now that you lost your grandmother. I love my grandmother very much, but I know she can't live forever either. So that is something I will need to prepare myself for and my mother does as well. We are doing pretty ok despite everything. And I want to thank you for sharing about her and how well you cared for her. It is nice knowing that there is family out there that you can count on. That truly is a blessing. Never be afraid to share how you feel whether it is in a video or in words. Writing always helps me whenever I am going through a tough time. Journaling is also great therapy. Anyways, I hope you and your family are feeling better. Take all the time you need to grieve and don't listen to the hate. People don't understand how their words can hurt and be triggering to other people going through a rough time. Thanks again for sharing all those videos with your grandma. I know she appreciates this video you made for her as well, and she loved you and your mother very, very much.
You don't have to address anything. Everyone understands that you weren't on Tiktok at the same time. Don't pay attention to the haters or trolls they just want to put you down. You keep going. Take. Care of your mom.
The funeral was on the 13th. She TikToked on the 15th. Wow, she waited two days. I can't imagine that Eugenia offered her mom a shoulder to cry on or helped with the household chores/errands.
@@BombDame maybe that's how she copes with death of a family member. Because I can relate to that. I have found myself laughing after dealing with a family members death.
There isn't much difference between the day of the funeral and two days later. You are talking as if you weren't on TikTok live two days in a row. "Im thinking about getting back to the internet" as if you didn't return two days ago on the 15th.
You dont understand grief and how its different for everyone. Look into you heart have a little empathy for someone who is not yourself. Your negativity is poisonous
I’m trying to be there for my family.. I would love to know what that entails.. she seems to hole up in her room 24/7.. she doesn’t cook, she can’t drive and she is frail as hell.. I just can’t picture her being a real support system no matter if she would like to be or not.
@@eugenekrabs3837 truth is only seen as a weapon if you're weak. I stand by what I said. Nothing she said was out of pocket or wrong. Have a good day policing people on the internet. 🤗🤗
@@heathercarpenter5497 tell me how did you benefit from the original comment? Or how anyone else could and the truth has always been used as a weapon and used to hide behind that's common knowledge people have used truth to justify there actions regardless of the harm those actions cause
I lost my last grandparent, my grandma on my moms side to Alzheimers around christmas 2022. So horrible seeing them waste away like they do, the grandma i knew growing up was gone way before she actually passed and it was so scary seeing how bad it got at the end when she could no longer speak, eat or swallow on her own. I really miss her and its of course really sad but i hope shes in a better place now where she doesnt have to suffer anymore. She was only 74 when she passed and was diagnosed in her early 60´s so im so happy that you got more time with your grandma than i did. May they both rest in peace ♥
Hi Eugenia, I think expressing yourself like this is very positive and helps others see that it's okay to not be okay after something painful happens to them. My dad passed away last year and speaking in front of everyone and crying at his funeral was like my goodbye to him. It really helped me so I hope that this helps too. It hurts because it matters. Take care.
@@IlllIIIIlllIIIIlIlIIllIlIIlllI has she said she was diagnosed with autism?? I’m autistic and don’t even act like that. She does this with all her videos except when someone says something that pisses her off.
@@Squidipus22 so this “awkward/nervous” laughter, even though she does it 24/7, is the excuse?? Only time she doesn’t do it is when she is mad/pissed. Every autistic person is different but did she say she was diagnosed with autism or is this the narrative y’all are making for her to excuse her weird behaviors?
I don’t necessarily disagree with you because you could very well be right… however for some people the laughing thing is a type of defensive/coping mechanism. Also she may or may not have autism? Idk, don’t really know anything about her.
As someone that has lost 2 great grandmother, both sets of grandparents, and 3 uncles; the best thing you can do to help your other family member to to be there with them. Both in the sad times and in remembering the happy.
I lost my grandmother and my grandfather so I know what you’re going through. May your grandmother rest in peace until you are together again 🕊️✝️ just know she is at peace now
I'm so sorry to hear that. R.I.P to your grandma. Think of all the good memories you have of her. It really helps. Try to focus on all the positives you have going on, in your life, too. Remember, most of us want to see you well and in good health, as well as we want to see you happy. ❤
i'm really sorry for your loss :( my grandma died last year and it's hard even when they're old and sick. i know you care a lot about your family and you're very close to them and i hope that you will be around for a lot longer because the grief they're experiencing over your grandma they'd also have if anything happened to you too
This woman needs to be removed from all social media platforms. She a horrible influence on vulnerable young people. If she doesn’t want to get help, she needs to at least stop being an inspiration to others battling EDs. She needs help NOW! Why is no one in her life trying to help her??????
Can you please stop talking shit, it's very unpleasant I mean it's absolutely ridiculous, you're just questioning the person she is You called her a bad influence because of her illness, would you tell a person with cancer that he's a bad influence and he shouldn't be allowed to use social media??? People like you are one of the reasons she can't get over her illness, you're dragging her down and you're really horrible.
Her parents are the problem. They claim mental health facilities and professionals are a scam and keep telling her the people who think she needs help are delusional, shes been controlled and brain washed by her family who have been determined to keep her as childlike as possible. Even if she wanted help she isn’t in a safe place to receive it or even to express her real opinion. She is herself in real danger because of her mother who is in denial. Saying she should simply be banned won’t help anyone in this situation, it would just cut her off from people who could convince her to escape her situation and get the help she needs
Death is a difficult topic, especially when the person who has passed on is important to you, and you shouldn't have to deal with your grief alone, or apologize for it. When my grandmother passes, I'm going to struggle. I'm going to struggle badly. You're in my prayers. ❤
Go on girl, we don't have to be all sunshine and butterflies all the time, we're humans. I'm a bit late on this, but I hope you went through this as unscathed as possible, it's never easy to lose someone who was close to you.
Damn alot of people care about you whether its tough love or a kind loving comment and i know thats not enough sometimes. Im a Recovering opioid addict myself and i hope and pray you become healthy and happy even if it requires painful struggle and unconfortable progress, painful progres. Im sorry abt your Grandma
Also a recovering addict here, recovery is not easy, using and neglecting life is easy. Recovery is fighting with every breath for what you love, all the things you want to have or get back. It’s beyond painful, I’m glad to see I’m not alone. I hope there’s something inspiring about someone who’s seemingly hopeless battling with sheer will and living a healthy and beautiful life, a continuous fight that’s worth to fight if it means being no drugs bitch. One step at a time, thank you for showing me it’s possible. I hope this addict can recover, she deserves all of the trips in the world spreading fashion and joy, it’s never too late no matter what. No matter what.
Congratulations on recovery. I've been in recovery for a little over 8 years now. Also, opiates. It's hard, but not impossible. The difference here is that her body is already too far gone to recover. Her organs are failing and the stress of digesting food would shock her body so much it would kill her. Unfortunately, there is no recovery for her. Miracles happen, but short of a major miracle this is it.
I feel sorry for your grandma, she seemed like a kind soul. But not feeling sorry for you, you keep flashing minors on purpose. Having a deceased relative won't erase your creepy behaviour.
Hey Eugenia I'm so sorry to hear about your grandmothers passing and pray for you and your family through these tough times. Just don't forget at times like this everyone needs some time to grieve and collect themselves. Even you so be well and many loves to you all!
It's okay to talk when you don't feel okay, it can help a lot. It's hard to lose someone and it takes some time to feel better, so take your time, and enjoy your life with the people you love ❤
Eugenia, you'r going to be with your grandma soon if you don't take your situation seriously at some point.
She made a video playing dead yesterday, and she was lol. Sociopath
bro she's grieving and pouring your heart out and all you can think about is her ed? what you said is true but she's a real person... it's sad that even on a video like this she can't escape people commenting on her disorder
@noellebarnes6826 because she is talking about death and that's what the Ed is going to do to her soon. It sucks that her grandmother died but Eugenia is still here and people want her to live.
She has just a few years left the damage is done. I give it less than 3 years
@@bumblebatz I never said that wasn't true but how is she going to recover if she can't even breathe without being reminded that she has a disorder. Comments like this just add to the disorder they aren't helping
You don't have to be positive all the time. You can share your real feelings.
She’s a narccist she won’t show her weakness
She is sharing her real feelings. Why are you being so mean to her?
@@alialshehhri2978 Says you, as Eugenia is pouring her heart out. She tries to put more positivity than negativity out into the world, but it's weird that you'd interpret that as her being a narcissist, and it doesn't mean she's not hurting. Are you really that blind and deaf to her pain?
Are YOU ok? Did someone hurt you?
You know if you stop being mean and reach out to people instead, you'll find support and love?
Maybe give it a go?
She probably cant cause her mom is eye'ing her at all time
This woman needs some unconditional love ❤
Isn’t it crazy how her mom called a nurse for her mother, but she completely ignores Eugenia? Fucking devastating.
I'll give her that love !
No she needs self love
Sure she does. But, it’s unconditional SELF Love she needs the most . She’s a negative and potentially tragic influence on her followers. CZcams should disable her account.
She needs Jesus
I like to see her talking about something real and her feelings. This is good. This will help you grieve, Eugenia. My condolences 💐
Please take a break from everything and take care of yourself :( Rip to your grandma
My grandmother passed away
How long will she survive this.
Well shit just lost 20 bucks on a bet.
Her brain can't. She thrives off both positive and negative attention online. It satisfies her desperate need for attention. I wish she had friends and mentors...
Is she like this by choice or is it a legit illness that she can’t control?
TAKE A BREAK FROM THE INTERNET
I pray this is a turning point for you personally - this seems far more honest then anything you've posted since hospital. We want to see this aspect of yoou Eugenia.
Absolute same. I dont give her a single view or bit of attention unless shes being honest with herself and others which is extremely rare. I hope this is a wake up call, bc her health couldnt possibly get any worse. Death is the next stop for her... i pray seeing death up close opens her eyes. And i hope she realizes its ALWAYS okay to talk about her struggles.
@@ambereyedbabygirlI agree 100%
There is no turning point for Eugenia …
Oh quit enabling her. Quit kissing her bony non ass. This is so sick she has fans. She is famous for starving herself. What the hell is wrong with society.
I love to see her genuine emotions. You’re such a sweet person Eugenia and the world needs that in it whether you are on social media or not. You bring kindness to the world.
I appreciate you being raw and vulnerable with us. Happy you’re finding a space to share, and talk. Whether with us or not, don’t apologize for feeling and acknowledging what you are.
Raw and vulnerable? Lol ok. She’s the same as she always is. Just detached and awkward. And no break from social media has occurred. She’s been posting her same vapid content without a break. She’s fine.
It's people like you that keep her in this awful headspace. She needs encouragement and HELP to get better, not people excusing her self damaging behavior. If you truly want her to get better, stop forgiving this behavior and start telling her what she really needs to hear. That she NEEDS THERAPY.
@@scheezy How I see it, the ship has sailed for her getting better. And we all get to decide what and how we want to contribute to someone’s life. Eugenia in the video said she feels bad bringing negativity to peoples lives, but felt she needed to open up some on her emotional state. The last thing any one should do, regardless of scenario, is then bash them. That’s like training your dog to sit, and then when it does sit by command, you beat it. Leave the comments you want. I felt compelled to leave a positive one addressing ONLY what Eugenia wants to talk about.
@@BeckBeckGo You don’t get to decide who is or isn’t fine, though. Unfortunately, social media and the internet in general has become a coping mechanism and crutch for almost everyone. I don’t believe in kicking someone while their down, and I’m not going to start now, despite the glaring problems there are with her.
@@scheezy You talk like you're a professional victim. To encourage people with ED especially anorexia you need to NOT talk about the ED more you say she needs help, more she'll be sick. You're not her friend you don't personally know her. Only close people can talk to her about her ED
girl it's your channel, vent all you need, its good to have an outlet to talk. thank you for sharing your stories about your grandma, sorry for your loss.
She's a sociopath. Did you see her video yesterday?? TT. I don't have TT.
@@_west33...in what respect is this sociopathic? Either you lack the knowledge base to make such an educated comment or you’re projecting. This is yet another example of your unhealthy preoccupation with Trolling this girl. I’m sorry your life is so sad.😢
@@_west33... you don't have a life for commenting THAT much, if the way she looks triggers you that much, just leave. Eugenia is a kind person.
Never apologize for expressing your feelings and taking some time for yourself, you're allowed to do that and after what has happened, it's perfectly understandable to do so. I'm very sorry for your loss, it was very nice to hear you talk about some of your memories with your grandma. My heart goes out for you and your family, take your time. ❤️
She’s severely depressed. She pretends everything is okay, it’s how suicidal people are sometimes. This is a slow suicide.
Death and grieving is never easy, you should take some time off of social media to spend time remembering her and honoring her memory. Take care of yourself and your mental health during this time period please, she would want you to ❤
She's already making videos. 😅
Sick videos of her dying.
This video felt quite raw and real, it was nice to see Eugenia actually opening up to us for once
It was kinda strange that she didn't know exactly what her grandma had though. She obviously had dementia. At least the mother cant neglect her now or get angry with her
if anything should motivate her on getting healthier and happier for her own sake idk what will. but i do wish her nothing but happiness and good better health :)
Where do you see raw and real? I see facts.
@@sandywhat2429 she opened up about her personal life, you know instead of just showing us the clothes and the makeup, no costumes or prancing about her room, she just sat down and spoke to us
I agree
Now you know how people feel about you, but you are still with us and are blessed to still be able to get back on that recovery horse and heal yourself. Praying for you Eugenia. 🙏
Remember you don’t have to be positive for anyone if it’s not your truth. Be yourself and when you’re feeling down or dark or empty remember there are so many people out there who genuinely care and would be happy to hear you, support you and help you through those times. I truly hope that you find the peace you need in all aspects of your life and can continue living a long happy healthy life. You deserve that more than you know. Wishing you the best, truly.
I lost both grandmas this year. One still had her memory but was suffering so put herself on hospice. The other pretty much helped raise me but the last few years got dementia and passed away suddenly. We'll both get through this
I'm so sorry for your loss!! That's awful to lose both in the same year. X
I lost my gpa, my uncle and my soul mate dog all in 5 months this year. Really makes you realize how short life Is. Death is the worse ever and the hardest. Esp when it's . your fav people, pets. Sorry for your loss.... ❤
🫂🙏❤️💯
I'm truly sorry.
Im so sorry for your loss ! This year i lost 3 of my grand parents, 2 of them were super healthy, they were taking a walk and got hit by a drunk driver ! One thing we will always have is memories !
You don’t have to be happy for people. You can be sad. You can also go out on your own. Drive to a park. Go for a walk. You can go by yourself and just get away from it all. You don’t owe your family every moment. Take time away for yourself so you can recharge and then have the energy to be there for them.
I don’t think she ever goes any where alone , I think the thought of it scares her cause the last time she went somewhere without her mom there people plotted behind her back to have her institutionalized and it scared her so bad that she has ptsd of going anywhere without her mom which is sad
I genuinely hope she finds peace and knows she can take as much time as possible to mourn but she should not be driving or walking in the heat by herself. I hope she’s not carrying the weight of everyone else’s grief by herself and she’s able to get the support she needs too.
@@stressmess3469I understand Eugiene in that sense because st 34 I only go out with my family & son, to my son's school event's and other then that I stay at home all day every day. I am afraid to socialize & venture on my own because I have zero trust towards people after what I went through end of 2015-mid 2017 where I had a mental break down and lost myself to drug's. Yes I went out a lot but my son was always my top priority always made sure he was well taken care of but when I had that mental break down lost myself to drug's and live on the street's of Hollywood/Los Angeles so many I thought I could trust n' called friend's turned on.
These suppose friend's would trash talk about me to my mom, no one was by my side other then my mom and honestly 1female friend and when I sobered up straighten out my life these so called friend's try to act sweet to my face try to act like they were so concerned but I was straight up with them told them my mom told me everything they had said about which so many tried denying that they never spoke ill about me but at that point trust was lost and only my mom's words are true she wouldn't lie to me so I am thankful she told me the truth because I was able to cut these no good friends off, isolate myself becoming a hermit of sorta and was given that reinsurance of never trusting folks again...
@@mercedesvelasquez8781when you change your surroundings your life will change. Those “friends” were around when you weren’t sober. You can find positive people to be around but you have to be willing to leave the house to do so. Only you can make that change.
@@mercedesvelasquez8781 They were never True Friends to begin with.
She played dead on tiktok live with rich mocking everyone's concern for her anorexia disgusting
Yes she did it was appalling and that's putting it mildly.
Turn off the webcam and look after yourself, for God's sake.
She'd rather make money till she dies on camera
It was really nice to hear you talk about the specific memories you have of time with your grandma. Super sweet. I'm sorry you lost her. You could tell how much she loved you in any video she was in.
agreed :)
I’m sorry for your loss but the fact your video title is still click bait is truly wild
you act like nobody does clickbait
How is it clickbait?
@@honeyluck11she clearly knows that people are worried about her health and are always wanting her to atleast mention it.
@@-nymph.not when it’s as serious as a fucking ED though
@@TheeEnglishKnight By now people should know she doesn't talk about it & that's her right to her privacy. How people keep reading the titles & making it about what they want is their own problem.
Nice to hear you reminisce about your grandma Eugenia - it’s hard when we lose ppl we love & who’ve always been in our lives. Condolences to you & your family ❤️❤️❤️
Her grandma is doing great in St Pete Florida, she's my friend's neighbor.
@@robd.5640huh?? 😮😲
My grandmother passed away 😢 😔 😞 😪
@@awanfarrell2880 ok
Rip to your grandma. Im so sorry. I lost mine to cancer in 2020 and everything reminds me of her. Keep talking to us whenever you want to. We are here for you ❤
My grandmother did too I miss her we were close it’s difficult when stuff like this happens… but I want to least tell everyone if we become our grandparents or anything similar to be a inspiration to the next generations especially with all that’s happening
Best thing you could ever do for yourself is put your phone down.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Grandmother. Sending love to you and yours Eugenia ❤️
My grandmother passed away 😢
@@awanfarrell2880 So sorry for your loss my dear 99 year old Grandmother passed a few years back. I know the sadness indeed. Hugs ❤️
@@awanfarrell2880no she didn't
@@awanfarrell2880it's ok sweetie she is in the afterlife ☄️☁️ ⚰️👈
@@vivalaresin8311 Ignorant much? She was born in 1919 and a pearl to our entire family...
It's good that you're letting your feelings out. You need to do that more.
Did you see the video she made?????😮....she's a phony..
@@_west33...what video
@@thedisappointmentvarietych2659see TT yesterday. Someone posted it. A lot of people post about her. Anyway, she is playing dead.
@thedisappointmentvarietych2659 can't recall. She plays dead. Just yesterday @!😮
It could be a video trying to cover up that her condition is deteriorating and might not be taking a break because of her grandma.
I really think it's incredible the amount of authenticity in this video. Eugenia I'm so sorry for your loss, thank you for sharing all of this with us. I think we would all love to see more videos like this where you talk about your thoughts and feelings in such a real way. Sending you love girl.
I am so sorry to you, your mom, and everyone who lost your grandma. Rest in only happiness and perfect health forever to your grandma.
Never feel bad for taking a break from social media to cope with her death. You’re a lovely person and you deserve to be happy. I’m really sorry for your loss
Yes! And therapy is always good. It helps a lot. Sending strength to you Eugenia and hoping you take care of yourself. Also to anyone going through a loss of a loved one. ❤️🙏
She IS NOT going ot take a break from social media, NEVER, EVER! You really believed that?
@@icedbrown5511 SHe Loves Herself To Much
@icedbrown5511 that disgusting video she made yesterday proved she just doesn't have any feelings.
@@amisguidedgh0st nope
so sorry for your loss Eugenia, it was very sweet to hear such loving stories/memories you've had with her. wish you and your family the best in healing/keeping her memory alive
My grandmother passed away
Things have always bad for you … you don’t know how to eat . Please get help . Stop doing body -checks
*SHE USED IT TO TROLL EVERYONE AGAIN.*
Eugenia I hope you read this...Your a very selfish person you should be ashamed of yourself..Your grandmother just recently passed away & your on Tik-Tok flaunting yourself around half-naked!....Your a filthy baka...I think your grandmother deserves better than that your grandmother is looking down at you from heaven...HOLY SHEETS...Thats quite an embarrassment on your behalf and your family...🤬😡
Yeah, she was terrible to her grandma. She has to live with it now. I hope she at least apologized to her when she was still alive.
I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. Losing a grandparent is an awful thing to experience, and even though everyone will experience it at some point that doesn't make it any easier to see or deal with. Do whatever you need to to get through it as best you can, sending love
Sorry to hear about your grandmother. Losing a loved one is difficult. Everyone grieves differently…the pain never really goes away, we just learn to cope with it gradually with time.
You don't have to apologize for being real. You don't have to be anything for viewers. This is real and incredibly hard. I wish you all the time and love you need during this period of grief.
She needs to apologize for narcissistically promoting anorexia. And yes she is promoting it. She clearly thinks she looks good otherwise she wouldn't fucking show her bones off. She enjoys seeing how thin she looks because she wants to look like those dumb nightmare before 🎄 cartoon characters because she is crazy.
Everyone thinks she is innocent, I don't see that at all. I see a narcissistic CZcams personality who happens to love being bony and loves making videos of how bony she is because in her mind those Nightmare characters are attractive. It's revolting. In her mind she looks good and she enjoys showing it off. Like I keep saying she only has a few years left. She won't make it to 35. And millions sat there and watched her kill herself and clicked like for ten years.
if you don't eat well, you can't think well, it's normal to have certain disorders🧐😒
@@ld2588I think CZcams is where you’ll see the “realest” side of her that we will see.
@SamanthaCrazy-gh8dz be quiet
dementia is terrifying and heartbreaking honestly for both sides.. i'm so sorry for your lost sweetheart and thank you for feeling safe enough to open up with us. my heart is out for you as well your family. please try to take care of yourself and stay strong.
Dementia is horrific.
I sincerely hope she herself gets well, too. Knowing dementia runs in her family has me way more concerned for EC’s own cognitive impairments than I already was 😔
(And I don’t mean that as a joke or to be cruel; I myself have experienced the cognitive impairments that happen when your brain isn’t getting proper nutrition :/)
@@DannyD-lr5yg agreed 💜💔
only after the last word I realise you were talking about her parent, not about her lol
got it ? eugenia with dementia lol
@@SamanthaCrazy-gh8dz did Eugênia died?
I lost my dad a week ago, loss is so hard and i totally relate to just not knowing what to do. In the last year my mam has lost her aunt, her sister, her husband and her brother isnt expected to last till xmas. I don't even know what to say to her half the time. Its a hopeless situaltion! Hope you feel better soon! Apparently it gets easier 🙃😭 xxx
You should be able to say what you want and not worry about if you are making anyone sad or uncomfortable. You just lost someone very important to you. You need to be able to grieve it is healthy. I'm so sorry for your loss. Know that she is out of pain and at peace. Keep your head up, take care of yourself. You are a sweet girl.
Oh, Eugenia! I’m sorry for your loss!
You should try making more “real talk” videos like this. You’re really good at it!
Definitely, I wish she made more videos talking about herself like how she used to, she only seems to ever do try on videos anymore:(she’s such a great story teller
@@Purelypawsspashe's not though, she can barely string a sentence together.
@@TheKnobGoblins do you really need to be an ass here now? Have some compassion. This is a real human going through real things. I hope no one ever treats you like this during a hard time.
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I hope she wont have to do any videos like that again..so the fact that you're saying she's "good" at it kind of bother me...
She faked her own death on a tik tok live last night after posting this.
😲
I'm surprised she outlived her grandma.
we are here for you. loss is so complex and confusing. i lost my daddy in november. he's my best friend on earth. it's obvious you had a strong connection with your grandma that did not seem forced.
this will always be hard but posting this video was a step in the right direction toward healing. you are not alone ❤
Your grandma was very lucky you didn't die before her, honestly.
I would feel more sympathy towards Eugenia if I hadn't seen the tik tok live with Rich Lux where she faked her own death after posting this on you tube. For maybe a minute she was laying slumped back on the couch, mouth agape, looking like a mummified corpse. It was horrifying and in very poor taste.
I saw that also and was right after granny's passing. I found that appalling to say the least.
I'm so sorry for your loss Eugenia. Your grandma was such a sweet lady. May she rest in peace. ❤🙏
Stop saying RIP. You DO NOT get into heaven by being a "good" person, going to church, reading the bible, loving God, praying, helping the poor etc... a lot have this misconception of everyone going to heaven. The majority of the world will go to hell Jesus said it. Wide is the way to destruction (hell) and narrow is the way of life (heaven) We are all evil in the sight of the Lord we have all stolen, lied, got mad at others, hurt others and chose satan many times, masturbated and much more sins. None of us deserve heaven but because of how merciful God is He gave us His one and only begotten Son that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish (go to hell forever) but have eternal life (eternal joy and peace in heaven). Once you BELIEVE you shall be saved and have the Holy Spirit come live inside you and teach you to live like Jesus. If you believed and are still living in sin without wanting to let go of it there is no more sacrifice for you and YOU walked away from Gods eternal gift of heaven and chose eternal hell. Get to know Jesus before you meet Him, once He comes back He will not be merciful anymore He is coming for revenge on all who rejected Jesus.
Stop saying RIP. You DO NOT get into heaven by being a "good" person, going to church, reading the bible, loving God, praying, helping the poor etc... We are all evil in the sight of the Lord we have all stolen, lied, got mad at others, hurt others and chose satan many times, masturbated and much more sins. None of us deserve heaven but because of how merciful God is He gave us His one and only begotten Son that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish (go to hell forever) but have eternal life (eternal joy and peace in heaven). Once you BELIEVE you shall be saved and have the Holy Spirit come live inside you and teach you to live like Jesus. If you believed and are still living in sin without wanting to let go of it there is no more sacrifice for you and YOU walked away from Gods eternal gift of heaven and chose eternal hell. Get to know Jesus before you meet Him, once He comes back He will not be merciful anymore He is coming for revenge on all who rejected Jesus.
@@LivinInHope Also do you truly know what rest in Peace means?
@@CATSWITHKYLA yes but it leads people away from the truth, people need to understand not everyone goes to heaven. It's horrible and heartbreaking but instead there's different ways to say things like for example if someone keeps it at "I'm sorry for your loss I pray you heal in Jesus name". Sadly the dead either were with God or not, only God knows where they went it's not for us to think about. You know what I mean?
Eugenia, I am sorry to hear about the loss of your grandmother, and I am thinking of you and your family at this time. Remember, theres nothing wrong with talking to someone if you need to reach out- take care. ❤
How can you and others ignore the elephant in the room. This girl needs intervention, screw the grandma, Eugenia is not gonna be alive if she doesn't get help now. Shes a walking skeleton . Sick to see.
Did you y'all see how she was on TikTok live with Rich Lux and was pretending she collapsed and un-alived? All in the same week her Grandma passed....how disgusting. She doesn't care about her Grandma, she only cares about herself. Did anyone see the video where her Mom and her were "making Grandma a cake"? They practically ignored Grandma through the whole video, when she was asking for some help. Or one where Deb was yelling at Gramdma, at the top of her lungs, to go to sleep?? How about the old videos of Eugenia, dissing her Grandparents for getting her ugly sweaters as Christmas presents? What an ungrateful, spoiled and selfish human being.
Yes I have - seen that video and found it repulsive.
And... yet this is how you're spending your time. You seem like you're in a great positive place and should definitely be levying criticism against someone who's clearly suffering in a lot of ways.
@@5h4d0w5l1f3 let her suffer in glorifying anorexia Offline. Away from children.
#SaveTheChildren👪
@@5h4d0w5l1f3 Honey, everyone is suffering in some way or another (including myself), that's no excuse to act the way she does. I've been very private about my issues, because there's no need for the attention. She's doing it for the attention... She always has. How she dresses or flashes isn't enough, she has to also be physically ill for attention...with no intention of admitting she's ill and needs help, nor any plans of receiving it. There's a time and a place for everything, taking it public like that, is why she's getting hate. If she reached out for help, people would accept her with open arms but she's doing all of it for the views.
she rlly posed for that thumbnail 💀💀
I lost my grandma at the beginning of the year and the feelings that came along with that were so odd...I was really sad, like of course I wanted to have her with me as long as I could, but at the same time there was this feeling of relief because I knew she wasn't struggling anymore. And then I felt guilty for feeling relieved. Taking care of people towards the end of their life is really difficult and becomes a full time job (unless you have a lot of help) and so then there's also the feeling of relief that it's over. But then again the sadness that they're gone. The whole mixture of feelings is very strange, but all totally normal. Grief is a weird process, it still hits me at really weird times. You're allowed to express your feelings, don't feel bad about that. Pushing them down just to be all positive all the time isn't healthy, and you don't have to do that for us. I'm wishing peace to you and your family, just focus on the part that she doesn't have to struggle and be confused anymore, she gets to be at peace now. 💜💜
This is a difficult thing to go through. Losing my Grandparents, they helped my mom raise us kids so it was and to be honest still is rough. I miss them dearly a few years later. I am sorry for your loss Eugenia. ❤️
I can tell in your voice this is really tough for you, I’m so sorry for your loss 😢❤️ Thank you for telling us about memories with her, we all really liked your grandma too, what a sweetheart honestly ❤️
My grandmother passed away
@@awanfarrell2880 Sorry for your loss ❤️
She already made a disgusting TT video. She is a demon.
@MarieLyster she bounced back
You can really tell by her playing dead a few days after her Grandmas funeral how tough it is for her lol
I'm sure your grandma loved you as much as you loved her. Please take care of your health, she'd want you to be happy and live for a long time
She made a video of her playing dead yesterday. 😮
@@_west33... Where's that video? I haven't seen it
TT
@@_west33...which video u keep commenting this but I can’t see it anywhere on her TT is it still there
@@georgedisney9229She's made a few
Gosh, I'm so sorry Eugenia. I lost my grandma last year & I know it's going to take a lot of time to put yourself back together. Please just take care.❤
I can relate. I couldn't feel anything when my grandma died then a year later I ended up in the psych ward. Blocking your emotions always ends badly
If her thumbnail isn't insulting enough (doing her "model face" trying to be sexy)...using her grandmother's death as clickbait is absolutely horrendous. She KNOWS people are clicking on this expecting her to come clean about her issues.
She deserves ALL the hate she gets
No she doesn't deserve the hate
So do you
it's okay to talk about grief and loss. I'm very sorry for your loss. I'm dreading the day my grandma passes. I've watched you since 2013, and I hope one day you build up the courage to get some help. ❤
I know I've watched her since 2014 almost feel like I've grown up with her in a weird way. It's going to feel empty when she's gone :-(
@JohnTitor20361 you'll get over it.
RIP my condolences, you clearly have such a deep love for her. Stay strong Eugenia ❤ you are a very sweet girl. your grandma is proud of you.
Proud of her how she's killing herself n making it seem like it's OK to live this un healthy life
❤ vulnerability is ok Eugenia, I'm sorry for your loss thank you for feeling comfortable to share your lovely grandmother's memory. Sending my love your way 🙌
grief is complicated! I hope making this video helped you, I know talking about it to the void can be really helpful for some people to process everything. Take your time and be kind to yourself. I'm glad you have so many happy memories of her to look back on. She sounds like she was really good to you and that's wonderful.
Yeah her wonderful memories she shared is her Grandma saying she is or rather WAS beautiful. That's all she cares about is herself and her looks.
@@KK-el4mf youre an awful person if you genuinely believe that.
Grief is so, so complicated and strange.
This is the sweetest video you've ever made. I don't want you to feel bad about expressing grief. You really need to.
*SHE TROLLED U AGAIN*
@@robd.5640How so? This was a wonderful video.
@@robd.5640how’s she trolling? This is actually one of the most honest video i have seen from her in a good while that actually fits the title
@@MetalLover7 She lead you to believe she's addressing the elephant in the room with that title again. Don't play
@@MetalLover7 agreed the video title speaks Identical to what she's saying. Things are really bad right now. Because FYI her grandma just passed away. So things are really bad right now.
I'm going through this right now too.
I'm also going through body image stuff. I don't know if that could be relatable to you. Maybe not.
I was really close to mamaw. Time feels heavy and less real, yknow?
I’m so sorry for your family’s loss. Hopefully you all can find comfort in the fact that her suffering is over. Be well 💜
To all the fools that think Grandma Sullivan's passing profoundly affected Eugenia, you should know that she pretended to die on her couch on TikTok live tonight. It comes across as mocking her grandma's death.
Eugenia, what will your mom think when she sees your pretend corpse so soon after burying HER mother? You are callous at worst and thoughtless at best. Don't pretend to care about the emotional state of your family.
i can't find any updated tiktok did she erase it?
@@sarahburton1983I saw the clip that was posted (not by eugenia) but it's since been removed. Give it time copies will pop up. She was wearing a skimpy yellow outfit sprawled back on the couch looking like a mummified corpse for maybe a minute. It really was disgusting, very poor taste.
@@sarahburton1983 No its there and its true
Eugenia, I'm terribly sorry for your loss. Please make more videos like this, with your normal beautiful voice and sincere thoughts on things. Right people won't judge.
She was on tiktok doing fetish stuff and "pretending to die" for views a few days after her grandmother died. czcams.com/users/shortseoWuQ_VIGz8
When are ya'll going to see she DOESN'T care and is not such a good person? She is mocking everyone. All she cares about is herself, a classic narcissist.
@@SamanthaCrazy-gh8dzI call the bullshit card on your comment! If you CARED, you help her get help by having someone GET her into a hospital! She disgusts me. I am reporting her!
Her voice is like this because of her weight. It effects her vocal cords.,
@@darciemeyers2948 lol no it isn't she puts on a "cutesey innocent uwu" voice
@@hauntedtoof if you watch the video when she came back after treatment you will hear a difference and also go back to videos before she looked like skelotor. Or Google it, facts 😉
I'm so sorry for your loss!
Please take good care of yourself first, grief is so weird.
And please know that this is YOUR channel and you can talk about whatever you want and make or not make content. Its ok to be sad.
Take your time to heal.
Sending lots of love your way !!!
My sympathy for your loss. It’s brave and strong of you to share your thoughts and feelings in this difficult time. I’m sure this helps others going through this kind of thing. Thank you 🙏, and take care.
I lost my grandfather earlier this year and he was like my father. He, by all accounts, was the man who raised me. I understand what you're going through and I hope things get better for you.
She's fine. Inappropriate
She's making videos. Puke
I am so sorry for your loss. Very hard to lose your Grandfather/father.
Same.
I am so sorry for your loss 🖤
I have lost my dad two years ago, so I can relate.
Her constantly on TikTok " I'm trying to be positive I don't want to be sad". Her on CZcams "things are really bad guys "
I know how you feel, I lost both my grandmas and sent me into a deep depression, but it will get better.
I lost my mom to a 22 battle with Parkinson’s Disease and Dementia. Dementia is absolutely horrible. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Only Eugenia would pose/body check and get glammed up in a thumbnail relating to her grandmothers death…yikes…
I noticed that
I'm so sorry about your Grandma, Eugenia. 😢 Prayers for comfort, joy, and strength for you and your family during this difficult time. 💙🙏💙
Her grandma is doing great in St Pete Florida, she's my friend's neighbor
She's so disconnected from her own emotions. She's trying to talk about it but it seems so impersonal.
I’m sorry for your loss; we are going through this with my grandma now. Dementia is horrible. This is also the most real, honest video from you in a really long time.
Death of a loved one is really tough. I wish all the best for you Eugenia. The pain will never go away but you learn to live with it. Take your time.
Yeah it's just surreal.
You seem much more 'real' and yourself in this video than in many others. I hope you feel it too and it helps you to cope. I send you hugs and strenght ❤️❤️
It's understandable given how some youtubeur and people in the comments react to any of her actions and gestures each time she speak freely and they use it against her even now some people are so shameless that they allow themselves even in this context to say some abominations...Idk how she can stand it she's so strong
@@xXXx-md4lo she is SICK
@@_west33...obviously she's sick, but some people's response to seeing a sick person for some reason is to cruelly dissect every facet of their life to use it to insult her. There's a difference between concern for and just bullying a mentally ill person
Eugenia, I’m sorry for the loss of your grandma. It’s tough and it’s OK to let people see you feel emotions other than positive and happy.
i lost my grandma today. i just want to let you know everything is gonna be okay and i hope you take good care of yourself and while its hard, i want you to keep trying to find joy in life. you can get through this. ❤
So sorry for your loss 💛💔😢
Sorry 😢 I lost my Grandma in 2021 and my Grandpa in 2017. I’m not gonna lie, it’s hard still. I feel like my mom and I can just go to their house and hang out with them like we always did. And they had the same number from the early 70’s so I honestly get tempted to call it, though I don’t for obvious reasons. Just know that she is always with you. *hugs*
She is in a better place heaven if she lived like a good person.
Trust me you will never want to leave when you go there. Delafe testimonies on youtube recomand all
So sorry for your loss. She sounds like she was an amazing woman and a beautiful influence in your life. I pray you and your family find comfort during this time. Thanks for making the video and sharing this with us. You are a wonderful person and I’m sure she loved you very much.🥰
I lost my grandma too. And Grandpa, father, .. I feel for you and we’re all here for you
My grandma passed away yesterday
@@awanfarrell2880I’m so sorry. I hope you’re coping healthily. it is always gonna hurt but don’t become toxic to your body and pls be kind to yourself. with years of grief I wish I was kinder to my body. someone out there cares about you I promise and you will get through. my condolences ❤
@@sayasee5856 thank you. My body is OK
@@awanfarrell2880im so sorry for your loss
*SHE CLICKBAlTED IN HER GRANDMA MEMORY*
I’m so proud of you! This is a part of self love. Sending you so much love and light to you and your family ✨ Spirit lives forever I promise 💓
Beautifully put and good to know that others are feeling the same way as I do ❤💯 Blessings to you and all those you hold dear ✌🏾❤
Thank you for sharing this video for your grandma. She was such a sweet and beautiful person inside and out. And it was so nice seeing her in your videos. I'm so sorry for your loss. That is really hard. I understand how you are feeling. My grandmother is 95 too and has dementia. It is not easy seeing someone suffer with that especially while knowing how they used to be when they were healthier and happier. My mom is a full-time caretaker, and had to move to another state to take care of my grandmother, but also has a lot of help from nurses too. But she really does it all by herself, because our other family has not been very kind or helpful over the years and that makes it harder on my mom and upsets my grandmother that side of the family is so uncaring. But that is too long of a story to share all here. I am just really grateful that my mom is there with her and is willing to sacrifice for her. She is a blessing to have. I always try to help as much as I can. It is the little things that really make my grandma so happy. I know your grandma is in a better place now and is watching over you and your family.
The people things say online (especially in your case) are ridiculous. They don’t think before they speak half of the time. I wish people had more sympathy and empathy and try to help others in a positive way. Sometimes the best healing is taking a break from social media. There is a lot of unnecessary negativity and toxicity and you don't need any of that.
And always remember that Self-Care is also productive and so essential in balance and living a better life. And taking a break from toxic social media accounts or just taking a break from social media all together is really so important, especially now that you lost your grandmother.
I love my grandmother very much, but I know she can't live forever either. So that is something I will need to prepare myself for and my mother does as well. We are doing pretty ok despite everything. And I want to thank you for sharing about her and how well you cared for her. It is nice knowing that there is family out there that you can count on. That truly is a blessing.
Never be afraid to share how you feel whether it is in a video or in words. Writing always helps me whenever I am going through a tough time. Journaling is also great therapy. Anyways, I hope you and your family are feeling better. Take all the time you need to grieve and don't listen to the hate. People don't understand how their words can hurt and be triggering to other people going through a rough time.
Thanks again for sharing all those videos with your grandma. I know she appreciates this video you made for her as well, and she loved you and your mother very, very much.
You don't have to address anything. Everyone understands that you weren't on Tiktok at the same time. Don't pay attention to the haters or trolls they just want to put you down. You keep going. Take. Care of your mom.
The funeral was on the 13th. She TikToked on the 15th. Wow, she waited two days.
I can't imagine that Eugenia offered her mom a shoulder to cry on or helped with the household chores/errands.
She was on TikTok last night fake eating food and laughing the entire time
@@BombDame maybe that's how she copes with death of a family member. Because I can relate to that. I have found myself laughing after dealing with a family members death.
@@BombDame She was doing more than simulating "Eating Food'.. She wss being her usual Vulger self.Grandma didnt seem to matter at ALLLLL😆
@@a.l.y.a.m.e.d486 and being vulger and devient?
There isn't much difference between the day of the funeral and two days later. You are talking as if you weren't on TikTok live two days in a row. "Im thinking about getting back to the internet" as if you didn't return two days ago on the 15th.
Exactly 💯
You dont understand grief and how its different for everyone. Look into you heart have a little empathy for someone who is not yourself. Your negativity is poisonous
@@ponny2948 I say you don't understand Eugenia. You are fooled by someone saying all the right words.
@@maryjaneshoe-fm4yr👍
I’m trying to be there for my family.. I would love to know what that entails.. she seems to hole up in her room 24/7.. she doesn’t cook, she can’t drive and she is frail as hell.. I just can’t picture her being a real support system no matter if she would like to be or not.
Be nice
Being truthful is being nice. Nothing that she stated was untrue.
@@heathercarpenter5497 being truthful isn't being nice the truth is often used as a weapon and was anything said in that comment helpful in any way?
@@eugenekrabs3837 truth is only seen as a weapon if you're weak. I stand by what I said. Nothing she said was out of pocket or wrong. Have a good day policing people on the internet. 🤗🤗
@@heathercarpenter5497 tell me how did you benefit from the original comment? Or how anyone else could and the truth has always been used as a weapon and used to hide behind that's common knowledge people have used truth to justify there actions regardless of the harm those actions cause
I lost my last grandparent, my grandma on my moms side to Alzheimers around christmas 2022. So horrible seeing them waste away like they do, the grandma i knew growing up was gone way before she actually passed and it was so scary seeing how bad it got at the end when she could no longer speak, eat or swallow on her own. I really miss her and its of course really sad but i hope shes in a better place now where she doesnt have to suffer anymore. She was only 74 when she passed and was diagnosed in her early 60´s so im so happy that you got more time with your grandma than i did. May they both rest in peace ♥
Hi Eugenia, I think expressing yourself like this is very positive and helps others see that it's okay to not be okay after something painful happens to them. My dad passed away last year and speaking in front of everyone and crying at his funeral was like my goodbye to him. It really helped me so I hope that this helps too. It hurts because it matters. Take care.
So sorry for your loss 🖤
I honestly can’t even take this seriously. She always “laughs” like after every sentence she says and this honestly does not feel sincere
@@IlllIIIIlllIIIIlIlIIllIlIIlllI has she said she was diagnosed with autism?? I’m autistic and don’t even act like that. She does this with all her videos except when someone says something that pisses her off.
It's a nervous/awkward laugh, I do it quite often when I'm embarassed or similar. I guess she does that bc it's hard for her to open up.
@@Squidipus22 so this “awkward/nervous” laughter, even though she does it 24/7, is the excuse?? Only time she doesn’t do it is when she is mad/pissed. Every autistic person is different but did she say she was diagnosed with autism or is this the narrative y’all are making for her to excuse her weird behaviors?
@@KatzRUs91Same
I don’t necessarily disagree with you because you could very well be right… however for some people the laughing thing is a type of defensive/coping mechanism. Also she may or may not have autism? Idk, don’t really know anything about her.
I'm very sorry for your loss. I remember how I felt when my grandma passed. That was quite a long time ago and I still miss her very much.
As someone that has lost 2 great grandmother, both sets of grandparents, and 3 uncles; the best thing you can do to help your other family member to to be there with them. Both in the sad times and in remembering the happy.
I thought this was another clickbait... just know that you're gonna be next if you don't start the recovery process NOW
I lost my grandmother and my grandfather so I know what you’re going through. May your grandmother rest in peace until you are together again 🕊️✝️ just know she is at peace now
My grandmother passed away 😢
I know I lost my grandfather a month ago and my best friend passed away in March it's been a rough year.
I'm deeply sorry for you and also to the other commenters here.
I'm so sorry to hear that. R.I.P to your grandma. Think of all the good memories you have of her. It really helps. Try to focus on all the positives you have going on, in your life, too. Remember, most of us want to see you well and in good health, as well as we want to see you happy. ❤
i'm really sorry for your loss :( my grandma died last year and it's hard even when they're old and sick. i know you care a lot about your family and you're very close to them and i hope that you will be around for a lot longer because the grief they're experiencing over your grandma they'd also have if anything happened to you too
This woman needs to be removed from all social media platforms. She a horrible influence on vulnerable young people. If she doesn’t want to get help, she needs to at least stop being an inspiration to others battling EDs. She needs help NOW! Why is no one in her life trying to help her??????
@@NaviannaReignStormthis chick gets off on us watching her die, that’s how she makes her $
Can you please stop talking shit, it's very unpleasant
I mean it's absolutely ridiculous, you're just questioning the person she is You called her a bad influence because of her illness, would you tell a person with cancer that he's a bad influence and he shouldn't be allowed to use social media???
People like you are one of the reasons she can't get over her illness, you're dragging her down and you're really horrible.
Her parents are the problem. They claim mental health facilities and professionals are a scam and keep telling her the people who think she needs help are delusional, shes been controlled and brain washed by her family who have been determined to keep her as childlike as possible. Even if she wanted help she isn’t in a safe place to receive it or even to express her real opinion. She is herself in real danger because of her mother who is in denial. Saying she should simply be banned won’t help anyone in this situation, it would just cut her off from people who could convince her to escape her situation and get the help she needs
A video like this is not the time for comments like this, have a heart.
Thank you very much , your comment helps a lot.
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Death is a difficult topic, especially when the person who has passed on is important to you, and you shouldn't have to deal with your grief alone, or apologize for it. When my grandmother passes, I'm going to struggle. I'm going to struggle badly. You're in my prayers. ❤
Go on girl, we don't have to be all sunshine and butterflies all the time, we're humans. I'm a bit late on this, but I hope you went through this as unscathed as possible, it's never easy to lose someone who was close to you.
Damn alot of people care about you whether its tough love or a kind loving comment and i know thats not enough sometimes. Im a Recovering opioid addict myself and i hope and pray you become healthy and happy even if it requires painful struggle and unconfortable progress, painful progres. Im sorry abt your Grandma
Also a recovering addict here, recovery is not easy, using and neglecting life is easy. Recovery is fighting with every breath for what you love, all the things you want to have or get back. It’s beyond painful, I’m glad to see I’m not alone. I hope there’s something inspiring about someone who’s seemingly hopeless battling with sheer will and living a healthy and beautiful life, a continuous fight that’s worth to fight if it means being no drugs bitch. One step at a time, thank you for showing me it’s possible. I hope this addict can recover, she deserves all of the trips in the world spreading fashion and joy, it’s never too late no matter what. No matter what.
Congratulations on recovery. I've been in recovery for a little over 8 years now. Also, opiates. It's hard, but not impossible.
The difference here is that her body is already too far gone to recover. Her organs are failing and the stress of digesting food would shock her body so much it would kill her.
Unfortunately, there is no recovery for her. Miracles happen, but short of a major miracle this is it.
I feel sorry for your grandma, she seemed like a kind soul. But not feeling sorry for you, you keep flashing minors on purpose. Having a deceased relative won't erase your creepy behaviour.
Agreed.
She posed sexily for the thumbnail, so i don't think shes all that sad if she can do that.
@@smudgesaysno524 yep that's her M.O.
Hey Eugenia I'm so sorry to hear about your grandmothers passing and pray for you and your family through these tough times. Just don't forget at times like this everyone needs some time to grieve and collect themselves. Even you so be well and many loves to you all!
It's okay to talk when you don't feel okay, it can help a lot. It's hard to lose someone and it takes some time to feel better, so take your time, and enjoy your life with the people you love ❤