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The ending, the "hey justin"... it warps and warps until it feels like it is my name... it makes me realize i hate myself.. I wish i could of done more.. I wish i was more mom

Rest in Paradise Amanda, My sweet girl 🥰🥺♾️

I dedicated this to my kids after heavy addiction..it seems weird but its one of their favorite songs.

Pair this with Delta Spirit's "California."

Hello?

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space (Chorus) Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swollow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you. I'm sober now for 3 whole months It's one accomplishment that you helped me with. The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again. In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate. You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind (Chorus) Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you. Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow. Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you. And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!" Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?" (Chorus) Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you. Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow. Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

This song is great but just a reminder of youth not yet grown. Cut the chord and become a man cuz mom never will!

Still in love with this song

The video does a whole something else inside the heart

It almost sounds like the music to a album with no words speed up.

Rip mom. 11 years has gone by so damn fast

This song 🔛🔝😻

Does anyone know what’s being said at 4:52 -4:57

God I hate being addicted . It's such a selfish lonely place.

That's awesome!

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We bury my uncle today he battled many years, hell decades of addiction and just a horrible life, but he was such an amazing uncle a better parent to me than my actual parents. This song is definitely going to help with this grief because I feel like this is exactly how he would want to word this to all of us if he could, he never could unfortunately. Long live Jr I’ll miss you for the rest of my life

We’ll get through today. You and me, whoever’s reading.

My heart hurts for you so glad music helps you 🙏 n so sorry for your loss

I wish my mom could call me again.

When i hear his mom leave that message it reminds me of how much my mother loved me. I miss her so much and there's nothing that fills the void

I saw you already did give a standing ovation

I heard a Spirit Say to me as I looked to click on the video " Give her a Standing ovation"

2024 anyone?

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Some girl showed me this song then ghosted me out of nowhere! Cheers to her, hope all is well.. this song is a beautiful gem to leave behind, I ain't even mad boo. 💚

Me and my neighbor across the street listened to this song just hours before i found her body. She passed from lung cancer. This song is now my fav song mainly bc it reminds me of her. She passed 6 years ago. Rest easy, Lizzy. 💔 🕊

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This has been my life ... then I sobered up . Fucking love this tune and now I do the same stupid shit , but sober 😅

You make.me smiiiiiiiiiiile

We talked Together sharpening a knife Like killing partners for a life Hey we can hide the bodies on the ride home Now here we are We're licking skin to wipe us clean Strike a match, pour gasoline Ditch the scene and watch the city burn Sleep, my lap will be your pillow steering wheel turn I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey Who cares if no one else believes So I set fire to everyone around but you I told you I told you I'd do it So ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha ha Yeah we won We drive To leave the past and clear the mind To watch the sunset, set its time I swear you're fine I'm your ride home Now close your eyes It's getting dark and the highway's clear No sign of life from front to rear It's just you, my dear On the ride home We're going home I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey Who cares if no one else believes So I set fire to everyone around but you I told you I told you we'd do it So ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha Yeah we won We talked Together sharpening a knife Like killing partners for a life Hey we can hide the bodies on the ride home 'Cause we're going home I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey Who cares if no one else believes So I set fire to everyone around but you I told you I told you we'd do it So ha ha ha ha (we won) Ha ha ha ha (oh yeah we won) Ha ha ha ha (we won) Ha ha ha Yeah we won Yeah we won

Imma just add my 2 cents right here A LOT of yall either mishearing these lyrics, or just have an absolutely WILD interpretation of the song my chance of being open was broken and now your Mrs Him****** Its about loving your best friend, never telling, then it being too late because shes happy and married 😢😂

Justin Furstenfeld is a brilliant lyricist! This man writes all of his own songs! How is he not a mega superstar?

My mom introduced me to this band and this song on mother's day 2 years ago. I'm so happy she did

I listen to this near christmas because i get numb

lessons are the key to every goal I will achieve, I will achieve

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Saw 3

Rip Lil bro.. I'll see you again

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YAH YOU MAY THINK SHES OLD ENOUGH TO BLEED SHES OLD ENOUGH TO BREED RIGHT I BET YOU SAY THAT TO ALL THE 13 year old little girls .! Oh ATTORNEY GENERAL OF UTAH I HAVE A CASE AGAINST PLAYTEX TAMPONS LEAVING IT IN TO LONG I CANT TELL I NEED A DOCTOR TO PULL OUT THIS BLOODY TAMPON ATTORNEY SAM DANIALS REYNOLDS IM NOT PAYING FOR A FACE or a VEHICLE I DONT OWN ANYMORE .! CAN YOU PULL OUT MY TAMPON STRING SO I CAN UNWIND BECKEY COOK I HAVE TO ASK A COMPLETE STRANGER TO PULL OUT MY TAMPON I CANZ TELL I CANT FEEL IF I HAVE ABSORBED ENOUGH BLOOD .! Have a look sie think it’s ready to pull out Officer cox .? Maybe ask Officer Della Rowley Williams to check her monitor to see if my tampon has absorbed it’s capacity of your bullshit . That’s toxic shock syndrome now I have a case against playtex tampons for toxic shock syndrome I have been enduring since 10-22-2018 .! BECKEY OH BECKEY COOK PULL OUT MY TAMPON YOU SEE IN VIDEO .! YOU CANT CLAIM PARTIAL DISABILITY ATTORNEY SAM DANIALS REYNOLDS.! Not on a spinal birth defect I was born with .! DR DAVID Eliot ANISMAN WHERES MY PAPERWORK THAT CLAIMS IM ABLE TO GO BACK TO WORK FULL TIME I HAVNT GOT THAT FROM ANY DOCTOR YET .! You wanted to take my voting rights because I’m a registered Republican UTAH AINT A STATE WORTH DYING FOR NETHER IS BECKEY OR NATHAN COOK NOT WORTH DYNG FOR .! Myton city 84052 has been declared an unsafe work environment.! Until I get paid back for what I lost my reasonable amount of privacy .! And NO MORE DEATH THREATS I CANT TAKE ANYMORE ! You done took my last dime .! I HAVE CHILDREN THAT CALL ME GRANDMA FOR FUCK SAKES .! Don’t compare me to your mother Beckey cook Utah ranae don’t loan my vehicle out to unknown friends it’s been stollen i let Officer Tracy flint williams know my vehicle was stollen have you found my new fully insured vehicle .? Parked in Beckey cooks driveway.? RaNae is somebodies daughter and Little sister .! California state entertainment attorney is getting a million out of my five given to me I have to much as it is .! The camera man is the attacker his name is Nathan cook sexually attacking ranae on 10-22-2018 And since the Doctor cut off the wrong arm that’s medical malpractice UBMC.! Illegal GAMBLING IN UTAH BECKEY COOK FRAUD CHARGES .! It’s all just a joke until someone gets hurt under judgment I’m judging the man in the video driving my car off a cliff is not an option .! If you don’t know how I feel you can’t possibly know how I think .! But when you show up telling me of your opinion of me you drug my name through the mud long enough .! Hear say and opinions don’t hold up in court but every word you said will be used against Nathan cook in the court of law according to judge Labrum who through your mental illness or mental incompetence out when he through those charges against me out of court .! ALL FOR BECKEY AND NATHAN COOK AND FUCK RANAE RIGHT DONT STEAK A CLAIM ON PROPERTY YOUR DOING DIRTY DEEDS DONE IN THE DARK YEP IM ACCEPTING MY PAYCHECK FOR FIVE MILLION BAIL ME OUT OF YOUR DEVIL DEBT SUING BECKEY AND NATHAN COOK FOR MANSLAUGHTER PROPERTY FRAUD I GOT A LIST HES THE MAN ATTACKING RANAE SEXUALLY IN VIDEO THAT GODS TO THE POLICE Nathan cook is not my boss it’s my body my choice it’s all fun and games until someone gets hurt suing your organization for five million make that check out to RaNae Ross Blake witch is going to be removed “Blake”DEPARTMENT YOU DONE BLAMING ME STAYING ONTOP OF YOUR PAIN DONT PUT ME IN THE GROUND I AM NOT DEAD YET DOCTOR .! Astrology is my hobbies.! You did not have any dirt on me until Nathan cook took my life and played bitch for five years .! Sabian Symbols The Sabian Symbols were channeled in 1925 by Astrologer Marc Edmond Jones and psychic Elsie Wheeler in a park in San Diego. There are 360 symbols. These have subsequently been analyzed and studied extensively, see for example Dane Rudhyar's An Astrological Mandala, or Lynda Hill's The Sabian Symbols As An Oracle and have proven to be effective symbols for the particular degree of the (Western) Zodiac occupied by natal or transiting planets, such as the Sun degree of one's own chart, an indicator of character. Many use the Sun degree and the Moon degree of a chart but avoid the Rising degree as this could be one of several. Mine is Sagittarius.! I HAD NO REASON GO HURT MYSELF .! Sagittarius Rising people are direct and forthright, good-natured and optimistic. Your ruling planet is Jupiter. One always knows where one stands with you. You come across as honest and forthright. You have a strong moral nature, yet you are also fun-loving and enjoy a good laugh, even at your own expense. Sagittarius is associated with idealism, religion and philosophy and the quest for freedom. You are friendly and well-liked by others, who are attracted to your open and honest nature. You love adventure, sports and travel, gambling and risk-taking. You are generous and easygoing, also very curious about the world around you. You are a lover of nature, and have an enthusiasm which can be contagious. At the highest level, you are concerned with understanding, perception, and mental activity in the service of high ideals, for the benefit of mankind. You have RaNae under judgment by the male attacker I still don’t know who’s sexually attacking me in video I WANT A RESOLUTION TO THIS PROBLEM ASAP .!i am SOMEONES daughter POLICE CANT TELL ME WHO THE MAN IS SEXUALLY ATTACKING ME DO YOU SEE RANAE ATTACKING A MAN IN VIDEO OFFICER COX.? you took my last tithing payment so don’t accuse me of stealing money from the family’s tithing payment to the Mormon church I have no phone to call and make a Dr appointment and I wish your porno addiction would stop using me like your Permian medication . I am not your steroid free Erectile disfunction pill I charge it’s only costing you five million to jump into bed with a porn star asshole RaNae’s all damn day Sun in strong sextile with Pluto The planetary energies flow together, open into new possibilities, new connections. This aspect gives a willful personality with a focus on being recognized and admired. You have strong desires for control of your own boundaries your own four walls of security and stability, and you also have a powerful urge toward self-transformation, and may go through many changes in your life. You are not shy about expressing your beliefs, and you may even feel a compulsion toward self-assertion or self-aggrandizement. You also tend to champion the underdog, and respond strongly to social injustice you been facing these past few years. WHOS FUCKING CRAZY THEN OFFICER COX .? Who’s attacking me with blunt force the man is Officer cox .! Childhood psychology don’t allow me to block it out as a adult Only since 10-22-2018 .! YEP SPENCER COX WELL HOPE YOU GOT 5 million to resolve my problems your creating .! In relationships, you tend to become intensely involved quickly, and stay absorbed in the relationship as long as it lasts. There may be underlying feelings of insecurity leading to your rather self-centered and ego oriented behavior. Exploring these feelings can be incredibly rewarding for you, and should be quite possible, for you have tremendous powers of regeneration and rebirth. When you learn to train your considerable energy on these socially oriented as well as personal goals, you can become a focal point for the transformation of society itself. Aspect details: RaNae’s Sun in strong sextile (within 0.3 degrees) with Pluto. Do you know how I feel today i am lost someone needs to tell me if I feel happy sad confused or emotionally hurt .? Someone must show up to tell me how I feel .? DOES OFFICER COX SEE OR IDENTIFY WITH THE MAN ATTACKING me sexually harassing ME EXCUSE ME FOR LOOKING CRAZY THATS RECIPROCATED LOVE TOWARDS THE POLICEMAN WHOS SEXUALLY ATTACKING ME IN THE JAIL HOUSE AS SOON AS THEY GOT ME ALONE THATS MY CLAIM TO THE COURTS .!

Jesus this band was so good

Such an underrated song

Oct 2023♤♡

I love this song so much ❤😂it's crazy

I remember the first time I heard this song I was going through a spout of depression and the intro walked all over me (my name is also Justin) and from that day forward its been a special song for me.

I've had a blessed life. No illness, no tragedies, no sorrows. Cool song though.

This is my very favorite Blue October album - so powerful

I played this song on repeat when my crush from high school started ghosting me. I played this on repeat for 3 days, I could not sleep. It still upsets me to this day. I miss the good times we had. Shortly after that my grandfather passed on because he had Parkinsons Disease. Then covid happened and drove my grandmother into a spiral of bipolar depression and she kept falling down the stairs and she passed on due to a brain hemorrhages due to my grandmother not knowing where she was because she had dementia. And it made me realize how important my friend was to me. Later on, right after my grandparents' death, me and my mom saw her working at a gas station. She still cares about me. She said she'll hangout and talk to me when she wasn't "busy" I never see her much anymore and I still miss her. She was my best friend I ever had. I think about it every day and I'm starting to go fucking crazy. I have tried to attempt suicide 100s of times. But I could never do it because I know it will hurt everyone I care about. My dad has been in a mental wreck since my grandparents were his parents. Life just sucks. Especially after the pandemic. Idk if things will ever get better. I just mope around all day, run a radio station...illegally because I have nothing that can make me chill. I feel lost and I think I am going to feel that way forever. 😞

This Song Reminds Me Of My Depression I Keep Secret From My Friends Because I Don't Want Them To Worry About Me