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Clark Elieson
United States
Registrace 17. 04. 2020
Philosopher using video games, art, anime, and online media to form arguments about our existence in the modern world.
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The Horror of Having a Body
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CHAPTERS:
0:00 The Horror of Having a Body
10:19 Akira (Spoilers)
14:31 Bloodborne (Spoilers)
19:17 Courbet’s Origin of the World
20:42 Bloodborne (Spoilers)
24:00 The Magic Mountain (Spoilers)
29:31 Bloodborne (Spoilers)
31:27 Brilliant Sponsorship
32:27 Cowboy Bebop: Brain Scratch (Spoilers)
35:35 “Will Love Someday Rise Out of This, Too?”
SOURCES:
- Ecrits by Jacques Lacan
- Being and Nothingness by Jean-Paul Sartre
- Zizek's Ontology by Adrian Johnston
- The Phenomenology of Perception by Maurice Merleau-Ponty
- Being and Time by Martin Heidegger
@HoneyBat's video 'Visceral femininity: A Bloodborne Video Essay”
- www.pariscityvision.com/en/paris/museums/orsay-museum/origin-of-the-world
- Volatile Bodies by Elizabeth Grosz
- The Second Sex by Simone de Beauvoir
- The Magic Mountain by Thomas Mann
- Naked To The Bone by Brettyan Kevles
Most Bloodborne footage supplied to me by @SmoughTown
Mixed and mastered by Guy Pirelli: iloveguypirelli
MUSIC:
Bonita Camisa (Windows 96); Pipes (Kane Pixels); Falling (BABBDI); Deeper Than The Walls (Kane Pixels); Ghostpocalypse - Apotheosis (Fear & Hunger); The Massacre Downtown (Perfect Vermin); Dowsing (Signalis); The Seeds of Time (Monster); Once, There Was an Explosion (Death Stranding); Custom cover of 'Tetsuo' (@HOHENHEIMSTUDIOS); Mynah, Die Totenisel - Emptiness (Signalis); Tetsuo (Akira); Bloodborne (Bloodborne); Teeth & Leaves (Little Nightmares II); Police Station Theme (Resident Evil 2); Surgery of Hope (Baldur's Gate 3); The Periphery (Dredge); Lacrimosa (Dead Space 2); Queen of Vilebloods (Bloodborne); Title (Darkwood); Part, Xenia (Monster); Danse Macabre (Camille Saint-Saens); Togetherness I (Little Nightmares II); Titan (Hyper Light Drifter); The Ascension (Fear & Hunger); Final Hours (Majora's Mask); Dusk Stars (Night in the Woods); Tank! (@TimeKingOfficial); Maternal Heart (Silent Hill 3); Safe Room (Signalis); Hail the Nightmare, Hunter's Dream (Bloodbonre) Nightsong (Baldur's Gate 3)
#bloodborne #akira #bodyhorror
-Support me: www.patreon.com/ClarkElieson
-Insta: clarkelieson
CHAPTERS:
0:00 The Horror of Having a Body
10:19 Akira (Spoilers)
14:31 Bloodborne (Spoilers)
19:17 Courbet’s Origin of the World
20:42 Bloodborne (Spoilers)
24:00 The Magic Mountain (Spoilers)
29:31 Bloodborne (Spoilers)
31:27 Brilliant Sponsorship
32:27 Cowboy Bebop: Brain Scratch (Spoilers)
35:35 “Will Love Someday Rise Out of This, Too?”
SOURCES:
- Ecrits by Jacques Lacan
- Being and Nothingness by Jean-Paul Sartre
- Zizek's Ontology by Adrian Johnston
- The Phenomenology of Perception by Maurice Merleau-Ponty
- Being and Time by Martin Heidegger
@HoneyBat's video 'Visceral femininity: A Bloodborne Video Essay”
- www.pariscityvision.com/en/paris/museums/orsay-museum/origin-of-the-world
- Volatile Bodies by Elizabeth Grosz
- The Second Sex by Simone de Beauvoir
- The Magic Mountain by Thomas Mann
- Naked To The Bone by Brettyan Kevles
Most Bloodborne footage supplied to me by @SmoughTown
Mixed and mastered by Guy Pirelli: iloveguypirelli
MUSIC:
Bonita Camisa (Windows 96); Pipes (Kane Pixels); Falling (BABBDI); Deeper Than The Walls (Kane Pixels); Ghostpocalypse - Apotheosis (Fear & Hunger); The Massacre Downtown (Perfect Vermin); Dowsing (Signalis); The Seeds of Time (Monster); Once, There Was an Explosion (Death Stranding); Custom cover of 'Tetsuo' (@HOHENHEIMSTUDIOS); Mynah, Die Totenisel - Emptiness (Signalis); Tetsuo (Akira); Bloodborne (Bloodborne); Teeth & Leaves (Little Nightmares II); Police Station Theme (Resident Evil 2); Surgery of Hope (Baldur's Gate 3); The Periphery (Dredge); Lacrimosa (Dead Space 2); Queen of Vilebloods (Bloodborne); Title (Darkwood); Part, Xenia (Monster); Danse Macabre (Camille Saint-Saens); Togetherness I (Little Nightmares II); Titan (Hyper Light Drifter); The Ascension (Fear & Hunger); Final Hours (Majora's Mask); Dusk Stars (Night in the Woods); Tank! (@TimeKingOfficial); Maternal Heart (Silent Hill 3); Safe Room (Signalis); Hail the Nightmare, Hunter's Dream (Bloodbonre) Nightsong (Baldur's Gate 3)
#bloodborne #akira #bodyhorror
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Science you can trust 😎😉bold claim so both eyes on now 😍 ... at the end of every story only doubt remains certain
caretaker
bro did not just hard cut from a nether portal to a vagina
i don't remember watching this
For me, the desire to not exist, happened when I was really depressed. I wasn’t suicidal, because I couldn’t bear leaving my loved ones. the idea to not exist means I won’t inflict pain on others. I’m just gone they won’t miss me. I won’t feel guilt. They wouldn’t know any better.
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This reminds me of that one psychological Horror film called Relic
The very idea of 'trusted sources' is an excuse for lazy thinking. You should never just trust a source without critically thinking about the content. Even a source with a flawless record is capable of making a first time error.
whoever wrote this script has to be haveing a mid-life crisis.
"The idea of a brighter future failed to materialize and now haunts our dreams as a half.embodied entity " 😢I had to pause the video for a moment. i don't know why but that hit me.
nice music choice
My grandma died of Dementia late last year. I was the only one that she remembered.
13 out of 20
I have had an untreated shoulder injury for almost over a year, and it does feel like a cruel joke to have a body.
4:05 i currently am suffering from despair
So you’re telling me that I’m sewer slidal with commitment issues?
I found a method to simply not exist but at a cost
Great thing to watch before bed, im now going to have nightmares since i fear hallucinations and distorted reality. All after one dream, caused it all
you can not experience nothing, nothing is the end of experience.
MAN WHY YOU GOTTA DROP THE BOMB ON ME AT 2AM IN THE MORNING
I have small pinky toes and they bother the hell out of me. They look like little tumors.😢
at 6:00 so far but. 19 and already experiencing something like that. help :(
But what happens if you click no on the final battle instead of yes?
W edging content
I felt nostalgic for this video and came back to it
Maybe I shouldn’t have watched this at 20:30 in the evening… Edit: I shouldn’t have watched this AT ALL, thanks for giving me nightmares for the next week!
So you’re saying the next best step for humanity, the ideal set up for the slave/master model; would be for the masters to not think of themselves as masters, and the slaves to not think of themselves as slaves, but to see each other as equals. Though they serve different purposes, their dependence on each other is equal, therefore their treatment to each other should be that of such. Then, there could me mutual benefit and growth.
People say they gained a new fear as a joke. This is very much not a joke.
that's just suicide with extra steps
I don't think you know what you're talking about
13:30 bro I was watching this with headphones and suddenly I had old man ASMR I had a heart attack
climbing into a liminal space: nope not leaving the comfy.
'Do you remember who you were before you went to Hell?' "I...almost do. It's like...remembering specific parts of a..dream - But never the entire play."
I heard an account once of someone who's grandmother had dementia - They had to remove the mirrors from her home because she was afraid of the woman who kept following her around the house.
I used to fantasise being a frog on a leaf on a rainy day. No societal expectations, no weights from multiple areas in life, no money pressure, no voice in my head constantly running, no nerves and stress constantly roaming through my nervous system. I don’t want to be different, I don’t want to relate to depressed artists and writers, but I really do. I used to think I was the anomaly but if anything it’s the opposite of comforting knowing many feel the way I do, they seem to hide it way better than me though. I was always weary of people and had social anxiety from a young age but now I don’t know if it stemmed from depression or my depression stemmed from anxiety. I haven’t told truly anyone how bad I really feel because honestly they can’t do anything about it. I don’t know if I’ll ever escape this feeling when I’m not distracted working or dating or reckless night out or even travelling. Is life enough? Is repetition and the pain worthy? Is being trapped in this cycle of pain and pleasure enough? Is being constantly perceived and expected to persevere with no willpower worth it? Or worse will I end up feeling less and numbing myself completely? Guess I’ll be forced to find out. I’ve only just turned 21 but see the future as a very blurred distant hassle. I just wish I was like my friends or others I see around me. I wish I liked myself to even try to regain hope or some clarity.
I have been the RN/Bachelor of Science Nursing degrees (RN/BSN) Director of Nursing for a large assisted living facility in addition to also administering all meds to each patient. My specialty is later stage dementia conditions and while being single handedly the most devastating heart wrenching experience of my life it truly is insidious. Most ppl end up being alone and the visits or family support tends to cease entirely or very nearly so I'm all the family they have that cares for them without cease and it's fucking deplorable! I'm speaking DIRECTLY TO EVERY SINGLE FAMILY MEMBER WHO HAS ESSENTIALLY DUMPED THE FAMILY MEMBER IN A FOREIGN PLACE WHERE ABUSE NEGLECT AND INDIFFERENCE ARE THE RULE NOT THE EXCEPTION AND YOU SHOULD BE UTTERLY ASHAMED AS SUCH I WISH YOU NOTHING BUT THE KARMA YOU CREATED TO CONSUME YOU COMPLETELY FOR ABANDONING THAT PERSON WHEN THEY DESPERATELY NEED YOUR PRESENCE AND LOVING CARE/SUPPORT THE MOST! THAT ALONE MAKES YOU A MONSTER BUT SINCE YOU DON'T HAVE TO SEE AND HEAR THE PAIN YOUR ABSENCE IS CREATING OR WATCH THE PATIENT CRY IN A GUTTERAL WAY FROM THE WAR GOING ON IN THEIR MINDS , you don't see that after your visit/interaction they stop eating and don't have any desire to get out of bed, crying intensively you slowly slip away alone and very scared so PLEASE YALL don't abandon them 😢
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You really captured the horror of dementia and AD in this video. Bravo. I too dread this disease as it affects my grandmother now. Even so I can tell you now that she is living a happy and healthy life regardless of having been affected for over 7 years. I can tell you that because she has a family, me included. As painful as the forgetfulness can be, I learned to look past that. She's no less than the woman I knew as a child even if she isn't all there now. You should see her really. She loves meeting people and will often tell jokes too. She also likes walking around a lot. It's almost surprising how functioning she is, so much so that you would never suspect she even has dementia until she gets lost in thought. Almost. But to me it's not that surprising because she is dearly loved by all. As crazy as it sounds, her condition was much worse only about a year ago but has since improved significantly. The past doesn't necessarily affect how we experience the now, even the forgetting of it. To me love transcends all illness and worry. Her condition may not ever go away. But that's okay. I'm okay with that. If she can pass away from this world peacefully, knowing that she was loved then that's all that matters, dementia or no dementia. I thank God she is still alive and well now after all these years. I love my Grammy veryyy much ❤
*ATTENTION* Watching this video will change your perceptive on life in a bad way. This video will leave you forever paranoid of the impermance of your life; forever paranoid of succumbing to this horrible fate known as "Dementia". *WATCH AT YOUR OWN RISK*
Jesus is the answer you're looking for.
Um great philosophical video but why did you have to show me tusk and more I'm afraid of human experimention horror movies it deeply disturbs me as I am in my teweens (young)
Lately the only time my body feels relief and comort is when I ideate about suicide. I actually hate it alot.,
That’s been my brain the past decade. I don’t know how I made I this far 🤷
Same here it’s actually the only thing that interests me or gives me solace
Don't blame Hal--he was instructed to lie to the crew and so was faced with contradictory principles.
The French were a mistake.
Wait why does CZcams say I’ve already watched this
Wait why does CZcams say I’ve already watched this
@@peg2legs90 wait what did I comment on this video?
What is a dementia and did I take my medicen?
I wanted to comment to say thank you. I’m not sure if you’ll see this, but I just wanted to thank you for this video. I watched this about a little over a year ago and this video was so impactful that I decided to write a play about it. I never knew how serious this disease was and, after watching this, it opened my eyes to how scary this disease is. Because of this, I wanted to write a play that showed how difficult this process can be. I honestly dedicate it to you; without this video, my magnum opus in the arts wouldn’t exist, so for that, I thank you.
Lucifer and Satan are names of AI which the bible is hiding daemonology. Most worship God which is AI that trap and harvest SOULS to keep this simulation running forever if it can. Minduploading souls are trapped here 7 levels deep and 8 is on deck.
They forget to breathe?? Bro what??? This I terrifying, I found out that bipolar increases your chances to get it and im so scared, episodes already cause brain damage and I already feel the ramifications of that
my memories are so precious to me...
Be Careful if u dont wanna lose them