Ex-Ketamine Addict On Spending £10,000 In A Weekend & Facing Death | Honesty Box

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  • čas přidán 14. 06. 2024
  • In this episode of Honesty Box we talked to Thomas Delaney, who is a recovering drug addict and a public speaker and activist.
    Thom gave honest answers to all questions about drug addiction, including how much he has spent on drugs in a day, the lowest point of his addiction and what should you do if someone you love is struggling with addiction.
    Thank you so much to Thom for taking part!
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  • @mitchellmckee9287
    @mitchellmckee9287 Před 8 měsíci +94

    Thomas is a great guy. He was my boss when I volunteered with the Marie Trust in Glasgow, which is a charity which specialises in working with vulnerable people. A lot of people who came into the café for a cheap meal would be homeless and/or struggling with addiction. It's great to see he's been given a platform to share his story and to continue helping so many people. I learned a lot from him !

    • @IsYourJobSafeFromAI
      @IsYourJobSafeFromAI Před 8 měsíci +3

      Madness. CZcams comments can be positive.

    • @FPG21-ys2bo
      @FPG21-ys2bo Před 7 měsíci +1

      The fact he was ur “boss” from the story he just told us is crazy, what a turn around

  • @bluejayway19
    @bluejayway19 Před 7 měsíci +57

    As a ketamine addict I relate to everything this man is saying. All the emotional pain , the physical ie the bladder issues. I was passing out chunks of bladder lining and it’s so horrible and so difficult. I’m so glad he’s recovering and I hope I reach that point too.

    • @markwilkinson1603
      @markwilkinson1603 Před 7 měsíci

      You got this ❤

    • @jamesreid343
      @jamesreid343 Před 7 měsíci +1

      Sending love dude 💖 stay strong

    • @laurenwilkie3254
      @laurenwilkie3254 Před 7 měsíci +1

      Sending love and support your way, you got this!! 💕

    • @MA-zg2pz
      @MA-zg2pz Před 7 měsíci +1

      ❤❤❤

    • @KingDomsKingdom85
      @KingDomsKingdom85 Před 7 měsíci

      Please be careful, passing bits of your bladder is worrying. Genuinely wishing you the best with your addiction.

  • @ScouseThanos
    @ScouseThanos Před 7 měsíci +37

    I get 2 years clean from ketamine an Xanax next month, and everything he said about ket is right. That dissociation from humanity and not caring about anything is dangerous because as humans we need social interaction with other humans, great share.. powerful! X

    • @hotgirlmess
      @hotgirlmess Před 4 měsíci +1

      Wow that's amazing! I don't know you but I'm really proud of you! That's no small feat.

    • @youhatethetruth4113
      @youhatethetruth4113 Před měsícem

      Question pls.. is keta addictive alot? I want to try it to help me with 30 years old depressed mood.. thank you for any tips

    • @ScouseThanos
      @ScouseThanos Před měsícem

      @@youhatethetruth4113 it’s a psychologically addicting drug, like the body doesn’t crave it not like say alcohol or heroin, buts it is a dangerous drug I would not recommend trying it, even for depression there’s a lot more easier things to do for depression

  • @nadiabarrett5195
    @nadiabarrett5195 Před 7 měsíci +4

    I'm so glad you are well again! Thank you for being so honest, especially about the nitty-gritty bladder stuff ...this is the kind of detail that's needed. You advise about what is hardest and also best about being sober is spot on. Wise man.

  • @nilsanarvaez7947
    @nilsanarvaez7947 Před 8 měsíci +8

    Wow what a transformation! He makes an excellent speaker! Congratulations! 👏👏👏👏 That picture of him when he was using was a shocker.

  • @jordanclackfitness1941
    @jordanclackfitness1941 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Incredible information and a sign of hope for people who are in the lowest of the lows, in similar situations!

  • @ETGOTHOME7
    @ETGOTHOME7 Před 7 měsíci +8

    Well done you for having the balls to stand up and help other people. Well done x❤

  • @jamesreid343
    @jamesreid343 Před 7 měsíci +7

    "I was happy to die" this rings very true. I feel like I would benefit from doing this. Sending love man. Would love to speak about how heavy things got for me.

  • @octa_fan
    @octa_fan Před 8 měsíci +25

    Recovering Ket addict here - thanks for sharing your story! Especially the bladder/kidney problems, which aren’t discussed enough. I was admitted multiple times and came close to dying from near kidney failure, I have developed a fistula between my reproductive & urinary tracts, and when I relapsed it only took a couple of uses before I was hospitalized as my kidneys started failing again. Even after a year of clean/recovery time, my kidneys couldn’t cope - and I know that if I use again I’d be risking organ failure. It’s a helpful bit of knowledge for keeping me on track lol. Happy to answer questions

    • @bb-zt8ve
      @bb-zt8ve Před 8 měsíci +1

      why do you think you got addicted to ket instead of another substance like alcohol, coke or painkillers?

    • @LozzaTx
      @LozzaTx Před 7 měsíci

      Wishing you well 🫶 I’m a recovering addict, alcohol & painkillers were my vices. It’s definitely easier to stay sober than to get sober that’s for sure❤

    • @Pixal_media
      @Pixal_media Před 7 měsíci

      how often were you using honestly? to gauge if its happening to me? thanks sending love

    • @simonhill6267
      @simonhill6267 Před 3 měsíci

      Haven't heard of kidney failure from ketamine, but bladder cystitis instead. What was your official diagnosis?

    • @sarpsays
      @sarpsays Před 2 měsíci

      What was your use pattern like, dose/frequency if you don't mind me asking?

  • @jonntischnabel
    @jonntischnabel Před 7 měsíci +15

    There's no feeling like your first hit. Coke, crack, heroin. The problem is, you try to recreate that feeling, and it's never quite the same. I spent 18 years as a crack addict. And 8 on heroin as well. I'd estimate I spent between 300k and 500k. I'm now in recovery and it's not easy. Props to you for making this video. ❤

    • @liamhgd581
      @liamhgd581 Před 7 měsíci

      Keep it man. Fuck the nay sayers

    • @jamesreid343
      @jamesreid343 Před 7 měsíci +1

      Heavy bro. Recovering snowballer here. X

    • @teddy3761
      @teddy3761 Před 29 dny

      That wasn't my experience

  • @LozzaTx
    @LozzaTx Před 8 měsíci +4

    Thank you for sharing your story ❤

  • @MrMcChuckles95
    @MrMcChuckles95 Před 7 měsíci +4

    That stuff he's saying about Westminster hits home. Scotland gets called out every year for the rate of drug deaths, and we have no ability to change the laws and give people the help they need.

  • @lucashartley5455
    @lucashartley5455 Před 8 měsíci +175

    8k on cocaine in two days is like sniffing a gram an hour every hour for 48hrs and there not a chance

    • @louisilic666
      @louisilic666 Před 8 měsíci +49

      Sniffed half a g on his first ever try in one sniff apparently too 😂

    • @lrice439
      @lrice439 Před 8 měsíci +27

      Obviously never tried crack

    • @peterdomek601
      @peterdomek601 Před 8 měsíci +2

      😂😅 I'm guessing he never owned/used whales

    • @jameswallace5235
      @jameswallace5235 Před 8 měsíci +24

      Ametur. I've seen people do 5 grams in 10 minutes.

    • @jameswallace5235
      @jameswallace5235 Před 8 měsíci

      @@louisilic666 That's easy as fuck. lol you lot have never had a proper sesh. Sit back down.

  • @jaylad16
    @jaylad16 Před 7 měsíci +4

    My brother was a ketamine addict and had to have surgery in London at the bladder cancer hospital to repair his bladder luckily he's on the mend now.

  • @alex2980
    @alex2980 Před 8 měsíci

    Thanks for sharing Thomas.

  • @perhapsshellliveafterall
    @perhapsshellliveafterall Před 8 měsíci +13

    I understand. 18 months sober here, alcohol was my DOC but there was a time where ketamine played a big part, it was enjoyable at the time because of its massively dissociative effect, i didn't want to feel or be alive, ketamine allowed me to to live in a dream instead.. lots of old friends got addicted to the stuff too but it was alcohol that almost took me out.. anway, glad you made it through and that you're here to pass on the message of recovery. ❤✌

    • @jamesreid343
      @jamesreid343 Před 7 měsíci +1

      Relate!

    • @stephenduke412
      @stephenduke412 Před 7 měsíci +2

      22 grand Mal seizures in 8 years from Alcohol withdrawal
      6 and a half years sober now
      THANKS 2 MY JACK RUSSELL
      PANCHO ❤️
      THE worst day I've had SOBER
      (Yet to have a bad day) is better than any day I had as a DRINKING MAN.
      Recovered alcoholic 😊

  • @TomTomLo1
    @TomTomLo1 Před 7 měsíci +9

    First line was a half g? Grew up in London with that accent? £7k between 2 in a weekend, so 20-35 grams each? None of this is adding up yet.

    • @chrislaing1395
      @chrislaing1395 Před 15 dny

      Lived in London more than half my life, back in Scotland, never lost my accent. Regarding the amounts, you never met a real coke addict who has the cash to splash? Shit's sooo damn fiendish. This is the reason the ones without the cash go off robbing people and doing other desperate things, then they end up on crack, which is even worse - but cheap for a short-acting hit. Cokeheads with money will do crack too, even seek it out. Believe me, this story adds up.

  • @rachael.b890
    @rachael.b890 Před 8 měsíci +12

    So inspiring to hear your story and how you made it out. Addiction sucks. I started out on ket and was addicted from the ages of 18-21. I have ended up with a massive hole in my septum which kind of sucks! Managed to get away from it by moving to Australia for a few years.

  • @bradmca2022
    @bradmca2022 Před 7 měsíci +1

    He's a very enlightened person for sure

  • @syddog44
    @syddog44 Před 7 měsíci +5

    There's no escape life hits hard, you've just got to face up to reality with a clear mind there's no other way I'm afraid. Being sober doesn't make life easy, but life plus drugs makes life impossible.

    • @richwebster117
      @richwebster117 Před 7 měsíci +1

      No, I totally disagree - and I would be very afraid if life post drugs was miserable. It does not have to be. If you embrace the solution by doing the right things with the right intentions, life does get not only bearable, but pleasureable too. I think what you mean is that life will constantly throw things at you regardless of using or not, but recovery enables you to make the right choices and deal with life on lifes terms without fear. As always, we have a choice - we can eithher live in the problem, or the solution.

  • @Mizztree23
    @Mizztree23 Před 8 měsíci +6

    You looking amazing.. well done for ditching the ket and teaching others ❤ you the man ❤️

  • @dozzszz
    @dozzszz Před 7 měsíci +3

    36 grams??!?!!! I am very happy too see you have kicked it. Strugling myself at the moment not with ket but other substance. You are an inspiration i hope you see this brother!

  • @etziowingeler3173
    @etziowingeler3173 Před 6 dny

    Thanks for sharing

  • @jacko9739
    @jacko9739 Před 7 měsíci +2

    What a guy. Fair play

  • @zxr-cade2026
    @zxr-cade2026 Před 8 měsíci +12

    I believe drugs should be legalised why because not only would it massively decrease the value but most importantly would stop people from taking them, Thomas is a very good man who finally managed to drag himself away from the dangers of Ket and Coke, respect to you Tom

    • @deebo5474
      @deebo5474 Před 8 měsíci +3

      Wtf are you talking about. Explain specifically how legalising drugs would stop people taking them, please explain

    • @queenofthebutterflies5212
      @queenofthebutterflies5212 Před 8 měsíci +2

      I'm 100% with you. NOTHING will stop people from taking drugs.

    • @painpatientsaddiction3640
      @painpatientsaddiction3640 Před 8 měsíci +3

      💯 drugs should be decriminalized

    • @dlcchannel8881
      @dlcchannel8881 Před 7 měsíci +1

      The guy got a point, he may not stated his view in the right way but unfortunately is obvious that people would never stop to engage with substances and the whole shaming and criminalizing don't work at all and create a huge business for gangs, mafia etc . And that make so much more damage on top with territorial dispute, deaths and the substances are dirty,filthy and full of bad cut agent that damage more than the drug itself. with decriminalization, proper regulation, will help in so many way and there is proof with Portugal. Instead of shaming and isolating the user (that is proved to be more harmless) you reintroduce whoever is struggling in society, handing over a hand instead of striking them with it and through therapy you find the cause for the self medication and the reason why the feel uncomfortable with them self sober. Also the tax paid from legal substances bought not from gangs but from the government, clean and regulated, could be use to whatever need urgent funding. I can keep going why will work but what is obvious to everybody is that how the drug abuse is been approached isn't working and his spirals down day after day. Inform yourself and others and stop the judging coz everyone at the end of the day is struggling with something

    • @steffanelvy4153
      @steffanelvy4153 Před 7 měsíci

      look at portugal since they decriminalised drugs usage has gone down@@deebo5474

  • @ianlamb1910
    @ianlamb1910 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Great hair in fairness 👏

  • @adamschannelofallsorts2190
    @adamschannelofallsorts2190 Před 8 měsíci +5

    I have been on cocaine half of my life I had my first bag 1g on my 18th birthday I'm now 36 and lost everything apart from being still alive..........i can not wait to be clean the day will soon come........thanks for sharing your story and well done for fighting your demons

    • @adamschannelofallsorts2190
      @adamschannelofallsorts2190 Před 8 měsíci +1

      If love to share my story to try and help myself and other people

    • @sacredpalms33
      @sacredpalms33 Před 8 měsíci +4

      You will be clean brother. I will pray for you. I've been there myself.

    • @adamschannelofallsorts2190
      @adamschannelofallsorts2190 Před 8 měsíci +1

      @@sacredpalms33 thanks bro means the world 💞

    • @purpleaki1277
      @purpleaki1277 Před 8 měsíci +2

      @@adamschannelofallsorts2190 bro I spent 2 decades in heavy use, taking anything and everything and was a right greedy bastard with it, been clean 7 and half years. Trust me you will get clean if you want to and when you want to it's far far easier. Good luck and stay strong 💪💪💪

    • @user-hl6gs5os2e
      @user-hl6gs5os2e Před 8 měsíci +1

      Self awareness and intrinsic motivation are step one, so you already in step 2. Keep going you will make it

  • @BrownGeorge-pw2xo
    @BrownGeorge-pw2xo Před 7 měsíci +13

    Fentanyl addiction actually destroyed my life for over 6 years. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 2 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

    • @CristiandlfDeval
      @CristiandlfDeval Před 7 měsíci +1

      Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine,alcohol and cigarettes.And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.

    • @NicoleCtirad
      @NicoleCtirad Před 7 měsíci

      Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Netherland. Really need!

    • @SandraJulia-lw3kd
      @SandraJulia-lw3kd Před 7 měsíci

      Yes very sure of Dr.benshrooms

    • @nicholda436
      @nicholda436 Před 7 měsíci

      Yes very sure of Dr.benshrooms

    • @ReflexiveBeef
      @ReflexiveBeef Před 6 měsíci +2

      ​@@NicoleCtiradyou've got to be kidding, Netherlands is mushroom capital of the world

  • @johnblyth9787
    @johnblyth9787 Před 6 měsíci

    To talk to another person with a problem, the best way is share your own journey. Tell about your time of useing or drinking first. Then tell of your sober time. This way they will get identification and know you have been there. They will be far more likely to listen to you this way

  • @themarinman8339
    @themarinman8339 Před 5 měsíci

    There’s definitely a correlation between giving up an addiction and growing your hair. From personal experience, I broke the chains of alcoholism and didn’t cut my hair for 2 years…it kinda grew with recovery

    • @IssacLHunt
      @IssacLHunt Před 5 měsíci

      @@kjqughehiuohguiog ⚠SPASTIC POST ALERT⚠

  • @sarahsemmar1628
    @sarahsemmar1628 Před 14 dny

    thank you for your vulnerability

  • @adamheeley285
    @adamheeley285 Před 4 měsíci

    I don't understand how anyone can be a heroin addict. I tried doing a few T3's and I couldn't stop itching. It was so ANNYOING! I couldn't even feel the buzz because of it.

  • @mysoullovessoul558
    @mysoullovessoul558 Před 7 měsíci +3

    Well he's obviously been through hell and survived, but I got to say your hair just looks so good and healthy. Giving me 80's Michael Hutchence.

  • @alpeaceandlove
    @alpeaceandlove Před 8 měsíci

    drugs work but its a curse peace and love man

  • @chimerachrist4300
    @chimerachrist4300 Před 3 měsíci

    this is is important

  • @clivemathieu9386
    @clivemathieu9386 Před 7 dny

    You can become and addict without any trauma. Chemicals are strong

  • @simonoliver6393
    @simonoliver6393 Před 5 dny

    Addiction is a choice you make. Rather than seek help, you choose a 'poison'. Unfortunately, it is too common & is weakness. You need to reach your pain before choosing addiction. It's a mockery to people who genuinely have no quality of life & still carry on.

  • @King4s
    @King4s Před 7 měsíci

    So how do one continue his life with out drugs, when the pain is so unbeliveble, that he can only think of how to end his life to make it stop, or have a drug that can relieve that pain.

  • @ITzKaix
    @ITzKaix Před 7 měsíci +7

    7k on cocaine for the weekend? what a load of bollocks😂

  • @n4ht4n80
    @n4ht4n80 Před 7 měsíci +1

    See I never thought of ket as a drug you could even get addicted to. Usually taking ket in raves and clubs and unless your doing that every night, which is unlikely, I woudlnt of even thought you’d wanna be taking it just on a regular day. Scary and sad

  • @liamhgd581
    @liamhgd581 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Never shared my experience. But i was addicted to meow, md and jwh. I started taking them when i was roughly 13 stopped at roughly 23-24. But where people are saying they have all picked there lifes up after. Take my word for it. Sometimes it wrecks u for life . Wether its physcially or mentally. Unfortunately i have been wrecked in both manners and trying to get the help needed in the u.k is a nightmare. Wether its for the drug abuse or wether its to get the help to stay clean because u just cant get life together no matter how much u try.
    Id recommend anyone whos taking drugs to look at there actions take a step back and ask yourself is that the you, you are happy with ? To also remember that evan if u sort yourself out drug wise that could very well be your life done. No friends no family. The lonelyness that stems from that is a killer. I wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy. As in reality it has turned me into a vile and dangerous person. To the point that im aware of this so i just hide myself away from the world.
    Hope u guys can learn from my experience.

    • @LeoliCat
      @LeoliCat Před 7 měsíci

      What is jwh please?

    • @liamhgd581
      @liamhgd581 Před 7 měsíci +1

      @@LeoliCat it what they was putting on spice when it 1st come around ( been used alot longer than that thou) . In reality it's a pretty safe drug. It's just the people who was making spice had no idea what they was doing and was adding way way way to much of it to what ever plant matter they chose to use. Edit: just because I say it's pretty safe I wouldn't recommend anyone try it as it's highly addictive and very easy to mess up the waights. Wich is when people start dying
      It also has bit of a sketchy use that I'm not willing to go into here as there are messed up people out there who will use it for that purpose without a doubt. It's been done before it will be done again

    • @LeoliCat
      @LeoliCat Před 7 měsíci

      @@liamhgd581 Thanks for the reply friend! I hope you're doing better now.

  • @oneiyyar
    @oneiyyar Před 7 měsíci +4

    If you had half a gram in one first time I’m gonna bet on that being the pubbiest pub grub known to man

  • @Lysergic2406
    @Lysergic2406 Před 8 měsíci +1

    I recognise him, is he from the guy from the vice doc?

  • @HA-fx5bw
    @HA-fx5bw Před 8 měsíci +2

    I have went to 3 ketamine appointments at a ketamine clinic. I think its medicinal under the right circumstances.

    • @KB88_
      @KB88_ Před 8 měsíci +1

      Definitely medicinal but super harmful when abused

  • @imrollinb1500
    @imrollinb1500 Před 12 dny

    That’s mental mate

  • @BedriddenRiddims
    @BedriddenRiddims Před 7 měsíci +2

    I used to do K regularly at university, I basically did it instead of drinking- far cheaper and wears off very quickly. The trick is though to only take little bits, avoid that K-hole and it's just like you are drunk. I hate k-holes but little bumps keeping you at a good level was nice for me.
    But when I first tried K I hated it.

    • @mrkiplingreallywasanexceed8311
      @mrkiplingreallywasanexceed8311 Před 7 měsíci

      Agreed - K holes are not fun - always made me feel incredibly self conscious, like so extreme it caused me pain. I would always be thinking as I went under "what do I look like" and "I bet people are laughing" just all that stuff....nah, not my cup of tea at all....

    • @BedriddenRiddims
      @BedriddenRiddims Před 7 měsíci

      @@mrkiplingreallywasanexceed8311 I do remember laughing at people looking weird during K-holes, while I was on a nice level

  • @nigeh5326
    @nigeh5326 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Worst part of being clean of speed for 10 years has been boredom. When I was using speed I was happy on my own I could always find some pointless thing to do. Now I’m on my own and bored a lot of the time.
    I took it for 15 years and did crazy things.
    I’m not talking meth btw but uk speed which was dexamphetamine base.

    • @jennsimpson_backup3333
      @jennsimpson_backup3333 Před 7 měsíci +1

      Like the paste stuff? I remember being really shocked first time I saw it like that, heroin and benzos were my thing, but being in that world you see stuff.
      I've been clean since 2017, and that sort os speed was already hard to get at that point (base, I think that's what its called)
      Never heard of anyone selling crystal meth, thank fuck. Can't imagine the nightmare it would be introducing that stuff into already decimated communities. Xanax was becoming thing, more people I know died from that than heroin. 3 in a ten day period at one point
      I'm so, so so grateful to be clean 🖤

    • @nigeh5326
      @nigeh5326 Před 7 měsíci

      @@jennsimpson_backup3333
      Yep base the putty like stuff that people would say put it in the fridge it needs to be damp. But the damp was from the chemicals they made it with. If it was dried out it was just as potent but could be snorted although I usually had it in a wrap no taste then.
      I tried other stuff weed, E, acid, special K, codeine, coke, valium and had dia morphine (heroin) and morphine in hospital after a bad bike crash.
      Meth wasn’t a thing in the UK until recently thankfully.
      After I quit and got my head clear I managed to get an appointment where I was diagnosed with ADHD which explained why I liked speed.
      Now I enjoy a can of beer and once in a blue moon a spliff and life is way better. I am prescribed extended release methylphenidate for my. ADHD and that works for me. If I’m honest I do miss speed occasionally but it led me to dark places I wouldn’t want to go back to.

    • @RustyVaperGameplay
      @RustyVaperGameplay Před měsícem

      I used to take speed... I once organised the canned soup in the order of which they would come if they had a race, but I based the results on taste.

    • @RustyVaperGameplay
      @RustyVaperGameplay Před měsícem

      @@jennsimpson_backup3333 Yeah because xannies get cut with shit.

  • @jimmock
    @jimmock Před 7 měsíci +4

    Who snorts cocaine from a bag

  • @koont666
    @koont666 Před 8 měsíci

    From a heavy user of trumpet 🎺 in the ninetys,i can honestly say the gear i was getting in London was uncut,and the most i did was share a quarter with a mate 3 days seriously, proper gear 💯💪

  • @GettheFouttahere74
    @GettheFouttahere74 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Luckily for him the coke was probably of low’ish’ purity, anything higher than 25/35 percent when sniffing those amounts, you would surely be flatlining

  • @AshSmash123
    @AshSmash123 Před 7 měsíci +2

    I understand how people can get addicted to Ketamine. But ive took it for years and never had a problem with it as such. Being an alcoholic, i actually find ketamine beneficial for those days off alcohol and puts me on the right track to want complete abstinence from alcohol. I still take K in moderation and now dont drink alcohol, so its worked wonders for me.

    • @triple_gem_shining
      @triple_gem_shining Před 5 měsíci +2

      Taking something for years and not being addicted don't go together bub

    • @stevenblackford8379
      @stevenblackford8379 Před 3 měsíci

      How much is moderation like a gram a month or 2?/

    • @lrrrruleroftheplanetomicro6881
      @lrrrruleroftheplanetomicro6881 Před 3 měsíci

      @@triple_gem_shining Your doc wouldn't say that about most psych meds.
      And I won't say that about tea. Also I'm pretty sure I like tea better than Ketamine.

  • @tubeofnoob4683
    @tubeofnoob4683 Před 7 měsíci +1

    I think the most I've had is around 3 grand in a night. I was addicted to cocaine, heroine, crack and fentanyl in 2015. One of my best friends who got in to the depths with me is now dead and I'm still paying off debt I acquired. Going on 8 years clean now and I have no worries of ever relapsing. All in all I know around 17 people who have died from drugs.

  • @NarcoticZombie
    @NarcoticZombie Před 12 dny

    I will never understand why people love ket, I've never really enjoyed it unless I mixed it with other drugs

  • @n4ht4n80
    @n4ht4n80 Před 7 měsíci

    5:09 crazy I’m just gonna take ket for a few weeks and try and get my body fat down

  • @SipzCdj-Google
    @SipzCdj-Google Před 2 měsíci

    I have a coke issue, i do it because of bordom
    (i live in Spain) its boring here & i dont drink. Its healthier living than london for healing.
    Now after a long time, i can just stop and start whenever i like. Thats not great but when you put it into the terms of 'every day' compared to 'once a month' ... For me this is my method of getting clean, i like this way because i no longer crave it or anything... Its more like if i fancy a day of sorting out the house & singing 🤷🏼😶‍🌫️😅

  • @dan-syndrome5883
    @dan-syndrome5883 Před 8 měsíci +6

    Me and my mate used to do k all the time back in 2007 . we did it so we would k hole . ended up doing gram lines and sometimes just fucked our heads up lol. woudent ever touch it again but was pretty fucking mental times and some mad trips wont forget. REGRETTAMIN

    • @bravo2966
      @bravo2966 Před 8 měsíci +1

      Why did you add the word 'lol' after 'fucked our heads up'? (Genuine question).

    • @dan-syndrome5883
      @dan-syndrome5883 Před 8 měsíci

      we did get in some funny ol situations @@bravo2966

    • @bravo2966
      @bravo2966 Před 8 měsíci +2

      @@oioi8745f Oh, you seem to have misunderstood. I was asking him, not you. Hope that clears it up for you.

    • @dan-syndrome5883
      @dan-syndrome5883 Před 8 měsíci

      @@bravo2966 yeh as he said, i was reminiscing

    • @bravo2966
      @bravo2966 Před 8 měsíci

      @@dan-syndrome5883 I see, I suppose we sometimes look upon even our greatest hardships with a smile. Thanks for answering.

  • @sallyflanders1608
    @sallyflanders1608 Před 17 dny

    My 27-yr old bf died from an overdose 2 months ago. Drowned in a pool after mixing nicotine, alcohol, Xanax, muscle relaxer, and ketamine. Let me tell you: was a zombie and severely depressed from childhood trauma. Refused to go to rehab or talk to a therapist.
    But, within the span of two years--he wet the bed overnight 3 times. Yes 3. Moreover, he had chronic bladder, pee, constipation, and incontinent issues. Ketamine is no joke!!!!!!

  • @mattkaz9604
    @mattkaz9604 Před 4 měsíci +1

    Good lord, an ounce in a day. If someone gave me a free quarter ounce on the agreement that I'd use it all in a day I'd have to say no - it must feel utterly depraved.

  • @charlotterobson6860
    @charlotterobson6860 Před 8 měsíci +18

    Yeah being in recovery makes you realise how many people are alcoholics.

    • @painpatientsaddiction3640
      @painpatientsaddiction3640 Před 8 měsíci +3

      People don't realize that Alcohol is a drug

    • @isotopiary
      @isotopiary Před 8 měsíci +1

      Is true. Alcohol is the only drug that people think there’s something wrong if you don’t partake.

    • @painpatientsaddiction3640
      @painpatientsaddiction3640 Před 8 měsíci +1

      @@isotopiary your absolutely right 💯

    • @megapop1976
      @megapop1976 Před 7 měsíci

      Alcohol is not a drug, it’s a drink. That’s why it’s legal.

    • @charlotterobson6860
      @charlotterobson6860 Před 7 měsíci

      its literally a drug in drink form. Just because its legal doesn't mean its not a drug, Do people drink alcohol when they're thirsty? Its for the mind altering effect. @@megapop1976

  • @SpanielRacing2
    @SpanielRacing2 Před 7 měsíci +5

    *STOP CENSORING BASIC SWEARWORDS*
    This is an *ADULT* topic, so *stop* treating the audience like children.

    • @forestprophet
      @forestprophet Před 7 měsíci

      CZcams guidelines

    • @SpanielRacing2
      @SpanielRacing2 Před 7 měsíci

      @@forestprophet *No* it isn’t, see Ladbible’s earlier interviews with people, there was no swearing censored at all before, now they have started doing it.
      What really wound me up about either this video, or another recent video about a man who was a heroin addict is that he said “can I swear?” and the female interviewer replies “sure, no problem”, then it’s blanked out. It’s so pathetic. If you’ve produced many videos where swearing was no issue, why suddenly start censoring. It’s got absolutely nothing to do with ‘CZcams guidelines’, as there are millions of videos which contain swearing.

  • @straightouttacornwall
    @straightouttacornwall Před 7 měsíci

    I understand addictions but I can never understand ketamine addiction. I have tried it on several occassions in my raving days and its awful. It doesn't feel nice, in fact quite the opposite

    • @lrrrruleroftheplanetomicro6881
      @lrrrruleroftheplanetomicro6881 Před 3 měsíci

      Yeah, been irregularly taking low doses for depression for years. Neither nice nor awful, pretty middle-y for me.
      And the 28 grams he did in a day would last me about a decade.

  • @oldschool8432
    @oldschool8432 Před 8 měsíci

    Darn this is depressing

  • @benybe123
    @benybe123 Před 8 měsíci +2

    6st is 38kg, must be wrong
    Just seen his photo at 5:10 horrific weight loss

    • @sdg9695
      @sdg9695 Před 7 měsíci

      6st is wild!! He looks of a bit of a bigger build to me too and I got down to 45kg at my worst.
      Now im about 60kg and id class that as a healthy weight for me

  • @Vikki_G_
    @Vikki_G_ Před 7 měsíci +2

    Remember taking ket once, i actually thought it was a line of coke in my drunken state. Worst things ever... I was huddled on the sofa watching my curtains morph into strange thing's and dodgy kaleidoscope colours. Tried to go gor a wee, took me 20 minutes to walk up the stairs, I felt like Mr Softy. 3 steps forward 10 steps back, never again, I much prefer to be in control of all of my faculties now. DON'T DO DRUGS KIDS FFS!!

    • @steelearmstrong9616
      @steelearmstrong9616 Před 7 měsíci +1

      I don’t understand how and why anyone would want to do drugs where you have no control. Uppers I understand

    • @Vikki_G_
      @Vikki_G_ Před 7 měsíci +1

      @@steelearmstrong9616 I completely agree, it wasn't a fun experience in anyway, shape or form. Infact that was my first and last. Being totally out of your own control was incredibly scary.

    • @steelearmstrong9616
      @steelearmstrong9616 Před 7 měsíci +1

      @@Vikki_G_ Everyone of us is wired differently so I do understand that. No one is better than anyone else. You don’t get to pick and choose who you are in life. No one in the history of human existence can take credit for anything in life. All your achievements, success, looks, personality, negative experiences, IQ and all your hard work, all come from chance and luck. From chance and luck you get your genetics your dna. From that you get all the good and bad experiences that come your way in life. You are not who you think you are. You are not that person that you see in the mirror. In order to live life, you have to drop the character you are playing. In order to do that you have to let go of the ego. Tomorrow is not promised. Tomorrow does not exist. Everything we do is out of fear and love. We are all on the same sinking boat and in the end nothing matters. Today is all we have. Wishing you well Vikki_G_ ❤

    • @Vikki_G_
      @Vikki_G_ Před 7 měsíci +1

      @@steelearmstrong9616 Amen x

  • @Whuttheskel
    @Whuttheskel Před 2 měsíci +1

    10k in ket
    In one weekend
    You were getting ripped off if that's what you were buying it for

  • @teddy3761
    @teddy3761 Před 29 dny

    How did he have the funds

  • @terranaxiomuk
    @terranaxiomuk Před 7 měsíci

    The most i did was probably over the space of a week. About 10 ecstasy pills, about an 0z of weed. A gram of speed, alcohol and me and my mates shared a sheet of lsd tabs. I had a fking good time 😂.

  • @solyluna3345
    @solyluna3345 Před 7 měsíci

  • @The_New_Abnormal_World_Order

    In my mind ket feels like such a dirty drug. I find it bizarre that it is now being prescribed to treat mental illness.

  • @papaspears5035
    @papaspears5035 Před 7 měsíci +2

    I wentbin K hole for the first time (done it 4 tines in my life) I went into my death and ut was terrifying. I was dead. I had to realise that. Lu kill I wasn't and I came round but I'll never touch the stuff again. I find it crazy how you can get addicted to it. Glad I found this story because I'll be urging my mates to stay away from it in future.

  • @wra7h
    @wra7h Před 7 měsíci +1

    How do these addicts always have so much money?

    • @jt3963
      @jt3963 Před 3 měsíci

      I earn money from my jod as a forestmachine driver. I am opioid addict so it was easy for me to kerp it secret. And i am much more effective on opioids than without because i have chronic pain. Been using drugs that i am prescriped for 20 years. I tried to stop but my pain is too much to handle without opioids. But i am very happy and i think i will continue to live like this. I just don’t see reason to stop.

  • @davidhopkins848
    @davidhopkins848 Před 8 měsíci

    Been in kholes after 0.5 g straight to the brain cooked off the pan it was amazing and scary asf at the same time ive dabled with it a few times nd tbh i prefer to be on rocket fuel nd other stimulates mephedrone is what started my 11 year madness ive done narcotics every way ya can also turned into a selfish pr#ck im clean nd did have a mad relapse on the pure one night and it made me realise im tired of that life now aint done any since so to all the addicts out there i feel ur pain nd the using can end but the mind games dont its one hell of a battle stay strong

  • @hmalik5232
    @hmalik5232 Před 7 měsíci +2

    I love ket

    • @heatono5355
      @heatono5355 Před 7 měsíci

      please get some help brother

    • @hmalik5232
      @hmalik5232 Před 5 měsíci

      @@heatono5355 don’t need it

  • @mendaciousreality8459
    @mendaciousreality8459 Před měsícem

    4:28 if you’ve done something thousands of times then say “I never enjoyed any of those experiences” is just ridiculous

  • @RustyVaperGameplay
    @RustyVaperGameplay Před měsícem +1

    THAT is not how you do coke...

  • @grindeyyyyy
    @grindeyyyyy Před 7 měsíci

    My drug of choice was just anything and everything, I can see why people get addicted to ketamine, but coke?

  • @johnblyth9787
    @johnblyth9787 Před měsícem

    You are absolutly right that alcohol is in many ways the worst drug. There are far more deaths from alcohol than all drugs combined. On the leagalsing it is a hard question. Alcohol is legal but it does not stop people drinking. However i do not think users belong in prison. They need help. Rehabs and or NA. Then put into voluntary work and eventuly paid work. Build a sence of worth and belonging. Prison just pulls them down and achives nothing. John alcoholic greatfully 34 years sober.

  • @gfghvcvn2913
    @gfghvcvn2913 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Dude is full of it

  • @Jimmy-B-
    @Jimmy-B- Před 7 měsíci +1

    Lol $10,000 a week where do they get these numbers from, ill tell you out there arse.
    The only way he is spending that much is if he is getting absolutely ripped off by his dealer

  • @bio-plasmictoad5311
    @bio-plasmictoad5311 Před 5 měsíci

    must of been getting ripped off, price wise and quality.

  • @becky2235
    @becky2235 Před 6 měsíci +2

    Ketamine cold trurkey? Yeah get back to me when its opiates or worse Alcohol!

  • @jessewrites17792
    @jessewrites17792 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Pissing crystals.

  • @shutup2751
    @shutup2751 Před 8 měsíci +2

    obviously the blow he used was awful, no way you could do that much in a single weekend

    • @DazzlerC
      @DazzlerC Před 8 měsíci +1

      Yes there is you obviously have no idea what you’re talking about, calling it blow gives that away for a start

    • @shutup2751
      @shutup2751 Před 8 měsíci

      8,000 on a single weekend on that stuff ?you actually believe that ? come on@@DazzlerC

  • @jj12s
    @jj12s Před 8 měsíci

    Scotland is not a different country to the UK, so it’d be remiss to devolve hard drug laws. ScotGov should instead work on cracking down on dealers and improve on prevention.

    • @jennsimpson_backup3333
      @jennsimpson_backup3333 Před 7 měsíci

      Improve on prevention. How do you think we do that? Education, right? And not treating a medical issue like a criminal one? Can you think of another disease it's against the law to suffer from?
      If someone is so desperate they will commit awful crimes just to get what they need, knowing there are huge consequences, how do we fix that?
      Decriminalisation helps, it stops that addiction to prison to addiction to prison cycle. By making drugs accessible to people who use them, you take the power away from dealers. You stop anti social behaviour because there is no need to steal or mug someone if you can get what you need in a safe, controlled way.

  • @n4ht4n80
    @n4ht4n80 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Either his dealer ran out of sniff and they were so fucked they didn’t realise that they were being sold flour or he’s just straight up lying, ain’t no way he did 8k of coke in 2 days

  • @analogdistortion
    @analogdistortion Před 8 měsíci +4

    I don't get how anyone could get addicted to that

    • @cristinesplinis5815
      @cristinesplinis5815 Před 8 měsíci +14

      I would be willing to say that it wasn’t exactly a planned thing, at least at first.

    • @failspencer4501
      @failspencer4501 Před 8 měsíci +1

      Well humans are designed to be addicted to anything they like (it can be drugs, coffee, sugar, or sport)

    • @analogdistortion
      @analogdistortion Před 8 měsíci

      @@cristinesplinis5815No but I mean it's not the kind of drug that seems like could be so addictive

    • @manephewlenny6401
      @manephewlenny6401 Před 8 měsíci

      it's like being strapped involuntarily into a cosmic rollercoaster. i don't get it.

    • @LozzaTx
      @LozzaTx Před 8 měsíci +1

      Your lucky you don’t get it ❤

  • @justso1823
    @justso1823 Před 7 měsíci

    8k on coke in 2 days that's nearly 8oz not a chance

  • @Cats_Are_Scary
    @Cats_Are_Scary Před 8 měsíci +12

    Legalize all drugs!

  • @markbickerton2717
    @markbickerton2717 Před 3 měsíci

    Yea 8 hours out your head then 8 days inside it

  • @davehoward22
    @davehoward22 Před 8 měsíci +4

    As some who's been on/off drugs for going on 40 years,it allways baffles me where they pull these money fiqures from...Ketamin is used to knock out horses, and an inch long line of it trips you out..10 grand?

    • @louisilic666
      @louisilic666 Před 8 měsíci

      He's full of shit 😂

    • @BSUF303
      @BSUF303 Před 8 měsíci

      ​@@yankycandleYup and the tolerance never goes - not uncommon for people to be doing gram+ lines

    • @jameswallace5235
      @jameswallace5235 Před 8 měsíci +1

      He was talking about coke then.

    • @skatescumbarfalot5997
      @skatescumbarfalot5997 Před 8 měsíci

      still 1000 on gear is a ridiculous amount for 2 people in a weekend! . he must have been giving bags out all over the place! @@jameswallace5235

    • @bogisimonsen471
      @bogisimonsen471 Před 8 měsíci

      Ketamin is also use by different armys to tread pain form gunshots because morfin can lower you heartbeat and blodpresure all things the can kill a gunshot victim

  • @danfisher3621
    @danfisher3621 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Half a gram snort 😂, you’d be discoe-ing with daft punk mentally ready to enter the ring with Tyson Fury 🤣🤣🤣

  • @StopLookingAtMyAcc
    @StopLookingAtMyAcc Před 7 měsíci +1

    Might do some Ket if it gives me luxurious locks like his

  • @craig0101
    @craig0101 Před 7 měsíci

    Unless he was on the pipe there is absolutely zero chance he spunked 8k on sniff over the weekend 😂. Even on the pipe that's a hard push

  • @Vauxaholicx
    @Vauxaholicx Před 7 měsíci

    Rookie man I sniffed Oz’s daily

  • @X737_
    @X737_ Před 8 měsíci +9

    I can’t understand how you can get addicted to Ket. It’s horrible 🤮

    • @jacobsmith7281
      @jacobsmith7281 Před 8 měsíci +14

      Instant relief from depression and anxiety. Pretty addictive if you have trauma

    • @octa_fan
      @octa_fan Před 8 měsíci +2

      ⁠@@fsociety.dat101 recovering Ket addict here, yes you totally look fucked up on K, especially if you’re in a k hole, which can completely immobilize you. There’s the ‘Ket walk’ too, a kind of shuffle Ket users do to move around. Movement and speech is often slow and slurred, eye contact very inconsistent. Not so sure about smell though
      And in terms of relief - it is like being transported to another realm, especially in the k-hole. Visual and audio hallucinations - sounds become textures you can see and feel. I also developed what I thought was a genuine psychic/mutually spiritual connection with a famous singer, and would try to get into K holes in order to be able to communicate with her.

  • @toddzilla7423
    @toddzilla7423 Před 8 měsíci +1

    Straw in the bag? Never heard that. UK people are weird.

    • @jameswallace5235
      @jameswallace5235 Před 8 měsíci +1

      Pretty common here in the UK.

    • @bennyg4101
      @bennyg4101 Před 8 měsíci

      No its not at all ahahahahha must be a southerner thing@@jameswallace5235

    • @user-hl6gs5os2e
      @user-hl6gs5os2e Před 8 měsíci

      At least there’s no skid row even tho they are snorting through straws

  • @RaguDumas
    @RaguDumas Před 4 měsíci

    Only real parteriers or drug addicts can smell bullshit when people tell drunk allongs that are just impossible to do. To impress othes in how hard they cam party. I know how much drugss i can and most others can do. There is hard use and just exaggeration amd fish tales. No one should be proud of this. But i grew up in use and recovery and seen how many people lie and exaggerate there past.

  • @dybcar
    @dybcar Před 8 měsíci +1

    Bull..it. We all know what he is really missing from those times when he was an addict!

  • @chrisyboy666
    @chrisyboy666 Před 7 měsíci

    I could do 8k on the rock in a morning

  • @GM-yw2jx
    @GM-yw2jx Před 7 měsíci +1

    He doesn’t answer the questions straight. Like the question about what does he miss about those days made no sense at all!