June 2022 Update : Autism Vlog : My World Turned Upside Down
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- čas přidán 5. 08. 2024
- I have done the June update early so that I can talk about just one major upheaval in this video. The relationship I was in for over 3 years has ended quite suddenly. I'm not at the stage to talk about what happened, and I may never even talk about it just so I can keep some part of my life private. I'm not sure what is going to happen over the next few months but I have a lot to do as it has had a knock-on effect to other aspects of my life. I have made the decision to move back to my hometown to be closer to family as I now don't have a sufficient support network where I am.
I haven't decided whether I am going to keep the channel going but I have time to make that decision in the future. Right now I just need to be selfish and concentrate on myself and get my life sorted and settled
I filmed this the day it happened. I didn't really know what else to do and talking about it helped. Each day is getting easier
Please try stay positive, don't put too much pressure on yourself
Thank you, I'm doing what I can in terms of self care
Hi. I'm fully aware what has led to the end of your relationship & genuinely feel for you as i too have been placed in a similar position a year or so ago & also, at 42 was finally diagnosed with Autism. . . Anyways, just to let you know my thoughts are with you & your difficult situation &, although i know it's not going to be easy for you the next weeks/months? I implore you to never give up on what you enjoy - by all means, take a break from CZcams etc as you'll no doubt need some 'me time' BUT please return, If only to show yourself & your subscribers that you can be knocked down but you'll come back stronger!!! #Believe
It is a very complicated situation atm and it's also not quite what it seems (or as bad as what it seems). Monday was the worst day of not knowing what was really happening but I know the full story now. As it is all still early and raw I am just getting through each day at a time but time is going to be the biggest healer in this situation. I am planning on getting away to visit family for a couple of days so that I can get a complete break for a bit and to use the time to look at/apply for somewhere to live
Im sorry to hear things have been going badly for you, you are an amazing person. your uploads are quite informative and interesting. I hope things improve for you, everything thats happened to you might be a bit of a mental stress, so taking a break from stuff like youtube is a good idea.
I have aspergers myself so i know it causes social and other issues, and the reliance for others if going on holiday and stuff, maybe freinds would be willing to go with you? Its best to let them know at any rate.
And while the change now will be very upsetting, it will get better.
I hope things improve for you, you deserve for things to improve since you seem like such a nice person.
I realise theres a lot of compliments in this but thats the way i tend to chat, and i mean all of them.
Thank you for your kind words. I know things will get better and I am actively trying to make them better as well. I have applied for some houses so now just waiting to hear if I can get some viewings. I am also planning on going to spend a couple of days with my family soon to be able to take a break from it all
@@oneawesomeautistic6342 good idea, and wishing you good luck with those houses! :)
@@kawrght thank you