Ikr many of us can relate this is us sometimes I think my crime is to share that I'm in pain because when I do I'm told that there is already so stress in life why r h crying with your stupid toughts to me go and do your work and stop being a baby
Rn I'm learning to not share my pain and keep it to myself no matter how much it hurts but what do I do when I'm dying and not sure until when can I hold myself
kitt_270 Same. What's your Spotify username? I'm always looking for new music. Mines jessie - 390 There's a bunch of shit on there but some good stuff too. Also I have one slam poem you might like on my channel if you want to check that out.
i did it already and i might upload it for a music video,(not advertising at all because people will hate me for it)but this is something true about all people in the world but grownups can get over it since they are older than us all: you can always hate yourself and want to be suicidal but sometimes there is always one person in the world who just doesn't want you to leave them,why?...because they care for you,probably have feelings for you since they might like you (unless if it's a girl then...eh,or if your just bi ;-;),but there can always be someone in your life who needs you because you helped them with the things they needed and you are always there for them,so you need to stop looking for lifw and live it instead,so all words that You would say to yourself will just cause you to be super suicidal (like me),you tell yourself 'i wish i was never born,i wanna die so bad' but you then remember that,that,one person tells you 'if you die then i won't ever be the same,nor will your crush or any of your other friends,so i beg of you to not do any of this because people in the world are there for you too just like how you were there for me!',so once you hear some of those words (just like how i just said... ;-;),you wont want to die anymore and be in pure depression anymore!,why?...,because now you know you know that someone will always be there for you and forever will be! if this made you cry im super sorry,some of the depressing things i said about being: suicidal,depressed,upset,abused,or etc. are some things I'm going through,oe it just might be rejection... (yes,i got rejected sorta,and i overhead him say 'me and her are only friends...',so im half depressed but im teying to hide it as best as i can even though today me and him went on a walk around the track and just talked as he asked me sometimes 3 minutes after 'what do you like about me?',all i did was keep silent and tell him 'i'll tell you one day....believe me i will...'),so I BEG OF YOU #PeopleWillAlwaysBeInYourLifeEvenIfYouAreSuicidalTheyCanAlwaysBeThatOnePersonToHelpYouOutWhenYouTrulyNeedItForYouAndThemToo!
"Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl." Told everyday but never listen. Words just come out. Not my fault they're filled with hate... or sadness... or the things I need to get off my chest but i cant because I KNOW EVERYONE WILL JUDGE ME FOR BEING ME! Again.... not my fault.
Kiki Rogers that's right...ppl should accept what you have to say...it's not ur fault. If they dokt like it than that's thier problem. Itll get better...I know it will
Kiki Rogers dude! Same here!! Every one jugges me! The only time when I’m not my self is when I’m with my parents,but all because of me,the true me,in kinder and pre,I had the WHOLE SCHOOL as a friend! And now I have 4-5 friends but it might get better soon,don’t be afraid to show who U are!! (God,this just got cheesy)
This is my life story. Parents who won't listen. Friends who won't care. Stress everywhere. Anxiety. Feeling left out and felt like I'm being forced to be someone I'm not. Being bullied. Not trusting myself.
I feel the same exact way about myself that the person who started this convo feels... No one gives a crap if I live. I'm the only one that cares about me. Also, I like your profile picture.
“Stop looking for light, live it instead” “My mind is a mess but I love it none the less.” “In the last pages of life, written in gold, don’t waste it doing what you’re told.” To all of you who struggle out there with depression, anxiety, or any other thing, I am sending free virtual hugs to all of you. Please never hit the give up button. Sometimes, you just need to hit the hint button, but that’s okay. Do not hit the button that say’s give up. Please don’t.
I feel really sad cause as a child in church they taught me that way and they ruined my life because i never talk, i did have friends, i felt lonely i changed school and got bullied it stopped because i learned how to put the act of a tough girl but it hust me so much i cried my self to sleep i still do because it still hurts but i know one day will come and it will be ok or at least i hope.
when im depressed and I just seriously feel like taking a knife to my heart I sit in my room close my eyes and listen to this song with headphones on. It helps and I can't thank u enough fr uploading this . :):
I wanna die but can’t kill myself or even think of it without crying which is probably why I cry randomly or when I make someone feel sad or mad so........can someone.........kill me........please
"Cause on the first page of life written in fine print: Stop looking for light. Live it instead." This line always, always brings me back right here. I have long since learned that there are places in our lives where we can't console in others, that we have to do it for ourselves, and maybe, on the way there, we can share it with those who also need it. It's something about me, I cannot for the life of me get over myself in bad times, but if somebody else needs help around me, I become this powerhouse and their own motivator. This way I help them and help myself. Be the good you need in the world.
Hi anyone who ever feels depressed remember,you are beautiful just the way you are. you don't need to win a fake crown. the people the who bully you are just jealous.stay happy and keep smiling!!!!😀😘🙂 Remember to the world you might just be a person but to a person you might Just be their world .i hope I made some one smile with this .😁😀💜💜💜💜 remember you are not alone if you want to talk I gladly would 💜
"sometimes I spit when I talk 'cause I have so much to say. They don't seem to hear me, but I guess that's ok." My friends "It's not their fault my mind's working overtime with no pay. They always say the same things, and it's starting to get old." My therapist "That my head can't get sick, it can't catch a cold." My teachers "I scratch and I pick. My insecurities poke. My fears my anxiety, a voice that provokes. Take a walk, clear you head, breathe in, count to ten." Myself. "Cause on the first page of life, written in red. You'll never make it here, if you don't know how to bend" My depression "Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl. Someday you will find your place in the world. But ladies don't get dirty" My mom "Someday you'll fill the empty space, with empty faith." My life "Everyday feels like a battle, I always get hurt" My bullies "I was always told, 'violence was never the answer' but life doesn't abide by the rules of a child. I don't know how to fight, only taught how to surrender" My dad "There's a certain kind of darkness, that does a reaping. It usually takes you at night, before you are sleeping." My siblings gone "Is it the crack in the door, that it finds a way to creep in? Or the crack in your brain that wants you to drop dead." My PTSD "I don't remember what it's like, to see with clear vision." Sleep depreciation "I awake every morning, like the dead has arisen" My sleep paralysis demon I could go on and on, but this has gone on long enough.
You deserve to be happy to be loved to be safe. To be free. To be respected. To be understood. You deserve to love yourself. You deserve to know Th at one day you will be free. One day you will be feee an learn how to love yourself an earn how to surround yourself with people who love and understand you. You deserve every happiness in the world.
I'm crying at this I had been abused and that was always always rule 'don't speak unless spoken to' I'm living with my mum now but I'm still depressed I don't except help though xx
[Verse 1] My friends always tell me I get carried away Sometimes I spit when I talk cuz I have so much to say They don't seem to hear me but I guess it's ok It's not their fault my minds working overtime with no pay They always say the same things and it's starting to get old That my head can't get sick It can't catch a cold I scratch and I pick My insecurities poke My fears, my anxiety, a voice that provokes Take a walk, clear your head, breathe in count to ten Cuz on first page of life written in red You'll never make it here if you don't learn how to bend [Chorus] Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl Someday you will find your place in the world But ladies don't get dirty Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space With empty faith [Verse 2] Everyday feels like a battle and I always get hurt I was frequently told violence was never the answer But life doesn't abide by the rules of a child I don't know how to fight only taught how to surrender There's a certain kind of darkness that does a reaping It usually takes you right before you are sleeping Is it the crack in the door that it finds a way to creep in? Or the crack in your brain that wants you to drop dead I don't remember what it's like to see with clear vision I awake every morning like the dead has arisen I don't have to think this body of mine is a prison You don't control me I just gotta find the light switch But the more that I look the further I get You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed Cuz on the first page of life written in fine print Stop looking for light, live it instead [Chorus] Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl Someday you will find your place in the world But ladies don't get dirty Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space With empty faith [Bridge] My mind is a mess but I love it none the less They tell me to hush but my words are all that's left So on the last page of life written in gold Don't waste it always doing what you're told
"I don't have to think this body of mine is a prison You don't control me, I just got to find my lightswitch But the more that I look, the further it gets You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed." -Faith Marie That made me cry for a few minutes because i realized that I often times just feel like a prisoner in my own body. "Cause on the first page of life written in fine print Stop looking for light, live it instead." -Faith Marie Absolutely killed me, I felt as if someone finally has ME understood.
this is me. it took me forever to find this to download it. LOL. but this is my life story. just do what ur told, smile, never show ur emotions no matter how much I just want to scream, let others see u as they want, forget to explain urself bcuz they just assume what they want. but that won't always be it...some day...for ALL of us.it will get better (: just gotta keep trying EDIT: HOLY CRAP 218 LIKES!!??? IM GOING CARZY THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH. Peace and love from the moon...Lol jk...love y'all EDIT (again) YAAASSS....277 LIKES!? WHOOO!!! Hope everyone us doing ok...stay strong. Heylo comment surfer. Its amazing to look back at this comment and see how much I've grown since the time I wrote it. It feels like a life time ago. But I can certainly say that younger me was right. It didn't last forever. I am in a much better place than I was 2 years ago. I've grown so much through the years and have shed so much toxicity. I've learned so much about myself and have come to accept beautiful parts of my body, personality, and identity that I was taught to hate. I hope you're having a great day/night. I hope you learn to love yourself more and more each day. Because you deserve to feel loved and appreciated, and you must feel that from yourself before you feel from anyone else. That feeling must come naturally. ❤❤❤
DeluxeMusic thank you. (: I've always wanted what I have in my head to just make sense...so that comment is my life and feelings...so this song...but I've seen ppl who have risen against their trials...some of them are my outside family...and they're there...so I know if they're here and they beat what happened with them...I can beat what's going here...and so can anyone...and everyone. u just gotta stay tough and live looking at the good. no matter how dark it gets ur light can shine bright...it only makes easier for others who need u to find u. (:
This is like my life because I talk a lot and since my voice is quiet, I’m either ignored or not heard. In kindergarten to 4th grade I was bullied and at a young age, it affected my whole life, and now I feel depressed. But I keep wanting to escape this without hurting others and I want the people who hurt me to get karma because karma always affects me, but never others. My parents always told me to verbally talk out your problems. But I’m not good at talking, I’m better at writing as communication. In this world you’re either perfect or a mistake. I happen to be that mistake. My depression got to the point where I joke about suicide. I joke about self harm. I joke about my existence. And I always hate myself, I can’t not think of how the world would be better if I was gone..
Krystal Kitties but it wouldn’t be better if you were gone, do you have Wattpad? It helped me so much, I write out my feelings/problems too, I’m terrible at talking. Wattpad is free and offers a really LGBTIQ2+ safe environment, but if you can’t get it just remember please, 1. There’s someone in this world that’ll miss you 2. Every bad thing that you’ve ever been told is a lie 3. Nobody’s perfect 4. Things are going to get easier 5. Your beautiful, your worth it, your amazing in your own way, 6. You don’t deserve the life you were given, you deserve nothing but happiness and a life without regrets.
You deserve to be happy. Writing is a fine way of communicating. It’s the main way I communicate as well. You deserve to be listened to and heard and understood. Your thoughts and feelings and ideas and opinions and desires and fears and joys and passions and experiences are very very beautiful and important. You did not deserve to be bullied. You never did and still sing deserve to be ignored. You don’t deserve to be depressed. You will find happiness one day. I swear it.
I love this. It is my life. Hide, never show emotions, never cry, never show weakness. When you hurt, suck it up. I had to learn the perfect manners, I had to learn to take in every word that threw at me. I would rather take the physical pain, then the mental pain that they throw. I am broken and broken beyond repair. Fake a smile, fake a laugh, fake happiness. When I said go way, I was really saying stay. But in the end, even my shadow left me in the darkness. Family, yeah, I got a family that only talks to me when I did something wrong. Pain, pain is my friend. Loneness is my sister, and the darkness is who I am. I can only go on so much before I break. And this song, it explained all my feelings. You made it, into my amores heart. The heart I keep away from love, from friendship, from family. I feel tried of always fighting a battle with myself. And this song just let me cry, I thought that I had run out of tears. But thank you for making me feel something again. I had grown numb, unaware of positive feelings, and this song gave me proof that there are some people that understand what I am going through. So, thanks for this song.
My friend been emotionally abused by her father for years and one day i had her listen to this song and she cried. Im grateful for the message this song has
Past Me:"Cause on the first page of life written in red" Me Now:"So on the last page of life written in gold" Me: right now I'm 12 and my mother had the virus but she's better and I have no friends to talk with except one so I thought it would be nice to do comments on songs so yeah thx for reading this 😁 bye 👋
This entire song hits hard for me. I'm going to give you lovely strangers all the cliff notes why. It's probably going to be long and pretty sad. Warning now. I grew up going back and forth between my grandparents house and my mother. There was a lengthy custody battle to get me. So it was court orders I see my grandparents every other weekend. My biological father didn't want me. And my grandparents did everything they could to make us have a relationship. Forcing him to interact with me. It never worked. They took me to church every time I came over. Forced me into a dresses. Decked my room out in pastel pink princess wallpaper. Tried to tell me my mother was every bad thing under the sun. She had to shelter me for fear of them Calling cys on us over nothing. (They did so twice before because I had bug bites on my arms and legs because it was freaking summer and I went camping) they told me. A healthy(I wasn't really fat but I wasn't a stick ether ) highly impressionable12 year old at the time that I needed to quit eating otherwise I'd let overweight and ugly. So I did. I got thin. Really thin. Paler. My mother had to threaten me with a trip to the ER to get me to eat. I wasn't allowed to say anything negative. Ever. Any expression of negativity was bad. I couldn't even say jeeze or crap. I was told from a young age by them to quit being angry. Stop being loud. Never say anything negative. Be feminine. Be happy. I was a good girl wasn't I? No. I was not. I hated them. I hated the fact I slowly but surely developed a Stockholm like syndrome for my grandmother. Who seemed to actually care for me in her own weird way. And I thought maybe she was like me. Stuck caring for a son who wasn't worth it and his child who was the daughter she wanted but never had. To this day I'm still fucked up from them. And the mess that came with them. This is all scratching the suface of bullshittery they did and put me, my mother and my family through. And this song brought it all back up. Excellent emotional song. Thanks for reading all this shit if you did. Hope anyone reading this sad mess has a good day
Hey, I just read through this now and `I wanted to say that I am sorry for all the battles life has thrown your way, you deserved so much better, and that you should never forget that you are beautiful and loved, if not by those around you then by me and countless of others here. Please never feel afraid to speak up about your emotions, I know it’s hard but never forget that your pain is valid and you have every right to express that. Nobody’s perfect. We all have our ups, our downs, are good moments and our bad moments. We laugh, we cry, we break and we make mistakes. But that doesn’t make us any less worthy of love, regardless of what others tell us. I hope you know I’m so proud of you and how far you’ve come. I hope you’re doing better now, and that you get everything you want to out of life. Stay safe x
"They do seem to hear me but I guess it's okay" This is my favorite line because they can hear you however they don't listen and sometimes it doest seem like they care
I'm tired of it all, the only thing keeping me here is the thought that maybe just maybe one day I'll be able to leave and be free and live the life I've always wanted
If you're here in 2020 I love you and you're never alone. Always know that you have someone by your side and you should never give up... I've been where you are before and I know what it's like to think about suicide or anything else like that. You may be right, no one cares about you.. but I'm no one. I'll be the no one that cares, because I do care. You'll be okay. Stay strong. Never give up!
I know that this song is like 3 years old now but I still am listening to it. I relate to this song alot, I'm youngest in my family, and I think alot more then others. I used to get made front of because of it, I just wanted to be me but no one cared... But hey, I'm still alive aren't I?
Today this song hit me hard more than other days I’ve been sad lately my parents and sister found out about me self harming...and my best friend has been changing too much everyone has just not me...it’s just too much but I know I have to keep going...🖤
How is she not a super star yet? She writes extremely relatable songs and her voice is beautiful. Vocally she is on par with many celebrities and dare I say, better than some. The argument that her songs are too depressive is also invalid, due to the fact that they always have an upbeat and strong message. Honestly let's make this young woman popular, she deserves it!
I used to listen to this song all the time. It just popped up in my recommended again. Remember:Jesus loves you, come to him with your worries. Remember he sees you and let him heal you❤️❤️. I’m praying for you
i did this at my school talent show and i was watching everyone and people were almost crying. i looked over at a teacher and she was in tears then after it was over people came up to me and asked if i was ok.
I don’t even care that the song is from a woman’s perspective, because when I first heard this song, I just sat here in my chair and listened. I felt transported by the song, like I was listening to someone else describe my life!
When she said she spits when she speaks she hooked me because I do that. Yhey she sang and I swear I sobbed because at 2 am when I first heard this I needed it more than anyone can know.
This song made me tell my friend about how I was going through depression. I also sent her this video with the story of my depression. It feels so good to have shared how I feel with someone
I’ve been reading some comments and i feel for you guys. i just recently got out of a really bad depressive state and before hand i tried absolutely everything i could to make me happy. The only thing that worked is God. Jesus. I know i sound all Christian and what not but trust me, i didn’t think i had a way out. But God came through. He always will. God will never put you in a situation you can’t handle. he will ALWAYS walk with you. idk who is gonna see this, or if anyone will, but i’m glad to know that i at least made an effort to help.
I can't believe I forgot this song. It's so beautiful. I'm so happy my friend is doing this song for her english assignment.(our assignment is to find a song with a social issue/s and talk about is, basically) I'm so in love with this song. The feelsssss. So beautiful😢😢😍
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH now I can see why it was on my recommended. This song explains me. Friends who sometimes don't listen to always getting hurt everyday but most importantly I'm going to live by smile for once there are people there who are going through more than u are like starving and people who are going through what happened with hurricane Harvey in Texas
This is my life story. I cant believe I found this song so late. I was singing along cause I knew exactly what the lyrics would say somehow and I've never heard this song in my life before. My dad says to always wear my little princess smile, but sometimes I want to cry and scream and get angry. They say that I have to weir my dresses and my skirts, but sometimes I want to wear my sweatpants and my t-shirts. They say I cant get dirty and to go get cleaned up, but sometimes I like to get dirty and hang out in the mud. they call me a pig for this but I take that as a compliment. Why? Well because pigs are one of the most intelligent creatures on earth, they get dirty, they aren't all papered and cute, and the squeal there own little scream when they are upset. So guys this is just what I think. You guys can have your own opinions but don't make anyone someone they're not, enjoy the person they truly are. I sure enjoyed yelling at my parents for making me a little princess and all that I have already explained. They get it now and guess what I wear? Shirts, sweatpants, tank-tops, sneakers, oh god I loves my sneakers, I wear ANYTHING I want. This song is really inspiring to all the little girls around the world, even teen and people who just need the inspiration. Not many people may see this comment, but I hope some do and I hope this inspires them. Please just stand up for yourself and BE yourself, because life isn't so long guys, and you just might miss the chance to enjoy it as much as you can.
I got rejected today by a boy I like. So, during school I had to think about this song to control my anxiety. I was breathing really hard and starting to shake. But he and I still talk a bit, and he is very kind and sweet to me.
The most hurtfull thing is it hurts inside but i can't cry... I got physical abused by my dad and everytime my dad would do something i always set this song on i always got calm..
Stay strong there is a point for you somewhere someday there will be a person who can’t live without you so if it take that to help you think about that (I don’t really understand, why is everyone everywhere I go so much older than me?)
Those 253 dislikes are probably the people who have those perfect life and are just jealous of how beautiful faiths voice is and how angelic the music fits with her voice ❤️❤️
Whoa Deep lyrics thank you for sharing them I believe there's a lot of strength and being silent but only for a moment because you do need time to reconfigure your thoughts and align your truths but remember your truths are only true to you there's always another perspective with that knowledge always also be willing to speak up because nothing will ever change if no one ever hears it people do not read minds so only words can convey your feelings that's just my opinion Lord please help me with the negative thoughts that I sometime hold help me apply the knowledge that you have taught me Lord help those see their truths will clear and open eyes amen
I can really relate to the first verse of this song bc my friends always told me about how much I stutter, they don’t realize it’s bc of how much anxiety I have
"I don't remember what it's like to see with clear vision."
Me, rubbing my glasses and squinting: Same, fam.
Cassandra Lopez omg me to
this is so underrated XD
Oliver, Not Sameeee
Lmao I feel you 😂
Lol same
Im sorry for what am gonna say but it's the truth
This song desevers 3 billion views not any other shit. This tells a life story
wessal ba PREACH 👏🙏💯
Ikr many of us can relate this is us sometimes I think my crime is to share that I'm in pain because when I do I'm told that there is already so stress in life why r h crying with your stupid toughts to me go and do your work and stop being a baby
Rn I'm learning to not share my pain and keep it to myself no matter how much it hurts but what do I do when I'm dying and not sure until when can I hold myself
@@taibatahir9704 its okay to let your feelings out ❤️
That's ma Lisa
"They don't seem to hear me, but i guess it's okay."
This is my family and therapists in a nutshell...
This is my family. My mum set me up with a therapist but i never went
To true
Same
Same
I reallt wanna like your comments but I cant be out here ruining you 420 likes
Where has she been all my life?😍 Her songs are breathtaking😍
Kayleigh that's exactly how I feel like. I always go to her songs now because it's like she gets me and I know I'm not alone
kayleigh No your breathtaking!!
Your all breathtaking! 💚
You should listen to
Hey Little Girl
@@sparrowwestlake7267 I love that song too! My playlist is very sad...
kitt_270
Same. What's your Spotify username? I'm always looking for new music. Mines jessie - 390
There's a bunch of shit on there but some good stuff too.
Also I have one slam poem you might like on my channel if you want to check that out.
Is it bad to write this in a journal and read it to yourself...this is deep and describes my life in 2 minutes and 47 seconds...
I do that with a lot of songs and poems so I guess
Me too!
i did it already and i might upload it for a music video,(not advertising at all because people will hate me for it)but this is something true about all people in the world but grownups can get over it since they are older than us all: you can always hate yourself and want to be suicidal but sometimes there is always one person in the world who just doesn't want you to leave them,why?...because they care for you,probably have feelings for you since they might like you (unless if it's a girl then...eh,or if your just bi ;-;),but there can always be someone in your life who needs you because you helped them with the things they needed and you are always there for them,so you need to stop looking for lifw and live it instead,so all words that You would say to yourself will just cause you to be super suicidal (like me),you tell yourself 'i wish i was never born,i wanna die so bad' but you then remember that,that,one person tells you 'if you die then i won't ever be the same,nor will your crush or any of your other friends,so i beg of you to not do any of this because people in the world are there for you too just like how you were there for me!',so once you hear some of those words (just like how i just said... ;-;),you wont want to die anymore and be in pure depression anymore!,why?...,because now you know you know that someone will always be there for you and forever will be!
if this made you cry im super sorry,some of the depressing things i said about being: suicidal,depressed,upset,abused,or etc.
are some things I'm going through,oe it just might be rejection... (yes,i got rejected sorta,and i overhead him say 'me and her are only friends...',so im half depressed but im teying to hide it as best as i can even though today me and him went on a walk around the track and just talked as he asked me sometimes 3 minutes after 'what do you like about me?',all i did was keep silent and tell him 'i'll tell you one day....believe me i will...'),so I BEG OF YOU
#PeopleWillAlwaysBeInYourLifeEvenIfYouAreSuicidalTheyCanAlwaysBeThatOnePersonToHelpYouOutWhenYouTrulyNeedItForYouAndThemToo!
of course not!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you just gave me a new idea!!!!!!
All of Faith's songs put me in tears. Not because they're 'disturbing' or some crap, but because they're so relatable...
"Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl." Told everyday but never listen. Words just come out. Not my fault they're filled with hate... or sadness... or the things I need to get off my chest but i cant because I KNOW EVERYONE WILL JUDGE ME FOR BEING ME! Again.... not my fault.
Kiki Rogers that's right...ppl should accept what you have to say...it's not ur fault. If they dokt like it than that's thier problem. Itll get better...I know it will
are u okay
Kiki Rogers Fuck em. Just do you.
Kiki Rogers dude! Same here!! Every one jugges me! The only time when I’m not my self is when I’m with my parents,but all because of me,the true me,in kinder and pre,I had the WHOLE SCHOOL as a friend! And now I have 4-5 friends but it might get better soon,don’t be afraid to show who U are!! (God,this just got cheesy)
Kiki Rogers it’s ok you are amazing just like you are, be yourself
This is my life story.
Parents who won't listen.
Friends who won't care.
Stress everywhere.
Anxiety.
Feeling left out and felt like I'm being forced to be someone I'm not.
Being bullied.
Not trusting myself.
Is it convenient that your profile pic is todoroki? I donno just me :P
I feel this way all the time.
I can’t even trust myself anymore
FairyFlareon AMV hoi
Ok
FairyFlareon AMV ^^
I feel the same exact way about myself that the person who started this convo feels... No one gives a crap if I live. I'm the only one that cares about me. Also, I like your profile picture.
that moment you see that people on CZcams care more about you then people in real life....
Polarbeargirl It's honestly sad.
True. So true.
Polarbeargirl I realized that
Moon Cry totally agree
Its sadly very true
“Stop looking for light, live it instead” “My mind is a mess but I love it none the less.” “In the last pages of life, written in gold, don’t waste it doing what you’re told.”
To all of you who struggle out there with depression, anxiety, or any other thing, I am sending free virtual hugs to all of you. Please never hit the give up button. Sometimes, you just need to hit the hint button, but that’s okay. Do not hit the button that say’s give up. Please don’t.
My life isn’t as hard as others.. it’s still nice to see people like you exist
Thats sweet mate! =D
Thanks
@@erin6439 just because “other people have it worse” shouldn’t invalidate your pain. Remember that
@UpdatedAutopsyReport
What... what do you mean it doesn’t invalidate our pain...? My friends and family always told me it does.
this song is so meaningfully and beautiful 😭😘
I feel really sad cause as a child in church they taught me that way and they ruined my life because i never talk, i did have friends, i felt lonely i changed school and got bullied it stopped because i learned how to put the act of a tough girl but it hust me so much i cried my self to sleep i still do because it still hurts but i know one day will come and it will be ok or at least i hope.
I am a rough person in a bunch of softies.
Psalm 147:3 "He health the broken In heart, and bindeth up their wounds."
@@oliviachernutan370 AMEN TO THAT 🙌🏼
"My mind is a mess but I love it none the less." One of the most beautiful lyrics ever.
when im depressed and I just seriously feel like taking a knife to my heart I sit in my room close my eyes and listen to this song with headphones on. It helps and I can't thank u enough fr uploading this . :):
Kristy oOf i do the same
Kelsey Jones it relates so much to me
are u okay
lol, but yes are you?
I wanna die but can’t kill myself or even think of it without crying which is probably why I cry randomly or when I make someone feel sad or mad so........can someone.........kill me........please
But in the last page of life written in *gold* ...
*Don't waste it always doing what you're told...*
"Cause on the first page of life written in fine print:
Stop looking for light. Live it instead."
This line always, always brings me back right here. I have long since learned that there are places in our lives where we can't console in others, that we have to do it for ourselves, and maybe, on the way there, we can share it with those who also need it.
It's something about me, I cannot for the life of me get over myself in bad times, but if somebody else needs help around me, I become this powerhouse and their own motivator. This way I help them and help myself.
Be the good you need in the world.
I've never related to a comment so much 😭
This is legit my life, no one will ever understand me... "Some day you'll learn to fill the empty space" No i wont they just want me to think that.
You stole my name
"My mind is a mess, but I love it nonetheless"
i love this lyric so freaking much. thank you Faith for this masterpiece!
Omggg I love when it says "don't speak unless your spoken to little girl"
This is the best story song ever. The ending is flawless
I've never related to a song as much as this...
Gummy Bear same here
Hi anyone who ever feels depressed remember,you are beautiful just the way you are. you don't need to win a fake crown. the people the who bully you are just jealous.stay happy and keep smiling!!!!😀😘🙂 Remember to the world you might just be a person but to a person you might Just be their world .i hope I made some one smile with this .😁😀💜💜💜💜 remember you are not alone if you want to talk I gladly would 💜
Can we talk about this amazing artist? I am genuinely in love with all of her songs. They're so beautiful and true and I can relate to them so much.
Getting the chills here anyone else?
MaryArt DS me
This and Toxic Thoughts have been my favorite songs for 2 years, and I’ve never had a favorite song for longer than a week
_slowly, unironically falling in love_
I wish u could like this 1000 times
Kayle Kilpatrick 💗💗💗 i wish i could like this comment 1000 times
"sometimes I spit when I talk 'cause I have so much to say. They don't seem to hear me, but I guess that's ok."
My friends
"It's not their fault my mind's working overtime with no pay. They always say the same things, and it's starting to get old."
My therapist
"That my head can't get sick, it can't catch a cold."
My teachers
"I scratch and I pick. My insecurities poke. My fears my anxiety, a voice that provokes. Take a walk, clear you head, breathe in, count to ten."
Myself.
"Cause on the first page of life, written in red. You'll never make it here, if you don't know how to bend"
My depression
"Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl. Someday you will find your place in the world. But ladies don't get dirty"
My mom
"Someday you'll fill the empty space, with empty faith."
My life
"Everyday feels like a battle, I always get hurt"
My bullies
"I was always told, 'violence was never the answer' but life doesn't abide by the rules of a child. I don't know how to fight, only taught how to surrender"
My dad
"There's a certain kind of darkness, that does a reaping. It usually takes you at night, before you are sleeping."
My siblings gone
"Is it the crack in the door, that it finds a way to creep in? Or the crack in your brain that wants you to drop dead."
My PTSD
"I don't remember what it's like, to see with clear vision."
Sleep depreciation
"I awake every morning, like the dead has arisen"
My sleep paralysis demon
I could go on and on, but this has gone on long enough.
You deserve to be happy to be loved to be safe. To be free. To be respected. To be understood. You deserve to love yourself. You deserve to know Th at one day you will be free. One day you will be feee an learn how to love yourself an earn how to surround yourself with people who love and understand you. You deserve every happiness in the world.
I LOVE THIS LUCKLY I HAVE IT ON SPOTIFY
what would we do without spotify
+DeluxeMusic lol fr tho
I'm crying at this I had been abused and that was always always rule 'don't speak unless spoken to' I'm living with my mum now but I'm still depressed I don't except help though xx
I'm so sorry for you
I know I'm a year late but you'll get through it ❤
Please, please, if it’s hard to speak up, PLEASE keep living. I promise everything will get better
Is anyone else Listening in 2020? Or am I by myself?
"I don't know how to fight, only taught how to surrender".
I really felt that part.
I love this song! it is so good how is she not famous yet?
[Verse 1]
My friends always tell me I get carried away
Sometimes I spit when I talk cuz I have so much to say
They don't seem to hear me but I guess it's ok
It's not their fault my minds working overtime with no pay
They always say the same things and it's starting to get old
That my head can't get sick
It can't catch a cold
I scratch and I pick
My insecurities poke
My fears, my anxiety, a voice that provokes
Take a walk, clear your head, breathe in count to ten
Cuz on first page of life written in red
You'll never make it here if you don't learn how to bend
[Chorus]
Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl
Someday you will find your place in the world
But ladies don't get dirty
Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space
With empty faith
[Verse 2]
Everyday feels like a battle and I always get hurt
I was frequently told violence was never the answer
But life doesn't abide by the rules of a child
I don't know how to fight only taught how to surrender
There's a certain kind of darkness that does a reaping
It usually takes you right before you are sleeping
Is it the crack in the door that it finds a way to creep in?
Or the crack in your brain that wants you to drop dead
I don't remember what it's like to see with clear vision
I awake every morning like the dead has arisen
I don't have to think this body of mine is a prison
You don't control me I just gotta find the light switch
But the more that I look the further I get
You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed
Cuz on the first page of life written in fine print
Stop looking for light, live it instead
[Chorus]
Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl
Someday you will find your place in the world
But ladies don't get dirty
Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space
With empty faith
[Bridge]
My mind is a mess but I love it none the less
They tell me to hush but my words are all that's left
So on the last page of life written in gold
Don't waste it always doing what you're told
"I don't have to think this body of mine is a prison
You don't control me, I just got to find my lightswitch
But the more that I look, the further it gets
You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed."
-Faith Marie
That made me cry for a few minutes because i realized that I often times just feel like a prisoner in my own body.
"Cause on the first page of life written in fine print
Stop looking for light, live it instead."
-Faith Marie
Absolutely killed me, I felt as if someone finally has ME understood.
Same.
Addicted to this song
"Don't know how to fight only thought how to surrender"
Mentally and physically cuz we should just let people walk over us...Right?!?!
NO. Never let them walk over you. You walk your life over the darkness.
this is me. it took me forever to find this to download it. LOL. but this is my life story. just do what ur told, smile, never show ur emotions no matter how much I just want to scream, let others see u as they want, forget to explain urself bcuz they just assume what they want. but that won't always be it...some day...for ALL of us.it will get better (: just gotta keep trying
EDIT: HOLY CRAP 218 LIKES!!??? IM GOING CARZY THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH. Peace and love from the moon...Lol jk...love y'all
EDIT (again) YAAASSS....277 LIKES!? WHOOO!!! Hope everyone us doing ok...stay strong.
Heylo comment surfer. Its amazing to look back at this comment and see how much I've grown since the time I wrote it. It feels like a life time ago.
But I can certainly say that younger me was right. It didn't last forever. I am in a much better place than I was 2 years ago. I've grown so much through the years and have shed so much toxicity.
I've learned so much about myself and have come to accept beautiful parts of my body, personality, and identity that I was taught to hate.
I hope you're having a great day/night. I hope you learn to love yourself more and more each day. Because you deserve to feel loved and appreciated, and you must feel that from yourself before you feel from anyone else. That feeling must come naturally. ❤❤❤
you're right!!! never give up! the day will come for everyone to feel better!
DeluxeMusic thank you. (: I've always wanted what I have in my head to just make sense...so that comment is my life and feelings...so this song...but I've seen ppl who have risen against their trials...some of them are my outside family...and they're there...so I know if they're here and they beat what happened with them...I can beat what's going here...and so can anyone...and everyone. u just gotta stay tough and live looking at the good. no matter how dark it gets ur light can shine bright...it only makes easier for others who need u to find u. (:
Emily Taylor this song.... oh God I love this so much
Happy•lama sca I love this song soooo much...it describes me a ton.
That day will be when you accept Jesus as Savior.
This is like my life because I talk a lot and since my voice is quiet, I’m either ignored or not heard. In kindergarten to 4th grade I was bullied and at a young age, it affected my whole life, and now I feel depressed. But I keep wanting to escape this without hurting others and I want the people who hurt me to get karma because karma always affects me, but never others. My parents always told me to verbally talk out your problems. But I’m not good at talking, I’m better at writing as communication. In this world you’re either perfect or a mistake. I happen to be that mistake. My depression got to the point where I joke about suicide. I joke about self harm. I joke about my existence. And I always hate myself, I can’t not think of how the world would be better if I was gone..
Krystal Kitties but it wouldn’t be better if you were gone, do you have Wattpad? It helped me so much, I write out my feelings/problems too, I’m terrible at talking. Wattpad is free and offers a really LGBTIQ2+ safe environment, but if you can’t get it just remember please,
1. There’s someone in this world that’ll miss you
2. Every bad thing that you’ve ever been told is a lie
3. Nobody’s perfect
4. Things are going to get easier
5. Your beautiful, your worth it, your amazing in your own way,
6. You don’t deserve the life you were given, you deserve nothing but happiness and a life without regrets.
You deserve to be happy. Writing is a fine way of communicating. It’s the main way I communicate as well. You deserve to be listened to and heard and understood. Your thoughts and feelings and ideas and opinions and desires and fears and joys and passions and experiences are very very beautiful and important. You did not deserve to be bullied. You never did and still sing deserve to be ignored. You don’t deserve to be depressed. You will find happiness one day. I swear it.
No pls stay on this world we all need you please even if its tough push through and
Heres a virtual hug! 🤗
Love yall!
I finally found it omg
We have a lyrical dance to this for competition season and it's beautiful 😭
THIS IS DEEEEEEP
Jasmyn Alexia Franchesca Marin Hagen Green ..........don’t tell me you can’t relate to this. :\
I forget how much I love this song.
i used to listen to this song all the time a couple years ago. i’m just remembering now how amazing it is :)
Man I love her voice
This song hit too hard with me, I was walking and the song broke me down inside thank you for this beautiful experience
I love this. It is my life. Hide, never show emotions, never cry, never show weakness. When you hurt, suck it up. I had to learn the perfect manners, I had to learn to take in every word that threw at me. I would rather take the physical pain, then the mental pain that they throw. I am broken and broken beyond repair. Fake a smile, fake a laugh, fake happiness. When I said go way, I was really saying stay. But in the end, even my shadow left me in the darkness. Family, yeah, I got a family that only talks to me when I did something wrong. Pain, pain is my friend. Loneness is my sister, and the darkness is who I am. I can only go on so much before I break. And this song, it explained all my feelings. You made it, into my amores heart. The heart I keep away from love, from friendship, from family. I feel tried of always fighting a battle with myself. And this song just let me cry, I thought that I had run out of tears. But thank you for making me feel something again. I had grown numb, unaware of positive feelings, and this song gave me proof that there are some people that understand what I am going through. So, thanks for this song.
My friend been emotionally abused by her father for years and one day i had her listen to this song and she cried. Im grateful for the message this song has
This made me cry because it's everything I've been trying to Wright down for years.
Past Me:"Cause on the first page of life written in red"
Me Now:"So on the last page of life written in gold"
Me: right now I'm 12 and my mother had the virus but she's better and I have no friends to talk with except one so I thought it would be nice to do comments on songs so yeah thx for reading this 😁 bye 👋
This entire song hits hard for me. I'm going to give you lovely strangers all the cliff notes why. It's probably going to be long and pretty sad. Warning now. I grew up going back and forth between my grandparents house and my mother. There was a lengthy custody battle to get me. So it was court orders I see my grandparents every other weekend. My biological father didn't want me. And my grandparents did everything they could to make us have a relationship. Forcing him to interact with me. It never worked. They took me to church every time I came over. Forced me into a dresses. Decked my room out in pastel pink princess wallpaper. Tried to tell me my mother was every bad thing under the sun. She had to shelter me for fear of them Calling cys on us over nothing. (They did so twice before because I had bug bites on my arms and legs because it was freaking summer and I went camping) they told me. A healthy(I wasn't really fat but I wasn't a stick ether ) highly impressionable12 year old at the time that I needed to quit eating otherwise I'd let overweight and ugly. So I did. I got thin. Really thin. Paler. My mother had to threaten me with a trip to the ER to get me to eat. I wasn't allowed to say anything negative. Ever. Any expression of negativity was bad. I couldn't even say jeeze or crap. I was told from a young age by them to quit being angry. Stop being loud. Never say anything negative. Be feminine. Be happy. I was a good girl wasn't I? No. I was not. I hated them. I hated the fact I slowly but surely developed a Stockholm like syndrome for my grandmother. Who seemed to actually care for me in her own weird way. And I thought maybe she was like me. Stuck caring for a son who wasn't worth it and his child who was the daughter she wanted but never had. To this day I'm still fucked up from them. And the mess that came with them. This is all scratching the suface of bullshittery they did and put me, my mother and my family through. And this song brought it all back up. Excellent emotional song. Thanks for reading all this shit if you did. Hope anyone reading this sad mess has a good day
Hey, I just read through this now and `I wanted to say that I am sorry for all the battles life has thrown your way, you deserved so much better, and that you should never forget that you are beautiful and loved, if not by those around you then by me and countless of others here. Please never feel afraid to speak up about your emotions, I know it’s hard but never forget that your pain is valid and you have every right to express that. Nobody’s perfect. We all have our ups, our downs, are good moments and our bad moments. We laugh, we cry, we break and we make mistakes. But that doesn’t make us any less worthy of love, regardless of what others tell us. I hope you know I’m so proud of you and how far you’ve come. I hope you’re doing better now, and that you get everything you want to out of life. Stay safe x
"They do seem to hear me but I guess it's okay"
This is my favorite line because they can hear you however they don't listen and sometimes it doest seem like they care
I love this song so much
I'm tired of it all, the only thing keeping me here is the thought that maybe just maybe one day I'll be able to leave and be free and live the life I've always wanted
If you're here in 2020 I love you and you're never alone. Always know that you have someone by your side and you should never give up... I've been where you are before and I know what it's like to think about suicide or anything else like that. You may be right, no one cares about you.. but I'm no one. I'll be the no one that cares, because I do care. You'll be okay. Stay strong. Never give up!
I never thought I would find a song that explains how I feel everyday at school
I know that this song is like 3 years old now but I still am listening to it.
I relate to this song alot, I'm youngest in my family, and I think alot more then others. I used to get made front of because of it, I just wanted to be me but no one cared...
But hey, I'm still alive aren't I?
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Today this song hit me hard more than other days I’ve been sad lately my parents and sister found out about me self harming...and my best friend has been changing too much everyone has just not me...it’s just too much but I know I have to keep going...🖤
It sounds like I wrote this song. Did I black out or something. No but seriously this is my life. Sadly
Seline Boland Same
How is she not a super star yet? She writes extremely relatable songs and her voice is beautiful. Vocally she is on par with many celebrities and dare I say, better than some. The argument that her songs are too depressive is also invalid, due to the fact that they always have an upbeat and strong message. Honestly let's make this young woman popular, she deserves it!
going back through the old songs i used to listen to
i have one message
it gets better.
I used to listen to this song all the time. It just popped up in my recommended again. Remember:Jesus loves you, come to him with your worries. Remember he sees you and let him heal you❤️❤️. I’m praying for you
i did this at my school talent show and i was watching everyone and people were almost crying. i looked over at a teacher and she was in tears then after it was over people came up to me and asked if i was ok.
almost 5 years later and i still listen to tis song
I love this song!
People think I'm a strong girl who can take any insult
The worst thing about being strong no one asks if your ok.
@Alex Broadway Thank You,
I'm better at standing up for myself now, but the last few years have been really hard. Thank you for asking.
Are YOU ok? Please be honest... i love you
They tell me to hush but my words is all I have left...
Damn this hit me hard😢😢
Human Beings: Why do you ever talk. You're always so quite.
Me : -_- Maybe because whenever I try to talk no one listens
I don’t even care that the song is from a woman’s perspective, because when I first heard this song, I just sat here in my chair and listened. I felt transported by the song, like I was listening to someone else describe my life!
if you only look at to:
0:00 - 0:43
1:08 - 1:51
2:17 - 2:47
it is actually really depressing.
The only song I've heard, so far, that I completely relate to..............
When she said she spits when she speaks she hooked me because I do that. Yhey she sang and I swear I sobbed because at 2 am when I first heard this I needed it more than anyone can know.
This song made me tell my friend about how I was going through depression. I also sent her this video with the story of my depression. It feels so good to have shared how I feel with someone
Her music speaks life and how it can knock u down and how u struggle i love her music
This needs to be heard world wide this describes me
I’ve been reading some comments and i feel for you guys. i just recently got out of a really bad depressive state and before hand i tried absolutely everything i could to make me happy. The only thing that worked is God. Jesus. I know i sound all Christian and what not but trust me, i didn’t think i had a way out. But God came through. He always will. God will never put you in a situation you can’t handle. he will ALWAYS walk with you. idk who is gonna see this, or if anyone will, but i’m glad to know that i at least made an effort to help.
This song makes me cry so much
I can't believe I forgot this song. It's so beautiful. I'm so happy my friend is doing this song for her english assignment.(our assignment is to find a song with a social issue/s and talk about is, basically) I'm so in love with this song. The feelsssss. So beautiful😢😢😍
I have loved this song since middle school
this is so me then I have anxiety and depression..
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH now I can see why it was on my recommended. This song explains me. Friends who sometimes don't listen to always getting hurt everyday but most importantly I'm going to live by smile for once there are people there who are going through more than u are like starving and people who are going through what happened with hurricane Harvey in Texas
It's not everyday I'm happy.. Just buying bottles drinking it up and cry myself to sleep. This song made my life change thank you Faith Marie!
I never thought there would here a song that understands me so much 😊
I love this my friend showed me it its a lot like my life
This is my life story. I cant believe I found this song so late. I was singing along cause I knew exactly what the lyrics would say somehow and I've never heard this song in my life before. My dad says to always wear my little princess smile, but sometimes I want to cry and scream and get angry. They say that I have to weir my dresses and my skirts, but sometimes I want to wear my sweatpants and my t-shirts. They say I cant get dirty and to go get cleaned up, but sometimes I like to get dirty and hang out in the mud. they call me a pig for this but I take that as a compliment. Why? Well because pigs are one of the most intelligent creatures on earth, they get dirty, they aren't all papered and cute, and the squeal there own little scream when they are upset. So guys this is just what I think. You guys can have your own opinions but don't make anyone someone they're not, enjoy the person they truly are. I sure enjoyed yelling at my parents for making me a little princess and all that I have already explained. They get it now and guess what I wear? Shirts, sweatpants, tank-tops, sneakers, oh god I loves my sneakers, I wear ANYTHING I want. This song is really inspiring to all the little girls around the world, even teen and people who just need the inspiration. Not many people may see this comment, but I hope some do and I hope this inspires them. Please just stand up for yourself and BE yourself, because life isn't so long guys, and you just might miss the chance to enjoy it as much as you can.
Imma just sit here crying in the corner. Because this theme tunes my life
Woah...this is amazing.
I got rejected today by a boy I like. So, during school I had to think about this song to control my anxiety. I was breathing really hard and starting to shake. But he and I still talk a bit, and he is very kind and sweet to me.
Omg i love this song so much it made me cry alot and this is truly my life story...i wish it was different
The most hurtfull thing is it hurts inside but i can't cry...
I got physical abused by my dad and everytime my dad would do something i always set this song on i always got calm..
M꙰Y꙰ L꙰I꙰F꙰E꙰...
PERFECTION!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖👌👌👌👌👌👌👌👌👌👌
This song has been my top song on spotify for 2 years, I have never related to a song so much
Thank u so much for all the music u r so inspiring and this is my life as a 7th grader😢😢
Stay strong there is a point for you somewhere someday there will be a person who can’t live without you so if it take that to help you think about that (I don’t really understand, why is everyone everywhere I go so much older than me?)
Those 253 dislikes are probably the people who have those perfect life and are just jealous of how beautiful faiths voice is and how angelic the music fits with her voice ❤️❤️
"Dont speak unless you're spoken to little girl" always told to listen. But never given the chance to talk
Whoa Deep lyrics thank you for sharing them I believe there's a lot of strength and being silent but only for a moment because you do need time to reconfigure your thoughts and align your truths but remember your truths are only true to you there's always another perspective with that knowledge always also be willing to speak up because nothing will ever change if no one ever hears it people do not read minds so only words can convey your feelings that's just my opinion Lord please help me with the negative thoughts that I sometime hold help me apply the knowledge that you have taught me Lord help those see their truths will clear and open eyes amen
I can really relate to the first verse of this song bc my friends always told me about how much I stutter, they don’t realize it’s bc of how much anxiety I have
i used to listen to this when i was younger - it reminds of my stutter.
kinda nice how we all can relate to this together. it shows you're never alone