Real Time Update: Emergency Room Visit & Finding My New Normal
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- How I'm dealing with the death of my dog, Capone. I had to visit the Emergency Room this week and working on finding my way without my best friend:
See the video announcing his passing: • Saying Goodbye to Capone
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The best way to get over a dog and keep his memory alive is to save another. There are so many dogs out there that need your love and you need theirs.
I just had to say goodbye to mine. 1 month later, visited Atlanta Animal Control. So many great dogs...I adopted a very sweet girl who was there sitting in her poop. Too many dogs with not enough homes.
Karin Morris yes yes. The new dog is not a replacement, she is “in addition to” with her own personality, needs and her version of companionship
I absolutely agree! When my Ryder died i was absolutely heartbroken and bereaft! The silence was deafening. I decided to honor Ryder by saving my Calli! Best decision ever! She immediately helped to heal my heart! I noticed that Calli needed a companion and saved yet another pup...my Sylvie!
Sylvie really needed me! She needed a mommy and mommy needed Sylvie. We are all a happy pack!
Somewhere out there is another fur baby that needs you as much as you need him or her even if you don’t see it now.
I totally agree!
It was an animal. It was Capone by your side letting you know he's ok Mommy.
I agree. You need another companion that doesn't resemble Capone. You aren't yourself right now, another will keep you going and still provide healing time.
Whatever you do, don't get a puppy. It requires way too much diligence, and you are distracted right now.
Having company to share your life with is always better than being alone. Please think about rescuing another furbaby, there are SO many sweet, loveable pets on death row in nearly every state. You could save a life! And give a sweet baby a chance at a wonderful life with you instead if being put down. 😢🐱😢🐕
O so true, one is not missing a dog, one is missing Capone. It takes what it takes to heal. Adding another canine is the wrong medicine for what ails her now, in THIS season. I honor your grief .
Ahhhh, I'm feeling your pain!!!! When you have done your grieving, go out and save another beautiful dog that will appreciate you as much as you appreciate him/her. God bless Capone !
I agree! I always tell people who are hurting over the loss of a furbaby that the best thing to do is to open their heart to another. I understand it takes time though. I have three dogs and I dread the day that they have to cross into the spirit world. With love comes heartache. 😢
Capone was family and grief is normal. I cried over pets like family. It is normal.
I still cry over a missed pet. Mind you not all the time. Sometimes I think it happens because it is time for a cleansing. I think it's going to be rough for her for a while. My husband got me another dog a year after my Bear died and I couldn't bond with him. There is a season for all things isn't there :)
I still do...
Death IS weird. It's been 7 years since my mom died and it's still SO hard. I used to tell my doctor I thought I was having a heart attack and he would tell me it was not cardiac arrest, it's a broken heart. I wish I had words...all I know is you are loved. By soo many people❤
CoolCat Carolena that breaks my heart ❤️
I know the same misery but it's starting to lift, proving I suppose that it does indeed fade some in time. Now I think I'll have to acknowledge the fact that I spent a long time immersed in a narcissistic endeavor. It was all about me... I'm hurting, I'm missing her, I'm wanting her back, I miss her smile, I, I, I....very self absorbed, grief can be. In my case I was stealing moments in the here and now from myself. Did I go for a walk with my doggies or volunteer at a soup kitchen every time I felt the weight of grief, or do crafts, go bowling, movies, take a class? No. Should I have, and is that what my Mom would have wanted me to do (forcibly distract myself from miserable self-absorbed grief thoughts)? Yup, she would have. Have faith and persevere, the grief will fade. Take it from me, who thought I would be perpetually stuck in it. Now when I think of her there is more joy and less pain. I didn't have the joy of the memories when I was grieving so hard, only the pain. Stay strong, and know that the grief will fade. Our thoughts are with you. 🐞
My Mom's been gone 5 years - an ache that doesn't ease. 💗
I lost my Mom last month September 14th. and the only family I have left is my dog and cat. I am grieving for my Mom and Capone! My Mom watched your videos and loved Capone too. I’m sure she will take him under her wing in Heaven! God bless you Carolyn and I’ve been having left chest pain too since my Mom passed. Here’s a poem I find comforting:
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die.
So sorry for your loss.
I lost my mom three years ago.I still miss her and think about her and the memories are still fresh in my heart and soul. I remember this poem in fact I found my copy of it a couple of days ago. I know there is another stage of life waiting for us. A friend of mine said his father died in the hospital and they brought him back using the paddles. He was (the father) angry that they brought him back. He said that he was loving it on the other side and just getting to explore and visit everyone when he felt a sharp awful pain. They had brought him back and he said it was very painful. He told the family the next time to let him go. Don't bring me back He lived for many years. And when he passed he was left to go on his next journey. Love and Peace to all
My condolences and prayers
God bless you girl. I feel your pain. One day at a time.
I love your outlook
And how you do look at life one day at a time☮️❤️🙏🏼🌈
Lady there are so many dogs needing mom’s that are good. You don’t need to be dogless. You need a dog to be with you for many reasons. Another dog will not diminish your love of Capone.
If and when the time is right to get another dog, she will know. It may never happen. Or a new fur baby may find her.
Get a rescue dog.you rescue them they rescue you and they are so appreciative!!
I guess she is not missing having a dog,- she is missing Capone. 🙂 But I Agree about that we should choose rescuedogs when we are thinking about getting a dog❤
donna martin yes there are ,but what I'm finding out that since I've lost mine I simply can't afford the high price everyone is asking including the $400 at shelters. I'm on disability now due to an injury at work and don't have that extra money that they are charging yet I sit at home and cry being alone.
it can actually be an endorsement....
When I lost my last dog I was so broken I couldn't think about another dog. It was three years before I got another one. It made me so happy I shouldn't of waited so long. But no one could of told me that at the time. ALL my pets have left a hole in my heart. But what I have learned is there are others waiting for our love we just need to love them back.
Yes I've had some heart breaking situations .one I particular a horse 🐎 of 31yrs .I had him 27yrs and done most things with him .he was a remarkable soul never to be replaced but others have come along now and even though different personalities but special I. Other ways this includes a puppy who replaced a 17yr old dog .she's doing a good job and I urge you to get another .they will find you .as a RV I would think a dog is an essential part of personal safety good luck 🎉 uk 🇬🇧 🙏
Carolyn, you tell us to be kind. Be kind to yourself..this one will take time..but you will heal. Be patient, be kind and be happy. Try every day to be happy.. eventually you wont be so sad every moment.. thinking of you.. I know your heart is broken..but broken hearts do heal. Be patient.. be kind ..
Kathy Hylton couldn’t have said it better.
Well said
🕊🐶🕊 Rest in Peace Capone.. I feel your pain Carolyn.🐾🐾
Hello there beautiful, I'm so sorry for your loss. Capone was blessed to have such a caring Angel. He I'm sure loved you as much as you loved him. He was cool. Hang in there you will get better soon I'm very sure of it. 🙂🙂😊😊😘😘
It's hard for me to watch your past couple videos because of Capone...so I can only imagine how hard it is for you. It will all take time. Take care.
My dog who was 12 died days before yours.... I'm so sorry, the grief is so hard. He was my closed friend and protector...I have felt lost without him. Big hugs
I’m so sorry😘💖
So sorry for your loss
I hope you heal up. Maybe a dog that needs rescued would be good for you!
I'm sorry too. =*(
Carolyn, I am still crying too. I have had a lot of dogs in my long life and each one was special. Each one's death devastated me. Even now, when I think of some of them I cry. But there is something that helped me through each time. After a couple months, I visited the local shelter and found sad lonely stray or abandoned or lost doggie and adopted them. It helped them. It helped me.
Of course each one is special. Each one has their very own personality. Each one will be grateful to be a part of your life. It's OK to just cry.
Awe Carolyn I’m so deeply sorry you lost your love, adorable Capone! In a small way, because you share your life with us & also his, we feel the loss too so I think we can truly mourn & then heal with you! ❤️Hugs❤️
I can so understand your pain. I miss my Molly so much! She passed in July 11th. She was almost 17. In fact yesterday she would have been 17. I will say it again...I miss her so much. I have no children and she was like my child. She was my fur baby. Sending you love, hugs, prayers and kindness! 💗💗💗
So sorry about Molly. Hugs and much love to you.
Broken Heart Syndrome is a real thing. And the lose of such a loved one is a great stresser.
What a remarkable woman you are Carolyn! Thank you for sharing the depth of your grief. Thank you for the love you gave so freely to Capone. I am so glad everything checked out normal. You don't know me, but I offer a hug and pray for your protection.
Reliving my losses as I feel your pain, it brings it all back. I will say the hurting heart shows our great love and that is amazing to have known. Big Hugs!
A few years ago I suffered from heart failure a few months after receiving news of my son's terminal illness. The cardiologist told me there was definitely a medical condition called "broken heart" and he suspected I had it. My little dog is 13 and I know when i lose her it will be every bit as painful as losing my son. We who have lost our fur kids in the past know and accept this. You have many fans who loved Capone and fully understand your grief. Turn to us to help you heal. RIP video buddy, we miss you a lot.
Grief is weird. You can be going along feeling pretty good. Then, BAM!! Something or nothing can hit you like a tidal wave. And you’re right back to when the grief was fresh and immediate. But eventually, those moments happen less. And the recovery from the tidal wave is easier. Breathing just happens. You can guess thatI I’m speaking from experience. Later edit: remember that there is no right way or wrong way to grieve...there is no statute of limitations. It just is. Don’t forget to breathe.
Leslie O'Brien This is exactly it. ❤️
Carolyn, Here's a little something I've told my own kids over the years: "It's hard to say good bye, but we have help learning how: First we have pets that we love and love us. We learn responsibility from them, and get great joy. The last thing they do is teach us to say good bye... Then it's grand parents: We receive great love from them, but all too often it's short lived. The last thing they do is teach us to say good bye... And eventually it's our parents, who taught us basically everything we know. And if we're lucky, they gave us unconditional love. Finally, the last thing they do is teach us to say good bye... My kids lost their mother to cancer 12 years ago, when they were very young, so that happened waaay too soon, and out of order... I too watched her die, while I also watched my children watch their mom die. All I can say is I don't recommend it. But it's all part of life. It'll take a while, but you'll be ok. Take care.
I learned a long time ago we all need a buddy and many dogs at the Shelters need us.
If you get a young dog he or she will love to go with you and have the Strength and Stamina for all you want to do.
It’s some of the Hardest thing to loose your 4 Footed buddy am so so sorry I know how hard it is. I still miss my Akita’s they have been gone 10
Years I showed them at the Dog shows.
the irony of life that although you can never own anything and yet still experience the gut wrenching feeling of loss
entropy Profound... simply said but so profound
Capone is beside you every step of the way.
I know that is true!
Yes, yes!! I was thinking the very same thing.
You have a huge Heart and I am sorry you lost Him.
Oh this was rough to watch. Brought back too many memories. I lost my baby Schnauzer (Bentley), to cancer, Nov 13th.
And i dont want to cry anymore
You gave him a great free life and he was happy with you. I could see the look in his face, he had a full and better life than most people.
Debra Costley &
I think feeling the pain is part of remembering the love. Tears flowed as I watched you because I understand this hurt, the broken heart, how it literally feels broken into a million pieces..but how lucky we were to be able to love something so much. I wish for you a new normal that brings you so much joy and happiness. We will all be learning a new normal with you. xoxo
I’m sorry for the pain your feeling lady. I lost my Fatboy February this year. He was 13 years and 4 months old. My full time companion during that time. We traveled the roads in my camper since January 2015. He was a champ on the road. I tried to go on a road trip right after losing him. I have been making many crazy decisions since then. Still going nuts as this year comes to a close. I lost my purpose. I truly hope you heal.
Proud of you.❤
Watching 4/19/19. Love your videos. I am so so very SORRY that Capone is gone. He is beautiful. I’m still suffering from the lost of a loved one. Your hurt is being felt, please know audience cares. Sending special love during your grief.
I identify with your words so much its not even funny, I just lost my daughter in law less than 2 weeks ago, she was only 41, I lost 3 people in the last 6 months to death they were all so young, so my head is spinning. I am 61 and still going after 12 heart surgeries flatlined 2 times , lived to tell about it. . I love doing what you are doing. hugs to you Carolyn...It definately will be different not seeing Capone with you.
Carolyn you are such a strong woman, I know it's feel like you lost your way, but slowly you'll find it again . Don't feel guilty, Capone watching over you now and wants to see you happy!!! 💕😙
It took me awhile to figure out my way after I lost my ' Kobe ' it comforts me knowing I loved him and gave him a good life for 10 years, it made me a better man. I send you healing vibes Carolyn
My motto has always been Live, Love, Laugh. Thanks to you, I have added Be Kind.
The music choices and the video was so beautiful. I think of you everyday. And I am sending you so many healing wishes. ❤
Martha Stewart.. Said .. If you want to be happy for one year... Get married.. If you want to be happy for 15 years.. Get a dog..
I agree.
Not entirely. I've been married more than 50 happy years.
Hahahahaha! She used to be the maven of domestic bliss... I like her better already.
My grandmother said if you want security, get a job.
How true & they don't stress you like a man will
Janne King If you want to be happy on your all life look for Jesus he can give you the peace and the love that you need
Awwwww I'm so sorry for your loss of Capone. You'll never replace him, but it's alright to get a new buddy. Death sucks and it rips your heart into pieces. Take care, hugs! ❤😔
I want to tell you we are with you in spirit
Listen for Capone. He will guide you through to your new normal!! His spirit is still with you!
😢 So sorry Carolyn. Sending you comforting hugs. Capone was sweet, loving dog. Hang in there. You were a wonderful doggie mother. He'll always be with you in your heart.
I'm thinking about you and know that your heart is broken. I understand. I'm still grieving my precious pawbaby that left me a couple months ago after 12 years. It's as raw today as it was then. We are all praying for you. I am so proud of you as you find your way . I'm still mourning from my couch. Take care of you and one of these days the next pawbaby will find its way to your heart and traveling with you. ❤️ 🐶
Animals are a huge comfort and company for us. My Husband is Dieing and I am so thankful for Charlie my Maltese. He is staying with with me right by my side
Carolyn to realize that you have become a friend and family member to us who watch you regularly? Big hugs back to you and you are in my prayers every night! We love you be safe and be you
You are so strong. I admire your courage hugs to you from both of us. I know how hard it is to lose a dog and it is one of the worst things ever. But I promise it gets easier in time. A lot of time but it happens. ♡
Grief can put anyone in hospital...not surprised at all. Heartbreakx
You're right!!!
Aw...I am still so sad for you Carolyn. I know you will always grieve for Capone.
I lost my Fur Baby in 2001, not a day goes by without him in my thoughts, I can still smell him, ya know, that doggy smell that they have. You never ever forget them but trust me , the pain does eventually dissipate & then the healing starts. Been there, done that, know exactly what your feeling now but it WILL get better , then all you have are wonderful memories. Stay Strong xx
With great love, comes great grief. 💕 sending hugs, take care. Everything will be well.
So sorry for the loss of your sweet dog Capone, I loss my dog my Sweet Oreo January 29 2019 and just about two weeks later I loss my Daddy, I feel like my heart may never be whole again, but I know they have found each other in Heaven, again I’m so sorry for your loss, prayers and blessings to you. Rest In Peace Capone you will be missed, but never forgotten.
My heart goes out to you!! Sending love.
When my niece died walking was my healing. It will get easier
I was worried about how you have been dealing with all the stress. We are all here, with you and Capone in our thoughts and prayers 🌸 Healing does take time and your heart will heal.
Seeing him rolling in the grass made me smile. He lived such a happy and free blessed life. Safe & happy travels :)
I didn’t realize when I clicked on this that it was from 5 years ago! My heart is breaking for you! I lost my boy Rascal to cancer years ago. I got him when he was 8 weeks old and he helped me get through taking care of my Gramma for 12 years. I lost him right before I lost my Gramma. That was a very hard time for me. So I know that pain and it’s crushing. Fast forward to now: I’m so glad that you found Sadie. I hope she stays around for a long time! Since I lost my Rascal, I’ve lost 2 more of my babies 2- rescued toy Poodles. One from a puppy mill, one from a rescue group that found him in the street. It’s so hard to open your heart, knowing that one day it will be broken again, but it’s worth it. I now have 2 toy/mini poodles- Lily Grace and Toby. She’s 8, he’s 6. I still fear they will have heart problems, that’s why my other two passed. But I just can’t help myself, I have so much love to give. And there are too many unwanted fur babies in need. I’ve had dogs all my life. I can’t imagine life without them!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️🐶🐶
My heart breaks for you I know it's hard I still have not gotten over a dog I lost 20 years ago. I have had others but that one just loses me. It will get better but you will have days that hurt a lot. Take care Suzanne
I have not written on your videos. It is so painful for me and I cannot imagine how you are feeling. I have lost my husband, several fur babies, one that I adopted after my husband passed which was very very tough because it was just her and I. I went from having a husband, son and fur babies to having no one. Your story is breaking my heart. God bless
Praying for you, Carolyn. We miss Capone so much, too. 😓 Take care of yourself. 💜
Oh No!! Sorry to hear about Capone, Blessings to you and may your heart be comforted by God.
It’s amazing how our griefs have common ground.I lost my precious wife 6 weeks ago to a sudden illness that came out of nowhere. When everything is settled I will join all of you in a nomadic and free lifestyle. It will be my “ new normal “. Thank you so much for sharing ( I cried through the whole video ). God bless.
Rick Doyle.🙏
Carolyn - You look beautiful today - your hair is so pretty - love the colors of gray. I am sitting here with my little one (dog) on my lap. I here your sadness. I hear your sadness. Capone just loved you too! He is looking down on you, hoping you are able to heal and continue. You may consider getting another little one soon. Please take care......heal, heal. I really enjoy your travels, Thank you so much for sharing! Take care and know that others care about you!
How can anyone give this a thumbs down? He was a beautiful beautiful boy and he is missed. I cried with you.
Because some people just revel in making others miserable.
Maybe some people mark it thumbs down because it feels wrong for them to like a video where someone is so sad and hurting. At least I have heard other friends say that.
Sometimes a thumbs-down is more like a I'm sad you're sad. Not a I don't like this video. More like empathizing. Thankfully a thumbs-down doesn't affect anything really. I know some people that click the same button whether it's a thumbs-up or thumbs-down or smile or whatever no matter what the video just to acknowledge that they seen it. So don't take a thumbs down too serious
Don’t go chasing dislikes, waste of human precious time.
We send our love to you.
Capone we miss you, love you and will always remember you....
Carolyn, may you be blessed with much comfort, peace, strength, great health and success.... Much love and hugs.. much love and hugs to you, Carolyn!
And, he is with you still. You’ll feel his presence when you’re ready.❤️
Your buddy will always be just behind the next tree Behind that hill over there. Running past you on the breeze.. watching you lying in the grass. Visiting your day dreams Happily eating treats he finds along the way. He wil truly never be far away. He is but a memory away .
It's great you can do 'sorry camp' here on youtube with us all. Many people don't realise what big souls our animal companions can have. I've conducted funeral for people's pets - along with wonderful euologies and stories in nicely printed memento books/brochures. So beautiful. Would love to show you some. Take it slowly. Do it at your own speed. Talk when you need to - cry when you need too. Ya can even wail. Lots of people loved Capone - he had a big fan club. Thanks for being with us all Capone.
PS - you might want to consider getting onto some high grade/dose turmeric!
Sorry for your loss lost my wife last April . Live & be happy
I happened upon you by accident and just WOW!!
I can’t express how impressed I am with your adventures. I am living vicariously through you! As a youngster I dreamt of traveling across America and beyond. Like you, I followed another path.
I’ve never given up hope but it looks like I’ll not see the roads from an RV anytime soon. What I found myself doing while watching this.... CRYING.... for you and Capone. I think you’re awesome. Capone was blessed as were you. Someday another dog may wander into your life... or not. Just as long as you have your time to grieve... so be it.
Happy Trails! I can’t believe I’m saying this but I’m looking forward to your future travels. Stop making me cry!! I’d much rather laugh at all the moments he made your day!
BTW .... Let the haters hate. There’s always going to be a few
I'm so sorry for the grief and hurting still. Hugs... So many hugs... Broken heart.... Hugs! Glad you're ok!
I think mischievous little Capone was shaking the bush beside you, just to say " I'm here Mom, I'll always be here with you." ♥ ♥
I would prescribe a change of scenery for you. Go to the nearest international airport, park the RV in long term parking, pack a bag and go somewhere you normally don't go that would relax you. For me, that place is Tahiti but anywhere relaxing. Some suggestions: a last minute cruise, Hawaii, Grand Canyon, Yellowstone (during the winter it is an awesome drive), Fiji, or Belize. I remember when I was working pretty hard, was alone after a relationship breakup, and feeling depressed. I asked my office manager to book a conference in San Francisco, and when I got on the plane and it rose above the clouds out of OC, the sun hit my face, I IMMEDIATELY felt better. And, I realized that I had not seen the sun for a month (June Gloom, you know what it is being a California Girl). Turned it around for me. Good luck.
I'm happy for you to hear you say that you're beginning to do better. As you know, it takes time. I lost my Pit Ginger a little over a year ago. I appreciate the freedom, like you, but I still miss her so much. I'm almost 70 and thought this would just pass, and that I would get through it faster. But no. She's in her backyard now, and every night I still say good night and let her know that she lives in my heart now, and always will. It does get better, but it never goes away. God bless you for being such a good mom. Capone was happy and got to experience so much, and it was all thanks to you, and your love for Capone. I cried when you toasted Capone. You're such a good person. You're in my prayers.
Carolyn, you're already Vegan, take the next step and go plant based. It's really the best way to go. I know you're not me, but everyone I know, and all my family, knows I'm plant based. Every time I visit and they want to cook for me, I say no, I go to the store and get the stuff that I eat, always a bit more so they can have some too, and have my meal with them. I never ask them to change what they do, but I never compromise what I'm doing for myself by giving in. Just be strong, and always have something that you can eat so that when they offer, you can say, "Just a minute", and bring something in that you can prepare for your meal, then share the moment with your friends more comfortably.
I lost my dog not to long ago I get better everyday but I still bust into tears everyday at odd times he was my kid I miss him so much mine was taken from me by a car hang in there and cry it out as often as you want its okay sending you lots of hugs and prayers 😇
Carolyn, so many people care about you and also miss Capone. You have many friends, more than you even know. You are getting better. You even smiled a little. It just takes time but you are making a start.💕
You are just the sweetest person with such a heart of gold ❤️ I just want to give you the biggest hug .
So sorry for your loss. I lost my dog a year ago and thought that I would never be happy again. I didn't want to be happy again. But it's human nature that with time memories of death fade or are replaced by memories of happy and good times with your companion. She will always be in my heart, and you will never forget your dog, but time heals, so hang in there.
I'm so sorry for your loss. My beautiful cat just died a few weeks ago and it was a very similar situation. My cat was fine - playing, eating, totally normal and then it seemed like all of a sudden he stopped eating. Two vets later and $1000, he was diagnosed with lymphoma and had to be put to sleep. So heartbreaking. At least they didn't suffer. I'm so glad about that. Hang in there!
girl d boro I’m so sorry. When my cat died a few years ago I thought my heart would
Break.
🌸Capone was a special dog Carolyn.🌸
My heart breaks for you, I pray for healing for you. Rest in peace capone❤
Tears are flowing at a steady pace...😢 Capone was one lucky pup, no doubt about it. I’ve lost 2 fur babies in the past few years and while it does get easier, it’s still hurts when I come across pictures or videos. I have true withdrawal from being a mom to a fur baby. It might be time to rescue a new baby. I hope your heart mends soon, really soon. 💗
Capone is waiting on the other side of the bridge. You will he loved you some people never feel that kind of love what a blessing
I'm I know that feeling. A loss is never easy. Take time to heal. Stay healthy. Blessings. God be with you 🙏.
You are so raw & so honest, I love that about your videos! I bawled all the way through & my heart hurts for you. My Leo was 17 when he crossed the rainbow bridge, a couple of years ago, it’s the pits. Just please be safe & take good care of you. Sending you wishes for a gentle healing & big hugs from across the air. 💜
Oh Carolyn 😥my heart breaks for you, I too have lost two precious fur babies and Many Precious Family Members,Sister, Mother,Brother, Aunts,Uncles and several close friend’s😢😭💔 I will say the pain gets easier,but you will always have their memory in your heart ❤️
Stay Strong and yes, keep living life to the fullest and never give up👍😊❤️🤗
Texas Lady xoxo
Only time heals, but you never forget them.......there is always a place in your heart for them.
Carolyn.... Im still grieving my Boxer, Brutus, 15 years or more ago. Taking care of a precious dog will help when you are ready. Sometimes they find you. Take that chance when it comes. Life is just too short to be by yourself. I know your grief and you will always grieve to a degree. I cry every single time I watch you and remember my Angel Dog 🐕 and what a big caretaker and love he gave me always! God bless you and you can come and spend time on our farm in N. Texas. You can take walks and just be. We are older and wont intrude. Well you are welcome if you are coming this way! Such good memories! Let me know if you want to come. We have 26 acres and a 30 amp hookup if needed.
SuzZ Copher boxers are wonderful dogs! We lost our boxer, Emily, this past June. I miss her everyday.
Go Carolyn and heal.
Tell us some happy things that Capone did.
He's still alive in the afterlife..trust Jesus will take care of him... numbers 6:24,25,26. I am a born again Christian..and know how good God is and trust him fully.. it's the only way I cope..he gives us 1,000 promises...and has 365 names that depict his height, weight,length, Width and depth..🍓 rest in Psalms and the book of John.
He loves us. And the comforter will dwell.. praying for you..a warmth to be alive and care...
Carolyn, thank you for sharing so much with us. There is tremendous wisdom in this video. Never doubt for a minute that you are changing the world. My mom always said that each of us will never know how many people we touch in some way during our lives, or in what way. Just know that you are. I'm glad you're feeling better. Sending you good wishes and blessings.
you've got me dropping tears. You're not alone, you've got us and your videos.
My heart goes out to you Carolyn, my girl was 10 1/2 and I lost her to the exact same thing. It is sudden and it is out of nowhere regardless of their age. It does ease with time but it never goes away, that's the love. Nurture yourself and keep doing all the things Capone loved to do with you. Sending love and light and keeping you in my thoughts.
Thanks for the update. You do seem better this week but it is OK to still be sad about your buddy. I know you miss him tremendously. Stay safe and know you are not alone. We care!
Will miss him too. What a lovely companion he was. Tears for you. He enriched your life so much. Will see him in heaven. Hugs.
I lost my pooch too and miss him dearly. God bless.
HUGS dear lady! Our pets are so much a part of our lives. Time... your heart will heal.
Carolyn, so glad you are feeling better. Loved seeing the video of Capone playing : ) xoxo
I don't know you but I love you and I feel your pain.
Saying prayers. You are strong and will make it through. It takes time.
I'm sorry to hear about Capone. I know losing a pet is a hard thing. I'm glad your health is good too. Yes, grief is a very complicated thing. My heart goes out to you during this time of sorrow.
Capone lived a full life and was loved by many!😘
So very sorry for your loss of Capone. We lost our golden retriever about 5 years ago - shortly after we had driven to Tennessee to be near family. It was a very hard thing. I had a hard time with losing Duke as well. Be kind to yourself. Know that those moments of tears will come to your eyes. Your new normal is going to be different and yes, you will have those moments when you miss him. I’m glad that you are getting to hike more.
I am so sorry,Capone was a joy to watch and thank you for sharing Capone on you tube, dogs show how live,through all the stress in day to day life, can be so simple,carefree and loving.
Stay strong Carolyn. You take as much time to grieve. So many dogs need a good home and you are a great dog mom. Praying for you and all your adventures.