I Had A Spontaneous Kundalini Awakening - And It Changed Everything 🤯

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    Hi guys! In this video I share the story of my spontaneous Kundalini awakening, which happened in October 2019. I'd like to take this opportunity to clarify a few things that I may not have mentioned or made clear in the video:
    - This was by no means a "full" awakening; simply the catalysing event that started this intense purification process. As I mentioned in the video, I believe the Kundalini was already stirring from 2017 - and that process is still very much ongoing!
    - I feel many of us are encouraging this process unwittingly by engaging in spiritual systems and practices without a deep appreciation for the implications of what it truly means to awaken, and without sufficient grounding in our humanity. Even if your goal is not to raise the Kundalini (like me), this may be a consequence if you are engaging in spiritual practices regularly. I say this as a word of caution!
    - Although this process can often feel like a curse mentally, emotionally and physically (especially if spontaneous), I believe many of us have experienced awakenings around the same time (especially the window between 2018-2021) to support the individual and collective awakening process
    - I would personally never encourage anyone to seek a Kundalini awakening without sufficient support and training- ideally in a devotional space under supervision if that is your goal
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Komentáře • 305

  • @templeofakasha
    @templeofakasha  Před rokem +149

    PLEASE NOTE ‼️all comments suggesting I've been possessed, am demonic or anything else of that nature WILL be removed and you will be blocked. I have shared this experience for those that wish to listen with an open mind. My connection to God is the basis of my life. While this wasn't a textbook root to crown integrated Kundalini Awakening (they rarely are when spontaneous and ill-prepared for), I know benevolent the nature of this experience. Believe me when I say I've been to hell and back to ensure this was aligned with God's will and not shadow forces. The grace, loving presence and connection to God that has been established since this experience has far outweighed any of the challenges my human has faced as a result of this process. So please - take your judgement and dogma elsewhere. Namaste 🙏🏼

    • @shininglight666
      @shininglight666 Před rokem +5

      I haven't even listened to the the video yet and i can already tell you are sharing your full truth to help others! Those who judge it, shouldn't even be here!

    • @marvelousmaryspeaks1234
      @marvelousmaryspeaks1234 Před rokem +5

      Amen and beautifully said! Thank you so much for sharing your story!

    • @lauragarza1143
      @lauragarza1143 Před rokem +3

      I had a spontaneous Kundalini Awakening Jan 2023. These last 4 months have been quite a year...lol. The ruminating thoughts are relentless. This started with an ex I've known since childhood...the catalyst. I'm going through everything you are talking about.

    • @thejenamichelleshow
      @thejenamichelleshow Před rokem

      This!! I got ran into a psych ward because religious leaders saw me as demons and I was trying to preach to them about Jesus to get them to see I was having a medical emergency. It was insanity. Thanks for sharing your story publicly. Would love you on my podcast if interested. 🤍

    • @atomusbliss
      @atomusbliss Před rokem +6

      Just a side effect of the internal judgement that runs endlessly within most unawakened minds. Too ridiculous to address. 🙏

  • @jacarandamarie
    @jacarandamarie Před 4 měsíci +29

    OMG…I have chills head to toe when you played that audio. You were speaking light language. When I had my spontaneous awakening, I said OUT LOUD “HERE IT COMES” and then “light” entered my head and I could “see” it moving and rearranging all of the atoms in my brain. While this happened, it was as if “I” were just watching, inside of my body. I had no emotion, just observation. My entire body vibrated. I heard a loud low rumble during this, and then four or five HUGE bursts of light INSIDE of my body exploded. A few other bizarre things happened, and when it was all over, I could SMELL burnt wires! Once I could function again, I looked at all of the electrical outlets to make sure something wasn’t on fire, and finally realized IT WAS MY ARMPITS! I know that sounds so gross, and I didn’t have any hair in my pits, but THAT was where the electrical smell was!! I was never afraid during any of this. “I” had told myself “here it comes” so I must’ve known on a Higher level what was about to happen. I went to the kitchen to get a drink of water and the microwave said 11:11 and for some reason I closed my eyes and ZOOM I was in space, amongst the stars. It was utterly beautiful. That night after falling asleep, I had my first out of body experience and my first lucid dream. The next morning I could see golden honeycomb shapes all over everything and five gold telescoping rings in a line in the sky. No clue what that was about. I was in constant tingles and couldn’t/didn’t need sleep. I was totally in bliss, holding bumblebees (no fear) and other odd stuff. And SO THIRSTY!! Constantly- I couldn’t get enough water. I could keep going on and on with the things that have happened since, but I’ve taken up enough space already! Just wanted to share and also thank YOU for sharing your experience ❤

    • @maryshannon262
      @maryshannon262 Před 3 měsíci +2

      Thankyou for sharing- especially about the bees🐝🌻

    • @cerspence
      @cerspence Před 3 měsíci +2

      Wtf why did I look at the clock when I read this and it was actually truly 11:11

    • @rorscach1
      @rorscach1 Před 2 měsíci

      I was going to put 11:11 in a comment because I saw it in my corner, but then I saw that it was a link to a timeframe in the video so I deleted it. 😅
      Probably should've left it.
      But then a little while later I noticed I had 33% battery at 3:33 pm.
      🤷🏻‍♀️

  • @NeoLeoDynasty
    @NeoLeoDynasty Před rokem +52

    My spontaneous kundalini awakening happened in 2020. The sheer amount of information I downloaded was incredible. During the peak of the activation, any question or thought that I had, I was able to pull the answer for straight from inside. The history of humans, how we got here, the purpose, anything and everything I could think of. Synchronicities started happening so often that I could no longer just count them out as a coincidence. My whole outlook on life changed in a day. I could also no longer lie to myself about anything. The hardest thing about it was cognitive dissonance and dealing with that alongside of realizing you can never show the people you care about how real this experience is and what it means…. I’m so glad it happened to me though or I’m not sure I would’ve ever believed in anything.

    • @templeofakasha
      @templeofakasha  Před rokem +5

      Incredible! Thank you for sharing 🙏🏼 the process truly is beyond words and for our highest good.

    • @catherine_is_in_the_MOON
      @catherine_is_in_the_MOON Před 9 měsíci +3

      Wow you are sooo lucky! I know it's a lot of info but would you mind sharing about the history of human kind you got? Also what is the purpose of life and all the info you've got. Perhaps you can make a youtube video and let me know I would love to watch it!!!

    • @NeoLeoDynasty
      @NeoLeoDynasty Před 9 měsíci

      @@catherine_is_in_the_MOON It Was Demonic not even a couple weeks after i made this comment demons attacked me and Jesus Came and busted the doors down and saved me! DO NOT CONTINUE DOWN THIS PATH!

    • @NeoLeoDynasty
      @NeoLeoDynasty Před 9 měsíci +6

      @@catherine_is_in_the_MOON I am going to make a video on exactly the whole situation including the kundalini experience

    • @catherine_is_in_the_MOON
      @catherine_is_in_the_MOON Před 9 měsíci +3

      @@NeoLeoDynasty Awesome let me know when you post it and please give me the link! I will watch it!

  • @user-eh1cz1ff7b
    @user-eh1cz1ff7b Před 8 měsíci +7

    CAN ANYONE RELATE?
    I had never practiced yoga nor meditation. I was sitting Indian style smoking a cigarette. I felt the base of my spine pop/crack and then some nervous/exciting energy filled up my stomach. Then my solar Plexus started trembling/pulsating. This was exhilarating. Then I felt an intense feeling of love and it felt like every cell in my body was electric. I was telling myself I forgive you. I love you. Everything is gonna be alright. It was almost like the child within me was speaking. In a way I was not the one speaking. Since then compassion, empathy, love, and seeking for truth have embodied me. I also have had some rather troubling experiences like I'm going crazy or something. Fear and anger have came out of thin air.

  • @templeofakasha
    @templeofakasha  Před rokem +41

    Hi guys! Thank you for taking the time to watch this long but vulnerable share of mine 💖 I'd like to take this opportunity to clarify a few things that I may not have mentioned or made clear in the video:
    - This was by no means a "full" awakening; simply the catalysing event that started this intense purification process. As I mentioned in the video, I believe the Kundalini was already stirring from 2017 - and the process is very much ongoing!
    - I feel many of us are encouraging this process unwittingly by engaging in spiritual systems and practices without a deep appreciation for the implications of what it truly means to awaken, and without sufficient grounding in our humanity. Even if your goal is not to raise the Kundalini (like me), this may be a consequence if you are engaging in spiritual practices regularly. I say this as a word of caution!
    - Although this process can often feel like a curse mentally, emotionally and physically (especially if spontaneous), I believe many of us have experienced awakenings around the same time (especially the window between 2018-2021) to support the individual and collective awakening and ascension process, which was amplified in 2020
    - I would personally never encourage anyone to seek a Kundalini awakening without sufficient support and training- ideally in a devotional space under supervision if that is your goal
    Comments, experiences, insights and questions welcome - let's keep it respectful please 🙏🏼 with love and gratitude, Tash x

    • @vicstar62
      @vicstar62 Před rokem

      Thank you so much for posting this video about your spontaneous kundalini awakening.
      This seems to be happening to so many people now.
      I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening in 2016 (the year I turned 55) while on a spiritual gathering with an amazing man called Abdy Electriciteh and 54 other participants. He works with Christ Consciousness energy and I had so many profound experiences while there, including the awakening of my kundalini. The week before we were to fly to Bali I felt electrical energy moving in my feet and coursing up my legs. I intuitively knew this was to do with the journey I was about to take with Abdy.
      After returning to Perth, Western Australia my purging began. I was not afraid at all and, like you, I was consciously aware of what was happening to my physical body. My purging continued over many months and would be activated by meditation, certain music or images and would come out of the blue. I was thankful to be home alone where I felt safe, would close all windows/doors and play my music loudly to cover the howling, crying, toning and light language that came up. My hands were moving rapidly above my body and chakras, the electrical energy I had felt before the trip was now coursing from my feet to my crown, my body was shivering and vibrating and my teeth were chattering. While laying down in meditation, relaxation or trying to sleep, I had internal tremors, spontaneous pranayama, body twitches and my body was involuntarily moving (head and neck lifting from pillow repeatedly/stomach crunches etc) and my body and hands were forming into what I now understand were spontaneous kriyas and mudras. The kundalini energy would rise up through all my chakras and with it my consciousness, until I was in an altered state of bliss and oneness. Also, the sexual energy I was feeling at the time of my kundalini awakening was so intense and nothing seemed to dull this, (if you understand my meaning 😉). It was there for many months and was literally driving me crazy. I knew this was the kundalini energy and thankfully this also settled down after a while. These states continued off and on every day for months until finally slowly subsiding.
      In 2017 I met up with an old school acquaintance, who I came to understand to be my twin flame. While driving on the freeway to meet him I could feel the energy activating in my root chakra and it shot up through my spine. My entire body was shaking, shivering, teeth chattering and energy was flowing out of my crown. I held onto my own consciousness in my body long enough to pull over and allow it to do what it needed to do. I knew it was because of the energy between myself and this other person. On another occasion when we met I was instantly in a bliss state just sitting near him. It’s all so intriguing and magical. Thank you again for sharing your experience as I feel that if more people share, others will come forward too 💜🙏🏼🕉

  • @openspiritheart
    @openspiritheart Před 3 měsíci +7

    I want to thank you for having the bravery to open this door in a very courageous way.
    I applaud you, my sister. I understand everything you said, because i was there, too. Different window dressing, same lessons. Amazing, horrible, beautiful, terrifying, serene. All of it. And we didn't break. We can help others.

    • @templeofakasha
      @templeofakasha  Před 3 měsíci +3

      Thank you sister, I appreciate your sharing so much, especially at this point of my own personal process 😘🌹

  • @cliffordjohnson943
    @cliffordjohnson943 Před 5 měsíci +5

    I had a spontaneous Kundalini Awakening 2 years ago, where I experienced an Ego Death(obsessive thinking), then one night a strong fiery energy rose up my spine through my head, like something was pulling the energy. For the duration I couldn’t breathe, and my last thought was unconditional love before passing back out. I awoke that morning feeling an immense bliss of love and that I was everything and that everything is One. For me, it was a feeling of remembering the bliss of Heaven, but also that we reincarnate to evolve to the remembrance of our true Self, which is the ascension and expansion of consciousness. It’s like a graduation for the infinite soul, which is consciousness.

  • @sweetnesssoulshine7842
    @sweetnesssoulshine7842 Před 5 měsíci +3

    First I should preface that this was 1986- I had no foreknowledge of yoga or kundalini
    August evening long ago at the age of 24 earth yrs, in the presence of newly bonding friends.
    We tripped the light fantastic beyond the rainbow slinky's end. Before me appeared and stretched a Lightening bolt, vibrating on the floor,as we clutched our separate ends of the undulating coil. Then in an instant my friend released their grasp and the Thunderbolt of Vajra Lightening, recoiled to strike my waiting hand.
    Into my arm it flew and traveled down my spine. Pulled and grounded me to the earth below, the vibrations then began to grow. Ida and Pingal freed now made their upwards climb, through each chakra they flowed, the lotuses opened pulsing and spinning, till it shot forth in a fountain from my head. My ego surrendered ,it had been struck dead. I stepped or was thrown out of time. I Descended then into the black abyss, the lair of things most horrible and fowl. A voice said "Well look who's just dropped in!" Then other entities laughed and mocked and growled. As I began to fear and more truly to despair, another gentle voice filled my mind."You don't belong down there" it intoned and lifted me up into the light.
    And there I beheld and heard such Wonders as I could not fully comprehend.projections of the entire cosmos from micro to macro, all entwined with the sacred tones and geometries of the Universal Mind. These "downloads" with their encryptions recalibrated and upgraded my bio computers software and rewrote the outmoded code. Now newly awakened and updated I was seated on a throne. It was craved of living opal, colors swirling and mixing like Auroras shifting there inside the stone. It's seat was broad, the back quite high, arm rests wide on either side. Then to my left in my periphery I saw another grand chair the match and mate to mine. And from beside me there emanated a radiance and power so awesome and intense I dared not turn my face,for I instinctively knew not to seek to look directly upon it, the incomprehensible Godhead.
    In complete and utter awe I sat, pondering the impossible, this audience and encounter with the ultimate Source. As this thought came to me I was engulfed, no longer me, but I within the "I Am That I Am"and there perceived and perceiving as One - Cocreating Dreaming all that is and is not into reality. The plan and its infinite perfection flowing forth constantly from the eternal wellspring of infinite Love- the One, Great Spirit the Divine. Universes blinked in and out of existence, nebulas and galaxies in infinite numbers were spawned, coalesced, then collapsed, civilizations sprouted, grew,flourished, withered and died. Never ending cycles of generation,growth, death and disintegration.
    As it was, so it is, so shall it ever be.
    One Love, One Life, Alpha and Omega, As Above So Below in perfect harmony and union everlasting. "For now we see through a glass darkly, but then face to face. For now I know in part, but then shall I know, even as I am also known." This world without end. And we- these sparks of Universal Consciousness the eyes and ears of God. For an eternity I rested there, truly "Home" my heart and soul in rapturous bliss and contentment. Pure and abiding LOVE!
    Then all to soon my time came to return. I found myself back in the room, sitting crosslegged and rocking on the floor, my hands spontaneously arranging and rearranging themselves in endless and unknown to me mudras, as words of no recognizable origin poured forth of their own volition from my lips. The others stared confounded as the contortions and exaltations raged and ran their course. After several long hrs, so I've been told, my conscious mind returned. My body felt as it were made of light, it glowed lit from within. I saw with fresh eyes!
    And decades since that fateful eve this inner mounting flame - the vivid recollections of my transcendent state of blissful Samadhi has lived in me.
    Through the years that now have past filled with bright times and with grey, I've been blessed and grateful for the truth of Grace, granted to me that day. It was a gift given freely, neither consciously sought nor by worthiness gained. Not special or unique, lucky am I, just another pair of eyes gazing out from the One as me. Loved!
    My own personal experiential confirmation of Divine Spirits unceasing unconditional Love for all creation. And if I ever have doubts or fears, when the chaos and evil that seems to run amuck in this world or personal and private pains fall heavy on my heart, I have only to glimpse the strands -a small shock of white hair which from that day sprouted at my crown. A physical reminder of a vision -A Blessing bestowed and an Awesome saving Grace!
    To that end I strive (not always succeeding) to find and recognize myself and God in every face!Pneuma!Spirit we are! I believe the only true goal is our returning- all of this back to the One. The contraction that follows the expansion. We shall come together again. Truly HOME again united in the single mind. No movement, no sound, no light nor dark - Only Love Eternal - The cycle will begin again-
    CLK
    I have had more synchronicities and crazy experiences in the years after than I can even remember! Should have kept a diary! Thanks to you and everyone who has shared! Like RamDass says"We're all just walkin' each other Home❤"

  • @unravelingsoul9705
    @unravelingsoul9705 Před rokem +29

    Oh dear, I'm so glad you shared this. I had mine 3 years ago too in this period, but mine was scary and awful. I had so many blocks that I lived a spontaneous combustion, I felt my arms and my veins literally on fire with liquid fire flowing inside them. I also purged a suicide attempt I had in my adolescence, I had no control on my body and emotions, I purged so much emotional fear and pain. I had tremor in my legs and hands. I was taken at a hospital were I was sedated and I slept for one week. I felt like an enourmous van had hit me on the ground, really. I send you love and light for our journey ✨

    • @megaman55
      @megaman55 Před rokem +1

      i really hate this energy. hope to leave this world to escape it

    • @FoodShowFan
      @FoodShowFan Před rokem +2

      @@megaman55 we love you ❤

  • @stevebognacki9929
    @stevebognacki9929 Před 4 měsíci +4

    Thank you for your universal contributions... I've been through 3 Kundalini Awakening over the past three months starting in 1/2024, and I was not even looking for it. The 1st was 30 min., 2nd 1-1/2 hrs., and the last was 14 hours! I'm not alone in this journey, and neither are you. You are loved, I am loved!

  • @emilym8040
    @emilym8040 Před rokem +35

    Thank you so much for putting out this video! I had my spontaneous kundalini experience over 4 years ago after meeting my twin. It was a very profound experience. I only made the commitment to myself to self-heal a year prior but during that time in my life I had no idea what a twin flame was or kundalini or really any of those terminologies, I didn't even believe in past lives until I had constant visions and messages from my own past life trauma from 500 years ago I needed to heal in this lifetime. I really haven't talked to many people about it, although this path has forced me to let go of so many friendships, even creating boundaries around family and this time in my life right now I don't have people, though I know it is only temporary. It is in this moment I have begun to seriously meditate and through clearing lineages that needed to be healed in my family line that I have started to receive clear messages from so many loving beings from different Light Rays. Thank you for this video, especially right now as I undergo this process of being without friends, it's a good reminder of what awaits!

    • @tracyb4934
      @tracyb4934 Před rokem +2

      Sending you love, brave soul :))

    • @vicstar62
      @vicstar62 Před rokem +3

      There are so many of us having a spontaneous kundalini awakening. Know that you are not alone. Mine began in July 2016 after a spiritual retreat in Bali ♥️😘

    • @FoodShowFan
      @FoodShowFan Před rokem

      Can you describe/share what your kundalini experience was? How it felt for you?

    • @mgn1621
      @mgn1621 Před 5 měsíci +1

      Very similar to me! Experienced kundalini awakening and heart activation upon meeting my TF/soul recognition. Had never heard of TF. Intense experience that lasted a few months. My life has changed so much since in every way.

    • @emilym8040
      @emilym8040 Před 5 měsíci

      @@mgn1621 I completely understand. Life will never be the same in the best possible way

  • @BreathOfLoveInFlorid
    @BreathOfLoveInFlorid Před 3 měsíci +2

    Hello, LOVE!!! This was absolutely fantastic! I, too, had an spontaneous Kundalini Awakening. When I had mine, I had made several trips to India to be with Sathya Sai Baba and my local community at home considered themselves to be quite Spiritually Awakened. YET, no one who was a self-professed spiritual authority, or anyone else for that matter, knew what had happened to me. In fact, they were quite dismissive about it. All of that happened in about September 1999. It took me several years before I received the clarity from Divine Self as to what had transpired. Thank you for your courage to share. I, myself, only publicly shared my Kundalini Awakening experience last year (24 years later) because I felt it was important for those having their own experience to have a touchstone. In fact, I remember saying that my personal experience would likely not be the same for others, but hopefully, they would remember my experience and then intuitively understand what was happening to themselves. Much love to you, Beloved, heart~2~heart.

  • @williamhurt1666
    @williamhurt1666 Před 4 měsíci +2

    Dear Lovely Woman, Thank you so much for the "testimonial". I have been going through some strange things in the last few years, encouraged by several years of 6 hours a day meditation, trance work, breath work, etc... Hyper intuition, witnessing, channeling, a healing form terminal Cancer, over a year now of constant shaking, sometimes violently, visions, healing others, and as of a few months ago feeling completely unmoored, disconnected. I had a night of energy lifting me off my bed, tossing me around while screaming uncontrollably, heart busted wide open.... I have had 8 years of plant medicine work, 120 sittings with Grandmother, Dietas, time in the Jungle, all of it!
    But this was different. Sober for one thing, and it went on all the next day as well, and the most profound (and confusing) experience of my 70 years. I now find myself depressed, suicidal ideations, angry at the universe for taking me from years of near Blisss to this, IN NO TIME! I have been confused as Hell, thinking that I might have a "Screw loose".
    So now I am realizing what it is, you hit most every point, and I am soooooo relieved!
    Where I was seeing only darkness and dread, crushed that I had lost my Magic, feeling totally alone with nobody to talk to about all this, I have some hope!
    Thank you.

  • @HueManConsciousness
    @HueManConsciousness Před rokem +27

    As I mentioned before in a comment on another videos of yours, my "Awakening" happened during the year 2019 as well. But it was much more subtle with only some moments of trauma release by muscle tentsion release while meditating.
    I spend the whole year learning about psychologie, especially narcissism and its manifestations. When I realized that the only way for myself to cope with betrayal is forgivness, it started the final phase of the "Awakening".
    At this point I want to quickly mention that every awakening seems to be different as well as the ways leading to it. I have never been a spirituel person and I didnt even know the word Kundalini when it happened to me. But once it happened I searched the whole Internet because I so deeply wanted to know what had happened in that moment that I couldnt understand logically.
    so ... how it happened: It woke me up in the middle of the night at exactly 00:00 on the clock form 11.10 to 11.11 of the year 2019.
    it felt like a warm energy crawling up my spine from the sacrum upwards to the area of the heart. I was shivering a little bit all over my body and it felt like sitting in a whirlpool of energy bubbles. It was only about 60 to 90 seconds. Than it stopped.
    I had no god expolosion or cosmic orgasm or so :) just that.
    Through my learnings I think it was the "Heart Chakra" opening ... that which other call "Kundalini Shakti" rising, The "Christ Consciousness" or the "Holy Spirit"
    Nevertheless ... after that experience I started to remember past lives.
    The 1st Rememberance revealed that we are Citizens of the Universe having a temporal human experience !
    The 2nd revealed that we are beings of Light. Indeed we are Light at the deepest or highest level however you wanna put it !
    These were experiences not connected to earth ...
    All other past life rememberance are from living on earth !
    I have been a jewish construction worker that emmigrated from the bolshevist Russia to Boston in 1884
    I have beem a afro american slave named Paul in 1819 working on a plantage in Mount Vernon
    I have been a Soldier of the Sultan of Kairo in 1735 figthing against food shortage and Bedhuine Riots
    I have been a simple Farmer in colonial 17th century
    And one more going even farer back in "Time"
    If someone would have told me this 4 years ago, I would have called him crazy and full of shit, but when it happens to you, you know and you can never ever not know again ! Its like Neo in the Matrix. Once unplugged, theres no way back !

    • @exeexecutor
      @exeexecutor Před 6 měsíci +1

      There was no such thing as bolshevist Russia in 1884

    • @MindBenderMav
      @MindBenderMav Před 3 měsíci +1

      @@exeexecutoryou’re right! It began in 1917. Do you think he’s telling the truth?

    • @exeexecutor
      @exeexecutor Před 3 měsíci

      @@MindBenderMav ofcourse not :D

    • @MindBenderMav
      @MindBenderMav Před 3 měsíci

      @@exeexecutor😂😂 thanks 🙏

    • @rorscach1
      @rorscach1 Před 2 měsíci

      What's funny is that you two are trying to correct this person about "when" this happened, according to human history and the calendar we use...
      The irony.

  • @katherinewilliamson1884
    @katherinewilliamson1884 Před 3 měsíci +4

    Thank you for sharing your souls journey. I just found your channel, at the perfect time. I think I had a partial kundalini awakening in 2014 when I was stuck in Dallas after a business trip. There was a snowstorm in my hometown of Atlanta. For 3 extra days at the company’s expense, I stayed in a nice hotel, ate good meals, and visited the wonderful museums.
    I was drawn to the Ross Perot Children’s Museum and their gem exhibit. Where I experienced the crystals and gems speaking to me through my heart. The 10 foot tall amethyst geode was like a huge purple angel, presiding over the crystal families. I cried as I felt the most peace and love I’ve ever felt awake. My awareness was pulled to the cosmos, as if the crystals were teaching me that’s where we come from.
    For weeks after, when I looked at the pictures I made on my phone of the crystals, I cried uncontrollable tears. I’m incredibly grateful the earth mother spoke to me so gently, spontaneously and lovingly.❤🔮

  • @Chad_Thundernuts
    @Chad_Thundernuts Před 9 měsíci +5

    I just had an awakening the other day and to sum it up so far in one word, it would have to be "intense".
    I tried to force mine out of desperation to help the world and just figure things out. I had laid no groundwork what so ever. I didn't follow any guides, I didn't even prep. I just winged it and tried something on the fly. And to be fair, I really didn't think much would happen. Nothing ever did when I would try in the past.
    This time, though. Wow. Something did happen and it was SO much more than I bargained for.
    I mean, words don't even come close to being able to describe even a fraction of it. My mind is absolutely blown. I don't feel like I "know" anything anymore. I thought this experience would bring answers and clarity but in a way I'm more confused than ever. All my constructs that I had built up about everything in life have been dissolved. I feel like my past up until that point was almost like another lifetime. Like I was just dreaming.
    I don't know, I could go on and on trying to explain it but, words can never do it justice. If you know, you know 😂✌

  • @kylabailey3765
    @kylabailey3765 Před 5 měsíci +3

    I had a spontaneous awakening in 2012. It’s been awhile since I’ve really reflected on it. Thank you for sharing! Amazing how similar and different our experiences were! I’m speaking on a podcast about my experience soon. I’ve been feeling compelled to share what I went through lately. Love and light to you! ❤

  • @reneeandrae2714
    @reneeandrae2714 Před rokem +9

    Thank you so much! I only just realized a few months ago that I had gone through a Kundalini awakening about a year ago. I was diagnosed in 2020 with end stage liver disease and needed a transplant. Thanks to the universe and my best friend who wanted to be my donor I am still here today. About 2.5 months after transplant I had the event. Mine was very euphoric, so I feel extremely lucky. I still have so many questions and keep searching the internet for community and resources. So please don't stop sharing because of comments you receive. The more love and light we put out to this world the bigger our community will become. Peace to you!

  • @vivieneberling9127
    @vivieneberling9127 Před 6 měsíci +2

    I went through a spontaneous Kundalini in my mid thirties, I was 3 months pregnant and alone . I know that my faith in our Lord Jesus got me through it . I was going through a lot of trauma at the time . Thankyou for being so brave and sending you much love and greetings from Sydney ❤️🙏❤️🌹

  • @kimmierae9493
    @kimmierae9493 Před 8 měsíci +2

    I feel like I need to write a book to explain my kundalini awakening. It’s been going on since I think 2017 but I see my life as a story and I’ve always been experiencing it. I don’t think anyone can be equipped for this. I don’t think anyone would want to do it 😵‍💫 but it changed me to a person I can honestly say is who I’m supposed to be. I was so blessed because before the pain came I got drunk for 3 days of bliss and God told me everything was gonna be amazing and I would never die. My husband aka twin flame got the same message and when we told each other it was just divine confirmation. Since then all I can say is again I need to write a book. You’re my first to hear that had trance states. I went into a realm of light (still in my bedroom and could see my room) with my eyes closed and had a conversation with God. Oh man I have had so many events I hope I can remember them. We will be known by our testimony. I believe they will make movies about our lives. Thank you for sharing. It’s not been easy and I don’t think it’s fun sometimes but I genuinely believe something loving is helping us through. Love is the ultimate intention. We have so much to look forward to ❤️

  • @XBTHX1138
    @XBTHX1138 Před 3 měsíci +1

    Mind blowing Dear !! I’m subscribing ❤ thank you for sharing ❤

  • @shainaep
    @shainaep Před 7 měsíci +2

    Thank you for sharing your experience. My awakening started back in 2019, and it also started with meeting my twin flame. It was a turbulent, romantic relationship. It's come in many waves for me, and over this past summer, I was traveling through Europe and had the strongest experience, so far. I lost control over my body, it was so intense and thankfully a friend was traveling with me. I'm not sure how I would've ever made it back home if that wasn't the case. I stopped sleeping for 2-3 months. You're totally right about the power of kundalini. She was the one in charge and all resistance is futile. Now, I'm learning how to work and support myself in ways I never knew I could. I hope to share my own story soon, but it just keeps unfolding! Thanks again. 💖

  • @karinia5
    @karinia5 Před rokem +3

    Thank you for sharing! I am going through one as well with totally different experience but that is how it goes. Extending my heart to you. 🧡

  • @hannahmillerartist
    @hannahmillerartist Před 8 měsíci +1

    Thank you for sharing. This video was really beautiful and authentic and it took a lot of courage. Keep these videos coming xx

  • @devyanigaur
    @devyanigaur Před rokem +7

    I’m so grateful to have come across your channel. So much insight into who I am. Thank you Akasha. You are Divine 🤍

  • @devamanij.fyllum2703
    @devamanij.fyllum2703 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Thank you love, for sharing in this beautiful way. So beautiful to hear your stories. Much love D.

  • @moonsong9472
    @moonsong9472 Před rokem

    Wow, thank you. This was so informative and insightful. Much appreciated.

  • @CosmicRelief333
    @CosmicRelief333 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Your video popped up in my feed and has helped for sure. Thank you for making yourself vulnerable. Totally agree about love being the way. ❤

  • @hugoriquelme4712
    @hugoriquelme4712 Před rokem +2

    love your story sister... brings much insight and hope to those like me who have undergone this process. You are the one holding up the crucifix to all those who want to remain in the dark. They will sizzle and be triggered but continue throwing those loving spanners into the world thought. Lovely to see that you shine your light and you definitely have been equipped to handle this process. Now you have the tools to be of assistance. :)

  • @roumyanapetrova5687
    @roumyanapetrova5687 Před rokem +2

    Your story is so absolutely helpful for people on the path to truth. Thank you so very much Natasha. You are a very brave and honest soul. I admire you for your courage and openness.

  • @The-ux3cp
    @The-ux3cp Před 9 hodinami

    Thank you for sharing this remarkable moment in your journey. It takes courage and strength to be vulnerable enough to be with being at a loss, out of control, and a big sister to all of us who have not but might yet experience something similar to your awakening. My spiritual experience has been a lot more sedate than yours, so I'm a little envious of the drama you struggled with, since my commitment to "spiritual perfection", began in earnest when I was eight years old. In an activity called Sahaja Yoga, our dispensation allowed us to awaken only a strand of Mother Kundalini, so of course the energy was easier to manage, but once the mother was awakened, we could awaken Her in any others. I look forward to following you on your journey since your honesty and openheartedness opens my heart. I want to pranam at your feet because that feels like the only gesture worthy of the heroic stance You have chosen to lead by example, no matter the cost. Thank you for being the ongoing blessing You are for us all. 🙏🙏🙏

  • @Mariachristinac2
    @Mariachristinac2 Před 6 měsíci +3

    I’m watching this video for the first time a year after you posted it and I just want to say thank you for explaining some thing that I feel like nobody talks about. This is some thing that I feel like it’s kind of hidden or buried or just not explained very well, but I appreciate your vulnerability and explaining all of it and sharing what you did. I look forward to watching more of your videos.❤

  • @MindBenderMav
    @MindBenderMav Před 3 měsíci

    Wow that’s insane story! Thanks for sharing 😮

  • @peace5296
    @peace5296 Před 29 dny

    Thank you for this video!!

  • @Ouchmicabeza
    @Ouchmicabeza Před rokem +4

    Very cool, ive been going through a very long prolonged version of this. So interesting hearing how it played out in one day - probably due to the work you were doing leading up to it! Thanks for sharing this :)

    • @DjediFemi9of1
      @DjediFemi9of1 Před rokem +1

      my experience is also very long and ongoing..now that i have figured out what is happening to me, ive realized the beginning of my experience was end of 2018 and have been going thru t since. Dark night of the soul, channeling, contacted by beings, become extremely intuitive to spirit which has changed the course of my life although my life is still in upheaval, death, rebirth, really strange skin and hair symptoms and only lately have i finally got the picture that what i thought or rather my what my ego thought my plan was...i have finally surrendered, et go, and realized that that Infinite Divine has another idea..or rather, what mysoul chose my purpose here on earth is. Only today has my vision, destiny and purpose become vividly clear with a knowing with out a doubt an understaning of my truth as i let divine guide me. ive lots touch with reality, been in deep bouts of despair, and bi polar moments of intense joyful amd positiv energy and evrything in between. yes we have a gift, and a vital service to humanity that is divine order. this has beben lonely, insane, and i still have not even left my home in so long...Bless this Angel and her inspiring soul.. we are spiritual alchemists not to be taken lightly meant to lead by exampple an follow our intuition and find our truth and live it with clarity as we be an inspiration to others and a healing energy among the collective in these times where the Divine leads us. a beautiful oppertunity to learn who we are, our unique aspects and gifts, meet our higher selft, unederstand brain and heart coherence, anchor our light, raise the vibration and frequencies, transamute all the fear and other negative energy that we can as Mother gaia ascends, humanity learns our true origin and truth and as we witness this outrageus time, we can be the way showers and illumunate a path of understanding for those that have not awakened or tuned in to what is really happening. NATASHA...you BRAVE Soul. THANK YOU for being a confirmation and a Divine guiding light. I am so grateful for your inspirational presence here. I am so glad i found you and your kindred healing ad spiritual energy. Question: Do you still have symptoms? Side note...i wonder if we are discovering our soul tribe as we awaken...thru the law of attraction as a result of our energies tuining into one anothers consciousness vibration and ultimately resonating on the same frequency ...Soul is Soaring and my vision idea im am setting an intention with and blueprint for manifest just expanded. Again Natasha, thankyoufor sharing your story, you gifted me with the motivation now to move forward as well. i cant stay in forever. My cup runneth over. All love, conscious thinking, living by design, anchored in truth, stepping into Divine creative limitless power. 7 raysof light, their enrgies perfectly balanced as we integrate beauty, trust, the Power of Belief, Desire, confidence, empathy, compassion and forgiveness into protective and comforting blanket of violet and pink fluffy clouds pearlescent healing light and wrap Mother Earth in it as she this collective rewrite our human story and ascend. Kindred Spiritual Soul Darlings...adventure begins...until we meet again... and Darlings...Lets find where our Brave is now, yes? much love

  • @TalkingTruewithJulieHoyle

    I am so happy there are so many discussions about kundalini awakenings now. Mine happened in 1989. I was given shaktipat diksha in a lucid dream by a Master Yogi. Back then, there was next to nothing written about it. It took years to process, particularly the shadow work part. It caused a rapid and accelerated explosion if the siddhi’s too, which changed the course of my life.

  • @Eszmae
    @Eszmae Před 7 měsíci +3

    @templeofakasha TY for sharing your experience and how you described it! This was so so so helpful to me!! I have not gone through this personally- rather, my loved one is going through a spontaneous awakening now. Neither of us have ever known of this. We were raised in a traditional christian western world. This body energy is foreign to that world. I have had many doubts on what my loved is going through - is it okay, is it psychosis, is it temporary, is it just a movement of energy? You sharing your experience was very confirming and comforting to us. Much love!

  • @johnwhitesel7828
    @johnwhitesel7828 Před rokem +2

    Thanks for sharing. It felt authentic. Thanks for sharing.

  • @Kokoro_96
    @Kokoro_96 Před 10 měsíci +1

    Thankyou for sharing such a relatable experience , even down to the feeling of being possessed when channeling. Such a high frequency can definitely feel scary but I then realized it was being afraid of my own power. Your mention of a complete energetic purge in a safe space is something I really needed to hear as I can feel I am carrying a lot that needs to be released an can come out spontaneously with light language or kriyas and perhaps am just needing a safe space to fully let go. Very grateful for this message.

  • @DieAerzteFreak17175
    @DieAerzteFreak17175 Před 2 měsíci

    Thanks love for including the audio of your release.. It touched me and talked to me deeply and I.. I am just grateful for whatever reason that was so needed to hear for me. I just.. Thanks for the guts to include your vulnerability. I am in great Aw of you and your being. Love from Austria, Amabel 😌♥️🙏

  • @victoriabud3952
    @victoriabud3952 Před rokem +1

    You are one of the bravest women out there. Thank you for sharing your journey, youre absolutely right, some of us are overwhelmed with drastic changes within ourselves to the point were feeling alone.. but on top of it if this happens..
    Thank you for preparing us, giving us a taste of what yin energy might be ❤

  • @janetolman7939
    @janetolman7939 Před rokem +2

    Incredible video, thank you so much for sharing your experience. I had my spontaneous kundalini awakening meeting my twin 12 months ago. I had no knowledge of twin flame let alone kundalini and I thought I had a broad spiritual understanding. It has been the most traumatic and amazing 12 months of my life. I am still coming to terms with what has happened to me and why. It has been so helpful to hear your story as I have similar experiences. Thank you, thank you xx

  • @3r7s
    @3r7s Před 9 dny

    you are a totally engaging narrator!
    i loved listening to this.. ✌

  • @petersjoblom248
    @petersjoblom248 Před 8 měsíci

    Thank you so much for sharing! It is highly valuable and appreciated.

  • @ivanpetricevic3893
    @ivanpetricevic3893 Před rokem +8

    VERY LONG COMMENT WARNING! My 2020 was so traumatic with my ex-wife it pushed my consciousness to suicidal thoughts. She had (still has) very severe OCD that she didn't told me from the beginning. I thought it was small cleaning perk but it grew like cancer. It would made me much more aware and ready. The worst thing is that I feel in love with her son and because of him I didn't wanted to get out of the relationship. He is a walking miracle. I have my moon in pisces, he is a pisces so, go figure. I still get deep deep feeling (and sometimes have to cry it out) of him in me when I think about him. Facebook banned me for censorship so I went to Gab in 2020, great decision btw. I had dark night of the soul, well, more like a 6 months of depression that started at the very end of my graduation in 2013. It gradually came down because I started to meditate in 2014. I've lead the process completely intuitively for years and still do. When I think about it that was maybe the most important thing about it because it forced me to relay on myself and listen to my inner compas. That is definitely something that would help me get out of previous relationship in time. Huge lesson there. I didn't know anything about kundalini when I started but somehow intuitively knew that I had to lead the process very carefully, from root to crown. It made sense to me that I have to have firm foundation if I want to manifest all the silly things from my head because they are outragaeous to this 3D world, even childish. My logical side saved my ass so many times during the last 9 years of purge I cannot state that enough. Purge should be the first word of introduction to anyone thinking about doing kundalini meditation if you ask me. The layers of one's deception seem endless. I had 2 satori experiences. The last one was on 01.07.2022. around 17 o'clock, 2 days before my 34 birthday so still at the age of 33. I am huge Q (17th letter of the alphabet) fan because spirituality and this 5D chess that is being played on Earth are real life Netflix if you ask me. My hardest purges are around root and sacral. Every time I do deep awarenes down there the next day my intestiness are going to empty themselves like I am a turkey. The cramps are so bad down there. I get occasional spasms. Muscle tremors are walking in the park comparing to other symptoms. My biggest obstacle right now is my anger that sometimes turn to rage. It is family karma that slowly gets faded away not just in me but in my family members without them realizing it but, I see it. Kundalini awakening is not for everyone but my life would not have a deeper meaning if I didn't went through it. It would feel like I wasted it for nothing. From the very beggining of my life I was constantly having inner questions that nobody never asked themselves so I couldn't find answers anywhere. Meditation made numbers around me ambush me at least 5 times a day for years now. Double digits on the clock are most prevalent among them. Lately, lucid dreams exploded. I started to remember dreams in general. I haven't opened my 3rd eye yet intentionally because I wanted to be as grounded as possible. But, for the last couple of months bright balls of light are around me very often, especially at night. So sorry for the long comment but I wanted to let you know how much wisdom comes from your mouth. I felt like you are describing my awakening at certain moments. You are so good at giving context to what you are saying. Context is everything. It gives wider aspect to things that are happening in one's life. That is important because the person could have a deeper understanding of how certain situations play themselves out in their life comparing to the life of another person around them. Please do continue to share your kundalini experiences because you are natural communicator. You are very beautiful and wise soul! God bless you and I hope her majesty kundalini will be good to you.

    • @rorscach1
      @rorscach1 Před 2 měsíci +1

      I like how you say the numbers ambush you 😆 that's what it really feels like sometimes.
      What other signs do you see? I'm trying to notice more things than just the numbers, at least this way I don't just feel like I'm obsessing with numbers on the clock. I'm really not though, it just happens so often at this point in my life, as it did in my early 20s and I didn't understand why.
      The numbers don't freak me out so much anymore though. 😅

    • @ivanpetricevic3893
      @ivanpetricevic3893 Před 2 měsíci

      @@rorscach1 Numbers are old story. They keep repeating several times every single day for the last 5 years Lately, beings started to get curious around me. I can see more clearly if they are white/goldish.l because my 3rd eye is expanding. Sometimes they are blue and rarely red.

  • @tingeling4443
    @tingeling4443 Před 5 měsíci +2

    Thank you so much for your openness and vulnerableness🙏💜
    I think this was very interesting, also scaring what you have experience.
    I am an empath,too, 57 years old. Love from Norway🙏🌷

  • @SpecialK845
    @SpecialK845 Před rokem

    Credit to you for sharing your story 👏 It has helped me for sure.

  • @fourtwentythree
    @fourtwentythree Před 10 měsíci +4

    I love kundalini stories especially spontaneous ones from people who were not spiritual. Persons already into yoga and on awakening journeys don’t excite me as much but I’m so appreciate of others sharing their experiences 🙌 🙏

    • @kimmierae9493
      @kimmierae9493 Před 8 měsíci +2

      That was so me! I was a church going Pentecostal who left our church after I got sick (start of kundalini). I wasn’t spiritual at all. All legalistic.

    • @fourtwentythree
      @fourtwentythree Před 8 měsíci

      thanks for sharing and i see you make videos, i'll check em out @@kimmierae9493

    • @rorscach1
      @rorscach1 Před 2 měsíci

      I don't think I had a kundalini, but I had an awakening as an agnostic atheist and spiritual activity. 🤷🏻‍♀️

    • @fourtwentythree
      @fourtwentythree Před 2 měsíci

      @@rorscach1 did u make a video I’d love to hear more about this, what constitutes having an awakening what were you asleep too and what is the spiritual activity I’m curious

  • @sonjaveda9832
    @sonjaveda9832 Před 3 měsíci +2

    When i heard the audio, i knew it was an ancient pastlife.
    I hsvent experienced it.
    Thankyou for sharing everything.

  • @davidmontgomery2220
    @davidmontgomery2220 Před 24 dny

    Wow. Thank you for such an authentic expression of your experience.

  • @lisacampbell9601
    @lisacampbell9601 Před rokem +2

    Thank you so much for sharing your Journey. My kundalini begin to rise spontaneously in 2018. It has been on heck of a journey.

  • @taylorpham3996
    @taylorpham3996 Před 2 měsíci

    Thank you for your story ❤

  • @MB-ts2qg
    @MB-ts2qg Před rokem

    Thank you so much for sharing! This was so helpful for me.

  • @smig72
    @smig72 Před rokem +1

    Hi, This video is just what I needed, thank you so much 🙏 I have been looking for this kind of explanation since I have started movements from mother Kundalini. Please keep up with you videos. 🌹🙏

  • @frederikvanzyl6017
    @frederikvanzyl6017 Před 8 měsíci +1

    Dear Natasha, thank you so much for this video.
    I have gone through a Kundulini experience in April 2023 and presently experience some of what you have explained. The purging and space you needed for it, I have only experienced about a month ago.
    I have found so much guidance from your experience and and your video. As you spoke towards the end the tears just flowed and it will greatly support me on my journey. Wish you all the best. Spiritual Love ❤️Fred

  • @Starlynightlight
    @Starlynightlight Před 2 měsíci +2

    Because of this testimony, I'm beginning to think I already had a Kundalini Awakening and thought I just had something like a NDE, that makes sense but I need more testimonies.

  • @andretheG
    @andretheG Před rokem +3

    This is so awesome... Ive had some intense experiences myself and I thought I was crazy.. thank you for sharing I find it amazing and interesting

    • @templeofakasha
      @templeofakasha  Před rokem

      Awh thanks for being here! It is awesome that we can all connect in this way and share our unique experiences of this wild multidimensional existence 🤩🥴🙏🏼💜

  • @nathanmitchell4929
    @nathanmitchell4929 Před rokem +1

    Hey!! Thank you for sharing your experience. It was really interesting…i have felt the kundalini energy pulsing threw my body before its amazing but now i want to be fully awakened. your a beautiful soul keep up the good work im subscribing keep sending light 💡 love you all🙏

  • @emilya497
    @emilya497 Před 4 měsíci

    Thank you for your courage for sharing. So relatable for me and how I would love to have others to talk with who have been through this. Your story brought up so much of my own bewilderment and awe for the reality of this multiverse. 🙏❤️thank you

  • @normanquednau
    @normanquednau Před 4 měsíci

    Thank you for your vulnerable and honest story!❤My spiritual process and the Kundalini awakening is closely related to my twin flame journey as well. Light and Love to you from Germany

  • @sourcehealing82
    @sourcehealing82 Před rokem +6

    Wow! I love this story. I was atheist dabbling with law of attraction when I had my spontaneous kundalini experience. I felt the energy shoot up my spine and out the top of my head. Total bliss for two weeks. After that state faded is when the shit hit the fan. Just all my shadows coming up, crying non stop, anxiety, thinking I was dying, obsession over my twin. This went on for a year and a half before life started to feel normal again. It’s been gradual but I’m feeling so much better. This happened maybe 3 months after my twin and I broke up. While we were dating the energy was moving up and my skin was breaking out in these huge red hit boils, major anxiety, suicidal, couldn’t sleep. I thought I was going crazy.

    • @Sirena_belle
      @Sirena_belle Před rokem +3

      This happened to me as well. I was hospitalized in Feb of 2020 two weeks before covid hit. I watched a video with Michelle Fondin on the twin flame journey and instantly there was a shift. But because I am neurodivergent it is difficult admitting I have a twin soul connection, not only because that I feel crazy, but also because I have many insecurities about myself. As a black woman it is hard explaining to others my experience with the spiritual realm, because my family and friends think I am crazy in believing in it.

    • @sourcehealing82
      @sourcehealing82 Před rokem

      @@Sirena_belle I understand completely! I was a pretty logical person and through this process I kept going back and forth thinking that I just had a mental illness or was trauma bonded and that this TF stuff wasn’t real. The more I would try to let go, the more signs I would get. I’m at a place now where I’ve accepted it and just feel a lot of love in my heart. I don’t talk to my family about much except for my stepsister and I don’t think she really understands either. This is a solo journey and you know your truth. 💙

    • @sourcehealing82
      @sourcehealing82 Před rokem +1

      @@Sirena_belle you can message me whenever! I don’t know anyone who is going through this. 🙂

    • @Sirena_belle
      @Sirena_belle Před rokem +1

      @Adriane I think what I did wrong was that, before I was hospitalized, my grandmother told me I was saying weird shit. So I disclosed to my grandmother first not knowing what I said, and that is a mistake I made. I also still feel a little denial. There was a guy who I had no romantic feelings for, one I knew him because I worked with this family at a daycare center, 2, his cousin and I are really close friends, 3 I didn't really know him. All of a sudden I felt a bolt of romantic interest in him, and that I needed to be near him. I felt like I was growing obsessed and I didn't know what was wrong with me. Before I was admitted to the psych ward, my grandmother said that I was saying that he was my twin flame, and stuff about having the third eye, and other stuff. My grandmother who is also spiritual, but doesn't believe in everything I said, told me it is a bunch of shit. Granted that I also had pmdd, and 2 weeks later covid hit. I thought I was going crazy and that maybe it isn't real. I couldn't talk to anybody. I was put onto medication, so that I wouldn't have to hear things nor see things. I genuinely thought I was going schizo, crazy, so. As a neurodivergent person I already had a cardiovascular heart condition. But I didn't think I had a spiritual awakening nor a kundalini awakening of somesort. I just thought everything was due to my cycle.

    • @sourcehealing82
      @sourcehealing82 Před rokem

      @@Sirena_belle ya, just keep this stuff to yourself when it comes to your family. People don’t understand what they don’t experience. My mom doesn’t get it either. We do t need their energy or negative thoughts getting into your mind and making you more confused. I just talk to spirit and continue to ask for the truth. I eventually get signs or a certain video on here that feels true. You know that you’re having a spiritual awakening, trust yourself. You are not crazy and you don’t need to take meds long term. I had to take meds to help me sleep for awhile but they are not needed anymore. Weird shit is going to happen but it’s just the kundalini clearing out the blocks in your chakras and opening them all up. I feel like my third eye is starting to open more and gifts are coming online. I’m scared and excited at the same time but it helps to know what is happening. This energy is intense and will make you feel crazy, can’t sleep but once it anchors back down through the root chakra you will feel more balanced and peaceful. Just focus on this and not your TF. The twin flame journey is your spiritual awakening, they are the same. Love yourself no matter what, set boundaries with others, protect your energy right now. I’ve been in hermit mode for three years. It’s ok and takes as long as it takes.

  • @elisebunny1102
    @elisebunny1102 Před 3 měsíci

    Thank you so much for sharing, I feel so much better knowing I’m not alone in this

  • @fourtwentythree
    @fourtwentythree Před 3 měsíci

    Oh I saw this one 😅 even commented before, onto the next, wish you well on your journey 🙏

  • @fastbreak10
    @fastbreak10 Před rokem +3

    Great job. I had listened to all these horror stories that asking for this would cause all sorts of turmoil and paranoia. I have reason to believe I just sort of accidentally triggered this a few hours ago. I was freaking out about it for a minute. Still having all these random burning sensations all over and vibrations in my back and along my spine giving me crazy anxiety but this made me realize I need to trust myself and just allow it to happen. Thank you for sharing this. I'm much more calm and centered now.

  • @NicoleEspinosa
    @NicoleEspinosa Před 6 měsíci

    Tash you precious angel, thank you for making yourself so vulnerable, and sharing your Kundalini awakening story so eloquently.
    You are helping the masses prepare for what is to come.
    I also appreciate you mentioning in the comments that you are acknowledging that this wasn’t the “Full” awakening.
    I feel the full awakening coming for the first wave of Lightworkers here to lead Humanity.
    I feel a big part of the Twin Flame Collective included in that where unions will happen, and they will join forces in great purpose.
    I keep hearing the phrase “Wham, bam, thank you. Ma’am,” and now realize the Maam is the full Kundalini, that I have not experienced, yet.
    I celebrate you, your beauty, and you rising into your great voice and gifts!! Bravo!!!

  • @presentlyspeaking
    @presentlyspeaking Před 4 měsíci +1

    + 1 on spontaneous kundalini starting 2019. Yes, sharing is a service. Thanks for your bravey.

  • @j4j.c913
    @j4j.c913 Před rokem +3

    I went through this . Came out a born again Christian -God Bless you darlings x

  • @_choice_point__
    @_choice_point__ Před 5 měsíci +1

    Dearest Tash,
    I have been navigating this energy 15 and a half Years now. I have had many ….let’s just call them “points of activation”.
    I was guided to this particular video and can’t thank you enough.
    The clarity, transparency of how you communicate and the encouragement you give has given me a lot of hope ti keep going.
    Thank you for your bravery to speak up.
    Truly inspiring.
    Angela.

  • @theartistsheart
    @theartistsheart Před rokem +3

    Thank you for your vulnerability in sharing ❤️ I would very much like to hear of the wall you spoke of that held a gurus essence and how your time in India and how being in these spiritual centers had something that sounded like a proximity effect?
    I just followed yesterday and I'm very excited to see the other content you have planned as well as watch what you have already posted.
    Sending love ❤️

  • @OsiSabanLechner
    @OsiSabanLechner Před 2 měsíci

    Thank you so much for sharing, this is happening to me, thank you for legitimize whats going on with me ❤

  • @motivationatlantis
    @motivationatlantis Před rokem +6

    I’m 13 months into my spontaneous kundalini awakening. I’m in this “purging stage” and I don’t have much to say. It was a beautiful experience and the first few months were beautiful as well but now I’m at the dark night of soul mixed with many physical symptoms and I’m finally surrendering not knowing what that meant or that I even had to do that. Everything that I’ve been through has been extremely difficult but a blessing at the same time but I’m still in the thick of it so I haven’t seen “the other side” of this so it’s hard to be optimistic. I’d go into more detail but it just feels too sacred to say too much.
    Edit : I feel compelled to mention that I went to an entirely different universe when the energy went up my spine and my body began to move strangely and my hands started doing mudras. I was shown that I was everything, everywhere, all at once. Before all of this, I just asked them to heal me but I got more than I bargained for and I hope to some day have more energy back in my body and actually do something. It’s messing with me not to have energy to do anything.

    • @remoteview46
      @remoteview46 Před 3 měsíci

      jesus I'm 4 weeks into my purging stage and I feel like I'm a deaths door can't imagine still purging after that long how are you still alive? can anyone help or give advice to get out the purging stage?

  • @jessicaferrare7196
    @jessicaferrare7196 Před měsícem

    I had one May 8. I feel amazing . But the mania unnerves me and the downloads .
    I appreciate you . Ive learned a lot about mine, as its only been a few weeks . Immediately my fingers picked your video . 🙌🏽📿 bless 🌙

  • @dustybowls
    @dustybowls Před 9 měsíci

    Thank you so much for your video. It's so nice to hear someone whos had basically the same experience as I have had now two different times. Like you I was in no way prepared or equipped to deal with this truely profound experience. I had never really even heard about Kundalini until about a year ago but it wasn't until watching your video I now know 100% thats what happened. I must have had much more learning to do because once the experienced symptoms wore off I think I spiraled to what I would say was the worst time in my life. Lost my job as a firefighter became homeless and dependent on hard drugs. Thanks to the unconditional love of my family I finally got off the streets and Iv really tired finally putting in the work again and I can feel it starting to awaken. I think I'm going to document the experience if I can cause Im getting this premonition that I'm going to go through this this time finally free from my dependence on hard drugs and earthly materialistic things. The previous two times I went through the experience completely sober but went to rehab shortly afterwards only to be put on drugs again. Thank you so much for your video it truly answered so many questions I was seeking. Namaste 🙏

  • @enspegelbild
    @enspegelbild Před rokem +1

    Wow, thank you for expressing your experience. It felt so genuine, warm, gentle but firm. Feels like I have so much to say but im just gonna summarize it by saying; thank you 🫶

  • @tamarahney7065
    @tamarahney7065 Před 19 dny

    Thank you so much, I relate to all you shared....mine started in 2015 and my light language opened up and my life is completely different...flow it my way of being. Thank you for your courage to share: it can be a lonely journey and it really helps me to hear other's experience:much gratitude to you

  • @lowenbad
    @lowenbad Před 5 měsíci +1

    The audio you shared was interesting. I knew exactly where you were at when I heard it. I can relate to a lot of the symptoms you shared. I was literally doing death metal vocals and throat singing in my experience. 😊

  • @brianarsenault8882
    @brianarsenault8882 Před 8 měsíci +3

    I don’t know why but I believe everything you’re saying even though I’ve never been through that level of consciousness,thanks for sharing it seems like I was supposed to hear this for some reason 🙏.

  • @elizabethazasriel6553
    @elizabethazasriel6553 Před 4 měsíci

    Thank You So Much for sharing this ❤ Bless your ❤ and soul. ❤❤❤❤

  • @robertfrench3389
    @robertfrench3389 Před rokem +8

    Yes, yes, yes, She sure does wear the personal self/conditioning down. She has been very gentle with me, I am an old dude (76), my activation occurred about 4-5 years ago. I have experienced most of what you have said albeit in a way that has been gentle on this old body. I find what you call light language interesting, I had an episode of this only once I thought WTF is this about. She Usually does a number on me just as I am relaxed and dropping off to sleep. All very transformational, I have surrendered totally to it now. Thanks for the post!

    • @megaman55
      @megaman55 Před rokem

      i hate the kundalini and havent surrendered in 5 years. im not giving up my personal self. it will have to kill me. im not giving it up. so far i lost 50 lbs, developed a terrible neurological disease and became bed ridden. i will fight this until my death. STUPID SERPENT

    • @megaman55
      @megaman55 Před rokem

      i will never surrender. that would suck

  • @Nothingbuttruth0
    @Nothingbuttruth0 Před 3 měsíci +1

    So...my dear one is not spontaneous, you ask for it.❤
    For my self happend giving birth to my first child, on 8/04/2017 ... i didn't know anything! Anything!
    In that moment i went out from my body , my consciousness expanded and i saw my self giving birthday on the hospital bed, with my husband next to me, doctor...nurses...
    I was in the body and outside of it and all i known is the knowing that i have everything under control, that i have choose all. After my dear one...ohh...is to much to write in here!😂❤
    Much blessings and infinite live to you!

  • @ashleycollins7451
    @ashleycollins7451 Před rokem +3

    God I can relate. Whenever I'm alone, or in doubt of what I've been through and am still going through its seeking out videos like this to relate to on such an intimate level that keeps me grounded in my heart with it all. Thank you love

  • @josiedonahue44
    @josiedonahue44 Před 11 měsíci

    You have been so helpful. Thank you ❤️

  • @danfoxley8684
    @danfoxley8684 Před rokem +1

    Wonderful just wonderful! I totally get you on all you say about this, i practice Zen meditation for many years( drying out the wood as it were) before meeting a shaktipat guru who lite me up big time. What followed was clearing and facing absolute terror at time's. Thanks for sharing, we need more space for this kind of experience to be accepted in the UK

  • @Journey2Spirit
    @Journey2Spirit Před 9 měsíci +1

    Thank you for sharing. I’ve noticed that 2017 (or there about) brought a massive energetic shift to the planet that initiated awakenings in many forms for so many people. My own Kundalini energy spontaneously opened in early 2017 during a healing session. I’d already experienced an awakening in 2011 that woke up a passion to know all about energy healing. And looking back, the education I received and healing I experienced prior to Kundalini opening prepared me for it, even though I wasn’t exactly trying to achieve that goal. It appears that my process is still underway with Kundalini bringing up aspects of separation consciousness for me to heal. Despite understanding what’s going on, embodying separation consciousness as much as I have on a daily basis has been and still is 100% not fun yet. Yet I was guided to 2 beautiful souls with whom I do sacred healing work (reconnection) every few weeks. The connection with my Higher Self has never been stronger, and at some point things will ease a bit more. ❤️✨

  • @durwhat
    @durwhat Před 3 dny

    Really interesting.Thank you very much

  • @imaniafeni8126
    @imaniafeni8126 Před rokem

    Thank you thank you thank you for sharing your journey!

  • @nathanieldavis5231
    @nathanieldavis5231 Před 2 měsíci

    With such a lovley smile ,and eyes clear as a childs ,kundalini had no choice but to come up and salute you !

  • @tarab2550
    @tarab2550 Před 10 měsíci

    Thank you for sharing . Nice to know I'm not alone. Its still amazing to me on a daily basis of what is possible

  • @stevesomers7366
    @stevesomers7366 Před 3 měsíci

    Thank you for sharing your experience. I am on my path to awakening and I'm just learning of the intensity of this. It's quite interesting and not for the faint of heart, it appears. I keep watching information on the dark night of the soul, which you have described in different terms, I believe. In any case, I appreciate your sharing this very much. Much peace, love and light to you!

  • @sophiejay5111
    @sophiejay5111 Před 5 měsíci

    I love how it was the embodied masculine that created the safe container for you to finally surrender ❤

  • @christinethomas5290
    @christinethomas5290 Před 4 měsíci

    ❤so much love for sharing your experiences. I've been through a few kundalini awakenings.... or recalibrations... but I had no idea what it was called until recently and came across your video. Much gratitude for your vulnerability and openess. That takes courage. It is comforting to know that I am not alone in this process. Lol maybe one day there will be safe spaces and guidance for such experiences in society. That are accessible to people who it would help. I guess the first step is to bring awareness and speak up. So thank you. I think the collective human consciousness' throat chakra is blocked... but speaking your truth helps. ❤

  • @phatkatmultimedia
    @phatkatmultimedia Před 2 měsíci

    This was an amazing affirmation for me and a sign for me to press on

  • @jasonvanleuven906
    @jasonvanleuven906 Před 6 měsíci

    Thank you for this.

  • @scottmcdonald2092
    @scottmcdonald2092 Před 5 měsíci +1

    I had spontaneous kundalini activation through plant medicine, chakras hit like a bolt of lightning to heart,made sound like piano keys,hose of divine power shot upwards from root to heart outpouring divine love,I was connected to source,my 3 other chakras then activated upwards,piano key sounds again and my head got surrounded by a magnetic force, Lord shiva appeared and danced around me, a voice came out my mouth saying “we are all one” I knew I was connected to all, I knew mathematics and geometry was important, flash of light and I was gone through a tunnel to somewhere not of this world, I existed without my body, behind these coloured beams of light came empty bubbles with sanskrit writings on , then put in front of magnificent gigantic white light turning clockwise.. I knew it was powerful, with the protection of Jesus Christ shouts me! I’m then shot back through tunnel and into the top of my head while still sat cross legged, I went crazy for couple years, I now feel blessed but still trying to understand, my studies tell me I had a kundalini awakening.

  • @rikkibowman3196
    @rikkibowman3196 Před 11 měsíci

    I had a spontaneous kundalini as well, im gaining the gusto to talk about it also, I’ve been keeping it in for 5 years and have had a hard talking about it as well. Thank you for sharing. I’m going to get mine recorded this week ❤

  • @AmayaNadi
    @AmayaNadi Před 7 měsíci

    Thnk you for sharing your experience. ❤

  • @cosmichrtbeat8362
    @cosmichrtbeat8362 Před 10 měsíci

    Thank you for sharing your experience, everything in this video explains so much of what I have been and am going through I am so grateful. Ive had the pre awakening experience but believe that a plant medicine experience is what activated everything for me I am grateful for my awakening now but like you there were times I could not bear the immense energy running through my body, i felt so debilitated and feared going into public or around other people because I can feel everything so I now work with the divine energy and not against this and it has gotten better and even blissful over time. wishing so much joy!

  • @sannelind9259
    @sannelind9259 Před 7 měsíci

    Thank you for sharing ☀️☀️☀️

  • @ds7503
    @ds7503 Před rokem +10

    Thank you for sharing! I had mine in 2019 as well, and it took me a loooot of time to surrender to what was happening (basically I had no more will or mental/emotional/physical strength left in me to fight like you said lol). The divine orchestrator doesn’t give you options haha.

    • @megaman55
      @megaman55 Před rokem +2

      I really hate the kundalini. 5 years ago mine arose but i never surrendered. I was ill ages 18-26 and finally healed myself and was goibg to live my life until this stupid thing awoke. i hate the feeling of being controlled, pushed and forced. i dont want kriyas , hallucinations, neurological symptoms, or any of the so called "benefits" the kundalini damaged me so bad from fighting i developed neuropathy in all my limbs, lost 50 pounds, developed grey hair at only 31 and i lost my love for life and joy. i just cant stand this controlling thing and i think i have only two more years and the fighting will finally kill me. i cant walk anymore and i still have dreams of snakes and it tries to raise but im going to fight it until im dead. i just need my freedom and cant stand this stupid snake raising up my spine. i HATE IT.

    • @Mantras-and-Mystics
      @Mantras-and-Mystics Před rokem +2

      @@megaman55
      Dearest, you said "the fighting will finally kill me."
      It's the FIGHTING that is causing you harm.
      I resent it too, but have learnt to go with the flow.
      It appears "you" are being controlled. But did you know that this awakened energy is actually the rising of your own consciousness?
      Probably decades ago the average - even the not-so-average person would not have experienced this.
      But the world today is very different. People are waking up on a planetary scale.
      Believe me, you are not alone in all this.
      At least we have been granted the grace to know what's happening here.
      Hoping you can somehow find peace with it. I'm sure you can post your trauma here if you need some support.
      God bless! ❤️💚💙
      Edit: I read somewhere on CZcams that you can stabilize it somewhat.
      I'll see if I can find it.

    • @megaman55
      @megaman55 Před rokem +1

      @@Mantras-and-Mystics i dont want to awaken the energy of my consciousness. its not good and its hell on earth being controlled. anyway. theres no life of peace or enjoyment with this energy so im leaving this world soon.

    • @megaman55
      @megaman55 Před rokem +1

      @@Mantras-and-Mystics my ONLY trauma in life is the kundalinini itself. i CANNOT, relax, or feel SAFE on this PLANET. BECAUSE of this energy. that is literally the one and only problem i have with this entire world. is i HATE active kundalini energy

  • @JessicaLevinson-q3g
    @JessicaLevinson-q3g Před 15 hodinami

    ❤ you go sister !!!!!!!