That’s why China works at creating more synthetics & thus the black market will always continue to exist, their’s no way to destroy, their will always be more to work harder because the people are still wanting it
I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to heroin. Spent my whole life fighting heroin addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with OCD. Not until my husband recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
Yeah I miss the old days and it’s all lies fenty is not in anything nothing is laced with fenty I wish lol but yeah the doctors won’t give anyone oxys anymore that’s why fenty is that much more popular cause ppl have to self medicate doctors won’t even give anti anxiety Ed’s anymore cause the “oxy scare”
We have plenty in Germany, just come here :) If you plan to use it as it’s intended obviously. Fentanyl also here in form of 🩹, really good, need nothin for 3 days, and cannot abuse it.
Everyone who cares already knows. However, in my area heroin is showing up in samples again but it's in such small amounts it's pointless. It's mostly fentanyl and xylazine.
@@zainb2261. Exactly! Don’t forget running back and forth, between the toilet and bed. On the upside, I finally got the wastebasket on my side of the bed, at the motel 🗑️.
@@ajbrown2313 congradulations for 8days ! Now eat, sleep and drink water all the time lol. Then relax anyone can start a marathon. Get a sponser in AA works for sure and go to meetings you are NOT alone . You did not get this way over night takes time to refocus your life tommorrow will be 9days !! .
@@ajbrown2313 nothings wrong with relapse bro before i got clean i tried my hardest to stop popping M30s after about a year constantly... but on yea my third day with no pills, i literally cried in my girlfriends lap because the withdrawals where horrendous, it was so bad i wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy(jk) lil but it was that bad . i knew from then on my plug was lying to me about the pills being real, probably cutting it with FENT or H…but i was in so much pain i didn’t care anymore so after i went and got a pill i went straight to the hospital and admit myself into rehab. they gave me a dose of the suboxon after detoxing for 24-48hrs and it helped tremendously. but the craving was even more powerful lol that probably because i was only giving one in rehab and it made it bearable to be there. but once i left they prescribed me a actual day to day dosage and mannnnn it took all the withdrawal symptoms anyways and me personally took my cravings away. it just sucks when you have to refill. but it def got my life back in order i have full control over my thinking too it’s awesome
I’m currently battling a kratom addiction. I’ve cut down a ton but I was eating 500grams every two weeks. I’m weaning myself off and hopefully won’t have too bad of withdrawal. But I did beat a 15 year addiction to opiates and meth. Been 8 years clean. So hopefully this is the last time I have to do this. Keep me in y’all’s prayers
You can do it. I was very addicted to kratom for many years. Just get through it and don't ever get on methadone or suboxone. You'll feel like a brand new person once the acute withdrawal period is over. I believe in you and I'll pray for your protection and success.
@@ShareHolder-gp9il thank you so much!! I plan on going cold Turkey over the first of September. I would have three days to just rest. Thank you for your concern and I hope 🤞 that I can beat this. Should be easier the Roxy’s and Oxys.
When has banning drugs ever worked? does it not only create a black market creating crime with higher prices? When will we learn banning things does not work?
Very true it's just gonna cause yet another crisis of some kind and the proof is already there to see, there has to be some kind if alternative to these popup drugs to come off amd the other drugs to in general the war on drugs failed 30 years ago or more and it's getting to the point that the government do not know what there doing at all they have failed hugely and there's only one way to fix this eaven if it's only for a limited amount of years to get society back to where it should be and on the straight path and to review the laws again on different drugs once it's been sorted in time they definitely need to get it right!. 👌✨👌✨👌✨👍👍👍
I completely agree with you. Banning this drug will kill more than it saves. probably due to fentanyl users switching to it for a safer alternative as with Kratom and people with depression commit suicide because conventional treatments do not work for them.
@@dankhill6851I agree because bath salts and spice are even more dangerous dugs people will take if they have access to rather than the drug they are used to and know about and have a tolerance too.i did both but spice before and its was great and sometime it was a nightmare as in I was sitting on a footpath dropping marbling asking somebody and nobody verbally to help me.
😂😂😂 Reminds me of heath class in the 1980's, I would have never even dreamed of putting lighter fluid, model glue, gasoline...into a bag & holding the bag up to my face, that is until my health teacher told my 15 yr old self it would get me high. 15 yr old me "Really! I got try this!!!"
@@DynamicVlogs69 🙂 I was born in 1969 freshman in HS '84 so I'm not claiming to be some angel but a friend of mines step son told me about something that boggled my mind. A "woolly" is made by dipping a joint in brake fluid then smoking it after it dries. Who the hell came up with this and thought "yeah sounds like a good idea to me!"🤔😳😲🙄😢
I started doing drugs since my teenage. Got addicted to heroin for over 16 years. Heroin addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.
@@StephenOscar-jj9qsCan you help me with the reliable source A. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in France. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
@@StephenOscar-jj9qsI'm really happy for you that your mom decided to help you...I hear about alot of family members or so called friends shutting an addict out of their life, which since most addicts do it to mask emotions to me is the worse thing someone can do to an addict.
@@SuvariBoorish-yh3rjI wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence. How can I get contact with him? Is he on insta??
As long as mental illness exists, drugs will always exist. People will always gravitate toward self medicating over the “trouble” of going to a psych and getting on meds that may or may not work.
My opening statement when I give my lead in the rooms is “‘Happy’ people don’t like H” There’s no pleasure in these substances, all euphoria is just the reduction of pain, being misidentified. And since your brain is unable to tell the difference between physical and emotional pain, if you know someone who’s getting bad on opi 0ids really honestly think “what kind of anguish are you experiencing?” Bear in mind the stats on childhood SA and adult narc habits is statistically significant.
Well I don't know bout that. I can't say that I had mental illness. I wasn't running from anything. I simply liked the feeling. I don't use H anymore, that was in the 80s part 90s.
Tianeptine has been readily available for at least ten years. The powder is injectable and it will make you fall out. You’ll try doing much more than you need to feel it, next thing you know you’re on the floor
What you took was likely kratom in pill form. I say this because I had a similar experience just about the same amount of time ago as your experience. I was driving home to Upstate NY from Atlanta and instead of continuing to drive through the night to get home, my boss who was driving the other truck decided we were going to stop for the night. I was fine until about 2 pm the next day when I started getting restless and every minute felt like an hour. We stopped at a gas station and I remembered that I had purchased a bottle of capsules filled with kratom somewhere in Georgia (we were now almost through Tennessee) I poured as many of the capsules into my mouth as I could fit in there about 4 or 5 times and washed them down with mountain dew. Within about a half an hour I went from being on the edge of full blown withdrawal to feeling fantastic and made it all the way back to NY feeling just fine. I don't know what I would have done had I not purchased that kratom back in Georgia.
I'm sober six years from Benzos, opiates and alcohol. Opiate withdrawals hurt but benzo withdrawal was far worse. It lasted much longer and filled my head with extremely troubling thoughts. My alcohol addiction wasn't bad but i hear that the symptoms are similar to the benzo wthdrwl.
I agree... Benzo messed me up BAD AF... I feel like I'm falling all the time and can't move my head fast or feel like I'm falling off the planet damn near.... Not to mention the rebound anxiety... Can't handle light or noise either. Fkn HORRIBLE!
@@joedirt5720 My benzo addiction was about 12 years ago. The detox took me three years easy and five years before i felt like myself again. It did damage that may never heal but my life is so much better now. I wish you the best of luck in your journey.
@@joedirt5720 I'm 61 now. In 2018 I went into severe withdrawals from an ssri, gabapentin & Ativan. Past month the vertigo, walking like I'm on a tightrope, always falling or knocking stuff over, tremors sometimes, sensitive to loud noises & bright lights. Be seeing a neurologist soon. I only take a low dose of Cymbalta now & smoke weed daily...hang in there. 🫂✊🙏
I was on both prescription stimulants and benzodiazepines for about 25 years, been off for about 2 years, benzodiazepines, unlike stimulants, ARE indeed physically addictive and withdrawal SUX!
Not that easy, my freien. Weed gives that "Are they lookin at me" or "What did he or she mean by that" thoughts. IMHO it counteraffects the "lets feel good and get some work done" feeling.
The weed in this generation is laced. My goddaughter is a paranoid zombie. She vapes and tokes the shit. 20 years ago when I smoked, all it did was make me sleepy
@@justinarazo8857 Just legalize it then you can buy it from the pharmacy, when alcohol was illegal and not controlled by the state, many died and became blind because of ferric impurities. In addition, the state takes in a lot of money which can be used for infrastructure etc. and it gives people a far less harmful substance to consume. Alcohol is nothing other than a nerf/cellular poison. Cannabis also doesn't make you aggressive like alcohol and giving people an alternative is good
@@capnphuktard5445 Just legalize it then you can buy it from the pharmacy, when alcohol was illegal and not controlled by the state, many died and became blind because of ferric impurities. In addition, the state takes in a lot of money which can be used for infrastructure etc. and it gives people a far less harmful substance to consume. Alcohol is nothing other than a nerf/cellular poison. Cannabis also doesn't make you aggressive like alcohol and giving people an alternative is good
Thank you for educating people on this. I nearly went into tears thinking about what I went through when I was detoxing from morphine, fentanyl, and methadone. I can never go back.
This is true. The majority of opioid users in Europe are functional and responsible. Not totally reliant and lost to opioids. Things have gotten way off the rails in America
When i was going through opiod withdrawl it was EXACTLY like this. couldnt stop rolling around in bed like a tweaker. Just impossible too sit still. Literally.
Finally a recovered addict being real (seemingly). Q. Do ya have any alcohol related vids? EDIT: My feelings go out to those that are still struggling . Serenity prayer is what ya need said by others. Meetings Meetings Meetings. It bought me back. 1 day at a time
I got hooked on it a year or so ago. Taking it daily for a month and that’s what I started to freak out a little. Your tolerance skyrockets quickly. I was having to take 5 at that point. I no longer felt energized for hours, I was narcoleptic. I would nod out while working or driving. Anytime I sat down I would nod out. Withdrawal kicked in around this time while I was still taking it. Usually I could take a couple and go to sleep in a few hours when I come down. Around 1 month or less, I had to take a few just to go to sleep because I would be flopping around in the bed, agitated, sweating, diarrhea, stomach pain, restless as hell. It was a nightmare. I didn’t think I could come off the shit. I would quit, go back to it, quit, go back. I haven’t touched it in almost a year. I’ve taken just about everything under the sun but that shit is the devil.
I just posted another comment about this I'm still recovering from a 4-year kratom addiction completely messed my body up the diarrhea didn't stop for about 4 weeks. I didn't sleep for 6 days coming off of it and one thing you don't realize is a lot of kratom isn't irradiated and it's being picked by very poor people and very bad conditions and sometimes growing on human feces. I had pinworm tapeworm and I'm waiting on the results to see what else after eating pounds and pounds of that s***
@user-ns7mz1ld9u it's not the kratom that's the problem it's you taking "pounds and pound of it" and buying from cheap vendors, people need to be smart consumers who have self control instead of blaming the plants.
@@ItsOKtobeNormal Are you serious? You have no idea what this stuff can do. All I can say is good luck, its only a matter of time before it takes control. I didnt take pounds of it, and I bought from reputable sources. I started because I was in pain and my Dr decided to cut me off the actual opiate medicine that was helping me live a normal life. I was fine with it until I decided I wanted to stop.
@@Warcraze13the fact that you already had opioids prescribed for you makes your story a bit irregular. I'm sorry to hear you had a bad experience, but if you avoid regular use it helps more than it hurts. It helps me a lot when I wake up demotivated or when I have horrible pain from 12h+ shifts. I use it max 2 times a week and max 2 doses a day. Every once in a while I take 2-3 week long breaks to check if I have any withdrawal or signs of addiction and Ive never had any complications this way. I think this is the only way to use kratom "responsibly"
I dont take fake drugs, I only did perspiration opiates. I got off opioid pills by hiking in the woods in August heat, with a gallon of water for 4 days in a row. The second day was the worst. On the 5th day, I got away from the area I lived in and went to Florida for 6 weeks away from people and drugs. I was physically off the drugs, and I was still fighting the addiction, I was good when I got back to Connecticut , no more opiates for me. I dont want to go through this ever again.
Or suboxone. Jumping from an intermediate-high dose of suboxone is hell on earth. I was having full on auditory hallucinations of people screaming in my ear in the middle of the night while flopping around like a fish and pissing out buckets of sweat from every inch of my body.
@@terrorism7015have you ever withdrawn from high dose of methadone? The withdrawal lasts over 3 months , I literally didn’t sleep for 3 months & got put in hospital ( detox centre called ambulance for me ) I had to sign paperwork in hospital saying I’m going against their advice by not taking methadone & after that they tricked me & gave me methadone in my fluids/juice , turned out the paperwork I signed gave them permission to do so , 20 years later I’m still on it , lol.
I was also hallucinating ( audio & visual ) , I’m not mad at hospital now in hindsight cause I was almost dying but I was in early 20’s & probably could have handled it but who knows, I was also having seizures.
I think some of your information is wrong. Tianeptine is not a serotonin reuptake inhibitor, on the contrary. It lowers the serotonin level in the brain. That is why it is also called an atypical antidepressant.
When withdrawing, no need to keep changing sweat soaked sheets, put towels, beach towels are good, on top of bottom sheet and over you, between you and top blanket...loads better!
I was heavily addicted to tianeptine (forget how to spell it) back in 2017.. Used to order it online.. Was a white powder.. I would nod out just like dope in large doses.. Very addictive.. Withdrawls were nasty
@Chronicblessings it is because other opiates don't work as long as you have a tianeptine tolerance so when you go to use suboxone or methadone to get off it doesn't work for the first 4 days
It's really not. It's just opioid withdrawal. Some scientists thought the molecule looked like a tricyclic antidepressant, but take it, and it hits like an opioid, and you go into the same withdrawal syndrome.
@@junkequation That really makes no sense. A lot in this video makes no sense. I would not be surprised if whatever is in those gas station products has nothing to do with the suspected tricyclica whatsoever.
@@junkequation That implies that methadone might help at least somewhat if you're trying to get off this stuff... Do you know by any chance if that happens to be the case? Or if Suboxone/Buprenorphine helps? If you or anyone has information on this, I'd be grateful (as would many, I'm sure). Whether that's based on 'the literature', or better yet, personal experience. Ta.
Hopefully one day ill be clean at this point in time i dont want it one bit my lifes going to shit my girl died from suicide so my use skyrocketed since 2021... i have no family no friends just prescription pills and drugs by my side i need to slow down before i lose this battle thats been draining me since i was 16. Plz pray for me. God bless everyone who is clean and doing well 🙏 keep it up cuz this isnt it id rather be dead and i wanna live not die
I tried a batch from a shady vendor the first time I took it. Definitely had me feeling I was sinking into my bed and body frozen, but only when I took like 12 capsules at once.
It doesn't matter how you feel about it. Its main alkaloids are μ-opioid receptor antagonists. That's a fact. It's also a fact that it causes cross tolerance to a whole bunch of synthetic opioids. And the withdrawals are identical, just to a varying degree depending on what you compare it to.
I'm still recovering from kratom addiction, I was addicted to between 90 and 60 g for about 4 years the effects on my body were absolutely ravaging. I had withdrawals and didn't sleep for about 6 days, I had diarrhea for about 20 days, I couldn't work for more than 10-15 minutes without smoking a cigarette or something just going through real bad withdrawals for about 3 weeks and one thing you don't realize about kratom until you quit is it's not in a radiated substance so those little Thai people picking those leaves or scratching their ass with worms on their fingers. I know I had pinworm and tapeworm I'm waiting on the results to see what other ones I have. Hopefully it's all good they gave me some strong dewormer
I have been an addict for 25 years, been on suboxone for 11 of those. My tolerance is insane, but I can tell you, if you wait until your getting sick and take straight powder kratom , five grans or so, and your gonna get high, but where you get it matters and what kind .
You realize that this video is drawing in addicts? I’ve been clean for 5 years and the addict in me saw the thumbnail and clicked on this to see what it’s about.. bc again the addict in me wants it.
@@druski_999 nooooo 😭 it’s okay, don’t be too hard on yourself.. shit happens. . I literally went right to google to see where I could find it but it ended for me there, at least this time.
I ordered a bottle of tianeptine a few years back to experiment with, and let me assure you it feels nothing like heroin or any opioid regardless of its affinity for the receptor. The antiseretoninergic effect causes the worst depression you can imagine too. I became extremely irritable even with 1 dose.
Russian astronauts take that stuff. I was into it for a while. Only safe to do once a week or a couple times a month. But it was the most relaxing amazing feeling I've ever felt
@@RoseanneSeason7 Yeah I know all about it, for me I had to take it once every couple weeks maximum. Yeah, it’s pretty relaxing but also focus enhancing… Anyway, I’d like to see him do a video on it.
I have no idea if this is true but I just thought what if whenever a person dies from an overdose their soul is in withdrawal for eternity? Man that makes me want to stay sober.
Fun fact: Europeans (also the whole west), for example, have been drinking alcohol for so long that they are better protected from addiction. The indigenous people of South America were not accustomed to alcohol in that form, so when the Europeans brought it, it triggered an BIG alcoholic epidemic. That led to the downfall of the culture.
The cities that legalize drugs or don't enforce drug laws tend to have homeless encampments where people take dumps all over the city and have become unlivable for taxpaying residents, I'm sure it's just a really big coincidence though
@@Freud_Mayweather I didn't see any homeless tents in Amsterdam. Culture and education play a role. It is people's own problems that make them addicted. Otherwise, all people who try drugs would be addicted. And that is far from the case.
I think blaming drugs is the easiest way. But it's like saying guns kill people just to avoid taking responsibility. Because working on yourself is hard, but in my opinion, it's the only way to reduce suffering.
In AA this guy would be classed as a "Dry Drunk"....Someone who gets high just talking about their former drug experiences and drugs of choice,and guaranteed to relapse sooner or later.
That’s not what dry drunk means. What your describing is romanticizing and yes most people in recovery who romanticize their past drug/alcohol use do end up relapsing. Dry drunk is someone who’s sober but still displays a lot of the habits and mental issues of someone in active addiction.
I used to do a ton of that stuff, I got it delivered next day UPS in 10g containers all the time and it was getting out of hand but that stuff works so dang good that if you are depressed and need something it will get you right to a point where you have to have it. I got sooooooooooo sick when I quit, I thought I would die but luckily it was a fast process since the drug is so short acting. Never doing it again but I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy like 70% if the time I used it.
Same with weed, doesnt last long after a couple weeks but boy i was on percs & diluadid &surprisingly weed helped the most pain wise but after a week smoking it barely helped &now makes my nerve pain worse but hey! No acrual withdrawal!
Are you saying wds after 4 to 6 hours doing H? I've never done H thank goodness but with erks it takes me about 36 hours before I start going into wds.
@sevenn7pure no man takes a while to fully leave ur system you will feel tired unmotivated runny nose but at least with me it took about 18 -24 hrs to be full on out of my mind W/D
i have weird side effects of gas station stuff, i only really tried caffeine supplements and when the crash comes i regret everything and pretty much bawl my eyes out certain thc or other legal vapes or other like the delta 9 did the same thing just trigger my ptsd
Tree, Chronic, Dro, Kush, Loud, Gas, Za 🙄 Some goofy ass rapper starts calling his weed something stupid to feel special and suddenly everyone starts doing it 😂😂
@@BrokenValentine-333 Chronic and Kush are specific categories of strains, "Gas" refers to strains with a certain terpene profile that smells like fuel. (Not to me, but hey...) So most of these are rather concrete terms and not referring to weed as a whole. Though this of course gets diluted quite a bit when used in music without context.
Tianeptine does the exact opposite of a ssri and it has no direct effect on dopamine or norepinephrine systems or receptors. It only affects opioid receptors and the serotonin transporter where it lowers serotonin’s synapse time as opposed to increasing it like a ssri does.
When it comes to withdrawal it's the restless leg nonsense that I simply can't get past. I could go through everything else if not for that. I'm on 125mg of methadone now so I don't get sick. I still fck around a bit I like to party here and there but as long as I don't get dope sick I'm all good 💯
Liquid handcuffs...shoulda subbed up ...sorry but u a lifer at 125 ...no one ...I mean no one's needs that unless there just taking it to get twisted daily ..which is pointless...😂😂
@@AllCelebzNElitenNeckMaskz you do you bro , I'll deal with its whatever. The methadone here is watered the fuck down that 125 def don't get me any type of anything.
The only reason I've managed to kick it after 25 years is because the quality is so shite now. It's just not worth wasting your money on. The fent high is rubbish, you nod off for a couple of hours then, bang, wake up straight again. I'm glad it's been a few months now because I've managed to kick the 'dark passenger' out of my head at last. The mental withdrawal was almost as bad as the physical withdrawal for myself anyway.
Thank the lord for that and I suggest never trying it again. I was hooked on Kratom for 3 years, decided to quit and still have severe withdrawals 17 months later. Kratom is fucking nasty, messes with so many transmitters in the brain besides just opioid and anyone saying that it is natural, safe and non-addicting should reevaluate themselves.
Just dont do it then, I was addicted 15 years - it was hell. They make extremely potent extracts now that are extremely addictive. They isolated the main alkaloid and 100x it. And wd from those shots are worst then fentanyl.
Anti depressants work after a few weeks taking one a day,taking 10 a day over two months and you’ve taken enough anti depressants to keep you calm for decades,these are anti psychotics,not advisable to take loads of anti psychotics,they change the way you think,to change the way you feel
How hard is it to NOT consume supplements from a gas station? Ffs they sell coffee. If that's too much for you, then that supplement may as well be the nail in the coffin
If you're buying supplements from the gas station, then that's just nature taking course. I'll buy gas, snacks, and a drink from the gas station. That's it 😂
I get what you’re saying but you might be surprised at the toxicity of common ingredients found in the junk food sold in these shops...Cancer and other degenerative diseases.
@HeavilyCensoredKitty yeah I know about all that health food shit too, I wouldn't be surprised at all. Its nice to indulge sometimes tho. I'm not gonna get addicted to reeses cups, and get sent to the hospital, so pretty huge difference if ya ask me lol
Im glad opioids make me sick but at the same time trying to deal with pain and keep up with everyone that have the ability to take these makes me feel like im worthless at times. Then i have to go back and remember that we all have our issues and it helps me not punch people in the face.
Kratom gave me so much anxiety my heart was pounding I was sweating but cold. It freaked me the fuck out. I was at work when I did it. And I was a 7 to 10 hydros at a time person. But I'm actually 3 years Clean thanks to MAT. It saved my life.
I must be different, or lucky. When I got oxy for post surgical pain it didn't make me high at all. It deadened the pain but made me loopy and itchy. A day or two later I went to ibuprofen because the effects annoyed me so much.
When i was in withdrawal , i just did more crack, fentanyl, crank and xanax, and i felt better immediately. It was the worst 30 minutes of my life. . Now, I'll never touch crack, fentanyl, crank and xanax again, except for if i start going into withdrawal.
7 years clean from Benadryl. Those years were hell. You can choose life whenever you’re ready. Get your family back, get your mind back and live free from the shackles of addiction. And free from the spiders. My god, the spiders.
@@agingbambino3.09 when I was taking benadryl I would see hordes of rats running across hallways and sometimes going in circles. Always lost some connection to the world after that. Just feels like I'm not here sometimes
I am prescribed a similar type of medication. If you have ever taken antipsychotics it is that feeling. That feeling is terrible. I take it while in bed.
If your look to numb the pain of life then you should deal with that pain what ever it is because the addiction that comes after your trying to forget the pain will end your life eventually, then you will see what you will do or wont do for the addiction believe you me you will do things you would never do to people you love and yourself. I have struggled with addiction since I was a teen I’m in my 50’s now been sober since I was 35 years olds and stoped drinking alcohol at 45 I’m done with all drugs and alcohol, except for marijuana that I grow myself
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YOU DO KNOW ZAZA IS A NICK NAME FOR CANNIBIS DONT YOU 😂 STOP EMBARRASSING YOURSELF
Can you still get hi on oxycodone while being on methadone?
That’s why China works at creating more synthetics & thus the black market will always continue to exist, their’s no way to destroy, their will always be more to work harder because the people are still wanting it
Oxy con tin. Not Oxy - cottin/co - in. ™Oxycontin is the brandname in oxycodone continus. HTH. I'm a pedantic but friendly FYI type o' person.
I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to heroin. Spent my whole life fighting heroin addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with OCD. Not until my husband recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
Hey! Yes Mr.medmushies
Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
How do I reach out to him? Is he on telegram
Dear heroin,
R.I.P.
Yours truly,
FENTANYL.
For some reason I really felt this message, as I am 35 and I remember what pure heroine was like.
@@steventurek2017thanks to the higher ups in Australia we still have H it is expensive but there is only prescription Fentanyl
You said it perfectly!!!
That’s deep!
Only a junkie could write this, and only a junkie would think its deep lol
Can I just say that there really is hardly any heroin (or oxycontin) left in the USA.. the majority of what is out there now is only FENTANYL.
The "Laced With Fentanoyl" thing ruined everthing.
Yeah I miss the old days and it’s all lies fenty is not in anything nothing is laced with fenty I wish lol but yeah the doctors won’t give anyone oxys anymore that’s why fenty is that much more popular cause ppl have to self medicate doctors won’t even give anti anxiety Ed’s anymore cause the “oxy scare”
We have plenty in Germany, just come here :) If you plan to use it as it’s intended obviously. Fentanyl also here in form of 🩹, really good, need nothin for 3 days, and cannot abuse it.
Everyone who cares already knows. However, in my area heroin is showing up in samples again but it's in such small amounts it's pointless. It's mostly fentanyl and xylazine.
Truth and withdrawals from fet pills will make u wish u were not alive.😢
I never curled up and lay still during bad opioid withdrawal, I was totally restless and would want to run straight out of my own body.
With restless leg syndrome from hell 😢
@@intellectsourcecode3653more like restless body syndrome.
And forget about sleeping!
Toss and turn and sweat and feel the skin crawling sensation. It’s he’ll restless legs was bad too.
@@zainb2261. Exactly! Don’t forget running back and forth, between the toilet and bed. On the upside, I finally got the wastebasket on my side of the bed, at the motel 🗑️.
Now 76 , my clean and sober date 1-6-1982 . Never went back. You can !!
bro went clean before went clean was a thing 😂
How man, im 8 days clean and im still fantasizing drugs. Any tips maybe? I hate to say it but i feel im doomed to relapse
@@ajbrown2313 congradulations for 8days ! Now eat, sleep and drink water all the time lol. Then relax anyone can start a marathon. Get a sponser in AA works for sure and go to meetings you are NOT alone . You did not get this way over night takes time to refocus your life tommorrow will be 9days !! .
@@ajbrown2313 do you take suboxon?
@@ajbrown2313 nothings wrong with relapse bro before i got clean i tried my hardest to stop popping M30s after about a year constantly... but on yea my third day with no pills, i literally cried in my girlfriends lap because the withdrawals where horrendous, it was so bad i wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy(jk) lil but it was that bad . i knew from then on my plug was lying to me about the pills being real, probably cutting it with FENT or H…but i was in so much pain i didn’t care anymore so after i went and got a pill i went straight to the hospital and admit myself into rehab. they gave me a dose of the suboxon after detoxing for 24-48hrs and it helped tremendously. but the craving was even more powerful lol that probably because i was only giving one in rehab and it made it bearable to be there. but once i left they prescribed me a actual day to day dosage and mannnnn it took all the withdrawal symptoms anyways and me personally took my cravings away. it just sucks when you have to refill. but it def got my life back in order i have full control over my thinking too it’s awesome
I’m currently battling a kratom addiction. I’ve cut down a ton but I was eating 500grams every two weeks. I’m weaning myself off and hopefully won’t have too bad of withdrawal. But I did beat a 15 year addiction to opiates and meth. Been 8 years clean. So hopefully this is the last time I have to do this. Keep me in y’all’s prayers
You can do it. I was very addicted to kratom for many years. Just get through it and don't ever get on methadone or suboxone. You'll feel like a brand new person once the acute withdrawal period is over. I believe in you and I'll pray for your protection and success.
@@ShareHolder-gp9il thank you so much!! I plan on going cold Turkey over the first of September. I would have three days to just rest. Thank you for your concern and I hope 🤞 that I can beat this. Should be easier the Roxy’s and Oxys.
Good Luck ! But Never Give UP ! IF U SLIP 😢! STOP AGAIN RIGHT AWAY! BECAUSE U CAN YOUR IN CHARGE 100%KICK ASS !
Good luck
@@stacygrieshaber4687taper, make it easy
When has banning drugs ever worked? does it not only create a black market creating crime with higher prices? When will we learn banning things does not work?
Very true it's just gonna cause yet another crisis of some kind and the proof is already there to see, there has to be some kind if alternative to these popup drugs to come off amd the other drugs to in general the war on drugs failed 30 years ago or more and it's getting to the point that the government do not know what there doing at all they have failed hugely and there's only one way to fix this eaven if it's only for a limited amount of years to get society back to where it should be and on the straight path and to review the laws again on different drugs once it's been sorted in time they definitely need to get it right!. 👌✨👌✨👌✨👍👍👍
Not banning drugs..Also didn't work..look at British Columbia..Stupidity, death & misery..The Liberals partners.
it works with these chemicals sold at gas stations and head shops, that bath salts stuff and herbal incense stuff is gone now
I completely agree with you. Banning this drug will kill more than it saves. probably due to fentanyl users switching to it for a safer alternative as with Kratom and people with depression commit suicide because conventional treatments do not work for them.
@@dankhill6851I agree because bath salts and spice are even more dangerous dugs people will take if they have access to rather than the drug they are used to and know about and have a tolerance too.i did both but spice before and its was great and sometime it was a nightmare as in I was sitting on a footpath dropping marbling asking somebody and nobody verbally to help me.
I didn't hear about this stuff until now. Now I'm going to go buy some. Thank you
😂😂😂 Reminds me of heath class in the 1980's, I would have never even dreamed of putting lighter fluid, model glue, gasoline...into a bag & holding the bag up to my face, that is until my health teacher told my 15 yr old self it would get me high. 15 yr old me "Really! I got try this!!!"
@@cyberpunk120. starte fluid in a zip lock bag with water in it. The stuff floating on the top you can huff.
@@cyberpunk120. then I heard about smoking banana peels. Putting permanent marker on a cigarette. LoL
@@DynamicVlogs69 🙂 I was born in 1969 freshman in HS '84 so I'm not claiming to be some angel but a friend of mines step son told me about something that boggled my mind.
A "woolly" is made by dipping a joint in brake fluid then smoking it after it dries.
Who the hell came up with this and thought "yeah sounds like a good idea to me!"🤔😳😲🙄😢
Please sign a Do Not Resuscitate Agreement before you try it.
I started doing drugs since my teenage. Got addicted to heroin for over 16 years. Heroin addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.
@@StephenOscar-jj9qsCan you help me with the reliable source A. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in France. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
@@StephenOscar-jj9qsI'm really happy for you that your mom decided to help you...I hear about alot of family members or so called friends shutting an addict out of their life, which since most addicts do it to mask emotions to me is the worse thing someone can do to an addict.
@@Rubysylviayeah , he's Dr jeffshrooom he got magic mushrooms , DMT , LSD and other psychs
@@SuvariBoorish-yh3rjI wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence. How can I get contact with him? Is he on insta??
As long as mental illness exists, drugs will always exist. People will always gravitate toward self medicating over the “trouble” of going to a psych and getting on meds that may or may not work.
Facts
And if they do work often come with a host of side effects that more or less disable you.
My opening statement when I give my lead in the rooms is “‘Happy’ people don’t like H” There’s no pleasure in these substances, all euphoria is just the reduction of pain, being misidentified. And since your brain is unable to tell the difference between physical and emotional pain, if you know someone who’s getting bad on opi 0ids really honestly think “what kind of anguish are you experiencing?” Bear in mind the stats on childhood SA and adult narc habits is statistically significant.
The doctors won't give me then ight shit anymore so...
Well I don't know bout that. I can't say that I had mental illness. I wasn't running from anything. I simply liked the feeling.
I don't use H anymore, that was in the 80s part 90s.
Thanks for the free promo.
Sincerely,
ZaZa
I was 55 when I got on meth thank Jesus I stoped afer 60 2 yrs clean I do no drugs at all ty God 😊
Tianeptine has been readily available for at least ten years. The powder is injectable and it will make you fall out. You’ll try doing much more than you need to feel it, next thing you know you’re on the floor
Most respect on how you communicated this information truthly, non judgemently and articulatelly.
As a recovering addict... It kind of just set my bad antennas up..
Fk this disease
I'm 2 years sober from crack , and I feel amazing. I'm glad your making content again.
What you took was likely kratom in pill form. I say this because I had a similar experience just about the same amount of time ago as your experience. I was driving home to Upstate NY from Atlanta and instead of continuing to drive through the night to get home, my boss who was driving the other truck decided we were going to stop for the night. I was fine until about 2 pm the next day when I started getting restless and every minute felt like an hour. We stopped at a gas station and I remembered that I had purchased a bottle of capsules filled with kratom somewhere in Georgia (we were now almost through Tennessee) I poured as many of the capsules into my mouth as I could fit in there about 4 or 5 times and washed them down with mountain dew. Within about a half an hour I went from being on the edge of full blown withdrawal to feeling fantastic and made it all the way back to NY feeling just fine. I don't know what I would have done had I not purchased that kratom back in Georgia.
Always appreciate your informative content, man! Thank you! 1.5 years sober/clean this month, and folks like you help keep me clear 🙏🏼
I'm sober six years from Benzos, opiates and alcohol. Opiate withdrawals hurt but benzo withdrawal was far worse. It lasted much longer and filled my head with extremely troubling thoughts. My alcohol addiction wasn't bad but i hear that the symptoms are similar to the benzo wthdrwl.
I agree... Benzo messed me up BAD AF... I feel like I'm falling all the time and can't move my head fast or feel like I'm falling off the planet damn near.... Not to mention the rebound anxiety... Can't handle light or noise either. Fkn HORRIBLE!
@@joedirt5720 My benzo addiction was about 12 years ago. The detox took me three years easy and five years before i felt like myself again. It did damage that may never heal but my life is so much better now. I wish you the best of luck in your journey.
@@joedirt5720 I'm 61 now. In 2018 I went into severe withdrawals from an ssri, gabapentin & Ativan. Past month the vertigo, walking like I'm on a tightrope, always falling or knocking stuff over, tremors sometimes, sensitive to loud noises & bright lights. Be seeing a neurologist soon. I only take a low dose of Cymbalta now & smoke weed daily...hang in there. 🫂✊🙏
@@joedirt5720 Hang in there my friend. It gets better, i promise.
I was on both prescription stimulants and benzodiazepines for about 25 years, been off for about 2 years, benzodiazepines, unlike stimulants, ARE indeed physically addictive and withdrawal SUX!
Just smoke weed guys and stay away from this shit!!
That new weed is poison
Not that easy, my freien. Weed gives that "Are they lookin at me" or "What did he or she mean by that" thoughts. IMHO it counteraffects the "lets feel good and get some work done" feeling.
The weed in this generation is laced. My goddaughter is a paranoid zombie. She vapes and tokes the shit. 20 years ago when I smoked, all it did was make me sleepy
@@justinarazo8857 Just legalize it then you can buy it from the pharmacy, when alcohol was illegal and not controlled by the state, many died and became blind because of ferric impurities. In addition, the state takes in a lot of money which can be used for infrastructure etc. and it gives people a far less harmful substance to consume. Alcohol is nothing other than a nerf/cellular poison. Cannabis also doesn't make you aggressive like alcohol and giving people an alternative is good
@@capnphuktard5445 Just legalize it then you can buy it from the pharmacy, when alcohol was illegal and not controlled by the state, many died and became blind because of ferric impurities. In addition, the state takes in a lot of money which can be used for infrastructure etc. and it gives people a far less harmful substance to consume. Alcohol is nothing other than a nerf/cellular poison. Cannabis also doesn't make you aggressive like alcohol and giving people an alternative is good
Truckers speed back in the day, was ephedrine, legal in gas stations.
It’s in bronkaid also….
Orange peel. Synephrine
I used to buy it that stuff can keep you up for days
Mini-thins ?almost made my throat close up one time in Phoenix 25-30 years ago, never took again.
@@tonygillette2012 it was sold as a allergy medicine
Good thing i just do regular dope. Gas station dope sounds really dangerous. Glad im in the clear
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Lmao, glad ur safe 😂
Thank you for educating people on this. I nearly went into tears thinking about what I went through when I was detoxing from morphine, fentanyl, and methadone. I can never go back.
Im an addict in recovery and i just happened upon ur channel. Very informative and real. Earned my sub today 😁💯
Good Work brother... This IS info the world needs more of!
Congratulations on your sobriety. Not a person in the U.S. doesn’t know someone with addiction problems. Staying on top of it is key. Stay strong.
Every country. You travel or go online ever?
Here in Europe most users are actually responsible user.
American war on drugs is a CATASTROPHE
This is true. The majority of opioid users in Europe are functional and responsible. Not totally reliant and lost to opioids. Things have gotten way off the rails in America
Chaos is all they want
Nope this is 100% bs
y'all must not be getting real opiates. You get hooked on this ish we got in the states your ass will be pawning your kids tablets to get more.
Yeah that's absolute horse shit. Plenty of junkies around here and those assholes aren't responsible for anything except harassing people for money.
When i was going through opiod withdrawl it was EXACTLY like this. couldnt stop rolling around in bed like a tweaker. Just impossible too sit still. Literally.
Yeah ive never know any body to curl up chill not be restles as fuck.
@@natwilliams4076 ya exactly i thought everyone was rolling around and shit no way anyone is sitting still in the middle of withdrawl
Yooooo, I thought Sober dog was Relapse dog. I love you sober dog! Sober dog for President!!!!
lol
so did i but hes alive and kicking❤
Me too lol yo I randomly was wondering about this dude past few days thinking damn hope he didn’t end up relapsing and is dead I’m glad he’s alright
Finally a recovered addict being real (seemingly). Q. Do ya have any alcohol related vids? EDIT: My feelings go out to those that are still struggling . Serenity prayer is what ya need said by others. Meetings Meetings Meetings. It bought me back. 1 day at a time
2 years sober on August 17th 2024!
U RULE ! KICKING ASS !
@@bearmcquade2846 ty
Congrats!!
Ty .
I got hooked on it a year or so ago. Taking it daily for a month and that’s what I started to freak out a little. Your tolerance skyrockets quickly. I was having to take 5 at that point. I no longer felt energized for hours, I was narcoleptic. I would nod out while working or driving. Anytime I sat down I would nod out. Withdrawal kicked in around this time while I was still taking it. Usually I could take a couple and go to sleep in a few hours when I come down. Around 1 month or less, I had to take a few just to go to sleep because I would be flopping around in the bed, agitated, sweating, diarrhea, stomach pain, restless as hell. It was a nightmare. I didn’t think I could come off the shit. I would quit, go back to it, quit, go back. I haven’t touched it in almost a year. I’ve taken just about everything under the sun but that shit is the devil.
Kratom is a helpful tool if used responsible. Idk why this was recommened to me
Man Kratom can be a nightmare. It was very hard to stop. VERY hard.
I just posted another comment about this I'm still recovering from a 4-year kratom addiction completely messed my body up the diarrhea didn't stop for about 4 weeks. I didn't sleep for 6 days coming off of it and one thing you don't realize is a lot of kratom isn't irradiated and it's being picked by very poor people and very bad conditions and sometimes growing on human feces. I had pinworm tapeworm and I'm waiting on the results to see what else after eating pounds and pounds of that s***
@user-ns7mz1ld9u it's not the kratom that's the problem it's you taking "pounds and pound of it" and buying from cheap vendors, people need to be smart consumers who have self control instead of blaming the plants.
@@ItsOKtobeNormal Are you serious? You have no idea what this stuff can do. All I can say is good luck, its only a matter of time before it takes control. I didnt take pounds of it, and I bought from reputable sources. I started because I was in pain and my Dr decided to cut me off the actual opiate medicine that was helping me live a normal life. I was fine with it until I decided I wanted to stop.
@@Warcraze13the fact that you already had opioids prescribed for you makes your story a bit irregular. I'm sorry to hear you had a bad experience, but if you avoid regular use it helps more than it hurts. It helps me a lot when I wake up demotivated or when I have horrible pain from 12h+ shifts. I use it max 2 times a week and max 2 doses a day. Every once in a while I take 2-3 week long breaks to check if I have any withdrawal or signs of addiction and Ive never had any complications this way. I think this is the only way to use kratom "responsibly"
I dont take fake drugs, I only did perspiration opiates. I got off opioid pills by hiking in the woods in August heat, with a gallon of water for 4 days in a row. The second day was the worst. On the 5th day, I got away from the area I lived in and went to Florida for 6 weeks away from people and drugs. I was physically off the drugs, and I was still fighting the addiction, I was good when I got back to Connecticut , no more opiates for me. I dont want to go through this ever again.
Well done! Blessings ❣️
perspiration opiates? oops!
Perspiration opioids
Just got into your videos lately and over time I’ve learned so much from you. Appreciate the education you release for everyone
I guarantee the withdrawal is no where near fentynal or alcohol
Or suboxone. Jumping from an intermediate-high dose of suboxone is hell on earth. I was having full on auditory hallucinations of people screaming in my ear in the middle of the night while flopping around like a fish and pissing out buckets of sweat from every inch of my body.
@@terrorism7015have you ever withdrawn from high dose of methadone? The withdrawal lasts over 3 months , I literally didn’t sleep for 3 months & got put in hospital ( detox centre called ambulance for me ) I had to sign paperwork in hospital saying I’m going against their advice by not taking methadone & after that they tricked me & gave me methadone in my fluids/juice , turned out the paperwork I signed gave them permission to do so , 20 years later I’m still on it , lol.
I was also hallucinating ( audio & visual ) , I’m not mad at hospital now in hindsight cause I was almost dying but I was in early 20’s & probably could have handled it but who knows, I was also having seizures.
True no where near as bad.😢😢
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I think some of your information is wrong. Tianeptine is not a serotonin reuptake inhibitor, on the contrary. It lowers the serotonin level in the brain. That is why it is also called an atypical antidepressant.
I've done heroin and I've done tianeptine and the two are definitely not comparable
I'd say the high is similar but with a duration like Dilaudid and a withdrawal like fent and a benzo
When withdrawing, no need to keep changing sweat soaked sheets, put towels, beach towels are good, on top of bottom sheet and over you, between you and top blanket...loads better!
And 2 bottles of hair conditioner in between the top sheet and bottom blanket and play "do you believe in love after love" by Cher on repeat.
What the fuck you even talking about
Nice to see you back brother. I missed your videos.
I stopped taking it 3 days ago. I haven't been right since. Prqying that it will get better over time. Been depressed since I stopped
Had a dopamine dump...takes a while for your brain to reset...but it will. Good Luck!
I was heavily addicted to tianeptine (forget how to spell it) back in 2017.. Used to order it online.. Was a white powder.. I would nod out just like dope in large doses.. Very addictive.. Withdrawls were nasty
I've been told the withdrawals are worse than opiates.
@Chronicblessings it is because other opiates don't work as long as you have a tianeptine tolerance so when you go to use suboxone or methadone to get off it doesn't work for the first 4 days
Did you bang it
I was addicted to this for a year and a half. Felt like I was putting holes in my brain
You could buy spice and bathsalts at the gas station look how that turned out...
Love it. Sobriety and drug info. Why would sober people want to know what it is and where they can buy some? 😂😂😂😂
It's because it's like kicking Heroin and Cymbalta at the same time.
It's really not. It's just opioid withdrawal. Some scientists thought the molecule looked like a tricyclic antidepressant, but take it, and it hits like an opioid, and you go into the same withdrawal syndrome.
it has a much more complex pharmacology look it up bro❤
@@junkequation That really makes no sense. A lot in this video makes no sense. I would not be surprised if whatever is in those gas station products has nothing to do with the suspected tricyclica whatsoever.
so does i take opioid withdrawals away temporarily at least ... you know what i mean🤔
@@junkequation That implies that methadone might help at least somewhat if you're trying to get off this stuff... Do you know by any chance if that happens to be the case? Or if Suboxone/Buprenorphine helps? If you or anyone has information on this, I'd be grateful (as would many, I'm sure). Whether that's based on 'the literature', or better yet, personal experience. Ta.
Hopefully one day ill be clean at this point in time i dont want it one bit my lifes going to shit my girl died from suicide so my use skyrocketed since 2021... i have no family no friends just prescription pills and drugs by my side i need to slow down before i lose this battle thats been draining me since i was 16. Plz pray for me. God bless everyone who is clean and doing well 🙏 keep it up cuz this isnt it id rather be dead and i wanna live not die
If all the amounts of kratom I've taken, NEVER has it ever felt like opioids.....
I tried a batch from a shady vendor the first time I took it. Definitely had me feeling I was sinking into my bed and body frozen, but only when I took like 12 capsules at once.
@@BrokenValentine-333only when the slightest tolerance, hell you can get higher off benadryl but in worse ways
It doesn't matter how you feel about it. Its main alkaloids are μ-opioid receptor antagonists. That's a fact. It's also a fact that it causes cross tolerance to a whole bunch of synthetic opioids. And the withdrawals are identical, just to a varying degree depending on what you compare it to.
I'm still recovering from kratom addiction, I was addicted to between 90 and 60 g for about 4 years the effects on my body were absolutely ravaging. I had withdrawals and didn't sleep for about 6 days, I had diarrhea for about 20 days, I couldn't work for more than 10-15 minutes without smoking a cigarette or something just going through real bad withdrawals for about 3 weeks and one thing you don't realize about kratom until you quit is it's not in a radiated substance so those little Thai people picking those leaves or scratching their ass with worms on their fingers. I know I had pinworm and tapeworm I'm waiting on the results to see what other ones I have. Hopefully it's all good they gave me some strong dewormer
I have been an addict for 25 years, been on suboxone for 11 of those. My tolerance is insane, but I can tell you, if you wait until your getting sick and take straight powder kratom , five grans or so, and your gonna get high, but where you get it matters and what kind .
You realize that this video is drawing in addicts? I’ve been clean for 5 years and the addict in me saw the thumbnail and clicked on this to see what it’s about.. bc again the addict in me wants it.
It just caused me to relapse after 5 years FUCKKKKKKKK 😢
@@druski_999 nooooo 😭 it’s okay, don’t be too hard on yourself.. shit happens. . I literally went right to google to see where I could find it but it ended for me there, at least this time.
sheeeesh...shits getin real
ngl ... i was tempted to take a peek....
Skill Issue
Glad to have you back man
I ordered a bottle of tianeptine a few years back to experiment with, and let me assure you it feels nothing like heroin or any opioid regardless of its affinity for the receptor. The antiseretoninergic effect causes the worst depression you can imagine too. I became extremely irritable even with 1 dose.
Looking well, bro. Nice lamp 👍🏼
That lamp is banging
Some of us use it for pain and not to get high so make sure that your information is correct because not everybody is a drug addict
If you could do a video on phenibut that would be cool, thank you for your time/effort in these videos. Much appreciated!
Russian astronauts take that stuff. I was into it for a while. Only safe to do once a week or a couple times a month. But it was the most relaxing amazing feeling I've ever felt
@@RoseanneSeason7 Yeah I know all about it, for me I had to take it once every couple weeks maximum. Yeah, it’s pretty relaxing but also focus enhancing… Anyway, I’d like to see him do a video on it.
I have no idea if this is true but I just thought what if whenever a person dies from an overdose their soul is in withdrawal for eternity? Man that makes me want to stay sober.
Why ban it? 🤔
Legalize everything & let darwin work his magic 👍🏆
Fun fact: Europeans (also the whole west), for example, have been drinking alcohol for so long that they are better protected from addiction. The indigenous people of South America were not accustomed to alcohol in that form, so when the Europeans brought it, it triggered an BIG alcoholic epidemic. That led to the downfall of the culture.
The cities that legalize drugs or don't enforce drug laws tend to have homeless encampments where people take dumps all over the city and have become unlivable for taxpaying residents, I'm sure it's just a really big coincidence though
@@Freud_Mayweather good thing where i live...homeless get arrested for trespassing 👍
@@Freud_Mayweather I didn't see any homeless tents in Amsterdam. Culture and education play a role. It is people's own problems that make them addicted. Otherwise, all people who try drugs would be addicted. And that is far from the case.
I think blaming drugs is the easiest way. But it's like saying guns kill people just to avoid taking responsibility. Because working on yourself is hard, but in my opinion, it's the only way to reduce suffering.
In AA this guy would be classed as a "Dry Drunk"....Someone who gets high just talking about their former drug experiences and drugs of choice,and guaranteed to relapse sooner or later.
Do you have a name for all the different types of character in there?
I don’t think you get it
That's why I don't go to AA no more
Like a share
That’s not what dry drunk means. What your describing is romanticizing and yes most people in recovery who romanticize their past drug/alcohol use do end up relapsing.
Dry drunk is someone who’s sober but still displays a lot of the habits and mental issues of someone in active addiction.
I used to do a ton of that stuff, I got it delivered next day UPS in 10g containers all the time and it was getting out of hand but that stuff works so dang good that if you are depressed and need something it will get you right to a point where you have to have it. I got sooooooooooo sick when I quit, I thought I would die but luckily it was a fast process since the drug is so short acting. Never doing it again but I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy like 70% if the time I used it.
Good to see you back man. Love your informative videos
The dose used as an anti depressant is 10mg they are using 600mg for Za Za
What horrible bastards - these companies putting this poison out!!!
Good information to know!! Thank you sir!!
The effects only last 4 to 6 hrs and the actual high is only 2 to 3 hours. Once your hooked you'll be in withdrawal every 4 to 6 hrs after one dose
I felt that way with kratom
Same with weed, doesnt last long after a couple weeks but boy i was on percs & diluadid &surprisingly weed helped the most pain wise but after a week smoking it barely helped &now makes my nerve pain worse but hey! No acrual withdrawal!
Are you saying wds after 4 to 6 hours doing H? I've never done H thank goodness but with erks it takes me about 36 hours before I start going into wds.
@sevenn7pure no man takes a while to fully leave ur system you will feel tired unmotivated runny nose but at least with me it took about 18 -24 hrs to be full on out of my mind W/D
Suboxone was the hardest thing for me to quit. It wad like getting off fent cold turkey but for weeks.
People are also experiencing the withdrawal from anti depressants dosed waaaaaayy to high. This is way more damgerious even than oxy
i have weird side effects of gas station stuff, i only really tried caffeine supplements and when the crash comes i regret everything and pretty much bawl my eyes out
certain thc or other legal vapes or other like the delta 9 did the same thing just trigger my ptsd
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Been on kratom for 3 years, lowly tapering. I'm down to 5gs a day now which is amazing. So ready to be done with it
Great video Kyle! You are the man :)
Glad you're bringing attention to this, zaza is gas station heroin, not cannabis.
It enrages me to hear people referring to cannabis as Za or zaza
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same
Lolol riiiight
What is it and where is it sold 😂😂😂 sober friends need to know
I’d hate to burst your bubble but that is not what zaza means dude😂
Yeah Zaza is what all of my friends call there weed
It’s the new age term for weed for wannabes. They also call this gas station stuff zaza as well
Tree, Chronic, Dro, Kush, Loud, Gas, Za 🙄 Some goofy ass rapper starts calling his weed something stupid to feel special and suddenly everyone starts doing it 😂😂
@@BrokenValentine-333 Chronic and Kush are specific categories of strains, "Gas" refers to strains with a certain terpene profile that smells like fuel. (Not to me, but hey...) So most of these are rather concrete terms and not referring to weed as a whole. Though this of course gets diluted quite a bit when used in music without context.
There’s a brand of this stuff that’s actually named ZaZa
Welcome back man 🖖
I'm 6 years 3 months and 13 days clean today myself
Suboxone gives me the boost up effect
Omfg the withdrawal from it is like hell on earth
Yea, bail on those subs . Will rot your teeth. Besides the withdrawal is a month long.
@@mr.willywinker4u849 hence why I'm still on them
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Yeah, and that's only to start physically feeling better. The mental withdrawals for me lasted for months.
Tianeptine does the exact opposite of a ssri and it has no direct effect on dopamine or norepinephrine systems or receptors. It only affects opioid receptors and the serotonin transporter where it lowers serotonin’s synapse time as opposed to increasing it like a ssri does.
Yes new video
Thank God I didnt find out about this back when I was addicted to heroin . Six years clean.
When it comes to withdrawal it's the restless leg nonsense that I simply can't get past. I could go through everything else if not for that. I'm on 125mg of methadone now so I don't get sick. I still fck around a bit I like to party here and there but as long as I don't get dope sick I'm all good 💯
Yeah once it's out of your system if you want to duck around DON'T do it again for more than 2 days in a row and you should be good.
Just wait until you try getting off the methadone. That my taxes pay for btw...your welcome.
Liquid handcuffs...shoulda subbed up ...sorry but u a lifer at 125 ...no one ...I mean no one's needs that unless there just taking it to get twisted daily ..which is pointless...😂😂
@@AllCelebzNElitenNeckMaskz you do you bro , I'll deal with its whatever. The methadone here is watered the fuck down that 125 def don't get me any type of anything.
If it keeps you alive and there for your family then God bless. Always some opionated asshole talking shyte on the internet. 😅😅
Can you also cover the emerging sale of the modified kratom compound 7-hydroxymitraginine?
BRO this shit is NOT anywhere anymore this is old af
The only reason I've managed to kick it after 25 years is because the quality is so shite now. It's just not worth wasting your money on. The fent high is rubbish, you nod off for a couple of hours then, bang, wake up straight again. I'm glad it's been a few months now because I've managed to kick the 'dark passenger' out of my head at last. The mental withdrawal was almost as bad as the physical withdrawal for myself anyway.
Whoever did those hair plugs...ripped you off bro...
Thanx for the recommendation! I ❤ it!
don't draw attention to it.
YOUU BACK!!!!
Sober is a great feeling. Don't be deceived...
I tried Kratom I did not feel anything. It did not do shit for me.
Thank the lord for that and I suggest never trying it again. I was hooked on Kratom for 3 years, decided to quit and still have severe withdrawals 17 months later. Kratom is fucking nasty, messes with so many transmitters in the brain besides just opioid and anyone saying that it is natural, safe and non-addicting should reevaluate themselves.
Ya me too and im still stuck on that fucking liquid methadone
Never buying another kratom shot again. They have caused me to ruin my life for the past 5 years. It's poison. @sternkrieger1950
Just dont do it then, I was addicted 15 years - it was hell. They make extremely potent extracts now that are extremely addictive. They isolated the main alkaloid and 100x it. And wd from those shots are worst then fentanyl.
The liquid form works better. Idk guess cause it's concetrated
In the drug world I'm from and probably 99 percent of people would think Zaza is weed not some kind of weird gas station herion
Glad your doing well man, take care👍❤️
Anti depressants work after a few weeks taking one a day,taking 10 a day over two months and you’ve taken enough anti depressants to keep you calm for decades,these are anti psychotics,not advisable to take loads of anti psychotics,they change the way you think,to change the way you feel
Why do people start their videos asking me what's up
What's up
For the same reason you comment stupid and useless shit
Whats up with that?
I always pause and respond. Sometimes it takes hours. 🤷🏽♀️
How do you start yours?
How hard is it to NOT consume supplements from a gas station? Ffs they sell coffee. If that's too much for you, then that supplement may as well be the nail in the coffin
If you're buying supplements from the gas station, then that's just nature taking course. I'll buy gas, snacks, and a drink from the gas station. That's it 😂
I get what you’re saying but you might be surprised at the toxicity of common ingredients found in the junk food sold in these shops...Cancer and other degenerative diseases.
@HeavilyCensoredKitty yeah I know about all that health food shit too, I wouldn't be surprised at all. Its nice to indulge sometimes tho. I'm not gonna get addicted to reeses cups, and get sent to the hospital, so pretty huge difference if ya ask me lol
mmmm never really tried those reeses cuz i heard it was just antifood for lack of better terms
@@HeavilyCensoredKittylol. Anything that says little Debbie on it will kill you. Or anything that says nestle
You retard everything you listed is goyslop and just as bad
Im glad opioids make me sick but at the same time trying to deal with pain and keep up with everyone that have the ability to take these makes me feel like im worthless at times. Then i have to go back and remember that we all have our issues and it helps me not punch people in the face.
Get a drug you life addicts. Also: look how fluffy i am
Kratom gave me so much anxiety my heart was pounding I was sweating but cold. It freaked me the fuck out. I was at work when I did it. And I was a 7 to 10 hydros at a time person. But I'm actually 3 years Clean thanks to MAT. It saved my life.
That picture next to the lamp is crooked. What is that a retirement home soberdog?
It’s the shadow, genius! Crawl back in your moms basement now
I must be different, or lucky. When I got oxy for post surgical pain it didn't make me high at all. It deadened the pain but made me loopy and itchy. A day or two later I went to ibuprofen because the effects annoyed me so much.
When i was in withdrawal , i just did more crack, fentanyl, crank and xanax, and i felt better immediately. It was the worst 30 minutes of my life. . Now, I'll never touch crack, fentanyl, crank and xanax again, except for if i start going into withdrawal.
I’m glad you are back!
7 years clean from Benadryl. Those years were hell. You can choose life whenever you’re ready. Get your family back, get your mind back and live free from the shackles of addiction. And free from the spiders. My god, the spiders.
Why would that be your drug of choice the hallucinations are awful, spiders coming out of cracks was the worst iv heard some see the hat man
@@agingbambino3.09 less expensive than crack
@@agingbambino3.09 when I was taking benadryl I would see hordes of rats running across hallways and sometimes going in circles. Always lost some connection to the world after that. Just feels like I'm not here sometimes
I am prescribed a similar type of medication. If you have ever taken antipsychotics it is that feeling. That feeling is terrible. I take it while in bed.
If your look to numb the pain of life then you should deal with that pain what ever it is because the addiction that comes after your trying to forget the pain will end your life eventually, then you will see what you will do or wont do for the addiction believe you me you will do things you would never do to people you love and yourself. I have struggled with addiction since I was a teen I’m in my 50’s now been sober since I was 35 years olds and stoped drinking alcohol at 45 I’m done with all drugs and alcohol, except for marijuana that I grow myself