Nathan Wagner - Trauma

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  • čas přidán 22. 07. 2020
  • #NathanWagner #Trauma #AltRock
    Here's my new song "Trauma." It means a ton to me. Writing is the best way for me to find clarity. Writing this one gave me a ton. A lot of the "Traumatic" things I went through changed the way I thought and saw the world. Which changed the way I unconsciously reacted to everything. In the deepest part of my heart, love and connection are the only things that I actually long for. But because of the things that have happened, I'll often truly believe I'm unworthy.
    Love you all. Hope you like the song. It's available on all streaming platforms :)
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    Apple Music: / nathan-wagner
    Song Written/Produced/Performed by Nathan Wagner
    Lyric Video by Jeremy Wagner
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  • @nathanwagner762
    @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +632

    Here's my new song "Trauma." It means a ton to me. Writing is the best way for me to find clarity. Writing this one gave me a ton. A lot of the "Traumatic" things I went through changed the way I thought and saw the world. Which changed the way I unconsciously reacted to everything. In the deepest part of my heart, love and connection are the only things that I actually long for. But because of the things that have happened, I'll often truly believe I'm unworthy.
    Love you all. Hope you like the song. It's available on all streaming platforms :)

    • @loch-tobiasf2780
      @loch-tobiasf2780 Před 4 lety +7

      This song has just a moving meaning to it and the lyrics really hit hard. Lots of love for you Nathan ❤

    • @sarahbrown1710
      @sarahbrown1710 Před 4 lety +14

      You are worthy Nathan Wagner, you don’t know me but you’ve helped me so many ways. Your worthy Nathan Wagner, your an amazing artist. Stay safe and stay strong sir💕

    • @alveajeancapulong62
      @alveajeancapulong62 Před 4 lety +3

      thank youuu!!! love your songs 🥺🧡

    • @goofball9173
      @goofball9173 Před 4 lety +1

      Thank You ❤️

    • @tasia3236
      @tasia3236 Před 4 lety +1

      You deserve all the love in the world Nathan♥️

  • @arkturus425
    @arkturus425 Před 4 lety +302

    If you have the courage to die,
    then have to courage to at least *TRY* to live.

    • @arkturus425
      @arkturus425 Před 4 lety +34

      Or else you're just as shattered as you think.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +36

      Λгkturus_425 amen amen amen. Beautiful

    • @deannerust5322
      @deannerust5322 Před 4 lety +14

      I totally understand how you feel I have had a lot of trama in my life and if it wasn't for my kids giving me a reason to get up an take that step every morning and now grandkids I have PTSD from rape, abuse plus other tramatising things find that one thing that helps you take that one step!

    • @sarahkiani4694
      @sarahkiani4694 Před 4 lety +8

      @@deannerust5322 my dear...you've been holding up so well..I am so proud of you..may God help us to get through every trauma and hardle we are facing...cuz it worths to try..life will always get better at some point I hope🙏🏻❤

    • @guzelking
      @guzelking Před 3 lety +2

      Amen

  • @mateonicolasrosado6559
    @mateonicolasrosado6559 Před 4 lety +160

    When I heard you for the first time, I considered you one in millions of singers; but since I started listening to your lyrics, reading your comments and thinking about this life from your point of view, I have already known you are special, because every part of every song of yours means something deep and significant, and if I hadn't had that thought, I wouldn't have seen this way to watch the world. Thank you so much. Greetings from Peru.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +29

      Means the universe. Thank you so much. Love from Chicago

    • @dariadaniellemusic
      @dariadaniellemusic Před 4 lety +5

      @@nathanwagner762 some people from my church were planning on going to Chicago last week for this annual homeless outreach/mission trip thing and we had to cancel because of how dangerous it is there right now. Not sure what your beliefs and worldview are but I just wanted you to know a whole lotta Washingtonians are praying for you guys right now!

  • @lonew0lf072
    @lonew0lf072 Před 4 lety +141

    Here are the lyrics to this true masterpiece of music:
    Trauma changes, rearranges
    Takes the man I was, and breaks him
    Walls come up
    All I am is numb and jaded
    Ego splits, my soul deflated
    Walls come up
    These walls come up
    All I´ve ever wanted was to be loved my somebody
    But the man I used to be is so far gone
    Circling through memories, all this trauma gets me trembling
    No I can´t let you in, it´s been too long
    I´d rather feel nothing at all, than have to deal with all the pain inside my heart
    When she died I swore I´d never love again
    And it´s been years but I´m calloused up like this
    All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody
    But the man I used to be is so far gone
    Circling through memories, all this trauma gets me trembling
    No I can´t let you in, it´s been too long
    But the man I used to be is dead and gone
    I never feel alive, cause fear controls my life
    I try to break this bind, but all these ghosts come with their knives
    Don´t want to live this way, afraid of everything
    This trauma´s taken me, I´m falling in the deep
    All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody
    But the man I used to be is so far gone
    Circling through memories, all this trauma gets me trembling
    No I can´t let you in, it´s been too long
    The man I used to be is dead and gone
    The man I used to be is dead and gone
    Gotta say, really impressed by this one Nathan. My girl died in October last year and your music really helped me to get through this. Can really relate to this one ❤️❤️❤️

  • @wifiwulf
    @wifiwulf Před 4 lety +108

    This was honestly great timing, just an hour and a half ago I opened up to my pack about the suicide of one of my friends last year and how I still felt responsible for her death. The healing of trauma can’t be done alone, I tried that for too long before finally opening up to people I trusted strongly about it and started down the path of actually healing instead of shoving it aside and soldiering on

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +23

      I’m so sorry😢 Can’t even imagine what you’re going through. Everything can be so difficult. Your loved. I’m rooting for you. Be blessed

    • @xpworks8811
      @xpworks8811 Před 4 lety +3

      In my pack, a girl is always alway looking for a way to hurt herself(small knife cuts). Luckily nothing serious. I am pretty sure I get the feeling or something close, I wish luck on your healing.

    • @Myrkul-D
      @Myrkul-D Před 3 lety +1

      It can. But I think it only works for me because it’s how I heal. “Time heals all wounds. But too much time and it’ll be as if nothing ever happened.” So you have to know yourself before you try or else anything could happen. No matter the situation or consequences.

  • @trinamarie5255
    @trinamarie5255 Před 4 lety +7

    Do you need a hug? Because I feel like you need a big one. Someone give this man a hug.
    Not gonna lie...this song gave me feels.

  • @babes_51.k85
    @babes_51.k85 Před 3 lety +6

    Before my grandma passed away, she told me "just because you are broken doesn't mean your broken all the way. There is always somebody there to pick you back up on your feet , I love you kiddo" Those were the last word i herd from her, and i still miss her to this day, grams if your reading this, i just want you to know i love you, and i won't let you down!
    .........................................
    Trama does hurt, but you have to learn how to move on, fight, and walk with your head UP High. Life is not gonna be hard, but it sure ain't gonna be easy, is what you make it. Thx, Nathan!! Your a true legend!

  • @naeratillnaturen
    @naeratillnaturen Před 4 lety +2

    No way... I'm crying...
    My life has always been ruled by trauma.
    Resulting in all my mental disorders, like DID, severe depression, an eating disorder.. and more.
    This song hits so close to home. I'm in a mental hospital, fighting against my trauma. I finally am ready to face the past and heal. This song... it is like a blessing. Like it truly understands what I feel.
    But... hope will always stay in my heart. I will never give up. My whole childhood has been a mess but the future will be brighter than everything else. My past will no longer control me. I will live and heal.

  • @Cryolyptic
    @Cryolyptic Před 4 lety +19

    God gives his hardest challenges to his strongest soldiers.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +1

      😊🙏

    • @charissapeters9289
      @charissapeters9289 Před 4 lety +2

      Mavloc ...bullshit than that he is love...more like the god of suffering...

    • @charissapeters9289
      @charissapeters9289 Před 4 lety

      Mavloc ...trust me, I am not afraid of God. Those of us who were good, deserve the truth.

    • @storytimezombeh858
      @storytimezombeh858 Před 4 lety

      @@charissapeters9289 I rethought of what you said, '' God of suffering '' and '' Those of us who were good '' You lost somebody or are you facing quarantine depression because I believe you're waging war against their god because either the two or both.

    • @charissapeters9289
      @charissapeters9289 Před 4 lety

      Storytime Zombeh ...I have lost basically everything and everyone I have ever loved. The suffering MUST end, and BALANCE must be restored💙

  • @ornelakaci8844
    @ornelakaci8844 Před 4 lety +9

    Trauma makes you afraid of every little thing. You feel like a turtle under the shell because you do not want to face that sad reality. The best way is not forgetting it, but growing out of it.
    Thank you Nathan Wagner for this beautiful and truthful song💕👏👏

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +1

      Thank you for listening🙏

    • @Elizabeth-ty9lv
      @Elizabeth-ty9lv Před 9 měsíci

      Trauma is something your brain learnt. It was it's way to react to specific circumstances.... and if you learnt it, you can learn again to manage your thoughts, how that makes you feel, and after a lot of hardwork, you'll realise that trauma is in the past now... you achieve peace and happiness. I still having some nightmares, and sometimes it seems the trauma is back... but one step at a time... and you'll arrive~

  • @MulinaTheAngelWolf
    @MulinaTheAngelWolf Před 4 lety +146

    I see an upload, I know I need to listen ... and this timing couldn’t be any more perfect.

  • @jessim9695
    @jessim9695 Před 4 lety +16

    Oh my 😥 I lost my cat a couple days ago, he fell asleep next to my head and didn't wake up, he was old and done but I was not prepared for that. I've had him nearly my entire adult life.
    Sigh.
    Somehow your timing is always amazing.
    I hope you're recovering from your trauma.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +1

      Thank you! I’m so sorry to hear about your cat🙏

  • @elao3270
    @elao3270 Před 4 lety +5

    I can only say wow wow and wow I have no words. You are the best Nathan.

  • @tasia3236
    @tasia3236 Před 4 lety +19

    Never related more to anyone in my life. you, your story, and your music really take my breath away.

  • @joonieborahae94
    @joonieborahae94 Před 4 lety +2

    Another special and true song... I’m currently trying to heal from anxiety and traumas that happened to me, knowing fine well I’m trying to recover. Just a few hours ago someone who was once my friend badmouthed me yet again, calling me an attention seeker because I mentioned my autism and saying that I don’t wanna be here because of my depression. At this point, I’m tired of trauma. I got a boyfriend who is helping me break this bind to my trauma, he treats me well; for a few days he has been distant, and I’m worried sick about him. But I’m gonna stay strong for him, and the ones I love and care about. We get traumatized by people and actions, and we heal with through people. I’ve been close to ending my life 4 times already, I’m still here for a reason.. for something. Idk what, but I’m here for something. Thank you for helping me through the darkest days with your songs and music, it means the world to me Nathan 🥺❤️

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety

      I’m glad the music can help!!! Stay strong, i hope many blessings will come your way😊🙏

  • @Holy_Cowjin
    @Holy_Cowjin Před 4 lety +26

    Thank you my friend for putting everything I feel and everything that scares me into words

  • @pascalwilke7075
    @pascalwilke7075 Před 4 lety +3

    Very nice Song.....😊

  • @belindamarcano1390
    @belindamarcano1390 Před 4 lety +6

    It is as if you spied on our hearts and managed to express what we want. Your heart has a strong bond with empathy.

  • @BlackoutArtz
    @BlackoutArtz Před 4 lety +40

    YES
    10 seconds in and it already sounds AMAZING! I needed this

  • @Da_868
    @Da_868 Před 4 lety +12

    I've struggled with not feeling worthy of any love as well, but something that really helps me is something Jesus said in Mark 10:18. He said, "No one is good but God alone." The title of *good* is unattainable by any of us. We all have already failed to be good. We're all on the same level as each other.
    Feeling unworthy for me stemmed from my pride. Legality is on pride's speedial and pride was on my speedial. But taking everyone's achievements and putting them next to God's has shown me how silly chasing pride is. Even if you could outshine every star in the galaxy, you can never outshine God. Worldly achievements won't last, but God is forever. If anyone reading has the same problem that I've had, try spending some time doing things for God's glory and not yours and you should find some peace.
    I hope this helps all of you reading in some way and that you all have a lovely week!

    • @backfliptothefuture8289
      @backfliptothefuture8289 Před 4 lety +1

      Da mir too bad for the best in our lives gefällt und es ist mir auch schon aufgefallen wie man es mit einem anderen Handy macht oder ob die Kamera schon da war von daher war das ja auch ein Fehler im Internet oder nicht mehr zu sagen is one of those of us that can make it to a good game of a kind that is the best one for you to play and it is not a good thing for us as a whole lot better for the last blog and we will make sure you get to enjoy your life with a special and I hope that you have a little bit better than you are now and you will not be disappointed with this one and I love this music for you too many times in the world to love you so well for your life and to be the best you can get in your own ways in life you can be successful and to make your life better for the last blog that we will be able and we will make you proud of our day when you can get it together for your future friends with your friends or relatives who will love it when they come out of it is the best one to make sure that you get a better idea on what to expect when you're buying a home and I love you and see how it can work together in the chat room that you have fire up and I love you and the sound of your family is very important in our industry-leading team for the last time of the day

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +3

      🙏🙏🙏

  • @sarahbrown1710
    @sarahbrown1710 Před 4 lety +21

    It’s so pretty🥺 in a sad but true way... I love it 🥰 perfectly sad but honest in a tragic way it’s amazing

  • @Hestrelia
    @Hestrelia Před 4 lety +3

    I'm maybe repeating myself but you are so underrated
    Your music are so much more than a song to me they are a friend
    The messages you send are stronger than anything
    I don't know if you know them but Citizen Soldiers are doing a lot of song with messages like that and I'd love to see a collaboration
    The impact would be surreal
    Thank you Nathan for all your work

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +1

      I’m glad you like it truly🙏 hope you are having a good weekend🙌

    • @Hestrelia
      @Hestrelia Před 4 lety

      @@nathanwagner762 You're so sweet thanks for asking, I'm fine and I hope you are too, staying safe and hydrated! ✨

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 3 lety

      Helahney Thank you!

  • @artbookgaming
    @artbookgaming Před 4 lety +2

    As someone who considers their childhood to have ended by the age of 6, this hits home. Just remembering how I used to be so happy, careless, a child, it hurts so much to know that was all thrown away within a half a year, how a super social and kind kid turned into a silent ghost in the background, barely existing, incapable of speaking. You're not alone with this, as much as that also brings the pain of wishing no one else had to go through anything like this, we are many. The shit you've been through has been bad, as much as I like to down play mine constantly, I know it's bad for me too. We can get through this. If you need someone to listen, someone to just be and understand, I can give it a shot. Love ya.

  • @Thestarryynight
    @Thestarryynight Před 4 lety +10

    Trauma changes all of us. And I’m sure most of us here can relate to this song and it’s lyrics! So thanks as always for blessing us with your beautiful music and voice! Your amazing💗🥺

  • @loch-tobiasf2780
    @loch-tobiasf2780 Před 4 lety +54

    This day just got a whole lot better. Your music means so much to me Nathan and it has helped me through so much. I truly believe that your music saved my life!! Thank you for the new song Nathan!! Lots of love and support for you ❤🙏

  • @connorsharp6154
    @connorsharp6154 Před 4 lety +6

    I click on this and see 896 likes and 0 dislikes. You're a legend, Nathan

  • @juanmorga6361
    @juanmorga6361 Před 4 lety +2

    Increíble canción

  • @mariegarci7952
    @mariegarci7952 Před 4 lety +3

    Yes! I'm excited of listening to a new wonderful song

  • @azawrath7280
    @azawrath7280 Před 4 lety +10

    Man... your other songs have hit different, but with this one feels like you opened my life’s story. Your talent goes without speaking, man. Stay safe and healthy.

  • @Linda-mq1vx
    @Linda-mq1vx Před 4 lety +3

    I'm right now working at the hospital and my day wasn't good to begin with. Seeing that you uploaded another beautiful song just made me feel better. Thank you! :)

  • @C.Kado18
    @C.Kado18 Před 4 lety +5

    It's so sad to see the death of a man who only wanted to love and to be loved, especially by the person he thought would fulfill that desire.

  • @sam-dh2lp
    @sam-dh2lp Před 4 lety +4

    Its... Amazing..

  • @bluebowser3121
    @bluebowser3121 Před 4 lety +4

    Your music has so much soul. You put your emotions and pain into your songs and it shines through in every word. I want the world to discover you like I did. You deserve more recognition!!!

  • @reinstriver5432
    @reinstriver5432 Před 4 lety +28

    This song, for me at least, is probably the best one you've made thus far. The instrumentals are no short of breath taking, I wouldn't even be mad if the entire thing was just the instrumental music!
    And not to mention the lyrics, oh god the lyrics are so pure and incredible! You've gone through a lot huh buddy? I wish you nothing but the best in the coming years and your whole Future Nathan, you deserve to be heard and listened to. Someone so talented is a rarity, I really can't compare you to any other singer because you hit all the right spots in the right ways.
    Be it Vocals, Instrumentals or lyrics. The meanings of the songs themselves and everything about your music is just the epitome of perfection when it comes to making the listener emotional and thinking about life and themselves.
    Those lyrics, "When she died I swore I'd never love again" hit me hard because I imagined losing the person I've fallen deeply for, she has health problems so at times I can't help but worry about her. This song makes me appreciate what I have and what I've found even more, thank you for writing such beautiful music! Thank you for making me appreciate my relationship so much more!
    The lyrics "All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody" also resonates with me, because before finding love I didn't find meaning to my life, it helped me like myself and gave me confidence in myself. It helped me choose a career path for my future and Gave me an actual future to look forward to. It's the reason I love my significant other so much, because of how much positivity she has given to my life.
    Again, this song made me appreciate all I have so much more... I hope you understand how much your music changes the lives of people and helps them understand themselves and their lives.
    You deserve to be Happy, to be heard and to always shine for others with your music. It makes a huge change for many people's lives, I even have a friend who always listens to your song "Innocence" when she's sad, because the song apparently helps her a lot.
    I would say Good luck in your career, but the world just won't and can't stay ignorant forever.
    I will however say good luck with your life and relations, I hope you will always continue to be an inspiration for all of us listeners!
    You're the best Music artist I know! Go Nathan! Show us and the world what you can do!

    • @xpworks8811
      @xpworks8811 Před 4 lety +2

      Demon Lord Rimuru, I feel same. (I bad at wording)

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +3

      Thank you! I appreciate your words🙏

    • @HeroKiro
      @HeroKiro Před 4 lety +2

      I agree with many of what was said here, but i will say this. I disagree with the second to last paragraph about luck. I'd say god-speed, and may it take you farther than luck may ever.

    • @reinstriver5432
      @reinstriver5432 Před 4 lety

      @@HeroKiro ah yeah. I haven't really used that phrase before... but I guess you're right?
      Godspeed to you I guess haha, hope you succeed in life as well 😁😁😁

    • @MikeEShea
      @MikeEShea Před 4 lety

      I have no words for this perfection. Especially as you get older, you see yourself in the mirror and wonder when that man died. Absolutely awesome, Nathan. As always.

  • @Crimson_Knight004
    @Crimson_Knight004 Před 4 lety +1

    This song is hauntingly beautiful and tragically true. Trauma shapes us and builds walls around our vulnerable parts as a means to protect us, but ultimately shutting ourselves away from others just hurts us further. Love is always the answer, even when opening ourselves up to that love is terrifying.

  • @valantisgeorgiou8393
    @valantisgeorgiou8393 Před 4 lety +1

    I think i have listened it 20 times in a row. I wont lie, i felt your soul. You are wothy man, way much more than can you think. Take all your pain, all the bad things that happened to you and turn them to light and you shall pass to the path of happiness that you deserve. You are so talented i pray to God to help you grow bigger in music cause man.. you really deserve it. You have that unique talent to share your soul through your songs. God bless you Nathan, i will always follow your music!

  • @aikarepip6871
    @aikarepip6871 Před 4 lety +12

    This song is extremely beautiful. You always make such relatable songs and this one just broke my heart. I'm telling you this now, you've connected to many, many people through your lyrics. I am one of those people who appreciates your words with all of their heart. Thank you for showing such a vulnerable and beautiful part of you. It really brings me hope.

  • @Athary_Milan
    @Athary_Milan Před 4 lety +3

    Thank you so much for this song. I relate to it cause my best friend sadly took her life 4 years ago, and I'm still not over it. A lot of people around me just don't understand why this trauma still hits me so hard. If you ask me these people should just listen to this song to finnally realise how bad and sad people feel who went through a trauma. I've lived through 3 traumas and every singe one nearly took my life. So this song means the world to me.

  • @thewafflehouse841
    @thewafflehouse841 Před 4 měsíci

    a man born from trauma and who learns to let go breaks the shell of their heart revealing solid gold

  • @Inher_ownworld16
    @Inher_ownworld16 Před 2 lety +1

    Just now found this idk how I missed this amazing song, currently laying in the grass by the train tracks where I live crying and singing this, this is song hits deep thank you for this! 🖤

  • @chuvarir1046
    @chuvarir1046 Před 4 lety +3

    This was, I guess spiritual is the best word I'd use, Nathan. I'm truly grateful to be of witness and to hear all the pleasantries from your work. The emotion behind every piece is utterly sensational, and, although I can't relate to almost any of your songs myself, I can feel the effort and meaning that you place in them every single time, and I think that's what makes them click for me so strongly. You've been my favorite artist since I was sent one of your songs back in August. It's coming up on almost a year now; it'll be August 26th when I'll have been listening to your songs for a year. It'll probably be the rest of my life as well. Thank you for these blessings, Nathan.

  • @Evan.Hardy10
    @Evan.Hardy10 Před 4 lety +9

    i cant express how this made me feel, this music is beautiful, your words and voice mean so much to me, i love what your doing and how much you and your music mean to me, thank you man

  • @eniix4681
    @eniix4681 Před 4 lety +2

    All big singers started small, you will be up there one day and that day is near.

  • @bautry1899
    @bautry1899 Před 4 lety +3

    In case you weren't already aware, so many people relate to the things you feel and experience, Nathan. And we're grateful, I know I am, that I have your music to remind me that I'm not alone in it and that I have something to explain what's going on even when I'm not sure myself. Thank you for yet another beautiful song.

  • @alanwayne5317
    @alanwayne5317 Před 4 lety +17

    I love your music,
    Soy mexicano y de verdad tu música me hace sentir lleno, completo eres increíble y le das mucha determinación a cada canción!
    SALUDOS ❤️

  • @northwestwind85
    @northwestwind85 Před 4 lety +21

    Gosh dang you're so deep and insightful man! Every time! So inspiring! I've been practicing singing for 2 hours a day for 3 weeks now, won't be a year or two until I'm really confident in my voice but I'm really excited about pursuing my own musical career. I created a song, I'd love to sing it and edit for you later and send you the link. It obviously will be from a noobie who hasn't reach the scopes of their potential but I can definitely say that passion has been put into it at least. Singing my inner hurts and knowing I'm actively working hard and striving for it, to one day help others in similar situations is meaningful as hell. I hear your songs and I've really wanted to create my own work! Really been inspired by your writing and technique so for you to hear something I've created and to be knowing what's positive and what I need to work on would really boost me. There's something about music that I'm really drawn to and it's a dream I know I'll need to be patient and endure for.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +7

      Hey! Thanks so much for listening! That’s some persistence! I need your hustle! So amazing! I would love to hear your work!

  • @arielcrocker8171
    @arielcrocker8171 Před 3 lety +1

    It's amazing the words "you're not alone" are true. Every word in this song i relate to. The man you may have been is gone but you're growing as the person you are now. Your letting you light shine. And you're beautiful. I love that you can write it down to show others and with that you inspire others to grow as well. It's beautiful

  • @conmigoadistancia
    @conmigoadistancia Před 4 lety +2

    Perfect🎧🎶💕

  • @lantonio1985
    @lantonio1985 Před 4 lety +4

    This song has such a deep meaning to it every word strikes so hard always so happy to see another one of your songs can’t wait until the next keep up amazing work 🙏👍

  • @serenaaguayo7360
    @serenaaguayo7360 Před 4 lety +3

    Your one of the only people I put notifications for because i just love your music I’m so happy that I found you and your music 😁😘🥺

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety

      Honored! What a blessing. Thank you so much for listening!

  • @empreaajna8424
    @empreaajna8424 Před 4 lety +1

    This song.... holy fuck.... wow..!/ ok .?!?? How do I even being to say that this was the perfect representation of my twin flame and our relationship both physically and spiritually. We are whole together and broken apart. Our souls are and will be forever intertwined but this showed me a side of him that I always knew but he never expressed. THANK YOU NATHAN WAGNER YOU ARE TURLY THE SOUL REASON WHY I HAVE GOTTEN THIS FAR IN MY JOURNEY AND DIVINE BEING. YOU ARE A SOUL OF MANY JOURNEYS AND TRIUMPHS AS WELL AS MANY STAINED PIECES OF BLOODY GLASS AND LACERATIONS. STAY ON THIS PATH PLEASE YOU ARE MAKING PATHWAYS TO THE TRUTH THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!

  • @Victoria_Stargirl01
    @Victoria_Stargirl01 Před 4 lety +1

    I believe everyone had some sort of past and hurt, traumatic experiences....but There is always hope...and i hope u still have it...u are special and valuable...always remember that to anyone who hav had bad experiences...stay strong and Nathan this a very lovely song❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😢

  • @xpworks8811
    @xpworks8811 Před 4 lety +7

    I feel this song’s emotions and they have helped me realize why I’m upset with myself. Thank You, Nathan. Keep up the great work.
    Hi, Story time......
    In High school, I have friends who are all freighted by their anxiety and self defense (bullies, or rude/inconsiderate teachers) as they are always put themselves down and don’t feel confident in any subject or around people. Some joke about edicius (read it backward) and some were serious. It was hard talking them out of it. Sometimes I would fail to talk them out of it and they would end up hurting themselves. I know now it wasn’t all my fault but at the time I was focus that it was. A couple weeks after another failure I began to doubt myself, as well. I almost ended up doing the same thing. For me, i used my activities as a way to not think about it. During these activities I would listen to music, while idling or indulging into things or to help a student with a job. I found Nathan’s songs and they lifted my heart enough to to keep me going. I first found Innocence it was great. From there I would listen to more and more. They gave me the strength to help my friends once more. Which end perfectly, as some got their confidence back and some are doing just fine. Lastly, a small few need talking too or a regular person to person breakdown moments. These moments helped and each of them understand they will and can do things and or speak up for themselves.
    Thanks for reading, that’s my story( shortened ) of how Nathan’s songs helped me. Those who have made it this far, write how you found Nathan’s songs. I’m sure he‘lol appreciate them. I will be looking and commenting, too as like Trauma.

  • @AndreGoguen2415
    @AndreGoguen2415 Před 4 lety +4

    This is absolutely beautiful!
    The lyrics are so full of emotion and powerful!
    This just made my day.

  • @JayMikeMC
    @JayMikeMC Před 4 lety

    You helped me find the words to share how I feel. Your music gives us all hope Nathan. Thanks for doing all that you do. Bless you and Much love.

  • @valerie7269
    @valerie7269 Před 4 lety

    All of your songs touch me to the core. Thank you so much for everything you do. You deserve all the love in the world ❤️

  • @AZ-ms6if
    @AZ-ms6if Před 4 lety +8

    I know what you mean, Trauma changes every part of you but with the right help and support it does get easier I'm living proof of that, I attempted suicide because the pain and fear was to much but I got help and it's gotten easier. Trauma will never disappear but getting help can help you find ways that work for you to cope, music is also a good way to do that, what I went through was made a whole lot easier when it helped me save my cousins lives, I seen what the rest couldn't and because of that I was able to take action and help them take the 1st steps to recovery by telling their dad about their abuse by their evil mother, being able to help them because the way I see things was changed by the trauma and pain made the pain less painful after the shock had ended and I knew they would be ok. I seen them again after and I could tell they were happier I had stopped it early enough before it did any serious damage to them. I'm stronger because of what I've gone through the things that happen to us in life happen for a reason even if you can't see it now, I can give you a reason why what you've been through matters right now. Because of it you are able to create incredible music that helps so many people during hard times, and I can tell you this now, you will grow stronger from this so keep on fightin and keep on written because what you're doing is and does making a difference in this world.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +2

      You’re so sweet! Thank you! I truly hope you and your cousins are doing better🙏

  • @olcrimurtoir4532
    @olcrimurtoir4532 Před 4 lety +3

    Haven't been this early since Nevaeh premiered. Love your music, mate. Never stop being you.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety

      Hey! Nevaeh was my favorite release I’ve done 😊 Thanks so much for listening. So thankful for you

  • @despairoftheendless1797
    @despairoftheendless1797 Před 4 lety +1

    Wow, this song hit different when sm is sad and have mental breakdown im---
    This is so beautiful

  • @emmanuelhernandezjhnnn7933

    You are a true artist. Thanks for your songs. It's like my life in a song.

  • @sabarisalim4735
    @sabarisalim4735 Před 4 lety +3

    I found your music while accidentally surfing through Spotify and I can surely say it's one of the best things that happened to me during this quarantine and I have since played every one of your songs on endless loops... The music is so touching and I think everyone like me who could relate to your lyrics had a special place for you and your music in our playlist and heart... And I can honestly hope whatever pain you are going through or went through goes away and heal you like your music heals me ❤️

  • @bhadrachatterjee9163
    @bhadrachatterjee9163 Před 4 lety +9

    Hey Nat been waiting for u soo long....was worried for u n in d end u come up with this bro!!!!

  • @timmanfield9867
    @timmanfield9867 Před 4 lety

    I first heard your songs a 6 months ago and you are my favourite artist your deep and your songs have helped me get through alot of trauma but this song is the pinnacle of all of it wish you all the best in life don't you ever give up.

  • @NathanielZellos
    @NathanielZellos Před 4 lety +2

    Not even a minute in and I got chills. Nathan, keep doing what you do, as there are a lot of people who can relate to your songs, me included.

  • @alexjiang7348
    @alexjiang7348 Před 4 lety +4

    Hermosa melodía, bella letra... Una obra de arte...

  • @lesbean5267
    @lesbean5267 Před 4 lety +4

    Yay! CZcams notifications actually worked for once!

  • @elvinnaali
    @elvinnaali Před 4 lety

    The songs you make means so much to me too, thank you once again, Nathan.

  • @georgegardener3194
    @georgegardener3194 Před 4 lety

    Every song of yours touches my soul goes on so you're the best

  • @gt.g
    @gt.g Před 4 lety +5

    This is beautiful, Nathan!

  • @stamatisvragas7720
    @stamatisvragas7720 Před 4 lety +5

    The lyrics (I can unfortunately relate too) and the passion of your voice had my in tears mate, well done that was amazing
    Ps. You might wanna check your breathing, everything else was perfect

  • @wierdwolf13
    @wierdwolf13 Před 4 lety

    This popped into my notifications and it fit so perfectly with how I have been feeling. So beautiful, it brought tearz to my eyes. Thank you for sharing.

  • @just4me754
    @just4me754 Před 4 lety +2

    You have such an amazing way of describing how so many people are feeling. I often find myself without words for what I'm going through or the battle raging in my mind, but your songs always seem to give words to those thoughts. And this song is no different. You are truly amazing and incredibly talented. Thank you for sharing your experiences and music with us ❤

  • @baemar1120
    @baemar1120 Před 4 lety +6

    I love you 👉 ♥ ️👈

  • @cooperwesley8012
    @cooperwesley8012 Před 4 lety +6

    What have we here?

  • @vikramexclusive5167
    @vikramexclusive5167 Před 4 lety

    I relate to this so much, it's nice knowing someone experiencing the same thing I do, it's comforting

  • @wintercoble728
    @wintercoble728 Před 4 lety +1

    Nathan you're my favorite Artist you have been ever since I first heard your song Don't Stop the Music. Ever since then you've surpassed every other artist in my mind with the feelings your songs give out and the raw emotion no other artist conveys like you do. Your music moves people, you move people with your music. You're the best 😊

  • @bruh438
    @bruh438 Před 3 lety +1

    Gosh nathan you're so amazing! this is 100% what I'm feeling for years!

  • @sararufinomejia
    @sararufinomejia Před 4 lety

    For a little moment this is all i need hear, thanks for you passion with the music, seriosly i love the song is great

  • @Core_VII
    @Core_VII Před 4 lety +1

    Amazing song! Thank you for blessing my ears with another one of your songs😊

  • @SugaryDragon02
    @SugaryDragon02 Před 4 lety

    I love this song, i never felt so close to a song what is so relatable.❤ thank you for publishing this song

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +1

      Of course!!! Thank you for taking the time to listen😊

  • @tizigenta2231
    @tizigenta2231 Před 4 lety +1

    I love your songs, I love this song, I love you Nathan ... I love you very much ... ❤

  • @mcsan7677
    @mcsan7677 Před 4 lety

    So magestic ! These feeling you give ! Always so happy and touch when you post a music !

  • @stephendickinson6347
    @stephendickinson6347 Před 4 lety

    This song is so beautifully and so deep I thank you for this music.

  • @mikaelthieres
    @mikaelthieres Před 4 lety

    these songs help so much to show our emotions

  • @karlafouts3893
    @karlafouts3893 Před 4 lety

    I can relate...with what you said, trauma can trap n hold ya captive 🥺but you are definitely worthy...you have such a gift with words n are touching so many with your music! You truly touch the very souls of those who really understand the feelings within the songs you write ❤️ so gifted!!! Many thanks n much luv!

  • @affinity254
    @affinity254 Před 4 lety

    You always write about issues that effect me and your music really helps me put how I feel into words and it makes me feel a lot lighter knowing that others resonate with how I feel. So thank you from the bottom of my heart once again. I hope you’re doing well

  • @etienneaerts1368
    @etienneaerts1368 Před 3 lety +1

    I cryd so hard to this song... Thanks man for your music, your feelings

  • @nightcoredreams5428
    @nightcoredreams5428 Před 4 lety +2

    Yet another amazing song, you never fail to amaze me!
    I know things are easier when they're just said, and especially by a stranger but I hope you come to a realisation that no one is ever unworthy, not even you. And I know moving on from things can be really hard but trying to deal with it is better than just letting it consume you. I know you're trying your best, and I hope you keep at it and always stay strong. You deserve so much you don't think you do ❤❤
    Much love and respect.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  Před 4 lety +1

      Ahhhhhh means the universe 😭😭Thank you. For real

  • @simonkennedy6116
    @simonkennedy6116 Před 4 lety

    So deep. Your true and open sharing of your feelings is so emotional. Thank you Nathan

  • @joshuacoomer4955
    @joshuacoomer4955 Před 2 lety +1

    we're all in chains until we can break them through the bonds and love within our own hearts

  • @deathbyname23tv38
    @deathbyname23tv38 Před 4 lety

    song has even started and i alrdy have chills

  • @brandedone5188
    @brandedone5188 Před 4 lety

    This is very much a song that hits so close to home. Once again, you're here basically writing my life. I'm so very glad I found your music.

  • @akurle5270
    @akurle5270 Před 4 lety

    This is absolutely incredible, it's so touching and emotional. The way you pour out emotions into your songs is stunning and beautiful. Thank you for this music!

  • @SecretKeeperForever9
    @SecretKeeperForever9 Před 4 lety

    These songs always hit me a certain way. I loved the writing and sound. I'm so in love with all the songs.

  • @kylija
    @kylija Před 4 lety

    There is just something within your songs, that always hits right into the heart. You're incredible!

  • @mikaelthieres
    @mikaelthieres Před 4 lety

    Thank you for being who you are, for these amazing songs

  • @demonicanna7191
    @demonicanna7191 Před 4 lety +1

    This song hits me deeply...I have experienced more traumatic things and losses during the quarantine (but not because of COVID-19) than I ever have in my life. But luckily, we can still heal somehow, right? And I for myself know that I don't have to suffer alone.
    As I have always said, you're a wonderful singer and I admire you for bringing in every part of your soul, so that every song becomes a masterpiece.
    Greetings from probably your biggest fan in Germany 🤗

  • @eris3389
    @eris3389 Před 4 lety

    I can connect so much with your songs I’m so glad I know you, thank you for being here and sharing such beautiful things like that one, you make me escape reality with them I need to thank you a lot, thank you :’)

  • @chromaticsys
    @chromaticsys Před 4 lety

    Once again, another amazing song. Thank you so much for giving us the gift that is your music. It is very, very much loved and appreciated. Thank you.

  • @kooperdragon9368
    @kooperdragon9368 Před 3 lety

    Your music you put your whole heart into it keep doing that and listening to your music has helped me a lot im almost 2 years clean of self-harm