you have summoned me anime quote of today "If you're going to climb a mountain, you've got to aim for the top. But let's not forget to enjoy the scenery." ~Teppei Kiyoshi (Kuroko no Basuke)
"When home no longer becomes that place, when home is a place you're scared of" me when I was 13 and would walk home from school slowly because I didn't want to go home: 😓
(warning a bit of vent) Thank you Yami for making this audio, I have gone through quite a few kinds of abuse from different people, I have never really been able to talk about them so I've just shoved them away like it never happened and this year it all blew up and I started having terrible panic attacks and difficulty even stepping outside of my home because I thought they would find me again, this helps a lot because I was having the same panic attacks this morning, and I am really sorry I commented late on the video I needed time to calm down but I just wanted to say that me and everyone listening to these audios really appreciate you for caring about us and that we care about you 💖
Him: and your a bit pushy for a tiny person. Me: laughing inside because I am 4 foot 11. Edit: and I am kind of small. I am small but I am taller than my mom. (I know that doesn't make sense.)
For me the only time I feel safe without getting verbally abused is my room at night. That's why I listen to these. I do get along with my family but they are my mane reason on why I feel like I need to stay in my room and why I don't know why I feel sad all the time and have thoughts of many things that aren't good. So I'm saying a thank you for everyone who needs this... Thank you yami for making these videos so that way we have some sort of comfort
(⚠️Tw⚠️) Thank you honestly I needed this I grew up in a abusive household but I'm nothing like my parents I'm calm I'm quiet and I'll love anyone with love and respect my parents used to throw plates and they would use anything they could find no matter how hard it was to beat me with over anything even if it's saying I love u they couldn't take it I'm 20 I live on my own and I couldn't wish for anything better and there was a lot more but I'm not gonna say cause I rather not say anything (it wasn't just my parents who abused me friends, family someone who wants to get there hands on me.. things like that) I love your audios keep it up ur amazing 💖🥺
This is VERY out of context vvv "I know a lot of people who listen to ASMR stuff uses it for escaping reason" Me : I use it to improve my acting skills #girlboss - To everyone that is reading this, I love you! You are worth it. Eat proper food and drinks tons of water!
The beginning has me in tears, literally the nicest thing someone has ever said to me. I just wanna say, your audios make me feel so loved and appreciated! Some times i wake up and just feel like a monster (was being brainwashed and abused, recently got out of it) and watching your videos grounds me. Sorry if this makes no sense lol.I love you so much, thanks again Yami 💖
I am actually a victim of sa and it made me terrified of home and other people. I don't feel that way anymore but sometimes I still get scared. I really love this, thank you!
Thank you for this. Without getting into too much detail, I was sexually abused as a child by a family friend. So audios like this help me out when I have flashbacks. Now that I'm older and understand what really happened to me as a child, it has caused me to have panic attacks every now and then. I've been looking around to find a therapist. I need to overcome this before it overcomes me. Thank you Yami for your kind words and comfort 💕
I'm so sorry to hear that. I know how that feels when I was around 10 or 11 my friend would sexual harass me. She would say bad things to me and try to touch me in a bad way. She said no one would believe me about it. One day she went to far and I didn't want to be around her anymore. We stop being friends and she went and told the school lies on me. I got bullied for years because what she did. I lost trust in people and I didn't want anyone to touch me because of this. I have panic attacks when someone says certain things. I only trust few people.
Thank you so much for this I mean technically I have been mentally/ emotionally/ verbally sometimes physically abused my whole life and I literally am just starting to realise it even though I’ve always kinda knew but this helps a lot so thank you so much Yami and I’m looking forward to the next part 🥰
Cut the cameras right now.... I am not even joking... I want to become a teacher for the same reasons he wanted to become at teacher... that's so weird. But anyway, love the video Yami! 💖 The forever always is such a cute quote. And this is really cool and can't wait for the rest of the series!
Hi yami 👋 I love you💖💓 an I really hope ur ok?🥺 yeah, there are days that I don't belong here but you made me strong yami so thank you for the audio I really needed this😭💜 I really miss you hearting our comments🥺 I hope you are taking care of yourself sweetie?
@@EthernalYami i am fine i got my job and it pays good enough. I have plenty of money. You make me happy and that means so much so I want to give back to you!
My dad doesn’t hit me but he hurts me mentally and he says stuff to me ghat I don’t want to hear he has done a few things that make me feel uncomfortable I don’t like wearing anything that shows any part of my Body because he has done a few things that are small that went un seen by my mom because that was the way that he acts. When I do something that my sister doesn’t like she will twist my arm knee me she will do anything to make me shut up. I don’t know what to do anymore I feel like I can’t ask for help because I don’t like to feel like I got someone in trouble or I made there family mad at them because people are still making fun if me at school. (sorry for that I had to get that off my chest for a little while)
I’m so fucking sorry baby I know you don’t know me but I promise you you’ll get through it. I went through the same exact thing and guess what? Here I am feeling way better, not completely better but at least I’m away from my dad, not having to worry about what my dad might say to me. I’m still depressed and I still have anxiety and I still carry all of that trauma, but he will never be able to hurt me and I swear to you that you’ll feel this way some day too. Maybe it’s in a few weeks, months or years. You’ll get through this babes. I love you
And don’t feel sorry for getting something off your chest okay? It’s for your own good so don’t worry about what people are going to think of you if you comment these things
Hello this was made mount ago and I was really busy so I’m very late but I want you to know that you have helped me through a lot Yami and I hope you are doing well and have a wonderful day/night:) also love you (month
This may have been made months ago, but I still would like to comment. The message at the beginning was beautiful, truly. The world needs more people like you, who are willing to speak out to those who are in bad situations, who desperately need encouragement and kind words in an environment where there are none. Unfortunately, I myself cannot bring myself to believe your generous claims. As far as I'm concerned, I have a great life. I've got parents who love me, friends who stand by my side through thick and thin, a lover who is my greatest miracle, more than I could ever ask for, and no shortage of privilege in my life. By all means, I should be happy. Yet, I'm not. I have nothing to complain about, so much to be grateful for, but I simply can't find it within myself. I feel selfish, and to be quite frank, I am selfish. I seek comfort for a problem that doesn't exist, attention that I don't deserve, and never seem to be content with what I've got, always wanting more but never willing to put in the work to achieve it. I seem to do everything in my power to avoid taking the blame, even when a majority of negative aspects in my life are my fault alone. Things I could change, easily too. But I don't because even the smallest amount of effort feels monumental. It makes me feel useless, worthless. I obviously don't like feeling this way, and yet... and yet. I never put in the work to change it. Pathetic, huh? People try to help, try so hard to be kind and find anything they can do to make me happier. I take all of it for granted and never give enough in return. At the end of the day, it seems that there's nothing left for me. I bring more pain than I relieve, and it doesn't even do anything good for me. I'm not sure where I was going with this rant, I suppose it's another cry for the attention that I crave yet won't help anybody, least of all me. Apologies, if anybody read all the way through this, for wasting your time. I'll be going now, thank you for another fantastic audio, Yami.
Wishing you all the happiness you deserve yami.
ty
Yami: saying he's proud of me
Me who's been through le verbal abuse: *cries*
(hug) stay strong
@@EthernalYami I'm trying Yami also take care of yourself
you have summoned me
anime quote of today
"If you're going to climb a mountain, you've got to aim for the top. But let's not forget to enjoy the scenery."
~Teppei Kiyoshi (Kuroko no Basuke)
morning Maya
@@EthernalYami goodmorning yami, how are you doing today?
why hello maya
@@bakugokatsuki7561 well hello there bakugo, how are you doing today love?
@@_Maya. im good maya, how are you?
"When home no longer becomes that place, when home is a place you're scared of"
me when I was 13 and would walk home from school slowly because I didn't want to go home: 😓
I used to do the same- often make excuses to stay back or often soon as i got home go for runs
(warning a bit of vent)
Thank you Yami for making this audio, I have gone through quite a few kinds of abuse from different people, I have never really been able to talk about them so I've just shoved them away like it never happened and this year it all blew up and I started having terrible panic attacks and difficulty even stepping outside of my home because I thought they would find me again, this helps a lot because I was having the same panic attacks this morning, and I am really sorry I commented late on the video I needed time to calm down but I just wanted to say that me and everyone listening to these audios really appreciate you for caring about us and that we care about you 💖
always love (hug) you will always have a place here
I’ve only been listening to this for 52 seconds and my eyes are already watering
(hug) you okay ?
@@EthernalYami Yes I’m fine. It’s just your words really touched me. I’m a very emotional person.
When you're currently in a unsafe position and almost ending it all because of it, hearing that intro made me feel a sense of relief. Thank you
always love
Him: what class are you taking?
Me: English
Him: I’ve never really been good with letters…
Me: CUT THE CAMERAS DEADASS! *happy wannabe author noises*
sammmmeee
i rlly appreciate the warning and reassurance in the beginning of the audio
awe (hug)
Him: and your a bit pushy for a tiny person.
Me: laughing inside because I am 4 foot 11.
Edit: and I am kind of small. I am small but I am taller than my mom. (I know that doesn't make sense.)
😂😂
LET"S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
SO AM I!!!!
For me the only time I feel safe without getting verbally abused is my room at night. That's why I listen to these. I do get along with my family but they are my mane reason on why I feel like I need to stay in my room and why I don't know why I feel sad all the time and have thoughts of many things that aren't good. So I'm saying a thank you for everyone who needs this... Thank you yami for making these videos so that way we have some sort of comfort
(hug) love you little bear
we are here for you
forever alwats
(⚠️Tw⚠️) Thank you honestly I needed this I grew up in a abusive household but I'm nothing like my parents I'm calm I'm quiet and I'll love anyone with love and respect my parents used to throw plates and they would use anything they could find no matter how hard it was to beat me with over anything even if it's saying I love u they couldn't take it I'm 20 I live on my own and I couldn't wish for anything better and there was a lot more but I'm not gonna say cause I rather not say anything (it wasn't just my parents who abused me friends, family someone who wants to get there hands on me.. things like that)
I love your audios keep it up ur amazing 💖🥺
yes pls save me
7 MINS IN AND IM ALREADY TEARING UP
(hug)
🥺 when I’m called princess 🥺
as you should
HIS "RUFF RUFF" MADE ME LAUGH
it was cute
22:41
@@muireos it was the howl for me 😹 oowhoooo!! ✨ (idk the how to spell the onomatopoeia for a wolf howling? 😶)
wahahaha so cute
awe
This is VERY out of context
vvv
"I know a lot of people who listen to ASMR stuff uses it for escaping reason"
Me : I use it to improve my acting skills #girlboss
- To everyone that is reading this, I love you! You are worth it. Eat proper food and drinks tons of water!
you are welcome and thank you
To the acting note, yes same. Even though I don't really act much
As someone who's going through this right now, I love you. The beginning made me cry and I felt so appreciated. Thank you so much. 🤍
because you are and I love you too stay stong
yami you transmit a lot of positive energy, so cute awe
awe thank you
The beginning has me in tears, literally the nicest thing someone has ever said to me. I just wanna say, your audios make me feel so loved and appreciated! Some times i wake up and just feel like a monster (was being brainwashed and abused, recently got out of it) and watching your videos grounds me. Sorry if this makes no sense lol.I love you so much, thanks again Yami 💖
I am actually a victim of sa and it made me terrified of home and other people. I don't feel that way anymore but sometimes I still get scared. I really love this, thank you!
(hug) I am proud of you for making it this far
@@EthernalYami thank you! I really appreciate that! ♡ (hug)
Thank you for this. Without getting into too much detail, I was sexually abused as a child by a family friend. So audios like this help me out when I have flashbacks. Now that I'm older and understand what really happened to me as a child, it has caused me to have panic attacks every now and then. I've been looking around to find a therapist. I need to overcome this before it overcomes me.
Thank you Yami for your kind words and comfort 💕
I am sorry that you've going through all of that... :( I love u
I'm so sorry to hear that. I know how that feels when I was around 10 or 11 my friend would sexual harass me. She would say bad things to me and try to touch me in a bad way. She said no one would believe me about it. One day she went to far and I didn't want to be around her anymore. We stop being friends and she went and told the school lies on me. I got bullied for years because what she did. I lost trust in people and I didn't want anyone to touch me because of this. I have panic attacks when someone says certain things. I only trust few people.
(hug) hope you find a safe place in life soon enough
@@EthernalYami thank you 💕
@@sevyn3464 love u too 💕
Thank you so much for this I mean technically I have been mentally/ emotionally/ verbally sometimes physically abused my whole life and I literally am just starting to realise it even though I’ve always kinda knew but this helps a lot so thank you so much Yami and I’m looking forward to the next part 🥰
Cut the cameras right now.... I am not even joking... I want to become a teacher for the same reasons he wanted to become at teacher... that's so weird. But anyway, love the video Yami! 💖 The forever always is such a cute quote. And this is really cool and can't wait for the rest of the series!
heheh same tbh
@@EthernalYami awe that's so cool!!
i hope everyone finds a person who they feel safe and loved with c:
always
Thank you so much for being there Yami🥺🙏💕
Hi yami 👋 I love you💖💓 an I really hope ur ok?🥺 yeah, there are days that I don't belong here but you made me strong yami so thank you for the audio I really needed this😭💜
I really miss you hearting our comments🥺 I hope you are taking care of yourself sweetie?
awe thank you I am trying my best to keep myself up
@@EthernalYami aw your welcome an oh no worries take as much time as you can 😌 mental health is very important to take care of first 👍🏻😊
I get to watch eternal again I was so busy that I couldn't watch your vids
that's okay my videos are always here no worries
I appreciate the trigger warning
awe thank you I hope you enjoy it and find some comfort
@@EthernalYami I did, yeah :)
I’ll be very excited for para 2.I hope it comes soon.Very very good Job Yami.Love u❤️
me too love you
thank you so much yami, this really helps
always
I can consider this channel a safe place
awwwwwwe ty
Hi. I final got the Aurora Borealis teir on your patreon. I am glad I can support you because you are awesome. Hopefully you have a wonderful day!😊❤❤❤
wait what nooooo - can you afford it? is it okay? please it's so close to christmas are you sure? got money for food and stuff?
@@EthernalYami i am fine i got my job and it pays good enough. I have plenty of money. You make me happy and that means so much so I want to give back to you!
all the same thank you it means a lot to me
My dad doesn’t hit me but he hurts me mentally and he says stuff to me ghat I don’t want to hear he has done a few things that make me feel uncomfortable I don’t like wearing anything that shows any part of my Body because he has done a few things that are small that went un seen by my mom because that was the way that he acts. When I do something that my sister doesn’t like she will twist my arm knee me she will do anything to make me shut up. I don’t know what to do anymore I feel like I can’t ask for help because I don’t like to feel like I got someone in trouble or I made there family mad at them because people are still making fun if me at school. (sorry for that I had to get that off my chest for a little while)
I’m so fucking sorry baby I know you don’t know me but I promise you you’ll get through it. I went through the same exact thing and guess what? Here I am feeling way better, not completely better but at least I’m away from my dad, not having to worry about what my dad might say to me. I’m still depressed and I still have anxiety and I still carry all of that trauma, but he will never be able to hurt me and I swear to you that you’ll feel this way some day too. Maybe it’s in a few weeks, months or years. You’ll get through this babes. I love you
And don’t feel sorry for getting something off your chest okay? It’s for your own good so don’t worry about what people are going to think of you if you comment these things
I am so sorry love please let me know if i can help or if I can make things easier
we love you
stay strong please
Let's watch this in a store
*Screams thought the whole store*
awe no be safe
thanks for helping me be strong with your audios!
always love
@@EthernalYami thanks love! i hope your stomach is better
Thanks Yami this audio Really Helped me Love you 🥺❤️
Thx yami
always
ugh i'm sorry for being this late, i took a looong nap because i had a bad headache the whole day lol, anyway love the vid and love you
how are you feeling now?
@@EthernalYami better hehe. i still feel a bit dizzy tho
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-Also remember to stay hydrated and that you are loved
thank youu
i’m not crying, you’re crying
we're crying
What a lovely hero🥺💓I am already loving this series Yami, thank you! (hug)🥺🐺💕
(hug)
@@EthernalYami ❤️
i hear you and i love it, thank you
awe thank you
* wishes for a yami in my dream *
>///
Listening to this again and realising that 3:15 is my favourite part
awe ty
Literally my first time winning in like forever!
Yami:14
Me:5
Tie:9
I really needed to hear all of this thank you me yami and mr cc
✨ AYOO!! NEW FRIEND!! ✨
AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
✨ I WUV DISSS!!!!!! 😸🌼✨
hehehe
I never get Enough of your voice and Ideas You are best ❤️ Loveeeeeeeeeee you Be safe 🥺
awe thank you
holy shit, you must be the best person in this fucking world, thank u for all your love
smh I am sorry love I am not comfy or confident enough too
it's the amazing yami yall
awe ty
Hiiiiiiii(saying hi till I delete this acc)
Hewoo!! ✨
Hiiiiiiiiii
Hi
hey wait why deleting it?
its 3am i cant sleep i grew up with abuse and sexual abuse and I've been self harming a lot....😐 i have health problems too im a messed up person...
I am so sorry (hug) hope things get better
❤️❤️
Damn ur quick
❤️❤️
yami i love you
love you too
I win ✨
you won
@@EthernalYami DAT'S RIGHT!! ✨
ilysm yami
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Hello this was made mount ago and I was really busy so I’m very late but I want you to know that you have helped me through a lot Yami and I hope you are doing well and have a wonderful day/night:) also love you (month
thank you for supporting and taking care of yourself
I was 15 secondss OoO
ohh
Goodnight Yami♡♡
morning
😭I’m so so late but I’m here😃💕
no such thing as late you are always welccomed here
Wtf is a “safe” home I’m lucky if I get a little bit of food
someday you will make a place where you feel safe
@@EthernalYami thanks I hope I do to
Hello? Anyone wanna take me home? I haven’t been home in my whole life
welcome home love (hug) this is where you belong now
🖤🖤🖤🖤☺️🦋🦋🦋🦋
kitten
This may have been made months ago, but I still would like to comment. The message at the beginning was beautiful, truly. The world needs more people like you, who are willing to speak out to those who are in bad situations, who desperately need encouragement and kind words in an environment where there are none. Unfortunately, I myself cannot bring myself to believe your generous claims. As far as I'm concerned, I have a great life. I've got parents who love me, friends who stand by my side through thick and thin, a lover who is my greatest miracle, more than I could ever ask for, and no shortage of privilege in my life. By all means, I should be happy. Yet, I'm not. I have nothing to complain about, so much to be grateful for, but I simply can't find it within myself. I feel selfish, and to be quite frank, I am selfish. I seek comfort for a problem that doesn't exist, attention that I don't deserve, and never seem to be content with what I've got, always wanting more but never willing to put in the work to achieve it. I seem to do everything in my power to avoid taking the blame, even when a majority of negative aspects in my life are my fault alone. Things I could change, easily too. But I don't because even the smallest amount of effort feels monumental. It makes me feel useless, worthless. I obviously don't like feeling this way, and yet... and yet. I never put in the work to change it. Pathetic, huh? People try to help, try so hard to be kind and find anything they can do to make me happier. I take all of it for granted and never give enough in return. At the end of the day, it seems that there's nothing left for me. I bring more pain than I relieve, and it doesn't even do anything good for me. I'm not sure where I was going with this rant, I suppose it's another cry for the attention that I crave yet won't help anybody, least of all me. Apologies, if anybody read all the way through this, for wasting your time. I'll be going now, thank you for another fantastic audio, Yami.