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    Intro: (0:00)
    Katherine Howard Roast: (5:48)
    All You Wanna Do: (11:50)
    Outro: (47:15)
    Katherine Howard Roast transcript:
    [Catherine Parr]
    Okay, you know what, I think it's time we heard from our next queen: Kate Howard!
    [Anne Boleyn]
    Who's that again?
    [Catherine of Aragon]
    Oh I think she was the least relevant Katherine.
    [Anne Boleyn]
    Oh yeah, yeah, now I still don't care.
    [Katherine Howard]
    Oh haha, funny.
    [Catherine of Aragon]
    Yeah, speaking of funny, good luck trying to compete with us, honey!
    [Katherine Howard]
    You're right, you're right. I'm gonna need all the luck I can get. Your lives sounded terrible. And your songs! REALLY helped to convey that. I mean, Catherine, almost moving to a nunnery and then NOT? That almost could've been really hard for you. And Anne! Getting your head chopped off! Surely that means you'll win the competition- Oh wait. Divorced, beheaded, died, divorced, beheaded- oh, never mind. And Jane, dying of natural causes. WHEN WILL JUSTICE BE SERVED? And surviving. But seriously, Anna. All jokes aside, being rejected for your looks legit sounds really rough. I wouldn't know anything about that. I mean look at me, I'm really hot. So yeah, I can't even begin to think of how I'd compete with you all! Oh wait, like this.
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Komentáře • 456

  • @officialmortius
    @officialmortius  Před 4 dny +212

    Need a pick me up after all of this heartache? I did too! That's why I actually FINISHED Six over on the Patreon! If you haven't already joined, now is a great time to do so, for early access to all of my content, including more Epic The Musical hitting Patreon in JUST 3 DAYS, and more episodes of my Hamilton collab with Casper! www.patreon.com/collection/572719

    • @deamoninyourdreams7612
      @deamoninyourdreams7612 Před 3 dny +2

      Not sure if you noticed, but the chorus changes a bit each time it's sung. Most notably the last one, but also the ones in between.
      Lots of support to you and I hope that you are better now, and that you are not just surviving, but living to your fullest possible. ❤

    • @BrittanyArtPoetry
      @BrittanyArtPoetry Před 3 dny +4

      I hope you are doing okay. I know this was a hard one, especially considering the quality of the acting, and the sheer emotions in the performance. Sending you warm thoughts.

    • @Vel_3Vees
      @Vel_3Vees Před 2 dny

      I have the same reaction to this song every time I ALWAYS cry and if you didn’t know Anne Boleyn and K Howard were cousins I think

    • @alexeysimushov4971
      @alexeysimushov4971 Před 2 dny +2

      When is CZcams version for epic the musical? In two weeks after the release date? I don’t have Patreon so this is why I’m asking.

    • @finley2k064
      @finley2k064 Před 2 dny

      Fun fact: Anne bolyne and Catherine Harward are 1st cousins (the real people back then not the actors)

  • @zellachan1265
    @zellachan1265 Před 3 dny +772

    'Her story wasn't over when she lost her head, her story was over when it happened again" this line just made me bawl my eyes out, Katherine Howard was taken advantage ever since she was young and she had no one to depend on because all those around her didn't even care enough to see how she was doing

    • @olivehansen7
      @olivehansen7 Před 3 dny +25

      That was the line that made me cry too

    • @karentorresalfaro3371
      @karentorresalfaro3371 Před 2 dny +13

      And if I remember correctly she was less than 20 by the time she was beheaded.

    • @nebojsavelickovic5388
      @nebojsavelickovic5388 Před 2 dny

      Mortius said at like 44:00​@@IsabellaHuerta-xn8zs

    • @fmc2804
      @fmc2804 Před 2 dny +5

      ​@karentorresalfaro3371 she was 17

    • @LycanMOON
      @LycanMOON Před 2 dny +10

      @@karentorresalfaro3371I think the agreed range of her age is 17-22ish
      Still the youngest by a while

  • @Intotheabyss1988
    @Intotheabyss1988 Před 3 dny +584

    I don’t know if you noticed, but Howard’s song is the only one where the other queens don’t join in as backup singers. Another excellent storytelling device to show how alone and abandoned by those who should have protected her she was.

    • @officialmortius
      @officialmortius  Před 3 dny +189

      OH MY GOSH 😭 Man, good point

    • @danieldavid3766
      @danieldavid3766 Před 3 dny +18

      Don’t they say “Playtime’s over”?

    • @Intotheabyss1988
      @Intotheabyss1988 Před 3 dny +64

      @@danieldavid3766at the very end yes, but you’ll notice that in all other songs they join in immediately. They’re completely silent until the very end in this song and that’s the only thing they sing.

    • @christiecakes014
      @christiecakes014 Před 3 dny +40

      the other queens literally sing the first line of the song (all you wanna do, all you wanna do baby) and they sing all of the "playtime's over" lines starting from the very first chorus. agreed though that they sing the least in this one compared to the others.

    • @zoejnobaptiste3332
      @zoejnobaptiste3332 Před 2 dny +8

      They sing the first line 'All you wanna do, all you wanna do babe' while she does her spoken 'I think we can all agree . . .' They also sing that same line as well as 'Playtime's over' on every chorus.

  • @amie_maria
    @amie_maria Před 4 dny +909

    Katherine Howard was around 13 during her involvement with henry mannox (as the song points out) but it is believed that he could have actually been anywhere up to the age of 36
    she was around 15 during her invovement with Francis Derham and he was in his late 20s/early 30s
    she was 17 when she married 50 year old henry viii and it is around the same time when her and thomas culpepper became involved, and as usual he was quite a bit older than her (27 or 28)
    she was beheaded when she was 18 or 19 for her ‘relationships’ with both thomas culpepper and francis derham,
    for centuries she was seen as some sort of serial adultress, ‘the promiscuous one’ and even now some still paint her out to be this way, i've heard people claim that she wasn't abused or groomed by henry mannox or francis derham because she went along with it ‘willingly’ (wich is beyond frustrating). Im so glad that this musical finally tells her story the way it should be told. She was an abused child who was failed by those that were supposed to guide her. She was young and naive and thought these men cared about her, when in reality they were just using her which ultimatley lead to her death.

    • @nantae1047
      @nantae1047 Před 3 dny +91

      Wish the musical would have also told Boleyn's POV... was pushed by her family into a relationship with Henry and was acussed of adultery when Henry got bored of her just like Katheryne
      Even more heartbreaking knowing that they were cousins. Howard was pushed onto Henry by the same family members who pushed Boleyn and saw how it turned out. They knew they were leading her to slaughter

    • @amie_maria
      @amie_maria Před 3 dny +54

      @@nantae1047 yeah it’s heartbreaking we’re always told that anne boleyn chased the king and she planned the whole thing but in reality she was pushed by her family but also pursued by Henry because she refused to be with him, i mean there have even been letters found that were written by Anne Boleyn to the king reminding him that he had a wife.

    • @fatemaebeid8113
      @fatemaebeid8113 Před 3 dny +13

      People failed her:(

    • @SiIker.
      @SiIker. Před 3 dny +21

      Fun fact : It is also worth noting (if I remember correctly) that she was badly beheaded and it had to take several chops for the executioner to behead her. The axe was probably dull. So she suffered quite a bit alongside her fear and panic of impending death. Poor girl.

    • @nomousecat
      @nomousecat Před 3 dny +7

      ​@@SiIker. That's Mary Queen of Scots.

  • @Okay_Is_Wonderful
    @Okay_Is_Wonderful Před 3 dny +307

    Mortius, I am SO sorry that this is personal for you. Thank you for your vulnerability and showing your big heart here.
    And because you should hear it too, _you're_ not alone. Thrilled you're in a better place now, please continue to take care of yourself.
    And you're nicer than me, so I'm gonna preemptively warn folks against any incoming victim blaming BS - disrespectfully GTFOH

  • @Daniel-in3zi
    @Daniel-in3zi Před 3 dny +334

    Also notice how in the first two choruses she says “PLEASE me” but in the third she says “SEIZE me”. It really symbolises that she’s only now realising these men are using her for their own desires😢

  • @N30NF43
    @N30NF43 Před 3 dny +214

    Not so fun fact, the video itself cuts short. In the live performance she’s just kind of left in the silence, crying.

    • @bearhugzfam649
      @bearhugzfam649 Před 3 dny +110

      RIGHT?! And then the lights come up and she goes from sobbing to smiling as the mask goes back on perfectly in a split second, that's one of the best and most horrible parts of the whole performance but I can never find a clip of it online

    • @Aureus_Snow
      @Aureus_Snow Před dnem

      @@bearhugzfam649 I will now go searching... I need to know now.

  • @saiyasha848
    @saiyasha848 Před 3 dny +275

    There has been a lot of Ideas that KH doesn't even use words like sx and similar because she is actually _too immature._ She doesn't even fully comprehend what she is talking about

    • @conejitorosada2326
      @conejitorosada2326 Před 2 dny +25

      What really gets me is the "enoughsy" part as it sounds relatively normal until you think about how childish it sounds

    • @saiyasha848
      @saiyasha848 Před 2 dny +10

      @@conejitorosada2326 Okay, that part I am really confused about, because I have seen people citing this again and again, but in every Lyric version I could find it is "enough, see". I think that one is just projection.

    • @ErosNocturne
      @ErosNocturne Před dnem +2

      @@saiyasha848 Tbf, lyrics/captions can be a bit inaccurate from people hearing diff things (unless done by the actual studio/production/etc that did the show/musical/movie). But anyway // I think it's less projection and more just what it sounds like, tbf, with the childish theme picking up near the end and "playtime's over" being incorporated as a part of the song.

    • @saiyasha848
      @saiyasha848 Před dnem +2

      @@ErosNocturne Oh, no, the childish theme is definitly there, I think just that one specific lyric is projection. I tried to google it and every lyric version I found said "Enough, see"

  • @skatykw
    @skatykw Před 3 dny +302

    I always interpreted the hands as people (men) that 'wanted' her, they always felt more possessive to me, and her pushing them off is her fighting to get out finally
    And then at the choris, there are more hands, and they pull her down, trap her

    • @elizabethgatchell4546
      @elizabethgatchell4546 Před 3 dny +25

      I interpreted them as her trauma, which is why when she feels like she’s found her place/belongs she pushes them away, it’s not her anymore and the end where they’re dragging her down.

    • @3nder-3clypse
      @3nder-3clypse Před 3 dny +7

      I view it as her trauma in the way of the impact the men left on her

    • @Smk42217
      @Smk42217 Před 2 dny +6

      She pushes the possessiveness away because she found her inner strength, and then when she felt confident, it was viscerally taken because there was a level of understanding this time, and hope... Like finally feeling confident only for that to be ripped away and diminished.

  • @MiaFarrah-xt3tz
    @MiaFarrah-xt3tz Před 4 dny +507

    Facts about Katherine Howard:
    - During Henry VIII's reign, there weren't definative or consistent spellings of words or names yet, meaning that Katherine's name was also spelt as Catherine or Katheryn by other people. A letter she once signed herself was signed 'Katheryn' at the end, so many people believe that is how her name is actually spelt. People still spell her name as Catherine however to differenciate her from Katherine Parr, Henry's 6th wife.
    - She and Anne Boleyn were cousins but they never met each other. Katherine was also a second cousin to Jane Seymour, Henry's 3rd wife.
    - There is a gallery in the Tower of London called the 'Haunted Gallery', given that name since some Tourists have reported seeing a female figure running across the gallery, hearing screams that are believed to be Katherine's as she was said to have run away from guards trying to arrest her, screaming for Henry to forgive her. However, even if Katherine had tried to flee her captors, her original apartments no longer exist and the route that she would have taken would not have included that gallery. Nevertheless, there have been more reported ghostly sightings (and faintings) than anywhere else in the palace.
    - It's unknown how old she was when she was beheaded. Since she was around 17 when she married Henry, who was 49 at the time, it's assumed that she was around 18-19 years old since they were only married from 28 July 1540 - 13 February 1542 (1 year 6 months and 16 days )
    - There was myth that was created that when she was saying her final words she said that she would 'rather die the wife of Thomas Culpeper'. This has been proven to be false by several witness statements at the time and was likely a lie that was made up to paint her as 'Temptress' similar to Anne Boleyn.
    - In Six, Katherine's design is inspired by Britney Spears and Ariana Grande, both of whom started their music careers young and were heavily sexualised by the media.
    - She had little interest in politics or religion. Katherine did, however, become involved in helping a prisoner in the Tower of London called Margaret Pole, the Countess of Salisbury, who was imprisoned for two years. (Her 'crime' was ultimately the fact that she was one of the very last Plantagenets as the daughter of George, Duke of Clarence, brother of King Edward IV. Henry believed that Margaret and her family were planning to overthrow the Tudor dynasty with a plan to replace Henry with his first cousin and Plantagenet, Henry Courtenay, 1st Marquess of Exeter.) In a goodwill gesture, Katherine purchased warm clothes for the woman.
    - She was described as very beautiful by those who knew her. French ambassador Charles de Marillac described Katherine as, 'A young lady of extraordinary beauty.' Katherine was believed to be quite short in stature with long, copper red hair, wide blue eyes, a round race and a fair and youthful complexion.
    -Her relationship with Mary (Catherine of Aragon's daughter) was strained as Mary was older than her stepmother, and disrespectful, although their relationship improved after Katherine dismissed two of Mary’s maids as punishment. Her relationship with Elizabeth was more harmonious. The pair were related through Anne Boleyn (Elizabeth was Anne's daughter) and Katherine gifted jewels to her. Katherine also won favour with Prince Edward (Jane Seymour's son)
    - Katherine appeared a gracious and conventional Queen. At her first court Christmas, she greeted her predecessor, Anne of Cleves, Henry's 4th wife, warmly. They exchanged gifts and even danced together.
    - Katherine and Henry surprisingly got on well together. She even managed to make Henry, who was very obese due to a lack of exercise and poor diet, lose some weight because of her influence.
    - Her father was Lord Edmund Howard, who had connections to other people associated with the English royal family at the time. Her mother was Joyce Culpeper, also known as Jocasta. Katherine was one of the youngest in a big family that included siblings, half-siblings, and step-siblings. As a result, her parents struggled to afford her upbringing and she was sent to live with her step-grandmother, the Dowager Duchess of Norfolk.
    - At her grandmother's house, Katherine received relatively little education and little oversight. Several young girls, including some of Katherine's family members, as well as her grandmother's servants, were all raised in the same house.
    - Thomas Culpeper and Francis Dereham were convicted of treason on the 1st of December 1541 and executed shortly afterwards. Culpeper was a sexual predator and there is evidence that he had previously been accused of rape and murder but escaped punishment thanks to his favour with the King. Katherine always stated that Dereham had raped her and he had used her 'in such sort as a man doth use his wife many and sundry times'.
    - Dereham faced a traitors death, which consisted of: hanging, membering, disembowelling, beheading and quartering. Dereham was quatered while Culpeper suffered the same fate as Katherine did. Dereham's and Culpeper's heads afterwards were put on display on London Bridge.
    - Katherine alongside Anne Boleyn has a memorial plaque and plate of her family's arms in the Chapel of St. Peter ad Vincula to commemorate her and her cousin, which you can visit and send flowers to. Every year on the anniversary of Anne Boleyn's execution, May 19th, a bouquet of red roses is delivered to the tower of London anonymously with the instruction for it to be placed over the plaque carrying Anne's name. The identity of the sender has never been confirmed.
    - There's some confusion about how old Henry Manox was as some people say in the song that the line 'He was 23, and I was 13' was actually their age difference, making Manox around 36 according to the age difference belief. It was seen as strange for a man at the time who was in mid to late 30's to not be married yet. It's more likely that he was in his early to mid 20's, as he did later get married, but it doesn't make it any less creepier as he was an adult whilst she was a child.
    (I honestly just want to hug her and tell her that we believe her and that it's not her fault.)

    • @user-en7hz9ko2x
      @user-en7hz9ko2x Před 3 dny +24

      Thomas culpepper was her cousin as well.

    • @duketgg
      @duketgg Před 3 dny +7

      The so-called "Haunted Gallery" is at Hampton Court.

    • @SpiderRiderKya
      @SpiderRiderKya Před 3 dny +17

      >Every year on the anniversary of Anne Boleyn's execution, May 19th, a bouquet of red roses is delivered to the tower of London anonymously with the instruction for it to be placed over the plaque carrying Anne's name. The identity of the sender has never been confirmed.
      🥹 Aww, that's really sweet.

  • @michaelinthebathroom7560
    @michaelinthebathroom7560 Před 3 dny +414

    The way the other queens touch Katherine during the chorus just makes it hit so much harder. 🥺😔

    • @erinsilver3920
      @erinsilver3920 Před 3 dny +67

      My heart broke when they touch her the first time, and Mortius assumed she was shrugging off their support, which obviously was not what the choreography was meant to represent.

    • @cutecorgiis5230
      @cutecorgiis5230 Před 2 dny +13

      @@erinsilver3920 i mean, that interpretation still works

    • @vivijensenforchhammer4353
      @vivijensenforchhammer4353 Před 2 dny +22

      I've always interpreted their hands on her to be the hands of the men.
      It's also interesting to notice during which parts they have their backs turned to KH.

    • @SilverGallowglass
      @SilverGallowglass Před 2 dny +19

      @@vivijensenforchhammer4353 another person pointed out that you notice at the end after they touch her the last time they walk off leaving her alone on the stage, like the men who are done using her and leave her alone after because she has nothing left to offer them

  • @Taljer6174
    @Taljer6174 Před 3 dny +257

    The way the line "I get you and you get me" morphs through context each time its said is so well done. First, it's excited to be special and chosen. Second, it's proud to be so valuable. Third, it's resigned to being essentially owned. Fouth, it's hope at finally being understood, which is then betrayed. It just wrecks me every time.

    • @keona5560
      @keona5560 Před 3 dny +13

      Already crying but sure, I can spare more tears why the hell not👍

  • @midnightmoon7257
    @midnightmoon7257 Před 3 dny +121

    Alot of people actually see the hands grabbing her in a darker meaning then being "supportive", alot see it more as her being grabbed and held in a way by those who hurt her, being held there by those guys, ignoring every time she pushed it off and just grabbing again and again
    It's hard for me to describe it, but alot see it like that, which is another reason some girls when listening in get so uncomfortable cause you can hear mainly guys laughing sometimes when she struggles against it all (ik its not all the guys but you do hear it once or twice), i understand that some people don't understand what the choreography is hinting at, pls don't get mad at me

    • @chibilenne5470
      @chibilenne5470 Před 2 dny +10

      Absolutely this. Every time I see it when the Queens start grabbing at her I never get it as comfort or supportive, and more along the lines of discomfort that K. Howard has felt at the hands of other people that have surrounded her (and the women who turned blind eyes when the men were abusing / grooming her )

  • @JJ24123
    @JJ24123 Před 3 dny +84

    A not so fun fact about the costume design of Kate Howard is that it is based off of the out fits of several celebrities that were sexualized at a young age one example being Ariana Grande that you can see in her hair style

    • @Costanza_B
      @Costanza_B Před 2 dny +5

      Ariana Grande and Britney Spears... If I'm not wrong the cuore progression is either similar or the same as Toxic...

  • @karpetinnknty1132
    @karpetinnknty1132 Před 3 dny +85

    fun fact! the song *does* end with k howard's execution, the clip just cuts before that. she just stands there in the dark sobbing quietly for a few seconds, and then says in her normal voice, "and then I got beheaded 🤷‍♀️" the way she downplays the whole thing always gets me, like she's trying so hard to sound cool and unaffected, and after the whole breakdown she still clinges to that mask of indifference until the end 😭😭😭

  • @mariekehageman2376
    @mariekehageman2376 Před 3 dny +122

    The thing that always gets me is the fact that Henry's first marriage was longer than Cathryn howards life. It's just a little fact I know but it has a devastating meaning.

  • @KyliaSkydancer
    @KyliaSkydancer Před 3 dny +78

    The comparison between this and her verse in ex-wives is so drastic. "Lock up your husbands, lock up or sons. K Howard is here and the fun's begun."
    History portrays her as promiscuous when, really, she was a young girl who was taken advantage of and was never given the space to create boundries and reject the advances of others when she didn't want them.

  • @aidancurry218
    @aidancurry218 Před 4 dny +521

    Watch this guy make an All You Wanna Do/Poison mashup cover after this. The refrains would probably blend together shockingly well.

    • @officialmortius
      @officialmortius  Před 4 dny +325

      That is the worst idea I’ve ever heard…. I love it

    • @LycanMOON
      @LycanMOON Před 4 dny +64

      That would be so evil
      Do it :)

    • @zamorvex
      @zamorvex Před 3 dny +33

      @@officialmortius sending you a big healing hug so that you feel better after watch that.
      hope you didnt feel too upset after that video.
      no matter what happens in our lifes... you are more than what life has done to you. you are who you chose chose to be. and if you ever feel life has taken that choice away from you fight for that choice, to be who you want to be and strive to be your best self. it all begins by taking that first step.
      love all you music nerds and know your not alone xx

    • @nantae1047
      @nantae1047 Před 3 dny +16

      All you wanna do is feed me poison 🎶

    • @ShyyGaladriel
      @ShyyGaladriel Před 3 dny +1

      Oh my gosh I want it.

  • @DaxonDarling
    @DaxonDarling Před 3 dny +100

    She was only either 18-19 when she was killed.. as an SA survivor, holy fuck does that make it feel so much worse.. SHE WAS A CHILD for all of her story
    (Edit: please listen to the studio version eventually. She does some absolutely astonishing high notes)

  • @b_w_j
    @b_w_j Před 3 dny +236

    Poor girls bones weren't even strong enough to last without disintegrating because of how young she was- just horrifying

    • @AxanaN
      @AxanaN Před 2 dny +19

      Plus there's also the theory they covered her bones with lime to literally erase her from history.

  • @hannahhester8376
    @hannahhester8376 Před 3 dny +133

    Omg! That "Fairest of the Fair" line, I literally just put it together. It's basically a call back to Snow White, "Fairest in the Land", hinting to the audience that she's completely innocent and all those men took advantage of her.

  • @PhreakOutBigTime
    @PhreakOutBigTime Před 3 dny +73

    the fact that the other wives aren't supporting/singing with katherine, but are always in shadow, looking away from her, putting hands on her and tugging her this way and that with blank faces, its so ominous and well done. she is utterly alone, and no one around her meant her well.

  • @elrose1611
    @elrose1611 Před 3 dny +123

    I was fortunate to see this show in person, I had listened to the album beforehand so I knew this song. I clapped for the actual performance, not for the message. This song is difficult vocally and mentally so having an actress be able to sing this multiple nights for a month is praiseworthy. Also, the musical directors and writers masterfully created this moment. The lyrics have so much meaning (the double entendres) and the use of touch in the choreography does so much with so little.
    PLUS PLUS, sometimes people need to be slapped in the face for them to understand.

  • @phestojen7966
    @phestojen7966 Před 3 dny +111

    This was a hard reaction to watch. Before this I knew that All You Wanna Do was a song depicting something bad that people go through and didn't feel any sort of deeper emotion besides "That sucks."
    But after watching this it's been made abundantly clear that this isn't just a "That sucks" it's something far darker and more emotionally painful than my limited sense of empathy could muster before this.
    I'm sorry.

  • @winxclub845
    @winxclub845 Před 3 dny +44

    One of the things about this song and it's lyrics, is how much of it is using very childlike terms, it's not that audible from the live reacording but the lyric is "Enough be Enoughsies", and coupled with the Birds and the Bees, it just goes to show how young Katherine was and how truly messed up it all was as well

    • @erinsilver3920
      @erinsilver3920 Před 3 dny +6

      Interesting, I had thought it was “Enough be enough, see…”

  • @sunnysunsins_4920
    @sunnysunsins_4920 Před 4 dny +140

    Katherine Howard won the competition for me. I can't listen to her story without tearing up. Just as the song says, she was an abused child dragged around by all these men in power, using her however they wanted and disposing of her in the end. All the men mentioned were real.
    It's actually funny to see how "ex-wives" shows her as a debaucherous vixen going after men, and then you get here... Well, the image of her in that song is what was told about her for the longest time. Only more recently historians went "oh shi, wait. That was a groomed and abused child." She was accused of adultery and executed at the Tower of London, just like her cousin before her.
    There is a story of her asking for the block on the day before her execution, so she could practice laying on it. The execution itself was awful, according to some sources, done with an axe that got stuck in her neck and took several hacks to finally behead her. (Anne's was done with a sword in one swoop).
    She was about 19-21 when she died. (Henry, for comparison, was in his 40s, fat, with ulcerous leg from an injury decades ago that smelled horrible. What a lovely man for a young pretty girl, jfc). So young, that when in victorian era workers were renovating the chapel where a lot of execution victims were buried, Katherine's bones weren't found, thought to be disintegrated, not strong enough to last bc of her age. Anne's were found tho and so were others that were there, but not Katherine's

  • @phinnking
    @phinnking Před 2 dny +19

    "her story wasnt over when she lost her head, her story was over when it happened again"
    godDAMN that hurts so much but is so true. the worst part of it for her wasnt being killed, the worst part was that final lifeline being just another betrayal

  • @Fruity_one
    @Fruity_one Před 4 dny +223

    I know we shouldn't compare the queens pain as they all suffered (minus Cleves-) But since this is a competition for who had it worse... I think we all agree that Howard was the one who deserved to win. It's truly sad as she never had someone to be there taking care of her, which left her vunerable to all those assholes. Not to disminish Aimie's(Soundtrack) performance or the one of any other actress who played her, but the emotion Sam(Broadway) puts is enough to make it... feel even worse... especially with how she sings it in the end
    Unlike the others, i got no "fun"facts (not like the others have much more):
    •She married Henry around 16-17, and was beheaded around 19. Her age is inconsistend as her birth date is unsure, so she could've been up to 22. Either way, she's the youngest queen to mary and die.
    •She wasn't payed much attention while she lived with her grandma as she spent much time in court instead that with the young ones, and Kate got mostly influenced by the older girls on the house, who let guys into their rooms in exchange of gifts.
    •Her relationship with Francis stopped once the dutchress found out, but they both agreed to Mary once he got back from a travel. In fact, if they exchanged votes before any intimate contact, they would've been seen as husband and wife on the eyes of the church (tho they already called eachother that)
    •As i mentioned once before, she was a Lady in waiting for Ana of Cleves, which was the only queen she got to meet in person. Henry and her married less then a month of his divorce with Cleves. In fact, it was in the same day of Thomas Cromwell's execution, who organized Cleves and Henry's marriage. Even after it, Howard wasn't crown, as she was only gonna be if she showed signs of pregnancy
    •What about Elizabeth and Mary? Well, it's said that she and Elizabeth (Boleyn's daugther) got along pretty well. Tho it was more difficult with Mary (Aragon's daugther), specially since Mary was older than her. But they got along in the end. Edward (Jane's son) was still around 3 years old.
    •Her romance with Thomas started before her marriage with Henry, tho that didn't stop it. Some/Most of their encounters were organized by Jane Boleyn (A.Boleyn's sister in law). After this, including her past, was found out, Howard defended herself saying that what happend with Mannox and Daream wasn't consentual. Sadly, this didn't work out, as they (later) made a law that said that she HAD to tell her romantic past to the king before hand
    •The day she got arrested, she was in such panic that they had to take any object away from her so that she wouldn't k!ll herself. It's said, and most likely possible, that, the night before her beheading, she spend hours practicing laying down her head on a block
    She's the queen i took hours into researching and i think that shows. Her life was a tragedy from beggining to end and one of the most devasting ones i ever heard.

  • @willow._.
    @willow._. Před 4 dny +165

    i’m so glad youre reacting to sam’s interpretation! she is so moving, emotional, and POWERFUL - such a wonderful performance :) cant wait to see what you think

    • @willow._.
      @willow._. Před 2 dny +15

      i remember when i saw six live, the audience didn’t even clap after this song, the whole room felt so heavy 🤍

  • @skyesthelimitro
    @skyesthelimitro Před 3 dny +34

    Fellow CSA survivor here. This song is so raw for so many reasons, in a (kind of) good way. It shows the progression of her not just coming to terms with what was done to her, but like, genuinely *realizing* what happened, that it wasn't normal or okay. She was 13 when her SA experiences started, and by some accounts it was constant until she passed at 18-19. Her life was shorter than Henry's first marriage.
    A common phenomena in csa survivors is not even knowing what's happening to them is abnormal. Sure it's weird, and maybe uncomfy, but what do we have to compare it to? A lot of csa victims never speak up until much later because they had no idea it wasn't just a Thing that Happens™, and her gradually beginning to realize it isn't normal or okay over the course of the song and letting her flippant, playful mask slip destroys me every time.
    To Mortius, thank you for your vulnerability and strong, soft heart. And thank you for treating this with the gravity and kindness it deserves.

  • @margaretconnor5623
    @margaretconnor5623 Před 2 dny +24

    She and Anne Boleyn were first cousins so she was related to Anne's daughter by Henry, Elizabeth I. It's believed that the death of her mother combined with seeing what happened to Katherine Howard is what lead to Elizabeth refusing to be married when she became Queen.

  • @clairethompson5549
    @clairethompson5549 Před 3 dny +67

    Mortius, thank you for the honesty in this reaction. I’m a survivor and I’ve never seen anyone who understood the rawness of this song in the same way, and being able to experience it with you was so incredibly… I don’t know if ‘healing’ is the right word, but it made me feel so much less alone. Thank you a million times- you have made an enormous difference for me today 🩷 sending all the love in the world. The whole time I just wanted to (consensually) hug you and tell you it was gonna be ok!! To all my fellow survivors out there, you are SO loved and SO strong.

  • @tatarilp
    @tatarilp Před 3 dny +32

    There are three things about this that I had noticed.
    First: The shrugging off of the hands on her shoulders not only signify that she shrugs away the support but also tries to shrug off any kind of contact (from men) without being seen as rude as it is still in character and "fun" with her expression. But when the hands get more forceful with each chorus and end up affecting her whole body, she needs to break free and show her unmasking side to get rid of them.
    Second: There is one line in the chorus that changes and I believe you only caught it in the fourth chorus. The first two choruses the line is "Please me, squeeze me, birds and the bees me." During the third chorus, the one about Henry, she already switches to "*Seize* me, squeeze me, birds and the bees me" until during the fourth chorus she ends on "Squeeze me, don't care if you please me" Which makes it all the more heartbreaking to me
    And the third: Her whole demeanor but also her words during this song signal how young she actually was. During the whole show whenever she wants to say something, Katherine Howard puts her hand up as if she was in school. Then she always says "Birds and the bees me", like a child would. She uses metaphors and that is mostly because she doesn't even understand herself what exactly is happening. then the "enoughsies" is just childspeech. And of course the "playtime's over" comment also shows that at first this was a game to her, because it is fun to get attention from people you look up to. But she increasingly notices that it is not, in fact, a game and playtime is over, she has to grow up and realize the stuff that is going on is wrong.
    Overall this is a heartbreaking, spine chilling song disguised as a fun up-beat one. There are many "jokes" in it and because many know the story already, they decide to laugh along the jokes so the vibe doesn't get too heavy. That is why you hear lots of people laughing in the audience (or it's first time listeners that don't understand the entirity of the lyrics yet). Thank you for reacting to this and I hope it wasn't too hard on you to react to this.
    Lots of love from Germany (The Haus of Holbein :D)!

  • @lunaponce4068
    @lunaponce4068 Před 3 dny +49

    Piece of trivia: k Howard and anne Boleyn, the only two queens who were executed, were first cousins

  • @seasaltjellyfish
    @seasaltjellyfish Před 3 dny +59

    i said this during the live chat, but i wanted to say it again. to anyone who has gone through anything similar, i am so sorry. i wish there was a way to give everyone a hug, or any kind of support they might need. you are loved, and you are wanted.

  • @squeakSquak
    @squeakSquak Před 3 dny +86

    I watched this ion patreon but I just want to note an observation. The girl who plays K Howard seems very ...childlike. Like her smile and her doe eyes are very innocent and even her sad face looks like puppy dog eyes which is not usual for a sexy character. Even the way she dances seems a little childlike at the beginning which makes this all the more heartbreaking because of how fast she had to grow up.

  • @HeadDetectiveLassie
    @HeadDetectiveLassie Před 2 dny +23

    Man... when Mortius said she was shrugging off the hands of support... my heart dropped. I didn't realize that he didn't realize what the hands were representing by that point.
    That moment was the *first* time in the song she tried resisting the hands: the predatory touch she constantly endured. She may not even have realized what it was. She just knew she didn't want it anymore.
    Each time the hands appeared, they lingered longer, touched more, held on tighter, multiplied, and restrained.
    And during the following choreo, the hands that weren't touching her kept getting closer until she actively started flinching and dodging away from them until they finally snagged her multiple times despite her fighting them off. They only let go when she breaks down, and her song ends.
    Also, I'm sad the recording ended when it did because Mortius didn't get to see how, as soon as the lights came back on, she was smiling and joking again, masking so hard with no evidence of her breakdown a few seconds ago.
    The other parts I hate loving are the clever double entendres (lute, flute, plucking chords, favorite quill, spilling ink, sore wrists - which are made clearer by her hand gestures and body language) and immature language (can't get enough-sie, birds and the bees me, playtime's over). They're so well written and tell so much without ever saying it directly. I hate it.

  • @DualityStellar
    @DualityStellar Před 3 dny +41

    I’ve seen SIX twice now, both times it was dead silent after this song for at least 5 seconds. Everyone feels it.

    • @erinsilver3920
      @erinsilver3920 Před 3 dny +8

      Yes, this one it seems that the clapping starts immediately. There was another one Ive seen that I believe was an audience of high school students and the silence in that was deafening.

    • @smirror196
      @smirror196 Před 2 dny +6

      I heard somewhere from one of the K Howard performers (iirc it might’ve even been Sam who said it) that because of how grueling the subject matter is, she totally understands when the audience doesn’t applaud right away/at all and doesn’t take it personal since it can feel very wrong to clap and cheer after all that

  • @beckyreed9763
    @beckyreed9763 Před 3 dny +18

    What makes this also sad is the cutsey lyrics like 'birds and bee's me' and 'Enough-sy' shows how young she was when all this happened to her.
    Also who wanted to give Mortius a hug throughout this vid?

  • @andromeda232
    @andromeda232 Před 3 dny +46

    Katherine Howard's musical inspo was Britney Spears which fits very well Katherine's story knowing all that we know anout Spear's life. The other was Ariana Grande

    • @smirror196
      @smirror196 Před 2 dny +7

      Fun fact about the song itself, the main chord progression of the chorus and verses is the same chord progression of Toxic, as well as being in the same tempo (the difference being AYWD is in a shuffle and Toxic is in straight 8th notes)

  • @eacole72
    @eacole72 Před 3 dny +35

    Kathryn Howard was a child who was a political pawn. She had little to no supervision while living with her grandmother, and she was misused. If you think about how we treat teenage girls, and younger, how they are sexualized, and how pop stars are public property, she's no different. There were countdown clocks across the internet for when certain actresses and singers would be legal for intimate activities, including taking photos of their genitals. The first upskirt photos of Brittany Spears came out within days of her 18th birthday.
    Ariana Grande and Brittany Spears were the inspiration for how KH is written & portrayed; Grande & Miley Cyrus are the author's choices for part if it ever gets made into a movie.
    This is the number I have the greatest trouble with watching, for all the obvious reasons. K Howard's own family destroyed her portraits, so we aren't really sure what she looked like. As she said in "Ex-Wives", she's just one word in a stupid rhyme. Six allowed her portrayal to at least claim agency, something denied her in her mortal life.

  • @charmainedethierry4166
    @charmainedethierry4166 Před 3 dny +32

    Theres so many inuendos in this song its crazy, "used his favourite quill" is his "sword" and stuff but once it gets to henry its more explicitly stated

  • @lemonkatze7461
    @lemonkatze7461 Před 2 dny +14

    the very last muah ending with a sob instead of an ah if heart breaking, soul shattering

  • @palomaroggeri8680
    @palomaroggeri8680 Před 3 dny +17

    I always saw the hands as the abusers, the man clinging to her and her trying to reject them. Since the hands slide through her body and shake her, her acting becomes more disoriented as she goes on, confused and tortured, and the hands keep clinging and trying to expose her. Especially on the last guy when she stops looks down and sees the hands on her thighs, I see that as her realizing she was assaulted.

  • @SpringStarFangirl
    @SpringStarFangirl Před 2 dny +7

    I actually just looked it up- what she's doing is still a glissando. The term for the smooth glissando is specifically portamento, while what Sam is doing on "You say I'm all you need" is what's known as a discrete glissando, or a stepped glissando.

  • @jordancaldwellmusgrove344

    Thank you for picking up so quickly on the actual themes of this song. I've seen reactors go the entire song calling Katherine awful names and blaming her because the delivery is upbeat and missing the point of the contrast in subject matter and delivery. You saw it immediately and empathized with her front the start. I can see this was very difficult for you and I appreciate your analysis and reaction!

  • @valeriephelps8017
    @valeriephelps8017 Před 3 dny +14

    The hands that she’s shrugging off isn’t her rejecting support, although it would be great if it was. It’s her being in denial/trying to dodge the inevitability of those men trying to lay a claim on her.

  • @Cheshiregrinn91
    @Cheshiregrinn91 Před 3 dny +16

    She is an INCREDIBLE performer. That was heartbreaking. She felt all the appropriate emotions at all the right moments. The ways she puts on the mask and can see it is fake at times and then her hopefulness. The growing desperation. THIS time it is going to be different. you'll see! The way she visible tries to convince herself it is okay. the moment you can see her heart breaking when she realizes that they only value one part of her and don't really care about anything else. She was a child during all of it. The last part with the betrayal and her resignation that it is never gonna get better made me cry.

  • @199bobi
    @199bobi Před 3 dny +36

    I'm so glad you reacted to Samantha Pauly's performance for this one. For most of the queens, I tend to prefer the west end cast - nothing wrong with the Broadway cast, I just prefer the English version - but Samantha is the one exception. Her performance is extremely powerful for this song.
    Also, glad to see you clearly understood the horrific nature of the song. I see so many reactors just nod along for most of it, since it is such a catchy tune, not really paying attention to the content, at least until K Howard breaks down near the end, and sometimes not even then. Whether due to your own lived experiences, possibly alongside the warnings you got beforehand. It was appreciated!

  • @jacobmorejead8122
    @jacobmorejead8122 Před 3 dny +30

    If you haven't been warned the way you are, you likely don't realize the implications of the song until the final verse. I was really taken in by the pop vibes my first listen and then it all hit me like a mac truck at the end. I think that's the intent. So the people laughing are probably first time listeners who haven't had time to think about the implications of the lyrics.

    • @elvwood
      @elvwood Před dnem

      Agreed - I tend not to pay much attention to lyrics on my first few listens, so I can understand that completely (probably the only reason I wasn't in the same boat was because my daughter explained what was going on beforehand). Incidentally this is the first time I've seen the footage, and good lord that's powerful. Virtual hugs to Mortius with this one.

  • @krystenreid8106
    @krystenreid8106 Před 3 dny +84

    Her story wasn't over when she lost her head, her story was over when it happened again. I used to think she was so dumb and awful. She was a child who was abused her whole life.

  • @ariaphoenix2760
    @ariaphoenix2760 Před 3 dny +30

    The thing that really captivates me about this performance is the lighting and how it mixes with the choreo of the other queens. They are draped in shadow almost the entire time and their faces are specifically obscured whenever they put their hands on Howard. It gives me two distinct impressions, 1. that the men in her life were never genuine with her and always hid their true intentions to get closer to her, and 2. that this was how those men saw Howard, a faceless nobody, pretty enough to be used for their pleasure and then discarded, because she meant nothing to them. She wasn’t a person in their eyes, she was barely more than a shadow.
    Also like the specific placement of their hands. At first it’s hands on the shoulders like a controlling parent keeping you in line, then there’s another on the waist from behind, unable to see who’s grabbing you but keeping you pressed against them, facing outwards like a prize to show off but unable to leave, and then they add the ones on the legs, keeping her from running away. All of them focus on hindering movement. They also remind me of puppet strings, which I find interesting as the only part of her without a “string” is her head. The rest of her body is being used against her will but her mind still remains, despite the slowly forming cracks.
    I’ve still got more analysis but I’ll post the rest on Tumblr.

  • @LilacRose-rp8vw
    @LilacRose-rp8vw Před 4 dny +55

    Mhm, yup, that title and thumbnail makes perfect sense…

  • @OcraStars
    @OcraStars Před 3 dny +13

    My favourite detail of this song is how in the last two choruses, you can hear sirens in the background. She’s starting to wake up to the danger but powerless to stop it because of the time she’s in. 😢

  • @jasp4193
    @jasp4193 Před 3 dny +35

    The way the live chat was planing a murder for king Henry with jobs and every thing: I was head scientist @wolfie was head troops @ poke moon was the commander and @ mari was the head of the spy’s

    • @Fruity_one
      @Fruity_one Před 2 dny +5

      Fun thing: i was just watching Mortius' reaction and, out of curiosity, opened the chat and was greeted with a flook of protective guards. My face was like: 😶

  • @jessk1683
    @jessk1683 Před 3 dny +8

    sam pauly is FANTASTIC in this song, the role as a whole really. most howards put some kind of emotion into the final chorus but you can see her vulnerability throughout the entire performance - you comment on the masking, for example.

  • @risperdude
    @risperdude Před 2 dny +16

    This was so heartbreaking. I was watching how much the first verse was hitting you, Mortius, knowing how much harder the song was going to be. Making such a harsh and wrecking song such a bop was diabolic. Somehow, however, it makes it even more impactful than a more traditional sad "see how I suffered" song. I'm sorry it was so hard for you. Just gotta say me too.

    • @risperdude
      @risperdude Před 2 dny

      Just had to join by the end. ❤

  • @DigiDestined13
    @DigiDestined13 Před 2 dny +3

    So there's a content creator on here called Howard Ho. He goes into an in depth analysis of "Greensleeves," "Don't Lose Ur Head," and "All You Wanna Do" and focuses on how the music is written. Might be good content for the Patreon.

  • @chainera7569
    @chainera7569 Před 3 dny +24

    Alright so i usually don’t comment on videos but i just *had* to for this one
    I loved your reaction to this song. I’ve searched up All You Wanna Do reactions before, but almost all of them were really lackluster and didn’t really dive into the horrible story between the “innocent” and upbeat lyrics. Of course I knew you were going to analyze well, so I’ve been looking forward to this video for a long time. And boy, did this not disappoint. I’ve watched the video to its entirety and I guess I just wanted to say thank you for putting thoughts into the song and figuring out the true message of what K.H. went through.
    Keep going strong, Mortius!

  • @dwream2882
    @dwream2882 Před 3 dny +22

    Why was this reaction more heartbreaking than the song😭😭
    PS: Mortius, you are loved❤️❤️ and this reaction was definitely one of my favorite “all you wanna do” reactions!!
    I hope everyone who has experience anything like this knows that they are loved and that it will eventually get better❤️❤️

  • @Okay_Is_Wonderful
    @Okay_Is_Wonderful Před 4 dny +28

    It almost feels mean to say I'm looking forward to this, given that I already kinda want to give your past self a hug. It's a LOT but so powerful

  • @wintersong1235
    @wintersong1235 Před 3 dny +11

    I've never actually seen the live performance of this either and wow. That hit hard. Like the song alone was still emotionally but that performance was insane

  • @AlexSilverCat
    @AlexSilverCat Před 3 dny +14

    I strongly recommend an animated version of this song- it also really underscores the violence and abuse that she suffered (Non/Disney - All You Wanna Do (Rated 15+) by 2009 JoRose). You nailed what I actually like best about this song- that they made a kicky, fun pop song about really uncomfortable, horrible topics (underage abuse, grooming, domestic violence, etc.) and didn't gloss over it at all. They combined those two things to really demonstrate the not-okay-ness of it all, to place it front and center so that all the excuses that people might use to themselves or to each other are shown to be inadequate.
    I know you've probably already recorded this song, but I'm really looking forward to you reacting to the finale. It's my second favorite song of the track list.

    • @pinkstarcup
      @pinkstarcup Před 3 dny

      The non/disney one haunted me for weeks I count watch disney for weeks after.

  • @timegrrrl
    @timegrrrl Před 3 dny +16

    im so glad u did the live rather than the animatic for the youtube release cause this is the best way to listen or process the song imo, i love aimee atkinson a lot and her vocals are insane but the studio ver doesnt do the pure emotion justice

  • @jasp4193
    @jasp4193 Před 3 dny +16

    I’m am so sorry that that happened to you Mortius

  • @antimatterexplodes4014
    @antimatterexplodes4014 Před 3 dny +11

    I was not expecting to cry at work today. I'm doing a training class, and I'm just bawling.
    Mortius, your obvious personal connection to the topic just broke me.
    This is, hands down, the best version of this song. The others are also great, but the actresses don't delve as deeply into the abuse aspect, they keep the song light and "fun". Good choice to react to this version.

  • @charmainedethierry4166
    @charmainedethierry4166 Před 3 dny +14

    And notice that henry doesnt "please" her...

    • @Costanza_B
      @Costanza_B Před 2 dny

      neither Harry nor Thomas, they both seize her :(

  • @inkyma175
    @inkyma175 Před 2 dny +3

    The audience at this show laughed at a lot of the slightly lighter moments. When I saw this show everyone was so stunned at this song they didn’t even clap at the end. The applause happened when she said the line after the lights came up.

  • @ariaphoenix2760
    @ariaphoenix2760 Před 3 dny +13

    So I had friends in a production of this musical and my dance teacher was the main choreographer. During some lessons we would act as placeholders so she could figure out the choreography. You forget sometimes how gross this song is because the music and dancing is so fun. Then you think about it and it hits you all at once how awful this really is. My teacher did a good job of subtly including the alluded-to actions in the choreo without being overly gross.
    Btw the production was incredible, a lot of inspo was taken from this performance, both choreo wise and vocally. One of the best singers I know played Howard and she did an excellent job! Also seeing the choreo you were doing a week ago on stage with the lights and sets and costumes, it’s almost a religious experience

  • @human-tk2fo
    @human-tk2fo Před 2 dny +3

    Some people laugh when they're uncomfortable or nervous, or even sad, comedy is a coping mechanism

  • @skya3948
    @skya3948 Před 3 dny +4

    I'm so sorry you relate to this song at all (and everyone else included as well). Just wanted to add this here to say you're not alone and sending every positive thing your way.

  • @Licoryce14
    @Licoryce14 Před 2 dny +4

    One of the things that I love about the choreography throughout the choruses is that in the beginning when she is young she is "going along with it" and seems happy to be doing it. Then it gets to the king and she is like a zombie going though the motions. Then when we get to Thomas she is flinching away from being touched by the other girls. Such great story telling about her state of mind. I love this song and K Howard has always been the winner of the competition for me.

  • @FernwoodGirl
    @FernwoodGirl Před 3 dny +16

    Sending you love and hugs Mortius. I’m a fairly new subscriber but you gave us your heart and soul today. Thank you, you incredible human.

  • @Hero_DZN
    @Hero_DZN Před 2 dny +2

    thank you for your words at the end mortius, i didnt realise i needed to hear it until i did.
    Its tough, even after you think everythings dealt with, theres forever a piece of you that gets lost with time, but even then its just important to remember that we are and always will be more than the things that happened to us. Much love mortius, youre a really kind and strong soul

  • @whynotlife1152
    @whynotlife1152 Před 2 dny +3

    Playtimes over not only referencing her still being a child but also her losing her innocence hurts

  • @emilygosnell1221
    @emilygosnell1221 Před 3 dny +18

    his was the first song I heard from this musical and I heard it with no context. Imagine my reaction to the first verse where she was 13.

    • @grapeicies
      @grapeicies Před 3 dny +7

      This was also my first song from Six. I wasn’t paying attention to the lyrics bc it was an autoplay recommendation and I had music in the background. Because I wasn’t really paying attention to the lyrics (and have auditory processing issues), I was about to click away because I found the singer’s attitude obnoxious but then I realized it was a song about Katherine Howard when Henry’s verse came on. And immediately, I understood and was horrified. It’s a song about a girl who doesn’t realize how much she’s being hurt until she grows up and looks back at the pattern. Knowing Katherine’s story, I don’t think anyone can really argue against her having it the worst of all of them.
      It’s an incredible song.

  • @shay-la-vie
    @shay-la-vie Před 2 dny +4

    This is my favourite reaction to this performance by far. It feels like many reactors take it pretty lightly until the last chorus and you gave it all the analysis and sincerity it deserves (while also acknowledging how the music slaps)
    You seem like a really great person, Mortius, I hope you're doing well
    Take it easy!

  • @serenity_ren_bliss3566
    @serenity_ren_bliss3566 Před 2 dny +5

    14:57 just throwing out here that while it is absolutely not ok to laugh at someone going through something to is traumatic, some of that could just be people like me who laugh on reflex when something gets really intense, dark, or embarrassing without realizing till after. (There’s also a chance it’s someone who went through something similar and sometimes makes jokes about it as a coping mechanism. That is a common trauma response.)

  • @surwitch
    @surwitch Před 3 dny +7

    as a not-fluent in english i have a chance to listen to this song only like a "bop" song. and then i go to the performance video and without knowing any lyric in it i get it. it feels like freeze in time it feels like shudder through my bones. it was horrific. then i obviously check a lyric and translation, but you know? i already knew it all.
    really want to say thank you for how open you about emotions that you feel through the whole timeline of the video. it was hard and rough for you and i think not only me but many people here grateful for this. you are a really emotionally open and passionate person, Mortius. and its a honor to see true emotion of a human and not just analyst of a song.
    please, remember, that you never alone. and i hope that people around you in real life trying to make this fight with your own past more easy. wish you only the well and the safest.

    • @mariannachierici2944
      @mariannachierici2944 Před 2 dny +1

      Yeah, same happened to me. I listened this song on a musical playlist, "hey this is a bop, let's check the live version!" and...Sam Pauly just wrecked me with her superb interpretation. I can't imagine adding resonance to personal trauma to it.
      Thank you, Mortius, for enduring this and for showing us how art can be so powerful in connecting humans and building empathy. Lots of love to you.

  • @poo8220
    @poo8220 Před 3 dny +8

    This song always makes me cry and have goosebumps because of how sad and well acted and sang is by Samantha Pauly, I love how she performs in that song

  • @oceanowl39725
    @oceanowl39725 Před 3 dny +7

    If you are going to rewatch it look how the hands are placed that touch her, how they are touching her and how the facial expressions of the ones touching her, while looking at her slowly . It is very subtle but it changes (except how they look at her) and i personally think that gives the song, her facial expressions and her reactions to the touching an additional layer.
    The first time, it's 'just' the shulders and subtle, the second they go over the shoulders to her arm, slowly entrapping her, the third time, they are more forceful on her shoulders over her arm going to her hands, before she shrugs them off, the fourth time a third hand comes on her hip, the others near her neck, showing her entrapment in the circle more and more, her desperation and the contact if she wants to or not. The fifth time briefly on her shoulders, while she says there is nothing more to it, symbolizing that there is for him and then the sixth time all of them are touching her, she is caught. And how they slide up and come back again, after she pushed them off, taking every last hope from her, even after she breaks and they still take and take and touch her.
    I also think the different approach of the hands show the different type of men she described, but i could also be interpreting to much into it.

  • @bluecretan7441
    @bluecretan7441 Před 3 dny +5

    14:57 my geuss is that the laughter is a combination of laughter at the delivery amd laughter from suprise/discomfort, since a lot of peoples reaction to suprisingly uncomfortable or dark subjects is laughter
    Edit: also, It would be really cool to see you react to Come From Away. It’s a more serious show (it's based on real stories from recent american history), but it has a lot of amazing moments musically

  • @driananium
    @driananium Před 2 dny +7

    I think the laughter in the audience is caused by people who have had a sudden tonal shift. Their bodies releasing an awkward laugh as the beat and lyrics don't match up.

  • @braidij7598
    @braidij7598 Před dnem +1

    One thing that i always interpreted from the choreo: everytime the other queens lay a hand on her, one of them grabs the arm holding her mic, and sometimes seems to pull on it as if trying to silence her

  • @JaneD0e_LuckyNxmbr7
    @JaneD0e_LuckyNxmbr7 Před 3 dny +7

    I think this is, the first reaction video I’ve actually cried watching. I’m so sorry Mortius 🫂

  • @jakebrooks3124
    @jakebrooks3124 Před 2 dny +1

    The way that through out all the song its a kiss noise followed by amost a satisfied sound but at the end its the kiss followed by a true painful cry is one of the things that really hits me.

  • @connorpeters9764
    @connorpeters9764 Před 3 dny +8

    I have seen performances of this that don't end in applause and have heard stories of how the women who play Howard dont mind if the song ends in silence its a shocking end of a song and sometimes the silent thought is better than applause

  • @karentorresalfaro3371
    @karentorresalfaro3371 Před 2 dny +3

    This is even worse when you remember that Katherine was 15 years old when this happened, she was less than 20 when she was beheaded if I remember correctly.
    So ... all that happened to a child and she had a terrible fame as a seductores who SOMEHOW WAS THE REASON WHY THE KING WAS NOT PERFORMING CORRECTLY AS A KING and she was ejecuten because of it.

  • @EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE3EEEEEEEEEE

    I think twice previously i asked for you to react to the live version instead of an animatic and thats because yuo dont see her pure anguish, her emotion, the acting take center stage while she forgets about placing the proper notes in the studio recorded versions the animatics use.
    i dont know if it was my comment in particular that made you watch the live first or if others recommended it, but i feel bad that it reminded you of something in your past, and it was never my intention to dig up those hurtful memories. Thank you for reacting to this, make sure your taking care of your mental health!
    Love your stuff!

  • @reneehunt5590
    @reneehunt5590 Před 3 dny +9

    I'm sorry you had a rough time reacting to this Mortuis. I wish I could give you a fluffy blanket, some fresh baked cookies, and tell you its gonna be okay. You're the best and we all love you.

  • @inkyma175
    @inkyma175 Před 2 dny +1

    One thing you missed a little bit with the chorus changes is that she went from saying “please me squeeze me” to “seize me squeeze me” that one always hit me hard

  • @GleamDrawz
    @GleamDrawz Před 3 dny +2

    Hey, not even finished with the video yet but thank you. One of the points you made helped me finally block a guy on discord that was kinda iffy (not obviously but you know, some things he said although masked really well made me uncomfy and stood out)
    Don't know if it would've been dangerous but just in case it would've been, *thank you*.

  • @CorvidQueen319
    @CorvidQueen319 Před 3 dny +4

    What's even more sad is that Thomas Culpepper was rumored to be a serial grape-ist, so when he and Katherine were 'involved', it's more likely that he ass@ulted her and she was blamed for it. The day before she was put in her cell, she ran through the halls of the palace screaming and crying her innocence; and then the night before she was beheaded, she practiced putting her head onto a makeshift chopping block.
    Even worse, Henry hired an axeman to behead her, and the axe was dull while the headsman wasn't quite as experienced. The first swing hit her in the back, and then after that, it took countless swings for her head to actually get fully chopped off.

  • @ninimeggie4771
    @ninimeggie4771 Před 3 dny +4

    I absolutely jam to this song when it comes on a Playlist, but I have never watched the live recording without crying. And in person seeing it, most of the crowd was in or near tears despite knowing it was coming.

  • @Dasabygrl-xw7pu
    @Dasabygrl-xw7pu Před 2 dny +2

    Guys somebody give this man a hug😶 dudes obviously been through something😖

  • @awaywiththe27
    @awaywiththe27 Před 3 dny +4

    I’m really glad you reacted to this actress, and the live version. When I saw Six live, I felt vaguely ill for the first half of this song and cried through the last chorus, which I couldn’t explain to my family I was there with at all. It’s possibly my favorite song of the show. Watching the hands all over her like that felt so much like I do on my worst days and it breaks my heart every time. I’ve seen almost no one react to this iteration of this song, and while I have no issue with the west end/soundtrack version I feel like Samantha Pauly brings something different and far more familiar to me personally. I really appreciate you sharing this with us, I appreciated seeing someone else have the same visceral reaction I did, and I’m sorry that you’ve had the experiences to be able to do so.

  • @jxy_cee
    @jxy_cee Před 4 dny +20

    yep… this title makes sense. good luck on this song, ur gonna need it (as a victim of SA, this song *really* hits) also something random i noticed (spoilers for parrs story) her “love” suspiciously shares a name with the last man that took advantage of howard. veryyyy interesting how right after a man named thomas takes advantage of howard (the queen RIGHT BEFORE PARR) we hear about a man being in love with parr. idk if this is actually something but it was something cool i found

    • @user-yh6kx6rr8z
      @user-yh6kx6rr8z Před 4 dny +8

      Those are not the same men. Howard’s Thomas was Thomas Culpepper I believe, and Parr’s was actually related to Jane Seymour.

    • @amie_maria
      @amie_maria Před 4 dny +4

      @@user-yh6kx6rr8z Howards thomas was thomas culpepper

    • @jxy_cee
      @jxy_cee Před 4 dny +2

      @@user-yh6kx6rr8zohhh ok thanks for letting me know i wasn’t aware lol

    • @user-yh6kx6rr8z
      @user-yh6kx6rr8z Před 4 dny

      @@amie_maria Oh you’re right. I had forgotten the last name 😅

    • @user-yh6kx6rr8z
      @user-yh6kx6rr8z Před 4 dny

      @@jxy_cee No problem

  • @allisonbergh4429
    @allisonbergh4429 Před 3 dny +3

    It’s the best song in the show for all the reasons it’s challenging. Far too many people understand exactly what the song is about. It’s a masterfully well-written song, both as a piece of storytelling and as an absolute bop. The choreo is genius, and all the performances are perfect. And it resonates with too many of us.
    Incredible song, incredible performance. And well done confronting it like this 🥰

  • @mayathew7607
    @mayathew7607 Před 3 dny +8

    When she sings 'you say' is a crescendo

  • @zephyr_winds5718
    @zephyr_winds5718 Před 2 dny +2

    I remember watching an analysis of this song a couple months ago, and the person who did it specifically made a note of the like… kissing sound..? That thing, that she does at the start and then at the end of each chorus. In the studio version, the sound never changes, but in this one, the very last version of that sound isn’t really a kiss noise, it’s a gasping sound. And I remember very distinctly that guy saying the way it’s probably supposed to be interpreted is that last one in this song is her last breath. Like god the way they end some of these songs, the irony of Cathrine of Aragon saying “There’s no way” and then presumably either leaving or being forced to leave (I’m not really sure which it was), Anne Boleyn’s ending with the spotlight being just her head (I assume implying that it’s her severed head, which that’s in the live version and not the animatics, it’s pretty neat), and the way the ending sound is sort of intended (I THINK) to be her last breath is just… I don’t even know English has failed me. And it’s even more depressing to me that KH got married to Henry at 17. I’m as old as she was when she got married. That’s so weird to me.
    Sorry for the rambling, I didn’t know what else to do