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  • čas přidán 30. 03. 2024
  • For a more comprehensive overview of Billi’s health, check out the Medical Playlist.
    FAQs:
    1. What about Feline AIM (apoptosis inhibitor of macrophage)/the research out of University of Tokyo/check out Claire LuvCat?
    This is a great question, and there’s a short answer and a long answer. The short answer is this is VERY new research, we don’t understand the full impact yet, it’s not available in the United States.
    The longer answer (not as in depth as the long answer) is the current publications on feline AIM are focused on ACUTE kidney injury, and while results are promising in regards to protecting kidney function, it’s a far cry from extrapolating to this being a cure all for chronic kidney disease in cats (especially polycystic kidney disease which is congenital). I’m excited to see where the research goes, but the reality is research takes time.
    2. Is Billi on [insert medication here]?
    One good thing about being my cat’s vet is that I can adjust her medications as needed! It’s handy during the end stages when she can have good and bad days. Rest assured between myself, Squirrel friend (also a vet), and Billi’s internist we have Billi’s medication down! Not all cats need the same cocktail, so what Billi is on may not be the same as another cat with CKD.
    3. How long does she have left?
    I don’t know! Progression of renal failure is individual, and based on so many factors. Based on the most recent retrospective analysis the majority of cats in stage 4 did not live beyond ~100 days. Most does not mean all though, and some cats had less or more time depending on their individual factors. I’m focused on quality of life over extension of life, so as long as Billi feels ok we’ll keep going 💜
    4. We haven’t seen any updates! Is she ok?
    In general, no news is probably good news. Or at the very least static news! I’m focused on Billi over content creation right now, so it doesn’t necessarily mean she isn’t doing well if I don’t post for a bit.
    Again, thank you all for the overwhelming show of love and support. It means more than words can adequately express!
    If anyone is interested in learning more about IRIS staging, check it out here: www.iris-kidney.com/education/...



    Billi is a female domestic shorthair, she's 15 years old, her favorite word is mad.
    Inspiration for learning to “speak” with buttons from Hunger4Words (check her out on IG).
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    LinkTree for:
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    Want to learn more about the research study Billi and many other animals are in? Check it out here:
    www.theycantalk.org/research
    www.billispeaks.com/research
    A Billi dictionary 📖
    🔹Fan toy: a homemade toy with sewing elastic tied to a stuffed bunny or mouse
    🔹Food water: a small amount of warm water over a handful of kibble
    🔹Watermelon: a food puzzle that looks like a watermelon
    🔹Catnip water: what Billi named my coffee

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  • @phillipsiviter2024
    @phillipsiviter2024 Před 2 měsíci +2421

    As a human with end stage CKD I can really feel what Billi is going through on a day to day basis. Kudos to her for carrying on - all too easy for a cat to shut down when things start to go wrong.

  • @evilcrow2464
    @evilcrow2464 Před 2 měsíci +698

    Never thought I’d be tearing up over a stranger’s cat, but here I am. I’m glad that she’s spending her last days happy, though

    • @techwizardjr585
      @techwizardjr585 Před 2 měsíci +35

      Same here! I think it reminds me of the passing of my own pets, and how the cat I have now will pass too. We must enjoy them while we have them, because they aren't here forever!

    • @shitalya1
      @shitalya1 Před 2 měsíci +12

      ​​​@@techwizardjr585 💯 I'm so scared of my cats lifes are going to an end. one of them has dementia and will probably go first.
      I mean, those are not my first cats but even thinking about the pain I've been through makes me cry. of course it's getting better over the years but to be honest I never got over it completely. (I'm 41 years old btw)

    • @Kawaiitwo
      @Kawaiitwo Před 2 měsíci +7

      @@shitalya1I feel you. I’ve lost a cat before, and I’m scared of the day when I’ll lose my current beloved babies, especially my black cat Licorice. I’ve had him for about 11 years, and I can’t imagine life without him. Hearing about the passing of internet cats (Lil’ BUB, Grumpy Cat, Cole, and Jellie, for example) just reminds me that no pet lasts forever, but we have to be strong - for the cats that the internet (and their loving humans, obviously) has lost, the cats that we’ve lost, and the cats that are not lost yet. 💚🐾

    • @ItCanChangeYouToo
      @ItCanChangeYouToo Před 2 měsíci +2

      @@shitalya1 I'm 42. You are a cat parent. All my fur babies are in heaven. I recommend getting ash boxes back. Helped to ease the blow for me.

    • @goldensloth7
      @goldensloth7 Před 2 měsíci +1

      same *sob*

  • @Luckyforus686
    @Luckyforus686 Před 2 měsíci +354

    Billi laying in the sun, chatting at birds, surrounded by the endless love of her family. Billi seems to be at peace ❤

    • @leegordon5223
      @leegordon5223 Před 2 měsíci +9

      So cute to hear her chatter at the birbs. She is one special girl.❤

  • @benjie128
    @benjie128 Před 2 měsíci +516

    While there are many channels of animals communicating with buttons, there is only one Billi. Each moment is so precious.

  • @K_B_H_
    @K_B_H_ Před 2 měsíci +1290

    If I was Billi I can't think of anything better than hanging out in the safety of my porch, letting the sun warm my bones, breathing in the smells of the outdoors, and the excitement of birds and rustling leaves, and wind. ❤

  • @Morgan313
    @Morgan313 Před 2 měsíci +1124

    I want to thank you for putting the @BilliSpeaks channel up as it helped me get through some of the most difficult times of my life. There were weeks when the only thing that made me smile was a new Billi video that had landed in my feed. My only request is that you leave the channel up permanently so we can all remember and appreciate Billi. 😢

    • @kenyonbissett3512
      @kenyonbissett3512 Před 2 měsíci +18

      Do you know how old Billi is?

    • @imme4789
      @imme4789 Před 2 měsíci

      15 ​@@kenyonbissett3512

    • @tyrantduck
      @tyrantduck Před 2 měsíci +37

      @@kenyonbissett3512 15 I think, thereabouts

    • @We_Are_All_Vultures
      @We_Are_All_Vultures Před 2 měsíci +12

      Same story for me too

    • @angelachouinard4581
      @angelachouinard4581 Před 2 měsíci +20

      Yes it would be nice if they left it up. New people find channels all the time and hopefully more people could benefit. A lot of us are having tough times these days.

  • @kaedetakami8434
    @kaedetakami8434 Před 2 měsíci +195

    The shock of the news about Billi's end-stage CKD diagnosis hit me hard. My heart broke, and I can only imagine the agony you are living with every waking moment. Please know that you are not alone. I am crying with you, and my heart goes out to you, your family, and Billi. I hope that knowing how much you all mean to so many people around the world brings you some comfort in this excruciating time.

  • @abbyb6958
    @abbyb6958 Před 2 měsíci +161

    Didn’t expect to be bawling my eyes out at 2 am over a cat I’ve never met but here I am

    • @mcrespo357
      @mcrespo357 Před 2 měsíci +2

      Me too, I’m in shock.

    • @ScoutGrey
      @ScoutGrey Před měsícem

      you are full of love...bless your heart

  • @taymosa
    @taymosa Před 2 měsíci +610

    I am so utterly brokenhearted over Billy's health decline. I know you give her the best care, lots of time, love and attention. I love how she goes outside and enjoys the sun and the birds and how she talks to them. ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @sabinekoch3448
      @sabinekoch3448 Před 2 měsíci +21

      As always, Kendra, the wonderful relationship you have with such a wonderful cat is heart warming. I think if you all daily and remember the journey I took with my girl, who had similar issues and was a Billi look-alike. Sending you all much ❤️🐈‍⬛❤

    • @4103MAC
      @4103MAC Před 2 měsíci +5

      Big hugs to you.....

  • @cayenigma
    @cayenigma Před 2 měsíci +1208

    I am crying knowing Billi is on her way... *hugs* Kendra, be with her while you can.

    • @wanyatelborn
      @wanyatelborn Před 2 měsíci +35

      Same ❤😢

    • @YouTubeSupportSucks
      @YouTubeSupportSucks Před 2 měsíci +88

      The day she posts that Billi passed, I will sob

    • @VelouriaDS
      @VelouriaDS Před 2 měsíci +53

      I'm already crying too

    • @dawnturner7010
      @dawnturner7010 Před 2 měsíci +50

      Me too. Amazing how someone you've never met can break your heart this way.

    • @czechmate6916
      @czechmate6916 Před 2 měsíci +24

      Same here. No animal or human should ever have to go through something like this. 😪💔

  • @Hannah-hx5sp
    @Hannah-hx5sp Před 2 měsíci +71

    Have been through the palliative stages with a couple of my cats, its really not easy. At the same time you take strength from being able to make their last days, months, years comfortable. My heart goes out to Billi's mom and all immediate family.

  • @lisae1058
    @lisae1058 Před 2 měsíci +140

    Life is so unfair. God bless her little soul. She's brought so much joy to hundreds of thousands of people. She's so precious.

  • @FenrirAldebrand
    @FenrirAldebrand Před 2 měsíci +488

    Awe. Poor baby. ❤ She was so lucky she ended up with a mom like you to help care for her.
    Don't worry at all about engaging with us! Billi's the one who needs you the most right now.

    • @johannageisel5390
      @johannageisel5390 Před 2 měsíci +43

      Billi actually chose Kendra herself. And she made the right choice.

    • @kristinazubic9669
      @kristinazubic9669 Před 2 měsíci +11

      @@johannageisel5390 oh I don’t know that story!

    • @johannageisel5390
      @johannageisel5390 Před 2 měsíci +31

      @@kristinazubic9669 If I remember correctly, Kendra told it in an interview she gave to MeloCat (channel here on youtube). But I don't know which of the two interviews it was. Presumably the first one.
      Billi came to her as a kitten on the streets.

  • @rb5078
    @rb5078 Před 2 měsíci +305

    It doesn’t get said enough, Billi is a beautiful cat. Beauty, brains, and personality. She’s the whole package. ☺️

    • @martinbird12
      @martinbird12 Před 2 měsíci +11

      Absolutely agree. Playful, snuggly, and yet so deliberate and thoughtful in her button selection, and the way she watches for the reaction ... omg what a cat. I love her.

    • @sophiabright8371
      @sophiabright8371 Před 2 měsíci +3

      Billi's catitude is simply galactic and her beauty is, indeed, of the highest and most delicate order. I love her eyes, her facial expressions, and the elegance of her walk (especially when she is whacked out on catnip! :V ).

  • @elizabethkelley683
    @elizabethkelley683 Před 2 měsíci +40

    Billi looks happy and comfortable in spite of her medical issues. Thank you for sharing the journey and for giving Billi such great care.

  • @IrisGlowingBlue
    @IrisGlowingBlue Před 2 měsíci +28

    Caring for a cat through their palliative stages is really hard. She's had a wonderful home with you, thank you for sharing her antics with us
    💜💜💜💜💜

  • @TheWendybird123
    @TheWendybird123 Před 2 měsíci +484

    So glad you are giving Billi plenty of outdoor time. When my kitty was declining fast due to renal failure, she wanted to go out a lot, and we both treasured the time together, enjoying sun, fresh air, and of course watching birdies. My kitty was so thankful, she climbed into my lap as we sat on the ground enjoying the grass and nature. I will treasure that memory!

    • @jan091968
      @jan091968 Před 2 měsíci +8

      Ahh don”t worry some cats have the ups n down n not eating his favorite food n just lyes around like they r sick n then all of a sudden they start eating like a racehorse n running n jump in on the couch. My cat is a senior cat 19 yrs old n sometimes I feel like I need to take him to the Vet but then he acts normally.. lol.. But we loved him so much that he is spoil rotten.

    • @peachygal4153
      @peachygal4153 Před 2 měsíci +22

      @@jan091968 You DO get their cat passed from kidney failure? Right? I get it because we lost our cat to it too. He was not yet 14. I still miss him and over 10 years ago.

    • @eileenreed5642
      @eileenreed5642 Před 2 měsíci +5

      Good bless her❤

    • @a.w.thompson4001
      @a.w.thompson4001 Před 2 měsíci +13

      We had a similar experience when one of our cats had multiple forms of cancer. The front porch and walkway inside our fence and lovely weather gave her so much joy, for which I was so very grateful.

  • @merrydaye4763
    @merrydaye4763 Před 2 měsíci +380

    Been so many years of watching, realize I love a cat I've never met. I thank your family for the joy, fascination and learning 💕 I love you Billi❣️

  • @eric1355
    @eric1355 Před 2 měsíci +15

    I am so heartbroken that Billi suffers from CKD. Ive watched your videos and marveled at her intelligence. I have lost 2 elderly cats to renal failure, and my heart just aches reliving that in my mind as I watched Billi wobble about. My thoughts are with all of you. Billi brings me such joy, i frequently watch her videos after a hard night of work. Even after a night working with sick human patients, watching Billi this morning learning about her CKD has brought on some serious tears...

  • @user-pz5bm6qc7n
    @user-pz5bm6qc7n Před 2 měsíci +18

    I lost my sweet boy to kidney disease last year. It was horrific. Im noy sure if i can watch billie go through the same thing. But i send lots of love. billie was there for me when i had many bad days- i will always love her and i hope her passing is the least painful as possible. i know her wonderful owner will make sure she goes easy. goodbye billie and owner i love you

    • @graciep.6984
      @graciep.6984 Před 2 měsíci +8

      I completely understand. I lost my darling boy to kidney disease many years ago now and I still think about it. When it comes to Billi, I hope you can find comfort and reassurance in the fact that Kendra is a vet, so Billi has in-home care from someone who loves her dearly. She will have the best treatment up to her very last day, every moment not just monitored but cherished. She will never go through what my boy did, what yours did.

  • @medicaoctavia8002
    @medicaoctavia8002 Před 2 měsíci +443

    I am so sorry for this. Billi knows she’s loved and is so lucky to have you.

  • @lilytemmer3674
    @lilytemmer3674 Před 2 měsíci +368

    Kendra and Billi have taught us all so much about our fur kids’ cognitive abilities. All the best xxx

  • @barbaradagg6283
    @barbaradagg6283 Před 2 měsíci +25

    Thank you so much, Kendra, for this comprehensive update on Billi. It’s a relief to see her again, and to know that she’s still enjoying life to the extent that she currently can. It can’t be easy to coordinate it with your working hours, but you’re still giving Billi the best life a cat can have, and I’m certain that’s what keeps her motivated. Love the low stool, the spring toy and the outdoor space for asserting her authority over passing birds! That’s one happy cat, and of course that’s what matters most.

  • @Jurarigo
    @Jurarigo Před 2 měsíci +9

    I... I can't. The very first cat I lived with died just days ago, and even if in the last few months I rarely stopped by to watch Billy, losing her too is...
    I hope you have a wonderful and happy time with her for as long as possible.

  • @privatehand
    @privatehand Před 2 měsíci +131

    This kitty has lived a great life and will be fondly remembered by many. Thanks for sharing her with us.

  • @maryalbanesi3435
    @maryalbanesi3435 Před 2 měsíci +490

    I'm dealing with this now with my 14 year-old cat. She was eating & acting normal a few days ago, then was lying around not eating for the past few days. Today, she's eating again, running & climbing everywhere. While I'm thrilled to see this, my nerves are on edge.

    • @PrimeObserver-1
      @PrimeObserver-1 Před 2 měsíci +39

      My 14yo male does very similar, leaving me in a chronic state of worry.

    • @DMAC1301
      @DMAC1301 Před 2 měsíci +52

      So sorry. My vet said some live with this as if nothing. My Jade got sick fast and went even faster. She knew we were trying.she had good days but not many. We knew when it was time. My heart goes out to you guys.

    • @tgardenchicken1780
      @tgardenchicken1780 Před 2 měsíci +13

      Hugs

    • @mycreativeheart4159
      @mycreativeheart4159 Před 2 měsíci +27

      Sending love and hugs. ❤ I'm going through stage 3 kd with my 10yo cat. We are 4 months in at this point. She's holding her own and is back to her old playful self. She finally is tolerating subcutaneous fluids, but will not eat any kd food. My heart goes out to you. I agree with you.... it's overwhelming and very nerve wracking.

    • @mrychards6682
      @mrychards6682 Před 2 měsíci +18

      CKD? Yes, it all depends on the stage. My cat sibling had early CKD around 14 years old, but it did not become severe until ages 17-18. The fatal factor was both developing co-existing diseases of old age in cats--hyperthyroidism, heart failure, and cancer.

  • @CatSamurai99
    @CatSamurai99 Před 2 měsíci +7

    2 years ago I lost a cat that slept with her head on my arm every night. She was a Burmese and loved to be held. Her name was Zoey. She lived a long life and was loved and cared for. That is all that matters.

  • @artfullyal139
    @artfullyal139 Před 2 měsíci +14

    Many thanks for sharing your wonderful, smart, sweet kitty Billi with the world. I’m sad to hear that Billi is at this stage. She looks so happy outside, chatting with the birds. Olive (my own old lady 🐱) and I are sending warm thoughts your way.

  • @leanykakicsi6152
    @leanykakicsi6152 Před 2 měsíci +187

    It is so sweet to hear Billi chirping at the birds ❤

  • @trainerbeckyreid
    @trainerbeckyreid Před 2 měsíci +140

    Glad you are focused on Billi right now instead of content creation, but at the same time so grateful for this update video. Thank you and take care.

  • @carcar78
    @carcar78 Před 2 měsíci +25

    There are many of us “out here” who truly love Billi and her family and you all are in our thoughts, sending peaceful energy your way. ❤

  • @dkbridges4675
    @dkbridges4675 Před 2 měsíci +8

    I can't believe I'm so in love with a cat I've never met. Billi is so wonderful, and you have given her a fantastic life. Big hugz for you and Billi. 💕

  • @glubtier
    @glubtier Před 2 měsíci +129

    Long live her madjesty! Thank you for sharing her with us and taking such thoughtful care to make her twilight days as comfortable as possible.

  • @LilacLane777
    @LilacLane777 Před 2 měsíci +71

    I’m so sorry Billi is at the end of her life. There will never be another kitty like her. I’m glad to see that she is comfortable and still herself, just quieter. I’m happy that your getting as much Billi time as possible. Praying for Billi and her family during this difficult time 🙏 🙏 🙏

  • @elizabethwitt2621
    @elizabethwitt2621 Před 2 měsíci +6

    Oh, our Billi! How i wish i had a magic cure for her. She has taught everyone so much about everything a kitty feels and thinks. She is truly a gift to this world.
    Kendra, all things considered, she looks happy and content, slowing down peacefully enjoying all the simple but most important things.
    You're an amazing cat mom and you've given her the best life. Billi knows how loved she is.
    Praying for a miracle for our Billi.
    Thanks for keeping her virtual family updated.
    So much love sent your way. We love you. 🤗♥️🙏😻

  • @yeneneyenene
    @yeneneyenene Před 2 měsíci +6

    ❤ From France, you are giving Billie the best life she could have and that's what matters. Your videos convinced my family to adopt a cat long after the harsh loss of our exceptionally smart dog. Thank you for showing the world animals have feelings and thoughts.

  • @alisaforster28691
    @alisaforster28691 Před 2 měsíci +106

    Billy talking to the birds reminds me of an old grandma feeding birds in the park 😢. It breaks my heart to realize how old she is.

  • @christinemarsh4827
    @christinemarsh4827 Před 2 měsíci +86

    I am reading everyone's beautiful, compassionate and heart felt comments and can't stop crying.
    Billi is such a treasure and I feel such love for her. I am looking at her plush across from me right now so thankful for all the wonderful glimpses you have given us into her life. 💖

  • @thatlindgirlinutah5829
    @thatlindgirlinutah5829 Před 2 měsíci +4

    I completely understand how Billi's life has changed with CKD. In 1996 my eight year old cat was diagnosed with end stage kidney failure. She had only 20% of one kidney that was working and the other one had completely failed. We were told to take her home to give her time to say goodbye to our other cats and she would likely be gone within a week. Well, the vet didn't know our Cleo very well! She lived another TWO YEARS on 150 cc's of subQ fluids every night and a plethora of meds. Every night I would make her subQ time her special "spa and mom" time. I closed the bedroom door, warmed her fluid bag in a sink full of hot water and she would find a comfy spot on the bed for us to cuddle while she got dripped. I would brush, scritch, and massage her while her fluids slowly turned into a small bubble under her skin. The day I had to make the decision to let her go was heart wrenching. She was ready, but the rest of us weren't, even tho we knew she was getting tired of the meds and getting a 20 gauge needle jabbed under her skin every night.
    When I see videos of kitties like Billi who are going thru the same battle my heart breaks for them and their humans. It's not easy to deal with it and juggle all the different meds while also making sure she's kept comfortable.
    Give Billi some love from me and let her know I've told Cleo to meet Billi when she decides it's time for her to cross the Rainbow Bridge. 💔
    (((HUGS))) to you for all that you're going thru. I've been there and I know the struggles you have keeping her fed, hydrated, and medicated. ❤

  • @usuallyichargeasacrificiallamb
    @usuallyichargeasacrificiallamb Před 2 měsíci +4

    Billi, you taught me how to talk to my own cat and he is so much happier now that we can understand each other. You took on a tough job to teach the cat parents of the world how to speak your language! Enjoy the birds and sunbeams, you've more than earned it kiddo

  • @alwaysprepared
    @alwaysprepared Před 2 měsíci +214

    I'm glad Billi has you as her Mom! And I know she loves you! Keep us as informed as you are able. I care about Billi, you and Dad!

  • @jos81
    @jos81 Před 2 měsíci +56

    Losing Billi breaks my heart. She still looks so beautiful. Enjoy your moments in the sun.

  • @jslferrell
    @jslferrell Před 2 měsíci +3

    Having a loved one in palliative care is tough and an emotional roller coaster ride. Thank you for leaning into this with Billi and including us as much as you are able.
    We all have a bit of Billi in us because of your willingness to share her with us. Her impacts are priceless.

  • @AWearyExile
    @AWearyExile Před 2 měsíci +5

    In the couple years I've been casually watching this channel, I've really enjoyed seeing what a unique and intelligent cat Billi is. Sad that she's going through this.

  • @loribrack6251
    @loribrack6251 Před 2 měsíci +115

    My kitty was pawing at the worm on the screen while Billi was playing - first time she's paid attention. She and I are sending love.

  • @earlpettey
    @earlpettey Před 2 měsíci +288

    That spring toy at the end looks like a whole lot of fun.

    • @cate9540
      @cate9540 Před 2 měsíci +26

      My boys love those plastic spring toys. They bat them around the house like little feline soccer players.

    • @cpt-qc
      @cpt-qc Před 2 měsíci +42

      After all these years, I had no idea that's how those springs are meant to be used :O my cat refused to play with em but within 2 mins of this video he was chomping on it!

    • @pirlie
      @pirlie Před 2 měsíci +26

      @@cpt-qc Yay! Billi still doing her thing: Educating people and their cats on what is fun :)

    • @gjh9299
      @gjh9299 Před 2 měsíci +7

      they are

    • @itsjeninMass
      @itsjeninMass Před 2 měsíci +5

      They love them. I keep meaning to get some for my girl.

  • @yensia10
    @yensia10 Před 2 měsíci +4

    Get all the time with her you can. You've given Billi a great home. It's so good that you have each other.

  • @ScoutFinch44
    @ScoutFinch44 Před 2 měsíci +3

    I love you, Billi, Kendra and Dad ❤ When I heard Billi start to do the ekeks at the birbs, I gasped and started to cry. What a beautiful moment. Thank you for sharing Her MaDjesty with us, and know that you are in my prayers ❤

  • @Menoetia
    @Menoetia Před 2 měsíci +98

    My heart goes out to you as someone who went through the same thing not too long ago. An absence from uploading is more than understandable - it's a given, while you put all your focus on your baby's needs. She's lucky to have you. ❤

  • @stephenrostkoski837
    @stephenrostkoski837 Před 2 měsíci +38

    Spend all the time you need with Billi. She proves how intelligent and aware cats can be. I'll think of her every time I use my MAD button. Take care of yourself too.

  • @sherry52
    @sherry52 Před 2 měsíci +4

    Billi helped me deal with my dogs passing in May 2020. Thank you for sharing Billi's sass and love.

  • @Doctorgeo7
    @Doctorgeo7 Před 2 měsíci +3

    It's difficult to know that someone you love has limited time left. I hope you and Billi enjoy that time.

  • @captlanc
    @captlanc Před 2 měsíci +55

    Billi is such a special cat in how she takes things in her stride. Can't have the enjoyment of food, so more enjoyment of outside. Doesn't have the energy to play much, but she doesn't give up playing entirely. She is such a trooper. We hoomans have much to learn from her. Thank you for sharing her with us over here and on ig. I was so happy Billi got to see squirrel and get all her cuddles she wants.

    • @ShoulderMonster
      @ShoulderMonster Před 2 měsíci +1

      This is so right! She's facing it all head on, still doing the significant points of her routine. I'm getting emotional, I don't think I was ready for this but I'll try to be more like Billi through it all.

  • @taraa_ann
    @taraa_ann Před 2 měsíci +145

    Thank you for sharing these moments with us. Love that she’s still as feisty as ever about her birds! Lol. ❤

    • @ames522
      @ames522 Před 2 měsíci +15

      Yes, that was so cute!

  • @jerrypolverino6025
    @jerrypolverino6025 Před 2 měsíci +2

    I have cancer. My veterinarian just passed away from cancer. My heart goes out to Bill.

  • @elizabethmunroe3676
    @elizabethmunroe3676 Před 2 měsíci +1

    It's lovely to see Billi actively engaging in playing with you and her toys, and keeping the neighborhood birds under control. Thank you for updating us.

  • @W4DSolutions
    @W4DSolutions Před 2 měsíci +66

    I have no words, as I'm going through end-stage cancer with one of mine, but lots and lots of hugs for you, dad, and Billi. I totally love her outside time! We also do that whenever we can. Hang tough, Bili.

  • @ellendoyle1957
    @ellendoyle1957 Před 2 měsíci +75

    My former cat lived to be 19 1/2 years old before she passed. I had to put her to sleep when she quit eating since she always loved her food and I did not want to see her suffer. I had her since she was 8 weeks old. So hard. Enjoy your time with Billi and I hope when she passes she does it quickly. She is so smart and has given all of us such joy to watch.

    • @PaNic99
      @PaNic99 Před 2 měsíci +9

      I had to do the same with my 18 year old. Still breaks my heart and I miss her very much.
      Spend all the time with Billi you can, Kendra. Her "talking" back at the birds is so cute. ☺ Love and hugs to you both, and you too Ellen.❤❤

    • @neccosan
      @neccosan Před 2 měsíci +7

      As a new cat owner, do you have any tips for how to ensure my cat lives long, happy, and healthy as yours seemed to be? I'm sorry about your loss, it's never easy.

    • @PaNic99
      @PaNic99 Před 2 měsíci +9

      @@neccosan Lots of FRESH water. Not too many treats. I gave my baby way to many. I wouldn't do that now. Keep the vet checks regular, plus unlimited amounts of love and cuddles. ☺ I'm no expert, but that is my 2 cents worth.

    • @user-wh4pe7xu2d
      @user-wh4pe7xu2d Před 2 měsíci +6

      @@neccosan My 19-year-old, rescue, short-hair female was euthanized on March 22. She was in the fourth stage of CKD and also suffered from intestinal lymphoma. She was an "indoor" cat for her entire life--she didn't even want to go outside on our deck. I think that factor made a major contribution to her longevity.

    • @shadowsinmymind9
      @shadowsinmymind9 Před 2 měsíci +2

      ​@@neccosanwet food only. Dry food is what will cause kidney disease early.

  • @smileplease_91
    @smileplease_91 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Billi brought me and my husband so much happiness. We even quote, "Mad!" all the time. This breaks my heart so badly.
    She knows she's loved, and you've given her the best moments.

  • @bindywuertenberg6644
    @bindywuertenberg6644 Před 2 měsíci +2

    I am so so saddened to hear that Billi is at this stage of her life. It's never easy when a companion pet has brought us such joy and at times, more love and honest understanding then any human can. Watching Billi and her use of these buttons made me want to give this a try with my new Maine coon kitten. And just like Billi, he LOVES his plastic springs! My thoughts are with you and Billi during this time. Her humor and goodwill was such a joy to watch as she spoke her mind through the buttons. She has brought a lot of giggles and fun in her communication with you, to a lot of people out here! THANK YOU BILLI, and to you for sharing her accomplishments, YOUR accomplishments with the buttons as a way of communicating on a deeper level with our feline companions. It has been a real eye opener and hope for me in understanding my furbabies, and their needs and desires better. Bless you both.

  • @patrikhjorth3291
    @patrikhjorth3291 Před 2 měsíci +48

    All I can say is that I wish for Billi to feel as healthy as possible for as long as she can. Thank you for the update.

  • @bathingcatsonacloudyday
    @bathingcatsonacloudyday Před 2 měsíci +120

    I followed Billi and hou for years. You brought me so much joy and beautiful moments... But I have to be a coward and stop watching uour videos, because the thought that I would find any day now that Billi has crossed the bridge is too much to take.
    I've been with my two beloved cats until the end and I only have love and empathy for you in these moments, Kendra. Lots of love.

    • @AijalonFilms
      @AijalonFilms Před 2 měsíci +5

      Understandable, it's a lot got take in. It's hard to digest it all. The tears are pouring.

    • @ladypoetess
      @ladypoetess Před 2 měsíci +2

      It's not being a coward to take care of yourself and to know what your limits and tolerance are. 💚

    • @bathingcatsonacloudyday
      @bathingcatsonacloudyday Před 21 dnem

  • @HannaBenana
    @HannaBenana Před 2 měsíci +2

    Billis favorite toys were an inspiration for me when I got my cat two years ago. Her buttons and the way she processes how to use them influence how I communicate with my animals and it's been the most strong relationship with a cat (and dog) ive ever had. I hope you're comfortable Billi, you've helped people all over get to know their kitties better! What a wonderful ambassador!

  • @melissabassil8815
    @melissabassil8815 Před 2 měsíci +30

    Billi is lucky to have you as a mom. Best wishes to you and "Dad". Don't worry about us, just enjoy the rest of your time with Billi x

  • @rand5106
    @rand5106 Před 2 měsíci +48

    Billi is SUCH a lucky cat, to have had the life she's had with a person who cares for her like you do.

  • @babyboo729
    @babyboo729 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I just seen this and am devastated. I lost one of my cats last year and my 17 year old bubber os also old and sick. My heart is with you and Bills. Oh and by the way, you owe us exactly nothing. The only thing you can do for us true Billi fans is to continue loving her the way you always have been. ❤️🇮🇪

  • @coldandaloe
    @coldandaloe Před 2 měsíci +1

    The title of this video caught my attention. I lost 3 cats from the same liter when they were 17, 18, and 19. I still miss them , cats are precious. Enjoy life as you can.

  • @susanoppat3138
    @susanoppat3138 Před 2 měsíci +40

    Billi is part of my life and joy. Her sassiness, and desire for love and loving. Her willingness to learn. She is ALL the best things.

  • @Zillah82
    @Zillah82 Před 2 měsíci +39

    I'm so glad she's still fighting to stick around and enjoying the sun and birds. Love to Billi, you, and Billi's dad.

  • @billparker174
    @billparker174 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I want to do something with this grief and with the good energy that Billi (and Billi's mom and dad) has given us. The good that Billi has given us has made a community that should not die when Billi crosses over the Rainbow Bridge. I am also stunned that many of us also have stage 4 kidney disease and are going through the same process. It would be nice to be able to do something positive about this with the time we have left.
    Everyone has a different approach to this, of course, but for me, I am going to create a prayer app for people to pray for our animals when they are sick and leaving us, and for us when we experience the same. I believe our beloved pets wait for us on the other side and help us when it's our time to walk over the Rainbow Bridge, the same way we helped them. I believe we can continue to pray for them in heaven and help them and let them know we still love them, the same way we always have. Maybe there are buttons in heaven that will allow Billi and others to speak and give good things to all of us down here.
    Advances in technology have shown that cats grieve and cry with tears when their owners are away for long periods of time (infrared cameras in pet monitors cause tears around the eyes to glisten), which means they feel love, sadness, worry and grief. They make families and protect their young to the extent of altruistically sacrificing themselves when needed. Animals have also shown that they feel guilt, which means they know the difference between right and wrong. If they possess emotions, morality, and certain virtues, they must be eligible for heaven.
    Here on earth or in heaven, we can continue to be with our beloved pets. Love never dies.

  • @erinnash6182
    @erinnash6182 Před 2 měsíci +20

    I'm so heartbroken to hear this news. Poor baby. I'm a vet tech and understand what it's like to give palliative care. I've done it myself with my own kitty. It's never enough time with our babies. Ever.
    She is the bestest of kitties and when she tells the other kitties in heaven that her mom understood everything she said, they won't believe her! You're an amazing strenth to her and the reason she LOVES her life. We need to all strive to be as good a mom as Billi's mom! Thank you for being such an amazing human.

  • @Ana-xq3yr
    @Ana-xq3yr Před 2 měsíci +91

    Billi has a heart of gold. We can see how scared she looked in the last video 😢I hope she gets healthy and strong and stays with us longer. Biwwi has given us so much heart, love and joy ❤❤❤
    Edit: Billi loves sunshine. I hope Billi can enjoy outside as much as she’s able to 😢

  • @Maiasatara
    @Maiasatara Před 2 měsíci +1

    I saw the title for a few days in denial that BILLI was in palliative care. Her videos brightened many days for me. No matter how tough something was, watching Billie communicate her wants, needs and personality to her mom and dad was just always amazing. I'm so very sorry you'll lose her sooner than expected but your training, and videos are a gift you've left literally for the world and Billi will live there forever. Can't imagine the greeting she'll get on the rainbow bridge with all of us sending our babies when it's time. My heart goes out to all of you. 👼😿🥰💔

  • @denisefrickey5636
    @denisefrickey5636 Před 2 měsíci +1

    its so terribly difficult to watch a loved one fade. Billi has become a fixture in so many of our lives. Love and blessings to you and your little family.

  • @jacquelynne423
    @jacquelynne423 Před 2 měsíci +53

    We so love you Billi and know you are in the most loving and caring hands. Bless you all.

  • @atthepartycheers
    @atthepartycheers Před 2 měsíci +22

    Billi is the best girl and has shown the world how clever cats are. Thank you for showing us her journey from the very first button to now ❤️

  • @WobblesandBean
    @WobblesandBean Před 2 měsíci +1

    Oh, Billi... I'm glad you get to have the gift of saying goodbye, even though I know it's so hard for you. Thank you for giving her such a great life. I wish all cats could have a mama like you.

  • @RavenG77
    @RavenG77 Před 2 měsíci +1

    My husband and I lost our cat of 14 years in Feb from complications of diabetes. We are heartbroken over the lost same with my other cat Jazzy. Billi has helped a lot and I’m sending all my love to you and your family.

  • @TaraWilson1010
    @TaraWilson1010 Před 2 měsíci +31

    Kendra, Billi, and Dad, I'm 54 years old and Billi is one of the very few cats I've ever truly cared about. In my opinion, I think she's absolutely the prettiest one!!
    Thank you for sharing her life!! Don't remember what made me check out your channel, but she's really touched my heart. I know I'm a total stranger, but please know you are all thought about often.
    Sending so much love to you, the extended family/friends, and everybody reading this, from Baton Rouge, Louisiana!! 💙💙
    *Adding before someone comes at me - I don't hate cats, I'm not a monster, but I was traumatized as a child from a situation regarding a cat. My brother has two, and when I go over there they stop whatever little cat things they're doing and immediately run to me. Yes, I pet them.
    Let's just say that I prefer dogs, horses, and now Billi.
    🥰😹💙
    🐰 Happy Easter!! 💐

  • @Virtue1982
    @Virtue1982 Před 2 měsíci +33

    Thank you, Kendra for sharing Billie with us. I’ve been watching for years. Don’t be concerned with responding or posting; spending time with Billie is what’s important. ❤

  • @wrenmacneil7703
    @wrenmacneil7703 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I'm so happy to see that Billi still has the energy to play and talk with the birds! You're doing a great job of keeping her comfortable.

  • @nevermore4971
    @nevermore4971 Před 2 měsíci +1

    My greyhound passed almost a year ago from the same thing. She was diagnosed in May of 2022 and passed May 1st of 2023. She also used talking buttons and we had a lot of funny conversations. I have missed her terribly every single day. Sending you and Billie lots of love❤❤❤❤❤

  • @tracyfintelmann5165
    @tracyfintelmann5165 Před 2 měsíci +23

    Never underestimate the healing power of fresh air and sunshine.
    I fully support letting your cat eat what they want when they are that ill. Some food is far better than no food.
    I have been thinking of you. Enjoy your remaking time together.

  • @micpurple
    @micpurple Před 2 měsíci +23

    Oh bless her little heart! Not a day goes by that I don't think of this sweet girl! Thanks for the update on her health. Stay strong Kendra, Billi is in the best possible hands! Sending much Love, hugs & positive vibes to your little family.

  • @emilynatsios9032
    @emilynatsios9032 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I'm going to sound like an echo here of everyone else's comments, but I, too, love Billi and have marveled at her amazing personality and communication skills over the years. She inspires me to hopefully get buttons soon for my cats -- both very young (one is about 3, the other is 1 and a half). I had an old cat before them who was 19 when I had him put to sleep, and I gave him a similar number of medications his last few years to keep him comfortable. Your understanding of Billi's health, moods, and what she wants shows a deep compassion and I hope you're able to enjoy every single second you have left with her. Love you, Billi!

  • @twansmasc
    @twansmasc Před 2 měsíci +1

    trying not to cry over this cat that i’ve never had the fortune of meeting.. billi is such a treasure and my heart goes out to kendra and Dad for the heartache. i know how hard it is to knowingly be at the end stages of a cat’s life.. much love to all of you ❤

  • @AuskaDezjArdamaath
    @AuskaDezjArdamaath Před 2 měsíci +32

    I’ve lost 2 fur babies to kidney disease. Lily in 2018 at the age of 18 and Mr. Flea in 2023, just shy of 17. They both had very spoiled and happy lives and I miss them dearly. Now only Kahli the Destroyer remains. She’s very healthy and still young at 5 years old. She gets vet exams every 2 years until she turns 10. Then it will be every year to stay ahead of any illnesses she may develop with age. May Billi’s last weeks/ months be filled with love and joy.

  • @angelscreation1
    @angelscreation1 Před 2 měsíci +35

    Please know that my love is with you and Billi during this heartbreaking time. I recently lost my beloved Odin. The best gift, for both of you, is to cherish every single moment you have together. Memorize every inch of her. You are blessed to have had her in your life and you will always have so many videos to look back on. I’m crying just typing this. Sending you both so much love. 🐾💕

  • @PaladinHeart33
    @PaladinHeart33 Před 2 měsíci +2

    So sad to know that Billi is getting close to the Rainbow Bridge, but so happy that you share her with us and are taking such wonderful care of her. Billi is so special. Stay mad!

  • @jackiegagne2625
    @jackiegagne2625 Před 2 měsíci +1

    It is so important to create happy memories and provide comfort. My brother died of kidney failure almost 3 years ago. It isn't easy - but love (and even joy) and compassion have a way of coming through. Enjoy your times together. Power of the Paw to Billi and her family.

  • @ML-yn1zz
    @ML-yn1zz Před 2 měsíci +21

    I hope you get to spend as much time as possible with Billi, but we all know it’s never enough. There are a lot of hearts out here that beat for Billi and her family. Prayers and positive thoughts for you all.

  • @megan_sea3
    @megan_sea3 Před 2 měsíci +93

    Thank you for sharing an update with us! 💛 I have missed billi and will be so sad when this disease takes her. 😢 I loved seeing her on the patio chatting with the birds! 🥰 so sweet! We love you billi!

  • @galehylton284
    @galehylton284 Před 2 měsíci +1

    So sorry Billi has kidney disease. I have loved watching her on line. What a bright kitty. I lost kitty my first kitty as an adult to kidney disease but he lived fully until he passed. He was so cooperative with subcutaneous fluids. My condolences go out to you, Billi and all love her.

  • @Kim_BorRev
    @Kim_BorRev Před 2 měsíci +1

    This is the hard part of being graced with a beautiful pet, Billi is lucky to have someone like you to look after her. Enjoy your time together. ❤

  • @Catherinzsl
    @Catherinzsl Před 2 měsíci +62

    Thank you for this update. Billi is fortunate to have a vet-mom who's so responsive to her changing needs. Enjoy that cuddle time 💞

  • @sew_i_did5257
    @sew_i_did5257 Před 2 měsíci +10

    I just lost my 18 year old cat to kidney failure. There definitely comes a time when you have to be ready to make the call. That happened on January 24, 2024. I miss her every day, but for my family losing a pet had always meant that we now have room for someone else who needs a forever home.

  • @myrnahermann7000
    @myrnahermann7000 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Loving hugs and thoughts from Australia. This is the 1% horrible part of living with our furkids. When people say to me they'll never get another pet because it's so sad at the end, I remind them of the 99% good times and memories and please don't stop loving another.

  • @teutelquessir
    @teutelquessir Před 2 měsíci +1

    I have loved watching Billi for years now. I am so glad she is having the best quality of life she can possibly have with a family that loves her.

  • @OZLelila
    @OZLelila Před 2 měsíci +16

    It's so heartbreaking to watch a cat fade away. I've lost 3 cats in the last two years to CKD. Savor the time you have left with her and be glad you have so much of her on film.

  • @watchgoose
    @watchgoose Před 2 měsíci +17

    This is so hard. I've lost four friends/relatives in three weeks. Yesterday I heard about Lou Gossett, Carl Weathers, and Joe LIeberman passing. I''m not getting any younger either. But BIlli has been able to lift my heart many times. Spend all the time with her you can, every minute.