Only Piano - Loneliness

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  • čas přidán 16. 07. 2016
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    I wanted to make the saddest, loneliest sounding music piece I could think of, so this is what this is. Very minimalist piano piece, which probably isn’t great for focused listening but hopefully suitable for having in the background for anybody who goes through a hard time and needs some music that understands their feelings.
    All music composed and arranged on keyboard, by myself as always.
    © All audio material is copyrighted by Adrian von Ziegler.
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  • @AdrianvonZiegler
    @AdrianvonZiegler  Před 5 lety +8629

    Please, if you listen to this song because you think about suicide:
    Just so you know I'm talking from a place of experience, I was suicidal for many years. I have a wife now, and she has had multiple suicide attempts as well in the past. I lost one of my best friends to suicide when I was 19. I'm putting this info out here because I remember how I felt about people who tried to convince me to stay alive back when I was suicidal, and very often I thought "you can't possibly imagine how bad I feel".
    I know I can't convince you to do anything. I can only tell you what I think and feel: I care about you. I know you don't believe me, because I don't even know who you are. That doesn't matter to me. The strangest part about this world is that we're all strangers to someone else. But none of us are strangers. If you read this you know there is no other human on the planet with your mind, your feelings and your life story. And there never was, and there will never be one again. For me everyone is unique and valuable, I can honestly say that whoever you are, I care about you. I wish you to live and I wish for you to have happiness and meaning. Because I know that no matter who you are, if we would just sit down with a drink and talk, and we would be honest and 100% open, by the end of that talk we would not be strangers anymore. And that's how this world is. That's how we all are. We all walk around pretending everyone else is a stranger, but inside no one is, everyone matters and everyone is valuable. If you think about ending your life because of loneliness: please make contact with another person, anywhere, in any way. Humans are better than we often think, many of us will not shut the door in someone's face. And there are many who are in your situation and also wish for the loneliness to end. If you think about suicide because of guilt: There is nothing you can do to repay for what you did in death, the only way to do anything to repay is if you live and use your life to lessen the suffering you have caused. Death is the guarantee that nothing will ever get better again, things can only improve with life. If you think about ending your life because of an illness: Your suffering may be so great that I can't even imagine it. You have my utmost respect for every breath that you take in this world. I, a total stranger from probably the other end of the globe, care about your well-being. Any strength you can summon I deeply admire.
    There are many reasons why you might think of ending your life, and I sadly don't know what your reasons are. But I know that whatever the reason is, I personally know you have value to be alive, and I really don't even care if you who are reading this did something terrible in your life, you are still HUMAN. And as long as you're human I do not want you to die. Life only happens to us once, and death lasts an eternity. To even be born was a chance of billion upon trillions to one. Anything that had such a small chance of existing is precious for me to care about.
    Anyway... as I said, I can only say how I feel and what I think, I just hope I could show you that the world isn't as terrible as it can seem many times. There are people who care, yes even about someone they're never met in their life. Wherever you are, and whoever you are... I wish you in my deepest sincerity: to find meaning, happiness and healing from your suffering - in life, and not death.
    Adrian

    • @silv4248
      @silv4248 Před 5 lety +320

      Thank you Adrian. I'm listening to your music for many years, and today, in a moment of great suffering, you add this comment. 21 minutes ago. I feel like i'm having all the pain and sadness in the world. With no friends, no family. Into the loneliness and into the void. I'm dehydrated through my eyes. But still standing. Cause i know that life matters. This is the only thing that still keeps me alive. Cause while I exist - I can change things and make this world better. Maybe not for me, but for other people if only i will find strength... So if angels are real - you're mine. Adding this comment just in time i need it, while i basically listen to this particular song for hour or more...

    • @user-hj2nt2mq1w
      @user-hj2nt2mq1w Před 5 lety +106

      Its killing me

    • @cleoresemanes8852
      @cleoresemanes8852 Před 5 lety +155

      Adrian von Ziegler wow I'm not even suicidal I was just on a classical music bing but that was heart felt.

    • @Matt-uh6zp
      @Matt-uh6zp Před 5 lety +42

      No its not suidide I just miss my bff whos going to flordia

    • @randomkidwithnofriendslive
      @randomkidwithnofriendslive Před 5 lety +34

      I love you

  • @Unknown-mi8wd
    @Unknown-mi8wd Před 4 lety +6116

    "The mirror is my best friend,
    because when i cry it never laughs"
    - Charles Chaplin

  • @hajoj5905
    @hajoj5905 Před 5 lety +4030

    "Don't depend too much on anyone in this world, because even your own shadow leaves you when you are in darkness."
    - ibn Taymiyyah

    • @Mohammed_Al_Iraqi
      @Mohammed_Al_Iraqi Před 5 lety +29

      true

    • @nocakepeople6506
      @nocakepeople6506 Před 5 lety +23

      Who the hell is ibn Taymiyyah, how do you even pronounce that?

    • @devastabandz
      @devastabandz Před 5 lety +161

      @@nocakepeople6506 An influential Muslim? I bet you wouldn't have the same response if it was a western name.

    • @nocakepeople6506
      @nocakepeople6506 Před 5 lety +10

      @@devastabandz yeah cuz, oh sorry because I would have actually heard of them

    • @devastabandz
      @devastabandz Před 5 lety +112

      @@nocakepeople6506 Not in the sense that you would know but in the sense that you wouldn't have such an attitude towards someone with a different name. It's actually quite pathetic that you would even insult someone more influential then you would ever be.

  • @angarbatjargal573
    @angarbatjargal573 Před 3 lety +634

    Dead people receive way more flowers than living ones,
    Because regret is stronger than gratitude.

    • @vestr4655
      @vestr4655 Před 3 lety +18

      wow

    • @ender_slayer3
      @ender_slayer3 Před 2 lety +6

      And you also notice pain, especially the pain of loss, far more than you notice any act of kindness or love. That is when it turns into regret.

    • @adeloadelo4378
      @adeloadelo4378 Před 2 lety +2

      True.This quote is written by Anne Frank

    • @angelonearth7238
      @angelonearth7238 Před 2 lety +3

      Anne frank😢

    • @angelonearth7238
      @angelonearth7238 Před 2 lety +2

      Love you Anne❤❤

  • @chiefswiggum
    @chiefswiggum Před 3 lety +1175

    worst type of crying is at night when everyone is asleep and you're just like, "finally, nobody will judge me for a few hours."

    • @sakshiprakash7199
      @sakshiprakash7199 Před 2 lety +18

      At that time finally tears can came out (and the most saddest when we wanna cry but tears won't fall off)
      At night we can scream as hard as can with a mute voice and no one can hear
      Yes you're right no one gonna judge you (over the redness in your eye)
      Night the darkness......it can hide every type of emotion

    • @WRILLI4M
      @WRILLI4M Před 2 lety +6

      That's totally me. I simply can't cry in front of my wife. The only moment I'm able to burst into tears is when she's not around, either sleeping, at work or doing whatever else keeps her busy enough not to pay attention on what I'm doing.

    • @rdp_mizo
      @rdp_mizo Před 2 lety +2

      Me last night...no cap💔

    • @aroshadeshapriya5450
      @aroshadeshapriya5450 Před 2 lety +3

      Yes you are right friend😕😕😕

    • @salmalamdiguigue4250
      @salmalamdiguigue4250 Před 2 lety +2

      I wanna cry

  • @chelsealovell2409
    @chelsealovell2409 Před 4 lety +4122

    The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. And the most damaged people are the wisest. All because they do not want others to suffer the way they do.

  • @user-rd7cp5er2c
    @user-rd7cp5er2c Před 4 lety +617

    *"Tears are words the heart can't say"*

    • @zebd.1777
      @zebd.1777 Před 4 lety +9

      But what happens when the heart wishes to say so much, but there are no tears to let it out?

    • @Jennie-ck8jf
      @Jennie-ck8jf Před 4 lety +5

      @@zebd.1777 I'm crying but I'm trying to not crying cause I don't wanna let my parents know that I'm crying
      I don't wanna make them feel sad for me.

    • @zebd.1777
      @zebd.1777 Před 4 lety +3

      ELAF_ ARMY I understand how you feel, unable to speak your thoughts and free your mind to those who are there. You are not alone in feeling this way, because I too hold back because i don’t wish to hurt anyone. It’s a challenging path, I know, but as time progresses it will get better, I assure you friend

    • @6Luani8
      @6Luani8 Před 3 lety +4

      True but who hears the tears?!No human at least but God is different!!!He collects every single one of our tears!!!

    • @bigjoe2812
      @bigjoe2812 Před 3 lety +1

      You been on youtube 1 year and still have no subs
      I sub =)

  • @BK-mk3vi
    @BK-mk3vi Před 2 lety +388

    Imagine being so emotionally lost that you can’t cry even if you want to. To even lose the ability to cry, that is true despair.

    • @bonkchoy6881
      @bonkchoy6881 Před 2 lety +15

      Yeahh I know this. Which is why I like it better when I cry, secretly of course

    • @n0tzer0
      @n0tzer0 Před 2 lety +14

      I feel this way
      I can't cry even if I want
      I'm diagnosed about alexithymia and I got other mental illnesses that made me this way
      Childhood traumas and much more, and yeah, it's stressful when you want to cry and you can't just cause you can't feel anymore

    • @oblivion4928
      @oblivion4928 Před 2 lety +7

      Don’t worry you have others suffering with you, for so long iv been making fake smiles, I can’t even confirm I have Alexthymia or emotional numbness what ever the shit life is hell, others like you aren’t suffering alone we are with you

    • @Feydanyl
      @Feydanyl Před rokem +3

      I can't imagine 😔

    • @cesarislas7130
      @cesarislas7130 Před rokem +4

      One or two years ago, I was on different servers, forums and groups, asking for some sad videogames, sad series, sad movies, even sad animes (I don't watch anime since 4 years ago...), because I wanted to cry, I don't even remember how does it feel.
      I have regined now, Idk if it's good or not, but I just can't.
      I haven't criend for emotions in 3 years or so

  • @rhandelaquino3015
    @rhandelaquino3015 Před 3 lety +836

    Sometimes I ask myself, "when did it go wrong?"

  • @opoc_x37
    @opoc_x37 Před 4 lety +1764

    "The same things that make us laugh also make us cry"
    -Big Smoke

    • @AffeR3ttuB
      @AffeR3ttuB Před 4 lety +71

      "The streets is cold dog, like it says in the book, we are blessed, and cursed."

    • @LastManYea
      @LastManYea Před 4 lety +71

      "Ill have 2 #9's, a #9 large, a #6 with extra dip, 2 #45's, one with cheese, and a large soda"
      -Big Smoke
      (Yes I have the entire order memorized, i need help I know)

    • @ratulmukherjee7259
      @ratulmukherjee7259 Před 4 lety +4

      Bruhhhhh!!!! Hold up.... :,)

    • @ibrahimalhajri1942
      @ibrahimalhajri1942 Před 4 lety +25

      You picked the wrong house fool
      -Big smoke

    • @moulansendiane8085
      @moulansendiane8085 Před 4 lety +1

      Pedro Teodoro true...💔

  • @xDarkWerewolfx
    @xDarkWerewolfx Před 3 lety +2045

    The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one where you just want to scream. The one where you can just hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you can’t breathe anymore. The one when you realise the person that meant the most to you, is gone.

    • @ender_slayer3
      @ender_slayer3 Před 3 lety +51

      My grandma, my morning star, died in my arms, from an illness I never knew she had. The room became a pastel wash of blurred shapes and colors which faded to white. I felt myself drop to the floor and felt like I went right through it. The seconds that passed felt like an eternity, an eternity in a void of hollow pain, after what I later found out was only a minute (that felt like hours) I looked up to see a garden, too numb to reality all I could do was barely move my eyes to see the flowers. It has been over ten years and I still pray that everyday will be my last so I can not only see her again but be free from this life of pain and loss.

    • @juniorsir9521
      @juniorsir9521 Před 3 lety +18

      I feel like the birds should not be in the illustration. Only then will it feel like loneliness.

    • @lazar6508
      @lazar6508 Před 3 lety +6

      I only cry like this, and now ypu know why

    • @t0m1sh43
      @t0m1sh43 Před 3 lety +15

      i can relate that, because i always cry when everyone is asleep and when nobody can hear me. I had a girl, who I helped to prevent suicide (I regret that), and who "loved" me. After some hangouts I texted to her, and I see she blocked me and she doesn't respond to my texts. Before that, a good friend of mine died, who raised me when I was a kid. Now I'm lonely

    • @noebillon9949
      @noebillon9949 Před 3 lety +2

      @@t0m1sh43 why did you regret that ?

  • @vishalrajput3876
    @vishalrajput3876 Před 3 lety +389

    How could I be so lost
    In a place I know so well?
    How could I be so broken
    In a family so together?
    How could I be so lonely
    Surrounded by so many?
    How could I be so unhappy
    Surrounded by so much beauty?
    How could I be me
    When even I remain a mystery?

  • @olefella7561
    @olefella7561 Před 2 lety +341

    People don't cry because they're weak.
    They cry because they've been strong for too long 😔

    • @MrJamiez
      @MrJamiez Před 2 lety +9

      I can't remember the last time I cried, it's been well over 17 years. Family members have passed on, I got married & Have children & not once cried in over 17+ yrs. I don't know why! Sometimes I want to but can't, I don't know what's wrong with me. I do feel emotions, but nothing.

    • @tareqhashemi4314
      @tareqhashemi4314 Před 2 lety +1

      @@MrJamiez i also feel the same way sometimes but i secretly cried sometimes and now i feel empty even tho i just cried for no reason a few seconds ago. we all get sad and upset differently and some of us can not handle pain. i on the other hand get teary eyes and u can see the pain and sadneess whenever im angry or upset and i dont know if its crying but for me it is because thats how i show my emotions. those who scream and cry are extremely sensitive and i have been one of those people but now im a changed man. U are also a different person now becasuse of what u have been through and we all change every 2 years in life depending on what we go through and how we live and etc..

    • @Acacius1992
      @Acacius1992 Před 2 lety +1

      The last time I cried was a few weeks ago... and no. It didn't felt good not in the slightest I felt even worse then before after it.
      I very rarely cry. I simply can't most of the time.

    • @SonGoku_94
      @SonGoku_94 Před rokem +2

      - Itachi Uchiha xD

    • @SamsungAs-vw6ns
      @SamsungAs-vw6ns Před rokem +1

      Sometimes i feel sad and alone,and sometimes i feel i'm not string enough to faced it my future life,then i cry at lately night..and had nobody know how i feel..

  • @sa4m74
    @sa4m74 Před 8 lety +5749

    Loneliness is dangerous. It's addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is, you don't wanna deal with people.

    • @mattaguirre2243
      @mattaguirre2243 Před 6 lety +204

      Hussam Sal im proud that im addicted to loneliness i dont want many friends or accepts me i just wanted one who will accepts my condition my situation who will do the same thing i do who will cherish you and who will loves you and never forgets you but sad to say none of that exist in reality only in fantasies

    • @alinathewarrior
      @alinathewarrior Před 6 lety +172

      Damn, that hit me. That's true but the thing is you're human. You'll always need other people but you're used to be lonely.

    • @luchendrix99
      @luchendrix99 Před 6 lety +66

      Yeah.
      I know what you mean.
      Beautiful, isn't it?

    • @mypassions1
      @mypassions1 Před 6 lety +6

      Hussam Sal Yep💙

    • @isnorathenerd4408
      @isnorathenerd4408 Před 6 lety +9

      True for me also

  • @ian_7121
    @ian_7121 Před 5 lety +3137

    There's a difference between being alone and being lonely.

    • @seeker1069
      @seeker1069 Před 5 lety +48

      @BettleStomper smh

    • @jason.h.zager88
      @jason.h.zager88 Před 5 lety +453

      @BettleStomper when u are alone it means that there's no one around and you are on ur own...when u are lonely it means that you're alone from inside..no matter how many friends you have or if the family is around..you are alone inside and feeling hollow...emptiness

    • @muslick8604
      @muslick8604 Před 5 lety +7

      BettleStomper they can’t take a joke

    • @ulbsualbrykya7141
      @ulbsualbrykya7141 Před 5 lety +5

      this quote is from kurzsgesagt video

    • @avajohnson3510
      @avajohnson3510 Před 4 lety +3

      yeah certainly

  • @Sean-Johnson
    @Sean-Johnson Před rokem +48

    My father always said…
    “Life isn’t fun without a struggle in it, but some struggles lead to tragic endings.”

  • @js3331
    @js3331 Před 3 lety +683

    The thing is; Most people dont wanna die, we are just so tired of trying to survive.

    • @demedorwraith4300
      @demedorwraith4300 Před 2 lety +38

      I became suicidal not cause i wanted too die but because i didint have a reason to stay alive

    • @maggielarkin9314
      @maggielarkin9314 Před 2 lety +4

      Demedor wraith ..do you have a reason to stay alive now?.... I hope so...don't ever think you're alone...

    • @jadon7702
      @jadon7702 Před 2 lety +16

      I just want to be free from life and this world.

    • @user-kj5fk9oq9q
      @user-kj5fk9oq9q Před 2 lety +3

      God decided to give you life, you have no right to decide otherwise

    • @ender_slayer3
      @ender_slayer3 Před 2 lety +7

      @@user-kj5fk9oq9q As a Christian the reasons why I haven't killed myself are thus, I know that it would be Hell for everyone who loves me, and I would never see the people I care most about who have already passed. But don't you dare, don't you EVER FUCKING DARE judge them or anyone like us for wanting peace! You don't know what Hell anyone who's suicidal has had to endure, what torture each and every GOD forsaken day is! To wake up and feel like you're nothing but a husk, a shadow of a human being, hollow and empty, wanting nothing more than to just have peace!

  • @zbro4u2play83
    @zbro4u2play83 Před 4 lety +2185

    Friends are like shadows, there at your brightest moments, but gone at your darkest

    • @neha-fp1py
      @neha-fp1py Před 4 lety +22

      This is so true...

    • @blackbat121
      @blackbat121 Před 4 lety +39

      They don’t exist in both sides

    • @grismatics
      @grismatics Před 4 lety +83

      that's not a friend

    • @quentinbernard285
      @quentinbernard285 Před 4 lety +10

      You just have foumd the right friends my friend, this may be true for many but not i 🤔👌🏾

    • @kenXtripleI
      @kenXtripleI Před 4 lety +12

      Where I'm from friends don't exist.

  • @scarletmorphoarts
    @scarletmorphoarts Před 2 lety +75

    I think the worst type of pain is realizing no matter how much you try to come closer to the light, you somehow just get deeper into the dark

  • @lukemalizzo1685
    @lukemalizzo1685 Před 3 lety +87

    Loneliness is a dangerous temptation that seems so bad at first, but becomes your best friend as you dig deeper into it. Loneliness is a night terror for many of us, because that's the only time when we can really be ourselves. And it's frightening knowing that this is who we've become.

  • @shootingstars6762
    @shootingstars6762 Před 4 lety +716

    *Being Alone*
    I have no one else present.
    I'm on my own.
    I'm happy, I'm content
    With being alone.
    *Feeling Lonely*
    I'm surrounded by thousands,
    Yet no one understands me.
    These thoughts are crowding
    My mind with sadness.
    I feel disconnected and friendless,
    A feeling so endless.
    I feel lonely.

    • @potatosniper3796
      @potatosniper3796 Před 4 lety +12

      Thank you for saying the words, that I couldn't structure myself/express in words.

    • @shootingstars6762
      @shootingstars6762 Před 4 lety +4

      @@potatosniper3796 You're welcome and thank you for reading these little poems of mine. They're not the best but I'm glad you like it.

    • @mydogsteppedonabee5590
      @mydogsteppedonabee5590 Před 4 lety +8

      To people who Feel So SAD
      POTATOOOO :)

    • @danialhussaini6182
      @danialhussaini6182 Před 4 lety +1

      Water Sheep its not even realistic

    • @markerdei4325
      @markerdei4325 Před 4 lety +4

      i'm writing poems, as a hobby, and these words you wrote, really touched me. Thank you for the inspiration!

  • @rahul.thefreerunner5772
    @rahul.thefreerunner5772 Před 3 lety +1428

    The worst thing in the world isn't being alone it's being around people who make u feel alone

    • @KirianLara
      @KirianLara Před 3 lety +33

      As they say, being alone and feeling loneliness it's not the same thing, and what a truth to be told

    • @eshuloki9657
      @eshuloki9657 Před 2 lety +5

      Naruto... 💔

    • @Kenshiou
      @Kenshiou Před 2 lety +4

      Agreed

    • @guruji3933
      @guruji3933 Před 2 lety +5

      Yes

    • @elizabethkravchenko4748
      @elizabethkravchenko4748 Před 2 lety +9

      I actually lost all my friends just yesterday who I've known for over 10 years. And they're in the same class as me. They were really close to me. And then... it all stopped. But now, the people who gave me the most company when I needed it, are now the ones making me feel the most lonley I've ever felt in my entire life... and I can never ignore the loneliness because they're always going to be there.. in the same class as me.

  • @richardcolmorn2760
    @richardcolmorn2760 Před 2 lety +83

    Pillow: Don't worry I'm here to catch your tears.
    Bed: Don't worry I'm here to help you cry yourself to sleep.
    Mirror: Don't worry I'll laugh with you and cry.
    Shadow don't worry i won't judge the way you look.
    🙂💕
    -My friend Kyler that died last saturday... EDIT: thank you for this wonderful music.

    • @hueyrosayaga
      @hueyrosayaga Před rokem +4

      Sorry man, Kyler sounded like a great friend. May he rest in peace.

    • @s1lentrogu3
      @s1lentrogu3 Před 5 měsíci +1

      Hey man sorry about you friend. You posted this comment 2 years ago, I hope that wherever you are now, you feel peace in mind and a fruitful life

    • @richardcolmorn2760
      @richardcolmorn2760 Před 4 měsíci

      @/hvtrs8%2F-wuw%2Cymuvu%60e%2Ccmm-cjalngl-UAlo3VwTTOy4SaH%5DP3vt9rGu Thank you

  • @razrok9133
    @razrok9133 Před 3 lety +218

    "Hey man, wanna play tomorrow?"
    "Yes Bro, let's play tomorrow"
    *last online 5 years ago*

  • @re-mo3jq
    @re-mo3jq Před 4 lety +718

    Crazy of how there’s 8 billion of us and yet here we are

    • @bowgart5567
      @bowgart5567 Před 4 lety +20

      we live in a society

    • @katzbeanz
      @katzbeanz Před 4 lety +17

      I hate how that is so true..

    • @peppermint5117
      @peppermint5117 Před 4 lety +17

      i feel like it's because the people who really need friends are too scared to speak up, and the people who don't deserve them often get a lot of attention. I sometimes wish i could go outside and say hello to a random person without feeling awkward that my parents are around (i can't go outside alone)

    • @444k3
      @444k3 Před 3 lety

      11!

    • @teilabrown9858
      @teilabrown9858 Před 3 lety

      True but uh.. its 7.8 billion..

  • @taktycznypociskbalistyczny2732

    Sometimes I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.

  • @ahmadovicx5503
    @ahmadovicx5503 Před 3 lety +164

    Man life is just getting harder.

    • @memeshots6356
      @memeshots6356 Před 3 lety +9

      Be strong be kind to everything...

    • @pakistanzucks
      @pakistanzucks Před 2 lety +10

      Just don't hurt others , treat people the way you want to be treated, and hold to God we are all in this together . I'm crying almost every night because I have not been loved ,cuz I held a gal in my arms and she didn't care when I had love enter in my heart for her, I cry cuz my father abandoned me and has never seen me since I was born , instead he went got married and had 6 kids .I cry cuz my mother hurt me and neglected my upbringing, however all these things made me stronger and I will give love to others and be kind to others cuz I will return to God and hopefully I will be in a good place with love family kids a wife forever

    • @uniquescience7047
      @uniquescience7047 Před 2 lety

      @@pakistanzucks you are really strong and ik you have suffered so much. try to engage in something you like and try to meet new people in any way possible . my situation is also very bad and i love you.

    • @BaTaker1996
      @BaTaker1996 Před 2 lety

      @@pakistanzucks Be strong my brother .I know its hard,and soo much pain inside ..Everything now is just on your own ..But,just believe with yourself ..You can through it all .Keep praying ...May God bless you and find you someone who will appreciate your whole life ...Keep strong my mate 😊

    • @DarkPegasus87
      @DarkPegasus87 Před 2 lety

      How? If you survived this long, you can survive for a little more. Every second is the same. The only difference is that there are more and more to look back on...so don't look back. It helps having a reason to look forward...at least, I'd assume so. But, you don't have to look back. Focus on now. The future is a concept while the past is a fading memory. It's always Now.

  • @foolianoo4758
    @foolianoo4758 Před 3 lety +258

    Not gonna lie the song didn't make me cry.. the comment section did. Y'all stay safe out here 💙

  • @gr8ghost1
    @gr8ghost1 Před 4 lety +664

    Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me.
    But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief.

    • @ericlay1
      @ericlay1 Před 4 lety +26

      I know an NF quote when I see one

    • @gr8ghost1
      @gr8ghost1 Před 4 lety +8

      Eric Lay respect

    • @HrLBolle
      @HrLBolle Před 4 lety +2

      yup.
      Hello darkness my old freind

    • @hellosunshine1850
      @hellosunshine1850 Před 4 lety +4

      Daniel hello Daniel how are you?! I am really sorry to hear that. You should never forget that you have so many people that love you and care about you. I understand it is hard but you should always keep your head up. Life is an amazing gift so are you! You can do it! Try to find things that make u happy! You are not alone!! Hope you find joy and get better soon❤️

    • @benasmusic9778
      @benasmusic9778 Před 4 lety +1

      please hold on. I know how hard it is. I'm here for you if you ever need me

  • @renenemeth9976
    @renenemeth9976 Před 4 lety +333

    I like being alone. At least I convince myself I am better off that way.
    - Gregory House

  • @animegrandfleet
    @animegrandfleet Před rokem +41

    It hurts to be lonely, but sometimes it helps to realize about this world...

  • @sharavatikulkarni858
    @sharavatikulkarni858 Před 3 lety +212

    You
    Yes you behind the screen
    Had a difficult day?
    Come here lemme give you a hug 🤗🤗
    Now listen carefully
    Okay?
    I'm so proud of you
    I really am
    Just take a deep breath
    Look back and see how far you've come
    All those obstacles you've over come
    You know it's okay to cry
    It doesn't make you weak
    It shows that you are human
    It shows how strong you've been and are
    Stay strong
    Remember I'm proud of you
    Live well my darling

    • @leosolis5846
      @leosolis5846 Před 3 lety +2

      This is straight bullshit. You dont know us. How can you say you are proud of us when you dont even know us? If one of us has a tough life you dont fucking care . Your comment is irrelevant.

    • @corruptneedles3384
      @corruptneedles3384 Před 3 lety +1

      @@leosolis5846
      True.

    • @lukemalizzo1685
      @lukemalizzo1685 Před 3 lety +2

      @@leosolis5846 Hey, you don't have to be mean about it. I'm sorry that this is your response to attempted kindness. Look I understand where your coming from, being broken is difficult. But we're all broken. I really hope you understand where I'm coming from, and have a wonderful week.

    • @leosolis5846
      @leosolis5846 Před 3 lety +2

      @@lukemalizzo1685 I know this person is trying to be kind but at this point I would rather the hear the truth than sugarcoating lies because that's what this comment is, utter nonsense.

    • @lukemalizzo1685
      @lukemalizzo1685 Před 3 lety +6

      @@leosolis5846 Yeah, for sure. Sugarcoating has gone too far. But respect isn't completely lost yet. If you give a little, you get a little. Maybe together we can save it. You in?

  • @evapixel1163
    @evapixel1163 Před 4 lety +876

    Roses are dead
    Violets are gray
    I walk in the rain
    So no one can see me in pain

    • @ImScor327
      @ImScor327 Před 4 lety +10

      Charles Chaplin

    • @peppermint5117
      @peppermint5117 Před 4 lety +5

      @Migster the Gamer Other Channel r/im14andthisisdeep
      but ye i get what u mean bro 😔

    • @hannahmatthews6836
      @hannahmatthews6836 Před 3 lety +31

      Roses are wilted,
      Violets are too,
      You may feel ruined,
      But we still love you. ❤

    • @Chisan_official
      @Chisan_official Před 3 lety

      Roses are red
      The oceans are blue
      But i still love you

    • @nicatamirxanov6354
      @nicatamirxanov6354 Před 3 lety

      same

  • @egg3288
    @egg3288 Před 5 lety +786

    Ever cried so much that you ran out of tears....?
    I have.

  • @lizah_be
    @lizah_be Před 3 lety +139

    sometimes I wanna disappear and hide in a place where no one can find me...

    • @vestr4655
      @vestr4655 Před 3 lety +3

      I can relate but i just want you to know that yes being alone is peaceful but please don’t stay lonely for too long
      Being lonely is dangerous and addicting and leads you to feel lonely And that leads to depression
      So please stay healthy black rose! :)

    • @lizah_be
      @lizah_be Před 3 lety +2

      @@vestr4655 but im depressed and always feels lonely so i love to be alone...

    • @Zinoaa
      @Zinoaa Před 2 lety +1

      No offense but thats cringe no cap.

    • @jowyschwarz313
      @jowyschwarz313 Před 2 lety

      I wish you re okay, cuz I want that place too...

    • @Abraveworld21
      @Abraveworld21 Před 3 měsíci

      ​@@lizah_be you got beautiful eyes.

  • @icanthandlechange.
    @icanthandlechange. Před rokem +55

    the last year i used to cry to this masterpiece every night until I fell asleep, I was about to drown in my own tears. I felt so lonely, I saw all the people around me being so happy with their own life, made by a lot of friend, every night out, and a lot more. I had no friends, not even one. No one came to talk to me even to ask Me how I was feeling. At school I was so lonely, I talked to no one except the teachers.
    But now, I think I found out how the real happiness feels. Because the real happiness is when you realize the hard times just passed over and you are free.
    Now I have 2 or 3 friends and I am the happiest person on this earth. I will never pray enough to express my gratitude to God. Now I have good grades, 2/3 times a week I hang out with someone, I practice dance and I also sing in the school choir.
    When did the things change? when I decided this was enough. I found hobbies and what I really love: art, dance and music.
    Please, I beg you to NEVER give up, I failed something like 2 or 3 suicide attempts and I am really grateful for this. Because everyone will find happiness. Do not give up, God bless you all♡

    • @nickwoyurka6820
      @nickwoyurka6820 Před rokem +1

      Thank you 🙏, wasn’t feeling too good today and this helps for sure. Made me cry but feeling better than 3-4 mins ago ❤️✅
      Thank you truly

    • @icanthandlechange.
      @icanthandlechange. Před rokem +2

      @@nickwoyurka6820 i wish you all the best things for the future❤

    • @johnnyutah7890
      @johnnyutah7890 Před rokem +2

      Loneliness maybe sad. My friend but I’ve learned the hard way I cried blood
      But it made me stronger
      Alone I feel peaceful
      I choosen to be alone I can have any woman but I like being alone
      Being alone has shown me alot 🫡💯🙏🏻

    • @pestersmemb4463
      @pestersmemb4463 Před rokem +1

      Well done you're an inspiration.

  • @starshipshari
    @starshipshari Před 6 lety +739

    I honestly wish that all of us here could meet up and be friends. Maybe we wouldn't be so lonely if we found something in each other.
    I hope you're all okay. Please keep going, there's so much to see in this world,. I'd give a hug to each and every one of you here

    • @migueltorres4335
      @migueltorres4335 Před 5 lety +4

      I agree with you

    • @nadinemoudni
      @nadinemoudni Před 5 lety +9

      it makes me so happy to hear that being a person who has never lived a day of their life without anxiety coming it's way.

    • @accursed43
      @accursed43 Před 5 lety +22

      You can have a lot of friends and still feel alone, trust me..

    • @lunarsigh2850
      @lunarsigh2850 Před 5 lety +3

      I would rather be....... Lonley

    • @ellievslilia1910
      @ellievslilia1910 Před 5 lety +2

      Joel Akeldama but I don’t want to keep going
      I can’t keep going on like this

  • @seefodz6884
    @seefodz6884 Před 5 lety +1388

    I'm a forever alone
    Because of shyness awkwardness and social anxiety

    • @sdc3443
      @sdc3443 Před 5 lety +67

      me too.. It's so painful. So much.

    • @ruffanavarro1076
      @ruffanavarro1076 Před 5 lety +16

      I love you so much

    • @arpitsoni8262
      @arpitsoni8262 Před 5 lety +8

      Same here

    • @Darkboy-pf7qb
      @Darkboy-pf7qb Před 5 lety +14

      I know I got the same thing. It sucks. 😔

    • @papefall9494
      @papefall9494 Před 5 lety +50

      Don't say that guys, i understand Your feelings, i'm like you but Now i'm ready to change and we can do this together because in this world there is bad peoples but there is good peoples too, we just need to find and live with them. There is some reasons why you meet bad peoples because they are some obstacles that you'll have to surpass and be proud, these gonna teach who you are really. I know life is hard and unfair but the greatest peoples are those whom never give up and trust in their self, they don't care about MIND OF OTHERS POEPLES, their life was harder than our but they keep going till the end and success. We have to be like them, i believe in you guys, you have to make the right choice : 1- give up and die by not being proud, 2-keep going and trust in your self for being proud. That's your destiny and the choice of your life.
      Good luck, I believe in you

  • @ade684
    @ade684 Před 2 lety +88

    I don't know if anyone will read this but I just wanna share it and continue listening to this amazing song. I was always bullied by people around me. For some reason, no one tried to be friends with me, or talk to me like I'm a normal person. I was always lonely and developed anxiety and depression throughout my life, feeling useless, worthless, nothing but someone who doesn't deserve to live and feeling like I'm disappointing even the people that doesn't know me. I don't know what Am I living for, why do I continue and why was I born in the first place? I feel like my place isn't here, that I'm not worth to even breath but when I think of dying, leaving everything behind, I'm scared. I'm scared of making my family suffer when it's all my fault I feel like this. Truth is, no one wants to die for real, we just want to feel happy, just a little time when we don't have to worry about every little thing, when we don't have to cry and feel guilty, when we would smile and be happy. We just want everything to be over, either the loss of someone or the feeling of being wortless because the people around you don't care at all, we all have scars we just can't forget. I always thought I'm alone, but I see so many people sharing stories and realize I'm not the only one and maybe I'm not someone who can say this but just... don't give up. Even if you feel like there is no tomorrow, like your world is crashing down and you have no place to hide, there are always better times and a good future that is waiting for you, you just have to be strong and face the world, cry if you want, do things that at least used to give you happiness and find someone to listen to you. It's always gonna be something for you, so... Believe in yourself, in the person you are and try to love yourself! ❤ I may not know you, but I love you, I know you're a strong person, a kind and amazing person and can do everything you dream for!

    • @ManKMusic
      @ManKMusic Před 2 lety

      Agreed You Bro

    • @javadsamad6713
      @javadsamad6713 Před rokem

      thank you

    • @illyrian3057
      @illyrian3057 Před rokem +1

      Thank u dear. Same to u too ♥️♥️♥️💔💔
      You are my twin. My otherhalf ♥️. A person with the same experiences.

    • @aharoncalderon3779
      @aharoncalderon3779 Před rokem +3

      It's amazing to see how people
      Different people who don't know each other and don't think like each other can be so different and so similar at the same time.
      I don't know you, but this comment left a deep impression on me. I am sure you are an amazing person❤️

  • @aymenbng3849
    @aymenbng3849 Před rokem +26

    Loneliness is killing me slowly everyday

  • @ancer-rw5gj
    @ancer-rw5gj Před 5 lety +2891

    Do you ever just cry for no reason?

  • @TheBalanceable
    @TheBalanceable Před 5 lety +690

    Sometimes being alone is good, nobody can hurt you.

    • @amalkha8549
      @amalkha8549 Před 5 lety +67

      Except yourself

    • @joyojeil3735
      @joyojeil3735 Před 5 lety +8

      thats true

    • @joyojeil3735
      @joyojeil3735 Před 5 lety

      thats true

    • @Dayz671
      @Dayz671 Před 5 lety +24

      Being alone all the time kinda of sucks, especially when you are in a crowd or in a group of people you still feel alone

    • @ahmedu2616
      @ahmedu2616 Před 5 lety +13

      But you will hurt yourself instead

  • @HonorarySaiyan
    @HonorarySaiyan Před 3 lety +29

    The saddest thing is when loneliness is your only retreat, the only place you feel welcome.

  • @lowQRUNT
    @lowQRUNT Před rokem +40

    You don’t just hear music, you feel it.

  • @JadoXXX
    @JadoXXX Před 5 lety +231

    I remember the old days, I wish we could get the time back. I want my old mind, my old purity. now just exhausted ...

    • @zerax811
      @zerax811 Před 5 lety +1

      And sick and tired of life itself

    • @philipmathew5720
      @philipmathew5720 Před 5 lety +3

      Believe in in Lord Jesus Christ, because he loved so much as he died for you on the cross. He will santify you and can give you purity of your child hood...

    • @beapigeon395
      @beapigeon395 Před 5 lety

      Have you entered my mind?

    • @eyev5085
      @eyev5085 Před 5 lety

      We will all die bro, dont worry 😊

    • @avajohnson3510
      @avajohnson3510 Před 4 lety

      I know. I miss everyone I lost. Anxiety and depression hit me hard. Now what? I feel so hopeless.

  • @itz8lack0ut25
    @itz8lack0ut25 Před 5 lety +2091

    Sucks having a good heart, but no one to give it too :/

  • @italiwog1016
    @italiwog1016 Před 3 lety +34

    If you are able to smile in public amongst all your troubles, just know you are the strongest person you’ll ever come across. You have all my respect and no matter what battle each of us are facing, we’re all in this together. Keep your heads up kings/queens. Better days are coming

  • @manuelluna4926
    @manuelluna4926 Před 3 lety +56

    Somehow... This masterpiece makes me feel comfortable and sad at the same time

  • @cassiestewart2603
    @cassiestewart2603 Před 5 lety +223

    I'm actually in tears right now listening to this. I feel so alone.

    • @Darkboy-pf7qb
      @Darkboy-pf7qb Před 5 lety +4

      Me too. It sucks. 😣😔

    • @brendapaulina5663
      @brendapaulina5663 Před 5 lety +1

      Me to

    • @petersteiner5075
      @petersteiner5075 Před 4 lety

      I'm sorry . idk if it's your choice to be alone or that's how your world is . I'm here if you wanna talk .

    • @vaibp1995
      @vaibp1995 Před 4 lety +3

      Don't be sad we should be hopefull in this hopeless wolrd

    • @cassiestewart2603
      @cassiestewart2603 Před 4 lety +1

      @@petersteiner5075 Thank you. Your so sweet.

  • @Sean_Last1995
    @Sean_Last1995 Před 4 lety +227

    "Loneliness is a disease of the spirit and people who have it think that no one cares about them"~ Robin Williams

  • @lonetiger306
    @lonetiger306 Před 3 lety +85

    As I was growing up i actually lost all of my childhood and school friends. To this very day at the age of 25 and I still feel all alone with no one asking me "hey dude what are you up to today?" or "hey its been a long time you wanna hang out?" Its just pure silence, I've even tried asking out some girl's at my new school back then and they friendzoned me.
    The feeling of being all alone just ate away at me until I became really depressed and went to self-harming just so I could feel the pain physically and not inside my chest and my head I even made this CZcams account just so I could get some attention but its been over 10 years since I made this account and I just can't seem to find anymore of an audience so I've basically given up on this platform.
    And for those people that have read this far I just want to say that we all have our really dark chapter's of our lives and sometimes its better to keep pushing on but as for me I've just accepted the fact that I may still be in my dark chapter's of my life and I'm just trying to keep my head above water but I feel like maybe its time for me to give up and just wait until this all passes...........hopefully

    • @sisigs4820
      @sisigs4820 Před 3 lety +6

      I had the same upbringing, I made a lot of friends and fond memories when I was a kid, and then one by one they faded away and now those memories are the only thing I have left of them.

    • @dh.9829
      @dh.9829 Před 2 lety +1

      @Jeffrey Wiens My bestfriend whom i gave up everyone else for her completly forgot me once she formed her own little friend group We werent in the same school anymore so we only hung out after school They formed a group which I was part of but you miss out on a lot when you're not always with them Then they started hanging out without me afterwards they straight up planned things infront of me without asking me to join whcih is a terrible feeling I was there when she had no one but she wasnt here when I had no one There's nothing worse than knowing your bestie is here but at the same time she isn't I feel like with your bestfriends moving away you could relate a bit Idk about your relationship with them but I bet they made their little friend group and slowly forgot about you and im sorry you have to go through that cause I know how it feels

    • @kemeee5407
      @kemeee5407 Před 2 lety +3

      I'm right there with you. I feel that hollow, gut wrenching, lonliness. And the burning question of "why did this happen to me, how"?

    • @starpixelproduction7571
      @starpixelproduction7571 Před 2 lety

      🤗

    • @michaelsteel117
      @michaelsteel117 Před 2 lety

      Covid . When the world had a world wide pandemic. Covid 19. If was rhe only way It could restore me. There are thousands probably millions of us all feeling almost identical in these ways.
      Covid 19 allowed opportunities for me now almost as a grown man living fully independently for 4 years. (26 soon). If it was for one of the few best freinds realising he was going to loose me again and refused to loose me and showed me how beautiful the world truly is by showing me hes lifes lens. It gave me enough help finally after 9 years of deep depression and I'm not saying I'm still not depressed but I finally have someone I choose to live love and smile for everyday. And am greatful for everyday I'm alive.
      I don't think any of this would of been possible without covid pandemic.

  • @camdelous9317
    @camdelous9317 Před 3 lety +31

    None of us were made like this. None of us wanted this ending...

    • @pakistanzucks
      @pakistanzucks Před 2 lety +1

      I want love I want to hold and cherish a gal that will see my kindness and generosity

    • @camdelous9317
      @camdelous9317 Před 2 lety +1

      @@pakistanzucks Good for you, i hope that day comes soon 👍

  • @k1kithe_cutie.
    @k1kithe_cutie. Před 4 lety +1465

    I wish one day someone will hold my hand and say everything is gonna be ok

  • @veggiesnek4108
    @veggiesnek4108 Před 4 lety +706

    Feeling lonely isn't being alone..
    Its the feeling of belief that nobody likes you.

    • @snickerdexter2247
      @snickerdexter2247 Před 4 lety +56

      *Feeling lonely is the worst feeling in the world. Because you feel like no one understands you. No matter who you're with, who you're talking too, you still feel so alone...*

    • @anubis1519
      @anubis1519 Před 4 lety +7

      that's what i'm feeling always

    • @innocent_proto247
      @innocent_proto247 Před 3 lety +3

      Same

    • @angelakira397
      @angelakira397 Před 3 lety +14

      @@snickerdexter2247 sometimes i feel so empty even in a room full of happy people

    • @snickerdexter2247
      @snickerdexter2247 Před 3 lety +3

      Angel Akira same...

  • @markimoojr5161
    @markimoojr5161 Před 2 lety +18

    The feeling and emotion this gives, is indescribable.

  • @sope7407
    @sope7407 Před 5 lety +632

    At some point..
    You have to realize...
    That some people can stay in your heart.
    But not in your Life..

    • @arandomshark2667
      @arandomshark2667 Před 5 lety +4

      I've lost someone important too
      I'm selfish I want my dear friend to stay
      I owe him my life

    • @alivocaloidneko0446
      @alivocaloidneko0446 Před 5 lety +2

      Hello ARMY

    • @khaledquwaider1176
      @khaledquwaider1176 Před 5 lety +3

      SoPe that is sooooo true!
      And its the most hurtful thing ever 😔

    • @obedhernandez5961
      @obedhernandez5961 Před 5 lety +5

      Seriously and at that point, it hurts so much but you know it’s gotta be done. It hurts even more to know you just gotta move on as much as we wish we can stay or go back. Always in my heart she’ll be, even if I’m not in hers.

    • @mary_jane7
      @mary_jane7 Před 5 lety +2

      for example BTS

  • @forgottensoul2489
    @forgottensoul2489 Před 5 lety +263

    Behind my smile,
    Is a hurting heart
    Behind my laugh,
    I'm falling apart
    Look closely at me,
    And you will see,
    The girl I am,
    It isn't me...

    • @KrySVT01
      @KrySVT01 Před 5 lety +6

      This is me.

    • @omegaultramax
      @omegaultramax Před 5 lety +26

      Behind my smile.
      Is a broken down person
      Behind my laugh
      Is a mentally shut down kid.
      See me closer.
      You will then see
      I am not who I think I am
      Anyone who thinks they know me.
      Will know not truth.
      Behind my gratitude.
      Is deep depression.
      Behind my friendship.
      Is a forever forgotten person.
      If you are reading this.
      You will know
      I am not who I once was.
      I am not who I say I am.
      I am not who I wish I was.
      I will never be me again.

    • @kxte.dreamzz6497
      @kxte.dreamzz6497 Před 5 lety +6

      This explains my depression...

    • @mxiira
      @mxiira Před 5 lety +6

      Exactly this is my life

    • @jolle7404
      @jolle7404 Před 5 lety +4

      You are not forgotten. You may think what i will say is just there to make you feel better. But i know what you've been through. I want to be your friend. Behind all that is the real you that's just hidden. Reading this made me cry. You posting this showed everybody who read this how cruel the world is...

  • @jonathanvelazquez6360
    @jonathanvelazquez6360 Před rokem +13

    I have come to realize I have felt this feeling of loneliness for most of my life...

  • @elic3212
    @elic3212 Před 2 lety +26

    "As the rain falls, not only will I ponder on the thought of my loneliness and darkness, I will also ponder about the poor souls who ponder their pain and loss as the rain falls..."

  • @ac33er
    @ac33er Před 5 lety +118

    Hey big bro. It's been about a month now, mom is still the same, still broken, hopeless, emotinal. She needs you. 17 was too young of an age. We were bestfriends, 2 souls lost In a world of chaos, and just being in your presence I feel more peace then ever. Thank you for watching over me, thank you for holding me when I was upset, thank you for pushing me to give my all, and most of all, thank you for being you. I'm so proud of you, I will make you proud of me, I will follow in your footsteps. I hope I'll be with you soon.
    To anyone reading this, count your blessings. Some tragedies are bigger then others.

    • @brenosalomao7932
      @brenosalomao7932 Před 4 lety +1

      When I was a kid I lost my younger brother. It's been almost 14 years and I'm still crying, imagining how my life would be if he was still here. He was 11 days old when he passed away, I never got a chance to tell him that I love him, I barely remember those days, I was just 4 years old. I hope you and your family to pass-through this, and I'm sure he would be proud of you.

    • @whatintheworld6413
      @whatintheworld6413 Před 4 lety

      I was trying to take my own life back then. But I'm afraid ini left bad memory for my sister, so i stay. Until she old enough to find her way in this world

    • @williamafton1901
      @williamafton1901 Před 4 lety

      69 like here. i feel you guys

    • @tuomas3734
      @tuomas3734 Před 4 lety

      Oh fuck im 17 now and thinking about suicide a lot. But hope u dont ever do suicide stay strong!

    • @tuomas3734
      @tuomas3734 Před 4 lety

      @Chipmunk good to hear that ur doing better now. I have depression and anxiety issues and lots of panic attacks

  • @imperialtiger9015
    @imperialtiger9015 Před 4 lety +819

    F.E.A.R
    Forget Everything and Run. Or, Face Everything and rise.
    The choice is yours...

    • @bowgart5567
      @bowgart5567 Před 4 lety +28

      this is some villian quote, for sure

    • @Narukami930
      @Narukami930 Před 4 lety +4

      The grandpa teaching a lesson to the MC of a shonen.

    • @femke4984
      @femke4984 Před 4 lety +6

      Beatiful! But the second one sounds a lot easier than it is... Fear can be so cruel that it feels IMPOSSIBLE to face it

    • @icedgreentea6469
      @icedgreentea6469 Před 4 lety +1

      Feet?

    • @iexist9987
      @iexist9987 Před 3 lety +2

      How about both

  • @HammadMoin-pk9hb
    @HammadMoin-pk9hb Před měsícem +1

    i remember myself reading the Silent Patient at night under a lamp on the couch in my living room. It was the old house we had and now we live somewhere else. It was probably one of the first books I've ever started to read and while reading that I used to play sad instrumental tunes on Spotify to send me in a dimension where all the story feels like a movie and me being the main character. I vividly remember this tune Loneliness by Adrain that this one touched my soul. Every night I would wait for everyone to sleep so I can open the lamp, play Loneliness, read The Silent Patient and get lost in the streets of Cambridge (the place where this story was written). It's been 2 years to this but still whenever I hear this, my mind gets teleported back to where I was 2 years ago. Under the lamp, book in hand and Loneliness in the background.
    Thank you Adrian for such a beautiful memory.

  • @challenger2031
    @challenger2031 Před 3 lety +10

    When life gets so tough, there is nothing wrong in opening your heart and letting all your emotions out. Being able to feel upset and cry is so powerful and being able to feel loss. When I lost my brother who was on life support since his birth died in 2018, I couldn't feel the pain because I was unable to feel any emotions, I was tightened up by everything and each day went past and it just ate at me for days to come🥺

    • @ManKMusic
      @ManKMusic Před 2 lety

      Is Very Hard To Believe The Reality
      God Bless Your Brother

  • @Tokyo-Mornings
    @Tokyo-Mornings Před 4 lety +623

    "You know what was the bravest thing we did when we were sad... is to continuing living life even though we wanted to die..."
    -Juliette Lewis

    • @jenniperez9432
      @jenniperez9432 Před 4 lety +3

      Anxiety yes 😔

    • @corona-chan8915
      @corona-chan8915 Před 4 lety +2

      So me my god

    • @annyf4969
      @annyf4969 Před 4 lety +2

      I feel good of what you say thx*for the forest time I smile*😌

    • @blacklotus1875
      @blacklotus1875 Před 4 lety +9

      Some Days We Go I honestly have no idea why I’m still alive, I wanted to die, I tried to die. But something kept me here, the doctors were surprised I made it, they said it was a miracle. Yet I don’t know why I’m still here, what purpose I have for this life. Granted my life has gotten a lot better since then, but every night I go back to that hell I grew up in. I deprive myself of sleep because I hate having to go back every time I close my eyes. I was alone back then, and I still am, but I’m still here, for some fucking reason...

    • @dndragonfly-0077
      @dndragonfly-0077 Před 4 lety +1

      Jesus loves you

  • @vapiervi
    @vapiervi Před 5 lety +176

    I didn't want to cry, cause I always feel alone, even if I have so many friends...
    I couldn't, and I cried.

    • @lucass1717
      @lucass1717 Před 4 lety +4

      I feel it, I have 4 good friends (i really trust them and they trust me) and beautiful, lovely dog, but sometimes I still feel so alone...
      And sorry for my bad English, I'm from Poland

    • @lucass1717
      @lucass1717 Před 4 lety

      @Clara xoxo thank uuu so so much, sorry I didn't read your comment fast, but I didn't see the notification. But your comment really made me feel better, now I feel like I can do everything, and I know I'm never alone 😊😀😃 If you wanna talk sometimes my Instagram user name is sky_watcher_678 , I'm always ready to help 😊
      (I don't speak English very very well but it's not problem to me, there's always translator haha)
      And I know you wrote your comment a week ago but I just didn't get a notification so I hope you'll forgive me 😁😅😂
      Take care Clara 😊❤💕

    • @1xlunar808
      @1xlunar808 Před 4 lety

      I have like 1 or 2 good friends but only one trusts me so

    • @_majlena_4791
      @_majlena_4791 Před 4 lety +1

      @@lucass1717 I am from Poland too ♥ and I feel the same

  • @lonewolf9985
    @lonewolf9985 Před 2 lety +186

    Me: You know why I still talk to you?
    Imaginary friend: No, why?
    Me: Because you're the only one that listens, the only one that doesn't judge and the only one that I know will never hurt me.
    Imaginary friend: Don't forget, I also won't ever leave you.

    • @jorge81250
      @jorge81250 Před 2 lety +14

      hahaha it's good to know that I'm not the only one who has imaginary friends, it's usually a white haired girl, we usually talk on a hill
      However, I believe that my life would not be the same if I did not have the certainty that there is a God who walks by my side, he is the true companion who never leaves ... look for him and believe me he will not disappoint you.

    • @ender_slayer3
      @ender_slayer3 Před 2 lety +2

      I've forgotten what they looked like, I've forgotten why they're there, but I'll never forget that they really care.

    • @padmeamidala8731
      @padmeamidala8731 Před 2 lety +3

      Mine is a blonde girl and we talk on a grassy hill under a tree

    • @ManKMusic
      @ManKMusic Před 2 lety +2

      Legend Friend

    • @CyrusTVirus
      @CyrusTVirus Před 2 lety +1

      My friend is myself, my darker self. He's haunting in every aspect. He bears scars all over the place even his face from every event in my life. Whenever something new happens he marks a new spot. He doesn't say anything, I only hear myself talking but whenever I feel pain he points to the scar for that memory . I realize now that he bears the load I cannot. He is the shield to the hurt in my life so that I can move on.

  • @glitzarprincess627
    @glitzarprincess627 Před 3 lety +60

    Your music is so peaceful. Your music inspires me to attempt writing again when my dreams are crushed. God bless you and everyone who reads this comment. You are truly talented and your work is a blessing to us all.

    • @karinadelgado1334
      @karinadelgado1334 Před 2 lety

      😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨

    • @glitzarprincess627
      @glitzarprincess627 Před 2 lety

      @@karinadelgado1334 What the heck is that supposed to mean?

  • @yoontinymin4432
    @yoontinymin4432 Před 5 lety +309

    They said they're my friends.
    They said they will be there.
    They will be by my side.
    But the funny thing is..
    How i haven't show up for so long and nobody texted me. No one asks where i am, how am i doing, am i okay or not, am i still alive?
    Everybody who i told my secrets to turns their backs at me.
    They promised.
    They said they would help me to get better.
    But in reality,
    They don't even care.
    I keep telling myself that i don't need people, i'm okay by myself.
    But the truth is..
    They don't need *me* .

    • @tristanhernandez5480
      @tristanhernandez5480 Před 4 lety +15

      I know how you feel...

    • @maimalinzy4487
      @maimalinzy4487 Před 4 lety +11

      Ik the feeling . Just when we trust someone, they betray us...

    • @peopgacha8599
      @peopgacha8599 Před 4 lety +6

      I cried reading your comment because it's so relateable

    • @t0nai
      @t0nai Před 4 lety +2

      I feel like this often so i know how you feel

    • @astaxblack8228
      @astaxblack8228 Před 4 lety +2

      I feel the same way that u have

  • @ChilledLai
    @ChilledLai Před 5 lety +963

    My mom is myself. She taught me pain.
    My father is my brain. He taught me negative words.
    My friends are my hands. They taught me self-harm.
    My voice is my knife. It made me say rude words.
    My existence is my mistake. I didn't know what to do.
    My ears are my nightmares. I hear deep dark voices.
    My heart is my happiness. It's too fragile. It breaks.
    My shadow is my betrayer. It left me in the dark.
    My light made me blind. Did not make me see.....
    My skin is my paper. Somewhat... somehow...I get cuts.
    My glasses are my shield. But they broke.
    .....
    This is where I belong. The lonely piano's song.
    Edit: Thanks for 187 likes! I never got thid many before! 😔😭

    • @ChilledLai
      @ChilledLai Před 5 lety +27

      Everyone out there.... Dont end up like me.

    • @evang.sunshine9459
      @evang.sunshine9459 Před 5 lety +16

      @@ChilledLai I would say too late, but.... I don't know what I am anymore...

    • @marg6461
      @marg6461 Před 5 lety +12

      Underrated comment :( my father was died past month and my brain my dad now. I'm crying , crying and crying. But he can't come my near :( (sorry for my bad english).

    • @shibuinu1172
      @shibuinu1172 Před 5 lety +1

      So... Heh suicidal words.

    • @miriamd5250
      @miriamd5250 Před 5 lety +19

      @@ChilledLai it's too late for me and what's worse is that I'm addicted to my depression. I can't image my life without feeling miserable. If I ever feel "happy" I will feel guilty right away and go back to being miserable.

  • @jameswinchester1532
    @jameswinchester1532 Před 2 lety +43

    "People cannot win against their loneliness".

    • @slivko8006
      @slivko8006 Před 2 lety +4

      That’s why my best option is to run and not fight since that’s the only thing I can’t fight

    • @redcecrossans2189
      @redcecrossans2189 Před 10 měsíci

      ​@@slivko8006truth sometimes

  • @roshnigiri5066
    @roshnigiri5066 Před 5 lety +157

    Reading and liking comments here. Full of tears. We will be fine.. we are gonna be okay

    • @rinadoor5914
      @rinadoor5914 Před 5 lety +1

      Yes! We will get trough this!!

    • @PaperBag99287402
      @PaperBag99287402 Před 5 lety +2

      @@rinadoor5914 i mean... i guess

    • @rinadoor5914
      @rinadoor5914 Před 5 lety +1

      @@PaperBag99287402 we have to. It's our life!

    • @PaperBag99287402
      @PaperBag99287402 Před 5 lety +1

      @@rinadoor5914 alright

    • @dkddvil7918
      @dkddvil7918 Před 5 lety

      It’s not gonna be alright I’m on the verge of leaving this world 😔😭

  • @lance._9723
    @lance._9723 Před 4 lety +391

    I don’t know anymore
    All of my life I have been left out by almost everybody, where I care so much about them but they don’t even acknowledge me as if I’m not even there when I’m there for them. Almost all of my friends have done this to me and my family, where I have been left out and not even remembered but I remember them and I’m just confused and tired of it.
    I’m tired of feeling like this where one minute I feel great and the other I feel awful. I just wish I could find somebody who actually cares about me like I would to them.
    I’m too scared to tell anybody because I don’t want to be seen as weak by people in my life where they would laugh at me and make fun of how I feel saying I am being ridiculous and stupid.
    I just want somebody to know
    Thank you for reading.......

    • @aashraypopli6290
      @aashraypopli6290 Před 4 lety +9

      Same dude

    • @lance._9723
      @lance._9723 Před 4 lety +5

      @@ursus4886 Thanks man really appricate it its just hard to stop thinking about it. ;)

    • @katarinabrunk8698
      @katarinabrunk8698 Před 3 lety +7

      Always remember you are not alone 😢.

    • @ravenvanbommel138
      @ravenvanbommel138 Před 3 lety +2

      Life is a rollercoaster...without up and downs it wouldn’t be a rollercoaster would it? No, so dont rush, take your time to relax..let time heal

    • @aasl6154
      @aasl6154 Před 3 lety +4

      I don't know you
      I just wread words
      You was like me
      When I was at my worst
      And I believe in you
      Here take another hug
      From a lonely but great
      Poét and bassist

  • @pacocarniado5703
    @pacocarniado5703 Před rokem +28

    Si lees ésto, y no entiendes porqué estás tan triste, tan vacío.. es porque aún sientes, hay consuelo en la soledad un abrazo que te envuelve en las sombras oscuras y llena de una extraña paz. Escuchamos música para entender, leemos para saber cuántos otros más están ahí en el mismo oscuro y vacío lugar parecemos entendernos al leerlos pero seguimos aquí sólos.

  • @mrzero2027
    @mrzero2027 Před 2 lety +10

    I feel sad but I have no tears, I feel empty, soulless, with a broken and fake life..

    • @shadow_wolfe563
      @shadow_wolfe563 Před 2 lety

      Sometimes it’s best to feel numb, it gives one a new perspective of life. But it isn’t good to feel so for long, I wish you luck with feeling whole.

    • @mrzero2027
      @mrzero2027 Před 2 lety

      @@shadow_wolfe563 thank you mate, I must change it, cuz all this pull me down.. Happy New year! With you the best

    • @ipghost893
      @ipghost893 Před 2 lety

      Searching externally leads to confusion, doubt, validation, love from another look within you are brave just being here in this moment! Eternal love to all

  • @m.r.9127
    @m.r.9127 Před 7 lety +408

    I'm not sad
    I'm not angry
    I'm not anything
    I'm not myself
    A grain of sand floating in the sea
    Waiting
    Wondering if I will find rest
    On land or at the bottom
    Or just keep floating
    An eternal journey
    Nowhere

    • @mrbombastic8527
      @mrbombastic8527 Před 6 lety +3

      I love you man.

    • @busdown555
      @busdown555 Před 6 lety +5

      You are a beautiful human being

    • @imlucidd
      @imlucidd Před 6 lety +2

      Wispa literally every human being compared to the universe in a nutshell.

    • @oneallahbyrd0296
      @oneallahbyrd0296 Před 5 lety

      I wish that to

    • @emp.1984
      @emp.1984 Před 5 lety

      Everyone struggles with loneliness at some point. Wether you are going through something that you think nobody else understands or you're just facing a change in life where you just feel alone, God's word provides hope and strength. There is someone who is closer than a brother, a friend, or a parent and is always with you; It's Jesus Christ! He is our best friend and comforter!
      Deuteronomy 31:6

  • @gracebrown3610
    @gracebrown3610 Před 5 lety +670

    I wrote this comment awhile ago. I talked about how I felt alone and that I felt like I could not talk to anyone. Now I know that instead of feeling sorry for myself I need to start working in feeling better about myself. I don’t feel alone. I have many people in my life now that I know loves me. I realized that I’m not the only one that was hurting that other people are hurting too. I also realized other people have it worse than me. So it’s a new year and I plan to make the most of it.

    • @ayaelogbani3419
      @ayaelogbani3419 Před 5 lety +13

      Do u need to talk? I’ll be there if u want to

    • @asht.5730
      @asht.5730 Před 5 lety +6

      If you ever need to talk I’m here for you bro, and you can talk to your close friends about it. It helps trust me

    • @finalshot3285
      @finalshot3285 Před 5 lety +10

      Brother, I know exactly what your feeling...I'm feeling the exact same pain. Nonstop listening to this music for the last couple days.

    • @gracebrown3610
      @gracebrown3610 Před 5 lety +1

      EMILY ZHANG thanks I appreciate it

    • @gracebrown3610
      @gracebrown3610 Před 5 lety +1

      Aya El ogbani thanks that’s just what I need

  • @thatpaganaspie
    @thatpaganaspie Před 10 měsíci +6

    I'm often too depressed to even cry so I put this song on loop to allow myself to cry myself to sleep it's the only reliefe I can get anymore

  • @pumpkinpatch3606
    @pumpkinpatch3606 Před 2 lety +8

    To those who feel depressed,
    You are a strong warrior,
    Don't let anyone or anything steal your joy,
    You WILL reach your goals,
    And you are eternally blessed.
    Stay strong and I love you. 🙏❤️💪

  • @zanetcn6586
    @zanetcn6586 Před 4 lety +204

    If you love someone, hold on to them, tommorow you may not have the chance.
    - Fallout 4, Nate.

    • @nurchikryskulov1881
      @nurchikryskulov1881 Před 4 lety +9

      I loved someone, and i couldn't tell her about my feelings, cuz i knew the answer. She is not gonna be with me.

    • @yourlocalbankrobber102
      @yourlocalbankrobber102 Před 4 lety +2

      @@nurchikryskulov1881 you need to try, you dont know what life can offer you (sorry for my english)

    • @billuchoudhary4436
      @billuchoudhary4436 Před 4 lety +2

      My crush got some another guy coz I was so shy to propose
      She knew that I really like her but
      I miss her now
      I paid for my shyness really badly

  • @bemine2528
    @bemine2528 Před 4 lety +600

    Animals Are Dying
    Humans are Crying
    Clouds are Raining
    Very Sad Ending...

    • @thelovelyreadersua5937
      @thelovelyreadersua5937 Před 4 lety +25

      My ass shiting
      JK XD I'm sorry!! XD

    • @littleboree1340
      @littleboree1340 Před 3 lety +9

      @@thelovelyreadersua5937 ARE YOU SERIOUS XD WHY?!

    • @thelovelyreadersua5937
      @thelovelyreadersua5937 Před 3 lety +6

      @@littleboree1340 Just wanted to light up the mood but I can't since I am literally in the toilet shifting but playing music to drown out the farts since people are here. XD LOL

    • @littleboree1340
      @littleboree1340 Před 3 lety +5

      @@thelovelyreadersua5937 Oh my god xD that made me laugh I tried not too because this is so depressing and stuff but god damn it xD LOL

    • @thelovelyreadersua5937
      @thelovelyreadersua5937 Před 3 lety +3

      @@littleboree1340 IKR I tried not to laugh while I comment that shit but I just couldn't plus right now I'm fished with my biz

  • @thatpaganaspie
    @thatpaganaspie Před rokem +4

    Not a word in this song yet it spoke so much of what's on my heart. Thank you Adrian

  • @Pavstart
    @Pavstart Před 2 lety +26

    "La peor soledad es sentirse solo, estando acompañado"
    - Robin Williams

  • @AndyHargraveMusic
    @AndyHargraveMusic Před 8 lety +68

    I love sad music. It just has so much to say without saying anything at all.

  • @maykheir7636
    @maykheir7636 Před 3 lety +456

    I know this comment will likely never be found. But. This song. Ive listened too it more times than I can count...every sleepless night, quiet evening home alone, even just down time in the classroom. Id play this song and get lost in my head. The endless corridors of dark thoughts and eratic emotion. I wanted everything to make sensa. I wanted friends and my family. But when I called out to both they left me in the dark. With time. I learned to live in it. Ignore my emotions. Now... I feel nothing. And I don't... I don't know if that's better or worse. On one hand, nothing bothers me, every insult and event just rolls off my back. But on the other, I can't feel anything. No happiness. No joy. No love. No anything. But. I never knew love anyway. So. I can't miss what I never had right? I don't know. I'm rambling.

    • @scoopsahoy9521
      @scoopsahoy9521 Před 3 lety +19

      I relate to this too much...

    • @Emmet-id6xq
      @Emmet-id6xq Před 3 lety +7

      I was once in your place for a long time a numb heart..... How are you now its been 2 months do you still feel the same

    • @darkenergykuyt355
      @darkenergykuyt355 Před 3 lety +9

      i feel the same. lack of emotion except anger and rage. they push to evolve. People in this world, they are only as good as the world allows them to be ( only human). God doesn't make the world this way, we do.

    • @juliecramer7768
      @juliecramer7768 Před 3 lety +6

      Tell Jesus Christ. He loves you.

    • @kamryn2310
      @kamryn2310 Před 3 lety +4

      I feel the same way.

  • @ade684
    @ade684 Před 2 lety +12

    How is it that whenever people say "you're not alone" I feel the loneliness even deeper? Maybe because around me everyone is happy, everyone has a purpose, they all have something while.. I'm just broken.

    • @jorge81250
      @jorge81250 Před 2 lety

      My friend I believe that the purpose that you are looking for so much, the world that you want to visit so much is in the hands of the creator, when you find God the world will change color and the fantasy world that you imagined so much will become a possibility, look for him and believe me no you will be disappointed. have a good day =)

  • @theobern4350
    @theobern4350 Před 2 lety +52

    Alone in the dark
    Ocean waves
    Getting stronger,
    I feel the storm coming,
    weights tied to my ankle,
    pulling me,
    down.
    I’m struggling to stay afloat,
    I don’t know how much longer,
    that I’ll live.
    I’m tired of the fake love
    I’m tired of the fake friends
    I’m tired of being used
    I’m tired of being alone
    All I want
    is
    to be happy.
    Pleading on my knee,
    praying to God
    for a change in my life.
    But does he answer?
    No.
    As the darkness
    and depression
    sets in...
    Suicide seems more
    inviting.
    The mind is spent,
    but the body isn’t.
    I have gone through
    so much suffering
    and so much pain
    that it has been embedded
    in my veins
    and into my bone.
    If tomorrow starts
    a new day
    without me
    And I’m not there to see it
    If the sun should rise,
    to catch your eyes,
    All filled with tears,
    for me...
    I wish so much
    that i never touched
    what could never be.
    And when I realized,
    with my own eyes
    emptiness and memories
    would take the place
    of me.

    • @ANU-sings
      @ANU-sings Před 2 lety +2

      Hey!! I loved these lines..it's amazing.
      Are these your lines??

    • @theobern4350
      @theobern4350 Před 2 měsíci

      The majority of it is mine

  • @dobbylea760
    @dobbylea760 Před 5 lety +370

    They say the hardest part is letting go, I think it's trying to forget.

    • @DTodorov10
      @DTodorov10 Před 5 lety +18

      Both are a deadly combo...

    • @lea_lovi3812
      @lea_lovi3812 Před 5 lety +3

      Letting go of you

    • @silviomingaj4811
      @silviomingaj4811 Před 5 lety +4

      Well, sometimes in your life you will have to let things to go that you loved them cared about them but you will see something else better is coming

    • @ivansmok3192
      @ivansmok3192 Před 5 lety +1

      @@silviomingaj4811 nah there is nothing better coming, only sorrow

    • @MuhammadAli-mj8hq
      @MuhammadAli-mj8hq Před 5 lety +3

      Good one

  • @aimeerose2833
    @aimeerose2833 Před 4 lety +117

    Another christmas alone... dreading 2020 because I know nothing will change

    • @alexandrarivera2793
      @alexandrarivera2793 Před 4 lety

      I wish you could have a good 2020 Christmas 😕

    • @martingenis4379
      @martingenis4379 Před 4 lety +1

      Xmas and New Year have been a total shit this last 3 years.

    • @hugohorvath3653
      @hugohorvath3653 Před 4 lety +1

      only What i have is this phone, music and games on computer xD uhhh so sad... it makes little happier than thinking of that i am alone, but still this happiness is getting weaker and weaker everyday and one day i will throw away my computer and then.... idk...

    • @jordonumadbro
      @jordonumadbro Před 3 lety +4

      Ohh 2020 changed alright, not for the good tho

    • @scoopsahoy9521
      @scoopsahoy9521 Před 3 lety +2

      I guess you were right to dread 2020
      I know I was...

  • @boot2root317
    @boot2root317 Před 3 lety +11

    Smiling to everyone, dying alone.

  • @romeofigueredo6550
    @romeofigueredo6550 Před 3 lety +20

    "I'm not sad I'm just lost there's a difference"

  • @ZEUS-xc9xs
    @ZEUS-xc9xs Před 5 lety +327

    I lost my self i wish i can be happy and enjoy the life :(

  • @uneducatedtrashrat8180
    @uneducatedtrashrat8180 Před 4 lety +136

    "What does it feel like to be you?"
    How do I put it into words..? Well, it kinda feels like, I'm drowning in an ocean of my own self judgement and hate and every time I try to swim to the surface to breathe another wave washes over me. Harder than the last. That even when I think I'm about it hit the shore waves and waves of self comparison keep pulling me farther and farther telling me I should give up but I tell myself I'm fine. I know I'm over thinking but I keep over thinking the over thinking part. Anyone else feel the same? Thanks to anyone who reads this.

    • @Rt_Slava
      @Rt_Slava Před 4 lety +3

      I'm literally the same...thanks for your commet ...i know it's cheezy but i'm going to say it anyway just know that you'r not alone and that whatever happened to you you are loved

    • @lunastar356
      @lunastar356 Před 4 lety +1

      I’ve never related to anything this much in my whole life.💔

    • @sept09am
      @sept09am Před 4 lety +2

      Starlight Gacha please stay strong, it may not seem like it but things will get better, please don’t give up :( 💖💖💖I love you

    • @snickerdexter2247
      @snickerdexter2247 Před 4 lety

      I'm too young to give you help advise, but the best I can say is try reaching out to someone that you can trust. It helps a lot and I know it because I reached out to my parents and they are very supportive. Parents are people that are supposed to protect their children. If you really feel broken and empty inside and truly depressed, reach out to someone for help, don't keep it all inside because if you tell no one, nobody can help you.

    • @uneducatedtrashrat8180
      @uneducatedtrashrat8180 Před 4 lety

      @@snickerdexter2247 I'm getting help and have a therapist and good friends helping me right now. Things are much better than they used to be, thank you for caring and trying to suggest help!

  • @kyayaarmonuu
    @kyayaarmonuu Před rokem +5

    You're so strong, Everyone single one of you will be living the happiest life ever ❤️

  • @mewe1023
    @mewe1023 Před rokem +1

    I never thought that the guilt and regret would turn my life upside down.

  • @vampire5131
    @vampire5131 Před 5 lety +153

    I miss old me ,good old days
    I m so alone now ,i was so happy in school days ,un childhood 😭😭😭😭
    Life has become so boring now
    God please return my old days 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @user-tk5xk9be8t
      @user-tk5xk9be8t Před 5 lety +1

      😔😫😖

    • @ruffanavarro1076
      @ruffanavarro1076 Před 5 lety +1

      I love you

    • @bolthesnaphakker
      @bolthesnaphakker Před 5 lety

      Same, mate

    • @SVENRADUX
      @SVENRADUX Před 4 lety

      Same here... U can see in my video, i having fun with my friends back then..... Riding bike etc. But guess where i am now, don't have anymore passion in life.... Always thinking the way to suicide but i can't coz my mom only have me.... I don't wanna break her

    • @chillydays4854
      @chillydays4854 Před 4 lety +2

      You know that's why they say the past is the past NOW is time too move forward with life.😊

  • @anhtruong9706
    @anhtruong9706 Před 4 lety +81

    you'll never understand... how painful that the loneliness giving to us.

    • @esme9726
      @esme9726 Před 3 lety +6

      Loneliness is not the point in which you don't have any friends.... It's a feeling that even if you have friends, none of them truly understands you and supports you! I may have a solution for your situation.... Get yourself a pet 🙁... It can be a dog, a cat, a rabbit, a bird, a mouse... But a pet is the best solution to loneliness cuz they're not giving you opinions, they're not trying to change you, they aren't there to just hang out... They wanna be really close to Your heart and they can feel that, they'll always love you and be there for you when you need a silent hug...and it only takes you to love them and care about them as they will give back the same feelings! 🥀

  • @LauraSullivan
    @LauraSullivan Před 2 lety +5

    This is truly touching and sentimental, Adrian. Thank you for sharing this!

  • @Otavianno
    @Otavianno Před 8 měsíci +2

    I avoided talking because I thought I had nothing interesting to say, but the truth will always be interesting. Our mind can trick us and make us believe we are not good enough and we must isolate ourselves to be protected but being who you are will never be a sign of weakness or shame. We deserve to be heard, to be seen and to be loved too. HOLD ON. It's worth living. I LOVE YOU.

  • @KG0313
    @KG0313 Před 5 lety +66

    One thought make me feel better...this song composed by a man is now with me in the room so am not alone,his emotions are here.

  • @yunicolor3118
    @yunicolor3118 Před 4 lety +471

    "Happiness is just makeup to cover your sadness."
    Edit: Just to clarify I do not mean that everyone does it, but I do. I made this comment because this thought was running through my head while I was watching this. Some of you may do the same as me, but others do not. As I've seen some comments who say they "agree" or "disagree". That is fine, but if you agree with me on the way that everyone does it, it's pretty stupid. And you may be agreeing in the way that you do the same, but please clarify in your reply if you do. Thanks
    Edit 2: By, "I do it" I mean I fake happiness - as in using it kinda like makeup to cover my sadness